VOICE OUT [TECHIMEMI]
"I shook away all of that because I believe love never ask for return but I'm just a weak girl, I also want to feel that you care about me."
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"Memi, will you get off of me?"
"I can't breathe Memi."
"Memi, I'm studying."
Hirate sighed for the umpteenth times as she put down her pencil and slumped her back to the swivel chair. She heard giggles from the small girl that sitting in her lap. A complete set of white teeth beamed at her as the girl fix the eyeglasses from Hirate eyes.
It Sunday in the afternoon where Hirate is spending her day peacefully by studying in her dorm but interrupt when her five months girlfriend came and start clinging to her like a monkey.
"I missed you." Kakizaki Memi cutely said, a shades of pink flashes from her cheeks. "I missed my Techi so much~"
Hirate sighed again. "Don't you need to study? We have test tomorrow."
"I already did last night. I spend my entire night to study." Memi cheerfully said and that will explain why she haven't email or call her last night like she usually did. Hirate nodded. "Even though I hate to study, I did it. Don't you think that I deserve a prize from you for being such a good girl?"
Memi sheepishly smile as she showed to Hirate her cutest smile. Hirate tilt her head and pretend she doesnt have any idea what Memi is asking. She can't do that, she is too shy to do that.
"Good job." She quickly said and avert her gazes, focus to the book she's reading. Memi huffed and pout as she stand beside Hirate, feeling down. But it quickly change when something came up to her mind. Hirate silently watches Memi as the girl run to where her bag is.
"Here, I cooked you some cookies. I woke so early in the morning to cooked this." Memi said as she put the box of cookies in Hirate table. "Eat this please."
Hirate give a look at it then shook her head. "I'm studying."
"You can eat it while studying."
"Memi."
"Please?" Memi uses her baby talk as she flashes her beautiful eyes, a move that make Hirate weak but never admit to Memi. Hirate avert her gazes as she feel her cheeks heat and before Memi notice it. She open the box and eat one.
"How is it?" Memi asked excitedly, her face is so close to Hirate that making the short haired girl avert her gazes again.
It tastes familiar. The cookie taste familiar. Hirate doesn't like too much sweet but she's sure that she already taste this. Ah-- this cookie is from the popular bakery near their school. She's 100% percent sure that it's from them and Memi can't cook, she doesn't know how. So why Memi will lie to her that she did it when the cookie is originally from the bakery? Maybe to impress her?
"Good." She replied as she cover her face by her free hand when blush start to spread her cheeks. She heard Memi clapped her hands as she squeal like she did something she's proud of.
"I'm happy you like it!" She exclaimed, eyes shining and admiring the girl sitting in the swivel chair.
At first, Hirate Yurina really didn't know how Kakizaki Memi become her girlfriend. Actually, she hate her for being so noisy, stupid, talkative, crybaby, childish, and clingy. Since the day it transferred to her school and assigned to sit beside her, the girl didn't stop bothering her. She's the complete opposite of Memi, she prefer to be alone with books or sleeping in the table, she doesn't have much friend and very shy. But contrary to her personality, Hirate Yurina is very popular to girls and boys. And Memi is one of those girls who hooked by her charm.
Hirate Yurina is not dense not to notice that the younger girl likes her, but what she's wondering is why the girl didn't normally confess to her like the her other admirers do. The girl keep sticking to her like a glue, telling stories she's not really interested, asking to teach her in one subject she's having trouble. Hirate wanted to say no, but it's weird that she can't say it. Seeing the smile from Memi keep her wondering why. She told her many times to the girl to stay away from her because she hate it when other is interrupting her but the girl didn't obey her. And as time goes by where she let Memi stick to her as she get tired.
But the thing is she can't deny that Kakizaki Memi are very kind, reliable at times, sweet and funny. What made her drawn to the girl is the kindness inside her heart and her sincerity. Memi told her many times that she like her, that she loves her and what Hirate doesnt understand is how she find sincerity from her voice, like it's all true from her heart.
Once, it was summer festival, where her eyeglasses accidentally broke because of the wave of students ran to the direction she's walking when someone announced that there's a girl group who will perform in the auditorium. She felt nervous at that time as she can't see anything clear, all was blurred. But Memi came to rescue, forgetting the girl group she's looking forward and instead help her out of the crowd. After she put Hirate safely in the corner, she then search for the eyeglasses. It took her three hours of searching and another four hours of fixing the eyeglasses, while Hirate stay beside her, unsure of what's happening around her. And her eyeglasses was done, she came back to see clearly and only to find out Memi smiling sweetly to her while there's some scratch from her cheek.
They didn't really did the official way of asking to go out, Hirate didn't ask her. The short haired girl didn't know where she got the courage to pulled the younger girl into embrace and pressed softly her lips to the girl. Since then, Memi think that they are dating and Hirate also like her.
As time goes by, Hirate knew that she likes her, no she loves her. She want to see Memi everyday, she want to talk to her always and she love the affection the girl that showing and she want to see Memi smile because of her. But the thing is, Hirate doesnt know how to show it. She didn't know if Memi already notice it but she can't bring herself to hug the girl, respond the sweet words and even kiss her again. She want to do it all to her but she's nervous, she's embarrassed and she's scare that it disappoint Memi.
Hirate Yurina grew up in family who didn't show any affection to her and always told her not to disappoint them the most. Since that, she build a wall to herself, telling that she didn't need love that will make her weak. But all of that ruined by Memi, the long haired girl made her realized that being inlove is really amazing and wonderful. Making her addicted to every little thing they did.
"I love you, Techi." She abruptly turn her head to Memi at the sudden words. At this moment, Hirate find Memi so beautiful. Like her eyes and lips calling her. She can feel the overflowing love from Memi.
She want to reply and say those words to her too but something deep down inside stopping and telling her that if she let it, everything will turn worse. She curl her first into ball.
"M-me too." She respond before she turn her head to the book but it didn't miss to her the disappointment and pain written from Memi eyes. But she heard her chuckle, stretching her arms.
"Yosh! I'm gonna take a look at Chichi for a while." Memi said as she happily sing a song while making her exited the room. As Memi gone from the room, Hirate cursed under her breathe.
"You're the worst, Yurina."
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"Let me remind you again Techi, don't be late in Saturday, Its our six monthsary. I'm really looking forward to it!"
Memi joyfully said before she left Hirate only nodding her head. The short haired girl walk back to her room, lay to her bed then blankly stare at the ceiling. She's been thinking these past few weeks what she would do to make Memi happy to their celebration. Of course she didn't forget it, Google and Twitter are her friends these days. Searching for the good thing to do in anniversary.
She want to make Memi happy this coming Saturday, she want Memi to feel that she also loves her.
Because their last monthsary went worst. Hirate felt that time that she's the worse human-being when she made Memi stood up for about six hours in their called time. She didn't forgot that day, she also looked forward to it. Her parents called her that day and discussed some important things to her.
"I'm sorry I forgot it."
She reasoned out to Memi which she think the lamest. She's expecting her to get mad or shout at her but the girl only smile while nodding her head; saying it's fine. It may sound insincere but she really feel sorry for the girl that she lack showing her feelings.
That's why this time, she will do better.
Saturday came fast, she prepared everything. Herself, the bouquet of flowers that Memi love, the restaurant she booked one week from the date and the things she wanted to say to Memi for the long time. Everything may look plain but she's willing to learn and find everything that make the girl happy. But for now, this is all she can manage and she promise to pull off this date.
She's nervous of course. She checked the time and messaged Memi that's she's on her way now to their meeting place. The girl replied with a heart emoji which made her smile. She put her phone in the table for a while then she turn to the mirror to fix her clothes and hair.
But someone open the door and interrupt her, she turn her head and find out it's Imaizumi Yui.
"Nice to see you again Yurina." She says, earning a bowed from Hirate then she return to what she's doing.
"You going somewhere?" She asks as she stand beside her, she nodded again. "Where?"
"Memi."
"Ah that's why you look handsome." Imaizumi grinned. "But I'm afraid to tell you that your father calling you, he have something to discuss with you again."
She cursed under her breathe again, no, not again. She looked at her wristwatch, she still has one hour left before the meeting time. She can't afford to be late again.
"I'm sorry but tell him I need to go."
"And where are you going, lady?" That voice entered the room, she sighed as she looked at him. It's her father. "You can't go until we haven't discuss it."
"And what is it?"
"Your engagement to Imaizumi. Come down, her parents is there don't make me feel ashame."
Again, this topic will start again. How many times she told them that she's not interested to this girl? She's not going to marry anyone in this age, and if she's going to, Its only Memi she could think of.
She huffed as she curl her fist into ball. "I'm not going to marry you." She glared at Imaizumi which made the shorter girl, smirk.
"The feeling is mutual. Why don't you show your guts and tell them that we are not interested to each other?"
Hirate could only rolled her eyes and left her in the room. She hate the girl guts, she also hate how little guts she has for herself. She want this to finish as soon as early.
She cursed again, feeling stupid for forgetting her phone in her room and didn't have the courage to stand and leave the room. Time is running, she's already late and she's starting to worry. She gutted her teeth and throw a glare to every faces inside the room. She hate them, she never felt so much hate towards other like this.
Memi, please wait for me.
After the discussion which Hirate didn't really pay attention, she stood up faster and exit the room but she stop again by her father.
"What?!" She growled, didn't think it's her own father. "I'm done with all of you so let me get out!"
"You should remember what i told you!" Her father roar back but it didn't scare her. Everything felt sick to Hirate, she's tired of the people holding her life.
"No, I don't want to remember and I'm telling you, I'm not going to marry that girl. I already have someone I like." She said then stormed out of their house, ignoring the shout and voices of her parents.
She hurried as she drive faster and hissed when a sudden rain poured down which added her worries. She's five hours late, she dialed her number but it keeps rejected. Oh no, everything went wrong again.
As she arrived at the meeting place, she run out from the car, not minding the rain pouring to her as she keep looking for Memi but she can't see her everywhere. She spend hour looking at her, she's already drenched but it didn't cross her mind. The important is to see her. The rain stopped and that is when she decide that she will go to Memi place.
She arrived, knocking to the door, only to approach by Memi mom who were surprised to her drenched state. She paid her respect and ask if Memi is home.
"Oh yes, she went home drenched too. What's happening to you kids? Flu is active these days." Memi mother clicked her tongue before she hurriedly pick some towel for Hirate. "Dry yourself. I'm going to call her."
She said her thanks and nodded. She can't but to feel bad. It only took minutes before Memi mother came back with a worried and awkward face.
"I'm sorry Hirate-chan but Memi said, she doesn't want to see you for now."
She felt pain for the first time that made her stiff until Memi mother hold her shoulder and ask what's wrong between them. She only shook her head and bid a goodbye, saying she will visit again soon.
Before she left Memi house, she looked at Memi window sadly before she get in the car and drive home with a heavy heart.
She made Memi upset and she doesn't know what to do.
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Monday morning came without a phone call from and sweet messages from Memi which she always do. It's the second time Hirate felt pain. She can't also bring herself to message her first, she's scared. The third time she felt pain is when she didn't see Memi figure waiting patiently to her in the school like she always do.
She misses her.
She's scare to step inside the school and see Memi, she doesn't know what to say or to do. But she's willing to do everything to have Memi forgiveness. Her eyes moving around, searching for a certain girl. She stiffened to her position as she see the girl walking to her direction.
"M-Memi.."
But to her surprise, the girl walk passed by her, not even looking her in the eyes and ignored her. She felt pain again for the fourth time, it's the first time Memi ignore her. The fifth time she felt pain is inside the room where she feel Memi is so far away but she's literally near beside her.
The class is running and it's so unusual for Memi to listen carefully to their teacher where before, she spend the entire time bothering Hirate. Memi is really mad at her and completely ignoring her existence. She took a deep breathe and tell to herself that she's going to talk to her after class.
As the ring bell, Hirate immediately stand and about to call the girl but Memi already rushed outside the room which left Hirate again.
"Memi is ignoring you, am I right?" Suzumoto Miyu asked as she walk toward Hirate.
"Maybe she got tired chasing Hirate all this time." Oda Nana laughed but stop when Miyu glare at her.
"What happen?" Miyu asked again.
"I made her mad at me and I don't know what to do."
"That's bad. Just keep apologizing, Memi really loves you and I know she will forgive you soon." Miyu positively said, which make Hirate inside alive for a second.
"Yes she loves you but you can't ignore the fact that you keep her hurting because you are coward." Oda Nana said with a straight face, Miyu glare at her again but this time she ignore it. "One little advice from your bestfriend, tell everything you feel to her. Be brave enough before you completely lose her."
Oda Nana words scared her. It scare her just by thinking that Memi will lose from her. A part of her can't accept that, she doesn't want that to happen. The whole day goes by as Memi really ignored Hirate.
As the class ended and the students run outside the room, Hirate took a deep breathe first before she chase Memi outside the room.
"M-Memi!" She shout but the girl didn't stop. "Memi!" she shout louder than before which made the girl stop walking. Hirate run to her, holding her shoulder to turn her around. As their eyes meet, Hirate can tell that Memi is already in the brink of crying.
"Memi, let's talk please."
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Awkward and silence filled them as they choose to talk in the park near the school. They are sitting in the swing while both holding a can of coffee that Hirate bought. The short haired girl want to speak, but something stopping her inside and she hates it. She's throwing glances at Memi which very unusual for being quiet. Her eyes fall down to her Memi hands, she want to hold it, she want to squeezes those small hands and tell her everything she feel but she can't do it.
"If you're not going to say anything then I will go home, I'm tired and want to rest."
Her eyes widen and panic creep inside her when Memi stood from the swing and about to take a step. She quickly pull the younger girl hand, stopping her. Memi turn to look at her then to their hands which quickly let go of Hirate.
"Memi.." Her heart is beating so fast, she feel she's going to faint any moment as Memi eyes not leaving her. "I'm sorry for what happened."
She knew to herself that there's something lack to what she said, sincerity. Memi only sighed.
"You know what, I've came to realized few things." Memi start, Hirate can feel her heart bursting from the way Memi talk. She hates it, she don't like what's coming ahead. Memi sadly smiled. "That it's all one sided love. I like you so much while you, don't."
No, Memi that's not true. I like you, I really do.
"I really like you because you're the only one who let me stay by their side without thinking me as a nuisance." Memi said making Hirate stare at her and speechless for a moment. "That's why when you kissed me, I felt so much happiness that I wanted to cry."
"I thought you like me too but it looks not. I'm the only one who wants this relationship. It's all my fault for thinking that you like me too. I've waited for you to say that you like me too but I never heard it. I've waited for you to return the hug but you never did. I shook away all of that because I believe love never ask for return but I'm just a weak girl, I also want to feel that you care about me." That is when Memi tears start to flow, the sixth time she felt pain is when she saw Memi cried because of her.
Please don't cry Memi, it hurts me.
"If you don't like me then say so then I will stay away from you, not like this when you raising my hopes."
No, don't go. I don't want you to go.
"I'm sorry for pushing you, for being such annoying brat." Memi sadly chuckle. "From now on I'm not going to bother you anymore. You're free Hirate."
Hirate felt her feet glued to the ground, her muscles not working together to move. She hates herself for letting Memi to walk away. And that is the first time, Hirate tears drop from her cheeks.
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The news about Hirate and Memi broken up quickly circulated the whole campus making the girls start to surround Hirate again and make their confession. It's been one month since they broke up and Hirate can say that everything become dull and dark to her. She doesn't have any idea to move on from this, as if Memi brought her soul.
"I like you Senpai."
She look up to the junior who asked her to come to the rooftop and confesses to her. It's the third girl for this day. Hirate releases a trouble sighed.
"I'm sorry but I can't accept your feelings." Hirate said as she bow her head and about to walk away.
"Why? Is it because of Memi? She doesn't like you anymore! Shes about to accept that senpai who's courting her now."
Hirate curl her fist inside her pocket as she bite her bottom lips. She ignore her again and walk away as if she didn't heard her.
They didn't interact to each other since they broke up and lot of Memi's admirer surround her too. It hurts Hirate deep inside, though Memi doesn't accept anyone but lately there's this one senpai of them confessed to Memi. She saw it, she saw how Memi cheeks flustered and told that senpai that she will think about it. It put Hirate in pain, making her frustrate just thinking about it.
She's the biggest coward in the town, she think. She can't even bring her courage to win Memi back. And now, Memi is about to accept someone feelings.
She walk back to their classroom when she notices she forget her book in the room. She open the door and little got surprised to see Memi sleeping in her desk. She walk slowly, carefully not to startle the younger girl. She stopped in front of her, leaned to the desk beside and found her self staring at the girl she misses the most.
A softly smile drawn to her face. It's the girl that made her believe love is really wonderful, amazing and frustrating at the same time. If you did something wrong, its making you hope so hard to turn the time back. Memi sleeping face looks so peaceful and pretty.
"Memi, I love you. I really do since the day you talked to me." She whispered. And before she could brush the hair from Memi cheek, she startle by the door that suddenly opened.
Her heart squeezes when it showed the senpai that courting Memi right now, Memi also woke up.
Hirate bowed at their senpai while the other greeted her nicely. She looked at Memi who couldn't look at her in the eyes. She wonder if Memi heard her?
"Are you ready to go?" Their senpai happily asked, Memi could only nodded her head, putting a force smile.
"Yes."
"Well then, Hirate-chan were going now. Please excuse us." The senpai said as she bowed her head, which also responded too by Hirate. She grab Memi hand which didn't misses by Hirate eyes. "Lets go."
Hirate and Memi exchange look before the younger girl dragged by her senpai. Hirate know deep inside that there's something written in Memi eyes when she looked at it.
She releases a heavy sighed. "I've lost her."
She found herself sitting weakly to her table, eyes looking outside the window where she found Memi and that senpai walking holding hands on the ground. Just by watching it making her heart shattered into pieces. The girl she owned got taken away.
"She's now walking away with other someone who would make her happy, who's not afraid to show her emotions, who would bravely make her feel that she loves her. And it's not you, it hurts you to know that it's not you. You will end up thinking why it's not you who suppose to be beside her. Then it crosses to your mind how you take her for granted, how you made her worry and think if both of your feeling are really mutual, you made her sad, disappoint, upset, and worst, you made the girl cry who cherishes you so much. Now, think about it. The time she lose in your eyes and walk away with someone, will be the day you will really lose her. Time is running, voice out your true feelings. It's still not too late, tell her all inside you."
Hirate believe that it's not too late because what she read in Memi eyes is the love for her. So she stormed out of the room and run to her best to reach Memi. She want to talk with her, she want to tell her feelings. She want her back.
Asshe reached on the ground, her eyes search for the certain figure, it become difficult for her to search for Memi since many students are on the ground. She run, run, though she's running out of breathe, she can't just give up because it her last chance. If she won't see Memi then it's all done.
"Memi!" She shout above her lungs, turning left and right. Students around her start gossiping and looking at her. Why the popular Hirate Yurina looks depressed and frustrated in the middle of the ground, shouting her ex-girlfriend name? But the short haired girl doesn't care.
She continue to run and carefully look everywhere until she totally exited from the school. She knows the two are still near and she's feeling that she can see them. And she's right, because when she turn left, she finally saw them.
"Memi!" She shout but the younger girl didn't stop, still continue to walk while the senpai beside her stop and look back to Hirate. Hirate shout again which made Memi stiffened but didn't the her head. "Memi, please listen to me!"
"I don't want to hear anything from you! Please stop!" Memi shout back with trembling voice, her fist curling into ball. The senpai just exchanging look at them, worried written in her face.
Hirate run towards them, but give Memi enough space. "Memi, please. Just this once, listen to me. Please heard me." Memi remained her back to Hirate.
"I know I've been dense and I taken you for granted during our relationship. I believe that I don't need to use words since I'm already showing it by my actions. I belive that's it's alright not to say to you directly what i feel because it's already okay just to be by your side. I belive love doesn't need words, Its all need actions. But all my beliefs gone since the day you left me, it made me deeply think that love wouldn't be survive with only words or actions, it needs both. That's what I realized."
Hirate gulped. "The truth is I'm a coward, I fear rejection and disappointment from other people, I used to perfect and think carefully and logically what will I do. I grew up with that thinking, but when im with you, it made me also realized thats its alright to have mistakes and failures but you cant forget to fix it in the end. That's why I'm trying to fix everything even though it's too late."
She notices Memi shoulders that moving up and down. "Kakizaki Memi, please listen carefully. I love you, I really do. And if you will give me another chance, I will bravely steal you from her."
She looked seriously at their senpai, then her eyes turn softer when she turn to Memi. "I will learn to speak into words and act how I feel about you. Losing you Memi will put me into despair."
Hirate tears fell from her eyes, it made her weaken when Memi still remain unresponsive. Their senpai who watching them in the side, suddenly blurt out laughing.
"Geez, Memi this hurt me a lot, noticing how you still like Hirate-chan. I can't date a girl who still like someone else, you should be sorry to me." Senpai said, gently tapping Memi shoulder. Memi can't still speak, her head still lower. "Try to apologizes to me next time, right?"
She nicely smile while it change quickly when she turn to Hirate, eyes are serious. "And you, you should thanks me for making you realizes how precious Memi is and giving her up to a coward like you. Make her cry again and you won't see her again."
Hirate only return the same serious they both on their eyes.
"Well, I have to go." Senpai silently made her exited, leaving the two in the street.
"Memi." Hirate called out after their senpai gone. Memi couldn't turn to her so Hirate muster her strength and gently spin the shorter girl to her. "Memi, I'm really sorry."
Hirate felt her heart pinch when she saw how pity Memi face, from the tears that stained her cheeks but it quickly change when Memi tilt up her head and looked at her. in the eyes.
With her trembling hand, Hirate grab Memi hand and give it a squeezes. "Please accept me again."
"I don't know what to say," Memi start as tears frowned which scared Hirate but a sweet smile from Memi change it all. "I'm so happy to heard that, what should I do Techi?"
Hearing her favorite nickname from Memi mouth was the confirmation that they are back in each other arms again. Hirate didn't know that there's courage inside her to pull the younger girl into embrace.
"Thank you, Memi. I will never waste this chance, I promise." Hirate think she's wearing the widest smile right now and the girl inside her arms is the reason of it. Memi sniff first before she wrapped her arms around Hirate.
"You stupid Techi," They both laughed. "All I need is to know if you love me."
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"I'm happy that both of you are back again." Her senpai said as she smile, Memi could only give a smile as she bowed her head to apologizes again.
"I really guess I'm not the one for you, Its really Hirate-chan right." She added which made Memi blushes.
"I guess so."
Both of them fell on silence until Memi phone ring loudly with a very unique ringtone.
'Memi~ Memi~ are you-- argh are you already sleepinh? Argh, this is really embrassing. Anyway, I love you Memi. Night!'
It ring loudly which causes the people in the cafe shop look at her weirdly, some of them laugh and some of them mumble. Her senpai find it weird but Memi find it so adorable.
It was Hirate voice, one night when both of them deeply immersed in their call time. Memi just found herself smiling just hearing Hirate voice, she didn't speak for about minute which wonder the girl on the line. She recorded Hirate voice and set it a ringtone.
"Argh, answer it seriously. It gives me creep!" Her senpai joke as she stood and grab her coat. Memi just chuckle as she stood also and bowed her head. "Well then, see you again."
"Thank you so much senpai."
It was afternoon when she invited her senpai in the cafe, to thank her for all the sincere feelings she had to her and also apologizes for rejecting her. She feel really sorry and also glad that her senpai accepted it nicely. It just a shame to turn her down since she's really a good senpai but she guess, forgetting Hirate is really hard. After she watched her senpai walled away, she exited the cafe and went to her next destination.
As she reached and spot a certain figure, a giggle escape from her mouth when she saw Hirate glaring at her and waiting impatiently beside the fountain.
"W-why do you need to see that senpai first of all?" Hirate approaches, Memi want to pinch her cheeks because of her cuteness. When Hirate notices her jealous behavior, she avert her gazes and try to hide her blushing cheeks. "Forget it."
Since they returned to each other, Hirate really didn't changed that much. She's still the shy girl Memi love so much. There were some times where Hirate is leading them, unconsciously speaking her feelings and showing it at the same time. But what she notices the most is Hirate become really jealous, though she's not showing it or telling directly to her. It's obvious from her face when some other guy or girl that will talk to Memi. She simply become protective which Memi really like.
Memi could only chuckle as she loop her arms around Hirate arms. She giggle when she saw the shades of pink from Hirate cheeks. "We just talked, im sorry I'm late. Did you wait long?"
Hirate shyly fix her bangs. "Not really, anyway where do you want to go?"
What Memi said bring bliss to Hirate. "Anywhere with you is fine. You, do you have something in mind?"
"Anywhere is fine with you." She smiled as she gently hold Memi hand and intertwined their fingers tightly and walk along with the crowds.
Hirate Yurina might be not the perfect and very poor to show her true feelings, Kakizaki Memi still think that she's the best one she had, because knowing that she sincerely love her is really enough. And for Hirate Yurina, Kakizaki Memi is the only girl she could think of that she's not scare to show her true self, where she know that Memi will sincerely accept and love her whoever she become and that is enough.
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A/N: I'm really sorry if it's really long and I didn't have any time to re-read and edit this. I'm really sorry so bear with the bad parts you will encounter. I really love this pair seriously, im starting to love Hiragana keyaki these days and Memi is the first thing that caught my attention though I can't say that she will be my oshi from Hiragana since Saito, Kato and Ayaka are really attractive.
Thank you so much for reading it! I really appreciate it. Love lots.
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