Update, update! I missed Character Studieeeees ~
I'll try to avoid spoilers(?) by minimizing or just not naming characters, just because I sometimes check a comment before actually reading and I don't want to spoil anyone. But I don't promise anything. Oh, and today I'm dangerously happy and I feel like quote-spamming and abusing emotis. Just sayin'
1This one was pretty obvious. Those variety game shows
...My poor little
bunny and her conflictive chara. If people critics wasn't enough, now she has to endure her fellow rookie half-serious, half-joking remarks?
Awwww... Jealous!Reina being too straightforward with her feelings again? Those kinds of things get me too if I'm emotional
This one is the shortest of all, but it has someething that I absolutely love. I think I mentioned it before but this:
It doesn’t hurt, really.
[...]
It shouldn’t hurt at all, really.
The two sentences are very alike, but very different in meaning at the same time. It's such a nice way to start-end a writing. I reeaaally love the kind of feeling it leaves when you finish reading something like this. Maybe it's only me being exaggerated as always, but I seriously
it. Even if it's angsty in this case. As an adorable fangirl said once, I love my drama as long it doesn't kill me
But I guess, in the end, I have mixed feelings about this. Because I spy hints of
Tanashige and that worries me. Yes, I still don't know what problem I have with that pairing but I can't bring myself to like it
Bring Eri to make her feel better!
Oh, and I learned more English again thanks to this one. Yaaaaaay ~
2[drama queen]
Aibon has been stricken off Hello! Pro existence.
I WILL ANGST OVER THIS FACT UNTIL THE DAY I DIE. OH, CRUEL REALITY [/drama queen]
Okay, we can continue now
Drama above aside, I find this one the angstier of all them. Because this is sad. Feeling being an outcast, a traitor, in those last moments she's spending there before she leaves...
I am almost certain that Matsuura is projecting it psychically, but I don’t feel like calling her on it.
I know this is supposed to be sad too, but the mental image I get from this is SO funny. I wish you could see Ayaya's expression in my mind right now
I think Ayaya dissapointment was more directed to herself than anyone else but even so... Bad Ayaya, you shouldn't make
her feel even worse for her decision. It's not like it was bad, anyway.
Yuko trying to help makes me happy. She really is a caring and sweet person deep inside. Deeep
And I know she has plenty idol-angst too (as we can later).
Who will I turn to for comfort and advice when I’m no longer part of a larger whole? What is so bad about wanting more? If I fail, who will save me?
I'LL SAVE YOU
This seriously made me want to hug her badly. You know how much I love this girl? Aw, my heart suffer reading this
The uncertainty and fear and loneliness, all mixed in a bad way. She needs hugs urgently, why nobody is giving them to her? WHY? But then...
A slice of meat delicately held up between chopsticks in front of me interrupt my spiraling madness. I blink at the proffered item and then look up.
And I find salvation in Rika-chan’s smiling face.
Okay, now I want to cry
This is so beautiful I just can't explain it properly ;_; And it has the Rika's smile PLUS. I'm a sucker for smiles, specially Rika's. Aaaah, I loved this ending, I loved it very much. And now, thanks to it, I love Rika even more
3What's this grac? I can't properly angst over Yuko when there are so many happy-distracting factors going on. The mix of drama and crack with semi-drunk Nakazawa, hyper Yossie and cute Gomaki is delicious
I would love to see that woodwind duet with Kemeko. I remember being impressed when I watched her playing sax for first time. But I have this image of Yuko being really bad at playing anything and throwing her instrument or hitting someone with it the end. Or something like that
...and started searching the internet for ‘alcohol’, ‘poisoning’ and ‘delirium’. I add ‘cure’ there as an afterthought.
Have I ever tell you how much I love your alcohol/drunk crack? Yes? Just reminding it to you then
But yeah, we all know that Yuko's soulmate is none other than alcohol. I'm sorry Yuu-chan but there is no cure for that. I think I'm going to make the Yuko/Alcohol ship my new OTP along with Yaguchi/Pizza. Yes.
If reading Yossie going all
'YAAAY Nakazawa-san!' wasn't enough to love that part, this:
‘Ah, sugoi kakkoii, Nakazawa Anego coolly looking up from her new mobile phone to regard me with a burning, sexy gaze’. This is all that is keeping me from yelling at her.
I can't decide which part made me laugh more. Nakazawa Anego, her burning sexy gaze or the fact she decided not to yell at Yossie because all that
I love grac for writing so much win in two sentences. I guess I should be used to you awesome crack skills already, but seems I keep laughing like mad like I did the first time. And the moxicated face...
Awww at Yuko/Gomaki love
I always find extremely cute the pat-pat thing. Never fails to make me Aw. Maybe it's because I love it myself
And again...! The ending
Beautifuuuuuuul
Yuko loves very much her girls
I like how she says things like
"giggle girlishly about something nonsensical" (I laughed at that btw) sounding somewhat annoyed but at the same time, those are part of the things that make her feel good again. Aaah, Nakazawa Yuko, I love you
4Can I squeal, can I? Because I'm going to do it anyway
I'll seriously have to restrain myself from quoting and fangirling too much here. I'll try. Really >_>. But again, I cannot angst over this while being an obsessive happy fangirl. I'm sorry
not really I'm missing the main point
“So beautiful,” I whispered aloud as I traced my fingers across those planed features and I gazed into those eyes she was named after.
I think the most accurate way to express what I feel when I read this is something like:
akjdfhakdjfhadkfj Because she is looking secretly at her photo and she is tracing her features because omg she's so in love with her and she can't help it and omg I'm gonna die this cuteness I can't It's too much
I loved the subtle way you let us know a photo of whom is she looking at by the way. I like those things
The miracle of make-up hid most of the moles scattered on her face, but I knew where they were anyway. I couldn’t resist tracing my finger along a constellation path between those eyes and down her nose to rest briefly on the bottom lip of that expressive mouth.
That mouth.
OKAY. I'M SORRY I'M NOT REALLY RESTRAINING MYSELF AT ALL. BUT IT'S YOUR FAULT. YOU AND YOUR SO WELL WRITTEN OH-I'M-SO-I'M-LOVE-WITH-HER LOVELYCUTEFLUFFYNESS.
Omg I'm so happy and fangirly today, why isn't Bee here? I miss her even more when I'm fangirling! BEE COME BACK AND FANGIRL ISHIYOSHI WITH ME ;_; ksjdnfskdf *dies* Okay, really, this is just so so so
Adorable. She knows where are those moles, of course she knows
And yeah, everyone look at that, she's taking her time looking at her mouth, everyone knows why, right? And omg maybe is just me in sugar rush but really, all this is so beautifully and lovely written
It sent my fangirl levels to the max.
I'm going to stop quoting the fluffy cuteness or I'll quote it all. I'll calm down a little too
. But I loooooove it. I mean she start to list all those little details she loves/d about her. It's so lovely and beutiful and fangirlable that I can't make proper sense. And it's sad, but so still so Aww how she wants to do silly things just because that person haven't laughed in a while and she miss it.
And Miki. If someone could make this even better that person is Mikitty. Interrupting the fluffy inner monologue just to say
'You were smiling weirdly by yourself'.
'Weirdly' aka
'like an idiot in love' But she joins in photo contemplation anyway.
We both examined the photograph without speaking- I cannot presume to even read Miki's thoughts right now.
"I miss her." It didn't matter who said it- nor if it was said aloud, even.
I love this part too much
I needed to point it out ;_;
Charmikitty bonding wins at life here. Because of the mutual missing of how
Yossie used to be and because of their joined effort for distract and then hide the proofs of what they were doing
Also, the fact that the same sentence was used each time photo contemplation was interrupted made me laugh. Awesome
Aah, I have so many feelings right now
I loved the four scenes so much
But what's wrong with you, writing angsty stuff without warning?
...
Nah, you're awesome with everything, crack, or non-crack (even if the crack always find a way to sneak in, no matter what are you writing
). Don't say things like you feel like apologizing for posting this, because I enjoyed it very much. Way too much. Like always
And I remind you I'm looking forward the drama in
On call too
just remember bad, angsty (and non-fixable) W drama is off-limits >_>.
It was mostly written between the third and fourth line of Bee's fic's comment reply.
This amuses me. Multitask writing late at night?
I have to try that sometime.
And I just noticed! This is going to be my 100th post. This thread made me delurk for first time, and this post will be here as well. Okay, maybe it's stupid but it was unexpectly moving to me
Thank you and Bee for making me delurk
I you grac, update soon ~