A/N Sorry I haven't been updating for a while
xD Spazzing about Yukirin as per usual~ As for the graduation shots~ I am working on them I just happen to have this on hand
I will be posting this AE with the actual story it's self I know I didn't do it with the angst ending I am soo sorry~
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
The pictures up here are of you and me. I can never explain these events in much detail yet I never will. I always think you'll come back so I keep my heart open but I know you're not going to come back. It's always empty~ Without you my heart is so empty~
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
Seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stoneYuko always told me "Just don't worry Yukirin. Mayuyu will always be watching you from up there" while pointing at the sky yet both of us seem so empty without her. These words will always be with me up until I die and when I do I'll be with you forever.
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The doctor told me: "Yuki-san. I'm afraid to say you're going to die in 3-4 months time" I was thinking What is wrong with me? Will I see Mayuyu again? I thought about you and everyone else. I was honestly terrified at the fact. So I decided to graduate from AKB which was a decision I knew you were going to object but I had no other choice yet I wished I could carry out your fighting spirit whilst you were still in the group.
The story of my life I take her home I drive all night to keep her warm And time... is frozen (the story of, the story of) The story of my life I give her hope I spend her love Until she's broke Inside The story of my life (the story of, the story of)I know my mom knows something about this mysterious illness of mine. So I did ask and she said "You have congestive heart failure. Your father and Mayuyu died from this illness and I didn't want to tell you because you would've broken down . Yours is only in its early stages but when Mayu graduated hers was in its late stages and sadly took her life." If you only told me Mayuyu, I would've comforted you when you needed it the most. I'd give you hope and faith when you needed it.
Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cageI know you're up in heaven somewhere. I can't change my memories with you. They're just... there. As I said I tried opening my heart to you... you just... just... disappeared. So I put barriers around my lovelife so I wouldn't to go through heartbreaks again.
I know that in the morning now I see us in the light upon a hill Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still And I'll be gone, gone tonight The fire beneath my feet is burning bright The way that I've been holding on so tight With nothing in between
I want my lovelife to be with you Mayuyu. I always imagine us under that sakura tree every morning before sunrise like we used to before you died except... as a couple. Now I'll be gone and will be with you.
The story of my life I take her home I drive all night to keep her warm And time... is frozen (the story of, the story of) The story of my lifeI give her hope I spend her love Until she's broke Inside The story of my life (the story of, the story of)
I could've loved you Mayuyu. Me and Yuko are suffering with you. What happened to "We're going to be together forever?" Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. *Faints* I could hear Yuko yelling my name to the top of her lungs and I can't feel my heart beating like I usually can. "Get the ambulance, Takamina, Yukirin's in trouble get the ambulance!" Yuko... Thank you very much. You're the senpai I needed. But I can't help but miss Mayuyu~
And I'll be waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the cloudsI've always been chasing you around for your love yet you never realised the love I gave you. I'll be waiting for you to love me back. I hear the sirens of the ambulance ringing and it was like the time you were in the ambulance just I'm the victim. As we reached the hospital the doctor called out to everyone who was around me, "Is anyone here blood type A as we need a heart donor for Miss Kashiwagi, her congestive heart failure is on its later stages. Either someone who's the same blood type or a blood type AB." Our Soukantoku stepped up but she didn't offer yet said, "I know someone who is the same blood type. If she doesn't turn up I'll be Yukirin's heart donor" Then she called Acchan saying that I needed a heart donor and asked if she could be . But she rejected. So Takamina took the challenge of being my heart donor. Yuko was regretting the fact that couldn't talk to me, comfort me and confront me. Takamina walked with me toward the OR and changed into a hospital gown. After an hour and a half, the doctor said......
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"Her operation was a success. Currently her pulse is stable. We also managed to find Takahashi-san a heart too. You lot can all see them both in ward 480," the doctor said with a wide grin plastered across his face. The others instantaneously and simultaneously ran towards the room where they hoped their best friends were in. Even though their love was tainted but death and hatred, Yuki definitely had to move on from Mayu but her conscience didn't exactly want her to. She even knew from the point when Mayu died she had to move on. Simultaneously everyone rushed into the midget and giraffe's ward thinking that they would be asleep. Funnily enough, they were mingling with each other, which was what people of the same age would normally do to become closer with one another. They thought it would've been best if they had cut out the part about Mayu because of Yukirin's secret black sided personality.
"Okaerinasai," both said happily.
"Yukirin I think it's best for you to tell them," Takamina said trying to ease Yuki as she knew she was betraying everyone with this statement.
"Minna-san," Yukirin said taking deep breaths as she said it,"I'm dating Takamina." Everyone else took a moment to take the information in.
"EH!"
"I know it sounds weird but that why we were so bubbly just now," Takamina said," It was for her sake. She wanted to move on"
-10 Years later-
"Nee Yukirin exactly how much did you eat during your pregnancy!?" Yuko asked suspiciously, knowing that before Yukirin gave birth she ate quite a lot.
"Everytime I saw a lot of things in the fridge I'd just eat it all so I tortured Takamina and her money everytime," Yukirin answered rather bluntly before laughing.
"Yukirin, what did you name your son?" Kojiharu then asked whilst hugging the squirrel.
"Kashiwagi-Takahashi Mayu," she answered Kojiharu whilst holding her son in her arms, "I wanted to be reminded of
her. Reminds me, minna want to visit Mayuyu's grave?" She asked everyone whilst everyone agreed. During the trip everyone solemnly said prayers for Mayuyu's safety and without realizing it, Mayu was watching up above them. Her grave stood in the middle of Aoyama Cemetery in Saitama. Everything seemed perfect for Yuki. Her past lover being reminded of her seemed surreal. The gravestone said:
Watanabe Mayu
(1994-2013)
Good Friend
Good Singer
Good Advisor
Mayuyu seemed to sort out everyone's problems . From her Oshiri Sister Yuko's confessional problems to Takamina's managerial problems to her own lovers problems, she always had the right advice for all types of situations but one. Her own crush seemed to have slipped right through her own fingers and she didn't know how to get her back.
Yukirin stood in front of the gravestone and said: "Mayu, look! I named him after you~ You said not to get married to a guy so I got married with Takamina instead! I hope you feel alright up there!" Everyone else stood around what they thought was the remnants of their best friend in AKB48. Mayu stood up high in the heavens nodding in approval like a fatherly figure.. She knew Yukirin would do the right choice, Takamina was perfect for her, being the same age and all.
"Yukirin, I hope you have fun down there" she thought before she minded her own business again.
Narrator: Everything ends on a sad note whether it'd be death or depression everything will be alright with support and love from other people.
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Ending note: Guys I did it! I did what I expected this to be like
But Mayuyu did still die though so~
YukiMina as well~
For an AKB48 duo who are the same age I thought they would've been closer irl~
Peace~