More bad news
Waiting for Makoto to answer the door Yossi can’t stop her heart from racing.
Stumbling down the stairs Makoto trips and Yossi hears a loud thump against the door before it opens and Makoto stands on the other side rubbing her head.
“Agh my head” she groans “What’s going on Yossi its 3 a.m.”
The annoyance soon went away when seeing the look on Yossi’s face.
“Come in.. What’s wrong?” stepping inside she leads her very scare looking friend into the living room.
“I … erm… agh…” the words can not come out of her mouth as she herself can not believe what is happening.
Slowly moving closer Makoto offers a warm reassuring hug as if to say
Its okay, you can tell me anything.
Still unable to speak Yossi takes Makoto’s hand and places it on her breast, making her fingers press harder in one spot.
In shock Makoto steps back realising the lump on Yossi’s breast. But as tears start to fall down the scared girl’s face she moves back, hugging her and holding her close.
As tears fall down Yossi’s face her words are muffled by the pain inside…
“I don’t want to die.”
Rocking her back and forth Makoto tries reassuring her by stroking her hair and soothing her heart with kind words but no words in this world could make the pain disappear.
Whilst Makoto is in the kitchen fixing a drink for the two Yossi takes out her phone and messages Aya.
‘I love you Aya, you’re the best thing that’s happen to me. I can’t do this anymore… It’s over… I’m sick of hiding’
Lying to Aya broke her heart, but knowing she probably didn’t have long to live she would have rather Aya think she was a jerk then be put through the pain of losing Yossi…