Hey everyone newbie here! Please bear with my stories and grammar,eglish is not my first language. Any recemblace to any stories;ideas you already red;think or owned here is pure coinsidence, im just a fun writing some of my delusions about my otps. Please be kind to me and I hope ya'll like it. Enjoy
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My Happiness(MayuKi )[P1]
"Mayu! What are you doing here?"
"Did I surprised you?You didn't expect me going here and caught you cheating huh!"
"No you're wrong-"
"What is wrong Yuki?! Are you going to tell me its not what I'm thinking? You're freaking kissing on the couch! And maybe if I didn't get here you'll do even more!"
"...."
"So you will huh, not even denying it.
Am I not enough? Are you not happy with me anymore?....*scoffs* oh I get it,in the end you choose him over me"
"Mayu listen to me-"
"Don't touch me! I had enough if you really like him fine!"
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Mayu's POV :
Opening my eyes, I then rise on my bed and wipe the sweat on my forehead
'That dream again' I thought to myself as i woke up from my nap, looking at my window, its already evening,and fix my gaze on my phone on the night stand when it vibrates. Reading the message from my friend, I then stand up and start preparing.
It's been a month when I caught my lover cheating on me. I love her so much that I give my everything to her. I though we will be together forever but I'm wrong. She broke my heart into pieces when I found her and a guy kissing on her apartment. that day,I thought she'll go after me,explain herself and beg for forgiveness but I guess I'm wrong.
I'm not a strong woman or something like that. truthfully, I'm just a fragile,sensitive weak girl that become really emotional when someone do or name her just a little bit of insult and being cheated by the one you love is too much for me.
But thanks to my best friend Jurina,somehow I manage to continue my daily life without locking myself up on my apartment crying and messing my health when I got really depressed from the break up. After i left and wait for Yuki to chase after me that did not happen, i quickly call Jurina to fetched me, she immediately did and get me on her apartment, i broke down and told her everything and she scolded me but still comforted me since I'm crying my hearts out in front of her.
Actually,Jurina don't really like Yuki for me ever since she saw her, she told me something's odd with her and she'll just hurt me but I did not listen and instead start a relationship with Yuki and now look at me.. Anyways, after that i told myself to move on and forget her and to do that,I change my phone number and location.
"Where is she?" I said to no one in particular, I'm currently in front of a bar waiting for Jurina.
'Tsk,she's the one who invites me here and she's late' I thought and ready to call her when a car stop in front of me and a tall person get outside revealing Jurina and start apologizing after I scold her. After the scolding, we then get inside the bar.
Jurina told me that she got promoted from her job and she's late becase her coligues celebrate it with her and she call me to also celebrate it with me. I congratulate her we eat and drink while chatting and having fun.
After that, we decided to call it a night Jurina drop me home and accompanied me in front of my doorstep.
"Thank you for dropping me off Jurina" I said
"hmm.. No problem when it comes to you I'll do anything"She said and wink at me. though Jurina is a flirt and really like to fool around with girls,she's a really nice,reliable and respectful friend. Honestly if she will confess to me, ill surely accept and date her but too bad, she likes older woman than her same age. but more the less, I am thankful that I have a friend like her that always there to support me. I hope she'll be my best friend forever
"Haha,really funny. Anyways thank you again, drive safe k?Goodnight" I said close my door and proceed to my bedroom to change and prepare to sleep after I bid her goodbye.
Lately,I feel like someone's looking at me, I don't know who but everything I do and go, this feeling of being stare and look at are making me uncomfortable and scared. Actually, I already know someone's looking at me when Jurina and I celebrates her promotion and just shrug it off since we're new at the bar and the bar is pack of people and just continue having fun and then this.
So I went to consult Jurina and tell her about this and immediately help me. She hire a secret detective and we found out that I'm being stalk and Jurina quickly act,she told me to hand over all my schedules to her so she can drive me off to work and safely and of course I give it to her.
Its been a while since we started this concept, while the secret detective is finding who's my stalker and Jurina continue to drive me to work and home until the detective call Juruna telling me that he finally capture the stalker, we quickly went to his office and there we found my handcuffed stalker. he's a middle schooler wearing a baseball cup and a digital camera sling on his neck and some taken pictures of me and a cameras memory card on the detectives table.
The detective says that the culprit admited after he caught him taking pictures of me on a near post near my work place that he like her because I'm cute and I'm her type. After Jurina punch him, the detective put him in jail and after thanking him, Jurina and I return to my apartment.
"Are you sure you're okay now?you know I can still pick you up everyday" Jurina said concern look on her face,we're currently at my front door
"I told you I'm fine now. Now that my stalker is in prison nothing bad will happens, and besides you have a business trip tomorrow right?" I said convincing her that I'm fine
"Are you sure? I can cancel it, I won't go if you're still not fine.What if another stalker stalk you again?" Jurina persisted mou, this girl
"I told you it's alright, you helped me plenty enough, and are you sure you don't want to go, Rena-san coming with your team right? Are you sure you want her to be alone? what about you're plan? she might get lonely and got stolen by others you know"I said convincing her,Rena-san is Jurina's love interest. Rena-san is her boss and quickly fall in love with her in first sight and Jurina decide to confessed her feeling after the business trip.I hope she'll accept Jurina,though Jurina's childish,she's really a lover material.
"hmm..You're right, but-" I quickly cut her off
"No buts,I'm okay now,just go with you're trip and good luck. Ow and don't forget to pray before you confessed okay?" I said, she's still want to protest but i glared at her,she just sigh and give up.
*sigh*"Okay I get it but call me if something happened ill immediately go back for you okay?"She said and nod for a reply then leaves after I wave goodbyes.
It's Saturday it means today is my day off. I currently spending my afternoon watching some program on my tv at the same time playing at my console while waiting for my best friend to message me.Its already the end of Jurina's business trip but still, I didn't receive any call or message from her. The last thing I receive from her is the message she sent me last Saturday informing me that she arrived at her apartment safety and her message this Monday greeting me good morning and be safe always and after greeting her back and reassuring her about my safety, I didn't receive any message from her again. I try messaging her and also calling her a couple of times but to no avail. I though she's just too busy on flirting with Rena-san and enjoying her business trip that she forgot or can't even spend a single glance at her phone. I thought on calling some of her colleagues to check on her but then I realize that I don't have any so I just sigh, put my console down and pick my phone that resting on the table beside me and try calling her again.
*Dialing....* While waiting for her to pick up, I fix my bored gaze on the tv screen in front of me
*Ringing..Ringing..* still waiting, I then avert my gaze on the tv program since its a news which is boring so I just look at clock above it.
*Ringing...Ringing..* Ugh, why she not answering? tsk,maybe Rena-san reciprocate her feelings and get busy on each other. Honestly that girl tsk. I thought to myself then ready to grab a drink, my movement stop when I hear a familiar name on the screen behind me.
"A 24 years old business woman named Matsui Jurina found her rotten dead body at her apartment after a week until just this morning. According to the residents of the said apartment, an unpleasant smell coming inside the girl's apartment after the consecutive knocking and calling in front of the girl's lock door the land lady forcefully open the door and there on the girl's bathtub where the strong unpleasant smell coming from the girl's body found together with a a cut sim card and phone wet in the bathtub arm hanging on the counter tub with its wrist slit open, pool of already dry blood on the floor."
*blip* "Hai, Matsui Jurina desu,please leave a message" *toot..toot..*
As the end call tone coming from my phone faded as my hold loses its grip on it causing it to fall straight on the floor. with my shocked,disbelieve, and terrified expression on my face, I feel my body limped and bare feet as if glued on the floor preventing me to move.
"N-no way,This can't be true"
"According to the investigations, The girl after going home late last Saturday sent a message to her coworker according to their business trip that she can't go because of a flu and committed suicide and locked herself on her bathtub until her body found. The police already confirmed the ."
As the news continues in front of me, with confusion plastered on my still shocked face,many questions flooded on my mind, like 'why? how come? she looks okay and happy last time I see her.is she having trouble with something? why she didn't tell me? why did she do this?'. Then suddenly, my phone vibrates still in shock, I pick up my phone and saw the number of Jurina's mother and answer it.
"He-hello, Ma- Matsui-san?"
"Mayu,m-my daughter*sob* my daughter is dead!...Why, why did my baby committed suicide?*sob*...Do-does she have a problem leaving in the city?*sob* did, did you know anything? did she say something to you?*sob*" her mother said while crying .I can clearly feel the despair,sadness and sorrow of her mother's cry through the phone.
*sob*"Naze? why didn't you do something?*sob* Why didn't you help and stop her?*sob* isn't she important to you? isn't she you're best friend?!" She continued and cried out. Her last sentence hurt me more than anything that make me burst into tears, but I quickly bit my bottom lip to stop my sobs and let my new tears stain my cheeks before answering her while preventing my sobs. pretending to be strong.
"Ma-Mataui-san,I- I'm really sorry about Jurina's death.I- I understand and know why you're hurt and angry at me bu-but, Like you, I, I'm also hurt and angry at myself. You- you know how much I cherish and important you're daughter to me*sob*I- I'm also in pain,*sob* I lost my*sob* my best friend!*sob*If, if only I know Jurina will going to do this*sob* I should have-" I didn't even finish my sentence as the sobs i prevent to come burst out and I have to cover my mouth with my hand to muffled my hysterics sobs while tightening my hold on my phone. As I freely sobbing and letting new tears pour on my cheeks, I hear Jurina's mother sniffles and grab my attention as she said my name.
*sniff*Mayu, I- I'm sorry for snapping out,I shouldn't blame you I'm so sorry its just that, I can't believe my Jurina will do this things" She said and sobbed again I told her that I'm the one who should be apologizing. After that, she told me her husband and her will going to get her body back to their home town tomorrow. I told her I will come with them that i want to see and arrange her funeral with them. She said okay and give me the time for their arrival tomorrow.After that, I apologize again and thank her before she hang up the call.
wiping down my tears, the loud ringing of my doorbel caught my attention,with my still limp body, I force my limbs to get up and proceed to open the person who's ringing my doorbell. opening my door to see the person, I suddenly frozed, heart thumps and with shock look on my face when i saw her.
"Yuki" I utter not believing what I'm seeing in front of me. and I feel like crying again
"Mayu I finally found you!....wait, are you crying?" She exclaimed and change her expression into concern. As I saw her hand going nearer to touch my puffy and wet face, I quickly pull back swatted her hand away from me and turn my back from her and blinked my upcoming tears away.
'Ugh,what is she doing here?!'
*sniff*"What are you doing here?" I asked her when I manage to calm myself and allowing her to get inside when I didn't close my door for her.
"I've been looking for you, I want to fix us. Moreover, I'm more worried on why are you crying?" She said, I can feel her concern on her words but when I feel her move closer, I move away still back facing her.
"its non of you're business" I said coldly
"Of course it's my business,I don't want to see you crying again so tell me what's wrong? I'm worried" she said worried. then I feel her hand hold mine and turn me to face her and affectionate look at me. Then extend her other hand to caress my wet and reddish cheek before moving me to her warm embrace that I try to struggle to break free
"Stop struggling. it hurts me when you're like this so please tell me what's wrong?" She said longingly and tighten her embrace while nuzzling my hair causing me to squeezed at her chest sniffing her so familiar scent that flashed some memories that I desperately buried on the back of my mind.
"Its okay, you can tell me everything"She reassure. I then stop struggling and let her held and comfort me. Maybe its because of the affection and warmth that I miss from her or Maybe the fact that the pain and loneliness of the sudden death of my best friend is making me too emotional and crying yet again.
*sob* "my- my best friend co-committed suicide,she don't want anyone to find out so she locked and *sob* ki-kill herself" I said crying yet again while clenching the hem of her shirt. then I realize something and remove my face on her chest and head downcast
"Ma-maybe she got tired of me bothering her with my problems and looking after me that's why she kill herself to escape me.,i-if only I just deal with my problems alone she might be still here *sob*maybe its really all my fault!" *sob* I exclaimed frustration and sadness mixed at my already messed up emotion with my downcast head, while busy with my sobs and cries, I feel Yuki's both palms cup my cheeks and make me face her.
"Don't say that, its not you're fault okay? don't blame you're self and don't worry, I'm still here I won't leave you alone ever again. so don't cry anymore okay?" Yuki said caressing my wet and red cheek while looking at me lovingly. She then lean in to kiss my tear on my eye away, move to my cheek and stays at my lips. My eyes widened when I feel her tongue licked my sealed lips, and when I try to pull away she bit my lower lip causing me to yelp and immediately invade my mouth. I try to stop her by pushing her but she didn't bulge instead she forcefully deepened the kiss and move me even closer to her. My resistant then faded as her kisses soften and familiar sensation rush to my whole body and without second thought, I kiss her back. I'm to engrossed from the sensation she's giving me that I didn't realise that she move me on the couch until we part from our intense kiss.
"Mayu, don't worry. I'll comfort you until you forget everything except me.. I love you" She whisper to my ear before trailing kisses on my neck to my colar bone making me tremble and shiver as she starts exploring all over my body.
The first thing I saw when I woke up on my side is my closet that lightened by the lamp shade on my night stand.rising up ready to stand up,a familiar scent and arm wrap around my waist causing me to look over my shoulder.
"Where are you going?"
"Yuki? Wha-what are you doing he-" my sentence cut when I saw through my window that its already evening and memories this afternoon flash back to me.. I blushed but I quickly dismissed it when I remember Jurina's death... the emotions I feel that afternoon come back. As if she knows what's happening,Yuki immediately position herself in a seating position make me face her and held me in her arms.
"Ju-Jurina's...Jurina is dead" I said feeling my tears well up on my eyes
"shh...Im really sorry about what happened to you're friend but please don't blame you're self. None of us want what happened to her. and I'm sure, she also don't want you to look like this and blaiming you're self" She said comforting me and hug me even more. Her scent, her warmth, her voice,everything about her, I missed them all. then I feel her pull over causing me to snap out of my thoughts.
"Mayu?" she said looking at me
"yes?"
"do you still love me?, can I still fix us?I know I did stupid things back then and I really honestly regretting it all" Yuki said gently hold my hand and look at me.I can clearly saw her sincerity in her eyes
"I really love you so much Mayu, do i still have a chance? I will do everything to bring you back to me, I will never leave you again I promise" She continued before she leans in and gently place a kiss on my knuckles that didn't fail to make me blush in awe and my heart flatter.Honestly speaking, I still love Yuki, I thought I already forgot and move on from her but, the moment I saw her in front of my door, everything come back. the feelings, the memories everything.months sure really a short time to forget and move on for you're first love huh.
"Yuki?" I said earning her attention and continue
"Why did you cheated on me? I'm I not enough? I'm I not satisfying you're need? Why didn't you chase me that night?" I asked her.I want to know the truth before accepting her again
"N-no, you're more than enough for me and I'm really satisfied with you. I know I did stupid things and I regret it really.that time, I did chase you when you walk out but he stopped me, I break things with him and quickly run out to chase you but you're already gone. I keep calling and messaging you but you didnt answer until I can't contact you anymore, I also go to you're old apartment but you're not there anymore. I did everything to find you and I did. I'm really happy when I finally found you, I love you Mayu, you're the only one for me. Please be mine again!" She explained and held both my hand on hers serious expression on her face. now that I know the truth, I have decided.
returning my hand from her held, I then move it up her cheek gently and said.
"Thank you for telling the truth. Honestly, from this past month,I didn't forgot my love and feelings for you if ever, it become stronger when I saw you again. I love you Yuki" I admitted while caressing her cheek lovingly.
"Re-really?! Thank goodness, You don't know how happy you made me, I love you so much Mayu!I will never let you go!"She replied and hold my cupped hand on her and kiss it before she leans in, peck my lips and hugged me. That night she showered me with love and cuddle until we fell asleep.
When I woke up in the morning,I saw Yuki in front of the bedroom door with a bed table with food on it. Finding me awake, she approach me put the table between us before pecking my lips good morning that didn't fail to make me smile.
"Morning, breakfast in bed?" She greeted and give me her warm smile
"morning and thank you, care to eat with me?" I said. Ow how much I missed this moments, she's still the caring sweet girl I love so my much.
though I still wondering on why she cheated if she's satisfied with me alone....Well whatever the reason is, I don't care anymore me and Yuki is together again.
"Here Mayu, i will feed you" Yuki said that I gladly agreed and feed me.She feed me and herself until we finished it. then I remember Jurina. and quickly find my phone
"Where's my phone?...Ow thanks" I thank and kissed Yuki on the cheek after she hand me my phone, dialled Matsui-san's phone number.
"Who you calling?" Yuki said and held me behind that make me lean my weight on her that she gladly agreed
"Jurina's mom, I told her that I will going to fetch them on the airport today before we go and claim Jurina's body and then arrange her funeral" I explained
"can I come? I can help you manage the funeral an I also want to see you're best friend"she said that I also agreed and wait for the other line to pick up
"Great, ill go wash and clean our dishes. You should also go bath and fix yourself,ill wait you on the balcony" She said and left to go clean our dishes after placing s kiss on the blade of my shoulder.
Then, Jurina's mom answer the phone. after we talk,and confirm things,I go prepare and fix my things. After that,I get out of my room and saw Yuki seating on the couch watching some news but switch it off after wards when she saw me and get up on her seat and approach me.
"Lets go?" She said and give me a warm smile that I return back and meet with Jurina's parents
After the funeral of Jurina, months later Yuki asked me to move in with her, of course I love her and the idea so I agreed.Yuki love me so much,she do and give me everything and so do I thats why,Yuki propose to me that I quickly accepted. We get married abroad and leave happily.