Here's my new update sorry i take this long, i want to post this if i already finish writing this, so yes im done this fic have 12 chapter.. and again sorry for my grammar...
La Petite Mort
(The Little Death)
Chapter 1: The Grim Reaper
I close my eyes while sitting and feel the wind in my favorite place in top of the Tokyo Tower here no one can disturb my silence. I know no one can notice a reaper like me, they afraid of me, afraid of death, I’m a reaper who bring death to anyone but what I do earlier? I broke my own rule and what I’ am, I don’t know why, I don’t know how but the only thing I know is save that girl. I don’t a touch myself to anyone, I’m nobody like they always said, I don’t exist this is the first time I show myself to human.
That human? The day I laid my eyes on her and wait until the machine beside her stop and it’s her time to say goodbye to the one she love there’s something about her that change me. I stand in front of her hospital bed and look at her tiny body and she looks so helpless. My mind said take her, bring death and stop her suffering, but I stay my eyes on her and watch all the people around her cry for her. My heart beat faster and feel something inside me that I thought gone a long time ago.
No one can affect me; I don’t have feelings but why? Why? I feel this? She’s like a sun that I can touch. There’s something about her I want to know, she’s the reason I’m thinking hard. I want to know all about her, I know her name of course, her past but that’s not the thing I want to know. I want to know that smile, why she can still smile even if she knows she will die. How she can laugh and still hope that there’s a future for her, how? That human? She’s different.
I slowly open my eyes and see the lights in each of that building in front of me, for me they like a star. The star I can touch and I can look down, i feel someone presence behind me, i look at her in the corner of my eyes. I can see she spread her black wings to show how beautiful that wings. But I’m not impressed; I look back and watch the whole city instead.
“I heard what you did..” she said.
I keep silent like I don’t care if everyone knows about that mistake.
“Big Boss not happy..” she said again.
“Why his not happy??” I look at her and saw she’s smirking, “He knows that soul is not for him…”
I stand up and face the girl in front of me, she cross her arms and smirk while I put my hands in my jacket and look at her cold.
If one person can talk to me like this? That person is her, even if I hate her, I don’t have a choice she’s always around me. She have a beautiful black wings and lot of angels envy her, a tall with a bob hair stand in front of me and start this conversation.
“You’re really interesting… you always entertain me, who will think you will do that to human?” she said and laugh.
I move myself closer and look up, even if she’s more taller than me, I know I’m more powerful than her. I can sense the fear in her eyes when I move my face closer and look at her eyes this time I’m the one smirking.
“This is none of your business…” I said with my cold voice.
She step back and spread her wings, “Of course this is my business, you know what mess you did!!!” she said more louder than her usual voice. “You give your own soul just to save that human… and now?? You know all the lost angels will hunt her just to save their soul…” her confession.
“So?” I blink my eyes few times and look bored.
She hissed, “I hope you won’t regret this, Reaper… if you think you can save her with that power you have, your wrong… you make her life more miserable…” she said again.
“Are you one of them? Who wants my soul” I ask her.
“No.. I’m not interested with that human and with your soul… you broke our rules and big boss is mad there’s no place for you, from now on… I can’t save you this time..” she said again.
“Why are you doing this? Why you’re always with me? the day I open my eyes and start being a reaper why your always beside me and watch me??” I ask her again.
“You don’t remember don’t you??” she asks me back.
I frown, I know I lost my memory a long time ago since I become a reaper, “If I remember I won’t ask you..”
“Right…. It’s good you don’t remember and stay what you are… I don’t know what you see with that human but I think for you she’s interesting…”
“She’s??” I think for a while, I don’t know what to say she’s not special like she said. “I don’t know why I save her and give my own soul..” I look at her eyes and show I’m lost.
She looks at me like try to read my mind, “I see..” she said.
I tilted my head and frown, “What??”
“I want to see that human next time..” she said again and spread her wings.
I want to stop her and warn her to stay away with that girl but I’m already too late she’s gone, I watch her fly. I clutch my fist, I remember that girl again, she’s right I will clean this mess and protect that girl and save my own soul. I’m still watching that angel and the wind blows and mess my hair, while I’m trying to fix my hair.
“Yuuchan”
My eyes wide and look at my back, that voice again, I always heard that every day like someone calling me but when I search for her I don’t find anyone I’m alone. But that voice is familiar like I already heard that somewhere along time ago.
TBC
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