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Miniju's OS box - [OS] Dream (Yuria's POV) (YuriAnnin)
« on: July 25, 2017, 12:25:14 PM »
Hello !

I'll post my OS here, (even though I publish it on my blog ^^"). Well, it will be mostly YuriAnnin, I hope you will enjoy it. Sorry for the mistakes :bow:




Come back to me (SayaMilky/NagiShu) : [Part 1][Part 2]





I know, isn't YuriAnnin and it's a two shots  :roll:

Have a nice reading !



Come back to me [Part 1] (SayaMilky)


I was walking, the soft music playing in my ears. I light wind blew in my hair. It was Monday, the beginning of the week.

“Ano…” An unfamiliar voice said next to me.

I took one of my earphones off and looked at the girl. I never met her before. She seemed to be lost.

“Can you help me?” She asked with a bright smile.

I nodded, staring at her. The girl was really friendly, maybe too much.

“I’m lost, I’m looking for Namba’s High School.” She told me, pouting a bit.

“I’m going there, come with me.” I told her and she started walking happily next to me.

We reached the school. We didn’t talk. I was afraid to ask her name or even talk to her. I didn’t really know why, I just stayed quiet. Then, she left, yelling her thanks.

“Who was she?” Miru asked, referring to the girl.

“I don’t know, she was lost.” I shrugged before going into the classroom.

My friend must have thought I was weird. I took a girl in our school without asking anything.

It was few minutes later. We were in the classroom while the girl vanished from my view after taking her to the school. The teacher came into the class, a student next to him. It was her. I released a hopeless sigh. 

“I’m Watanabe Miyuki.” The annoying girl bowed in front of the class.

I couldn’t believe it, she was transferred in my class. She was rich. We knew that the school will accept each of her requests. Our school was pretty poor, the principal could accept anything for money.

“You will sit-”

“Here!” She interrupted the teacher, pointing the seat next to me.

I looked at Kei who was sitting here. She let out a sigh and left me. The princess sat next to me with a stupid grin. I already hated her. I couldn’t believe what just happened. The students whispered around me, speaking about Miyuki.

“Nice to meet you again, Yamamoto Sayaka.”

I stare at her without answering. How did she know my name? I told nothing that morning. 

It had been four days that Miyuki was in our class, still next to me. We didn’t use to talk. Well, she talked to me but I never answered. Bad first impression I guessed. 

“Sayaka-chan~” A voice yelled, waving to me.

“Oh God…” I mumbled.

I didn’t want to see her, especially during our lunch time. She reached my friends and me, the same smile on her face. She called me ‘Sayaka-chan’, I didn’t like it. I should’ve tell her but I reminded quiet about it.

“What do you want?” Kei snapped at Miyuki.

“See Sayaka-chan.” She answered simply with a cute voice.

“We’ll go then.” Miru said and my two friends left me.

“Wait!” I yelled, running after them, but Miyuki grabbed my arms.

I watched my friends walking away. I sighed. I looked at the girl who was happily next to me. I didn’t know what to do anymore.


I took another deep breath. Two months. Two months that I was trying hard to stand her. Miyuki didn’t stop following me since we met. My friends couldn’t see her anymore and I started being very mad against the girl. They avoided me. I needed to tell her to stop this stupid behavior. I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Miyuki?” I called her suddenly when we were in the corridor.

“Did you really say my name…?” She answered, stunned.

I sighed and grabbed her arms to pull her in a quiet place. Was she really stunned? It was the first time but why? It was something really important, right?

“Stop it!” I shouted, making her stepped back.

I surely afraid her. I used to be calm and I started yelling at her.

“Sayaka-ch-”

“That’s enough! I can’t take it anymore! My friends are avoiding me because of you. Stop calling me ‘Sayaka-chan’, we aren’t friends. You’re just an annoying girl.”

My words were harsh. I finally told her the truth. Was it wrong? Did she deserve it? I couldn’t know. But it was too late anyway. She was on the verge of the tears. We stayed both quiet for a few seconds. The tears started running along her cheeks.
 
“Sayaka baka!” She shouted, crying.

I couldn’t answer, she already left after her words. I wondered why she was crying. We weren’t close friends, we never met before these two months.

- In the middle of the night -

“You don’t deserve to be alive!” A male voice shouted at the kid next to me.

The little girl started crying while I took her hand gently to comfort her.

“Don’t cry...” I mumbled, wiping her wet cheeks.

“Thank you… Sayaka-chan...”


I opened my eyes wide and sat on my bed. The sweat rolled on my forehead. I felt my heart pounding fast. I tried to calm myself and looked at the clock. Who was this girl? Was it my childhood’s memories? Why did she call me ‘Sayaka-chan’? There were too much questions in my head. It was pretty late… or early in the morning. I couldn’t stay in my bed anymore and decided to stand up. I reached the window and I stared at the dark sky, covered by the shiny stars. I let out a sigh. What was wrong with me?


I left my bed painfully. I was tired. I didn’t sleep well for last night. My mind couldn’t stop thinking.
 
“Hello Sayanee.” Kei greeted me when I came into the classroom.

I answered with a light wave. I was sleepy. The seat next to me was empty, Miyuki used to be here time every days.

“Did you see Miyuki today?” I asked Miru after the class.

She didn’t come. I didn’t know why I felt almost worried about her.

“No. Why? Do you miss her?” My friend teased me while Kei laughed.

“Never!” I yelled, surprising my friends.

Was that true? Of course no. I didn’t care about her, right? 

It had been one week, I didn’t see Miyuki. I did this weird dream each night. It was bothering me. I still didn’t know who the girl was.

“I’ll never leave you, Milky.”

That came in my mind, as a memory. Milky? Who was she? Did I knew her? I guessed I do, as I called her.

It was a little park. The kids were playing around us. I felt the grip on my hands being tighten. I could see the trees, the benches and hear the screams of the children playing.

“Milky!” I shouted at the girl.

She was sitting in front of me. I couldn’t see her face but I recognized her brown hair.

“Sayaka-chan.” She spoke in a soft tone.

I reached her without sitting on the bench. She smiled at me.

I quickly opened my eyes. I felt a big pain on my chest.

“What happened?” I asked, looking around me, stunned.

Miyuki was here, next to me. I was lying on the floor. The street was quiet. We were alone. I didn’t understand everything. Had I an accident?

“Don’t move, I called an ambulance.” She told me.

She squeezed my hand. It was warm. I looked around me, seeing no blood. My chest had no mark, my body seemed intact. Suddenly, my head started spinning. I closed my eyes, feeling Miyuki who shook me.

“Hey! Stay with me!”

“I missed you...” I could mumble before fainting.

I opened my eyes again, looking around me. I seemed to be alone. I sat upright, my head hurt me.
The girl. It was her. It was Miyuki. I thought I could never meet her again. She was my childhood friend. Her father made her left the city when she was still a kid. I understood her behavior. But I couldn’t recognized her. I hoped it wasn’t too late.

“Sayaka.” I quickly turned around.

I stood up, unable to stop the pain. I didn’t know what happened but I didn’t care.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked in a sad tone.

“Stay sit.” Miyuki told me, reaching my side before pushing my shoulder to make me sit on the bed.

She avoided my eyes. I raised her chin to make her face to me. I needed to know. She should have tell me when we met. She wasn’t a mysterious girl. I didn’t understand why she stayed quiet.   

“I can’t stay. My father will come to take me.” I distinguished the tears in the edge of her eyes.

“Don’t leave me.”

The first tear left her eyes, rolling on her cheek. I wiped it with my thumb. She couldn’t go away again.

“Yamamoto.” A male voice called my name.

I discovered Miyuki’s father in front of us. Miyuki turned around slowly. She started walking but I grabbed her wrist strongly. I couldn’t let her go.

“Why? You lived far from her for all these years. Let her go.” He told me without any emotions in his voice.

“No…”


I never saw her since that day. It had been six years. I still thought about her, I missed her. I felt guilty because I made her cry.
I rode down from my bike. I stared removing my helmet and a ball hit my legs made me turn around. I looked at the little girl who ran to me. She grabbed it before staring at me. She was wearing a cute pink dress with a ponytail. I smiled a bit. She seemed a bit stunned to see someone.

“Nagisa! Come back here!” Her mother shouted.

I raised my eyes on the woman. The little girl ran to her mother’s arms. 

“M-Miyuki?” I mumbled while she took her daughter.

I couldn’t believe she was in front of me. For all these years, I missed her and she was now in front of me.

“What’s wrong?” He asked and looked at me. “Hello Yamamoto-san.” He smiled.

I was here for a new contract. Miyuki quickly left us. I learnt that the man was my new manager and also… Miyuki’s fiancé.
 She grew up in these six years, becoming a beautiful woman. I was sitting in the living room. My manager talked. I wasn’t really listening to him. I couldn’t stay as if nothing happened. My mind was thinking about Miyuki. I loved her. I couldn’t miss someone like that except her.

“Papa~!” Nagisa shouted, running toward my manager.

“Yeah, yeah. I’m coming sweetie. Go to see mama until I’m over.” 

These words were killing me. Miyuki had her life, a daughter, a husband. I couldn’t mess everything while talking to her.

“Yamamoto-san, you should come at our weeding next month. I want you to sing.” He told me with a bright smile.
 
I couldn’t. I couldn’t see the one I loved with someone else. I looked at the document in front of me, I needed this contract. I nodded with a fake smile. Feeling I was going something wrong.

“Thank you. I’ll let you talk about it to Miyuki about the song. I have a meeting and I need to take my daughter to the school.” He reached his daughter and left.

I looked at Miyuki who didn’t dare to raise her head toward me. She was sitting not far from me.

“Milky.” I spoke almost as a whisper.

“Don’t call me like that.” She snapped, standing up.

I made her upset. Was it about the wedding? She left me, I didn’t understand what was wrong. Maybe, she didn’t want to see me anymore. I followed her, grabbing her arms to not let her go.

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t accept for your weeding.” I said while she turned around slowly.

“No. I want you to come.” I stayed surprised. “Sayaka, I missed you…” She said, falling in my arms.

We kept the embrace for some minutes and then we sat on the couch. My heart pounded fast in my chest. I wanted to hug Miyuki for a long time. I had so much questions and things which bothered me for these past years.

“Why did you leave?” I asked without looking at her.

I finally decided to be brave.

“My father wanted me to never see you again…”

“Why?” I tried to understand.

“I loved you… And it was wrong.”

That broke my heart. I bit my lips, trying to not cry. If only… I could do something. But I knew it was too late. She was engaged and she had a daughter.

“I should go.”

I couldn’t stand it anymore. I lost her already.

“Sayaka!” She yelled when I stood up. “Please… I won’t lose you again.” She begged me, pulling my arm.

“Sorry. I won’t see you again.” I spoke without looking at her before leaving.

It hurt me too much. I needed to let Miyuki have her own life while I lived mine… without her.


The next month came quickly. It was the wedding day. I came to sing. I knew today was my last chance to talk with her. I needed to tell her. I didn’t want to regret it forever.
I reached her room, where she changed herself in her wedding dress. I knocked but no answer. I decided to push the door. The wedding dress was putting on a large seat. Didn’t she wear it? I heard someone sobbing.

“Miyuki…” I called her, looking at the crying girl.

That was broking my heart.

“Isn’t a good idea...” She raised her head toward me. “I don’t love him…”

But she had a daughter. I didn’t understand.

“What?” I muttered, confused.

“My father wanted me to marry him.” She told me while I sat next to her.

I didn’t know what to do. I said the stupid thing ever.

“Run away then.”

“I can’t run away. I haven’t any money.”

She was right. I couldn’t let her alone. I loved her. I wanted to protect her, no matter what.

“Run away with me.” I said, patting her head.

I was serious, I hoped she understood it.

“And Nagisa?” She asked.

“Take her with you. She is your daughter.”

Did Nagisa need to see her father? I guessed yes. But I was selfish and I wanted Miyuki to be with me.

She stared at me without speaking. I lowered my hand to stroke her cheek gently. I wanted it so badly. I titled a bit my head and leaned toward her lips. She slowly answered my kiss. I felt in heaven. I didn’t want to let her go.  Someone knocked at the door but none of us wanted that to be end.

“Miyuki!” The voice shouted at the door.

We finally pulled away slowly. I stood up and reached the door to open it.

“Who are- Yamamoto-san?!” The girl shouted at me, surprised to see me her.

“Watanabe-san needed some help…” I answered, feeling my cheeks turning pink.

I lied. I had nothing else to say anyway. Hey, I just kissed your friend and I asked her to run away with me and her daughter. I felt… I didn’t know how I felt. Should I be guilty? Should I be afraid? 

“I see. We’re waiting for her.” She said before leaving.

I closed the door and looked at Miyuki who was behind me. A question was burning my lips.

“What will you do?”


I was sitting with the other people, doing as if nothing happened. I waited.

The door was pushed strongly. Miyuki was here, with her normal clothes. Everybody looked at her, dumbfounded. A slight smile appeared in the corner of my lips.

“The wedding is canceled!” She shouted, walking toward my manager.

“What?” My manager let out.

The people started being restless. Miyuki’s way to announce it was pretty rough.

“I never loved you.”

“What will you do alone?” He asked, completely lost because of what happened.

“I-I…” She mumbled.

I couldn’t let Miyuki like this.

“She’ll go with me.”

All the gazes were on me. I didn’t like it, but I hadn’t any other choices. I reached Miyuki, grabbing her hand to reassure her.

“You? I’ll break your career then.” He muttered but I could hear him. “Miyuki, stay with me.”

“She will come back to me.” I answered without leaving his eyes.

Miyuki was more important than my career.

“Do you forget your daughter?” He looked at the young girl, sitting on the bench.

Miyuki took Nagisa in her arms and we started leaving. Nagisa buried her head on her mother’s neck.

“Yamamoto!” He shouted. “Don’t forget, I’ll ruin your career.”

Miyuki cast me a worried glance. I didn’t care. I showed her a light smile, showing that was okay. All I needed it was Miyuki by my side.


We lived together for the past year, it had been thirteen years. We raised Nagisa, she was a calm and cute kid. She grew up quickly.

“Tadaima~” Nagisa yelled when she entered in the house.

She had a young girl by her side. It was Shu, her best friend in high school.

“Okaeri.” Miyuki said, looking at the girls.

I raised my head toward them with a light smile.

“We will do our homework.” Nagisa said, her cheeks a bit red.

Nagisa’s phone vibrated. She took it and checked the text but her smile dropped quickly. I wondered what it was. I hoped it wasn’t something serious. She put it in her pocket again and left toward her room with Shu…

To Be Continued…
« Last Edit: August 30, 2017, 05:10:31 PM by Miniju »

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Re: Nezumi's OS box - [Two-shot] Come back to me (SayaMilky) [Part 1]
« Reply #1 on: July 25, 2017, 03:35:51 PM »
Miniju-san, Konbanwa,

The new semester had started and that means that I had started to get busy again. Very busy actually that I don't think I will have time to read fics, let alone write some, for a while. In fact, right now, I need to work on something that is due tomorrow. But, I came across this new thread of yours and couldn't help but thinking that I have to leave a comment just to say that: I am very proud of you.

Yes, there are still many rooms of improvement. Yes, there are still some parts that are grammatically incorrect or you simply confused an English word with another (like "remained" and "reminded"; perhaps because they sounded similar). But, comparing to some of your other fics that I had read, I can say that, in my opinion, this story flows better. You took advantage of the 1st PoV used to explore and explain more about the character's feelings and, I think, that improves your writing a lot.

Giving more explanation related to each character presented in the story, and more description related to the time skip (since you use quite a lot in this story) may improve the writing even further. I can't really go into detail right now about how you may do that. But, when I do have another chance to get online (for leisure, not for work), I'll let you know on Twitter (if that's all right with you).

Anyway, still, congrats! I'm glad to see your improvement. Please keep on writing and improving. We do need a lot more YuriAnnin stories (and I do appreciate your occasional SayaMilky story)  :)

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Miniju's OS box - [OS] After All Night Nippon (YuriAnnin)
« Reply #2 on: August 02, 2017, 12:26:10 PM »
@DeNight: I have nothing more to say here so : Thank you a lot :3

So ! Finally: YuriAnnin :D Don't worry, the second part of Come Back to me will come... another time :P

Have a nice reading ! :)



After-All Night Nippon (YuriAnnin)

It was dark. I just left the studio of the All Night Nippon. It was really great and funny, as always. I was tired. Tanochan and Saho were afraid because of the scary mails. Well, I was a bit too. When the phone rang, I just jumped to grab Juri’s arm as a kid. Also, Naachan was really brave, she went into the studio alone. But anyway, the night around me didn't reassure me after that two hours in the horror atmosphere. I reached my home, opening the door when suddenly-

“BAH!” Someone shouter next to me.

I moved quickly, hitting the wall with my back. I closed my eyes and my heart pounded hard in my chest. My breathing speeded up. The girl afraid me so much. I was nervous because of what happened for the night. I was angry against her. She should have known it wasn’t a good time to joke. 

“You’re an idiot.” I said, upset, looking at the girl.

“You’re a coward, Annin.” Yuria teased me but I stayed annoyed.

I didn’t answer and left to the bathroom. I had nothing to say. I didn’t want to fight with her, I was too tired for it. I took a long shower. With the hot water running along my body, I felt less afraid. A light knock on the door made me jump with surprise. I let out a long sigh, I was definitely not calm. 
I went out from the room, drying my soaked hair with a towel. I reached the couch and sat. Two arms wrapped my neck from behind. I curled up, hugging my knees. I felt a soft breathe against my ear. It was Yuria, I knew but I couldn’t be helped, she scarred me.

“I listened to the All Night Nippon and… you’re sexy voice.” She whispered. 

My heart turned wild again but not for the same reason. She was referring when I read the letter. My face flushed because of Yuria’s comment. I didn’t dare to move, staying stiff on the couch.

“But… somehow, I’m jealous because everyone could listen to it.” She told me, removing her arms from my neck.

I quickly turned around and pulled her, my hands on her face, I gave her a rough kiss. I didn’t know if it was because I was mad and I wanted her to be quiet or because I wanted it so badly. She didn’t really move her lips, mostly stunned by my reaction.

“You’re annoying, you know?” I told her, pouting.

I stood up and walked to the bedroom. I wondered why Yuria didn’t answer. Had she enough of teasing me? I stopped in front of the door, looking behind me. She didn’t move and stared at me.

“Are you going to come?” I said in the same tone.

She reached me and lowered her head. She finally understood I was mad and she needed to let me. I sat on my bed and chuckled a bit because of Yuria’s pouting face. She looked a bit stunned.

“I’m just tired, let’s sleep.” I said, smiling.

I pulled her into a hug, my head rested on her stomach. She stroked my hair gently before speaking.

“Can I have good night kiss then?”

I removed myself, she looked at my with puppy eyes. I nodded, showing that she could. She leaned toward me and I gave her a proper and real kiss. We cuddled in the bed. Yuria took my in her arms, I felt safe, it was warm, I wasn’t afraid anymore. My day exhausted me. I closed my eyes, relaxing.

“Anna?” Yuria’s voice called my name.

I looked at her, waiting for her to speak.   

“Sorry.”

Her tone was definitively cute.

“It’s okay.” I smiled, showing her I was not mad before closing my eyes again.

I felt a light kiss on my forehead. I put my head against her neck, breathing her soft scent. Her arms wrapped my waist and we fell asleep in each other’s arms.

The End.
 

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Re: Miniju's OS box - [Two-shots] Come back to me [Part 2] (Nagishu)
« Reply #3 on: August 16, 2017, 12:16:41 PM »
Finally, the second and last part is here ! :D
It will be about Nagisa and Shu, I hope you will enjoy it :)
Have a nice reading :)



Come back to me [Part 2] (NagiShu)

I was sitting on my seat, putting my stuff in my bag. My friend, next to me wasn’t moving and stared at the desk. She seemed to be lost in her thought.

“Are you okay?” I asked, pushing a bit her shoulder.

She quickly looked at me, her weird look turning into a bright smile.

“Y-Yeah!” She almost yelled, looking at me.

Shu was my best friend since long time. I was nervous, I didn’t know why. I should have feeling comfortable to speak to her.

“Shuu… Do you wanna come at home today?” I said but she looked at me with disbelief. “T-To do our homework!” I quickly added, feeling my cheeks turning pink.

“Why not.” She told me, a slight smile on her lips.

I rarely asked her to come at home. It was really embarrassing, I was clumsy.


- At the house - 

“Tadaima~” I yelled, entering in my place.

“Okaeri.” Mom said, looking at us a bit surprised.

I was alone usually. I hope she will not ask too much questions about Shu.

“It’s Shuu. We will do our homework.” I told them and my phone vibrated.

I took it out, checking the text. I wondered who it could be, as Shu was just next to me.

-------------------
From: Unknown
To: Nagisa
Would you come back to me?
-------------------

My smile dropped. Who was it? I didn’t know the phone number. Come back? I never left someone… Maybe- No it couldn’t be… I did as if it was nothing and put my phone on my pocket again. I showed a reassuring smile at Sayaka who seemed a bit worried about my strange face. Then, Shu and I left toward my bedroom.

“Are you all right Nagisa?” She asked in a soft tone.

“I am!” I said with a bright smile to not make her worry.


I had been one hour since I was at home with Shu. I felt something was wrong. It was him, it was definitively him. I couldn’t stop thinking about the text. Will he come to take me? He will hurt me?

“Nagisa! Listen to me!” My friend shouted, pulling me from my thoughts.

I looked at her, emotionless. I didn’t want to that happen. I tried to show a slight smile but it cracked immediately. I felt the tears on my cheeks, I bit my lips and closed my eyes, trying to stop it. I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Hey…” She whispered while I put my hands on her waist to embrace her. “What’s wrong?” She asked but I couldn’t answer, continuing to cry.

“I-I won’t see him again…” I managed to say between my sobs.

She didn’t know what I was talking about. Even me, I wasn’t sure.

“What?” I heard Sayaka behind us.

Sayaka’s voice sounded worried. Did she understand?

We pulled away from the warm hug and I showed my phone at Sayaka. She took it. Reading the text, her face changed little by little. She left us, clenching her fists.

We stayed quiet for a few minutes until I calmed myself. I needed to tell Shu.

“It was my father, I guess.” I stared speaking without looking at her.

I told her all the story. That he wanted mom to marry him but she ran away with Sayaka. I also explained about mom’s father, he didn’t let mom see her lover. But I didn’t expect for this kind of answer.

“But you can’t hate him.” She said, avoiding my eyes. “I mean, without him you will not be there…” She lowered a bit her head.

She couldn’t understand. I should have known it. That made me angry. All the pain which was stuck in my heart suddenly came out.

“How can you say that?! He broke mom’s life and Sayaka’s career!” I shouted at her.

“Don’t you want to be born then?” She asked as a provocation to make me understand.

She made it worse. It was enough. I didn’t care about being here.

“Yeah and I never met someone like you! Go out from here!” I yelled at her.

She looked at me sadly. Did my words hurt her? I didn’t care. She reached the door and spoke before leaving.

“Nagisa, you should be glad to be alive.”

When she left, I laid on my bed, crying loudly. I lost my only and best friend. I hated myself for being alive. Because of him, mom and Sayaka’s life was broken and I was here.

“Nagisa? Why was Shu crying?” Mom asked, sitting next to me on my bed.

“I don’t want to see her anymore.” I snapped, burying my head in the cushion.

She surely noticed my tears as she stroked my hair to calm me.

“Don’t say that. She is your friend.”

“Never! I don’t need anyone!” I shouted again, leaving her.

I passed by the living room. Sayaka and Shu were there, looking at me. I walked toward the door.

“Nagisa!” Shu yelled at me when I was outside. “What’s wrong with you?!” She asked, grabbing my arm tightly.

“I shouldn’t have to be alive!” I finally yelled, telling the real pain in my heart.

I didn’t deserve to be alive. I didn’t want to someone loves me or I fall in love. I didn’t want to ruin other’s life as happened with mom and Sayaka. Nobody deserved something as that. I couldn’t take it anymore. I felt guilty.

“Don’t say that…” I looked at her, for the first time the tears were running on her cheeks. “I need you…”

“Then, you should find other friends.” I answered coldly.

I couldn’t hide it anymore. I didn’t want to Shu be my friend. I liked her but the text reminded me I didn’t deserve her kindness.

“I love you Nagisa.”

I couldn’t be true. She was lying, nobody loved me. I didn’t want to hear that stupid thing. I slapped her hard. A red mark appeared on her cheek. I ran away, leaving her.


I looked at the sky. The stars appeared, illuminating the dark night. What is okay? I didn’t know. I just needed to be alone. Did I mean it? No. Maybe, I was just mad. I couldn’t want to die. Life was… precious? I was just trying to convince myself. Shu’s words were still in my head, ‘I love you’. Was it true?

Suddenly, I felt a grip on my arm, pulling me in a darker place. I stared at the guy, emotionless.

“Nagisa?” He said but I didn’t answer. “I know, that’s you… I missed you so much, my daughter.”

It was him. The guy I hated so much, my father. The one who destroyed mom and Sayaka’s life. I tried to remove his catch, make him release me but it was useless.


I always thought that was my fault if mom hadn’t a great life. I came when she was only nineteen years old. She ran away with Sayaka when I was four years old. If I wasn’t here- If only he didn’t- He was my father and I couldn’t stand him. One tear flowed on my cheek. I was in a little room, laying down on a mattress. I let out a long sigh. The door was being open slowly. I looked at him with disgust.

“Where is your bright smile?” He asked as if I was a kid.

“Why? Why will you do? I just wanna-”

“I missed you Nagisa, you know? So stop being moody.” He approached his hand to pat my head but I stepped back. “What the hell do you want?!” He suddenly yelled.

I couldn’t talk, the words didn’t find their way in my mouth. A chilling feeling wrapped my heart.

“Don’t look at me with these eyes. I missed you. Miyuki was selfish when she took you.” He started speaking. “I love you, you know? It wasn’t my fault.”

“Stop.” I interrupted him in a shaking tone. “It’s you.”

“Me? I thought she loved me.”

Did she hate me? Why? Why am I here if she didn’t love him?


I waited. My mind full of questions. I needed to go out from here. Should I stay? Wait for… for what? Will mom and Sayaka come to take me even after what I said? Did they hear us? Shu must have also hated me.

“Nagisa? Do you know her?” My father asked, showing a pic on his phone.

“W-Why?” I mumbled.

I knew her. It was… Shu.

“Who is it?”

“She is… my friend.”

What will he do? He couldn’t hurt her, she was my friend.

“We fought last time. I don’t know how she found me…” I added, hoping to stop him from a possible bad action.

“Wait.”

His tone was strangely calm. He wasn’t angry against me. I didn’t understand what he wanted. I was stuck in the house. He gave me food, clothes… I could move everywhere in the house.

He came back a few minutes later, Shu next to him. I was afraid but she smiled.

“Hey Nagisa. I wanted to talk to you because of your little fight.” She was definitely lying.

Shu wasn’t a lost cause… at least, not all the time.

“Let’s talk in my room.”

My father grabbed my arm, making me stop.

“Don’t tell her anything.”

Shu did as if nothing happen and we reached my bedroom. 

“I’m so sorry. Please Shu, don’t hate me. I begged you.” I sobbed but I managed to say these words.

“I can’t hate you Nagisa.” She answered, kindly.

She pulled me into a hug before patting my head.

“I will find a solution.” She whispered in my ears, making my cheeks flushed.

“I was mean to you. I didn’t mean it. I love you Shu.”

I froze in her arms. Did I really say it? I didn’t want to. She will think I love her. Wait. Was it true?

She didn’t move her hand anymore.

“I’ll go.” She said aloud, pulling away.

I stared at her. I didn’t know what to think.

“I’ll save you. I promise.” She murmured, smiling.

Then, she left. I tried to clear my mind, closing my eyes.

“Nagisa!” I quickly looked at the woman in front of me. “My girl!” She hugged me tightly.

“S-Sayaka?” I mumbled, hugging her back.

I wanted to ask her how she came here but she quickly pulled me outside. I saw mom with relieved face. I smiled and took her in my arms.

“How do you…?” I recognized my father’s voice not far from us.

I released my mom and looked at him, distinguishing a figure coming next to me.

“I can give you a great life. We can make up for lost time, right?” He said, trying to convince me.

I looked at my left. Shu was here. I didn’t think and ran in her arms. She seemed a bit surprised but she hugged me back.

“Take care of her. We have something to do here.” Sayaka told Shu.

I followed Shu to my real home. We didn’t talk, both stayed quiet. I wanted to tell her I was sorry, to hug her again.

“Nagisa.” She called me when we were in the front of the house.

I turned around and stared at her. I tried to talk but the words were stuck in my mind. She gently grabbed my hand before looking into my eyes again.

“I’m glad you’re fine.”

It sounded wrong. There was something which bothering her. What was it? That made me worried. I came closer and hugged her again. We didn’t stay too long in each other’s arms. I pulled away, letting my arms around her body. Did I want it? I didn’t want to hurt Shu’s feelings. What should I do? I leaned to kiss her but I stopped myself a few inches from her lips.

“Are you… sure?” She asked in a concerned tone.

I closed the gap, putting my lips against Shu’s ones. I kissed her. I felt fine. I enjoyed the warm feelings which wrapped around my heart. I loved her. She answered at my kiss, putting her arms around my neck.

“I am.” I told her when we pulled away. “I love you.” I said, a slight smile was drawing on my mouth.

The End.

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Re: Miniju's OS box - [OS] Dream (Yuria's POV) (YuriAnnin)
« Reply #4 on: August 30, 2017, 05:07:04 PM »
Hello~
You can check Anna's POV here : Dream (Anna's POV)
Have a nice reading ! (Sorry for the mistakes ><)



Dream (Yuria’s POV) (YuriAnnin)


I looked at myself in the mirror. The blood was running along my lips. I took a tissue and wiped it. It didn’t hurt anymore, I used to wipe my lips. I let out a hopeless sigh. I felt lost and alone. It’s just the same every day now. People, fight, yells. My parents wanted me to stop fighting. I would like but what will I do after?

“Yuria!” I heard my dad shouting my name.

I reached him and my mother who were waiting for me. I didn’t look at them. I didn’t dare. I knew they will notice it quickly.

“Did you fight again?” My mother asked in a concerned tone.

I didn’t answer and started eating in the silence. They knew I fought. But the stopped telling me. They kept quiet, looking at me. I was hopeless. I forgot how to smile or laugh.

**

Someone rang at the house’s door. I suddenly remember, my father’s co-worker and his daughter came to visit us. I opened the door, looking at them. So, it was her. Poor girl.

“I’m Wataru Kizaki. You’re supposed to be Anna, right?” My father who just reached my side said at the girl.

“Yes.” She simply answered, bowing a bit to greet us.

“There is my son, Tatsuya, and my daughter, Yuria.” My brother and I bowed in front of Anna and her father.

“We will eat! Come on!” My father told us in a loud tone.

We simply followed him before sitting around the table. Anna was next to Tatsuya. She seemed a bit lost. After some minutes while nobody talked, my father said suddenly.

“Anna can stay here for the night.”

The young girl raised quickly her head, stunned.

“Fine, her bag is in the car.” Anna’s father answered.

Her cheeks flushed, I didn’t dare to talk, she didn’t know why she was here. I had no words to describe it. They couldn’t do that.

“Sorry but, why I need to stay?” She asked in a polite tone.

“To spend time with your fiancé.”

The shock was clearly on Anna’s face.

“What?” She mumbled, trying to understand.

“It’s for business.” Her father answered.

Anna didn’t talk anymore until her father left us. We put her in a single room, near to mine. I wanted to help her but I didn’t know how. I could hear my brother who talked to her, pulling me from my thoughts.

“Kiss me.”

That made me angry. I couldn’t understand why he was acting like an idiot. I left my room and reached Anna’s ones. I leaned against the wall, next to the door.

“Leave me now.” Anna voice’s sounded a bit hopeless.

“I-”

“Leave her.” I snapped before quickly disappearing.

**

I opened my eyes. I took my phone and looked at the time. I stretched out and decided to stand up. What a weird dream…

“Hello Yuria.” My mom told me, a light smile on her face.

“Hey.”

“Don’t forget about tomorrow. Would you buy a few things for us?” She asked, looking at me.

Ichiro and his girlfriend will come here. I became a bit stressed. I never met her before. I wondered how she was. She must have been a good person. I nodded and took the paper she was handing to me.
One hour later, I left the house, going to the downtown. I didn’t really like to do errand. It was so long and boring. But anyway, I knew I couldn’t say no to my mother. I hoped to see nobody who could disturb me on my way.
I felt something unusual under my foot. I stopped myself and looked at it. It was a white purse. I took it and looked for the person. I quickly distinguished a young girl who was walking in the opposite direction. I wanted to ask her if it was hers but when she turned around, I totally lost my words.

“Sorry, you lost that.” I said, handing it to her.

She stared at me, confused.

“Thanks…” She answered in a quiet tone.

I quickly left her. Was it possible? She really looked like the girl from my dream. She had the same expression, the same voice. It was really surprising.
The D-day came quickly. I heard someone ringing at the door. I will act cool. Everything will be fine. I didn’t need to worry, right? What could happen after all?
I reached the main room, looking at the girl next to my brother. Wait. Again? It was her.

“I’m Yuria.” I simply said.

We stayed quiet for a few seconds.

“I know you, you’re the girl who lost her purse.”

Why did I say that? There was nonsense. I was too stressed out. But it seemed that she didn’t notice I wasn’t feeling comfortable.

“Yes, it was me. I’m Anna, nice to meet you.” She smiled at me.

I turned around while my father told us it was the time to eat. I remained quiet for all the dinner. My father and Anna’s one knew each other. It seemed he was something like his co-worker or maybe his old friend. Well, I didn’t really remember. I wasn’t focused on the conversation.


It had been a few weeks since the dinner with Ichiro and Anna. I was in the city, walking around. I passed close to a girl. She didn’t seem happy to see me here.

“Eeeeeh, I know you.” The girl told me in a mocking tone.

I stopped myself and looked at her. I put myself into troubles, again.

“You’re such a daddy’s girl.” She grinned, walking to me.

I couldn’t let her say that. It was enough. It wasn’t true. I… I wasn’t a daddy’s girl.

“Don’t speak to me like that, little brat!”

“Oh, is something wrong, old dear?” The leader answered, grabbing my collar.

“What did you say-”

She stopped my sentence, punching me in the face. I touched my lips quickly before kicking her stomach.

“Stop it now!” A familiar voice yelled at us.

The girl ran away, I wanted to run after her but I was curious about the voice. I turned around and made out Anna who reached me.

“Yuria, are you okay?” She asked in a worried tone.

Really? I didn’t her to take care of me. I didn’t need her to help me.

“Yeah…” I simply answered, looking away.

I wanted to leave but she put a tissue on my injured lips, wiping the blood away. I stared at her. I noticed her cheeks becoming red.

“I’m fine.” I snapped in a cold tone.
 
I didn’t like to see her blushing. It made me uncomfortable. But she didn’t stop and continued to wipe the blood.

“You shouldn’t fight like a kid.”

I pushed her hand, annoyed.

“Tsk… You’re not my mother.”

“But I-”

I quickly left her. I didn’t care anyway. She didn’t need to take care of me because I was her boyfriend’s sister.
I didn’t see Anna since the last time, it had been a few days now. I was a bit mean with her. She just tried to help me after all. I sent a text to my brother, asking him to give me his address. He was a bit stunned at first but I told him I wanted to see Anna. He didn’t ask me why. I acted as if we became friends.

“Hey.” I said with a light smile when Anna opened the door.

She must have been surprised to see me there. She let me go in. It was awkward. Really.

“I want to apologize. I know you just tried to help me.” I told her without looking at her.

“It’s okay.” She answered in a soft tone.

I could hear my heart beat in my chest. It was faster than usual. What was it? Stress?

“Be careful, please.” She added, a light smile on her lips.

I looked at her, nodding.

“Let’s going out next time, okay?”

“Okay.” I said, a bit surprised. “I’ll go. See you later.” I told her before leaving.


We hanged out a few times. I understood that it wasn’t the stress. It didn’t want to stop. Each time, each day I saw her. My heart turned wild. I couldn’t understand. I closed my eyes, thinking about her. I released a light sigh. Why me? Or why her? Was I falling in love with my brother’s girlfriend?
She asked me to stop fighting. I told her I didn’t know and she didn’t insist. I decided to talk with the girl who liked to fight with me. I wanted to stop.

“So, what do you want?” She asked in a harsh tone.

I bit my lips, trying to not punch her in the face.

“Stop everything. It’s enough.”

“Oh really?” She said with a mocking smile.

“I’m tired of this.” I looked away.

I heard her laugh and felt a big pain in my stomach. I didn’t react. She punched me. I let me fall on the floor, against the wall. I started couching, feeling my lungs which were burning.

“Yuria? What happened?” I immediately recognized Anna’s worried voice.

“Nothing.”

I didn’t want her to see me hurt. I felt bad. What should I do?

“Why are you here? Every time I lose…” I mumbled, trying to act cool to not cry.

“I-I… Just… I’ll help you-”

She leaned to help me. I pulled her, cutting her sentence. She stared at me, her cheeks flushed. She was so pretty. I stood up, still holding her.

“I wanted to see you more closely. I want…” I said in a soft tone, grabbing her collar with me two hands.

“Y-Yuria… S-Stop it…” She mumbled, turning her eyes away from me.

I pulled her again, our faces a few inches apart. I wanted to kiss her so badly. I was dying to taste her lips.

“W-We can’t…”

“I know, but I can’t help it…”

Of course we couldn’t. What will think Ichiro? My parents? At that very moment, I didn’t think about the consequences and our lips met. I gave her a gentle kiss. I didn’t expect her to answer but she did it. I felt her lips which replied back to my kiss. But after a few seconds, she put her hands on my shoulders and pushed me away.

“D-Don’t do it again…”

“I’m sorry, it was a mistake…”

I wasn’t sorry. I didn’t really care. I needed it. But, she will hate me. I wondered why she didn’t push me earlier. She couldn’t love me, right?

I needed to act as if nothing happened. I hoped Anna didn’t talk about it with Ichiro. They were at our parent’s house today. Anna was talking with my mother. I reached them, a light smile on my face.

“Are you okay Anna?” I couldn’t help teasing her.

Her cheeks turned immediately red when she noticed me. I guessed, our kiss disturbed her, making her feeling uncomfortable. I put my hand on her forehead.

“Y-Yeah, I’m fine.” She answered, trying to be annoyed.

I smiled, but in fact, I just tried to not laugh at her. I quickly left them. I didn’t go too far. I could hear them talking. My mother was right. I found how to smile again when I met Anna. It hurt. I knew it was wrong. But I didn’t want to let her go. I wanted to stay her friend.
It was time for Anna and my brother to go home. I looked for Anna, she was close to him. I called her, making her turn around to me.

“Yuria, what’s-”

I pulled her arm to an empty and quiet place.

“Yuria! What’s wrong with you?” She almost yelled.

“I saw you in my dream. It’s really strange you know.” I lowered a bit my head, feeling embarrassed and stupid.

“Thanks for your help. I know, I’m not a student anymore. I should stop fighting. But I love fighting…” I told her.

I was lying. I didn’t like to fight anymore. Anan asked me to stop. I needed to stop.

“Can we stay friend?” I asked, a bit nervous about her answer.

“We can.” She simply answered while I looked at her.

A question was in my mind since a long time. Why didn’t she reject me earlier? I wanted to ask her. It was the good time now.

“Do you love Ichiro?”

I didn’t know why but I believed a bit that she could love me. But my brother was her boyfriend. She must have been in love with him, right?

“Of course I love him.”

She quickly answered. It was over. I just could be her friend. I will only be her friend then and I will support her. I couldn’t be her lover but I’ll stay by her side.
It wasn’t easy. My heart was pounding fast when we met. I stayed as usual, showing nothing to her. I didn’t want her to avoid me because of my feelings. She surely thought that I didn’t love her and… I didn’t know. Did she think my kiss was just for fun? I couldn’t know. I didn’t want to speak about it anymore.
I was lying on my bed, my eyes closed. I enjoyed the music which filled the house. A ringtone disturbed everything. I groaned, annoyed and took it without looking who the caller was.

‘Hello.’

‘Yuria… Can we… meet?’

I easily recognized Anna’s voice. Her tone sounded broken, was she fine? Why did she want to see me?

‘Yeah, where are you?’ I asked, going to leave my flat.

‘The place where we kissed…’

Her tone was too light. She wasn’t fine and it worried me a lot.

‘I’m coming.’

I quickly hanged up and run toward the place.

I distinguished her, standing without moving.

“Anna…” She looked at me, the tears were rolling along her cheeks.

She didn’t answer. I quickly pulled her into my arms, rubbing her hair gently. I felt her hugging me back. The rain started. Great. Really good timing. We pushed away.

“Come with me.” I grabbed her hand and we reached my flat.

Her hair was soaking, it made her look sexy. What was I thinking? I told her to sit on the sofa. She did it and her phone rang.

“My father…” She mumbled without answering.

I took it and replied at the phone. She only looked at me, surprised.

‘It’s Yuria.’

‘Where is Anna? She didn’t come back.’

‘She’s with me.’

‘Is she okay?’

‘Yeah, don’t worry.’

‘Great. Take care of her.’

‘Fine. Bye.’

I gave her the phone back.

“You can stay with me if you want…” I told her with a light smile.

I didn’t know what happened but it seemed that it wasn’t a good thing.

“Thanks… Your brother…” She started talking while I sat next to her.

“Hm? What happens?” I asked, waiting.

“…And me… We will be married…”

Oh. My brain surely forgot how to work when I heard her words.

“It’s a good news.” I told her, putting my hand on her shoulder.

She looked at me, it seemed that she didn’t believe me. I couldn’t smile. I wasn’t happy. I didn’t want it to be real.

“Aren’t you happy for us?”

“Of course. But like you cried, I thought that you broke up. It’s really a good news.” I tried to show her a fake smile but she seemed mad.

“I hate you!” She shouted at me, the tears flowing again.

What? Why? She stood up while I stared at her, dumbfounded.

“You’re hurting me so much.”

No. I didn’t want to that happen.

“It’s a misunderstanding…” I mumbled, trying to understand.

“Fine! Don’t play with my feelings anymore.” She yelled before taking her bag to leave.

“I never played…”

I loved her. I didn’t want to hurt. I never played with her. The kiss had a real meaning for me. I was about to cry, my cheeks burning.

“Yuria…”

I stood up and reached her. I quickly raised my hand and slapped her. I hated what she said. It wasn’t true. I didn’t want to make her upset. I didn’t her to leave me.

“Please… Don’t leave me alone…” I grabbed her shoulders, putting my head on her chest.

I couldn’t stop crying. I wanted to convince her to stay but I wasn’t able to speak.

“It was painful, you know.” I felt her rubbing my back gently.

Her tone didn’t seem angry. She wasn’t angry against me. I felt a bit relieved.

“I’m sorry.” I leaned, kissing her red cheek slowly. “Is it better now?”

My cheeks also turned red, red of embarrassment. I didn’t used to be in that kind of situation. I couldn’t look at her. I felt she wiped my tears with her soft hand before answering.

“No.”

I quickly felt her lips upon mine. I closed my eyes, enjoyed the warm feeling. I wrapped my arms around her neck, pulling her closer to deepen the kiss. Our lips played for some minutes. The sounds of kisses filled my quiet flat. We parted away, gasping for air.

“Now it’s better.” She said with a smile, looking at me.

“I love you Anna.”

That was all I could and I wanted to say. I knew she will not answer me. She suddenly looked a bit embarrassed.

“You know, you’re cheating on my brother.” I teased her, pouting a bit.

“I-I… It’s…” The words couldn’t come out, I looked at her, distinguishing her red cheeks. “S-Sorry… Are you-” I stopped her, putting my finger on her lips.

“I’m hungry.” I only said with a light smile.

I didn’t want to talk about it. I just wanted to enjoy my time with her. We ate, she made the meal. Anna was really a good cook, not like me.

“Take my bed, I’ll sleep on the sofa.”

I took a cover for the night. Anna needed to sleep well, she was my guest after all.

“Don’t you have a guest room?” She asked a bit surprised.

“No, I don’t need it.”

I hadn’t any friends, nobody came here. I didn’t want to have a big flat just because my family was rich.

“I’ll take a shower, good night.”

I kissed her forehead gently. She smiled at me. This smile made my heart turn wild.

“Good night.” She told me in a soft tone before going into my room.

After my shower, I came back to the sofa. I released a deep sigh, trying to not think too much before closing my eyes and falling asleep…


“Yuria…?” A cute voice called my name.

I opened my eyes, half-asleep.

“Hm?”

“Can you… sleep with me?”

My brain was completely off.

“Yeah…” I only answered and stood up.

I reached, taking her hand gently to pull her into my room. We laid down on the bed. I felt her arms wrapping my waist from behind. I also could feel her breath on my nape. It was good. I closed my eyes, and peacefully fell asleep.
I turned around, looking at the empty place next to me. Anna wasn’t here anymore. I stood up, going into the main room. I was alone. I made out a paper on the table. I took it to read it.

‘I’m going to see Ichiro. I want to tell him. Please, don’t be angry.’

Angry? Why should I be angry? Will she… leave me? No. She couldn’t, right? I hoped she will break up with him. I wanted to be with her. I sat on the couch, waiting for her to come back.


After a few… times, I didn’t really know, someone rang at the door. I opened it slowly, looking at the person in front of me.

“Anna…” I mumbled before hugging her tightly. “Don’t leave me… Please…” I told her in a broken voice as if I was about to cry. “Please… Even if you don’t break up…”

I wanted to continue but she cut my ramblings.

“Do you hear me?” She pushed me away, looking at me with a soft smile. “I love you. I broke up with him.”

“R-Really?”

I knew I was selfish. Ichiro must have been sad, they planned to be married. He was a good person but… I wanted Anna to be mine, no matter what. She pulled me, putting her hands on my cheeks. Her breath against my lips teased me so much, I couldn’t hold it anymore and I leaned.

“Yeah… Really…” She whispered between two kisses. 


Weeks passed. Anna stayed at home. We decided to leave the city. We went to Ichiro’s house to take her last stuff. She didn’t really like to go there. I quickly understood why. My brother was yelling at her, asking her about her leaving.

“I knew it! You found someone else!”

“Stop it, we’re not together anymore.” Anna answered in a calm tone.

I didn’t like the way he was talking to her.

“She’s right, stop yelling at her.”

“Yuria? Why are you here? Did you come to say goodbye at your friend?”

He didn’t know, we didn’t tell our family. They only knew that Wataru and Anna canceled their wedding. It was burning inside me. I wanted to tell him.

“No, I’m her girlfriend. I’m leave with her.”

He looked at me without talking. He was completely dumbfounded. I wanted to laugh at his weird face but I kept acting cool. I took Anna’s bag and left him.

“Yuria…?” She called me when we reached her limousine.

“Hm?” I turned around to look at her.

“Do you remembered… when you saw me in your dream?”

I was a bit surprise about her question. But yes, I remembered, I couldn’t forget our ‘first meeting’ after all.

“Of course, why?”

“You know… In fact… I saw you too…” She said in a hesitant tone. “In my dream.”

I smiled. That was totally weird but mostly funny. I thought it was.

“We’re attaching.” I giggled.

Yeah. We were attaching in our dreams but now we are attaching in the reality.

The End.