It was surprising she was able to hold on as long as she did, it was cute seeing her try to keep it together! But its ok to cry, I started tearing up as soon as I saw the white glow sticks... I mean the energy of the fans and their spiritual support for the people they love, and yossie stepping up and everything... It seemed like so much emotional energy, and its ok to feel that from them ya know, Risa just has a hard time holding it in... Ai too. Think about how hard it must have been to get together their thoughts during that too... emotional power...