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AKB48 Fanfics => 46GROUPS Fanfics => Topic started by: wafflekyun on April 14, 2017, 07:38:21 AM
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Collection of wafflekyun's keyakizaka46 short OS
1. (berimona) Tag Game
"I WILL TAG YOU GUYS WITHOUT FAIL. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. OF. YOU."
Odanana yelled while other students scrambled as she did so. Today class 3C was playing a tag game, Odanana started it when it was announced that the teacher wouldn’t able to make it to class today. It was indeed a chaos, people running from here to there, trying to hide and not get caught by the tagging squad.
Mona sprinted towards the field, hell no she was gonna get caught today. Sugai had promised them she would gave the last man standing a quality Belgian chocolate and boy Mona loves free stuff so much she would die for that.
"I see Rika there!!" Ozeki yelled, she was the part of the tagging team. Rika looked like she's struggling to run away from Ozeki and her weird running style.
"What a mess." Mona thought to herself, she couldn’t stand to watch Rika being hogged by Ozeki so she grabbed the latter's hand and ran with her. Rika looked confused, she didn't understand why Mona would take her hand like that.
"Goddamn they're everywhere." Mona said again, eyeing Pon and Zuumin who are also a part of tagging team trying to get Koike down. She could hear the poor girl's scream from afar.
"The gym." Mona said to Rika in which she only nodded in agreement. Both of the girls proceed to enter the gym. Mona's eyes screened the place briefly and decided for both of them to hide on the locker.
"I think I'm good here." Mona said again, panting. She's tired from all the evading game she had done. She simply needed to wait it out till 3 pm for her to be the winner.
"Why are you taking me, Shida-san." Rika looked at her, puzzled. She's still holding her tiger plush. Mona jerked back, she forgot she had taken Rika to her custody earlier out of pity. At this rate she needed Rika to get tagged because there could only be one winner.
"I forgot there's you." Mona said honestly. Rika giggled a bit and took her phone out.
"Today Rika is with Shida-san. Shida-san please say your comment." She said, taking video.
"Don't put it online, dummy. They could easily find us." Mona said, asking Rika to put her phone down.
"Heeh, apparently Shida-san doesn't like to be recorded." Rika said again, smiling to the camera.
"Where is Mona anyway? I think I saw her this way earlier."
Mona's ears caught a chitchat from outside and immediately put her hand on Rika's mouth to shut her down.
"Mmhmm." Rika protested.
"Shush."
"Are you sure this way?" The voice is heard again and Mona is starting to panicked.
"Probably just my eyes. Let's check the bathroom."
Mons let out a relived sigh and proceed to let her grip on Rika go. She realized that her face is so close to hers. It felt like she had this sudden urge to just simply kiss the other girl.
Rika was always been this cute, and Mona had always have eyes for her. Ever since the 'murder' incident she grew to like the girl more and more than before. She was just scared to approach her, Rika wasn't part of her inner circle of friends. Talking to her might raise question from her fellow peers, so she just brushed it off. But now she's here with her alone, never before feeling this close.
"R-Rika..." she said, stuttering a little.
"Yes, Shida-san?"
"Y-your face is too close to mine." She said again.
Rika smiled and put her tiger on Mona's lips, imitating a kissing sound.
"Want a kiss?" She said casually with her infamous innocent smile.
"Excuse me." Mona said, brushing the tiger off and kissed the girl softly. It tasted sweet, just like lemons.
BAM
"FOUND YOU MO-- EHHHHHH??? KI-KI-KISSING..."
Odanana yelled, leaving Mona in an eternal embarrassment.
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"Want a kiss?" She said casually with her infamous innocent smile.
"Excuse me." Mona said, brushing the tiger off and kissed the girl softly. It tasted sweet, just like lemons.
BAM
"FOUND YOU MO-- EHHHHHH??? KI-KI-KISSING..."
Odanana yelled, leaving Mona in an eternal embarrassment.
HAHAHAHAHA laughing hard at that part :lol: :lol: :lol: please write more!! :cathappy: :cathappy:
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Dani noooo!!
why are you interupting??
this is so cuteeee
continue this please
:mon whimper:
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Collection of wafflekyun's keyakizaka46 short OS
"R-Rika..." she said, stuttering a little.
"Yes, Shida-san?"
"Y-your face is too close to mine." She said again.
Rika smiled and put her tiger on Mona's lips, imitating a kissing sound.
"Want a kiss?" She said casually with her infamous innocent smile.
"Excuse me." Mona said, brushing the tiger off and kissed the girl softly. It tasted sweet, just like lemons.
BAM
"FOUND YOU MO-- EHHHHHH??? KI-KI-KISSING..."
Odanana yelled, leaving Mona in an eternal embarrassment.
I was laughing like crazy :v :v :v :v
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Oh BeriMona again XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
Thanks so much, wafflekyun~
I'm looking forward for the coming OS :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
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2. (risaneru) sneaky
"I know I know! We should watch Beauty and the Beast!" Miichan said in front of the class, pointing towards the princess icon on Netflix. The class had a laptop and a projector set up already, after all today is a movie day. Odanana and Habu had been arguing whether to watch some anime movie or the blockbuster Captain America earlier, so Miichan suggested another movie instead.
"Hello? Shouldn't we like watch something more educative or scientific? We're still on a class after all." Yonemin said, disagreeing. She had the idea of watching several documentaries about bacteria or sort, she even talked to the teacher about this and already got an approval. "We should watch documentaries."
Her remarks got her a big booing in return, no teenage girl in this room wanted to sit down for roughly two hours listening to some old man's voice telling about something they all can't see.
"Teach said we can watch anything tho." Techi said calmly. "Not just something scientific."
"She's right, and since the majority of us doesn't want to watch documentary anyway. I suggest we watch something more commonly received?" Sugai added, somewhat agreeing on what Techi had said. She wasn't a fan of a boring documentary nor the childish princess story anyway.
"Sherlock Holmes seems interesting." Neru said from the back of the class, surprising everyone. She wasn't really interested in today's agenda anyway, but well maybe she could get her favorite thing to be played.
"Boring." Odanana said, rejecting the idea.
"Then what? You all can't decide anyway so why not go with a de facto choice?"
"It's not de facto since only you want it." Odanana said again.
"Only you said it's boring, the rest didn't say anything in which I take as agreeing." Neru added, playing with her hair.
"Can we all just watch Beauty and the Beast instead?" Miichan said again, almost like she's begging. "Or something that doesn't make everyone angry."
"Ugh fine. Anybody opposing this? Neru?" Yonemin finally said in defeat, clicking on the said movie.
"Nope, I'm good." Neru said, raising her thumbs up.
The students of class 3-C quickly returned to their seat once the movie started and the light had been dimmed. Neru kept her position on the back of the class accompanied by Risa. The rest of the gang were absent today, Fuuchan said she's too lazy to come since today's agenda is just watching movie while Nijika went to Hokaido for a family wedding.
"Boring." Risa mumbled under he breath, didn't seem to show even slight interest.
"Do you had such a bad childhood thou come to hate Beauty and the Beast?" Neru said, chuckling. She was holding the latter's hand, caressing it softly as she did so.
"Do you find this enjoyable? A goddamn princess story? Come on." She groaned softly, trying not to disturbed the others. Well they're sitting far back from the screen anyway, so that's shouldn't be much of a problem.
"I do actually. I love classics."
"Y'all just disney nerds."
"Just be quiet will you? Or do I have to kiss you to shut you up?" Neru said, keeping her eyes on the screen.
"Well I'll be glad if you were to kiss me, princess."
Neru chuckled. "What are you now? The Beast?"
"Probably, try me."
"Just shut up."
Everyone seemed to be greatly immersed on the movie, it had a great musical number to sing along to and some did so. Neru found this type of story enjoyable, after all every girl's dream is becoming a princess.
"When will this end?" Risa said again, groaning.
"My God, Risa. It's only like 10 minutes since it's started."
Risa frowned. No, it already feels like forever to her and she's bored as hell. She began to leaned closer to Neru, slipping her hands down to her waist.
"What?" Neru asked but Risa didn't answered. She kissed Neru softly on her cheek, brushing it with her lips ever so slightly.
"R-risa?!" She said, surprised. Risa's arms found her way to her waist, rubbing it softly. It tickled. It tickled so bad Neru feel like she just need to burst out laughing.
"S-Stop!!" She said, trying to get the other girl's hands away. "Ha-haha-! Ri-Risa!"
"I won't stop until you kiss me." Risa said with her smug smile, she enjoyed teasing the girl especially when she's extremely bored.
"Alright, geez." Neru gave in and leaned in for a kiss. Risa quickly responded, she bit Neru's upper lips softly but it wasn't enough for the short-haired girl. Her hands roamed Neru's waist, tickling again as she did so. Neru pushed her away, in a sudden urge to scream.
"I SWEAR TO GOD RISA STOP TOUCHING ME WE'RE NOT IN MY ROOM."
"Ne-Neru... sh-shush..." Risa said, doing the damage control. Odanana had already switched the power on and everyone had give them the strangest stare ever. Risa quickly buried her head on her desk in embarrassment.
"Ahem." Odanana said again, demanding explanation.
"Yes, is there something wrong?" Neru said, acting innocent. She tried her best to keep calm and composed.
"I think I heard some noises." Odanana said again. "Keep quiet, will you?"
"Yes of course ma'am. Now where were we?" Neru bowed a bit.
"The most exciting part!" Miichan said, couldn’t wait to press play on the laptop again. Odanana nodded and turn the power off.
"Don't be too loud." Risa protested, gripping Neru's arm a bit. "I'm super embarrassed."
"Next time don't do it here. " She smirked.
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RISANERU FTW!! lol
Wafflekyun-san, it's my first time commenting here, and I'm happy that you make a os with RisaNeru pairing,
Can you make a YukkaNen next? Bc they're my otp! Please
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Kyaaaa! RisaNeru OS!!! Thank you so much for writing this... :heart: Honestly I wanted to give up on this pairing(?) because they just exist in TokuDare drama, but you wrote it as if it's the same setting as the drama so I cannot help myself aaaaaahhhhh
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Kyaaaa! RisaNeru OS!!! Thank you so much for writing this... :heart: Honestly I wanted to give up on this pairing(?) because they just exist in TokuDare drama, but you wrote it as if it's the same setting as the drama so I cannot help myself aaaaaahhhhh
Me too!! I feel you emprezz48-san!
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RisaNeru kyaaaa *intense fangirl squel in the background.*
Risa is basically the one who asked for it but then she got embarrassed when Neru got too loud lol
Thank you so much :bow: :bow: I'll be waiting for more :cathappy:
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3. (monarisa-friendship) open letter
Risa,
How are you? Have you been well? Are you still in this world too anyway? I don’t know, perhaps you should tell me. It’s been a while since you’ve been gone, nobody knows where you are or what are you doing now. One day the teacher just came in and tell the whole class you won’t be coming to school anymore. The seat beside me quickly become an empty seat even just for a while.
Risa,
I have been missing you. Do you still remember the time we exchange letter during class? Almost got caught by the teacher because I couldn’t hold my laugh. It was so funny I wish you would send me one of those things again someday, tho I know it would be very much impossible. Right know I mostly spend my day sleeping in class because you weren’t there anymore.
Risa,
I miss our texts, our funny emails about things that aren’t important. Sometimes you would just send me a picture of a cat, or mostly candid Pe-chan pictures.
Risa,
I still don’t like the new girl, who now sit on what used to be your bench. The teacher introduced her to us two weeks ago and her name is Akanen. She was cold and treated me like a stranger, I couldn’t stand sitting beside her. She told me I should just let you go, because now you’re gone and there’s her on your seat now. But I refused to acknowledge her somehow and I don’t want to simply gave your seat up. In the end, she just left for another seat on another corner of the class. I know I’m selfish and I shouldn’t be like that, I feel sorry for the girl now. I thought she tried to befriend with me but I turned her down, that seat is after all for one and only Risa. Nobody else. I couldn’t bear with the thought of somebody is replacing you on that seat and I certainly doesn’t like the way she treated me. Maybe you’d like me to find another friend, or to at least give them time. But I also need time, and I don’t think I’m ready for the second time. It’s like I’m building a wall around me and my bench. It does sounds like I’m in Attack on Titan anime tho.
Risa,
Probably you were playing with me the whole time with your existence. You entered my life just to tell lies that I don’t, and will not, understand. Or was it never a lie to begin with? Is it just me who felt tricked and played? Were you actually meant what you were saying? Who knows, I certainly don’t know. You called me your friend yet you were gone without a trace and left me confused and mostly in a denial state. I thought you should take responsibility of this, but it was wrong to say such thing. I should take full responsibility because in the end, it’s me who fell to your game completely. It’s fine, I’ll play your game too if you want. I will take that you’re gone forever, and that us are both a complete stranger in the first place.
Risa,
I treasured the memories we had, all of them are nice memories I think I would hold on to for so long. It was short yet It feels like it was long, your presence was like a sunshine on my gloomy days. You encouraged me, gave me advice, laughed with me and so on. If you do not wish to come back I guess I should be respecting that but I was deeply hurt with the fact that you were gone.
I hope you’re reading this, I don’t know. Who knows? I was just hoping.
Sincerely, Manaka.
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Mona folded the last of her paper and opened the window softly. With a big sighed she throw her paper airplane out of the window, letting the wind to flew it wherever it wants.
She was finally ready to let go.
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4. (risaneru) 願いごとの持ち腐れ
“Line up.”
Neru stood firmly, hands in place with smile on her face. The old man with her long white beard began to shout at them in a vigorous pace but they all stood still, didn’t dare to bugged even for one inch. Everything had to be in order for the late show.
“Smile wider.” He said again after noticing Neru’s porcelain face. Neru flinched, she could smell the man’s bad breath away and it made her nauseous, the same feeling she got everytime she knows the man was approaching near her. The diligent girl smiled anyway, setting great example for the rest of them. The old man moved forward for closer inspection. He took out a small scissors and carefully fixed stranded fibers on Neru’s dress. She was finally groomed and ready to go.
If we can use a magic to make our dreams come true, then everyone in this world will be forever happy
“You guys are such beautiful dolls! Wonderful!” The old man exclaimed in happiness and the lines of girls dressed in gowns bowed to his way, as if they’re trying to show respect for him. Neru was always disgusted by that, she just wanted to spit on the old fart’s face for fuck’s sake yet she never did so. This was the life she had to live on, to serves a man’s pleasure. Someone would buy her eventually, using her to decorate their big mansion and ordering her around like no tomorrow. She was one of the dolls, sold to many barons or wealthy misters who owns vast plantation overseas. Maybe if she was lucky, the man who bought her would be a civil human being who had at least a heart to show for a mere doll like her.
A useless wish, everything is granted by a dust of magic
She had watch everyone come and go from this old hall countless times, if someone wasn’t selling for a long time they’d be thrown away to the street. ‘That poor Yui.’ She mumbled, remembering a certain name she had known for years ever since she came here as a little girl. The Yui doll had been gone long, people just weren’t interesting enough to bring her home. Neru still remember that look, that cry for help she desperately chanting the moment that old fart threw her away on the stormy night. Such worry had cross Neru’s mind countless times, what if someone never buy her? Where would she end up to? She didn’t know, and didn’t wish to know.
A useless wish, I don’t even want magic
With a sprinkle of golden dust, the dolls were alive that night marching their way to the main center stage. Gentlemen with tux were sitting with their serious face, trying to judge them whether they were worthy or not to be taken home with such an expensive price. Neru stood still, trying to give them the best presentation she could ever do. She was nervous, incredibly nervous. The old man’s assistants were scrambling around the hall, whispering a thing or two to various gentlemen. Occasionally they would point their finger at her, but Neru didn’t flinch. She was just hoping one of these men were interested enough to buy her.
His smile is like a warm and loving sun
She spotted him on the corner of her eyes, a tall man with light brownish hair staring at her with a soft gaze. Or was it a woman cladded in a tux? Neru wasn’t entirely sure. Those eyes were too soft for a hungry man whom she usually found roaming on this hall. She was captivated, as if sending thousand invisible signals so he would raise his number and call her out. Neru was tempted to call the man as the sun.
The useless magic, I’m finally using it on this exact place
“I would like to buy doll number 14.”
Neru could hear it, her number being called by a loud yet a stoic voice. She didn’t dare to look back, she couldn’t. But she knew for sure that the sun didn’t call her, after all she hadn’t move her gaze even an inch away from the warm looking man. The assistants approached her and turn her around to face the potential buyer. It was a woman in a Royal Guard uniform, he built is tall with a stern face. It was also easy to mistook her for a man, then again, a being that usually filled this whole hall. Neru knew that the Royal Guard didn’t have a nice reputation. They were sometimes abusive and their high status makes them arrogant. Neru heard stories about dolls who were bought with member of the Royal Guard ended up dead and mostly found on the city’s sewage.
“Would you please state your name, kind ma’dam?” The old man said, looking ecstatic. Disgusting. Probably he was sniffing her money.
“My name is Hirate Yurina.” She said firmly, raising Neru’s number while doing so. “I would like to buy number 14 for 900 golds.”
‘Is that how much I worth?’ Neru mumbled again, keeping her posture still. The old man was once again yelp in joy, probably that was pretty much of a cash he needed. This time Neru flinched a little, the woman didn’t look as friendly. She could end up as slave or maid or god knows what.
“Is there anyone in the room who would like to buy the same doll?” The old man asked again, using the old rusty microphone. There was a moment of silent and it felt like hell to Neru who was praying furiously instead for another kind sir to take her home.
“I would like to propose 10000 golds for the same doll.”
One day two people fight on a useless problem, without me realizing it I just want them to get along well
“Thank you for you patronage, si- I mean, ma’dam.” The old Man said in a sinister tone, taking the chest filled with gold coins on his hand.
“It’s okay, many mistook me as a sir a lot too.” The woman tipped her hat as courtesy and proceed to enter her carriage. Inside there was a doll, sitting without any expression and when the woman entered the carriage and closed its door, the doll became alive and well.
“Were you scared?” She asked gently, tucking her own light brown locks while doing so. “It’s ok, you weren’t a doll anymore.”
She broke down in tears and moved her hands to wiped her cheeks herself, something she hadn’t done in literally years.
“I’m Watanabe Risa, what’s your name?”
“Neru. Nagahama Neru.” And she was human once again.
The true hope lies on something else, if it was found then I would also find happiness within
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5. (berimona) Thoughts
"How may blue skies have been there?"
Rika turned her face around, puzzled. She could see Nanako sitting beside her, arms stretched as if she's trying to measure something up above, except there were no stars present. It's just a clear sky up above, filled with floating clouds on a bright summer day. Rika wasn't sure how to answer such question, after all she never really give it a thought. Doesn't really matter anyway, even if there were billions of them before the one she saw today; it wouldn't change anything.
"I don't know." She said without even trying. She shifted her gaze back to her phone, scrolling through her feeds like the usual. Nanako looked back at her, wasn't really impressed by Rika's short answer.
"Do you think it could be billions?"
"Maybe."
Pointless. All of it were pointless.
"Why do you even ask that?" Rika said again.
"I was thinking, which sky will I see later on the day I died."
It wasn't a strange thing to be honest, she knew Nanako too well to expect such question coming from her mouth. People around here were just like that, sad and gloomy. Quiet and stoic, nothing much you can expect when you lived in such a small town. Feels like people are just doomed to feel such. Everyday feels like a repeated routine of people being angry and frustrated. The phrase "I just want to die!" or "The adults just don't get what I want!" is something she would hear almost every day. Maybe everyone feels like that deep inside, hidden angst and dissatisfaction. The feeling of wanting to break out from their own prison yet they were always fall on the silent majority side; doing nothing even when teachers were trying their best to make the situation at least a bit better for them.
"Probably a black one."
She could hear a cold voice coming from behind, it was one she knew far too well. Mona was already behind her, chewing her gum with her headphones hanging on her neck.
"Really?" Nanako said again, gazing to the bluish sky up above through the class's windows.
"I guess. Can't wait to see one regardless." Mona said, gum popped right after she said that.
When will it stop?
Rika sighed, this talk would never end anyway. Once again people of this place didn't know and didn't want to smile. To be perfectly honest, Rika was also not the cheery type. She wasn't a sun who could knock a person's heart, bringing them joy as she did so. She couldn't open the door of opportunity for anyone else nor she could grab a chance even for the good of herself. She belonged here, on the flock of people who favor constant discord between themselves and the society as whole. People who claimed to be the outcasts, who were proud to called themselves eccentric.
"Have you guys..."
"Yes?" both of Mona and Nanako turned their face to her, listening. Rika wasn't really sure but she just wanted to get it out of her chest, simply to make it less hurtful.
"...ever think about how beautiful life is?" she said and it earned her a surprised look.
"Life? Life is beautiful? what a joke." Mona said, slamming her hand to the nearest table. "It's just a constant suffering."
"Probably, yeah." Rika said softly.
"Come on Rika, time to go home." Mona said, offering her hand to the sitting girl. She nodded and quickly put her things on her small bag. Nanako waved goodbye at her the time Mona had walked towards the classroom door.
Since when it got so gloomy.
It wasn't like Rika didn't want to be a strong person, a bright one who always cheer everyone up with smile and positive vibes instead of constantly following the gloomy mood of the people she knows. She wanted someone to say that her name means hope, something that will keep them going through their rainy days.
"Ah..."
"Hmm?"
Mona stopped, noticing the sky had gotten so grey and thunder begin rolling on the other part of the town. They could see it clearly; the sky had turned darker than it was about ten minutes ago.
"Do you have an umbrella with you?" Rika said, searching her bag for one also. Mona shook her head, she didn't have one after all.
"Shall we wait?" Rika said, putting her hands on her back. The rain poured heavily as if it didn't want to stop soon. Or was it really like that? Was this one gonna last long or it was just gonna last for some minutes, and then after that a bright clear blue sky will showed up once again. Who knows, Rika wasn't a god.
"I hope it cleared up really soon." She said, humming.
"Why? I thought everyone loves rain." Mona said again, puzzled.
"It's sad. I don't like it."
"What do you mean you don't like something sad? You do."
Rika sighed. Probably Mona's right, she belonged on this part of the town after all.
"You're right. Sorry."
"Are you okay?" Mona asked her.
"When will we ever be okay anyway." she chuckled. "I guess."
"Just give up being something you're not anyway, everyone's the same with you. Don't have to be worried."
"I'm just--"
The rain continued to pour.
"The flowers of the summer isn't only sun flowers. You don't have to be one if you can't."
"I want to be one." Rika said, stuttered. She wanted it, she wanted to be the light instead of the dark. She wanted to be someone's sun; hell be it a sun flower too.
"What else that I have to be then? Is it wrong to have such wish? To be as bright as a goddamn sun flower?!" She said again, frustrated.
"We are just not one! We are outcasts, we're different! Stop acting like you're not!"
"I guess..." Rika said, between her fast breathing, between the pouring rain. And then it just came from the corner of her eyes, a small puddle of water. It's glimmering from the small ray of the sun that managed to fight its way through the thick dark grey clouds above. She hoped it would appear there, a reflection of herself she aspired to be. A mirage; tho she knew it was impossible during a pouring rain like this.
Mona moved towards her, holding Rika's hand without even saying a thing. It seemed like the right thing to do, she probably would've thought that.
"Would you consider my name as a hope?" She said, leaning her head towards Mona's shoulder.
"I don't believe in hope." She said, chuckling.
"If you were to believe, that is."
Mona smiled, "I guess. You seemed like one."
"Why are you like this? Why's everyone like this?" Rika said again, for the first time in a while she questioned it. She thought it was always been an unspoken rule to not ask about other people's past, or things that had molded them into a such sad human being.
"Who knows. Probably everyone was just having it rough, or maybe someone told them to be like that. I guess we just don't have room to be something else." Mona said, eyes looking up towards the sky. Still dark, no sign of the rain to stop anytime soon.
"If you were to given the opportunity to be something else, would you take it?"
Mona paused and then smiled. "I rejected one two years ago. I'm pleased to be the way I am now."
Aah, so that's how it is for her.
"Do you not like the way I am now?" Mona asked her softly to her surprised. Rika didn't think like that of her of course, Mona was always her loved one. Her dearest one.
"I like you just fine."
"Too bad, I like you a lot tho." She said again, laughing. Something you'd rarely see.
"Funny, I never thought you'd be the one who's gonna say that."
"Am I not allowed to express my love for you?"
"Is that even a common thing to say for the likes of you? Go back being sad and gloomy like you always do." Rika said again.
"Fine." Mona pouted, folding her arms.
"I was just kidding."
"Whatever."
Rika gave her a small peck on her cheek, and this time the rain stopped pouring.
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And another Berimona. Guess what? Im damn high to the sky you know :peace: :peace: :peace: Thanks for writing.
In another side, now I want to translate this OS into Vietnamese, would you give me the permission? :nervous
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And another Berimona. Guess what? Im damn high to the sky you know :peace: :peace: :peace: Thanks for writing.
In another side, now I want to translate this OS into Vietnamese, would you give me the permission? :nervous
sure!
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6. (berimona) キスは待つしかないのでしょうか? (Could a kiss be something for which one can do nothing but wait?)
"Can I really do it?"
Rika mumbled to herself, eyes locked to a certain short-haired girl sitting on the chair across the bookshelves. Her hands were shaky and she couldn't stop fidgeting for good, after all today is the day she decided to stop hiding her feelings for Mona. It started a year ago, she could still remember it vividly on her head, the sight of Mona entering the school gate on that one day of spring. She was a 2nd grader already, a shy one and obviously didn't have much of a company. Their seat was far apart during the principal speech because Mona was a first year, a girl about to begin her life as a high school student.
That girl looked scary.
She thought about that once or twice about Mona, every time she spotted the young lad on the school's hallway. Her glaring eyes scared her easily, yet she was captivated and charmed by the way she looks. Tall and most certainly quite fit, as Rika knew the latter had joined the basketball club like all the popular girls do. All she did was looking from afar, wondering if she could ever get close to Mona herself? Tho she recalled that she had been speaking to her during a joint field trip, because their school doesn't have much students and they just cramped all the trips together with students from different grades. She was happy that time, and Mona was funny and charming. Rika wasn't so much of a talker but she did talk when the person is right, or when it concerned things that she likes so much. They were tasked by their peers to go wash the dishes, since the group were also mixed for the cooking time. She talked about bread because Mona had asked her why she didn't even touch her curry rice earlier. In the end she just rambled endlessly on how she prefers to eat a toast rather than chomping down a plate of rice. Mona laughed, probably she didn't expect it to come from her mouth.
"Isn't it scary?" Nanako once said to her, back when Rika said herself she's not gonna hide her feelings anymore. She didn't say anything back, but it might be true. They both didn't know what might happened next, will Mona feel the same as her or not.
"But I wonder will it be okay... if all I did is waiting."
"If that's the case..."
Nanako's answer wasn't definitive, she didn't exactly encourage her to do so. After all, she didn't want Rika to get hurt by rejection. Nanako was a good girl, the only one whom she could talk and trust her secrets to. They didn't go to the same school anymore unfortunately, since she moved back to her hometown Yamagata.
"I wonder if you'll notice me..." Rika mumbled again, gazing through the empty space between books, admiring every bit of Mona's side view. It almost feels like she's a shadow, hiding completely behind Mona's brilliant light. Feels like that girl embodied the sun herself with that smile of hers, warm and exciting. The cool facade Mona had worn during her early days had vanished, replaced by genuine smile and silly laughter. Rika had notice such during her court visits after school, simply to check if Mona was still there or not. Sometimes the girl smiled back at her but Rika just turned her gaze shyly, wasn't particularly ready for such a thing to happen. But of course, it made her happy for the rest of her day.
Why do I want her to know?
Such an odd feeling she thought, while she tried her best to not be noticed yet she felt if very painful on her chest every time she thought of her feelings being unknown. It was partly the reason she wanted to say it out loud already, for once and all no matter what the outcome is. Probably it was best to just straight tell Mona how she's feeling inside even tho she probably didn't have much courage to hear Mona's answer.
"You should just ask her for a kiss."
"N-No!"
Nanako laughed, feels like she got Rika good that time. Once again they were talking endlessly on the phone, telling each other's worry for a comfort in return. That night Rika told her again, asking her what she should said on the moment of truth.
"Isn't that too soon?" Rika said again, unsure.
"Well maybe that will work tho. If she kisses you then the feeling is obviously mutual."
Rika hadn't thought about that at all, the image of them holding hand already enough to make her stomach churned in nervousness, let alone a kiss on her lips. She never did such thing, nor have Nanako. But she had heard from the latter when Nanako told her a story about her dating classmates who were caught kissing by the teacher one Monday afternoon.
"It's time."
Rika walked over to the other lane, where she could easily spot the tall girl leaning against the shelves with a book on her hand. She approached cautiously, nervously. Mona looked away from her book, noticing a certain girl had walk towards her. She was puzzled, didn't remember having a certain unfinished business with the said girl.
"Umm... Shida-san, right?"
Mona smiled, noticing that it's the girl she spoke to sometime ago.
"Yes, correct. May I help you?"
You can do this.
Rika swallowed her own saliva.
"Excuse me..."
Say that you like her, Rika...
"...can you give me a kiss?"
What. did. you. just. said.
Once again the short-haired girl was puzzled, surprised, Was it a pleasant one? She couldn't tell even by herself. It was an extremely odd question to give an answer to. Rika closed her eyes, cursing herself for saying the wrong thing and now she didn't have the courage take it back nor too deny it. Do girls have no choice but to wait?
Mona leaned forward, brushing Rika's bangs to the side, smiling for herself. It only took seconds before she could easily captured the other girl's lips, taking it to collide with hers.
Rika didn't know how to kiss, it felt really all over the place yet fluttering at the same place. Why's Mona so good on this? Maybe she had thought of it just now. It feels like Rika wanted Mona to teach her more about the way of kissing, if this wasn't going to be their last and only one of course.
What should I do? Should I keep closing my eyes?
Eventually Rika keep closing her eyes, until Mona broke the kiss for her. Rika was flustered, was it mutual?
"I didn't expect you to say that." Mona said, chuckling.
"...It wasn't something I originally wanted to say..." Rika said, admitting her mistake earlier. Mona frowned.
"Really? Then I have to apologize for the kiss then."
"N-No, I mean--"
"What is it?"
"I wanted to say that I like you."
Mona smiled, "Then same with me."
Rika's eyes widened in disbelief, filled with joy. She turned her gaze away shyly, feels like it's the right thing she would do.
"Do you mind... if we kiss again? I... want you to teach me how to..."
Mona let out a small laugh.
"Sure." and she kissed her again behind those shelves, stopping time for personal pleasure.
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:on bleed: :scared: :imdead:
thank you for berimona :heart: :heart: :heart:
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:bleed eyes: :bleed eyes: :bleed eyes: OK Im dead now.
That teaching-how-to-kiss-scene makes me f*ckin' high up you know, love such things so much.
Again, thank you for writing :P
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i need me some more RisaNeru ahhhhhhhh
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RisaNeru :wub: please update more RisaNeru story 🙇
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a/n: ((There is now way this depicts the real events or something with similar tone in real life. This work is merely a work of fiction and in no way depicting a real life situation))
also this is a hirate centric fanfic, all other names will be using alias. I don't think it's easy to be figured out but let's see.
7. hirate (Who Do You Love the Most?)
This is the first time since I was born
That I've felt so much pain
Love is silently driving me mad
Yurina fiercely threw a punch on a wall, hitting it so hard it bruised her fist, gushing out fresh bloods from the gaps of her knuckles. She gritted her teeth in frustration, seemingly wanting to throw everything on her room to create one big mess. Nobody could hear her, it was already 1:27 AM after all, even nurses were tired and probably fell asleep on their night shift.
Nothing could ever calm her down.
She wiped her hand with a pinkish handkerchief, a small "A.S." initials were embroidered with a thin black thread. This obviously wasn't a part Yurina's belonging, as much as she wanted it to be. It was from her, the one who drive her mad, madly in love. Ever since they met last summer, Yurina couldn't take her eyes off of her. The little mouse, a nickname Yurina gave to the particular girl, charmed her to the point she couldn't refuse. Her doctor had introduced Yurina to The little mouse and said, quote, "Probably she needs a friend around her age to talk to.". She had been coming here often due to her problems, countless voices she couldn't stop hearing and multiple shadows she couldn't stop seeing. Her family seek for a professional help, and thus leading her staying on the hospital for a therapy this summer.
She had never had a friend.
A loner, an outcast. Someone deemed to be labelled eccentric by the society, not like that she wanted to be popular or validated by them as well. It's no use. She was just tired living such life with fake smiles and useless small talks. It sort of destroying her from the inside, thus why she ended up here anyway, thinking that it wouldn't even change a thing.
It was until she met The little mouse.
Her sessions were all dull and boring. It's always the same "How did you feel today?" question every time she saw her doctor. Not that the doctor wasn't a nice lady or anything, she is actually, but just Yurina being pretty much disinterested. She wanted out, locking herself on her room again instead of being forced to spill out what she couldn't even suppressed. She made friends with her devils anyway, both voices and shadows.
One day, Lady doctor asked her if she wanted a friend, or at least someone to talk to on the facility. She suggested calling a friend, or opening up to someone she trust and knew. But Yurina shook her head, she didn't have anyone to return to, even her family. They all just wanted her to be functional again for their agenda. Lady doctor obviously took a pity, she told stories about her only daughter whom she loved so much. She had been married to someone for a long time and had one daughter, only 3 years older than Yurina. It was The little mouse.
The little mouse had come during the summer break, cladded on a short-sleeved sailor uniform, something that Yurina hadn't worn for quite a long time. She had always wear the winter uniform no matter what, since her school had it only different on the length of the sleeves.
Clouds are gathering
In the sky of my heart
I can't see the moon anymore
How long do I have to wait
Until a ray of light
Will pierce the darkness
"You're nice." The little mouse once said to her, while they both munching a big size of burger on the fast food chain near the hospital. Yurina was not sure if she meant it for real or if she was just being sarcastic. They have been engaged on various activity and talk topic, something that the Lady doctor had encouraged her to do so. It's been really fun actually, something that Yurina hadn't experienced before. The little mouse only came on her free time, a few but somehow something that Yurina always longed for.
"I'm not. I'm sick." She said nonchalantly, sipping her cola regardless.
"How so? You look fine." The little mouse said again, frowning. "I don't get why you have to go to my mom."
"Of course, you don't." Yurina said, half laughing.
"You'll be out from here in no time, trust me." She said again, "By the way, you got a sauce on your mouth."
Yurina paused a bit. "Looks like bloods."
"Calm down, edge lord. It's just ketchup."
The little mouse reached for her pocket and pulled out a small handkerchief. "Here, wipe it."
"Thanks, I guess." She did so and noticed a red stain on the fabric. "I'll ask the nurse to wash it."
"Sure, you got plenty of time to return it to me."
An imaginary bird of jealousy
Is spreading wide its wings
As if in suspicion of the truth
Something heavily weighs it down
And the dream becomes a nightmare
Was it a dream life? Having someone caring and talking about you, just like every normal girl of her age doing nowadays. Happily linking arms, walking with joy towards their favorite store after school ends. It was her initial thought, her trips with The little mouse had brought her so much joy and so much confidence, she began to be afraid to lose sight of her even it was just for a second. It started as a simple question, "Is she coming back tomorrow?" on every session, and quickly turned into something like "Where is she? What is she doing right now? I want to see her right now! I don't want her to do something without me!".
She was being attached, and overly jealous every time Lady doctor told something about The little mouse. That one time she went ballistic when Lady doctor said that The little mouse had recently came back from a trip to Fukuoka and had bought matching key chain with her best friend. A special person. Something Yurina didn't want to hear because it's obviously should have been her.
The key chain girl ruined it for her.
Who is the one
You love the most? Tell me
I asked you with my gaze
But you closed your eyes
And tried to run away
"I told you, I love you. Only you." The little mouse said on the verge of tears as Yurina had held her hand very firmly to the point it hurt her slightly. It was amusing that their relationship had developed from a small companion to an obsessive one fueled by Yurina's desire to finally be in control of something. To finally feel love and be loved. They had been keeping it a secret from Lady doctor and Yurina had tried her best to wear her facade everytime she asked her about it on their session.
"I know you've been talking to her." She said again in a coarse voice, making pointless assumptions over things she didn't know for sure. The little mouse obviously looked like she's scared, but Yurina didn't bother. The voices told her to said so, the same voices that kept her heart at bay for uncertainty. The little mouse had sense her insecurity and tried to reach for her cheeks while stuttering. She cupped it gently with every bit of bravery she still had on her heart, and mumbled soft assuring words.
"Calm down." She said, but the voices inside her won't.
"They wouldn't stop talking." Yurina said, shaking.
"Then would you listen to mine instead of theirs?"
"I will when you stop talking to her."
The little mouse hesitated, averting her eyes and putting down her hands.
"I know it. I'm always a second choice."
So, even if I come second
I'll understand, I just want to know
You're everything to me
To make you all mind
I'd be okay with killing anyone
"Here's your medicine for today." A nurse greeted her softly, entering her small and all white hospital room. Yurina nodded softly, eyes looking up to the high ceiling above. She felt rather drowsy, couldn't remember much about what had happened the night before, or even few days ago, but she knew for sure that things probably didn't go well at such time. After all, only for a specific reason would a patient be transferred to this very room.
She tried to reach for her phone, it was showing a warning of a critical battery in a red pop-up. It was easy to ignore it and still went straight for the apps tho.
46 messages, all from the same person.
Her eyes widened, trying to keep it open as hard as she could but it was useless. The voices already sang her a lullaby and the shadows already lurking right before her eyes, telling her to exactly fall asleep again.
Tho she wasn't sure whether she wanted to be awake again or not.
I wipe my fogged breath
Off the window
I wanted to fly through the clouds
Even if I wait for a wind
The moon won't wax to full
On time for me
"What happened to me?" Yurina asked, begged for answer. It's been days of being held on the same room, tightly surveillance as if she was a criminal or some sort. She didn't understand, or to be exact, didn't remember what she had done. Her inbox was full of curse words and repeated I hate you sentences.
"Explain!" She barged the door, banging it to create a loud noise. Other residents were curious and tried to peek through from the outside, while nurses tried to assure her that everything is obviously alright and under control.
"I didn't do anything wrong!" She said, still banging the door, wanting to be let out. A nurse finally came, restraining her trying to make her sit on her bed.
"What happened to me?" Yurina asked again, confused.
"Just calm down for now. Are you sure you didn't remember anything?" The nurse said, eyes filled with pity. Yurina had never seen the nurse before, tho she had been staying here for months. Probably she was a new girl, or even an intern.
"It's really foggy... I remember being outside but... maybe something like running away?"
"I'm not supposed to tell you this but..."
"...but?"
She sighed, "God I might get fired but you're really a poor thing..."
Yurina gulped, what exactly did she do?
"...it's right that you tried you run away from here, and went somewhere. Like a house? And kinda waited there for someone to show up."
Oh.
"...and then you... kinda held her and hurt her. I don't know much but seems like you were saying something as well to them? Locals were worried and contacted the police."
"And then I went mad?" Yurina said.
"...seems so?"
It was probably her house. The key chain girl's house. Probably she got overly jealous and took it too far.
"...how did you get and know the address is puzzling to all of us." The nurse said again, "That's why the tight surveillance."
"I don't know, probably from someone."
"Listen kid... are you aware on things that you do?"
"Aren't you supposed to know this kind of things? You're a nurse, probably with a medical degree."
"Well, I'm not here because I want to... anyway... the name is Seven, in case you need something."
"Aye capt."
"My desk number is 48, come by to the nurse office and say hi, okay? I'm pretty sure you can get out of here soon! Don't lose hope."
I'll take on overwhelming sadness
And absolute loneliness
I'll fall into despair countless times
For my own sense of justice
These days are nothing but agony
"I'm not really sure why she didn't want to come here again, I thought you two get along well." Lady doctor said, taking notes on her medical sheet. She was sitting in front of Yurina, legs crossed.
"Probably she's just busy." Yurina said. "She had friends after all."
"And you're one of them." Lady doctor said, "You've been improving a lot."
"Or maybe I just able to hide it better."
Lady doctor frowned, "Is that true?"
"Who knows."
"Alright, maybe we'll see again in next few days... Apart from the incident 2 weeks ago everything seems fine." She said again, sipping her coffee until she emptied her porcelain mug.
"Is there anything you want to ask before we end today's session?"
"Can I see her again?"
"Depends."
Yurina nodded. That's all she need for today.
Who is the one?
You love the most? Tell me
Digging my nails into the back of your hand
To urge you on
I wait for your answer
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." She sobbed to no one, alone in her room with darkness surrounding every corner or such place. She had been loving her, truly, with every bit of her being. But it was wrong, she wasn't capable to do so. Her lack of experience and her yearning for dominance had consumed her for good. There's no way at this point she still held a high place on The little mouse's heart. It was gone, her chances. Her chances to redeemed herself, to be a brand-new being.
"I'd love if you enter the same school as mine." She had once said to Yurina, back to their calmer days where she wasn't as infuriated by herself like now.
"If I ever get out from here."
"You will. I'll be waiting."
"You will not."
"Suit yourself but you owe me a drink if you found me on the other side of the door."
Gone. It was all memories. Her scent, her kiss, her breathings were all merely a distant memory.
I couldn't care less who's who
For you I'll devote myself
And make this whole life a sacrifice
I'd be okay with killing anyone
Maybe it's finally time to get it together, to not bathed in sadness and despair but to greet energy and optimism right on the front door. It was something that never really crossed her mind, as she enjoyed the presence of her devil basking her with tears and glorified all her sufferings. Maybe Lady doctor was right all along, or everyone whom had been talking to her before she fell into such seclusion. She wasn't sick. She could be normal, and enjoying her life just like before.
It's time to kill the shadows and her old self for good.
Losing something
To gain something
Doesn't mean they're worth the same
Loving someone
And being loved by someone
It's an unsatiable
Moebius
It was funny how she thought by erasing anyone on her way is the same with erasing The key chain girl she despised so much. It was all wrong, coming from the mouth of thousand shadows lurking under her bed. She didn't do anything wrong, so is The little mouse. Perhaps Yurina had been deciphering it wrong the whole time, the blame wasn't meant to be for somebody. The blame is solely for her, for her old broken self.
She wanted to meet The little mouse one more time.
Who is the one
You love the most? Tell me
I asked you with my gaze
But you closed your eyes
And tried to run away
So, even if I come second
I'll understand, I just want to know
You are everything to me
To make you all mind
I'll erase anyone who gets in my way
So I'm the only one in your world
I'd be okay with killing anyone
"I told you. You'd find me waiting on the other side of the door."
Yurina eyes widened upon seeing a familiar figure outside the glass door of the hospital. She had been discharged, finally after months of agony being held and after countless therapy sessions she had to undergo. She had killed most of her shadows and the voices were started to become quitter as days went by.
"I didn't expect you to be." She said, stretching her arms as if inviting the latter to be embraced by both of her arms.
"I have missed you."
She had told The little mouse before, that she was sorry and that she resolved to be better each and every day. It wasn't an easy decision, and forgiveness proven to be hard to earned. She had spoken also to The key chain girl, apologizing formally for seemingly a crime she had committed.
"I owe you a drink?" Yurina said, half-chuckling. She held The little mouse's hands on hers, "And a fresh start."
"I guess."
The little mouse walked over, "It's been a while but... I want you to say my name. Somehow."
"Why?" Yurina asked, confused.
"Just say it. My first name."
"Alright... A-"
And then the car honked really loud.
.
.
Is this the future she wanted?
Is this way things supposed to end?
Who knows? After all, the shadows never really go anywhere.
.
.
Losing something
And gaining something
Loving someone
And being loved by someone
The future only
Falls further into darkness
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To be honest the only name I can think is "Akimoto Sayaka" XD
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only one person i could think of, could it be .....asuka ?
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To be honest the only name I can think is "Akimoto Sayaka" XD
Same :lol:
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Aww Techi and Asuka :heart: can you write a TechiNeru story later?
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Really like these OSes.
Please write more.
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Please update if you're not busy. I really like the stories! :)