A/N: I wanted to apologized to you, the readers for several reasons. I'm sorry for updating this story late as I'm currently busy with thesis, seeing how I'm in my last semester of college. Another reason is my poor attention span. I had somehow started writing new stories, and prior to working on the draft during my lunch break, I ended up spending the time reading instead of working...

Also, I feel I didn't give Yuki's part enough
justice!!! And it was a small part….
It was very difficult to get into a yandere Yuki's kind of mind frame. I'm more comfortable in writing Mayu's perspective since I'm a gloomy person. For, that I once again apologize to you all. I'm not pleased with this last part and I fear I would never be. I hope this last part will satisfy to you, my readers out there.
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My Beloved YanderePart 2. The Black Queen and her mouse. The Little Mouse and her queen.
Mayuyu~
Where are you my Mayuyu?
I'm so lonely without you.
I miss not seeing you. Hugging you. Feeling you.
Where are you my little mouse?
Why did you leave your cage?
I want to touch you. Kiss you. Drown you in my love.
Why have you left me?
Didn't you promise to stay by my side, always?
You said you love me, was that a lie?
I've grown tired of waiting.
My little mouse where have you stray to?
Come back to me quickly.
You mustn't forget, you are mine Mayuyu~I hummed to myself. For years, I have repeated those words to myself everyday until yesterday. You can say, yesterday was the best day of my life~ Finally, after years of waiting, I had caught my little mouse. I will never let her go now that I have her within my grasp.
Everyone had told me to wait for Mayuyu to come back to me. Even Mama and Papa said so but I had grown tired of waiting. Abiding my parent's wishes, I had grown restless from seeing everyone get friendly to my Mayuyu. I'm the one who knows Mayuyu the best, they should all stay away from her!!! Every tiny little things regarding Mayuyu would set me off and I hated that. I didn't want Mayuyu to see that side of me.
Acchan was my only comrade cheering me on. She encourage me to go catch my little mouse and she showed me how she caught her little midget. I did the right thing in listening to her, didn't I? Now, Mayuyu is all mine~ Yes, she's all mine now and no one can take her away from me. Ah!!, I shouldn't keep my Mayuyu waiting now or else she will be upset with me again.
I had left Mayuyu all alone in her room after I gave her my morning kiss. Heheh~ Mayuyu's lips are just the same as usual. I wonder if she remembers this isn't the first time I had kissed her.
When we were little, Mayuyu was hospitalized due to a accident. That was the day when Mayuyu began to drift from me. I was the one at fault but Mayuyu was also the one to blame, she broke my promise. All those years I could never forgive her for her betrayal but that hatred soon turn into love. Mama did say there was a thin line between love and hate and without me realizing it, I had grown to love Mayuyu more than I ever could when I was a child. From my increasing love, I had learn to forgive her but I would never tell her that. Mayuyu is too cute when she's in pain over me. I love having control over her~ She should always think about me. Nothing should matter to her but me and only me. But maybe I should tell her, I hadn't realized she had received a memento from that incident, a scar.
I can still remember the touch of it from last night, it was smooth and jagged at the same time….I wonder why she never told me about it. From that short contact, I knew that wound must have been deep then. It was a injury I had given to Mayuyu and one of the reason for hospitalization. I'm beginning to suspect she might have another injury from that time she is not telling me. I thought I had known everything about my little mouse but I guess not. If Sae or any of the others had seen that scar when they were changing, it would have reach my ears already. It would seem my little mouse is still too good at hiding and keeping secrets. I learned that the hard way….
As a child I was lonely. Mama and Papa were often away due to work so living in a large house all myself became very boring. It chipped away at my sanity. But Mayuyu had been my beacon of hope, tearing me away from the darkness and confine called loneliness and boredom.
Those days were the days I had finally known what happiness was. To know what having a friend meant. Mayuyu would always follow me around where ever I go like a baby chick. She wouldn't leave me out of her sight, always saying I had to play with her. If for a moment, I felt bored or lonely, Mayuyu would come right away saying she had something new to show me.
Mayuyu was very cute and innocent back then. It was because of her naive innocent I took advantage of her. I had made Mayuyu promise me to never leave me ever, to keep to our engagement, to always choose me over anything else, to become mine forever. She had happily complied to my terms, stating she was mine to begin with. I was happy, but like the saying say
"all good things must come to an end".
Mayuyu's parents weren't doing so well financially and they wouldn't take any help from my parents either. All those years of struggling and hard work had payed off. Uncle had landed a high paying job over seas and Mayuyu was going to leave me. She had the choice to stay here in Japan, to stay here with me but she chose to go over sea, to be with her parents. She broke our promise, Mayuyu had chosen her parents over me. I was dishearten, my Mayuyu had betrayed me, her very first betrayal and I wouldn't know until the day before the Watanabe's departure.
It had all began on my 11th birthday, the day before the Watanabe's were suppose to leave, the day I had injured Mayuyu, the day I was betrayed by her and the day my on-growing hatred began. We were all over at the Watanabe's for my birthday and nothing was out of the ordinary. I had wanted to stay the night, so I went to look for mine and Mayu's parents. The door outside to Mayu's parent's room was cracked open and I could hear voices arguing with each another. It would seem Papa was furious with Uncle for not telling him earlier and Mama was upset they would have to leave soon. When the conversation soon shifted about Mayuyu, I had felt my whole world had crashed. Mayuyu had wanted to go with them instead of staying here.
I was in pain and couldn't breath. My vision became hazy and everything thought the day became a slight haze. My only thoughts were Mayuyu was going to leave me. She had promised me….
None of the adults had suspected anything was wrong with me but deep down I was emotionally broken. I was so far gone that nothing matter. So, I pretended. I put up one of my best act I could muster. No one would notice until I was gone. When it came time to cut the cake, Mayuyu was looking at me with eyes filled with concern. She saw through my act. I didn't want her concern, her pity, her lies…I had nothing left if the one person I held dear was willing to betray me so easily. I didn't want any of it.
Everyone in the room was shocked by what had happen in a few second of happiness. Instead of cutting the cake, I was ready to end it all, but Mayuyu had stopped me. I cried. I hated her but I couldn't help but cry for her. During her attempt to stop me, I had managed to wound Mayuyu, resulting in that scar. She was bleeding but my stupid mouse was smiling happily saying it was ok. That everything was going to be fine...
But everything was not fine. I didn't want to live anymore. I didn't want to be in this room anymore. I had injured the one person I had cared about. So I ran. I ran as far as I could out of the house. I felt everything that had happen until now was all a dream. A horrible nightmare rather than a dream and when i wake up Mayuyu would be right next to me. It would be the day after my birthday and she wouldn't have to leave. But it was all a illusion I had made up to lie to myself. To protect myself from the truth and before I could snap myself out of my delusion, I heard Mayuyu screamed my name.
Not knowing what was happening, Mayuyu pushed forward causing me to fall down on to the ground. I look up just in time to see her get hit by a truck. Why!? I don't understand. I hate you, Mayuyu. You saw through my act so you should have known. Why did you try to save me not once but twice? Why protect me after that? I didn't understand any of it.
None of the adults had blame me for what happen instead they all felt guilty. Before Mayuyu had passed out, she said it wasn't my fault. That I was lonely for being neglected. That I was going to be all alone again when she has to leave. That no one told me the truth until I found out the hard way.
Everyone began to take pity on me. Mayuyu had ruin my chance and now everyone watches me like a hawk. My movements and actions were limited. They were all afraid of this incident repeating itself. I hated this. I hated her. I didn't want any of this. I kept to myself and didn't leave my room. I didn't bother to visit Mayuyu at the hospital until my parent's forced me to on the last day before her departure.
The Watanabes had stayed behind to look after Mayuyu, when she was hospitalized. Uncle had stated another offer would come once again and this time they wouldn't leave without telling us. In that quiet hospital room, Mayuyu was sleeping and I was bored in here. I didn't want to look at the person I hate let alone be in the same room. I was so tempted to kill her right then and there. She was so defenseless but Aunty was in here at that time. My parents were with my uncle somewhere so I waited patiently untilI was all alone with my Mayuyu~
It seems god was on my side by sending a doctor into the room. It seems he wanted to discuss something important so Aunty step outside for a few minutes. Using this opportunity I climbed unto the bed and got on top of her ready to do my deed. Cursing my luck, Mayuyu had woken up groggy. Not knowing what to do I just sat there on top of her, waiting for her to call for help. But Mayuyu's next action made me surprise. Instead of doing what a normal person would, she mumbled a soft apology and kissed me. Yes, Mayuyu kissed me. She was the one who stole my first kiss. Mou~ Stupid Mayuyu taking my first kiss and not remembering…
To say I was surprised was a understatement, maybe shock would have fit my current predicament then. I remember my eyes had widen when Mayuyu had forcefully slip her tongue into my mouth. I didn't think a 10 year old Mayuyu would have been so aggressive then let alone knew how to french kiss. Ah~ The kiss was filled with such love that I thought I was going to suffocate from it. It was so pleasant and memorable until our parents came in…
Both of our parents and the doctor were very red faced seeing Mayuyu kissing me in her arms. I hadn't realized how tight she was holding on to me and what's worse was my stupid mouse fell back asleep after the kiss. I had never been so embraced before in my life until now. Not even this morning encounter with my parents, Rena and her puppy could compare to this.
Papa and Uncle were laughing so hard and saying things like we were made for each other while Mama was trying to keep them quiet, muttering "we are in a hospital". Aunty chuckled at my embarrass face, but she was kind enough to unwrap Mayuyu from me and apologized, saying how Mayuyu kept asking for me when she was awake. Mou~ I hope you had a taste of your own medicine this morning Mayuyu~
This was all your fault!!! You have no one to blame but yourself~ I can't look you in the face properly without remembering
that!!Soon after, Mayu's parent's had passed away and I regretted not getting the chance to apologized for my behavior, for hurting Mayuyu. And once again, Mayuyu had left me causing my hatred for her to grow again. I know she was in pain from her loss but that idiot didn't bother to think how I would feel when she left. Stupid Mayuyu broke my promise not once but twice!!
Mama had asked me to try and understand Mayuyu, to not be mad at her any longer and to wait for her to come back. She reasoned now that the Watanabes are gone, my parents have custody over her until she's of age. So Mayuyu has to return back home to me some day. She only left so she can learn to be independent and that she still love me. Even for my mother, she can be cruel to me when she wants too… Mama had brought up the incident with the kiss and tease me. She remarked how I can't really hate Mayuyu seeing how I was enjoying the kiss.
What a low blow!!! I didn't want to remember
that!! It was so embarrassing….
So I gave up and pretended to forgive Mayuyu in front of my parents but it was all an act. Soon my parents began to spoil me after the incident and I began to put on a facade to fool them. They could never tell from my act that I was planing my revenge on Mayuyu. No one can. Not even Rena and Sae knew as we were growing up, I had played everyone to my whims and wishes like a puppet master. No one can stop me except Mayuyu…
My stupid yet lovable mouse was the only person I could think of. Night and day, day and night. Every day had turn into weeks, those weeks turn into months and those months into years. Years after years I had become obsess with my cousin to the point of insanity.
I wonder when had this hatred had become love? Did I always loved Mayuyu from the start and confused her actions as a betrayal instead of a heartbreak? Was it our separation that made my heart grow fonder perhaps?
Either way, all I know is I love Mayuyu. I love her so much even if it kills me to have her become mine~ But is Mayuyu mine again? Even I don't know, her departure have left me insecure. I want to know if she's truly mine and only mine. I don't want anyone to have her. No one can. Not even Rena can, or Sae, or everyone else in the danso club, Rena's puppy, even my own parents can't have my mouse. She's mine and only mine~
I'm just glad our engagement is still valid. At least that ease my mind , if only a little. I'm the only one who has a final say in it based on the agreements from both our parents, whom had both consented. Even Mayuyu said it was fine when she found out for the first time. My little mouse~, you may be very smart now but you were very stupid when you were little~ I'm not going to let you get away from me a third time. I will never release you from the confined of this marriage,
ever~ I will keep you bind to me even in death~
After all, Mayuyu is the only one who knows me best, not even my parents know what's goes through my mind all the time. She is my other half now. Rena and Sae have been my best friends ever since we were young; they had always been there for me and I hold them very dear but they are not Mayuyu. Nothing can compare to my little mouse, Mayuyu would always know what I'm thinking and how I feel.
She can be very stubborn about it until I stop my act. That's why it was so easy to fool Rena and Sae, those two never suspected I had orchestrated yesterday event. For everything to become hectic in order to get closer to Mayuyu. In order to obtain my mouse, I even rig the bidding board so no one else could bid on Mayuyu but me. No one even knew it had happen and Mayuyu was too confused from my behavior to even noticed, I had let my act slip a little.
It didn't mean too. It was all Mayuyu's fault for being so cute and nice to me. That idiot even made me my favorite cake when she knew I was hungry. I really couldn't help it!!! She even notice I was hot sitting at the top bar yesterday and made me my favorite drink. Mou!!! Stupid Mayuyu!!! You made me too lax from being next to you.
I don't want to share you with anyone else. I'm so jealous of them, they can see you everyday after school. They can talk to you without holding back. I just want you with me again…Ah!!! I'm late!!
Quickly making my way over to the closet, I began to pick apart the clothes I had. Hmmm, I wonder what would catch Mayuyu's fancy? Just thinking about her is making me all giddy again.
Mou, Mayuyu~ Why don't you just admit you are mine already? I'm tired of this cat and mouse game. Taking one final look at the mirror, I adjusted my hair to Mayuyu's liking….oh!!! I forgot to give Mayuyu her chocolates yesterday. Maybe I can feed some to her later…
Putting them inside my bag, I walked out of my room to meet up with everyone at the front. Descending the stairs, I quickly latched myself onto Mayuyu surprising her along the way.
Hearing her small cry was cute. Turning around, I suddenly saw Mayuyu was wearing her glasses again…AH!!! She's wearing the red ones again…
Shoot!! Mou~ Why that one again? Seriously, how am I going to control myself today!? In front of my parents no less!? Stupid clueless Mayuyu….
I quickly unwrap myself from her and went on over towards my parents. I saw Mayuyu giving me a curious glance but I quickly dismissed it, hoping to distract myself from glasses-wearing Mayuyu….
Ok, I have to confess. It's my dirtiest secret that no one knows, not even Mayuyu, herself knows it. Mayuyu is so cute wearing glasses, especially the red ones. So whenever I see her wearing them, which is almost always, I always lose my composure. It's a
sin for her to
wear them!!! They fit her so well that it make me want to jump her right then and there.
Literally!!! Most of the time at school, I didn't even care where we were or who saw us I wanted to take Mayuyu at that moment. Ugh, it not
fair!! Why isn't life
fair!? Why?Mou~ Stupid clueless Mayuyu, I don't want other people to see how cute you are with them on. It should be seen by me and only me. You need to remember your mine and only mine~ I will make you remember by the end of today, rather you want to or not!!!
YOU. ARE. MINE~
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I, Watanabe Mayu, is utterly confused about my cousin's odd behavior for once. My cousin, Yuki, who hates me had kiss me. She had stolen my first kiss, yet why does her lips feel oddly familiar and comfortable one mine? Ugh, I can't think about it right now.
Right!!! The thing I need to concern myself with right now, is why is it so hard to read Yuki now? This has never happen before unless she is playing us all for a fool. That was my only logical conclusion I could come up with. It would make perfect sense behind her odd behavior. She must have slip up somehow, but when?
Damn. It' doesn't matter when, the problem now is what is she scheming? It would seem whenever I'm involve in the equation Yuki would always cause bad things to happen. Ah~ Yuki can be a really scary person when she wants to be. I wonder why I still love her? I must have been hit on the head too hard for me to love a crazy person.
A near death experience can do that to a person, especially blunt force trauma, it can also change a person for good or for worse. And for Yuki's case, it had gotten worse, far worse. I don't want a repeat of last time. I don't have nine lives like a cat to stop her every time she feels like going on a suicidal rampage.
Sigh. Maybe I should just accept my fate and come back? That way everyone will ok but me. I will just have to sell my soul to a devil to ensure everyone's safe…ok, I will do it!!! I will stop Yuki from manipulating everyone, from hurting everyone, even herself. The only person who has to suffer from her mental sickness should be no one but me. That way, maybe I can atone for my sins and have Yuki forgive me…..maybe..if I make it that far…
Getting up from the bed, I change into a new set of clothes I had at the Kashiwagi's. I was always careful whenever I change at school or at Jurina and mine shared apartment. I like to wear clothing that hid my frame, to prevent anyone from seeing my scars. I didn't want anyone to make a fuss or ask me annoying questions about it. The only one who knew about my well kept secret is Yuki….but that's because she suddenly molested me last night. Ugh, I can still remember her touch from last night, her delicate and feathery touch felt nice against my skin….Bakarin!!! When had you become so perverted!?
I need to be extra cautious from now on. But, Yuki is smart if she managed to figured out the scar she touched was from her 6 years ago. It was only a matter of time until she find out about the one I got on my back. The doctors had told my parents I was lucky to have survive the accident. The injury I sustain on my back would scar
and may cause me pain from time to time in the near future, if I over-exerted myself too much, but it wouldn't hinder me from my day to day activity. So far, I haven't felt any pain in these last 6 years so I'm grateful for that.
Grabbing my silver hoodie, I quickly rushed down stairs in order to avoid Yuki if she happens to come out of room the same time as me. I'm not mentally prepare for her right now, nor am I looking forward to this triple date at the moment. It would seem I was the second to last one to arrive. Phew~ No Yuki in sight, I can finally relax.
"Mayuyu, how are you?" a woman's voiced called out. I turned around just in time to see Yuki's parents in front of me.
"Ah, Mama-rin. I'm fine just tired…" I spoke up.
"I'm sure you are~ I bet our dear Yuki-chan kept you up all night, didn't she? HAHA" Papa-rin laughed out loud.
"Ah, yea…you can say day. Yuki was really rough…" I mutter thinking back to last night. She was really rough and scary….w…wha….AH!!!
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W..WAIT!!! It's not what you think, I mean…w..we didn't do it. We-"
"It's ok, we understand perfectly. Ah, young love~ I can't wait for you to be part of our family soon." Papa-rin cut me off. Stupid old geezer, you don't understand at all. Stop with your delusion. Curse you Japanese government!!! Why did you make it legal for cousins to get marry!?
"Dear, stop it. You can't tease Mayuyu until Yuki is here. Where's the fun in that~" Mama-rin chuckled. Yes!!! Mama-rin to the rescue…or so I thought. My god, I didn't realize my relatives were this bad. And these two were the one who actually raise Yuki. I hope they aren't the reason for Yuki's twisted personality!!
"That reminds me honey, didn't we catch Yuki-chan and Mayu in a similar fashion before?"
"Ah, your right dear. I think it was their first kiss that time too. When we went to visit Mayu at the hospital."
"Eh?" What the heck are they talking about? My first kiss? Wasn't this morning my first kiss? And what's this about Yuki visiting me when I was hospitalized?
"Ah, you probably don't remember Mayu. But we came to visit when you were sleeping." Papa-rin spoke to clear my confusion.
"And you mother had left you and Yuki alone in your room to go talk to the doctor about something. And boy were we surprise when the four us including the doctor showed up inside your room." Mama-rin continued.
"Um….may I asked what exactly happen?" I asked nerversouly. Somehow, I'm really scared to find out. The truth can be a really scary thing.
"Let's just say, I didn't think you had it in you Mayu. Poor Yuki-chan was so embarrassed that she couldn't look you in the eyes after that and whenever we brought that up, she would get red face quickly. HAHAHAHAHAHA" Papa-rin laughed loudly. Ugh. Just tell me what happen you silly old man. I want to know if Yuki stole my first kiss this morning or when I was a uncouisous 10 year old.
"Dear you are teasing Mayuyu again. Anyway, we were just shock that's all. We never knew you knew how to french kiss at your age back then. You even fell asleep right after without letting Yuki go that your mother had to pry you off of Yuki. It was cute. You even kept on mumbling how Yuki was your wife and that it was fine to finally kiss her." Mama-rin chuckled.
"!!!?" I was the one who stolen Yuki's first kiss!? It wasn't the other way around. What the hell younger me!!! What was I thinking back then. Ugh, I'm so embarrassed. No wonder Yuki stayed away from me 6 years ago. How would I even face her if I knew back then. Damn my uncle and aunt laughing to their hearts content. I will not stand here and idly let them laugh at me any longer!!!
"Ano, may I be excuse? I wanted to ask Jurina something." I asked politely.
"Oh, go right ahead dear."
"Yes, don't mind us."
With that, I went over to Rena and Jurina. Sigh. This is going to be a long and tiring day. I just know it. With Yuki and her parents, I don't think I can make it. I saw Rena waved to me when I was in her line of sight. That beckoned for Jurina to turn around.
"Mayuyu, you're alive!!" Jurina chirped.
"Of course I'm alive, you idiot. What's that suppose to mean any way?" I snapped at Jurina.
"Well…we were both surprise Yuki was in your room…" Rena trailed off.
"Ah, don't remind me. Last nig- AH!!!" I yelped, as someone latched themselves onto me. Now, I know only two people who would do this and currently one of them is right beside Rena while the other one was not presently in the room before…until now...
Turning around, I was not surprise to see Yuki's smiling face as she tightening her grip on me. A few seconds later, her smiled had falter and a faint blush washed over her face. Letting me go, she began to walk over to her parents ignoring my presence in a matter of seconds.
What the hell!!!? Why is she ignoring me now after what she did last night and just a few moments ago. Ugh. This girl really is so bi-polar or something. My mind can't compute that fast.
"I wonder what's wrong with Yuki?" Rena asked.
"Me too." I replied. I wish there was a guidebook on how to manage a girl name Kashiwagi Yuki right now. Seeing as how everyone was here, Uncle had all usher us inside his favorite car. Offering to drive us this time instead of the driver. Statintng he wanted this to be a surprise and that he was taking us to one of his favorite restaurants. As to which one, even I don't know. Uncle has too many favorites to count.
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Why is fate so cruel!? The car ride here was horrible to say the least. The back seat was really cramp in Uncle's car and did I mentioned his driving skills were really poor? I thought I had nearly died twice coming here.
The back row was occupy by Rena, who was sitting by the window seat, follow by Jurina, then me and lastly, Yuki. She had somehow wanted to sit by the window. I guess she far saw I might had made a run for it the moment we got out of the car. It was really cramp for the four of us to squeeze in and no thanks to Uncle bad driving, I ended up on top of Yuki or Yuki on top of me too many times to count. The, two times I thought I nearly died was from suffocation, due to Yuki's chest pressing
HARD against my face. As much as I love how that feels as the next guy, it wasn't a totally good feeling. I mean, yes I enjoyed myself but I need to breath and I was quite embarrass taking advantage of Yuki like that. My apologies always ended up being muffle by Mama-rin's teasing and Yuki embarrass denial towards her mother.
Also, overtime Uncle made a mad turn we literally go flying to one corner of the car. How does Aunty put up with this? Even the seat belts don't help. Midway, Yuki got annoyed with me flying on top of Jurina for the first time, she practically pulled me out of my seat belts, forcing me to sit on top of her and hugging me tight towards her frame. I couldn't move, let alone I didn't try to struggle my way out of her grip in a moving car. That's basically asking for suicide. I can hear Uncle and Aunty laughing at the front while Rena and Jurina gave me there sympathies. But the WMatsui were being too lovey dovey to really care about my predicament. Yuki was the only one who was happy out of the two of us. She was snuggling closer to me without a care in the world. At least she didn't try to molest me this time.
Once we had arrive, we saw Sae and Sayaka waiting inside for a table. Yuki's mood seem to turn sour from here and that was based on the indication of her grip tightening around my hand. Now, I love my Uncle but sometimes he can be a real idiot like Jurina here with not reading the mood and did something really stupid. He had invited Sae and her date to join us at our table seeing how he had already made a reservation in advance. What's two more people, right? Adding them wouldn't hurt anyone right?
WRONG. The answer is totally wrong, its the worse choice possible choice when the seating order is a complete bust. To my left was Yuki follow by her parents, the WMatsuis, Sae and Sayaka leading up to my right. The entire time as we were waiting for out food to arrive, Yuki's black aura had been sky rocketing higher and higher. And once more like I said, if looks can kill, Sayaka and I would had been dead with her constant glare.
I think from last night I can kindly conclude that Yuki likes me to some extend but also hating my guts at the same time. Yesterday incident with the table was due to Sayaka talking with me and Yuki got jealous. And today seems to be heading for the same repeat as yesterday.
Now, normally its not my place to say, but Sae was being a really bad date and causing trouble for everyone but herself and Yuki's parents. The Genking was happily chatting away with Rena, who in return is neglecting Jurina and making her envious. Sayaka, on the other hand got tired of trying to catch Sae's attention and decided to strike up a conversation with me, causing me not give Yuki any attention, not that it matters anyway seeing how Yuki refuse to meet my eye. I'm not a rude person and neither is Rena, and I know for a fact that both of us didn't want to be a bad date but we can't just go ignore the person who had ask us something first now can we?
Seriously this was really Sae's fault, for a person who likes Sayaka she can be a real idiot and a jerk sometimes. Once in a while I would break away from my conversation to look back at Yuki. Whenever our eyes met she would shy away from my attention and abruptly talk with Mama-rin. I had figured she didn't want to talk during those moments so I would turn back to Sayaka. But from the corners of my eyes I can see Yuki was sulking. This girl is too tsundere right now!!!
Soon our conversation came to a halt when our food arrived and everyone happily dig in. This time, thanks to the food there was a change of flow in our conversation. Yuki's parents were still talking to each other. Meh. Sae had finally strike up a conversation with Sayaka this time which let the WMatsui couple to finally start their date. This also left me with a opportunity for Yuki to talk to me but she was still sulking.
Hmmmmm, what can I do to make cheer her up. Just when I was about to say something. Yuki had gotten up saying she needed to use the restroom. Normally it was none of my concern but I know Yuki, and I fear she might do something to Sayaka, who had went to the restroom previously before Yuki. Even though she promised me not to last night. I quickly excuse myself and follow her shortly after.
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Taking a sharp turn into the bathroom, I arrive just in time to see Yuki act on the poor unsuspecting Sayaka by the sink. What was Yuki going to do with that?
"Erm, Sayaka how is your date with Sae so far?" I asked, hoping to catch both Yuki and Sayaka's attention.
"Oh, Kashiwagi. Mayu. Didn't think you guys were in here." Sayaka looked up.
"Um, yea….I didn't know Mayuyu was in here.." Yuki mumble as she try to hide that object in the back of her hands. Seriously what is that? I can't even see from here.
"Sae been great so far. I think? I just wish she can stop being a flirt." Sayaka replied.
"Ah, I know what you mean. I even told her to stop that." I answered, while walking up to Yuki and grabbing a hold on her.
"Hmmm, but I see you two are working out nicely. You guys are even holding hands." Sayaka chuckled.
"That's because Mayuyu is mine. I want let anyone have her. Not even you Akimoto." Yuki huffed.
"Um….Yuki..." I trailed. Why is she being so bratty about this. Not to mention rude!!!
"Hahahhaha, you guys are cute. It's fine Mayu. You have nothing to worry about Kashiwagi, Mayu is not my type. She's too small. Plus, I only see her as a little sister." Sayaka chuckled out loud.
"Hey!! What's that suppose to mean?" I yelled. Seriously I feel insulted for being called small.
"Just like I said. You are small. A little sister or maybe a daughter material."
"Wha-What!? Now I'm a daughter? I feel insulted."
"Yea yea, see you two outside. Try not to do anything too weird in there you two, ya hear."
With that Sayaka had left the two us alone in the restroom with a indication we might have done something inappropriate in one of the stalls. Thankfully it was really just the two of us and no other customers heard Sayaka's remark. Turning my attention back to Yuki, I can see her fidgeting with the hem of her skirt. She looks really cute like a kid getting caught red handed with their hands in the cookie jar.
"Yuki." I replied soflty.
"…Mayuyu…" Yuki mumbled, taking a step back as I approach her.
"Can you give me what you have in your hands? Please?"
"There's nothing in them…." Yuki repiled with feign innocent.
"Don't lie. I know you were going to do something to Sayaka. You even promise me you wouldn't." I deadpanned.
"Mou~ Fine, take it. I don't need it anymore. You can have it. Hmph!!" Yuki replied sulkily.
Having the object in my hand, I took a closer look only to realize it was a taser. Are you kidding me? Of all things, it had to be a taser? Good thing I came on time or else I would have an unconscious Sayaka on my hands. My only concern now is where on earth did Yuki get this...
"Yuki."
"…….."
"Yuki!!!"
"……….."
"YUKI!!!"
"Mou, Papa brought it for me, saying it's for self-defense. Hmph."
"Yes, self-defense not for you to go attack innocent victims. You promised me last night."
"But she was all over you!!!"
"We were just talking to each. That's also no excuse, you were ignoring me whenever I try to talk to you."
"..….."
"We are friends. You just heard what Sayaka said a few moments ago. I'm not her type and she see me as a little sister."
"Still…."
Sigh. What am I going to do with her? She's still too dangerous on her own if I don't keep eye on her. Maybe I can…wait, I hear voices. Drats. I don't want them to interrupt my talk with Yuki and if we go back outside Yuki might not want to talk to me again. Grabbing her hand, I quickly drag the both of us to the farthest stalls, hoping they would leave soon.
I had usher Yuki inside first, follow by me locking the door. Once inside, I didn't realize for a fancy restaurant, the stalls were really tiny, it was clean but tiny. With two people inside if felt really cramp. Damn, this is the worse possible outcome I could be in right now. I turn around to see Yuki sitting on top of the toilet seat cover a few inches away from me, once again playing with the hem of her skirt.
Now that I take a good look at Yuki's outfit today, she was dressed really nicely and made her look like a real princess. The open button wool sweater fitted her frame perfectly while the white blouse and skirt I see underneath have accented her curves very nicely and- wha…STOP!!! What am I doing staring at Yuki like a pervert? Ugh, I turned my attention to the left so I wouldn't have to look at Yuki any longer than I had too. I hope my action didn't offend her. Ah, the voices are getting louder. Is that Sae's voice I hear?
"Mayuy-"
"Shhhhh." I cut Yuki off while placing my hand over her mouth. I don't want to get caught.
"Be quiet for now until they are gone ok?" I whispered.
Yuki nodded indicating she understood. Taking my hand back, I slump back against the door and relaxed. I can hear Sae's loud energetic voice talking to Mama-rin about something nothing in particular. There were other voices I'm not familiar with, so I assume they must belong to the other female customers in the restaurants. Just when I thought the coast was clear Yuki decided to stand up, pushing her frame against me.
"What are you doing!?" I whispered.
"Mayuyu~" Yuki said huskily in my ear, leaning much closer to me this time.
"Yuki, now is not the time for this!!"
"I want you now, Mayuyu~"
"Huh!?" What does she mean she wants me now? I look up to see a glaze look in her eyes. Whaa, what's wrong with Yuki now?
"Mayuyu~"
"Yuki, you need-
hmpfh!!?"
I didn't get the chance to finish saying what I wanted to say as Yuki forcefully kiss me. Damnit. Is Yuki horny now!? Is that what that look was? As I try to pry Yuki off of me, I was still scare of being found out. Half of my attention was focus on Yuki while the other half was trying to listen in on the voices waiting for them to leave. Please leave already!!!
Ah~ Yuki is feeling me up again. This feels too good!! Her kiss and her hands….Oh god, is this going to be a repeat of last night again? Just I will actually be raped, in a bathroom, no less? Ugh, I have enough!!!
Taking the shoulder part of Yuki's sweater, I slid them down fast to her forearms. While deepening the kiss in hope to distract Yuki, I took her hands from under my shirt to the back of her body and quickly tied up her up using her sweater. HA!!! Victory!!! Mayu 2, Yuki 0.
However, my win was short lived when Yuki broke the kiss and glared at me. It seems she's really mad now. I quickly shut her up with another kiss, forcing my tongue in before she had the chance to yell at me. Ah…kissing Yuki feels too good. I might get addicted to this!!!
No sooner we broke apart for air, but I can still hear the voices. I gently push Yuki back down on the cover and climbed on top of her. She was pouting at me for more…
"Do you promise to behave?" I asked in a whisper while catching my breath.
Yuki only nodded with a blush appearing on her face. Awww, she's too cute. Submissive Yuki is just too cute!!! Why did Yuki have to grow up to be so cute and sexy. It makes it hard for me stay mad at her for to long. As promised, I kissed her again but this time it was a simple kissed. Like this morning, this kiss was filled with emotions. I had only put in one emotion to convey my feelings to Yuki. Love.
I still love Yuki, that much is true. Regardless of her breaking my promise last night, not to mention she is crazy or she might still be mad at me. I still love Yuki. That is my one and only truth. There is no one else I can love but her.
I broke off the kiss just in time to hear we were all alone again. Hopping off of Yuki. I turned around to help her up and untied her. She was still not looking at me in the eyes. Sigh. I quickly unlock the door, getting ready to leave when Yuki stopped me by grabbing the hem of my hoodie.
"Mayuyu….." Yuki whispered.
"Hmmm?"
"I'm not mad at you anymore." Yuki replied as she went ahead. Ah, it seems I'm forgiven. It's a good thing isn't it? It had always haunted me not knowing if she was still mad at me. Yet, why do I still feel so unsastify with this answer? Where does this leave us now anyway? Not wanting to dwell on it any longer, I returned back to our table.
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Upon my return, I was surprised to say the least, Yuki had left. Mama-rin replied she had received a text from Yuki stating she wanted some fresh air and headed towards the park near here. I had requested for Yuki's number and if I could also be excused as I go look for Yuki. The WMatsui couple decided to join me as they had their fill in food.
Rena had led the three us of to the park near by only for Jurina and I to realize this was the same park that was near our apartment. Of course Rena wouldn't know, seeing how whenever she came over for a visit it was from the school's direction. The park was in the opposite direction from the school and it could easily be missed.
Once inside we began our search for Yuki. The park wasn't that big so we didn't have any problems finding her, Jurina was able to spot Yuki near the koi pond from afar. I really needed to talk to Yuki. I'm tired of not knowing what's she's thinking anymore.
"YUKI!!!" I yelled, as I ran up close to her with the WMatsui following close behind me.
"Ah, Mayuyu. What are you doing here?" Yuki asked.
"I can ask you the same thing what did you leave without saying anything to me."
"Um…."
"Yuki, what's wrong? Talk to me. I'm your cousin and friend aren't I?"
"Just a friend huh…." I heard Yuki mumbled. She had gotten up with out looking at the 3 of us and ran from us. This girl!!! She's seriously running away from her problems like the last time.
I began to chase after her when I felt a wave of nostalgia wash over me. I remember the day from 6 years, I was doing the exact same thing. From the corner of my eye I see something fast approaching Yuki and like before Yuki doesn't realize its heading towards her.
"YUKI!!" I screamed.
*BANG"MAYUYU!!!"
I had pushed Yuki out of the way just in time. But unlike last time, the crash didn't hurt as much and I only went flying a few feet upon contact. The grass had cushioned my fall and I had escaped with minors bruises and scratches.
"Mayuyu!!!" Yuki screamed as rushed over to my side. Yuki began to fuss with my well being.
"Mayu!!! Are you ok?" Rena asked as both she and Jurina came running up.
"Yuu-chan!!!?" I heard Haruna yelled not far from Rena and Jurina.
"Shiriri-chan!?" Yuko spoke up.
Ah, it seem Oshiriko-chan was the one who hit me with her….eh!? A bicycle? No wonder it didn't hurt as much as I thought. But still it was going too fast for a bicycle…
"What were you doing jumping in front of me? I could have almost hurt you!! Your lucky I'm on a bike!!!" Yuko asked.
"You were moving too fast to be on a bike and you almost hurt my Yuki!!! Why don't you pay attention to how fast you were going!?" I replied as I got up and dusted myself off.
"Eh….I was just showing Nyan Nyan how fast I could go and…..you Yuki?" Yuko replied with a smirk.
Ah, I let that slip by accident. Quickly grabbing a hold on Yuki before she escaped from me again. I turned my attention back to Oshiriko-chan.
"Yes
my Yuki. Now what are you doing here?" I replied monotoned.
"Sheesh, calm down. I was kidding. Don't go all cyborg on me and like I said I was showing Nyan Nyan how fast I could go. We are on a date."
"You could have hurt someone you idiot squirrel!!" I yelled. Seriously, Yuki could have gotten hurt because of her!!! Grrrr.
*Smack"Ouch!!" Yuko cried.
"She right Yuu-chan. I told you it was dangerous!!" Haruna yelled as she and the WMatsui got here.
"I'm sorry Nyan Nyan!!!! Please forgive me!!!"
"Oh no don't apologize to me. Apologize to Mayu and Kashiwagi-chan!!"
"I'm sorry Shiriri-chan. Yuki."
"Apology accepted." I replied.
"Hmph!!!" Yuki on the hand refuse to take Yuko's apology….
"Wahhhhh, I said I'm sorry!!!"
"Your apology doesn't cut it. You need to be punished!!!" Yuki said coldly.
"WAHHHHH!!! Nyan Nyan help me!!! She's too black!! I'm going to die!!!"
"Nope~"
"WAHHHHHHH!!!"
Everyone laughed at Yuko's poor attempt to hide behind Haruna and Yuki trying to catch her. No sooner, it turned into a all out chase. I really want to help Oshiriko-chan but this is her punishment for getting me all bruised up. I seriously thought Yuki was going too get hurt.
Then all of a sudden, rain drops started pouring heavily. Tch. The weather girl lied. She said it would be sunny all day but now its raining. Looking up, I can see this was a sunshower. Hmmm this is rare, I wonder if a fox was getting marry somewhere…
Oh well, luckily for some of us, we were already underneath a giant tree so we had coverage from the rain. The only one who got wet were Yuki, Oshiriko-chan and Rena, who partially wasn't fast enough to run towards cover. I saw both of them were soak to the bone and
AH!!! Yuki's clothes is almost see through now. Taking off my hoodie, I draped it around Yuki so she wouldn't catch a cold and to prevent anyone from see her wet clothes…
"Thank Mayuyu~" Yuki replied happily.
"Your welcome…" I mumbled embarrassly.
"Aww, look at you two love birds." Yuko spoke up.
"Yuu-chan!!! Stop that!!"
"But Nyan Nyan-
ACHOO!!" Yuko sneezed.
"So idiots do get sick." Rena spoke up.
We all looked at her and laughed. The only one not laughing was Yuko since she was still sneezing. But seriously, that was a surprise coming from Rena herself. We didn't expect the timid Rena to come up with a funny remark.
No sooner had we stop laughing, the skies managed to cleared up. We bid our farewells to the KojiYuu couple while Jurina and I took Yuki and Rena back to our apartments for a hot shower.
It took little to no effort on our part to convinced them to come over. We didn't want them to get sick, what kind of bad girlfriends would we be? Well in my case, I guess cousin or maybe fiance would fit Yuki and mine's relationship. Ugh, mou~ I seriously have no idea where we are.
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The shared apartment with Jurina was the only thing I had asked of my uncle in the 6 years I was away. When Jurina and I both got the scholarships, I figured it was time for us to become more independent. Uncle was kind enough to find us a nice place near the academy through his friend. With the money we make at the club, it was enough to pay rent and buy our daily necessities. Located on the 10th floor, the place we lived in was accompany with a doorman/front desk person and working elevators. It look kind of like a 5 star hotel, well almost.
The apartment was big but it wasn't too big to be consider a condo, the layout was more similar to a studio apartment. There was three rooms. Two of them are currently occupy by Jurina and I. The last one was made into a guest room, but it had really become Rena's room since she's the only one who comes over. Uncle's friend had given us the apartment where each room had its own bathroom. The bathroom itself was small but it house everything a person would needed and it didn't make them feel cramp or claustrophobic.
There was no dining room but the living room was connected to a open bar kitchen, so it was all good. Jurina and I take turns everyday cooking and it seems today was my turn. Guess I have to make dinner tonight, I wonder if curry is fine? We also have a washer and dryer set in the far of corner but we take care of our own laundry.
Opening the door to our apartment, Rena and Jurina went to their respected rooms to either change or shower. I led Yuki into my room to and beckoned her inside my bathroom to use the shower.
My room can be describe as a otaku room but I always keep it clean and neat. I have bookcases filled with mangas and light novels. On my desk is a dual-screen monitor computer with a few hetalia figures on it. My bed is placed at the corner infront of the window. Oh, that reminds me I need to put the curtains down. There!! Now no one can peek into my room and see Yuki changing if she decides to comes out. I know I'm being silly and this is the 10th floor but its safe to be sorry.
Hearing the water turned on, I headed on over to Rena's room and asked for a change of clothes that Yuki could borrow. Both Jurina and I were too small to have anything Yuki could fit in and Rena was more than happy to obliged. She handed me a set of clothes and undergarments saying these would fit Yuki. I didn't bother looking at what they were.
Returning back into my room with the set of clothes in hand, I knocked on the bathroom door indicating I was coming in. Boy, was that a big mistake. I quickly place Rena's clothed on top of the toliet cover seat and picked up all of Yuki's wet clothes from the floor. That also include her undergarments…I feel like such a pervert and I seems Yuki has more than one lacy lingeries. I thought this morning was outfit was bad but this is on the same level. Ah……I need to stop looking.
I told Yuki where the new set of clothes was and got out of there really fast before she can respond. I didn't wanted to see something that shouldn't be seen. Checking if my phone and keys were still in my pocket, headed back to the living and placed Yuki's clothes in the dryer. Jurina had came out a few seconds later with Rena's clothes.
"Mayuyu are you making dinner tonight?" Jurina asked.
"Hmmm, yea is curry fine?"
"Sure, Rena-chan said she's going to spend the night here. Is Yuki-chan staying?"
Ah, that thought had not cross my mind. If I don't let her stay, she might be in a bad mood later on but on the other hand if I do let her stay, I would be endangering myself. Yuki might take this opportunity and take advantage of me again. Not to mention she we don't have a extra room. I could always let her stay in my room and I take the couch.
"I'm not sure I didn't think about." I replied back to Jurina.
"Really!?"
"Yea. Anyway, can you take care of the laundry as I go grocery shopping?" I asked.
"Sure. You need any money?"
"Nope I'm fine. Want me to get you anything while I'm there?"
"Hmmmmm, ah!!! Get me more melon pan for Rena-chan."
"Kay, also can you and Rena keep Yuki company while I'm gone? Tell her she can spend the night here."
"Sure."
With that out of the way, I left the apartment to buy enough ingredients to make curry for 4 people. I also brought some melon pan Jurina had requested and watermelon juice for Yuki, seeing how she its her favorite.
When I got back, Rena was watching anime in the living room with Jurina sitting next to her reading a book. I passed a melon pan to Jurina who then passed it to Rena.
"Thanks, I owe you one. Yuki is sleeping in your room. Need any help making dinner?" Jurina asked.
"Hmmm, not really. You guys can just relaxed. It's been a long day for all of us and cooking is relaxing to me." I replied nonchalantly. It was true, I feel more at peace when I'm cooking.
"Kay, call us over if you need help."
"Mmmmm." I replied.
Walking over to the kitchen, I placed everything I wasn't going to use in the refrigerator and began to wash the rice. About an hour later the dinner was done. I placed 2 plates on the counter top and one to the side. Calling them over, I gave Rena hers specifically. Rena's curry was the only one I made extra spicy, the redness was a indication of it. One time Jurina had mistakenly took Rena's plate and ate it. The resulting factor was Jurina crying from her eyes due to how spicy it was.
Removing my apron, I took out my phone and texted Mama-rin telling her Yuki will be staying the night at my place and we would come back tomorrow to pick up our belongings. Before I could put my phone back into my pocket, Mama-rin had texted me back so fast saying it was ok and that Papa-rin said not to stay up all night playing. Seriously, those two need to get it through thick skulls we weren't doing any dirty things. Ugh, it was all a misunderstanding!!!!
Walking into my room, I turned on the light to wake Yuki up. The sight before me made me speechless. Yuki was really beautiful when she was sleeping but what surprise me the most was what she was wearing. Apparently, Rena also likes to wear lacy undergarments. I bet Jurina must be thrill by this fact or she must had already known. And that was all she was wearing while sleeping on my bed, now that I think about it, it was the same this morning too. Does Yuki not wear anything else when she sleep!? Where was the clothes Rena gave me for her to wear?
Ugh, Bakarin!!!! I walk over and shook her lightly. Nothing happen, so I did the same thing. Still not budging…
"Yuki, wake up now." I whispered into her ear. This did something, now she's clinging onto me…
"Yuki, wake up!!! I made dinner." I said a little louder. Nope. Still sleeping. How deep of a sleeper is she?
"Yuki, it's time to eat!!!" I said. This time I also shook her with more force.
"Hmmmmm……..Mayuyu…..?" Yuki mumbled as she tighten her hold on me…..UGH. Too tight!!!
"Yea, it's time to wake up. I made dinner." I spoke.
"Hmmmm…….kay…." Yuki yawned as she let go of me.
I quickly search around my room for her to wear as Yuki rubbed the sleep from her eyes. Landing on my chair, I saw my pink hoodie hung neatly on it. This one was a size too big compare to the one I had at the Kashiwagi's so it should fit Yuki perfectly.
"Here, wear this." I held out the pink sweater to Yuki.
"But I'm hot." Yuki replied.
"You can't go out dress like that." I said without looking at her. Ah~ I really want to have a good look but….
"I don't want too~"
"Yuki behave."
"Mayuyu~" Yuki replied happily. Ugh, this spoiled princess. What am I to do with her? I'm at my wits ends here.
"If I let you sleep with me later will you put this on?" I reasoned. I have no choice. There was no way in hell I was going to let Rena and Jurina stay at Yuki's sexy body. It's just wrong.
"Promise?"
"I promise. And, if I break my promise this time I will grant you a wish."
"Really!? No lies this time?"
"Yes. No lies."
"But I can't really trust a mouse, they always lie….."
"Yukirin!!" I yelled. Now, I'm annoyed. I just want her to put this on so we can eat. Why is she toying with me?
"Mayuyu~" Yuki replied happily as she took my hoodie and put it on. Before she could leave, I stopped her and pulled the zipper up. Ah…. Damnit. I accidentally looked. Yuki looks nice in black undergarments….
"Ok, let's go."
"Un~"
Once we were outside, I handed Yuki the plate I put to the side. This one was less spicy because I know Yuki handle spicy food. Walking over to the refrigerator, I pour a glass of watermelon juice and set it next to Yuki's plate when we arrive to the living room. Jurina and Rena were already eating on the couch. Yuki too a sit on the other couch while I just plop down on the floor next to her. As long as I'm near her she won't make a fuss. I hope.
"What took you guys so long?" Jurina asked in between bites.
"Ah, Yuki is a deep sleeper."
"Hey!!! Mayuyu that's mean!!!" Yuki pouted. It was true but I just remain silent and kept on eating.
The rest of dinner proceed without a hitch. Once in a while, Yuki would act all spoil prompting me to spoon feed her. Her reason being, the day hadn't ended so the date still continued. Jurina was kind enough to do the dishes before we retired for the night. I had took this opportunity to shower while Rena was a great help in distracting Yuki. So glad she didn't follow me into the showers.
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Everyone went back to their respected rooms when it came time to turn in, well almost. I saw Rena entering Jurina's room before the door closed. I suspect they were going to do more lovely dovey things…again. I'm so happy our rooms were sound proof beforehand for several important reason. One, I can watch my animes and play video games late into the night without disturbing Jurina and two, I didn't have to wake up hearing to the WMatsui's love making. Those are already on that level, they should just go get marry already!!!
Yuki, on the other hand follow me into my room. As tempted as it seems, I'm scared to sleep in the same room with Yuki again after last night's fiasco. If I slept in Rena's room Yuki would probably asked for a outrageous wish.
Before, I follow Yuki into bed, I dim down my lights into a cocoa color. It was too bright to sleep in and it wasn't too dark to read in it. I had develop a habit of reading before I go to bed and I don't have a nightstand next to my bed.
"Mayuyu~" Yuki said with her arms stretch out. She was position inside the bed waiting for me to come over. Ugh, why did she unzipped the hoodie? I hope she's not going to sleep dressed like that. It's showing too much!!
"Yuki, zipper up. You will catch a cold." I replied getting underneath the blanket.
"But I'm hot~ Mayuyu~"
"Fine, just go to sleep already." I placed my glasses on top of my nightstand as I got comfy in bed. Yuki was still sitting on her side of the bed fidgeting and no sooner when I had settle in she climb on top of me. Seriously is this going to be a another repeat of last night?
"Mayuyu~" Yuki replied huskily. Oh dear god, I think Yuki is trying to seduce me again. This time I have a good view of her erm-cough assets cough. Did I mention already Yuki looks nice in
black lacy undergarment!? "Yuki, get off!!"
"No." Yuki huffed.
"Yuki!!!" I was about to push her off when she grab a hold of my hands…
AGAIN!!! This is seriously becoming a repeat of last night. God, I hope she doesn't bring out the hand cuffs. I was a fool to trust her to behave tonight.
"Tell me about the scar on your back first. How did you get it?" Yuki said. How the fu-fudge she knew about that? I don't remember her ever seeing it!!!
AH!! It was this afternoon when she was feeling me up!! Wait. What else did she feel!? Wahhhhh, I feel so violated!!!
"Mayuyu…"
"It was from the truck 6 years ago. Now let me go and get off." I replied.
"Nope~ Not until I find out if you're still mine."
"…………"
"…………."
"Are we seriously going to have a repeat of last night?" I asked her. She must be joking right? I just want to sleep. I'm dead tired and fate wants me to fend for my safety? This must be a joke!!!
"Mayu." Yuki replied dangerously. Ah. Shoot. Yuki is serious if she use my real name and not my nickname…
"You say I'm yours but am I really? I don't know what's going on through your head anymore Yuki. I can't read minds you know."
"Say, you are mine Mayuyu~"
"…………." Somehow if I do as she say I wouldn't feel happy about it.
"Mayuyu…I won't let anyone else have you!!! I want to have you all to
myself!!! Become mine!!!" Yuki cried out. Tighten her hold on me.
"…..……" Wahhhhh, Yuki is getting too possessive again.
"Become mine Mayuyu~ Say you love me." Yuki pouted.
"…..……"
"Mayuyu~"
"Why do you want me to say it?" I asked curiously. Seriously no good ever comes out from this spoil girl.
"Mayuyu~ Say you are mine. Say you love."
"No, now let me go." Sheesh, didn't the kiss I gave you this afternoon mean anything?
"Mayuyu~"
"………." Ok. I have enough of this. Screw this. I didn't want to but it's time for me to use force. With whatever strength I had left, I manage to reverse our position and pinned Yuki down.
"Ooof-Mayuyu!!! Unhand me right this instance." Yuki pouted.
"Nope. Not until you behave and cut this crap." I answered back.
"Mayuyu~" Yuki whinned.
"Still not doing it."
"Mayuyu…..WAHHHHHH" Yuki cried out. Oh god, Yuki's really crying!!!
NOOOOO!! What do I do? I hate it when she's cries. Damnit!!!
Letting go of Yuki, I pulled her up on top of me and wrap my arms around her waist, holding her tight. Ah, this feels familiar but I can't remember why….Yuki had started sobbing uncontrollably, that I didn't know what to do but talk to her.
"Yuki why are you crying?" I asked softly, wiping a tear away.
"Hic…because…hic..Mayuyu is being mean to me!!" Yuki sob.
"And how am I being mean to you?"
"You..hic….won't become..hic
mine!!!"
"Why do you want me to become yours?" I had asked once more.
"I'm so lonely without you." Yuki whined.
"………….."
"I miss not seeing you. Hugging you. Feeling you."
"………….."
"I wanted to touch you. Kiss you. Drown you in my love."
"………….."
"Why did you left me? Didn't you promise to stay by my side, always? You said you love me but wasn't that a lie?"
"………….."
"Mama and Papa told me to wait for you to come back but I've grown tired of waiting. I didn't want you to forget you are mine, Mayuyu~" Yuki sob louder.
"………….." Wow~ Now I feel like shit. I had had made Yuki feel really insecure about our relationship. All this time I had wonder where we were and I didn't realize the one person who was hurting the most was Yuki. I'm the biggest jerk on earth….
"Yukirin, don't cry." I said softly.
Yuki sob some more, she didn't bother of listening to me. Pulling her closer to me. I kissed Yuki gently, surprising her. It was a bitter sweet kiss but more on the salty side no thanks to Yuki's tear. Breaking away, I made Yuki faced me.
"Mayuyu…." Yuki whisperd softly.
"I'm sorry for being a idiot. I'm sorry for breaking my promise to you. I'm sorry for leaving. And I'm sorry for making you wait so long." I replied with regret.
"Mayuyu….Baka, baka, baka, baka, bakaaaa!!" Yuki cried out, as she pound me on the chest. I continue to let Yuki hit me until she was sastify.
"Yukirin."
"Mayuyu….."
"Ne, can you forgive me Yukirin?" I asked.
"Mou~ Only if you say you are mine. Become mine!!!"
"I can't….." I replied.
"M-mayu…yu..." Yuki started to sob.
"How can I become yours if I'm already yours?" I continued.
"Eh!?" Yuki spoke.
"I said it before didn't I? When I was little, I was already yours. So how can I become yours if I was already yours to begin with?"
"Mou~ Mayuyu you idiot!!!" Yuki pouted.
"Ah, I'm sorry Yuki~ I love you."
"Mayuyu~" Yuki yawned.
"How about we go to sleep now?" I suggested, seeing how tired the both of us was.
"Un~ AH!!! I forgot!!" Yuki yelled.
I sat patiently on the bed as I watch Yuki scramble through her bag. A few minutes later she came back holding a wrapped box. Climbing back on top of me, Yuki handed the wrap box to me.
"Here~ I made you chocolates." Yuki said happily. Ah…..Yuki homemade chocolates. I forgot about those, back then they were bad and deadly. I nearly died from severe food poisoning….
"I have been practicing every year with Mama!!! Here, try some."
Yuki took one chocolate and force it into my mouth before I had the chance to prepare myself. True to her words, she did practice. These homemade chocolates were really good. It taste better than the ones I would make at work.
"Um, how do they taste?" Yuki asked all fidgety.
Not answering Yuki, I placed another chocolate into my mouth and kissed her. Yuki yelped in surprised as I force the chocolate into her mouth. Deepening the kiss, the chocolate melts in her mouth until it was completely gone. Breaking free, I answer Yuki's question.
"It's good. It taste just like Yuki." I smirked.
"Mayuyu!!!" Yuki yelled.
"Hai hai, lets go to bed now." I suggested, ending the conversation. Both, Yuki and I got underneath my blanket as we got comfortable. I had let Yuki snuggle up close to me as we slept. This time Yuki didn't try to feel me up…..
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Today was March 26, my birthday. There was no work today so that's a plus. I was currently waiting in the classroom for Yuki and Rena to be done with club activites. Jurina was on duty again, she was currently out taking the trash.
My relationship with Yuki after that had progress smoothly from then. Except there was a few occasion when Yuki didn't behave herself properly. Yuki was still Yuki, so her possessiveness and jealousy still scare other people. I had grown accustom to it so it doesn't really bother me anymore. What's more Yuki was behaving herself more. She had kept to her promise of not hurting people and in return I would grant any of her wishes. Most of them were just going on dates and a few occasion she would ask for kisses.
I was still living in the apartment with Jurina but I had made a set of keys for Yuki to use. Like Rena, Yuki had practically moved in with us. Well almost. Yuki mostly comes over during the weekdays and stay in my room. She had started to leave extra clothing's in a far off corner of my room, calling it Yuki's corner.
"Mayuyu~ I missed you!!!" Yuki called out, clinging on to me.
"Yuki, we just saw each other this morning." I replied.
"But that's too long!!!"
"Hai hai."
"Happy birthday Mayu." Rena said, as she handed me my present.
"Thanks." I replied.
"Oh Mayuyu, here's mine!!!" Yuki said happily as she gave me mine's.
"Thank you, Yuki."
No sooner, Jurina had waltz in with the trash can.
"Yo!!! Are you opening presents now?" Jurina asked.
"Hmmmmm, yea."
"Wait. Here's mine." Jurina said, as she toss it to me.
"Whoa…watch it."
"Whoops, sorry about that."
Everyone had gather around as I opened my presents. Jurina had gotten me a new Hetalia character song cd while Rena got me a new anime to watch. Yuki's present on the other hand made me speechless….
"You're not going to wear that are you?" Jurina asked.
"Ummm…" I replied.
"Mayuyu, you don't like it?" Yuki asked. It's not that I don't like it, its just…….
"Yuki, where did you get this?" Rena asked her.
"Papa helped me."
I should have known!!! Only that old geezer would help Yuki get something outrageous. Sighing, I picked up Yuki's present and put it around my neck. It was a red dog collar with a tag saying
'Property of Kashiwagi Yuki'. The things I do to make Yuki happy…..
"Yay!!! Now everyone knows Mayuyu belongs to me and only me." Yuki replied happily.
"Yes, yes, now let's go home. I'm hungry."
"Kay!!! It's my turn to cook!!! I will make you a feast!!" Jurina chirped as she sped out of the classroom followed by Rena. I was about to walk out when Yuki held me behind.
"Can I stay over tonight?" Yuki asked.
"You don't need to ask me. I'm more than happy if you did." I said. Yuki then gave me a kiss on the lips and whispered into my ear.
"I wanted to give you the second part of your present. But you will have to wait until everyone is asleep." Yuki said huskily.
Eh!? What does she mean by that? Before I could ask Yuki about it, she had already fled the room. Mou~ Bakarin!!! Get back here right this instant. I don't understand what you mean!! Why do I have to wait until everyone is asleep!?
"YUKI!!!" I yelled, as I chased after her.
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The End.