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Title: Secret of GAM Ⅰ [Aya Version]
Post by: Gomaki on January 08, 2007, 02:15:15 PM
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Chapter 1
Shocking moves


It’s the day before Miki and I will record the Promotion Video of ‘Melodies’.
Melodies will be our second Song that we will release together as the unit GAM.
GAM the shortcut of ‘Great Aya & Miki’ with the meaning of beautiful legs. We were really happy when we heard that we will build a unit together. It’s our friendship unit.

Actually, I’m at her place now. I’m staying overnight to learn our lyrics.

“Melodies in the Memories ona no ko no reality…I still can’t sing this part together with the following lines…”
“Yeah somehow it’s really embarrassing that when we would sing live this part would be playback…” I sighed.
“Ayaya we have to learn English! Really! Maybe we could sing English lines better then now”
“Without me Tan~ I don’t want to learn other language now”
“Then next year? I don’t want to learn it alone. Pleeease!~” Miki begged.
“Mooo~ why don’t you learn with Ai-chan? She is always walking around with English books”
“Naaah…it’s boring then…”
“Baka…”
“I’m not stupid!” she laughed and punched my shoulder.
“Nee, let’s return to our lyrics ok?”
“Hai…”

“Chiisame no shiitsu wo maki tsuketa mama…”  I sang.
“Nichiyou no souchou neboke kao…” Miki sang after me.

“The song is nice but…”
“But what Aya?”
“Nah…somehow the lyrics are…perverse?”
“Do you think so?”
“Yeah, somehow…look here…” I pointed at one line “My face looks like I’m crying. Ok, you wouldn’t think something here but look here” I pointed at another line “My voice just doesn’t come out. Geez  Mikitty…”

Miki looked irritated on the lyrics than she looked at me and back again.
“Huh?”
I hit her arm.
“Mikitty!! Ok! To make it clearer to you! You know errrrrrr…hm…this girl who looks like Risa…right?”
“Eh?”
“That girl! Every adult knows her!” I showed Miki the papers of today.

Her eyes widened. “Oh…her?”
“Exaaactly…so what I meant was…what was it again?” Damn! I forgot what I wanted to say….

“Do you know when she comes on TV?” Miki giggled.
“Mondays at 03:00 a.m. why?” I quickly put my hand against my mouth.
This isn’t true!!! Only ‘thoughts’ NOT ‘reality’!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

‘Whooops…’ I thought.

Miki giggled “So you have watched her?”
“No Mikitty! Let’s stop talking about that! What did I want to say…?”
“You babbled something with Lyrics.”
“Oh yes! So what I mean—“
“I know what you mean now Ayaya” Miki interrupted me giggling like a little kid.

Sometimes talking with her is embarrassing…

“C’mon let’s stop…tomorrow we only have to move our lips while the music plays.” Miki yawned.
“I hope we only have to move them tomorrow…after we understand the lyrics now…”
 Miki giggled again.
“I don’t want to know what you are thinking now!! If it is what I think than STOP it!!” I shouted.

“Nee, Do you know what we have to do tomorrow?”
“No. Nobody said anything. We will have to wait until tomorrow”
“Our second single…great isn’t it?”
“Yes. It’s great. We are friends so long now.”
“Yeah first we both were solo singers, than I joined Morning Musume and now we build one unit. “
“So much happened over the years.”
“Somehow our conversations are strange”
“Yeah” I laughed.

“Uhaaa haaa…”Miki yawned.
“You’re tired too right?”
She nodded and rubbed her eyes.
“Let’s get ready”

We got into the bathroom and cleaned our selves, and then we jumped into our pyjamas.
Every time, doesn’t matter if Miki is sleeping at my place or I’m at hers, we share the same bed.  Actually all Hello! Pro. Members do it so. Kind of a ritual.

“Did you hear that?” Miki whispered.
“Hm?”
“This noise…”
“I don’t hear anything mikitty” I whispered back.

Click, click

“There! It’s there again!”
“No”
She turned around to face me.

Click, click

“Oi!” she cried out.
“Nani?” I laughed.
“You made that noise”

“This?” I hit my index finger nail against the other one.
“Baaaka!” she laughed and tickled me.
“O-oii” I cried out.

After our fight finished, she rested her head on my shoulder, her left hand rested on my arm.

‘M-Miki?’

Then I heard lightly snoring sounds. I sighed. Somehow memories came back to my head.

‘Nee…What would I do when you get married?’
‘Eh?’
‘I mean, I would be really jealous’
‘Who are you anyway?’

‘You know we can’t accept to get any closer’
‘Uhn…right.’


I shook my head.

“Oi…hold still I’m trying to sleep…” Miki mumbled.
“Ah…Gomen.” I hold on my breath.

“…”

Then Miki slapped her palms against my cheeks.

“Oiii!!!” I shouted.
“Ah…you’re ok. Why are you holding your breath?!”
“Maybe you can sleep better then?”
“Just shut up…” Miki rolled onto her side.
“Eh?”

She was sleeping again.

‘I- is she angry?’

***


[[ Morning ]]

I felt something heavy on my chest.
Slowly I opened my eyes.

‘O-ok…she never did something like this before…’

“MIKI!!!!!” I screamed.

I felt when her head got up to look what’s wrong. But that wasn’t the only thing I felt. When her head went up to see what’s wrong she hit it against my nose.

“Kuso! Ouch…” I cried out.
 “Nani?...Oh…I’m sorry!” She jumped on my lap and looked at my nose.
“Am I bleeding???”
She quickly got an tissue and cleaned my nose.
I looked into her eyes. Her eyes were fixed on my nose.
My head moved forward but then I hold it back.
“Huh? Something wrong she asked?”
“Er no! I just…ehm…felt a pain in my back that’s all.” I lied.
“Oh” she said and looked at my still bleeding nose again.

‘Gosh…did I?...I wanted to…? I wanted to…kiss her? Damn Aya! Stupid!’ I thought trying to breathe calm.

“It stopped. I’m sorry”
I shook my head “Its ok.”

“Come let’s get ready we have to go in 1 hour.”

Quickly we had a little breakfast and after we finished everything a car picked us up and drove us to the studio.
 


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Jap I've started a new fic^^
Pleeeeeease comment!!!^^ doesn't matter if good or bad!
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 08, 2007, 02:43:05 PM
Good!! More GAM fics...you can never have enough. Im waiting to see where this is going ^^ (Did you use my translations? I know its going to sound arrogant, me asking...but I was just curious..)

I dont get 'the girl that looks like Risa' thing. I instantly assumed a porn actress. Can I have some explaination on that part? sorry ^^

Look forward to future chapters
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 08, 2007, 06:24:54 PM
First thanks for the comment!
And yes you got it right^^ i meant a porn actress xD well dunno if she exist xD

But what do you mean with translations?
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 09, 2007, 02:42:44 AM
translations of the Gam Melodies lyrics
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: rndmnwierd on January 09, 2007, 06:47:35 AM
I couldn't decide what to comment on so: GOOD COMMENT GOOD COMMENT GOOD COMMENT!
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 09, 2007, 03:25:50 PM
Chapter 2
It’s a dream right?



“Ohayou gozaimasu!” Miki and I greeted the Staff Members.
“Good Morning. Here your scripts.” A Staff Member handed us our script.

We walked into our dressing room.
“Oho white dresses.”
“Still very short, like the first dress. But beautiful.” I said smiling.
Quickly we got into them.
“Ok Aya. Let’s have a look into the script.”

“Girls! We start now.” A staff member came in and took away the scripts.
“Eh but we didn’t read the script yet.” Miki said with a high voice, pointing at it.
“Sorry but we really have to start.” The staff member replied.
I rolled my eyes and stood up from the chair.
“Come on let’s go. We can handle it.”
Miki nodded and we walked into the studio.

There was a bed.
I gulped.

“Morning Girls. This is your set.” The director said.
“Only this?” My voice sounded high, because of the surprise.
“Yes, it’s easier that way. Ok take your places, act like a couple. You will see you won’t need the script.”
“We even haven’t got a chance to read it…” I muttered.

We sat down on the bed. The music started.
“We can handle it Aya, don’t worry.” Miki whispered.
I smiled and nodded. This was work. And I do ‘everything’ to make my work good.

I thought this would be terrible but it was really fun. Miki seemed to enjoy it too.
First we made the lying scenes.

Miki went with her thumb over my under lip.
“CUT!” the director shouted.

“Uwaahh tickling~” I laughed and scratched my lips.

Now it was my turn. I had to stroke over Miki’s leg and then put my index finger under her chin to make her looking at me.  
I was nervous when I stroked her leg. I thought she would kick me or something or would try to laugh. But she was calm.

“Aaand CUT! Great!” the smile on the director’s face was growing.


We both had to laugh.
“You really kept calm.” I said.
She nodded and smiled.
“But it tickled a bit.”

There were lot scenes of holding hands, looking at eachother and other romantic things. After a 10 minute break the director returned.

“Ok, I talked with the staff, we will now make the dance shoot version and then one last scene. The last scene is a bit difficult. But I believe you can handle it.”

“Hai~” we answered. I was wondering what this ‘last scene’ is going to be.

The dance shoot was really easy. Because there wasn’t much to dance to a calm song like Melodies.
After the dance shoot recording we went back to the bed set and sat down.

The director came to us with a serious face.
“Ok. This will be a little difficult but I think you two can handle the last scene. Aya, you have to kiss Miki.”

My jaw dropped onto the ground. I shook my head and looked at Miki. She was also very surprised. I felt that she took my hand and didn’t looked at me.
“We c-can handle this too, r-right?” she stuttered.

“O-ok.” I replied.

“Ready?” the director asked.
We nodded.

The camera was starting to film. My heart was jumping like never before.
I placed my hand under Miki’s chin and moved her head towards me.
She closed her eyes slowly.
‘Better do it right Aya…you don’t want to make more takes…’ I thought.
I leaned my head closer as well.
‘Now…ok…stay calm…stay calm…and now…’
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

“Hihihihihi”
“Nani?! Baka!” I screamed at the giggling Miki.
“S-sorry but hahaha~”

The director sighed. “Ok…places! Take two! And start!”

I did everything again.
Please~!! Don’t laugh!’ I thought.
My heart began to jump again when my lips were only a few inches away.
‘O-ok…carefully…’
.
.
.
.
.
.

“Ahhhh!!! Cramp!!! Cramp in my foot!! Itaaaaaiiii!” Miki screamed.

DASH!!!

“Ouch TAN!!!” I shouted and hold my face.
“I didn’t want to kick you but this cramp…ahh….ouch ouch…” Miki whined.

“Fujimoto san? Are you ok now?” the director asked.
“H-hai. Gomen. This time it will work promise!”

“OK! Take three! Start!”

And again my lips was only a few inches away from her lips. This time she was really calm. I felt it. My heart relaxed. I couldn’t think anymore. I kissed her. My mind was blurred.    

“Ok. Cut.”

“…”

“Girls? Cut.”

“…”

“CUT!”

I pushed my head away. Miki did the same.
Quickly I took her hand and dragged her out of the studuio.
“Nice work! Everyone… Arigatou, arigatou.” It was embarrassing.
The staffs were irritated about my behaviour.

‘Damn…’ I thought touching my lips with my index and middle finger.
I looked at Miki. She was sitting on the chair and had the same position like me.

It was embarrassing. We didn’t realise that we kissed longer. It was my fault wasn’t it? I held her closer after my lips touched hers.
Miki was quiet.
But then, “F-funny…” she said.

“Y-yeah” I stuttered and sat down next to her.
“Sugoi…”
“Eh?!”
“Don’t say you didn’t enjoy it?! You must have right?! Because you…--”
“I know what I did Miki!! It was…ok?”
“I didn’t think about that you would hold the kiss longer than expected.”
I blushed. “It was a reflex…”
“But it was funny.”
I smiled a bit.
“Come let’s change and have a drink with the staff.” I said patting on Miki’s shoulder.

***

After only 1 hour I had my 6th drink. Tonight I was really in the mood for getting drunk. Miki said I should take it easy but she was already drunk too.

“Ok. We are all tired. We still have to film other PV’s tonight. You two did a really good job today.” The director said and the Staff was leaving one by another.

“Ayaya…we better go now too.”
“You think so? It’s only 10:00 p.m. now…”
“But you are really drunk. I thought I would be drunker than you. Because I am older than you.” Miki giggled.
“Geeeeeez!! Only one year. And you said on your radio show that you want to see me drunk, forgotten that?”

Miki thought about what I said.
“Ok! I bet I can drink more than you!” she suddenly asked.
“Yeah?! Ok! Let’s go to my place and make a bet!”
“Ok!!” Miki replied.
We paid and got a taxi that drove us to my apartment.
Why my apartment? It’s nearer and it wouldn’t be good if someone see us drunk and stupid on the street later.


“Kanpai!” We both shouted and started to drink one drink after the other.

It was a really hard battle against Mikitty. I felt a bit dizzy after my 8th drink.
Miki suddenly stood up and ran into the bathroom.
“Eh?”
I heard noises.
After a while she came out again.
“Are you ok?” I asked.
She nodded and smiled.
“Just had to use the toilet.”
“Puhh…I thought you had to…you know.”
“No!” she laughed.
“Ok we are both winner. We and our stupid games…” I held my forehead because I felt even more dizzier.
“But one point is clear. We have NO chance against Yuko.”
I nodded and laughed.

We thought it would be the best to sit on the sofa and watch TV.
Miki had her head on my shoulder.
“Ne…we had fun today.” I said.
She was quiet.
“Miki-tan?”
“Eh? Oh yeah…”
I was able to look at her profile. She really is a beauty.

I kept staring at her. I didn’t know why but my eyes were fixed on her all the time.

“Do I have something in my face?” she asked suddenly, not looking up.
I shrugged. How did she know?
“How? Did you??”
“I can see you in the screen of the Television.”
“Eh…”
“May I?” she asked pointing at my lap.
“S-sure.”
She placed her head on my lap. No wonder. She was really tired.

“Oh look. Our Futarigoto from last year.”
My eyes widened, staring on the screen.
My heart began to beat faster. But I somehow had to stay calm.
“N-nice. Let’s see what is on an other channel yeah?” I stuttered.
“Why? Let’s watch it. It was along time since I saw it.”
“O-ok…”

When something stupid happened Miki laughed. I tried to laugh but it failed.
But the scene were I was really frightened of was coming after a break.

“Excuse me. Have to go to the toilet.”
Miki sighed and moved her head from my lap to let me stand up.

I stood in front of my mirror and had no colour in my face.
“Yosh…go back…NOW! It’s only a stupid futarigoto episode…stupid? No! You can’t say stupid! You had fun! Damn…Aya…don’t be such a fool…” I talked with myself.
I used my weak legs to move back into the living room.

Miki was sitting in front of the sofa on the floor.

“Tan~ that’s uncomfortable.” I laughed.
I saw that Miki felt a bit irritated because of my sudden change.
I took her hand and helped her up. I seated back onto the sofa and patted on my lap with my hands.
Miki smiled and took her seat on my lap.
We often sit like this.
And then the part of the Futarigoto came.

“Nee…Aya-chan. What would I do if you get married?”
“Eh?”
“I mean I would be very jealous…”
“Who are you anyway?”

“What are we going to be from now on?”
“Ne…you know we can’t except to get any closer, right?”
“Uhn. Right.”


I closed my eyes and waited a bit.
Miki took my hand.
“I’m hungry…” she said and turned around.
“Err, yeah. I will cook something when you like.”
“I want to help you.”
“You?! You only can cook easy things.” I laughed and poked on her nose.
She pouted her cheeks.
I smiled.
“Mo~ Ok!”
“Aya-chan~” Miki shouted in a really playfully and high voice.
“Kyeee~” I shouted back when she hugged me. Ok it was kind of struggling and not hugging.

I had two aprons. Maki was coming over often to cook something with me.
No one can beat her in cooking. She really has talent. I’m drooling over her cookies and omelette rice.

“So what would you like to cook then?”
“Hmm… maybe…Yakitori?”
“Uhn. Ok.”
It took about 30 minutes.
Yakitori was really easy.

We took our plates to the living room and seated us in front of the little table.

“Ohhhh! Oishii~” We said at the same time and then we laughed.
“Sugoi ne?”
“Yes. We should do that more often right?”
”Of course! You can teach me some things.” Miki said and fed me some of her yakitori. I did the same afterwards.
Miki smiled and giggled.
“Ah hora…” I said and stroked with my thumb over her right cheek.
“There was a bit sauce…” I said quietly.
“Oh…”

Her cell phone rang.

“Moshi moshi? Ah Yocchan? Really? Uhn….Ok. ….Bye.”

“Aya chan I have a sudden Hello morning recording…I have to go.”
“Oh. Ok.”
“I will send you an e mail when I’m finished ok?”
A smile appeared on my face.
“Ok. Do that.”
Miki smiled.
She moved her head nearer to mine.
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.
.
.
.

I felt how her hands patted on my cheeks.
“Thought I would kiss ya huh?” She laughed.
I blushed.
“N-No!”
“Bye.”
“B-Bye-“

She put on her shoes and looked back; giving me a wink with her eye, she walked outside.

I was sitting there and felt really stupid.
“It must be a dream right?”

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thanks for the comments^^

@Mikan. Ah yes. I hope it's ok? I've forgot to ask...:ONkneelbow:  GOMEN!
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 09, 2007, 03:49:29 PM
Ahhhh!! MOREEEE THANK YOU!!!

Yeh yeh! its totally fine! I was just wondering - "Did I out effort into translating and nobody read it?"

But if you read it and used it then my effort was not wasted!
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: tanakachi on January 09, 2007, 05:12:00 PM
I LOVE THIS!!!! GOMAKI, CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART...lol, soz a bit hyper, i really like this one, miki and aya are so cute together lol, cant wait to read more! :D
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 09, 2007, 08:10:28 PM
:inlove: love comments :ONshy2:  
Well double posting today ^^ I don't know what I should think about this chapter:ONdunno:  Well, uhaa Ok.
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Chapter 3
A weekend in Hokkaido/ Takikawa


It was really late. I wondered why they are recording a Hello! Morning episode at this time.
My laptop was switched on, so that I can see when Miki is finished.

Finally after 13 minutes I got an e mail.

Aya-chan~
I’ve finished recording. Just something stupid with Ai and Eri…But it was good that Yocchan was there! I can’t handle those kids…
Well I’m driving to my apartment now. I’m tired. I saw that you have a free morning tomorrow, so I want to ask you if you have time tomorrow morning.
Maybe we could go to a café? Because I want to ask you something.

Sleep well Aya-chan~
Mikitan~


“Oh? Hm…tomorrow?”

I quickly wrote back.

Oi~
Of course. I will pick you up tomorrow.
:)
Sleep well.


 
***


“Morning Tan~”
“Ayaya~!”
“Sorry I’m a bit late.”
“Well...I—“
“Let’s go into this café.” I said quickly before Miki could get angry at me.
“Ts…”

We walked into the very little café. There weren’t much people.

“Morning. Can I get you something?” A young girl asked us when we sat down. She looked really surprised when she saw that there was sitting two really famous girls.

“I would have a coffee.” Miki said and smiled.
“Uhm…I will take an orange juice.”

“O-ok!” the girl stuttered and went into the kitchen.

“So? What do you want to ask?” I asked crossing my arms on the table.
“Well we both got a free weekend right?”
“Right. So?”
“I will go to my Hometown then. Would you like to come with me?”
“Ohhh~ If I don’t make too much trouble sure!”
Miki smiled like a little kid who got a really new and cute teddy bear.
The expression was really cute…

“So…that’s a yes?” she asked again with a cute smile.
“Haaaiii!” I laughed.
“Thanks Aya-chan! My parents will be really happy when I bring you along!”
I blushed a bit.
“Oh really?”
Miki nodded and giggled.

“Here” the girl came back with our drinks.
“Thank you~” Miki and I said.

“Ah~ Tan. Wait today is Thursday when do we fly then?”
Miki was quiet now.
“Taaaaaaan?”
“Well…anno…” Miki looked a bit guilty at me.
“06:00 p.m…today…”

“Oh…well enough time.” I smiled at her.
Miki looked up. Somehow she was surprised at my reaction.
“What?” I asked.
“N-nothing…” she looked at her watch, “Better go now…you always need long to pack your things.”
She quickly put some money on the table and dragged me out of the café.
“Nani?? Tan~?”
“Come on we have to pack your things together!”
“But our drinks!” I screamed.
“I will make it good when we are back here again! And when we are quick we maybe get an earlier plain.”
“Sounds simple…”

***

We first got to my place. I packed all my important things.
“Anno tan. Which weather do you have now?”
“Hm…it might be still a bit warm. But take some warmer clothing with you too. Weather is surprising.” Miki watched me while I was packing my things.

It took 3 hours to pack my things. “Finished!~”
Miki smiled and the first situation started again, she dragged me out of my apartment and we got into a taxi and drove to hers.
“Uhaa…Tan~ Give me a break…” I sighed.
“We only have 1 hour!”
“Hayakuuuu!!” I laughed.
Miki only had to pack a few things because she already packed yesterday.

***

Finally we were on our plane to Miki’s Hometown Takikawa.
I was there a few times. But not that often. Somehow I feel I have to go there more often. Miki was coming to my Hometown Himeji more times than I at hers.
I took a peep with my eye on Miki.

‘Oh…she’s sleeping’

I rested my chin on my hand and looked at her.
She always looks so relaxed when she’s sleeping.
And…really cute.

After over 1 hour the captain said we are going to land.
I didn’t want to wake Miki up but I had to. I carefully took her hand.
“Miki…Miki we are going to land now…”
“Mhhhmpfff…” Miki opened her eyes really slow.
“Sorry but I had to wake you up.”
Miki turned her head and smiled at me.
“Oh…” I said when I realised that I still was holding her hand.
Miki giggled.

***


“Okaaasann!!”
“Miki-chan!”
Miki hugged her mother tight.

‘Cute…Eh? What are you thinking again? Matsuura san! No! No!’

“Mother I brought Aya-chan with me.” Miki said happy and took my hand.

“Hello!~”
“Ah Matsuura san…It’s nice to see you again.”
I nodded and smiled.
“Come inside you two must be tired right?”

Miki and I were taking off our shoes and left our bags in the corridor.
It was a small house with two floors.
Upstairs was Miki’s room and the Bathroom.
When we entered the living room Miki’s father was reading papers.
“Oh Miki-chan!” The old man said when he felt the hug from his daughter.
He took a look at me. I greeted him with a smile and a nod.
The old man smiled back.
“Welcome.” He said.
I nodded again.

“Girls it will take a while until I’ve prepared dinner. You can have a walk if you want.”
“Ok okasan.” Miki said and took my hand again.
First we took our bags and moved them into Miki’s room.

“Nothing changed.” Miki giggled.
“Ha! My looks like yours as well.”
“So we share one bed like the other time right?”
I nodded.
“Ok. Let’s have a walk around, yeah?”
I smiled.
“Whatever princess Miki wants.” I joked.
I felt a lightly punch on my shoulder.


***

“Ahhh~…fresh air…how I missed that.” Miki stretched her arms.
“Yeah. But a bit cold, though.”

We looking around and ended up walking in a little forest.
“I think you will be surprised now…” Miki said taking my hand.
My heart skipped a beat.
“Huh?”
“I never showed you that place where we go now.”
“Oh. Eh?”
“Wait and see.” Miki smiled and looked up into the sky a bit.

‘Fuu…I thought she would…’ I shook my head.

When we walked out of the forest we were standing on a hill.

“Tadam~” Miki made a gesture with her arms.

I was speechless.
The Hill was full of the nicest flowers ever.

“T-Tan! That’s beautiful!”
“I know! I’m good huh? Let’s sit down…”
I nodded.
We seated ourselves on the grass.
Miki was really close.

“Beautiful…” I whispered.
“Yeah…the flowers are so no nice…”
“Hm…and cute…”
“Hm? Well yeah kind of cute yeah…? You really think so?”

“Of course you are cute…” I slapped my mouth “I mean the flowers.”

I had no idea that I was staring at her when we talked. Wait? I was ignoring the beautiful flowers and only looked at Miki?
But somehow she looked like she didn’t hear it.
 
“Did you say something?” she suddenly asked.
Fast I shook my head.
“Err. No!”
“Oh ok. I thought you said something.” Miki returned her look at the flowers again.

‘Whoops… anno…could it be you this time? Are you really feeling something for her?’

I was banned into my thoughts.

Suddenly I felt a warm hand on mine. I looked down and then to Miki.

“Aya-chan is something wrong?” she asked with a worried look.
“No everything alright! Say how long can we stay here?”
“Ahh Aya! My mother! Dinner! You are right! We have to go now!” Miki said taking my hand and dragging me down the hill.
“Miki carefuuuuuuul!” I shouted but it was too late.

We both fell onto the ground and were rolling down the hill.
After some rolling Miki was on top on me, than it was me who was on top again.
The circle was going until we stopped slowly.
Now I was on top of her.

Miki began to giggle. Her face was a bit green because of the grass.
But I didn’t look better. I had to laugh too and collapsed by side Miki.

“Haaa…~ Somehow it was fun.” I laughed.
Miki giggled even more.
“But somehow my legs hurt a bit.”
“Eh really?” I had a look, “They are looking fine, don’t worry. Maybe it was just because of this stupid stones.”
Miki nodded.
“Jaa…I will take you piggyback.” I said smiling, pointing at my back.
“Really?”
“I just want to have fun and see if I still can do it.” I laughed and took Miki’s hand.
“O-Ok.”
Miki jumped on top of my back and wrapped her arms around my neck.

“Whoa! You’re light!” I laughed.
“Yeah?” Miki rested her chin on my shoulder.
“It was a long time since I took someone piggyback.”
“Nice that you take me piggyback, even when I’m able to walk.” Miki giggled.
“Well dragging you back wouldn’t be a nice idea huuuuh? Oh, now that we are talking about dragging…” I began.
“Got it~ Sorry for this morning~” Miki giggled and pressed her cheek against mine.

‘Haahhh….her cheeks are soft and warm…’

“Ah~ We are back again.” Miki said and jumped off my back.
“Haahh…” I sighed.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: KrazyForKamei on January 09, 2007, 10:03:32 PM
I really like this! It's suppeerrr cute ^_^ I love GAM fics. I hope you write more soooooon

I liked how you wrote the filming of the Melodies kiss. I can imagine that's how it might have went XD
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: katatsumuri on January 09, 2007, 11:55:43 PM
I like the behind the pv scenes part, you give it a different feel. And Aya seems really nice in your fic, something different too :P
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 10, 2007, 07:21:23 AM
Piggy back moment!!! I do believe Aya is stronger than Miki. Her arms seem to have a lot more muscle ^^
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 10, 2007, 02:44:32 PM
:pen_shocked:  whooaaa :inlove: so good comments. Arigatou:pen_clap:
Ok this chap is a bit short but I think I wil post the 5th chapter later too^^
And I have to do more again xD I had 6 chapters finished, 4 posted. :ON@_@:

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Chapter 4
I can…or not?


“Mrs. Fujimoto the dinner was delicious!”
“Thank you Aya-chan.” Miki’s mum smiled.
“Finished. Mum I will help you washing up.” Miki said and put away the bowls.

Miki’s mum stood up and went into the kitchen too.

“And Aya-chan, how is work?” Mr. Fujimoto asked.
“It’s fine. Well a bit stressfully but fun. Like usual.”
“I heard you are building a group with Miki?”
“Oh yes! It’s called GAM and it is really nice to work with Miki in the same group.”
“And is Miki doing her job well?”
“Of course! She is super mega awesome!” I replied.
“Yah…I don’t find much time to watch the concert and other things. Someone has to feed the rest of family right?” Fujimoto laughed.
I nodded and smiled.
“Jaa…I will have a look around.”
“Ok be carefull.”
“Hai.”

I walked to the corridor and put on my shoes.

Free time was something I often needed to get a clear head. And fresh air even more.
After only 7 minutes I arrived at a little canal somewhere in town.

“Oh…like Tokyo. Well only quieter.” I said to my self and seated on a little stone.
It was a great feeling, the fresh but calm wind against my skin, though it was very cold.
I took a look at the sky. Clear. The moon was reflecting on the water of the canal.

I sighed and rested my chin on both hands.
“Why do I have these feelings when you’re near me Tan…?” I asked myself but really quiet.
“We are supposed to be friends…only friends right?”

“Can’t just someone give me an answer please??!!” I shouted and looked up.

“About what?”

I opened my eyes and turned around.

“Mi-Miki?”
“Oi, why didn’t you say anything? Maybe I wanted to join your stroll…”
“S-sorry…”
“What are you doing?”
“Just sitting here…Hey! You are shivering!”
“No!”
“Yes you are!”
“I’m not see!...... Uuuhaaatshuuuu!” Miki sneezed.
“See you catch a cold. Moo~ Here…”
I stood up and gave her my jacket. I was wearing two. Don’t ask me why.
“And this.” I gave her my scarf as well.
“T-thanks…” she stuttered.
“Hey you are still freezing? Need a Matsuura warmer?”
“Aya it’s o-“

I didn’t know why but I hugged her.
The strange thing…from behind.
I took her hands and rubbed them with my gloves I was wearing.

We were quiet for a moment.

“I’m happy that you cam with me…” Miki said.
“Well…when I’m alone on my free days I’m often bored…”
Miki giggled, “So this was a good idea?”
“Yes.”
“You’ve got warm clothes…” she said quietly.
I laughed, “Maybe. Why are you walking without a jacket anyway?”
“Well, I was a bit scared that you could get lost.”
“Hatachi…Miki, I’m hatachi!”
“I know! But I was scared.”
I held her tighter, “Thanks.”

‘Earth to Ayaya…What are you doing again?’


I pulled my head back again. I wanted to kiss her AGAIN?! What’s wrong with me??! She looks like she’s in her ‘other’ world again and didn’t realised that I wanted to give her a kiss on her cheek. Is her face magnetic?? Or why am I trying this again and again?


“I think we should…go now? I don’t want that you or I catch a cold. ” I somehow said.

“It’s cold right?” Miki asked.
“Yes…” I sighed.
Miki and I were going back.

***

“Tada ima.” Miki and I said when we entered the house.

“Ah good you two are back. I forgot to say that we will have a drink with some friends. Are you two ok when you stay alone?”
My jaw dropped onto the ground.
“Yes mum. Have fun.”
“Ok bye. Be careful.” Mr. Fujimoto said and the two were leaving.

“Aya chan? Doshitano? You are so quiet.”

‘Great Aya…you’ve been worried her all the time now…just keep this thoughts out of your head and act like you always do yah? AND why should you love her? She is ONLY your best friend nothing more. And you still don’t know if she feels something. Stupid, really stupid thoughts…yeah that must have been it….only stupid thoughts…’ I talked with my self again.

“I’m daijobou Tan~” I answered with my normal voice again. I’m not thinking of this kind of stuff anymore.

Miki smiled. “Good.”

“Jaa…should we watch a DVD or something?”
“Haaai~” Miki answered and gave me the remote control of the DVD player; “I will just go upstairs and change into comfortable clothes.” Miki added and went up the stairs.

I looked on the remote.
“Ano Tan?...”
I sighed.
“She knows exactly I can’t handle things like a DVD player…mooo…”

“Chotto Tan?!”
“Haai?”
“Which DVD?”

There was a pause.
 
“Don’t know” Miki came back down.
“Nani? You didn’t change?”
“Ano…well I didn’t pack comfortable clothes.”
I raised my eyebrow.
“Baka~! Have a look into my bag then.” I said, “Ah matte! Which DVD?”
She turned around again.
“Here.” She gave me a DVD and went upstairs again.

“Hm? Anime? Ohhh~” I giggled.

Dragon Ball GT, my favourite movie. Well my favourite anime movie.

“Yosh!” I said and had a big fight with the DVD player.

[15 minutes later]


“Eh? Moo Ayaya…” Miki took the remote control out of my hand and clicked only one button and the DVD started to play.

I felt that my head turned red.

“Oh…” I said scratching my head.
“Ah and thanks Aya…”
“Hm?”
Miki pointed at the clothes she was wearing.
“Ah took them? You can have them Tan.”
“Hontou ni?”
“Uhn. You always wear them when you forgot that you sleep at my place sometimes. For me it’s no problem.”
“Arigatou!”

“Demo Tan? You don’t really like dragon ball right? I haven’t seen your movie you were in…what was it called? Rika was in there too.”

“Uhm…17sai Tabidachi no Futari?”
“I think so?”
“Uhm…yeah ok.”
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: coachie on January 10, 2007, 06:49:21 PM
I like your story, haha, what's going to happen next?
Aya making the big move at night?

Uhm, there's just a little thing that bothers me with your writing (and please don't take this personal, it's just my opinion and all)
I don't like how you mix the japanese into everything they say. I know what the words mean, so it's not a issue of not understanding, it's just that to me it sounds unnatural and silly, like two little kids are talking to each other.

Ok, it's out! Like I said, this is just my thoughts.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 11, 2007, 05:29:38 PM
@coachie, sometimes it sounds good and sometimes not^^ I let the other words out but baka is staying =^_^= *love the word*

So next part is ready^^ I had to do it again^^''
Well here
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Chapter 5
Oh my gosh…



Miki pressed the start button and the DVD began.
She leaned her back against my chest and her head rested on my shoulder.
Often I was her pillow.

“Ahem…” she said.
“Whoops I forgot.” I quickly said and wrapped my arms around her stomach.
You wonder why huh? Because Miki often plays with my hands during a movie.
She began to giggle again.

***

“Nani?!”  I said and watched the film carefully.
“It’s only a movie. Don’t worry Aya-chan.”
“But this looks so real…”
“That’s how a movie should be right?”
“Yeah but…”

The character that Miki played was getting raped at the end. Well I think it, it really looked so.

“Did he hurt you, during the recording?”
“It hurt a bit when my back hit against the wall. But they were careful.”
“I know it’s only a movie but…” I held Miki tighter.
“Hm?”
“Well it’s just…it hurts when I see you playing such a role…” I said and held Miki even tighter.
“But see nothing happened.”
“Yeah but in the end someone else got hurt.”
“It’s a movie. ONLY a movie.” Miki said again.

I was quiet and didn’t watch the end. Different thoughts were coming to my mind.
Ok it was only a movie but it really looked so real…

“Do you care about me?” Miki asked while she turned her body so that her side was leaning against my front.
“Of course I do Miki!”
“Really?” When she leaned her head against my shoulder while looking up to me, I felt her warm breath against my neck.
“Uhum…I do.” Was my kind of weak reply.
“When?”
“E-every-time.”
Gosh I was totally weak all of sudden. She was flirting wasn’t she?
Her tone. Yes she flirted with me. Again, was she?
 
“I’m thinking of you all the time.” Miki whispered.
I raised an eyebrow.
“All the time?” I joked.
She blushed and nodded.

Suddenly I had the feeling someone switched on a button in my head. My feelings for her were growing again. And I couldn’t stop them. I finally realised, this is how I feel, but there was still the question: ‘Does she feel the same?’

Should I risk asking or should I just keep it for me? I need time to search for the answer.

“Ah~ Tan~ you’re the best maid ever~” I said and hugged her.
But somehow I must really have surprised her.
She was lying under me now.

She laughed.
“Ah gomen.” I said smiling and wanted to go off her.
But she grabbed my shirt.
“Eh?”
“Just want more hugs” she said pouting her cheeks and looking up like a little kid.
“Scaaary” I laughed.
“No! Cute, right??”
“Hm…maybe it’s right? You are cute.”
She smiled when I said that.
“Of course I’m cute.”
“Hm…yes you are right.” I whispered.
“And you are Cool.”
“Kyaaa~”
“Baka~” Miki laughed, grabbed my T-shirt again and we swapped positions.
“Nani?”
Miki was lying on top of me, crossing her arms and resting them on my chest.
“Hmpf M-Miki! Can’t breath-“

“Oh Sorry.” She crossed her arms around my neck. “Better?”
I nodded.
“Since when you like it that I hug you?”
“I like it being in someone’s arms who I like.”
“Hm…I never knew that. Just had the question in my mind because, you always snuggle into me more often than before.”
“Well you are like a teddy bear that I love to hug.” Miki laughed.

I closed my eyes.
“Thanks.” I whispered and stroked her back playfully.

And again…silence…

“Oh Aya-chan, it’s late. Let’s go upstairs?”
I let out a yawn.
“Uhm. Let’s go.” I replied and waited until she got off me.
We first headed to the bathroom then we jumped into our pyjamas and went into Miki’s bed.

“Ah…how I missed this bed…I really loved it when I was young.” Miki giggled and snuggled herself into me.
“Hehe…And now you love it even more because I’m sleeping in it too hah?”
“I’m happy yes.”

My heart beat went faster. I only hopped she wouldn’t hear it.

“Chrr…chrrr…”
“Huh?” Carefully I took a look at Miki.

Cute. She was already sleeping. She must have been really tired. Well I was tired too…But I couldn’t sleep, not yet.
I took a look on my handy clock, 02:00 a.m.

“Aya…chamnnnn…”
I turned around. Miki was talking in her sleep.
“Oi!...”
It was funny to watch her.
“Hmm…uh…ah…”
Now I blushed. What was she dreaming? She was sighing?!
“Nani?” I whispered into her ears, with the hope she would explain something in her dreams. It failed. She was sighing heavier.
I took my pillow and pressed it against my face.
‘No…no…no…I hope she is not dreaming about...NO!’

“Aya-chan! Stop it!” She suddenly screamed.
I throw my pillow away and looked at her again, “What?!” I replied.
‘She’s still talking in her dream? Puuuh…what the hell is she dreaming?!’

“Hmmm! Stoooop it!” Miki shouted again, rolled on top of me and hold me tight, “This is my teddy…bear…chrr…” she added snoring.

My eyes were wide opened.
‘I better just stay quiet now…’
So I did and get very sleepy and sleepy and….slee…py…

***

“Huaaatshiii~!!!” I scratched my nose and opened my eyes carefully.

Whoa…I’m lying on the floor? How could that be?
I stood up and looked at the bed.
Crossing my arms and smiling at Miki who took all the space of the bed.
She must have punched or kicked me down.
“Funny girl.” I whispered and covered her with the blanket.
Slowly I took a bunch of clothes and crept into the bathroom.

“Morning Aya-chan.” Miki’s mum greeted me.
“Ah good morning.”
“Did you sleep well?”
I took a little pause.

Let’s see…
Miki was driving me crazy, she snored, she kicked and punched me down the bed, I spent the night on the floor and I caught a little cold…

“Reaaaally good!” I replied cheerfully.
“That’s nice!” Miki’s mum said and went downstairs.

When I was in the bathroom I took a quick shower.
“Uaatshuuuu~!!!” I sneezed.
Great it looked like I would catch a cold.
I quickly got dressed and went downstairs.

“Aya-chan? Would you do me a favour and go to the bakery?”
“Ah sure. No problem. What should I get?”
“Hm…8 rolls?” Mrs. Fujimoto replied.
“Ok! Question…where is the bakery?”
“Just follow the main street.”

I nodded and took on my shoes and my jacket.

“Huh? It’s warm? Miki was right! Weather is surprising!~” I laughed and made gestures with my arms.

“…?” I looked around; the people were looking at me.
I blushed and disappeared from the road where I was standing.

“Main Street…Main Street…ah…there!”
Wow the bakery was really near.
I went into the shop and my nose enjoyed the smell of fresh bred, cake and other stuff.

“Morning.” I greeted the older woman.
“Good morning. What do want?”
“8 rolls please.”
“Yes…here. Anything else?”
“N-no thanks.” I replied looking at really delicious looking cakes.
“Have a nice day.” The older woman smiled.
I smiled back and went out of the shop.

***

 
“I’m back Mrs. Fujimoto. Here.” I said and gave her the bag that I brought with me.
“That was really kind of you thank you Aya-chan. Could you have a look at Miki please? I think she is still sleeping.”
“Ok.” I replied and went upstairs.

“Taaan~ wake up…?”
She wasn’t sleeping in her bed? Ah than she must be in the bathroom!

I went to the bathroom and opened the door.

“Mooorning Taaan!~”
Suddenly my eyes widened and I slapped my hand against my mouth.
She was standing with her back towards me…naked and wet.
And I, the idiot, came into the bathroom just when she was putting on her panties.
Great. I mean I often saw her naked, BUT! Not in a ‘surprising’ way.

I blushed when I realised that I was still looking at her.
“I-I think b-breakfast will be f-finished s-soon…” I stuttered and turned around.
“Ok. I will come down in a few minutes.” She replied normal.

Oh great! This is even better now! I’m totally embarrassed and she is totally calm?!

I closed the door behind me.
‘Oh my gosh…’
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: rndmnwierd on January 11, 2007, 07:39:10 PM
Oooh, naked wet Miki. Hmmmm...

Favorite line in the whole story so far:
Quote
The Hill was full of the nicest flowers ever.
:D That's just so adorable.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 13, 2007, 10:54:03 PM
So new chapter is finished. I couldn't write yesterday because i was shocked and upset about the news with yossie's brother...
This chapter I wrote a bit quicker than normaly. My mind is still somewhere else ^^'' hate those days^^ Well ok please enjoy the next chapter!^^
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Chapter 6
Back to work

I couldn’t get Miki’s ‘naked’ picture out of my head.
Every time when she talked, looked or touched me I blushed and stuttered.

“Aya-chan?”
“Uaaahaaaaaa!!! I’m SORRY!!!” I screamed and jumped up from the sofa.
Miki stared at me, totally irritated.
“Huh? You’re ok?”
“N-no, err yes yes!” I stuttered.

Miki who was still irritated shook her head and started a new topic.
“So today is Saturday. What should we do?”
I thought about it…
‘Imaging Miki’s naked’ I shook my head.

“Aya?!”
“W-what?”
“Are you really ok? You’re totally sweating and your nose is bleeding. We go and see the doctor, ok?” Miki asked and gave me a tissue.
“T-thanks. I’m fine fine fine. N-no need to see the doctor doctor.”
“You are repeating your words…” Her worried look came to her face.

‘No!!!’

“I’m f-fine! Really! I’m just a bit erm…” I took Miki’s hand, “Somewhere else?”
”Why? You are acting so strange the last days.”
“I’m just a bit…shocked…eh no not shocked! ‘Surprised’ by what I saw this morning…ahaha…”
“Hm? But you often see me like that.” She replied.
“Yah…but…not from that point of view…”
Miki began to giggle and then laughing really loud.

“Something funny happened?” Miki’s mum asked out of the kitchen.
“Yaaah!! This morning Aya came into the bathroom while I-“
“While she was cleaning her teeth!” I interrupt.

“And what’s funny with that?” Miki’s mum asked, “Hello?”
She took a look into the living room, empty “Haha, those young girls…”

***

“What?!” Miki shouted.
“Shhhh! That is embarrassing!”
“Eh but what-“
“I don’t want to fight.” I hugged Miki.

Her body calmed down.
“See that always works to stop you getting angry with me” I laughed.
“I-idiot…” she stuttered.

“Damn…it’s already afternoon…”
Miki nodded, “And tomorrow we must fly back again.”
I sighed, “Tan? What should we do now?”
“Let’s go walking for a bit?”
“Ok!” I said and took Miki’s hand with mine.

We were walking on a street that was surrounded with corn fields.
“Really nice.”
“Yep. Quieter than Tokyo.”
“Oh yes. It’s really relaxing here.” I smiled and saw that there was a village, “Look there. A little village.”
“Yes. We only have to follow the street until we get to a little lake.” Miki explained.
“Ohhh~”


“Ho? Fujimoto san?”
Miki and I turned around.
‘Oh great…our fans are following us on our days off?’

“H-Hiro?” Miki stuttered.
I widened my eyes and stared at Miki, “Ya know him?” I asked quietly.
“Kind of…” was the short reply of Miki…
“Surprising to see you here again.” The Boy said.
Miki nodded and smiled.
“Who is that?” Hiro asked and pointed at me.

‘Shock!’

“She is working in the same Agency where I am working.”
“Matsuura Aya…is my…name.” I said and looked away.
“Oh I see. So what’s your job then?”
Miki was now surprised too, “Arr I’m a singer. Sub- leader of Morning Musume.”

Hiro thought a bit, “Never heard of them.”
I collapsed.
“What?” I asked.
“We are a bit poor and don’t have a TV. I’m working on the fields so I don’t get much contact with other people.” He explained.

Ok another topic…Why does he know Miki?!
 “So, your friends or something like that?” I asked and looked directly at Miki.
Why was she still staring at him?!
.
.
.
.
.
“Aya? Let’s go yah? Sorry Hiro…erm…was nice to see you again.” Miki said and grabbed my hand.
“Ah, but Miki?!” Hiro shouted after us.

***

Miki didn’t talk until we reached the little lake.
We seated our selves on the grass.

“Miki? What’s wrong?” I asked.
Miki looked at me with a smile, “I’m ok.”
I saw it was a forced smile…
“Come on…tell me.” I said and took her hand.
“Aya…”

And again my mind was blurred.
I leaned my head towards here.
Miki had her eyes half opened.

“Miki? There you are!”
We quickly turned around.
“What do you want?” I asked.
“I would like to talk with her.”

I looked at Miki. She nodded. I sighed and gave Hiro a glare, “Ok…I will leave you two alone then.”

***

“How long has it been now?” Hiro asked.
“Since primary school right?” Miki answered.
“Long time ago huh?”
Miki nodded.

“You didn’t changed…you are still beautiful.” The boy said and looked up into the sky.
“Thanks…So… what do want to talk about?”
“You know…” Hiro returned his look to Miki again, “We were good friends in primary school, right?”
“We were yes.”
“You left Hokkaido without saying goodbye…I was really upset…It’s a hard feeling when someone leaves that you love…”
Miki looked away, “We were only friends.”
“I felt more for you Miki…Well I still feel something for you…I counted the days until you would come back…”
“But I can’t love you…I love someone else already…” Miki said and looked directly at Hiro.

Hiro thought a while, “Is that so?”
“Yes.”
“Hm…is it…?” Hiro began and made some gestures.
Miki giggled and nodded.
“I see…” He scratched his head, “Well I can’t change that hm?”
Miki shook her head and smiled.
There was a long pause.
“Ok than…It was nice to see you again. Please take care ok?”
Miki nodded.

***

I was worried. What did he want to talk about with Miki?

“Matsuura san? You can go back now.”
I turned around, “O-Ok.”
“Bye.” Hiro said and left the lake.

I jumped down the little hills until I reached Miki.
She was sitting there smiling.
“E-Everything ok?” I asked.
“Yap. The sun is going under. Better we go back now. My mum maybe is preparing dinner.”
I nodded.
We went back the way where we were coming from.

***

The day ended really quickly.
On the next day we enjoined our last dinner with Miki’s parents.
But we were really tired after we said goodbye and were sitting on our plane back to Tokyo.
This time it only took 1 hour to arrive there.
We fetched a taxi and drove to Miki’s apartment.

“Could you wait here please? I will come back in a few minutes again.” I said to the taxi driver and helped Miki with her bags.

***

“Thanks for coming with me Aya.” Miki said and put her bags down.
“No I have to thank you. It was a really nice weekend.”
Miki giggled.
What’s so funny hm?”
“Nothing.”
I smiled, “Ok. I will go now. See you at work.”


“Right.” Miki said, putting her left hand on my cheek and giving me a little kiss on the right one.
Quickly she jumped into her apartment.
I blushed and stared at the door.
“Thanks Miki…” I whispered and went down to the taxi.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 14, 2007, 06:40:04 PM
Today just a little picture of the scene with the hill xDD
(I was in drawing mood again xD)

(http://img120.imageshack.us/img120/3249/ayamikismallus7.th.jpg) (http://img120.imageshack.us/my.php?image=ayamikismallus7.jpg)
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: black velvet on January 15, 2007, 01:48:20 AM
Nice drawing!

The story is absolutely adorable! I'm looking forward to more, but it's killing me! Someone's gotta confess. xD By the way, where can I purchase and Aya Bear? Hee-hee
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 15, 2007, 11:14:35 PM
Lol yeh, I want an Aya bear too!!

I love reading these stories. I get this feeling that you are telling me a story that really happened. Like Mikan and Gomaki are having dinner and you tell me this true event you saw happen. I look forward to more in this story!!!

I like the drawing. How did you do it?
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 16, 2007, 04:48:57 PM
Hehe xD maybe we should tell Tsunku about the "Aya bear" xDD

@ Mikan, I used my pencil to draw it and later I edited it in Photoshop.
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Well...here's the next chapter ^^'' I think it's a bit rush ^^''
Nah well I let you guy's decide^^  Ah and it maybe will take a few days until I got new ideas xD
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Chapter 7
Stars in the sky


It was Monday morning.
I was on my way to the hairdresser.
Aya needs a new haircut, right? Well but this time something new!

“Mooorning!” I greeted my hairdresser.
“Ayaya! Good morning. Time for a new haircut? Or Hair colour?”
“Actually both.” I laughed.
“Ok, ok. Please take a seat.”

I seated on the chair.
“So…how should it be like?” He asked me nervous.
I grinned.
“Short.”
Takano collapsed.
“What’s wrong?!” I screamed.
“N-nothing! It’s just…are you sure?”
“Yes! I thought about it a long time ago!” I answered.
Takano nodded and began his work.

I was reading some papers.

***

“Aya? Is this ok?” Takano asked.
I looked into the mirror and smiled, “Great! That’s exactly how I wanted it!”
Takano sighed in relief, “And now brown colour?”
I nodded and took a look into my date book.
Ah right. Today Miki and I got the Photo shooting for Melodies.
Melodies…kiss…that was…so…AWESOME!!!
Haha even when I thought it would be terrible…
And when I think of Hokkaido… My mind often went totally blank and I tried to kiss her… funny…
But it was her who kissed me yesterday. Wait! It was only a kiss on the cheek. Nothing special? A friends kiss? Like in other countries? I often hear that.


“Aya I will wash the colour out now.” Takano interrupt my thinking and leaned my head back.

Where was I? Oh yes…Mikitty. But what did Hiro wanted to talk about with her?
She didn’t tell me. Hey! She said it’s ok… Recently…I thought about Miki’s question in our Futarigoto episode… Would I loose her friendship when I would get married? Do I even want to get married if I had the chance? I often dream of it… What would happen if I would ask Miki? I mean…I never asked her about her mind of marriage.  So…maybe I should—

“Whoops…”

I opened my eyes and looked into the mirror.

“WHAAAAAT?!!!!!” I screamed and touched my hair, “They are RED???!!!!”
“I grabbed the wrong colour!! I’m so sorry!” Takano explained.
“What am I going to do right now?! I’ve got a photo shooting in two hours!”
“I think I can fix that again! I will just re colour them ok?”
“Do that!!!” I screamed back.

Gosh…Oh please…don’t let my week start so stupid again…

***

“Fixed…I’m so sorry…” Takano kept talking and talking.
“It’s ok! Well thanks. Here.” I gave him money and left the saloon to get as fast as I could to the studio.

I was lucky.

“Miki!” I shouted and ran thru the corridor.
“Aya, you are a bit la—“ Miki took a pause and stared at me.
She’s blushing?
“Eh yes sorry. You know…I was at the hair dresser…Takano made a mistake with my hair colour…sorry. But hey how do I look?”
Miki shook her head, “G-great!” she stuttered.
I smiled. “Have you started already?”
“My solo pictures are finished. We can take the pictures of us two now.” Miki explained.

We walked into the studio. Really nice set. Kind of ‘picnic’ set, well…just with benches and tables.

I greeted the staff members and the photo shooting began.

Everytime when my eye caught Miki, she blushed and quickly looked away. She was staring at me the most time of our shooting.
My new haircut must be really cool?

“So we take the Solo picture of Aya now and then we are finished.” The photographer said.
I nodded and looked over to Miki. She was already leaving?

***

I went into my dressing room after I was finished.
No Miki. Where did she go? I looked around; maybe she left a little note?
No note. Quickly I opened my cell phone and send her a message.

::. Where are you? .::


5 minutes later…her message came.

::. At home, I’m tired. .::

I shook my head. At home?

::.Why didn’t you told me that you would go home? Are you ok? .::


I waited on a bench outside. She didn’t mail back. Her behaviour was strange today. Is it just one of her ‘Don’t have the mood for that’ day or is she angry at me? But if she should be angry…why? I haven’t done anything…or have I?

My thoughts were making me sick worrying, so I decided to visit her.

***

“Oi! Open the door!” I screamed. I knocked on the door thousands of times.
Finally the door opened, “Oi!! Be quiet! It’s 8:00 p.m!” Miki whispered angry and dragged me inside.
“What’s wrong with you?!” Was my first question.
“I should ask you the same!” she replied cold.
“Nothing is wrong with me! You didn’t open the door! I’m standing out there about ten minutes!”
“I was on the toilet!! Idiot!!” she shouted back.

My jaw dropped, “Is that…so?” I asked quietly.
She nodded and was still angry.
“I-I’m sorry…I didn’t want to be so loud…” I explained totally embarrassed.

“Me either…” She whispered back.
“Say…why did you left so fast?” I asked looking with a worried look.

And again she blushed, “I’m just…not myself today…”
“Because of my haircut?”
She shook her head, “No! You are looking really cute!”
I blushed, “T-thanks…”
She smiled and took my hand.
“Should we go to Tokyo bay?”
I smiled and nodded.

***

22:00 p.m., Miki and I walking at the Tokyo bay.
The sky was pretty clear. It reminded me on Hokkaido.
No people were around. Only Mikitty and me.

“Tan? One question.” I began.
“Hm? Yeah?”
“Ah…I wanted to ask that before…what did Hiro asked?”
Miki smiled and looked up into the sky, “He said that he loves me.”

I stopped walking, “R-really?” My mind went blank.


“But I refused his love.”

I looked at Miki, “Is that so? I mean…you had the chance to start a new life...?”
Miki began to laugh, “My life is here. I’ve got my work and friends here…” Miki stepped closer and looked into my face with a smiled, “And you.”

“Ahhh is that so?” I scratched my head.
Miki giggled.

“You are c-cute…” What a lame comment…
“Thanks aya.”

“N-no I mean…you really are the nicest girl I’ve ever met…” I took her hands and looked into her eyes.
“T-Thanks.” And again she gave me a kiss on my cheek.

‘Tonight it’s not the right time to tell her…’

“Is that one of your new habits?” I joked.
She giggled, “Maybe.”

We walked and just enjoined the clear sky with the bright stars.
I wonder when I can tell her what I feel…
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 17, 2007, 03:26:01 PM
ah...Nothing Makes me happier than GAM love. Its awesome. I liked this chapter too. I cant wait for the next.

Ive had bad troubles with my haircolouring too. I once had it purple...and uh...kinda red/orange...Horrible...horrible...

Aya with short hair? Where is the photo? I dont know how short we are talking :P
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 17, 2007, 07:57:11 PM
^^
With the hair question.....Here is the answer XD
(http://img177.imageshack.us/img177/6260/1166531517732fr5.th.jpg) (http://img177.imageshack.us/my.php?image=1166531517732fr5.jpg)
So here is the next chapter. I think it's a bit short XD

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Chapter 8
I will be your jinn


After our stroll Miki invited me to her place. Like usual I was sleeping there again. I said before…the feeling that I have to show Miki that I really like her was growing and growing. The last years she was giving me so much. But I was really blind…Was I really so stupid? This thoughts are giving me so much pain…And maybe when I give her all the feelings back that she gave me…I could slowly enter a new door in her heart…or not? Even…I have to be careful.
My try at Tokyo bay failed completely… I’m scared. What should I do…when she doesn’t feel anything for me…?

I had to find it out. But something is on my mind that is driving me crazy…
She refused Hiro’s love…for what reason? Does she already got a boyfriend and never told me? It’s hard work to find the answers for my questions.

I looked over to Miki. She is enjoying the hot bathwater.
“Do you have any work tomorrow?” I asked. Miki kept her eyes closed, “Yes…tomorrow we will record the Promotion Video of Aruiteru.”
“In Tokyo?”
“No…somewhere outside…”
“How long?”
Miki opened her eyes, “About 2 days I think.”
I let my body sank deeper into the water, “Really? Do you have to get up early?”
“8:00 a.m.”

I let out a little sigh.
There was silence again.

“Your breasts are getting bigger aren’t they?” I sank deeper into the water.
‘Great start Aya…the perfect start for an EMBARRISSING conversation!!!’

Miki giggled, “Don’t know. You think so?”
“W-well they look bigger…o-or not?” I stuttered.
Miki smiled, “Go ahead, can touch them when you like.”
I blushed, “R-really?”
Miki nodded.

Slowly I moved towards Miki. Somehow it felt like the water was holding me back to touch her. She was relaxed…like usual.
.
.
.
.
slip

‘No!! Damn!’
Now everything was happening so fast! I found myself pressing Miki against the bathtub. My right hand on her breast and my other hand…on a place that I’ve never touched before…

“Sorry! I didn’t want to…I mean…I”
‘Stop talking!!! Get your stupid hands off her!!’
I quickly jumped back.
“Did I hurt you?” I asked quickly.
“N-No” was her shy reply.
My heart was pumping really hard, “T-they got b-bigger…” I stuttered.
Miki smiled. I loved that smile…Everytime when I see it I think about her “Cheri” Cover…

***

We were lying in Miki’s bed now.
Ok…I will count this as day one…
“Miki chan?” I whispered.
“Uhm?”
“Look here…”
Miki turned around, “Head CATCH!~” I laughed. Miki began to giggle when she found her head between my hands.
‘Good start, right?’

“Say…since when you started to kiss everyone?”
Miki punched me lightly when she heard ‘everyone’.
“I don’t give EVERYONE a kiss! And! I do it because it’s funny!”
“So, I’m the only one who get those ‘funny’ kisses?”
“Well to be honest…I give them to Yocchan as well.” Miki began to giggle, “You know…She’s really cute. And her boyish style is funny.”

My heart sank when I heard her saying that. I kept quiet. And again…I worried her.
“You’re ok?”
I shook my head, “Is there…something about you two?”

Miki began to laugh loudly, “Don’t you think I would have told you?”
“Yah, maybe you got some secrets? Secrets you haven’t told me?” I pulled the blanket up to my chin.
“None. No secrets that I haven’t told you.” Miki said and did the same what I did.
We began to giggle.

Suddenly I got an idea.
“Say…” I began, “ What would you think when I would do everything you want?”
“I don’t get that.”
“Doing everything you want me to do for a couple of days?”
“Hm…you’re sure?”
“Tooootally sure! You’re my best friend! It would be fun or not?”
Miki thought about it.
“Ok. What’s the limit? How far can I go?”
“No limit.”
She pinched my cheek, “Are you sure?” her tone was…naughty!
“Y-yes!”
“Ok. Hmmm…thanks. So when does your idea starts?”
“When you come back from recording? So…that would be on Wednesday until frieday?”
“Saturday too please!” Miki begged.
“Yaarrr…ok.”
Miki giggled, “That’s great! I think that could be fun.”

‘Oh shit…what have I done?’


***

A stupid tone woke me up.
“What’s that stupid noise?!” I screamed and looked around.
It was Miki’s clock.
“Oh…this stupid noise…is my own song?”
I looked around. The other side of the bed was empty.  
On the pillow was lying a little note:

Enjoy your last hours of peace!~
When I will come back you will wish that you never made me this
special offer!~ *giggle*
See you tomorrow~

Miki… No! Devil_Miki *laugh*


Now I was really sweating.

“I’m stupid!!! Get me out of heeeeeere!!!!”
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: tanakachi on January 17, 2007, 08:07:42 PM
^haha, wounder what Miki has in store for aya hahah :D
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: KrazyForKamei on January 17, 2007, 11:50:57 PM
XD at the bath scene. Poor Poor Aya. Well maybe I shouldnt feel TOO bad for her considering what she got to touch... >.>    <.<    >.>

Miki's evil....so I have a feeling this "do everything Miki wants for a couple days" is going to be interesting! :D
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: black velvet on January 18, 2007, 12:23:30 AM
*gushes* Too cute!

I hope Miki's intentions are "nice", but thinking of the bath scene . . . Wowza.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on January 18, 2007, 06:49:06 AM
Cool bath scene ^^
And bed scene ^^
The simple comment about pulling the sheet up to their chin made me feel all warm inside...Im such a simple romantic :P

oooh ...do anything? Hey that sounds real fun. I cant wait to see what happens with it ^^
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 30, 2007, 03:43:35 PM
:pen_shocked: Hey^^
First! I'm sorry! I had much to do and was a bit lazy^^
And because of that...I will post 2 chapter today! Yes!^^
I was shocked when I saw my story on page two...^^
So here:

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Chapter 9
Me and my stupid promises


To calm down a bit I went shopping with Maki.
We were just taking a break in a little restaurant.

“…When I saw Rika with her blond hair I fell off my chair! She reminds me of this woman…who was it again…errr…ah yes! Marilyn Monroe! What’s up with you guy’s?! You all have short hair now! But Rika…geeez…”
Maki took a little sip off her cup of coffee, “I think that’s really strange isn’t it? Matsu? Oi! Oi! Hey! Here! Huuuhuuu!  MATSUURA!!”

“Eh?” Was she talking to me? “Yes?”
Maki looked over to me with an angry face, “Did you just hear anything what I was talking about?”
“Err…no. I mean yes! Yes!”
“I think you didn’t! Than say something what I just said.” Maki smiled devilish.

“Yui…big boobs?” I stuttered.

“Buuu buuu~ No! Geez Aya…where’s your mind huh?”
“Sorry…I’m a bit…off today.”

Suddenly Maki looked really…strange?
“Realised that.” She said.
“You know…work and stuff.” I laughed a bit trying to start another topic.
“You didn’t work last week.” Maki replied cool.
“I…I did? Didn’t I?”
“Not the whole week. You only had one recording thingy to do and then you went with Miki to Hokkaido right? Man…and now you haven’t got to work this week too…lucky you…” Maki whined.
“Ts! I had really hard work to do the last months! I need my break yah?!”
“Yeah yeah ok! But I had to work really hard too…” Maki’s voice got sadder.

I crossed my arms, “Normally you must be happy! You kicked me off from my ‘best solo singer’ throne!”
Maki giggled, “I’m sooo goooood!”
“Wait until next year dear!” I laughed back.
Now she pouted her cheeks, “You can’t beat me!”

The conversations with Maki are often on this kind of level. But it’s fun. You really can hang out with her! I’m really glad I can hang out with her if we have both days off. But she has a lot to do this year. Maybe it’s better to get beaten by a strong girl like Maki. If it would be Kusumi or Nakazawa I would stick my head into the ground and would never pull it out again!

“Enough of that. What’s worrying you?”
“Just little things.” I replied.
“Oh man what has Miki done this time? Being angry with you because you never use her presents? Well I can understand her. You know if someone---“

“Oi! She isn’t angry! And what are you talking about with presents? It’s me. I think I made a promise that I could regret.” I mumbled and looked at my cup of tea.
 “Oh oh…the last time you promised something it ended in a catastrophe…” Maki said and scratched the back of her head.
“I know! And this could end in a disaster…”

Maki widened her eyes and looked at me with a wide opened mouth, “What have you promised this time?!”

I felt that I began to sweat, “Err…well, I promised that when she comes back tomorrow evening…I would do everything for her.”

Suddenly Maki began to laugh really loud; the people were already looking at us.
“Gosh you ARE such a dummy! Idiot you! I bet Miki will use that chance!!! Poor you! Hahaha can I record it?”
“No! What do you think she would make me to do?” I asked shyly.

“Well…I can’t say what she would want you to do, but I can tell every detail from Iida’s promise to Nakazawa! Believe me! I had so much fun to watch it! You really can’t imagine what these stupid girls are doing when they are drunk!”
 
I gulped.

“W-what did they do?”
“Can’t remember…thought it would help you to relax a bit.” Maki explained.
I fell off my chair, “What?!”
Maki giggled, “Joke, Iida and Nakazawa were really drunk. I was still in Morning Musume, it was on our Christmas present exchange day. Iida joked that she would do everything on this night, so Yuko used the chance and made Iida wear a rabbit costume and let her dance her stupid dance. You had to watch that! And because Iida was really…bad, Tsuji and Kago throw their candies at her. Well the candie thingy weren’t so good but you must have seen her!”

 “Aha aha…”
Not interesting at all…

Suddenly I felt vibrations.
“Ah wait got a text message!”
I took out my cell phone and looked who it was, “Ah from Miki…Aya-chan we will be on our way home now. Recording ended earlier.” I read out.
Maki giggled, “Good luck. Well I will go now.”
I looked up, “Yeah ok…wish me luck.”

Maki went out of the restaurant.
I looked on the table. “Oh!”
This tricky girl…now I can pay for her…
I paid quickly and went to Miki’s place. She gave me her second key.
 
“I’m nervous…nervous…” I stuttered and looked on the clock every minute.
After a while I heard the door opening.

***

“Hi Taan~ I hope it’s ok that I us—“ I break down my sentence.
“Hi.”
Gosh! She looked beautiful!!
She was dressed in a black dress…her curly hair…GOSH!

“H-Hiiii” I stuttered and shut my mouth again…I nearly drooled…
“Everything ok?”
“Y-yes! A-and? How was r-recording?”
Miki sighed and dropped onto the couch, “Stressful!”
“Something happened?” I asked.
“Sayumi and her ‘I’m the cutie blablabla’ thingy are getting on my nerves…”
I sighed as well, “She is like a 6 year old kid that doesn’t grow up…”
“Eeeexactly…” Miki replied and looked on her watch, “Hmpf…when does your promise start?”

“Ah…errr…well you came back earlier…” I stuttered.
Miki giggled, “Nervous?”
I nodded.
“Don’t worry Aya chan.”
I smiled.
Did I say she looked really beautiful?...

“My shoulders are r-“

“…”

She didn’t have to finish her sentence. I took her by her wrist and lay her onto the sofa and massaged her shoulders.

It looked good for me, didn’t it? You are wrong…


“Yano…” she whispered.
I stopped.
“S-shit…” she stuttered and turned around to face me.
My body froze completely.
“A-aya I…let me-“

“…so you…have a…”
“I…I…”
“You lied…how long…?”
“I…I” she stuttered again.
“How long?!!!!” I shouted.
“A few days…” she replied. She wanted to touch me but I was already gone.

I heard her shouting my name…she followed me…but than she stopped.

***

‘Why…? Why…?’
I kept asking myself.
Tears were running down my cheeks. They were cold…
My body felt cold as well…
No wonder…sitting under a bridge without a jacket…

“Why…I…love you…I wanted to tell you…I—“I couldn’t speak anymore.
My heart was filled with anger and loneliness…I wanted to tell her…And now…I can’t…I don’t want to see her again…
While I was crying my eyelids were going heavier and heavier…
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 30, 2007, 03:45:46 PM
Chapter 10
Leave! Me! ALONE!!!


“Huuaatshuuu!”

I felt cold and my nose was running.
“Oh shit…” I sighed and looked around. It looked like I fell asleep under the bridge. But a blanket was wrapped around me? How could that be? I was alone…or not?

“Finally you are awake.” I heard an old mans voice.
I quickly stood up. He surprised me!
“Ehh…” I stuttered.
“What is a pretty girl like you doing outside in the cold?”
I could have asked that myself to be true…
I shook my head, “Trouble…”
The man laughed, “Fine. You’re doing well, so leave now.”

“T-thanks for the blanket.”
The man smiled and nodded.

I was even luckier when I saw a free taxi driving on the street.

***

I reached my apartment and headed directly into the bathroom for a shower. Hopefully it would calm me down a bit. My body was in pain, my heart even more… I’m still asking me why she did that…She lied to me! It’s unfair!

A lot of messages from my mum, Maki, Yossie and from her…
While I checked them my doorbell rang.

“Aya!! Open up!!”
It was Maki’s voice. Slowly I walked to the door and opened it. Maki looked really exhausted. Her eyes were checking every inch of my body.
“Something wrong?” I asked.
“Something wrong?!” she caught new breath, “Damn Aya! Where have you been?! We were worried about you!”

“I was here.” I lied.
“So?! Why haven’t you answered my messages?”
I looked up at Maki and sighed, “Cell phone was switched off.”
“Ok. But I was here about 0:10 a.m.! You weren’t here! Miki and Yossie were knocking on my door at 11:30 p.m.! I was already sleeping! The knockings were getting louder so I stood up and saw two completely exhausted girls in front of me! They were searching for you all the time!” Maki said.
Normally I should be touched right? I felt nothing!

“I wasn’t here at the time.” I replied.
“At least you are ok…Something happened yesterday with Miki?”
I shook my head, “No. When it’s ok I would like to rest a bit. I’ve got a cold.”
Maki hesitated a bit but then she nodded, “Uhn. Get well soon.”
I closed the door and went into my bedroom, dropped myself onto my bed and looked up.
“Urahhh!!!” I shouted angry and pressed my face against my pillow.

***

My free days were passing by. I stayed and home and just relaxed.
But today I had to work again. And it was really pain. Not because of her…my cold was very strong.

“Whoa! You’re ok?” Tsuji asked and touched my forehead.
“Only a little cold.” I replied. “You really look ill! Your cheeks are looking really red!”
I smiled, “I’m fine. Don’t worry.”
Tsuji nodded, “Oook! Got Futsual now! Get well soon!”
“Haiii! B—“ Great…Everytime when I higher my voice I had to cough.

“So let’s see…Dance practise now.” I grabbed my bag and walked into the dressing room.
And I wasn’t surprised of that what I just saw…

“Aya.”
I gave her a glare, “Out.”
“Let me explain. Please!”
“I said out!” I shouted and grabbed her by her wrist.
She was fighting against my grip and got rid of it. She tried to hug me.
Not with me! I pushed her away. She hit against the wall. Again my colds interrupt me from throwing her out.

“Are you ok?!” she asked.
“Don’t touch me!” I shouted.

“Miki? Futsual is starting now..Eh? Are you two ok?” Yossie asked and stopped by the door.
I was sweating. What was wrong with my body? The only thing I could remember was fast foot steps and someone shouting my name…Everything…was…so...blurry….

***

“Miki…you should visit her…” Yossie said and took Miki’s hand. She shook her head and looked down.
“Why not? She needs you now…Her parents are away and she is at home with fever…”
“So why don’t you go to her then?!” Miki shouted and left the room.
“Miki?...what’s wrong with you…”
***

“Hm…shalala…shalala” I hummed a little melody because I felt a bit better. Maki told me that I collapsed in the dressing room. Thanks to Yocchan who called the doctor. He was here this morning and said that my fever has gone. But I should take it easy. Because of the fact that it was really nice outside, I decided to walk around a bit. I played a bit with my yoyo while I was walking.

It was really nice…not cold and not to hot…not many people around…
“Let me go!”
People screaming…Eh?
I didn’t thought of anything until I heard a slapping noise.

“What’s going on there…?  Miki?!!!” I shouted when I saw that it was her.
Quickly I ran towards her. A big shadow disappeared in the little street.
“Are you ok?! What happened?!” I asked while trying to get her up.
It failed…she didn’t get up.
“What’s wrong?” I asked and kneeled by side her. She had her cheek covered with her hand. I slowly removed it and was shocked!
“Who did that?!”

Tears were rolling down her cheeks, dropping onto my hand.
She shifted a bit nearer but stopped. I knew what she wanted to do…
I placed my hand onto her back and hugged her tight.

“Aya..!” she screamed with her crying.
“What happened?”
“I wanted to tell him that I don’t want to be with him…but he…” Miki cried harder.
This asshole! “Where is he?!”
Miki shook her head, “I don’t know…” She held me tighter, “I’m sorry Aya…I wanted to tell you…”
I shushed her, “It’s ok…I have over reacted…”
I took her hand and smiled, “We don’t know what he is up to now…so…I’m begging you! Please live with me! I will take care about you!”
Miki looked up at me, “But you need your rest…”
I shook my head, “When you are by my side, safe, I don’t have to worry.”

“If I don’t make too much trouble…” Miki sobbed.
“No! Come…let’s go.”
I gave Miki my sunglasses and put on my cap again, “Wouldn’t be nice if someone would see us like this.” I laughed and placed my arm around Miki’s neck.
She nodded.

“You know? I’m there for you. I do everything for you.” I said and smiled.
Finally, Miki had her smile back on her face.
The most important thing I have to do now…being there for Miki with my heart.
And I hope…I can tell her…when the time is right…
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: tanakachi on January 30, 2007, 05:36:30 PM
OMG...who is that guy....wanna kill him for slapping miki.....:@ GRRRR...
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Amarghetta on January 31, 2007, 03:35:18 AM
Quote from: Gomaki;297340


“Yano…” she whispered.
I stopped.
“S-shit…” she stuttered and turned around to face me.
My body froze completely.
“A-aya I…let me-“

“…so you…have a…”
“I…I…”
“You lied…how long…?”
“I…I” she stuttered again.
“How long?!!!!” I shouted.
“A few days…” she replied. She wanted to touch me but I was already gone.


I had to read this part three times to get it, lol. [I really should stop reading this at work... :p]
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 31, 2007, 12:50:25 PM
yahhh XD
Now i see it too XD
well for those who are irritated...yano = ex boyfriend XD
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on January 31, 2007, 04:29:30 PM
Hoi XD
just a little special because I was bored ^^''
Hope you like it:

(click thumbnail for real size)
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Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: freya86 on January 31, 2007, 07:56:13 PM
Awww, that's so cute :heart:
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: black velvet on February 01, 2007, 01:17:09 AM
Awwies. :heart:

Sukeban Aya is going to protect Miki from danger! (Or would that be Prince Franz? xD)
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: KrazyForKamei on February 01, 2007, 02:56:46 AM
Ahhhh so sad these last few chapters have been. I liked Maki and Aya's conversation though...Aya not paying attention then mentioning Yui's boobs XD XD

That guy needs to be shot (or smacked with a yoyo) for hurting Miki...and Ayaya should do it ^_^

I'm glad the boyfriend is gone though...now Aya needs to make her move!
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on February 01, 2007, 05:33:18 AM
Quote from: KrazyForKamei;298408
I'm glad the boyfriend is gone though...
Or is he???? :shocked:

Dun dun DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!!!:ONwahaha:
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on February 01, 2007, 03:14:04 PM
I was wondering when this was coming back. I rather enjoyed reading it ^^

Welcome home :D
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on February 02, 2007, 08:42:09 PM
:ONscared:

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Chapter 11
Boom Boom Boom


I had to do a lot of Phone calls when we came to my apartment.
The police know every detail and they were searching for this….ARGH!!!
Tsunku was completely shocked. But we didn’t tell him that this guy was Miki’s Ex Boyfriend. He also made Miki a present. Tsunku said she should fly to Hawaii for a few days. What I found really surprising was that I have to go there too. Of course I would be there for work. But you know...knowing that Miki is there as well made me happy.

In the afternoon we got a call from the police.
Miki’s got robbed. They only got little clues…but still no sign of this ARGH!!
But they said that we can go out normally. Even…one thing is clear! I won’t let Miki alone if we would go out. Together we would be stronger right?

Miki was sleeping since a few hours ago.
I was sitting on my bed, Miki lying in my arms and her head rested on my shoulder. My heart was filled with happiness to have her so close again.
Her eyelashes were tickling against my neck when she woke up.

“Aya…?”
“Here…” I whispered back.
She snuggled into me again but looked up, “Some news?”
I shook my head. Miki sighed.
“Don’t worry…”
“Aya?...could we get out for a bit? I think it would help me a bit…”
“Are you sure?” I asked.
Miki nodded.

Anyway…I lost my Yoyo when I ran towards Miki this morning…Wouldn’t be bad to search for it…Lot’s of Memories are in this Yoyo…

***

“Hmm…it must be somewhere…” Miki said and looked around.
“There!” I said happily and picked it up.
“Oh gre—“

Hm? I looked behind me.
“Something wrong?” I asked.
She was standing there like she just had seen a ghost.
“Th-There…” she said pointing at something.
I turned again, “Hm?...Ah…Is it…?”
Miki’s face colour disappeared. She nodded.

“…Call the police.” I said and looked at her.
“What are you going to do?” She asked me quickly.
“Call the police…” I repeated again.
“Please…stay here…” Miki said and ran to a near phone box.

You…

“Oi!” I screamed and grabbed him by his collar.
“EH?”
“You will gonna be in so BAD trouble now!!!” I shouted and clenched my fist.
“What do you want?” He replied cool, “trying to hit me? Ts…silly girl!”

“SHUT UP!!!” I screamed and punched him into the face.
“You have hurt her! No one…NO ONE will hit her!! And who does will get in big trouble with ME!!!” I shouted again.
This guy…he just sat there and grinned.
I could hit this crappy face again and again!

“Aya!” I heard Miki shouting.
I looked around. Miki and police! Great!


“Now YOU gonna be in trouble!!!”
Quickly I turned around. It was too late. He wrapped one arm around my neck and held a knife before my throat.

The police tried to talk with him. But everytime they tried to get nearer he held his knife closer to my throat.

“Aya!!” I heard Miki again. Carefully I looked at her and smiled.
Hopefully…it would work…

‘Please…I don’t hope I watched Dragon Ball without learning some moves…’

I tried to punch into his stomach and it worked!

“Ufff”

But It was the wrong timing. I felt a bad pain on my right shoulder. When I looked on it…well…It didn’t look nice…
This idiot stabbed his knife into my shoulder!!!

“You…you…” I took a pause and gave him my Sukeban Deka look, “Uraaahhh!!” I screamed and kicked him right into his lower zone.

“Uffffffff….” Was the only thing he said and then he collapsed.
The police used the chance and ran over to us.

I was sweating and exhausted. The pain on my shoulder was getting terrible…
My eye took another peep at my shoulder…uhaaa…disgusting! My mind went blurry…I can’t look at blood long…it makes me dizzy…

“uh…uhaaa..ahuuu…” My legs felt weak suddenly.
I was going to fall!!
.
.
.
.
“Aya!!”
I fell into a pair of arms.
“Miki…tan…”
“Idiot! I told you to stay where you are!!” Miki’s voice was cracking.
I couldn’t see her clear…my hand travelled over her cheek and I gave her a smile.
“I let no one hurt you…” I whispered until my eyes were seeing nothing.

***

*sniff*  *sniff sniff*

This smell…uhm…nice…
I opened my eyes and saw that I wasn’t lying in my bed.

“You’re awake…good.”
My eyes were fixed on a person sitting on a chair, “Hmm?”
“How do you feel?”
I closed my eyes and opened them again…ah it was yocchan…, “A bit better.”
“Glad to hear that” she said, “Look…” Yossie pointed at something that was near me.
I carefully got my back up and scratched my head.

“Ah…”
A big smiled appeared on my face.
“She didn’t left you since yesterday. ”Yossie said smiling and stood up, “Ok…have to go now…please get well soon. You are incredible.”
I smiled and nodded.

My eye’s caught Miki again who had her head on her crossed arms, sleeping peaceful on the edge of the bed.
Carefully I stroked away a few hair strains out of her face.

“Hmm…”
“Ah…Did I wake you up?” I asked.
“Uhm…no…hey! You’re awake? Since when? Are you ok?”
 I laughed, “Don’t worry. I’m fine. Thank you for staying by my side.”
Miki smiled and nodded.

We kept staring at eachother.

“By the way…I talked with the doctor…you are lucky! You already can leave the hospital this afternoon. “
“Oh really?”
Miki nodded, “The check up was good.”
Suddenly something came back to my mind again.

“Ehm…what date do we have today??” I asked. Sorry…but I forgot it.
“23rd November. Why?”
I dropped onto my pillow again, scratching my head and grinning.
“Why?” she asked again.

“We will go and watch the firework tonight.”
Miki took a pause, “EEEEEEEH???!”
“Not EEEEH!! I had this in my mind since a few months ago…I really want to watch it with you…”
“Only! If you are really feeling better!”
“I feel better don’t worry! So is it a yes?”

“Yeeeeeeees~” Miki said and hugged me.

“OUUUCH!!!” I screamed.

Quickly Miki jumped back, Did I hurt you?!”
I pouted my cheeks first but then smiled, “Nope.”
Miki giggled.
“Awww come here!~” I laughed and hugged her.

I looked on my shoulder again.
The injury will leave a scar for sure.
But…ah doesn’t matter.
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:P ^^
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: rappizit on February 03, 2007, 02:58:11 AM
the composition is so long!
i have read a hundred lines, i think it's good.
but is that true? i am wondering.
and i think it is not easy for them to learn english, but miki's Amazing Grace is so melodious. i hope they can successed.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on February 05, 2007, 01:35:48 PM
:ONdunno:

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Chapter 12
Oh my Oh my


Well my stay in hospital wasn’t long. I came back at about 3 o clock.
“Miki tan I will go into the shower now…”
Miki looked up and hesitated to say something, “Ehhmmm…”
Ah did she want to join me? Please…please…
She grabbed a book, “I-I will just read erm…this book while you are in the s-shower.” She stuttered.
I gave her a forced smile, while my heart sank very deep…, “Uhum…”

In the bathroom I took off my clothes and went into the shower.
“Hmpf…” I sighed and bumped my head against the wall.
Something was still there…I’m scared of this ‘something’…If only I would know what it is…
The walls of the shower were steamed up. With my finger I wrote 4 words onto them. Sigh. Again I let my head bump against the wall.

A light pressure appeared onto my back, but was gone as far as it came.
I turned around quickly.
“Eh? W-what was…that?”
I looked around.
After I saw nothing in the bathroom I wrapped my towel around my body and ran into the living room.

“Miki? Eh…Were you just in the bathroom?”
Miki looked up from her book and gave me an innocent look, “No…Why?”
“Uhm…no it’s ok…” I said and headed into the bathroom again for getting dressed.
I could swear…someone touched my back…

***

“Taaaaaaaaan! Hurry up! If we want to reach the hills outside Tokyo we have to hurry!” I shouted and knocked against the bathroom door. She was in there too long now…
Finally the door clicked and opened.
“Sorry…I’m ready. Err…are you o-ok?”

I heard a snap near my ears and came back to reality.
“Y-you l-look really…be..be-beautiful!” I stuttered and kept staring at Miki.
She blushed…………….totally!!! Damn cute!
“Let’s go.” I said and locked my arm with hers.
It didn’t took long until we reached a hill outside of Tokyo to see the firework.
Why I decided to go somewhere outside Tokyo? Easy…from this hill we will have the best view over Tokyo!
“Let’s sit here.” Miki said and pointed at a nice big tree.
I nodded and let the bag drop by side it.
“Can y-you hold me while the firework?” Miki asked suddenly and looked at me with a little ‘nervous’ smile.
I nodded and took her hand. We seated ourselves under the tree. And again…I had Miki in my arms.
“2 minutes until the firework starts…” I whispered.
“It’s nice up here…I think we have a good view.”
I nodded, tapping my chin on her shoulder, “I watched a firework, 2 years ago, right here.”
Miki giggled, “With?”
“Ahh who was it again…I think it was…uhm…Ah! Natsumi and Maki! Oh yes I can remember now.”
“Cool…ah it started!”


Bright lights were twinkling in the clear dark sky.
A boom followed by another bang.
Different shapes, all very nice.
Big and small ones.

It was damn cold but seeing the bright coloured lights, makes me happy.
And to watch this nice moment with the girl that I love, makes me even happier.
Having her in my arms. Feeling every little hair that tickles against my face because of the light wind…Hearing her voice that make my heart bounce.
I enjoy every second that I can spend with her.

I had a look on my watch…the firework will end soon.
“I…think the final will come soon…” Miki said and smiled.

My eyes caught that her cheeks were red. I even was able to see that in the dark.

‘I…can’t hold it back…I have to…have to…’


Chu.

Finally…I gave her a kiss onto her cheek. I think…this was the best start.

“T-trying to copy my new habit?” She asked shyly.
I laughed quietly, “No…How was it? Miss Fujimoto please teach me.”
Miki began to giggle and turned around, “Quite good but look…”
She returned my kiss, “See…softly and short.”
My mind drove me crazy again…
“Hm…right…so, soft and quick?” I asked.
Miki nodded. I can’t tell it exactly but somehow…she looked at me…like she was waiting…for something?
“Uhmm and how about something like this?...” I asked and leaned closer.
She looked at my lips and then into my eyes with half closed eyes.
Her head came closer as well. My heart start bouncing.


Boom Bodoom Boom Boodoom



BOOM BOOM BANG BANG

Suddenly…the final of the firework began…
I stopped and was still looking at Miki. When she realised the final began her eyes were opened full again and she looked away.
Slowly she returned back to her position before the firework.

I gave a quiet sigh from me and wrapped my arms around her again.
Again…it failed. But…maybe I’m a bit closer.

“Don’t worry…”
“Hm?”
“Your kisses are great…” She said smiling.
I smiled as well.

Miki leaned her head against my shoulder, “Ayaya…I wish the time would stop…”
“Mikitty! We have to find the Dragon balls!” I laughed.
She couldn’t stop laughing, it looked cute.
After she managed to get breath again she said, “No! Serious…Nee…Aya chan…could you promise me something?”

“Everything…” I replied.
“Please…stay my friend for ever... I love it to have you close to me.”
“I promise. Then…promise me something too…”
“Uhm.”
”That I will stay your friend for ever too…” I said.
“Of course!” she replied, “And…I will tell you everything…no secrets anymore…” she added.
“Uhm…right…”

“B-by the way…uhm…I have to tell you something…”
I looked at her and when she looked at me I gave her my ‘WHAT…?’ look.
“I was in the bathroom today…”
“D-did you touch my back?”
She nodded guilty.
“Puuh…”

Shit! Suddenly I remembered…I wrote 4 words at the time…d-did she saw them?!

“Erm…did you saw something…on the shower wall?” I stuttered.
Miki thought a bit, “No? I just wanted to ask…” she blushed, “If I can join you…but then I felt embarrassing and ran out of the bathroom…”

Oh…so…I had the chance to shower with her…   DAAAAMN!!!!

“Err…it’s…next time…erm…just ask…”
Miki giggled shyly.

The rest of the night we kept talking about promises.
When it got colder and late, we went back to my apartment and looked some DVD’s, drinking hot chocolate and were cuddling eachother like teddy bears.
All this things were bringing back many memories when we were teenager.
And I realised…we still are like we were a few years ago…

***   ***  ***  ***   ***

[[Zooming into the shower]]
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[[Zooming at the shower wall]]
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           ‘Miki I love you’
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on February 05, 2007, 06:24:00 PM
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! I was wondering what she wrote. Thats so Awesome!!!!

Fireworks *sighs* and pecking *sighs again* its so cute XD
your kisses are great     Yeah that sounds like the honest remarks of Fujimoto

Ah, ur story can get wild really quickly!! It started as a soft, gentle love story of Aya and Miki then suddenly became a tough and tense action drama! Now its back to calm sweet love XD

Keep it going Gomaki~
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on February 05, 2007, 07:50:21 PM
OMG!!!!!!!!!!! Fanfic of the month O_O   *can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thans  =^_^=
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Yuuyami on February 05, 2007, 09:35:53 PM
Sorry for lurking, but anyways, I love this story too! <3

I can see your german dialect coming out from time to time too, but that is so cute! <3

Aya and Miki are the best! <3

Congradulations on having fic of the month!

-hugs you- <3
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on February 05, 2007, 09:42:02 PM
Thanks~^^

Ah really? Yaahhh but when it is cute it's ok xDDD:ONshy2:
People have realised that at my 1st fic as well xD
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: len.chan on February 05, 2007, 10:52:07 PM
hey, congratulations for the 'fic of the month' XD
you know... I WANT A KISS! Told her already Aya!!
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: katatsumuri on February 06, 2007, 12:33:50 AM
Congratulations Gomaki~ for getting 'Fic of the month.'
Keep the nice chapters coming.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: black velvet on February 06, 2007, 01:44:03 AM
Oh, man! Everytime I read your fic, I just start . . . gushing. :heart:

Aya was superb, using Dragon Ball moves to defeat Miki's ex. I was rooting for her big time. Also, it seems as though things are more tense between the two, but they're slowly pushing that off. (wOOt! Honeymoon in Hawaii!) Can't wait to see what will happen to them now . . .

By the way, congratulations on fanfic of the month! You deserve it! ^_^
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on February 08, 2007, 02:07:14 PM
First of all! Thank you!~
So the next chapter is finished. Is it me or are they getting shorter:ONdunno:
Yah well i will give my best for the next one!

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Chapter 13
The island of…Love?


“Oh yes yes yes! Finally Mikitty and me on Hawaii…hehehe” I whispered and ran in circles.
“Hohoho” Now I was jumping
I clenched my fist and looked up into the sky, putting on my sunglasses.
“Hihi Hoho haha!~ This is to good to be reeeeeaaal!~~” I giggled and danced around.

“Ayaya…here..we have room—“ Miki stared at me, “Ehm…What are you doing?”
“Whooo!” I screamed out of surprise, “N-Nothing!!” I replied quickly and stood still.
Miki gave me an irritated look, “Aha…yah well…we have room 223.”
I nodded, “Okeee!”
“How…how many cups of coffee did you have this morning?!” Miki asked me.
“2…or no wait…erm 6! Yeah 6!” I replied.
“You should leave it by one every morning…” Miki sighed and grabbed her bag.
“Naaah just kitting Tan~ No I’m exited an nervous~”
Miki smiled, “Come let’s have a look into our room.”
I nodded and followed her.

She had no clue that there was something…Something that I let prepare.
Mikitty unlocked the door and opened it.
“Whoaa! Nice room!” She said and dropped her bag directly down and looked around.
I did the same but stayed in the living room.


“Ayaya!! Look! Look here!” Miki screamed out of the bedroom.

Yes! She has found it! I ran into the bedroom, “What?” I asked cool.

“Whoa look at these nice pictures!”
I collapsed. She didn’t saw what I let prepare!!!
Quickly I poked onto her shoulder and pouted my cheeks when she looked back.

“Hm? Your ok?”
“Uhm!!!” I made a noise and pointed on the bed.
Miki’s eyes were passing my head and looked on the bed.
“Whoaaaa!” She screamed.
I wonder how much coffee she drank…

Finally…she picked up the bunch of flowers on the bed that I let prepare this morning.

“To Mikitty, Let’s have a nice stay here in Hawaii~  Ayaya.” Miki read and looked at me.
I gave her a smile, scratching my cheek with my index finger.
“You…”
Is she going to hit me?! She looked onto the floor.

“You are so CUTE!!” she suddenly screamed and hugged me.
I giggled.
“You never did something like this before.” She said, her head turning red like a tomato.
“Yahhrr…you know erm…j-just a little idea…” I stuttered.
Miki giggled.
After we saw our hotel room we went down and ate something. We were hungry.

***

“Nice dinner…Puuh…is it only me or why is it so hot?” Miki asked.

‘Ahem…Girl we are on Hawaii…’

“It’s Hawaii…you should expect something from an hot island or not?”
Miki nodded.
“Soo…do you want to go out? Beach? Or just relax the first day?” I asked looking around again.
“I’m a bit tired…” Miki said and began to strip away her shirt, “So I will relax a bit…”

‘Oh…oh…oh…keep quiet…keep quiet…oh oh nooo….’

“W-What are you doing??” I asked and hid my self behind the door.
“It’s damn hot…so I just get off some clothes. It’s nobody here so it’s ok. Isn’t it?”

‘Nobody h-here? I’m standing behind the door with a bleeding nose!’


“Yahh…I will stay here than too.” I said, hopefully changing the subject.
“Uhm. Maybe we can go to the beach tonight.” Miki said and jumped onto the bed.
I didn’t exactly know why but I joined her…Maybe because it looked so inviting…

“Uhaaa I’m tired…” Miki yawned.
“You didn’t slept well last night hm? I heard you when you went into the kitchen.”
Miki nodded and sighed, “Uhn…the storm last night was so loud…”
“I didn’t hear anything…was it so loud?”
“Maybe it was your snoring! But wait…when you didn’t hear the storm why did you hear me?”

I blushed, “Erm…because you…because the…because the bed sheets moved! Yeah the bed sheets moved when you stood up!”
“Oh…I see.” Miki said calm and closed her eyes.

I had a deep look into her face.
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.
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.
“Something wrong?” she asked and kept her eyes closed.
“Do you have a 6th sense for catching me when I’m looking at you?!”
“Maybe…” she said and opened her eyes.

I smiled, “You are cute…”
Suddenly she turned around.
“You’re blushing?”
“N-No!” she stuttered and hid her face with her arm.
“Yes you are!” I laughed and turned her around.
She began to giggle, “Why are you saying this everytime?”
“Because it’s true…”
Miki began to laugh, “Stupid! Uha! S-stop tickling me!”

“Noooo~”
“A-aya! It tickles! Stop stop!” she cried out with her laughing.

“Uh! Ouch *%&!?° “ I screamed.
“Oh shit sorry! I didn’t want to kick y—“ Suddenly Miki laughed when she realised where she kicked me.

“S-stop laughing….ouch…even for girls it’s pain to get kicked down there…” I whined.
Miki wrapped her arms around my neck, “Sooorry~~”
I wanted to look up to her and give her my ‘angry’ look but my eyes stopped, staring at her chest.
Quickly I jumped up, “Yaahhh it’s ok!!! I have to use the toilet excuse me!~”

“Huh?”

Damn!! My nose was bleeding again. This is getting on my nerves!
Good that she was wearing a bra…
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on February 09, 2007, 05:10:30 PM
cool sig btw.

Yes, Yes it does hurt to be kicked there..why do people not understand. Do they think we have some sort of immunity from pain just cause nothings there?!

Comment on the story..
YAY! I was hanging around for another update. YAAAAY!! Miki...hotness....hawaii....ohhhhh yeahh..
Title: Chap. and news
Post by: Gomaki on February 11, 2007, 01:33:00 PM
Sorry but this chap was so hard to write >_<
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Chapter 14
Is this for real?!


2 Days in Hawaii and Tan was always relaxing. This girl is definitive an indoor type! I asked her about 20 times to go to the beach with me…Everytime I ended up walking alone…The only best thing was our bath times…
Damn…what should I do? Photo shootings in the morning until afternoon…not much time to hang out with her then…

“Hmpf…what should I do…?” I asked myself and looked outside.

“Ayaya?”
I turned around, “Hm…?”
Miki smiled, “Want to go to the beach? Might be nice to go swimming when it is a bit late.”
A happy smile appeared on my face, “Finally! Of course!”
“Ok…I’m already finished. Go and get on your bikini~” She gave me a wink and disappeared in the living room.

Quickly I got into my bikini, covered from my hot pants and a tank top like Mikitty.
“I’m ready!~”
“Good so let’s go!~” Mikitty giggled and took my hand.

***

The sky was orange red already.
No people. Well of course there aren’t much people…we had a nice place between big stones and very much space. Funny that no one found this place already. Actually Miki found it when she was here with Morning Musume a few years ago.

“Ayaaaaa~”
“Huh?”
Miki giggled and splashed water into my face.
I splashed back.

“EEEEH?? Where is she?”
Miki was gone? How could that be?

“M-Miki? T-Tan?” I looked around. No Miki.

Suddenly something stroked my leg, I looked down quickly.
Ah she was diving.  When she came up again she splashed water into my face.
“Ehehe.” She giggled.
She was so cute. I like it when she is so happy.
Miki looked into the sky.
I caught her reaction,“Pretty isn’t it?”
“Aya, you know…I always wanted to watch a sunset with you…should we watch it together?”
“Sure.” I said.
We walked back to the beach and sat down.

***

“Do you think…we had the chance to swim naked just now?” Miki asked.
I laughed, “Eh?”
“Never did something like this before. You?”
“N-No…and I wouldn’t try it.”
Miki laughed quietly.

The last days she was so quiet…She was so playfully when we arrived here on Monday. But then she got quieter. I tried to get her laugh but it failed everytime.

“Tan is something wrong?” I asked and shifted closer.
Miki took a pause and shifted nearer as well, “D-don’t know…I was thinking about a few things the last days…”
“About what?”


She looked up into the sky. Her hand travelled to mine and holds it tight.
My heart was skipping one beat after another one.
“L-Love…I wonder…if there will be a chance for me again…”
Will there be a chance for me? That’s what I am thinking about all the time…

Quickly I jumped behind her and hold her tight.
“There will be chances…believe me…”
“I think there is no one who loves me…” she added.

“Don’t be so stupid!” I said and turned her around.
She shook her head.

“It’s true! I lost the person who I love the most!” she cried back.
My heart sank. What did she meant?
“W-wait, don’t tell me that you still love…this…”

“No!! I… Damn! Just leave me alone!” she shouted and stood up.
Quickly I grabbed her wrist, “Miki please tell me!”
She shook her head, when she did, something dropped against my face.

‘W-water? N-no wait…’

I let go of her.

“I wish I could understand what you are thinking…I’m trying so hard since weeks now to show you what I feel…but maybe…I didn’t show you enough…”,
I took a break, “Please…tell me what’s wrong…”

She seated herself near me again, her knees against her chest and her arms wrapped around them.

There was a long silence.

“I don’t know…I’m not myself the last days…”
“I realised that…why? Do you have an answer why you are so upset the last days?”
Miki shook her head.
“When something is worrying you tell me…please.”

Miki took a long break and was thinking again.


“There is something…what did you meant by ‘I tried so hard since weeks now to show you what I feel’?”
I sighed…”I need time for this…I think…I just erm…It’s something I have to tell you”
Now Miki’s look was even more irritated.
“Please…”
Miki nodded, “Is it bad?”

“Don’t know…” I said and took her hand.

Again there was silence.

“Say…did it leave a scar?”
“Huh?”
“On your shoulder.” Miki said and looked at my shoulder.

“Yes…but I will take it positive.”
“How do you mean that?”
“Everytime when I look at it I will be glad that I have it…” I said and smiled.
“I don’t get it!”
I sighed, “I’m glad hat I have it because it is something special.”
“Why is it special? Can’t you just say why and don’t use 30 sentences?!”
“Idiot…this scarf shows me that I protected someone who I like…”

‘Or love…’

Miki got quiet again.
I wonder what she was thinking…

“I think…I know what you meant by the sentence…” she said quiet.
“Hm?”
“Your behaviour changed so much last month…you are caring about me more and more…”
“Got that right…yes…Because you were the one who cared about me all the years…and I was so stupid and didn’t saw it…” I said and got an idea.


“Taaan? Could you do me a favour?”
“Hm? What favour?”

I grinned.

***

“Eh??? What are you doing aya?!”
“Hold still!” I said and covered Miki with more sand.
“You are so stupid! I warn you! When you leave me alone like this I will kill you!” she screamed.

“Yah yah…”

***

“Finished~” I said cheerful.
“Fine you had your fun now get me out again!”
“No.” I said and crossed my arms on the place where Miki had her chest under the sand.

“W-what is this going to be?” she asked nervous.

I shushed her, “Be quiet…”
She was irritated.
“Close your Eyes and listen…listen carefully…”

Miki closed her eyes.

“You know…something changed…I changed so much because I fell in love with someone…”
 Miki opened her eyes, “Wha—“

“Damn listen! Close your eyes I’m not finished yet!”

Miki hesitated but closed her eyes again.

“I fell in love with someone…And I truly love this person…We are hanging out every second…even if we had a quarrel…And I want to be there for the Person…”

‘Finally…’

“Miki…” I whispered and gave her a soft kiss onto her lips, “I love you.”

She carefully opened her eyes and was just staring at nothing.

Do you know why I covered her with sand? I don’t know how she would react…So if she might react with hitting me she has no chance…

“Aya…? Could you come nearer for a sec?” Miki whispered.
I hisitated and leaned forward.


Suddenly she pushed herself out of the sand and wrapped her arms around me, slamming me against the sand and kissing me with such much power.
This kiss was filling my heart with love…

“I love, love you, love you, love you!!” she repeated and kissed me thousand times.
“Is that true?!” I asked.
She rubbed her cheek against mine, “Yes!” she whispered into my ear.

I hugged her tight.
“Wa-wait! You are crying?” I asked and looked into her face.
Miki sniffed but smiled, “Uhum…I didn’t know that you would feel something for me after our futarigoto episode…I was too scared to ask…Your answer was clear enough for me at that time…”
“Miki…” I said and went my thumbs over her cheeks.
“Ayaya you are still irritating me~” Miki laughed and hugged me.
“You are irritating me as well!~” I laughed.

Is this the reality? Or a dream?
For me it’s reality!
Finally I said that I love her. And I didn’t expect her reaction at all…
I’m the happiest Aya on the world.

Miki and I were going back to the hotel.
We both have to sit down and talk about many things now.


_________________________________

Ok yaaaa it finally happend XD

Now there is something that I have to tell you all.
I will be away for 2-3 months.
I've got a health problem since last year april (panic attacks)
Finally I get help this year. On wedenesday (14th feb.) I will go to a clinic.
But I will come home on the weekends! That's good!! It would be terrible 2-3 months without H!P :ONscared:
I am a bit scared, though^^''
The first time I will be  away for such a long time...
But I really need to use this chance! It really sucks that no one want's to help you -_-''
So  wish me luck that I can live a normal life again without being scared^^

Ganbarimasu~
I think I said everything now...? Okeee but I think  I will post one chap before I will go. And if not then you get them on the weekends^^
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: black velvet on February 11, 2007, 04:08:59 PM
*gasp* They CONFESSED! :heart: I had a mental picture of Aya covering Miki with sand and kissing her. xD

Sorry to hear about your health problem. Please get better soon! And, good luck! :D
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on February 12, 2007, 11:55:06 AM
LOL. That has to be the WEIRDEST love confession in history!! Buried half in sand!! LOL. But fair enough. Im glad she told her. it was sweet.

Miki is rather hot headed in matters with love, right ^^

Goodluck with your going away. We'll miss you and wait for your return. I hope you can get better quickly and come back sooner!! GOODLUCK GOMAKI
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: BeLLisima on February 13, 2007, 04:51:44 AM
Gomaki u shuld try to be a sciptwritter hohoho
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on February 13, 2007, 03:34:36 PM
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Gomaki u shuld try to be a sciptwritter hohoho


XD

@ well all XD; I will give my bst! See you next weekend! :wave: :ONbyebye: :MKbye: :MKdepressed:
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on February 16, 2007, 05:04:00 PM
*waits for weekend*
Itterashai~
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: rndmnwierd on February 16, 2007, 07:31:28 PM
I had a lot of reading to catch up on, first of all, congrats on fic of the month.

Second, whoo! Confessions in Hawaii! That sounds like a reality show...
Title: Juhuuu XD
Post by: Gomaki on February 24, 2007, 09:47:12 PM
Hey hey^^

Weekend = Home  Yay XD
Whoa I was so happy when I arrived at home^^
I'm feeling much much better! I'm not so nervous anymore and I feel like I never had this problem. I feel great!

Ok so I finished this chap. here^^
I'm sorry it's a bit short and my brain didn't work in the two first weeks I spend in the clinic :ONgyaaah: (But at home it works) :P

So enjoy and I hope I have the next chapter on next weekend!
I still will give my best! See you

_____________________________________

Chapter 15
Mysterious sound




Miki and I were talking about the futarigoto episode until now.
She said that she loved me since we met us, but she was too afraid to tell.
I listened carefully to each word she said.
The futarigoto episode played a huge role in our conversation.

“You know…I tried to make my feelings a bit clearer to you when we had this dinner.”
I nodded, “When I said that we can’t get any closer I saw sadness in your eyes. Even in the funny moments when we laughed and giggled together I saw this sadness.”
She took my hand, “I was sad…at that point I wished that I never started that conversation…”

“But you know…we really can’t get closer…” I began.
Miki gave me a surprised look.
“…when we are working, right?” I smiled and stroked her cheek.
Slowly she closed her eyes and let her head rest on my lap, “Of course we can’t kiss us in public…I know that…” She whispered, “But I still can hug you in public right?”

“Mikitty…” I began to laugh, “If you didn’t realised it, you hug everyone!”
Miki giggled, “Ah…right.”
My fingers began to tickle her behind the ear. She snuggled into me and purred like a cat.  
“Like this hmm…?” I whispered and leaned my head back.
“Mrrmm…” she purred back.
A smile appeared on my face.

“But…I love it more like this…” Miki took me by the wrist and laid me next to her.
She blushed a bit when our faces were only a few inches away.
I smiled and wrapped my arms around her.
“You really love cuddling hm?” I laughed quietly.
“Only with you~” she giggled back and rubbed her cheek against mine.
I loved it when she did that. And even more when she was lying in my arms and giving me warm feelings.

Miki came closer but stopped her head, “T-This is funny? On the beach I had the strength to kiss you but now I’m nervous.”
My face went red, “I-I’m nervous t-t-t-too.” I stuttered.
And this was really embarrassing for both of us.
But somehow…I feel like I’ve got the man role in our relationship. Well… but it feels great!
So I took all my strength together and gave her a little but lovely kiss on her lips.

She began to giggle again and snuggled into me.

“You are a funny girl mikitty~ I love you.”
“True?”
“I wouldn’t say it if it wouldn’t be true silly you~”
Miki’s heartbeat relaxed, “It feels so good…to know that you love me ayaya…”
I closed my eyes and let my heart melt by her words.

***

“Alohaaaaa~!”
“Gosh Maki don’t scream so loud thru the phone!” I shouted back.
Maki giggled, “Sorry~ and are you two ok?”
“Yep we are fine~ Nice weather and I don’t have to work today because it’s the last day of our trip~ How about you?”
“Ok…you started with the weather so I do it as well…It’s raining so much! Damn! You two are lucky!!! And I’m fine~” Maki’s voice was first angry but then happy.
“Ahh~ Well It’s nice that you are doing well!~” I took a look over Miki.
She gave me a glare that was filled with jealousness.
My body froze.

“Aya?”
“Huh? yeah yeah?”
“How is Miki?”
“She is doing really well. I can see that she relaxed more since yesterday.” I said and gave Miki a wink.
She blushed a bit.
“That’s really good! And now to the main reason why I call…”
‘Oh great…’

“What is it?”
“Yaah actually it’s good...I think.”
“Damn maki then say it!” I screamed.

“Ok…I’ve heard that you and Miki will have a 3rd single.”
Oh!!! My heart was bouncing.
“C-could you repeat that please?” I asked and switched on the free speaker.

“You maybe will have a 3rd single. Wasn’t that clear enough?”

Miki jumped up from the bed and ran in circles.
I smiled. This was too good to be real!

“M-Maki? I will call you back ok?” I asked.
“Eh?...Moo! Ok…take care you two. See you…ah! Tomorrow!”

I hung up and found Miki directly in my arms.
“Yaaaaaay~” She laughed.
“This is awesome! More time we can spend together!”
Miki nodded happily.

***

“Hmm…so what should we do on our last day in Hawaii?”
Miki thought a bit, but then shrugged with her shoulders, “Don’t know.”
This girl always let me end up with thinking!
“I think…you just want to stay here hm?”
Miki gave me a smile, “Only if you want to stay here too.”
“Indoor type you~” I laughed.

Miki stuck out her tongue and slammed her hand against her butt.
Naughty thoughts came to my head but I tried to hold them back.
I don’t want to shock Miki if I would do what I was thinking.

There was a short silence between us.
 
“Ah come let’s walk around a bit hm?” Miki finally said something.
I agreed and we went out.


There was a nice spot far away from the town we were staying.
We ended up walking, or better playing around.
Hugging each other, running around, trying to catch ourselves. We played like little kids.
It was fun.

The best thing, we were alone.
“Ohaaaa Mikitty look here!” I screamed with a high tone.
She quickly looked over to me, “Wha—“

“Nothing~” I whispered after I finished my kiss.
She began to giggle and wrapped her arms around my neck.
We collapsed both onto the sand and began to kiss us longer.
It felt great.

Snap Snap

I opened my eyes slowly, seeing that Miki still had her eyes closed.
Carefully I stopped, “Did you hear that?”
“Hm?”
“…Just thought…I heard something?”
She stroked my cheek and smiled, “Maybe just a bird.”
I smiled back and nodded. Again we continued kissing.


Snap Snap Snap Snap.

“Eh?” I whispered and looked around.
“This time I heard it too.” Miki said looking around aswell.
Somehow…I had this nervous and bad feeling in my stomach.
I stood up and checked the area a bit, but saw nothing.
“Maybe…it really was just a bird?” I asked.
“Could be…?”

Then there was another noise. We both saw a shadow that disappeared behind the trees.
I took Miki’s hand, “Come let’s go. I don’t like this here…”
Miki nodded and we headed back.

I couldn’t sleep that night.
This was all so mysterious. But when I looked in Miki’s face when she was sleeping I calmed down. Still…this feeling in my stomach was still…there.
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: tanakachi on February 24, 2007, 09:54:10 PM
please dont tell me that they will get friday'd or something O_O''
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: black velvet on February 25, 2007, 01:51:25 AM
^ I'm guessing so. :( DAMN BIRD! D<

@Gomaki: Glad to hear that you are doing better! Keep it up! :D
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Amarghetta on February 25, 2007, 04:10:45 AM
An update! It's good to have you back. ;)
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: Mikan on February 25, 2007, 08:15:10 AM
okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaeri!

Nice chapter. Snuggles and warm embraces. Love is great, isnt it..

and hizzah for 3rd singleeeee
Title: Secret of GAM
Post by: 00HB on February 25, 2007, 09:05:48 PM
Wooo! this is fic of the month for a time now and I can see why it was chosen! :panda_love:
Sorry to not read it before.. I hads to be away from the forum for a little time....
But, yey! This is great! And most of all, I'm glad you're feeling better!
keep it up, please! ^_____^
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Tinnygy on April 04, 2007, 08:54:52 AM
It has been a month and when will the next chap come up???

This is so good to be true that Aya and Miki finally fall in love with each other, so sweet  :)
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on April 28, 2007, 09:47:41 PM
Long time no seeeeeeee~ :D

Hope you are all doing well? I'm totally fine! ;D Well...I'm still at the clinic lol :-\
But I think I will get out of there soon  :D I will try to write the next chapters tomorrow! My weekends are too short  >:( I will give my best and try it!!! Hope you are still looking foward to my story! :-\
Hopefuly a new update tomorrow ;)

ja ne
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: edhead999 on April 29, 2007, 09:42:12 PM
Sweet, it's so good to hear that you're doing well :). Looking forward to that next chapter XD
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: MikiBird on May 04, 2007, 07:48:57 PM
Hey, its my first here in the fanfics room.
And ur fic is the first one i read as im a GAM's fan...hehe
I just finished the chapter 2.
I really like it...
Miki-Aya are sweet and cute  :heart:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on June 01, 2007, 12:26:06 PM
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Hey, its my first here in the fanfics room.
And ur fic is the first one i read as im a GAM's fan...hehe
I just finished the chapter 2.
I really like it...
Miki-Aya are sweet and cute 

Thanks  :wub:

Sooo well I'm out of the clinic YAAAAAAAAAY~  :lol:
I love it to know that I can be here everyday now~ :D And now I got more time again for writing! I really missed writing when I was in the clinic...my head didn't want to release ideas in that time! :angry: :cry:
Yaaah well just wanted to tell you that I'm back again  :P
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on June 01, 2007, 02:43:55 PM
WELCOME BACK!!! :rockon:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on June 21, 2007, 08:10:07 PM
 :lol:
Hey~^^
Finally I've got the next chapter finished! I think it might be a good start again.
Well my writing is still a bit...hmmm well not so good :cry: Ok sorry that it took so long, but I really had so much to do. 
I hope I can make a weekly update or more updates in a week.
What I want to say is that there is no end in the moment of the story. And that I had planned to make a Secret of GAM  Miki Version when the Aya version is finished. So I hope you like the idea and I thank you all for your support!!  :heart:

Ok enough talking! Here it is~
______________________________________________________________________

Chapter 16
“メリー クリスマス”
Merry Christmas


 few sun strains were shining thru the curtains.
I was lying on my belly, still sleeping lightly. After a while I sensed my Miki shifting nearer. When I felt that her hand came under my shirt, stroking my back softly, I turned my head to the right side.
A soft “Good Morning.” Came to my ears.
I smiled and opened my eyes.

My eyes coughed her only a few inches away from me. She looked cute with messy hair and a sleepy face. Slowly she climbed on top of me.
“Morning.” I replied soft and smiled.
Miki stretched her arms, making a “Mhh….”sound.
“Slept well?” I asked.
“Yep.” She answered playing with my hair.
She bends down and kissed me. I returned her kiss softly.

Somehow things changed. Our behaviour was different.
We touch us in other ways than before.
Sometimes, my head was telling me things that frightened me.
This feeling inside me…that says that I should do more…
The way she is playing with me is turning me on. I gently swap places with her and wanted to kiss her more.
Just when I did…the telephone rang…
Miki blushed and covered herself with the blanket.
Talk of bad timing…
I sighed and answered the phone…

“Yah…?”
“Good Morning Matsuura san, I just wanted to say that your Taxi to the airport arrived.”
“Uhm…thanks…”
“We will wait for you.”

The reception hung up the phone.
I scratched my head and looked over to Miki.
“Sorry…”
“F-for what?” she quickly replied.
My head went red.
She smiled, “Taxi arrived?”
I nodded. Well…at least the whole trip to Hawaii was very relaxing and good.

***

Sweet Home…Sweet Home.

Over the whole flight my mind was on Miki.
My eyes took a peep over to the girl who was sitting on the sofa, watching some TV Programs.
I walked quietly to the window, not trying to disturb Miki from watching TV.
The sky was clear outside and the bright lights of the town were reflecting against the window.

“You are so quiet aya…is everything alright?”
A pair of arms appeared around my waist and a little Miki looked into my eyes.

“Do you not want to watch your TV program to the end…?” I whispered.
She smiled and rested her head on my chest, “Nah…”
“Hmm anyway…Mikitty erm…you know…Christmas is soon…” I sighed and tipped my chin on the top of her head.
“Uhm…I would love to spend the night with you…”
My heartbeat went faster. Christmas Eve with Miki? Oh yeah!

“Of course! Err I mean…I would like to spend it with you too…if you erm…want to?”
Miki smiled, “Good. You know…Christmas with the other girls...is boring.”
I pinched her cheek and giggled. Miki stared at me and said nothing.

‘You have so beautiful eyes…’

“I love you.” She whispered and hugged me tight.
I returned her hug, “I love you as well…”


*********

 Sigh.
One day before Christmas…and I…have still…NO present for Miki!!!
It’s hard to find something for her…I’m not so lucky…
I’m walking around in Ginza since 10.00am in the morning. There must be something!!
Something special…

“Can I help you madam?” a friendly and young shopkeeper asked me.
“Erm…I’m looking for a present for my girlfr…errr bo-boyfriend!” I stuttered.
“We have some Rings for men over there. Do you want to have a look?”
“Er did I say b-boyfriend?! Sorry I’m quite confused because I didn’t buy a present for my best friend.” I quickly shot back.
The shopkeeper looked irritated but smiled like she had the right thing. And yes! She had it!

*********
My heart was bouncing fast when I heard the doorbell rang.
Quickly I jumped to the door and opened it. My jaw dropped to the ground.

“Hey.” Miki giggled.
“H-hi!” I stuttered back, “You look damn beautiful!”
She was wearing a nice red glittery dress that ended at her knees.
Miki blushed and came into my apartment. My legs were shaking a bit.

‘What now?!’

Like she could read minds she came closer and hugged me.
She smelled really nice…”How are you?” she asked me and looked up.
“F-fine and you?”  I asked back.
“Fine as well~”
“So, I panned everything…do you want to hear my little list for tonight?” I asked and watched Miki while she sat onto the couch.
“Sure.” She smiled and crossed her legs.

“Ok. 1st of all I’d made a Christmas cake, a strawberry cake. I’d like to eat it with you. 2nd, we can exchange our presents and chill out a bit. 3rd, I will take you to a date. We can walk in the streets and parks of Tokyo a bit. Might be romantic?” I paused and blushed.
Miki giggled, “Good ideas. And…what do we do after our little walk?”
Suddenly she had a smirk on her face.
I scratched my head, “Er…well yeah. I haven’t thought about that yet…ha…ha…ha”

“Yah, so first the cake hm?”
I nodded, “I will go and get it, wait a sec.” I headed into the kitchen.

***

There we were. Sitting on the floor and eating my yummy Christmas strawberry cake.
“It’s delicious!”
“Glad you like it! Ah Miki…say Aaaaaaaaa~” I took the strawberry of my cake and held it between my thumb and index finger.
“Aaaaaaaaaa~”
Miki began to giggle while she chewed the strawberry.
“Uhm. Now you~” she laughed and fed me with a strawberry as well.
I grinned. Her childish giggling made me happy. She was so cute.
“Hey…” she put her index finger under my chin and moved my head nearer to hers.

We kissed us. Her lips tasted like strawberries. And to be honest…the kiss was better than the cake…
“Hey Miki…let’s exchange our presents yeah?” I whispered.
She nodded and smiled.

“Merry Christmas Miki~” I said cheerful and gave her a little package.
“Oh~!!” Miki looked surprised and happy when she saw the golden Ring.
“I love you.” I whispered and kissed her on to the cheek.
“I love you too…and I think you will be surprised now…” she said and gave me her present.
It was wrapped into the same paper like mine.
I opened it and yes! I was surprised!
“T-The same ring?” I laughed, “Now we have something matching again hm?” I smiled.
“Yeah, I had to think about you when I saw it…” she said and blushed.
 I giggled.
“A-Aya could you put it on my finger?” she asked me.
“S-sure!” I took the ring and carefully put it on her ring finger.
“Thanks~ Erm…can I…too?”
I nodded. She took the ring she bought me and put it on my ring finger as well.

“Yaaaay~” we both giggled and hugged us.

***

It was about 11:00p.m when we walked around in a park near my apartment.
It was really cold. Miki was shivering really strong. Somehow the scene remembered me of Hokkaido… I put my right arm around her shoulders and held her closer to me.
“You’re ok?”
She smiled and nodded. Her cheeks were red because of the cold.
“You were right Aya…it is romantic outside here…even it’s a bit cold but your body is so warm…I can feel your heartbeat…it’s relaxing…” Miki stopped, closed her eyes and shifted nearer. My body got warmer and warmer.
“Aya…the new year is coming nearer and nearer…”
“Uhm…”
“Please let me be still a part in your life then too…”
“I will…I will take care of you…no matter what happens…you will be in my heart. You are my love and my best friend.”
She just wanted to say something but…

“A- Hey look! It’s snowing!”
“Ah really!” I replied and looked up.
“Beautiful…”
“Yeah…That’s even more romantic…”
“We are really lucky, right?
“We are…we really are.” I smiled and put my arm around Miki again.

“C-can we go back again? I’m freezing…” Miki stuttered.
“I thought my body is warm?”
“It is! But, I want to go to your place again…It’s nicer there…No hard park bench but a really really nice and warm bed!”
“Oh I see. Ok then let’s go!!!”

***

Miki was right a warm bed is nicer than a park bench.
We cuddled ourselves under the blanket. Nothing is nicer to cuddle with the most be loved to finish a romantic day.   
.
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on June 21, 2007, 08:18:05 PM
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww they got each other the same present! :wriggly:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on July 19, 2007, 05:39:27 PM
I'm still alive! :lol:
Just wanted to post a little pic that I made and say that I am working on 2 chaps a few days now^^
Finally I got some ideas!

(http://img512.imageshack.us/img512/8317/gamkissqz0.th.jpg) (http://img512.imageshack.us/my.php?image=gamkissqz0.jpg)

 :P

EDIT: Oh damn xDDD I just read thru my Story "H!P Lovers" again and I'm so embaressed now xDD I wrote the story in a totaly crappy way xD Maybe I should edit the whole story when I'm finished with this one here? Anyway it's embarissing XD  :rofl:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 10, 2007, 03:13:34 PM
Ahem...
Lol I will be away from tomorrow until next saturday.
I will be on holiday with my family. I'm really looking forward to it!
My sister will take her laptop with her so I can work on my chapters when I'm bored.
The only bad thing that we have no internet at the place we stay  :imdead: If there will be no Internet Cafe I will die :banghead:

Ok so I hope I will get those two very difficult chapters finished until saturday^^
I hope there are still people who like my story :?

Okay then, see you next saturday! And I think that I can post one chapter then ^_^

BYE BYE~  :byebye:

SORRY SORRY x_x I could hit myself for beeing so lazy lately...
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on August 10, 2007, 10:46:00 PM
^ Have fun!  :byebye:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 12, 2007, 11:39:16 AM
Woohooo yay~ somehow we actually do have internet xDDD

Quote
^ Have fun!  byebye

thanks!^^
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 15, 2007, 12:43:56 PM
Ahaha....lol...
I will be back tomorrow, plans have changed xD
Naah any way... one chapter is finished but I still have no plan when to post it. the chapter number is still undecided.
And chap 17 isn't finished yet. But maybe later or tomorrow if I'm not too tired then.
Damn...one stupid thing followed by another  :err: :fainted: :depressed: :mon POd:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: g4rfield on August 18, 2007, 12:05:18 AM
Aahh...after reading fics that makes my eyes all swollen, :k-sad:this fic is a NICE change. Happy and sweet, at least atm. Want to read MOREEE please!!! :luvluv2:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 18, 2007, 01:04:25 PM
Glad you like it :D
You will get more soon because I am now working on Chap. 17. There is also a veeeeeeeeeeeery long one, but it has still no title and I don't know when to use it. I think it would be Chap. 19 :roll:
But it will take a while because Chap. 17 is a bit difficult...

By the way...I've got one question XD
It's about chapters with naughty lines^^''
How 'dirty'  XD*cough* can they be to post in here?
Or do I have to post them in my Fiction Blog again? :P
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on August 18, 2007, 07:13:30 PM
Probably safer to just post them on your blog and then link the page here. :D
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: anammm on August 19, 2007, 05:47:18 AM
get back soon, i just started reading your story today and could not stop eheh...
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 19, 2007, 01:03:41 PM
Woohooooo xDDD     :lol:
It's finished!!!!^^
Ok...now here is the link to my blog for Chapter 17!!

http://gocchin-story.blogspot.com/2007/08/chapter-17.html (http://gocchin-story.blogspot.com/2007/08/chapter-17.html)

Niiiiice~^^
Oh...I have to think about chap. 18 now xDDD
Ah well...Think it could be easy...^^''
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 20, 2007, 04:13:30 PM
ah by the way...comments here please :)
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on August 21, 2007, 01:35:40 AM
It was cute having Aya and Miki be all nervous and stuff since they've never done it before, yet they both want to yet don't want to freak out the other.

As for the rest...niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. :yep:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: anammm on August 21, 2007, 01:51:53 AM
so... you mentioned a miki's version, right?  :shy2:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on August 21, 2007, 12:43:36 PM
so... you mentioned a miki's version, right?  :shy2:

 :lol: yup.  :P

It was cute having Aya and Miki be all nervous and stuff since they've never done it before, yet they both want to yet don't want to freak out the other.

As for the rest...niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. :yep:

 :D
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: g4rfield on September 26, 2007, 06:58:58 AM
 :drool: It was HOT! I would like to know what happened the morning after, please! You will continue this fic right? RIGHT?  :angry1:   

Aah...sumimasen....  :D
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on September 26, 2007, 02:51:36 PM
OF COURSE I will continue!!^^
There is something to come in chap 19....
BUT I haven't began to write chap 18 yet xDDD Got little problems again with my brain hehehe :roll:
No ideas lol xDD
Well I think it should be romantic.... :P

Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: g4rfield on September 26, 2007, 04:38:33 PM
 :lol: :lol: That's ok. I'll wait here patiently and drooling while you sort out your brain problem.  XD
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on September 26, 2007, 04:51:06 PM
:lol: :lol: That's ok. I'll wait here patiently and drooling while you sort out your brain problem.  XD

THANKS!   XD :)
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Tinnygy on September 27, 2007, 04:39:08 AM
Ooh, cool, nice chapter (and must be better if we have some more detail screens, hehe).

Waiting for more action in the future, what will other people react when they know their relationship?

Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on October 11, 2007, 01:30:10 PM
 :) Finished.
So here's part 18. Well this all came up yesterday somehow xD
Nothing special actually xD The special things will come in chap 19. Maybe I will post it later when I checked it again.
So enjoy~
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Chapter 18


“IYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “
I heard a scream and before I had a chance to see what happened I felt a bad pain…
“Uh! OUCH! Miki?! What the X%”$!?!” I cried in pain.
“Your damn COLD feet touched mine!!!” Miki shouted and looked at me.
“Aw aw…ou…ch…”
She even hadn’t got a clue ‘where’ she had kicked me.
I kept rolling to the left side and then to the right side.
“What’s wrong?”
“W-what’s wrong?!” I cried out, “THAT’s wrong!!” I showed her where she kicked me.
“Ups.”
‘Ups’?! Is all she can say?!
“It’s the second time you kicked me down there!” I whined. It still hurt.
“Awww…come on…don’t be so stupid…” she sighed and lay down onto her side again.
My eyes popped wide open.
“Even for GIRLS it’s PAIN to get KICKED down THERE!” I replied sharpen, “And even MORE when you are NAKED!!”
I pinched her butt.

“UUUHHHHH!!!” she quickly turned around, “AYA!!!”
I grinned, “We AREN’T quit…not yet.”
She gave me her super death glare.
“Honey, if you think your glare would work on me…you are wrong.”
“Then…what should I do to…” she came nearer and put her index finger under my chin, “…apologize?”
“Hm…I quite got an idea…” I grinned.
She grinned too.

***
A good deal later, we went into the shower and cleaned the mess we had left from our awesome night and from Miki’s apologize…

Miki and I we were both in a very good mood, so we choose to go to a temple.
It was cold but very nice outside.
“What will you wish for this year?” she asked me.
“I won’t tell you~”
“Aw come on! Pleeeeease.” She begged.
“Tell me yours.”
“No.” she laughed.
I smiled, “See.”

***
It was sad that we had to fly back after we went back from the temple.

The flight was quiet and without troubles. I hadn’t got time to stay at Miki’s place so I just went with her to the door.
“It was nice. I enjoyed it.” I said and put down her bag.
“Oh~ I enjoyed it too.” She had a smirk on her face…
Pervert girl you…

Miki looked to the left and I to the right.
“Safe.” We both said and kissed us.
“I will call you tomorrow. I will be away with the other girls, talking about a new single.” Miki said.
“Ok. I’ve got a lot to do as well…Well…let’s see…on Wednesday we will record the PV of Lu Lu Lu right?”
“Yep. What do you think? Will it be something like Melodies?”
“I hope so!” I began to laugh, “Well but I think Tsunku wouldn’t do that again…after all these rumors…”
Miki giggled, “But actually they were true, right?”
“But they don’t know…I hope.”
“Well ok…Love you and see you on Wednesday.”
I smiled and nodded.

***
“Goooood Morning girls~”
“Mooooorning.” We greeted a stuff member.
“Now…here are your plans for the PV. Nothing difficult. You two learned the choreography right?”
I nodded.
“Gooooood~ So Ok. There are your costumes. And the most…have fun hahaha~” the stuff member laughed and gave us a wink.
“I told you he’s gay…” Miki pinched my side.
“He iiiisn’t!” I replied.
Miki sighed and poked onto my forehead, “Believe what you want…”

“You’re ok?” I asked her.
“Hm? Yeah, of course.” Miki picked up her costume, “Why shouldn’t I?”
“Ah no…you’re just a bit quiet…that’s all.”
I had a look at the dresses…Ok I think when my mother will watch this PV she would give me a long preach that she doesn’t like it when she sees that I am wearing so short costumes again…
“I just got a call from my parents…they didn’t sound normal somehow…they said that I should come up to Hokkaido in May.”
“Why May? Not now?” I asked and got into the pants.
“Don’t know…they said that there is something we should talk about…Does it look good on me?”
I looked up, “Oh damnnnnn good~” I put up my hat and surrounded Miki’s waist with my arms, “So…they didn’t say about what they want to talk with you?”
“No…and that is what is worrying me.” Miki answered and checked my hat.

“GIRLS?! ARE YOU READYYYYY~~~?!” the stuff member shouted from outside.
“YEEEEEEES!” we shouted back.
“I believe you now…” I grinned.

***
“No, No, No! Cut!!” the director shouted.
“What?! What’s wrong this time?” I sighed angrily.
He stood up and came to us.
“You’re dance style is sooooo lame!”
“What?” Miki asked speechless.
He turned to Miki and grabbed her shoulders, “Straighten your back, damn it!”
That was enough!
I slapped his hands away and grabbed him by his collar. That even got the attention from the stuff and camera members.
“Watch out what you are-“

“Hey !! What’s going on?!”

It was Tsunku. What was he doing here?
I let go of the director. The director went to Tsunku and they began to talk.
The camera man soon joined the conversation. Tsunku kept calm but the director began to sweat.
After the 5 minute talk he threw his cap onto the floor and went out of the room.

“W-what happened?” I asked when Tsunku came up to Miki and me.
“Well he can search for another job now.” He said calm.
“Erm…huh? Are you allowed to do that?”
“Actually not, but he got fired sooner or later anyway. He did things he isn’t allowed to do so…”
Miki and I nodded.
“But Ayaya…” he started.
“Y-yes?”
“Leave your ‘Asamiya Saki’ behavior at home, ok?”
I blushed and nodded, “O-ok. I’m sorry.”

Tsunku stayed and looked that everything went right.
It was funny but I was getting really tired…I hadn’t slept enough last night because I was on a TV show. So it was only 2-3 hours…
We got our schedules after the recording.

“Album recordings? GAM… WOW wait?! We get an Album?!”
Tsunku nodded, “Of course. It was time. There will be also a tour. Your first GAM tour. I think it will be a great Tour with many people.”
Hey wow it was getting interesting now!

Later I learned from Miki that she was happy about all this but it was too much. She will be Leader of Morning Musume soon…that would be a lot of hard work for her.
It also went to be that we haven’t seen us for weeks. The only thing we did was talking on the phone and sending us E Mails.

When Yossie Graduated from Morning Musume we all celebrated together.
Miki wasn’t there. She went up to Hokkaido and talked with her parents.
On the phone she didn’t wanted to talk about what they discussed.
She behaved different somehow…but I thought it had all to do with her part as Leader now…

To be continued…
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on October 11, 2007, 03:43:59 PM
Ok...I will post chap 19 now  XD
You guys were waiting so long now...So here it is. It is longer than the others I think.

But you have to wait for chap 20 a little yeah?^^
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Chapter: 19

The last months were really funny and exciting. And I’m really surprised that we have May already!!
Miki and I had a nice new year, it was really special and a funny timing when we both…
I giggled.
Then the concerts I attended, our Single making and release of ‘LuLuLu’. We had so much fun…
And I have not to forget our 1st Album! And now…

“Matsuura-san, Fujimoto-san, you have to be on stage in 7 minutes.” A stuff member walked in and told us.
We both nodded. Yeah…GAM’s first tour…It couldn’t be better, really.
“We will give our best, okay? I mean…we always do, right?” I began to laugh and took Miki’s hand.
“Uhn…”
“Hm? Are you ok?”
“Huh? Ye-yeah sure!” She quickly said and smiled. Was she nervous? I was too…
“Hey…we are a great team. Nervous? I’m too, so don’t worry…” I whispered and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She nodded and we were walking to the stairs that led to the stage.
I took a peep on Miki again. I wonder what’s on her mind the last days, because her behaviour changed since she came back from Hokkaido...Or it has to do with Sanma...He made some really stupid jokes on her...

“3…2…1, ok! Go, go, go!” The staff member shouted.
We ran out on stage and to see all of those thousands of people sitting and standing there, waiting for us to sing was a really good feeling. You had to give your best for making them smile and when they enjoyed it, it brought a huge smile on your own face.

***
I was sweating, exhausted and tired. The concert was just awesome. I really had fun and Miki seemed to have it as well.

“Nice work you two, but shorter dresses would bring even more people to your concerts.”
We both looked at the door.
“Sa-Sa-?”
Miki stuttered.
“Sanma-san!” I blurted out of surprise, “You watched our concert?”
“Yes, didn’t Miki tell you?”
“No…” she said and looked away.
“Oi! Why haven’t you said anything to me?” I asked sad.
“…forgot it.” Miki replied and shrugged.
“Fujimoto seems to have a bad mood huh? I told her that I will come and watch your concert. And also...I saw this comedian outside somewhere...This...erm Shouji...why are you inviting HIM to your concerts?”
“Wha-?”
“He’s here?”  asked, “Where is he?”
“Cut it out!” Miki shouted angry and walked to the door.
“Where are you going?”
“Getting a drink!” she shot back and glared at me. I stood there, shocked.

“What the fuck is wrong with her?!” I shouted. Sanma shrugged, “Fujimoto is like that…I think it’s nothing new.”
He was wrong. I know her since years. She has her little moment, especially this death look. But the way she looked at me right now was different. I was worried, what has been going on?
I hope she’s ok…
And why...is this Shouji here? I can’t stand him and who would invite him anyway...?

 
 
I was already finished and could have left any minute. Miki was still not back. But the door opened a minute later and it was her. She came in, took her things and walked o the door.
“Wo, wo, wo! Hold on!” I said and grabbed her by the arm, “Where are you going and what is wrong with you?!”
“1st, I’m going home! I stink! 2nd, nothing is wrong and 3rd, Bye!”
“Hey!” I shouted as she managed to release her arm and opened the door.
“Miki!” I shouted after her.
“What?!”
“Tell me what’s wrong…”
She reminded calm and her head sank.
“Bye…see you next week.”
“Why next week?!” I asked surprised.
“I-I have some things that have to be sold out. Tour and stuff…”
“I will call you.”
“No, I will. Don’t worry Aya it’s…everything is ok.” Miki’s voice sounded nervous.
I stepped forward and hugged her. She didn’t return it. Her arms were hanging loosely.
“Are you stressed? Is it because you became leader of Momusu…?” I whispered. Her head slowly found my shoulder. Just when she wanted to hug me back, a Staff Member shouted that her Taxi was there.
She quickly pushed me away. But it was gently.
“Wait…” I said.
She stopped and didn’t look back.
“I love you.”
She lowered her head and tightened her grip on her bag.
“I…love…you too”
 What I was seeing shocked me. Miki ran away. I couldn’t really believe her when she said she loves me too.


***
When I came home I took a quick shower and went to bed.
No call from Miki. I sighed and pulled my blanket up to my chin. Actually I would be with her or she would be with me…
We would cuddle and she would babble about naughty things again. I would shush her…wait…no…it can’t have to do with our sex life. We both love it.
“Miki what’s wrong…” I sighed.
As more as I thought about a reason about her behaviour as scarier I got.
Doesn’t she love me anymore? Does she want to break up with me? Will she say “It’s over” on her next phone call she promised?

“Aw stop it already!” I said to my self and turned around.
I tightened my grip on the blanket and couldn’t hold my tears back.
It was too much pain suddenly. I love her so much.

Suddenly there was this accident of last year on my mind.
This big mountain gorilla called Yano. He used Miki. She thought he was taking it serious, but he only wanted to get her money. And he was also known by police. They were relieved that they found him in the end, because of my heroic reactions. But I only wanted to protect Miki, because I fell in love with her and she is my best friend.
I got away with a scar on my shoulder but it was worth it. Still…I wonder why she picked him…
The best thing would be when I would wait how this will go on. Maybe it is really because of the whole leader situation…

The next morning I got a call from Maki.
She wanted to go shopping. I said I didn’t want to go anywhere. Just when I was about to hang up, she said she will come over and pick me up.

“Oi! I said no!”

On the end of the line I just heard a click and the line was dead.
And Maki did what she said and was standing at my door, grinning like a little kid.

“You are an idiot Maki…” I said and glared at her.
“Nothing new to me, you know.” She replied cool and walked in.
I sighed, “Do you want a cup of coffee?”
“Nope. I just want to pick you up for ‘Maki’s BIG SHOPPING TAIKETSU’”
“I said I’m not in the mood for having fun!”
“Ok. What has Miki done this time?” Maki asked and sat down.
“Do you have a sense for knowing what she does?” I asked.
Maki thought about it, “I don’t know?” she shrugged, “but I know it’s about her again, right?”
I sighed, “Yes damn it! She is so strange the last days!”
“All of us realised that fact…it’s really strange. Is it because you aren’t good in bed?”
“No, I’m good. She lov- wo hold on?! What did you just say?”
I began to get nervous, “I’m not with her…you know.”

Maki began to laugh, “I know you are Aya. You don’t need to say anything against it.”
“H-how?” I asked and sat down as well.
“My senses…so, you don’t think it’s because of the fact you are bad in bed?”
“Hey I’m good! I made her get an HUGE orgasm on New Year!” I shouted back and blushed.
“Oh damn that’s so un-cool you know? And you didn’t have sex earlier?”
I shook my head.
“And you say you’re good? Prove it.”

I jumped up, “Maki stop it already!”
She began to giggle,”Sorry, ok so you have no clue what’s wrong with her recent behaviour?”
“Not at all… she doesn’t want to talk to me. But it feels like she is hiding something. She wants to hug or kiss you but something is holding her back.”
“She’s away until next week right?”
I nodded.

“Ok let’s not think of it. Maybe she really has been really stressed since she got Yossies leader position.”
She was right.
“You’re right, but…what is when she really wants to leave me?”
“You can still sleep with me.”
“MAKI!!”
“Just kidding. So come on let’s have fun. And what’s wrong about the idea to go out every day? You will come on other ideas and can relax.”
I nodded.

***
It was weekend.
I had been very busy. But late at night I went out with other girls and really had fun.
But my mind was still on Miki. Everyone asked me about her and I had no proper answer…
And she hadn’t called. I tried and tried but she never answered.

On Wednesday I went out with Maki again. It was part 2 of her Shopping taiketsu again.
We went to Shinjuku this time and entered a little store to get a coffee and a little snack.
While I was paying, Maki suddenly stood behind me with a Magazine in her hands.

“What’s wrong? Don’t you feel well? You have no colour in your face.” I laughed.
She shook her head and gave me the magazine.
“Friday? I don’t read something like that you know.”
“Look at the title in the middle…”

I was irritated and looked at it.
“This is a joke, right?” I asked, “This only can be a joke!!!” I shouted this time.
“Shhhh! Not so loud!” Maki whispered and looked around.
“Not so loud?! This has to be a joke!! This can’t be true!” I looked thru the Magazine.

My eyes were growing wider as I read thru it.
How could this be real?! Miki is dating a guy?? And this guy is Shouji?! What the hell!!
They were seen together in a sauna, in a store, in a car and his apartment?! She stayed there for 3 days?!
Oh, now everything is making sense to me! Now I knew what she had to do!
“I have to go Maki.” I said and walked out.
“Wait?! What are you up to?!” Maki shouted and ran to catch up with me.
“I want to know the truth! And I want it from Miki! Damn Maki think!”
Maki grabbed me by the shoulder and stopped me, “Ok, stop. Go…But! Think before you do anything that you could regret in the end.”
“She will regret it for having me hurt! She played with me!” I took Maki by her wrist and put her hand away from my shoulder and caught the next taxi to get to Miki’s apartment.

I heard a click and the door opened.
“Aya?”
“I want the truth.”
“Huh? What are you talking about?” she asked.
I threw the Friday magazine in front of her feet, “I want the truth.”
She looked at me and then to the magazine. She picked it up and looked at the cover.
Miki stared at it and her eyes looked like they would fall out.

“No, no, no! It is not like that how it looks like there!” she quickly said.
“Oh, no? Then…Tell me how it looks like then!!” I shouted and glared at her.
 She looked around, “Come in, please…”
Without looking at her I stepped in. This was not a nice feeling…
I think I reacted a little bit too fast…I had no clue how to start.

“Do you want something? Tea or coffee?” she asked.
How dare she could be so calm?!
“The truth!”
“I…um…”
“Why? Is it because you don’t love me anymore?”
“NO!” she shouted.
I raised an eyebrow. She looked away, “It’s not because of you…”

“It is! Just say it! You’re behaviour since last week, you were already with him right?!  Because I’m no good for you! Damn, you’ve cheated on me! I’m not a doll with that you can play like you want!”
“You are-”

I slapped her.
She fell onto the ground.
“I am NO doll you bitch!” I screamed.

“…aren’t…” she whispered as she held her cheek
I stood there stunned. Okay, she didn’t finish her sentence but who cares?! Then the slap was for cheating on me and FINISH!
She looked away.
“Why? Damn Miki. I love you…no, I loved you! What on earth have I done that you do this to me?!”
“Wait! Please! You had nothing to do with it! It has to do with my-“
The sound of keys was hearing outside.

“Oh shit!” Miki quickly said and grabbed my arm.
“Oi! What are you doing?!” I shouted.
“Aya! Please be quiet! It is him. I don’t want him to see you here.”
“Oh yeah! And you are damn right because I will knock out his teeth!”
She was pushing me behind the door of the kitchen.
“Please Aya, hold still! You don’t understand it! Let me explain it to you…but now it is the wrong time!”
I stared at her, “You better tell me everything or I will do something-“
She sealed my lips with hers, “Please…”

The main door opened and Miki jumped back into the living room.
I stood still…For a minute my anger disappeared and I wondered my self why she kissed me.
She was playing with my feelings…

“I’m back!” I heard a man voice and saw Shouji entering the living room.
I had a good view actually.
Miki just stood there, “Hi…”
“And everything ok?” he asked.
“I think so.”
“You are really ok?” he asked and wrapped an arm around her neck.
Miki shifted uncomfortably.

‘Get your hands off her!’ I thought angry.

“Y-yeah.” She stuttered and released herself from his grip.
“You don’t look ok. Is it still because of the decision of your parents?”

What decision? Miki’s parents?

Miki stood there and looked away.
Shouji sighed and took his coat again, “Well…just wanted to bring you some food.”
“Thanks…” Miki said.
He stepped forward and lowered his head. He wanted to kiss her!!! No, no, no!
“No.” Miki said and turned her head away.
I was relieved. But why did she didn’t let him kiss her. They are together aren’t they? Or was Miki just playing her game because I was there? It hurt to think about it…
“You still don’t let me kiss, hug, bath or sleep with you?” he asked.

‘I will so gonna hit you!!’

“We were in separated saunas, you slept on my sofa etc. when we dated.” He sounded angry.
“I just don’t want this here!” Miki shouted back.
“Whatever, well you have got no other choice Miki. You chose me.”
Miki bit on her lip.
“Bye.” He said and walked out of the apartment.

I was more than just stunned. What the hell was going on?
Miki sat down on her couch and hid her face behind her legs.
Slowly I walked from the kitchen into the living room.
“What have your parents to do with it?” I asked and seated beside her.

“Arranged marriage…” she sobbed. She was crying.
“W-What?!!” I stuttered and hoped I heard wrong.
Miki nodded and looked up, “How should I start…”
I felt a mix of emotions.
“One and a half weeks ago I went up to Hokkaido and visited them... We went out and had a nice day…But then they told me they wanted me to get married.”
“W-Why…no I will shut up now…explain me everything…”

“I was surprised…”

***

*Conversation between Miki and her parents*

“You want what?!” Miki shouted.
“Calm down…” her mother told her.
“Calm down?! You want me to calm down after you said I should marry?! I don’t want to marry!”
“Miki sit down!” Mr. Fujimoto shouted and hit against the table.
Miki froze and sat down.
“Now…you are 21 years old. Old enough. Do you think you can live a life as a Star for ever?”
“Yes. Everyone can so I can too!”
Miki’s mom sighed, “But you don’t get the chance to meet some nice guys because of the rules you have to follow because you are in Morning Musume.”
“I don’t need to meet guys. I am happy with my life how it is! And I can deal with the rules very well. Do you think I give this all up only because of a guy? Never! I will not marry anyone!”

On the other side she would like to marry but it wouldn’t be a guy. She is with Aya and she loves her more than anything else. There would be nobody she would love to spend her life for ever as with Aya.

“Miki don’t get insane-“
“No! You two are already insane!” she replied angry.
“Fujimoto Miki! Stop that now! You will marry if you want or not!  We care about you and are scared that your career could affect your life.” Fujimoto shouted again.
“Well then you have needed to think about all that before I went to my audition!”
“Miki…please you must understand that we only want the best for you. You can’t be on your own all the time. “Miki’s mum said quietly.
Miki thought a bit. She was angry.
“So…what will happen next? Will you go on a date with the guy we had chosen for you? Or will you continue your life as it is now and disappoint your own parents?” Fujimoto said calm.

For her the second way was the best way, but it also meant that she would hurt her parents.
And she loves them. They took care of her since she was on this world. But she had a plan in her mind…even she didn’t know if it would be the best…

“Ok. I will go on a date, BUT…don’t think too much of it.” She finally said.
Her parents were having big smiles on their faces.
”I knew you would choose the right way.” Her father said.

***

“…it turned out that this guy was Shouji.”
Her story was making sense, but could I believe it?
“Keep going…” I said.
She sighed, “So we took this 3 day date but nothing happened. Like I said, I told them I would go on this date but I never said that I would marry him afterwards. Well the difficult part is near…I have to tell them that I will not marry him…”
“So what does that mean?” I asked finally and looked at her.
“I still love you Aya-chan. And I would never ever in my whole life leave you for someone else. Even not for my parent’s sake.”
She had a truly look in her eyes.
“Is that true?”
She nodded and smiled, “Of course…I would even fly to the moon and shout that I love you sooo loud that you can hear it!”
She took my hand, “And…I’m sorry for having you hurt…I was too scared how you would react if I told you…trust me…I only play this thing…and there is another reason…”
“What other reason?” I asked.
“I don’t want to be in Morning Musume anymore. It’s too much for me. Actually it just came to my mind when I thought about this plan with this marriage thingy…”
“Are you sure? I mean…I understand you decision but…you already made it into the gossip magazines and newspapers. How will you tell everyone?”
“Dunno…didn’t thought about it yet.” She said with a grin.
“Whatever you do, I will support you.”

“Aya…? Do you still love me?”
After she explained every detail to me…Yes…
I nodded and hugged her, “More than anything else.”
It felt good to hold her again.
She began to sob again. I pulled away gently to get a better view of her, “Your ok?”
She nodded and smiled.

After a while we sat there just staring at each other.
“So your parents don’t know that you…erm…”
“No! They would kill me if they would know that their daughter is a lesbian celebrity and has Aya Matsuura as girlfriend!”
 “Are you sure?”
“I think…so?”

We began to laugh.
“What about your parents?”
“By the way, I visit them next week, you wanna come with me? And no they don’t know….but I want to tell them.”
“I would love to but you really want to tell them about me and you”
“If it is ok with you, yes. Because they kept asking and asking me when I want to get a “boyfriend” I think they will take it easy that I became a lesbian. Never thought I would but you are reason enough~”
Miki giggled.

“What will you do with Shouji?”
“I will kick his ass out off here!!”
I grinned, “A bit hard but very good.”
“Are you still angry?”
“Only a bit...and I want to apologize for slapping you...I overreacted because I didn’t knew what was going on.”
“No it’s ok... Don’t worry about that... We are quit I think. The slap was for me that I kicked you down there twice.”
We laughed quietly.
“Say...Aya...Do you want to stay here over night?”
I nodded, “But what about him?”
“I don’t let him sleep here.”

***

We took a shower together and went to bed.
It was early but who cared.
Miki snuggled into me and closed her eyes.
It felt so good to have her back…actually I didn’t lost her.

“Miki?”
“Hmmm…”
“Am I good in bed?”

Silence...

“Miki!”
“Yeah…?”
“I mean it dead serious!”
“Shhh… you are good…”
“Really?”
Miki looked up at me with a smile,” Yes you are and you can prove it tomorrow if you want.”
“Hmm that sounds good.” I grinned and kissed her forehead.
“Good night Aya-chan.”
“Good night Mikitty.”

Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on October 12, 2007, 02:24:00 AM
Arranged marriages suck, and Miki's parents obviously are NOT actually thinking of how she feels if they're forcing her to go through with this.  She's a grown woman after all, it's her life.
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on October 15, 2007, 04:45:17 PM
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Arranged marriages suck, and Miki's parents obviously are NOT actually thinking of how she feels if they're forcing her to go through with this.  She's a grown woman after all, it's her life.

I don't like them too, but I wanted to make something different...

Ok...only one comment? xD
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Tinnygy on October 16, 2007, 03:59:28 PM
Hehehe, don't worry, there would be more comment for you, Gomaki ^^


Uhm, such a good idea to explain the sittuation between Shouji and Miki, I hate him too, evenwhen in the real life, we all know GAM have nothing with each other beside their friendship but I still hate him  :cry:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on December 17, 2007, 07:39:19 PM
Uhm yeah hi guys...xD
Got my healthproblem again  :bleed eyes:

It suuucks!!  :(

I have no ideas somehow...for this story. But I don't want to finish it now. I want to make more chapters and give it a nice ending, so that I can begin with the Miki ver. .
I'm translating this story into german now...hopefuly i get some ideas.

So just wanted to let you all know that I'm still alive  :lol:
I just had a look at all your comments and it brought a big smile onto my face. I really want to thank you all :) :heart:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on December 17, 2007, 11:39:19 PM
Just make sure that you get better, we'll still be here for you when you get back. :thumbsup
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: xerony on December 28, 2007, 12:05:58 PM
This was the first fanfic I've ever read. The writing style got better after leaving out most Japanese words you liked to mix in.
It was enjoyable to read. You made the story evolve around things that actually happened (like shootings of PV's).
But the things you created around it where sometimes a bit surprising. You also made some kind of climax where Ayaya and Miki almost kissed each other   but eventually didn't. I didn't saw the arranged marriage coming, but it was clear why Miki had problems with that.

I'm curious about the ending...
Good luck with your health problem. It's brave you're so open about it.
Hope you'll get better soon Gomaki :mon thumb:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM [It continues...]
Post by: Gomaki on April 01, 2009, 10:10:07 PM
Hey guys :)
I can't belive it myself but I've got 20 finished :D
It's over a year now since I've stopped because of my health problem. But when my condition got better I even couldn't write. I couldn't write a thing. I wanted it so much and it really depressed me... :cry:
Yesterday I searched through my folder where I have my story in. I sat there and had a wide grin on my face. I nearly began to cry, I know it sound stupiiiid!! But in this story there are so many emotions and feelings of me and it really made me feel good.
And I thought I can't leave it open like that. I want to finish this. Even when it happend so much around at H!P...THey are all gone now xD I kept checking everyday. But for me it doesn't matter if they are gone. For me the memories of GAM are existing in my heart! :heart:
Yeah I looked all my videos heard there music and now here it is CHapter 20. Not the last one yet but a beginning to end it slowly. :) Ok I should stop talking xD I don't know what you will think about it. I will see and wait, and I'm sorry for having not posted in a long time! 

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Chapter 20

The room was dark and everything was quiet.
I was looking up to the ceiling and thought about everything that happened over the last years and months.

There was this girl. Older than me. She looked so beautiful.
Her name was Fujimoto Miki. I thought she could be a rival for me…but it didn’t take long and we became friends.
We were quite different. But we matched perfectly.

I remember our first sleepover. Gosh, I was really nervous. She grew to be someone special in my heart. 
I tried my best to make everything perfect. I even did a checklist with things. It was really crazy.
When the doorbell rang I quickly ran to the door and opened it and shouted out a nervous “Helloo!~”
My reaction has confused her so much that I blushed. I thought my face would start burning in any minute.
But when she giggled I relaxed.
“Everything ok?” she asked and stepped into my apartment.
“Sure! E-everything is alright! Would you like to play some games?”
I know it was a silly question but I was still a kid somehow at that time!
And so things went on and on… I lost one game after another and was quite pissed off but I showed it in a jokey way.
My mother came in sometimes and asked if we need something. That was so kind of her.
I remember that she had to calm me down very often that day.
But my nervousness was gone so sudden.
I enjoyed the evening so much.

Sleepovers got to a routine for us. First we tried to do it every week but when we grew older and had more work to do they got less.
But that didn’t change anything in our friendship.
I remember that some members were a little bit jealous of us.
Somehow we always stand out from the crowd.
But that changed as well.
I went on with my solo career but Miki decided to join Morning Musume.
I was quite surprised at first that she would give her solo career up, but as long as she was happy everything was fine by me.

Years passed and our friendship grew stronger.
There were times were we piss each other off and fight but without it it would be strange, wouldn’t it?
I loved it.
And since GAM everything changed.
I discovered a side of her I didn’t know yet.
A side that felt more for me than friendship…
I never have seen it. I ignored everything she felt at that time.
And then when she hid her feelings deep inside her heart I grew to love her.
I felt strange. Really strange.
We went thru so much trouble at that time.
There were many moments where I wanted to tell her what I feel.
And then, when we were on Hawaii, I put my strength together and told her that I love her.
I was scared. I remember that I had covered her body with sand so she wouldn’t be able to hit me…
But she managed to get free…and kissed me back…
My mind was exploding at that moment!
The feelings she hid came back.
I was the happiest woman on earth…
We were together. That was all I wanted. To have the woman I love beside me.
Miki and I began to touch us in other ways than before and it felt really good.
And then… Everything collapsed. My whole world was turned upside down, when she began to ignore me. I couldn’t stand it! I was sick worried. And even worse I didn’t know that she was dating someone. But not on her own will… Everything was decided by her parents… I had to believe her. I had no other choice and I felt that she was telling the truth…

And now? I’m lying here besides her. She’s sleeping peacefully and plays in her dream world. What is going to happen from now on? There is so much trouble…scandals about her and Shoji. How should she get them straight again? Will she lose her job? Will she ever be able to get back to a normal life? Will her parents accept her decision being with me? Does she even want to tell them about us?
There are so many questions…But I love her and I will help her. And when she loves me she will accept my help.
“Mhh…Aya-chan…? Why are you awake?” I felt Miki shifting nearer to me.
I turned to her and let out a little sigh, “I just couldn’t sleep well. There are things in my head that are driving me a bit crazy…”
I could tell, even when it was dark, that she looked worried.
She caressed my cheek with her hand, “I know it’s hard…but I really want to fix it all. I will do everything. I will sort out everything. I promise you.”
“But what will happen? Will you lose your job, Shoji, will he be up to something…your parents…”
She tugged her arms around me and hugged me tight, “Please trust me. I will do everything to make things better. Everything what is good for you and for me. I love you so much and I don’t want to lose you. I nearly had.”
I never felt so comfortable. It made my heart beat faster.  I will do this…I will trust her. One last time. Maybe it’s a bad decision but I have no other choice…My heart tells me to do this.
I returned her hug and kissed her.
Tears were dropping onto her soft skin. My tears. But after she felt them she began to cry as well and our tears mixed.
The room now was filled with sobbing noises
***
“Aya-chan?”
“Ahh…what?...Let me sleep…” I moaned.
“It’s important…” Miki began shaking me.
I turned around, “Let me sleep…”
“I will fly to Takikawa this afternoon.” Miki said and kept shaking me awake.
I turned around and looked at her confused, “What?”
She just nodded.
“Why?” I asked and sat up.
“I want to tell them. About me and you…” she said quietly hard to understand.
“You really…? You really want to do it?” I asked and took her hand.
She nodded again, “Even if I won’t be their daughter anymore or they will hate me for the rest of their life’s. But I need to do this. I want to stop this.”
“I will come with you.” I said and stroked her cheek.
“You don’t have to… I don’t want you to get in trouble.” She replied and took my hand with hers.
“Well they would come to Tokyo then and haunt me. So it doesn’t matter if they would kill me in Hokkaido or here. “I laughed.
Miki smiled a little.
“Miki-chan, I will come with you.”
She just nodded.

We will do this together no matter what. Maybe I we will get their blessing. If not it doesn’t matter. Miki showed me that she takes it serious right now.
We can do it!
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on April 01, 2009, 10:31:58 PM
WB Gomaki!!! :rockon:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Haruka on April 02, 2009, 02:16:21 AM
WTH? With my Ava o_O

And Damn long time fic =D

love it *o*

I just listen right now Lady rise -3-
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on April 03, 2009, 12:37:06 AM
Chapter 21

The strong cold made my body freeze like hell.
Snow was covering me so fast that I nearly looked like a Snowman…
If I have to stay another minute like that I will die.

“Miki…we are standing here for 30 minutes now…it’s freezing cold here and it only needs a press on the doorbell to get in…” I said grumpy pointing at the house of Miki’s parents.
Miki bit on her lower lip, took my hand and squeezed it. That made me wince out in pain.
I glared at her. She gave me her puppy look.
I took a deep breath and sighed. A heavy steam cloud came out of my mouth.
“I can do it.” She finally said.
“You’re not alone. I’m right here.” I comforted her.

Miki suddenly rushed to the door, dragging me behind her.
She put up her ‘everything is alright’ face and pressed the doorbell.
The door opened and Mrs. Fujimoto was standing there.
“Miki-chan?” she asked surprised.
Then she looked at me, “And Aya-chan too!”
I know the question ‘what are you doing here?!’ was burning on her tongue but the lady brushed it off and said we should come in.
Miki and I stepped in. The floor was now covered with snow which immediately melt down.
“Gosh you two are totally wet! Miki you could at least have called that you will visit us!” Mrs. Fujimoto said quite angry to Miki but then smiled, “Go get yourself changed and come downstairs again. I already cooked and I will warm it up for you two. Do you need towels?”
Miki was quite lost in her head so I answered that we will be fine.
I took Miki at her wrist and she followed me upstairs.
When we entered Miki’s childhood room there was a little silence between us.
I sighed and let our bags fall onto the ground.
“I can’t believe we are here…” Miki said and sat down on her bed.
“Don’t worry it will be fine.”  I kissed Miki’s forehead. She closed her eyes and nodded.
“We have the whole weekend to tell them. Just relax for a bit. We can do this.”

Suddenly she took my hand and pulled me towards her. It all happened quite fast.
Her eyes were looking at mine.
Slowly she came nearer to my face but stopped. She had one eye suddenly. It looked quite funny!
Strains of hair were tickling against my skin and I sensed her warm breath against my lips.
“I missed you.” She whispered and kissed me.
My body began to shiver and I wrapped my arms around her neck.
It was a kiss we haven’t had a long time. Full of love.
After this kiss we just lay there saying nothing just looking into our eyes.
I kissed her one more time and after it she rested her head on my shoulder.
“I think we should go back downstairs, Aya.” She said.
Actually I would have loved to stay liked that for the rest of the day…but Mrs. Fujimoto warmed us up some dinner. And it was waiting for us.

We went down and entered the living room.
Miki’s father greeted us with a big smile, “Nice to have you two here. But you could at least have called Miki.”
“Yeah…uhm…somehow I thought I told you already.” Was the kind of weak reply of Miki.
We seated ourselves at the table and began to eat the meal that was standing on it.
Everything was quiet.
The situation somehow scared me now too…
Something is just not right...but I can’t tell what it is…
Miki and I were sitting in cave of the lion. Maybe that was the reason we felt so uncomfortable.
It took quite a lot not to burst into anger and let all my feelings out I had created over the last days.
I want to shout at them for forcing Miki to marry.
But I was here to get their blessing for us both…so it wouldn’t be the best to start a fight with them…Sooner or later it will happen this weekend anyway… But then if it will come to a fight I will tell them what I think about them!
I actually like Miki’s parents. Very much. But forcing Miki into something she doesn’t want isn’t nice at all. And they need to know that. Maybe not today but tomorrow.

“Say Miki…” Mr. Fujimoto started.
I sensed something. It was like a shiver through my whole body.
Miki must have sensed it too because she grabbed my hand.
“…how are things going with S-“

“Ohh! Miki! Damn! I lost my watch on the way here!!” I blurted out before he could finish his sentence.
I know it was lame. It just happened.
Miki realized that I was trying to act and joined me.
“Oh no! It was a present of your cousin! We have to find it!”
Lame. Really lame Miki. She played worse than I did.
Mr. Fujimoto looked really confused but told us that we should search for it.
We excused us and went outside.

“Cousin?! I don’t even have one! How about grandma or mother?!” I said angry.
“Watch?! You didn’t even took one with you! How about your wallet or cell phone?!” she replied throwing her arms up to the air.
“Oh cut it out already!”
“You started it!”
“Only to get your butt safe out of there!”
“Thanks but I could have managed that in another way!”
We argued and argued and haven’t realized how far we went.
I stopped and looked in front of, “Hey…look.”
Miki made a pissed off noise and followed my look.
“Oh…” she replied her voice getting quieter.

We were standing on the hill where we were the last time when we were her.
At that time it was full of bright flowers. And now it’s covered by snow giving a wonderful view of the landscape.
Suddenly something hit me on my shoulder. 
“YIKES!!!” I screamed. It was damn cold!
Miki giggled forming something in her hand.
She threw a snowball at me!
“Whoa…you so gonna pay for that…” I grinned.
“Yah?” she laughed.

And so our snowball fight began.
First it looked good for Miki but then good for me.
We were playing and fighting like little kids. It made really fun!

“Uhhh watch out my dear!” I screamed and ran towards her, “ATTAAACK!!” I shouted and tackled her.
“Whoaaa!” Miki managed to scream while we fell to ground.
We were rolling down the hill, fighting and laughing.
When we stopped I was on top of her still laughing.
She laughed along and slapped my cheek carefully, “I hate you.”
I grinned and poked her nose with mine.
“I’m sorry about shouting at you.” I apologized.
Miki waved with her hand, “No I need to be sorry. You just wanted to help me.”
“Then we’re both sorry. Quit?” I asked smiling down at her.
“Quit.” She smiled back and pulled me towards her again.
We kissed us again.
I wanted to feel her in a special way again.
She might have read my thought.
“It’s getting dark. Maybe we should go back and spend some nice time together a little bit longer?”
I grinned at her and she replied with a naughty laugh.

And so we did what we both wanted so desperately.
The room was filled with heat that could melt away the whole snow on Hokkaido.
Miki took a deep breath, “To answer your question of yesterday: Yes you are really good in bed.”
I managed a laugh and turned to face her.
“But you know” she added and stroked my cheek, “It’s not only about skills or something like that. I feel good every time you touch me. To feel you in other ways makes me shiver. I love to share moments like this with you together.”
I smiled and kissed her, “You’re so sweet.”
“I know” she replied cute and blushed.

I took her in my arms and she snuggled herself into me.
We both drifted off to dreamland after a while.
 
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on April 03, 2009, 04:33:12 AM
Snowball fight! XD

They're going to have to find a way to tell Miki's folks, and they're going to have to do it fast (otherwise one of them is going to walk in on them and see them cuddling in bed). :yep:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on April 03, 2009, 08:02:15 PM
 :heart: (http://img22.imageshack.us/img22/203/secretofgam1622451.jpg)  :heart:

Just something little :)
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on April 03, 2009, 10:39:19 PM
Chapter 22

It was quite early in the morning when I opened my eyes.
Blood gushed up to my head and I pulled the blanket up to hide it.
“How long have you been watching me?!” I mumbled embarrassed into the sheets.
Miki giggled every so cutely that it melted my heart.
She joined me under the blanket and looked at me with a smile, “Does it matter?”
“Yah…somehow…”
“Since maybe 20 minutes. You look so adorable when you sleep.” Playfully she touched my cheek, “You even drooled a bit.”
“Enough!” I speaked and felt even more embarrassed.
Miki just laughed very loud.
‘Payback time’ I thought.
I began to tickle her. She was naked so it had even more success.
She began screaming, kicking and punching me at the same time.
Oh I so didn’t care I continued. I had my fun.
A devilish grin came to my face.
But as fast as it came it was gone when I felt pain in my lower zone.
Ok so one kick managed to get me.

“Not again!” I rolled over to my side in pain.
Miki who used the chance to recover hasn’t noticed it.
She brushed away the tears from laughing and turned me around.
“Do you have a habit of kicking me there? It’s the third time now!” I winced.
“Huh?” was her confused reply.
I showed her where she kicked me and then I got embarrassed again when I noticed that I was actually naked as well.
The only thing she did was staring. Hey was that a smirk on her face?!
“Mou…I hate you…” I groaned and lay myself on belly.
Miki put her warm hand onto my back, “Sorry.”
I remained ‘pissed off’.
Then she began to kiss it. Slowly. Up and down.
When she reached my neck I tried hard not to shiver.
She kissed her way up my jaw and then to my ear.
I took in a deep breath.
But when she began to breathe into it I couldn’t resist anymore.
I pushed her down and bend over her.

“Gosh you turn me so on.” I whispered and kissed her hungrily.
She pulled me closer and held me tight.

Knock knock.

The door opened slowly.
Miki pushed me away that I fell off the bed.
“Wait! Don’t come in! I’m getting changed!” she shouted.

The head of Miki’s mother popped in “Ups. Sorry dear. Where is Aya?”
“Erm…Bathroom?” Miki stuttered.
“Oh…ok. I just wanted to tell you that I will make breakfast now.”
She excused herself and closed the door.

I lay there on the ground. Nervous and not breathing.
‘What the…?’
Miki came around the bed and pulled me up.
I looked at her and raised an eyebrow, “You are quick in changing!” I said and was quite surprised how quick she managed to get her underwear on in only a few seconds.
“I’m sorry for pushing you! But I really had no other choice! God! Do you think she saw us?!”
Miki looked at me with a scary face.
“I don’t think so. Think we were quite lucky…” I sighed and got dressed.
“Maybe you’re right…” Miki said. But still she wasn’t calm down at all. I wasn’t too.
“I think…we should keep things low when we are here.” I finally said.
“No!” Miki blurted out. And I looked at her in surprise.
She lowered her head, “No…why should we? They must respect our doing…Ok maybe it’s not very good when they see us in quite more private moments like this…But still, we want to tell them that we are together. I want to show them that I am no kid anymore and that I can handle and decide things on my own now.”
I smiled and rested a hand on her hair slowly brushing through it.
“You are right. We can do this.” I said and kissed her head.

***
The sun was going under and Takikawa was covered by a shade of red.
Miki and I were sitting in the living room, waiting for Mr. and Mrs. Fujimoto coming back from their stroll outside.
Miki said that she wants to talk first to them. I told her that it was going to be ok but I would listen carefully and fight back if something would happen.

The front door opened and two people were stepping in. Here they are.
“Oh, nice to have you downstairs some time.” Mrs. Fujimoto said and we just nodded.
Miki’s father smiled “Well, I will go to the cellar and work on my model ship.”

“Wait!” Miki replied.
Both looked at her in surprise.
“I…we want to talk to you.”
Mr. Fujimoto sat down in his chair und Mrs. Fujimoto sat beside him on the crutch.
“What is it dear?” He said.
Miki took a deep breath.
“Actually…I came here to say something to you. 2 things.”
They nodded.
“I’m not going to marry Shouji. And I will not marry anyone.” She said and waited.
Mr. Fujimoto coughed, “So you decided to break our hearts?”
I gave him an angry look. How dare he?!
I felt a pressure on my knee. It was mIki’s hand. She must have sensed my anger.
“I don’t want to break your hearts, but do you want to break mine for you making me something to do I don’t want to do?”
“Cut it out.” He said and leaned forward, “We talked about that. You are a grown woman. Don’t you too think it’s time to marry and start a family?”
“Yeah, when you think I’m grown why you won’t let me live my life how I want it to be? I don’t need anything more to make it better. I have everything.” She said polite.
“I don’t agree on that. You are in a dream world. You need to wake up.”
“Dream world?!” Miki shouted back, “Do you have any idea of how hard I’ve worked to get everything I needed and wanted?! Maybe I was in a dream world when I was a teenager! But I learned how hard life can be! Have you any idea how hard it was leaving safe home as a child?”
Fujimoto said nothing.
“And now you, my parents, who I thought would support me for being me, are against me?”
“We never said that we won’t support you!” Fujimoto bit back.
“So, why are you doing this? Making me to go out with a man…no boy I don’t love? Wanting me to marry him? HE lives in a dream world dad! YOU live in a dream world too! That is not as easy as you think! You need to discover feelings for this person.”
Miki’s mother looked at her husband.
“Mom, why do you love dad?” Miki then asked.
Mrs. Fujimoto looked puzzled, “Erm…”
“You grew to like him right? Having found someone who cares about you. Never letting you down in bad situations. Loving the way he touches you. Loving it only to sense him near you, right?”
She nodded and blushed a bit.
“And that’s why I can’t do something what’s against my heart and me.” Miki whispered.
“What are you actually trying’ to say?” Fujimoto said still with an angry tone in his voice.

Miki took my hand and squeezed it. I listened so closely and I nearly began to cry by her words. She was speaking of her feelings.
“I can’t marry anyone I don’t love. And I love someone already from the bottom of my heart.”
“You have a boyfriend? Why haven’t you told us?” Mik’s mum asked in disbelief.
Miki shook her head.
“No. But I’m in love with the loveliest person on earth.” She said and smiled shyly.
“Who’s it?” Fujimoto asked.
“She is sitting right beside me.”

Mr. and Mrs. Fujimoto looked at each other totally confused.
“What?” They both asked at the same time.
“I’m the person Miki’s in love with.” I finally said looking dead serious at them.
Fujimoto laughed, “Do we have the 1st of April already?”
I knew he won’t believe it…
“No. We haven’t” I said and was quite surprised that Miki said the same at the same time.
I looked at her. She was looking straight into the eyes of her father.
‘My…she’s so cool…’ I thought for a second but got pulled back into reality when I heard a slam on the table.
“I will not allow that!” he shouted and stood up.
“Where are you going?!” Miki shouted after him.
But back came nothing. He put on his jacket and went outside.

“I will follow him.”
Miki looked up at me, “What?”
“I will follow him. I won’t leave until I got his blessing for us. I promised you and I’m going to hold it. At least I will try.”
Miki took my hand, “I’m coming with you.”
I shook my head, “No, you stay here. Don’t worry I will come back to you.”
I smiled and gave her a wink.
She smiled back and places a kiss onto my lips.
“Be carful. I love you.”
“I love you too.”

I went past Mrs. Fujimoto and she looked at me with wide opened eyes.
When I put on my jacket I could hear her talking to Miki.
But I hadn’t had any time to listen.
I needed to talk to Mr. Fujimoto.
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on April 04, 2009, 05:29:13 AM
Well, that wasn't an entirely surprising reaction from Miki's folks. With any luck Aya might be able to keep a level head and convince Miki's dad that what the two of them have is real (somehow you know that if Miki had gone it would just end up being a big shouting match).
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: strawb3rrykream on April 05, 2009, 01:18:16 AM
I remember this story!! :w00t: I'm so glad you're back to updating, Gomaki! :heart:
I admire Miki's determination to get her parents to accept her and Aya's love. :inlove: And LOL at the crotch-kicking. XD
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Maimi_Yajima on April 05, 2009, 05:32:40 AM
   
oh!!  :)
is interesting  the history.  :)
100% Mikitty and Ayaya.   :heart:  :wub:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on April 09, 2009, 11:35:59 PM
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(somehow you know that if Miki had gone it would just end up being a big shouting match).

Yeah somehow...I don't think it would end in a good way...but who knows :D

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I remember this story!!  I'm so glad you're back to updating, Gomaki!
I admire Miki's determination to get her parents to accept her and Aya's love. And LOL at the crotch-kicking
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oh!!
is interesting  the history.
100% Mikitty and Ayaya.     

Thank you very much :)



Well this one took a little longer...I'm still not quite sure about it. But I will post it. I have checked it a thousand times and  don't know what to think xDD
Well then here's the next chapter!

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Chapter 23

It had stopped snowing.
But still it was freezing cold.
I looked around but there was no sight of Fujimoto.
“Damn…” I sighed, let my hands slip into my pockets and looked down.
There were big prints pulped into the snow. Footprints!
With my hands still in my pockets I followed them.
I knew that he would get mad… But now was the right time to tell them. I don’t regret anything.
It’s needed to be said, right?
The scenery I’m going through is familiar to me.
Again I remember more memories.
I was walking to this little channel in the center of Takikawa.
The last time I was there I wondered what Miki means to me. I began to realize that she was more than just a good friend for me…
I looked up to the bridge that leads to the other side of the channel.
Slowly I walked up to it and stopped.
A fresh gust of wind hit my body.

“Why are you here?” Mr. Fujimoto asked quietly without turning back.
He had his arms rested on the rail and was looking down.
I took a step closer and did the same. I only looked straight.
“Because I want to talk to you.”
No response.
“Miki and I…we like each other really well. In fact we are more than just good friends.”
“That’s impossible. You can’t be more. Two girls can-“
“Mr. Fujimoto stop acting like someone of 1600 or something like that.” I said firm.
Inside I was filled with anger but that would be the wrong way to talk with him.
“Have you listened to a single word Miki said?” I asked looking at him.
He gave me a light nod.
“Those words she said were coming from the bottom of her heart. That’s how she feels. And this whole situation wasn’t hard only for Miki. It was hard for me too. When she came back from here she changed completely. She always kept saying that it was ok. That she was ok. But she wasn’t. Do you know how I found out about what was going on? It was th-“

“Why are you telling me all this?” he interrupted.
I sighed.
“Listen. Please. Because you don’t see how messed up this is. How she feels. What she went through.”
He shut up.
“…I found out through a magazine. A world collapsed for me. The woman I love the most on earth betrayed me? I wanted answers so I went to her apartment. And hell yeah what I saw there was making me sad and angry.  Mr. Fujimoto how would you feel when you would find out that you’re wife is dating someone else?”
“She would never do that!” he shouted and turned towards me.
“You would react angry right? You’re world would collapse too? You wouldn’t see any point in life.” I answered for him, “And I felt like that in that moment. Miki started explaining everything to me while she was crying badly. Now ask me again, why am I teling you all this?”

“Why?”

“Because I love her. And she loves me. How could you make your daughter so sad and scared? Don’t you love her? Why can’t you respect the way she wants to life her life. She knows what she is doing. And she loves every bit of her life. I know. She tells me. I see it. If she would have been unhappy she would changed it directly! Miki is strong.”

I wonder if all that made sense to him.

“She’s right.”

Quickly I turned around and Fujimoto did as well.
“Miki?” he asked irritated.

She smiled and snuggled up to me.
“Every word she said is true, dad. You did hurt me. I felt so sad and angry because you don’t trust me. Aya is there beside me almost every day. I don’t blame you because you aren’t, but she notices everything, even if it is little, about me. If I would live at home you would see how I well I can handle my life. I know you care about me. But you went too far…”

Mr. Fujimoto looked at her. Was he going to cry?!
“I’m sorry Miki…You’re right…I should have trusted you. I never wanted to hurt you. You’re my everything…” Fujimoto said sadly.
“Apologize to Aya as well…you have hurted her too. And she means everything to me. I love her so much and it’s pain to see her hurt too.” Miki said and looked up to me.

I gave Miki a small smile and put my arm around her, giving her a hug.


“I see what she sees in you Matsuura san… Have I ever seen Miki so happy? I think not…She has a look in her eyes and somehow that calms me down.” he says looking at us, “But Matsuura san. If you won’t…Miki? Could you please cover your ears?”
She looked confused but did so.

“…If you won’t treat her well I will search you up and beat your damn ass up!!!” He shouted at me.
My eyes popped out in surprise and I shifted uncomfortable.
He began laughing.
“Just joking. Please take good care of her.”
“I will.”

I will…for the rest of my life.

“Well then…I will go and calm your mother down.” He said to Miki.
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“Miki?”

I laughed and took her hands down. They were still covering her ears.
Mr. Fujimoto and I shared a big laughing at her.

“Have I missed something?” she asked confused.

***

Miki and I sat down on the stones that were under the bridge.
I held her close to me.
“Did it really happen? We’ve told them.”
“We did. Somehow it’s a really strange feeling…I never had done something like that before…you know…um…like introducing my boyfriends to them.”
“Me either…so what do you think? Will this be all over now?” I asked.
“As long as you don’t want to marry me.” She laughed with a smile.
“Uhm…actually…this was the next thing I wanted to ask.”
Miki looked at me with wide opened eyes, “You what?”
I looked at her dead serious but dropped it the next second.
“Just joking!” I laughed and kissed her cheek.
She giggled along.

No I actually wasn’t joking when I said that… But there’s no way we can do it.
I still got the feeling that Mr. Fujimoto didn’t quite get the fact that we’re together…
More than friends… I think this needs another talk with him. But not now and not this weekend. I’m glad that we’ve talked about how mIki feels and so on.
I’m thinking too much! Maybe he got it? And I’m just still worried?
Uhm…I will talk to him once more…just to be sure.

“But actually…” she trailed off.
Now I looked at her with wide opened eyes, “Uhm? Miki…you know something like that is quite impossible here in Japan.”
“I know…it’s a shame somehow. And it means that we have to quit our jobs or we get fired…”
“And I don’t actually know if I can carry you over the doorsill!”
“What the?! Sure you can!” she shouted at me.
“Hey…” I pinched her cheek softly, “Sure I can, and I’m just joking.”
“Hmpf!” she turned around.
“And you know what…?” I whispered, brushed her hair besides and kissed her neck.
“Mhhmm…?” she mumbled.
“We will share a hot night after I carried you over the doorsill and then to our bed.”

“…I like the idea.” She whispered with a sexy tone in her voice.

***

The next morning the Fujimoto’s drove us to the airport.
“Aya? Are you coming? I want to check in.” Miki said.
“Yah…Give me 1 minute please.” I replied with a smile.
I turned around and looked up.
“Uhm Fujimoto san?”
“Yes Aya chan?”
“I just wanted to ask if you have understood the kind of relationship Miki and I have. Well like you know doing things…we are a couple so…you know-“
“Aya chan I don’t need any private details please…It’s still hard to believe the situation but I trust in you. I want that my Miki chan is happy. And when you are the person that makes her happy its fine by me. I give you both my blessings if it’s that what’s bothering you. You are part of our family matsuura san. Well you always have been kind of! So please take care you too. And I hope you visit us more often. But please…no private things in our home ok?”

I blushed. If he would know what we’ve already done…I’m so dead!!!

“T-thank you very much Fujimoto san!!!” I smiled.
He smiled as well and said good bye to me.
On my way to the information desk I said good bye to Mrs. Fujimoto as well.
“Aya! Hurry up!” Miki shouted at me.

I smiled at her and was happy.
And now let’s go back to Tokyo with new energy!




Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on April 11, 2009, 08:09:56 AM
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs



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“Well then…I will go and calm your mother down.” He said to Miki.
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“Miki?”

I laughed and took her hands down. They were still covering her ears.
Mr. Fujimoto and I shared a big laughing at her.

“Have I missed something?” she asked confused.
Do I even have to say how cute this part is?
:wriggly:
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: Gomaki on April 18, 2009, 12:13:17 AM
Just something little.

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Chapter 24

„You’re late…“
„Sorry I needed a shower and forgot the time! Have you ordered already? “
“Uh lala…Aya I think you already had you’re lunch~ you’re so naughty!”
“Maki! It’s not what you think!” I shouted in disbelief.
Maki laughed.
“You can’t deny it! ~ I know Miki and she gets what she wants.”
I blushed, “Uhm…what do you mean by ‘I know Miki’?”
“Wooo?! She didn’t tell you?!” Maki asked surprised.
“About what…?” I shifted uncomfortable.
“Well you know…things happen when you get drunk…” she mumbled and looked away.
“You haven’t…had you?!”

“HAHA! Me and Miki? We never slept together. I was just joking.” She laughed.
“I hate you…” I huffed, “Anyway…Maki are those gossips true about your brother?”
She bit on her lip and looked down, “Yeah…they are true and well I might get in trouble now as well…”
“But you haven’t done anything! What’s this fuss all about?”
“You see…one of Yuki’s friends who helped him with his crime…well he was my boyfriend.”
I was so in shock that I spilled my coffee, “W-WHAT?!”
Maki looked around embarrassed, “Sshhh!”
“I’m sorry…” I whispered, “B-but…damn…did someone tell you already how your career will continue?”
“That’s why I’m in big trouble. You know how the rules are… I love my job and I don’t want to give it up. But I think I have no other choice…”
I could see tears forming in Maki’s eyes.
That’s so unfair…
“I feel so guilty…”
Maki looked up, “Why?”
I sighed, “Well look…Miki and I am together. Even if we aren’t allowed to. You were in a relationship and everything came out. Why you? I feel guilty because you did so well to hide it no one would have ever seen it. It’s so unfair… you could lose everything.”
“Aya. It could have happen to anyone. So don’t feel guilty. But the last thing you just said might be very true… I don’t know if I will be taken by another label.”
“I will graduate as well and then I will take you as a model for my agency!”
Maki laughed, “You’re so sweet Aya-chan. I will look forward to it one day.”
We both smiled at each other.

Maki was always right… Everyone always thought that she was some person with no feelings. But no.
She has feelings. Strong from the outside but weak from the inside. Well not weak! But she also has feelings and it’s good that she shows them.

Suddenly Maki’s cell phone rang.
It was her Manager.
“Aya-chan I need to go. I will call you when I’ve found the time. Thank you for listening.”
I just nodded and we smiled at each other once more before she left.

***

“Ok!  We’re finished. Good job Matsuura san. Tomorrow we will repeat this again and then there’s only one last meeting next week.”
“Thank you. See you tomorrow. Good night.” I said happy but more because of the fact that I finally have finished my work for today.
I put on my jacket, grabbed my bag and made my way down to the lobby.
Why is my work suddenly so boring?
There’s nothing what is exciting. But maybe it’s only a phase for me?

“Ah. Aya chan wait a sec please.”
I turned around and was quite surprised seeing Abe san here.
“Oh, good evening Abe san! Can I help you with something?”
“Yes, actually you can. Miki asked me for something and I found some information. Could you give it to her if you see her?”
“Yeah sure, I’m going to her place right now so it’s no big deal.” I smiled and took the sheets of paper, putting them into my bag.
“Information you said?” I asked Abe san.
She nodded and smiled, “It might be better if you ask Miki about it because I don’t have a clue why she wants this.”
“Hooo… I see. Well, I must go now. It was nice meeting you again!” I smiled and gave her a wink.
She returned it, “Keep up your great work Aya chan! Bye bye~”

Great work? Oh well…

Outside it was cold and raining. I can’t believe that this year will be over soon again.
Why am I in such a sad mood?
Aya stop thinking this kind of crap and hurry to Miki’s place!

“TAXI!”

***

Miki’s front door was opened so I went in.
“I told you get out of here you idiot!”
“No I won’t! Tell me why you don’t want to marry me!”

Oh great… Could this day get even worse?

“Hey…get out.” I said calm.
He threw his arms up into the air, “I won’t! And it’s none of you’re business anyway!”
“Get out.” I repeated giving him a glare.
He ignored me and grabbed Miki’s wrist.
“OK! That’s enough! I will kick your ass out of here!” I shouted, pulled him to the door and pushed him out.
He fell onto the floor.
“Dare you to touch her again!” I said in a very angry tone.
Miki was quite shocked by my reactions but came up to me after a few seconds of staring.
“If you come here once more I will call the police, you heard me?!” Miki shouted and closed the door.

I sighed, “I was really close to knock him out.”
“You were. I’m glad you didn’t because then we’re in really bad trouble.”
“Oh please don’t say the word trouble...” I groaned and collapsed onto the sofa.
Miki sat herself beside me, “Are you ok?”
“No…not really. It’s just…Can we make out and stop the time?”
“We could do the first but I’m not sure if we’re able to do the second.” She smiled and kissed me.
I let out a smile as well and let Miki climb on top of me.
“You know…I think that I should quit everything and just be here with you.”
“Mh…give your head a break time for today. Relax and uhm… relax~”
I giggled and yawned.
My princess helped me out of my jacket and stroked through my hair.
It was making me feeling comfortable and sleepy.
“Go and sleep a bit Aya chan.” She said cute and kissed my lips once more.
“Uhum…”

The nice and slowly movments of her hand on my head were leading me into dreamland.

“I…num num…love you so…mhh…much Miki…”
She whispered something back but I couldn’t quite get it.
I was too sleepy.


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INFO!!!!

I will be away from monday till friday because I will travel to the Netherlands with my school class.
Hopefully I will get some time to write some chapters!

See you!  :heart: :byebye:

EDIT: Maybe I should begin working on Miki's version of this story? This thought came up a few times the last days :P
Title: Re: Secret of GAM
Post by: JFC on April 18, 2009, 05:43:20 AM
Way to go Ayaya! :rockon:

Have fun on your trip! :thumbsup
Title: Re: Secret of GAM Ⅰ [Aya Version]
Post by: xtian1001 on April 21, 2009, 10:01:49 PM
yay !  :heart:
waiting for the next chap..
just don't abandon this fic   :cry:
it's great!!
Title: Re: Secret of GAM Ⅰ [Aya Version]
Post by: Fushigidane on May 02, 2009, 06:46:39 PM
Whaa! The chapter 17 can't be found anymore, could you post it somewhere again, pleaseplease? :cry: :)
Yaaay this fic has been awesome, i've been reading it the whole day! 8D :twothumbs Keep up the good work! ^^
Title: Re: Secret of GAM Ⅰ [Aya Version]
Post by: Gomaki on May 03, 2009, 12:46:22 PM
Thank you very much!  :D

I've posted the whole story on Blogger again!
So you can find part 17 there.

Secret of GAM Aya ver. (http://secretofgam-aya.blogspot.com/)
Title: Re: Secret of GAM Ⅰ [Aya Version]
Post by: Fushigidane on May 03, 2009, 06:43:35 PM
Yippee thanks! 8D I'll continue reading tomorrow coz if i'd start now i know i couldn't go to sleep early enough XD :D
Title: Re: Secret of GAM Ⅰ [Aya Version]
Post by: konnochan on February 10, 2022, 05:53:18 PM
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