Since i do not have an update for if AKB members have facebook yet because of my laptop problem, im going to post this one that i have written earlier at class instead. Slight feels, though, but not really. It's short but i hope it's okay. Here it is!
August 31th, 2015.
Rena's last SKE concert.
The day where Rena has to say goodbye to her beloved SKE48 and its members.
The day where the last SKE concert with Rena is held.
The day where Rena has to turn her back to face the future.
Right after announcing her sudden graduation at ANN, everything has been hectic around SKE.
Questions about why, when, or how will she graduate quickly escalated around the group.
Teary congratulations were sent. And Rena was thankful for it.
Everything has cons, though and as the time starts passing, she starts regretting her announcement. She wanted nothing more than to be together, performing with her bestfriends. But everything was already decided. But it was as if everywhere Rena places her gaze on, seemed to be in tears. And that made her want to cancel more.
'This is my decision,' she firmly dictated. 'Im going to do this. I have to.'
Days passed by quickly, until it was finally the day for her to say goodbye. And just like any other days, it passed by just as quickly too.
The after party celebration held by the younger Matsui, was fun. They partied all night, forgetting Rena's graduation. Forgetting that tomorrow, Rena wouldn't be together with them. Forgetting that tomorrow will be something different.
The next day at SKE's theater was....gloomy.
Jurina, who seemed to have forgotten Rena's graduation, cheerily called out to the said Matsui, inviting her to lunch in a fancy restaurant right after arriving at the said theater. And when nobody answered her call, she looked at her fellow members who had tears in their eyes, some trying their hardest to hold off the tears that are threatening to come out.
And that's when she started crying too.
Because that's when she finally realized that Rena wouldn't be there anymore.
That Rena had nothing to do there anymore.
That Rena already belonged to somewhere else.