@ mame-chan: my chapters are not long....at least I would like to believe they are not long *pouts*
What do you mean how do I write them so well and detailed and you are in awe???
Please!!! you are one to talk
The
With You series was a good one to write about, I know it was confusing but because I love to make people guess or try to guess who is who it was a good one to write in so many different perspectives and POVs.
Said Series This one came out because so many in COT thought it would be a Maimi x Risa pairing and when it didn't it was kinda disappointing hence I decided to create a series instead just to fulfill my own little thoughts and those who agreed with the pairing.
You are one to talk about killing everyone off!!!!
Who is the one torturing and killing people off, like a certain bean????? except you kill them off in more ways than I do
@ C: I wouldn't say that the younger group was acting more mature, more like they don't think as much as the older group. They don't see things the way that the older group see it as, I mean when you are a kid, you can afford to make mistakes because there will be others that will help you but as an older member, you'll have to put many things into consideration because you are suppose to be the more reasonable, more reliable person.
Anyways, it seems like I haven't done a one-shot in a while nee???
This one's for you
mame-chan!!!!!
IRONYI stood silently perched on the floor waiting patiently as I see people walking by doing their own thing so carefree of what is to come, free from the darkness that I see…and I pity them. I pity them for being so careless in life, for not seeking out the horrors of human nature early in life so that when things turn out different from their normal bright lives they’d be calm and collected…like I am.
~FWEM~…~PING~… Was all I heard as I got up and picked up my things before turning around and walking to my parked Mercedes S2000. I drove off smirking as I heard the multiple screams of the crowd below from where I was perched.
Walking into my basement with my possessions, I threw the bag I was carrying down on the working table ~CLANK~
“Baby? Is that you?” my partner/roommate/playmate asked walk down the stairs and scurrying to greet me as soon as she realized I was home. She hugged me from behind as I put my things away before twirling her around in front of me to capture her lips. “How was it?”
I smirked “How do you think? Easy as taking candy from a baby” with a finger in the middle of my forehead.
She squealed in delight “I knew you could do it! I’ll go notify the other party” she was about to turn away but I grabbed her waist and pulled her close to me
“Now where’s the rush in that? Don’t I get a reward?” I grinned mischievously at her, eyes glazed over as I started kissing her neck, in which she moved to grant me easy access.
“Ohhhh~ you do know that I like it when you’re rough” she cooed before I cleared the working table and lifted her onto it. Her arms were around me head, ruffling my hair a bit, moaning when she felt my hand slither under her shirt. She wrapped her legs around my midsection, grinding against me and I smirked against her skin at the fact that she wasn’t wearing panties and she was getting wet…very wet
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After my little workout, I went to take a shower, in which she didn’t want to join and in a way I wished she did because I was afraid of being in the shower alone. I was never scared to shower alone before of course, but seeing the things that others don’t, when I am alone in the shower now, brings back memories…memories that I have tried so hard to forget. The water against my skin felt good but when I am alone in the shower, memories surface.
Flashback“Hey get back here!” I yelled out at my girlfriend, who has just stolen the last piece of gum that I had and was currently running away from me. She was a faster than me so by the time I caught up to her she had already popped the piece of gum into her mouth and was grinning at me in victory. I sulked a bit before a brilliant idea popped into my mind as I pretended to be upset and pouted.
Seeing my upset face, her grin was quickly replaced by a sad one “baby, I’m sorry, wait here I’ll go get you some more” You were about to run off but I grabbed onto your hand, turning you around.
“No, it’s okay. Let’s go back home” I replied in a soft tone as I dragged her along
“Baby, I’m really sorry, forgive me?” she cupped my face and kissed me on the lips
‘Wrong move’ I kissed her back, hands circling her waist, touching some of her sensitive areas, causing her to moan in the kiss. I took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, thrusting my tongue into her mouth and entering into a tongue battle. I felt around every area inside her mouth until I found what I was looking for and in one quick motion I stepped back from the kiss and grinned at her. I waited for her to open her eyes as I smirked at her and started chewing the piece of gum “Gotcha!” before I ran for it.
We started chasing each other around until we were both tired in which we both feel onto the grass in a park in each other’s arms. “Nee nee”
“Hmmm? What’s up?” I turned to look into her beautiful eyes, moving the hairs away from her beautiful face
“Can you quit what you are doing? It’s too dangerous…I get scared every night when you are out here, afraid that you’ll get hurt and even…even never come back to me” The worry in her eyes were sincere and my heart ached at how frightened she must be as I hugged her close.
Holding her in my arms, I knew the choices that I was given and I knew exactly what my response was “I’m sorry your scared and that you’re worried about me. I’ll stop, we can leave this city, find a place of our own and live a happy life”
She pulled away from me with bright and big eyes “Really?” she asked in joy as if it was a dream. I nodded my head and immediately she buried her face into my arms and I really believed that I could feel her smiling in my embrace. I was content, on cloud nine, felt happiness holding in my arms and thinking of our bright future together.
“Let’s go home and search for a place” I got up and held my hand out for her to take, in which she quickly took hold of and got onto her feet. I was so engrossed in the happiness that I was experiencing that I wasn’t quick enough in my reflexes but everything felt like a slow motion movie as a car pulled up near us and all I hear was sound of a piston.
~BANG~ My first reaction was to take cover, using my body as a shield for her and I didn’t move until I heard the screeching of tires and the car zoomed off. I quickly sat up to see if I could catch the license plate as I cursed at whoever it was that tried to shoot me but gave up when the car was long gone. I turned to her and my eyes popped out as I saw her hand covering her abdomen and blood seeping through her fingers.
“Oh no…oh no…no…no..No..NO!!!! Stay with me!!!! This can’t be happening!!!! Stay with me!!!!” I applied pressure onto her wound as my shaking hands were pulling out my phone. Tears were streaming down my face as I was dialling for an ambulance. “I need an ambulance!!!!! My girlfriend just got shot!!!! NO I DON’T KNOW WHO DID IT JUST GET ME A GOD F*CKIN’ AMBULANCE!!!!!!!” I threw my phone to the side and looked at her face in pain. “Baby *sniff* do you hear me?? *sniff* Don’t…*gulp*don’t fall asleep okay? *sniff* p-p-promise me you *sniff* won’t go to sleep” I was lightly tapping her face to make sure she doesn’t close her eyes
“B-b-baby I…I feel cold” she started shivering so I quickly took off my jacked and placed it on her and held her in my arms
“*Sniff* H-h-how’s that? *sniff* feel any better?” I rocked her body back and forth, tears continuously falling down my face, as I tried to keep her warm
“B-b-baby…I…I…feel…so…tired” Her eyes were closing and I turned hysterical
“*Sniff* DON’T!!!! Please….please…please don’t *sniff* don’t close your eyes. S-s-stay with me!!!! Y-y-you haven’t *sniff* lived our happy life yet…*sniff* we are going to find a place to live together”
She placed a hand onto mine “L-l-live on, I…I…I don’t th-think”
“No!!! Don’t say that!!!! *sob* You will live” her blood was seeping through my fingers and my tears started pouring out faster “WHERE IS THAT F*CKING AMBULANCE?????!!!!!”
“J-just *cough* r-remember I…I…will b-be w-w-watching y-you from a-above”
“I don’t want you to watch me from above *sob* I want you to watch me here!!!!”
“B-b-baby, p-p-promise…m-me…y-you’ll q-quit” I nodded my head furiously, I didn’t care about my job, I just wanted you to be alive. She smiled at me one last time before she closed her eyes and I lost her forever
“NO!!!!! NO!!!!!!! Wake up!!!!! *sob* Wake up!!!!!!!” I placed my palms against her heart and tried pumping it but no reaction
End of FlashbackI pounded the wall in front of me at the memory as my tears mixed in with the water falling down, I felt guilty that my job had caused the one I love to die. I pounded the wall a couple of more times before I crouched down hugging my knees and shivering at the memory, crying my heart out. From that day that she left me, it felt like a part of me had died too, making me who I am today.
I got out of the shower after my little break down and walked to the kitchen to find some food left for me with a sticky note attached.
~Made you this in case you were hungry! Heat it up if it’s cold and don’t wait up!~ I smiled at the note, my partner has done so much for me in many ways that I don’t think I could ever repay her. She helped me find the bastards that took my love from me and I repaid the debt that I owed to them without a glance back after the deed was done. There was an unspoken rule that neither of us will ever be attached to the other romantically, it’s all just for fun, just to cover our needs but that’s all it is. There will never be anything romantic between us just sex, fun, animalistic desired fucking.
I finished the food quickly and just lazed around on the couch watching TV. I had given up drinking because the I promised myself to never drink again, especially since my last incident.
Flashback I was at a local bar having a couple of drinks and of course checking the scene, no point in spending the night alone. I was dancing with a chick I picked up, groping her ass and grinding against her until I felt her, a feeling that I thought would never be felt again. I stopped what I was doing, earning a protest but I didn’t care, I searched for the source, I could feel her around here, I could sense her.
It was difficult to see through the crowd of people and the alcohol pumping through my system didn’t help but I know I could feel her, I would never mistaken it. I continued to search through the bar and was about to give up thinking that it was just my imagination and because I missed her so much until I heard a low cry for help. Normally I would just ignore these things but my gut was telling me to take a peek so using my ears and trying very hard to listen I searched for the cry.
I rounded a corner to see a girl, clothes a bit ripped, surrounded by 3 guys and by the looks of it, she wasn’t going to enjoy what was going through the minds of these guys. “OI!” I hollered out to them unexpectedly
‘What am I doing? Just leave!’“Wadda you want? You want to join?” The guy whom I presume was their ring leader was smirking at me and I just gave him a disgusted look
“Hell no!!! Who’d want to be with you?”
‘You should mind your own business’ Clearly my mind and my body were working in different directions and I don’t know why I am even doing this, I was not anticipating getting into any trouble
The guys clearly didn’t like my remark as their smirk was replaced with a sneer. “You bitch! Who the fuck d’ya think ya are talkin’ to me like dat?” They diverted their attention away from the trapped girl and turned to me.
‘Great! Just great! See what you got yourself into?’ “Shut up brain!” I whispered to myself before looking around to find something to defend myself with. “For one thing, learn how to speak properly”
‘Damn it! Now you’re going to get it’“Why ya little shit!!!” One of the guys advanced towards me and as he was advancing I noticed him take out a pocket knife.
He tried to stab me but being smaller than him in size, I was more agile as I ducked all his attempts until he took hold of my hair and pulled on it “ITAI!!!!” I let out a scream but the pain was quickly gone for my anger was rising. I took hold of his meaty arms and punched him straight in the gut causing him to let go of me as he stumbled a couple steps back.
“Now yor gonna get it!” He got right back into the fight trying to stab me with the knife but with much greater force. I continued to duck until I found my chance to do a leg sweep causing him to fall on his back, disarming him. Seeing that it was my chance I took the closest chair I could find and hammered it into his body, putting him out of action for awhile.
The other two didn’t take this lightly as one pulled out a military knife and the other pulled out a bayonet and was charging at me. I dodged their slashing and stabbing movements for a while but still managed to get some cuts on me. Seeing that I can’t dodge forever, I quickly surveyed my surroundings to find something to defend myself. My choices were very limited as I picked up a chair and put it in front of me in time to avoid another attack. I was safe for a while until the other guy that I knocked out earlier was gaining conscious, whereas the other two were starting to separate themselves, surrounding me.
‘Shit!!!!’“Catch!!!” I heard a voice but only saw a metal pipe being thrown towards me as I threw the chair at one of them and caught the pipe in time to defend from the other. “Now this I like” I smirked as I defended myself against the three that were circling me. I was doing great considering that the pipe gave me a farther range than their knives.
“Ugh!” I felt pain in my side and looked down to see the pocket knife plunged into my side but I didn’t let that stop me. I pulled out the pocket knife and threw it aside and with one hand holding my side, I kept on swinging my pipe at the other two that still had knives in their hands but kicking the third to keep a distance away from me.
‘I can’t just defend I have to attack!’ As if on cue, I jumped over a table and flipped it towards one guy before doing a dropkick against the table to give more of an offensive attack. I quickly got up and charged towards the one whose pocket knife was at one point in time plunged into me. My blood was spewing at an incredible speed but I can’t tend to it right now as I pulled the chair that I was once using along with me. As soon as I thought I was close enough, my feet stopped by my arm flung the metal chair towards his direction before running towards him again. In case he ducked, my metal pipe was waiting to greet him and if he didn’t duck then I wouldn’t want to be him. Lucky for him, he ducked but he didn’t see my swing as my pipe hit him across his skull with full force, causing him to do circles in the air before landing on the ground.
‘Two down, one to go’ I turned to find my prey who was ready for me. I pointed my pipe towards him indicating that he’s next but he wasn’t scared as we circled for a bit wondering who was going to attack first. He charged first in which I swung my pipe at him, however unexpectedly he caught it and went behind me pulling the pipe against my neck, locking me. “Not so tough now are we?” he smirked as he used his knife to caress my face. Seeing that he wasn’t getting a feared reaction from me must have gotten him agitated as he slightly sliced me at my cheeks.
He pulled his arm back ready to finish me off and I took this moment to charge towards the side with him along as I put both of us through a glass table, causing him to release me. I groaned as my body was aching all over but I knew this was not over as I slowly got up and in the process pulled out the pieces of glass from my skin. The guy was trying to get up as well so I had to act fast as I picked up the pipe that flew out of my hand and hammered it against his body. I never let up, not even when he coughed out blood, splattering my face until he had fainted but I heard something move as I quickly turned to see the guy who I threw the table at was gaining conscious. “Not tonight hon!” I limped towards his awakening body, dragging a chair along the way until I was hovering over his body. I picked up the chair and hammered the chair across his body consistently, his blood splattering on my clothes until he fainted. Looking around my surroundings to make sure there was no more, I was about to limp away until I heard a faint call
“Th-thank you” I turned and met her eyes filled with fear, forgetting that there was someone here. My eyes lingered on her for a little bit longer than I usually would but gave her a nod before turning around again to walk away. I couldn’t get 10 feet away before my legs gave in and my eyes rolled to the back of my head, surrounding my vision with darkness.
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The sun was shining across my face which annoyed the hell out of me as I groaned and used a pillow to cover my face, however something was different, the smell was different. I sniffed the pillow on my face and it didn’t smell like my pillow nor my shampoo as I slowly opened my eyes to examine the foreign object. To my surprise my white pillow had turned…pink, which caused to me to sit up straight away only to feel aches and pain all over my body, too much that I had to plop back down. With the rays of the sun in my face, I squinted and used my hand as a shield to take a better look of my surroundings, the walls were painted a light shade of pink, the clothes in the closet were definitely not mine and there was a stuffed bunny sitting next to my head, which scared the shit out of me as I flicked it away immediately.
“Oh you’re up” I turned to see the owner of the voice only to be met with an unknown person as my defensive mechanism was turned on. Ignoring the pain all over my body, I put my fists in front of me, ready to attack “Don’t have to get all offensive, you’re in my room, in my house in case you didn’t know”
By now my eyes have adjusted to the sun and indeed I wasn’t in my room “W-what happened?” I asked not really expecting a response
“You blacked out probably from all the wounds and damage you sustained and I didn’t know where you lived so I brought you here” At her brief summary, the events of last night replayed in my mind and immediately I recognized the girl to be the one that I had saved. I looked down at my clothes and they definitely weren’t mine but before I could ask, “Your clothes had a lot of blood so I put them in the wash and don’t move around too much or your stitches will bust” She sat beside me and put out her hand “Thanks for saving me last night. My name is Michishige Sayumi”
I shook her hand, “Er…no problem…are my clothes dry yet? I really should be going” I slowly got out of her bed
“Er…yeah, right over…” she looked around “there” as she pointed to a neatly pile of folded clothes.
I gave a slight nod before carefully moving over to grab my things, of course the pain around my body didn’t help things much. I could feel her eyes on me and I could feel that she was watching my every move but I could feel something more…something that I felt last night as well. I felt more relieved when I was in the bathroom,
‘What is this feeling? This doesn’t make sense!!! I can feel you but that can’t be, you’re not here anymore. What is she doing to me? Why do I feel that you are around me?’ I shook my head a couple of times thinking that it may be because I’ve missed you so much that I’m thinking nonsense. I began to change out of her clothes and into my own but I had a slight problem, my shirt had slits and holes from my fight and I didn’t think it was wise for me to walk around like this but what choice did I have?
I opened the door to have a hoodie placed in front of me “Here use this” Sayumi stood outside my door and smiled at me.
I gave her a small “thanks” before heading out of her room and out of her house.
“Wait!!! I don’t know what your name is” she hollered after me
I stopped when I was outside her doorstep “You don’t need to know” was my reply without turning around to look at her. As I walked further and further away from her house, I felt as if you were getting further and further away from me which confused the hell out of me, but I didn’t want to stay there, this was getting all too weird for me.
When I entered the house, my partner was just kissing one of her flings goodbye “Bye Jun, I’ll call you later this week”
Before I closed the door, Jun Jun and I nodded in acknowledgement of each other’s existence. I’ve seen Jun Jun on a couple of occasions, usually either in a club or in my home but we don’t talk, however I know that she’s not someone to piss off. “Hey, your home….and why are you walking so funny?” My partner tried to hug me but I put my arm out to stop her, confusing her
“Don’t, I got into a fight last night so I’m out of commission for the next couple of days” I walked past her to get to my room.
“What?! Let me see the damage” She hooked my arm around her neck and helped me get up the stairs to my room before helping me take off my clothes. She gasped at the sight in front of her “Oh my god!!! What the hell were you doing??? Did you say you wouldn’t get into anymore random fights??? I thought you stopped that when…”
“I did!!!” I hissed, “I don’t know why but there was this girl…”
“So you got beaten up by girl?”
“No!!! There was this girl…”
“Are you finally moving on?”
“WILL YOU JUST SHUT UP AND LISTEN???!!!” That shut her up “There was this girl…” I waited just in case she was going to interrupt me again “that looked like she was going to get raped by these 3 guys, so I helped her out”
Her eyes nearly popped out “You mean you? As in you actually helped someone?”
I glared at her “Yes, I am capable of helping someone you know”
She closed her gaped mouth “I mean, like you actually cared about other people’s business than your usual not-giving-two-shits-about-other-people’s-business???”
“YES!!!! Now will you help me get into my clothes or not because if you aren’t then get out, I need to rest”
End of FlashbackI didn’t know when but apparently I had ended up sleeping on the couch and I didn’t wake up until I heard a jingle of keys at the door. In walked my partner and one of her flings, Jun who were both surprised that I was around or at least in the living room area.
“Hey did you sleep on the couch all night? Why didn’t you sleep in your own room?”
“I accidentally fell asleep here” I nodded in Jun’s direction to acknowledge her existence as she did the same. “Anyways, I’m going to get some proper sleep so please keep it down” I winked in their direction as my partner stuck her tongue out at me and Jun just stood there with a slight blush creeping on her face.
I couldn’t really sleep so I did the next best thing, I texted Sayu. After saving her, she started appearing at all the places that you and I both use to hang out such as the park as I recalled how shocked I was when I saw her sitting in our bench, the bench where I first met you, where I asked you to be my girlfriend, where we first shared our first kiss.
FlashbackI was almost healed from the wound of my fight so I decided to take a walk to the park where we usually hung out. I saw someone sitting there looking out at the fountain, something you usually did when you were waiting for me to show up. As I got closer and closer, the figure looked familiar in which I couldn’t put my finger on who it was until she turned away at the chime of the ice-cream truck. It was her, someone that I thought I wouldn’t ever see again, Michishige Sayumi.
I was staring at her as I got closer and closer to our bench and I guess she felt my stare as she turned her head and was in a shock herself but smiled. I sat down on the bench and looked out to the fountain that you always found fascinating, in which I will never know what it was that you found…well fascinating.
“Isn’t it fascinating?”
‘Okay, did she just read my mind?’ “It’s so beautiful how the rays bounce off the water, how the water creates such a nice cool breeze and the sound of the fountain just soothes you” I closed my eyes and tried to feel the heat of the rays, the breeze from the waters and indeed it was soothing, I guess that was what you were referring to. I opened my eyes again but she was already gone as I looked left and right but she was no where to be found, but that shouldn’t bother me right?
‘Why are you looking for her? Why do you care more about her whereabouts as opposed to anyone else? I don’t care!!! Then stop looking’End of FlashbackFate loves to play the funniest games on people because I had started to bump into Sayu practically everywhere I went and I guess it was because of these coincidences that I started to talk to her, accept her and maybe even befriend her. We talked more about her than we did on me because I just wasn’t ready to share my world with someone else just as of yet. But I knew I was comfortable with her, almost like I had been with you, I was smiling, genuinely smiling like I had been when you were with me and soon I even grew attached to her. She was a person that had heart failure when she was a child and was in the process of healing from a heart transplant that she received not too long ago. Because of her illness, her parents were overly protective of her to a point where she was fed up and decided to live out on her own.
~Going to do my annual check up, wanna join me?~ SayuI had nothing better to do so I texted back telling her I’d pick her up at her house and escort her to her check up.
I felt awkward as I sat inside the doctor’s office with Sayu, I mean I’m just a friend and I didn’t know if Sayu would really feel comfortable having me hear how her medical condition was.
“So Sayumi, how have you been?” Dr. Iida Kaori, cardiac specialist, asked eyeing me in a way that I did not feel comfortable at all.
Sayu smiled “Great!”
“How has she been?” Iida-san pointed at Sayu’s heart
‘Wait they named the heart as if it was a third person? Mental note, ask Sayu about it’Sayu chuckled, “She’s been doing well, except occasionally my heart would react to certain things”
Iida-san glanced at me “or people” causing Sayu to blush “So how about I check out how her condition is today?” Sayu got up and walked to a bed before Iida-san closed it. Not long after, Sayu and Iida-san walked out “Sayumi, you have to notify me right away if there is any extraordinary circumstances okay? We have to make sure that she will stay, you recall me telling you that after your heart transplant last spring right?”
At the mention of last spring, my attention was gone. Last spring…last spring…last spring was went you left me alone on this earth as if it were just yesterday, how time flies. I looked at Sayu as she bid Iida-san farewell and we were off.
“So what do you want to do?” Sayu asked in a somewhat chirpier mood then when Iida-san was lecturing her. I shrugged my shoulders “what’s wrong?”
“Oh nothing. By the way, was I hearing correctly? You and the doctor was referring to your heart as she?”
“Yeah! I don’t know who the owner is however I do know that the owner is a female, around my age and died at a shooting” My mind froze
‘No that’s not possible! It’s just a coincidence! It couldn’t possibly be!!!’ I guess she felt that I wasn’t paying attention because she gave my shoulders a light push “Hey, are you okay?”
“Er…yeah…I’m okay, so you don’t know the name of the owner?” Sayu shook her head
‘I’ve got to find out, I’m curious, maybe these feelings that I have developed for Sayu was a sign from you. Are you telling me you still live, just not in your own body but in Sayu’s?’ “Er…sorry Sayu, I forgot that my roommate wanted me home for dinner tonight, it’s…er…her birthday and she’s kinda alone”
I could see Sayu’s smile fade and at the scene my heart ached “Sure, we’ll chill later”
‘I’ve got to find out’ Regardless of how I didn’t want to leave Sayu, I had to check, I needed confirmation and I ran to the first place in my mind….Dr. Iida Kaori
My hands were shaking when I knocked on Iida-san’s door and sweat was clearly visible across my forehead but that could be because of the running I just did. “Come in” I opened the door and could see the shock in Iida-san’s face “Yes? Did you leave something? Is Sayumi okay?”
“I-Iida-san, I…I…I…have a question for you” Iida-san put down the pen she was holding and indicated for me to sit down “I…I…is it possible to know who the owner of Sayu’s heart is?” I would’ve thought my question was weird and would at least set a reaction out of Iida-san but she didn’t give me one, instead she let out a heavy sigh
“Isn’t life funny? How there are people that you’d think would never show up in your life again just to have them suddenly appear in front of you” I was unsure as to how to answer and was utterly confused as to what Iida-san meant. I guess me not answering was a clear indication of that fact because Iida-san let out a light chuckle “Sorry, I am not allowed to give up patient information but maybe this will answer you” Iida pulled out something from her desk and placed it in the middle of her desk.
My eyes popped out, my hands trembled as I reached forward to grab a hold of the card that lay before me. Tears were brimming as my finger brushed along the card, an organ donor card…with your name. I didn’t know to be happy or to be upset, happy that I am having another chance but upset that you never told me you wanted to donate your organs. I was stunned as I gave Iida-san a slight nod and walked out the door.
I don’t know how long I have been sitting here at this bench but I knew that from the time I left Iida-san’s office, my tears had been falling non-stop and my mind had been turning at a mile a minute thinking of what to do about this information. By the time I was all cried out, it was nightfall, the stars were out, the lights were on for the fountain and again I was mesmerized by what you saw in this fountain. I looked up to the sky
‘Is that why you organized for me to meet her? So that I would find out that I have a second chance? To fulfill our dream of living in another city? Is that what you want, for me to be living with someone new? Give me a sign as to what you want me to do? Is this your sign for me to move on with my life? Are you really okay with this all, for me to be with someone and yet not you? Give me a sign!’ Nothing, there was no sign as I chuckled at how silly things have turned out, I couldn’t think for myself, so I decided to go home, I needed to vent and my partner/roommate/best friend is the only person that could possibly give me an answer, an audible answer.
That’s exactly what I did, I consulted my partner who was just as bewildered as I was about the information, but the only question that mattered to me was “Should I fulfill the dream?” I sat there waiting for her answer, in which felt like forever when in reality it was only 5 minutes, but the anticipation was killing me. Her face bore a mixture of emotions that I couldn’t quite understand, like there was happiness, sorrow, confusion, anger, I’m not sure what to be exact. She stood up suddenly and was walking up to her room “Oi!!! You didn’t answer me”
“Do what makes you happy” she responded without turning to see me but her voice bore something, something that I couldn’t quite place my finger on.
‘What makes me happy?....’ I sat there thinking about her sentence and I could feel a smile creeping up onto my face, I knew what I wanted as I bolted out the door…to Sayu’s house.
When I got to her house, her house was pitch black which caused confusion because I was sure she should be home by now. I quickly texted her as I waited on her porch. Not long later I received a text from her telling me where she is and that she wanted to see me, feeling a smirk on my face at the later part of the text as I ran as fast as I could to her destination.
When I got there the atmosphere was strange as I saw Sayu, dressed in black and lighting an incense, prayed then stuck it on the floor near a pole. There was also flowers propped up at this pole as well, now why does this scene give me an insecure feeling? I shook it out of my system because I was overjoyed at the fact that you still lived on as I walked closer with a wide smile.
As soon as I placed my hand on Sayu’s shoulder to pull her in for a hug, I felt pain within my abdomen as I slowly pulled away seeing Sayu’s emotionless face and looked down. There I caught sight of a knife thrust into my abdomen with the handle being held by Sayu. I used my hands to grab onto Sayu’s shoulders for leverage from the pain, but Sayu stepped forward pushing the knife further into my body. Blood had spilled from my lips but again I pulled away to look at Sayu’s face, which was still emotionless. “W-why?”
Sayu pushed me away “Don’t you recognize this location?” she asked with her arms out
My eyes were beginning to lose focus but I blinked a couple of times to regain it as I looked around at where I stood, but nothing came out. I guess she realized I was clueless as she pulled out a gun from behind her “This here” with her free hand she pointed to pole with the flowers and incense “is where you killed my father”
I was shocked as my legs gave way and I fell down to my knees
‘No!...no!....No!...NO!...This can’t be happening…this can’t be happening, not when I just found a piece of your existence…not when I was going to fulfill our dream’ I could feel the last of my energy leaving me as I laid flat on my back trying to breathe.
Sayu walked towards me until she was hovering over my weak body “Payback is a bitch isn’t it?” ~BANG~
Topic: FaqU's one-shots- Trust You - 10/13 (Read 37188 times)