Cuantas preguntas...
Oh, rndmnwierd, it has been just a few days.
I can't resolve more questions, since I can't reveal anything so...
CHAPTER 10I woke up late, but it isn’t important since I don’t have to work today. And however, I haven't gone to the rehearsals for the last three days…
I remember clearly what happened the other day, Gaki-san held me until I fell asleep, and she admitted that she knows why Kamei has left me. But I won’t ask anymore questions to her, she’s fed up with this as much as I am.
And besides, I don’t really want to know why she has gone. The more that I know about this, I get more and more hurt. So maybe it isn’t a good idea to continue investigating about Kamei’s sudden decision.
All of this is helping me to make my own decision.
I’ll try to forget Kamei. After all, if Risa, who is her best friend, is saying it’s the best for me, I guess that it’s true. I’ll trust Gaki, she doesn’t have motives to lie to me…
I walk towards the kitchen lost in thought, when someone takes me by the wrist.
“Reina.” Oh, it’s her.
“What, mom?”
“I want to talk with you…” Well, I’m not surprised. Lately I’ve been noticing that everybody wants to talk with me…
“Ok. What is it?”
“Well, I realised that lately you’ve been acting really strange.” It wasn’t really hard to guess.
“Erm…”
“I thought that this was something related to Eri-chan…”
“Well… yes…” She’s my mother… she knows me too well…
“I understand that you’re upset, you were close friends. Remember that you can tell me anything.” And she worries a lot about me.
“Yes, mom. Thanks.” I say as my smile comes back to my face for the first time in some days, and I kiss her cheek.
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My mobile phone starts to ring, saving me of the boredom which is be in my room alone….
“Hey, Reina-chan, what were you doing these days, huh? I called you about a million of times and you didn’t answer.”
“Oh, I've been at home all the time… I was ill.”
“Really? I don't believe that...”
“Yes, why I would lie to you?” Why she’s talking at me like that? This excuse isn’t that bad…
“I don’t know why you would lie… but you’re doing it?” How does she know that I’m lying? Ok, this is weird…
“Jun, I’m not lying at you. I’ve spent these days at bed, trying to rest.”
“Oh, I believe that. But I don’t believe that you were ill.”
“Excuse me?” I exclaim confused.
“Come on, Reina-chan. I’ve asked you to see how you’re feeling since Tsunku said that Kamei wasn’t going to come back in a really long time.” Does she know that we were together or something?
“Well, I feel like the rest of us. But why I should feel other way?”
“Oh, please, do you think that I’m that stupid?” She’s angry…
“What?!”
“Reina, I know that you and Kamei-san were dating. So I thought that you were all broken inside.” But how?...
“How did you know that we were dating?!” I’m really surprised. Were we so obvious?
“It wasn’t so hard to guess… Besides, you rejected me once and you didn’t tell why.” True… she didn’t talk to me for two weeks after that. I felt sorry for her, but I belonged to Eri…
“I see…”
“Well, we’re changing the subject. So how are you feeling?”
“I’m fine…” But she interrupts me.
“You don’t have to lie to me. We’re close friends, or at least I thought so…” She says sadly.
“You thought so?”
“Yes, friends should tell everything to each other…” Oh she’s sad because we didn’t tell her.
“But Jun, you have to understand that we couldn’t tell it. You know this kind of things can destroy our careers…”
“I can keep a secret you know?” And again she’s angry…
“I’m sorry, we should have told you.”
“Ok, you’re forgiven. But I still wonder how you’re really feeling.” I can understand that she’s curious…
“Well, I could feel better. But I guess I’m adapting to this…”