i lol'ed hard at my own mistake. 48 cm. lmao.
sorry about that. and thanks for reading and commenting
and i think someone had figured it out who am i already.
keep giving thank you huh. be quite you gurl
keep my identity a secret
here's the first part.
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Chapter 1I was inside an empty dark room with my very dear friend Oshima Yuko. Yuko and I had been friends since highschool, I am with her through good and bad times of my life, almost half of it I spent it with her. I love yuko so much, she was like a real sister to me. She’s the most important person of my life since my mother and father passed away. Naturally being with her makes me comfortable. Everything seems fine whenever she’s around.
But not today’s case.
The genki, cheerful yuko whom I know isn’t the one in front of me right now, her head was bowed down and tears from her eyes were formed. Pain in my chest have been creeping through my whole body. The question “what have I done?” was making my mind go freaking crazy.
“Y-Yuko…?” I was afraid to speak but I know I have to, I feel like I know why but I am scared to know.
“I love her takamina” still sobbing, she’s looking at me giving me a fake pain smile.”but.. she.. loves you, am I r-right?”
That’s it. This is definitely the reason why. I should have stop myself from the beginning. Falling from her wasn’t the right decision. This stupid heart of mine is at fault, I know that yuko likes her too, I promised myself before that anything happens I would never make Yuko cry. But what am I going to do Yuko? I love her too. And we are together now, just keeping it to you.
“p-please takamina. Just give her to me, I love her so much, I can’t live without her, you’re my bestfriend right? Please.. im begging you...”
Looking away is the only thing I could do, I can’t promised her for me to stay away from the girl she loves.
“takamina!!” grabbing my shoulders and start shaking me.
“WHAT YUKO?! Isn’t it too damn unfair? I love her too!! I can’t just give her away like a toy to you! She’s too important! The only person I did love like this!!”
“but…” she loosened her grip on my shoulders and started crying out loud, I can see that she’s shaking and her knees are going weak and turned out to be her kneeling down. It’s really a pain on my chest seeing her like this.
“I just wanted to be happy before the last remaining time of my life takamina”
Not this again, why are you always using this to get what you want?! Yuko has a problem with her heart. It’s not yet sure whether she’s stay alive before turning 30.
I kneeled down and hug her tight. I give up. Even though I love her so much I still can’t choose her over you right?
“a selfish request here again oshima, she’s all yours now, I give up” The last words I was able to say then she hugged me back.
I started crying as well, after declaring a white flag for my love for Kojima Haruna.
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i don't know what's gonna happen next
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