Small details
A loud sound was hearing around the room, which was a room full of noise caused by various conversations was silenced in a second by the loud sound, worse than that, the attention was now focused on two figures, one covering the cheek that a few seconds ago had been slapped by the hand of the other figure, her eyes showing tremendous confusion and surprise, while on the other hand, the other figure, maintained a serious expression, yet that expression seemed collapsed by tears that flowed from these, seemingly, serene eyes.
No one dared to make a sound, it seemed that in the place was created a rule in which dictated the absolute silence in the room, no respiration was heard, all were expectant in understand the scene in front of their eyes, but the silence was not broken at any time, the figure who cried left without saying anything.
- Y-Yuihan? - asked Minami with some hesitation, Yui hadn’t withdrawn her hand from her cheek, her expression remained the same as it was when she received the slap, disbelief, she didn’t know what happened, in what time their relationship get to this point, and what made her feel more lost, Why she didn’t realized when they reached this point?… - All go out of here, you don’t have nothing to see here - Minami ordered, Minami’s voice could make that the members who were more surprised could react, without saying anything and in silent, all gathered their belongings and left the room - Yuihan… - Minami moved Yui’s body gently, but she doesn’t had an answer, in the same position, Yui began to let out tears from her eyes, everything was just like a dream…
"Were done"
Was the only thing that Haruka said just after the slap, everything happened so fast that Yui couldn’t say anything, why was happening this? what could make Haruka do this? why Haruka didn’t say anything? why all have to end like this? what have done to deserve this?… many questions were formulated in her confused head and the pain in her chest doesn’t make the process of all this easier to understand
She doesn’t realized in what moment, but she was in the floor and with her Minami giving her a hug as she patted her back, she was crying uncontrollably, she was so deep in her thinking, that she didn’t realize about her depressive state
- Yuihan… you want to tell me what happens? - Minami asked realizing a little the hug and seeing Yui’s eyes, she nodded slightly
- H-Haruka… she ended our relationship… - Yui said in an almost unheard whisper, Minami just keep silence - I… I don’t know why… I don’t understand - Yui said and started to cry again, the pain to say that Haruka had finished their relation was too much for her, it was something that didn’t want to think
- Something must have happened, you know that Paru doesn’t say what normally feels, but she can’t hide when something bothers her, something should have happened, I don’t think that she forgot from one day to another what she feels for you - Yui just nodded at what Minami said, so yes, something must have overlooked, something that didn’t realized that could make her avoid this, but what was? and was really her fault? or was Haruka’s fault?… - I think you should try to talk with her, try to calm down and try to talk about this with her in the morning
- Thanks Takamina san… - Yui said trying to calm down a bit
- Good, go home, if you don’t feel well don’t come tomorrow I will understand, but don’t took long to talk with Paru - Minami advices with a warm smile, Yui corresponded the gesture
Yui wasn’t itself, she didn’t realized how but she was already at home, and was in her bed, it seemed that since the conversation with Minami she started to be in automatic mode, without paying attention to anything around her, the only thing that occupied her thoughts was Haruka and what had happened in the afternoon…
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- Haruka! please! listen to me! - Yui was chasing Haruka down the hall trying to not rise much her voice, but Haruka didn’t give her any attention, she was trying to walk more fast to lose Yui, but something which was famous about Yui was for her perseverance, she followed Haruka everywhere, but even though she was trying to talk, Haruka doesn’t listened - Haruka… TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG!? - Yui shouted no longer controlling her emotions, tears ran on her cheeks again as she closed her eyes, she waited for Haruka to say something, but she hadn’t an answer, it passed a few second and still nothing, Yui opened her eyes expecting to be alone in the place, but what was her surprise to see Haruka standing in front of her, still giving her back, but it was a step forward, she heard her and stopped
- Yui… - it was heard, which for Yui, was the most beautiful voice in the world - I know that I don’t usually show much how I feel, but you are different - she said in a soft voice, if it wasn’t because Yui know her so well, she wouldn’t understand that Haruka was trying to control her emotions - I showed you a thousand of ways how I felt, but you took me in vain… - Haruka turned her body towards Yui, now both face to face, Yui was crying trying to listen and understand what Haruka was saying and Haruka was trying to control her emotion at last to not cry - I don’t know if you took me like a game, but was how I felt… look… think about what you did Yui, it may seem that I’m the one that are wounding you, but I suffered a lot for you.
Were the last words of Haruka, she turned around and left, Yui doesn’t followed anymore, which Haruka told her had leave her thinking, she’s the culprit, but why?…
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Weeks passed slowly, the YuiParu relationship completely distanced, it was like they were complete strangers, for Haruka’s part no one could tell if she was sad or not, she doesn’t was showing how she feels, but something was secure, she was like her old self, hardly spoke to anyone, just enough and no more, for Yui’s part, she was demonstrating her feelings, raising concern among her mates, her mode was bad, she couldn’t concentrate at all, all in what she thought was Haruka and in her words, but still didn’t understand the meant of what Haruka said…
- Yuihan, can we talk? - Asked Minami at her fellow team mate, Yui nodded and followed Minami - I’m worried about you, I know that I shouldn’t get into this, but situation doesn’t only affect you and Paru, if not all Team A and B plus you are Team A’s captain - Yui nodded, she knew that this was affecting the mood of the entire team, but even she didn’t know what to do - Let me help you, can I?…
- I don’t know what to do Takamina san - Yui answered trying to control her tears.
- First, you can tell me what happened? - Minami asked with a sympathetic smile, Yui decided to tell everything that happened the other day that she talk with Haruka, Minami listened carefully to everything Yui told her - and you thought about what you do wrong?
- I’ve thought a lot and nothing comes to my head… I don’t know what I did wrong - Yui answered
- I’m not good on these issues, you know that my relationship with Atsuko was difficult to achieve for me, but I know when something is wrong with all of you because I’m watching you, and I can tell you that even though Paru is difficult to decipher, I noted some changes a few months ago - Minami said thoughtfully
- changes? I didn’t notice anything like that… - Yui said confused
- Paru is somewhat similar to Atsuko in several things… I only will say this so you can think about it, it isn’t a fact, try to remember to confirm what I think, okay? - Minami asked, Yui nodded affirmatively waiting for Minami to continue - I think Paru was jealous…
- W-what? just for that? - Yui asked surprised
- Yuihan, don’t be like me, for do that I almost lost my relationship with Atsuko - Minami scolded Yui - Don’t subtract importance to these things, they are small details that just surfaced but you ignored them, just think about it, I don’t have nothing more to say, I hope everything turns out for the better, meanwhile, as Soukantoku, I command you to leave and go home, you only make the environment feel depressed, when this is resolved, I will let you back, understood?
- Understood…
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Yui back home, jealousy?, Minami said that, but why Paru would be jealous, she always showed that the only one for her was Haruka… thinking about that she began to remember certain things…
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" Yui what you want for dinner tonight? - Haruka asked with a smile, certain days a week Haruka stay at Yui’s home and other days Yui stay in Haruka’s home, for several days they didn’t sleep together since they had been busy, but today they could, so Haruka was excited
- Eh? dinner?… - Yui asked confused
- Today I will go to your house, you forgot?… - Haruka asked worried
- E~h… I’m sorry Haruka… Kawaei and I planned to dinner for days ago… - Yui answered with a pleading expression
- I-It’s okay… - Haruka say trying to hide her disappointment
- But you can come to my house tomorrow - Yui said downplaying the disappointed expression of Haruka
- I have work tomorrow… I was looking forward to today - Haruka answered saying the last in a very low voice
- Oh… then it will be another day - Yui said without paying much attention to the last thing Haruka said”
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" - Haruka, I hope you don’t mind that I invited Sayaka - Yui said with an expression of forgoveness
- Today was supposed to be the two of us all the day… - Haruka said in a tone of annoyance
- Come on Haruka, I hardly see her, you don’t have to be mad… - Yui said also in a somewhat annoying tone
- Well… - Haruka let out a big sigh and continued - she can come, I… I don’t mind…”
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Yui closed her eyes tightly trying to take away those scenes, but one after another kept appearing, Haruka with pained expressions, jealousy, anger and disappointment, and she just downplaying or taking like a whim all those expressions and words, Haruka not only had just endured how Yui canceled moments and important appointments, otherwise she’s swallowed jealousy and pride on many other occasions…
- It was all my fault… why I didn’t realize it?… - Yui had finally understood the words of Haruka…
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Team B’s rehearsals were finished and Yui was waiting for Haruka, one by one she saw her fellow Team B member pass, until a familiar figure appeared
- Haruka… can we talk? - Yui asked by standing in front of Haruka plugging her way
- Since you are covering my way, I guess you don’t leave me much choice - Haruka answered sure that if she denied something like the last time would happen.
- I thought about what you said the last time… - Yui began to speak - I downplay our whole relationship…
- No, you were downplaying me - Haruka interrupted upset
- I was so sure about you that I started to downplay the time we spent together, I see you every week for work, I had you at my side, but I didn’t think about our time alone, for me, only to have you with me, it doesn’t matter if we were alone or not, it was enough, to know that you were mine, for me it was enough, I didn’t think about how you felt… - Haruka still didn’t change her semblance, Yui began to feel more and more insecure as she saw that there was no change in Haruka - I’m only asking for one more chance…
- I’m sorry - Haruka said and undertook her departure, Yui thought that saying what she felt and admitting her mistakes was enough, but it seems that it wasn’t
- W-Wait! - Yui attempt to call her but there was no answer, when she tried to stop her Haruka was already in a taxi - D-don’t… I don’t want it to end like this! - Yui said trying to chase the taxi, and calling the attention of several passersby, no matter the little scene that she was making she stopped a taxi and headed to Haruka’s home - I know you still love me…
The taxi in which was Yui went a little further than where was Haruka, Yui saw Haruka stepped out the taxi at the distance and how she was heading to her home, Yui hasten the taxi driver, at the time she was out the taxi she ran full speed as if her life depended on it, which was something like that, her life depended on it like her happines.
Haruka sighed bitterly before taking her key
- Yui… idiot… - Haruka whispered as she opened the door, she turned the knob and opened the door to enter at her apartment
- Wait! - Yui said interposing her hand before Haruka closed the door, causing surprise in Haruka, but the surprise disappeared in seconds
- W-What are you doing here!? Get out of here! all was clear between us right!? - Haruka said screaming, something strange in her, speak out in this way, even more surprising was how she was using her strength to try to close the door, but Yui is stronger than her…
- I will not let finish this in this way!, I know it’s my fault! but I will learn from my mistakes! in that way it will not happen again, I will protect you and our relationship - Yui said managing to push the door, and pulled Haruka into a hug, Haruka wanted to free her from the hug but Yui wouldn’t let her - Please… don’t reject me… - Yui whispered trying to control Haruka, but she was still resisting
- L-Leave me! I- I don’t want… - Haruka said
- I know you still love me… how I can prove my love for you? - Haruka stopped resisting the hug
- Don’t leave me… - Haruka whispered
- It wasn’t me who leave you… - Yui said, Haruka pulled away from the hug and gave her a murderous glare - B-But it was my fault you l-left me…
- Yokoyama Yui it will take time for me to forgive you…. but like you said, I love you… - Haruka whispered the last part, but Yui could still hear it and couldn’t help but to smile like an idiot
- I will make you to forgive me - Yui said as she approached Haruka’s lips , but before sealing the kiss her lips were stopped by the index finger of Haruka
- Sorry, but for this relationship I must make some changes - Haruka made both of them were face to face, but they were still in they embrace - I thought you were more attentive to me, but I see that it wasn’t the case, I think now I will take the relationship otherwise… - Haruka started watching Yui as a predator watches his prey causing surprise and fascination in Yui, now she realized that effectively she wan’t attentive, she didn’t know that Haruka could have this kind of expressions - You… must take responsibility for what you did
- I-I don’t understand what you mean - Yui said nervously
- I don’t like talk much - Haruka said ignoring Yui, her expression a little annoyed - So shut up - Haruka ordered with a sensual smile on her lips, if You wouldn’t shut on her own, with that smile she would do it undoubtedly, Haruka pushed Yui by the shoulders, causing Yui to walk back, Haruka went to her room until Yui’s legs touched the edge of the bed causing nearly lost her balance, but stopped Haruka by taking her waist and passionately kissing her lips, Yui carried away by the kiss closed her eyes, so she didn’t notice the perverse expression of Haruka, with a smile Haruka pushed Yui towards the bed, causing surprise in Yui, then placed above Yui and formed a tie in the arms of Yui….
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- You…you’re evil… - Yui said after a few seconds with shortness of breath
- Not really, I’m a girlfriend who endure and has a lot of patience, but when all of that runs out… - Haruka said thoughtful
- It will not happen again Haruka…
- Okay, but if it will happen, I liked being up - She answered with a smile of satisfaction, Yui just sighed with a smile
- I hope you don’t do this every time you get jealous…
- And I hope you don’t give me reasons to make me jealous
Both looked at each other for a few seconds and then they kissed again
- If I make you feel jealous again just tell me, whatever you say are orders for me
- Well… I’m jealous right now… - Haruka said thoughtfully
- Eh? I haven’t done anything… - Yui answered concerned
- I’m jealous of myself… - Haruka said
- From yourself?.. - Yui asked trying to understand
- Yes, because I get carried away and played a lot with you… I’m jealous of myself from a few minutes ago, so I will do the same to you again and again until I can stop to feel jealous
- Don’t! don’t be cruel! - Yui said scared
- Yui said a few seconds ago that what I say are orders to you… so fast and you throw those words away… - Haruka said making a small pot
- At the end you will do what you want… right? - Yui asked defeated
- Prepare for all those time you cancelled me Yokoyama san