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AKB48 Fanfics => AKB48 Fanfics => Topic started by: abcari on July 05, 2015, 08:14:05 AM
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Hi there, I will finish my other fanfic "Forever" this week, so I decided to translate one of my fanfics that are already finished, this one is a WMatsui that has a few fans when I was writing it in spanish, so hope you like it, but first the prologue lol
Note: sorry for the mistakes
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Éternité
Eternità
Eternidad
Eternity…
Eternity is a concept that not everyone comes to understand, it comes from the latin “Aeternitas” and is associated with immortality, the immortality at the same time could be referred to the infinite, something without limits, ti doesn’t end, don’t know about time or even we can say that is out of it…
The philosophy speaks of eternity, the philosophy that we know for those people who spoke or wrote about it, these people such as Permenides, Platon, Averroes, Ernest, among many others, where their definition or attempted to explain varies on many forms and sometimes they only confuse us, but among them all, Friedrich Nietzsche and Giambattista Vico, had a vision of the reality about the eternity.
“Eternity is a circular vision and endless existence of historical facts”
For me, the eternity is that, a circular vision of existence, as to the historical facts, let others talk about it.
Year 1700, the spring of my 23 years, where I thought life was beautiful, in the bloom of youth, in a time of my life where I should marry, raise a family, have children, be happy.
But life doesn’t always go as you plan, and that spring my life changed, I went from being something who has an end, to a something eternal… that day I won the immortality, but I lost everything that I loved, my family, friends… everything.
296 years since that day where the meaning was lost and madness took place, where the spring turned in an eternal winter, which is the point of moving forward? for what reason I still “live”?… Thought I tried to ask many times, silence is the only response that comes to me by the darkness of the night.
Life isn’t beautiful, I’ve seen many times, from one person to another, from the first breath to the last one, from the first time he opens his eyes, to the last time he close it, to never open them again.
Observe life is all I can do, because live… I can’t longer do it, for me there is no time, I’m eternal, my only activity is to observe, walk in the streets watching the persons who are living, so many faces I have seen in my life that now I can even see everyone as equal, in what moment I stopped caring?…
I ask again, For what reason I still “live”?… the question unanswered that I will keep asking until one day it makes me tired, but maybe theres a way to know the answer.
1997, late winter, a few days away of early spring and close to a one more year since that spring in where my life changed.
My thoughts took me to a hospital, if I don’t know why I’m still “alive”, maybe if I see how life begins it could help me to know the answer, step by step I got closer to the area of maternity, March 8 was the day marked in the calendar, that day I could see to the other side of the glass those beautiful eyes, that day in where without realizing it, I closed my eyes and I could dream again.
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THIS FIC IS COOL,UPDATE SOON AUTHOR-SAN !!! :bow: :bow: :bow:
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Oooohhhhhhh what an interesting fic I found here~ XD XD XD
The one who immortal is Rena right? And the one who just born is Jurina right? :D
I need the next chapter author-san, curiosity is filling my head >< >< ><
Please update soon :twothumbs
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Forever and Eternity...
I love both of them, Abcari-san...
I'll look forward to it.... (http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Angels_and_Demons/3d-angel-3.gif)
Thank u for the update..
Ganbare...
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OOOOOOH I've waited so long for this!!! Thank u!!! >w<
WMatsui~ one of them is immortal, so cool~ :heart:
Please update soon! :bow:
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Woaaaaaaaaaaaah~
Rena-san an immortal. Sounds cool><
And the baby who was born is Ju, right?
Keep it up, author-san! I'll wait for the next one^^
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Second chapter, as I said before, I have this one finished, but my translation is slow so be patient.
Note: Sorry for the mistakes
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Eternity: Love | Angel
Liebe
Amare
Amor
Love…
Talking about love isn’t simple as the same is talking about eternity, but love is eternal, or is what tales, movies or novels says, they make us think, that once love get to your heart is hard to get him out.
After so many years of existence I have seen how the concept of love changes from one year to another, from one century to another, it’s difficult to explain, but the romance had change a little, for not say a lot, but even on this modern days is rescued a little, what is true and has always been true is that love isn’t eternal, it’s changing and sometimes moves to the convenience of people, but, there are exceptions?… I don’t know, maybe I’m not a normal existence but I can’t read minds yet, and I don’t know if one day I will learn to do it, so, I don’t know if eternal love is real or not, but maybe it is, I already saw couples last a lifetime together, they die together, or die untimely but still maintaining loyalty to his missing partner, yet I don’t know what they were really thinking, I had never been in love, so I don’t understand anything, my life changed before I could experience love…
But it’s never too late for certain things, and search for the meaning of continue my existence took me to discover many things, the first one on March 8th 1997.
I had always wondered about certain things, if we talk about romance and love itself, among them is certain phrase that caused me confusion.
“Love at first sight”
I think that after much hesitation and wondering about that phrase, the best way to answer was to going thought it, and that day was when my doubts disappeared.
My thoughts that day took me to a hospital, I got closer to the area of motherhood and being there I could watch behind a glass in which I could seen the new life that came to this world, so small and innocent, like its fragility was proportional to their innocence.
Of all the babies who were there, it was a small one with black hair who couldn’t stop crying, her cries caught my attention, I can’t say that it was de best sound I’ve heard in my life, or that it was music to my ears, but I wanted to know the reason for her tears, being that the rest was quietly asleep.
I slowly approach the side where I could easily see the face of the baby crying, so fragile… so easy to damage… but when I stopped in her field of vision, her crying stopped, her eyes fixed upon me, without even blink, something I had never seen in my life, and in her eyes I saw me reflected.
Without understanding what was happening, I was immersed in her brown eyes, I almost forgot to pretend to be breathing, which I had been doing for all the past 296 years, but something beautiful make me out of my trance, her smile, a playful smile that was saying me to smile too, her arms outstretched towards me, as if she was asking me to come close to her, and I would have done it if I didn’t knew that I can’t enter in that area, it wasn’t time for visits and was forbidden.
Maybe in that time I didn’t understand, but that is called “Love at first sight”, that led me to that from that moment I became the shadow of that little newborn, protecting her from damage which could be close.
And I said shadow, because I was literally that, I followed her anywhere, sleep wasn’t a problem to me, so I watched her 24 hours at day, and those lies about that we’re damaged by the sun... well, those are nonsense.
Jurina, it was the name her parents choose, beautiful name, I think it was just the name that I could have imagined for her, from a distance I looked after her, including her parents, that's because she was happy having them with her, and I felt that her happiness was now my reason to exist.
Her first step, her first word, her first scraped, I saw everything she could do in her short life, until one night, when she has 5 years old, it was the first time that I could talk to her.
“Why you don’t just come in?” I heard her soft whispers from outside the window, I couldn’t be more surprised, perhaps she spoke to me? she knew I was there?… a little afraid I peeked a little to observe inwards and to surprise me more she was sitting on her bed looking out the window, watching me, with a childish grace she sat on the edge of the bed, put her shoes and walked to the window, opened it slowly and took my hand “I know you’re there every night and you never made me anything, also I know you take care of me, I realized that”
Since when do you know about me?” I asked in a calm tone, but clumsy, it was a long time since I spoke to a human being, how many years I had already since I spoke to a person? I don’t remember, but doing so made me more surprised because my voice sounded very low, and to listen it again was also strange.
“For some time” she replied in her soft voice, realizing that her parents could wake up, so she keep her words in whispers “Come on, your hand is cold, are you cold?” she asked and I could see concern in her voice and eyes.
“To be a child of five years you are very smooth talking to a complete stranger” I smiled, trying to hide my fangs, I know very well that kids are afraid of “monsters” and well… I was one.
With a movement I bent down a little and entered through the window, which was in the second floor, this room had a balcony which was where I stood all night to guard, and I must say that from there I archived to scare a couple of thieves a few years ago.
With short and slow steps, she took me to her bed and motioned me to sit on the edge, obeying the orders of my reason to exist, I did everything as she asked, earning her smile, and as the first time I saw that smile, it was directed at me.
“I don’t think you’re bad being so pretty” she said keeping her innocent smile, if she knew that I’m not as good as I look, to keep me strong and looking as a human wasn’t achieved in the best way I wanted, Maybe don’t eat doesn’t kill me, but if I want to keep my human side I must drink human blood from time to time, but that is something you can’t say to a girl of 5 years and isn’t something I would like her to know anyways.
“I don’t know if you can say that I’m good, but at least I want you to know that to you I’m and that I will always protect you” I replied with a small smile while stroking her hair.
“You’re like my guardian angel! that’s what you are, right?” she asked excitedly, her hands over mine, the warmth of her hands was a sensation I hadn’t felt since long ago, which reminded me of the time when I was alive.
“If you want to see me as that, then I will be that, but as guardian angel anyone has to know about me, don’t tell anyone about me, this is our secret” I replied as I stood from her bed, I took her hands and motioned her to lie down, I gently took her sheets and arrope her “It’s time to get back to sleep, I’ll always be near you, doesn’t matter you can’t see me, when you feel fear, you can call me” I told her as I was ready to go.
“Wait” she stopped me with her little hand as she took me by the sleeve of my jacket “How I will call you if I don’t know your name?” she asked almost being asleep, which was causing her to almost close her eyes.
“My name is Rena… and I will always be here for you, Jurina” were my last words to her, with a smile she nodded and closed her eyes, I waited a few moments and when I saw that she was already asleep I went out from there.
So small and innocent believing anything I could have said, but it’s too important to me to lie to her, the future would see if I could tell her someday about me, but at that moment wasn’t necessary, being her guardian angel would be enough, and I would be that until time decided something different.
What I didn’t know at that time was that, even if only was an innocent conversation with a small human child, it would call so much attention to my similar ones and that would bring me problems not only to me, but also to Jurina, but not just problems but also an imminent danger.
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This is just so sweeettt..
Little juju is cute n sweet..
OwO
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I like it :thumbup If it's already finished, how many chapters will there be?
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So, Rena is vampire? :shocked
COOOOL!!!!! :w00t:
it's about forbidden love between human and vampire, Hmmm... interesting.
I called it. Rena is a vampire. >w<
Wow, tho. Love at first sight; she fell in love with Jurina LITERALLY since she was a baby! XD
This is SO GOOD! Can't wait to see more! :heart:
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:wub: i love to read a fic about vampire. Thats my wish to read a fic about wmatsui vampire and human. Now i got this fic Thank you so much:") i'll keep reading this fic.
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niineechan: Thanks! is what all say to me at first lol and is how I imagine Juribaby
Tupi: Yeah lol Rena is the vampire here, and yup is about that~
sophcaro: If you really want to know I can tell you, but isn't better to don't know?
Ruka Kikuchi: I know lol! she doesn't waste time!... but is a cute love, like "I protect you from everything" xD
vickystar: Oh! glad to know that! hope you like this one C:
Note: Again sorry for any mistake
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Eternity: Fragility | Memory
Fragilité
Fragilità
Fragilidad
Fragility…
The fragility in humans is surprising, people that by a simple small cut can die from an infection, all this from one moment to another and they can find the end of their life, I was like that, but it was a long time ago, I can’t even remember how is feel the fear of getting hurt, I can feel pain, but the pain doesn’t kill me, wounds either, although there are ways in which I could get killed, I have never been in the position to address some of them.
My first conversation with the small Jurina was the most beautiful thing I felt, I doesn’t remembered the feeling of warmth that a human being could give, but Jurina made me feel it, even with all the innocence with which she treated me, I could feel that I had made the right decision on take care of her and stay by her side.
But all isn’t easy, a monster like me shouldn’t be with such fragile creature like Jurina, yet my desire was to be with her, with the someone who made my life have sense.
“Don’t know about you for so many years and now learn that you are a guardian angel of a human child, I’m surprised, Rena” The quiet voice but feeling it like daggers through my body, I hadn’t heard that voice for decades…
“Yuka” I whispered the name of who had acted as a protector and teacher during my first years as a vampire, and even more, as someone who I consider my family, to her side Meiko, her eternal companion, both watching the situation with disapproval.
From the beginning they said me that I shouldn’t mingle with humans again, at least not as deep as it was when I was human, warning I had followed all this time, but everything changed with Jurina, she made me forget that warning…
“It’s not for more to say which is our recommendation, right?” Meiko asked as she approached me until the palm of her hand touched my cheek “You know that human life is fragile, easy broken as a cup falls to the ground and spreads into thousand pieces”
“I know” I answered almost in audibly, I knew all that, but I was there to protect the cup so it would not break into pieces.
“Then you know you should stay away of her, do it now before something dangerous happens, or you see yourself displayed in the human world” Yuka said authotitatively, Yuka was a prowerful vampire, and have many more years than me, even Meiko was older than me by many centuries, Yuka’s presence causes admiration and respect for humans and for us, her word is powerful like her strength, but if is about Jurina, that doesn’t matter to me anymore.
“I will protect her, I will not let anything happen to her and don’t worry about humans, I will not let they know about me either” I answered defiantly, but even then I didn’t make Yuka feel affected, Meiko stood between Yuka and me and watched me with maternal eyes, between the two major figures in front of me, Meiko is the quietest and comprehensive.
“I know you will, but we don’t say this just for the human child, but also for you, we are trying to protect you from the pain, you know that you are different, Rena, as how you are attracted by that girl, don’t you think others like us will be too? more knowing that you protect her, it will give them curiosity, your mere presence threatens the life of that child and yourself” Meiko could be right but I would be at Jurina side anyways, Jurina is the most important thing for me now, I will be with her always.
“Still, I will protect her from all those who want to hurt her” I answered even more challenging, more to Yuka than Meiko, Yuka hadn’t stopped to watch Jurina from the distant, Yuka’s eyes reminded me of when she was hunting humans, she’s dangerous, Yuka is dangerous for Jurina, I could feel it.
“You will regret your decision Rena, If isn’t now, it would be later and it would be worse, that child could get hurt, or worse, dead… and everything will be your fault” Yuka said ominously, her words gave me a feeling of deep fear, but I didn’t allow her to realize that, without another word Yuka vanished into the night at high speed, but not before giving a little look at Jurina again.
“We do this for you sake, you know how much we love you” Meiko said that as she kissed my cheek “Forgive us” she finished saying before going behind Yuka.
I decided to protect Jurina from every harm that might affect her from the first moment I saw her, and it was a promise to myself that I wasn’t planning to break, even if it meant going against who I think as family, was something I was walling to do.
My nights had become a regular visit to the small Jurina’s room, which was always waiting on her bed with the window open waiting me to come in, I was exclusive dedicated to listen her and give little tips, encouraging her when she didn’t understand something or when something made her angry.
Every day I was waiting to see her, feel her small hands and to hear her voice, so fragile it is, but protect her was my mission, from the meeting with Yuka and Meiko I had been even more alert, since that night I had seen them a few more times, in each of them saying me to stay away from Jurina, and in each of them denying to do it.
Yuka looked more impatient each time and as the days went she was more and more silent, allowing Meiko spoke, after a couple of weeks Yuka stopped coming to see me and only Meiko came, which wasn’t stopping to advise me to kept a distance from Jurina, until one night she warned me that Yuka wouldn’t just sit with folded arms waiting me for leave Jurina, and although it would hurt her too, she will do something to stop me, she said to me to be more alert than I already was, and that the next time I see her, it wouldn’t be just to talk.
That day I was watching Jurina as always, her parents decided to take her to a zoo, that meant she would be surrounded by many people and their parents would be with her, so I let my guard down a bit, that would be one of the errors I would regret.
The ability of Meiko to camouflage like a human was to admire and the ability of Yuka to hide too, which, being surrounded by so many people make me not realize that they were close to Jurina, what made me realize the danger was that I couldn’t see Jurina anymore, her parents were looking for her everywhere, but no sign of her, I got on alert and started to look, I achieved to see her on the top of a small building that was a side of the zoo, Yuka was holding Jurina’s arms, and her gaze without showing any feelings, and Meiko at her side showing the same expression.
I could see Jurina’s face and how she said “Save me, Rena”
Without a second thought, I ran towards them, using my superhuman strength and speed to achieve stand in front of them.
“I will show you the fragility of human life, this is for your own good Rena, at least this way you will not feel the pain again in the future since you will know about it” Yuka said as she showed her fangs, Jurina looked so scared that she couldn’t even scream, her eyes watching the fangs of Yuka, which was as a predator prepared to give an accurate bite on the neck, on the other hand Meiko was between Yuka and I, making that I couldn’t get close to Yuka.
“Let her go Yuka! you don’t have to do this! it’s just a child!” I called trying to reason with her, my voice seemed to won the attention of Jurina which looked at me with hope “Don’t worry, I will save you” I said softer than how I talked with Yuka, in that moment I could see how Meiko was distracted, with my speed, which was better than Meiko, I ran to her giving a strong blow making her fly to the side.
Yuka seeing Meiko being beaten by me distracted her, but not enough, she took Jurina and dropped her to the ground, causing Jurina to hit her head on the ground, which she made only to could face me and protect herself from my blow, but seeing how she just let Jurina get hurt and see her on the ground just get my anger rise more than it already was.
Something that Yuka wasn’t expecting was to see how strong I was now, but something for which I wasn’t expecting was Jurina seeing me act in such violent way.
My anger had managed to bring out the worst in me, my eyes shining with a reddish tone and my fangs which were seen as a demonic beast, my strength was far greater than Yuka’s strength, I had her just to give her the final blow, but in that moment I could hear Jurina voice.
“Rena…” she said in a whisper, which didn’t go unnoticed by my ears, with a quick movement I turn to see her, but her expression said me that she was more scared than when Yuka had her, her small hands trembling and her eyes without stop looking at me, in that moment was when I realized how I must have looked at the time, I hid my fangs and calm down a bit to let my eyes return to normal, I tried to approach Jurina, but every step I took she took one back.
“Jurina, don’t go away, I will not hurt you” I assured with the way I normally talk to her, but it didn’t seem to work, Jurina was still afraid, until she hadn’t more place to step back, we were in the top of a building, and being afraid made her walk to the edge of it, “Jurina!” I yelled scared, Jurina was falling, I used all my strength and speed to reach the shore and jump, making me reach her before we hit the ground “Jurina, are you okay?” It was the first thing I could ask, but I could only feel how Jurina was shaking.
“You… you’re not an angel” I overheard her trembling voice, a little girl had seen a real one of these monsters which only are in fairy tales, Yuka was in front of me with a expression of understanding towards me.
“This is what I wanted to show you, this is what happens to everyone, we were not going to kill her, but perhaps you think all are as good as us?” Yuka said in a soft voice, Meiko at her side watching everything that happened.
They were right and I knew they were, it was something that would happen sooner or later, and it happened that was earlier than I thought, my reason for exist was afraid of me, instead of feeling safe in my arms, she was trembling…
“Jurina, I’m sorry, I’m not the angel who I wanted to be for you” I said in a soft voice, maybe the tears are no longer something that I can provide, but the sorrow and pain is something that I can still feel, and it seems Jurina felt it so, her hands moved to my face and her small thumbs mimed as if she removed my nonexistent tears from my eyes “I’m sorry I had scared you… as you say I’m not an angel”
Jurina didn’t say a word, she just watched me with those brown eyes as it was the first time I saw them, and similarly to that day she smiled at me.
“You’re very pretty to be bad, and you’re very pretty to be crying, and although I know you lied, I know too you love me so much…” she said in a soft voice, she wasn’t trembling anymore, for a 5 years little girl she was more mature than I would have imagined, but I had taken a decision.
“I’m sorry” I said again as I rested the palm of my hand on her little forehead “Maybe you will not remember me from now on… but I will always protect you” after my words Jurina fell asleep, I had erased all her memories of my existence.
If one day she came to remind me, it would be as a dream, which I hoped would be a beautiful dream.
From then I took more distance from her, and now I would not let any human know about me.
Jurina would don’t know anymore about me, it would be just a dream and not a memory, I can't be happy about that but still if I can protect her, it doesn't matter how much I can suffer, I just want her to be okay.
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Rena fell in love with a baby. Pedobear~ hahaha
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It's cute and no you're right, it's best if I don't know how many chapters there are :)
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Owh, wmatsui moment sooo sweet :luvluv1: :shy2:
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This is really good author san. Quiet different from what I ever read about vampire fanfic.
update soon author san.
waiting for your update.
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keep it up author-san :yossi:
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Little cutie Jujurin is so sweet..
(http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Animals/bunny-03.gif)
She understands and encourage Rena eventhough she herself is scared..
Rena... Why did u do that?
I won't feel good if someone erases my memory..
But, this about them, not me though.. :P
Thank you for the update, Author-san..
I'll wait for the next update in my cutest form since this is so cute...
(http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Animals/cute-tiger-2932.gif)
GANBARE!!! (http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Animals/cow-36.gif)
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Aw~ Rena had to make Jurina forget her~ T^T
But, maybe in future, they will meet again and can be together, hopefully. :cry:
Update soon! :bow:
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:bow: jurina so cute
Waiting for many years after and their story :") ganbatte author.
:jphip: :jphip: :hip smile: :deco:
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kahem: It's what I was thinking when I was writing, but is a innocent love (?
sophcaro: Then is a secret lol still if you want to know how many there are, the fanfic in spanish is called "Eternidad"
The Ray: They're always cute and sweet <3
sadrilim: Oh! glad to hear that is something different, hope you still like it with the pass of chapters, sometimes it will get slow in the story lol
shinigamielf: Ossu! I will!
niineechan: I'm going a little fast with the translations, just that I don't want to publish all one behind the other so fast or it will be a little to much (?
Ruka Kikuchi: If they don't meet it would be sad and not a Wmatsui lol! still they and you have to wait a little more for that
vickystar: wish granted
Note: and how I said in the past ones, sorry for all the mistakes!
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Eternity: Secret | Separation
Segreto
Secreto
Secret…
Humans keep secrets for many reasons, shame, fear, for convenience, for the convenience of others, even we have secrets, we have a very big one, our own existence, is the biggest secret to us, or it should be, just like humans, secrets are something that we keep even among our friends or family.
We aren’t so different from humans talking about that, but the more years you have, the wiser you could be or maybe dumber, but to live so many years, it leaves you the only option of being wiser or at least is what I believe.
Still I also keep a secret, after erasing the memory of Jurina I promised to Yuka and Mieko that I would no see her again, for a few days it was like that, until I began to sneak behind them.
I love art, that was from the time to were I was still alive, all these years I have seen part of the evolution of art and that makes me to love it more, using that as an excuse for my long hours outs, and also know Yuka’s habits, make easier trick them.
Not everything was easy, Jurina was 5 years old when I erased her memory, but when she turned 10 years I was discovered by Mieko, but she understands me, or so I feel, so she started helping me to keep seeing Jurina, I watched over her from the distance, far enough so that an ordinary human couldn’t see me, my visits to the balcony ended and were changed by visits from afar watching her window from the roof of the nearest home from hers.
It’s been two years more since Mieko found me, we run out of ideas on how to deceive Yuka, but that will not stop me to still seeing Jurina, I’m stronger than Yuka, but still I don’t want to betray her, I don’t want to go against her wishes, I don’t know if is because I’m grateful for all the years she took care of me, or because I’m still not brave enough to do something, although I’m betraying her right now…
Jurina has grown very well, is a very lively girl, is the fastest in her sport class, as the same in some of her subjects, in some other isn’t to much but doesn’t mean that she don’t try to be better everyday.
Mieko began to accompany me on occasions, apparently she began to take affection to Jurina, which makes me very happy, I would like to Yuka think alike, but I doubt she would do it sometime.
Sometimes I like to tell Mieko how I imagine me being next to Jurina or tell her about when I talked with the 5 years old Jurina, comparing that little girl with this almost young lady.
After each talk with Mieko I feel even more sad, being so close and still being very far, know everything about her an that she didn’t even know that I exist…
What can be worse than this? I can’t stop thinking about “If” and “If I had”… If I was human, If I was normal, If I had put resistance towards Yuka… but doesn’t help thinking about it, things already happened this way, and nothing will change by simple blame my decisions.
Jurina and her family will go on vacation, and I’ll think about how to escape this time without Yuka knowing, Mieko promised to help me think of something, but we doesn’t have ideas.
“You can say that you will go to an exhibition in another country” Mieko said as she was writing the idea in a notebook, we list several excuses but none convinced us so far.
“If I say something like that Yuka is going to ask about what exhibition, she also likes to go to those exhibitions, she will want to come with me” I replied as I walked around the room.
“Why don’t tell her the truth?” Mieko asked in a soft tone
“You know why, if I tell her now after so many years she definitely will taken it as a betrayal, this time I don’t know what will happen” I replied, Mieko nodded, who best knows Yuka than her, and she knew the response from the start “And… I’m sorry to be the cause if she get angry at you, you know about Jurina and how I had hidden it from 2 years, plus the ones you didn’t know…”
“So… this is what you two had been hiding” a voice behind us surprised us, Yuka was standing right behind us “I thought something was strange, I don’t blame you, I would have done the same as be you, but that doesn’t mean I will forget that you are seeing me like an idiot all these years, I could have expected this from you Rena, but Mieko… you..”
“You know I don’t do things without reason, Yuka understand, you must let Rena commit her own mistakes, don’t over protect her” Mieko said as she placed her hand on my shoulder, Yuka want just to protect me, I know, but her way is unfounded, but she doesn’t want to accept it.
“We have always take care of her like if she were our own daughter!, I will not allow that just because a human she had to suffer or that on some way something take her away of us!” Yuka said enraged, her eyes shifting to a more reddish color.
“We also were humans! I was also a human once!” Mieko said trying to remain calm.
“Don’t confuse things woman! that girl isn’t like you, don’t compare! As for you Rena” Yuka said walking towards me, her aura of superiority that began to oppress the whole atmosphere “You’ll stay with me” she said as took my arm and pulled me out of the place, despite what Mieko was trying to say, Yuka hasn’t the intention to letting me go, much less hear me, and I… I doesn’t know what to do, the last thing I want is to hurt Yuka or Meiko, much less be responsible of any damage to Jurina, but how make Yuka understand without a violent confrontation? I had never attempted to be against her, just that time 7 years ago, and that was the worse, we happened to get hurt, not only physically, but psychologically.
“Yuka, please… listen” I whispered, but Yuka continued to ignore my words “Yuka… give me a chance to talk” I asked again trying to convince her, Yuka stopped her step, letting go my arm.
“Okay, Let’s talk how it was supposed to be 7 years ago, Rena, you lied to me” Yuka said in a wounded tone
“And how you wanted me to talk with you? are you seeing what are you doing right now? it would be the same 7 years ago!” I replied trying to not raise my voice too much, Mieko was right by my side, but didn’t say a word.
“You don’t only lied to me, but you also make Mieko to do it, she has never hidden anything from me…” It hurt me to hear how Yuka was talking, but she was guilty too…
“Yuka, you know very well that sometimes you don’t know how to listen, you want to protect everything you love, you want to make us avoid any kind of danger, but you can’t do it always, perhaps you didn’t learn anything from what happened to me, what happened to us?” Mieko asked Yuka, although I know them from my whole vampiric life, I never knew their story, Yuka transformed Mieko, but I don’t know more than that.
“For that reason, I don’t want to see her go through something like that!” Yuka said in despair “I don’t want to see her suffer like I did”
“Yuka, sometimes is good to feel those things, we can’t keep her away from all that, even if she’s like how she is now, she has the right to live” Mieko said as she approached Yuka and hugged her “Give her the opportunity to experience and give to yourself the opportunity to know that human girl, Jurina is very special to Rena, as I am for you”
Live, that was the key word, that is Jurina for me, I don’t just see how she lives, I see myself living seeing her live, I began to live again when I met her, she was my answer, my reason for being, my reason to continue in this eternity.
“What I less want is to fight with you, or to lose Jurina, just support me on this” I said to Yuka pleadingly, Yuka looked at me a moment.
“Sometimes I get carried away by my overprotective sense, and is something from what I will not apologize, but I will for the stupidity that causes on me, I guess I’ll let you experience more, but doesn’t mean I will not watch over you closely” Yuka said reluctantly, winning being patted on the head by a smiling Mieko, and a big smile on my part
“Thank you, Yuka” I said in an excited tone, didn’t have for what to fear now, and maybe in the future I could reveal again in front of Jurina.
“Well, I guess is a good opportunity to go on a vacation too, and a good opportunity to learn why you like to be her guardian angel” Yuka said with a smile, to which I agreed.
“Sometimes that girl does strange things during sleep, is fun to watch” Mieko remarked smiling, to which I frowned.
“Oh, I want to see that” Yuka commented with a smile, to which Mieko took her arm and started to lead her
“Wait, you’re going to go see her now?!” I asked shocked, Mieko nodded and with a playful smile Yuka nodded too, after that they began to run at high speed, without thinking twice I also ran, but when we were in front of the house there was nobody.
“How strange, I thought they would go tomorrow” Mieko commented watching the house.
“The car isn’t here, they forward their departure” I said as watched the porch.
“Then you should catch them, we will see you tomorrow” Yuka said with a smile “Mieko as for you, I will punish you for lying to me, see you tomorrow Rena” Yuka said smirking, Mieko threw me glances of terror, but I decided to ignore them, I don’t want to get mixed in their weird things.
I know the smell of Jurina and they were already advanced in the road, I will reach them more into the night, but it would be otherwise if I don’t start to move.
The more Jurina’s scent was more strong the more excited I was, little by little the night began to fall and darkness to cover the picture, if it wasn’t for the light of certain houses on the banks of the way everything would be darker, unlike me that it doesn’t affect me, to humans was different, I could saw cars go on the road with their lights on.
Sometimes I want to buy a car, but I’m faster if I run so it doesn’t makes sense to do it.
The night had completely fallen, almost no passing cars, but then it hit me a smell of burning oil or something like that, what scare me most was that the scent of Jurina was mingled with that strange smell, at feel it I get a feeling that something was wrong, so I started running faster.
When I get to where it was the reason for the smell I could saw the worst scene I could have seen, the family car of Jurina, shattered roadside…
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:OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG:
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O my, o my, o my!
R, save J, please! Hurry! :@
Thnk u 4 the tense rising, author-san..
N thnk u 4 updating... ::bow::
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OMG, Jurina had an accident :OMG:
Rena please save jurina :on speedy:
Thanks for update author-san :kneelbow:
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Author-san please save Jurina !!!!!!! :panic: :OMG: :fainted:
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This chapter is short, and I wanted to let you guys know about the accident and what happened after that lol and as always... sorry for the mistakes
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Eternity: Fear | Savior
Paura
Peur
Miedo
Fear…
Being almost immortal, with an eternity in front of you, how could you be afraid?…
Fear is characterized by different situations, some sense of danger, real or a maybe, it could be referred to the present, future or even something from the past, there are different ways we can express fear, but the maximum expression is terror.
Terror is what I felt when I saw the wrecked car on the edge of the road, a feeling of emptiness and nausea that ran through my body, I didn’t know where to look or what to do, I was afraid of seeing a reality that I wanted to avoid, my body doesn’t answered my orders, I was completely in shock, but then I hear a whisper.
“Help…” I heard the soft voice, if I had been an ordinary human, probably I wouldn’t have heard it but it was clear enough for me, better yet, that voice made me out of my shock, it was a voice I knew very well, Jurina’s voice.
After hearing her voice almost inaudible, I ran to the car, it was completely shattered and upside down, the parents of Jurina in front and Jurina on the back, the 3 with the belt, from the hood of the car came a black smoke which made put me more alert, the smell of gasoline was to strong.
“Help me” I could listen again, taking my mind of the trance in which I had come at observe the situation, Jurina was there with her arm outstretched towards me, in her arms cuts from the accident and the same was for her face with traces of blood, but she was still alive, her heart was beating faster than normal, I had to get her out of there… “M-my parents…” I hear her voice at the time I approached the car.
“They are alive, relax, I will take care of them but first is you” I replied quietly, the whole family was alive, but I didn’t know how the situation was for her parents, apart that they were still alive.
I took the car door and pulled with force and flung it away from the car, the seat belt was stuck, but it wan’t a problem for me, with a little squeeze I achieve break it realizing Jurina, I took her in my arms taking her out of the car and then leaned her down.
“Save… my parents please” She said almost unconscious, but she had took my arm firmly.
“I will save them” I replied with a small smile, I stroked her cheek and set off to the car again, the oil and gasoline began to leak more and more, when I was taking Jurina’s mother I realized that from the hood car came fire, I had to hurry or all will end badly, I achieve to free Jurina’s mother and took her at Jurina’s side, she was breathing heavily, but still breathing, now it was just her father, I retuned to the car and took him out as fast as I could and just in time before the flames began to consume what remained of the car.
The fire seemed as it was eating the car, it wasn’t explosions, nothing like what I could think would happen, only the fire consuming the metal and furniture, but the family of Jurina and herself were safe, I approached Jurina and sat beside her, her eyes barely open observing me.
“T-Thank you” she whispered, her expression of pain, surely she took hard hits in the accident, if I could take away all her pain I would do it, I rather prefer to feel it than she feel it…
“Don’t strain yourself, the help is almost here, okay?” I said in what I could hear the sirens of the ambulance, someone had warned about a car that had left the road, if I wanted I could take the 3 as quickly as possible to the hospital, but it would be difficult, and I could damage them if they had any serious injury, impotence was eating me, but seeing and observing Jurina breathing as she was watching me calmed me a little.
“you’re like an angel…” she whispered as she stretched her arm to reach my face, I slowly approached her to facilitate her intentions, until I felt the palm of her hand on my cheek and how she stroked it like I had done moments before.
Jurina fainted after that, maybe she didn’t hear the last thing I said, but moments later I had to separate from her because the ambulance had arrived, I had to hide, it wasn’t time to let Jurina know about me.
Mieko and Yuka came to the next day, we were in a building opposite the hospital, from our position we could see Jurina’s room, she was fine, a few scares here and there but no risk, about her parents, her mother needed more time for her recovery like her father but they were fine.
“Don’t you dare to blame yourself for this, Rena “ Yuka said as she took me by my shoulder
“I know that this isn’t my fault, nor can I blame you or anyone else, it was an accident… but I can’t help it, I feel like if I had failed her” I answered.
“You saved them, Rena, if you hadn’t been there they had died burned” interfered Mieko as she hugged me, at least she was right about that, if I hadn’t been there they had died, but if I had been there from before this wouldn’t had to happen.
But my sentimental mood didn’t last long, the same for Mieko and Yuka, something caught our attention, what Jurina said to her father after seeing him.
“Dad I assure you it was like that, this girl with long black hair, she was the one who saved us” Jurina said firmly
“There was nobody with us Jurina, sure you dreamed” her father answered, she had seen me, I had forgotten that detail…
“I know what I see, I’m sure it was real!” Jurina replied frustrated
“I know someone had saved us, but Jurina, to a woman took the car door and trow it like you say, is something that just a woman couldn’t do alone, maybe you saw her or maybe not, we can’t know, when the people from the ambulance found us we were alone”
Jurina didn’t discussed more, I don’t know if she had accepted what her father said or if she just decided to don’t argue anymore.
“It seems that you were seen” Yuka said thoughtfully “You should go to erase her memories again?”
“I don’t think it’s necessary, she doesn’t remember clearly, I just need to avoid being seen again” I answered watching Jurina’s room, yet it wasn’t time to reveal me to her, Yuka and I knew it.
The next time I stand in front of her I want to appear as if I were human, not seeing her afraid for what I am, and when time pass, tell her my secret, I don’t want to make the same mistake 2 times, I don’t want to see her eyes watching me with terror like the other time.
“When you’re ready to stand in front of her, I want you to tell me” Yuka commanded, I didn’t questioned her desires, so I just nodded.
I had saved the life of Jurina, from now on, I wanted to keep my promise for real and not leaver her side again… Little I knew at that moment that the promise would be broken again.
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I believe J's heart is longing for R..
Aah.. I have this mixed feelings because of u, author-san.
Not able to show urself to ur love is just.... Aaaarghhh...
Thx 4 updating. :bow:
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Here's the chapter in where I introduce the villain, hope you like it and as always, sorry for the mistakes.
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Eternity: Past | Present
Ultimo
Dernier
Pasado
Past…
All human past is a sea of memories, good and bad memories, but if for a human is a sea of memories for us is a universe, but at the same of humans, there are good and bad ones.
The difference that distinguishes us is that many of the people we meet we see them born, live and die, but if is someone like us, we continue to seen them for all the eternity, maybe it takes many years to find them again, but we find them, all of us live in one world after all.
It’s like when they say that fate makes two people met, but we have so many fates then, in different decade, century or millennium.
The accident of Jurina and her family stayed in the past, a past that goes back three years ago, the small 12 years old Jurina is now 15, she isn’t small anymore, but for me she will always be, after all I’ve have many years more than her.
After that day Jurina keep asking about me, but at see that no one knew anything dropped the subject after a few days. Now Jurina is a lively young lady, I love watching her play, laugh, have fun, it’s a very interesting young lady, is very good at sports, but somehow also loves art like me, but she prefers only to watch, I’ve seen many times how she tries to draw, paint or sculpt… but nothing of those works for her, it’s fun to see her expression frustrated to se that she can’t do anything of that, but she’s still trying sometimes, although the result remains the same.
The days were peaceful, but lately I felt as if someone was watching me, a feeling that I didn’t like…
“It happens that you sink into your thoughts, Rena” Yuka said smiling
“What are you saying?” I asked puzzled
“You think to much about I don’t know what, that you didn’t realize that your little “pigeon” already go flying from home” she said as she smiled pointing to where Jurina was going, which was already several blocks away
“Oh… sh**!” I said to myself as I stood to follow her, Yuka doing the same and started to following me.
“About what was you thinking that you distracted at such level as to forget about Jurina?” Asked Yuka curious
“Lately I feel like if someone is watching me” I replied without looking at her, but after a few seconds I realized that Yuka wasn’t behind me anymore “Is something wrong?” I asked at see how she stopped
“I… I remembered that Mieko wanted something, I’ll see you later, don’t neglect your pigeon” She said in a nervous tone, which one I didn’t pay much attention
Little I know about what Yuka was hiding…
Without me knowing what was happening, Yuka and Mieko were talking about a matter in which I was completely wrapped…
“She’s back, Yuka, she found her” Mieko said as she hugged Yuka
“How the hell she found her?” Yuka asked surprised.
“She followed us, she knew that sooner or later we would meet Rena, I’m afraid that she can do something to hurt her” Mieko replied worried.
“We will not allow something like that, we have to take her with us and leave this place” Yuka said with authority.
“We can’t do that Yuka, she’s with Jurina, we can’t separate her from Jurina, we must find another way and fast”
Mieko and Yuka were trying to protect me from someone, and I know very well that someone, she’s very dangerous.
“One of my guys said me that one of her servants is near, she still doesn’t know about Rena, but one of her servants knows” Mieko said nervously.
“We must stop that idiot before he said something to her, once she knows where Rena is… the only option left will be fight with her” Yuka commented thoughtful “First we need to find that servant, you know where Rena is?… is a stupid question, she’s with Jurina, right?…” she told to herself smiling
“We can take advantage this weekend, Jurina and her family will go to visit a relative, that time is valuable, we can take care of that idiot on that moment” Mieko said thoughtfully, Yuka nodded and kissed Mieko
“Everything will be fine” She assured with a calm voice.
That weekend I followed Jurina and her family how I had been doing for the past 15 years, this time Yuka and Mieko had decided don’t came, which was nothing unusual, sometimes they come and sometimes not, but something told me that this occasion was different from the others, and it seemed that I didn’t learn to start following my instincts, still I leave the city and followed Jurina and her family.
“It looks like we found the servant” Yuka said in a cold tone.
“Yuka Sama…” whispered a vampire surprised
“Airin had sent you, right?” Yuka asked as she approached the vampire
“Yuka sama, I implore not to cast against Airin sama orders” said the vampire without showing fear
“I seem that I don’t impose respect like before” commented Yuka to herself.
“If your desires are agains Airin Sama I will have no choice but to fight” replied the vampire full of confidence.
“I expected no less of a servant of Airin, that damn girl can’t just forget about Rena, so big is her fascination for her?” Asked Yuka frustrated.
“With your visit it confirms me that this young vampire who have I been following in fact is Rena Sama” the vampire said with a smile
“You didn’t know how Rena was?” Asked Yuka surprised if that was the case then she had made a mistake by presenting in front of this vampire and discuss about Rena with him.
“I must say no, I was sent to search her but I had never seen her, I only know her for words that described her, but I confirmed that indeed she is, Airin Sama will be very pleased to know that her beloved Rena Sama has been found” The young vampire said smiling even more openly.
“And what makes you think that I will let you tell her?” Yuka asked threatening.
“I knew that I could meet you at some point of this, who would say that you would confirm my suspicions, but as I said, if their desires are against Airin Sama I will face both of you, so I will implore again to don’t go agains Airin Sama” replied the vampire
“Then you’ll have to be quick to beat me, I will not allow Airin to know where Rena is, not today, not tomorrow, much less in the near or distant future” Yuka said menacingly, her eyes had become reddish and her fangs protruding from her mouth.
“It leaves me no choice then” answered the young vampire showing his fangs and his reddish eyes too.
Mieko kept her distance from both vampires, seeing if there was someone else apart from that servant, which seemed like he was alone, but she was distracted when she heard a loud sound, Yuka has been dropped on the floor, the servant was stronger than both had believed.
“It looks like you’re not just a servant” Yuka said as she stood slowly
“Indeed, I’m not, I’m a elite vampire, but like 100 years younger than you” replied the smiling vampire
“I don’t imagine that someone like you will fulfill Airin orders” commented Yuka surprised.
“Airin Sama is more than you could imagine, her strength is not proportional to her young age, is more than I can even think, it’s a great honor to serve her and I will not hesitate to fight anyone who wants to go against her” the vampire said as he was running towards Yuka
“In the same way you protect Airin I protect Rena!” Shouted Yuka as she was running against the vampire too.
Both fighting on the same level, blows were hitting each other, but none yielding a single step, Mieko wanted to interdict, but she knew that if she did could hurt the pride of Yuka, so she watched the fight expectantly.
“I don’t expect less of you Yuka Sama… but this ends here” commented the vampire at have cornered Yuka
“That’s my line” Yuka replied with a smile, in one fluid motion and graceful, she achieved to place behind the servant, took the head of him and then twist his head with force ripping it from the rest of the body
“I was seriously thinking of getting into the fight” Mieko said as she approached Yuka
“The good thing is that it wasn’t necessary, this vampire didn’t even know how Rena was, if is another servant of Airin close maybe he’s in the same situation than this one, I think I know how to keep them away for more time” Replied Yuka in which she threw the vampire’s head away from her.
“What’s your plan?” Mieko asked to her eternal companion
“We’ll make Airin believe that Rena discovered her servant and she killed him to then run away to an unknown destination” replied Yuka
“Then we must send this false report to Airin”
Without knowing a war had been avoided, without know an imminent danger had been surrounded, Yuka and Mieko are the closest to be a family to me, they are as if they were my parents, teaching me and protecting me since they found me.
Airin was part of my past, and even if I doesn’t want, she would be part of it for eternity, but my present is Jurina, and even if Airin appeared in my life again, for Jurina I would do what I haven’t done for fear…
Face who introduced me to the darkness and eternity…
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It seems that you have been avoiding me my love, fooling me for 3 years since I did lose one of my most faithful servants…
Fascinating creature, I didn’t mistake by becoming you once I met you, Rena… you’re perfect, so perfect that just makes me think of taste your blood again, the sweetest blood I’ve ever had taste in my entire life…
But I’ve found you, and this time you will stay with me forever…
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what's happen if Airin found Rena :shocked :shocked. :panic:
so interesting... cant wait for next chapter :bow:
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vickystar: you will know now lol
Tupi: Wish granted lol
As always sorry for all the mistakes
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Eternity: Danger | Distance
Pericolo
Peligro
Danger…
The danger is a situation that threatens your life or someone else life, it can be latent, which makes it potentially dangerous but that doesn’t affect anyone more than yourself or the person, or at least not yet, it can be potential, which is in the point to affect other persons, and finally the danger active, this time is when the danger is causing harm to people right in the moment.
At the time when I saw that person would be when my life and potentially Jurina’s life, would be in latent danger.
“I found my beloved Rena” I heard a whisper that was like when you said words to the wind and they are lost in the distance, so I didn’t put to much attention on that, maybe just my imagination.
Jurina with her 18 years, she was beautiful, every day it was more difficult to stay away from her, you’d think seeing somebody grow will make grow only your feelings of maternal love or brotherhood, but on the contrary, my feelings were changing from want to protect her with the pass of years, until I realized that more than just wanting to protect her, I wanted to love her.
Search for someones love was something I had never experienced, not in my long life, but now I felt that I wanted Jurina to look only at me, knowing that at have her in my sight could bring problems to her eventually, still I wanted to surround her body with my arms.
To my surprise, wanting to take her blood had never crossed my mind, even thinking about it caused me disgust, I don’t know if was because she’s the only human that doesn’t attract me because of that, or maybe because of my love for her and that I only wanted to protect her from any harm or simply because her blood doesn’t raise me appetite, whatever was the reason it was unthinkable to even think giving her a pinch, any cause of pain for her, was an enemy to me.
Today was the sport festival in Jurina’s school, her last sport festival on this school, she will be collage student now, for years behind I saw the sport gift she had, and to be her last festival she didn’t hesitate to participate in any event arising.
She was from the least persons to retire after a long day and as usually I was following her at the distance, I hadn’t seen nothing out of the ordinary, many people approach her, she is very social, not only with her classmate, but with neighbors and people who usually she saw at her way to school too.
And that was why I didn’t noticed the approaching danger…
A person with a hat that covered half of her face and dark glasses approached Jurina, even being that person so oddly I decided don’t put myself in high alert, I just put more attention to what was happening, but ready for anything dangerous it could happen.
“It seems that I finally have the chance to see you face to face Jurina san” said the figure with soft voice, but still I could understand, silly me who didn’t recognize who was, knowing so well that voice and to not recognize her…
“Who are you?” Jurina asked in a firm voice, but she walked a few steps back, both felt it, that person was unreliable.
“Oh it isn’t necessary to you to know it, right? Rena?” I was surprised to hear my name, but I hadn’t time to be surprised for long, the figure had turned in my direction, her smile showing her fangs.
“Airin” I whispered with obvious fear in my voice
“Rena? seems that you had confused me” Jurina said ignorant of the danger in which she was.
“No, of course not, I know very well you’re the one I’m looking for”Airin said smiling, putting full attention on Jurina again “It’s you who is trying to steal my Rena” she continued talking with a threatening tone, Jurina noticed it and gave another couple of steps back, but at high speed Airin took her neck, lifting her a few centimeters from the ground “I’ll kill you unless human”
“NO!” I screamed loudly, my reaction rate made me to reach them at the time that Airin had taken Jurina’s neck “Get away from her!” I yelled while hitting Airin, causing her to let go Jurina, but not causing her to move more than a few centimeters
“Rena… you had hit me?” Airin asked surprised
“Stay away from her” I said ignoring anything Airin have said, at that moment I was between Jurina and Airin, Jurina was on the floor gasping for air and although I would like just to ignore Airin and give my full attention to Jurina and see if she was okay, the reality was that doing so wasn’t an option.
“Stupid human, what have you done to my beloved Rena? her eyes looks different from what I like!” Airin said in frustration “I leave you freely for a few years just for this? so that you can walk like a lap dog behind a human?”
“Airin, you and I haven’t a relationship, and you don’t have right to do something to her” I said in a threatening tone.
“We have more than a relationship Rena, remember and as for your human, I'll kill her” Airin replied with a playful smile as she avoided my eyes and looked at Jurina, following her line of sight I saw Jurina, her expression of terror and lack of understanding.
“I will not allow you to touch her” I said as I watched Jurina, trying to make her feel safe, at hear my words Jurina saw right into my eyes, those eyes that had years without looked me.
“But I did touch her seconds ago” Airin said laughing “I nearly killed her a few moments ago, and I plan that in my next attack I will kill her for real” she said the latest in an even more serious voice.
Without thinking much I took a few steps back until I could take Jurina’s hand and helper her up.
“Jurina, just don’t walk away from me” I said in a serious tone and felt how her hands were shaking “I’m sorry” I said before hearing how Airin was approaching us at high speed.
“Stay away from that stupid human!” Airin shouted demanding, her speed and strength are something to fear, even among older vampires she’s respected.
Having Jurina in danger make that the only feasible thing to do was defend, and more than defend myself, was to defend her, so all I could do was dodge and receive blows before they could reach her, a blow for her would mean dead.
“Damn it Rena, I don’t want to hurt you” Airin screamed in frustration.
I could barely stand, if breathing was still vital for me, surely would be something difficult to do at the moment, but Jurina hadn’t been grazed by Airin hands.
“I told you that I will not let you touch her” I said still with determination
“Rena… okay, but this isn’t the end and the next time I will kill that human, doesn’t matter if you like it or not, you are only mine, and you have to look only at me” were the last words from Airin before disappear.
Luck was at my side, keeping that pace for longer and it would mean let me out of combat in a few minutes more which would leave Jurina helpless.
I still feel pain and fatigue, and those things took over my body at the time I didn’t felt the presence of Airin, I let me fall in the ground kneeling, the blows I had received became noticed in my face, probably I will need a good amount of blood tonight if I wanted to recover quickly my force…
“A-are you okay?” I heard the voice of Jurina behind me, my body tensed to listen her, I don’t feel prepared to see her and less after everything that happened, the next time I wanted to saw her was supposed to be under other circumstances and again I had her in danger…
Without even saying a word I nodded, after that I notices how she walked to stand in front of me, at see her I set my look to the ground, but she knelt in front of me and took my chin, forcing me to face her.
“I don’t know who you are and I know that I could easily confuse this with a bizarre dream, but you saved me, thanks” she said with a smile on her face, one very warm, as warm as how I remembered.
“I’m sorry” I said as I turned my face to get rid of her touch and slowly got up from the position where I was, for more than I wanted to keep talking with her, this was a mistake
“I feel that I know you” I heard her and then saw how she was seeing my face in a curious way “Seriously I think I know you but I don’t remember from where”
“I don’t think you know me” I answered a little nervous, but I couldn’t stay with the doubt of whether might or might not recover her memories, so I had to make the painful decision to eraser her memories again, eraser this moment…
To her surprise I put the palm of my hand on her forehead, it was like reliving that moment when I erased her memory for the first time, now more painful than before.
“I’m sorry to do this again” I said apologetically, it passed a few seconds and I was waiting for Jurina to faint, but it didn’t happen, I felt how she took my wrist and separate my hand of her forehead.
“Perhaps you want to know if I’m so scared that I have fever or something like that?” she asked puzzled, I couldn’t help but to see her surprised, I couldn’t erase her memory
“You still remind me” I whispered surprised.
“Of course, you saved me a moments ago, I still feel I know you, and by what you just said then I could tell that we know each other, or not?” she asked in a tone of curiosity, but I ignored her question again and put the palm of my hand on her forehead again, and likewise she took my wrist and separated my hand from it “Seriously, are you okay? maybe all those blows caused you something on the head, I think you aren’t a normal human, the same as the other woman, but all those blows should hurt you” she said worriedly.
For more joy it could cause me for know how she can worry about me, this was something new, I couldn’t erase her memory, now what? I can’t protect her form the shadows now, Airin know about her and want to kill her, and now Jurina know about the existence of both, Airin and me, and knowing the curiosity of Jurina she wouldn’t stop trying to know more about me, the worst thing is that the more easily thing to do is stay away from her, but Airin will want to kill her if I do that, so stay away from her wasn’t an option, for the contrary, now I need to be more close to her.
I couldn’t think clearly at the moment and have Jurina so close to my face made it even more difficult…
“Could you get away from me? is uncomfortable” I said in a cold tone, if I couldn’t get away from her, at least I could keep a distance, that way it would be easier not to fall into temptations with her.
“You’re cute, you know? like an angel” and as if was a flood of memories came one memory after other, when Jurina was a child and said that I was her guardian angel “Although by how you come dressed you would be more like a black angel”
“Right, I’m a black angel, and be near me is dangerous, so stay away” I said keeping my aggressive tone, I tried to turn and go but she stopped me taking my arm, being so weak at the moment was more annoying now, I couldn’t go at high speed because I hadn’t energy left for do that
“I will not let you go, I want to know before that, what was all this?, I can’t let you go after being almost killed by an unknown woman and although you have saved me and I appreciate it, I want you to tell me what you have to do on all this, because for what I understand of all, I’m involved and I don’t know neither you or that crazy woman” Jurina said firmly
Now what can I do? knock her out and run away from here?… no, that wasn’t an option, I couldn’t hurt her in any way… but there was the answer, scare her, I would take her away from me and what could be better than to frighten her, maybe I will regret it later but it sounded good right now
“I don’t know if you’re aware that you don’t have any right to demand for answers, not if you are just a simple human” I answered, but now turning to see her “If you don’t want that the one who kill you could be me, is better to let me alone” I continued saying as I showed my teeth and my eyes were becoming red, Jurina released my arm and stepped back
“I-I’m not afraid” she said shuttering, it was clear that she was afraid, her reaction was funny and I couldn’t help but to laugh.
“And you say that you’re not afraid of me? you hear how you stutter?” I asked mocking her reaction
“See, you’re not as bad as you try to look, your smile is cute” thanks to all the Gods blushes aren’t recorded on our faces, but she had leave me speechless “You will try to scare me more? you saved me, you must have a reason, and I don’t feel malice from you” I couldn’t do more than watch her giving in to it, but I couldn’t tell her anything, at least not yet.
“I can’t tell you what you want to know” I said, trying to sound as neutral as possible “Maybe after some time, still I will protect you from that woman who wanted to hurt you, that’s a promise, but I don’t want you near me, don’t look for me”
“You want me to continue with my life as if nothing had happened, at the time a crazy woman is trying to kill me and another crazy woman defends me behind my back?…I can’t promise anything” she answered as she pouted
“I didn’t expect to receive your cooperation… but I was hoping for it… I will just keep my distance, but I will be around to protect you” Jurina was watching me with disapproval, but the more she knew the more she would be in danger.
“I’ll let you go today but just because my mom will get mad at me for being so late, but next time you will not escape… but… mmmh… can you come with me?… I’m still a little afraid” she said the latest in a whisper with a soft reddish color on her cheeks, again I couldn’t help but to smile at her actions.
“I’ll be closer than you think, it’s always like that, don’t be afraid and continue as if nothing had happened” I said with a smile, forgetting that I wanted to act aggressively to keep my distance.
“You better don’t lie to me… you’re like a guardian angel, one black and beautiful, I like you already Rena, hope to see you soon… in a situation where my life isn’t compromised” she said with a smile “I will discover what comes all this, so don’t get rid of me!” said and ran off leaving me standing in the same place, but I’m her shadow after all, so I started to follow her form a distance, her face had formed a smile.
I had to maintain a safe distance, but how I will keep it if now I could stand in front of her again? she doesn’t fear me, not after seeing what I was, but still she didn’t knew what or who I am, still she doesn’t showed me fear, rather than at the beginning…
Airin was danger, one that I should overcome, what she planned for us in the future was unknown, and because of that I was afraid, still I will give everything to protect Jurina and if was necessary to sacrifice me, I would do it.
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WMatsui~~~ :mon inluv: :mon inluv: :mon inluv: :mon inluv:
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Wow!
Rena couldn't erare Ju's memory! This is new!
Keep it up, author-san! :bow: :twothumbs
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Eternity: Memories | Truth
Saluti
Mes Salutations
Recuerdos
Memories…
Memories are situations you’ve lived before, sometimes can fail to recall them, but it doesn’t mean that there haven’t been, and sometimes those memories you can only see them again in dreams…
“I don’t think you’re bad being so pretty”
“You’re like my guardian angel! right?”
“My name is… and I will always be here for you Jurina”
The memories flowed in Jurina’s dreams as it were presented on a cinema, but the face of so-called angel stood in the shadows, only the long and straight hair could see clearly as the same as the porcelain white skin, something told her that she knew who was that angel, every time that her child self would pronounce the name a distortion prevented her to hear.
From the day she met Rena those dreams were present, but wasn’t the first time she had them, she remembered those dreams from other occasions, but more present was the time from the accident a few years ago, after waking in the hospital she couldn’t help but to think on her guardian angel and these dreams began to appear.
But, why those dreams had to appear now? it could be because Rena reminds her that angel in her dreams?… but Rena wasn’t an angel, a black angel was better to describe her, the memories unsubstantiated those dreams, they doesn’t had anything to do with Rena, for her tusks and eyes, was fast to Jurina imagine what dark creature would be… a vampire…
Still, rather than worry about the dangerous creature that was Rena, what worried her most was that other vampire, Airin, not because it could hurt her like the day before, the other day she was in a situation of life or death, but Rena came to save her, still, she just watched helplessly as how Rena was beaten and she was unable to do something about it.
It worries her that Rena could be at risk, but why had that feeling for a stranger?… but Rena wasn’t a stranger, Jurina knew that she knew her from somewhere… When she though about it is when those dreams reappeared… and if it wasn’t just a dream? and if in fact… those were memories?
Jurina was now in a time were she doesn’t know what to think or do, she had to look for answers and the only one who could give her those answers was Rena, but how to know where she was? she didn’t know anything about her except her name.
“I’ll be closer than you think, like always”
Those words echoed in her head, always closer to her? where?… if Rena wanted her alive and was close to her, that means that maybe if she was in danger or something like that, Rena maybe would appear magically, but that could be dangerous and she could be killed in the try and don’t get anything… she would just make Airin’s job more easy.
Jurina’s head just formulated stupid plans where the common denominator was put herself in mortal danger or in a situation which could get hurt, nothing good comes when she thinks about something too much.
Without want to think more about all this mess, Jurina decided to took a day off from school and go to the only place where she could think and be calm, the museum, maybe she wasn’t good doing art, but she knows how to appreciate it.
Without knowing, Jurina was followed by the cause of her mood, Rena.
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Jurina was heading to the museum, it had much time since I saw her go there, I followed closely as always since the attack of Airin I had been more attentive to what happens around her and although I felt better when I saw her surrounded by people, Yuka and Mieko had shown me that a situation like that doesn’t claimed anything.
But unlike that time, now they were on my side, Yuka had been paying more attention around us since I told her about Airin and the same was with Mieko, who accompanied me avery time she could in my normal routine to monitor the welfare of Jurina.
With stealthy step I followed Jurina from a distance through the museum, although I want to star far, it was impossible in such place or I could lose sight of her, something I couldn’t afford to do…
Paintings of several artist of my time, as beautiful as I remembered, just a little more opaque or with missing parts, but it doesn’t took away how beautiful they still were, not realizing it I had been watching them for a few minutes, deep in my memories, in the time when I was still breathing.
“They are beautiful right? Sometimes I wonder what were thinking the artist when they were pointing” said a voice at my side, to which I smiled.
“Pure nonsense, money was what sometimes motivate them, or feelings of spite” I replied still smiling, after finished speaking I heard a melodious laugh “Jurina?” I asked surprised
“It seems that I hadn’t to put myself on the edge of a bridge about to jump into the void to see you again” she said with a smile that I loved seeing
“You better never think about something like that or who will end up killing you will be me or maybe you will just make me to kill myself too” I said with a bitter smile, but Jurina took my hands
“Never think about giving something as precious as your life for someone else, theres always another way to do things right” she said with a worried expression to which I laughed again
“Of all people in the world, I didn’t expect such a life lesson from your part, but you do stop to think that I haven’t have a life to lose?” I asked as I took away my hands from hers.
“You’re just in front of me, touching the same as me, I can feel your touch… a little cold, but I can, that means you’re living like I do, I don’t know if I can say the same about the breathing, but you’re alive, exist, so yes, you have something to lose” she replied with determination, no doubt why I fell in love with this interesting human, since she was a child I knew she was something special.
To think I met her in the search of knowing why I was still here, know her gave me a reason to still be here, to live, to watch her live, and now she said to me to live, she didn’t knew what that means to me, but those words makes me really happy
“You’re very interesting” I said with a smile
“Yeah, but you’re more and although you don’t want to answer my doubts, I will keep asking” I knew she wouldn’t drop the them… Jurina couldn’t stay with the doubt to know what happened… “Let’s watch all the museum exhibit, you don’t have to say me anything, just move your head to say yes or no to my questions, you accept that?” she asked with a playful tone.
“If that way I can improve your life… I don’t think I have another choice, and if you watch me with those eyes I can’t say no” I replied giving in to her desires… as always.
“Okay!” Jurina shouted as she took my hand, to then cover her mouth with her free hand “I forget we were in the museum, well, you’re a… vampire right?” she asked in a tone of doubt, which I nodded, I couldn’t dare to see her expression, my eyes were completely put in the paintings that were being exhibited
“Woah… I never really thought about these things and I would doubt your words but for what I saw that day I can’t… I thought vampires would be more fearsome” she said thoughtfully.
“Something like deformed creatures that can’t be under the daylight and only live to drink human blood?… I mean… like monsters” I asked without still see her
“Yeah…” she replied nervous “I have a doubt apart from that one… I had dreams of my childhood, including a woman who appears on them, she reminds me you, but I can’t know who she is” what most I feared, I didn’t knew why, but my powers didn’t works with her again, even worse I now realized that they didn’t fully worked the first time.
“That’s something that can’t be answered only with a nod” I said trying to turn the matter.
“You are the one of my dream?” she finally asked… “If you tell me that you aren’t for the tone of your answer I will know if is true or not, but if you doesn’t answer anything then I will take it like is true that you are the one from my dream” she said after noticing my silence
“There are certain things that I would like to tell you under other circumstances… we had met 2 times to be honest, apart of this one, but in the second one you didn’t see me very well” I finally answered, though I would like to don’t say anything, I didn’t had reason to deny things, I could not erase her memory, and her memory had began to return without even breaking the seal, sooner or later she would going to remind me, accelerate the process had nothing wrong.
“When I was a child…” she whispered
“That’s right, we met when you were five years, you said that I was you guardian angel” I said with a smile “You were lovely… you still are” I finished saying then turned to her, a reddish hue all over her face
“It’s unfair to say things like that you know… ahem… I will not ask why you erased my memories, but when was the second one?” she asked curiously, I don’t know in what moment happened, but Jurina now was hugging me by my arm.
“In the accident” I hadn’t to say more, just at mention that Jurina stopped and stared me
“You are who save us…” she whispered “You are the one who save us, right?” she asked loudly, it wasn’t necessary to say anything, I just nodded and Jurina hugged me tightly “Thanks… not just for me, but for my parents too”
Jurina cried as she hugged me, I felt how her embrace became stronger as the seconds passed, if my heart still was beating, it would be beating a mile a minute, but I had no heart to do it and I was grateful for it, that way she wouldn’t notice my feelings, it wasn’t time yet…
“I don’t want to ruin this moment, but it’s everything you wanted to know?” I asked trying to break this time, if she was still hugging me I don’t know if I could control my desire to kiss her
“No… it isn’t everything” she reply as dried her tears “I think you had see me as how I would never wish someone would see me” she said with a embarrassed smile, I fell more for her with that smile, but I said nothing, I couldn’t, what could I say her anyways? I love how you smile? I love everything about you? Can I kiss you?, I think that would never come out of my mouth, so better no say anything, seeing my silence she cleared her throat and continued “Since when?”
Simple question but with a deep answer, “Since when?” it could be understood in many ways, but I knew what she meant very well, since when I protected her?…
“Since always” I answered with those two words, a soft smile across her face lighting up everything around her.
“Thanks Rena…” She said with a tone of nervousness, to which I smiled “I guess that means you’re in love with me since I was a baby! wow! you are a pedophile!” she could just stopped her sentence in the “Thanks Rena”…
“NO!” I screamed in my defense, drawing out my words to remember we were in a museum “I’m not in love with you just like that, I began to fall in love just a few years ago” I continue saying almost in a whisper, avoiding her gaze, but I could imagine her smile full of egocentrism in her face
“Oh.. the point is that you’re in love with me, so in love that you put your life at risk for me, right?” she asked trying to look at my face, but I avoided her eyes.
“If is necessary, and although it doesn’t like you, I would give my existence for you”I answered honestly, it was something I decided from the beginning, and now with the danger that was Airin, it had made me think that it could be a reality.
“Why are you doing all this for me?” Jurina’s voice sounded serious, so I decided to look into her eyes, and her voice sounded as how was her face.
“I’m 315 years old, I stopped aging at age 23, without knowing about love, without knowing about a lot of things, during the last 200 years I had questioned why I’m still existing until I say you in that hospital, the only small child that highlighted among others, at see you I decided to protect you, to see you grow made me feel alive again, to meet you gave me a reason to go ahead and now, I do experience for first time what love is, these are sufficient reasons, don’t you think?” I said calmly, letting her know about my feelings.
“I didn’t expect an answer like that… sorry for not share the same feeling with you… at least not for now” she said hiding her face, but couldn’t prevent me to realize how red it looked
“I’m not searching to you to love me the same way I do, to know that you don’t fear me and that you’re okay, that’s enough, you have to continue with your life” I said with a smile, more painful smile couldn’t being done, but was something I had to say, I’m just a supernatural stranger being that followed her from the shadows, I don’t have right to ask her to see me otherwise, but thinking it isn’t as painful as it was…
“I don’t have anyone who cause me that class of feeling, let’s just see what happens, maybe I feel in love with you too” she said me with an innocent smile
“Whatever the things turn out, for now I must protect you from Airin, I feel greatly sorry for dragged you into this… if it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t be involved in things that you were completely unaware” I apologize to her, it was something I wanted to do for so long, Yuka knew this would happen and warned me but I ignore her, it was time to accept my responsibility
“While that crazy woman who is trying to kill me doesn’t beat the crazy one who is trying to protects me, I guess is fine, I owe too much to you to be angry about something like that, let’s say that is the price to pay for having you as guardian angel” she answered me with her beautiful smile, taking everything as unimportant.
“You trust very easily in someone who is stalking you since you were born” I said with a smile
“But you’re not just a stalker, you’re my stalker angel” she replied with a mischievous smile, which could easily cause a heart attack
“That’s very kind of you” I said without being able to think of something smarter with which to answer
“You… you just don’t will bite me, right?” she asked in a tone of fear that it was showed was false.
“I don’t, the smell of your blood causes me nausea” I answered as I made a expression of disgust
“Hey! it’s not supposed that I have to look palatable to you? don’t you love me?” she asked with a surprised expression
“You’re a cruel human, rubbing my feelings for you in my face” I said in an offended tone
“But that’s what I’ve seen in movies…” she answered embarrassed, I couldn’t help but laugh at the scene
“I don’t know why I love you, the same I don’t know why I couldn’t erase your memory again” I said thoughtfully
“That’s what you tried to do when you touched my forehead?” she asked curious to which I nodded “Maybe you doesn’t want to do it in first place, that’s why you couldn’t erase my memory” she said with a playful smile
“As much as I want to try to deny that… it’s a good reason” I replied causing her smile to be erased from her face, I was feeling normal to her to bullying me.
“Boo… you don’t bother at my words, it isn’t funny anymore” she said in a bored tone as she walked out of the museum
“As much as I want to please you in everything, and saying everything means everything, I can’t do it always” I said as I walked by her side
“Will you accompany me to my home?” she asked as she changed the subject, I don’t know how many times had passed today, but her face was completely red
“Sure, I don’t see why not” I answered with a smile
The truth, though was just half of it, has been revealed to Jurina, she knew about my feelings and that I had been following her the last 18 years, Airin had remained quiet and even though I knew it wouldn’t last long, I should enjoy these days of tranquility beside my little human.
Maybe the future doesn’t look clear, but having Jurina beside me I know that I can overcome everything, including Airin, who pursued me since she changed me…
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haha, rena is pedophile XD
give me more wmatsui!! :D
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kehehehe... :lol:
Kawaii Jurina...
(http://smileys.on-my-web.com/repository/Animals/nnani110.gif)
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Finally more Wmatsui in this chapter, in the next one more about Rena's backstory, and how I said every time, sorry for all the mistakes.
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Eternity: Persecuted | decision
Perseguitati
Persécutés
Perseguida
Persecuted…
When you have a trauma caused by some unpleasant experience, let’s say for example a young soldier who went to war, they can develop certain schizophrenia, where you feel persecuted or maybe is just paranoia where you could doubt any person or for someone that can make you suspicious, everything because you feel they can hurt you or even kill you.
Let’s say that I’m a little paranoid, but since I knew that Airin was back and worse she just wanted to kill Jurina, my alert status was more active than before and the paranoia appears when I feel like if someone is watching me at every step I take.
The positive thing about Jurina confrontation, and have explained her certain things, is that I can be more closer to her, not allowing Airin to approach her, but Airin isn’t trying to do something, she just watch us as a tiger who watches her prey, waiting for the moment of distraction to attack.
Sometimes I just wanted her to come out of the shadows and attack, if I had to die in my mission to protect Jurina, so be it, but uncertainty remained, the nights and days consuming all my attention but no signs of Airin, just that feeling of someone watching me.
“Rena, I have been informed for a friend that Airin is near” commented Yuka keeping calm, but it was obvious her concern, she being a vampire with great status had loyal servants and friends who began to monitor Airin since she appeared, I was already aware of the sacrifices which have both Yuka and Meiko have done for me since the start when they knew about Airin, and I was thankful, but now I was unturned into the dilemma of what to do.
“You knew this would happen sooner or later, if it wasn’t Airin who appeared, would be another vampire, whether known or not” Meiko said realizing my silence.
“I know, I had thought about this moment, that’s why I wanted to wait a little longer to reveal myself to Jurina, have more strength to protect her, but I didn’t count with Airin so early, even when you two make her to delay the time when she could find me, I needed more time, after all is Airin…”
“Yet your feelings for Jurina have became stronger as time passed and now they are growing more faster than before, right?” Yuka asked with a smile, I couldn’t deny it, for some time it was true that I had accepted my crush with Jurina, but now I not only accepted it, I had confessed and although Jurina had given a negative answer, it was true that she had not taken away all hope.
“Jurina knows I love her, and begins to accept me as a friend or at least as someone special, the least I wanted is to leave her now, but sometimes I don’t have the courage to look into her eyes, not knowing that I’m the reason why her life is at risk” I said with a bitter smile.
“Well, the decisions made have their own consequences, you already knew about the consequences of your decisions and accepted running the risk, it’s not the time to repent and although I was reluctant at first, I began to take a liking to that human, if you treat her as an equal then I take her as a family, that means I protect her” Yuka said avoiding contact with my eyes.
“Oh Yuka, you are more soft now since you help Rena to watch Jurina, so much you like Jurina now?” Mieko said mocking
“Shut up, it’s like watching a puppy and do you saw how lately she follows Rena everywhere when she saw her? is cute and interesting see that” Yuka said watching me with a grin on her lips
“Sure, just like how you was with me, unlike Rena and Jurina where the vampire acts as watchdog and the human is the one who follows like a puppy, you’re the vampire who acted both as a watchdog and puppy” Mieko replied causing me to laugh at Yuka, to which Yuka pouted and turned to avoid looking at us.
“Whatever!” shouted Yuka changing the subject “Whatever you choose we will support you”
“My decision was taken since I saw Jurina for the first time, be afraid or not that will not change my decision”
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“Lately I see you a little distracted” Jurina commented worried “It’s for Airin? she did something?”
“N-nothing, it’s just that I feel weird to be talking with you like this” I lied, I lied but just in part, I just hide my insecurities about Airin.
“If you say so… but if something happens with Airin, she’s my problem too now, so I want to know about everything you know” she “ordered”, from one time to another Jurina had begun to have some claim to know about me or anything that happened to me, even began to know me better than myself, she realized any change of mind I had, for minor it was, but if we talk to know each other, she couldn’t hide anything to me.
“For some time to now you are more demanding, perhaps you care so much for me?” I asked mockingly “You fall in love with me?” I waited for her answer but I didn’t listen anything, Jurina had fallen silent.
“I’m not sure if is love or not, I worried for you if someone hurts you, it wasn’t nice to see how you were hit in front of me and I couldn’t do anything” she answered after a few minutes of silence, with her face flushed, but her eyes showing how much she cares for me.
“If I had the ability to blush I would be like that right now, thanks for worrying about me” I replied as I patted her head.
“Agh, don’t say things so easily fool! you make me nervous” she said as she moved my hand from her head causing me to react as if I had done something bad
“Sorry…” I said as I walked, maybe is the age, but I hadn’t seen Jurina so volatile, not with her friends or parents, that side is one I can only see when she’s with me
“You’re angry?” she asked with a soft voice, unattainable to a human ear, but not for me, she wasn’t following me, she just stood watching me with sad eyes
“I’m not, why I should be? you only go through the late teens and you’re still experiencing mood swings” I answered as it was a fact
“Seriously Rena, to be a woman who is in love doesn’t understand anything” she said as pushed my forger with two fingers causing confusion on me.
“What has that to do with this?” I asked as I watched her walk in front of me
“About you making me be the tsundere here, but relax, soon I will be the one who makes you be tsundere towards me” she replied with a mischievous smile on her face “Still… you will tell me if something is bothering you, right?” she asked in a serious tone
Watching her worried about me made me happy, but it also made me think that this wasn’t right, I’m the one who should be worried and not her.
“If is necessary I will” I replied after a few seconds, her face showed disapproval at my response
“I know very well that you are hiding something, and I’ll find out sooner or later, specially if it’s about Airin, I don’t think she will just go for you” she said keeping her expression
“I’m hidden more than you think Jurina, I always had doing so and I don’t think I will stop doing it, just remember that I do that for your own good” I replied, trying to sound calm
“Sometimes I feel that you really are a cruel vampire, hope I’m not making the mistake of my life to trust you” she said taking a steps away
With just a word can make me feel happy, but equally with one word can hurt me deeply
“I only care about you because… I love you… or something like that… just trust in me a little more please” she said with a soft voice but still giving me her back
Almost never I’m speechless, but this was one of those moments in where happened…
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“They are aware of you presence” commented a vampire who was bowing
“That’s what I expected, knowing that I’m close, but even knowing that not being able to see me or do something is a kind of torture for them” Airin replied with a smile
“We have then watched, including Yuka Sama and Mieko Sama, we’re waiting further orders” said the vampire
“To be honest the plan is simple, just distract Yuka and Mieko, these two are the ones that could cause me problems, after that we must distract Rena Chan a little and in that moment I will take care of that human, wait for my order to attack, don’t let be discovered by them, if that happens and they doesn’t kill any of you I will kill all of you myself” commanded Airin
“As you wish Airin Sama” replied the vampire and then leaves
“I just have to wait for a good moment, everything will end sooner than you think Rena…”
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“You like to just drop the bomb and don’t see the damage?” I asked surprised by the confession of Jurina
“You are the one who drop bombs and more than bombs you drop nuclear bombs!” Jurina replied showing up her face “You just show up like a phantom, protecting me from a supernatural and crazy vampire who tries to kill me who knows why, I was just an innocent and young human, with nothing to fear until it appears the murderous supernatural crazy and my stalker pedophile supernatural savior, to end my kind teenage drama book for pubescents, except that you don’t sparkle in the sunlight, the stalker vampire declares her love for me, perhaps you want me to maintain calm knowing all this?, but theres one more thing, now it results that for some reason I accept all this in such a natural way and begin to fall in love with the crazy stalker!”
I was surprised, Jurina had said more than what she had previously said, how should I react to all this? although she was right in all to be honest, the had a good point…
“When I confessed my love and everything you know until now I didn’t know how you will react, I just said it without think about anything else, seeing that you took all in a good way I just continued talking with you normally although I felt strange, and although I know you very well for obvious reasons, I think that… I don’t know you as much as I thought…” I said frankly
“And there you go again… but well, I feel better now that I told everything I wanted to say, to say it makes me know that I actually love you Rena, no matter you’re a pedophile, vampire, stalker, crazy or above, in the end I owe you more than my life” Jurina said with a smile causing me to stay in shock, to my shock Jurina took this opportunity and approached me “And I think you’re looking forward for this just like I am” she said in a soft voice taking off my mind of the shock.
But I didn’t leave the shock as fast as I thought, Jurina was kissing me, her lips on mine, just how I have imagined from long ago, even though I knew we were going to fast, after waiting so long I realized that being patience was my virtue but now that stopped to caring, Jurina was kissing me and I had her in my arms how I always wanted to have her, separate her from me and remain patient wasn’t something I really wanted to do but I couldn’t let this escalate more than a kiss, I was thankful to finally feel her lips, but as the same time I was thankful to not be in a room just the two of us.
“You don’t know how much I waited for this” I said at the time she separated her lips, I could go on with the kiss forever, but she needed to breathe.
“More than me is obvious” she replied trying to breathe normally
Her smile so innocent and pure, and she not knowing that Airin could come at any time…
“Rena, seriously, you can tell me everything, you will protect me better if I know what we’re facing” Jurina said as the time she hugged me tenderly
“Okay… I will tell you about Airin… and me”
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huaahhhh.............
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:twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
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ahh!! can't stop fangirling XD XD
don't let airin ruin wmatsui moment!!
give me more!! :D haha
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You got Jurina's lips, PedoRena XD
YukaMieko moment is cute too~
And thanks for make WMatsui realize their feeling^0^/
Rena-san, beware of Airin's attack!
I'll wait for the next chapter, author-san!^^
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Chapter 9, story about Rena and Airin... so is RenAirin lol
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Eternity: Rena and Airin
1700, a year that began a new century, life at that time was so elitist that if you didn’t belong to a well know family it would be difficult to have a prosperous future, you were treated like the worst thing that could step on the earth.
Life and education were difficult if you hadn’t money, it could get worse if you won the hatred of some wealthy or influence people, but in my case, the life always has seen me with good eyes, so far at that moment I hadn’t suffer hunger or house, my life was perfect.
I was part of a family which kept from long ago a fortune, by different means the family was making money, whether good or bad methods, but they did. as the second daughter who was at the head of the family in general, everything seemed fine, my older brother was prepared to keep the family business and I was educated in the best way to mingle with people from our same level social and power, in that way, I would find a future husband.
It was a relaxed time in general, with art in all its splendor thanks to the completion of the Baroque movement and the beginning of the Rococo movement. Basically it was a year of transitions.
And it was the year of transition for me too.
Living in a so powerful family as mine, I should keep a good status and therefore find a good husband, therefore, at that date I hadn’t been in any kind of relationship, but my social relationships with other families were going well.
I went to parties almost every week, and even had times where I was attending parties almost daily, between all these parties was where I met her…
Airin was beautiful and could attract the attention of everyone for the sake of reaching a place, move a little, or it could even for just being breathing, but her personality was completely closed, she didn’t spoke to anyone but she attended every party or gathering, and was always accompanied by a group of 5 men well dressed and behaved, that at any sudden movement or aggressive intention could kill you or leave you badly hurt.
Although you could say that being surrounded by those guardas was what prevented someone to approach her, it was quite the contrary, she was always surrounded by people, but she didn’t addressed to them a word or answer, it was occasional when that happened, and it was just as simple to say yes or no.
And she didn’t have reason to change, to be honest the persons who followed her was for being the richest person in the whole city and I knew that, so I could understand why she behaved like that, but everything changed in one of those parties.
It felt cold at night being the first days of winter, but being surrounded by people who only think about money can be just tired, so regardless of the cold of the night I went to the garden.
Among the moonlight that allowed me to see the beauty of the garden I could manage to see the figure of Airin sitting in one of the central banks, her eyes staring into the sky and her guards without making an appearance, but I felt as if I was invading her personal space by the mere fact to stand in the same garden in which she was, so I decided to just make my presence known.
“Mind if I’m here?” was all I could think to ask as I approached her to be in her field of vision, but obviously at a safe distance
Airin looked at me straight in the eye, and even if I have seen her so many times before was the first time I could see her so close, her gaze was empty, no brightness and her expression completely straight, which didn’t allow me even to try to understand what she was thinking.
With a smooth motion she nodded at my question to which I could only respond with a nervous smile.
Her haze had caused me a great impression, and although I was trying to ignore her, after seeing her eyes I couldn’t avoid giving furtive glances at her direction, as the time I was trying to cover them with the activity I was doing, which was observe all the garden flowers or those beautiful sculptures that adorned the beautiful view, but soon I had observed all the place so I started doing the same thing Airin was doing, I sat on a bench a little away to her and look at the sky, it was a clear night, that was only disturbed by the white light of a full moon.
The silence that had prevailed in all that time kept and only at the distance could be heard the music of the party and the voices of people who was in the great house of the host, but Airin broke our silence, a voice that I thought I would never forget.
“The sky is beautiful, as black as the soul of many people, if the moon wasn’t there it would be perfect” she said in her soft voice, surprised momentarily to hear her voice for the first time makes me to see her “Don’t you think?” she asked now looking into my eyes again.
“If as you say the sky is as black as is the soul of many people, then the moon that illuminates is twice beautiful by enlighten those souls, maybe in that way those souls can stop being so black as you say they are” I replied using the same metaphor and not even turning my attention elsewhere other than her empty eyes, and I could see after that an almost invisible smile spread across her face.
“Interesting answer, but you know what I mean, all those people there in is nothing more than a completely dark sky, which is not saved nor for a miserable star, that’s why you are here, right? out of all those people you’re different, as white as the moon and I’m the opposite of you, so dark that I should stay away from those who want to believe they are like me”
Airin was someone completely different to anyone I may have met in my life, I was left speechless because of her that I couldn’t do more than watch her and without realizing our conversation turned to all the things we knew, about those people who just wanted to be with us for what our family was.
Her form to view the things was so negative but at the same time so realistic that astonished me, for me it was all white or black, but black always could, somehow, at least turn gray, always looking for ways to see the positive side of everything, and airin was different, to her the gray was nonexistent and although she was cataloged in the black side by herself, I though she would suite better in the white side, her way of seeing things even it was always negative, had the sense of truth.
That night marked the beginning of a friendship between her and me, from that time I began to attend any party that I was invited because I knew that Airin will be there, once I arrived she was already there, and although at first I let her to call for me, with the pass of time it became customary to just walk to where she was.
That, of course, won that many people started to see me with envy and even seek to harm my family, but Airin always told me that everything would be fine, she would protect me because I was her only friend, although I knew she did hide something, that doesn’t mean that I didn’t trust her.
With the passage of time, I began to know more about her, and even I could met her house, it was big and imposing, the people who attended her were serious and their eyes gave the same impression that Airin, though not as impressive, and thanks to our close relationship I could ask her to teach me all about how to talk to those class of people who we hated, this of course, was because she said me that I was very innocent and anyone could take me for a fool and hurt me or my family.
Spending so much time at her side I realized that Airin was a young lady seeking to have attention, she lived surrounded by people who only was looking to take advance of her and because of that she built a wall around her so she wouldn’t get hurt.
That made me take more attention to her, her eyes twinkle every time I came to see her and to see that light in her made me smile, I was the only one who knew that Airin, the real one, which was like a little girl full of innocence.
But I didn’t know the consequences it would bring me, I didn’t knew what she was hiding, and although that was something I didn’t care at that moment, I was curious, I was curious to know about it, I just knew she had a unimaginable amount of money and hadn’t family, it was just her and all her servants with her four guards in who she trusted, and now also she trusted me, other than that everything else was confused and I could’t dare to ask about it.
Although my curiosity was very strong, I would rather not know anything…
We saw each other almost every day, so one day I get to her home and I was going to stay with her, my family would go on a business trip, it would take about a week to them to return and Airin was very happy to have me at her home during that time.
After dinner she apologized to me because she had to go and attend a business matter so she let me walk around the house doing what I wanted to do, I already knew every one of her servants and her guards were in different entries of the house, and I only greeted them when I was passing in front of them.
Although I knew very well her house, there were certain ways I had never taken, being bored and knowing that Airin will take long to be with me again, I began to explore the unknown parts, one of the corridors went to her office, I had never been there, so I couldn’t help but to see what was there, it was a place that resembled the office of my father, a big desk at the back with a chair that combined with decorations and paintings on the walls, many books everywhere, I knew that Airin would not bother to see me there, but I felt like if I was doing something wrong, so when I hear noise I ran to hide behind a curtain, which was long enough to completely cover me, I heard steps and looking a little for the side I could peek to see the truth that Airin was hiding.
Airin had a men by the neck, but what scared me was seeing how blood ran down the neck’s men, with my hand I cover my mouth to keep me from making any sound, but it wasn’t enough, I didn’t knew in that moment, but it was obvious that she knew I was there, Airin released the man who fell to the ground causing a loud sound from the impact of his body against the wooden floor, her eyes red as rubies and her mouth full of red blood of the man, her teeth like a beast that had only seen in books and paintings which talked about demons and evil beings, their fangs protruding from all others warning me of the danger in which I was, hidden behind the curtain I was waiting between fear and how was trembling every part of my body, that Airin moved the curtain.
Her steps so slow that every time they made contact with the ground, the sound echoed in my ears, the silence was horrible, made that everything like an slow motion and the sound of her footsteps at the same as my breathing, which for more than I was trying to control I couldn’t, were all it could been hear.
After seconds that seemed like hours I could saw the shadow of Airin through the curtain, she took the curtain with her hand and slowly moved it to look at me, her eyes with her normal color at the same her hidden fangs, but the blood was still adorning her face making me remember what I had seen a few seconds before.
“I didn’t want you to realize how dark was my soul like this” she said in a soft voice as she tried to touch my face with her hand, but instinctively I tried to take a few steps back
“Don’t touch me!” I yelled without realizing it, fear making my voice tremble and causing surprise in Airin which stopped the advance of her hand and watched me with a sad expression, her eyes showing her sadness but there was no signal of tears in them.
“I don’t want you to fear me… not you” she said in a whisper
But even though I knew she wouldn’t hurt me my body reacted differently, all I wanted to do was run away, get away from her, but I couldn’t do that, overcoming my fear I had to discover everything.
“Why you hide this? what are you?” I asked in a small voice, my hands shaking and my eyes who couldn’t see at hers.
“I’m a vampire, I think you’ve heard about them… Rena, you’re the only person worth having, you’re the only person in this damn world that I want to have at my side”
I accepted her, her lies, her love, I accepted to stay at her side.
I realized that maybe I loved her, maybe I was in love with Airin, no matter what she was, maybe I loved her.
But Airin had other plans, she was obsessed with me, it took short time to her to take me away from everyone I loved, even my family, I couldn’t socialize with anyone, especially with men, with the passage of time I was completely isolated and Airin controlled every aspect of my life, I could have everything I wanted, but without my family it didn’t matter anymore, my life was empty.
I tried to talk with her, but she refused everything and she bagan to behave more aggressively, shouting that I wanted to leave her and that if I wasn’t with her she preferred me dead, hear her talk like that maked me feel scared, I saw her kill a person once, I knew she could kill me at any moment without even allowing me to make a move.
That selvage me to try to run away, and that decision was the one that made my life change completely… Airin discovered me, among struggles and screams, something went wrong and I end up falling down the stairs of the house, causing to hit my head repeatedly and which could cause me the death… but there was Airin.
That day I was converted, she condemned to eternity.
But that would only bring more problems, Airin had planned to do this sooner or later but still she wasn’t ready to do so, her plans went ahead, taking advantage of my new strength I tried to escape again, I wanted to see my family, although I wasn’t the same Rena I wanted to see them, Airin knew about it and showed me how cruel she could be and how wrong I was to think that she was good… she killed my family, all my family and she said it to me with a big smile on her face.
“You don’t have a reason to run away now, I’m all you have now”
Those were the words she used, and are the words I will never forget, I remember them every time I have time to think about my past, every time I see a family living together happily, I remember them every time my mind is silent…
From that moment I couldn’t forget her, but I knew her intentions weren’t really bad, but her obsession with me was, to know me made her darker side show up, she wanted me only for herself and no one else.
She had already done me too much damage and it wouldn’t be the last thing she would do, I had to get away from her, even being what I was now…
“You will not stay away from me! never!” she shouted when I tried to escape again “You don’t understand? you are only mine, want it or not, you are mine!”
“I’m not yours!, I’m not from nobody, you will never have me or my love, I’m only an obsession for you and nothing more!”
The discussions became more frequent and also my attempts to escape, until one day it climbed to worst.
“Shut up fool! you’re mine!” Airin was furious, and without thinking she hit me so hard that sent me to fly a few meters, it didn’t kill me but the pain was amazing, her strength was monstrous and for the first time I was grateful that I wasn’t a human anymore, if it wasn’t for that I would be dead.
Blinded by the rage that gave me to be hit like that and ignoring the pain I lunged towards her, was then when I discovered my great speed, which Airin didn’t expected, and thanks to that I achieved to hit her face, although my blow was with all my strength, I could only move her face a little.
Airin took my arm and squeezed it hard, her face showed surprise, anger and disappointment.
“You will be mine always, maybe not now, I had gave you everything and if you need me to hurt you to realize it, I will, from now on you will live as you can and I wouldn’t do anything to help you, nor those of our own species or those humans who could know you and help you, at the end you will eventually return with me” she said as she pushed my arm, her eyes showing her power, and after that she turned and left.
After losing the protection of Airin I haven’t where to go, I hadn’t family, all the people believed me dead, Airin had taken from me all my life and happiness… what happened next is fuzzy, wandering aimlessly, avoiding people, because I knew that sooner or later I had to kill… everything was a mess until I met Yuka and Mieko, which saved me, taught me everything theres was to know about this way of life, helped me to keep going and thanks to them I could trust in someone again.
Airin is completely obsessed with me and having you at my side… she can repeat my story again and if that happens I think I will can’t stand to lose you, or lose what I love again.
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WOW! airin so cruel
what will happen to jurina and rena?
thanks for update :D
give me more!!! XD XD
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Woaaaaaah. Bad Airin is BAD!
She was so cruel with Rena><
Now I want WMatsui moments, author-san>O<
Thanks for this flashback chapter, author-san!
I'll wait for the next chapter^^
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Somehow, i pity both :cry:
Nice flashback scene u got there, author-san! :twothumbs
Waiting 4 the next update. :bow:
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I was reading this and felt sorry for both Rena and Airin.....
I felt sorry for Rena because she was dragged out of her comfort zone to someone who ruthlessly abused(?) her and that she thought she could trust this person.
and I felt sorry for Airin because she was isolated from society for so long and when she had someone who she could trust, finds out about her secret and said that she wanted to go back home, of course Airin doesn't want her to go, because she's scared that this person would leak her secret even further.
This was a very nice, yet emotional RenAirin chapter
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key17: they will have a little of drama lol
junchan48: Wmatsui moments have to wait a little :'D
niineechan: Airin isn't really bad...
MaYukiIsLife: Yeah, something like that, with that chapter I wanted to show to all of you that Airin isn't really bad, she just have a different form to view the world and relationships, that's why she thinks Rena is of her propriety, the only one she saw like someone to trust, who from one moment to other could disappear and she doesn't want that
So... weekend lol heres a new chapter
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Eternity: Game | Persecution
Giocare
Jouer
Juego
Game…
Games are funny, they are created to entertain and sometimes to learn from them, generally is more for the first thing. But not all the games are funny, at least not for the persons who play them, more if the one who created the game, created it to make suffer the gamers….
Rena told me about Airin, about how she met her and how she believed that she loved her, being in fact that only was a deep friendship. Airin’s obsession for her came to a great extremes, and Rena was afraid that my destiny was to end up like her family, the fear in her eyes told me how much she cared about me, and though I understood why she wanted to avoid me to know about everything, it wouldn’t stop me to be now the one who will protect her.
Maybe it would be the stupidest decision of my life, but I wanted to protect Rena in the same way she protected me, I had a plan to do it, but the real problem was Airin, and although I wasn’t dangerous for her, I wanted to confront her, talk with her, if it was possible and in that way try to make her change her mind, if is like Rena told me, something good must be in Airin, and if she forgets her obsession with Rena, make her se that what she thinks is love isn’t, maybe we could have a better end than the one we were expecting, in which one had to die, either Rena, Airin or me.
But I had a problem, Rena follows me like my shadow, and with her close I can’t find Airin, if I want to protect Rena I need get rid of her for a while or would be meaningless my attempt to make some sense into Airin, for that I needed help, and I knew where I can get it.
“You want me to entertain Rena for a while?” Mieko asked me doubtfully.
“It isn’t for something bad, she does a lot for me and I thought to surprise her, but she follows me at all time, and when she doesn’t there is Yuka or you watching, sometimes I want to have privacy and I really want to give her this surprise without anyone knowing what is…” I told her controlling my nerves.
“You know it’s dangerous… if Airin appears at that time…” She said with doubt in her voice
“If she appears you can put on my clothes a kind of tracker, what she wants is to hurt Rena, she wouldn’t kill me instantly, and I can turn it on if I see danger” I said trying not to sound desperate, what I wanted was to talk to Airin without no one around, even if it means a great risk to do so.
“… okay… I will distract Rena, but I will be close to you, that’s if something happens and I will do the thing with the tracker” she said still with doubt.
Unlike the doubt in Mieko face, mine showed emotion, the first step was taken, there was no turning back, now I had to find Airin, but being alone was sufficient opportunity for her to appear
To make Airin’s curiosity bigger and make her appear faster I went downtown walking to a lonely alley.
“Interesting to find you here” Said a voice.
“My intention was to you to come to see me” I replied trying to hide my fear and my shaking hands.
“Oh… you did all this with the intention to kill you? you didn’t love Rena to at least try to keep your life?” She asked now being in front of me
“My intention is just talk, if you aren’t planning to simply rip my spine with a movement” I answered and surprised myself that my voice didn’t tremble.
“You know, I thought about making a more elaborate plan to rip your spine as you say, but I didn’t expect you to come to me as a bug to light” she said with a big smile on her face
“Why you don’t let Rena live her life in peace? you love her, doesn’t? if you really loved her you would leave her be happy” I said ignoring her smile and tone of voice, which gave no other feeling than danger.
“Little girl, Rena is only mine, I let her walk free for a while because the free birds are more beautiful, but I definitely love them more being caged, you’re just a nuisance that suddenly appeared, and in the same way as you showed you’ll disappear”
The atmosphere had changed so abruptly from one moment to another, just to have her in front of me caused me fear, after her words wasn’t only fear, my legs didn’t respond to any command, my mouth couldn’t say a word and my eyes couldn’t help but to just look at her with fear.
“It’s all? you wanted to talk right?” she asked as she laughed, her laugh scared me so much that I had freeze on the spot where I was standing “Since you did me the favor of coming to me, I will show Rena again that she don’t need nobody but me”
Finally the fear gripped my body, I had to activate the alarm tracker, but I didn’t it, Airin knew about it, she took my wrist and took the tracker.
“I knew you could have something like this, is sad it wasn’t hidden elsewhere more… interesting” she said as her smile widened and watched me from head to toe “Jurina chan, get ready to see how Rena suffers for your stupidity, to think she did everything possible to avoid this and you come on your own feet”
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“Mieko? what happens? why you looks so nervous?” I asked Mieko, she was silent and only watched her cell
“Rena… I hope you don’t get angry at me… I have a bad feeling, Rena asked me to distract you a little because she wanted to give you a surprise” She said without being able to watch me in the eye.
“But you said Yuka would watch her” I said puzzled.
“No, I didn’t said her, Jurina asked me to be alone… I feel that I made a mistake…”
I didn’t let Mieko to say more, Jurina alone could mean danger, I didn’t say anything more and ran to where the smell of Jurina take me, but I lost it in a dead road.
“Jurina!!” I called trying to hear an answer, but there wasn’t a response, instead of that I could smell Airin…
“Rena Sama” interrupted an unknown voice, one of the Airin’s guardians
“Long time no see” I said with a serious expression
“Rena Sama, you know my loyalty is with Airin Sama, but also you must know I have a great affection to you, like the others guardians, for this reason I feel sorry for all this” First and foremost the guardians only protects Airin and give her loyalty, but they also have more feelings than her and learned to take me a little of affection when I was with Airin.
“I know it’s not entirely your fault… where is Jurina?” I asked as calmly as possible
“With Airin Sama, she wants to play a game with you” he replied with a serious expression, his eyes as calm as the night that began to fall.
“What… kind of game?” I asked with some trepidation
“Airin Sama will not cause damage to Jurina Sama, she will not if you follow the rules of the game, they are simple, you just have to find her, without the help of Mieko Sama and Yuka Sama or any other help you can get” he said in a calm voice
“Basically is a vile game of hide” I said as I clenched my fist, Airin can be cruel, but playing like this… I wouldn’t allow her to harm Jurina, and if to do so, I had to play her stupid game I would do it, I would haunt her for all the worldwide if it was necessary.
“Good luck, Rena Sama” were the last words he said and then disappeared.
Now I have to face Airin, I should find her, but to do so I had to find clues and the only one I had was the smell that was impregnated in the whole place, so
I decided to follow that smell, I would have liked to the game being as simple as just follow my nose, but Airin didn’t let it be so easy, the trail was lost at some point, both Jurina and Airin’s smell, I had lost the only clue I had and I couldn’t ask for Mieko or Yuka’s help.
Find her would be more difficult than I thought it would…
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“You plan to have me here and no more? I’m not even gagged” I asked as I tried to be the more far away from her, she had brought me here without effort but she hadn’t me just there, walking freely
“No need to, I know you wouldn’t try to do something, you’re not stupid enough to try, you know that I can kill you at any moment” she answered with her stupid smile “Just wait for Rena chan patiently” she concluded.
“You don’t see that this will make her stay away from you? more than she already is?” I asked trying to reason with her
“Of course not, she belongs to me, she doesn’t need anyone else, just that she didn’t realize it yet, once you doesn’t exist anymore, anything will distract her to be with me, she would se that she really needs me as much as I need her”
I couldn’t reason with her, it was stupid to even think that it might be different, my idea was stupid, I had just put me in danger and now that Rena knew, she was in danger too…
“All the things you’re saying are nonsense, Rena doesn’t loves you, surely at some point maybe, but you take care to get her away, perhaps you though she would like to be at the side of someone who took away all the persons she loved?” I asked forgetting how dangerous she was.
“Are you trying to give me lessons of life? to me that lived more than you can imagine? if I want something I take it without asking, and that includes vampires and humans” she answered erasing the sarcastic smile on her face and replacing it by showing her fangs
“Even if you kill me, she only loves me” I said without any fear, and it seems that I activated something on Airin, her eyes turned red and when I realized she was in front of me and her hand holding my neck rising me a few cm.
“She loves me, you stupid human, you’re just a stupid toy to us” I felt how the air escaped from my lungs and my vision started to blur, my decision today was stupid and maybe I wouldn’t have the opportunity to apologize to Rena…
“LET HER GO!”
I hear her voice again before entering into the dark… it would be the last time I would hear her?…
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This is awesome! :twothumbs
The tense is rising. :doh:
Dunno Jurina being brave or fool. :?
Thx 4 the update, author-san. :bow:
Keep it up! :yossi:
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Jurina definitely acted stupidly, here. I mean, come on. What did she expect to do against a vampire who wants to kill her?
Anyway, waiting patiently for the next chapter. :)
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jurina! what are you doing?!
you are stupid! you make rena worried!
can't wait for next XD XD
wmatsui moment please
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Jurina *sigh
I know you wanna protect Rena-san, but your decision just so stupid. And now what will happen with you and Rena-san? T.T
Baka Jurina T0T
I'll wait for the next chapter. Thanks for the update, author-san^^
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Let's see what will happen now with Airin, Rena and Jurina
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Eternity: Battle | Escape
Battaglia
Bataille
Batalla
Battle…
We had seen a lot of battles for all the human History, from the start of the times there had been battles that make came wars or maybe just discussions with the only reason to get something with base in violence.
Endless battles began not only by envy, selfishness, wanting absolute power, but also by the feeling of anger, rage, impotence, the desire to seek a better life or look for what is right.
In my case my battles began many years ago, this battle brought to this, this fight that isn’t just for me, but also for her…
“LET HER GO!” I called with all my might at see how Airin had Jurina held by the neck, Although she was unconscious I still could hear Jurina’s heart breathing, Airin didn’t do what I say and without wasting time I lunged at her, as hard as I could with my speed and force I hit her, achieving throw her aside and reach Jurina before her head could touch the ground, “How dare you?! I told you I wouldn’t let you to hurt her!” I called angrily as protected a unconscious Jurina in a hug, but Airin replied with a playful laugh.
“I didn’t look for her, she came alone to me” she said still laughing as she sat up and walked towards me and Jurina “But you hit me… it’s more important that stupid that me?” she asked as she looked Jurina with aberration
“She always will be more important than you or than everything, she’s my world, and I told you to stay away from her!” I replied in which left Jurina on the ground “If you want to end this right now, I invite you to do it, because I don’t care if you want or not, today we will end this, either you kill me or I kill you”
“That’s your decision? be against me for that stupid human? I could have given you everything you want, everything you asked me, but however you choose to protect that bag of meat? you prefer to watch your food to be who can protected you and can give you everything?” she sneered, her hands forming a fist
“Although Jurina didn’t exist, I would prefer to die to stand by your side”
And as I had turn on a switch in her, Airin’s eyes turned red and her fangs were revealed, with a swift movement she ran to me and hit me, but I was ready so I could defend myself, but without going to at least a couple of steps back for the impact.
“I will kill that human! and everyone you love! I will kill them all!” she shout as she throw punches left and right.
I couldn’t be distracted even for a second or she could reach me, but I wouldn’t let her to make fall down or move me away, I couldn’t allow her to have the opportunity to go after Jurina and kill er, I had to protect her, but stay thinking about her distracted me…
“That’s all you have Rena?! I will kill all in front of your eyes, you will never want to have gone against me, I will compels you to stand beside me, compels you to love me as much as I love you!” she called between punches.
“You don’t love me! you’re just obsessed, you can’t love anyone!” I called as I was trying to protect myself, but lost one of her hits, she hit me in the face and sent me flying a few meters away
“Watch how I kill your bag of meat!” She shouted as she laughed
“DON’T!” I yell at her trying to pull myself tighter and run to defend Jurina, but Airin is fast, I couldn’t reach her…
“Did you think Rena was alone?” It was Yuka, she had appeared in front of Jurina and hit with heart force Airin making her recede a few steps “I will not allow you to hurt my family” she said with a serious voice.
“And you think I’m alone too?” Airin asked as she watched Yuka, at the end of her words her four guards appeared before us “Take care of her” commanded Airin, her guards began to run towards Yuka, but Mieko was also with her.
From time to time this had become a battle to kill or be killed, while Yuka and Mieko were fighting with the guardians of Airin, she and me were arranging out affairs, Jurina was still unconscious and needed to get her out of here, but I how?, it was protect her or protect myself from Airin, and if I didn’t protect myself from her and loose this battle I will leave Jurina defenseless.
“You should just give up, you can’t even protect yourself, just let me kill that brat and we can be as if none of this had happened” Airin said with a smile.
“You think I will let that happen?” I said trying to keep up with Airin, again I was thankful that I didn’t need oxygen, or I wouldn’t have air at this point “I would prefer to you to kill me now”
“You’re stupid” She said in a serious and disappointed to continue her attacks towards me.
I had to think fast, I had to leave Yuka and Mieko free and after that they could take care of Jurina and go, without think a better plan I let Airin hit me a few times to make us walk nearest to where Yuka and Mieko fought with the guards.
Something that I really appreciated was the speed with which I could move, at the time I was enough close to one of the guards, I took him by the arm and throw it against Airin.
“Mieko! now!” I yelled at the moment Both, the guardian and Airin, were distracted, Mieko ran towards the guardian, jumped on his back and tore his head
“NO!!” Airin cried at see what Mieko had done, blinded by her rage Airin ran towards Mieko, but I was fast too, so charged towards Airin before she could reach Mieko “You stupid woman!” Shout Airin as she took my neck and threw me away
Yuka managed to get rid of two other guardians without help, now only remained one more.
“Damn all of you! how dare you kill my guardians?!” Airin shouted angry, not knowing who to attack first, but among of us 3, Yuka was the most distracted as she was fighting with the last guardian, seeing the opportunity Airin ran towards Yuka “I’ll kill you first!” Airin said as she hit Yuka’s stomach and then her face.
“Yuka!!” Mieko shouted in despair, but the guardian came between them, recovering for how Airin had thrown me I ran as fast I could towards the guardian.
“Mieko! go with Yuka and help her!” I said as I entertained the guardian, I achieved to make way for Mieko to go and protect Yuka
“You are a nuisance!” Airin said trying to hit Yuka more, but Yuka was smart, taking advantage of an opening, Yuka achieved to took Airin arm and threw her to one side, that distracted the guardian which his priority was to protect Airin.
“Bad idea distract you my friend” I told the guardian gaining his attention, but it was too late, I took his arms and hold him tight, Mieko came to my help and did the same she did with the previous guardian, now was only Airin…
“You killed all my guardians…” she said with a look of terror.
“Now I think at least you can understand a little how I felt when you killed my family” I said with a bitter smile “Yuka, Mieko take care of Jurina, I will do the same with Airin, if something happens with me take care of Jurina for me…”
“Everything will be okay, Jurina will be waiting you” Yuka said with a smile as she took Jurina in her arms
“I’ll see you in a while Rena” Mieko said with a smile too.
“Very cute… very, very cute, but you are forgetting that I will not let any of you go!” Airin went straight to Yuka, but I got between them and hit her face
“Leave now!” I called as I saw how Airin was distracted by the blow, after that Yuka and Mieko left the place.
“You care more about her than yourself, you put yourself at risk to protect her…” Airin whispered and I could see in her eyes how angry she was “you don’t worth it Rena, I had should kill you since the first and not protect you”
“Your intention in the fund was always kill me sooner or later, once you were bored of me, but I have to go back to Jurina so I will not let you” I said with a tone of security, I had to be sure about myself.
“I will kill you, and will make suffer your human, she will see the real hell, and every day of her existence, I will remember her that it was your fault, I wish you could see all that, bur you’re no longer needed” Airin had an expression that scared me, the red in her eyes was deeper than any I’ve seen, her sharp fangs protruding from her mouth, as she was a wold about to kill its prey.
I didn’t know how strong Airin really was, but it wasn’t the time to be afraid, I had to win, or at least, if Airin was going to be the one who finished with my life, I would be whom would end with her life too.
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O God. :shocked:
I held my breath while reading this. :
Nice job, author-san :twothumbs:
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OMG!! o_o
rena-chan is stronger than airin cause she love jurina ♡♡
RENA!!!! FIGHT FOR YOUR LOVE!!! but, don't fight too hard ok rena :D
thanks for update :D
can't wait for next haha
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Eternity: Reality | Sharp edge
Realtà
Réalité
Realidad
Reality…
There are dreams that seems like reality, sometimes you know you’re dreaming, but what you’re dreaming is so perfect or with so much happiness that you can’t believe or you don’t want to lie to yourself thinking it could be real.
In my dream I’m with Rena, talking normally as we walk and watch all the beautiful paintings in the museum, that is like the reality, I had lived that, but what escapes from the reality, but doesn’t means isn’t beautiful, is the warm that I feel when I touch her hand, her eyes full of life, her face a little red when I say good things to her, the beating of her heart that beats so fast just because I’m at her side, how I hear it when I hug her, her warm lips when I kiss her and not that cold sensation, her beautiful smile and not that smile that shows me pain.
I would like to know a Rena like that, that Rena who looked the world brightly, in where she didn’t see the bad things in the persons, and only watched the good things on them, know the Rena from 1700…
In my dream I’m in the year 1700, all was so different, Rena was alive, her time advancing, her smile shining, her family at her side… but I couldn’t touch her, she didn’t hear me doesn’t matter how loud I said her name, and for more that I tried I couldn’t move to try to touch her.
There is when I realized that the dream was just that, a dream, nothing was real, was in that moment when I woke up….
My eyes welcomed the light as it where knifes, all was so bright that it hurt, but I could feel the wind moving my hair and I could felt how someone had me in their arms.
“R-Rena?…” Was the only person who I could think
“I’m sorry for disappoint you pup, but I’m not Rena” said a voice that I could recognize
“Yuka?” I asked as I could see a little her face
“That’s right, Meiko is here too, are you okay? Airin have done something to you?” At hear the name of Airin was when the reality hit me about what had happened.
“Rena! Rena, Rena came! how is she? where is she?” I asked as I tried to release me from Yuka’s arms, but she took me with more force
“You want to fell? we’re jumping from building to building, I tell you now, if you don’t see what we’re doing” Yuka said with authority, was when I saw that what she said was real, we were very high
“Oh God!” I yelled at see the altitude and hugged Yuka very strong “Don’t let me fell!”
“If I let you fell Rena will kill me” Said Yuka between laughs “You can’t get down now, we stopped, I assure you that you wouldn’t die if you jump to the ground now”
I opened my eyes and saw that we were in a house rooftop, releasing a little sigh I went down to the ground and watched around me a little and I couldn’t see the building in where I was before.
“Where are we?” I asked watching Yuka’s eyes
“In a safe place” she answered with a straight face
“And… Rena?” I asked trying to not sound paranoid, but for more that I waited, minutes passed and Yuka didn’t say anything “Mieko?… and Rena? she’s okay?” Mieko watched me a few seconds and then smiled worriedly
“Rena asked us to take you to a safe place, when we saw her the last time, she was fighting with Airin” answered in a sweet way and trying to say it calmly
“You two leave Rena alone? fighting with Airin?! you know she’s dangerous! although is Rena… Airin can kill her…” I said scared “We have to go back, we have to help her!”
“We? Rena will kill us if we go back to that place, you don’t think that you caused so much problems already?” Yuka asked relaxed “ I will not blame you for anything, at the end I know your intentions aren’t bad, but it wasn’t you best decision” continued saying
“If we go back you can be a distraction to Rena, in the time we were there, Airin could kill her because Rena was more worried to protect you than protect herself” said Mieko, and I knew she was right…
“How you want me to stay here, knowing that she can be killed? and all because of me?… I just want to see her alright and alive… you two could help her, right? one of you could stay at her side” I said trying to convince them
“When we were running some of Airin’s people tried to attack us, I don’t know if there are more somewhere, it was necessary to us to stay together and Rena knew it, to her you are the most precious person she have and she must protect you… remember she said you…”
“If is necessary she would give her life for me, I know, you don’t have to say it…” I interrupted Yuka a little angry
“I know what you’re feeling” Yuka said with her hand in my shoulder “But I don’t think is a good idea to go back”
“Yuka, I know very well that you want to help her as how I want, I promise you I will don’t do anything stupid again…” I tried again, Yuka watched Mieko a few seconds
“It’s your decision” said Mieko with a smile “I will follow you doesn’t matter what you decide”
“Okay… let’s go”
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“Well done Rena Chan, you managed to fight with me, it really surprises me that you can fight at this level, you who never had transformed anyone in your life” Airin said contempt, it’s well known that a vampire who transforms a human becomes more powerful, and Airin had transformed many humans.
“I don’t know how I can still stand, but I will win” I answered as I took my dislocated shoulder “I will kill you” I continued saying as I put my shoulder in the place which belongs
“If you said the contrary I would felt disappointed, it’s a pity I will exterminate you” she said as she started her attacks again, I didn’t knew what I have to do, but I had to think in something fast, if we continues like this Airin could win.
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“It’s the last one” Yuka said after killing the last Airin’s servant
“It’s what it looks like, we don’t know if there are more, but at least the more closest to us was just those” said Mieko
“Let’s go with Rena, pup” said Yuka as she took me in her arms “Just… we doesn’t have to say Rena that you was in my arms all the time, she can be scary when she’s jealous” said with a smile
“I will not say anything” I answered smiling, and we could hear Mieko laugh, at least I could see now that Yuka and Mieko were good persons… vampires, and that now I know that I’m safe and that I can count with them.
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“Just let me kill you!” yelled Airin as she tried to took my neck, but as always she was close to me I could dodge her “damn it! Rena!!”
Airin was desperate, I knew I can’t win with my strength, but with my speed I have an opportunity, I dodged every attack she tried.
But although I could defend myself, this could be eternal, one of us had to make a mistake… and it looks I would be the first one to make one.
“I have you stupid!” Said Airin as she fooled me with a movement and taken me from behind and took my arms with one hand “I didn’t want to do this, is very dirty to be honest, but I don’t see other option Rena Chan” Airin said as she took a dagger from her jacket “I’ll have to cut your throat with the help of this” Airin said with a grim smile as she held me tighter.
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“We’re here, Jurina, stay here” Said Yuka as she leave me outside the building
“I will stay with her” said Mieko as she give a kiss on Yuka’s cheek
“I will open that door scandalously so you will can see from here what happens, don’t come close, is dangerous” Yuka said to me in the same way my father talks to me sometimes “I will come back in a few minutes” Now Yuka was talking with Mieko
Without say more Yuka ran with great speed towards the iron door, and as if was a cardboard door she destroyed it, when we could see what happens, Airin had Rena from the back with a dagger about to rip her neck
“Rena!!!” Yuka yelled in terror
“Oh look who came” Airin said with a smile, it seemed she didn’t know I was there too “Watch how I kill your family, Yuka”
Mieko didn’t noticed that I was walking towards the place by the shock of seeing Rena about to be killed, Yuka was like Mieko, but I could go over and see clearly the situation, I promised I wouldn’t do anything stupid, but it would be a promise I will break
“RENA!” I yelled loudly as I ran towards the two, it was expected for my speed that I wouldn’t be a threat for a vampire, but I could see how Airin’s expression changed to a one very angry when she saw me.
“Damn human! you’re back! I will kill you this time!” Airin said releasing Rena
It seems that her hate towards me was more powerful than anything else, Airin freed Rena leaving an open field, Airin started running towards me, everything seemed as if they were in a movie that had an accelerated effect, Rena appeared in front of me preventing Airin to hurt me with the dagger, in change, Airin had stabbed Rena in the abdomen, but the action didn’t stopped there, Rena cried in pain but she took Airin arm and pushed her making Airin let go the dagger, Rena took it and pulled the dagger out of her abdomen, she approached Airin with great speed, which one didn’t processed what was happening, positioned behind her, jumping on her back and with the dagger Rena cut off Airin’s head.
Theres was no time for anything, reactions, thinking what we could do, Rena just ran towards me to protect me, rather than protect her, Rena protected me again, saving me again from the death.
Airin was inert in the ground, her body on one side and her head on the other, her eyes seeing nothing and Rena standing in front of me, her hand putting pressure on her abdomen, and from one moment to another, Rena fell to the ground.
“RENA!” I screamed at see how Rena touched the ground with her eyes closed “DON’T!” I yelled as I ran towards her, I took her in my arms but she wasn’t responding at my words “You can’t die like this, right? Yuka? she can’t die like this, she’s a vampire!”
I screamed at see how Yuka’s expression didn’t say me anything, she wasn’t showing terror, fear or frustration, it wasn’t reflecting anything, at the same with Mieko
What means this?… Rena can die like this? although she’s a vampire?… this is… Rena’s end?…
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noooooo
don't let rena die!!!!!!
u're fic great
update more, please
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N-nnoooo.......!! :banghead:
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DON'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!! :cry: :cry: :cry:
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the suspense *sweating*
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NO! Don't let Rena die! NOOOO! T0T
Gonna wait for the next one, author-san><
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I had this chapter almost finished yesterday, so I finished today and here is
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Eternity: Vampire | Guilt
Vampiro
Vampire…
There aren’t to much ways to say that word, at least not in romance languages, but, what was a vampire? I started to think more about what they really are on the past weeks.
I knew that they were dangerous creatures, not human, with great strength and that they live a lot of years, but what more I know about them? I just know what I see in books and movies, but those things books and movies show me, are real? what things aren’t?
Right now I have Rena in my arms, which was bleeding, but she will die because of that? from what I think I know that’s impossible, then, what happens? why Yuka and Mieko said nothing?
The silence was insupportable, why they were in silence?, now the hot topic was Rena, the silence, everything that was worrying us doesn’t matter anymore, there are still Airin’s servants? all was over with her dead? I also forgot that I was at the side of her dead body, the only thing was heard were my sobs.
But something changed when I saw more closely Rena’s face, she looked more pale, more slim, it was as she was becoming an skeleton, it was an aspect out of reality, it was as if I was watching a dead person from a lot of years from dead, scared I looked at Airin body, it was just dust… what happens?
“Yuka, say something…” I said scared as I touched Rena’s face, Yuka came close to me and knelt by my side.
“Rena is a vampire, her existence can’t be eliminated just because a dagger in her abdomen, but you know that a vampire need blood, right?” she asked with precaution “what you know about us? what say to you your common sense? with all you know about us, what is happening right now?”
“She needs blood” I say without think much, Yuka nodded
“Well, is part of” said Mieko “A vampire, although is immortal, needs human blood, or blood from animals to have energy… Rena lost all her anergy in the fight, and she didn’t drank blood since I don’t know when…”
“Because she was protecting me” I said in a whisper
“Exactly” Mieko answered “Our appearance change when we reach our limit, we looks more like dead that humans when that happens”
“When she wake up again, she will not recognize who are friends and who don’t, she will ignore us because we’re vampires, but every human or living being will be food and no more” Said Yuka as she was watching me
“What do you… mean?” I asked
“It means that she will attack you if you’re here” she said in a serious voice
“But if I run away, I will be safe, but her?” I asked scared
“She will attack every living being that is close to her, everything will be just kill to her and certainly… she will kill more than one” Mieko answered with a pained expression on her face
“You two can’t do anything? doesn’t matter what? take her away?” I don’t want Rena to became a killer, although I didn’t know if she already killed someone or not
“We don’t have time to take her away” Yuka said as she took my arm to take me away from Rena “I will take you out of here, if Rena hurts you… it will be horrible to her”
“How you can say something like that? I don’t want to leave her again!·” I yelled as I took Rena again in my arms
“This girl…” said Yuka angry and then she looked at Mieko “She makes me remember you” continued saying with her frustrated expression but Mieko was smiling
“Yuka, you can just take her with you by force, you’re stronger than her” said Mieko smiling “But I don’t think you will do it, not without Rena’s consent although is for her good, still, Jurina, you know the pain Rena will feel if something happens to you, more if is for her own hand, right?”
“Yeah, I know…” I answered
“I will take you out of here and Yuka will protect Rena to kill someone”
“Me? Do you remember that Rena is really crazy when is like that, right? I couldn’t stop her the last time, and now that she’s stronger than me I don’t know if I will can do something” Yuka said scared, but once she saw Mieko expression she was more scared
“Just say you will do it!” Said Mieko angry, I saw how Yuka stepped back and nodded as if she were a child scolded by her mother, I need to remember not to upset Mieko never…
But we doesn’t have more time I felt how Rena moved… she was waking up.
“Hey… I think she will wake up” I said a little scared
“What?” asked Yuka surprised
We couldn’t say more, Rena opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was me, her eyes red, and her fangs showing and reflected in her eyes I saw my neck.
“Stay away of her!” Yelled Yuka as she pushed Rena away of me standing between her and me
Rena stood at high speed and watched Yuka reproachfully, but she saw me behind Yuka, and at see me began to ignore everything around her, Mieko stood behind Rena and hugged her forming a chain with her body, but couldn’t hold her long, with a simple movement Rena get free of Mieko, Rena took Mieko’s arm and throw her with great force leaving her out of action.
“Mieko!” Cried Yuka at see what was happening “I know it’s not your fault Rena, but don’t miss with her!” Yuka shouted angry, she ran towards Rena, but couldn’t do much, although Yuka hit Rena she didn’t took back a single step, the smile on Rena’s face showing her fangs, and her eyes fixed upon me.
For more Yuka attacked her, Rena didn’t show to be affected, it was like watching Airin in a more malignant form, but who wanted to kill me now wasn’t Airin… was Rena
Rena stopped one of Yuka’s hits with her hand and for a moment all Rena’s attention was in Yuka, she took her with great strength and slammed Yuka against the floor, I heard how Yuka was screaming in pain, it seems that it all was true, Rena didn’t distinguish friends and enemies, only me, which looked like food to her…
After hitting Yuka a few times, Rena threw her in the same direction as Mieko falling beside her, now Rena was watching me again, but for more scarier she looked, I knew it was Rena, under all that monster who was coming closer to me, was Rena, the vampire who was like my angel, the one who loved me…
“Rena…” I whispered her name, but Rena didn’t stop, when I realized she was in front of me, with that big smile on her face and her eyes lost in my neck, if there was no other choice, if it’s my destiny, at the end I prefer to her to take my life…
Rena approached me and at see I didn’t put resistance she leaned a little and bitted me… the pain was intense at first, but as the seconds passed I would feel it less, at the same time I felt like I was getting dizzy from second to second, I felt how my blood was sucked out of my body, but I could do nothing, although I wanted to try to do something, I knew theres no way out…
I closed my eyes waiting to falter at any time and never wake up again… but suddenly I stopped to feel Rena’s lips on my skin, I didn’t hear her throat pass my blood through her, perhaps was all over? this was be dead?… but it wasn’t, I opened my eyes slowly and I could see her again, it was Rena, her aspect slightly more normal, her eyes weren’t red, her fangs wasn’t protruding from her mouth, but something was wrong, her expression…
Rena watched me with terror, but suddenly I felt weak, I would fall to the ground but she took me in her arms
“Jurina… I… I did this?…” she asked as she watched my neck and touching a bit with her cold fingers
“Rena… you’re okay…” I answered a little weak, touching her face with the palm of my hand, but Rena surprised me, she pulled her face out of my hand, she didn’t dare to look me in the eyes and turned towards where Yuka and Mieko was, both recovering from the blows they had received, when Rena saw that she was more surprised.
“I did all this…” she said more to herself than to us, she lifted me up and walked over Mieko and Yuka “I did this to you two? I did this?” she asked in a frustrated way, Mieko avoided eye contact with Rena, and Yuka with an expression of deep pain nodded
I saw how Rena shock her head repeatedly, her staring lost, I didn’t know what she was thinking but she wasn’t saying anything.
“Rena..” I whispered her name gaining her attention, but her expression remained the same, she didn’t wanted to look at me in the eye “Rena… look at me please” I said as I was trying to get off of her arms, but she didn’t allow me
“I’m sorry for all this…” she whispered, her eyes closed and she stood like that a few moments before speak again “Take care of Jurina” Yuka took me on her arms allowing Rena to be free of me, and without saying anything more I just watched how she disappeared from my view at high speed.
“Rena! don’t! wait!” I yelled trying to get Yuka let me go, but when she did it, I don’t know if was for pity or because she knew it had no case to keep me like that, I hadn’t the strength to stand up for long, Mieko stopped my fall and hugged me
“Yuka, go behind her” commanded Mieko to what Yuka didn’t say anything and ran behind Rena
“It’s not her fault…” I whispered
“We can’t blame her, and she know it, but she hurt you, whether or not intentional, she hurt you… give her time”
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I had bitted her, I almost killed her, I almost killed Jurina, why I couldn’t keep control? why I had to harm all those who I love?… not just I almost killed Jurina, but I also dared to attack Yuka and Mieko.. and if they were also killed by me?…
I don’t deserve to be with Jurina… I will bring only bad luck… I just will bring danger to her and I’m myself a big danger to her
“Rena..” I hear Yuka’s voice behind me
“Not now Yuka… I, I don’t dare to see you in the eye, to stand before you, the story is repeating again” I said without turning to see her
“It didn’t, this time you didn’t kill anyone” She said in a calm voice “Rena listen…”
“I don’t want to listen!… you don’t understand? I didn’t kill anyone but I almost kill the one who I more love in this world!, I’m not better than before, I will never be as before, we’re only creatures who seek to kill, like it or not that’s our result, I can’t be with Jurina, I couldn’t be with her when Airin was behind us, and now that she’s not longer chasing us I can’t be with Jurina anyways”
“Rena… Jurina loves you as much as you love her, what you’re doing is not fair to either of you, stop acting like a child and accept who you are, accept that Jurina loves you for who you are and doesn’t matter if you’re a vampire or not! I’m sure that if you talk with her, at the end, she wouldn’t blame you for anything, she already accepted you” Yuka said as she approached me and making me look at her.
“Yuka… the worst isn’t my fear to her to not accept me… the worst thing is that I’m not better than Airin… I’m like her… I don’t deserve to be at Jurina’s side, she deserves the best and I’m the worst”
Having the opportunity to be with the one you love is an opportunity of once in the life, I would like to take this chance even when I don’t have a real life… but being with Jurina is put her in danger… I prefer to be her shadow incapable of being with her, but with the satisfaction that I will always protect her….
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AAAAAARRRRRGH PLEEEEASE I WANT A HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!! :bow: :bow: :bow:
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Rena... I know what u feel... :cry:
But Jurina loves u. :doh: Don't be a baka! Go back to her! :angry:
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RENA IS THE BEST :twothumbs
go back to jurina!!
i want a happy ending too!! :bow: :bow: :bow:
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More Wmatsui and more about Rena's past, hope you like it <3
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Eternity: Disappointment | we meet again
Delusione
Déception
Decepción
Disappointment…
“Disappointment” is the word that describes what I feel, I disappointed myself…
I disappointed myself because I couldn’t control myself, again I made that mistake, and although this time I didn’t take any life, I almost took the life of the person who I love…
“Rena… don’t think about the past, you didn’t take any human life” Yuka said me with a relaxed voice as she hugged me “You are more than you think, you reacted in time, you know how much willpower you need to do that? If it had been me… I can’t believe I have succeeded, even if it had been Mieko instead of Jurina…”
“But I hurt her… I brought too many bad things to Jurina, she shouldn’t be involved in this world, is my fault for dragged her into this, for my foolishness, for the stupid love I feel for her”
“I’ll let you calm down first, you’re not being reasonable, but think well Rena, the only damage you did to Jurina was to make her fall in love with you, the damage is done, and there is no ticket to go back”
Yuka leave me alone after telling me those words, it was true, Jurina love me as much I love her, but what happened could do to change my mind, I said before that there wasn’t much things for what I could get scared, but now, I could be scared of me, hate myself… although I would like to think that everything will be alright, I can’t erase from my mind the mark of my fangs into her neck, watching her skin pale for what I was stealing, for steal her life…
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“I wouldn’t blame her for anything, I could never blame her for something, I accept her for who she is, I fall in love even knowing how dangerous she was, she doesn’t need to behave like that, she should understand me!” I yelled desperate, for more that I want understand her I couldn’t, I believed that she knowing about my love was enough, I looked for the trouble knowing that she just wanted to protect me, the fool here was me, because I wanted to protect her knowing that I couldn’t do it.
“Her fears are her memories” Mieko said gaining my attention “Rena is afraid thanks to something happened before”
“What happened? If I know what happened I could understand her, we might find a solution” I said trying to make Mieko tell me the story.
“Jurina, there are things that I can’t tell you, I advise you to wait a while, Rena will return to you on her own foot, she loves you too much to just disappear” Mieko said with a smile
“Rena is a stupid vampire” I said reproachfully
“It’s a stupid vampire who is madly in love with you” Mieko said laughing “Just give her some space, she was too shocked to see what she did to you, and I know it wasn’t easy for you too”
“If I have to die, I would rather die at the hands of Rena that at someone else” I answered without hesitation, Mieko looked at me surprised but then smiled
“I said something similar to Yuka, and you know what she told me?” she asked me with a smile on her face, which I shook my head negatively “She said that I was an idiot, the pain of seeing someone beloved die was something horrible, and it was even worse if she knew that was her fault, you had hurt someone before, Jurina? and I don’t mean just physically, but emotionally too”
“I don’t think so…” I answered trying to remember if I had
“Then you can’t really understand very well what it’s that kind of remorse, Jurina, imagine for a moment being in the place of Rena, imagine that you take her by her neck and bite her, drawing her life with every sip you take, when you realize what you had done, you see her on the floor, pale and motionless, not breathing”
“To imagine that makes me feel emptiness in my chest” I answered, I had imagined it, if only imagine it was horrible, Rena must have felt worse
“Now you understand a little more, right? I don’t support the way Rena acted right now, but I can understand her, so try to do it you too”
If understand Rena is give her time, I would do it… but the days passed and I felt them unusually longer…
“Missing Rena?” Yuka wondered as she walked beside me
“I don’t need a bodyguard anymore, Airin isn’t her anymore” I said trying to avoid the subject, talking about Rena, think about her makes my chest hurt and makes the day pass even slower
“What a rude pup we have here” Said laughing “Who would know you will talk with me with such disrespect?… Anyway, Rena hasn’t contacted you?”
“If you’re searching for her, it’s easier to find her on your own than ask me” I answered irritated and started walking faster
“Don’t get angry…” Yuka whispered as she was reaching me “I talked with her a few times, I thought maybe she came to see you already”
“It’s been a month already and I don’t know anything about that stupid vampire, Mieko doesn’t say anything to me, and you… well at least for you I know she’s still in the town” I answered still irritated “Why she doesn’t come? she’s so brave to protect me, but when it comes to face me she acts so cowardly, like the time she erased my memory or when she tried again but she couldn’t, in that time she had no choice but to face me because she couldn’t erased it”
“I declare myself guilty for that first one erased of memory, we influence that” she said apologetically
“You know, I understand she have fears, which I don’t know what are because she doesn’t talk with me, but I understand she have, but still it isn’t an excuse to disappear from my life like that” I said stopping my step and standing in front of Yuka “I mean, first, my life changed because two crazy vampires fight basically for me, Rena because wanted to protect me and Airin because wanted to kill me, then Rena declares her love for me, and when I though everything would be better I make the mistake of going with Airin, I accept my guilt there, still, when more I need Rena she disappears just how she appeared”
Yuka looked at me with an astonished smile and a few seconds later began to clap
“Wow! you have clear your ideas, listen JuriPup, when Rena come to talk to you, let her speak first, I don’t think she will take more time to come, after all she had been separated from you for all this month after spending 18 years at your side, she must feel lonely”
“Okay…” I replied as I had nothing else to say, to be honest I will going to let Rena talk first… after reclaim her, of course, but listening to Yuka, I think I’ll let her speak first after all.
“Good girl” She said as she gave me pats on the head, perhaps she seriously sees me as a pet?… “See you later pup” She said and left the place, after listening how she calls me “Pup” I felt she really sees me like a pet…
After that conversation with Yuka days continued passing and I didn’t have news about Rena… two weeks more passed…
“I’ll go do my homework” I told my parents as I went to my room, but once I was in the door I saw a figure standing at the window, a figure I knew well, her long hair blowing through the gentle breeze that came through the open window “Rena…” I whispered as I approached her to see if it was really her, but it wasn’t necessary to get too close, I took just a couple of steps and she turned to me, it was really her…
“Hi…” she said softly as she took a few steps back, seeing her action, I stopped my progress towards her
“Why are you here?” I asked coldly at see how she took those steps back, at see that bothered me, more than a month to her to finally come to see me and the first thing she did was get away?
“I was expecting something like that” she whispered with a sad smile “I thought a lot about what happened” Rena started talking “Jurina… for more that I love you, I can only bring you misfortunes, we are so different, our worlds are and I don’t want… I don’t want to hurt you again… maybe now you hate me or fear me… so I decided to get away from you”
“That’s all?” I asked frustrated and watching her straight in the eye
“I think… I think it’s the best I can do, I will not bother you again” she said after a few seconds
“And that’s it? that's all you will say?” I asked even more frustrated, trying to keep my voice as low as possible so that my parents wouldn’t hear me
“Yes…” She replied in a whisper and turned facing the window again, but before she could take a step I walked as fast as I could to her, before I could reach her she turned watching me surprised, I took her arm and watched her in the eyes
“Listen to me stupid vampire” I said holding my desire to shout “Use your stupid strength and speed to carry me and take us to a place away from here where we can talk better” I ordered firmly
Rena had expression of not understanding what was happening, but obeyed my words, she picked me up and jumped out the window, with great speed ran as I hugged her, I missed the feeling of having her so close to me, breathing her scent… but I was still angry with her.
After a few minutes she stopped at a small park, left me on the floor and stood in front of me waiting for me to say something, but I said nothing, I approached her and with all the strength I could muster I slapped her, for the loud sound it make the slap I could knew it was strong, but I didn’t care, I know I didn’t do nothing to her… but Rena groaned and saw me surprised as covered with her hand where I had hit her.
“It hurt you? hmmm?” I asked angry, as I lifted my voice, after saw that she didn't say anything I continue talking “Now that I hear all the nonsense that you just say is my turn to talk” I said as I came more closer to her “You think you can appear in my life, make me fall in love with you and then just come to tell me that you’re too dangerous to be with me?” for every step I took she backed one, her surprised expression at see me how I was talking to her, says me how scared was “ You think so much about me that you don’t stop a second to think about yourself, you think so much about what I could think that you don’t let me say what I really think!!” I yelled frustrated “You can’t understand that I doesn’t care if you’re a stupid monster who goes crazy when you’re hungry? I don’t care if you are a dangerous being that can harm me anytime!”
Rena had stopped to go back as she ran into a tree at her back that prevented her, I was a few centimeters from her face
“I don’t care how dark it can be your past, or can be your vampire self” I said in a calmer way as I took her face with my hands “I don’t care because I know you wouldn’t hurt me intentionally, because I know, although the situation gets too bad, you will find the way to stop you like you did that time… I know because I know how much you love me, how much you supported holding all those years following me in the shadows without even being able to be close to me, all that for the love you have for me”
Without thinking more, I gave in to my urge to kiss her, after all this month I needed her, I wanted her… but more than anything, I wanted to show her how much I loved her, that I wasn’t afraid of her, just as she felt the same, she kissed me too
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I had never seen Jurina so angry, raising her voice so high, the slap I got hurt a lot, although we’re very strong and endure wounds of almost any type, the pain we felt is like a normal person, the way she told she didn’t care what I was, made my doubts disappear, the way she said how much she loved me made me happy, and that kiss, showed me that she feel the same I feel.
“Do you understand? you don’t need to run away from me, stay with me please… I don’t want to think about a world without you” she said as she hugged me, I felt tears cross my blouse wetting it gradually “I know you understand that stay this month away from you was a torture…”
“It was…” I replied in a whisper, circling her body with my arms forming a hug “Are you sure to go ahead with this?” I asked still hesitantly
“After everything I said you still have doubts? Rena, trust me” She said as she separated from my hug and watched me with reproachfully eyes
“It’s not as if I don’t trust you… I don’t trust me…” who should answer that question should be me…
“Rena… Mieko told me that you were afraid because of something that happened earlier… can you tell me? maybe I can help you”
Her question took me by surprise, but maybe she was right… my fear comes from that incident… it was a good time to tell her…
“Then… I will tell you…” I said as I watched the black sky
When Airin left me to my fate, I avoided approaching people, I knew that sooner or later I would have to drink blood from them, but what I knew about to be a vampire? I just knew what I had read in books, or what I had heard among people.
But one thing was clear, vampires kills humans and drank their blood, they only existed for that, the only way to kill them would be a stake through the heart or sunlight
I was so wrong to believe that, how wrong were those who had said those things.
The sun doesn’t kill us, and kill us with help of a stake through the heart? we doesn’t have one beating… and drink human blood, yes, we need blood, but don’t necessarily need to kill the person. Another legend that was said was that bite a human and let them live it would became them vampires, but that’s another lie, to transform a human must be under certain circumstances, to bite them an let them live don’t harm them, you only must delete the memory of the person and they can continue their normal life.
I didn’t know all that, I didn’t know what happened if we didn’t drink blood, for us that is the source of our energy, and yet I denied my body to have it, with the passing of the days I was losing weight, my appearance was changed to one mere skeletal, I began to be mentally unstable, hallucinating things… was when I met Yuka and Mieko, no… they found me
They give me a place to stay and were concerned about me, they told me that they saw in me a daughter, I gave them the urgency to protect me and so they did. But I didn’t know what to think, to me all vampires were evil, I didn’t trust them, and although they offered me blood I refused, even trying to explain me that I needed it I refused to drink it.
The days continued to advance until I reach my limit, what happened after that I could know thanks to two versions, which were the one of newspapers had and what Yuka told me.
When a vampire reaches his limits, attacks every living thing that gets in their way, regardless of anything and not caring if he kills or not, I had reached that limit and started to attack people.
When I regained consciousness I was in a bed, Yuka and Mieko were on my side, both with serious expressions, but in their eyes I could felt the sorry they felt for me
“If you don’t drink blood, it passes what happened, we wanted to avoid it but you wouldn’t listen…”
That was all I was told at that moment, by my side I had a lot of newspapers from around the country with bloody headlines, in short, a slaughter had happened, dozens of people had been attacked by something, didn’t know whether an animal or a person was the murderer, peoples bodies completely drained, not a drop of blood on them, broken necks, decapitated, mutilated…
Yuka didn’t deny these facts, but not all of those people had been killed in that way, they hid what actually happened.
I killed 7 persons, but the rest were just people who were in the wrong place and time, Yuka tried to stop me, but she was unable to, she had to fight agains me and in the fight many people were injured, about things that were launching or we broke, we cause an uproar and damage, even I caused great injuries in Yuka…
“Even now I don’t remember anything about that… just like I don’t remember when I attacked you, I just remember from the time I realized that I was hurting you” I finished my story, Jurina watched me with sympathetic eyes and hugged me tenderly
“You already said that you stopped, at least with me, what happened was due to special circumstances, on both occasions… ignorance was the cause of the first and the second the fight with Airin” Jurina said with sympathetic voice
“Still…”
“Stop blaming yourself, it isn’t your fault, I’ll see that never happen that again, I keep abreast of your meals” she said with a smile on her face “If is necessary to donate blood I will do it gladly, that because I imagine you will not want to take it direct from my neck” she continued saying with a smile
“No thanks” I replied in disgust “I don’t like the smell of your blood”
“What? but you seem to like it a lot earlier” Jurina said offended
“I think it was just by the circumstance, you were the only living thing nearby, then I guess I didn’t care or know how your blood smelled… maybe that was why I stopped…” I said mockingly
“Yeah! seems you feel more lively now, you are annoying me already” She smiled, and she was right… Talk with Jurina about all this made me feel better and more secure in our relationship “So… you will be with me forever?”
“Forever…” I replied with a smile…
But beneath that smile I was hiding another fear… “Forever”… Jurina doesn’t have a “forever” how long shall I be with her? how long I will can protect her? human life is so fragile and change from one moment to another so fast… Jurina is human, her life is limited… but mine isn’t… I’m afraid to be alone now that I know her and we love each other… I’m afraid of that moment when Jurina life will ends…
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yes!! i love it!! ♡♡♡
long lived wmatsui!!! XD XD ♡♡
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abcari-san...,you made me fall in love with this fic... :luvluv2:
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The kiss... :shy1:
JuriPup's blood is disgusting to Rena. LOLZ :mon beam:
Yeah, that 'forever' ... Aaagh.. Doshio... :banghead:
Nice chappie as always, Abcari-san.. :mon thumb:
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wmatsui is cute~~~~
i wonder of there will be next 'airin'......
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This is the chapter 15, so... there are left just a few more, we're almost at the end, and the things that are left about this story are said in this chapter.
Hope you like it and that you're enjoying this story, with all my mistakes included orz
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Eternity: Curiosity | Question
Curiosità
Curiosité
Curiosidad
Curiosity….
“Curiosity killed the cat” it’s an interesting phrase, I consider myself a person who isn’t curious at all, well, I’m just curious to things or people that really are important to me and being curious doesn’t should be a big problem now, after all, I think I know the darkest secrets of Rena, what else could give me curiosity?, I don’t think anything she can say me now can make me run away from her.
The reality in which I live, is that I’m in love with a vampire, a very beautiful one and that the only thing she cares is my welfare. But she knows I belong to her, that she has my love, and that I don’t plan to abandon her doesn’t matter who she is or what she has done, still, I’m curious of one thing, what she wants now?… what she wish for?
Everyone have a future plan, study, graduate, get a job, get married, have children… but what wants Rena? what she want for future?
“Rena… can I ask you something?” I asked downplaying
“You just make one, but if you want to ask do it” she replied with a smile, since that night everything was “fine”, Rena was with me most of the time and my parents already knew her, although they didn’t know she’s a vampire, I told them she was a senpai who studied art and taught me what I could do if I choose a career that has to do with that, but we were already good friends, all of that to avoid suspicion about why I spend so much time with her.
“Are you happy with me?” I asked directly
“I am” she answered as she stopped making me do the same “You want to end our relationship?” she asked serious, how unsure could be this vampire?
“I don’t” I replied laughing “Just that you don’t say it very often, sometimes I want to know that you really feel that for me” I said as turned to the other side, sometimes I do this, claiming her lack of attention to me, she’s so… serious, not affective, and say her things in this way makes her romantic side show, and how I was waiting, it showed, she took my arm and made me turn toward her, she watched me with those beautiful eyes, which reflected how much love she felt for me, just see them made me feel loved, it wasn’t necessary to prove it, even so, I liked to her to prove it.
“I don’t regret anything of our time together, in all my life, even in my time when I was alive, I felt so happy, don’t doubt my love now, Jurina, never doubt that only seeing you I’m happy” she said in what was holding my chin with her hand, followed by how she approached her face to mine, kissing me gently, but I had to stop the kiss to breath… “Sometimes I feel is inconvenient your need to breathe” she said annoyed.
“Sorry for being human” I replied with a smile “Still you love me, right?” I asked still smiling
“You know that I love you, I will always love you and you will always love me…”
And it happened again… her staring into nothing, although her eyes were on me, she didn’t see me, they saw something far away, I don’t know what is, but I hate it when it happens… I feel… uncomfortable, I feel that something bad might happen…
Even lost her sight in the distance, her arm extended towards me, her hand stroking my face, causing me to close my eyes to feel the cold touch.
“For all the eternity, you will be the only one I love…” se said in a whisper and kissed my forehead causing me to open my eyes to observe her, her eyes watching me now, but her smile was melancholy…
“Rena…” I said trying to ask if something was wrong, but again I don’t know what stopped me, maybe the lack of courage… maybe I don’t want to know if something bad was coming…
“Whats wrong? you stayed silent” Rena asked with a worried expression
“Nothing, I just was thinking about where we can go and have fun” I answered changing the subject and trying to forget the insecurity I felt, all camouflaged with a smile
“I know almost every place in this city, I can take you anywhere you want” she said with a smile “You just have to say me where”
“It’s not always about you fulfill my desires, sometimes I also want to fulfill yours, you know?” I replied angrily, Rena sometimes forget that we’re in a romantic relationship, not master and slave or something like that…
“So much time I have gone ahead without wanting something from the future or think about wanting to do something, I’m not even sure what I like and what don’t, so I took your happiness as my own” she replied with a melancholy tone
“I want your happiness to be my own too, we must look for what makes you happy… do you like art, right?” I asked thoughtfully
“I like it” she answered curious “you have a idea?”
“I’ll show you an exhibit that you have never seen” I replied smiling “You like the classical art, but not so much the modern or conceptual, right? I’ll show you a bit of the city art” I said with a smile
After a while of walking between street and street, laughter and furtive kisses form time to time, we reached a small warehouse.
“And we are in…” Rena said as she watched the place, her expression was serious since a few streets back
“Stop to be suspicious of anything you see that doesn’t look good” I said as I gave her a little blow on the shoulder and walked toward the door “Follow me, I know the place and the owners, it isn’t dangerous”
Once inside you could see blank canvases, and others with paintings half-finished, sculptures everywhere, the smell of acrylic flooding all over the place, it was like being in a large classroom specially dedicated to any kind of artistic demonstration, there was even an area with a small stage, and instruments aside.
“I’ve never been in a place like this” Rena said as she was watching everything
“You always was following me, right? you should know here” I said trying to annoy her
“What day you come?” she asked ignoring my question… classic of her…
“Thursdays” I answered
“Thursday is when I look for food, remember? and although I would have followed you I wouldn’t know what was inside, I watched you from the distance” she said without giving much importance and while still observing the paintings unfinished, she didn’t realize that I was with an annoyed expression, I can’t never win…
Well, I guess you know I can’t paint or draw, but I enjoy coming to observe how people do it” I comment
“I’ve noticed, you’re into sports, but I know how, do you want me to do a portrait of you?” Rena asked with a smile as she took a couple of pencil and a sheet from the table.
“If it makes you happy” I said with a smile
“That would make me very happy” she replied smiling too, a smile that she hadn’t do many times, is the smile that she only makes when she sees me for the first time in the day, so it was a smile that showed her real happiness
After a while in which I was scolded more times than I had been scolded in all my life, Rena was able to finish her drawing.
“Finish!” Rena said with an approbatory smile as she watched her drawing
“After you yelled me and called my attention at the minimum movement, I hope it’s good” I said as I stretched and walked towards her to see the drawing
“My view is better than humans, I realize these small changes and movements you did, don’t blame me… watch it” she replied as she showed me the drawing
I don’t know how she achieved to do that in such a short time, I had seen drawings that take a lot of time, like 3 hours, maybe more without stoping, but it only took her a while, even less than an hour
“And? do you like it?” her voice interrupted my thoughts
“I didn’t know you could do this, you’re really good Rena!” I screamed excitedly as I admired more the drawing “you should try to make you meet with this”
“There was a time in where I was a little famous” she said thoughtfully
“Eh? what do you mean?” I asked curious
“Yeah… about 100 years ago, maybe? I have a lot of money, but I don’t use it, only to buy clothes and that sort of things, but I wanted to experience, and the only thing that doesn’t require me to us force or in where I have to control my powers, was draw or paint, so I won a little of fame, but once I started to take more and more I stopped, it’s not convenient to me to be famous” she explained observing the drawing
“Still, I think it could be good if you become a little famous again” I said smiling
“Yeah, it could be awesome, but I already was once, and you know what will happen if I become really famous? everyone will know who I am, in the future I will have to live hiding and wait to people to forget about me… I live to much years and would be strange, and remember that I don’t get old too… My punishment is to live hiding from people for all the eternity…” Rena said the last in a whisper
It bothered me… It bothered me being so different from her, I couldn’t imagine how much loneliness Rena had felt, without her family, without her friends, though she has Yuka and Mieko with her, who more she has?… now she have me too but..
“I’m sorry for being a human…” I said unintentionally, even realizing my mistake, I knew I hadn’t nothing to do, Rena had heard it
“What do you mean?” she asked
“It’s nothing” I replied trying to avoid the subject, I had wanted to avoid this conversation forever, I know, I know she will live forever, that I’m a human and one day I would have to die, leaver her alone again, I want to be like her, I can’t wait to be with her for eternity, like that she don’t have to be alone anymore, but what she will thought? she think the same as I?… I was scared, I’m scared to think that she doesn’t want the same as me.
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Jurina had stopped to see my eyes, she was looking at the floor, when she does that mean that she have a problem or something that is bothering her, I know there’s something behind all this, I can imagine what is…
“Jurina, I know that your “It’s nothing” is something” I said as I stood in front of her and took her face with both hands to make her turn towards me, but her eyes were diverted to one side.
“I don’t want to talk about this Rena, not now” she said as she moved avoiding my touch, but I didn’t allowed to give me her back, I took her arm and held her in front of me.
“We must talk about this, I can imagine what is and I’m sure we should talk about it…” It was a talk that would come eventually, and although it’s something which I doesn’t want to think about, we should talk about it “Listen, we are different… you’re human and I don’t…”
“I know!” she interrupted loudly, which was rare to see “I know you will leave me sooner or later, when I get older or when I'm no longer attractive to you… when I die” she finally said “That’s my destiny as a human, no matter how much we love each other I will die”
“Jurina… I think that I must be honest with you” I said as I kissed her on the forehead, at take distance from her I could see the fear in her eyes, probably thinking that I will abandone her… “I’m afraid of death…” I said finally earning a surprised look of her
“You can’t die Rena, well, at least not by age or infirmity” she said still surprised “Why are you afraid?”
“Not for me, for you… I’m afraid of losing you, I know our love is forever but you will have to leave one day and I don’t think I can go on without you…” I said as I hugged her “I would like to be as human as how you are, that you could hear the beating of my heart, feel my body heat… but that’s something that can’t never happen… the day you depart from my side I will end my life…”
I would like that Jurina accepted that idea, but why I should be surprised for her answer? even without talk about all this I knew she wouldn’t accept just let time flow and face an end in which both will end separated for the death but together for eternity, it was a romantic idea that I liked, but I knew that she would take any road in which she knew the end would end up being with me for the eternity "Alive"… and the only way that would lead to that end was that she asked me for that…
“Rena… I want live forever by your side… I want you to transform me into a vampire”
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Hm...
Is it ok? Jurina being a vampire too? :dunno:
Anyway...
Rena-chan... Paint me too.. :on woohoo:
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rena-chan isn't good, she is the best :cool1:
eh?! jurina want to be a vampire?? :shock:
it's good!! :on lol: :on lol:
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waaaaaaa~~~~
if jurina become a vamp, she will be able to protect renachan with her new strenght
please update soon, author san~
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Eternity: Yuka and Mieko
“Rena… I want live forever by your side… I want you to transform me into a vampire”
“What? are you serious? Jurina, you know what means that?” I asked raising my voice more that I wanted, causing Jurina to step back
“I don’t know very well that, but that way we could always be together, I don’t want to lose you!” answered with a brave tone, but I could see how her hands trembled, I don’t know if it was for anger, fear or something else.
“Jurina, don’t do this, you know how I became into this, you know what I have to do to transform you! I don’t want to do that to you!” I yelled losing the control of my feelings, fear… the fear of losing her was controlling me
“Rena, is not so complicated, I don’t know why you’re so scared” her words made a click in my head… why was scared? she didn’t though that I have to almost kill her if I want to transform her? this girl doesn’t think about the terror it cause me to just scratch her skin, I had had enough when I almost drink her blood, that time I wasn’t trying to change her, I wanted to kill her, what if it was the same this time? and if I can’t control me? if something happens and ended up killing her?
“Jurina, stop” I said trying to control my level voice
“Rena, you just have to bite me, right? you’ll stop in time, you hate the taste of my blood” I should know that she wouldn’t stop…
“I don’t have to only bite you, Jurina! if that was all then I had transformed you since that time when I almost kill you!” I yelled irritated as I hit one of the tables that was around us causing it to break, Jurina was shocked to see my actions, and I already wasn’t thinking clearly
“Rena…” I heard her voice in a whisper, but I didn’t want to continue this discussion if I kept talking I could regret something
“Jurina, just lets leave the things like this, I don’t want to do or say something that I can regret in the future” I said avoiding her eyes and left the place as quickly as possible
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I hadn’t seen Rena so angry since I saw her face Airin… what was her problem?… I just asked the most logical, being the same she was isn’t cause for a fight like this, who should be angry it’s me and not her…
I let her go without another word, and although I try to follow her I can’t, I know she prefer to retire when she thinks she could lose control as how she was doing…
Not I had to see what to do with that table… my friend will kill me if he se what happened…
“It seems that Rena was very angry” a voice broke the silence
“Yuka!” I yelled her name with a smile, since what happened with Airin, I had established a very good friendship with Yuka, she was something like a older sister.
“I came across with Rena a moments ago, she didn’t look happy at all, you know?” she said as she walked towards me and watched the table “And I think that she was very upset at see this table” commented laughing
“Who should be angry its me, not her, now I don’t know what I should do with this table… my friend will kill me” I said as I watched the pieces shattered
“It’s my “Daughter” fault that this happened, come on, let’s get a new and you can say me what happened” she said as she stopped me to pick up the pieces
Yuka had demonstrated that I could trust her and that I can tell her anything, every time I had a problem with Rena she listened to me, even she knows my doubts about Rena so I felt comfortable in telling her what had happened
“I’m sorry to tell you this, but I think this time Rena has reasons to behave like that” she said after hear my explanation
“But, what I did wrong? I just want to be with her, what’s wrong with her transforming me?” I asked in exasperation, I wanted a little of understanding, but instead of that I hear her laugh…
“Tell me, how Rena was transformed?” she asked still laughing, she made me feel offended for the way she asked
“she was bitted” was my automatic answer, but I earned another laugh by Yuka
“Rena was about to die when Airin bitted her, actually she don’t need to subtract blood, she just need to bite you, just in the moment in where you are between living and dying” she answered as she growing her own laughter, and began to speak in a more serious way “She’s not afraid to transform you, she’s afraid to not bite you on time and that you die”
“I thought that she only had to bite me and that the almost dying thing was just something that was a circumstance that occurred in her case” I said more to myself than to Yuka
“I’ll tell you one of my biggest secrets, Rena doesn’t know about this” she said as we walked looking for a similar table that Rena had destroyed, but more that watching the tables my attention was on Yuka “I will tell you how I transformed Mieko…”
As you know my life is older than Rena’s, I will not say my age… or Mieko, she would kill me if I said it… my life was as normal as anyone, but where I lived it was knew the existence of vampires, it was a silent was between humans and vampires that couldn’t be avoided, and I was involved in it, my transformation was an accident, but it happened, given the circumstances and that we saw no end to the war several agreements were made between humans and vampires, my life was important because even though I was a vampire I kept relationship with humans, there is why I keep importance even after centuries of existence.
Even after the relationship of peace that they had made, we were in agreement that everyone would live with their kind, only keeping relationship with each other by certain and unavoidable circumstances, although we don’t prohibit romantic relationships, they should agree about something if a human discovered about our identity, in which human or vampire would be killed if one of them betrayed the trust of the other, although I’m not proud of that, I was one of those responsible for killing vampires whom were suspected of treason or do something against humans without a specific reason.
In all my years I killed vampires following treaties that had being established and I went separating more and more from humans, it wasn’t good idea to relate to them, especially when I was losing all my family over the years, the pain of seeing it was too much, something you don’t want anyone to feel, and it also involved taking affection to any human, so I understand Rena and although I tried to stop Rena to fall in love with you, it was too late.
The first time I saw Mieko I couldn’t apart my eye off her, she wasn’t someone important to society, she was only a young girl which was beginning to gain some fame thanks to her flower shop, but her smile was the one who attracted me, as it happened to Rena and you, I began to see her in the distance, forgetting that I shouldn’t get involved with a human, I reached the point where it was impossible not trying to talk with her.
That attracted the attention of vampires around me, of all the vampires who least expected to fall in love with a human was me, even more that we were of the same sex, at that time it was difficult have a relationship with someone of the same sex, even if we were both humans or vampires, everything pointed to be against us, but slowly, ignoring the danger I was Mieko go, I began to make her fall in love with me.
Knowing what we would face if they discovered our relationship I kept everything secret, but my innocence was big, and I didn’t know how to realise the consequences, it was clear that we would be discovered and although Mieko knew I was a vampire, she didn’t know nothing about the threads that was moving behind me.
They separated me from her and accused me of treason, Mieko, ignorant of all that didn’t know how to defend herself, as for me, they will let me live thanks to the record that I was carrying behind me, I had contacts, but not enough to also protect Mieko.
Do you want to know why Rena is so afraid?…
It was an opportunity given to all human-vampire couples that were discovered and were not reported as existing, turn the human into vampire…
That chance was also for us, but to transform someone must have her between life and death, choosing the way to do it was open, stab them, beat them, throw them from a big distance to the ground, through drugs… anything you could imagine and none was softer than the last.
The fear isn’t only because you can lose your loved one, but the pain that you must make them go trough, and that pain will be for nothing if you fail the transformation…
I had no intention of submitting Mieko into something like that, and using my friends I could make Mieko escape, everything was planned so that at least she survived, but she’s so stupid, so stupid as someone I know, she didn’t escape, she preferred to find me again, how stupid decision, ignoring everything I did for her, putting herself in danger just for me…
As expected they discovered her, I did everything I could to protect her, but I couldn’t… they managed to re capture her and were ordered to kill her instantly, I saw in slow motion her expression of terror, I listened all her bones broken one by one, her screams… all they did was just to make me suffer and her, the torture she received at the time was a wake up call not just for me, but to anyone who tried to go against the order of ours superiors, but even so, those who captured her were my friends, friends that liked me, going against the orders they didn’t killed her, they left her with live giving me the opportunity to transform her, but fear invaded me when I held her in my arms, unconscious and barely breathing… I would be in time?… could I save her?…
The end of my story has a happy ending, Mieko is beside me and is happy being with me, but it was difficult, everything she felt on those moments had made her be afraid of me for a time, not only me, but to the entire world…
“Jurina… the decision you leave to Rena is very difficult, and you must try to understand”
Yuka finished telling her story, I had no words, I had ignored all these points, I myself have felt the fear of almost losing Rena, i can’t imagine what she must pass to see me at the brink of death again, especially if it’s on their own hands…
“I think this table would work” Yuka said with a smile as she pointed a table similar to the one Rena broke
“yeah… it would” I answered automatically
I didn’t told you all this to scare you, I trust Rena and that she wouldn’t let you die, even so is a risk you two have to take and it was necessary for you to know that risk” she said with a smile as she gave me pats on the head “let’s pay for this” she finally said as she went to a manager to buy the table
Thanks to Yuka I realised again how Rena cares for me… how she always try to seek for me to be alright, I was selfish to not discuss the matter with her, minimise everything and do as it was something simple to do, even making Rena feel bad and frustrated…
I know Rena wants to be with me for eternity, now I know is something difficult to accomplish, but it’s not impossible, maybe I can’t convince her from one day to another… but I will do it, I had thought what I will do with my future, and after several thoughts, it doesn’t matter if Rena isn’t with me, and if there are possibilities for an eternity with her, I would exhaust all the possibilities to achieve having that eternity.
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Jurina's young for sure.
She's so stubborn in demanding her will.
But thanks to Yuka she realized how difficult that was for Rena to transform Jurina, and what a heartbreaking history Yuka and Mieko had back then.. :cry: :cry:
While...
:on GJ: :kneelbow:
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it's hard for rena..
and it's hard for me too!! i can't wait to see a happy ending!!
thanks for yukaxmieko past!!
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there are two more left
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Eternity: Shame | Deal
Vergogna
Honte
Vergüenza
Shame…
It had happened sometime that you realise that you said stupid things to someone, you make them get angry and now you have a tremendous shame to go and apologise because you know all the blame for what happened is yours?…
I want to spend eternity with Rena… but first I have to convince her and to do that I need to talk with her, but I don’t know how to approach her, just say hello as always?… say hi or just say sorry?
Another thing that worries me is that once she forgives me, how I will convince her? I could do it by force her to transform me in which I will not let her option more than to do it, I have some ideas…
Like go walking with her late at night by the subway and accidentally, for go playing, falling onto the tracks, that obviously, watching that the train comes direct to me at that moment…
The downside of this plan is that if that train manage to hit me, death will be instantaneous, so seeing things like that it doesn’t seems as a good idea, another thing is that Rena is too fast to even let me touch the ground…
My second idea is thanks to Yuka, how about looking at a group of vampires or normal people who wants money or hit someone and leave them to punch me to almost kill me?… but this plan also has a dark side, if Rena doesn’t come at time I can seriously get killed or maybe those guys do something more than punch me… I don’t want to lose my virginity if isn’t with Rena!
My other idea is a classic, falling down stairs, or other high point, might work, I think that idea is the most prudent… or something like that, as the others it hace some risk, break my neck and die instantly or something like that… apart of Rena’s high speed, that’s a big problem to all my plans…
In the end, for more that my ideas are wildest, any of them is 100% feasible, I can die instantly or take the risk to something worst that death.
Sometimes I begin to wonder if I’m right in my head, I laugh at myself for even having thought out a way to kill myself… what would thing my parents if they know about this? I don’t want to imagine that, they would be very disappointed
Forgetting all my suicidal ideas that don’t lead me anywhere I decided to wait for Rena to made appearance, I know her well and I know that she doesn’t supports be away from me for long time, as she doesn’t stand being made at me, she loves me too much that sometimes I feel that I abuse her love and I think it could be good to take advantage of that to convince her… why I didn’t though about that before?
And how I was expecting, my favourite creature of this world appeared in my window, her eyes covered by the dark and her bangs helped to cover part of her eyes.
“You know that I didn’t mean all that happened” I said in a whisper, making a hand gesture which invited her to enter in my room, after a few seconds she walked in, but still keeping silence “Rena… you know that sometimes I don’t think before to speak…”
“I know but this time… Jurina you crossed the line” she said in a frustrated tone “You can’t… imagine what it’s for me to think about to… just think about to do that” she said in a clumsy way, really rare for Rena, which always said things as she had been rehearsing the dialogue for a play, saying each word fluently and without mistakes.
“Yuka talked with me and made me understand many things, I understand… at least I have a notion of what you must feel… I’m sorry for everything I said” I said as I approached her to see her face better “Forgive me, please?”
I had mentioned that Rena can’t be angry with me for long and to apologize in so cute way like this, I know always works to gain her pardon? and as I would have said magic words, Rena finally turned to let me see her eyes, those eyes that I love so much, she hadn’t to say any word, the gentle kiss she gave me was enough to make me understand that she had forgiven me.
“But I guess you still want to talk about the issue” she said breaking the so romantic moment, but she was right my point was to reach that topic again
“That’s my intention, my idea remains the same, although I understand why you don’t want to take that road” I said as I took her to the bed to let her sit on my side… but having the bed there and me being a woman in full bloom, in any aspect you can imagine, it had give me ideas to do something else with her apart to just talk… but that issue could wait, more if from this talk depends our future.
“Jurina, you don’t know how much desires I have, how many times I imagine me being human again, could feel the beating of my heart, even and for more stupid it could sound, could get flu or something like that, but I can’t, that option doesn’t exist” she said taking me by surprise, it was true… how is can’t feel all that? it could sound good at first, but after so many years, how it feel? my heart had never stop beating, it would kill me, how is to have a heart without beating? how is not feel the warmth of your own body?…
“I can’t understand you completely, in that and even though it pains me to accept it, we are different, but that’s what I want, stop being different, I want to
be like you” I explained trying to score points to convince her.
“I think you understand that I’m not afraid of you to be as I am, my fear is the things I have to make you go trough to achieve that, and if everything goes wrong? Jurina, you’re still very young” she said as she took my face in her hands “You still have a lot to live, you only have 18, I was transformed when I was 23”
“As more we talk, more things you said in your attempt to make me change my mind, Rena, I will not change my mind” I assured with a smile, causing her frown.
“No matter what I said, you’ll still insisting” she commented, and as how she said so, I understood that she was saying that to herself
“That’s right, if the problem is that I’m too young, I assure you that I have much patience to wait a while” I said with a smile.
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“Wait?” I repeated after listening the word, it could be a good idea, I was having a good idea… “Well, and if we make a deal?” I said smiling, now the roles were reversed, who smiled was me and not her
“A deal? what kind of deal?” she asked curiously
“5 years, you will wait 5 years, same years that will be a test, you’re too young and you don’t know what you want from life, even after having go through so much and to know that I will never stop loving you, being you so young you can change your mind and fall in love with someone else”
“I will not fall in love with someone else, you are the only one I will always love” she said making a childlike expression
“Well, considering as it was true” I began to speak again, but equally I was interrupted again
“It’s true! do you understand?” she said frustrated
“Okay, okay, but apart of that, in five years you will have 23, my same age, so maybe these years serve to convince you to remain human or at the contrary, help me to take the courage to transform you” I finished with a serious expression as I waited her response
“you mean that after those 5 years you will transform me, right?” she asked smiling
“No, I said that we will think well what we will do on these five years, apart of that it will help you to live longer” I replied trying to make her see the real deal.
“Okay, it’s a deal, we will wait 5 years for you to transform me, that will be good, I will be your age” why I bother trying to make her understand?… Jurina is always like that, she understand what she want understand and no one will change her mind
“it’s a deal then, from this moment we will not talk about this, until the time comes, do you understand?” I said resigned
“All right! I understand! within 5 years I will still love you the same way or more than now and you will transform me to spend eternity with you!” she said happy
Seriously, I was in love with a human very interesting and without fear of the unknown, which blindly trusted me regardless of anything, but I had gained time, maybe in 5 years she no longer loves me or decide that she don’t want to be a vampire… though it hurts me to think in the first option, I don’t want Jurina to feel obligated to love me, regardless of everything we’ve been through, in the end it was all my fault, for my selfishness to have her by my side.
Maybe time will actually decide that Jurina isn’t intended to be by my side or maybe decide that she is…
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I'm sorry all the last chapters are like naruto fillers orz
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Eternity: The day comes
Time passes more quickly as more adult you are, when you’re a child it looks as time passes slowly, thinking how much you want to be an adult already, dreaming about being an adult and that it was the more exciting thing that can exist in the world.
But once you’re an adult, time passes without stopping but we don’t really realise how fast is moving, from work to school, between duty and obligation, the days turn into a cycle that repeats and repeats endlessly, with only slight variation every few days, get up early, get ready to go out, go to the destination of the day, fulfilling the obligations of work or school, come home, sleep and the next day, repeat all once again.
After more than a century existing, days had become into that, a cycle in which theres not an exit, and at not see the exit I just started to do what many adults do, go with the flow of the day without trying to change the situation, only fulfilling the duties that are in front of me without the intention to see what more I can do to change my life and to make everything more interesting.
And I would have gone that way if I hadn’t met Jurina, she gave me a reason to exist, she opened a new door showing me new things, feelings and landscapes that I had stopped to observe, which were always there but I had ignored them, even after everything we went through, Jurina only saw me with eyes full of love, she made me feel again those jealous I felt towards humans.
One day I was also human, in those days, my heart was beating, my body temperature changed, I blushed, I could get sick, get hurt… I had the motivation to say that I should live to the fullest because I have only one life which isn’t eternal, but once I lost the vision of time, once I was transformed, that motivation was lost, so I feel jealous of the human called Jurina, but also and eternal gratitud for making me feel again, but above all, for showing what love is.
The years pass more slowly since I met Jurina, see her grow every day, waiting for the moment when she was an adult, it was as if I had become a child again unlike that I wasn’t waiting to became an adult, if not that I was waiting for Jurina to being one, now after 18 years, after all the trouble we had to go through, Jurina made me feel that the time was going faster, I was afraid to think about those 5 years, it sounded as a long time, but for me were so short.
During that time we didn’t mention anything, not a word, not between her and me, not between Mieko and Yuka, it was as if we had never had any deal, time went normal, but still trying to make Jurina forget about that.
I hoped for Jurina to realise that living a human life could be equal or better than living a life in the shadows, but I didn’t expect that Jurina loved me the same ore more than I love her, Jurina was ready for anything, to give her life for me, to risk for the chance to always be at my side, those five years served only to confirm how she loved me and to me, they served to realise that I loved more than I though.
The fear was still there, the risk was still there, but a deal was a deal and her birthday approached, she would have 23 years, the same age I keep since that day…
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Time passed, every day I came closer to the moment that I would be with Rena all the eternity, I understand her fear, I understand the risks, but my love for her made me don’t feel fear, more than fear, I was excited, I wasn’t thinking that something could go wrong, I just thought that everything would be as I had dreamed, woke up the next time and be like her…
Rena didn’t mention anything, and for more that I desired to talk about it, I couldn’t, I preferred to keep my mouth shut and don’t touch the subject, thus would prevent Rena to think again about this and change her mind.
Those years made me see how sure I was with the decision I had made, and as the days approached my 23rd birthday more excitement I felt, Rena just watched me with those loving eyes, but equally I could see her desire to me to change my decision, which of course, I wouldn’t do.
I can say this and without hesitation, I love Rena and I will always do, I will be at her side always, whatever happens and I can confirm that her feelings are the same.
“I feel weird to be the one who brings this up” she said in a whisper at the 12 at night, marking the beginning of my 23 birthday “It’s your birthday, happy birthday Jurina” continued saying as she gave me a kiss on the lips but I knew what she really meant, making me to smile playful
“Rena, I’m sorry to interrupt this tender moment, but yeah, it’s my birthday and it had been 5 years, you understand what I mean, right?” I asked in an excited way, I was a graduated girl, but Rena was still treating me as a little girl.
“I expected that in these five years you changed your mind, but as how I really expected, that didn’t happened” she answered with a smile on her lips, I was expecting another reaction, but I think she was resigned
“So? what will we do? when? how? you though about that?… because I though about it and my ideas are very sick…” I said thoughtfully
“It’s something I really didn’t want to think about, but yeah, I have an idea, still… we have to talk with your parents” she said making me feel surprised
“My parents?…” I didn’t though about them…
“It’s not as if you’ll die… at least I don’t plan to let that happen… but basically you will be dead, but you have to decide to tell your parents, rules between humans and vampires are very different from before, and this is an mutual agreement, but still, you parents should know, or you just plan to disappear without further?”
I had never thought about that, Rena occupied my mind all the time, being with her was enough, but it was true, my parents, they have always been by my side, supporting all decisions I take, and this wouldn’t be the exception… maybe they will be mad, but they will accept it at the end, they will accept Rena and that I want to be like her.
“I think I will tell them about this, you should be at my side” I said after thinking for a moment
“I didn’t expect less from you” she replied as she tousled my hair
“I’m not a dog for you to do that” I said feigning anger
“Yuka does that and you let her, why I can’t?” she asked offended.
“Because she’s special” I replied suppressing my laugh after see her face
“And I’m not? I’m your girlfriend!” she said almost screaming, although my parents now know about Rena being my girlfriend, they don’t know that she spend the night with me in the room.
“Don’t be angry, you have permission to do other things” I said with a smile, I know well that if Rena were a human I would have make the color rise in her face, I know that because she diverts her gaze from mine when she’s embarrassed “But well, I don’t know why are you still denying me that pleasure”
“I wanted to wait… I’m from 1700 you know, I assure you that I still keep the morale of the time and we’re not married…so” she answered almost in a whisper.
“When you transform me, we will take that as if was our wedding, after that you will not have an excuse” I said smiling, to which she just nodded, Rena was behaving very well lately, nothing as how she was 5 years ago, it was a good idea to wait, not so much for me, but for her.
That day we talked with my parents, but at first they took it as a joke, after seeing a demonstration in which Rena showed her red eyes and fangs, we let them scared, unfortunately it was my idea to do that, Rena had say me that only showing how her heart wasn’t beating could be enough and would not cause them to fear, or at least not much, but I’m a dramatic person and I almost forced her to show her red eyes and fangs.
After calm then and assure them that she wasn’t dangerous, they said that they always suspected that Rena was different, no different like this, but something mysterious, and although we didn’t told them about how she would transform me, they suspected that it wouldn’t be easy
I knew my parents would support me in every decision and even we could say that my birthday was spent talking in the room about the issue without eat or do something more than hear Rena talk all about herself, but at the end they accepted my decision.
The condition was clear, Rena would live in our house, knowing that we wouldn’t be normal, they wanted to have me as close as possible, if they knew Rena lived basically already in our house…
Everything was arranged, my parents knew, Rena agreed, now it was matter of deciding the date….
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There wasn’t turning back, I had agreed to make Jurina equal to me, though I was afraid of losing her or that something bad might happen, I couldn’t do more than keep going, my idea was simple and without pain… maybe just a little…
My intention isn’t hurt Jurina and I would do everything to make it so.
Without more to say, the day was decided in two days after her birthday, make Jurina enjoy her loved ones those two days was a priority, although it wasn’t good think negative… it was better that Jurina had no regrets.
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Wow.. Jurina's parents are sugoi... They could accept it?
That was easy.. The rest is just waiting the date.. I wonder in what way Rena will transform Jurina..
:kneelbow:
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Final chapter! thanks to all who had read all my fanfic, maybe I had a lot of errors in my orthography, and I'm sorry about that, I promise that I will try to learn more english for future fanfics orz
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Eternity: Final
Eternity: Final
A transformation without pain… to be honest I didn’t though about something, maybe drug her?… in those times we could find something effective to almost kill her… something must exist…
In what kind of problem I was now?… Right now I look as a psycho who is planning how to kill her next victim as this last one is sleeping peacefully, I had lied, I hadn’t planed anything, apart of that, I didn’t know almost anything about medicine, so I didn’t know how to do this.
“It seems we’re facing some problems here, what a surprise, don’t you think?” I heard Yuka talk behind my back
“Planning the almost death of my loved one is more than a problem” I replied discouraged, I couldn’t think of anything, the mere thought that something could go wrong, blocked any idea.
“There are several ways, and induced coma for example?… though I don’t think that could work right… you can try as the old school, make her bleed, drink her blood” she commented the latest thoughtful, causing a look of horror and disgust of my part.
“I hate the mere scent of her blood” I said disgusted
“It was an opinion… hmmm… let’s drown her? let’s push her into a pool or the sea and romantically you swim towards her saving her life bringing her existence to eternity… sound good right?” she commented with a smile
“It must feel awful the feeling of go running out of air…” I commented thoughtful
“Well, discarded then… die of cold is unpleasant as my friends have told me and slow, very slow… I can’t think about something more than a lethal injection” she finally said after speaking more to herself than to me
“I don’t want to “almost kill her” as she were a prisoner” I commented, but still I think we had reached again the drugs point.
“It’s not so bad, first you lose consciousness, the second step it cause the drug is paralyse the diaphragm, I mean you can’t breathe and if you don’t die because of that the potassium will cause her a heart attack, at the end, she would be unconscious, so she will not feel anything” she said very sure of what she said, but to me, I was now scared to hear that
“And you thought, in first place, that there are so many things that would be happening in her body that I will don’t know when would be the momento to bite her?, maybe when I tried she would be already dead” I commented frustrated, at the end, we didn’t reach anything.
“I already gave my opinion, at the end this is your problem and hers, I could sound cruel, but with Mieko was by the circumstances, the same with you, we have never gone through a situation like this, at least not us, so you must think well and maybe, tell Jurina about it, is better to say her than wait for her to attempt suicide, I’m very sure that she already though in many ways to do this” she commented with a smile, I want to smash her face for say all that with that smile
But what I could do? cry?… apart that I can’t cry of course, she was right, at the end it was our decision, and for more that it hurts me, we must take it soon, because the day was already today, within a few hours to be more specific…
Without a clear idea I went to see Jurina, the place where we would accorded was a significant place to her, so I went to pick her up at her home, a quick goodbye to her parents, assuring them that all would be okay, I couldn’t do more than look at them directly, keeping a calm expression, trying to show my confidence that all would be okay, I couldn’t say anything, I couldn’t promise them that her daughter would be back, it was clear that she wouldn’t return as a human, but maybe she could return dead…
Ignoring again the fear that would not go away at any time, or not until all this finish, Jurina and I went to the chosen place.
We would have reach the place faster if I had run with Jurina in arms or on my back, but we decided to go as normal humans on a motorcycle, It would be good to go in a car, but was more easier get a bike.
“What you think?” she asked with a smile.
“Interesting” I answered watching the place, it was right where was the accident which I had saved her and her parents
“I though about this place because you saved me here, I guess it have good luck so everything will goes well” she said still smiling
“Hopefully” I answered without can hide my nervousness anymore
“Everything will be fine, I know you will not allow anything to go wrong” she said to me as she give me a kiss on the cheek
“You have too much confidence in me” I answered with a nervous laugh “Everything will be fine” I said to myself encouraging me
“Everything, so tell me, what I have to do?” she asked in a more serious way
“So, now finally you’re taking the situation more seriously, hmm?” I asked smiling
“In the end we’re talking about you killing me… or almost if everything goes well, I think I starting to feel nervous after think deeply about it” she replied laughing
“I thought about many ways, too many to be honest, in the end, though it isn’t my favourite one, is something that you have already experienced” I said causing curiosity
“Oh… I have already experienced it… a car accident?” she asked laughing
“I think that would hurt a lot” I answered pretending I thought that option “it could works to be honest…”
“Better tell me your idea” she interrupted a little nervous
“Just at the old way, drink your blood” I said the last with a disgusted expression, and causing her to laugh
“Are you serious? I thought it would be in a more dramatic way” she commented still laughing
“Unfortunately I didn’t though about anything else in where you didn’t feel too much pain or that were very slow” I commented a little embarrassed “But it would work, you only will feel weaker as you go running out of blood until you pass out, I will keep drinking until you are between life and death, then I will do another bite because the one I will do to drink your blood will not work to transform you”
“Why the first one wouldn’t work?” she asked after hearing my explanation
“The bite should be just in time, well within a range, not before or after, if I doesn’t do it like that it doesn’t work” I answered her question as I approached her “Are you ready?” I asked in a serious way
“Not really, but this is what I want” she replied nervous “theres no turning back”
“It was a good time for you to take back your words…” I said discouraged “Well, let’s end this” I said as I took courage “This will be unpleasant and I don’t say it for you”
“For me it will be interesting, you had already do this and it is like a picket, it was like you were kissing my neck” she said smiling like a fool
“The first think I will do when you wake up will be to punch you really hard, you will support my strength, so don’t worry, but the pain will be the same” I said seriously causing her to stop smiling
The moment had caused for the two of us to stay in silence, I just listened the breathing of Jurina’s heart, which was agitated, her heart was beating really fast, as I approached her neck slowly I let my fangs show up, rather than prepare Jurina for the bite, I prepared myself for the taste of her blood.
The last time I didn’t thought about the taste, it was my need of the moment, but her smell reminded me of something bitter, but without thinking more about it I bit her, the taste began to flood my mouth, it was just like my nose had warned me, I hear how Jurina began to hold her breath after the bite, but still remained quiet.
Blood began to go through my throat slowly, and I felt that I wanted to spit for the horrible taste, but after a few moments all changed, the flavour stopped to caring, I don’t know how, but now was more sweeter and was becoming even more sweeter as I drank, the taste was intoxicating…
I was trying to keep me aware that I must stop at the time I heard Jurina’s heartbeat almost stopping, but I was distracted, the taste distracted me, I didn’t count with the taste being like this, I thought this option was safest because I hated the taste, but now… not I couldn’t stop
Time passed for every drink I took, and I could felt how Jurina squeezed my arm at one time, shorty after that I heard my name in a whisper and felt how she fainted in my arms, we were close now, but I couldn’t stop, I knew that I had to stop, but it seemed as like something was controlling my body and prevent me to stop
It was when I realized, her heart was beating more slowly, I had to stop… I had to stop this, I had to stop… I couldn’t, I couldn’t stop! despair began to take over me, I couldn’t separate my mouth from her neck, I couldn’t stop! I have to do something… fast!
The feeling of not being able to control what I was doing began to despair me more and more until joining all my willpower I punched my own face causing me to leave Jurina, which fell lying on the grass without moving, I had to hurry, it was nothing to think, my momentary insanity for her blood didn’t leave me to could hear clearly if her heart was still beating or not, I approached her and bit her again as I was trying to hear her heart, I was late now?
Seconds passed as if they were hours, Jurina didn’t react, I deepen more my bite waiting it could help but it wasn’t working… Jurina wasn’t reacting…
“Jurina, please” I said when I separated my mouth and then start bitting her elsewhere, but she wasn’t reacting “Don’t leave me” I said as I paused my bite and started another one.
But for more that I bite it wasn’t answer… I couldn’t do more, my tears couldn’t come out, but my sadness was real, I hugged her as hard I could, Jurina was motionless in my arms…
100 years since then, Jurina’s family was no longer with us, time was advancing, as slow or as fast as it always had…
“Feeling how the love of your life vanishes is the most horrible thing I had ever felt, worse than the fear I felt myself with Airin, I had felt many times the sensation, the accident, with Airin, but that time I felt it deeper…”
“you have never said me that” said the reason of my existence as she gave me a kiss on the lips and in her eyes a worried expression
“Because I hadn’t had the courage to tell you, those were the most tortuous minutes I had felt, I was glad when you opened your eyes, although you was watching me as if you wanted tu kill me…” I said with a playful smile
“You can’t blame me for that… but I had made you suffer… I’m sorry” she told me as she watched the ground
“It was my fault, why you have to apologise?” I said as I made her saw me into the eyes
“The truth is that from the first bite you gave me I had reacted… but I wanted more… drama?…” she was talking, but as more she said more I got more angry, to the point in where I was squeezing her arm very hard “Rena san… remember that I can feel pain…”
“You just made me suffer because you wanted more drama?” I asked as I clenched my teeth for the anger I was feeling
“I’m so sorry! really! I promise you to don’t do anything like that again!” she said as she was trying to let free her arm, but it was obvious who was stronger, not only because of my age, but because I was the one who transformed her.
“Of course it will not happen again Jurina, because it can’t happen again” I said angry “Get ready for your punishment…”
Yeah, maybe I ended falling in love with a complete idiot, but she was my idiot, 100 years was short for us, we have an eternity together, my reason to keep going on for that eternity will be at my side forever, after all what we had go through I had know love and happiness, at the same time I had know the true fear and despair, there was still more to discover, have Jurina by my side makes me know new things every day, what more I could ask for?… nothing, I had everything, I had an eternity with Jurina, and was all that mattered.
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O bejuzz i just read it!
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Yaaay...! Happy ending..! :onioncheer:
Thank u so much for this, author-san.. :kneelbow:
Look forward to other great fics... :on GJ:
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Yaaaay so happy~ TwT
:heart: :heart: :heart:
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You're the best author-san.eternity is a great fanfic, and its an one of my favorite fic i loved. Do you plan to make another fic in the future. I hope you would. I really love it :") glad to know this fic and really happy when i could see a happy ending like that
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yay! happy ending!! :onioncheer:
thanks for making this great fic :kneelbow:
looking forward for another fic!! :byebye:
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Nice story! The whole love on first sight even when Jurina's just a baby is kinda new.. But need to improve your grammar, lots of mistakes here and there, perhaps you can find someone to proofread for you... Anyway,good job! Looking forward to more stories from you. :twothumbs
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So glad that it ended with a happy ending. :)
Almost cried at the end there. :cry:
Jurina why you have to do that to Rena? :angry:
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For a split second, I thought it would be a sad ending, luckily it isn’t
Finally they lived happily ever after
Nice fic, author-san