Hai….. Long Time not make a story again….
Now I wanna fullfill my promise with my friend that want me to make a fanfiction again.
I think maybe this is my last fanfiction. Because I wanna finish my thesis then wanna go home.
I’m so enjoy my time when I make it.
I hope you enjoy it too when you read it. Please excuse my grammatical error.
Because I know how bad my English is, so I hope you can understand my story.
FINALLY
HAPPY READING
DARKNESS
RENA POV
“You always do this to me,Jurina…. WHY ?”
I scream in my mind. “How could you do that even without feel remorse even just a Little bit !!
That’s why I shouldn’t fall for you from the first time!”
Rena’s head going down, she even won’t to look up people in front of her.
“Rena-chan……”Airin approach her. Tap her shoulder.
Rena just avoid to look at her with tears in her eyes.
She feel shame with that weak side of her, that other people will look pity of her.
She hate that.
Without a single word, Airin embrace at her waist and whisper at her ear.
“It’s okay, Rena-chan….. just crying until you feel relieved.”Airin said with stroke her back.
“Thanks, Airin.”Said Rena, with a tone like whispering.
They hugging, without knowing there is someone look at them with very sharp stare.
JURINA POVAt the backstage, after MC’ing
“That’s so much funny, Jurina ! Oh my God! I still not believe that I kissed you!”
Kitarie said.
“I’m so sorry, Kitarie-san… I’m not mean it for real. Hontoni Gomennasai.!”
Say Jurina with bowing 90% at Kitarie.
“Whoa…… Whoaa…….. Whoaaa……….. Easy, Jurina. I know that.
Beside everyone know that you are a kissu monster.
I’m really okay with that, because we know each other.”
Said Kitarie with some giggle.
“I think, it become worst my ‘kissumon’ character after it”
Jurina Reply with joke tone and giggle too.
“Yeah… it must be. But, is it okay to HER ?” Kitarie ask in worry tone.
“I’ll explain to her. Don’t be worry, senpai.” Jurina assured Kitarie.
“I hope that you can make it clear.”
“Thank you, Senpai.” Jurina smile at her senpai.
“I must go now Jurina. Oya is waiting for me. I should make her understand.
It’s her first time with you, anyway. See you later Jurina.”
Said Kitarie with a little giggle wave to Jurina.
“See you later, Kitarie-san.”
After that, in hurry Jurina go to changing room direction, while her eyes still looking around for her lover one, Rena.
When she arrived at the practice corridor at the backstage, she find what she looking for.
But there are a moment she felt very hurt in her heart.
That is her lover hugging with a people that ever been her rival to get her love, Furukawa Airi.
She know from Airin eyes, looks like she still have feeling to her lover. It makes her heart burning.
She pretend not see anything and just go straight to the changing room.
Rena broke the hug and saw Jurina walk to their direction.
“Jurina….” Rena called her name. But Jurina just passed away without looking at Rena.
Rena Looks sad.
“Rena, we must go to the backstage now. This is our turn after the song.”
Airin said, and pull her wrist.
“Un” Rena hummed with whisper.
***
“It’s the end of AKB48 Best 200 2014, after We know together.
Congratulation to Team 4 with song ‘Seijun Philosophy’ that get No.1.!!!!!
Omeidetttooooo………”
Takamina said, and followed by clap hand from the audience and members.
“Saigo ni, Thank You very much for every one that support and watching from 1st day until this 4th day.
We’re nothing without you. Hontoni Arigatou gozaimashita…!!!”
Takamina said and members said the last word after that bow together, like a choir.
With that, members go to backstage and prepare to go home.
They’re glancing each other, until fewer time by time.
But, in that situation Jurina still sit in changing room chair in Team S.
Thinking about something that really annoyed her today.
“Jurina, won’t you take bath and change your clothes already ?
It’s late, you can get cold if you still with that clothes.”
Nishishi said in worry tone. She know Jurina’s hobby is very early come and always be last when it’s over.
“Ha’i madam. Just tell my manager I will little late to go home, so if he wanna go home already, just tell him it’s okay.”
Jurina said.
“Okay. But don’t be too long ‘cause at 12.00 A.M the build electricity is turning off.
I think you gonna be like that……. don’t You ??”
Nishishi said in her joke tone.
“I’m not that scare.!!! I just hate dark… That’s ALL….”
Jurina pout at nishishi.
“Wakarimashita. See you later Jurina.” Nishishi said and wave at her.
Jurina just smile look her friend going away. Until, a figure come from the door. RENA.
Jurina smile disappear just a millisecond after Rena come.
Rena knew Jurina mad at her, because she is the one can look Jurina’s body language.
“Why you still in that clothes ?”
Rena said and come more close to Jurina, after that rena touch jurina’s shoulder.
“Why you care ?” Jurina said with slightly move her shoulder away from Rena’s hand.
“I do care. What if you get cold ? It’s already 11.45 P.M for my God sake.!”
Rena said with a mad tone.
“I don’t need your care. Just go back to your Airin.
She must be waiting for you to go home.”
Jurina face Rena looks with a very cold expression.
“What do you mean ?” Rena looks confuse.
“Ha..Ha..Ha.. Don’t you find more comfortable with her. I still want to bath.”
Jurina turning around. Until her feel a grab tight on her wrist.
“What are you talking about with that ? Don’t you know that she has been leaving with the others an hour ago ??
Ha..Ha..Ha.. I thought you don’t know that, don’t you ?
You must be really busy with your Ooshima Team K and don’t care anything beside that.”
Rena looks Jurina with really mad and her words makes Jurina Really Really mad.
Jurina push Rena until the door and push hard Rena’s hand above her head. BRAKKK…!!!!
“Don’t you bring that my team! I won’t forgive you if you say like that again! SHUT UP RENA.!
I do LOVE my team than YOU.!!!”
Jurina glare at Rena’s eyes. But Rena just look with confident and not down even just a bit.
“Yeah, I know that. So you expressed that with kissing in front of many people without feel shy even just a bit, don’t you ??” Rena just give bitter smile to Jurina.
Jurina looks surprised with that it looks from her eyes softer than before.
“It’s not like what you thinking. I’m not mean that okay ?”
Jurina leave her grab hand and turning around.
“No..No… You mean it Jurina. And, You know what ?
I feel, I’m not good enough to fill you with my lips, my hug, and my touch to you.
That’s why you still flirting to everyone, kissing other.
I know. Now you’re free Jurina.”
In silent Rena crying and sob in silent as well.
Rena can’t hold it anymore, she hold the knob of the door and out from changing room very fast then crying while running.
“No, I won’t.!! Rena, I…..”
Jurina turning around and find nothing except the door was opened.
Jurina running fast to the exit door. Until the last corridor to out from the building.
“RENA.! RENA.!! RENA…..!!” Jurina scream Rena’s name very loud. Makes some staffs look at her.
“Ah… Matsui Jurina-san. Matsui Rena-san have just leave from this building and I see in front of her a taxi looks like she’s ride that. Any something that we can help ?”
Said the staff.
“No, I just wanna give a something. Arigatou.” Said Jurina and turning back to changing room with crying.
When she arrived to the changing room her tears still rolling down without know to stop.
She grab her towel and a random shirt and skirt on her bag.
She went to bath room with face down.
***
RENA POV‘I need to let you go Jurina. I know you will find a people better than me.
I can’t keep you with me, if it’s just make you more hurt’
Rena Run to the exit of the building and call a taxi. Until Rena heard Jurina voice inside the building.
Hear your voice makes my legs weak and I hide behind the wall at the outside of the building
until I see a taxi waiting for me in front of building.
“Moshi Moshi……… I… I… Cancel my order before. I’m so sorry.”
I end the call then the taxi leave. I don’t know, I just want to see you and wait for you.
I don’t know why.
When I stand up again, I see the staffs are leaving and I see the building all around is DARK.
No……………. No………………… Don’t it be.!!
I see my watch and it’s already 12.30 AM.!!!!!
No„Jurina…!!!
I panic and run to the staffs….
“Ah….Hahh…… Anoo…… Jurina is still inside of the building. Can anyone please open the door just for a second ??”
Rena ask between panting hard.
“Ah..!! Rena-san. I think…..”
“HAYAKU.!!!!!” Before staff finish his word Rena cut it and staff give her a key with panic see her with shock.
Rena running and open the gate, with leave her belonging in front of the staffs without care.
NORMAL POVThen, Rena running as fast as she can to the center of electricity of the building then she turn it on, after that she quickly go to the Team S changing room, when she Open the door and turn on the light.
“JURINA.!!!”
She looking around but Jurina is not there. Then she quickly run to the bathroom and she heard a sob then she open the door and find Jurina at the corner sit with her hands around her foot and her head on knee deep down crying and trembling just half of naked. Rena feel so relieved in panting hard.
“Jurina……” Rena walk closely to Jurina then wrap Jurina with her hands.
“Shuuush…….. Shushh…… It’s nothing Jurina, It’s okay,now.”
Rena pat Jurina’s head to her chest and stroke Jurina’s back.
Jurina still crying and trembling so much. After a moment, Jurina a bit calm down and hug Rena very tight.
“Re….Na…..-chan……” Jurina said between sob.
“Shuushh……Shusshhh….. I’m here, Jurina. I’m not going anywhere…”
Rena keep stroke Jurina’s back with her right hand and pat Jurina’s head with her left hand.
“Pleaseeee……………………… I’m sorry…” Jurina said still sobbing. It makes Rena cry too.
She never see this weak Jurina to plead at her.
“Un…. Now put on your clothes, I will wait at outside. You’ll catch cold. Ne ??”
Rena said gently and try to broke the hug, but Jurina shook her head and hug her tighter.
“Please…… Don’t leave me.” Said Jurina pleading more.
“But you should use your clothes on. Don’t you feel cold ??” Rena said in worry tone.
“Please… Help me put it.” Jurina ask Rena.
“Okay, I’ll help you. Now, let me take your clothes.” Rena said and Jurina let her go from hug.
Then, Rena stand up and help Jurina as well. And, Jurina’s finger point her clothes on the hanger on the door.
A T-Shirt that they use when Nagoya Dome with a white skirt. Rena hold Jurina’s hand when she take the clothes.
When she try to reach it, Rena still feel a grab on her right hand.
“I’m not going anywhere. I can’t help you put it on if you hold my hand all the time.”
Rena smile gently at Jurina that blushing hard because she realize she just on bra and underwear, makes her look down.
‘Kawaiiiiii…………………’ Rena’s lollicon scale escalate looking Jurina’s expression like that.
Then, she take the shirt put it from Jurina’s head, and jurina put on her hands in the shirt.
When Rena want to reach the skirt, Jurina’s hand stop her.
“I’ll do it by myself.” Jurina take the skirt and put it on. Rena just looking at Jurina with her amusement how cute Jurina with that clothes.
“Let’s go…” Rena hold Jurina’s wrist and pull it gently. Jurina just nod and follow Rena.
Until changing room with comfortable silence.
In changing room Jurina pick her belonging in hurry then, Rena take Jurina’s jacket on the other side.
When Jurina finish and looking around for her jacket, she startled when Rena stand at her back.
“This what you’re looking for.” Rena said and help jurina put it on from behind.
“Thanks Rena..” Jurina said and smile at Rena.
Then, a staff coming at them with panting hard.
“Ah…… Hah….. Rena-san, you left this at the outside. I think you’re get lost because you’re so long.
I think I gonna waiting for you…. But….. but….. You’re still not come.”
The staff explain and give Rena’s bag, and sweater with a cloak.
“Ah………….. Arigatou.. Hontoni Gomennasai. There are a unable situation so I’m so sorry for make it too long.”
Rena take her belonging, then bow 90%.
“Ah……… Iyee„Iyee… I just relieve that both of you are okay and not get lost.” Said the staff.
“She’s a bad forgotten, staff-san.. I’m so sorry..” Said Jurina in Joke tone, then Rena slap her arm.
“Aw….. Itaiyooo…….” Jurina hiss in pain. But still grinning.
“I’m not that bad.!” Rena pout. Make the staff laugh look them.
“I need to go right now. Just give the key with the security, Okay ? Bye bye” Said the staff then running away.
And Leave the two with awkward situation.
“I think we should stay a night here. It’s already 01.25 AM For the last train I think we can’t chase it”
Jurina pull Rena’s hand then they go together to the outside then give the key at the security, and ride a taxi.
***
At the Hotel.
“One room with single bed, please.” Jurina said, in confidence at the lobby. Rena’s eyes open wide at shock hear that.
“Okay. This is your room, 1693 Duluxe single bad at 16th floor at the left side of the lift. Here’s your key,Matsui-san”
Said the receptionist.
“Thank you…”
Jurina smile and take the key then pull Rena’s hand.
Yes, it is one of hotel they often stay when they work together in Tokyo.
But today is the first time they stay in a single bed room.
‘Massaka…………….’ Rena’s think a pervert, then shook her head.
Jurina just grin looks like she know what is Rena’s thinking right now.
When they in lift, Jurina snake her hands on Rena’s slim waist then hug her from behind rest her head on Rena’s shoulder.
This make Rena blushing beside she like when Jurina hug her from behind like this.
You can say, this is the most Rena love situation and position. Then, Rena hold Jurina’s hand.
They walking with that position until they reach their room. Then, Jurina open the door with her right hand between Rena’s waist. While her left hand still snake at Rena’s waist.
‘This kids… Really…….’ Rena think that Jurina like a child that with her mom so indulge.
When they get in, Jurina close the door with push it with her foot.
Then, Jurina step back and feel her back patch at the wall. She tighter her hug.
“Rena…….” Jurina’s eyes still close and Rena tilted her head to Jurina.
“Ehm…..?”
“Be honest….. What you more like, hug with me like this or hug with airin ?” Jurina said still with close eyes.
Rena confuse for second, but she remember today she hug Airin at the backstage after saw Jurina Kiss scene at MC.
So„ Rena close her eyes and kiss Jurina’s lips gently. Jurina suddenly feel a warmth lips on her lips open wide her eyes in shock. But, then she kiss back with gently too. And then, Jurina feel the warmth gone. Then she open her eyes and look at Rena’s eyes.
“Be honest too….. What you more like, kiss my lips like this or kiss oya-san and kitarie-san at stage ?”
Rena smile gently, then stroke Jurina’s face.
Now, Jurina know why Rena mad at her then leave her alone today. It makes her feel guilty more and more.
“Gomen……..” Jurina said look down and tighter her hug put her head at Rena’s neck.
From Jurina sad tone. Makes Rena feel guilty too and makes Rena fall and fall again to Jurina.
“I know……” Rena said, and stroke Jurina’s head. Then, she felt wet at her shouder.
“Watashimo. Gomen ne, Jurina. For leave you. I must not leave you alone again and Running like a coward. Hontoni Gomen.” Rena crying too.
Rena feel Jurina shook her head. They don’t know how long they crying together pour their guilty and love at the same time while hugging like that.
“Let’s sleep……” Rena walk with Jurina still hug her from behind. Jurina just nod, sign agree.
When they lay down together, Jurina cuddling Rena and put her head on Rena’s chest.
“You know, Rena ?”
“Ehm…?” Rena stroke Jurina’s hair and head.
“When the light off, I scream your name much time, but you still not come.
And then, I feel like you’re not love me, then you go away. This is the biggest mistake I ever made.
That I let you go from my hands. I cry harder because of that. Then, I surrender to the situation and stop call your name.
But, when I hear your voice call my name from changing room. I feel like I am the luckiest person in the world, but my voice can’t go out. I cry deep and feel grateful for the God sake.”
Jurina said make Rena smile a lot.
‘Me too Jurina….. Me too…..’ Rena’s think.
“And then, you wrap me with warmth body, I feel like dream at first. But then, I realize this is real and I hug you.
I won’t let you go again. I still trauma. Even if the earth mad with me, because my sin to you.
Would you like to accept this sinful Jurina, again ?”
Jurina said with swollen eyes, facing Rena.
“I would love to.” Rena answer then kiss Jurina’s forehead.
“Whatever you do to me, my heart still scream your name. ONLY YOU.” Rena said again.
“I Love You Rena….. Please forgive my bad habit”
Jurina honestly never serious with members when flirting it’s just to fooling around.
Rena knows that too, but she just feel still jealous even she know that.
She just want Jurina flirting her, and fooling around just with her.
Rena know that is impossible, because Jurina is an extrovert. So she just accept that.
Because Jurina will show a very cute attitude during their times only, Rena can’t avoid that.
And Just when Jurina with Rena will do that. Rena’s know that and love that side of Jurina.
“I love you too, Just the way you are, Jurina.”
Suddenly, Jurina go up and kiss Rena’s forehead gently, Rena close her eyes.
“Thank You…… I’m tired.” Said Jurina then back to first position.
“Let’s sleep. Oyasuminasai, Ju-chan.” Rena said and kiss Jurina’s eyelid.
“Oyasuminasai, Rena-chan…”
Jurina kiss Rena’s forehead, down to eyelid, then cheek, and last Lips with gently, Rena kiss her back.
Not long after that, a snore from Jurina.
Makes Rena feel like look at a beauty angel sleep in front of her.
Then, Rena turn off the light. But now, Jurina just sleep in peace at her embrace without fear like before.
It makes Rena smile wide look how cute Jurina when sleeping. No one words can explain how happy she Is right now.
And then Rena pull the blanket up until it cover jurina’s body, after a few minute Rena follow Jurina in dreamland.
Finally They sleep overtime 03.45 AM with hugging and smile widely each other.
Just God know when they will awake tomorrow.
FIN
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