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Innocent love
~Chapter 4~
The Antagonist. It was a character that played to be a people that everyone would hates. Bad, and also full of hatred. It was need a courage to playing in this character. But… That is her play now. She is Kashiwagi Yuki, and she choose to be the antagonist in this story of her.
Today is the important day for yuki and she nearly prepared about this day event of her.
In her room, she standing at the corner of her apartement and looking at her reflection at the mirror. She stunned in silence, she looking at the reflection of herself and stunned for particulary no reason.
“Life.. is..” when she was about to say something suddenly her phone ringed, cutted her to finishing her words.
She then walked to her phone and picked it. “hello, rena ?”
“……” nothing an answer from the opposite figure from the phone.
“Rena, I didnt have times to playing in your kids game.. if you want say something say it now.. or I’ll cut it”, She said in a cold tone. Yes, the cold yuki was never forgotten to make other people feels anxious with everything of her words. She really have a potential in this cold character that she had played on.
Rena in the other hand didn’t want to make hurry but yuki have drowned her into a condition like this..“Wait.. yuki !”
“what ?”
Rena feels anxious, she agitated a while and didn’t say a words until, “i knew you have said that you cannot accompany me today but—“
“are we need to talk about this now ?.. rena, I’m in hurry and yesterday I have said to you that I have something important to go today”, yuki didn’t give a time for rena to finishing her words cause she suddenly cutted her.
“Wait.. yuki ! Yuk—“
Yuki cutted the call, and suddenly walked to the window of her apartement and throw her phone outside the room.
“Kids.” Yuki said while looking at her phone that she had thrown outside the window. “ck.. I didn’t have time to play with you rena”.
Yuki then walked to the big mirror that placed in the corner of her room. She checked herself for the last time. She didn’t want to have a bad look. At least for today, she want to be as beautiful as she can.
While looking at her own reflection on the mirror, she slowly putted on her lipstick, she carefuly traced her lips and painted the red lipstick on them. And when she almost finished, she shocked in her move cause the happen after that was suddenly there is a crystal of water that coming out from the right eyes of her. a light of water. A tears.
“Tears ?” Yuki smirked on herself before she erassed the tears from her face, “I still can cry.. what a surprise~”. Then she walked to the big cupboard in her room and took a black old hat and used it on her head. she let out a sigh while try to take a look for the last time to the small table beside her bed.
Slowly she walked to there, “Mom.. Dad”, she put her hand into the one of a photo cabin that placed on the table.
“please, wait for me”
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“urrgh.. why the bus take so long~ !”.
Mayu grumbled on herself in annoyed tone. She was stood up alone in the bus shelter, waiting for a bus that she-didn’t-knew-too when it will coming.
She look at her watch, “great.. half an hour and still nothing a bus”. Mayu talked to herself and started to feels sad about this.
Mayu was in her white-simple-summer-dress. Make up normal but still as beautiful as always, and she also wearing a white big hat which covering her head. Not to mention too that she bring a brown small bag that looked like a picnic bag in her hands.
“ahh~… somehow I fel regret for refusing jurina’s offer before..” Mayu said and put some tissue to wiped the sweat from her forhead. “hhh.. its better to ride with him than just waiting for a bus like this.. what a bad~”
Actually today was also an important day for mayu. and she provided to go into some place for todays event. Back at the morning in home, Jurina has offered to mayu that he want to accompanying mayu, but mayu refused it. she said that she want to go alone and said too that jurina didn’t need to worry about her for today. But now.. mayu somehow felt regret with this decission that she has made.
“Maybe I better to take taxi than—“ suddenly mayu’s phone ringed.
Mayu picked it.
“Mayu..” jurina’s voice was sounded from the back of the phone.
Mayu’s expression changed into the confused one after she heard jurina’s voice, “Jurina ?” she’s make attention to her surrounding like trying to observate something. “why suddenly calling, is there something happen ?”
Jurina chuckeld from the call, “Nothing.. I just wanna check my beloved wife~”, jurina try to be the sweet talker this time, “are you okay, honey~ ?”
Mayu smiled softly after hearing the words from jurina, she didn’t expect that jurina would called her like this. how sweet He are with calling mayu to just clarifying her condition. “I’m okay jurina~.”
“are you sure ?” jurina asked again, but somehow in a strange ways..
Mayu who’s in the position that she doesn’t know anything just piercening her eyes, “Yes..s-sure”
Suddenly jurina laughed from the call, “I see~.. but you sure, right ?” he repeat it again his words before.
In the back of the phone mayu somehow could hear the noise of something, and its make mayu confussed a bit because it was like a noise of crowd vehicles. Mayu started to wondering something..jurina ? he should be on work, right ? or not ?,
“y-yes..sure” mayu just replied bluntly, she didn’t know what actually jurina’s mean on his words.
“You know.. you seems not sure, sweetheart~”.
“w-what ?” mayu looked at her phone like looking into something strange, “Jurina.. if you acting weird like this, its better if—“
A car suddenly stopped in front of mayu. “eh ?”, mayu seems surprised about it.
The car look familiar for mayu but she still couldn’t recognize the car. She think that maybe the car is waiting for someone so mayu decided to move away from her spot. But when she went to walked away suddenly The window of the car has opened and revealing a handsome man in suit.
“Hey~” the handsome man calling on mayu, makes mayu shocked with the attitude of this men.
“You !?”.
“You look sweaty there.. are you sure you okay ?” he smiled brightly right in front of mayu, makes mayu statued on her standing spot. “Ms.Watanabe, do you need a ride ?” he said again while still holding his phone, but his eyes was looking at mayu deeply.
“J-Jurina !?” mayu was in a shock with what she saw now , how can be Jurina in here ? why ?
Jurina cutted the phone and suddenly walked out from the car, he walked to mayu’s standing place. “today seems hot, right ?”
he said it right in front of mayu. Jurina’s eyes was glowing so brightly that it makes mayu couldn’t escaped from his charm.
Mayu just widened her eyes still processing what actually happens in here, “what are—“ Mayu want to say something but..
Jurina suddenly put his finger on mayu’s lips stopping her to talk. He then take a handkerchief from his pocket. And after he took it, he used it to wipe the sweat from mayu’s face. “Look.. you are sweaty, honey~” he wiped the sweat from mayu’s face and also try to tidying mayu’s hair.
“B-but.. How—“
“I’m stalking you”, jurina answered shortly and smiled to mayu.
“S-stalking ?” mayu narrowed her eyebrows, “me ?”
Jurina noded, “yup” he said and then take mayu’s hand and hold it.. he’s making a face like a puppy who was lost from his master. “You know I cannot to leave you alones~ mayu” Jurina smiled to mayu and try to cuddling on her hands. “its make me worried.. and also I’m already miss you, honey~”
“..!?” Mayu take her hand back. “stop it jurina.. we are in the public”
Jurina laughed bitterly, “okay.. okay~” he then turning back to the car and opened the side door of the car. “here princess~.. would you mind if I give you a ride ?” jurina was smiled softly to mayu and makes a gestures like he was a maid who was letting her mistress to entering the kingdom gate.
Mayu was spechless with the jurina’s attitude. “But.. Jurina” she then diverted her gaze to meet with jurina’s face. “I said.. I want alon—“
“Yes.. Thanks for your concern, mistress” jurina cutted mayu’s words with pushing mayu to getting into the car.
“Wait.. juri—“ Jurina closed the door before mayu could uttering any words again. After it he walked to the opposite door and getting into the car too.
Jurina started the engine and then drive the car away. “where we should go, princess~ ?”
Mayu just staring at jurina with unbelieved gaze, she was leaving dumbfounded in her seat, she is in unspoken state with what happening now.
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In some flower shop.
A young woman in the black suit entering the shop and directly walking into the old-lady who was still doing her activity at the corner of the shop.
“Oba-chan.” the young woman greet the old lady.
The old lady turned back as to look at the owner of the voice, “who are you ?” the old lady confussed a bit with the sudden appearance of the unknown guest in her shop.
The young woman surprised with the old lady attitude,”oba-san.. its me, kashiwagi.... you forget ?” the young woman try to convince the old lady who actually she are.
“Kashiwagi ?” the old lady narrowed her eyes like she was still didn’t give a believe to the young woman, “you ? Kashiwagi ?”
Then the young woman try to taking off her hat and her sunglasses to revealing her full face. “look.. its me. Kashiwagi,. Kashiwagi yuki.”
The old lady widened her eyes as she looking at the face of the kashiwagi girl. “Yuki-chan~”
“yes.. yes, its me.. its yukirin”. The young woman smiled softly. she feels like want to cried right now.
The old lady walked closer to the young woman.. “Yuki-chan.. yuki-chan, its really you ?” the old lady try to put her hand on the face of the kashiwagi girl, it was not like she didn’t believe with what she saw but.. it just she need to clarifying this things so she can make sure about it.
“Yuki-chan~!!”, suddenly the old lady bursted into a cry. “you back.. its really you” she hugged the kashiwagi girl.
“yes.. yes. I’m back oba-chan”. Yuki feels like she wanted to cry, she felt like she need to letting out all of the emotions that she had burried for a year.
But inside of her brain was not saying so, she’s just replying shortly and not ever letting out the tears would coming out from her eyes, “I’m back.. oba-chan, I’m back”
…
……
The two figure of woman sit peacefuly on the chair around the table of the shop. A two cup of tea has accompanying them in her talk moment.
“where are you in this past 3 years ?”
“……”
“You still didn’t want to answer my question”.
“I’m sorry, oba-chan”.
The old lady let out a sigh after a short moment. She still didn’t expecting that this one figure wich sat in front of her was suddenly coming back from who-don’t-know-where. She never have a mind about this. This young figure was like a coming-back from a nothingness.
“How sakura ?” the young figure suddenly bursted out. Her face has drawn like she was worried about something.
The old lady just looked away from the kashiwagi girl, “she’s okay”.
“yokatta..” the kashiwagi girl feels relieved after hearing thus news. “thanks oba-chan”.
“she’s worried about you, yuki” the old lady sighed and then turned her face to facen up with the kashiwagi girl, her eyes was indicating that she is really serious for this matter. “why ? why you leave her ?”
The kashiwagi girl just silenced and looked away, “I have a reason for doing this..”.
“what reason ?” The old lady threatening her voice, “is that reason was more important than your family !? is that the reason that bring you to abandoning your only sisters !!!” the old-lady raised her voice while pointing at yuki’s face.
The kashiwagi shook her head, “No.. nope, you didn’t know anything”.
“Is that also the reason that makes sakura suffer !! Yuki !! Stop your stupid reason !!”
“NO !!!” Yuki suddenly shouted full of anger, “You just didn’t know anything !!! I’m doing this is also for my family sake !!!”
“……”, The old lady suddenly shut her mouth when looking at yuki who has shouting like that. She then walked away to take a things from the shop.
Yuki was leaving shocked with what oba-chan said. Is it true that sakura has suffering because of her ? is it true that what did she do for this past year just an stupid act ? why ? she’s doing this also for sakura’s sake !! why !?
“Yuki.. “ the old lady back with a box in her hands, she looking at yuki with an caring eyes, “sakura needs you, she just wanted you to stay on her side..” the old lady then walked closer onto yuki. “please, you still have a times to stop this yuki.. Please, stop it”.
“I can’t” yuki throwed her eyes away, ignoring the conversation.
“what cant ? why ? you just need to stop this, right ? so, just stop it !!” the old lady raised her voice onto yuki,
“I said I cant !!! oba-chan I cant !!!” yuki shouted and begin to feels frustated with all of this things.
“……..”
“…….”
“open this box” the old lady said while given the box to yuki.
Yuki confussed, “what’s is this ?”
“Open it, you’ll know if you open it”. the old lady move closer and then sat on the chair beside yuki.
Yuki felt hestitated for a while, she looking back to the old-lady as try to wondering what did she want with giving her a box like this. “….?” Yuki looking at the old lady with an quetioned-expressions but then the old lady just noded to the kashiwagi girl, giving her a trust to reopening the small box.
“okay, I’ll open it” Yuki slowly opened the box, and what she found is, “what is this ? letter ?” yup, there is a bunch of letter in the box. Yuki felt confussed, she still didn’t get what the meaning of this.
“Sakura’s letter” the old lady said in a low tone and makes the kashiwagi girl widened her eyes. “it was letters that sakura has write to you”.
“w-what do you mean ?” yuki asked didn’t understands.
The old lady suddenly cried while looking down to the floor. “Y-yuki..” she was stuttered cause the hurt from the heart, “everyones think that you have died.. but- .but..”
Yuki lighten up her face ,“But ?”
“but.. even everyone has a thought that you have died.. s-sakura, sakura” the old lady cursed on herself with what she facen up now, “sakura is always think that you still alive.. she always said that her one-chan was still alive, she belive on it”
“…!!!!”
“she always write a letter for you.. everyday !!” the old lady then looked away from yuki, feels like she cant looking at yuki for now, “That’s the letter that she had writen..”
“so, this—“
“Do you ever knew what she feel when she write those letter, ha !?!?” the old lady suddenly stood up and shouted to yuki, cutting yuki form her words, “She always crying whenever she write those letter, yuki !!”, the old lady cursed on yuki, she was like a lost minded now. “She’s crying yuki !!! she’s cry !!! she’s want you !!!!”
Yuki suddenly stood up, “…..” she didn’t knew what she need to do for now, a tears has forming out from her eyes.
“please, yuki.. I beg you” the old lady suddenly bowed and begged to yuki. “please stay, yuki.. please stay for sakura”
“…….”
“…….”
“i-I need to go..” yuki suddenly walked away, she wanted to leave this place as fast as she can. Leaving the old-lady still bowed on her spot.
“Yuki” the old lady suddenly called yuki’s name and makes yuki stopped from her walk. the old lady walked closer to yuki and with the box in her hands, she given it to yuki. “if you wont comeback… please just make sure that you will not show yourself in here anymore”.
“…….!!”
“because you have decided about this.. Than maybe i think its better for sakura if you not shown up anymore” the old lady smiled softly to yuki, but yuki remained in silent.
“thanks for coming.. oujou-sama” the old lady bowed to yuki as makes a last greet for yuki to get out from her shop.
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Jurina stopped the car as mayu has commanded to him. He stopped the car in front of.. A big terrain. Park ? No.. Its not a park.
It was a cemetry.
“Mayu..” jurina collapsing her face as she looked to mayu, he didnt knew that mayu would going into this place.
Mayu smiled softly to jurina. “thank’s jurina~” she loosen up her seat belt and prepared to get out from the car. Leaving jurina still confussed with an much questions.
“Mayu, wha--”
“you can leave, jurina” mayu spoked to jurina with a bright face, “you still have a work in the company right ?”
“but, what--”
“its my mother”, mayu said in low tone, but it was strange that her face suddenly turned into the sad one. “today is my mother birthday”, a sad smile plastered on mayu’s face.
Jurina finally understand. He looked to mayu who was still sitting on the seat with a sad look. So, its about mayu’s mother. Jurina has better to known about this, so thats why she want to be alone.
Today is mayu’s mother birthday. And in this cemetry, seems mayu would experienced her mother birthday in here. Yes, mayu’s mother has passed away. And her body was burried in this cemetry. Back at the time.. It was a sad moment for mayu to reminding her mother’s presence. The only one mother for mayu.. Has long gone for the past time. And in this cemetry.. She would be always come here to talk with her mother. Of course she talked with the gravestone of her mother. Its sad but.. That was the way that mayu could only do for reminding her mother.
“thanks, jurina~” mayu smiled to jurina and kissed him on his cheeks. “i’ll take care myself from here..” after it she get out from the car.
In the other hands, jurina was unspokened cause he fullfiled with an much emotions . He was happy and blushing in red because mayu give a kiss to him. But in other hands he also feels sad and guilty cause he cant accompanying mayu cause it was her own time with her mother.
“Dont worry about me, honey~” mayu said as she looked back to jurina, “Ah ! And also dont mind to pick me up okay~ i would rather to take a bus after this.” mayu remiding jurina for the last time. And after it she walked away from jurina’s car.
Jurina was speechless, he suddenly getting out from the car to chasing on mayu. “Mayu !!” he called mayu’s name and running onto mayu.
Mayu looked back and saw that jurina was coming onto her, “..? Jurina ? What happen ?” mayu said as he looking at jurina who has now standing right in front of her.
Suddenly,..
*kiss*
Jurina kissed Mayu.
Truthfully it just a little peck on mayu’s lips. But because it was too sudden, its make mayu widened her eyes cause surprised. She didnt ever think that jurina.. Jurina would doing something like this.
In the other hands. Jurina just smiled brightly on his place. “if you asked why ?” jurina suddenly closen up his distance to mayu’s face. “its because i love you..”
Mayu looked away cause the embarasement. It can be saw from her face that has glowing in red.
Jurina suddenly laughed as looking at mayu’s reaction, “You kiss me.. And i give back to you my kiss.. We are even now~”
“.....” mayu just smiled to jurina, she cant help but to laughed softly when she heard jurina’s words. It cheered her mood for now. “thank’s jurina”.
“Your welcome, my princess~ ”. Jurina smiled in silence. “Jaa~ i’ll back to my work”
“un.” mayu noded and smiled happily.
“take care, okay~..” Jurina said and patted mayu’s head for the last time.
Mayu replied him with a smile and noded softly to jurina. “un..”
After he feelt better and more relieved. Jurina then walked back to the car, but not to forget to give a bye for mayu. And after he feels that he need to leave now, he then started the car and begin to leave the scene. Leaving mayu still standing in her place, jurina driven his car away from the cemetry to back work at the company.
Back to mayu, after jurina left away. mayu was still stood up in her place. Remind in silence while looking at the sky. She try to felt the wind wich blowing so softly and traced her skin. The feels of this scene somehow has makes mayu felt more relaxed than ever.
“oka-san..” she mumbled her mother in silence.
After she felt more better, she begin to walked into the cemetry to meet with her mother. Her mother grave. That grave... was the only one place. The only place for mayu where she can found a real smile of herself. Mayu and her life... That was the only place where she can tell her story on.
Mayu walked slowly while enjoying her surrounding. She felt relaxed. This place didnt makes her afraid. As long as we knew that it was an old cemetry didnt make any different on mayu’s braveheart. She was familiar with this place. And it was almost 12 years since she always coming onto this place in alone. This place was like her park on her own home.
Mayu has walk.. Walk ..and walk. Until finally she stopped in the one of the corner of the small hill on this cemetry. She looked at the place where the grave of her mother placed on. And when she walked closer.. She was shockened with what she saw.
There are any other figure wich standing in front of her mother grave. Seem it was a woman. She was in a black suit, it was different from mayu who was wearing an only white suit. It was like a contrast on them. White and black.. Two different things but always stand to each other.
Mayu walked closer to this figure, and when she want to ask.. She was chooked cause the shock. She felt she didnt need to ask if she want to know who is this figure. Because she already knew who it is. Even it is just her back, mayu has already knew who is this woman who is in the black suit. She have known for better for this woman.
Mayu try to recalming herself as she walked closer to her mother grave. She looked at there and found A boquet of flower has putted on her mother grave. Seems that this black figure was the one who has putted on there.
“why you here ?”
“it was your mother birthday.. I came to give a greet ” the woman in black then looked back to mayu and moved aside to let mayu stand on her mother grave.
“......” Mayu ignored this woman, she stepped into the front of her mother grave.
“you always know.. She was like my own mother”.
Mayu still ignored the woman. She putted her own boquet of flower that she bring from her picnic bag.
“its just me, mayu..” the woman in black give an excuse to mayu.
“can you leave me alone... Yuki” mayu said in a low tone but didnt give any glance to this woman who was surprisingly it was Yuki. Kashiwagi yuki.
Yuki smirked, “i saw you before.. With jurina ? .. What a nice scene~”
“leave now !!” mayu shouted to yuki.
It didnt take for two times awarn for yuki to leave the scene, she smiled to mayu before she walked away, “i’ll wait you at the gate”.
A tears has formingly come from mayu’s eyes. And when she knew that yuki have walked away..
“Oka-san...” mayu mumbled her mother’s and begin to tell her story in this past day of her life.
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An Hour has passed.
Yuki was still standing at the gate and waiting for mayu when the one that she have wait finally walked out from the cemetry.
Mayu stopped a while and looked to yuki. They exchanged a glance.
“would you accompany me ?”
“.........” mayu didnt anwer and just walked away from yuki.
Yuki smirked as she look at mayu who has walked away and passed right in front of her face.
“wait..” yuki said and make mayu stopped on her spot.
“please, mayu .. For the last time” yuki walked into mayu. “i want you to come with me..”
Mayu looked at yuki’s face, “........”
“..........”
There was a small place on mayu’s heart that said that she want to accept yuki. But in other place, there was an big place that said to herself that she need to let go from yuki.
Mayu felt hestitated and looked away. “i cant” she answered shortly.
Mayu stepped away but suddenly a hand was holding her and stopped her to walk away.
“mayu..” yuki said while holding mayu’s hand, “please.. For the last times.”
“.......” mayu looked away from yuki’s gaze. She didnt want to struck again on those gaze. “i cant”
“...........” yuki was silenced with mayu’s response.
“now let me go... I didnt want to see your face”. Mayu spoked in pierce tone right in front of yuki’s face.
Yuki was hurted with mayu’s words but she still didnt letting mayu go from her grip. She closed her eyes to try to bear mayu’s words.
“Let off your hands from me”. Mayu said while raising her voice,
“........” yuki remain in silence but still not letting mayu to go.
Mayu started to break loose from yuki’s grip. “let me go !!!! Let me go !!!”
“mayu..”
“let me go !!!”
“mayu..”
“let me goo !! I didnt want to saw your face !! I didnt want to meet with you again !!! You liar !!! You Hurt me !!! You make me sick !!!” mayu shouted like crazy.
“Mayu !!!!”
*PLAK*
When yuki was about to shout to mayu to calmed her, she was got a slap on her face from mayu.
In other hands, Mayu was an crying-sadly again, “please, let me go.. Dont show your face in front of me again”. Mayu finally given up on yuki. “please yuki.. Please.. I beg you”
Yuki was looking at mayu in silence. “i’m sorry mayu.. I’m sorry but you’re the one who make me to doing this,” a tears was finally coming out from yuki’s eyes. And suddenly yuki dragged mayu away to come with her.
“No !!! I dont want !!!” mayu shouted and try to fight yuki back. But yuki have a strong power, a really strong !! Mayu felt that it was like a jurina’s power. Mayu cant help but just to fight back to yuki, even she know it wouldnt help her that much.
In other hands, yuki was still dragged mayu to walked away. She bring mayu to her car.
“Nooo !! Yuki !!! Please !!” mayu was begging more downly when she saw she was near with yuki’s car.
Yuki was opened her car and pushed mayu yo get in, not letting mayu to have a chance to fight her back. Yuki then also walked in to the car and begin starting the engine of the car.
Mayu was already given up and just cried when the car engine has finally started. She cant help but just looking down with a sad look. Seems that yuki would not letting her go so easyly .
Yuki than drive the car away, “i’m sorry mayu.. I’m sorry that i hurted you, but for now.. I’ll over this suffer, i ‘ll over this things for you” yuki said in her tought and begin to concentrate to driven the car.
Topic: Innocent Love (JuriMaYukiRena) ~Chapter 5~ Updated 06/03/2015 (Read 17648 times)