@zay05ohayou: welcome aboard! I could use some more people on here.
Okay, last flashback for a while..probably won't win FOTM, but it'll do..KonaKaga where are you?
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Why?
Why did you do that to me?
I'd prefer the slap than the sting you left me with.
I guess you could say I deserve it.
And for a split moment, I thought we would be together again.
It all started at the last tour stop at the concert.
I had just stepped out of my dressing room...and then, you showed up.
You grabbed my arm and led me into your dressing room.
You locked the door and looked at me, your face breathing down mine.
You asked me the one question...the one question that separated us.
"Why her?"
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"WHY HER?"
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I couldn't give you an answer.
That was when I closed my eyes tight. Your hand nearing my face.
I wanted you to slap me. I wanted you to do something.
Scream at me, hit me, do whatever.
But you shoved me out of your room and slammed the door.
I couldn't take it anymore. The stinging of my eyes were the tears that were about to fall.
I couldn't let them fall nor let anyone see them at all.
I ran back into my dressing room and locked the door.
I sat and cried for ten minutes before I finally said something.
"Why?"
"WHY?"
Oh, no..there's a knock on the door.
I have to get ready..even though if I have to see
her.
I already know what will happen tomorrow. I'll be without her.
But I'll get her back or I'll die trying.
No...I'll get her back by any means necessary.
As I turn out the light and try to get some sleep, I put your picture back next to the drsser drawer and say the words I've been saying since you left me.
"I love you."