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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #40 on: August 05, 2008, 11:19:54 PM »
hey guys..I'm thinking Reina's supposed to be purple, so if anybody knows what Ai-chan uses as her color, I'll change it and put the right one in...btw, I LOVE how you guys try to figure out who "blue" is..I promise, it will be soon! :)

* * * * * * * *

I run outside to see you, but I had to look hard to enough to find you. You were more concealed this time.

Would that mean if we ever..?

No, Sayu! Don't think that now.

Uh-oh..she's coming towards me. Say something!

"Hi..." I tried to say.


"Hi Sayu!" you replied.

Once again you led me into your embrace.

How I would love to be in your embrace for eternity.

Of course..everybody would be wondering, "Where's Sayu?"


"So, what do you want to do today?" you asked.

"Umm..can we go to your house?" I asked.

Sayu, you idiot! Why did you say that?


"Not today," you laughed. "Unless you want to go to your house."

Yes! Yes, please!I thought. Say yes, Sayu...please!

"Ummm..would you..?"


Damn it! I hear the phone ring.


"Hold on a second." you told me. "Hello?"

"I just left the studio."

"Umm..well I'm busy right now."

"Well, someone beat you to it."

"Yeah, we're busy the rest of the day."

"Sorry, gotta go."


You hung up your phone and gripped my hand again..actually, you were swinging my hand around while you were talking to someone. I should feel happy that you were going to spend the day with me, but something started to bother me.

Don't hurt me..please.

I just hope it wasn't someone you're going out with.


"I'm so sorry," you said. "Now, what do you want to do?"

"I..I don't know," I replied sadly.

If your phone haven't rung, we would have been at my house by now.


"Sayu..." you cooed. "You're doing it again."

"Doing what?"

"You're being sad again."

"Sorry, but it still hurts."

"You mean with her?"

"Uh-huh."

"Come on," you said. "Let's go on a train ride for a while."

Minutes later, we went to the train station, bought a ticket and went inside without a word spoken. During the whole time, you had your hand linked with mine. That was when I decided to tell her another secret.

The one person she's seeing.

I just wish I talked to Gaki-san sooner than this.

I would have liked to had found out who she liked before "her".

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #41 on: August 05, 2008, 11:28:25 PM »
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hey guys..I'm thinking Reina's supposed to be purple, so if anybody knows what Ai-chan uses as her color, I'll change it and put the right one in

Reina's colour is light blue and Ai's is yellow.
http://wiki.theppn.org/Hello!_Project_Member_Colors

I can't wait to find out who "blue" is!


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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #42 on: August 05, 2008, 11:31:49 PM »
Keep it going please!

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #43 on: August 06, 2008, 12:19:56 AM »
 :banghead: who...is....blue?!?!
 :lol: gomen  :sweatdrop: i need to find out!

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #44 on: August 06, 2008, 12:54:49 AM »
As I've been reading this, I have come to this conclusion: Even sad Sayu is adorable! :inlove:
Blue, blue, blue! Who the hell are you!? Hehehe, I made a rhyme!

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #45 on: August 06, 2008, 05:16:33 AM »
@KonaKaga:thanks for the colors..I'll start using them now..

I promise.."blue" will be revealed soon..with posting twice a day, it'll be quick.

* * * * * * * *

Why?

Why did she do this to me?

I'm starting to think that Sayu may be right.

I hurt Sayu..just as "she" did to me.

We both have the same problem. We fell in love with the wrong people.

However, I'm glad I found someone who truly loves me.

I hope Sayu finds someone one day who truly loves her as well.


* * * * * * * *

I feel better when I'm with you.

I wish that...

I wish...

I wish...

Stop saying that, Sayu. That was a song. Just say it to her.

Unfortunately, I never listen to myself.


"Sayu?" you asked.

"Hmm?" I asked.

"You okay?"

"I think so. I was just thinking."

"About what?"

"Just some stuff."

"You're thinking about 'her' right?"

"Not really. I think I can let her go."

"I think so. She has someone now..and I forgive her."

I forgive her...

Those three words that I've been wanting to say to her for a long time..but also to say to you for leaving me temporary.

I need to say them to you.

I need to say them to Gaki-san.

But more importantly..I need to say them to you.

I forgive you...Eri.


* * * * * * * *

"Ready to go?" you asked.

"I'm ready," I answered.

I hate to keep doing this to her. I mean, it's not like it just happened. She's had her eyes on me ever since Miki left. Besides, I have the feeling that we would be caught by "her" sooner or later. She tells me to relax, but I'm not if I can do that.

I'm supposed to be the wonky yankii...right?

But the way you look at me..

Your smile...

Your touch...

Even your kiss...send shivers up my spine.

Like what you're doing to me right now.

You break the kiss, smile and take my hand as we leave the studio. These are the parts I wish she would tell "her" that we're dating now. Of course, that's not the time when I know you always want things your way.


"Sorry about this morning," you replied.

"Are you trying to get us both in trouble?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You've yelled at me twice in two days."

"I said I was sorry."

"Whatever. You owe me big time for this."

"Fine. What is it this time?"

"Maybe later. Right now, let's pick up where we left off."

"That sounds good," you smiled.

Maybe I tell her to tell "her" about us tomorrow...or maybe the next day.

Maybe next week.

I really need to make her tell "her" soon.
« Last Edit: August 07, 2008, 02:08:54 AM by cool_kickin_dude »

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #46 on: August 06, 2008, 05:51:05 AM »
Ah, I think I may be understanding some things now!!!
Sayu forgives Eri, who left her for Gaki. I think Ai and Reina are together but I don't know what that has to anything else. AHHHHHH! I wanna knoooooow!!!!

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #47 on: August 06, 2008, 06:45:44 AM »
okay so gaki liked ai who didn't like her because she liked reina :farofflook: (aw poor mame-chan)
so eri who liked gaki grew on gaki and they became a couple
but sayu liked eri and got hurt by kamemame
so "blue" can't be Reina  :depressed:
but blue can possibly fix Sayu so YAY to possible happy ending  :nya: :onioncheer:

Ah.. but who is "blue" :smoke:
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #48 on: August 06, 2008, 04:43:04 PM »
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@KonaKaga:thanks for the colors..I'll start using them now..

I promise.."blue" will be revealed soon..with posting twice a day, it'll be quick.

I take it blue won't be changed?
:O Who is blue!? XD

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Why?

Why did she do this to me?

I'm starting to think that Sayu may be right.

I hurt Sayu..just as "she" did to me.

We both have the same problem. We fell in love with the wrong people.

However, I'm glad I found someone who truly loves me.

I hope Sayu finds someone one day who truly loves her as well.

"She" is Ai, I presume? So Risa liked Ai, but they couldn't be together so she fell in love with Eri, who loved her so Sayu's heart broken?

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I feel better when I'm with you.

I wish that...

I wish...

I wish...

Stop saying that, Sayu. That was a song. Just say it to her.

Unfortunately, I never listen to myself.

Lol: I WISH

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"Sayu?" you asked.

"Hmm?" I asked.

"You okay?"

"I think so. I was just thinking."

"About what?"

"Just some stuff."

"You're thinking about 'her' right?"

"Not really. I think I can let her go."

"I think so. She has someone now..and I forgive her."

So who is blue and who does she forgive?
Blue=Rika? Forgives Yossie? Yossie's with Maki or Makoto? :-X

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I forgive her...

Those three words that I've been wanting to say to her for a long time..but also to say to you for leaving me temporary.

I need to say them to you.

I need to say them to Gaki-san.

But more importantly..I need to say them to you.

I forgive you...Eri.

So, I was right! Risa was hurt by Ai! So now Risa and Eri are going out, hence Sayu's broken heart?

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"Ready to go?" you asked.

"I'm ready," I answered.

I hate to keep doing this to her. I mean, it's not like it just happened. She's had her eyes on me ever since Miki left. Besides, I have the feeling that we would be caught by "her" sooner or later. She tells me to relax, but I'm not if I can do that.

I'm supposed to be the wonky yankii...right?

But the way you look at me..

Your smile...

Your touch...

Even your kiss...send shivers up my spine.

Like what you're doing to me right now.

You break the kiss, smile and take my hand as we leave the studio. These are the parts I wish she would tell "her" that we're dating now. Of course, that's not the time when I know you always want things your way.


"Sorry about this morning," you replied.

"Are you trying to get us both in trouble?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You've yelled at me twice in two days."

"I said I was sorry."

"Whatever. You owe me big time for this."

"Fine. What is it this time?"

"Maybe later. Right now, let's pick up where we left off."

"That sounds good," you smiled.

Maybe I tell her to tell "her" about us tomorrow...or maybe the next day.

Maybe next week.

I really need to make her tell "her" soon.

Ai and Reina.

So let's piece this together...
Orange=Eri
Green=Risa
Yellow=Ai
Pink= Reina and Sayu
Blue= Unknown (Rika?)

So Risa liked Ai but Ai liked Reina so Risa was heart broken. Then Eri liked Risa and was by Risa's side and Risa fell in love, making them a couple, therefore Sayu's heart break. And blue seems to have had made a mistake with not choosing someone (Sayu or an unknown?) and wants to be forgived.
Who is this blue?! It's driving me up the wall! XD


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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #49 on: August 07, 2008, 12:02:14 AM »
hmmm..looks like I mistaken Reina's color..so she will be purple instead of pink(Sayu)

* * * * * * * *

"Where are we going?" I asked you.

"You'll see," you smiled.

That smile..

I missed it so much.

No, I missed you.

I laid my head on your shoulder. You didn't seem to mind, but I keep wondering how many steps I have to take before you tell me to take a step back. I know you're not that laid-back, but I keep wondering when you will have time to stop and look around. I was about to fall asleep before you shook me out of my near sleepyness.

I looked up at you and wanted one thing.

I wanted you...

I wanted you...to kiss me.

Why didn't you? I know you would probably make the first move, right?

"Ready to go?" you asked.

"Where to?" I asked.

"We're going home."

"What? I thought we were going to do something."

"You were asleep the whole time."

I looked out the window and it was night. I looked at watch to see that it was almost 8 at night. The only time I had time to myself with you and I blew it. Why do I keep doing that to people?

But you took my hand and led me out of the subway car.

I wanted to say something, but didn't know what.

God, why do I keep doing this?

Why couldn't I just say what I want to say to you?

I don't have much time..you'll be busy tomorrow.

* * * * * * * *

"Come on," you told me, pulling my arm.

"Why?" I asked you. "We've seen the movie at least four times already."

"So? I wanna see it."

"Let's do something else."

"Like what?"

"How about some ice cream, chocolate perhaps?"

"Yay! Mame-chan takes me to the movies and some ice cream!"

You wrap your arms around me tight, almost unable to breathe. It's bad enough you do that to me sometimes when we tape Haromoni, but that was before we started dating. But to be honest, I don't really want to go to the movies.

I want to spend it with you, all alone.

That's why I have an idea.

"Why don't we rent some movies and buy some ice cream?" I asked you sweetly.

"All chocolate?" you asked, excitedly.

"Of course," I replied. I gave you a kiss on your nose before we headed out.

Thank goodness we can spend it at home.

Just Turtle and me, Mayuge.

Besides, I never told her I hated that movie anyway.

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #50 on: August 07, 2008, 12:19:16 AM »
1 word: GakiKame!
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I'm still waiting to find out who blue is though
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #51 on: August 07, 2008, 02:00:00 AM »
^ I'm starting to think its Rika too
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #52 on: August 07, 2008, 02:16:42 AM »
... Rika=blue? ... hmm...

... ... ... ... .. .. .... . .. hm... ... "her"= ... .. .. . . .. yossui?

:banghead: must...  :banghead: remember  :banghead: ... ... .. . . . i  :banghead: ... worship  :banghead: ... Ishi :heart: Yoshi...  :banghead: and Ishi :heart: Yoshi...   :banghead: alone!!!!  :banghead:  GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :bleed eyes:

... i usually get hurt at the thought of either of Ishi :heart: Yoshi with anyone else but... strangely, when i imagine that Rika=blue... i don't feel affected as much... hm... there must be something wrong with me...

"i forgive "her"?" ...

CHARMY-SAMA!!! by your rabu-rabu mercy reveal to me the identity of this blue!!!! is she you?! tell me, please tell tru!!!!!!  :prayers:

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #53 on: August 07, 2008, 02:18:34 AM »
Don't wanna make any guesses about blue. I'm just gonna wait it out! :lol:
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #54 on: August 07, 2008, 05:44:01 AM »
Its got to be Maki, still not convinced its Rika. That is all.

*now waits patiently until blue is revealed.*

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #55 on: August 07, 2008, 05:46:18 AM »
I love being with you.

Even before I became leader, I wanted to be with you.

To be honest..I didn't think you wanted to be with me.

I thought you loved someone else...

But, I'm glad you loved me.

I know I hurt "her"...but I don't know how to fix it.

I don't think it'll ever be fixed.

I'm so sorry..

I'm sorry that it had to be like this.

Yes, I loved you once, but we drifted apart.

I always thought you had someone else in your heart.

That's why I never asked.

However, I am getting a little worried...

I wonder...


"Ai-chan!" you asked me from outside the door. "Are you coming out or not?"

"Just a minute," I answered.

But not before I put our picture back in my purse.

Yes, I still have it all this time.

Even though I've moved on, I still keep a picture of us...from the good times.

I still dream sometimes back to that day of the picture taken.

I sometimes wonder, "What is she doing now?"

I look in the mirror and close my eyes. Sometimes when I open them, I could almost feel you still there, embracing me from behind. God, I miss those days.

I thought that love was supposed to stay forever.

I wonder...what if we could...?

No, Ai-chan. You've moved on remember?

"Ai-chan!" you shouted. "Are you coming out or do I have to break the door down?"

That's my yankii..always the impatient one.

I leave the bathroom to see you with your hands on your hips. It looked like you were gonna pounce on me at any given moment. I sometimes deserve it for keeping her waiting.

But I can't keep doing that now, right?


"About time you got out," you replied. "How long does it take you to put on makeup?"

"About the same time it took for you to pick that outfit," I smiled.

As we walked out of my apartment, I really wished we could have stayed there. I love her so much, that I wish I could tell the whole world.

After all, people love us Gokkies, right?
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #56 on: August 07, 2008, 06:09:43 AM »
Ah, I see Ai and Reina's connection. She loved Gaki, but suspected the feelings weren't mutual so she went for Reina instead. They are happy but Ai can't help but remember what it was like before.
Interesting.... :lol:

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #57 on: August 07, 2008, 03:26:39 PM »
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I love being with you.

Even before I became leader, I wanted to be with you.

To be honest..I didn't think you wanted to be with me.

I thought you loved someone else...

But, I'm glad you loved me.

She's talking about Reina, right?

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I know I hurt "her"...but I don't know how to fix it.

I don't think it'll ever be fixed.

I'm so sorry..

I'm sorry that it had to be like this.

Yes, I loved you once, but we drifted apart.

I always thought you had someone else in your heart.

That's why I never asked.

However, I am getting a little worried...

I wonder...

So before she was talking about Reina and now she's talking about Risa. So she loved Risa but she thought that Risa loved someone else (Eri I presume) so she never asked about it?
I wonder what Ai's worried about.. :(

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"Just a minute," I answered.

But not before I put our picture back in my purse.

Yes, I still have it all this time.

Even though I've moved on, I still keep a picture of us...from the good times.

I still dream sometimes back to that day of the picture taken.

I sometimes wonder, "What is she doing now?"

I look in the mirror and close my eyes. Sometimes when I open them, I could almost feel you still there, embracing me from behind. God, I miss those days.

I thought that love was supposed to stay forever.

I wonder...what if we could...?

No, Ai-chan. You've moved on remember?

Aww, Ai wants to be with Risa again, but she's telling herself that she's moved on. She's confused about what she feels.

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I love her so much, that I wish I could tell the whole love.

 :? I'm not quite understanding this sentence.
Oh, just a little thing I spotted. You suddenly changed the..uhh what's the word?.... kinda like POV. Here's an example.
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I know I hurt "her"...but I don't know how to fix it.

I don't think it'll ever be fixed.

I'm so sorry..

I'm sorry that it had to be like this.

Yes, I loved you once, but we drifted apart.

Do you get what I mean?
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #58 on: August 07, 2008, 03:34:15 PM »
as much as i would love this to have takagaki i don't want to hurt Eri the Kamemame pairing has been growing on me recently... But I feel for Ai it sucks to feel like you've had an oppurtunity to be with someone and waiting to long even if you with someone else you can't help but wonder what if...

Lol that yellow font killed me...  but i just highlighted everything so its okay XD
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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #59 on: August 08, 2008, 12:26:18 AM »
@takagakifan: Sorry about that..I know the yellow's too bright, wish they had a darker yellow though.

@ KonaKaga: thanks for the heads-up. I'll try to change it next time, let me know if I mess it up again. BTW, I love how you give me your thorough reviews, it makes me feel good to know someone takes the time to read and give me opinions.

* * * * * * * *

We didn't say anything.

We haven't said much since we left the train station.

What is wrong with you, Sayu?

There she is in front of you, and you can't say one word to her.

She could be everything you ever wanted in someone.

Sure, you've been hurt, but you have to move on.

This may be your only chance to tell her.

Say something, you idiot!

You may be a narcissisant on cute and sexy, but you are horrible at talking.


"Sayu?" you asked.

"Huh?"

Oh no, we're at my house.

However, you're still holding onto my hand. Please, don't let go.

I don't want you to let me go.


"Guess I'll see you later," you said.

You start to let go of my hand, but I can't let you leave. Not now, not ever.

I cling onto you tight, hoping you just hold me for eternity.

Who cares about work? I just want you.


"Sayu, what's wrong?" you asked.

"Please..don't leave...me," I said between tears.

"Unfortunately I have to," you replied.

"Why?"

"Because I have to work tomorrow. You should get some rest."

"I don't need rest, I need you."

"It's okay, Sayu. I'll be back soon."

That was when I couldn't take it anymore.

"No!"

I grabbed your arm and I kissed you.

Not the kiss that I wanted, but it was worth it.

You pulled away and I knew...

I knew that I blew it.

I should have known...

You really are dating someone.


"I'm..I'm sorry," you said.

"No, I'm sorry," I tried to explain. "I..I didn't mean to..."

"I think I should leave.."

"I knew it! You were talking to her this morning."

"That wasn't her."

"Then who are you seeing?"

"I'm not seeing anyone."

"I don't believe you.."

"Sayu.."

"No! Don't talk to me, ever again!"

"Sayu, wait!"

I run back into the house and up to my room. I jumped onto the bed, crying uncontrollably. I cry myself to sleep that night, knowing that I've already hurt two people.

I hurt Eri, and now I've hurt you.

I just can't seem to go on.

Maybe I should just leave..

I should leave the world, besides no one needs me anyway.
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