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Hihi! I'm new here,
nice to meet you. I can't see you :P. So pls be nice to me. :) thank you for reading my first ever fanfic, XD I hope it is good. :) And sorry for my amateur writing and my grammar mistaken. My English is not very very very good. So forgive me. :(
Prologue
"Let's go see the sunset together!" He said it with a bright smile on his face.
'okay....' I answered with a nod.
After school ended, the boy ran and left little Rena behind.
'Come on, Rena.Hurry up!' a boy shouted with a smile on his face.
'Wait for me' I shouted while running, as I run after his shadow.
He disappeared.
'Noo, where are you ? don't leave me alone' I shouted as I reach out my hand and cry.
I felt tears rolling down my cheek, I open my eyes. I realise I'm on my bed with my hand raise up.
'Why do I dream about it ? It has been 7 years' what I thought on my mind.
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When i was young ,I was a shy little girl.
I never had any friends until Jun came into my life
Jun is a smart kid, he is younger then me 2 years but we are in the same class since he skipped 2 grades.
He's my best friend and my knight, we did almost everything together.
We go to school together, we have lunch all the time, we always hangout at each others house since our house is few blocks away.
We thought this will last forever, but who would ever thought things could happen and break us apart.
It has been 7 years, since he left. And now I'm a 2nd year high school student, I'm still a very shy and quiet girl in class.
Barely have any friends.
I mostly spend my time at the library during lunch time.
Ever since Jun left, I haven't been good around people.
Jun, have you forgotten your promise with me?
-should I continue it?- :( sorry if is bad and boring
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please continue!!! :bow:
ah poor rena :(
i wanna know what kind of promise jun made
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Please continue
Poor Rena
Iwonder what promise they made
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you should continue this >w<
I want to know what happened
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...... it looks interesting.......
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(Sayanee123) thank you for reading. :) I'm very grateful that you are looking forward to it! XD I'm happy!
(Kirozoro) thanks for reading it! hehe! Soon you will know. :) pls stay tune for more! ;)
(Abcari) thanks for reading it! :) I will continue, pls look forward to it!
(Minami-chan) thanks. glad that I sparks your interest :D
Not to disappoint people that look forward to this fac. Here is chp one. :)
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Chapter one- Skip A Beat
Rena POV
-Whose heart, feeling all the loneliness. Whose love, only appreciate after losing it -
I wrote these lines down when I was thinking about you.
When are you coming back, Jun? I miss you.
What happen to the promise we made with each other 7 years ago?
You told me that you will be back for me and told me to wait for you for 6 years.
So we can finish the promise that we made together.
But now? I still believe you will come back for me.
Where are you, Jun? When are you coming back for me?
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Jun POV
- Chase back the beautiful things that I have lose. Because of time different, who will be the one that remember each other?-
Rena, where are you ? How have you been?
I'm sorry, that I have break the promise I made with you 7 years ago.
But now I'm here, have you forgotten about me? Where are you ?
I really hope nothing has change between us.
But I guess things can't stay the same as it was right? Everything is so different now.
I'm sure she has grown up and become a pretty beautiful fine lady.
Maybe Rena is the popular kid in school that everyone like.
Maybe Rena has a boyfriend now. A bitter smile appear on my face.
Maybe you weren't the same Rena that I once know.
All these assumptions appear in my thoughts.
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Jun, Rena POV
-loving you more , it started after you left- Rena
-loving you more, it started after I left- Jun
-where are you , Jun?- Rena
-where are you, Rena?- Jun
- I guess it is time for me to leave you , and move on- Rena
- please wait for me, I will find you- Jun
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Rena was walking to school, these thoughts appear in Rena's mind while she was thinking about him, Jun.
When she arrived at school, she stopped in front of the school gate.
'Alrite !Today is a brand new day and a new semester, I will forget about him and move on' She said, and walked to her class with a bitter smile on her face.
The class has started , she walks to her place and prepared for her lesson.
The home room teacher walks into the classroom with a very handsome girl.
A lot of whisper go on in the class.
'What a handsome girl!'
'She is hot!'
'Gosh! She is pretty and hot at the same time!'
Rena had her eyes widened as she saw the girl
'Is that a girl? Are you sure? She look so handsome and the eyes are so pretty. More like a prince though' thought to herself.
' Class, please be quiet. Today we have a transfer student , please be nice to her' said the teacher.
' please introduce yourself'
'Hi! My name is Matsui Jurina, nice to meet you all' she said it with a big smile on her face.
'Matsui? Another Matsui? Same surname as me? The world is small huh. Matsui Jurina. Jurina, this name sound familiar. I heard it somewhere before.' Rena try to recall where she has heard that name.
' Matsui-San, since now we have two Matsui, can we call you Matsui-sama? Since you so cool! ' A girl giggle and asked
'Another Matsui?' Jurina asked.
The girl pointed at Rena direction, and make Jurina looks at Rena
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'Long silky hair with pale skin, she is so pretty, like a princess .' Jurina thought.
' Right, Matsui -san. You could sit next to another Matsui-san then. ' The teacher said with a smile on her face.
Jurina walk toward to Rena direction and sat next to her.
Jurina stare at Rena and that makes Rena uncomfortable, so she look at Jurina awkwardly.
'Hi, I'm Matsui Rena . Nice to meet you. '
'Renaaa-cchannn? ' Jurina stood up with a face that full of shock.
'Yessss......s.ss.??!!' Rena got shocked cause of how Jurina react.
'Rena-chan?, do I know her?' Thought Rena.
Jurina realise how she reacted, she stay calm and sat back on her chair awkwardly.
Some girls in the class started giggling at Jurina because of the way she reacted. 'You are funny, Jurina!' A girl said
Jurina blush and felt embarrassed
'H..ii , nice..eee to...oo.. Mee..eett y..ooouuu tooo.....' Jurina gathered all her courage.
' you are still the same, glad you never change.' She murmured to herself.
'Uh? Did you say something?' Rena ask.
'Errr.... Nope. You are cute that all.' Jurina calm herself down and say it with a smile on her face.
Rena's heart skipped a beat after heard what Jurina said.
'Did She just said I'm cute? Did I misheard it?'
(To be continue)
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I hope you enjoy reading. :) thank you for reading it, I'm grateful :bow:
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So jun is a girl :rofl:
Good story. :thumbsup
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Its a girl! this sounds like a manga that I really like >w<
waiting for more :D
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they meet while rena already move on :(
poor jun :smhid
are jun going to give up too? :cry:
please continue :thumbsup
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Hahaa, nice one :D
Hey, it's still mystery. Was it Jun actually a girl, or Jurina actually a boy ?
Keep on writing. I wanna see how Rena realize that Jurina was Jun she knew :D
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Zita : THANKS. :kneelbow:
abcari : REALLY? :grin: THANKS FOR READING! :kneelbow:
sayanee123 : HAHAHA. you'll see. :hehehe: Thanks for reading. :kneelbow:
RenshuChan: em. I will break the mystery later on. :grin: HAHA. thanks for reading.
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Chapter 2 - Her secret
-lunch break-
Rena POV
I think I'll just sit here and have my bento.
I'm just to lazy to go to the library today, since I have no duty today.
I'm one of the library committee member. Wonder why Jurina-San kept staring at me, something weird on my face?
'Er.... Jurina-san? Is there something wrong with my face?' I ask
'Eh...eh..ehhhh....... Errr, there isn't !' She stuttered.
'umm. then What's wrong? Is there something on my face then? '
'No, no, there's nothing on your face, I am just wondering why is your face so pretty.. like an angel. Sorry, (*blush*) it is so pretty till I can't help it but to stare at it.' she smile .
I can't help it but blush like a tomato.She is so cute when she smiles.
Suddenly out of nowhere, a bunch of students came towards our direction.
Ignoring me as usual, they started their conversations with Jurina-san.
'Jurina-sama, why did you transfer here? '
'is it because of your parents job?'
'Where did you live?'
'You look so cool'
'Can I have your number?'
All the students seems to be interested in her.
I won't be surprise, she is pretty and handsome, at the same time, she is friendly.
I sat at my place (filled with interest as those are the questions that have been bothering me too) and listen to what she said.
'I used to live here when I was young, and now I came back alone to find my first love.' Jurina answered.
'Living alone? That's so cool!'
'Can I have your number?' A girl asked.
'Oh, I don't have a phone yet. I'm sorry maybe later when I have one, ok? ' she say it with a smile.
That smile that makes everyone melt.
'Kya! Gosh you are cool!' The girl said.
Jurina Pov
I lied.
I'm used to all this situation ,
people back in LA also crowded around me and asked me a bunch of questions.
Some of the girls asked for my number too back in LA, I gave it to them.
After that they kept texting me.
I have rejected a lot of girls too, but I sometimes wonder why they are still all over me even after I rejected them.
So this time, I'm not giving anyone my phone number , maybe someone special (looked toward Rena direction, a bitter smile appear on my face)
'Ahh, it seems that Rena doesn't remember me, have she forgotten about me?' I murmured
I know i broke my promise for I had promised to come back last year but I did not.
I knew that I should have came back last year as promised.
But something happen.
'What did you just say ?' A girl asked me.
'Eh?! Is nothing' I smile.
Did I just say it out loud? Gosh, I hope no one hears me.
I have think of way to get close to her.
Rena Pov
I heard she said my name.
Nah. Why would she say my name?
I must have misheard it.
Without realizing it, I started staring at her.
She is the total opposite of me.
I mean, look at her.
she is cool, and pretty at the same time.
She said that she lives alone now, she must be lonely living all by herself.
Wait.. what's wrong with me, why am I so interested in her?!
I'm sure that this is just my curiosity towards a new student.
Our eyes met and I quickly take my eyes off her
Jurina POV
Was she staring at me just now?
Or is it just my own imagination?
But our eyes met.
I'll ask her whether we can walk back home together after school.
I want to know if she is still the same as before or did she change.
Either way I just want to get close to her.
-School ends-
'Rena-chan! Can we walk home together?' I ask her.
Rena POV
Rena-chan? And Why would the popular Jurina-San want to go home with me?
'Ummm..... O..k..ayy' I answer her
I can't possibly reject her when she show me her puppy eyes can I?
She smile to me. gosh!She is just too cute.
'Rena-chan? Why are you blushing? Are you shy?' She asked
Before I can defend myself, a bunch of girls came toward to our direction .
'Jurina-sama! Let's go to the karaoke together!' A girl asked.
'Today I can't ! Cause I something to do. Maybe next time girls!' Jurina rejected them.
'Awww.....it's okay. Maybe next time then.' The girls sigh with a disappointed look.
'You girls go ahead and enjoy yourselves! ' Jurina say it with a smile.
The girls walk out of the class room leaving me and Jurina alone.
The classroom became silent, so I decided to break the ice,
'Did you remember you have something to do? You can go ahead first.' I told her.
'Ehhh. You didn't want to walk home with me?' She asked
'I want....(blushed) But .... Did..ddn't... You... say you have something to do? I over heard you when you rejected them.' I'm confused.
Jurina POV
She is so cute when she blush. It makes me wants to tease her.
I stare at her.
'Ummm, so you are paying attention to me?' I smirked
'.....' She blush, even more. She is just very cute.
'I do have something to do.' I said
'So we are not going home together then....? ' she look down to her hand and I saw her disappointed face.
'We are!' I smile
'The thing that I wanted to do is........ To walk home together with you.' I smile again
'.......' She look up to me and blush terribly.
'Can I ask you a question, Jurina-san?' She calm herself down and asked.
'Just call me Jurina, since I'm younger than you. Yes, you may!' I put up a big smile on my face.
'Younger? What do you mean? isn't both of us the same age?' She look confused.
'Oh! I didn't tell anyone about this. I'm two years younger than you, cause I skip 2 grades when I was younger. Please don't tell anyone about it! I just wanna let you know only!' I put my index finger on my lips and show the sign of secret and I winked to her.
Rena POV
Oh my gosh! She's making me melt!
I can feel my heart thumping faster and faster. Adrenaline was rushing throughout my body.
Oh gosh, please, dear heartbeat, I am begging you to slow down, please.
I shouldn't be reacting this way for her, but why am I?
And Secret? Between she and me? And she is younger than me??!!
She skipped 2 years, she must be very smart. What else is special about her? I wanted to know her more, she is so mysterious.
My face is blushing like burning red tomato with all these questions in my head.
'Okayyyyy.....' I try to look away so that she won't see me blushing.
'Haha, Rena-chan you are so cute. Let's go home shall we?' She asked.
I nodded.
(To be continue)
I AM SO SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH. :on freeze: :tama-wtf: I'm trying my best to improve on it. :mon sweat:
ANYWAY! HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR~ :mon santa4:
MERRY CHRISTMAS! :mon santa3:
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Omg finally Jun(Jurina) has come back for Rena
But why when she was young she have Jun name?
Please update soon
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Clever student :grin: J will get Rena soon. :rofl:
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Kirozoro: hehe. Yes she is BAcK for Rena! :D well! You will find out soon. XD
Zita: well. I definitely want them be together! They are just too cute together XD
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Chapter 3 - I lied
-On the way back home-
Breeze of the wind can be heard, the glass was swinging side to side.
It was cold on the way back home.
There was an awkward silent between them.
Rena was wearing a cardigan and she was still feeling very cold.
she put her hand into her pocket to warm herself but it doesn't seems very effective.
Jurina noticed that Rena was feeling cold.
She took out her red scarf from her bag and wrap around Rena's neck.
Rena's face expression was shock and flashed red.
'W-hhh-a--' she was shuttering.
Jurina smiled and said 'I was guessing that you are cold, so I figure out my scarf can help you since I'm not using it.'
Rena blushed red. 'T-han-ksss' she said it with a small voice.
Rena POV
She noticed that I'm cold.
'Rena-chan, why are you so shy when you are around me? ' she asked me
How am i going answer her ?
Cause you are a popular girl and I'm just a nobody, I wouldn't think that you will reject the
girls, just to go home with me and you putting a scarf around me.
I just stay silent and looked on the ground.
Suddenly she bent down and look at me, her face was really close to my face.
I stunned and stopped.
'Sorry, sorry. I thought you were crying.' She said after realise she was too close to me.
Gosh. She is making my heart races really quickly , what should I do?
I didn't have this kind of feeling before.
I couldn't stay near to her, cause is like I'm under her spell.
'Is okay.' I try to stay calm and smile.
'Alrite! Shall we play a game then?' She asked me.
'Game?'
'Yeap! Let's do that! Is a question and answer game!' She show me a killing smile.
'O...k...aa..y' I couldn't refuse her after she show me that smile
'Then let's decide who start first with jan ken! '
1, 2, 3. Jan ken pon! I lose.
'Yay! I won!' She shouted like a kid. 'I get to ask you first'
'Rena-chan, why are you so shy around me?'
Are you kidding me? This question again? You are not getting over it are you?
" 'Im not shy.... just-tt Cause you make my heart beats fast and I don't know why.' I answered
'.....' She stay silent and gave me the look
The awkward silent appear again."
That's what I imagined, if I answer her the question with honest answer.
I pull myself back to reality and answer her.
'Because I am a shy person, especially to those that I'm not really close too'
I lied.
'Well! The game has just started, we can get to know each other by the time we get home' she smiled.
Is this why she wanted to play this game?
'Is your turn Rena-chan.'
There are so many questions I want to ask about her.
'Why did you choose to go home with me rather then going to karaoke with the bunch of cool kids?
'Cause.... I think you are much more interesting than them. I want to be your friend!' She answered
Me interesting? This is the first time someone told me that other than Jun.
A small smile appeared on my face without realising while I thought about Jun.
'What are you thinking?' She asked me.
'Is that a question? You sure you want to waste your turn just to ask me that?' I smirked.
'Eeee..... You are evil! That is not counted as one! I'll ask you a different question!' She pouted.
She is so cute.
Jurina POV
But I really want to know what is she thinking though!
Ahhhh!! She is such a meanie.
Maybe I should ask what does she like to eat.
'Rena-chan, what do you like to eat?' I asked.
'MELON PAN!' A big wide smile appear on her face.
So melon pan can make her so happy huh.
I'm jealous of it! I can't make her smile so brightly.
I am jealous of melon pan? W-hat am I thinking.
'My turn now! What's your favourite food then?' She asked
'My mom's spaghetti , is the best in the world! Next time when she comes back to Japan I'll call you over for some.' I smiled
'Okayyy.......' She smiled
Her smile just shorten my life, gosh!
Part of me is thinking that she should smile more and another part of me just want to keep her smile just for myself.
Is my turn now. What should I ask?
Ah! I will ask for her number, so that I can text her later.
I smirked to her
She looks scared a moment.
' my turn now uh! (I smirked.) I'm going to ask....... To exchange phone number!' I smiled.
'...... Why would you want my number when you don't even have a phone?' She asked
So she was listening to the conversation between me and the girls earlier.
'Who said I don't have a phone?' I took out my phone and show it to her with a smirk on my face.
'.....' She is speechless
Rena POV.
Wh-at ? H-ow?
She said it when the girls asked for her phone number.
Why would she....
'I lied....' She played with her finger while she speak.
She lied.
'I doesn't want to give anyone my number.'
Eh?
'But why do you want to give your number to someone like me?' I'm confused.
Why me?
'Cause you are special.' she show me a cat smile, and her cheek was a little bit pinkish.
I could feel my blood rushing upon my cheek. Gosh, I'm blushing red now.
Why am I special?
Jurina POV
You are special cause you are my first love Rena-chan.
You are special cause you make my heart races when I was with you.
You are special cause without you, my meaning of life will be nothing.
I never once stop missing you, since 7 years ago.
Maybe someday I will tell you, why you are special.
'Can we exchange number then? ' I show her my puppy eyes.
'S....ssss...u......r..e' she blushed
After we exchange number, without realizing, we have already reach her house.
What wasn't shocking that our house is actually just a few blocks away from each other.
'This is your house? My house is just a few block away' I knew her house was close to mine, since is my old house.
'Really??? Wow! It's like we are fated to meet huh.' She said with a smile on her face.
Fated? Now think about it! We are fated to be together.
Our house is so close together, we attend the same school, my first love was you.
'It seem so.' I smile.
'I have to go in now.' She smile.
'Alright, bye! See you tomorrow then, Rena-chan.'
Rena POV
Gosh! Why did I say fated? That was embarrassing.
Ahh. And she smile too!
Dump. Dump
Again.
She make my heart skips a beat , what's wrong with me?
'O...kay. See you tomorrow.' I blushed very hard.
After I close the door, I lean against it.
I put my hand right to my chest.
I felt my heart is going to burst any minute.
Gosh! Is no good to stay too long around her.
What am I feeling?
(To be continue)
All mistake is on me. :sweatdrop:
thank you for reading.
Hope is not boring. :sweatdrop:
Happy new year human being on earth! :deco:
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Hope you guys enjoy this chapter. sorry for the English. :sweatdrop:
Chapter 4 – the messages.
Jurina POV
After I saw her went into her house.
'YESH!' I jump and shouted, realizing that I shouted too loudly, I quickly closed my mouth with both of my hands.
I look around to see if anyone heard me.
I'm just too happy! I finally got her number!
Yeah!!!!!! I feel the wind brushing against my skin as I run towards my house.
This is the best day of my life! I'm just so happy.
'I'm home'
Of course no one would answer me since I am living alone, but is just my habit I guess.
I am just so happy now, and tired at the same time.
Oh right! I have to take a bath.
I was humming when I prepare my bath..
Rena, Jurina POV
'Jurina'
'Rena-chan'
'I wonder why she say I'm special to her.'
'Ahhh!!!! She made me fall for her even more now'
'Maybe she just wants to be friend with me only'
'Her gentle smile, made me crazy like hell!, I wanted to hug her so badly.
Splash! They dive their head into bathtub, trying not to think too much about it.
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Jurina walks into her room and throws her towel aside after wiping her wet hair.
She lie on her bed and check her phone.
Jurina POV
Ahh~ is 9 now I hope Rena-Chan is not asleep yet.
I should send her a message then. I smiled
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Title: good niteee~
To: Renamatsuixxxx
Hi! Rena-chan! （・◇・）/
I hope I didn't disturb you . (._.)
i just want to say good nite， Rena-chan(・ω・)ノ
sweet dream.
sleep tight, don't let the bug bite！（≧∇≦)
Don't miss me too much. Just joking. Hehe \(//∇//)\
Ps: you can dream about me
Jurina
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Sent! Hehe! I smiled like an idiot on my bed.
Kyaaa! Hugging my pillow and I scream into it silently.
I'm just too hyper now.
Rena-chan you are driving me crazyy!
How can I get you out of my head?
Bzz* bzz*
Ahh!!! The phone! It must be a reply from Rena-chan
I open the message without second thought, with a smile on my face.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Title: Good night.
To: Knightjurinaxxxx
Hello. Jurina (・ω・)ノ
I just came out from the bath,
I felt refreshing. o(^▽^)o
Alrite. Good nite
Sweet dream to you too. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
Rena
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Aww. Her message is so cute just like her.
I saved her message.
I fell asleep while thinking about her.
My head was so full of her.
This must be love.
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Rena came out of her bath room,
Wiping her head with a towel while sitting on her bed.
Rena POV
Why is my heart beating so fast when I am thinking about her?
Uhh~ heart. Pls calm down would you?
Buzz* buzz*
Ah! Gosh! That scares me.
Who message me?
Jurina???
Haha. Knight Jurina. Why would she put that name.
She is so sweet and cute!
Wa-h-a---ttt, i...won't miss h-h-ee--r.
........
Dream about her.
I won't ............. Maybe.
Well. Good night to u too Jurina.
I cuddle my pillow and sleep.
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A little girl wore a black oversize hoddie with jeans (dress like a boy), punches the boys on the floor. The boys are so scared that they ran away.
“Jurina! You are awesome! You defeated them again.”
Little Jurina fought with the boys that bully her classmate.
Even though Jurina is still young, She has been taking martial arts ever since she could remember.
“I’ll protect you girls, don’t worry.” She show her cat smile.
“Jun. that what we call you from now on. Jun-sama. Because you save us, like a knight”
“Knight Jun”
“Jun? haha. Okai. I don’t mind.” Jurina show her trademark dimpled smile.
Jurina Pov
A dream.
I’m awake, I moved my hand toward my phone that beside my pillow and check the time. Is 5.45am.
I woke up 15minutes before my alarm ring.
I guess I should get up and get ready now.
I should drop by at Rena’s house and go school together with her.
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Rena Pov
Ah! I woke up late. Gosh, why mama didn’t wake me up?
Bzz* Bzz*
Who is it, text me in the morning.
I swipe my phone screen and check the message.
W-ha-t. Jruina wants to go school together with me?
I reply her, with a short note saying okay.
Ahhh, I better hurry up and get ready.
I’m late. Rush toward the bathroom and get myself ready.
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"RENA! Jurina is here." Rena’s mom shouted to make sure Rena could heard it.
Rena rush down and saw Jurina at the door way waiting for her.
"Ah, morning. Sorry, I let you waited."
"Morning. Is okay, no worries."
“Rena, your breakfast and your lunch box." Rena’s mom said.
"Ah-h. I’m just going to have melon pan. Okay, thanks for the lunch box. I’m going now, let’s go jurina.” Rena said it while munching melon pan in the mouth.
“Haha. Did you woke up late? You seem very rush.”
“Yeah. I woke up late. I woke up just when I got your message.”
“really? That’s quite late.”
“All because of that dream.” I mumble.
“ Did you say something? “ jurina asked
“uh? Noo.” I gave her a smile.
The dream is just a flash back of rena childhood.
the next chapter is about rena's dream.
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I wonder when Jurina going to tell Rena that she is Jun before
Please update soon
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This is so cute! ｖ（≧∀≦）ｖ
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@kirozoro :It will be later on. :sweatdrop:
@p-o-p-e-y-oppa : THANKS, I appreciate that. :D Thank you for reading it.
I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Sorry for the mistake. :bow:
Chapter 5 - The puzzle of childhood.
All because of the dream.
I woke up with tears rolling down my cheek. I’m crying.
The flash back, the memories, makes my heartbeats in bitter pain.
Again, I cry.
Thinking back those memories, makes me miss him even more.
It just bitter even though I say I’ll let go of you, but I just can’t.
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Flash back of the dream*
The sky was pouring rain, little Rena was in the rain with her boot and rain coat over her. Enjoying herself under the rain with a smile on her face.
A pretty kid with a boyish clothing, holding an umbrella walks toward her.
“Is it fun to play under the rain?” his sudden approach gives Rena a surprise.
Rena remain silent.
“Ah, I’m sorry. I didn't mean to be rude, I’m just curious. It seem that you are having a lot of fun.”
“Um-m. (She shakes her head) is alright. It is fun, I feel refreshing, as if all my problem flow out from my body together with the water. “
“Really? I should try it next time then, thanks” he shows his smile to Rena.
“Ww-elcome” Rena blushed after seeing his smile.
End of flash back*
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That dream was one of my childhood memories that was buried in my head.
I still remember that dream happen during a summer holiday when I was still living at Nagoya.
Back then, I was only 11 years old.
Few months after that, I moved to Tokyo due to my papa’s work.
I transfer to Akb middle school. A place that is unknown to me.
I remember that is where I met Jun, the person that change my life completely.
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Flash back*
10 years ago.
Knock* knock*
“Come in”
A tall woman with short hair, with a figure like a model came into the room.
“Mariko sensei, I would like you to meet Matsui Rena. She will be in your class from now on.” Principal Atsuko said.
“Oh, we have a transfer student.”
She turns her attention to me.
“Hello, Matsui-san. I’ll be your homeroom teacher from now on, you can call me Mariko sensei. Come with me now, I’ll bring you to your class.” She said.
I just nodded.
We reach the door of my class. She called me to wait till I was told to go in.
Mariko sensei went in and settled the class.
From the door way I could hear what she said to the class.
“Today we will have a friend who will be joining us from now on.” She said to the class.
I heard whisper among the student.
“New student? I wonder if is a boy or a girl.”
“Transfer student during the middle of semester? “
I was nerves and scared. I’m a shy person that doesn’t mix well with others. I don’t have any friends back in my old school.
“Come in” I heard Mariko sensei said.
My leg was frozen on the spot, I told my leg to move but it doesn’t want to listen to me as if it has a mind of its own.
Now I begin to panic.
Bang*
“Ouc-ch!” Someone bumps into me from the back.
“Ahh… gomen. I didn’t mean to.” He said it and bows slightly to me.
“JUN! You are LATE” Mariko sensei shouted.
“Gomen!!! Sensei! I won’t do it again!” he said with his back facing me, so I didn’t really get to see his face.
“I hope you won’t, now go back to your sit.”
Somehow my legs can move again, I walk slowly into the class.
I could feel that the whole class turns their attention to me.
It made me nerves.
“Introduce yourself.”
“H-hello. My name is Matsui Rena, I’m from Nagoya.”
Whisper could be heard again. “She has the aura of princess around her.” “She is so pale” "Did she say Matsui?" “Look at her silky long black hair”
“Okay, quiet down class. Matsui-san, you can sit behind of Jun.”
Jun? Isn’t that the guy who bumps into me? I look over to his direction and met his eyes.
“Ah!” I remember him. Isn’t he the one that I met a few months before at Nagoya? Why is he here?
“ Is there a problem, Matsui-san?” teacher asked.
“No.” I shake my head and proceed to my sit.
I could felt that all the eyes were on me, and it make me felt super nerves.
Time pass fast, it’s already lunchtime now.
“Jun-kun. Are you free after school? Let’s hangout!”
“Nah, I will pass today. I have to go for my martial arts club later.” Jun rejected the girls, with a smile on his face.
“awwhh! Really? That's too bad then.”
He goes for martial arts club? That’s kind of cool. I over heard their conversation and slightly turn my head and look.
“Interested in Him?” girl sitting next to me said it with a smirked on her face.
“ Uh?” I look at her with a face of confused. What did she just say?
“haha, hello. I’m Kashiwagi Yuki. Just call me Yuki.” She flashed a genuine smile, she gives out a elegant aura around her.
“I’m Matsui Rena. Can just call me Rena.”
“So tell me. You interested in him? Matsui Jun”
“Uh? Matsui? Uh? No. I just met him, how could I-“ before I could finish my line.
“Anything is Possible.” She said with a smile.
“Yukirin.” A voice interrupted our conversation.
I look over and saw a girl with twin tail and neat bang hair called her from the doorway.
“Mayuyu~.” Yuki walks toward the door with a bright smile on her face.
Anything is possible huh?
A blink of an eye, the school has ended.
I was packing my book into my bag getting ready to go home and I heard whisper going on.
“That’s the new girl.”
“She is pretty isn’t she? Giving out the aura of princess”
“You’re right she is pretty.”
That’s weird I have never once heard anyone saying that I’m pretty or like a princess. I guess this is nothing like my old school.
I left the class and notices there is some boys are following me.
Or is it jus my imagination, cause I hope it is.
Is not my imagination, they are following me.
I begin to panic and lost track of where I am.
I heard some talk along the hallway, so I hid behind a pillar, hoping no one sees me.
“You sure? The new student is pretty and looks like a rich kid? Don’t you dare to lie to me.”
“Big brother, never once I dare lying to you. Is true”
I begin to tremble and scare. What should I do? Today is just the first day and this- happening to me.
“Big brother, I think I see a shadow behind that pillar.”
“Really?” “Come out little kitten, we won’t harm you”
I’m afraid and scared.
“I found you.” He said.
I was too afraid to look at him. He grabs my collar and asks for money and asking me to be his girl.
“ I d-on’t have much mo-n-ey on me-.” My voice is shaking.
“Is alrite, then you have to pay with your body then” he said.
He grabs my hands strongly and started putting his lips on my neck. I started to scream for help. But it was no use.
“You damn women, stop screaming!” He shouted angrily and he started to strip my upper clothes.
He was too strong for me to break away. His hands was holding onto my hands so tight, knowing is already is red in colour.
Tears started to flow down like river from my eyes. I keep on scream and kicking that guy hoping someone will come and save me.
His filthy hands were touching every crook and nooks of my body, his filthy breath was choking me and all I could do was whimpered and stared at him with blurry eyes.
“HEY! What are you guys doing there!!!” I heard a voice.
“h-elp. He-lp” asking for help, wishing that person could hear me.
“You piece of CRAP! How dare you touches the new student!” I heard loud voice saying it.
“J-UN! Big brother is JUN! Better go now!”
When they were about to run, it was already too late. Jun has already appear in front of them.
Spilt of a second, Jun’s fist landed at that big guy.
The big guy wasn’t fast enough to react then he fallback onto the floor. He tries to get up from the floor but fails.
The punch that Jun gives is too strong for him even though he is twice the size bigger than Jun.
The big guy doubled over in pain from the first blow but Jun wasn’t done yet.
He grabbed the big guy’s filthy arm that touches me and twisted it the wrong way until he could hear the guy screaming in pain.
“DIDN’T I TOLD YOU NOT TO TOUCHES ANY GIRLS?” Jun shouted at him.
“I’M Sorrryyyy, I won’t! I won’t anymore!” The big buy was crying in pain.
“IF YOU TOUCHES AGAIN, I’LL BREAK THE ARM OF YOURS!”
Jun sounded very mad.
After he let go of the arm, he send the big guy flying 5 feet away by kicking his gut really hard for the last time.
Jun quickly run toward me and grab me into his arm and pull me close to him. I was sobbing uncontrollable, and my hand couldn't stop trembling.
“shh. Is ok is ok….. Is all right now. I’m here for you.” He take off his jacket and cover up my body. My hands start clutching on his shirt tightly.
“I’m here. I’ll protect you.” he wrap he arms around my waist and carry me like a princess and afterward I vision went black, I pass out.
I woke up and realize I’m in an unfamiliar place. Where am I? I felt something warm on my hand, I took a look at it.
I was surprise that, it was Jun’s hand that was holding tightly onto my hand sitting next to the bed I was sleeping. I took a closer look at him, he was sleeping soundly.
“Thanks for saving me.” I said it with a low voice.
The horrible scene flashes back to my mind, tears starts forming at the corner of my eyes.
My sniffles woke Jun up and when he saw me crying, he had a concerned look on his face.
But it disappear in a second, he pulled me into his arm and gave me a warm hug whispering kind words into my ears.
“Is alright now. I’m here for you. I’ll protect you for now on” He gently pats my head with his hand. I felt protected like a princess somehow.
He broke the hug and looks me straight to his eyes.
“Let’s exchange number, it will be easier for me to protect you” I just nodded to agree to exchange number.
After exchanging numbers, I took a look at the time on my watch and realize it was already very late. Jun saw my face expression changes.
“Come. I’ll send you home now, its very late now. I’m sure your parents are worry.”
“…….”
“is ok. I’ll tell your parents that you had a welcoming party with your classmate. I understand you doesn’t want your parents to worry about you.”
“….. Thank you.” I said it with a low voice.
He smiled. “Welcome. Princess”
“Princess?” I looked him with a confused face.
He took my hand and kisses it and look into my eyes and said. “Yes, from now on I’ll be your knight” he show me cat smile.
My face heated up and blushed bright red. My heart beats like a drum repeatedly.
What is this feeling?
Since we left the house, he has been holding onto my hand as if I’m a little child that will get lost once he let go.
“Um, could you tell me where is your house?”
“er…” I look around the house area and found it familiar, isn’t this place around my house area? That’s weird.
“I think my house is just around the corner.” I said.
“Eh??? Really???? Where?”
“Few block away?”
“Eh-h” His eyes went wide, he is in the state of shock. I found it quiet cute though.
We walk toward to my house and I pointed at my name plate at my house that written “MATSUI”
“So from now on, we are neighbor uh.” He flashes his smile again.
“I think so.”
Suddenly, the door of my house opened and my mom appeared with a face of worry.
“Rena-chan! Where have you been? Why have you not call us that you will be late?”
“…. Sorry. I have forgotten” I felt guilty that I made my family worry about me.
“Good evening, Matsui aunt. I’m so sorry that I’m the reason that she is late back home.” He bows to my mom and apologized.
“My my, May I ask who are you?” my mom asked.
“I’m Matsui Jun. I’m Rena’s classmate. Just now we were celebrating Rena’s welcoming party, that’s the reason why are we late. I am so sorry.” He told a lie for my sake.
He knows that I didn’t want my parents to worry about me.
Matsui? Same family name as me?
“Well, Jun-kun I’m grateful that you bought Rena-chan safely back home. And Rena-chan, next time remember to send us a message or give us a phone call telling you will be late home ok?”
“Yes, mama. I’ll remember next time.”
Jun realizes is time for him leave.
“Is very late now, I should be leaving. Good night Matsui aunt and Good night to you too, Rena-chan.
“Good night Jun be careful on your way home.”
Again, he smiled and waves his hand.
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From that time on, Jun and I have become closer. We go to school together, we have lunch together, and we always hangout.
I found out that he is very smart and he skipped 2 grades. Therefore, He helps me with my homework.
And yes, he is only 9 year old but because of his mature face he doesn’t look like it at all.
He became my best friend, my knight and a person that cannot be replace by others.
I wish the day would never come, the day that Jun leaves me.
But sometime life doesn’t go the way you wanted.
Jun left me.
End of flash back*
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“Rena-chan?” Jurina called
“Um ah? Yes?”
“Are you okay?” She asked with a face of concern.
“Yeah, I’m alright.” I smiled.
(To be continue)
Thank you for reading it. Peace out.
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They should play that game more often.
Jun kun is so cool :sweatdrop:
Thanks for update.
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OMg Jun is so cool, Junn even safe Rena ><
Can't wait for the nest ch
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Yeah man!!!!
Lets see wat they both will do next!!
Can't wait to see it
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I am SO SORRY for the late updated. :mon yell: was kinda very busy with assignment and chinese new year. :mon emo:
And finally here a update. THANKS FOR READING! ARIGATO! :kneelbow:
Zita: em. Okai, maybe in the future. :D
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Chapter 6 – The reasons
Something is bothering Rena-chan.
I wonder what is it. Just now I heard she say all because of that dream.
Dream? What dream? Did I mishear it?
I ask her again, but she say is nothing.
I stared at her face and notices that her eyes is red and swallowed
Did she cry? Why did she cry?
I'm worry.
“Are you really okay? You can always tell me about it.”
She smiled and looked at me once again, telling me she is alright.
She is lying, my heart tighten up.
She doesn't remember me at all.
Last time she used to tell me everything, we kept no secret from each other.
But now, there is somehow a gap between she and I.
I still can remember the first time we met.
Those smile under rain at Nagoya.
That's was the first time we met.
That smile is like a scar burn into my brain. I can never forget it.
I was shocked when you transferred to akb academy.
Since you introduce yourself, I can't take my eyes of you.
During lunch my friends invited me to hang out, but I said I'm going to martial arts club.
The truth is I want to get close to you.
I never know terrible things will happen to you, those guys laid their hands on you.
I can never forgive them in my life.
My blood boils and my eyes filled with anger, when I saw them tearing your clothes apart.
I punched them until they went into the hospital, it was nothing compared to what they did to you.
You had a trauma for guys after that incident.
You will start trembling and your eyes will fill with fears when guys get close to you, other than me.
we always spend time together, and I always protected you like a princess.
Slowly I found out that I was falling for you.
That feeling start growing in me each day.
But because of my self-pride, I hurt you.
I still can remember clearly that day I said I have to go to New York to study.
You cried, you broke down In front of me.
I never let anyone make you cry, but the one that bring most tears to you is me.
My heart crushed into million pieces when I see you cry as if the world is ending.
Maybe I shouldn't have left you, maybe I should have stay by your side.
But those maybe didn't happen.
The fact is I left you because of my stupid Pride!
Do you still remember, Rena?
That time we made a promise together?
We went to the hill and see the beautiful sunset together?
I promised you that 6 years later, I’d be back.
But I broke that promise?
I’m sorry Rena. I hope you could forgive me.
The truth of leaving you is because of my self-pride, and I wasn’t strong enough to handle everything by myself.
Flash back*
7years ago.
My name is Matsui Jurina. I grow up in a single parent family. My mom, Matsui Maria is the CEO of top Japanese trading Company, Matsubisi. 2 years ago, my mom died in a plane crush when she was coming back to Japan from New York. She left the Company to my father and from that day on, we change our family name to Matsui.
Mom side of relative cut off the ties with us, and some of them were very angry at the decision that my mom made, leaving the company to my father. From that time on, I decided that in the future I will help my father in the company. I started studying day till night and learn every skill possible, and because of it I skipped 2 grades in school.
Every night I will help my father read through all the company’s paper, knowing what’s the company is going through. Yes, I am the only child in my family and I have responsible to carry. In school I have to set an example student, so that I won’t humiliate my family name.
3 months ago, my father and I went to Nagoya for work. After, the work, the sky started to rain but luckily I bought an umbrella with me. So I decided to take a walk under the rain. On the way back home, I saw a girl smiling brightly under the rain as if she never had any problem in her life at all. I remember that’s you Rena-chan. After meeting you, we went back to Tokyo. Suddenly, my father fell sick due to over working, after some time his sickness started to get worst. So during the semester break I was taking care of the company. When the break is over, I started to work at night and I started to be late for class. The working as manager at my parent's company, my father falling sick, and me from a single parent family is all secrets.
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After what happen to you I thought the bully that I beat will never appear again and I thought life will be better.
But I was wrong. The bully found out my secrets. I don’t know how but they did.
They black mailed me.
A letter was given to me.
To. Jun
I know your secrets. I know you are from a single parent family and you are working as manager at Matsubisi company.
Meet me at gym after school ends.
Damn it. Someone found out. But how? I crush the Paper and throw it into the bin. Agh! What am I going to do now!
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After school, I told you to go home without me because I have something to take care of. You pouted and looked at me and ask me what is the thing I have to take care of. I lied and I said the teacher wants me to stay back for some work.
I went to the gym and saw no one there.
“Who the hell is that guy that call me here but not even a shadow appear.” I said.
“Is ME! The guy that you sent to hospital” someone shouted with anger in his voice.
“ You?”
“ Haha. You never think it was me did you?”
“I should have guessed” “Tell me how did you know my secrets?”
“AH! Because I followed you back home. I saw you drop YOUR LITTLE PRINCESS BACK HOME, and went to a company call…. MATSUBISI RIGHT?” He smirked.
“……” I stared at him with anger in my eyes
“W-w-hat? You want to beat me up? Heeh! If you beat me up I will tell the school about your secrets and see what will happen to you”
“ Don’t you dare!” I hold my fist tightly. I walked towards him, he back off each step until end of the wall. He raises his voice and said. “TRY ME! I’ll spread your secrets around the school! Don’t forget your little Princess that you have been protecting will get hurt too.” “Y-OU!” I hold on my fist. For a second, Rena smiling face flashed in my mind. I rises my fist and punched the wall next to his head with my fist. I cannot let Rena get hurt, I can’t imagine her looking at me with those eyes, saying those words, pitiful.
I surrendered. I release my punch on the wall.
“Okay. Tell me what I should do so that you will not tell the secret out.” I said.
“Heh! In the end Jun is not that tough is HE!” he punched me in my stomach. “ I WANT YOU TO GET LOST!” He punched me for second time. I started to cough, is painful. He wanted to punch me another time but I stopped him by holding his fist. “LET’s make a deal!” I said with anger in my eyes. I can see that he flinched. “If I get lost, you don’t ever lay your finger on RENA. Or not I can’t guarantee your finger with still be with your filthy hand.” I said it with anger in my voice. “ OKAY. IF you LEAVE THE SCHOOL!” He shouted at me.
“GIVE ME TWO WEEKS TIME” I shouted angrily back to him.
“DEAL” He said and I walked off.
I didn’t mean to leave you. But now I have no choice, I have responsible to carry, my father falling sick and I can’t take the judgmental from others.
I can’t afford to lose you, Rena-chan.
You are my everything.
I’m tired. I don’t know what to do anymore.
Last night, I got a call from USA saying the stock holders over there is not satisfy with my father decision passing the responsible to a child to manage the company. They want to have a meeting to make decision, I have to show them I have the power to carry the responsible that my parents gave.
I thought maybe leaving is the best.
I bought the plane ticket planning to leave in two week but something still holding me back that is you Rena.
I told my childhood friend Mayu to secretly take care of you, she is a good friend.
Mayu is watanabe’s company only child, our parents are good friends so we known each other ever since we are in our diaper. I’ll leave you in her hand, because I have no power to take care and watch over you now.
But I promise I’ll be back for you.
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“Rena-chan are you free tomorrow?” I asked
“Yeah, I am. What’s up?”
“Let’s go see sunset together!” I smiled brightly.
“okay….” She blushed red as tomato and nodded.
One week before I go, I asked you to go see sunset together at the hill near our house.
It was Friday after school, I was prepared to tell you that I’m leaving.
“Come on, Rena-chan, Hurry up!” I shouted happily
seeing her trying her best to catch up to me makes me so happy. She is just too adorable.
“Wait for me” She said while trying to catch her breath. I waited for her and I reached out for her hand.
She took my hand and both of us walk to the top of the hill.
“Finally, we reached the top of the hill.” I said with a small smile.
“Ya, is beautiful….” I can see her face appear with a gentle smile and eyes didn’t take off the beautiful sunset.
Both of us just enjoy looking at the breath-taking sunset.
I broke the silent between us.
“Rena-chan.” I said with a small voice.
“Yeah, Jun?” she turn her attention to me.
“Rena-chan, can I hug you?” I said it with a small voice as if is a whisper.
“s-sure.” She heard me, she open her arms and let me hug her.
I hugged her, tears start rolling down my cheek. I cry silently in her arm. She realize I was crying in her arm, she softly pats on my head.
“Are you okay? What happen?” She ask with a soft and gentle voice.
“I’m leaving” I said it. My heartache as I says those words.
She immediately pull me out from her arm and gave me a intense stare. She didn’t believe what I have just said.
“I’m leaving to new york and study" Bitter smile form on my face but I continue saying “But I’ll be back, I promise.” After she heard those words, she cried. She didn’t want to believe what I have just said.
“Rena, shh-h Please don’t cry. Is hard for me too but I have no choice. I’m sorry.” She clingy on my clothes and cry even harder.
“I can’t imagine a day without you, Jun.”
It was very heartbroken to see the one you love breakdown in front of you and the reason Is because of you too.
I simply allowing her to cry with her heart content on my shoulder and whisper “I’m sorry” this goes on for an hour.
We sat under the tree and after Rena stop crying.
Rena’s eyes are puffy and red.
She lay her head on my shoulder and I held her hand tightly. She broke the silent between us.
“when are you leaving?” she asked while her head still on my shoulder.
“In One week time.” I said with a bitter smile.
“…One week….” She murmured.
“Is okay Rena-chan. I’ll be back for you.” I ran my fingers through her hair and reassured her.
“When?” her voice shrunk back as she said.
"...." I don't know. I can't tell her when because it going to take a few years, until the company is stable again.
"I'll be back in 6 years." I said.
"....6 years... Is a very long time." Tears roll down her cheek.
I held her hand.
I took out a necklace with a ring with it from my pocket and put it in her hand.
“what is this?” she asked.
“Is a ring, this is a gift from me.”
“Really? Is beautiful.” She was amazed
“There is an initial ‘R’ carve on the inner side of the ring. I have one too, but with an initial ‘J’ though.
“…. Is pretty.” “Jun, can we exchange our ring? So that we have each others ring?” She ask shyly
“…. Sure why not.” She is just too cute I cannot refuse her.
I took off my ring from my neck and exchange with her.
“Thanks. This will become the sign of our promise.” She looked at the ring.
“Let me help you to wear it.”
“En.”
The ring went through the necklace and I place it over her neck.
“Thanks Jun, I love it.” She said it while finger playing with the ring around her neck.
“You welcome.” She placed her head on my shoulder.
“em, Jun can I ask a favor from you?”
“en, Sure! Anything for you my princess.”
“can I ask for…. A kiss from you?”
“K-kiissu?” My eyes went wide after hearing Rena said.
“….. Is okay if you don’t want to…..” she said it with a low voice and continue played with the ring on her neck.
“…..”
Once again she captivated me, my desires were overflowing. I hold her hand and slowly held her chin up and captured her lips on mine. That’s where we share our fist kiss together, a soft and gentle first kiss. We kiss and parted. It was a short kiss, a kiss that I will not forget. We put our head together and nose touched, and she whispered.
“Please come back for me.” She said with a sad voice.
“I will, I will. And I promise once I’m back I’ll tell you something.”
“what is it?” she asked.
“Is a S-E-C-R-E-T” I giggled
“Mou, then I have no choice but wait for you to come back for me.” She hit me softly.
She rested her head on my shoulder.
We never wanted this moment to end.
But time passes with a blink of an eye, the day I’m leaving has come.
One week has pass, since that day I have told Rena about my leaving, she hasn’t show any bright smile.
All I could see is a bitter smile form on her face.
I was heart broken but I keep it to myself, not letting her know that and I left her.
(To be continue)
Thanks for reading again.
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OMG. ! ! I can't wait the next chapter. . . What happen with WMATSUI ?????? And How's Rena feeL after she know that Jun is SHE not HE. She'LL heart break. . . PLease Update the next chapter ASAP. . . I'LL waiting 4 u. It's reaLLy good chapter. . Ganbatte.!
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Just a tiny little moment of kiss???
I wan to see more sweet moment between them :heart: :heart: :heart: XD
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Aww..Wmatsui are so sweet
Damn that guy how dare him blackmail Jun
Please update soon
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THANKS FOR READING and commenting. :)
I will update when i have free time, because my assignment is Killing me slowly. :A; I hope i won't let you guys down. Gomenne~ :cry:
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Chapter 7 – I’m free
It’s been 6 years now, Rena-chan do you miss me? Ever since I left you, never a single day I never thought of you. I wore the ring every day, and I kept reminding myself the promise I made with you.
This past 6 years, a lot of things have happen, I dress up like a girl now, I studied very hard and now I have already graduated from high school. I’m the youngest student in my college now. It takes 4 years, for the shareholders to agree letting me to take care of the company. They saw a young girl like me working so hard for the company and putting effort in everything for the company, they were touched. 3 years ago, my father suddenly fell ill very seriously due to over working and after few months later he pass away.
Now, I’m the CEO of the company. Stress and pressure are everything I had this pass 6 years. I miss you badly Rena, real bad.
I want to cry but my tears just dry out.
I can’t handle it, why a 15 year old girl like me have to go through all this pressure? I don’t understand.
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Few months ago, I got back the letters I wrote to you, it was the biggest nightmare I ever had. Mayu told me you have moved far away, at that time I realize I was slowly losing you. You never told me that you moved.
Did you know I had a very long dream? I dreamt about us.
I dreamt about how we met again and being together forever but forever never last. One day, you said.
Jurina is time for you to wake up.
I don’t understand. But you looked so sad when you to tell me to wake up. I didn’t want to make you sad, so I do as I was told.
I woke up and realize I’m at the hospital and all of it was just a dream. Mayu told me I was in coma for half a year, and she has been helping in everything. I was blessed to have a friend like Mayu, she helped me to managed my company. Because she is from watanabe’s company, the shareholder agrees to let her managed until I come back.
Yes, I breakdown. I was in coma for half a year.
Now, I’m awake. I’m back to the company, I’m back on my track but and at the same time I realize I broke our promise. I’m sorry Rena. Because of my coma I have a lot of things that need to be taken care of, the shareholders understand my problem but business drop when I was in coma, Mayu helped me a lot, so that the business didn’t get worst.
It was because the dream I had, it was the future I hold on to it. I want it to come true. I want us to be together forever.
After another 6 months, everything became brighter. Business became very successful. Not just that, company Watanabe and company Matsubisi became partner. It has created things that never had before.
I told Mayu I had to go back to Japan to find you, can I leave the company under her care and she agrees to help me. She is having a very happy life with Yuki now in New York, it was me that encourage her to ask Yuki to be her girlfriend since she had a very big crush since middle school and she also ask yuki to moved to US with her and yuki agree to. I’m really glad both of them are happy. I owned Mayu a big time. I can never be any more grateful to her.
I wish you were here.
I reached Japan but I don’t know where to start to find you. Since I have lost your the contact. Maybe I should start from Tokyo. I went back to my house and live alone. Even though I am very rich but it is always comfortable to live back the house where family love is still around.
Rena-chan should be a high school student now. She must be very pretty. She must be having a lot of fun with her friends. Maybe she already got herself a boyfriend. Maybe she is not the Rena-chan that I know anymore. Maybe she has forgotten about me. These thoughts kept running through my brain, these thoughts were also bringing tears to me.
I didn’t realize it but I walked to the hill that we made promise together. It was quiet, but there is a girl sitting under the tree silently crying. She reminds of you. I didn’t want to go and disturb her, so I walk away. As I walk away, I spotted she is a high school girl that goes to Akb academy high school which is the sister school of my middle school.
A thought came to my brain.
Maybe……
I shall start finding you by attending high school. Even I finished my studies at New York, the only clue to find you back is through attending Akb academy high school while I can ask teacher about you from Akb academy.
Without the second thought I went and applied to Akb academy high school. I took the entrance exam and I scored with fly color. The principal thinks that I am too smart for my grade so she skipped me 2 grades. I don’t really mind because I’ll be treated as same age as Rena-chan.
Today is the first day of school, I dressed up nicely. I’m not nervous but excited, only smile appeared on my face. I can’t really remember when is the last time I smiled so happily.
Looking myself in front of the mirror. “Finally, I’m free.”
I’m glad, finally I can find my dream without anything stopping me.
Rena-chan, I’m one step closer to you now.
End of flash back*
All this thoughts flashed back, bitter smiled form on my face, a hint of tear drop rolled down from my cold cheek. Rena noticed it.
“Are you okay? You look sad.” She asked with a face of concern.
“Ah~ I’m alright.” I wipe my tear from my cheek with my hand.
“You sure? You can always talk to me you know.”
“um. Wellllll~ I’m sad! You didn’t give me any chocolate.”
“uh??? Chocolate?” she is confused.
“Ya~ Today is valentine day. Now where is my chocolate?”
“OMG! Today is valentine day??? I totally forgotten about it! I’m so sorry.” She keep apologise.
She has forgotten uh. I pouted in front of her but she is too cute for me to stay angry at her, so I forgive her.
I put out a paper rose in front of her.
“Here! This is for you only.” I said it shyly
“Wa~ PRETTYY! Is a light purple rose. Is so pretty. Jurina did you make it yourself? I love it, thanks” her face blushed.
“Yap~ I made it myself, I thought real roses is too popular and it will wither. So I made a paper one for you. I’m glad you like it. Happy valentine day, rena-chan.” My face blushed very hard as I could see hers too.
“Thanks, I’ll cherish it. Happy Valentine Day, even thought I didn’t get you anything. Are you free after school?” she ask me.
“ Yeah, I’m free.”
“Let hang out. My treated as an apologize gift. I didn’t know you would be sad over a valentine day.” She giggled.
“okay~” I answered her. “Because I want to spend my valentine day with you. It's been years.” I mumbled.
“What?”
“Nothing” I smiled to her.
Isn’t okay for you to know my reason? Maybe I’ll tell you next time. I’ll make you fall for me once again.
Time passes fast, school ended.
I packed my things and walk toward to Rena’s sit.
“Rena-chan, where are we going?”
“You will know.” She winked at me. Gosh she is so cute.
“Mou~ ” I pouted cutely at her.
Rena POV
How would I forgotten about valentine day. Even Jurina bought me my favorite color rose. She is so sweet.
I seriously wonder did she just cry because I didn’t bought her chocolate. If is true, it seriously make me guilty. I have to make up to her.
I remember there is a famous chocolate shop down the street where Jun bought me there before. I could bring her there.
“Where are we going Rena-chan?” She keep asking who know how many time since we left school. She pouted like a little puppy so cute.
“Hai, hai, hai....... If I tell you it won’t be a surprise wouldn’t it.” She smiled to her.
She pouted even more, she is a impatient girl uh.
“Come on now.” I give my hand to her, she held it without thinking.
“Here, we have reached.”
“T-this s-hop?” She stunned and she held my hand tight.
“ya, this shop is very famous with chocolate. Come on you going to love it.”
“um, sure.” She didn’t sound very happy though.
The waiter pointed to our table and we sat.
“Jurina.”
“…….”
“Jurina.”
“Um. Ya?” She looked at me with a confused face.
“Are you okay?”
“Ya, I’m alright.” She smiled at me.
“Then order whatever you like, is my treat!’ I smiled
The waiter came and has our order taken.
“Miss, what would you want to have?”
“I’ll have a… Mad of coco and a hot chocolate” She smiled but somehow I could feel is a sad smile.
“I’ll have a hot chocolate will do, thank you”
I handed the menu to the waiter. I saw her hand placed on the table, I held her hand and asked.
“Are you alright? You making me worry.” Somehow seeing her sad, my heart is like stabbing by thousand of knife.
“I’m alright, sorry for making you worry.” She showed me a fade smile.
“Miss, this is your hot chocolate and mad about coco. And this is your hot chocolate. Enjoy your meal.” The waiter walked off.
Mad about coco uh. That’s remind me, that time I came here with Jun during valentine day too. He ordered the exactly same thing. Hot chocolate and mad about coco. I miss him.
“The taste never changes! Is so nice. Ahh~ I could eat this the whole day.” It seem the chocolate has lighten her mood up.
“What do you mean by taste never changes?” I’m curious, does she mean she came here before?
“Oh.. Um….. I came here 7 years ago, with my friend.” A bitter smile flashed on her face.
“…..oh. I see. I’m glad you still like it.” I smiled awkwardly at her not knowing what to say.
“Ah~~~ Rena-chan. Open your month.” She is trying to spoon-feed me the cake.
I blushed hard and do what I was told. I accepted.
“Aww… Rena-chan is so cute.” She gives me a small peck on my cheek. My face flashed red like a tomato. Blood runs through my body up to my cheek. Did she just kiss me? She giggled when she saw my reaction.
Her laugh just make my heart skipped a beat.
Am I? No. Cannot be. She is a girl.
(To be continue)
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Chapter 8 – The feelings
Is this? It can’t be.
After Jun left me, nothing else makes my heartbeats so furious but now She brought my heartbeat back.
Maybe I’m just Imagining thing.
1 and a half month has passes since Jurina transfer to our school. We have been texting and calling each other every night, going to school together every morning. Slowly, We became close friends. Even though we are close, somehow I sometimes felt Jurina is similar to Jun for me. But I remember Jun is a guy, so it can’t be. Just sometimes.
Maybe I think too much.
I wonder why Jurina always text while we are walking back home. Maybe is her boyfriend? I tired to asked her, but she said is just her friend back in New York. But she always look happy when she gotten a message.
“Jurina, why do you always look so happy when you got a messages from the friend of yours.” I asked while we are walking back home.
“Ummm…… No reason.” She flashed her cat smile and answer.
I am very curious about her friend. But Jurina didn’t really talk me about her friends to me. My chest tightens up when she said that. I held my hand up and press onto it.
“Rena-chan, don’t tell me you are jealous?“ She turn her body around and walk backwards while looking at me.
“Me-e… Jea-lous? N-o. Why should I?” my voice wobble a moment.
“Really? Are you sure?” She smirked at me.
“Yes I am.” I gain my voice back somehow.
“Mou….” She pouted. She is so cute.
Bzzz…..
She got a new message. Jurina took her phone out and check her message. Somehow a smile formed on her face. Those smile again.
“Jurina have you been in love before?” I don’t know why but I’m curious.
“Yes, I have.” She answered me with a smile while looking at her phone.
“……..” I become silent. I should have known. Why do I feel so bothered? I should be happy for her, but I can’t bring myself to do it.
It became a silent walk back home.
“Why did you asked?” She suddenly break the ice.
“No reason. Just curious.” I’m sure I say it with a sad tone.
“But u sound kind of sad though.”
“I’m not, just your imagination.”
Gosh. Why did I act so coldly toward her, is not her fault. But what is it that I’m feeling now? Troubled? Uneasy? Restless? Anxious? Flustered? Disturbed?
I think she is right. I’m jealous.
Am I falling for Jurina? How and when? I don’t know.
“Rena-chan, are you free on Saturday?” She asked
“um. I think so.” What is she planning?
“Let’s go Disney land!” She say with a big smiled on her face with her sparking eyes.
“okay.”
“YES! Is a date then.” She shouted happily.
“wh-at?” I blushed red and looked at her thinking what does she mean by that.
But she don’t intent to answer my confusion because she is too happy, all I know is she already few step ahead of me and calling me to hurry up.
Saturday came in a blink of eyes.
Same as always Jurina will pick me up and we will go to this so call “date” that she thinks it is. Disney uh~ It been a while.
“Rena-chan.”
“um?”
“When is the last time you came?”
“um, around 5 years ago. I think”
“That is quite sometime aready!” she show her shock expression.
She is so cute, I giggled.
“Mou. Why are you laughing at me. Is okay. Today we will enjoy ourselves to the max!” She said with smile blooming on her face. She held my hand and walks toward the ticket counter and buy ticket.
“Two adult ticket please.” She paid and we went it.
“Waaaaa!!!!! Sugoi! There is so many people here! Ehh! Rena-chan! I want to ride that! And that! That too!!! Omg, I want to ride everything. Is so cool!” She is like a little kid very excited in everything she see. I swear if she is a puppy her tail will be swinging non-stop side to side. I can’t help it but giggle at her reaction.
“Hai, hai. Jurina calm down. We will ride everything.” I’m very happy to see Jurina’s childish side, she has always been mature and cool. It makes me think that I get to know Jurina a little more.
“Jurina. you never came to Disney land before?”
“Nope~ My parents always been busy. So nobody bring me to play.” She sounded a little sad but she still have smile on her face.
“Un. Then Let’s enjoy ourselves to the fullest today then! We are going to ride all of the rides in Disney land!” I said in a loud voice hoping it can cheer up Jurina.
“YEH! LET’S GO!”
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“Rena-chan, are you okay? You don’t look very fine.” She say it with a worry voice.
“Jurina, we have been sitting 5 rounds of this Big Thunder Mountain ride. I’m getting dizzy now.” My brain is having an earthquake of it’s own in my head.
“But Is fun and exciting! Let’s ride one last time.” I think Jurina is now having a sweet rush.
“No. I don’t want too. I think I’m going to faint if I got to another ride of that. Let’s go another one, not a fast one.” I said.
“Mou, fine~ You choose Rena-chan.” She pouted.
“Let’s go that one!” Jurina turn around and look at the direction that I pointed.
“EHHHH!!!!!!”
“Are you scared, Jurina? “ I smirked.
“No-oo. I’m just surpri-sed” She stuttered
“Are you sure? You can always tell me that you are afraid, ya’know.” I smirked.
“Wh-oo is afraid. I’m not afraid of Haunted House.”
“Oh. I see. Then let’s go.” I catching onto her arm and drag her into Hunted House.
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“yipp--p! Wh-a-a-t’s that!” Jurina held my hand so tightly that I felt as if my arm was going to break off soon.
The way she got scared is so adorable. She is afraid of ghost ah. That’s new, the mature and cool Jurina is afraid of hunted house uh.
“Is all rite Jurina is fake.” I try to calm her.
Suddenly a fake ghost appeared in front of us. Jurina started screaming in fear. I didn’t know she was that afraid of it. I can’t help it but felt really guilty, I shouldn’t have brought her to hunted house.
“Calm down Jurina.” I rubbed on her back, hoping her to calm down. I see tears forming at the corner of her eyes, she is going to cry. I hugged her tightly, hoping that she could felt that I’m just right beside her. “Gomen ne Jurina” I whisper to her.
Finally, we are out of the hunted house. Jurina didn’t let of her hand, she clingy onto me tightly. I found it cute at the same time I felt very guilty. We walked to benches and sat, I could see she is still trembling. I held her hand, and pull her close to me and hug her.
“Is alrite now. I’m sorry Jurina. I didn’t know you would be so afraid of Haunted house. Gomen ne.”
Her eyes start forming tears and she started to shed tears. I used my hand and wiped her tears away. “Gomen ne, Jurina. Please forgive me.”
“Be-cause of you that I cry.” Her eyes are red.
“And I felt really guilty, sorry!”
“Mou. You know my weakness now. I don’t care! You have to treat me an ice cream!” She pouted.
“okay. I’ll treat you.” I could see her smiled and it brings me to smiled too.
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(At ice cream stall)
“Rena-chan! I want chocolate flavor!” She said.
“Hai. Hai. Chocolate it is. Have a sit first, I’ll go buy.”
I came back with chocolate and melon flavor ice cream.
“Here, your ice cream.”
“Yaata! Ice cream.” She said happily with a smiled on her face.
We just sit quietly and enjoy the scenery of the place.
“Rena-chan, see that! Disney castle!” I turn my head and look, I was amazed by the castle.
“Rena-chan, your ice cream tasted like melon.” I turn my attention back to Jurina, I notice she stole a bite of my ice cream. I turn and looked at her, she grin at me playfully.
“Mou. You ate my ice cream.” I pouted and eat my ice cream.
“Awww~ Rena-chan you are so cute. Did you realize?” she pointed at my ice cream.
“Realize what? You put poison in my ice cream?” I smiled.
“Maybe~ Love poison.” She grins at me.
“Uh? Love poison?”
“Yap! We Just had an indirect kiss!” she smiled.
We had what???? My mind stopped awhile and process what she just said. Oh my god. We did. My face flashed my embarrassment, heat went up to my face. She giggled at my reaction.
“Rena-chan, you are soooo adorable!”
“Mou! Stop teasing me!”
“Alrite, alrite” She uses her hand patted on my head with her cat smiled.
Her smile made my heart skipped a beat again.
“Ne~ Rena-chan~ Let’s go ride Ferris wheel together.”
“un. Let’s go.” I smiled.
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“waaa~ We are so high up in the sky! Is so beautiful. Look Rena-chan.” She was amazed.
I take a glimpse of the scenery out of the window. It was breath taking. Looking at the sunset, I didn’t notice but time passes so fast. It’s already evening.
“Rena-chan.” She called my name.
“… Un?” My eyes are still fixing on the scenery out of the window.
“Rena-chan.” She sounds very serious called my name. I turned my attention to her.
“yes Jurina?” I looked into her eyes, trying to tell her that my attention is on her now.
“em-m..” She sounded nerves. “R-ena-chan, remember you once asked me have I been in love.”
“e-m. y-eah.” I flinched abit because I didn’t really want to hear her love story at all. It bothers me.
“y-eah. About that I want to tell you who I been having crush on.” She lower her head, I swear I could see her face is a little red. Is she nervous?
“….. I’m listening”
“I have a crush on you Rena-chan, I like you.” She turn her head to me and confess. “ I like you since we met.” She turn and face the floor.
I’m shocked.
She liked me too, so my love is not one side. But. No. I can’t.
I hold her hand and look into her eyes, I could see her teary eyes. She is afraid that I’ll reject her. But I can’t lie to her, I cannot play with her feelings.
“I like you too Jurina, but…. We can’t be together.” My hearts hurts too when I told her we can’t be together.
“You like me but why can’t we be together?” She asked.
“Jurina, not now. I need time, I need to confirm my feeling for you. I have doubt on my feelings I have for you.”
I don’t know. Jun has always been in my mind, as if part of me have already belong to Jun. I can’t let him go. If I still have feeling for Jun, I didn’t want to lie to Jurina.
It will be unfair to her.
I didn’t want to start a relationship when I doubt with my own feelings.
“……. I understand. I’ll wait.” I could see a tear roll down from her cheek.
After our conversation, the ride ended. I held her hand and we walked home. It was a silent trip walked.
Bzzzz….
The silent was broke by my phone tone.
A message was sent to me.
It was Yuki.
(To be continue)
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EHHHH~ Finally!!!! Yuki!!!!
i hope jurina will tell her she is Jun
HAAHa... Weeeellll~ there is a reason why Yuki texted her. ;D
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A message from Yuki...someone going to happen?
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chapter 9 - The truth.
I quickly pulled out my phone from my pocket with one hand while another one still holding on Jurina’s hand. I didn’t want to let go of her hand.
I couldn't believe it was Yuki. It been awhile since I last saw her. Last year, she transferred to New York and continued her studies there. I heard it was because her girlfriend asked her to move to New York with her.
Well, I think it's true since Yuki loves her cyborg girlfriend so much. Yuki’s girlfriend is Watanabe Mayu, the only child of Watanabe. The Watanabe family was very well known in Japan since they run the biggest technology company in Japan and around the world.
I think everyone that lives in Japan knows who the Watanabe Family are. After Jun left, Yuki was the one that was by my side, my only friend I guess.
I wonder why Yuki messaged me. I swiped the screen of my phone with my finger and checked her message.
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Title: Long time no see.
To:Renammatsuixxxx
Hello~ Rena ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
You must me wondering why I sent you a message~
It is because I am BACK to japan! ＼（＾▽＾）／
I miss you~ (づ￣ ³￣)づ
When are you free to meet up?
We have a lot to catch up on ne~
Kashiwagi Yuki
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I chuckled softy at the message she sent. I miss her a lot.
Jurina tightly squeezed my hand. I realized I had forgotten about Jurina when I checked my phone. I took a glance at her expression as I slip my phone back into my pocket. Then I noticed Jurina had confused and worried expression.
“Who mailed you?” she asked hoping that I would answer her.
“Oh. A friend of mine from middle school."
She looked at me hoping I can tell her more. I proceeded to tell her about Yuki.
“Well, she is very close to me during middle school. And she is very pretty too, with her long silky hair.” I’m telling the truth, I think Yuki is very pretty with her aura of elegance.
“……”
Jurina lower her head and looked at the road. “Do you like her then?” She asked with a soft voice.
“I do like her. As a friend. She is a very good friend. She is like a sister to me."
I guess Jurina is still bothered by the fact that I rejected her. I kind of like that she became so jealous and worried. Because that shows how much she loves me and she is not joking about her confession.
“…”
She rise her head up and looked me in the eyes.
"As a friend?”
“Yes Jurina, I just like her as a friend.”
Her face shows a soft smile after hearing what I said.
Our walk ended as we reach front gate of my house. It is time for me to go back into my house. I let go of her hand the warmth of her hand fading away. Jurina quickly hugs me not wanting to let go. I gasp in shock.
“J-Jurina??”
“Please just one minute.”
Her scent smell fresh and at the same time sweet. Her warm hug made me feel safe. I hope she didn’t hear my heart beat like a drum. Jurina you are making me crazy, what am I going to do with you??? She let go of the hug.
“T-thanks, and I’m sorry for hugging you.”
“It's is okay.”
Jurina bows her head a little and say goodbye. I went back in to my house. I go to my room quickly crossing the door and throw myself on my bed. What a day.
I placed my hand on my chest and felt my heart pounding heavily as if it going to burst. I drew out my phone from my pocket and plugged in the earphones thinking of letting myself relax for moment. As soon as I am about to turn on the music, I noticed my phone is still on message page. I forgot to reply Yuki.
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Title: Hey~
To: Kashiwagiyukixxxx
Hey~ I’m surprise you still remember me after a year (laugh)
Glad that you are back. “ヽ(´▽｀)ノ”
There are so much things to tell you.
What about tomorrow? Are you free?
I miss you too~ (〃▽〃)
Rena
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After, a few seconds my phone vibrated. She replied. I giggle when I read the title of the message.
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Title: Of course!
To: Renammatsuixxxx
Hey! Of course I remember you! You are my close friend. ~(>_<~)
I just came back 2 days ago.
Tomorrow sounds fine to me.
Let meet up at the famous chocolate café at 12.
It been long time since I carving for it ~
Can’t wait to see you tomorrow. o(≧∇≦o)
Yuki
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I too can’t wait till tomorrow comes. There is so much we need to catch up on and talk about. I’m looking forward to it. I turn on some music from my phone listen and drifted to sleep.
Bright sunlight shined through the gap between the curtains of my window and crashed down on my face. It woke me up from my beauty sleep. I stretch out my hand and search for my phone. I swipe my phone screen and check the time. It’s already 11 am. I gulp and realize I’m going to be late for the meet up with Yuki.
I rush into bathroom, took a quick shower. I pull out a white one-piece dress and put on. It already 11.30am, I hope I’m not going to be late.
“Rena-chan. Where are you rushing to?” My mama asked.
“Mama, I’m going to meet up with Yuki.” I answered.
“Yuki??? She is back from New York? Help me to say hi to her okay? Be careful on the way.”
“Yes, mama. I’m leaving now.”
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(Chocolate café)
I see a girl standing in front of the café waiting for someone. I walk towards the girl’s direction. It is Yuki.
“Rena!” She called out with a smile on her face.
“Yuki, long time no see!"
I’m so happy to see her after so long.
“And you are Late!"
She became grumpy and folds her arm together.
“I’m so sorry. Yuki! I overslept.”
I clapped my hand together and bowed my head a little asking for forgiveness.
“Hai~ I was just joking.”
She giggled and placed her arm around my neck.
“Let go in~”
“Mou~ Yuki, you never change. I thought you were really mad at me for being late.” I pouted.
“I am and I’m going to make you treat me today!” She smirked
“Fine. I'll treated you.” I smiled at her.
“Yes! Free lunch!” She smiled back,.
Now we are in the café sitting down and looking at the menu wondering what we should order. “So what are you ordering?” I asked. “I think I’m going to get this chocolate pancake.” Yuki replied. “Oh. Okay so we are ready for order now.” I called for the waiter and ask for order. “Miss what you like to have?” The waiter asked.
“I would like to have this chocolate pancake and a cup of your famous hot chocolate.” Yuki ordered. “I would like to have Mad About Coco and a cup of warm water.” I ordered and hand him the menus.
“Mad About Coco? Isn’t that Jun's favorite? I still remember we came here together a lot when we are younger.” She chuckled as she remember our good times together.
“Good times uh~” Soft smile appear on my face. “So how’s New york?” I ask trying to change topic as I remember Jun. I don’t want to face the fact that he is not back after so long.
“New York is Fun! You should come! You will defiantly enjoy it. ” She smiled happily.
“Of course you enjoy being there. Mayu is there with you. I bet every night you guys are lovely dovey.” I teased her as I giggled.
“Mou~ Rena. Stop teasing me.” Yuki pouted.
“Miss. The food is here.” The waiter said and put our meal on table.
“Let’s eat first. I’m so hungry since I waited for you.” I pouted after I heard what she said. She giggled after she saw my reaction saying that she was just joking. After finished our meal, she broke the silent.
“So how’s life?” Yuki asked.
“Em. Nothing special I guess. Oh my mother says hi to you.” I smiled.
“Haha. Is your family doing well?”
“They are doing well.” I told her.
“I bet you are doing even better.” Yuki smirked.
“Huh?” I’m confused. What is she trying to say? “Rena. I heard Jun is back.” Yuki tells me.
“Huh? Jun is back?”
I am puzzled once more. What does she mean by that? “Jun is back in Japan. Mayu told me that you guys have already met.” Yuki explained. Now I’m even more confused. Jun is back in Japan and we have already met? Did we? I don’t recall meeting Jun. And I think I would recall meeting Jun. “I didn’t meet Jun.” I informed her in low voice.
“Huh? But everyday Mayu got mail from Jun saying that he had fun with you. From Jun’s mail, it didn’t seem that he is lying about it.”
“Really Yuki. I didn't see him.” I frowned.
“I’m sure Jun is back. I think he transfer to Akb academy high school."
“Th-that’s my school.” My voice trembled at the fact that Jun is somewhere near me.
“…I’m sure you will find Jun.” She said and the atmosphere went silent.
Deep down inside, I’m feeling mixed up and emotional knowing that Jun is back. But I don’t know how to react to the fact that he didn’t come and find me. Bzzz… Bzzz… My phone vibrated. I took out my phone from my bag and check the message. It was from Jurina. I swipe the screen and open the message she sent.
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Title: Miss you~
To: Renammatsuixxxx
Rena-chan~
I hope my confession didn’t bother you. ~(>_<~)
And you don’t have to worry about me.
I’m tough! ＼＼\\ ٩(`(エ)´ )و //／／
So, when is our next date. (laugh)
I can’t wait till Monday, I miss you. (●´∀｀●)
Jurina
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A soft smile appear on my face once again. It seemed that Jurina has cheered up. “Who is that that made my Rena smile again. I should really thank her or him.” Yuki said. “It's a her and she is my friend.” I replied. “ eh~ a friend? That rare to see Rena have friend other then Jun and I.” Yuki said.
“…” I went silent when I heard Jun’s name.
“So what’s her name?” Yuki asks trying to change the topic knowing that I’m sad after hearing Jun’s name.
“Matsui Jurina.”
“EHhhhh-h MATSUI JURINA?!?!"
Yuki had a shocked reaction on her face.
“E-er yea. What’s wrong?” I’m feel so lost now.
“Rena! Do you know Jun full name?” she asks.
“ER. Is that Important?”
“YES! IT IS IMPORTANT!” She answered with a loud voice.
“Er… I am very ashamed to say this, but I don’t know his full name...”
I can’t believe I said it. Not to mention I can't believe I barely realized the I don’t know Jun's full name.
“RENA!”
Yuki still can’t believe that I don’t know his full name.
“I’m sorry” I began to feel guilty. Yuki sighed.
“Jun was a nickname our classmates made up because of her coolness. Jun’s full name is Matsui Jurina. And YES! For the love of god Rena, Jun is a GIRL! Rena. I seriously can’t believe you didn’t realize it. Jun has been by your side the whole time since she’s been back in Japan!" Yuki exclaimed
Everything makes sense now. No wonder I felt like I was with Jun around Jurina sometimes.
They were the same person. But why Jurina? Why didn’t you tell me?
Why would you lie to me?
(To be continue)
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Lol, rena doesnt know Jun's full name :nervous
I'm waiting...
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YEAH I WONDER TOO
wHY jURInA NOT SAID THAT SHE IS jUN?
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Finally Rena has know the truth
I hope she don't think that Jurina betrayed her
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Now she know the truth ad
Hope she will accept her!
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Lol XD Rena didn't figure it out, until now.
Please Rena don't be mad at Jurina :bow: She had good intentions :nervous
Please Update Soon! :inlove: :wub: Really Love this fic!! :heart:
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Even jurina not told the truth she confess her feeling to rena
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I don't think I will be updating very soon, because my sem going to end soon and tons of Final assignment to do. :cry: sorry~ :(
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And here is Chapter 10~ :onioncheer:
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Chapter 10 - Breakdown
Once I am back home, I close the door and lean my back against it. “Ah-h” I place my hand on my chest and clench my shirt tightly.
What am I feeling? A slow kind of pain appears in my chest. I don’t feel like breathing, as if my world was completely crushed.
Ah, that’s the feeling of a broken heart. I have been rejected.
Something flowing down along on my cheek.
What is it?
I move my hand and wipe it. Tears. I’m crying.
The pain I thought I could handle, burst out.
I slowly sit on the floor my back still leaning against the door. I begin to sob. I scream in silent.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
“Ag-h. A-HHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! WHY! ” I punch my fist on the floor hard and scream while my tears roll down my cheek.
I’m tired.
I want to clear off my mind. I stand up and walk to my bathroom. I take my clothes off and turn on the shower. I rain myself with cold water together with my tears.
“Why Rena?” I whisper softly even though she isn't in front of me. “Don’t you love me anymore? Or have you forgotten completely about me? Rena-chan, I’m tired of these. What am I going to do with you? TELL ME RENA!”
Once again, my fist slam against the wall hard. My fist starts dripping with red liquid. Blood.
But this pain is nothing compared to my broken heart.
I walk out from my shower my hand is still bleeding. I take out a first aid box and fix my hand.
After fixing it, I slowly go to bed and curl myself up. I fall asleep while crying silently in my blanket.
The bitter pain in me didn’t go away even the next day.
Even so I told myself, I will breath again. I will make her fall for me once again. I don’t care if she doesn't remember the old me anymore.
I will make her fall for the current Matsui Jurina.
I should mail and tell her not to worry about the confession. Now, I wait till Monday, and begin my plan.
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Finally Monday is here.
I woke up in the morning and got ready to go to school with Rena-chan. I arrived at her house and waited for her, I sent her a mail telling her I was waiting outside.
But I got no reply from her.
Her house door opened, a figure appeared. It was her mother.
“Oh. Jurina. You are here to pick up Rena-chan?” She asked.
“Em. Yeah.”
“Rena-chan has already left for school. Didn’t she tell you?” She asked.
What? Rena-chan left school without telling me? That doesn’t seems like her. Normally she will at least text me and tell me about it.
That’s weird. Maybe she forgot.
“Um. Maybe she forgot. It's okay. I’ll go to school now then. Have a good day Ms Matsui.” I bow to her and bid my good bye. I went to my class and find for Rena-chan. But she is not there.
Where is she?
Luckily I reach school early. I went around and find her, but she is nowhere could be found.
Rena-chan, Where are you? You are making me worry.
Ring! That’s the school ball. I went back to class, find her sitting at her place reading a book. I walk toward her place.
“Rena-chan, where were you just now? Why didn’t you rep-“
“Class, please sit back to your place and settle down," our teacher said as she walked in the class.
I have no choice but to sit in my place while my eyes are still looking at Rena-chan. She didn’t even look at me when I talked to her.
What happened, Rena-chan? I will talk to her again later during break.
Break time has come, I saw Rena rush out of the classroom.
Where is she going? I rushed out of the classroom to follow her. But once I’m at the corridor she has disappeared once more.
I’m so confused.
Why is she acting so weird? I called her phone, but no one picks up. Is she avoiding me?
I ran around the school and try to find her. Suddenly a figure caught my eye. Rena-chan?
Why is she under the tree reading a book while I’m here worrying about her? I walked towards her direction and sat beside her.
“Rena-chan, are you okay?” I asked.
“I’m fine.” she answered coldly.
“Why didn’t you answer your phone?” I asked again.
“I forgot to bring my phone.” Once again she answers me coldly as her eyes never left the book. Why is she acting cold towards me? I don’t understand.
“Rena-chan? Why are you so cold to me? You didn’t even tell me you coming to school early. Tell me what happen.”
“Nothing.” She replied me with cold tone again.
It hurts when she treats me that way. It really really hurts.
I felt as if someone grabbing my heart from inside and tearing it apart. I felt a wave bitter sourness in me. I was confused. Rena never treated me like this before. I must have done something wrong, but I don’t remember what I did that made her act so cold towards me.
She stood up and walks away. She didn’t talk to me at all for the rest of the day. She didn't even look at me.
Rena POV
Today I didn't walked to school together with Jurina. I didn’t want to see her after knowing that she lied to me about her being Jun. I saw her message, but I didn’t bother to reply it. I just want her to be out of my mind for a while.
Class is going to start soon, I went back to class even though I didn’t felt like it. I didn’t see her in class. Maybe she is looking for me since I didn’t reply her message. I decided to read a book at my place.
At the corner of my eyes, I could see a figure approached toward my direction. It's her.
“Rena-chan, where were you just now? Why didn’t you rep-“
Ah, there she goes. Worrying about me. As if she cares.
I don’t want to see her or talk to her now.
Not today. I’m hurt by her lies.
Break time came. I rushed out of class knowing she will for sure find me and ask me a bunch of questions that I don’t feel like answering.
Bzzz… Bzzz.. My phone is ringing now. Jurina must be calling me. I sigh.
I’m just going to ignore it for today, I’m just going to find a peaceful place to rest and read my book.
Out of the window as I walked along the corridor I saw a shady big tree. It’s a perfect place for me to rest and clear my mind.
I must have looked like a fool to her. She played with my feelings and lied to me so easily.
Why didn’t she tell me at the first place that she is Jun?
I’m deeply hurt.
If Yuki never told me about it, Jurina would you have told me the truth?
How could I fall for you? I can’t believe that I have been in love with a girl.
Well I’m not against it, but knowing the fact that I have been in love with a girl since I was young just shocked me. I always thought that Jun is a guy and that I had a crush on a guy.
But I was wrong.
Tell me! How dumb am I for not realizing that you are Jun?
Jurina are you treating me like a fool and toying with me? I trusted you.
The pain you bring me are unbearable.
It hurts to know that the ones you love are treating you like a fool. I’m feel betrayed, but I can’t bring myself angry at you because I have fall for you deeply. I am more angry at my feelings.
“I hate you.” I whispered to myself. Then I saw a figure walk toward me again.
She found me.
Jurina is seriously like a puppy, following me all around and not leaving me alone.
She sat beside me and looked at me with a worried face. She asked me some questions, but I answered them in a cold tone.
I just can’t forgive her yet, I need more time.
Sorry Jurina. I feel that I don’t know which one is you anymore. Jun or Jurina? Or are they are just someone that you acted like to fool me?
After the conversation, I stood up and walked away.
Break time is almost over. As I was about to stepped into class someone grabbed my hand and pull me away.
I turned around and saw the back of the person. It’s her. “Ju-jurina.” I could hear the bell rang, the class starting soon. Where is she taking me?
“Wh-where are you taking me to?”
“....”
“Awh.” The grip of her hand is hurting me as she pull me with force.
“....Sorry” She said and her grip on me loosens a bit.
“Where are you taking me? The class is starting soon.” I reminded her.
“.....” No answer from her.
I looked around and realized that she brought me to the rooftop that normally not much people hangout at.
When we reached the rooftop she let go of my hand.
“Rena-chan, what happened to you? Why are you treating me so coldly?” she asked with sad eyes.
“.....” I remained silent.
“Rena-chan.” She said my name softly.
“I don’t feel like talking to you.” I turned around and walked away.
She quickly grab my hand and in a short moment I found myself pinned against the door by her.
"Ju-Jurina what ar-" she suddenly cut off my words as I felt her soft lips clashed against mine.
My brain stopped working for a while, as my eyes widen. I’m gasping in shocked. My heart started to beat very fast all by itself.
Jurina is kissing me, her soft lips is pressing hard against mine.
I had mixed emotions in me.
A part of me are happy that she is kissing me, another part of me are still angry at her for lying at me.
She released her right hand and traveled down to my neck, pull me even closer for a rougher kiss.
"Pf-St-op" I said between our kiss. As my left hand is free, I try to push her away from me but she is too strong.
A single tear burnt a wet trail along my cheek and reaches down our kiss, saltiness could be tasted between the kiss.
Jurina noticed the tear of mine, she quickly let go of her grip and broke the kiss between us. I looked into her eyes.
I could see a slight of tears formed in her eyes too. Why is she crying when she is the one that forced a kiss on me?
Tears started to flow along my cheek. I begin cry.
It hurts so much that I cry in front of her even though it's the last thing I wanted to do.
“Wh-y, Jurina. Why?” I shout at her.
“I’m so-sorry. I can’t control myself anymore. Rena! It hurt me when you didn’t talk to me, avoided me for a whole day and acted cold towards me. It frustrating not knowing the reason why. It hurts me a lot, as if I can’t breathe. Can't you see? I’m breathless for you. Rena.” She answered in a low tone.
“It hurts you uh? JURINA, you want to know the reason? Jurina or should I call you Jun? You lied to me. Why didn’t you tell me that you were JUN when we first met? Knowing the truth from someone else HURTS me even MORE! Do you understand that?! ” Tears start flowing uncontrollably.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to keep it as a secret, Rena please listen to me.” She said as she held my hand.
“Let go! I don’t want to hear any words from you. I hate you.” I shoved her hand away and said it with a loud tone.
I tried to wipe my tears off but a large amount of them continue flowing non-stop.
It hurts, it really hurts.
I turned around and walked away. I didn’t feel like going back to class. I just wanted to hide myself and be alone awhile.
Jurina Pov
“Rena-chan.” I whispered.
My sight went blur as tears started flowing from my eyes. I cried once again.
I lean my forehead against the wall, and cried silently.
“You don’t understand.”
My thoughts now are just full of Rena. The harsh words that she said echo in my head the non-stop "I hate you". What am I going to do now? I don’t know anymore.
I took my phone out, dialed a number and called.
“Hello?”
“M-mayu…. *hic*”
“Ju-jurina??? What happen? Why are you crying?” She sounded worried.
“M-mayu… Re-ena.. I don’t k-kn*hic*ow what to do *hic* an-ymore.”
“What happened?”
“Ma-ayu *hic* I want to go *hic* back”
“You want to come back to New York? Are you sure? Do you really want to give up on her?”
“I th-ink so. M-aayu *hic* I’m tired.*hic*”
“Okay, if that’s what you want. I will help you to buy plane ticket.”
“Th-anks.”
I’m lost, I’m tired, I’m breaking.
I think both of us need some time.
(To be continue)
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Mou~ RENA!!! :OMG: :on blackhole: Please find out that Jurina was trying to protect you :pleeease:
Jurina!! :ding: GET your ACT straight! :angry: :twisted:
Author-san! :mon worklate: :mon cry: :mon waterworks: Arigatou! :twothumbs :thumbsup :mon sweat: :mon love: :gmon fry:
Please Update soon~ :luvluv1: :mon thumb: :sashiko:
Mayuyu please save these two lovebirds! :on freeze:
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Nooo Jurina don't go back yet
Rena let Jurina explaint
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:on blackhole: :pleeease:
:on voodoo: RENA what are you doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Please update this
Why is so sad my my...
How could rena think jurina toying her?iant her confession is nothing to rena?
Please this is awesome
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No!!! Don't give us a bad ending!!!
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UWAA..NO WONDER RENA'S MAD..WHO'S NOT MAD??? KEKEKEKEKE
BUT I THINK I MISSED A THING..
DONT TELL ME JURINA THINK RENA KNOW HER OR THINK THAT RENA REALLY KNOW HER IN THE PAST (I MEAN ABOUT THE REAL GENDER AND FULL NAME) IN THAT CASE IF JURINA THINK RENA KNEW HER FULL NAME SHE SHOULD REMEMBER ,BUT WE KNOW THAT RENA DOESNT SOOO YEAH...THAT THE BASIC PROBLEM LOL
HEI..I LOVE THIS FIC ACTUALLY ESPECIALLY WHEN THE DRAMA COMES UP!!
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River1721 : HAHA. You are so cute~ :mon cheek: Sorry for the late update. :bow: I was pretty busy with my final assignment. Here~ an update. :P Hope u like it. Thanks for commenting. :heart: It makes me happy. :D
Kirozoro: HAHA. Sorry it didn't come out as you expected. wakaka. :kekeke: But hope you still looking forward to it. :on lol: Thanks for commenting and reading :heart:
Terragen: Drama is always the best ne~ Thats why is sad. :mon lol: That's what Rena think. Hope u enjoy this chapter too. :mon sweat: Thanks for commenting and reading :heart:
Yuri Machenkov: i'll have to see about that. :mon lol:
gek geki: Yap. The problem is Rena doesn't know Jurina full name. And Jurina thought Rena know about her name and she forgotten about her. :glasses: HAHAH. THANKS FOR LOVING THIS FIC. :on lol: Thanks for commenting and reading.
SO SORRY FOR THE SUPER LATE UPDATE.
I was busy with my final assignment. Hope you guys forgive me. :kneelbow:
And here's An update! It a bit boring so pls bear with it . :on cloudeye: Still Enjoy :on gay:
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Chapter 11 - Letting Go
Jurina Pov
Time will heal the pain. Is that true? If is it, why the past 7 years have never once I felt relieve? The pain in me never once fade?
Now I’m standing here with my suitcase but something pull me back. Maybe it just my illusion. I step on the plane, even I cover my face now I can’t hide my pain. The truth is I am a liar, even I say I’m okay, I’m not.
“Welcome on board Flight AK480 to New york. Our aircraft is under the command of Captain David. He has informed me that our flying time will be approximately 13 hours.”
I just wish one phone call, one message from you. I know this is impossible………
“Ladies and gentlemen, the Captain has turned on the Fasten Seat Belt sign.”
I put on my seat belt. I’m ready to let go, right?
“At this time, we request that all mobile phones, pagers, radios and remote controlled toys be turned off for the full duration of the flight, as these items might interfere with the navigational and communication equipment on this aircraft.”
I pull out my phone and ready to switch it off, but there was an unread message. I swipe my phone screen and check the message.
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Title: Are you sure?
To: Knightjurinaxxxx
Are you really sure you want this?
Do you really want to forget about her?
Mayu
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No. I never wanted any of this happen. Not once. Is not fair for me. But what can I do? She needed space and time to accept it. At the same time I’m in a mess.
I send out a message before I turn it off.
“Rena, You will be the only one that I will ever love.” I whisper.
For now just let me fake a smile, lie and saying I’m better then ever………
Rena Pov.
I been crying non stop alone in the music class room. Music class room has always been empty and no one goes in. I been sitting in the room and crying my heart out. School ended, so as my tears. No tears left. Jurina is this how much you hurt me. Are you happy now?
You played with my feelings, not once but twice. If I have known you were this kind of person I wish I never have met you at all. I will never have my heart broken for twice for the same person. Why am I so dumb? Why didn’t I notice?
Staring blankly ahead and making my way back to my class. I glimpse over Jurina seat and it is empty. I guess she have gone home. I took my bag and walk home.
If I have never met you, What will I be like now?
Thoughts be going a lot in my head as I walk home. Shortly, I reach my house but I notice someone in front of it. Standing and looking up to my room window. It’s Jurina. Great. I don’t want to see her anymore. Why is she here? Now I just want to go into my house. She turn around and saw me standing few step away from her.
“Rena….”
“........” I stare at her coldly.
“Ne…..”
I walk pass her and gave her a cold shoulder. Hearing her calling my name makes me sad. I ignore her. Before I go into my house I heard she say.
“I’m not here to ask for forgiveness but just want to tell you I’m really sorry and I will leave you alone now. Good bye, Rena-chan.” I swear I could her sadness in her voice and it fading as she say good bye.
I just close the door and lean on it. “Good bye uh.”
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The next day I went to school as always but the different thing is not with Jurina. I walk into the classroom and sat at my place, took out a book and read. That’s weird, something is different. Ah. Maybe I’m still not use to being quiet and alone, Jurina will always come up to me and talk. And now? I’m back to the life when I haven’t met Jurina. My peaceful life.
School bell rang and everyone sat back it’s own place. Jurina didn’t enter class. Maybe she is skipping class. Why do I still cares about her? She is the one that break my heart twice. Rena, get over it.
“Class, before our lesson starts I need to tell you something unfortunate .”
“What it is?” One of the girl asked.
“You guys may have not hear it from her, But Jurina has gone back to New York.”
“W-hat????? When did she go back?” Few girls said with a shocked face.
“Why didn’t she told us about it?” another classmate shouted.
“U serious teacher? How could she leave us without saying goodbye?” I saw teacher nods.
“Her flight is leaving now.” Teacher said sadly.
My face change pale after I hearing the news, I couldn’t understand. Maybe I never had once understand her. Now she is leaving. I don’t know how to react. Too much things happen. I like her, she lies, she breaks my heart and now she leaving.
My thoughts snaps away when my phone vibrated.
Bzz….bzz….. I swipe it and check who is the one that send message. It was Her. I quickly open the message.
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Title: Goodbye
To: Renamatsuixxxx
I’m Sorry and Thank you for loving me.
Jurina
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That’s what she means by leave me alone now and good bye. Once again she walks out of my life without telling me.
Bzz…...bzzzz…… I swipe open the message and see. It yuki.
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Title: Did something happen?
To: Renamatsuixxxx
What happen between you and Jurina?
Mayu told me Jurina going back to New york?
Did you guys fight?
Are you okay?
Yuki
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Title: Nothing
To: Kashiwagiyukixxxx
We fought.
I just got the news too.
I’m fine.
Rena
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I’m fine. Am I really fine? Why does my heart hurt so much?
I don’t know anymore. What is love? Isn’t something happy? Why only I felt sadness?
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Title: You sure?
To: Renamatsuixxxx
Rena. You don’t need to act strong in front of me.
We are friends aren’t we?
Call me if you want to met up k?
I’ll be around for sometime.
Yuki
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I didn’t reply her. I don’t know what to say.
Is that alright with you? To let her go? Do you really want her to let her go once again? I ask myself.
Let’s give each other sometimes.
2 months later.
I’m getting used to the days where Jurina not by my side now. I haven’t been keeping in touch with yuki even though I know yuki is still around at Japan. I saw her google plus news, she has been busy with work a lot. I kinda miss her, Maybe I should give her a call after so long.
“Hello?” A familiar voice was heard through the phone call.
“Hey, Yuki. It me Rena.”
“Heyyy, Rena! How are you? It’s been quite some time.” Yuki said.
“Ya. It’s been quite sometime. I’m fine. How about you?”
“You know the same. Work has been increasing lately. I miss you.”
“I miss you too. Let’s meet up?”
“That’s sound great! What about tomorrow? Oh, Mayu is here in Japan too. Can she join? You remember her rite?”
“Of course I remember your girlfriend. Who couldn’t remember when your friend keep showing off her girlfriend to you every single day during school days. Is like a nightmare. Keep telling me about what you guys did. All those lovely dovey stuff and such.” I tease her.
“Haha. I did? I couldn’t remember that~ Teehee. Anyway, Tomorrow lunch at chocolate cafe okay?”
“Okay~ see you then. bye~”
“Bye”
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Jurina Pov.
Knock* Knock*
“Come in.”
“President J, This are the document that you wanted.”
“Thank you, Churi. you know I don’t like it when you call me that.” Her name is Takayanagi Akane, She is my secretary, but I prefer to call her Churi though.
“You are welcome, Jurina.” She smiles.
“Much better. Later I will have meeting with the shared holders at 4. please write it down on my schedule.”
“I have already did”
“.... Did I tell you, you are too good in your job?” I sigh as defeated.
“Well, I just want to do my best with my job. Oh, Don’t forget to sign the checks later.”
“Yes, you are doing it very good. Okay, I’ll sign it. Do I appointment at night?”
“No, You are free.”
“Then are you free tonight?”
“.... Are you asking me out?”
“Yes. I am. It’s been awhile since we had dinner together.”
“You are right. I’m free tonight.” she smile again.
“Okay. Let’s go to the ramen shop”
“Okay. For now, I still have work to do. I’ll leave first.”
“un, you may go back to work.”
After I left Japan. My life only has been work and more work. Churi is a Japanese girl that i met here during the high school days. She moved here because her mother’s work. She knew about Rena, and also my background. She can consider as one of my close friend I guess. 2 months ago, she heard I moved back here to New York. At that time, she just freshly graduated from college and she was finding for a job. I told her I needed a secretary. She immediately accept the offer I gave her. And now you could see she is my secretary and my friend.
“Hey, Working time is over.” I said as I saw her still busy with her laptop. She took her gaze off the laptop and turns to me.
“Oh. It time already?” She look at her watch.
“Yes, Churi. Is already past 6. Now. Keep your things and get ready. You promise me to have dinner with me remember?”
“Yes. President J.” She tease me as I just glance at her.
“Mou Churi.”
“Haha. Alright. Is just so fun to tease you when your working mood is off.” I just pouted at her.
“Hurry up. I’m hungry.” I whine like a kid.
“Hai, hai. Just a second.” She said. “Alright I’m done. Let’s go~”
“Finally. It takes forever!” I said.
“Hey, It’s only takes a few minutes.” She hit me softly.
“Ouch! you hit your boss. How could you?”
“...... I’M SORRY. PRESIDENT J! Should I kneel down and beg for forgiveness?” She was about to kneel down, I start panicking and stop her from kneeling down.
“I-it okay. I’m hungry now. I’ll just forgive you. Let’s go now.” I turn my back and walk out of the office.
“Haha. Jurina. you never change.” she says in a low voice.
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At the ramen shop.
New York ramen shop is run by a japanese, and the Raman is tasty too. Because of that the place is always full, luckily Churi is smart, she booked before we came. So we get to have table.
“Did you have reservation?” A waiter asked.
“Yes we did. Under the name of Matsui” Churi says.
“Please follow me.” The waiter guide us to our table. “Hope you enjoy your night.”
The place is not like Japan ramen shop where is noisy and you could hear uncle’s singing when they are drunk and such. Here is different, outside of the restaurant is shimmering with golden lights, It gives out the aura of elegance and beauty. At both the side of the entrance was piled up with stones as fences to trap the soil that were supporting the lives of those bamboo that stood high up as a part of decoration. Unlike any restaurant, there were no waiter or waitress can be seen at the entrance door. A sense of harmony and mysterious while no one was here to disturb us during our meal time, only with music accompany. We ordered our food and enjoyed.
“It’s been awhile since I came here, nothing has change. Even the food here, is delicious as ever.” I said.
“True. It was 2 months ago I guess?” she smile as she wipe her mouth with a tissue.
“Ya. The last time we came was we celebrated your graduation.” I smile as I remember that day we had fun.
“Good times.” She smile.
A song was played as we were chatting.
Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile
I've never opened up to anyone
Bitter smile slowly form on my face as I heard the song lyric.
“Still can’t forget about her?” Churi says.
“How could I?” I swear my voice cracked as I remember her.
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Rena Pov
Next day at chocolate cafe. Never thought I would see them together hand in hand and doing lovely dovely action in the public, It so bright.
“AH! BRIGHT! TOO BRIGHT!”
“Mou~ Rena stop teasing us.” Yuki hit me softly.
“But you guys are still very lovely dovely after sooooo long. It ju-stt t-oo Bri-ght! Where is my sun glasses?” I pretend to search of it.
“Mou~ Alright, fine” Yuki let go our mayu’s hand.
“Hey,Rena.” Mayu say.
“Hey, long time so see uh. Since you moved to New york? I think.”
“I guess so, You become prettier.”
“Hey! Don’t flirt with Rena.” Yuki hit mayu softly and pouted.
“Rena is pretty but you are gorgeous Yuki. You are the most beautiful one in my eyes okay?” Mayu said as she use her hand and caress yuki’s cheek.
“Please. Not here. If you guys continue doing that. I’m leaving.” I said.
“Alrite, we are sorry. Is a habit.” She smirk. God. They need some help. This is too much!
“....... You better be. It bad for my eyes.”
“ Well you will understand once you are in love.” she smirks.
“.... “ I went silent as I remember Jurina.
“Opps. Sorry Rena. I didn’t mean it.” Yuki apologized to me as she noticed I became quiet.
“Hey. I didn’t mean to be rude or so. Rena, can I want to ask you a question.” Mayu asked. I just nod, as I agree to answer her.
“Do you still love Jurina?”
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I have a question! :huhuh Will one of them die? :P jk jk~
FINALLY!! IT'S LIKE YEARS I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR UPDATE, I'M STARTING TO FEEL OLD... :cry:
Idk if i shud feel pity or angry with Jurina hereee... :angry: but Rena's at fault too...
She should have listen to her heart, not her pride :smhid
I want update tomorrow! Don't care! :P XD
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Hope they will meet again the 3rd time and go with their hearts.
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What Rena is going to answer Mayu question
Will Hurina cane back to Japan!?!
Update soon
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Uwaaaah great story!!
Let's hope Rena say YES! and it's happy ever after~ *throws confetti*:cathappy:
Update soon please~
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Rena!! Please say YES! :depressed:
Hm~ What is this Churi and Juri ? :err: ( I am panicking too much :nervous )
Jurina you have to comeback to Japan! For Rena's sake~ :on cloudeye:
I really can't blame Jurina for leaving though. Although it was Jurina's fault for lying to Rena about her being Jun. :pig madder:
Let us all just hope that Rena still loves Jurina and forgives her! :fainted:
Let us all hope Jurina will come back to her beloved Rena! :farofflook:
And lastly! Let us all hope it will be happy ever after~ :on freeze: :gyaaah:
Thanks for the Update! Can't wait to see the next chapter and Rena's answer to Mayu's question~ :byebye: :gmon hi:
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Really she leaves...I mean why don't she wait...it's not the end of the world, she could talk to Rena about why she lie...it's not her fault, I mean is Rena who don't remember her...so
Gracias y continúa pronto!!!
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Finally ! An update,yay !
We know that Rena still have feeling for J,it's just the matter of time.
So stop being tsundere,Rena xD
Look forward for your update,author-san (*^^*)
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Jurina!!! Please come back!!!
You know that Rena still love you right???
Update soon!
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Chapter 12- I have always
Love? I’m not sure about that. Maybe…..
I don’t dare to say love easily anymore, because I was hurt….. Badly.
“I don’t know.” That is the only answer I can say, because I don’t even understand myself anymore. Maybe deep down inside me missed her badly, but my brain told me I shouldn’t.
“Really? Didn’t deep down in you slightly misses her at all? Rena, you know she loves you.” Mayu sighed as she said.
I flinched as I heard that she loves me. “I don’t think so at all. She lied! She had fun playing with my feelings. It is just not f-air. I love her hard but…..” I could felt tears forming in my eyes and my voice start to shrink back.
“You are the one that is being unfair, Rena. She loves you more than you can imagine.” Mayu said as a frown on her face.
Why? I don’t understand why she say that. What does she mean by loves me more than I imagine? “If she loves me, Why did she lie? Why did she have to leave again.” My voice became softer as I say the last few words.
“Did you know what she has been through the past 7 years before she met you again?” Why could I see slightly painful smile across her face? “She’s the bravest girl I ever met.”
“What do you mean by that?” A part of me are afraid. Afraid of the truth. Afraid of mistake. Maybe I been wrong all this time. But, another part of me want to know the truth. The truth that Jurina has been hiding from me.
Maybe..Maybe knowing the truth can put me in Jurina's shoes. And I hoped the Jurina that I thought I knew is not a liar or someone else, because I want to understand what kind of person she is.
A girl that I once madly in love with.
“You never let her explain did you?” I shook my head as my eyes showed the guiltiness. She sighed.
“Did you know why did she moved to U.S? She was protecting you as the same time herself and her family.” Uh? protecting me? “Remember the guys that try to rape you? They blackmailed her. They found out about her family background and use it to blackmail her. She made a deal with them, if she gone they will never lay a finger on you ever.”
“Her family background?” I’m puzzled. Must be something big behind Jurina lies.
“You never asked her uh? Not even once?” She sighed again.
“Matsui Jurina is the Ceo of Company Matsubisi. She is the only child in the family, so she inherits the company at the age of 15. She lost her mom at the age of 9 and she starts to follow her father to work after school and during semester break. She learn everything possible to help her father. Unfortunately, her father has became weak after his wife has passed away. Overworking made it worst. Jurina has no choice but to take over the company.” Jurina’s parents passed away? She must be very lonely. I felt guilty for not knowing that.
“You know the rule in school, no working. But Jurina have no choice. She have to keep the company that her mother passed down. So she have to leave the school. At the same time Company business went down, the shared holder did not satisfied with her father decision of passing the responsible to a young girl. So she have to prove it to them, she has the power.” Tears flowing along my cheek as Mayu continue. I knew nothing about her. Even I say I love her but I knew nothing about her.
“Rena, You know you are the one that keep her going. She never stop thinking about you.” I cried my eyes out, Yuki sat next to me and wiped my tears away.
“Rena. Jurina had a hard time. Remember you went and stay at your grandma house for a few months, because she fell sick. And because of that you have to stop going to school awhile. So you lost contact with her.” Yuki said, As mayu eyes went wide. “That’s the reason you moved? Yuki, Why didn’t you tell me?”
Yuki turn her attention to Mayu. “You never asked. Why are you so concerned anyway?” she was curious.
“Because……” Mayu shatter a while. “Because?” Yuki raised her eyebrow.
“Because of that, Jurina actually broke down and coma for half a year. Rena was always her support, because she thought she have lost you so…...” Mayu said in guilt.
I can’t take it anymore. Jurina, Baka. Why didn’t you told me in the letter? Why? Why did you keep it to yourself? Tears keep flowing non-stop.
“Mayu. How did yo hic* you know?” I asked between my sob.
“I grown up with her, So basically we are childhood friend. I helped her when she was in coma.”
“Thank you for taking hic* care of her.” I’m grateful that she have mayu by her side at least when i’m not around. “May I ask hic* where is she now?”
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Jurina Pov.
Knock Knock*
“Come in.”
“President J, Someone would like to meet you.” Churi opened the door with someone familiar walking behind her.
“Senpai!” I stood up quickly and walk to the familiar tall figure that I misses so much.
“Kiddo~ Long time no see.” She said as she ruffled my hair.
“Mou~ Mariko senpai. My hair~~~” I shook off her hand as I pouted at her.
Mariko senpai was my senior in high school after I have moved here. I look up to her like my sister. She is now working as a model in a famous fashion company.
“Haha. You have not change ah. It been awhile. How are you?” She said as she walked towards the sofa that near my working table as she giggled.
“Churi, can you bring some coffee in? Thank you.” I flashed smile at churi as I ordered her.
“Sure, President J.” I could saw her cheek became pinkish as she walked off.
“It’s been ages since I see you~ I think I’m doing great.” I faked a smile as I sat next to her.
“Jurina, you know you can’t hide it from me right.” She turned and looked at me.
“Sorry. I can’t easily let go of her.” I smiled bitter.
“Haiz. Well, I came here to ask for help. But after seeing you like this, I guess I can’t. I should ask someone else then.” She sighed.
“.... what help do you need? That related to her?” I’m curious. Sempai rarely asked for help. Not rarely but never.
“Well, is not about her. But I want someone to go back to Japan and help me with something. I came and ask you since you are much more familiar with the places. Ticket and hotel money, I’ll paid for it.”
I went silent a moment, back to Japan? I don’t know. A thought that never came into my head after I left there. Maybe I should go back. Maybe.
“What is the something you need help with?” I asked.
“I need you to get me the latest fashion in Japan. I need some Idea, for my fashion design.”
“Uh? Why do you need it? Aren’t you just a model?” Why does a model need a fashion design?
“Oh. Didn’t I tell you? Now I’m working as a part time fashion designer in my company. They like my fashion a lot, so they want to use it for the next season. As for now, I’m out of idea. So I need you to go Japan and take some photo for me to restore my creativity juice.” She beg me to go Japan to take some fashion photo?
Are you serious? Me CEO of this company go to Japan take some clothes design photo. Maji? I sighed, as I gave her the look of Are you serious face. She nodded. Sempai that never ask for help before asked me to go Japan to take photos, I’m defeat. I guess this was a good time for me to take a rest after 2 months of overworking.
“Okay I’ll go.” I agreed to help her. Gosh, How desperate was she to have the photos?
“Aww. Thank you soooo much Jurina~ I love you! You are the best!” She hugged me tightly until I’m think I’m going to die any minute if she don’t let go soon.
“S-enpa-i I ca-n’t B-re-a-th.” I said as I trying to gasp for air. She noticed and let go of me. God. Finally, Breath.
“Oh. Sorry. I’m just too happy. I’ll send you the address later.” She smile.
Churi came into the office with 2 coffee in her hand, she carefully put it on the coffee table that right in front of us and excuse herself back to her work. The rest of the conversation is filled with how’s Mariko life, how is the company going and some gossip about their old friends.
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Churi Pov
It’s 6 already. I should go home now. Jurina haven’t gone home yet? That’s weird. Why is she standing in front of the window with a bitter smile on her face? Ah~ She misses her again. My chest hurt seeing her like this. Yes. I love Jurina since high school, but that was just one-sided. She love Rena, before I came into her life. Even Rena-san hurt her so much, her heart was already long belong to Rena-san.
It is unfair.
Why can’t Jurina look at me for once. Just once. I’m always right beside you Jurina. I want to be your reason that you smile. But isn’t not working, my love will never come true. You are kind, gentle and understanding. A lot of people admire you, love you. But sadly, the one you love the most doesn’t love you back the way you do.
Jurina Pov
I initially believed that end of love is to the point of well-being, but I will again and again concessions. Too stubborn and forgotten how to stop. Distressed being self helplessness. from here two country split from here. Spent how much of time and how much of pain have I been through? Hold back my tears, I need to hold back.
Mariko Pov
It’s been so long since we talked. Sorry yo~ Jurina. I lied, so that you’ll go back and meet her. She misses you too. I got the news from Yuki, You guys love each other, but why makes things so complicated. Just go back to Japan and solves the problem. Jurina I know you can get her back. You had a hard life. I know you wouldn’t reject me since I’m the one that ask for help personally. Gambatte ne~ All I can do is wish you luck.
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Rena Pov
“She is at New York, working. Why?” Mayu asked.
“Can I have the address?” I need to find her. I want to see her.
“Uh? Wait. You plan to go over there and find her???” I just nod at her.
“Here. This is the address of Jurina's company. I hope you guys can get back together.” Yuki winked at me.
“Yuki, You guys are serious?” Mayu said as she can’t believe that I’m going.
“yeah. I’m serious.” She flinched a bit when she saw seriousness in my eyes.
“Haiz. Do you know how much is the plane ticket to go there?” Mayu sighed and said.
“I don’t know.” I answer her
“Around 30000Yen.” Mayu reply me, my eyes went wide. How am I suppose to get so much money? My faith started to lose. Jurina I guessed we are not made for each other.
“We will help you with that. Right Mayu?” Yuki kicked mayu’s leg underneath the table and gave her the look of Aren’t you going to help them?
“R-Right. We can help you with that Rena. But under one condition.” My eyes started to fill with tears again. I guessed having friends around was not that bad. Whatever condition I will accept it!
“What is the condition?”
“You mustn’t give up on Jurina ever. Even she have change. Is that sound alright with you?” Mayu said with a smile.
“Alright! You can count on me with that!” I said it with confident.
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Jurina Pov
“Be safe! Come back soon.” Churi sent me off at airport.
“Did you remember to bring DSLR?” Mariko Sempai said.
“Yes~ Senpai. I did! Don’t worry~” I smiled
“Alrite then. Off you go~ Be safe alright?” Mariko smiled
“I will~ You too take care~” I stepped into Mariko Private Jet Plane. Yes. She is from a rich family.
I hope you are doing well, Rena. I’m coming back.
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Rena Pov
“Is everything you needed in there?” Mayu pointed at my luggages asked as I can’t take my eyes off the plane that right in front of me written “Watanabe” with the logo. My mouth went wide open, as I can’t believe that Mayu owns the plane. Just how rich is She?
“Hellooo? Anyone there??” She waved her hand in my face and snapped me back to my thoughts.
“Ah! YES!” I became nervous as I talked to Mayu. Did I just be friends with a princess? Behind of me I could heard Yuki giggled.
“Haha~ Don’t be so nervous. First time sitting on a private plane?” Yuki softly hit my back.
“Un.” I became embarrass.
“Okay. Just remember the steps I told you after getting off the plane. Then take a taxi to the place alrite?” I just nodded as Mayu explained to me.
“Okay, It’s time to get onto the plane. Gambatte, Rena. Get her Back!” Mayu winked to me.
“Be safe~ See you later.” Yuki waved her hand as I stepped into the plane.
“OK. Thank you very much!” I bowed 90 degree to show my gratitude to them.
I have always Love you, Jurina
So This time wait for me, Is my turn to find you.
(To be continue)
Thanks for reading again.
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Rena Pov
“Is everything you needed in there?” Mayu pointed at my luggages asked as I can’t take my eyes off the plane that right in front of me written “Watanabe” with the logo. My mouth went wide open, as I can’t believe that Mayu owns the plane. Just how rich is She?
“Hellooo? Anyone there??” She waved her hand in my face and snapped me back to my thoughts.
“Ah! YES!” I became nervous as I talked to Mayu. Did I just be friends with a princess? Behind of me I could heard Yuki giggled.
“Haha~ Don’t be so nervous. First time sitting on a private plane?” Yuki softly hit my back.
“Un.” I became embarrass.
I love this part :on GJ:
Update soon author san! :mon lovelaff:
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Jurina go back to Japan
Rena go to NY???
Omg what is going on?
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eh?? what happened? if Jurina back to japan and Rena went to NY how they can be met? Oh I hope this will be a happy ending! XD XD
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CHOTTO!!
If Rena just packed her stuff and stepped into Mayu's plane AND Jurina had just boarded Mariko's jet, doesn't that mean they won't be able to see each other ? :dizzy:
Won't they be miles apart from each other ? :OMG:
“We will help you with that. Right Mayu?” Yuki kicked mayu’s leg underneath the table and gave her the look of Aren’t you going to help them?
I love how Yuki is a good friend~ :hee: :on lol:
Mariko-sama! Thank you for convincing Jurina! But couldn't you have discussed a plan with Mayuki~ :mon determined: :mon sweat:
So~ Churi does have feelings for Juri! But she knows that Jurina will only and forever be in love with Rena :mon suspect: :on drink::mon geek:
This chapter....... Oh how I love this chapter! :mon inluv: :mon lovelaff: Rena was finally able to know the truth to why Jurina had left her in the first place! :mon XD:
Update soon~ :mon thumb: :byebye: :mon bye:
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Jurina went to japan, rena to NY..
Verrryyy great haha
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:shocked Don't tell me.....
THEY'RE GONNA MEET ON AIR??! :shocked:
Wicked~ XD
Hahaha what games are u playing here, lil pokemon?~
Hmmmm better wait for update~ 8)
Next chapter HURRY! :yossi:
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Huaaaaaa.....!!!!!
ISN'T too much more than I think. ????
WHY ??? It seems that THEY WILL NOT MEET at the SAME TIME ???? :scared:
WHY must Rena Go to U.S ???? Beside Jurina go to JAPAN ??????? :pleeease: :shock:
But thanks for the UPDATE........ :kneelbow:
PLease Update ASAP.......... :kneelbow:
I'LL waiting for you...... :nya: :on cny1:
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Lol what is this! What had I been missing? So much drama and misunderstanding. Lol.
I'm hope Churi won't be act all bitchy at Rena. XD
Mariko-sama...a troll as always, eventhough this one seems to be an accident. XD
Been a while since I last review in Jphip. Lol.
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IN THAT CASE THEY WONT MEET RIGHT??
PLUS CHURI WILL SAY A THING TO RENA WHEN RENA MEET WITH HER
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Chapter 13 - Wherever
Jurina POV
How are you, Rena? Are you doing well? Are you happy? I'm going back to Japan, but I can't bring myself to call you or meet you. All I can do is pray to kami-sama silently, hoping you'll be happy without me by your side.
I look out of the window and realise that the night city light of tokyo is so breath taking. The scenery is so beautiful but without you next to me, Is just different. The plane landed safely after a while.
'Is always nice to be back!' I stretch my body as my body has become stiff after sitting on the plane for so long. Jet lag is what I have now. I think I should just go back to hotel and rest first. Tomorrow morning I’ll help Mariko sempai with her fashion and also take a walk around tokyo. Mariko-sempai said she helped me to arranged everything, there will be people coming to pick me up.On my way out of the airport, a young man in black suit walk toward me.
“Are you Matsui Jurina-sama?” He asked. I just nodded.
“Mariko-sama have already arranged your place to stay. And may I help you with your luggage?” he offered his hand.
“Yes, please. Thank you.” I hand him my luggage.
“Please follow me.” He smiled. He is kinda cute with his short wavy hair.
“Okay. um, may I ask what is your name?” I asked.
“Minegishi Minami desu.” he flashed a smile, he is cute.
“Can I call you Minami-kun?”
“I don’t see a reason why you can’t?” Again that bright smile. I smiled as continue with my question.
“May I ask where are we going?” A black limousine was parked in front of me, he opened a black limousine door and answered.
“Hotel, Mariko-sama ordered to let you have a good rest. Your car is here Jurina-sama.” I got into the car and he gently closed the car door.
“Jurina-sama, please relax and makes yourself comfortable. It will take a while to reach the Hotel.” I could saw him sitting in front of the driver seat.
“Um. ok. I will.” My body need relax, but my mind not letting it. It’s been 2 months since I’m back. I’m nervous. A lot of “Maybe” going on, in my head. Maybe she having a good life now. Maybe she found her partner. Maybe she hasn’t forgiven me yet. Maybe…… I’ll see her again.
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Rena Pov.
If only I know about you. If only I try to understand you. If only I listen to your explanation. If only……… is not too late. I will love you more than ever.
“Jurina.” I whispered as I could felt tears rolling down along my cheek. I felt guilty, I felt sorry. I shouldn't have done it. But everything is too late to say sorry. Words that shouldn’t be told had said, I hate you. Are the last words that you would like to hear from me. But I spat it. Those words that hurt you the most. Jurina, I’m sorry. That’s the only words I could say. These 2 months, my feeling for you had never fade, but it grow stronger. All I did was to surpass it, but now I know the truth. I’m here to say sorry and tell you my feelings. I don’t know how are you going to be reacting toward me. Maybe you will never ever forgive me again or even love me. But I will love you until the end of my life.
“Miss Rena. we are about to land in 10 minutes at Watanabe company. Please get ready.” I nodded and turned my attention out of the window and from the top I could see tall building everywhere then I realised I’m at New York.
“I’m here,Jurina” I whispered.
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When a plane landed safely, a man in suit walked towards me.
“Miss Rena. We are waiting for your arrival.” The man said.
“uh?” Who is that? How does he know my name? As I could see the same logo as the plane on his suit. Mayu’s friend?
“We were order by Watanabe-sama to escort you to Company Matsubisi as she was very worry about you. Since this is the first time you go overseas. Miss Rena, this way please.”
Uh? Order by Watanabe-sama.……. I’m speechless. I never know after all these years, Mayu is a rich girl. She doesn’t dress or act like one though.Suddenly, We stopped walking, my eyes can’t stop staring at it and my mouth went wide open as I saw a elegant white limousine in front of me. I never thought I will have a chance to sit limousine in my life.
“Before we go company Matsubisi, we will bring you to Watanabe-sama’s house. Miss Rena. Your car has arrived.” He said as he opened the car door.
I noticed the side of the car also painted with the logo in blue. Does Mayu seriously owned everything?
“Um. Thank you.” I bowed my head a little and stepped into the car. “Welcome”
I’m surprise. The moment I entered the space,Is like a totally different world, It amazed me. The Limousine was like a private flying jet but in a smaller space. I was so excited due to the fact first time sitting in a limo but i didn’t want to embarrass myself so I just keep myself cool. Wines, built in Unifi, LED TV in HD and most importantly there was a personal maid in your service. This is a rich man life style.
20 mins has passed, I look out of the window and noticed the car stopped in front of a gate with a giant Watanabe’s logo on it. A while later, the car start moving again as the gate open. I spotted 2 guards raised up their fist and placed on their chest at the side of the guard house, I guess that is the sign of respect. I’m very amazed, I am very sure at that time, I have made a princess as a friend.
Out of curiosity I couldn’t stop myself but to ask the man in suit where am I. I press a button that located next to my hand and the little window that separate me from the driver opened.
“Yes Miss Rena? May I help you?”
“I would like to ask where are we going?” I’m so happy that my english is not so bad, since I’m an honored student back in my school. I always score my exam with flying colours, but I felt stupid when Jurina around me though. Since she is way smarter than me.
“We are going to Watanabe-sama’s guest house. We will be reach in 3 minutes.” He said.
“Eh? aren’t we going to mayu’s house?” I asked.
“Watanabe’s Mansion is further away from the guest house, Watanabe’s order was to send to to guest house.”
“Watanabe’s Mansion? “
“Watanebe’s family own the land here. So the mansion is further down the road, it takes another 15 minutes to reach there.” I look out of the window I see lots of beautiful houses.
“And these house are?”
“Some are Watanebe’s guest house and some are shops, playhouse……..” I lost track of it as he explained it furiously fast with precision.
“.......” I’m speechless. Mayu has her own shop in her house. The car stopped and the door opened.
“Miss. Rena, we have reach.” The man in black said as I followed him.
Unbelievable! It took me to another world again. A place was too sacred for me, it hid so well from the world. I am now standing in front Watanebe’s guest house. Just the guest house blow my mind away, I wonder what will happen to me if I see the Watanebe’s mansion.
The guest house stood in the middle of a lake. The water was so peace to duplicate the clear image of the little cabin. It was an act of little elf spirit that what I thought. A wooden bridge was linked to the ground on the middle of the lake. The front of the cabin was built with a small roof that stretched out as a protection from rain for the table and chairs beneath it. It seemed like it was for relaxing or they were expecting to have a nice tea time there.
The house’s design it like the taste of Mayu’s it was an art work of a child. It was a double floors house with a roof with chimney. Child’s drawing came with a child’s colouring. The walls was painted with teal and roof in grey. While the pillar of chimney was in classic bright red color. Trees and bushes were founded their place around the house. This place was like a heaven on earth.
I enter the house with the help of the man in black with my luggage. The interior of the house is very simple. White sofa could be found in the living room with a few more red pillow around it. In front of the sofa was placed with a round glass coffee table, is not to big or small just moderate. 24-inch Led Hd Tv was placed on the wall in front of the coffee table with a very high quality sound system around it. Everything is very technology. There was a few step of stair lead me to the kitchen. The kitchen was very simple, in the middle there is a white marble made kitchen island with a few stools. A line of lower cabinet was place along the wall. It was all white in color too. It makes it look classic. There are also a role of upper cabinet made out of wood. The wood was made with carving on it, it was just simple plain wood. Behind of the cabinet a big glass was built in to the wall. You can see the view of outside.
Along the way is pretty empty with wooden floor and the color of the wall was black, grey, light grey and white. It gives out a cool feelings. The stairs of the house was made of marble too. When I reach the bedroom I saw light blue color bed with light grey sheets in the middle of the room and also a soft carpet can found on the floor. At the side of the bed there is a side table with a reading light on it. The four walls of the room are made of glass, so from there I could see the whole Watanabe’s Mansion.
“Miss Rena. In 15 minutes please prepare yourself as the car will wait for you outside.” The man placed my luggage and said.
“Okay.” I will enjoy the view abit and relax awhile or maybe I will take a shower or so.
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Jurina Pov
“Jurina-Sama.” A voice woke me up from my nap.
“Um?” I slowly open my eyes.
“We have reached.” Minami-kun said in a soft voice.
“Un. okay.” I step out of the car and stretch my body. I look up to the hotel, I have already knew which hotel I will be stay. The hotel that own by Mariko-sempai’s family. It was a 5-star hotel. Outside is very elegant so does inside. Well, I’m not surprize.
“Jurina-sama, You will be staying at the Presidential Suite.”
“Un.” I just nod. The Presidential suite is located on the fourth floor of the main building with views of tokyo. Spacious and luxurious with classic wood furnishings, One bedroom with living room, dining room, full kitchen, marble bath with separate showers and Jacuzzi tub. After I reach the room, I travel myself to where is the soft bed is and drive myself in it.
“Jurina-sama. Tomorrow morning at 10 o’clock. The car will wait for you.” Minami-kun say as he place my luggage.
“No need. Just gave me the address where the shop located and I’ll go there myself.” I don’t want to have people following the whole day. I want to enjoy myself, since I’m here. I’m not disable, I have legs you know. Well, actually it’s 2 months since I used them. So is time to have some exercise too.
“If that’s what you wish. I will send it to your email.” He smiled. “Have a good rest then. Good night.” He left.
“Finally~ Did I tell you I love you the most? So let me have a good sleep, bed.” I drive deeper into the bed and hug the soft pillows around me.
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Morning has come, I took a look at myself in the mirror.
“osh~ Let’s go~” I smile as I fix my clothes and ready to go. Oh, later I have to message Mayu that i’m back. I miss her. It’s been a month and half since I meet her. I miss her cyborg attitude.
I swipe and unlock my phone and check my mail. Minami-kun sent me the address of the shops that I should be checking out. There was one shop address was sent, that’s weird. I took a train to the place, to my surprise the shop looks quite old. I was wondering why wonder Mariko-sempai want the photo of their clothes. I step in to the shop, it really blow my mind awhile. Outside of the shop, look very old but inside of it is totally different. Very stylish clothing could be found around the shop. It was all classic, lady style of clothing. A very beautiful lady appeared in front of me with a smile on her face.
“May I help you?” She has a shoulder length hair and dress up very lady manner. And her smile lighten up my heart.
“Em, Yes, please. I would like to ask do you know who is Mariko-sempai.”
“Mariko-sempai? Oh, Mariko. oh yes yes. She has told me about you coming today.” She is so graceful. “Please wait a moment.” She walk into a room and took a few clothes out.
“These are the clothes that Mariko requested.” She handed me the clothes. “Oh. Pardon me for not introducing myself. My name is Meada Atsuko.” She smiled.
“Thank you. My name is Matsui Jurina. Um, Can I try the clothes and take some photo of it.”
“Of course you can. Come. Let me help you with it.”
“Thank you, Meada-san.” I smiled as I felt very honored to have such a pretty person to help me.
It took me awhile to finish trying all the clothes and took all the photos of it too.
“Matsui-san, You look very pretty in all of the clothes. And not just that you have a nice body too.” She was amazed at me as I wear the clothes.
“You flatter me too much, Meada-san. You too look pretty” I shyly said.
“Haha. Thank you. Oh, before you go. Mariko gave me a piece of paper to hand it to you. Here you go.” A piece of folding paper? What it is about?
I took the paper and unfold it.
Wherever you are, Is ‘she’ always on your mind?
Wherever you are, Is ‘she’ the one that makes you smile?
Wherever you are, Is ‘she’ the one that you want to be by your side?
You don’t need a reason to find her
Because deep down in you have already know.
How much ‘she’ meant for you.
Jurina. Go for it. Don’t ever regret it.
Every moment I had with ‘her’ flashback in my mind. Tears start flowing, Is true. I hide it too long, is hard for me. I try to forget her, but I can’t. My love grow stronger as each day passes. I cry. I’m sorry, Mariko-sempai for making you worry. Maybe this is the reason you send me back to Japan.
Suddenly, I felt someone pat on my shoulder.
“Is okay. Matsui-san. Go for it. I heard it from Mariko. You were the same as me when I was younger. Just an advice from me. Be Brave. Believe in the love you had in each other.” I could feel that Meada-san try to encourage me.
I took out my phone, swipe open and stare at the number I long desire to call. With the name on it. Rena.
Rena is it alright? I throw all my thoughts away, and press the number and called.
Dou* dou* dou* dou* the number you have called is not available, Please try again later….
What?
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Rena Pov
I changed my clothes into a one piece white dress and a brown classic bag with a shoulder strap also high heel on my feet. I sat in the car after 30 minutes later, I stood in total awe outside the main offices of Company Matsubisi building. It made me feel so tiny and insignificant. The Base of the building occupied an entire city block! Looking up, It went on and on. The top literally vanishing in the distance where I stand. I thought, “I probably need oxygen masks up there.” So. Jurina is the CEO of this building. At the age of 15 she need to carry such a big burden on her shoulder. Again, I felt guilty.
I walk up to the receptionist and asked.
“Um. I would like to meet Matsui Jurina.”
“President J? Do you have appointment?” Jurina is call as President J here?
“Er. I don-”
“She has. Is under the name of Watanabe.” The man in black suddenly appear by my side and say.
“Watanabe-sama?! Ah. Yes yes. I’ll call President J’s secretary.” The receptionist start panic as she hear Watanabe. I wonder why.
“She will be here in a moment.” As she put her phone down.
“Em. Thank you. May I know your name? Since you been helping me alot.” I’m ashamed of myself for not asking his name.
“Just call me Airin. I’m am one of the Watanebe’s butler.” He smile. He has a very nice name, wait. Is he a Japanese? He doesn’t look like one though. “I’m a half Japanese.” He said as if he can read my mind.
“Oh. No wonder.” I smiled at him.
“Em. Excuse me.” A office lady appear in front of us.
“Y-yes?”
“Churi-san. This person here would like to meet Jurina-sama.” Is she Jurina’s secretary?
“Oh. Hello. I’m President J’s secretary, Churi. And you are?” She is quite pretty.
“Matsui Rena desu. Nice to meet you.” I bow my head.
“Matsui Ren-na?” Her face change, mouth slightly open and she stare at me. I wonder why does she look at me like that.
Churi Pov
“Hai.” She smile. She is so pretty, I never thought Rena-san would be so pretty. Why is she doing here? To find Jurina? But Jurina is not here at New York. I would really like to talk to her, and knowing why is she here after leaving scar on Jurina’s heart.
“Um. This way please.” I should lead her to Jurina’s office first. As I was about to turn around someone caught my sight. Wait, is that Airin? Why is he doing here? Agh. I hate seeing him.
Airin is my childhood friend. When we were younger, he always make fun of me in front of my friends. I hated him alot. As we grow older, he start becoming mature and handsome. Even I don’t really want to admit that. He used to be very playful but after his parents died in an accident and Watanabe’s family took him in, he has change completely. He became a very different person that I once known. The hated I have with him, never fade after so long. I just don’t feel ease around him.
“Airin-san. You don’t need to follow me around I’ll call you when I’m done.” Why is he following her? Isn’t him Watanabe’s family butler?
“Yes. Miss Rena.” He bow a little and smile at Rena-san. Why is he smiling at her.
We just step into the lift and it brought us to floor 48th where Jurina’s office located at. I chuckle a bit when I saw her face expression. Is just amazing, how she react at every little things. She must be a curious baby. I open the glass door and allow her to enter. Her head never stop looking around since she is here.
“Please have a sit.” I lead her to sofa. “Coffee or tea?”
“Tea please, thank you.” I went out of the room and got her a cup of tea.
"where is Juri-?" Rena turns back and see Churi by the door a cup of tea by her hand. "click" Churi locked it.
(To be continue)
Thanks for reading again.
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Banzai Update~ :on woohoo:
Aw~ I am very flattered by your reply :gmon love2: :mon lovelaff:
Wah~ Tons of new characters appearing everywhere!! :mon star:
Mari-chan you really get Jurina don't you! You are just like her sister~ :hee:
Mou~ I hope Jurina and MaYuki meet each other!! :depressed: :err:
“Yes. Miss Rena.” He bow a little and smile at Rena-san. Why is he smiling at her.
Sounds like Churi got a bit jealous~ :mon determined: :mon nyah:
For some reason I got chills when reading Churi's POV :mon wtf: :badluck:
Churi what are you trying to achieve by locking Rena in a room?! :stoned: :mon wtfmm:
Wah! I'm getting worried for Rena~ :mon emo: :mon waterworks: :on blackhole:
Update soon~ :on GJ: :mon XD:
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How crueL you are. . . . ? ? ? ? Meanie. ! But,,I Love the way you descript the pLace and the Situation's seems reaLLy bad here. . . Thank you for Update. . It's rare see furuyanagi squarreL.
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Oooooohh~ What is Churi doiiing...? :huhuh Gonna do a private session with Rena eyh? :w00t: LOL
Airin smack that door FAST! Don't let your bird do anything to your...umm..hmm...well...girl? ahahaha :sweatdrop:
Jurina and her love for bed... I know one person who's like that... :hehehe:
TAPI TAPI TAPI TAPIOCA~ UPDATE SOONER LAA~ :on comhere:
(Those sentences rhymes well~ XD)
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no wonder yuki move with mayu :bigdeal:
she will be treated like princess of princess
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Mayu is a real hime-sama
Yuki a lucky girl XD
Wait Rena got clock in a room?!?
I hope they can meet each other again
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No!!! Why u so cruel?!!!
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Eeeeh, churi? Churi what are you going to do to Rena-chan ... (۳º̩̩́cº̩̩̀)۳
More update, please ... (∩_∩) I like it
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Run rena!! Run!!!
Airin!! Please safe rena from churi!!
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maybe crossing paths in an airport would be a good scene. at least they can answer for each other's actions
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River1721 : HAHA. welcome. :D I love to read ur reply. :wub: CHURI IS GOING TO :onionwhip: RENA. :lol: Here a New update~
lahika: Very~ :kekeke: I'm S~ :ding: HAHA. THANKS :lol:
embee5442: CHURI doing SOMETHING TOO RENA. NAYAYA. :w00t: AHHA. I wonder what it is. :shake it:
kazutoryu: Wooo... She'll gets whatever she WANTS. :ding:
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Sorry for the Late Update. I been not feeling very well last 2 weeks so I didn't write much and as my Sem has just started so assignment has palled up. :kneelbow:
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HERES An Updated. Is is a bit more to Emotion side of chapter hope it won't bored you out. :err:
Chapter 14- Those Songs
Churi Pov
After I lock the door behind me, I walk toward the coffee table and put the tea down. I don’t know why but after seeing her face, I want to bust out all my feeling on her. Why? WHY Jurina pick her instead of me? Why? Why does Jurina love her more than me?
“Churi-san?” She called my name and made me turn my head toward her.
“Why did you come here? Why did you come here after hurting Jurina.” I can’t control myself anymore.
“Becau-” I cut off her words.
“Why? Aren’t you satisfy after hurting her so much? Now you want her back again. Aren’t you too selfish? Doing whatever you want?” My voice got louder each time I said.
“It’s not true…” I could hear guilty in her voice. Is not my fault when she was the one hurting Jurina much more than that. I don’t want to see Jurina get hurt again.
“Oh yea? What about the time when you rejected her when she told you she loved you? What about the time when you never listened to her explanation and rejected her again? Do you even know how much Jurina has gone through for you?” My voice got louder than before.
“You don’t understand me!” Rena suddenly raised her voice. I was stunned by her sudden outbreak but I still keep firm.
“Right! I just don’t understand. Jurina even went back to Japan to see you, you were such a disappointment. Once again, hurting her like that. It been 2 months! Even since she was back from Japan she never stopped thinking about you after you hurt her so much. Aren’t she an idiot?” I let out a laugh. Is just painful to see Jurina like this, loving someone so much which is not yours. My love will never return me.
“It’s NOT TRUE! Jurina is not an idiot!” She shouted back at me with tears rolling down along her cheek. “The idiot one is me! It’s all my fault! If only… If only I could listen to her. If only I try to understand her. I’m the total Jerk here!” She fell on ground and cried hard with her hands now all over her face.
“HA. It will be funny if she is not a fool. A fool that is madly In love with you. Do you remember the time where she went all the way back to Japan to find you and became a student there? Just to spend time with you! Even though she has graduated from high school and college, just for your sake she will do anything.”
All I got for reply was her sobbing, she just cried even harder.
“Is true that her company was doing well at that time and all her shareholders wasn’t complaining at it. But how can someone be as blunt as you? She even have to miss school sometimes due to the chaos between the shareholders. She had to fly overnight back here just to make sure everything goes well. She did everything just for you.”
“I love jurina too. My heart broke into a million pieces when she lied to me.” she said it in a low voice.
Rena Pov.
It’s painful, It’s hurts. She kept saying it in my face. But I deserved it. How can I be so insensitive about it. I noticed. Yes I knew about it. I knew that Jurina sometimes missed school. Even there was one week she didn’t attend school. But I wasn’t sensitive about it. I never dare to ask why. I’m the worst. I’m sorry, I don’t deserve to love you. I kept crying as if there is no tomorrow.
“I love her.” Churi said with a low voice but I still heard it.
I flinched a bit. She loved her. She loved her more than I do. Maybe She was the right person for you Jurina. Not me. From the start maybe it wasn’t me at all.
“But she love you. She loves you like there is no tomorrow. She Only Belongs to you. Her heart long for you. And now she went back to Japan again.”
“wh-at?” I’m confused now. Kami-sama are you playing a joke on me? Why are you doing this to us?
“Ne. Rena-san, can you tell me that you love her more than I did? Can you promise me that you will never hurt her again?” I looked into her eyes I could feel that she’s hurt. It’s hurt to love someone that doesn’t love you back. I didn’t know my selfishness can hurt everyone around us. Mayu, yuki, churi-san and lastly Jurina.
Can I kept this promise? But I loved her. I loved her more than ever. I want to be the one that protected her from hurt.
My eyes was all puffy red after I cry. I wiped my tears away, took a deep breath and stood up. “Yes. I will love her more than everyone else. I will never hurt her again.” She just let out a bitter smile.
“I hope you can keep your promise Rena-san.” She walked to the study table and took out a CD from the drawer.
“Here. Watch this. This is when Jurina still a high school student.” She handed me the CD. “I still have work to do. If you need any help just call me. Here my name card.” She turned her back on me as I could see tears flowing along her cheek from side.
“Thank you Churi-san. Thank you for loving Jurina.” I bowed to her and left the room and called Airin-san to pick me up.
“I’m sorry too.” She said in a low voice before I left the room.
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Jurina Pov
Dou* dou* dou* dou* the number you have called is not available, Please try again later….
What?
Did she changed her phone number?
She must be hated me so much that she changed her number. What should I do now? Mariko sempai, Is not that I don’t want to clean things up. But now I have no idea how to get her. Should I go to her house?
“Jurina?” I turned around and see who was calling me.
“Auntie” It was Rena’s mother. Why is she doing here?
“Jurina. It is you. It’s been awhile. How are you?”
“I’m fine Auntie. How are you?” I smiled at her.
“I’m fine. You haven’t been coming to our house for so long. Auntie misses you.” Her smile reminded me of Rena.
“Haha.Ya, I have been quite busy.” I give a bitter sad, It not that I don’t want to, it was because the relationship between Rena and I have changed.
“I heard it from Rena too. Don’t work so hard on yourself okay.” She smiled
Heard it from Rena? I wonder what Rena said to her mother about it. I’m sure she doesn’t want her mother worried about her.
“Auntie, did Rena change her number? It seem that I can’t get hold of her.” I asked.
“Change number? No. she didn’t. Oh. She went oversea with Mayu-san and Yuki-chan yesterday. Didn’t she tell you about it?”
Mayu and Yuki? They didn’t tell me about it. what’s going on?
“Ah. I must have forgotten about it. ahaha. Silly me. Auntie I have some work have to do. When I have free time I’ll go to visit you.” I smiled.
“Haha. Okay. See you later then. Be careful.” She is so kind just like Rena.
I took out my phone, swipe my phone screen and start to texting Mayu.
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Title: Where is Rena?
To: W.mayuxxxx
Hey. What happen? Why is Rena at oversea?
Where is She? where are you guys???
I’m back to Japan.
Let’s meet up.
Jurina.
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Not after awhile my phone vibrated, I quickly swipe my phone screen and check.
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Title: RE: Where is Rena?
To: Knightjurinaxxx
Since when are you back?
Why didn’t you tell me about it.
Let’s Meet up, at my house.
Mayu.
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After I read the message I just rush to Mayu’s house.
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Rena Pov
After I went back to Mayu’s house, I went to the living room and put the Cd into the player. I can’t wait to see what is the Cd about. I sat on the sofa and press “play” from the remote controller. The screen started showing words.
“Because of her, I learn to grow up.”
After a while, I could see the screen started to show crowds were gathered down the stage . Close and tight. But in orders, no pushing between them. As if is like a concert of a rock star. Darkness has devoured the room. The name of Jurina could be heard as the audiences were waiting for their star to come out.
Patience has started to shaken, voices of overlapping chatter was rising. It swallowed the whispering footsteps.
A spotlight appeared slowly and fixed in the middle of the stage. Inside it, there was a person. Someone they was awaiting for the whole night - Jurina. One and another spotlight shot down, wrapping bands of musical instrument and player in it. Crowds started to go wild.
That’s the Jurina they have been waiting for. She wore a torn jeans, a white shirt and with a black leather jacket. Cool and pretty at the same time. She never change, still looked the same. Jurina that everyone loved.
“Hey! How are you? Having a good night I assume? I hope you guys are!” She smiled. I miss her. “Today we going to perform 3 songs. Hope you guys enjoy it. OH. And this year will be my last year performing.” She let out a bitter smile. The crowds gone wild and loud as they heard that will be the last concert for Jurina. Some of people cried too after hearing such news. “Come on. Don’t cry. Maybe I’ll come back to sing for my Juniors.” She said it jokingly and smile.
Onion
If only you would give me a second glance
If only you could hear the shattering of my heart
Silently, I watch over you
Silently, I wait for a miracle
Silently letting myself be, just like the air
Everybody is having a good time here tonight
In the corner, I'm laughing along with the crowd
I am like the leftover onions at the bottom of the plate,
just the seasoning
Secretly, I sneak a glance at you
Secretly, I hide myself away
If you are willing to,
peel open my heart,
layer by layer by layer
You will discover, you will be surprised
You are my deepest and most suppressed secret
If you are willing to,
peel open my heart,
layer by layer by layer,
Your nose will run, your tears will flow
If you could only hear, and see my wholeheartedness
Hearing you speak of you and her, the atmosphere shifts
Me and my hopelessness, we seem very amused
I am just like an onion, forever playing the supporting character
How I wish I had a second with you, to make our own story
Mayday五月天【洋蔥Onion】MV官方完整版 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGqpz3stgzY#ws)
This is a Chinese Song but I translate the lyric into english.
After she finish she fix the mic. “This song is actually about myself, I’m actually like an Onion. A person that close the deepest self within me.” She smiled. “The next 2 song are call Full Moon Sways, and Notes’ N ‘Words. They are for a girl I love back in Japan.” The songs started to play and Jurina started to sing. The crowds started to reach out the hands as they felt Jurina’s broken heart along with the songs.
Full Moon Sways
Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear
Full moon waves
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
I was sure
Could you let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
Oh love affair
Floating like a bird resting her wings
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
I was sure
Could you let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
What a fool
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
I was sure
Could you let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
Koyuki - Full Moon Sways (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rK6CxofMtms#)
Notes’ N ‘Words
I wanna dance like no one's watching me
I wanna love like it's the only thing I know
I wanna laugh from the bottom of my heart
I wanna sing like every single note and word it's all for you
Is this enough?
I wanna tell you and this is the only way I know
And hope one day you'll learn the words and say
That you finally see, what I see
Another song for you about your love
'cause you love the me that's full of faults
I wish you could see it from this view
'cause everything around you is a little bit brighter from your love
I wanna dance the night away with you
I wanna love because you taught me to
I wanna laugh all your tears away
I wanna sing 'cause every single note and word it's just for you
Hope it's enough?
I wanna tell you and this is the only way I know
And hope one day you'll learn the words and say
That you finally see, how I feel
Another song for you about your love
'cause you love the me that's full of faults
I wish you could see it from this view
'cause everything around you is a little bit brighter from your love
Not a day goes by that I don't think
About you and the love you've given me
I wish you could see it from this view
'cause everything around you is a little bit brighter from your love
Life is just so much better from your love.
ONE OK ROCK - Notes'n'Words (with Lyrics) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6X8smR_pSXI#ws)
“Thank you for tonight. This 3 songs means a lot to me. It actually describe my life and someone important. ” Jurina smiled and left the stage. I could hear the crowd kept shouting for encall. But in the end….. she left it empty. “If only these songs could reach you.” Words appeared on the screen. Unconsciously, tears fall along my cheek. I cried.
Why.
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Jurina Pov
“Where Is she?” I felt furious for not knowing where is Rena.
“C-calm down Jurina.” Yuki said as she trying to calm me.
“Mayu. Care to give me an explanation?”
“Jurina. She is at New york.” Mayu said as I was surprised. Why is she doing there?
“Why is she doing there Alone?”
“Calm down!” Mayu raised her voice as she can’t take it any more.
“All because of you dummy. You are the cause of it!” Yuki glared at me.
Yabai, I could feel black aura from her. “Okay, Okay I’ll calm down. But please explain to me.”
After they explained the whole thing to me. I don’t know how to react. Deep down in me I was happy, but a part of me thinking and hoping that she doesn’t felt pity on me.
What should I do now? Go back to New york or stay till she come back?
(To be continue)
Thanks for reading again.
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Finally~ They know where they both are! :onioncheer:
Wah~ Those songs you chose were perfect for this chapter! :mon angel:
Wow! Churi was finally able to express her feeling's , at least she forgives Rena and knows that she can trust her for the last time!! :mon thumb: :mon fyeah:
Yay~ MaYuki couple finally told Jurina about why Rena is in New York!! :on lol: :mon roll:
Hm~ maybe Churi has her special someone already, but she just didn't realize to who it is :mon sweat: :mon geek:
It was nice of Churi to give Rena, Jurina's high school CD :mon thumb: :mon fu:
Mou!! all I want is for Wmatsui to meet each other!!!! :angry1: :mon wtfmm:
Author - san don't you dare do the same thing like before ! :mon mad: :mon worklate: :mon evil: <----- Gomen not me XD :P
Update soon ne~ :gmon bang:
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What Jurina is going to do next to meet Rena again?!!
Please update soon
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Churi, I know how you feel ... But you're really kind, meet Airi and have a relationship!
(˘̩̩̩..˘̩̩̩ƪ) just meet you WMatsui! Don't go overseas anymore, you better wait for her in Japan Jurina!
Update more ... !!!
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JUST LET THEM MEET ALREADY!!! :on kimbo:
I can't handle sappy songs :cry:
Mayu for Yuki (obviously)
Churi for Airi...
Jurina for Rena~
PERFECT! :luvluv1:
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Dont aske me Jurina?!?!.. Ask the author of this O_O
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nice chapter. however i personally feel that maybe you can prolong this by getting churi with rena and jurina with airin. let both pairs try out. before putting these two back to each other. well its up to you as this is your story. just giving my 2 cents worth. hope you don't mine.
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Oh gosh!!!
They could call each other!!!
Why the hell rena phone couldnt be called?? Thats weird!!
Even they couldnt call jurina can call churi or someone to tell rena if she should stay in NY or back to JPN
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oh i want to know what happen next
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Please update this
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Chapter 15 - LOVE is a cruel thing.
Silent was the word to describe the room. Everyone’s attention was focusing to the front stage, with the spotlight shining down on a girl that is sitting on a chair that was placed at the centre of the stage. The sound of guitar strumming could be heard across the room. Melody, rhythm and beats starts to form.
♪ I arrive in your city walking the roads you’ve crossed.
Thinking of how you passed the days without me.
How lonely you were.
Holding up the photograph you gave me, thinking what a familiar street.
It just that without you here.
We can’t go back to the day ,when we are in love.
Will you suddenly appear at the shop on the corner of the street that we always goes?
I will bring with me, my smiles, waving and saying hello with you sitting and talking.
How I wish I could see you.
Seeing how you’ve changed recently.
We won’t talk about the past, just want to say hello.
Say to you one phrase, just one phrase.
Long time no see. ♪
The strumming sound of the guitar slowly fades away. Claps could be heard after the song ends. “Thank you for listening to this song.” The vocalist bows 90 degree to the audience and walks down the stage.
“Senpai! It been a while since I last heard you singing. As always, AWESOME! Ahhhh~ just like old times...” A girl with long hair that looks younger than the vocalist said.
“Ryohan, thanks. Just like old times at the States. It’s good to see you again.” the vocalist smiled.
“By the way, Jurina-senpai... What are you doing here at this cafe?”
“Hm? I’m waiting for a person.” Jurina answered with a shrug.
“A person? Masaka, the song that you sing is about him?”
“It’s not a him, it’s a her.”
“Eeeh~ I hope you get to meet her soon. Thanks for helping my uncle to perform.” she smiled.
“Oh. This shop is open by your uncle? The chocolate here is awesome. I used to come here often.” Jurina smiled.
“Yap, uncle’s hot chocolate is the best!” The girl proudly say.
“Thanks to you, the performance went smoothly. Oh. Jurina-senpai I’ll talk to you later, I need to help out." The girl waves her hand and walk away. Jurina sat at a table near the window. A table that are so familiar to her, where she used to sit when she was younger with her crush. After a few seconds, the corner of the vocalist's eyes became watery
“Rena…….” She whispered silently.
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2 days later at New york
Rena’s POV
Why are you doing this to me... Why didn’t you tell me? Why are you making me falling harder for you once again... What should I do? I don’t know. Should I wait for you here or fly back to Japan? Am I the person that worth your love? I did promise Churi that I will love you and not hurt you again. But can I? I’m still in doubt at it. Can I love you as much as you do? As deep as you do to me? Maybe……. I don’t know.
Questions filled my head but no matter how hard I try, no answers could be found.
I’m lying here on the bed, thinking about you. About us. I still remember the times we had fun together. How I fall for you. How I cry for you. I reach out my hand and took the phone Airin-san gave me earlier since I left my phone back in Japan, thinking that I won’t be using it anyway. I reach for the phone that are located next to my bed side and makes a call.
“Hello?” A voice could be heard on the other side.
“Hello, Airin-san.”
“Oh, it’s Rena-sama. What can I do for you?”
“Em. Nothing actually… I just want to find someone to talk. Since you are the only person I knew that I can talk to.”
“Did something happen?” He softens his voice.
“....” Did something happen…? I just want to talk, honestly... “Airin-san, can I ask you something?”
“Sure... Anything for you, Rena-san.” He replied with a soft voice.
“Have you… have you ever love someone?”
“....” I just realised that I was asking such a bold question, the other side of the phone went silent for a while without replying.
“I’m s-” My voice was cut by his.
“I have.” He said.
“I’m so sorry for asking such a bold question.”
“It’s okay. I don’t mind sharing, I’m just a bit surprise that you asked.” I could hear him giggles through the phone.
“I didn’t know you can giggle like that. I thought you were a serious guy.” I said.
“Talking to you reminds me of someone I knew. I don’t know why… Maybe that's why I felt comfortable around you I guess.”
“Someone, huh? Someone you love?”
“Em… You could say that I guess.” I could feel the shyness in his voice.
“You mind telling me?”
He chuckled and said. “Did you just call me to tell you a bedtime story of my love life?”
“Maybe.” I smiled.
“Em. Not much of a story, actually. I love her, but she hates me.”
“Eh? Why? Who would reject a person like you?” I was shocked that someone actually hates him.
“Someone.” He chuckled. “ Let’s not talk about me. I thought you have a problem...” Airin-san said as he tries to change the topic but I ignore it.
“Eh. Eh. Eh? Who?” Now I’m curious.
“Just... someone.”
“...” He doesn’t want to tell me. “ Fine... It’s okay.”
“So? Do you have some problems you want to share? Love problem, I guess... Since you asked me that question.”
“Is it that obvious?” Ah…. Looks like I’ve been caught red-handed.
“Kinda. It’s about Jurina, isn’t it?”
“Huh? You know Jurina? Wait, how did you know it’s her?”
I could hear him chuckled again. “Ya, I know her.”
“Then ho-”
“Mayu-sama and Jurina-sama always talk about you.”
“Talk about me? About what?”
“Things.”
“Agh. You’re planning not to tell me anything, right?”
“Haha. Let’s skip this one… So, what do you want to know?”
“About… love.”
"Well, Rena-sama... I don't really know much about that. But I know if you love her, you should not give up on her. Throw away all your doubts and love her with all your might. That's what I know to love someone."
"What happen if they lie to you…?"
"If you guys really are true love, no matter how much you guys hurt each other. In the end, you guys will forgive each other. Because you guys love each other deeply enough to accept each other's wrong doing."
"But..."
"But?"
"I'm not sure myself. I’m not sure if I love her enough to be with her..."
"No one does. But everyone tries to be with the one they love, because of trust and believe. Trusting the one you love only loves you and believing that true love will bring you happiness.”
“Really? Do I love her?”
“It’s very easy to tell if you love her or not. Have you ever, for once, had forgotten about Jurina for the past few years she disappeared?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because… she is always in my mind. I don't know why... But I do know that I miss her.”
“Well, then… I think you’ve actually found the answer.”
“...” I smiled after realizing the answer that I've been searching for was actually in front of me all this while.
“Talking to you reminds me of something I need to do before it’s too late.”
“Oh? And that will be...?”
“A secret.” He giggles through the phone.
“Mou. Fiiineee.”
“Anyway, it’s getting late now, Rena-sama. I think you should head to bed right away.”
“Okay. You too. Good night, Airin-san. Thank you for everything.”
“You’re welcome. Good night to you too, Rena-sama.”
Slowly, after putting down the phone I drift off to sleep.
The next day, I woke up thinking I should really go back to Japan, because I had a dream about Jurina… Something bad is going to happen to her. I just have feeling about it.
I called Airin-san and told him that I wish to fly back to Japan. He told me the only ticket available is at night, so he booked it for me. After I hang up my phone I started to pack my stuff with my mind filled with worry of this nagging feeling at the back of my head, telling me to quickly meet Jurina before it’s too late. I close my eyes and do a silent prayer... I hope it is just my imagination.
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2 days before
Jurina’s POV.
Agh! Why did you fly over to New York..... Now I don't know what should I do. Wait for you to come back or fly over there to find you? After Mayu and Yuki told me about you yesterday, I’ve been worrying non-stop about you. I can't get through your phone, I have no idea how to connect to you at all.
Now I’m here at the chocolate shop, waiting for you to come home... Rena, I miss you badly. When are you going to come back? A lot of things have been on my mind lately. Ah... It’s already so late. I should go back now.
“Ryohan, I should go now. It’s getting late.” I walk towards the counter and see her standing there counting the cash.
“Ah~ Jurina-senpai. Wait a minute, can we go home together?”
Em. That’s the first time Ryohan had ever asked me to go home with her. Oh well. Why not?
“Okay. Why not?” I smile to her.
“Okay. Could you please wait a moment? I need to change.” She quickly runs towards the back of the door.
After a few minutes, she came back from the room with a set of changed clothes.
“Let’s go.” She shouted.
Both of us walk out of the door after saying goodbye to her uncle. The journey back home was full of laughter. She is telling me how’s her life and things that had been happening. Quite cute of her. Suddenly, we spotted a gang of guys standing around the street blocking the road. Ryohan quickly hides behind me, seeking protection from those gangs.
“Hey! There are some cute girls here...” One of them said.
“Wanna hang out with us?” Other one followed and said.
“Wait! Isn’t that Ryohan-chan?”
It seems that they know Ryohan. Suddenly I could feel Ryohan trembling behind my back. She is afraid of them.
“Ryohan… who are they?”
“T-t-they… One of t-them is a friend of my ex-boyfriend, J-jurina-senpai.”
“Is that so...”
I toughen my stance, pulling Ryohan closer to my back as I glare at the bunch of guys in front of me.
“Eh~ It is Ryohan-chan. We should help Ryu teach her some manners and never ever mess with us again.”
“Hey, morons!” I said loudly with a smirk. “I think the one that should be taught some manners are you guys. Don’t you know you should treat girls like us gently?”
“What?!”
“How dare that girl… Damn!”
“What the hell… who are you?!”
“Me?” I shrugs my shoulders before pointing at my chest with a thumb. “The girl about to kick your sorry ass!”
FEW HOURS LATER…
“Jurina-senpai! Hang on, Jurina-senpai!”
W-where am I…? Ryohan? Is that y-you…?
“Tell me about the girl!”
What…? What girl… why is e-everything white here?
“Matsui Jurina, stabbed with a knife after a fight on the street. She lost a lot of blood on the way here.”
Huh? T-that’s me… Why are they t-talking about me…
“Get her in the ER! Prepare her for transfusion!”
“Yes!”
Ugh… This is weird… why can’t I move my body…I feel numb…
“Jurina-senpai! Get a hold of yourself, Jurina-senpai!
Ryohan… help me… where are they taking me, Ryohan...
“Miss, you must stay here. You can’t get inside.”
“But-”
“It’s a hospital’s protocol. I hope you understand, miss.”
No… No, please don’t… I can’t be alone…
“Give her the sedative.”
I must get up… I need to meet her… for Rena…she’s waiting for me...
“Eh? Doc, the patient is trying to get up!”
“Hold her! Don’t let her move!”
Stop… Don’t… Don’t separate me and Rena… again...
“She’s losing a lot of blood! She’s not gonna make it this way…”
“No, she can! Just… Hold her still!”
Please…
Beep beep.
I want to meet her…
Beep beep.
Let me meet her…
Beep beep.
Just once more…
Beep beep.
Rena...
Mayu’s Pov
Somewhere else…
“Hello?”
“H-hello, M-mayu-san…”
“Who is on the line?”
“It’s m-me… R-ryohan.”
“R-ryohan...? What’s going on? Hey... Why are you crying?”
“Ju-jurina s-senpai…It’s Jurina-senpai, M-mayu-san!”
“Jurina? Why? What happen to Jurina?”
“She’s in the hospital!”
“W…what?!”
“I don’t t-think she’s gonna m-make it, Mayu-san!”
Rena-chan, it's seem that I can't keep my promise with you after all.
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EEEEHHH... Why??? (۳ ˚Д˚)۳
Don't die Jurina, don't die...!!! Rena-chan, please.... (╥﹏╥)
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YEAH IT'S CRUEL....
CRUEL!!!
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J-Jurina can't be dead right?!?! :mon waterworks: :fainted:
Love is way too cruel! :frustrated: :farofflook:
Rena why couldn't you have went back to Japan sooner :frustrated: :on speedy:
They couldn't even meet each other :on cloudeye:
Thanks for the chapter :hee:
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Whoaaaa!! Please at least make them united, don't separate them again.. :cry:
Jurina!! Please hold on!! Rena-chan will soon back to japan, she'll soon meet you :cry: :cry: :cry:
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
JURINA DON'T DIE
JURINA DON'T DIE
JURINA DON'T DIE :pleeease: :gyaaah:
PLEASE MAKE THEM UNITE :frustrated:
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Please don't. . . Just please. . .
Hold On Jurinaaaaaaa. . . . . . Rena coming to you. . .
Very intense chapter. . I'm touched. Thank you. .
Don't take a very long hiatus update. . Please. . . .
:bow: :bow:
Hopeful. . :twothumbs
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Wait!!!! NOOOOO DONT MADE JURINA DIE LIKE THAT!!
Hope Jurina made it.
Update soon.ASAP
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COTTO!! IS THIS THE LAST CHAPTER???
WHY I DON'T REALIZED IT BEFORE??
ZHEN SAMA WHY!!!
NOW I REALLY THINK THIS IS SOOOOOOOOCRUEEEEEEEL
WAAAAAAAAAAAAA
T.T
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:OMG: No No NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I miss your update. . .
:cry:
Please don't avoid us (ur reader). . . :farofflook:
I really hope you can update it soon. . . I really look forward for this story. . .
Thank you. . .
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*Beep beep* Noooooooooo...Jurina!!!! :scared:
*Beep beep* gulp :on freeze:
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*Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep..................* just hope this not gonna happen next chapter :mon pray2:
but if that's gonna happen...then :imdead:
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:inlove:hello author san :cow:
please dont let them suffer again please...jurina please dont die...
rena wait for you...and i'm wait for you too(?)
fighting author update soon kkke :peace:
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I STILL HOPE FOR SOME CONTINUATION FOR THIS OR AT LEAST AN EPILOG
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Chapter 16 - Can I still meet you?
Rena’s POV
I woke up yawning as I stretched my aching body after that long travel in the airplane last night. I stood up from my bed and walked to the window. Opening the curtain, I squinted my eyes as the rays of morning sun shined on my tired face. As I opened the window, I took a deep breath, inhaling the fresh scent of morning dews and breeze.
“It’s a wonderful morning, isn’t it…?”
Suddenly, a hand wrapped around my waist followed by a pair of lips landed on my cheek. My eyes widen as I jumped in startle at the presence of someone else in my house.
“Where have you been all this time, Rena-chan? I miss you badly…..” A voice spoke out….. A voice I’ve been longing to hear…..
“Jurina….” I turned around and looked at her. “I miss you too.”
I hug her with all my life, not wanting to let her go… after all this time I’ve been waiting, I don’t want to lose Jurina again.
A chuckle sounded from Jurina as she kissed my head.
“Hey, Rena-chan…”
“Un…?”
“How are you?”
I raised my head, giving her a pout. “Miserable.”
“Eh? Why? Who made you miserable?”
I immediately turn around after seeing Jurina’s smirked. I crossed my hands as I stare out the window.
“The one sharing the same surname as me...”
“Hmm… Let me guess.” I can see Jurina made a pondering act from the reflection on the window, “Is the one sharing the same surname as you, is a cute person?”
“Well, just a bit.” I said with a shrug, wanting to tease her back.
“Ehh… Then, is she…” Jurina slowly gets closer to me, “... pretty?”
“I’m prettier than her.” I said proudly, making Jurina giggled cutely.
“I agree to that…” Jurina turned me around, making me face her straight to her eyes. “But there’s one thing you can’t beat her, though…”
Jurina pulled me closer, trapped me in her embrace as I put both hands on her chest.
“W-what’s that?” I replied in a stutter, the way she looked into my eyes making my heart beats erratically.
“It’s…” Her eyes bore deeply into my soul, making me feel naked under her gaze as if she can see everything I’ve been hiding from her. “My love for you…”
Just as she confessed to me, her lips met mine in a sweet kiss. My breath hitched for a second, feeling shocked with the kiss. But after a few seconds, I relaxed myself and closed my eyes. It was magical. All I can see is sparkles and fireworks from Jurina’s kiss. She pulls away after our lungs cried for air.
“Jurina…”
“Yes?”
“I love you too, Jurina.”
Suddenly, stream of tears flow down Jurina’s cheek. She is crying, but not because she is sad… It’s like the tears of happiness. She smiled as she wipes my eyes.
“Eh?” I didn’t realized I cried too…
“I’m glad I get to finally hear you said that, Rena-chan…”
“Jurina, I’m sorry… After all this while-” She puts a finger on my lips while shaking her head.
“It’s okay, Rena-chan… I don’t need to hear all that. I just need to know that you love me too. That’s all.”
The way she smiled while crying is somewhat painful for me to see. I reach out for Jurina, wanting to embrace her but my hand got past her… I could see blood flowing out from her body…...
“Eh? What… what’s happening?”
“I guess it is time.”
“What? What time? What are you talking about, Jurina?”
“I’m sorry, Rena-chan. I love you.. “
Suddenly, Jurina’s body slowly fades out into thin air.
“Wait… wait, no! No! Jurina!”
I tried to grab her hand but I only grab the air. She smiled at me in a sorrow way, tears flowing down her face.
“Don’t, Rena-chan… don’t cry for me. It’s useless…”
“But… the promise! What about our promise, Jurina?!”
“I love you, Rena-chan…”
I desperately reach for Jurina but I can only see her smiling face. The cute smiling face of her as if saying goodbye to me for the last time...
“No…. please, don’t! JURINAAA!!!”
Suddenly I felt a big black hole pull me back to the reality. I woke up with sweat all over my body and tears streaming down my face. I’m crying hard…….JURINA! Even though it is just a dream but I felt it was so real.
“J-Jurina…… Don’t leave me.” realising I love her so much that if she really did left me alone in this world. I will break down and cry so hard that there is no tomorrow.
Bzz. Bzz.
Who is it. Calling at this time……. A Japan number…… I quickly wipe away my tears and answer the phone, I didn’t want to let the other line to hear my cracking voice.
“Hello?”
“Hello. Rena, Is that you?” This voice……
“Yuki?”
“Finally! Rena, you need to come back to Japan quick!”
“Why? What happe-” before I could finish my words
“Is J-Jurina. Jurina is in the hospital now. I’m afraid that she couldn-”
Before I listen finish her word I cut off the line and dial another number.
“Hello?” Another line pick up the call.
“Airin-san, Please help me to prepare the plane.”
“When do you want to go back?”
“NOW.”
“Okay. 10 Minutes later… I’ll pick you up from the house.”
“Okay.” I put down the phone and start packing my things.
Jurina…. Please be Okay….. I hope my dream doesn’t come true. It’s just a lie. Just…. a lie r-right…. Don’t leave me.
Few hour before, Inside the emergency room
“Doctor! The girl is not breathing anymore.” one of the nurse shouted in panic as they move the motionless body into emergency.
“Quick, prepare the defibrillator unit.” As the rest of the assistant preparing the defibrillator unit the doctor perform CPR on Jurina.
“Doctor, she is still not breath.” one of the nurse voice out.
“Doctor, the defibrillator unit is prepared. Here.” the doctor took the defib pads that was given by the nurse.
“CLEAR”
Outside the emergency room
Yuki’s POV
Finally…. She finally picked up her call. I been calling her since yesterday.
“Did she pick up?” Mayu asked
I nodded as a sign that Rena picked up her phone “But before I could finish my words, she hang up on me.”
“I just got a message from Airin that she is coming back.”
“I should have guessed.” I let out a bitter smile.
“Don’t worry, both of them going to be fine.”
“I hope so….. Just that both of them is just so sad. They been in love for so long and never get a chance to be together.”
“I know how you feel. I know Jurina since young, Just so sad to see her in this condition again. So let’s just pray that they will be safe and sound” mayu hold on to my hand as I could felt trembling from it.
Both of us and the girl call Ryohan was sitting outside of the emergency room praying that Jurina will be alright. Hoping nothing serious happen to her. Finally, after waited for few hours, the operation door opened with the doctor.
“Doctor. How’s Jurina?” Mayu hurried and rushed toward the doctor.
“She is now stable but….” I can see the doctor was hesitated to tell the condition of Jurina.
“BUT? BUT WHAT?” Mayu was losing her cool.
“Mayu…… Calm down.” I tried to calm her down but it seem that nothing that I said can reach her.
“That accident caused her a huge shock and now a part of her memory has lost…. and”
“A-and what?”
RenshuChan: I try to make her alive. :D
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Yay u update!!!
Thank u soo much u didn't let Jurina die
Update soon
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yaaayyy thanks for update
but, please stop playing with us TOT
you wanna kill us ?? is too dramatic
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YEA!! Jurina is alive NOOOOOOOOOO she is... u_u aww
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finally an Update Hope there will be another Update for this story
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your update is really...............
awesome :bow: :bow: :bow:
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WHAT I FEEL NOW ! IT'S THE BEST FANFIC !
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PLEASE UPDATE AUTHOR SAN
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You tried so hard to make her alive arigatou
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WHEN YOU WILL UPDATE THIS??PLEASE UPDATE SOON :farofflook: :farofflook: :farofflook: :farofflook: :farofflook:
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Wowsers. :O You, my friend, has rekindled my constantly extinguishing flare for WMatsui :w00t:
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ZHEN! :heart: :heart: :heart:
Though I'll be blatantly honest but I just read the latest update :P No wait, I swear before I came into JPHIP I read your fic before though... 'cuz your first chapter seemed waaaay too familiar to me. :cathappy: Oh well. I promise I'll re-read this once I have the time :thumbup ;)
I see a cliche coming up but let's see how you make a cliche into pure epicness, shall we? :thumbsup I KNOW IT'S GONNA BE AWESOME! :twothumbs
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YES, jurina is live :fap
But,
NO, the memori... :cry:
Thanks for a great update :thumbup
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Lololol you hurt Jurina everywhere.
Hehehehehehe poor Jurina.
Hope she will be fine waiting for next chapter. (♡˙︶˙♡)
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Poor jurina ...
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The amount of heartbreaks that i just have from reading your fanfic... i am gonna die soon...
please make Jurina alive... I need her..to ..at least kiss Rena and let them live till forever (NOT EVEN DEATH CAN DO THEM APART!) 8)2
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NOOO poor Jurina :cry: I hope that you update soon!
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just forget it guys, zhen is evil and she don't want
can update this
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Ee?
What d'u mean nozamirumi-san?
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Ee?
What d'u mean nozamirumi-san?
she said to me for this fic --->Beats of Love
in Fb
n e x t u p d a t e
3 m o n t h s l a t e r
so with this similar, take patience
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O Gosh...
Beats of Love is my favorite too...(http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Surprise/surprised-003.gif)
So, it means she just delay it, right?
Well, I can be patient tho~
Don't want to burden Zhen-san.. (http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Winks/icon_wink.gif)
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Omg!! Is jurina going to die!!??
Continue soon!!!
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don't make jurina forget about rena!!!!!!!!!
i will wait for next chapter :D
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Nooo, I hope Jurina remember Rena, she have to! T-T
Please, update soon!
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oh my God another feeling , hanging
waiting for update author-san~ :cathappy:
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Waiting for your update Author-san :cry:
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Zhen-san Update please. :) :) :) :)
We'll be waiting :) :) :) :)
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Why don’t I find this fic sooner? Now I am dying to know what will happen next
Hopefully you will still update this fic