@Arakawa: Haha Thanks for reading! Glad it was hilarious for you!
@alexiel17: What am I gonna do about you Yadong! Hmm...
so stressful! But anywho I'm not angry
for now...
lol! But I love the pics lol! So entertaining! I'll keep them forever! EDIT!!! DAMN IT YADONG! DOES YOUR SIG SAY "GLARES AT KEICHAN!!!!"
@A1: Lol Thank you!!! Haha and if Yuko wins that wouldn't be normal! Lol people would be so confused!
@bouchan!: Pretty sure I enjoyed your updates! Ahahaha waiting for the next lot of updates!
@Airidoki: Ahahahaha you are so cute! Ahaha glad you loved the Kojiharu! However about the other fic...I'm sorry I left it at a cliffhanger! I'm finding it hard to write so i've kinda left if at a hiatus! Gomen! I don't know when I will update that one because i am just so unmotivated to do so!
@kahem: Hehe Thanks for reading! Haha everyone seems to feel sorry for Yuko!
@pretend_2besome1: Haha long time no see you around! hehe and thanks for catching up on my one-shots! lol i'm lucky i didnt break them apart in "Tell me you love me..." by the looks of it. Hehe and yeah boob definitions ahaha i felt bad whilst writing it because i'm scared that the girls will learn to read English and become offended! lol and yeah I'm a weirdo (O_o) hence the awkward separator! hehe.
@Secret fanfic readers: Thanks for readings my fic!
Now let's begin the next one-shot! This was a challenge from dark-atrox! She said she wanted to see something out of the usually pairings...therefore she demanded that i write about this certain pairing as it was out of my comfort zone and I was whining about how I don't want to update "A bit blind to love..." Anyway hope you guys enjoy this one. It is a bit different from what I usually write but I guess its always good to experiment!
AffairHave you ever felt guilty? Felt like you’ve hurt the person you love most? However, for some unknown reason you still get a thrill out of hurting the person you love most?
Each night I lay next to her. Her face is always peaceful. As I stroke her soft white cheek my heart begins to ache. How could I hurt someone so beautiful? Fluttering her eyes open she stares at me with her soft brown eyes. She wriggles closer to me and cuddles me tightly. Her softness. Her warmth. Her scent. Her lips. She gently kisses my neck. My spine tingling. However, when I close my eyes it’s not her I see. When I feel her soft lips against my neck, I feel needy for love, but the love of someone else. I gently kiss her forehead as she moves closer to me. Engulfing her into a tight hug I slowly stroke her hair. As she falls asleep in my arms all I can do it lie awake and fantasise about someone else…
~Earlier that day~“Do you love me?” She asks whilst holding tightly onto my hands, swinging them around in the air. I sighed heavily and look away. “YAH!” You pout at me before letting go of my hands and walking away from me. I grin widely at myself before running over and wrapping my arms around her waist and gently kissing your neck from behind.
“Don’t leave me baby. You know I love you.”
“Hmmph!” You cross her arms and turn away. Gently nibbling your neck you begin to giggle. Turning around you wrap your arms around my neck and kiss me softly. Staring into my eyes you slowly move away before you hold onto my hand and begin dragging me towards the studio.
(O_o)As we enter the studio we notice the iciness of the air. Looking around we see all the other girls looking at us quietly. Something was wrong…
Yuko runs up to us. Grabbing onto my arm she begins to drag me towards the room.
“Hurry up you have to get in there and look after her! She’s locked the door and hasn’t stopped crying!”
“W-what? Who are you talking about I just got here!”
“Acchan is crying! She needs you! She won’t let anyone else in! I know she will let you in!”
Staring at Yuko in disbelief I turn back and look at the girl I was dragged away from. She stands there looking worriedly at me whilst Mayu stands next to her to fill her in with what was going on. She turns and looks at Mayu with a shocked expression before turning back at me smiling and giving me a quick nod of encouragement. Unsure of the situation I turn towards Yuko immediately.
“Why is Acchan crying?” Not answering me she quickly turns and knocks on the door nonstop.
“Acchan! Acchan! I know you don’t want to talk to me but Tomochin is here! Please talk to her, we’re worried!”
I turn and stare at the door. The silence was deadly. Suddenly I hear a click. The door knob slowly turns. Suddenly I hear the sound of a soft voice heaving. Looking up through the crack I see her trembling uncontrollably. Watching as her hand clenches onto the tear-soaked tissues. Her hair covering her once smiling face.
“T-t-t-tomochin…” Her weak voice is softer than a whisper. The coarseness of it hurts my ears. I gently move the door open and hold onto her arm before walking into the dark dance studio room. Closing the door behind me and locking it I turn towards the still shaking figure and engulf her into a tight hug.
“It’s okay Acchan”
“N-n-n-o…I-it’s n-n-ot” She tightened her arms around me as her tears drench the shoulder of my shirt. “S-s-she d-doesn’t l-l-love m-me…”
“What?” My eyes widen in shock. “Of course she loves you! Don’t doubt her love for you!”
She abruptly begins to cry again. What was going on…
“M-m-minami s-said s-she d-doesn’t l-love m-me… A-aren’t I-I g-good enough?”
“Of course you are Acchan! Takamina is stupid if she gives up on you! It’s her loss! She might just be in a bad mood today!” I am speechless…could the Ace and the Captain break up?
“S-she s-says s-she l-loves s-s-someone else…”
“Who could she love more than you? There’s no one better than Maeda Atsuko!” I gently cuddled her before stroking her hair.
“Y-you think i-I’m the b-best?”
“Of course!”
Looking up at me I notice her reddened eyes as the small amount of light illuminates through the door. Her arms slowly wrap around my neck as she pulls closer towards me.
“Acchan?” I look at her worriedly. I feel her hot breath against my lips.
“Tomochin… d-do you r-really think M-minami will regret l-losing m-me.” I feel my throat become dry about her soft touch of her hand on cheek.
“Y-yeah…” Looking at her I watch as the gap between begins to close. Her soft lips gently kiss mine before she bites my lower lip. My eyes open in shock. I know this is wrong but for some unknown reason all I do is respond to her rough kiss. I push her against the wall and gently tend to her soft lips before kissing away the tears on her mascara ridden cheeks. I hear as a gentle moan escapes her lips as I gently lay butterfly kisses on her soft neck. Her hand slowly slides up my shirt. Her fingernails gently dig into my soft skin. Lifting her up I place her down on the couch before I push her skirt up. My hands caress her soft thighs. I feel as my shirt and ripped away from my body. Her tongue traces my body as her legs wrap tightly around my waist. The adrenaline pumping through my veins, even the smallest touch of her body was driving me insane. I hold onto her thighs as I push her down, pinning her onto the couch as I gently suck on her exposed collarbone. Pulling her shirt up I immediately begin to nibbled on her body. Soft moans fill my ears. My hand automatically beings to make its way to the soft elastic of her lace underwear. I feel as her body shivers underneath mine. As her head tilts back I move up and gently kiss her exposed chest. As my fingers begin to move down slowly pulling her the soft material with me, I feel my heart thumping endlessly. As I slowly make my way lower I gently lick her belly button. Her hands run through my hair as her breathless moans escape her mouth. Planting gentle kisses on her lower abdomen I feel an unknown need to please her. However, her soft voice immediately stops me from going further.
“Minami…”
I look up at her. Tears have stained her face again. Feelings of guilt suddenly swarm over me. What was I doing… My girlfriend’s just on the other side of the door and I’m here making love with my best friend who is still head over heels in love with my other friend. I push myself off her before straightening myself up. However, I just want to continue making her feel better with this undecipherable love which is seething out from me. Looking up at me she quickly covers her mouth in disbelief. Pulling her clothes back on, she quickly dresses back into her clothes.
“What have I done…” She quickly bows towards me. “I-I don’t know what came over, I-I just, I’m sorry, I was just distraught about Minami…” Looking around her surroundings aimlessly she begins to play with the hem of her shirt.
“I-it’s okay. I don’t know what happened either.” I turn away from her, for some reason I feel my heart aching deep inside me. I couldn’t love her could I? Am I jealous of her love for Takamina?
“P-p-please don’t tell Minami, Oh my god I can’t lose her anymore than I already have” I watch as she begins to squat down hugging her own legs as she begins to weep again. Turning back and watching this innocent girl suffer in her own guilt I slowly walk over and hug her tightly.
“I won’t tell her.” She turns and stares into my eyes.
“R-really?”
“Yeah.” I smile at her sincerely. “We’re best friends aren’t we? Of course I’ll look out for you! I know that what happened was just a spur of the moment misunderstanding.” Smiling brightly at me with those tear-drenched eyes and engulfs me into a tight hug.
“Thank you so much Tomochin, you’re the best friend in the entire world!”
Although I smile, for some unknown reason I feel a pain in my chest.
“Come on!” Pulling her off the ground I head towards the door. “Let’s get back to practice!”
Opening the door, the light emits against our skin, the light burning my now exposed eyes. Walking out a feeling of guilt erupts inside me as I watch as my girlfriend runs towards us and hugs the girl beside me.
“Are you okay Acchan?” She sincerely asks. Looking at me before she replies Acchan turns back and smiles genuinely at Tomo~mo.
“Yes Tomo~mo. Thanks for caring”
The door suddenly swings open. Looking up I see a small figure looking towards us. Her eyes, like the girl beside me are tear-drenched. As she slowly walks towards us I feel as the hand in my tight grasp begins to move away. A sudden feeling of emptiness. I watch as my best friend runs towards the smaller girl and engulfs her in a tight hug. Suddenly I feel the warmth of another hand in mine. Turning I see my girlfriend tightly wrapping herself around me. However, instead of smiling back at her I turn and look back at the reunited couple before me. My heart aches at the sight of my captain kissing the lips which were against mine moments ago.
~Present~So here I am. Lying here, my girlfriend’s sleeping breath hitting my skin gently. As I stare blankly at the ceiling above me all I can think is how much I wish that I was back in the studio and that the name she called out was mine…
~Fin~Anyway a quick endnote! Hope you enjoyed the fic....if you didnt like the pairing blame dark-atrox! Hope that all the fanfic writers update more often coughimmocoughFoFcoughbouchancoughalexielcoughdarkatroxcoughsorachancoughjapanimechancoughshibuyadokidokicoughinsertnamehereifyouhavewrittenonthisforum! I do read your all your fanfics but since i always rush off the work etc i dont have time to reply to your posts! Anyway love you all! and sorry that my ongoing fanfic is on hiatus! When I am motivated to write I will update but currently I guess these one-shots are just quick and easy for me to write!
Thanks for reading! ^_^
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