Minna, this might be a little emo, so um, gomenne for this, okay? Now, this is a thank-you-for-being-such-an-awesome-mommy present for mommy Mia aka miayaka. Enjoy!!
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7. At Ease Soundless steps being taken in empty streets.
Dripping tears down the tired rosy cheeks.
Bleeding heart, broken and stabbed by that wonderful person.
Even though it hurts, I fell more at ease, knowing she found her happiness, her one and only person she truly loves.
Soundless alley surrounded by lifeless colorless walls.
Cold wind is rushing in strong gusts, and blowing one’s hair in a messy tuft.
Useless person is walking down the dangerously quiet pack of blocks, aimlessly searching for something…or someone.
I just wonder why she chose to be with that person, why was it so important to tell me that on their wedding day…
She looked so perfect in that white dress…
It blended with her pale skin, complementing her raven hair and chocolate brown eyes.
I wonder why I can’t make anymore pessimistic sentences…
Just remembering the smile on her face…
She even didn’t have to change her last name, as they both have the same.
Even though she just married the-brat-kissing-monster-who-is-younger, she was so glowing…
And me…
I’m not sure.
Ah, maybe I should buy myself a whore.
No…
I can’t do that.
Maybe…
…
Yes, she will soothe my sorrow and pain, I’m sure of it.
I wonder if I was subconsciously choosing the area where she lives…
I hope she’s alone…
I want her now.
I want to drown in that gorgeous body, bask in that beautiful smile, enjoy the comforting gaze, and forget everything…
All I have to do is push the doorbell button in front of me…
~ding dong~ God, let her be alone.
I can hear footsteps.
Ah, there goes nothing.
“Yuko..? What happened? Come in.”
I step inside and bury my face in her breasts and hear her chuckle at my antics.
She closes the door and hugs me.
“She…she married that brat…” I mumble, inhaling her sweet and so familiar scent.
“Rena has? Mhm, I expected it. And kind of secretly hoped for it to happen, so Yuko would come to me…”
I raise my head and see that trademark smile of hers.
I bury my face in her chest again and feel relaxed, especially after the words she said.
I am important to her….
I missed saying her name out loud.
“Acchan…”
THE END.
REPLIES.@javs: thank you
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Rukaeru: as far as I understood, you both enjoyed it, nee? Thank you then
@Haruko: Isn't takaboy just awesome?
@Crossing Crossroads: I'm so glad you liked it, you have no idea!!! Ah, thank you~~
@dark48: Thank you for reading and commenting!
I'll try to write more AtsuMina when ...inspiration comes
but check out the drabble bin, there are lots of AtsuMina drabbles~~
@miayaka: mommy, you should read those AtsuMina one shots, I'm sure you will like them... I am your daughter after all, nee? So I write maybe not better than you, but I'm trying to walk in your footsteps~~
saeyukilover: ah, thank you