Imagine me and you
Cameras everywhere it's like there was an accident happened. On the red carpet you will see a lot of famous personalities walking out from the arena. Those people who acquired an award welcomed by the anchors.“This is the night were everyone who achieved an award in Tokyo's Teen Choice Award celebrating their victory. It was a program dedicated to the personalities who are known by their field. And one of them named Oshima Yuko a famous blogger here in Japan! She was known by her sharp-tongued character by giving comments for instance in a movie review, politics, artists and etc.” - An anchor-woman said energetically and presented Yuko who’s standing right next to her.
Yuko smile and bow lightly in front of the camera. She greet “Hello everyone?! Thank you for your votes because of that I made to get this award!” and she lifted up her trophy and showing it in the eye of the camera. “Wow! How do you feel after getting this award Oshima-san?” asked by the anchor. “Oh! I do really feel happy! It’s like I’m in a cloud nine right now.” She answered while placing her left palm in her chest. “Yeah! After you achieved almost two hundred thousand votes, I doubt that you won’t get that. Well, I know you are successful in your career. If you don’t mind may I ask you? Is your love life is successful as well as your career?” Yuko smiles fade after she heard that question. The anchor patiently waited for her to answer, Yuko gulp and wetted her dry lips before she answer. Nervousness starts to draw in her face. “Um, no comment.” She replied with shaky voice. That is the only words she uttered and pressed against her lips, avoiding to show that it lightly trembles.“In your past relationship it was like an open book to all of us. Now you won’t give us any information regarding with your love life, do you want to keep in private this time?” The anchor kept asking Oshima.“You know how unfortunate my former relationship was. And I’m still in… pain and I don’t have time to have a relationship right now with someone. I’m still not ready though it was happened last 3 months ago. I know and I think the time is enough for me to move on, but I’m still not ready.” Yuko answered with teary eyes. “Oh!? I see… Thank you for the interview Oshima-san.” The anchor thanked her before they ended their conversation.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After that interview Yuko drive back to her house. When she reached her house she crushed her butt at the sofa in her living room, with 1 gallon of strawberry ice cream flavored carried by her left arm. And she turn on her 80” inches flat TV. Yuko saw the recap of the awards night that she was attended earlier. She frowned and gritted her teeth when she saw herself in the TV. “Ahhh!!! Ouch!!!” she screamed and massaged her left face. When she felt her tooth ache after she munched a large amount of ice cream. “Oh my G**! I do really look dumb in that interview…” Yuko sighed. While still fix her eyes on the screen. Yuko begin to change the channel of the station and looking for a program worth to watch. She stops tapping the remote when there’s a scene of two women kissing while lying at the rose. “What the h*ll? What is this movie? This is kind of gross… I think.” She murmured. Her attention was too focused at the movie, and forgot to eat her ice cream, now it’s good as water and ready to drink. After she done watching the movie she grab her laptop and made a review about the movie called “Imagine me and you”. She criticizes the movie and says “I hate this kind of love between two women. It’s not realistic, a love between same sex is kind of illusion. And this may sounds crazy but love is not a feeling! It’s a matter of CHOOSING! Yes! Love is equal to choose. Because if not maybe I’m still with the person I loved and hated the most at the same time. I still love him but I choose to protect myself of being hurt. I asked my friend for an advice, I said what should I do and what I have to follow? Is it my heart or is it my head? She answered me follow your head if you want to protect yourself, follow your heart to protect others. For a moment I asked myself and analyzed properly of what decision to make. And here I am I chose to love myself. And in addition I don’t believe in true love as well as in happy ending.”And after typing that she posted it on her Blog, she mumbles “Tomorrow for sure I will be collected a lot of haters and bashers I think.” Yuko sighed and looked at her ice cream that was now look like a yogurt. She returned lazily the ice cream on the fridge. She brushed her teeth and set her alarm that was on the table beside her bed.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The sun's ray escape from the small opening in the curtain made the things inside the room visible.“Kriiiiiiiiiing Kriiiiiiiiiing!"When the right hand of the clock hit on 12 it says its hello to Yuko.“Arghhh……..” Yuko groaned. While her eyes were still closed she searched her alarm clock using her left hand and turned it off. After Yuko woke up she fixed her bed, takes a bath and opens her laptop. “Hmmmnn…” She hummed. When she opens her account she closed her eyes and takes a deep breath. Yuko readying herself in the comments that’s awaits her. She scrolled the screen down up to the comments. And slowly opens her left eye and started to read the comments one by one.Leave your comments:“LOL! You’re just broken hearted! </3 </3 </3” From: Acchekun79"What are you saying that love is not a feeling?! You’re bitter old hag!” From: JoanneMarie_09“I saw you last night in TV. After the anchor asked you about your love life, I felt that you want to cover your head with a sack!” From: Rhain_Rhain_go_away“YOU’RE MOTHER F**KER!” From: Achuyuu082490“True love is like gripping a rose that was full of thorns, it’s impossible to feel the love without being hurt.” From: Anonymous“What kind of way of thinking is that?” From:Chan_desu.(And so on.........)After Yuko read all the comments. There is one respond caught her attention.“True love… you say…” Yuko murmured. And mumble “From anonymous?...”“I guess this is the only person who didn’t hate me after what I said last night.” Yuko added.Yuko was curious about the comment of this person so she decided to make a reply.“Hi!?” Yuko just send a simple greeting to the person and an instant she receive a reply. “Hello...” from the anonymous.Yuko excitedly taps the keyboard of her laptop to make a reply.“Hmmn… You say “True love is like gripping a rose that was full of thorns, it’s impossible to feel the love without being hurt.” You talk so deep… it seems that you’re knowledgeable when it comes to love.” Yuko replied.“You think so? Well, the truth is I’m going bully you too last night after reading your blog about my favorite movie of all time! But after seeing other people saying a lot of bad words to you, I’ve changed my mind and I rather tell you that.”“Oh! I see… I have to thank them because I had your mercy. -_-“ “I was just joking (>.<) I’m actually your fan so I still respect your point of view. If you want I could give you some of my advice about love problems.”“Haha (n_n) what? Are you going to teach me some lesson about love?” Yuko replied.“Teach you, you say? Well you can say that since I am a teacher…! (>.<)”“Whoa!? Really?, so no wonder that you talk like that.”“After we had an idol-fan relationship we will now shift to student-teacher relationship. But I have to warn you Oshima-san.”“Warn me about what?”“You know that students can’t fall to their teachers. Hahaha… (x.x)”’“WOW!!! You’re oozing in self-confidence huh!? -_-“ “Haha… I’m just telling you that… but I know you won’t fall with someone like me. (n.n)”Yuko checks her wrist watch and alarmed after she saw that she was almost late to her work. But before she leaves the house Yuko sends another message to the anonymous person.“I’m going to my work today; If you want you can add me in my facebook account so we could talk there privately. Just add me here -> yukooshima@yahoo.com, nice talking to you.” Yuko last replied. She deleted their conversation and proceeds to her workplace.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After a whole day of tiring work Yuko dived to her bed and grabbed her laptop. She checks her FB account if the person sends her a friend request. Yuko open first her inbox and read the message saying “Hi! It’s me. (n_n)”. Yuko frown after scanning the account of the person. “What is this person’s name?…” She murmured. “Anony? … the first name is Anony? And her last name is Mous?... The hell is this? When you read the first name and last name together it will be “ANONYMOUS!!!?” Yuko squinted her eyes and sighed.“This person just using an alias…and the profile picture is…a cat?.” Yuko muttered. She noticed that the person was online so she decided to send a message. “Good evening? Wait what is your name, are you a girl or a boy, and where do you live?...” “Haha… You ask too many questions it’s like I am applying for some work.”“-_- Well I’m just asking you because there’s no reliable reference about you. Don’t you want to give your identity?” “You can tell that… I don’t want to give any information about myself. (x,x)”“What? Why? You’re kind of unfair, do you know that? But you know everything about me!.. -_-““It’s because you’re a public figure… we’re different. If you don’t like this kind of set-up you have the will to ignore me right?”“But?... Okay… I’ll just wait the right time that you’re ready to give me your name and other information about you. (n_n)”“So… I think you’re fine with this… thank you for your understanding. (>.<)”“Hmmn… By the way how is your day?” Yuko asked.“Well… Fine I just watch movies this whole day… Hey? What is your favorite horror movie?”“Why do you ask?”“I also want to watch that! (>.<) So tell me…”“Um… Evil Dead! That is my favorite! (X_X)”“-_- but I already watched that, anything else?”“Naaah… That’s it… -_-“Every day they talk what their do and don’t likes, their still at the stage of getting to know each other. One day Yuko started to feel more comfortable with the person so she started to open up a topic that more personal. “Hey? Why do you think the reason why my ex leaved me?” Yuko asked.The person answered her with sincerity and Yuko also feel that. Yuko was amazed how the person opens her mind, and let her accept the reality of the main reason why his lover abandoned her. Yuko notice that the person made her realize something. She thought that she was understand by the person she barely known.“Just remember this one thing every time you remember your past. It’s better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad.” The anonymous person said.Every day it seemed that Yuko always excited to talk that person. In morning, afternoon and evening both of them didn’t miss a chance to check each other status. Like they ask how each other day is, what do they eat for their breakfast, lunch and dinner?. Before Yuko met the person she only do is to update her blog and go to her work it was like a routine for her. And shed a tear every time she remembers her ex-lover. But when the person came to her life there’s something she couldn’t explain. The person could make her smile without telling her anything.Yuko started to feel strange towards that person. She asks herself if she has a feeling called love to the said person. Yuko wanted to tell that she’s starting to carry these unexplainable feelings. But she remembered the person said to her about the student-teacher relationship. Yuko was halted thinking that maybe the person is already with someone. That’s why she was warned in the first place.“I don’t know, I’m not sure with my feelings maybe I just feel happy the way we talk to each other, but because of that person I suddenly forgot my pain… before it’s hard for me to wake up every day because I miss my ex but because of that person, I suddenly appreciate lot of things, that person makes me realize how beautiful life is, that person point of view makes me see how colorful life is…” “Why I’m so scared with this feeling, why I stop myself from falling, all I need to do is say all the feelings I kept. Why Oshima Yuko is so afraid with love? It’s because of my past? Or maybe I’m just scared to feel hurt again. Am I ready? Share my life with someone I don’t even know yet, someone who I haven’t met yet, and someone I just met in internet. If this is not love, why I feel this? Why I’m so excited to read that someone messages, why I giggle with that someone lame joke. Why I’m so crazy with that person, makes me nervous, makes me think how to respond, and makes me excite.” Yuko thought while resting her hands in the keyboard and staring blankly the screen. She’s still deciding if she’ll confess or not but thinking not to convey her thoughts to the person is like a love letter that will never sent.Yuko check if the person is online but turns out that the person was offline. She thinks it’s for the best and just leaves a message.“Hi Good morning!? I think I’m already in my work by the time you were reading this. I want to ask you if I could see you in person. It’s been already a month since we started to chat each other. If you’re wondering why I want to see you… It’s because we are already friends right? (n_n)” in the end Yuko didn’t confess her feelings and decided it’s better if she could confess in person.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
When she reached her workplace she noticed that her co-worker staring her and asks “You look so blissful these past few days Oshima-san. What happened?” While her friend nudging the elbow to her left side.Since her co-worker is also one of her close friends she shared her story.“You know what Yuko… if you think that you were in love with that person. I think I’m kind of amazed… earlier I just read about an article called “The reason behind love.” It said that scientifically love can be explained… to make the love on its 100% it should be consisting 55% of body language, 38% for the tone and speed of voice and last 7% which is through words. Don’t you think that you just used only 7% and now brought you to insanity?” Her friend winked at her.Yuko didn’t utter a word but a smile starts drawn on her lips. She felt that what is happening to her right now is really special.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After her work Yuko took a visit to the nearest pet shop on her house.“What are you looking for Ma’am?” asked by the owner of the pet shop.Yuko put her phone facing the owner and requested “I want to have a cat like this, do you have one?”After a moment Yuko was given a cat that was look like exactly the same on the picture.
“Here it is Ma’am…” The pet shop owner presented.“Whoa!!!? Thank you… what is it a girl or a boy?” Yuko asked. “It is a girl cat Ma’am…” The pet shop owner answered.“Oh!? Don’t you have a boy?”“I’m sorry but that’s all we have in here.”“Okay never mind… I’ll take this one!” Yuko exclaimed.“We have a free nameplate Ma’am. What name do you want to be engraved?” “Really?... Um… I want to call her… “NYAN-NYAN!” Yuko smiled as she answered.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After Yuko went to the pet shop she looks for her laptop and start to check her inbox.“Why do you want to see me?” the anonymous person replied her.“We’re now friends right?”“Yeah! But your place where too far away that was I’m living right now.”“It’s fine with me! I’m willing to see you!”After several minutes Yuko didn’t receive any reply.. . . . . “How about you try to find me?” asked by the anonymous person. “WHAT!!!!??? JAPAN IS TOO BIG FOR ME TO SEARCH FOR A SINGLE PERSON!” “Hahaha… Well, I live here in Tokyo, 1919 is my address.” “THE H*LL! I can’t believe this; you give me your INCOMPLETE ADDRESS!” “Hahahahaha!!!...” the person just laughed at her.“Arghhhhhh!!! This person!!!” Yuko groaned and screamed. “OKAY! I’ll look for you just using that pathetic information!” Yuko replied. “If you managed to find me within this week, I’ll say “I LOVE YOU” to you so you’ll know that was me!” Yuko blushed after she read the words of “I LOVE YOU”.“Really!??” Yuko asked. “Yes! I’ll say that to you so you’ll know that you found the right person!”“Okay! Just wait for me!”“By the way today I brought a cat that was exactly looks like your profile picture! And I named her NyanNyan (n.n)”“Really? Why you named your cat NyanNyan” the person asked.“Well it’s because I brought a “GIRL CAT” instead of a boy… so that’s why.”“Is that so? But why did you bought a cat?”“Hmmn… I just wanted to have a thing that will resemble you that’s why…”“Hahaha… Really? That’s weird…? <(0_0)>”“Yeah! I think so too… but I can’t help it… -_-”-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After their conversation Yuko try to search in the internet where the places have a 1919 number.“Whoa! 12 districts that have the same number… this are too much and they’re so far on each location.” Yuko almost give up just knowing this information. But she remembered how this person makes her heart race and makes her happy.“Okay!!! I’ll start tomorrow and I have seven days to go!” She shouted in her head while clenching her right fist and lifted it up.Yuko filed a vacation leave for one week and begin to search for the person. Every time she failed to find this person it makes her sad and happy at the same time. She’s thinking that every time she fails it makes her closer to the person that she’s looking for.“6 districts down, 6 more to go…” she mumbled. While sipping her juice in a store as she takes a rest. “3 days left… “ she thought while driving back to her house.
Yuko open her laptop and mail the person.“Hey!? Good evening!? I’m so exhausted searching for you!... (-_-)” “Hahaha? So you were still looking for me?” “YES! Because I’m so desperate to find you!” “Hmmn… What if you can’t find me?” “WHAT!? Is this 1919 is not your real number address?” “I’m just asking “WHAT IF?” “(-_-) Well, I think that is the time I should stop looking for you…” “Hmmn… Can ask you something?” “Sure what is it?” “Could you write our story?” “(-_-) Huh!? But I’m not a writer…” “Hmmn…” the person just replied her hummed. “Okay! I’ll try.. so what is your request?” Yuko asked. “Oh! I just don’t want a happy ending.” “Huh?! Why?...” Yuko asked but no response after that. She smiled and thinking that maybe the person was just busy doing something else.But after a month the person didn’t ever made a contact to her. Yuko just waited patiently every morning, afternoon and evening, checking her e-mail if the person give her a reply. Yuko missed so much the person and reminiscing their happy moments in chatting.One day the cat that Yuko bought also vanished like the person’s presence. It added up to her depression.“I hope tonight I won’t hear any cry of a cat, so I won’t think it’s mine…” Yuko mumbled while lying on her bed.6 months later Yuko wrote a book and successfully made a big sale on the market. So the company who helped her published the book decided to have an autograph signing in a famous book store in Tokyo. Yuko was feeling blessed and thanked the person whenever it crossed to her mind. When the time has come for the event, Yuko was overwhelmed by the people who come just to see her. She take her seat , Yuko’s eyes were caught by the girl who’s standing in the front line. “Whoa?... So beautiful, I didn’t expect that I have a fan someone like her.” She said to herself. When the autograph signing began the security guard allowed the fans to get near to Yuko’s table.Yuko smiled radiantly and made an eye contact to the girl that she was observing before.“Do you have a request? What do you want me to write?” Yuko asked.“I Love you.” The girl requested.“Huh!?” Yuko asked as if she didn’t hear it clearly.“I said I LOVE YOU.. Please write it down Oshima-san.” stated by the girl and smiled at her.“Ahhh! I see…” Yuko just laughed and shook her head with disbelief thinking that the girl was confessing to her.
After Yuko wrote it down she handed the book and exchanged a smile to her fan.“Thank you for buying my book…” Yuko thanked her as they shake their hands.Yuko followed the girl by her eyes and grinning ear to ear. After the girl vanished to her sight she just continues her autograph signing. Approximately 10 minutes later the security guard handed her a small piece of paper. And she asks “Excuse me what is this?” Yuko lifted her hand holding the paper. “Ma’am that was given by a girl and she asked me to give that to you.” The security guard answered.She unfolded the paper and starts to read. After she read that Yuko stand up and asks the security guard. “Where is the person who gave this to you?” as she grabbed the sleeves of his uniform. The guard gave her the description of the girl, Yuko leaved everything behind, she ran after that and searched for the girl.“Where are you?” She asked no one. She run and run but the massive crowd made her more difficult to find the person. Her heart beats like crazy “So she was a she after all!” she thought. When she about to give up she shifted her gaze to the pedestrian crossing, she feel relieved after she found the back of person she’s looking for, standing and waiting for the stop light to turn red.She is about to make a step but she noticed that the girl was with another person, and that person was a man. Yuko pulled back and clenched her hand that made the small piece of paper crumpled.She closed her eyes and whisper “I love you too… Kojima Haruna.”.Yuko turned her back and leave the place with a bitter smile drawn on her face.The words that were written in the piece of paper saying…“I love you… from Kojima Haruna.”The End
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I dont own this fic alone.. me and my co-writer made this with special reason and i want to thank
atsuxyuu for making this story possible. This fic is her idea i just put some idea here..
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