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The Hello! Project Fanfics => H!P Fanfics => Library => Topic started by: heyyouhiya on April 02, 2008, 07:03:15 AM
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So this is my first H!P fic...
now some of you may hate me for future parts of this because i admit what I have planned...is pretty sad =/ sorry
anyways first part (the chapters are titled by the narrator)
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Chapter one: Yoshizawa Hitomi
I don’t want to do this. I really don’t want to do this.
“Maki, I am not going to do this.” I looked at my shorter companion seriously. “It’s a crush that’s it. I don’t even know why I told you.” Oh wait, yea I do. You kept pestering me because I wouldn't talk to you about who I liked. Even though I told you time and time again I don't like anyone. You somehow managed to twist our conversations around every time to that subject of pretty girls (even if we had started by talking about something so non-related as the thickness of paper). I guess eventually I had to let it slip sometimes. You're too persistent.
She just smirked at me, “Oh come on Yocchan!” she whined putting her hands on her hips. “You can’t keep your eyes off of her during dance rehearsal or even when we are just sitting around in the cafeteria!” She paused and moved her hands onto my shoulders with a firm grip. “Besides…whenever you aren’t looking at her, she can’t keep her eyes off of you.” She winked and whirled me around pushing me forward. Maki could be quiet strong especially when you take into account the size difference between the two of us.
I leaned back and pushed my heels into the carpet in an attempt to stop Makis quest or even slow it down. This just made Maki push harder, much harder, and in turn it backfired and we ended up speeding up instead of slowing down. Maybe if I just keep talking...
“But come on Gocchin, what about work! I mean half the group already thinks I’m some pimp because of that song." I almost pointed out that all the girls wanted me more because I was the more handsome looking boy, but that sometimes pissed her off so I kept that to myself just this once. "Besides, I don’t want to really have the stress of keeping a relationship secret from Tsunku!” That would be a nightmare.
Maki wasn’t listening to me as she started to whistle said song Mr. Moonlight as soon as I mentioned it. I could now clearly see her dressing room door aka our destination. Damnit.
As we stopped in the hallway mere feet from the door Maki whirled me around to face her. She straightened little parts of my clothes and hair that had become slightly askew on our journey here before stepping back for one last survey. Maki smiled brightly,“Now in ya go!”
She pointed to the door with an unmasked glimmer of excitement in her eyes.
“…”
“Yocchhhaaannnn…” she whined, pouting and puffing out her cheeks in annoyance.
I stood there for a moment, she didn't seriously think it would be that easy. That all she had to do was get me to the place and I would suddenly be all ready to go make a love confession. I crossed my arms in defiance and attemptedto walk past her. “No,” was all that I said.
She put out one arm keeping me from sliding past her and escaping away.
“Just do it! You’ll be a lot happier when you tell her~” she almost sang the last part of that sentence as she beamed up at me.
I stepped back with my arms still crossed and narrowed my eyes, “Yea and how do you know that?”
She smiled, “I don’t.”
She goes and makes a bold statement like that and in all reality she isn't sure about it!
I almost fell over. She took this small moment of my shock to open the door and shove me in, I almost falling over in the process but quickly caught myself.
Damnit…couldn’t Maki at least have knocked! For all I know she could have been naked.
Well, thank god that didn’t happen. No she was just sitting the small table writing something. She looked so innocent and cute, like I always see her. I don’t think she even noticed my intrusion, as loud as it was. The older girl seemed to be lost in her own thought.
I faced the door again and turned the handle, I am not going to do this. My escape plan was ruined when I heard Maki from the other side whisper, “no you don’t.” She was out there. If I attempt to leave she will probably do something annoying like actually knock on the door causing the rooms occupant to notice me standing there. Then what would she think? That I've been standing her just watching her...that would be creepy.
“damnit,” I mumbled to myself as I sighed.
“Hitomi?”
I looked back up, sure enough Rika had noticed my little intrusion and was now peering over at me with the utmost look of confusion on her face.
“Oh hey," I scratched the back of my head. Ok, here is your chance. Think of something really witty and complimentary to say to her. "Sorry about not knocking,” was that it? I can be so...uhmm not smart? sometimes...
After sliding whatever she had been writing under a an old script from our show Hello! Morning, that I presume someone had left here, she stood up and took a couple of steps towards me. “Whats up?” she asked looking at me smiling in the beautiful way that she did. I love when she smiles like that. It just makes me all happy inside. I can't really explain it.
No, wait.
I really need to stop thinking about Rika this way, it just isn’t right. Not only are we coworkers but I mean shes a girl. Okay well Maki says there is nothing wrong with that, but then again shes the one who always just wants to sit around and talk about "the hotties" of hello! Project. Oh what can I say, my best friend is a little girl crazy.
I stared at Rika for a moment with her still smiling. I started to feel my face flushing a little and I turned around. “Oh nothing, I just…I’m going to go.”
I placed my hand on the door knob and began to turn it before I remembered Maki standing right outside probably listening to everything we are saying. I quickly dropped my hand back down, I couldn’t leave...
Oh to hell with Maki.
I put my hand back on the door knob when I heard Rika behind me almost inaudible, I couldn’t make out what she had said. She sounded kind of sad...
“Excuse me?” I turned back to face her a little concerned.
She shuffled a little uncertain and was looking down at the flooe, “I just said wait…”
I let my hand fall from the door knob and took a few steps towards her. She seemed scared like she didn't know what she was doing. “Is everything alright?” I walked over and pushed back the few strands of hair that had fallen forward, shielding that beautiful face of hers from the rest of the world. “Come on you can tell me.”
She looked up, her face was beet red. “It’s just I…” She stopped and glanced down at the table where she had been sitting earlier. "I..." Whats going on? Usually shes pretty talkative...but now she can't even get out a sentence. Something is definitely wrong.
“Rika?”
“Yossie I…”
I lifted her chin up with my hand and searched her eyes for what could possibly be wrong. Then time seemed to stop. Her gaze was so innocent…I don’t think I have ever seen anyone look so vulnerable in my life…and still so…beautiful at the exact same time.
“Yossie I…” she tried again. Not getting any further than before. What should I do...
Then I don’t even know what came over me, but it seems the answer to my question just came to me and told me what to do. That this is what needed to be done? I guess…I think...
No, I know.
Slowly I moved my face towards hers. I was still holding gently onto her chin with one hand and with the other I grabbed on to one of her hands and squeezed it lightly.
Before I knew it I had closed my eyes and pressed my lips to hers. They were so soft, so moist and so…unmoving.
I pulled back quickly and looked at her, trying to figure out if this was all okay. I couldn’t read her expression. She almost seemed stunned.
I bit my lip. Good one Yoshizawa, that was not the right move…
I dropped my hand from her face and was about to apologize, when I felt her hand squeeze my own tightly and comforting.
“Yossie I…I think…" She was moving slowly towards me. "I love you,” and for the second time our lips met.
I faintly think I heard through the door Maki say a soft, “yessss…” and then her footsteps as she walked away. I'll thank her later. But at the moment I was a little preoccupied to really care that she had been right. All I care about is Rika.
Looking back on this now; I'm not sure if that was the smartest thing to do, or if it was just safe.
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I like this, keep writing. :)
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So I don't like the write things while focusing on just one paring xD
so after that chapter and hopefully I have some Ishiyoshi readers out there
This chapter isn't about them lol
but I promise the next is...I just like more than one paring per fic in my opinion =]
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Chapter 2: Fujimoto Miki
I sat back in a chair in the small office that was the Up Front lounge type area or whatever. I had come here for my break. I was to be premiering as a soloist pretty soon and they were working me so hard. Who knew the life of an idol would be so difficult and tiring?
I yawned and then noticed another girl had walked in. I’d seen her around a couple times before and actually greatly admired her…I just never exactly had the courage to talk to her. It was Matsuura Aya…I knew all sorts of things about her but shes probably not even noticed my existence yet.
I watched her walk over to the soda vending machine and pull out a little wallet. It was pink, aw how cute. What the hell? I hate pink…oh well it was cute that she has that and shes cute in general. Haha…Miki what are you thinking about and why? You don’t even know this girl and your just staring and thinking shes cute…and beautiful. Stop now.
Huh? She paused and seemed to be thinking hard about something. I peered over at her trying to figure out what she was doing…Then suddenly she turned towards me. I almost fell out of my chair as I quickly looked away…actually…I guess I had been leaning too far back in the chair for I suddenly toppled to the ground.
“Itai!” I rubbed my back a little as I got up on all fours. Then I looked up and there was that cute little face smiling down at me.
“Are you okay?”
I didn’t move…didn’t breathe…didn’t think…
“Uhmm hello?” oh right. You have to respond to people when they talk to you.
She stuck out her hand to help me up. I gratefully took it, “Oh yea, I’m okay just clumsy I guess.” I stood up and brushed myself off a little. I expected her to have already walked off but she was still standing there looking at me kind of nervously.
“Hey uh do you have a quarter or something I can borrow? I seem to be a little short…” she laughed lightly.
I stood there for a moment not really being able to make sense of words before the sentence finally flowed together. “Of course!” I said a little loudly before plunging my hands into my pockets to look for a quarter. “Here you go,” and I handed it to her.
She walked over and bought her drink. I put the chair back up and sat down. I closed my eyes. Well good job Miki, you could have at least introduced yourself.
“Uhmm can I ask you something?”
I opened my eyes, I thought she would have already got her soda and left clumsy old me. “Yea, sure.”
“You just started working here as a secretary right?”
“Oh oh yea right. But I’m going to premier as a solo artist soon.” Why are you telling her this? Stupid…
“Oh really! That’s awesome. Maybe we can work together sometime. I’m Matsuura Aya.” She bowed in which I returned the gesture.
“Fujimoto Miki.”
“Well, I wish you luck with your career!” She then turned to leave but she ended up tripping over her own feet. And I was clumsy? Hmm? Then I thought I saw her drop about a dollar in change. But I can’t be sure because she quickly scooped it up and all but ran out of the room.
I stood there for a moment in disbelief that had just happened. I pinched myself just to make sure. Ow pain yep it happened. “Hmm…what a strange girl.” Although I couldn’t help smiling to myself as I left the room.
I’m not sure if that meeting was a fate set down my god or the devil yet…
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As a side note...I know thats not how they met lol
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Ishiyoshi and GAM! That's great! :)
Do you plan on putting even more pairings? Cause I kinda agree, having more pairings is cooler, sometimes. :grin:
I'm really looking forward to the next chapters! keep up with the good job :yep:
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Ishiyoshi and GAM! That's great! :)
Do you plan on putting even more pairings? Cause I kinda agree, having more pairings is cooler, sometimes. :grin:
I'm really looking forward to the next chapters! keep up with the good job :yep:
I was thinking about putting one more pairing of like Eri and Reina but I'm not sure yet
I probably will...but later on...
And thanks =] I'm hoping to TRY for a chapter a day or at least during the week days
but my plans always fall through and I'll probably miss a lot of days xD
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So I don't like the write things while focusing on just one paring xD
so after that chapter and hopefully I have some Ishiyoshi readers out there
This chapter isn't about them lol
but I promise the next is...I just like more than one paring per fic in my opinion =]
hi there :k-hello:
Now i'm gonna be expecting more ishiyoshi :otomerika:
“Hey uh do you have a quarter or something I can borrow? I seem to be a little short…” she laughed lightly.
(...)
“Well, I wish you luck with your career!” She then turned to leave but she ended up tripping over her own feet. And I was clumsy? Hmm? Then I thought I saw her drop about a dollar in change.
funny + cute = ayaya
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“Well, I wish you luck with your career!” She then turned to leave but she ended up tripping over her own feet. And I was clumsy? Hmm? Then I thought I saw her drop about a dollar in change. But I can’t be sure because she quickly scooped it up and all but ran out of the room.
Hmmmmmmmmmmm...was Aya really short on cash or did she just pretend to be so that she could talk to Miki?
:wriggly:
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hi there :k-hello:
Now i'm gonna be expecting more ishiyoshi :otomerika:
haha don't worry I'm making the next chapter go back to Ishiyoshi :D
Hmmmmmmmmmmm...was Aya really short on cash or did she just pretend to be so that she could talk to Miki?
*whistles* maybe...maybe not...
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I watched her walk over to the soda vending machine and pull out a little wallet. It was pink, aw how cute. What the hell? I hate pink…oh well it was cute that she has that and shes cute in general. Haha…Miki what are you thinking about and why? You don’t even know this girl and your just staring and thinking shes cute…and beautiful. Stop now.
Haha Miki's funny she seems to like talking to herself :D all is interesting
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:shy2: awww too cute! can't wait for more!!
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So I was going to post this tomorrow
But I finished it right now...and I found out I wont be home until late
so just consider this my tomorrow post lol
Oh also I love outlining my stories xD
so I finished the outline for this one...and good news its going to be around 40 chapter (but I have short chapters so I can post every day)
bad news...it gets pretty sad so some of you might hate me from time to time ^^;
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Chapter three: Ishikawa Rika
“Pleeeeaaaseee???” I begged for the millionth time. I even tried the puppy dog eyes this time.
“I really don’t think I can…”
I got down on my knees and looked up with the cutest expression I could muster…and lets face it that’s pretty damn cute. I mean it is me.
“It would mean the world to me and I would owe you for life!”
She looked hesitant, but maybe I was getting somewhere. She opened her mouth to say something and then quickly shut it. After about another minute she sighed, “Rika I really don’t think I should…”
“Oh come on I’m too cute to resist!”
That was apparently it; because the only answer I got this time was, “no.” Before she walked out of the room, quiet quickly I might add.
I stood up and watched Ogawa Makoto leave the dressing room. “You really should listen to your senpais you know!” I yelled and watched her get smaller and smaller as she walked down the hallway.
I sighed and sat down at a stool in the dressing room. Just once she could switch with me. I don’t think they would mind once. Besides what are they going to do, stop the show right in the middle of Mr. Moonlight? Fire me? I don’t think so, they wouldn’t dare. I’m the cutest thing in the damn group.
Wait, I’m the cutest! So why didn’t I get to be the girl Yossui delivers that heart stopping monologue to in the first place? Tsunku must be off his rocker.
I pouted and stared at myself in the mirror.
“Staring at yourself again I see.”
I knew that voice. I smiled brightly as I turned around, “Hitomi-chan!”
She frowned lightly, “You know I prefer last names.”
I smiled, “Yes but I love your name. It’s so cute and it suits you.” I stood up and walked over to her grabbing her hand in my own.
“So I hear you were harassing the new member Ogawa…again.” She laughed and squeezed my hand a little.
Ahhh~~ how I love her every touch.
“I wouldn’t call it harassing…”
Yossui raised her eyebrow at me, “You wanted her part again didn’t you.”
I smiled innocently, “I might have~”
“Rika!”
I jumped a little as she released my hand and actually looked a little angry. Well not really angry. Yossui didn’t seem to get angry but she was agitated to say the least.
“What? I’m not doing anything wrong. I should have got that part in the first place anyways. Besides, we look much better together than Ogawa and you.” To prove my point I pulled her towards the mirror and stood next to her grabbing her arm like a couple would. She was in her little yellow suit and I was in my cute red dress.
Just perfect.
She sighed, “But Rika, this is work. You have to do what they tell of you.”
“You take your job all too seriously,” I said holding back a little giggle.
“You don’t take it seriously enough,” she retorted. “Besides someone has too,” She seemed a little embarrassed that I was calling her on this again.
I leaned my head against her shoulder and looked up at her, “Don’t worry Hitomi. It’s adorable!”
She chuckled, ok good she wasn’t aggravated anymore. Now maybe I could get her too-
My thought process was cut off when I felt her now all too familiar lips on my own.
Ah exactly what I had just been about to hope for.
She pulled away from me and sat down on the counter. I stood there for a moment a little disappoint it was over that quickly but then I smiled again, I couldn’t help it. She just made me happy and I would never be able to stay the slightest bit mad at her.
I walked over and plopped down next to her on the counter…well and slightly on her at the same time. She may have ended one kiss…but there was still at least five minutes before we had to get ready for the TV appearance.
I looked up; Yossuis eyes were deep and always seemed to be full of warmth. I slowly leaned forward and was just a breath away from my target when I jumped at the yelling of, “Where the hell are Yoshizawa and Ishikawa!? We need to get set and ready to go, NOW!”
Yossui immediately sprang up ready for work, “Let’s go.”
I pouted, annoyed now.
That was the worst timing EVER.
Disappointed I walked over and took Yossui hand in my own and was about to walk out the dressing room door when I felt a sharp tug and was pulled back and found myself right up again Yossui, looking up into her friendly eyes once again.
She smirked before claiming my lips on her own.
It was over even quicker than the last, but I felt satisfied as we walked out to the set hand in hand.
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wow, that was fast. and lol at pleading rika :lol:
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wow, you have 40 chapters planned already? sounds great
and this last chapter was extremely cute!
keep it up! :grin:
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:wub: aww cute!
whoa 40 chapters?!? can't wait! btw are you going to have more pairings? i was just wondering :D
but keep up the lovely work! :)
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Yea, in total its lookin like 40 chapters =]
I might add more because to answer another question I'm adding in Tanaka x Eri later on...but I only have about 5 chapters devoted to them so I'll probably add some in of them to lighten the mood when it starts to get a little emotional (but that won't happen for a little while I think)...
oh I wrote two more chapters today but there not typed up and I'm not even home yet lol
but I'll put one up when I do get home =]
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Ok chapter four yay!
haha back to GAM
hehe...I keep making Miki hurt herself in some way don't I? xD
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Chapter four: Fujimoto Miki
I’m supposed to be training to be an idol! Not delivering mail to people. This is ridiculous.
Besides who gets there own mail forwarded to there work address…oh yea, lots of people do. Whatever. Who am I delivering this to anyways?
I looked down at the magazine in my hand, all it said was room 504. On the cover was Aya Matsuura, I hadn’t talked to her since that day a couple of weeks ago with the quarter.
I was so busy consumed in staring at the magazine that I didn’t notice the hallway had turned and ended up smashing into the wall.
I cursed under my breath as I staggered backwards clutching my nose with one hand. That’s going to bruise tomorrow. I heard giggling and looked to my left.
There were two girls a couple of yards down the hall who had apparently been witnesses to my little blunder. As I focused in on them I realized I knew them…well I didn’t know them. But I knew of them.
It was Ishikawa Rika and Goto Maki. Goto was just leaning against the wall amused, but Ishikawa was giggling like a maniac. They seemed to be waiting for someone.
I glared over at them for a moment before a door nearby them opened and out walked Yoshizawa Hitomi.
“Sorry I took so long getting changed. Let’s go grab some lunch,” I overheard. Ishikawa was still giggling. “What’s so funny?” Yoshizawa asked innocently.
Rika pointed over in my direction and whispered into Yoshizawas ear still half giggling as she talked. I saw a slight frown on Yoshizawas face before she took Ishikawas hand and lead her the other way down the hallway. Goto following them close behind.
I soon heard there conversation pick up with what it sounded like Ishikawa being the main vocal dominator in the conversation.
I scoffed and turned down the hallway in the other direction fairly infuriated. It was an accident, what right did she have to blatantly laugh at me like that?
I must have been angrier than I thought for I almost marched right past room 504 where I was supposed to drop the magazine off at.
I knocked loudly on the door.
“Come in!” said a voice I couldn’t make out from inside.
Ok I was just going to go in, give over the magazine and leave back to my station. No chit-chatting, I’ve had enough of people for now.
“You got a magazine in the…” I trailed off and stopped only two feet into the room. Guess this is Aya Matsuuras room because that was definitely her sitting there.
I guess she didn’t remember me for she ran over and grabbed the magazine in my hand squealing in delight and didn’t give me even the slightest hello or acknowledgment of my existence.
“I’ve been waiting for this! I really want to read the article they wrote about me…” She plopped back down in her chair and immediately began to flip through the pages in search of the article.
I stood there for a moment before I decided to leave. I began to silently retreat out of the room.
I guess she looked up because as I was about to close the door behind me she said, “Fujimoto-san?”
I turned back around to face her.
“It is you!” She quickly got up, flinging the magazine she had waited so long for to the side, and hurried over to me beckoning me back into the room.
“I’m sorry that was pretty rude of me to just take that without saying hello at lease,” she smiled sheepishly. “So has your first song been announced yet?”
I shook my head, “Not that I know of at least.”
She laughed, “Well I guess if you haven’t even heard than it hasn’t”
I just smiled and the room fell into an awkward silence.
I felt bad because she had just tried to get a conversation going with me and I had completely shut her down. “I guess I should get going then. I’ll see you around Matsuura-san.” I turned and walked back over to the door.
“Its Aya.”
I stopped and turned around again, “Excuse me?”
“Matsuura-san is too formal. Just call me Aya.” She smiled. “Or Ayaya, I like that one.”
Awwww~ Ayaya~ that…is so…adorable! I will most definitely be calling her that from now on! It suits her completely.
“Ok Ayaya,” I said smiling. My mood a lot better now.
She seemed to brighten up after hearing me call her by Ayaya. I waved and walked out of the room.
As I closed the door I heard, “Bye Miki-tan!”
Miki…tan?
Maybe she said it wrong? No, that sounded very deliberate. I smiled to myself as I walked back to my workstation.
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Sidenotes: Yep, I know thats not really how they got those nicknames
and also I kind of feel like this is what makes Miki initially not like Rika
Miki seems like she would judge like that xD
Also, if I feel like it I might put up the next chapter later tonight...because I have it done but not typed -shrug- depends =]
thanks for reading to everyone!
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lol poor miki, by the way how did they get thier nicknames? nice GAM chapter! :D
can't wait to read those reina/eri ones though! keep it up :yep:
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Sooo I think I have issues waiting to post xD
I know I'm going to be mad at myself for not waiting when there is a day when I just don't have time to get a chapter up...oh well~~
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Chapter five: Yoshizawa Hitomi
“These are out newest members.”
“I’m Tsuji Nozomi.”
“Kago Ai, nice to meet you.”
“Hello, my name is Ishikawa Rika.”
“My names Yoshizawa Hitomi.”
“Welcome to Morning Musume, guess this means I’m no longer the new member. I’m Goto Maki.”
I sat backstage as she was finishing up her solo song. This was the last day I knew that I would see her for sure everyday. The last day as I would know her as my fellow member of Morning Musume and Pucchi Moni.
I wonder how often after this we will meet after this anyways?
I mean we hardly see Nakazawa anymore. Plus even when we do it’s only for a short moment or the taping of a show where we hardly get to talk anyways.
She’s already an established solo artist too…so she will probably have a packed schedule.
I think Rika has noticed how upset I am. She keeps glancing over here at me. I guess I shouldn’t have yelled at her before when she asked if I was okay.
I have to be okay, it’s not like she’s dying or anything.
But…she is my best friend. We do practically everything together. Sometimes it even seems like Rika is the third wheel when we all hang out.
I laughed a little at this thought to myself. That was quickly replaced by the solemn look I have been carrying with me all day…well except when the camera is turned on me.
Oh great, the songs over. Come on Yoshizawa get it together.
“Do you really think she can handle being a part of Pucchi Moni? It’s really demanding.”
I could hear Yasuda Kei in the other room. She was doubting me…but I can’t really blame her can I? I’m not that strong of a dancer anyways. But that doesn’t mean I should have to listen to this.
I stood up and moved into another room almost tearing up. They don’t think I can do it.
After a moment I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder.
“Hey, are you alright?”
I turned around and there was Goto Maki smiling brightly at me. I quickly wiped my eyes and nodded my head.
She kept up her smile, “Don’t worry. You’re going to do great. It’s going to be really fun to have you in the group.”
I smiled, I think that was the start of our friendship.
It’s almost my turn to talk. Come on Yoshizawa you just have to get through this with a smile on your face. She wouldn’t want you to cry.
I know! Think of something funny to say to her…
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It was over.
We talked to the cameras for a moment backstage and then it was finally over.
Goto Maki is no longer a part of Morning Musume with me.
I feel like I am going to lose her as a friend. I mean what if she finds another person to talk to that she will get to see more often?
I didn’t want to go to the after party Yaguchi had planned for Goto. I used the excuse of a stomach ache and took a cab home. This was probably a bad idea for my mind started to wander in the silence of the ride.
“Yocchan!”
I felt Goto Maki jump up onto my back almost toppling us both to the ground before she quickly jumped back off. I turned around to face her.
“I’m going to be getting my first solo song!”
“That’s so cool!” I gave her a short high five.
“I know I’m so excited…” her perkiness dropped a little.
“What’s wrong?”
“I’m just,” she paused. “I’m nervous, what if no one likes it?”
I laughed and put my hand on her shoulder. “Oh come on Maki, everyone loves you!”
“Do you love me?”
“Of course.”
“Let’s be friends forever.” She stuck out her pinky at me, “Promise?”
I looked down at her pinky, “Seriously? A pinky promise?”
She frowned and wagged it at my face.
I laughed before linking my pinky with hers. “Forever, I promise.”
We both laughed as she grabbed onto my arm and led me off towards the door.
“Let’s celebrate!” She exclaimed.
I laughed and looked down at my happy go lucky friend, “How about dinner?”
“On you?” she smirked, “then of course!”
I got out of the cab. I could feel all my memories filling me up, it felt like my heart was going to explode or at least burst out of my chest to try and escape the pain.
Come on just get into your house and then you can break down. It’s just a few yards away.
I started walking up to my front door and there was Rika sitting on my step.
“What’s up?” I said as casually as I could, I suck at lying.
“I got worried when you decided to not go out with all of us.”
“I just didn’t feel that good is all. Nothing to worry about. Go have fun with the others.”
A silence crept up between us. She didn’t believe me. Hell I wouldn’t have believed me. But couldn’t she be gullible just this once?
“Hitomi, don’t lie to me,” she said softly.
I looked down at my feet. “I’ll be fine,”
She walked up to me, “Can I help?”
I shook my head. “I don’t think so.”
I felt a sharp vibration in my pocket and pulled out my cell phone. It was a new text message from Maki.
“Yocchan?”
I bit my bottom lip. I hadn’t meant to worry her. That’s when I finally couldn’t hold it in any longer. I dropped down to my knees and cried.
I felt Rikas soft embrace as she pulled me into her. I cried for a few minutes until my phone buzzed again.
I flipped it open and smiled to myself. This time I replied but with just one word.
I smiled as the tears continued to wash down my face with Rika slowly rubbing my back and comforting me. I watched all the emotions from today spilling out onto the pavement represented by my tears.
“Friends forever?”
“Forever.”
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Now before my Ishiyoshi readers flip out
No, its not going to switch to YoMaki
I just felt that they have such a good friendship and so this chapter was necissary
Its sad-ish
and there is some IshiYoshi...
but not much its more establishing that Rika seems to always be there for Yossui
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Last 2 chapters were just...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...:oops:
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this is a great story!
I really love the whole Yomaki friendship thing. The pinky promise was :heart: :heart: :heart:
And the GAM parts are pretty funny! love miki walking into the wall! i've done that, not fun!
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First chapter from Ayas POV.
It's not oh so exciting. But I like the little thoughts Aya has =]
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Chapter six: Matsuura Aya
I think I’m way to punctual. I know I can be a little overly anal about the time…but to be at a meeting before you boss has got to be borderline psychotic.
Oh well.
I leaned back in one of the three chairs that were across from Tsunkus desk. I wonder what this was going to be about?
Five more minutes passed and still no Tsunku. It was time for the meeting to start…
There was a soft knock on the door and then I saw Goto Maki poke her head into the room. She looked over at where Tsunku was supposed to be sitting, frowned slightly and then spotted me.
“Oh Aya!”
I waved slightly to her as she walked into the room.
“Do you know what this is going to be about?” she asked as she sat down at one of the chairs next to me.
I shook my head, “no clue. I wonder where Tsunku is though…Aren’t you usually late to his meetings?” I laughed and poked her in the forehead.
She blushed lightly, “Yea well I easily forget these types of things…”
Our conversation was interrupted by Tsunku finally arriving to his meeting. But there was someone walking in behind him…was that..?
Yea, there she was: Miki-tan!
I don’t know what really made me to start calling her that…oh wait yea the thought process was something like: “She’s cute and Miki-tan sounds cute…perfect.”
She seemed surprised when she saw me sitting there next to Goto.
Tsunku beckoned Miki towards him on his side of the desk. “Girls if you don’t already know this out newest member of Hello! Project, Fujimoto Miki-san.”
Miki-tan bowed slightly to us and then quickly sat down on the other side of me. I looked over and smiled at her but she seemed very focused on Tsunku because she didn’t even glance over.
I pouted slightly, but I guess she was just nervous. It was probably going to be him telling her about her premier song.
But wait…then why were Goto and I here as well?
I guess I will find out as soon enough…
I focused my attention on Tsunku as he cleared his throat. “Now I’m sure you are all wondering why you are here.”
I thought I heard Miki scoff next to me, but I couldn’t really tell. Maybe she was just coughing or something.
“Especially why all three of you are here. Well, I’ve decided to have Fujimoto-sans premier be in a small group who will produce one single made up of you three.”
I looked over at Miki. I couldn’t tell if she was pissed off, annoyed or just completely confused. I couldn’t really blame her…she probably expected to start out with at least one solo song before being thrust into a group even if it was just for one single.
But what got me more was how unafraid she was to show her annoyance at Tsunku. If it was me I would be scared to death to do anything that might upset my boss. I guess that was just the way Miki was.
She was so cool was all I could think. I realized my mind had been wandering for a little while and turned my attention back to where it should be, Tsunku.
“The new groups single will be a song called Shall We Love and the group name is made up of all of your last names: Goto, Matsuura and Fujimoto. It shall be called Gomattou.” He grabbed a pen out of his desk and wrote it out for us on a piece of paper.
I saw Miki lean over the desk and look at it once again confused. I looked over at Goto for the first time since Miki had walked it, she seemed just as confused. Well, I guess she had to a right to as well. She had just graduated from Morning Musume to pursue her solo career and instead was going to be in a group…I guess I was the only one who didn’t have anything to complain about.
“Hey!” I turned back to Miki who now had an annoyed look back on her face.
“I see the Goto and I see the Matsuura but I’m having a hard time seeing the Fujimoto.” I looked at the paper.
She was right. I couldn’t really see the Fujimoto much either.
“It’s there,” Tsunku assured her. He underlined the to part of the name and smiled.
“To?” She looked at him like he was crazy.
“You try fitting the Fuji part of your name in the group.”
I saw Miki mentally calculating this, before she sighed and leaned back in her chair.
Damn she was brave to confront Tsunku like that. I wouldn’t have had the guts to do that. I would think he would have fired her or something, but Tsunku actually looked quiet amused at Mikis behavior.
“Well girls that all I really had to say for now. We will get together for recording next week and tomorrow you will be receiving the lyrics and background music so you may practice.” He waved his hand and turned to some paper work signaling us to leave.
I saw Miki jump up pretty quick and storm out of the room; she was obviously still peeved about the whole situation.
I got up and followed Miki out with Goto behind me. She pulled out her phone and texted someone.
“Hey, Aya I’ll see you later. I’m going to go meet someone for lunch.” Usually we liked to talk a little when we saw each other which is I guess why she was informing me she was leaving.
However, at the moment I didn’t really pay much mind to her. I waved good bye and smiled politely but my eyes stayed on my target on Miki-tan. I just wanted to say a few words to her at least and I would be satisfied. It just made me happy to see her actually.
She was storming down the hallway pretty quickly so I had to jog a little to catch up to her. “Hey Miki-tan!”
She whirled around, still looked peeved, and then I guess she realize it was me? Or that I wasn’t a threat? I dunno I can’t really read her that well yet, but she seemed to brighten up and smile.
“Mat- er Ayaya. How are you?”
“I’m good. I guess that announcement was a little shocking to you eh?”
She scratched the back of her head a little embarrassed. “Yea a bit. Did I seem to blunt to say that all to Tsunku?”
I bit my lip, “I guess it was a little forward.” I paused and then said more to myself, “But it was way cool…”
“Huh?”
I suddenly realized I had said that a little to loud. “Oh nothing nothing,” I exclaimed waving my hands frantically.
Miki looked at me with that cute little confused expression she had. It started to get slowly more and more confused and I realized it had been a whole minute that I’ve just been standing here staring at her with a big fat grin plastered on my face.
Quick make a conversation, “So you going to go get lunch?” I looked at my watch. It was about one. I wonder if she has eaten, I have but…
“Oh yea I should do that. Have you eaten yet?”
“Uhmm…no,” I lied. “Maybe we can go get something together? I know a nice little place just down the block.”
“That sounds good to me. Lets go.” And she continued her way down the hallway to the front door.
I almost squealed out loud. Me and Miki-tan are going out to eat~ Together!~ I sang over and over in my head.
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Hey look! Miki didn't injure herself in some way this time =]
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Well, it's not exactly accurate (historically speaking), but still nice.
“Hey!” I turned back to Miki who now had an annoyed look back on her face.
“I see the Goto and I see the Matsuura but I’m having a hard time seeing the Fujimoto.” I looked at the paper.
She was right. I couldn’t really see the Fujimoto much either.
“It’s there,” Tsunku assured her. He underlined the to part of the name and smiled.
“To?” She looked at him like he was crazy.
“You try fitting the Fuji part of your name in the group.”
Ah Utaban, always a good source for material. :lol:
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Well, it's not exactly accurate (historically speaking), but still nice.
Ah Utaban, always a good source for material. :lol:
Accurate? me lol
I reserve the right to change anything in H!P history I choose xD
haha I love using stuff from television shows =]
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Happy Monday lol
So this one is kind of short
and its after (can't recall which TV appearance...) but it was one when they were promoting Koko Ni Iruzee because I remember that much and it was one of the couple times they asked which member would you least like to have as your girlfriend.
Anyways its kind of cute
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Chapter seven: Ishikawa Rika
I opened my front door and walked inside making sure to hold it open with one hand so Yossui could get in as well. Shutting the door behind us as I flipped on the lights I heard Yossui yawn behind me.
“If you’re tired you don’t have to do this.”
She looked at me surprised and paused mid-stretch. I had to bite back a laugh at the hilarious position she was in.
After she had finally finished her stretch she took me by the hand and led me into the kitchen. “I know I don’t have to. I want to.”
She began to rifle through my cabinets. “Besides…” She stopped and didn’t finish her sentence and instead walked over to my fridge. “So what do you want me to make you to eat?”
I felt bad, something was bothering her. “What were you going to say?”
She sighed and ran a hand through her hair, “It’s just…you seem mad at me or something…”
I looked down at the floor.
“Are you?”
I looked back up at her and tried to plaster a fake smile on my face, “What?” I asked as innocently as I could.
She looked me straight in the eyes, “Are you angry with me?” Her eyes pierced mine straining to find an answer.
I thought back to the TV appearance we had recorded just earlier today. “Yossui…why did you say I was the person you would least like to have as a girlfriend? I mean, I AM your girlfriend. So I guess I just don’t really understand.”
She looked at me for a moment like she was trying to register what I had just said before she burst out laughing.
She set down the pan she had been holding, “Is that all that’s bothering you?”
I blushed, she obviously didn’t think it was that big of a deal. “Well….yea its been bothering me.”
She suddenly frowned and walked over to me. She cupped my face in her hands gently and looked me straight in the eyes. “Rika, I love being with you.” She smiled and ran her hand through my hair gently. “You should know that.”
I looked down at the floor, “Then why did you say it?” After a moment I looked back up.
She was looking up at the ceiling, seemingly thinking hard about the answer. Then she shrugged, “I don’t really know.” She laughed and released me scratching the back of her head. “I guess I’m just paranoid that someone who shouldn’t find out will, you know?”
I smiled for the first time since we had gotten to my house, so that was it…
“Hitomi…” I paused and she looked at me almost concerned. “You’re so lame.” I laughed as she frowned and turned away from me offended.
I grabbed one of her hands as she started to walk away, “Oh come on Hitomi. Admit that’s a little paranoid.”
She stuck out her tongue at me. “Only if you admit you’re a little too sensitive.”
I laughed again, “Fine.”
We stood there for a moment grinning at each other because of the complete ridiculousness of this whole situation before she swiftly pulled me into her smirking slightly.
She interlaced our hands together and gave me a short kiss. “So what do you want to eat then?”
“I dunno,” I shrugged and attempted to give her a second kiss, but she pulled away teasingly.
“Don’t be difficult,” she scoffed.
“Don’t be mean,” I mimicked.
“Don’t be sensitive.”
“Don’t be lame,” and with that I leaned forward and claimed one more kiss before pulling myself away from her and pointing to the stove. “I’m hungry.”
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So yea, I'm kind of disappointed at the amount of comments I'm getting lol cuz maybe theres only a couple people reading?
But! Even if just one person is reading I will continue to write!!! lol
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Even if just one person is reading I will continue to write!!! lol
That's the spirit! XD
Don't worry, I'm reading, so that's at least one person. :grin:
And I'm loving it! Rika and Yossie are so cute, and Aya/Miki really need to hang out more. :yep:
Keep it up!
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I'm reading too! Actually your story is the first one I've ever commented to. I love it :inlove:. It's nice to see how their relationships formed when they were young. Please keep writing and I'll keep reading. :)
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“Don’t be difficult,” she scoffed.
“Don’t be mean,” I mimicked.
“Don’t be sensitive.”
“Don’t be lame,” and with that I leaned forward and claimed one more kiss before pulling myself away from her and pointing to the stove. “I’m hungry.”
I love this part! :lol: :wub:
Hey, I'm reading too! 8)
Great story! I can't decide which pairing I like more!
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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...:D
Yossi = :wub: = Rika
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i'm reading too!!! :P
i love your fic! :heart:
i just don't post that much, hehe XD
anyway more ishiyoshi and GAM love pls :wub: :w00t: :wub:
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Actually your story is the first one I've ever commented to.
i just don't post that much, hehe XD
Well I feel special now then =]
Ok well I'm glad to know people are reading then?
So...I'm actually not to fond of this chapter xD but its necessary to put in the story...
Go GAM lol
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Chapter eight: Matsuura Aya
Miki and I became fast friends after Gomattou. I can’t recall a day when we didn’t talk or at least see each other. Eventually it came down to when I didn’t seen Tan, I somehow took the Miki part of her nick name Miki-tan out…I thought it was cute, I was thinking of her…in ways I probably shouldn’t have been.
Whenever I was around her my heart would beat really fast and I would get these urges to just kiss her. I wanted to tell her how I felt…but something was holding me back. Most of the time it seemed like Tan felt the same because she always brightened up around me. But I guess I’m just scared…
I’ll do it. I’ll tell her tonight.
I sat on my couch patiently waiting for the doorbell to ring. Tan had called earlier and asked if she could come over. This wasn’t unusual that we would hang out…but with Tan being such a homebody she usually asked if I would meet her at her house.
I looked at the clock, it was about six thirty…she said she would be here at six thirty.
Six thirty one.
Six thirty tw-
I heard a loud knock at the door and sprang too my feet. “Coming!”
I walked over and opened the door. “Tan…” my voice trailed off. She seemed gloomy…this was unusual.
“Hey Aya,” she smiled weakly and walked into my apartment. I closed the door behind her and stood there looking at her confused.
She had sat down on my couch with that unusually gloomy expression. Even when she is sad she’s gorgeous.
She looked up, “You okay?”
I glanced over at the clock.
Six forty…whoops been staring a little too long.
“Oh yea I’m fine.” I walked over and sat down next to her. “But, are you?”
She looked down at her hands that were resting in her lap. She seemed to be contemplating something. “Tan?”
After a moment of hesitation she finally spoke without really moving, “I just got out of a meeting with Tsunku.”
A meeting? Usually that’s something good unless you really screwed up. Was Tan going to be fired already? She just started and was extremely successful! She had a tour coming up soon too…
“And…?”
She sighed, “I’m going to be joining Morning Musume with the six generation.”
I smiled brightly, “That’s great Tan! Isn’t this what you’ve been hoping for?”
She smiled a little, but didn’t say anything. I bit my bottom lip. What could be wrong with Tan?
Suddenly she looked up at me seriously, “What if they don’t like me? I mean, I was a solo artist first and I even failed the audition!” She stood up and paced around the room. “What was he even thinking putting me in that group now?! I don’t get it.” She glared out the window. “I’ve been very successful haven’t I!? I’m so mad at him…” She crossed her arms and puffed out her cheeks staring out the window in pure rage. Although when I looked at Tans eyes I could tell she wasn’t really that upset.
I walked over and stood next to her looking out the window with her. “So you’re upset Tsunku’s taking away your solo career?” I paused, “Or is there something else?”
She dropped her arms to her side and sighed the anger completely leaving her. “I’m just afraid.”
This statement actually threw me off. I wasn’t sure how to respond. Tan always seemed like the fearless one. She was so cool, she even could get angry at people to there face. She didn’t seem to care what people thought and here she was admitting to me that she was scared. She must be really scared to be able to admit something like that to me.
I didn’t respond then I felt her grab my hand. “Aya, did you hear me? I’m scared…what do I do?”
She looked at me and I saw it…vulnerability.
Tan was so fragile right now and I wasn’t sure what to do because just at her touch my heart had started to beat like crazy once again and that urge came back. No Aya now is not the time…Tan needs a friend right now.
“Just be yourself and don’t worry about it.” I smiled, “They’re going to love having you in the group: the fans and the other members.” I squeezed her hand in reassurance. “Trust me.”
She smiled and then I was suddenly pulled into a hug. “I knew you would make me feel better Ayaya. You always manage to somehow.”
I held onto her close. I didn’t want to let go. I just wanted to stay here forever with Tan in my arms.
“Uh Aya?”
“Yes?”
“We’ve been standing her for about ten minutes…”
I suddenly realized she was gently pulling away from me. I released her quickly, “Oh sorry, I just couldn’t help it…er…uh…” I looked down at the floor and blushed deeply. When I looked back up Tan was staring at me puzzled. I turned away and walked to the other side of the room. “So, uh you wanna watch TV?”
I looked back over at her. She was still looking at me very confused. Crap…
My eyes darted around the room trying to look at anything but Tan because my heart was still racing. But I couldn’t help it and I ended up looking back at Tan. But this time…was she smirking?
She walked over to me, yep that was a smirk. “Aya?”
I couldn’t tear my eyes away from her. “Uh yea?”
“Is there something you would like to tell me?”
“Not particularly.” She raised an eyebrow at me.
Tan completely had the upper hand right now. She must be able to read minds or something. Or I’m just that bad at not showing how much I really want her.
She seemed to be enjoying the power she had over me for the next thing I knew she had wrapped her arms around my waist and was smiling seductively at me. “Really now?”
I nodded trying not to look into her eyes.
“I’m having a hard time believing that.” She tipped my chin up with one hand forcing me to look her in the eye.
Then out of complete impulse I leaned in and did what I had been craving for so long. Tan didn’t seem to mind at all; actually I almost immediately felt her lips moving against mine. Then the kiss ended and I could even see a slight blush on her. I’m sure I was as red as a clown’s nose though.
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*stares at all the "awww" comments and feels bad*
I think in the next chapter things get a tiny bit sad...in a way... =/
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YAY! Miki and Aya kissssss!!! :hehehe:
Love GAM!!!
And :nya: at scared miki! She's just too cute!
Don't worry Miki, everyone in MM loves you! :heart:
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Awwww! Lovesick/Aya and Scared/Miki are so cute! I'm glad they showed their feelings for each other. I'm a bit worried about you saying the next chapter will be a little sad but I'm sure it will be good whatever it is.
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But this time…was she smirking?
She walked over to me, yep that was a smirk. “Aya?”
She seemed to be enjoying the power she had over me for the next thing I knew she had wrapped her arms around my waist and was smiling seductively at me. “Really now?”
I could totally imagine this scene happening. :lol:
I liked this chapter a lot, but you said the next chapter is going to be a little sad... I'm waiting for it! :yep:
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:frustrated: ahh im falling behind! *reads the two missed chapters* :bath: finished! Love them! cute GAM moment! keep it up :bingo:
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AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! :wriggly:
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:frustrated: ahh im falling behind! *reads the two missed chapters* :bath: finished! Love them! cute GAM moment! keep it up :bingo:
Dude no way! XD... you were behind 2 i was behind 8
I feel so bad :'(... I saw this story just the other day and made a mental note to read it.. next thing i know 8 chapters are already posted.... and to top it off it's a 1444 AND a GAM story ... those are my top pairings EVER!!!
Anywho I likes the story :D.... ^_^ it's really :wub:
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Sorry it's bad guys ^^; I rushed it...I'm trying to get one up everyday (besides weekends) and I didn't have so much motivation to write tonight...
but I finally just sat down and said I have to do this!
It's mainly just Yoshizawas thoughts
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Chapter nine: Yoshizawa Hitomi
“As for one-“
“CUT!” I heard the director yell for the thousanth time today. I am getting so tired of him…
After another probably two hours of “actions” and “cuts” it was finally done. Well every part but Rikas beginning and all I had to do for that was…hmm nothing? But I did have to wait for Rika because she asked.
I sat outside the filming room watching through a window as Rika over and over again delivered her lines to the camera.
I was starting to nod off when I suddenly felt the hairs on the back of my neck prick up like someone was there. I whirled around in my seat to come face to face with Goto Maki.
“Well you finally noticed. I was afraid you had fallen asleep.” She had been sitting behind me centimeters from the back of my head for a while I guessed.
“I can’t help it if I’ve had a long day and the only one who isn’t done I’m dating.”
“Yea yea, I don’t need your excuses,” she said waving her hand dismissively as she sat down next to me. “So how are you and Rika anyways?”
I paused…well in appearance we were fine. And as far as I knew Rika was completely satisfied with it all…but…
“Yocchan? Hello?” Goto had gotten up and was waving her hands in from of my face. “The hell? Pay attention.”
I smiled, I guess I’m just over thinking things. “Were fine.”
She frowned, “you sure.”
“uh,” I paused. “Yea.”
“You suck at lying.”
“I’m not lying.”
“yea, uh huh…”
“Gocchiiiin, just lemmy be!” I said as I focused my attention back on the recording room.
She seemed dissatisfied but said, “Ok but if you ever want to actually talk about how you and Rika are let me know. I’m going to go home. So tired…” she made a point of yawning and stretching slowly. “It was nice seeing you Yossui!”
And with that she bounded up and out of the room. I sat there now more confused about things than ever…
As I watched Rika through the window my mind began to wander again. Was I really satisfied with being with Rika?
I mean, she’s nice and funny. I really do love spending time with her and all but…
Why does it constantly feel like something is missing?
We’ve been dating for at least a year now…I’ve never been good at keeping up with our anniversaries. She always scolds me for that kind of stuff. It’s pretty funny.
Shouldn’t I be in love already or something? I tell her I love her practically everyday but is that just something couples do? Rika means it…she has to. That look in her eyes every time she says it and how her smile seems to broaden every time I say it back. She’s got to mean it.
But do I?
Well yes…and…no.
I love her yes, I really do. But am I in love?
How am I supposed to even know what that feels like?
Why is this all so confusing?
Apparently I sat and contemplated whether or not I was in love with Rika for some time because when Rika walked out of the filming room I looked at the clock and it had been an hour since Maki left.
What’s wrong with me? I do love her….don’t I?
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=/ kinda sad
but yea not as well written as I would have hoped
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Oh boy. :O
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dun dunt dun!!!! i wonder how this is play out :?
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What’s wrong with me? I do love her….don’t I?
YES, YOU DO!
now stop being ridiculous.
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oooh yossy chan chan chaaan :shifty:
great chapter :wahaha:
(i hope that my thoughts will be right) :twisted:
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Sorry for not posting yesterday =/
I'm trying to post each weekday but just sometimes its hard lol
so I'm going to post BOTH saturday and sunday to make up for it
so yea now heres a new chapter
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Chapter ten: Tanaka Reina
“These are our newest members…” I think he started telling them something about our next tour. I don’t know I tuned the world out just about when he started blabbering.
Why do we have to go through all these stupid introductions?
I suddenly noticed all of Morning Musume, Eri, and Sayumi were staring at me expectantly. I looked over at Eri and she mouthed, introduce yourself.
Oh right. “Hello, I’m Tanaka Reina. Nice to meet you all.” I bowed deeply and smiled politely.
As soon as everyone had turned there attention back to Tsunku I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms in front of my chest. This is so ridiculous, I thought as I blew upwards to get my bangs out of my eyes.
Tsunku finally left and then it really became awkward. The other members stared at us for a moment before resuming what they were doing before Tsunku dragged us all in here.
I looked over at Eri and Sayu. Eri was staring at the ceiling apparently trying not to make eye contact with anyone while Sayu looked so scared I thought she would piss herself.
I noticed a couch in the corner of the room unoccupied and went and sat down in it with my arms still crossed. Eri and Sayu followed me not really knowing what to do with themselves. Hell I couldn’t blame them…no one was really paying attention to us.
Not even Miki who had been introduced just the other day. She was over in the corner talking on her cell phone to someone.
I scanned the room.
Kago and Tsuji were playing rock paper scissors with Yoshizawa and Ishikawa watching intently. Well Yoshizawa was watching. It looked like Ishikawa was clinging to Yoshizawa and barley paying attention to the game. She seemed to be more focused on starring at Yoshizawa. What weird people.
Kei, Mari and Abe were all chatting with each other. I made a mental note to try and avoid talking to Kei because she was graduating soon and I didn’t want to be one of those blubbering idiots at a graduation. I saw Mari jump up excitedly but I didn’t catch what they were talking about.
Abe actually managed to catch my eye and smiled at me. I pretended I didn’t see and let my eyes continue there path around the room.
The four fifth generation members were sitting about in the center of the room playing some sort of card game. Konno had food in her hands of course while Ogawa was starring at her cards with a blatant look of confusion on her face.
Suddenly Takahashi screamed, “yesss!”
And I saw Niigakis eyes get really big, “USO!”
Wow, these people are way to animated for my taste.
The last person I noticed was Iida. I probably wouldn’t have seen her if I hadn’t been covering every square inch of the room with my eyes. She was leaning against one of the counters with the most lost look on her face.
That look reminded me off…I looked over to my side and Eri was wearing that exact same look. Well at least she is going to fit in.
I turned back to Iida and stared at her. It seemed like she was looking at me…but she hadn’t moved so I couldn’t be sure. She seemed to be off in her own little world.
I sighed and leaned back into the couch more puffing out my cheeks a little in frustration. Why did I join this group if I know I’m going to be miserable working with these people?
Oh yea, I had really wanted to just try and audition…but when I met Eri she made me promise we would both try are hardest to get into Morning Musume together.
I looked back at Eri. She still looked lost but it was really cute. I just can’t so no to her for some reason.
Suddenly her trance seemed to be broken and she smiled at me. “What is it?”
I smiled back, “Nothing.”
Hmm…maybe this won’t be that bad as long as Eri is here.
My thoughts were interrupted by another, “USO!” from Niigaki.
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Haha yea Tanaka seems a little bitchy eh?
Don't worry though =P she's really sweet...just takes some time to adjust lol
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Yeah, Tanakicchi may be bitchy but we wouldn't have her any other way!
The way she's thinking is probably the kind of thing I'd be thinking. :lol:
As much as I love them, H!P members can get a little weird sometimes! :P
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AHH! i really don't care for Reina being a little bitchy it seemed to suit her yankee character. im just happy for a Reina/Eri chapter!! can't wait for more!! :luvluv1: :nya:
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Tanaka's observation on the room was funny. I hope she gets along with everybody... And:
Hmm…maybe this won’t be that bad as long as Eri is here.
do I read the start of something? Maybe a good friendship, maybe... something else? :roll:
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I know I promised this yesterday but I just got to it today lol
I'll be posting the next chapter sometime later tonight too =]
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Chapter eleven: Fujimoto Miki
“Ayaya I’m so bored,” I whined into my cell phone on the set of Touch my Heart with the rest of Otome Gumi. I glanced around at the others who were all chatting amongst each other and I shuffled more into the corner of the room in hopes of not being noticed.
“Oh come on Miki it can’t be that bad.”
“No Aya, you have no idea who I’m in this group with.”
I could almost visualize Aya rolling her eyes as she sighed. “Well, what do you want me to do it about it?”
“Make them go away,” I replied only half-joking. She sighed again. “Okay, okay. How about you just amuse me for now then?”
I heard a muffled sound on Ayas side of the phone, “Be right there! Tan I’d love to amuse you but I really have got to go.” She sounded sympathetic. “I’ll make you dinner tonight?”
“Fiiine…” I whined. “You’re mean to leave me. I should break up with you for not helping me in my time of need.”
“No Tan! I’m sorry. I’d stay if I could. No I will. Let me go talk to-“
“Sarcasm hun. Sarcasm, try and pick up on it sometimes eh?” I laughed at how gullible she could be, so adorable.
“Alright, I’m hanging up now.”
“I’ll see you tonight~” I sang into the phone.
“Bye” –click-
I laughed again as I flipped close my phone. It was so much fun to poke fun at that girl. Just too easy.
I then realized that now not only was I still at the Otome Gumi shoot but now I didn’t even have Aya too amuse me. I sighed and leaned against a nearby wall closing my eyes. Sakura Gumi would have been so much better.
The only one remotely worth talking to was Kaori and it was hard to hold a conversation with her without her zoning out on you. I guess I could talk to the n00bs of the entertainment business but they seem scared just standing in the same room as me.
I opened my eyes and looked around the room again. Maybe there was a fly somewhere around here I can stare at for a while.
I accidentally caught Rikas eye instead. I glanced away but too late she was already on her way over here, crap.
As she approached I slapped a fake smile on my face.
“Hey Fujimoto-san.”
“Hey,” why won’t any of you call me by Miki?
“So who were you talking to just then?”
“Aya,” Not that it’s any of your business who I talk to.
“Oh that’s cool.”
“Yea,” I still haven’t forgiven you for laughing at me that one time.
“Can I ask you a personal question?”
No, “sure.”
She looked down at the floor like she had just dropped some change and was scanning around looking for it. Out with it woman, I don’t have all day.
Finally she looked back up at me and asked wearily, “Are you and Aya involved?”
I narrowed my eyes at her. “Like how?” and if it’s what I think you’re thinking how do you know much less care?
She shrugged, “I don’t know.” Yes you do. “Like romantically?”
“What if we are?” I stood up from the wall and half glared at her. It wasn’t time for the full glare, don’t want to scare her off quiet yet.
“Oh well, I’m just curious. You guys seem really close and you looked really happy when you were talking to her just now.”
I dropped my glare feeling a little bad but whatever. I scratched the back of my head, “Well, yea we are. You’re not going to tell anyone right?”
She waved her hands, “Oh of course not.” Then smiled brightly, “I’m just glad to know Yoshizawa and I aren’t the only couple.”
I raised an eyebrow to which she got an expression I can only explain as The Oh Shit! Expression. “You and Yoshizawa are dating?”
She blushed and looked down at the floor, “Yea, for a while now actually.”
“How nice,” not really. That was just all I could think of to say. Now how do I get rid of her?
“Yea it is. Hitomi is really sweet. I remember this one time-“
And then my brain shut off. Wow she could talk for a long time.
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Haha Miki is mean too lol
but I'm going off of that whole they didn't get along and basically making it that Miki just wouldn't give her a chance xD
Also, seriously who is Otome Gumi did Miki REALLY get along with super well.
She more got along with Yossui and Eri from my pov
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^ Early GAM! :heart:
And Rika. :lol:
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lol aww makes me wish miki was still in MM, but her as solo artist is great too! :yep:
love Miki and Rika talk, it made me laugh.
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ahh, here is where the stories intertwine. Man, Miki can be a lil bitchy. But I feel a little bad for Rika-chan b/c now Miki's out to get her! :D
Oh, and I agree, otome gumi was a little random.
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bad miki is bad, lol
but now rika knows about aya/miki, and miki knows about ishiyoshi... I wonder if that will change anything in the story...
keep it up!
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As promised another chapter.
It's longer than my other ones
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Chapter twelve: Yoshizawa Hitomi
I flopped down in a couch on the lobby of the hotel. I didn’t even want to trek all the way up to my room yet. Just sit here and relax. Hawaii is so much fun.
I waved to a couple of the girls as they walked past me to the elevators. They all looked equally exhausted.
Little Yaguchi Mari bounded up to me and for the first time I had to slightly look up at her. Considering I was sitting and she was standing…but I mean barley look up. I don’t know how she can stand being that short. “What’s up Mari?”
“I’m just reminding you to not fall asleep here, okay? It’s kind of chilly in the lobby and I don’t want you to get sick.”
She could be pretty concerned for everyone else. She was pretty cool even though she was so small.
“Don’t worry,” I yawned interrupting my sentence. “I’ll make it up to my room.”
She smiled and basically bounced off to the elevators with the others. She was so hyper all the time, I don’t understand. I laughed inwardly to myself and leaned my head back closing my eyes.
I guess I fell asleep despite Mari telling me I needed to get up to my room because the next time I opened my eyes and looked at the clock it was already one in the morning. I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. I was groggy from just waking up and didn’t want to move, but I can’t stay here in the lobby.
I got up and stretched walking over to the elevator. I pushed the up button and waited until I heard a ding and stepped forward to enter when the doors opened, I figure no ones going to be riding the elevator this late. Well maybe Tsuji or Kago…those kids could be so random. But as soon as the door opened I was almost ran over by Fujimoto Miki.
“Oh Yoshizawa!” She said as she quickly turned to the side to avoid running into me. Why was she running out of the elevator so fast for.
“Uh hey Miki. Where’s the fire?”
She blushed, “Oh well, I just came down here to get some ice.” She said as she walked past me to the ice machine in the lobby holding her little ice container.
I laughed, “That still doesn’t explain why you left the elevator like you were about to run a race.”
She turned away and bowed her head down as she filled up her ice container. “I just wanted to do it quickly so I could go back to sleep.” She turned around with an expression I couldn’t read. But for some reason I didn’t believe her because she seemed to be looking around the lobby nervously.
I raised an eyebrow, “You sure?”
“Uh…” She blushed deeper. “You’ll laugh.”
“No I won’t.”
“Yes you will.”
“Oh come on, just say it.”
“I was afraid of being in the lobby by myself. What if some crazy Hawaiian attacked me!”
I stared at her with a blank expression before bursting out laughing. I looked back at her and she had the scariest expression on her face, after which seeing I automatically shut my mouth. “Sorry.”
“Yea whatever.” She said a little cold and brushed past me into the elevator. I followed her inside and pressed the floor where all of us were staying.
We stood in the elevator together in silence when suddenly there was a weird screeching noise and it stopped. I glanced over at Miki who had began to look around the elevator confused.
I looked up at the top where it said what floor you were on, we were nowhere near our floor yet we had stopped. I started to push buttons on the panel but nothing happened.
“Miki, I think we’re stuck.”
“You have got to be kidding me,” she said glancing over at me with an annoyed expression.
I looked around until I found the emergency phone and picked it up. “Crap.”
Miki glanced over at me, she was repeatedly pushing the door open button on the elevator like if she hit it a certain number of times it would finally go. “What?”
“There speaking in English. I have no idea what the hell they’re saying.”
She rolled her eyes, “Well we are in Hawaii.”
“Oh yea,” I said hanging up the phone.
Miki sighed and sat down on the floor of the elevator holding her ice container in her lap. “This sucks!” She yelled.
“Shh you’ll wake people up,” I said sitting down next to her.
“Hitomi you are brilliant.” She then stood back up and banged on the elevator doors, “HELP!”
After about five minutes of Miki yelling and banging still no one came to our rescue and the elevator didn’t magically turn on. She finally kicked the doors in rage and plopped back down next to me.
“Now what?” I asked.
“Want some ice to eat?” She asked sarcastically.
I laughed at least she could hold up a sense of humor in a crises situation. If this was probably any other person I was stuck with they would be freaking out. Like I can just see Takahashi or Gaki pacing back and forth in the elevator if they were stuck in this predicament.
Another ten minutes or so passed by when Miki suddenly said, “Let’s play twenty questions.”
“What? That’s so random.”
She looked over at me, “You have a better idea for passing the time?”
“No.”
“Then ask a question.”
“Uhmm…” I couldn’t think one…
“Any day now.” For some reason her annoyed attitude was oddly comforting.
“I can’t think of a good one. So, what’s your favorite color?”
“You serious? That’s so lame,” she said laughed as she punched me in the arm playfully.
“Well, you think of one!” I said defensively.
She sat there for a moment almost like she hadn’t heard me. I was about to say it again when she piped up with, “Okay this game is stupid.”
I looked at her like she was crazy but she just smiled at me. “You’re weird.”
“Yea and?”
Eventually we started talking about anything and everything in our lives. Being trapped in an elevator kind of opens you up to the other person. I don’t usually like to talk about my family or anything personal but it was easy to talk to Miki.
After an hour or two we decided it was time to try and go to sleep. I leaned against the side of the elevator while Miki curled up in the adjacent corner. At some point Miki must have moved because she was cold or something because soon she was over by me leaning against my shoulder.
I opened my eyes and looked down at her. She had her lips slightly parted as she breathed slowly seemingly in sleep. She stirred a little before going back into that calm peaceful state.
I closed my eyes again and then Miki shivered next to me. Instinctively I wrapped an arm around her. I hear a mumble something like a thank you but I can’t be sure.
Another moment passed where there was a silence like something had to be said. It wasn't awkward and considering Miki and I hadn't really talked or spent any time with each other before this incident that was pretty strange.
“Miki?”
“Hmm?”
“Were you really scared to go to the lobby by yourself?”
“Yea, why?”
“No reason.”
“Okay.” She snuggled up to me for warmth.
“Night Miki.”
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At about eight in the morning I felt the elevator lurch to life again and gently woke up Miki who hadn’t moved again. It began to move down to the lobby and we both stood up still a little groggy. The doors opened to a Hawaiian man who I am assuming either works at the hotel or is some sort of repair man. I didn't care, just glad to be out of the elevator.
He said something in English but Miki just rushed past him, “Shall we take the stairs to our rooms?” she sarcastically asked.
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Hmm..what could I be planning? btw I redid my outline and its 42 chapters now XD
So keep in mind people there is still thirty more chapters!
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That's some extreme way to know each other better... stuck in an elevator! :lol:
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Sooooooooooooooooooooooo...this elevator one takes place before the whole "Yossi plotting with Maki and others to hit Aya with a car so that she and Miki form a duo which will make Miki have to quit MM" thing, right? It has to, considering Miki's supposed to have found out that Yossi was involved in the plot, which wouldn't exactly make her toooooooo sociable towards her.
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I hope this marks the beginning of Miki and Yossie's friendship
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My mother actually got stuck in an elevator once...funny story xD
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Chapter thirteen: Fujimoto Miki
I sat in the dressing room and propped my elbows up on the counter. I felt my eyes drooping; okay I’ll just close my eyes for a second. I leaned my head against my hands and closed my eyes. I drifted off and on for a while until I felt someone put there hand on my shoulder.
Slightly surprised I wheeled around in my chair to look up at Yoshizawa Hitomi. I yawned slightly rubbing my eyes, “what’s up?” We’d become really good friends over this past year. I was so glad I wasn’t a loner in Morning Musume.
“We’re needed on set.”
I yawned again and stood up, lightly scratching the back of my head as I tried to get rid of my grogginess. My hair was a little askew from sleeping but I quickly fixed it.
“You alright? You seem way too tired. Aya keep you up all night?” She teased smiling.
I laughed, “Yea actually she did.” I smirked at her.
She dropped her smile and turned to the door. “Way too much information Miki.”
I laughed wickedly as I followed her out of the dressing room to the My Dear Boy set. All we had to do left was the dancing shots and then I was finally home free to sleep.
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Why do we have to sit and watch the playback as well as the crew? Aren’t they the more qualified to see if we did it right. I honestly don't care if I look retarded, well I do but the crew is going to catch it. I don’t have to stand here.
Whatever.
I kept almost nodding off as we watched but Yossui kept nudging me in the side and then laughing. Probably so I wouldn’t completely fall asleep and pass out on the floor. That would be a great scene for the making of video. I’d probably get a concussion in the process from hitting the concrete floor.
I felt myself nodding off again and damnit there it was that annoying poke from Yossui. I actually turned and gave her a full on Miki glare but she…she laughed. What the hell?
“I think your so tired that you can’t even get the glare up to full capacity,” she started laughing harder but tried to keep her voice down to a whisper. “That glare looks like your trying to win a funny face contest.”
I punched her in the arm “playfully.”
“Itai,” she said a little loudly causing a couple of girls to glance over from the monitor but only for a second. She rubbed her arm, “Jeez you don’t have to be such a grouch just because you stayed up with Aya all night doing god knows what but it cannot be appropriate for an idol to do.” She smirked and stuck her tongue out at me.
I leaned towards her and whispered in her ear, “As much as I love the visual of Aya and I sweaty and panting in bed that’s not why I was up all night.”
I saw her get a strange expression on her face, “I don’t love that visual as much as you do.” She leaned in closer to me because a couple of the younger kids seemed to be trying to listen in a little. “And if you weren’t doing That, then what were you doing?”
I raised an eyebrow at her, “What you don’t like the visual of me naked? I would think that would be a pretty nice image.”
She looked at me oddly.
I laughed, I love messing with peoples brains. Especially Yossui because she made the craziest faces out of anyone I knew. “Well, I don’t really see why its any of your business what Aya and I were doing but if you must know all it was is she had me on the phone till four in the morning because she was rambling on about how good her day was.” There was a slight scoff at the end of my sentence, yea I was pissed she had kept me up all night and morning for something so mindless. She probably only did it because she got today off. She was probably nice and rested, whatever.
“You sound pretty annoyed.” She frowned, “I thought you used to always talk with Aya until the early hours of the day?”
I rubbed the back of my head, “Well yea I did. But lately there isn’t much substance in our talking. It’s usually her just talking about well…her. She can be painfully narcissistic sometimes you know?” I sighed.
“Yea that is Aya,” she laughed. I didn’t. She stopped and then proceeded to look down at the floor. Sorry, for killing our conversation Yossui. I’m just not in the mood to talk about Aya.
The director suddenly raised his voice and gave us the okay. All the shots were done and we could go get changed and go home. I saw Yossui walk over to Rika and they linked hands as they walked back to the dressing room.
I sighed and followed behind everyone else. Why weren’t Aya and I as happy as we used to be? I stared at Yossui and Rika who were now laughing and enjoying each others company.
I love Aya to death. Hell I would die for her. I would do anything for her. She was my best…friend. Yea, friend.
I heard Rikas annoying laugh and cringed. Oh my god, Yossui darling, you’re hot as hell and you pick her? Seriously the one girl I cannot stand. Oh well I’m Yossuis good friend, if shes happy it’s okay, I guess I can deal with Rika. But I swear if she hurts Yossui in any way, shape or form I will personally beat the living daylights out of her.
I smiled broadly at the visual I now had in my head. It was like that kids arcade game “Wack a mole” only it was “Wack a Rika.” Ah joy~
When I got back to the dressing room Yossui was waiting for me with my phone in her hand, it was ringing. “Oh there you are I was about to pick it up for you. It’s Aya.”
I looked from the phone to Yossui then back to the phone as she handed it to me.
“Thanks.” I looked down at the called ID, yep that very clearly said “Ayayayaya.”
After a moment I clicked the button on the side of my phone to send it straight to voicemail and then set it down on the counter. I looked into one of the mirrors and saw Yossui who was looking at the phone very confused.
Then she looked up and our eyes locked. Her gaze seemed sympathetic and worried, and she took a step forward towards me. Please Yossui come over and talk to me, I could really use just a good long talk with a nice friend right now. But then I saw it: interception.
Rika was heading towards her fast and she had only taken two more steps when Rika wrapped her arms around Yossuis waist and pulled her away and to the door babbling about something or another.
I briefly watched Yossui go keeping eye contact the whole time before she and Rika turned the corner and out of the dressing room.
I sat down on a stool and sighed looking back at my cell phone.
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poor Miki
btw: within the next couple of days I will probably be going back and adding and re-editing my old chapters because well I just do that stuff a lot xD
So if you guys want I can let you know when I finish editing a chapter and you can choose to reread it or not.
Sometimes I will be adding maybe a whole lot of things or maybe just one word haha...but the overall series of events will not change
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Oshit, "Whack a Rika"! :on lol:
Hmmm...could it be that Yossi was wary of Miki's growing feelings towards her and thus came up with the "Aya plan" to get the two of them to hook up so that she can peacefully be with Rika?
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JFC I think you're mixing this fic with Gomattou, but if you're only joking then ignore this comment XD
Mmm... it seems that not everything is happiness between Miki and Aya, but yeah, problems are part of life so we have to deal with it.
I like this interaction between Yossy and Miki
and sorry Ishiyoshi fans, it just a coment, but as a Yomiki fan:
I heard Rikas annoying laugh and cringed. Oh my god, Yossui darling, you’re hot as hell and you pick her? Seriously the one girl I cannot stand. Oh well I’m Yossuis good friend, if shes happy it’s okay, I guess I can deal with Rika. But I swear if she hurts Yossui in any way, shape or form I will personally beat the living daylights out of her.
I cannot agree more with you Miki :)
*runs to hide of IshiYoshi fans before they catch her*
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lol i like the “Wack a Rika.” very nice touch :hee:
Miki swinging over to Yossi? very interesting, can't wait for the next chapters :hehehe:
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“Thanks.” I looked down at the called ID, yep that very clearly said “Ayayayaya.”
I lol'd. That's a lot of "yayaya"!
This chapter was funny, with angry Miki and all, but she really needs to talk to Aya. Maybe tell her to stop talking about herself all the time! :lol:
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JFC I think you're mixing this fic with Gomattou, but if you're only joking then ignore this comment XD
Just trying to do my part to get more people to reply here...even if it's to point out my "errors". :D
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So what would an H!P fanfiction be without a drunk scene?
But sorry guys this chapter totally sucks
I'm in such a pissy mood xD but I wrote it anyways
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Chapter fourteen: Ishikawa Rika
Note to self: next time I decide to invite a bunch of friends out to dinner, do not under any circumstances invite Nakazawa Yuko.
What I saw before me was complete and utter chaos. Somehow a simple dinner had turned into us renting a karaoke room for a night and then had turned into some weird frenzy of hell of I don’t know what.
All I know is I think Nakazawa brought a little too much alcohol with her and then I think she went around the room pouring it in everyone’s drinks. Because I swear iced tea does not taste or smell like alcohol normally. Plus, everyone was being a little…either handsy or we’re falling on the floor and then laughing about it.
Not to mention how badly everyone was singing. I mean we are idols…shouldn’t we sound betters than owls with a throat infection?
I think the only two people who weren’t drunk yet were I and little Kamei Eri, but boy did she have her hands full. She was trying to pull the microphone away from a drunk and staggering Michishige Sayumi who seemed to be making up her own song about how cute she was (cute my ass, I totally trump her) while trying to hold a conversation with little Reina who was currently sitting on the floor next to her leaning on her leg in order to not fall on the ground completely.
I will NEVER again plan an outing for us again. Well at least not with the older members. As soon as Nakazawa had presumably spiked all the drinks she left with basically everyone but the fourth through sixth generation. Leaving me to be the oldest and try and calm everyone down. I’m getting such a headache.
I stood up from my observing position and went over to help Kamei who was now falling over as Reina tried to drag her down to the floor so she could talk to her better. But I was interrupted by a loud crash.
I turned around to see Tsuji and Kago had jumped on top of one of the tables and knocked it and all the food over. Alright, that’s it. “WHAT THE HELL?!” I yelled at them both.
They turned to face me startled before nodding at each other and running out the door. I was going to chase after them but it seems Sayu had finally gotten the mic taken away from her because I then heard all of the 5th generation singing Suki ni Senpai, very…very badly.
I rubbed my temples, the noise was unbearable. I looked up at the four girls. Takahashi and Risa were using each other as stabilizers in order to stay standing, Ogawa was sitting on the floor singing with her drink still in her hand as she continued to gulp it down, while Konno had her eyes closed and was spinning in circles…while singing.
I hate being the oldest and having a conscious. I know I’ll feel bad if I let anything happen to these girls.
I walked over to Takahashi who was holding the mic. I’m going to send these girls home now. Fun is over; everyone is already going to have a headache of a life time tomorrow. Might as well get them to bed as soon as possible.
As I struggled with Takahashi for the microphone, and damn she was strong, I noticed the sixth generation again. Sayumi was pouting in the corner, most likely about losing the microphone while Reina was now standing up hanging off of Kamei like a monkey.
She then proceeded to climb on top of Kameis back and rested her hands directly on Kameis breast. I saw Eri turn as bright as a tomato. Okay I give up with Takahashi, Eri needs way more help.
But as I started over to them I tripped over Ogawa and landed full on my face. Both the fifth and sixth generation members all stopped what they were doing and started laughing hysterically.
Okay, “THAT’S ENOUGH!”
Silence, then laughter again. I’m going to kill them all.
“HEY RIKA!”
I turned to the source of the noise, “WHAT!?” I asked smoke almost coming out of my ears. It was Miki who had called my name. She was completely red in the face and completely smashed.
“Rika,” she started to giggle. “You need to…haha…you need to,” stop laughing and spit it out. “Chill out.”
I breathed in deeply and was about to respond when I finally noticed what exactly Miki position was, in the process I also spotted my lovely Hitomi who was also just as wasted as the rest of the girls.
Yoshizawa was sitting at a bench leaning back and sipping at her now alcoholic tea and Miki was basically laying on top of her. She even had her head nuzzled into Yoshizawas neck and they were both laughing and enjoying themselves to no end.
“Yea, come on Rika. Chill out and enjoy yourself!” Yossui piped in, smiling broadly at me before wrapping her arms around Miki to keep her from falling off her lap.
I was fuming on the inside, but…oh fuck this.
I walked to the other side of the room and started downing my drink.
I know I can’t be mad at Yoshizawa tomorrow, hell none of them will probably remember any of this happening. But I sure as hell can enjoy myself and forget responsibility for tonight if both Miki and Hitomi were going to do the same.
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Anyways, sorry its so random and just like retarded xD It really doesn't even come back into context in the rest of the story
but I wanted to include this scene anyways.
enjoy it...I guess
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:hiakhiakhiak: some reason i can really imaging this happening! everyone was hilarious!
poor rika....being put in charge and then losing it in the end. Seeing Miki over Yossie like that must have pushed ther final button on her.
i wondered what happen to Eri when Rika decided to drink?
lol kinda like it how Renia was hanging onto Eri :hehehe:
can't wait for more! keep it up with the great work!! :luvluv1:
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:on lol: :wahaha: :lol: :hiakhiakhiak: :pig laugh: :tama-apeshit: XD
Best part was DEFINIELY Konkon spinning on the floor! :rofl:
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I think I like drunk idols! :on lol:
Yes, Rika, have some iced tea.... :lol:
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So I totally forgot it does have context to the plot lol well a little
it has Eri/Reina context =]
So yea, not a great chapter. Kind of sad at the ened.
The next one I'm really looking forward to writing. (But its also going to be pretty sad as well =[ )
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Chapter fifteen: Kamei Eri
I am going to kill Rika.
Seriously, first she acts like she’s going to help, then she starts downing drinks like she will die unless she consumes every drop on liquid in the room.
Rika you are now number one on my hit list.
Thank god for Natsumi Abe though. I have never been so happy to see anyone in my life more than I am right now. She just happened to be leaving a restaurant in the area when I had chased Makoto out of the karaoke bar as she, and I quote, “escaped from the room of screeching owls.” Which I couldn’t blame her, everyone sucked and singing right now. Plus Miki had started to sing Boogie Train and my god was she drunk, stumbling and kept forgetting the words.
“Kamei-san?” Abe asked as I clung to Makoto who had stopped yelling and resisting. Instead she dropped to the ground and sat down so neither one of us could move from our positions on the sidewalk.
“Abe!” I looked at her pleadingly.
“What the hell happened?”
Then of course Makoto piped in, “Tea happened!”
She looked over at me oddly and so I clarified, “More like Nakazawa happened.”
Then it seemed to all come together in Abes brain and she smiled. “I get it now. Do you need a hand?”
I smiled, “Yea I really could. The rest of them are still inside.”
She assisted me in picking up Makoto under the arms and beginning to drag her back inside. “Why haven’t you sent any of them home yet?”
“Because I don’t think they remember where they live.” I replied honestly.
Nacchi laughed and we pushed open the door to the private room. Which had gotten much worse since I had left chasing Makoto: Rika and Miki were fighting over the microphone, Yossui was in the corner completely passed out, Sayu, Konno and Risa had taken the cushions off the couches and proceeded to have a cushion fight, while Ai, Tsuji, Kago and Reina had used ketchup to craft hop-scotch onto the floor (at least I think that’s what its supposed to be).
Makoto quickly got up and ran into the room joining the cushion fight. I looked over at Abe who was surprisingly calm. “I’ve seen scenarios like this millions of times before.” She laughed and walked over to Yossui and examined her. “Yep, shes out cold for the rest of the night.”
I heard an angry yell and looked over to see Miki had finally won the microphone fight, but then…Rika had jumped on top of her and they proceeded to wrestle on the ground.
I turned to Abe with a panicked expression on my face, “What do we do?”
“First, you calm down,” she smiled at me. “Second, we get them home. Do you know where they all live?”
I nodded my head.
“Okay, well, I’ll take all the girls in a cab who live closer to my house and you take the others, sound good?”
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After figuring out everything Abe was taking: Yossui, Rika, Tsuji, Kago, Ogawa and Sayu. I had to take home: Miki, Konno, Ai, Risa and Reina.
Abe returned from calling the cabs, “You think you can handle them?”
I nodded and tried to smile, but I was tired and aggravated so I don’t really know how ready I was for this. But within the next ten minutes I was piled in a cab with five drunken girls and a taxi driver.
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I struggled to push Miki into her house, “No no no no no! I don’t want to go home yet!” She was whining like a little girl. We had managed to get everyone but her and Reina home so far without a hitch. But now Miki was making things difficult. She was holding onto her door frame so I couldn’t get her inside.
I am not in the mood anymore, “Miki I swear I will just leave you on the front porch if you don’t go inside.”
She didn’t move. So I left.
She’ll be okay, won’t she? Yea she’s Miki. Even if she’s drunk she won’t let anyone mess with her.
I got back into the cab and told our thoroughly amused taxi driver the next stop. Sighing I leaned back in the seat and closed my eyes. After a moment I felt someone on my shoulder.
When I opened my eyes Reina was now leaning against me and looking up at me with the silliest grin on her face. “Whatcha doin’ Eri?”
“Relaxing…”
“You’re cute when you relax,” she giggled and sat up, but was still sitting right up next to me, almost on top of me.
“Uhmm…thank you?”
“You’re welcome,” she smiled and then looked up at the ceiling in a daze.
I stared at Reina, even when she was completely red in the face she was beautiful. I stared at her for quiet some time before she finally spoke again.
“I love you Eri.”
This caught me completely off guard. Reina loves me? No, no she can’t. It’s probably just the alcohol talking. But I couldn’t help it, “What?”
“I love you Eri,” she repeated smiling at me.
It was then that all other sounds cut out except for my heart beating so loudly Reina could surly hear it. Those were the words I’ve been wanting to here for over a year now. But no, no Eri you are being ridiculous. Get a hold on yourself. Reina is drunk she probably doesn’t mean it.
But still…I should say it. I breathed in deeply trying to muster up the courage to say what I’ve felt for a long time now.
I opened my mouth but no sound came out. I took another breath and tried again.
Still nothing.
Damnit Eri you may not get another chance!
“Reina, I love you.” It was said very quickly but Reina must have comprehended it for she smiled brightly and then basically pounced on me.
“I knew you felt the same way!” It was then that I felt her soft lips on my own. It was better than I had ever imagined it would be, I thought my brain would explode.
Too bad we got to her house just then and she pulled away. I wished for just one more second, but Reina had already left the car.
“I’ll see you tomorrow Eri!” She said as she closed the door and proceeded to try and stumble up to her front door. “I love you!” I heard her yell as the car pulled away and off to its final destination.
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I don’t think I slept at all last night. All I could do was lie in my bed and replay over and over what I am going to say to Reina.
Reina, I love you. I've loved you forever. Be my girlfriend?
I know, I had all night and that’s all I could think of.
When I arrived at work not only was the group I had been stuck with at the karaoke bar dying from headaches, but everyone who had left with Nakazawa was also grabbing there heads and groaning whenever they moved.
But when I saw Nakazawa, she was unfazed and look she had a drink with her…at eight in the morning. She’s crazy.
I noticed Rika was sitting with Yossuis head in her lap as they both looked sicker than hell. It seems Rika had forgiven Yossui for letting Miki climb all over her the night before (which is what I assume prompted Rikas drinking).
“Eri!”
I smiled, I knew that voice. I turned around to see Reina walking up to me with an ice pack on her head. “Hey Reina, your head hurt?”
“Yea like a bitch!” She cringed. “Hey, can you tell me what the hell happened last night?”
My face fell. She doesn’t remember. She doesn’t remember anything.
She doesn’t love me…
“Hey Eri? Earth to Eri!” She waved her free hand in front of my face. “Try not to space out so much okay?”
“Oh uhmm yea okay.” I looked away.
"So come on Eri, what happened last night? Did I do anything embarrassing?"
“Nothing really happened last night except really bad singing. Nothing exciting.” I paused, “You sure you don’t remember anything?”
She shook her head but immediately stopped, cringing once again in pain. “Nope, not a thing.”
“Oh…”
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Poor little Eri =[
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:gyaaah:........NO!! Reina, how could you forget!?! damn alcohol :angry1:
Poor Eri....this is a sad ending to this chapter....
Don't worry Eri! it will be ok!! :omamori:
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Thank god for Natsumi Abe though. I have never been so happy to see anyone in my life more than I am right now. She just happened to be leaving a restaurant in the area when I had chased Makoto out of the karaoke bar as she, and I quote, “escaped from the room of screeching owls.” Which I couldn’t blame her, everyone sucked and singing right now.
Nacchi to the rescue! :rockon:
“Okay, well, I’ll take all the girls in a cab who live closer to my house and you take the others, sound good?”
***
After figuring out everything Abe was taking: Yossui, Rika, Tsuji, Kago, Ogawa and Sayu. I had to take home: Miki, Konno, Ai, Risa and Reina.
Eri has to take Miki home? Oh that'll be "fun". :lol:
I struggled to push Miki into her house, “No no no no no! I don’t want to go home yet!” She was whining like a little girl. We had managed to get everyone but her and Reina home so far without a hitch. But now Miki was making things difficult. She was holding onto her door frame so I couldn’t get her inside.
I am not in the mood anymore, “Miki I swear I will just leave you on the front porch if you don’t go inside.”
She didn’t move. So I left.
She’ll be okay, won’t she? Yea she’s Miki. Even if she’s drunk she won’t let anyone mess with her.
She's probably right. XD
I got back into the cab and told our thoroughly amused taxi driver the next stop. Sighing I leaned back in the seat and closed my eyes. After a moment I felt someone on my shoulder.
When I opened my eyes Reina was now leaning against me and looking up at me with the silliest grin on her face.
...
I stared at Reina, even when she was completely red in the face she was beautiful. I stared at her for quiet some time before she finally spoke again.
“I love you Eri.”
This caught me completely off guard. Reina loves me? No, no she can’t. It’s probably just the alcohol talking. But I couldn’t help it, “What?”
“I love you Eri,” she repeated smiling at me.
...
Damnit Eri you may not get another chance!
“Reina, I love you.” It was said very quickly but Reina must have comprehended it for she smiled brightly and then basically pounced on me.
“I knew you felt the same way!” It was then that I felt her soft lips on my own. It was better than I had ever imagined it would be, I thought my brain would explode.
Too bad we got to her house just then and she pulled away. I wished for just one more second, but Reina had already left the car.
“I’ll see you tomorrow Eri!” She said as she closed the door and proceeded to try and stumble up to her front door. “I love you!” I heard her yell as the car pulled away and off to its final destination.
Omgass!!! TanaKamei!!! :w00t: :w00t: :w00t:
When I arrived at work not only was the group I had been stuck with at the karaoke bar dying from headaches, but everyone who had left with Nakazawa was also grabbing there heads and groaning whenever they moved.
But when I saw Nakazawa, she was unfazed and look she had a drink with her…at eight in the morning. She’s crazy.
That's Yuko! :wahaha:
"So come on Eri, what happened last night? Did I do anything embarrassing?"
“Nothing really happened last night except really bad singing. Nothing exciting.” I paused, “You sure you don’t remember anything?”
She shook her head but immediately stopped, cringing once again in pain. “Nope, not a thing.”
“Oh…”
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! :pleeease: :gmon tears: :gyaaah: :mon waterworks: :pig cry:
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Then of course Makoto piped in, “Tea happened!”
That was funny!
and yeah, poor Eri... I do hope Reina wasn't lying, just a little more honest with herself (because she was drunk)
great chapter!
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So this is the longest one I have written so far =]
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Chapter sixteen: Yoshizawa Hitomi
“Hey, do you want to hang out tonight?” I said sitting up from my laying position on the bench in the lobby of the UFA building.
Miki looked up at me from the book she was reading with a slightly puzzled expression. “Aren’t you going on a date with Rika tonight?” She looked back down at her book and continued reading. I couldn’t read her expression.
I looked away from her and out the big glass windows, “Oh yea.”
We both sat there in silence for a while. The only noise was Miki shifting slightly as she crossed her legs up onto the bench and flipped the pages in her book.
I sighed and leaned back against the seat. Why was I so unexcited about this date?
I would much rather hang out with Miki like we’ve been doing a lot. Lately almost everyday we’ve been doing fun stuff like Mario Cart, movies, one on one Futsal and sometimes just sitting at home talking. I think Rika is getting jealous though…
That’s why I can’t break another date. Besides she said this one was special. I wonder why it is.
Boy did I get in trouble when I ran up to her apologizing because Miki had invited me over to watch a movie on the same day Rika had asked if we could go have dinner together. Well, I did make plans with Miki first…But that was probably still a bad move on my part. Rika had looked really upset…
“If I had known you wanted to hang out I wouldn’t have made a date with Aya.” I jumped slightly when Miki spoke. I had been so lost in my thoughts I had forgotten she was still sitting next to me. But when I looked over it seemed as though she had never moved, she was still reading her book.
“Oh, you and Aya are going out too?” I asked. Maybe if I strike up a conversation my mind won’t wander as much.
She laughed lightly, “Well I’m not waiting around for you am I?” She was still reading her book. “But we’re not going out. Aya just wants to have dinner at her place. I don’t think she’s that good of a cook though so I had a big lunch.” She smiled amused, but she seemed really happy. “I’m glad she tries though, its sweet.”
I smiled lightly and looked away and out the window. There is that silence again. Why can’t I seem to want to keep this conversation going with Miki? Maybe it’s because she seems too happy. What am I saying; shouldn’t I want her to be happy?
But the silence wasn’t awkward, it was never awkward. When it was Miki and I we could be silent for a whole hour and it would still feel like a warm and friendly atmosphere was around us. This didn’t happen when I spoke to anyone else.
“Hitomi-chan~”
I quickly scrambled off the bench and took a couple of steps away from Miki. Why was I being so paranoid, Rika can’t say anything for us just sitting together talking.
Rika walked out into the lobby and smiled at me. “You ready to go?” She looked really excited, she was almost bouncing. I couldn’t help but smile, it was too cute.
She walked over and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek but then she noticed Miki who was still reading her book.
“Oh hi Miki,” she said nicely, but I could hear a bit of edge in her voice.
“Hey Rika. How are you?” She replied still not looking up from her book.
“I’m fine thanks.” Rika then grabbed me by the arm, “Come on Yocchan.” She practically squealed as we left the room and Miki behind us.
* * * * *
Rika had taken us to some really expensive western restaurant. I had told her a little while ago I’d wanted to try some more western food and I guess she remembered. But boy the prices on these meals!
“So what are you going to have?” I asked as I set down my menu finally deciding on a delicious sounding steak.
“Uhmm,” Rika still had her nose buried in her menu. “I was thinking about…” She puffed out her cheeks in annoyance. “Oh I don’t know! Pick for me,” she said looking over at me pleadingly.
I picked my menu back up. “Well…what if you got a salad and then I can give you part of my steak?” Because the only thing I could think about when I looked at the menu was that steak…it sounded so good. Weird because I’m not usually that big of a meat lover, well not to Reinas level anyways.
She smiled, “Okay sounds good.”
When the waited came back we ordered and then sat there awkwardly in silence until Rika spoke. “So Hitomiiii…” She drew out my name.
I looked at her expectantly. She just batted her eyes at me and smiled. Finally I was too confused, “So whatttt?” I replied in the same drawn out fashion.
She looked a little offended. “Do you have any idea what day it is?”
“Uhhh…”
“It’s our anniversary!” She pouted and sulked down into her chair. “I can’t believe you forgot.”
Shit. Okay, think of something quickly Yoshizawa…oh I know.
She was looking down at the floor and I snuck up from my seat and walked around the table. I took off my pendent I had around my neck that I wore under everything, it was something I cherished a lot and Rika knew it. What Rika didn’t know is that Miki and I had bought them together as friendship necklaces. What she doesn’t know won’t hurt her.
I softly placed it around her neck, “Now why would I forget something like that?”
She looked at the pendent for a moment stunned, and then smiled again. Good one Yoshizawa, quick thinking. Although, I’m going to miss that pendent…I wonder what Miki is going to say when she finds out.
I went and sat back down in my chair my mind occupied by new thoughts. Namely: Fujimoto Miki. She was on my mind more and more frequently. But I guess that’s expected because we’re really good friends and work together everyday. But I-
I was brought back from reality when Rika placed a wrapped gift in front of me. I looked at it and then Rika, “whats this?”
“Your present silly,” She giggled. Now open it up,” Rika looked really pleased with herself. I hope it isn’t expensive. I’ll feel bad if it is.
I tore off the wrapping and set it next to my plate. It was a black box and when I opened it up a beautiful silver watch was in it. Yea, that definitely cost a lot of money.
I carefully lifted it out of its box and looked at it completely stunned. “You got this for me?” I asked holding it up. I couldn’t hide the shock that was still on my face.
She nodded and blushed deeply. “Yea, well I really wanted to give you something special. You mean so much to me Hitomi…”
* * * * *
We ended up going back to my place. After our dates we almost always would go to one of our apartments to hang out and sometime sleep over. Although we had always just slept. But tonight Rika was acting kind of strange.
Usually when she got to my house the first thing she would do is turn on the TV to some romantic movie and demand in the cutest way that I sit there next to her so she can cuddle and cry on my shoulder when a sad part happens. But today she just went and sat down on my couch looking around the room blushing even though nothing was happening.
I walked into my kitchen and got out a couple of glasses. “What would you like to drink Rika?”
“Uhmm, just water,” I heard her reply softly from the other room. This is strange.
I poured us both a glass of water. Mine with ice, Rikas without; I know that’s how she likes her water.
I walked back into the living room and handed Rika her water before sitting down next to her. “Thank you,” was all she said as she sipped lightly at the cold liquid.
I set my glass down on the table and played with my hands trying to think of something to say.
“Rika, are you mad at me?”
“No why?”
Well…I noticed she was now fiddling with the pendent I gave her. “You’re just acting strangely. Is there anything I did?”
She stayed silent for a little while and I looked away. I didn’t like her with that pendent, it just didn’t seem right. But I can’t take it back now. I bit my lip, maybe I should just ask her to go home.
“Hitomi?”
“Yea,” I didn’t look at her. But that was quickly changed because she lightly grabbed my face with her hand and turned me to face her.
Our eyes lock and the look she was giving me was pure raw emotion. I couldn’t even tell what the emotion was, all I knew is it was deep and sincere. Rika had never looked more vulnerable and beautiful before.
She started to lean in until our lips were millimeters apart and then I quickly completed the gesture locking her lips to my own.
It was sweet like it always was, but there was more passion there then I was used to. It was like Rika was putting all her emotion and care into that one kiss. I suddenly felt guilty for a reason I cannot explain.
After another moment she slowly broke the kiss and looked at me with that same raw emotion as before. I didn’t know what to do, say or even think. That had been so much…just so much more than before. I can’t put it really into words.
Rika then stood up and offered her hand to me. I was confused again but didn’t say anything. I let her help me up from the couch unsure of where we were going, but my questions were soon answered. She was leading us over to my room.
As we approached the doorway I suddenly became very unsure and I think Rika noticed because she stopped and turned to me. She was worrying about me, I can always tell when she is. But she didn’t say any comforting words, she just gave me a short kiss. But in that kiss she was able to communicate that it was going to be okay. How could she be so sure about this?
But then she said it. She’d said it so many times before. This time though, I knew it. She meant it so much more.
“I love you Yoshizawa Hitomi.”
I took a deep breath in. My heart wouldn’t stop beating and I had a weird feeling in my stomach. Was this all love? It had to be, it was too foreign and powerful for it not to be.
I leaned in and kissed her trying to match the passion she had given to me earlier.
As I wrapped my arms around her I lifted her a little above the ground. Our lips still locked I carried her into my room and set her down right next to the bed. She was running her hands across the bottom lining of my shirt.
Slowly she pulled me down on top of her as she laid down on the bed.
We broke our kiss but only for a moment to look into each others eyes. There was reassurance there.
She began to speak, “I lo-“but I cut her off with another kiss. I slowly crawled on top her, beginning to unbutton her shirt in the process. I knew it would be okay now, I knew this was right.
But then again, how often am I really right?
* * * * *
I grabbed one of the blankets off of my bed and wrapped it around my body so I wouldn’t be cold as I got up from the bed. I looked back and Rika was laying there sleeping, the sheets twisted around her body.
I don’t believe either of us have ever done that before.
I turned to look out my window at the city lights. They were so beautiful. Kind of like…I turned around and looked at Rika again.
What had just happened was finally starting to settle in. Rika stirred a little in her sleep, she was so cute when she was sleeping. I was really lucky. I was really truly lucky. “Rika, I love…”
The moon was shinning into the window and I saw something shinning in the reflection of the moon near Rika. When I stepped forward to inspect, I noticed it was the pendent…
and my heart fell.
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And also my saddest...
Sorry Ishiyoshi fans =]
It's not going to get better for a while...or it may never? idk read a find out lol I sound like a commercial
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:mon closeup: i swear ur chapters get better and BETTER!!! have to say very excellent work!!! :mon cigar:
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I heard an angry yell and looked over to see Miki had finally won the microphone fight, but then…Rika had jumped on top of her and they proceeded to wrestle on the ground.
Charmikitty will always be Charmikitty, even in cases like this... :lol:
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“Hey, do you want to hang out tonight?” I said sitting up from my laying position on the bench in the lobby of the UFA building.
Miki looked up at me from the book she was reading with a slightly puzzled expression. “Aren’t you going on a date with Rika tonight?” She looked back down at her book and continued reading. I couldn’t read her expression.
I looked away from her and out the big glass windows, “Oh yea.”
Forgetting a date with Rika? Rika's not gonna like that. :O
Why was I so unexcited about this date?
I would much rather hang out with Miki like we’ve been doing a lot. Lately almost everyday we’ve been doing fun stuff like Mario Cart, movies, one on one Futsal and sometimes just sitting at home talking. I think Rika is getting jealous though
Oh crud, that's not a good sign.
“If I had known you wanted to hang out I wouldn’t have made a date with Aya.” I jumped slightly when Miki spoke.
...
“Oh, you and Aya are going out too?” I asked. Maybe if I strike up a conversation my mind won’t wander as much.
Hopefully this is just simple curiousity on Yossi's part, and not a sign of something deeper that Yossi's just not aware of yet.
“Well I’m not waiting around for you am I?” She was still reading her book. “But we’re not going out. Aya just wants to have dinner at her place. I don’t think she’s that good of a cook though so I had a big lunch.” She smiled amused, but she seemed really happy. “I’m glad she tries though, its sweet.”
I smiled lightly and looked away and out the window. There is that silence again. Why can’t I seem to want to keep this conversation going with Miki? Maybe it’s because she seems too happy. What am I saying; shouldn’t I want her to be happy?
Perhaps it's not a question of Miki being happy, but rather, the person with whom she's being happy.
Rika had taken us to some really expensive western restaurant. I had told her a little while ago I’d wanted to try some more western food and I guess she remembered. But boy the prices on these meals!
Fancy restaurant? Rika must have something pretty big/significant planned.
When the waited came back we ordered and then sat there awkwardly in silence until Rika spoke. “So Hitomiiii…” She drew out my name.
I looked at her expectantly. She just batted her eyes at me and smiled. Finally I was too confused, “So whatttt?” I replied in the same drawn out fashion.
She looked a little offended. “Do you have any idea what day it is?”
“Uhhh…”
“It’s our anniversary!” She pouted and sulked down into her chair. “I can’t believe you forgot.”
Their anniversary?
...
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Shit, Yossi forgot.
:dizzy:
Okay, think of something quickly Yoshizawa…oh I know.
She was looking down at the floor and I snuck up from my seat and walked around the table. I took off my pendent I had around my neck that I wore under everything, it was something I cherished a lot and Rika knew it. What Rika didn’t know is that Miki and I had bought them together as friendship necklaces. What she doesn’t know won’t hurt her.
Nice, but the problem is, knowing Rika, she'll probably go around showing it off, and Miki will see and be all "How come you're wearing Yossi's pendant?". :scared:
Gonna need some shelter/umbrellas when that happens.
I went and sat back down in my chair my mind occupied by new thoughts. Namely: Fujimoto Miki. She was on my mind more and more frequently. But I guess that’s expected because we’re really good friends and work together everyday. But I-
Oh yeah, this is bound to turn ugly sooner or later.
I was brought back from reality when Rika placed a wrapped gift in front of me. I looked at it and then Rika, “whats this?”
“Your present silly,” She giggled. Now open it up,” Rika looked really pleased with herself. I hope it isn’t expensive. I’ll feel bad if it is.
I tore off the wrapping and set it next to my plate. It was a black box and when I opened it up a beautiful silver watch was in it. Yea, that definitely cost a lot of money.
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“Yea, well I really wanted to give you something special. You mean so much to me Hitomi…”
And Rika doing stuff like this isn't really helping matters either.
We ended up going back to my place. After our dates we almost always would go to one of our apartments to hang out and sometime sleep over. Although we had always just slept. But tonight Rika was acting kind of strange.
Oooooooooooooooooooooooh man. :o
If Yossi was surprised by the watch, she's going to absolutely FLIP when Rika tells her what her "other present" is.
Our eyes lock and the look she was giving me was pure raw emotion. I couldn’t even tell what the emotion was, all I knew is it was deep and sincere. Rika had never looked more vulnerable and beautiful before.
She started to lean in until our lips were millimeters apart and then I quickly completed the gesture locking her lips to my own.
It was sweet like it always was, but there was more passion there then I was used to. It was like Rika was putting all her emotion and care into that one kiss. I suddenly felt guilty for a reason I cannot explain.
...
Rika then stood up and offered her hand to me. I was confused again but didn’t say anything. I let her help me up from the couch unsure of where we were going, but my questions were soon answered. She was leading us over to my room.
Geez Yossi, haven't you figured it out yet? :sweatdrop:
She began to speak, “I lo-“but I cut her off with another kiss. I slowly crawled on top her, beginning to unbutton her shirt in the process. I knew it would be okay now, I knew this was right.
But then again, how often am I really right?
Especially considering Yossi's recent doubts/musings. :shocked:
What had just happened was finally starting to settle in. Rika stirred a little in her sleep, she was so cute when she was sleeping. I was really lucky. I was really truly lucky. “Rika, I love…”
The moon was shinning into the window and I saw something shinning in the reflection of the moon near Rika. When I stepped forward to inspect, I noticed it was the pendent…
and my heart fell.
Ooooooooooooooooooooooh the heartbreaky-angst. :mon waterworks:
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Eri's chapter was BEYOND funny! Really good job. I think it's my favorite one to date.
The Yossui one was sad. I'm more of a YOMAKI fan so i'm okay with her doing this to Rika :twisted: Can't wait till miki vs rika thing starts taking place.
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Another sad one...
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Chapter seventeen: Fujimoto Miki
“Hey, do you want to hang out tonight?” I looked up from my book so see Yossui staring at me with an almost pleading look on her face.
Did she really forget and I remembered? “Aren’t you going on a date with Rika tonight?” I said with a slight edge in my voice as I looked back down at my book.
I heard Yossui sigh, “Oh yea.” Oh yea? That’s all you have to say? Are you really that unhappy Yossui? I frowned as I stared at the pages to the book I had been reading. But now I couldn’t focus on the words.
I sighed lightly and pulled my feet up on the bench crossing my legs in the process. We sat there for a while and I flipped the pages of my book without really reading it. What was wrong with Yossui?
“If I had known you wanted to hang out I wouldn’t have made a date with Aya.”
“Oh, you and Aya are going out too?” I was surprised at Yossuis response. I hadn’t meant to say that out loud. Oh well.
“Well I’m not waiting around for you am I?” I laughed, that’s what I do when I’m unsure of things. Sarcasm is my number on ally in this world. “But we’re not going out.” I continued telling Yossui about my plans for a reason I cannot explain. “Aya just wants to have dinner at her place. I don’t think she’s that good of a cook though so I had a big lunch. I’m glad she tries though,” I scoffed on the inside. She could be so weird sometimes, she even knows I don’t like her cooking that much. I always make fun of her for it. Yossui didn’t say anything so maybe she sensed the edge in my voice so I quickly added, “its sweet.”
Yossui didn’t say anything after that. It was a silence I for some unknown reason learned to love. Shes been like this a lot lately, stopping conversations when it turned to Aya…I can’t blame her. I don’t particularly like talking about-
“Hitomi-chan~” ughh…speak of the devil. I could feel Yossui get up from the bench quickly and go away from me like I had the black plague.
I tried to keep my eyes on the book in my lap, but my curiosity peaked and I looked up to see Rika give Yossui a kiss on the cheek. I don’t understand your choices Yossui, She can be so needy. But I guess she’s a decent person, I think I’m the only one who really despises her.
But if she makes you happy….I looked back down at my book and continued to pretend to read.
“You ready to go?” I heard a paused and then was surprised when I was addressed by that girl. “Oh hi Miki.” You’re just being polite, I can hear the annoyance in your voice. That’s okay, I don’t like you either.
“Hey Rika. How are you?” I said politely. Don’t let this make you think I like you. I just don’t want to cause trouble for Yossui. I can’t control the people she chooses to love.
The girl Yossui loves…
“I’m fine thanks,” she paused for a slight moment. “Come on Yocchan.” I heard there footsteps slowly getting softer as she led Yossui away from the room and off to there special date.
I scoffed, “How can it be so special if Yossui forgot about it?” I looked up and set my book down next to me. I have a bad habit of talking to myself when no one is around, whatever I’m not crazy.
I walked over to the big glass windows. The sun was beginning to set beautifully. It reminded me a lot of Yossui and the color of her hair. Well not her current hair. But earlier it was a nice red orange color. I swear she changes the color of her hair a lot, plus who cuts there own hair?
I remember teasing her about it one time.
“You really need to get in professionally cut more,” I laughed at how random it was.
She had just gotten out of being scolded by Tsunku for her hair. It looked ridiculous and he wasn’t going to stand for it.
“He says I have to go get it done.”
“Are you going to dye it as well?”
”Yea I think its time for another change,” she smiled and ran her hand through her hair.
I smirked, “Yossui you’ve changed your hair five times in the last half year. When are you going to settle on something for at least a couple months?”
“But that would be boring,” she complained.
“Come with me to get it done? We can go shopping or to dinner after,” she asked smiling at me with that goofy smile she had.
“Mikitty there you are!” I turned around to see Aya jogging up to me.
“Here I am? What took you so long?” I said poking her in the forehead as she stopped in front of me. “You can be so slow.”
She blushed and grabbed my hand, “So you ready to go? I’m making something extra special.”
I laughed and wrapped my arm around her waist as we walked out of the building to hail a cab.
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Aya set down a plate full of food in front of me and sat down on the other side of her table in her apartment. She looked extremely pleased with herself and looked at me smiling. “Go on try it.”
I hesitantly picked up my chopsticks and bit into a mouthful. “Aya this food,” I paused and picked up my glass of water. “Is awful,” I laughed before drinking down the water to get rid of the taste.
She pouted and picked up her own chopsticks trying it for herself. After a moment she picked up her own water and sighed, “You’re right.”
I laughed and put my hand on hers, “I’m glad you try though. It’s,” I paused. “Sweet,” I pulled back my hand. Why was my mind now going back to Yossui? Oh that’s right because I told her the same thing earlier today.
Aya looked up at me a little confused but I just smiled comfortingly.
“I’m going to order pizza,” she laughed as she picked up the plates and took them into the kitchen to wash them off. “You can put in a movie or something,” she yelled from the other room.
I picked a random movie and tried to focus on it. But now my mind was on Yossui.
“You’re hair appointment took forever,” I scolded. She had changed her mind in the middle of the dying about five times. “Just choose a color and stick to it. The barber looked like she was going to shoot herself if you changed your mind again.”
She blushed and twirled her freshly dyed red hair in her fingers. “But it looks really good now.”
I rolled my eyes at her and we walked down the street. Suddenly Yossui stopped and looked over into the window of a jewelry shop. “Aren’t those cool looking!” she said pointing to a matching pair of pendants in the shop.
She pressed her nose against the glass and I laughed. “Well why don’t you buy one?”
She frowned, and thought about it. Then suddenly she smiled at me and ran into the shop, ‘wait here.” She yelled back at me.
I sighed and leaned against the wall of the shop. After five minutes she came back out of the shop with a bag in her hand. “Get it?”
She smiled mischievously, “Close your eyes.”
“What? Yos-“
“Just close them please?” She looked really pleased with herself.
I obeyed and closed my eyes. What is she doing? Soon I felt something being placed around my neck.
“Okay, open your eyes.”
I looked over at Yossui and she had a pendent around her neck. I reached around my neck and then looked down to see the other one on me. “What?”
“Friendship pendants!” She smiled.
Aya came back into the room and sat down next to me. “what movie did you pick?”
I broke my trance, “Uhmm…” Crap what did I pick?
“Oh wait I know which one it is.” She stared at the TV screen. “I thought you said this movie was too sappy for your taste?”
I laughed and scratched the back of my head.
“You can be so weird,” she teased and leaned back against the couch.
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When the movie ended I got up and headed over to the door. “Well I had fun Aya.”
“You’re leaving already?”
I looked over at her confused. “Uhmm…well yea. I do have to sleep you know.”
She frowned and looked down at the floor. Crap what did I do?
“Aya?” I asked setting my shoes down and walking over to her. “What’s the matter?”
“I don’t want you to leave…”
I was startled. “I don’t understand.”
Suddenly Aya practically pounced on my and kissed me on the lips, hard. This was strange because usually I was the initiator. What’s she up to?
After a moment she pulled away and looked at me with pure lust in her eyes. “Miki I…”
I stood there with Aya in my arms. Was she going to say what I think she is?
She bit her bottom lip. “Miki, I love you. I want you.”
Was this really happening? On today of all days?
She grabbed my hand and led me to her room, closing the door behind us. She pushed me up against the door and kissed me again. What’s going on with Aya? She’s usually doesn’t take control like this.
Her lips still on mine she lead us back to the bed. Soon I found myself being pushed backwards onto it. She paused and looked me in the eyes. Then she smirked in a very un-Aya way and began to unbutton my jeans.
I’ve tried to get Aya to do this before…but she’s always said she wasn’t ready. Why today…
Why when I can’t forget her…
* * * * *
I woke up around eight in the morning with a peaceful sleeping Aya next to me. She shivered slightly and I pulled the covers onto her more.
I grabbed my shirt off of the ground and pulled it over my head. Did that really just happen?
I felt guilty as I watched my lover sleeping peacefully completely unaware of my thoughts. My thoughts about…
Damn Miki stop. Stop thinking about her. “I love you Aya.” I paused and looked out the window, “I have to.”
Subconsciously I began to run my fingers along the pendent Yossui gave me.
“Miki?” I heard a groggy Aya behind me.
I turned and smiled to her. “Good morning.”
She smiled and rubbed her eyes. “Morning, how long have you been awake?” she asked looking over at the clock next to her bedside.
“Not long,” I leaned back and kissed her lightly on the cheek.
“I love you Miki.”
I smiled and ran my hand through her hair smiling down at her, “I’ll make breakfast.”
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I know cheesy that its on the same day lol
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I LOVE YOUR FANFIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yomiki 4ever, i like ishiyoshi too but... yomiki leades :luvluv1:
i want new chapters!! (ok i know that a few minutes before was posted a new one :cry:)
Tanakamei is great too i really love the part that reina says "i love you eri" but... she doesn't remember!!! that couldn't be :tantrum:
YOMIKI YOMIKI!! :muffin:
*yomikifanmodeon*
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Chapter seventeen: Fujimoto Miki
“Hey, do you want to hang out tonight?” I looked up from my book so see Yossui staring at me with an almost pleading look on her face.
Did she really forget and I remembered? “Aren’t you going on a date with Rika tonight?” I said with a slight edge in my voice as I looked back down at my book.
Ooooooooooooh...Miki POV from the previous chapter. Maybe we'll get to see some inkling as to whether she's picking up on what Yossi's going through.
“If I had known you wanted to hang out I wouldn’t have made a date with Aya.”
“Oh, you and Aya are going out too?” I was surprised at Yossuis response. I hadn’t meant to say that out loud. Oh well.
“Well I’m not waiting around for you am I?” I laughed, that’s what I do when I’m unsure of things. Sarcasm is my number on ally in this world. “But we’re not going out.” I continued telling Yossui about my plans for a reason I cannot explain. “Aya just wants to have dinner at her place. I don’t think she’s that good of a cook though so I had a big lunch. I’m glad she tries though,” I scoffed on the inside. She could be so weird sometimes, she even knows I don’t like her cooking that much. I always make fun of her for it. Yossui didn’t say anything so maybe she sensed the edge in my voice so I quickly added, “its sweet.”
Yossui didn’t say anything after that. It was a silence I for some unknown reason learned to love. Shes been like this a lot lately, stopping conversations when it turned to Aya…I can’t blame her. I don’t particularly like talking about-
Hmmmmmmmmmmm...maybe it's more than what I thought. Could it possibly be that Miki's unknowingly pining for Yossi the same way that Yossi seems to be unknowingly pining for Miki? :O
“Mikitty there you are!” I turned around to see Aya jogging up to me.
“Here I am? What took you so long?” I said poking her in the forehead as she stopped in front of me. “You can be so slow.”
She blushed and grabbed my hand, “So you ready to go? I’m making something extra special.”
I laughed and wrapped my arm around her waist as we walked out of the building to hail a cab.
Well, we know about the IshiYoshi situation, but what about these two? What does Miki feel for Aya, and what does Aya feel for Miki?
*FRIENDSHIP PENDANT FLASHBACK*
Oh yeah, I'd say it's a safe bet there's some (unconscious) pining going on here. :yep:
“You’re leaving already?”
I looked over at her confused. “Uhmm…well yea. I do have to sleep you know.”
She frowned and looked down at the floor. Crap what did I do?
“Aya?” I asked setting my shoes down and walking over to her. “What’s the matter?”
“I don’t want you to leave…”
I was startled. “I don’t understand.”
Suddenly Aya practically pounced on my and kissed me on the lips, hard. This was strange because usually I was the initiator. What’s she up to?
After a moment she pulled away and looked at me with pure lust in her eyes. “Miki I…”
I stood there with Aya in my arms. Was she going to say what I think she is?
She bit her bottom lip. “Miki, I love you. I want you.”
*sigh*
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Of course, how predictable. It wouldn't be fair to Yossi after all, if Miki weren't in a similar situation where someone's in love with her but she's pining for someone else. :doh:
I know cheesy that its on the same day lol
The cheese factor I could take, but the fact that Miki and Yossi pretty much went through EXACTLY the same "dates"....ugh....
:dizzy:
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Nice!! Loved reading bout Miki POV :wub:
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I know cheesy that its on the same day lol
The cheese factor I could take, but the fact that Miki and Yossi pretty much went through EXACTLY the same "dates"....ugh....
:dizzy:
(kind of a message for everyone...) I know sorry =/ it bothered me too...but at the same time I'm a total sucker for something like that...the romantic idea of being linked by such a simple thing as a pendent =] Besides I don't see it as implasable for something like this to happen on the same night
And they weren't Exactly the same lol
Aya cooked while Rika took them out to dinner....
plus it wasn't both there anniversaries lol
Oh plus I'm curious as to why no one has really thought about this in context with the title...
i want new chapters!! (ok i know that a few minutes before was posted a new one :cry:)
lol well sorry it won't be until monday...
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hey! nice fic, i just browse it for a while. I'll read it at home. :P
keep on writing more chapters. :cow:
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Sorry there wasn't a chapter yesterday. I was really sick =/
But I've got one now.
Oh also, I rewrote the first chapter...so if you want to go back and check that out you can
I just made it more detailed and overall better
main concept hasn't changed...but I like it much better
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Chapter eighteen: Matsuura Aya
I squealed as I felt that funny tingly sensation spread through my body, “Miki!”
She just smirked down at me and continued her assault of me on the floor of the dressing room. Miki was stratteling me so I couldn’t get up from the floor as she used one hand to pin my arms above my head and she used the other to work her torture. Well, some may call it torture…but it was very amusing.
“Come on Miki!” I laughed as she continued to tickle me. I couldn’t breath I was laughing so hard. Miki seemed pretty pleased with herself as she continued to smirk. “Miki,” I could barely talk. “Mi…haha…Miki!...Miki stop really!”
Miki just laughed as she got off of me and stood up staring down at me with the biggest grin I’ve ever seen.
“You’re so annoying when you do that,” not really Miki. I just really love to pout at you.
She raised an eyebrow at me, “Oh really?”
I crossed my arms in front of my chest as I sat up. “Yes, really. I hate you,” I teased.
She licked her lips…in a very sexy…and seductive way if I may add. She slowly got back down on the ground and seemed to crawl on the floor towards me. “I know something else you hate,” she purred.
I inhaled sharply; she was practically on top of me again. I put my hands behind myself to keep from falling on the ground; mainly because I was having trouble focusing.
I opened my mouth to reply, but no words came out. She bit her bottom lip as her mouth curved into one of her patent smirks. She was enjoying the effect she currently had on me.
Suddenly, she pushed herself up against me and I fell backwards onto the floor. Luckily Miki had been prepared for my reaction and had her hands behind my head so I didn’t crack it open on the hard floor.
I felt her soft kisses on my neck as her mouth started a small trail up to my chin and then my lips. She stopped for a moment and winked at me. “So how much do you really hate me?”
I couldn’t reply.
She leaned back down and continued to kiss me when I felt her hands reaching all over my body and then…
“Miki!” I squealed once again. “Stop tickling me!” I laughed and tried to push her off me.
Our small wrestling continued for quiet some time, Miki was winning because I found myself incapable to really push her off with much strength while she was tickling me, when there was a loud knock on the door.
Damn. And we were actually getting along a lot better than usual. Who in the world would be ruining this moment?
We both stood up and tried to look as innocent as possible before I yelled, “Yes?”
No one opened the door but I heard my manager’s voice, “Aya! We have a photo shoot, like now! Go to wardrobe and hair please.”
“Ok,” I sighed and turned to Miki. “Sorry about this Tan.”
She just shrugged, “What can you do? It’s work.”
I smiled and walked over to the door before I heard, “Hey Aya?”
I turned around, “Yea Tan?”
She smiled mischievously, “Lets finish this later.”
* * * * *
I want to kill that photographer. How can you have no idea how to use your camera? Yes, you can use the excuse that you are new to a certain extent. But for that to have taken as long as it did was ridiculous. Finally I guess my manager sensed my impatience and asked if we could finish it later. He’s really an awesome manager.
Walking down the hallway I hoped Tan was in the dressing room. I knew she had other things to do but she promised we would meet there at a quarter past five when both of us should have been well done with working for the day. But of course it wasn’t until six that I got out of that stupid shoot.
As I approached the door it was slightly open. Maybe I could sneak up on her and get her back for all that tickling…and teasing. I peered into the room.
Yep, there was Tan…and Yoshizawa. Whats she doing there? Wait, no. Stop it Matsuura. Tan is allowed to have friends, don’t be so suspicious.
But…they were sitting really close. Did Miki have her hand on Yoshizawas thigh?!
I shook my head to calm myself down. I have to relax, Miki harasses everyone. It’s just what she does.
But for some reason I couldn’t bring myself to go into that room. The atmosphere just seemed…well I can’t describe it. They we’re laughing and having so much fun, I can’t disturb that.
Without meaning to I overheard a bit of there conversation.
“So what are you doing right now?”
Miki didn’t respond for a moment. “Well I’m supposed to hang out with Ay-“ She stopped, and I think my heart did as well. She was reconsidering. “But no, wait I think that’s tomorrow.” What? Tan…no its today. Come on you have never once forgotten anything we’ve planned to do…been late yes. But forgotten, never! “I don’t have anything planned for right now.” No…
But, Yoshizawa seemed to smile a lot brighter at that. “Want to hang out then?”
I took a few steps back from the door. Miki actually forgot? That’s really unlike her. No, I can’t get so suspicious! People forget things and they’re really good friends. They can go out together.
I took one last look into the room and now…and now they we’re holding hands.
I couldn’t help it, I guess I’m just overly jealous. But the atmosphere I can feel coming from the room…its just so happy…so loving. I just started to tear up as I walked away from the room.
I passed by Rika on my way down the hall. We exchanged glances and she must have noticed I was upset.
“Aya?” She asked almost as if she was unsure that it was me.
“Yea?”
“What’s the matter?”
I didn’t move. We stood in silence as I thought about it. But as soon as I thought about it I could feel the tears building up more. Stop being so jealous…it’s going to be okay.
“Nothing, I’m fine.”
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So I don't really like it...I don't think I conveyed the intimacy between Miki and Yossui as much as I would have liked. But I guess thats enough to set someone off. I didn't want them to like be making out or something xD
Anyways, I also made like a video trailer for this series xD because I get bored on the weekends and sometimes don't feel like writing. so I guess if someone wants to see it I'll upload it
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trailer?!?!?! umm yes please upload!!! :cow: btw i kinda like this chapter, it was nice seein things from aya's POV.
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YOMIKIIIIII!!!!!!!! I'M HAPPY!! :mon angel:
poor ayaya, she is nice but... muajajajaj yossy is nicer :wahaha:
i want to see the trailer too :cow:
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So ok http://youtube.com/watch?v=cAeRV_Khv-8 thats where the video is...
uhmm probably watch it before reading this chapter I guess
oh and you should probably read the description of the video
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Chapter Nineteen: Ishikawa Rika
I glanced over at the digital clock on the kitchen counter. It was already past midnight.
Sighing I turned back to the TV. There was some late night music program on, but I’m not really paying attention to it. Hell I don’t even know the name of the show.
I glanced back at the clock, where was she?
I know, I know. I’m not her mom and she’s a grown woman. But…when we decided she would move in here I didn’t think I would be spending my nights alone while she was out with Miki.
I scoffed slightly at the thought. I never liked that girl. She was too touchy, too harsh, and just plain too bitchy.
Maybe I’m getting ahead of myself, I didn’t really know her really now that I thought about it. I just know what I observe of her…but we’ve only really talked one or two times. Besides, Yossui likes her a lot and she usually has pretty good taste in a good or bad person.
But I always see her and my Hitomi being…intimate. I’ve always heard she does that to everyone, and maybe she does, but it just seems so much more deliberate or something with Yossui. Plus she plays along with it!
I sat for I don’t know how long staring at that glowing stupid box letting myself just get more and more frustrated at the thought of Miki and Yossui. I guess I’m just getting afraid because of…
I jumped slightly as I heard the front door creak open and then was immediately blinded when the lights were turned on. I blinked a couple of times adjusting to the brightness, but I didn’t turn to see who it was. I already knew, I mean who else could it be?
“Rika?” Yep, I know that voice. “What are you still doing up? I thought you would be in bed by now?”
She asks me this every time she comes home late like this. I’m always awake. “I couldn’t sleep,” I reply as I’ve done many other times. Finally I turned around and looked over the back of the couch at her.
Yossui bent down and set her shoes by the front door, flinging her bag down with them. As she stood up she said with slight concern, “You know it’s getting more and more frequent that you can’t sleep. Maybe you should see a doctor or something?”
You’re right, it’s also getting more and more frequent that you’re out until one in the morning or later. I wonder if you can spot the pattern. Okay, I admit I’m angry. I let myself sit here and get frustrated, but we’ve had this conversation one too many times.
Because of her…
I didn’t respond as I turned back around to sit properly on the couch. I felt the cushions sink a little as she sat down next to me, also draping her arm across the back of the couch in a very relaxed position.
I looked away sulking slightly, as you watched TV next to me. I know I shouldn’t, but I want you to know I’m upset. Come on Hitomi, ask me if I’m alright like you used to.
I remember when I couldn’t even be slightly annoyed at something and you would use all your energy to fix whatever had happened. Lately, though I can’t even get you to really care. You tell me you love me and you’ll still hold me gently, but you don’t seem to really care as much as you used to. It’s like you’re minds somewhere else.
No…its like your heart is somewhere else.
And then I always see you running off with that Fujimoto girl. I wrinkled up my nose, theres that girl in the picture again. You spend more time with her than with me. I can’t remember the last time we went out together, just the two of us. I think the last time we went out it was with Aya and Miki and all you did was pay attention to her.
Then how she touches you. She touches you Hitomi and you just embrace it. The other day you even…I saw you two. You’re always together and you’re always…acting like a couple.
I could feel the tears starting to gather, but my anger was holding them back. Why should I be angry? You say you love me…isn’t that enough. Stop it Rika, you’re just upset because of…
“It’s because I’m graduating isn’t it?” I asked as a lone tear traveled down my cheek.
“Huh?” She asked perplexed as she finally looked over at me from the TV. She didn’t even seem worried.
I crossed my arms in front of my chest and stared at my lap. “That’s why you’re staying out so late and avoiding me, isn’t it?”
I could feel Hitomis stare and I could even see the confused look she gets all the time that is just so cute. But I can’t look at her, not right now. I’m too angry. I don’t want to yell at her. I don’t want to make her tell me the truth.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” sheu finally said like this whole conversation was no big deal. I looked up at her; Yossuis attention was back on the television.
Alright, Rika is angry. I grabbed the remote that was sitting next to me on the couch and turned off the TV. She looked startled over at me.
“What the?”
I stared at her trying to look angry; although I’m sure it turned out to be more of a pleading look than angry one. “You have to know what I’m talking about.”
I still got no real reaction, just the same confused stare.
“Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed?” If you haven’t its worse than I thought. “You’re spending all your time with Miki. I think you’ve come home at a decent hour maybe twice this week.” I searched her eyes for answers. The expression on her face now seemed so empty; not confused, not upset, not even bored.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she repeated.
I couldn’t help myself, it just kind of came out on its own accord. “Just admit you have feelings for Miki already! If you do I won’t care. Just tell me it’s a crush that will go away!” Crap, I don’t want you to answer that. But if you lie you’ll hurt me and if you tell me the truth I think I’ll hurt more.
She looked shocked for a moment, and then that turned into almost a look of guilt. Oh no, oh please just no. Finally she just shook her head and said almost annoyed, “I don’t have feelings for Miki.” Don’t lie to me. “You’re paranoid.”
Paranoid? “Okay, yea I admit it I’m jealous. But paranoid is a little over board.” Yossui shifted slightly in her seat as if she was uncomfortable. I guess she didn’t really mean to say that just like I hadn’t meant to ask for it.
After a short while I watched her get up and start rummaging in the kitchen. I could feel myself calming down. If she loves me as much as I love her she will respect this request.
“Hitomi-chan?” I asked very softly. Immediately she stopped looking through the cupboards, but didn’t look over at me.
“Yea?”
“Can you…please for me. Just be home more.” I looked away, I need to finish this thought before I start crying completely. “Maybe even spend some less time with Miki and more with me. I know she’s your friend so I’m not going to ask you to stop hanging out with her. But if you could just please come home sooner and spend some more time with me. We’re already going to be seeing a lot less of each other because of my graduation so I just-“
“You want me to stop going out with Miki?” She cut me off. Is that all you heard from that Hitomi?
“Not stop,” I paused. “Just see her less.”
I looked up, she was now facing me but looking away at the floor deep in though as if she was making a big decision. “I don’t think I can do that Rika.”
I was shocked, I asked nicely didn’t I? I was diplomatic wasn’t I? I mean, I didn’t ask her to stay away from Miki completely…just be home more. Why can’t you do that Yoshizawa?
“Why?” Again something I didn’t want her to reply to.
And again there was a pause as she had to think about her answer. “Because I just…” She stopped seeming to reconsider. “She’s my best friend Rika. I really love spending time with her.” She went back to the cupboards but then after finding nothing, even though we couldn’t have more food if we had tried, she sighed and leaned against the kitchen counter facing away from me.
“I don’t believe you,” I said quietly.
“What?” She asked looking over at me.
I sighed, “Nothing.” And then I went into our bedroom and laid down. Maybe I am being paranoid?
After another minute I heard Yossui enter the room and open the closet. Opening my eyes I saw her pulling out a couple of blankets and then she walked over to the bed and grabbed her pillow. “Where are you going?” I asked not getting up.
“I’m going to sleep out in the living room tonight…I uhh…I want to watch TV. Theres a late show I want to catch.” I closed my eyes and didn’t ask anymore even though I knew she was lying to me. Soon I heard the door close and then there I was alone in our bedroom.
I got up and threw on some pajamas before crawling under the covers. I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight.
What do you want Yoshizawa Hitomi?...I don’t think I ever heard the TV turn back on.
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Have I mentioned I really like sad and cheesy things?
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:shocked: wow! i can just feel the angst in the air!!! poor Rika, i kinda feel sorrie for her even though im not a big fan of her...Great work though! how many chapters are you writing? im just curious :)
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Pretty good job with the trailer. :thumbsup
Oh, and Yossi's completely in denial. :yep:
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Nice trailer, I liked it. :yep:
Yossi and Miki are a little confused about their relationship. It's so sad that Rika and Aya have to suffer while they try to figure things out...
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After watching the trailer and reading this chapter I almost cried. It's so sad to see Aya and Rika suffer as their relationships fall apart. And Yossie and Miki are so confused they're not sure what they want. Can't wait for the next chapter.
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the trailer was pretty good... and so sad!!! :cry: just like the story
I'm a Yomiki fan so I'm happy about Yossy and Miki interaction... but yeah... they're making suffer Rika and Aya and I don't like that, specially because they seem to love them a lot
mmm... and I really want to see more of Kamei and Reina
Keep the good work!!!
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how many chapters are you writing? im just curious :)
Well currently my outline says its going to be 45 chapters (although the last is very epilogue-like)
Especially since the time gaps between chapters are getting smaller
but some of it seems pretty just filler like so I might cut it a little...
mmm... and I really want to see more of Kamei and Reina
I'm putting in more of them soon...I think the next chapter is a Kamei one but idk I'd have to check haha
Anyways, newest chapter =]
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Chapter twenty: Fujimoto Miki
I scratched at the back of my head, this is…I don’t want to say awkward. But it’s defiantly different. Well, Aya really wanted to go out even though she knows I prefer to stay at home. Going out can just be so weird. Being at home, or even at Ayas home, is just so much more comfortable because I can be as strange and unlady-like as I want to be.
I looked over at Aya, she seems really happy to be here. She keeps looking around the restaurant, then at me, and then she will blush and stare down at her food like she was embarrassed. It’s really adorable. I honestly have to wonder what she was thinking when she made reservations for us here. I even had to dress up nice just to get in the door.
Aya looks really pretty in her dress.
I guess she’s trying to get us to get along better than we have been. Things have been rocky lately between us; I can’t figure out why.
Come to think of it, if that’s what she is trying to accomplish I don’t think its working. We’ve barley said more than a few sentences to each other since we got here. It’s mainly just been us sitting her silently and looking around at the fancy room. We only had one small conversation about what to get to eat. Usually Aya has trouble finding something to not talk about.
We’d both finished eating ten minutes ago, but Aya has insisted she isn’t finished whenever the waiter comes by to get her plate. Now she’s just sitting there moving her food around with her fork pretending she’s still going to finish it
Alright this dinner is no longer just different, but it’s completely awkward. I can’t move without feeling like shes watching and judging me. What’s up with her?
Ugh…I can’t take this silence anymore. “Aya,” she glanced up from her plate with a hopeful look on her face. “Are you doing okay? I mean, is everything alright?” I didn’t ask the last question lingering in my head. Is there something you want to talk to me about specifically?
She paused and bit her bottom lip. After a couple of moments of us staring at each other, but not really because we both kept glancing away slightly when our eyes met, she finally sighed.
“I’m not really sure.”
I tried to keep the conversation away from our relationship for obvious reasons, “Is everything okay at work?”
She nodded.
“How’s your family?”
“There fine. Although,” I perked up. Maybe it was about her family and not me. “My mother says she wishes you would come visit them with me more often.”
Oh…Well, “Tell her I’m sorry. I’ll go up with you soon okay? I’ve just been busy.” Why did I just lie? Last time when she invited me up I said I was busy and I wasn’t…and the time before…
Maybe I just don’t want to be around Ayas family so much anymore. They really like me…so wait! Why don’t I like visiting them?
“Ok, I’ll let you know when I go up next,” she spoke quietly. Like she wasn’t sure about what she was saying.
Or maybe she just isn’t sure about who she is talking to?
I shuddered inwardly at the thought. She can’t possibly doubt I love her, can she?
“Aya?”
“Yea.”
“…I love you,” she didn’t speak. I don’t think she was even breathing. I reached across the table and cupped her one of her cheeks in my hand, she instinctively leaned into it. “You know that right?” There was a very obvious amount of concern in my voice. My little Ayaya was upset and I can’t help but feel it’s my fault. I want to know how to fix this.
She nodded and I think I finally saw a smile spread across her face. It was a little one, but a smile none-the-less.
“I love you too, Tan.” Her voice didn’t waver, she meant it. But I could still see in her eyes she didn’t believe me.
My hand was still resting on her face and I gently caressed her cheek bone with my thumb. Why do you still doubt me Aya?
I pulled back my hand and rested them both in my lap. Aya seemed slightly disappointed but didn’t say anything. After all we are still in public and we are still famous idols…although when has this ever stopped us before?
The waiter brought the check and I quickly grabbed it so Aya couldn’t pay even though she had set up this whole thing. My wallets going to hurt…oh well it’s completely worth it for Aya.
While we sat and waited for my change that awkward silence came back. I watched Aya carefully; she wouldn’t look me in the eye.
Fine if you don’t want to look at me she can stare at the floor the whole time because I won’t take my eyes off of you.
Talk to me Aya. Tell me what’s wrong so I can make it better.
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We took the same taxi home and even though it would have made much more sense to go to my house first I wanted to make sure Aya got home safely. Plus maybe in this car ride she can finally say what she’s been holding in all night.
It’s been a good fifteen minutes and still nothing. All she’s doing is staring out the cab window and every once and a while she will shift in her seat slightly. I guess she won’t talk.
I sighed and leaned my forehead against the window of the car leaving a slight print on it. Suddenly I heard a slight murmur behind me. I think it was Aya saying something…but I couldn’t make it out.
“Did you say something Aya?” I asked without moving.
“Do you really love me?” Again it was still very softly spoken. Like she didn’t want me to really hear her.
Of course I took no hesitation in answering. “Yes, Aya. I love you.” Stop questioning me.
She didn’t speak again. I glanced over at her and she just kept on staring out the window like her life would end if she took a chance and looked over at me. What’s that really the only thing bothering you?
We arrived at her apartment and I started to get out of the cab to walk her to her door but she stopped me by shutting the door quickly behind me. I rolled down the window mildly confused.
“I love you Tan,” she said as she kissed me on the cheek through the window. She glanced at the driver to make sure he didn’t see; he wasn’t paying attention to us because he was texting someone.
“Love you too,” I replied out of habit and then watched her walk away to her building. I told the driver where I lived and he started off in the direction of my apartment.
For some reason those last words I said were still lingering in my mind.
I love Aya. My god, do I love Aya with all of my heart. I know it; I know I’m in love with her. I’ve never been more certain.
However, whenever I say those words I can’t help but think that they’re something missing. Like I should be more in love…or like…I love someone more. I know I’m not lying to her, but I still feel like I’m being deceitful.
“I love you Aya. I really do.”
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Poor Miki she's so confused. And poor Aya she doesn't know what to believe anymore. :cry:
Still a great story and can't wait to find out what happens next. I think I'll go watch the trailer again now.
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maujajajajjaja :ding: yes miki, you are having doubts... it make me happy
btw... poor ayaya, really... she is in the same position that rika... that's so sad :pleeease:
but... in my heart yomiki win :wriggly:
waiting next chapter
oh right, lovely trailer... i have it in my favorites xD
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Chapter twenty-one: Kamei Eri
I really need to stop spacing out so much. Filming ended a half hour ago and everyone had already gone and I was still staring at the wall completely out of it. I vaguely remember Reina trying to get me to go with her to lunch. I guess I wasn’t paying enough attention to notice she was talking to me.
Damn another missed opportunity.
Oh well, I sighed as I stood up and stretching slightly before walking out of the room in search for something to eat, or even just someone to sit with. I wasn’t really all that hungry.
Oh hey! Look its Yoshizawa.
Wait, should I go talk to her? I may space out, but I can always tell when someone is upset. She has a right to be though…Rika did just graduate last week and I know they we’re together. Does she like to talk to people when she’s upset?
I wonder how she is handling it. I smiled to myself, maybe she just needs a friend to talk to and I’m just the perfect person to do that.
I skipped over to where Yoshizawa was sitting out in the lobby and noticed no one else was around. Weird, usually this place has a couple of bodies in it during lunch. I just shrugged it off and plopped down next to Yossui.
I sat there for a second waiting for her to notice me. But one minute passed…
And then two…
Then three and she was still just sitting there staring out the window.
Okay, come on. I know your girlfriend isn’t in the same group as you anymore, but it can’t be bothering you that much.
“HI YOSSUI!” I yelled cheerfully.
That seemed to wake her up because she almost fell of the couch when she jumped. She faced me like she was about to get really angry. But I just smiled and she seemed to drop the anger and smiled slightly at me.
“Hey Eri, what’s up?”
“You okay?” I asked.
“No,” she then looked surprised that she had answered me so bluntly. I’ve learned that the best way to get information from someone was to go straight to the point.
“You want to talk about it?”
“It’s Rika.” I knew it.
“About her graduating?”
“Yea,” she paused. “Well, actually no not really.”
“Then you mean this is about Miki.”
I saw Yoshizawa turn slightly pink, “What? Miki?”
“Oh you two are so obvious! Always hanging off of each other.” I paused, I know what I’m about to say next is going to make her super red. “It’s really adorable how you two interact.” Yep, red as a tomato.
But ooops…I guess I crossed a line because she was about to get complete pay back.
“You’re one to talk Kamei. What about your constant staring at Reina? Like that isn’t obvious.” Crap, now I was the red one.
“Hey hey hey. This is about you and Rika. Not how I feel about Reina.”
“So you do feel something?” She smirked. Crap.
“That’s not what I meant!” I have to say something quick to say otherwise this conversation is going to go where I don’t want it to. Not right now anyways. “So if this isn’t about Fujimoto then what’s the problem with Rika?”
She looked down at her lap with a solemn expression on her face. Sad Yoshizawa isn’t something you see that often. “We’ve been fighting with each other a lot lately.”
“About what?”
“Well, I’ve just been home less and stuff.” Home less? Oh that’s right you two moved into Rikas apartment together. It’s kind of funny that you have to keep paying for yours though so UFA doesn’t think you two are involved anymore than they do. Ok wait, she’s still talking; Focus. “She always ends up bringing Miki up too. Then I feel really guilty…” she trailed off but I didn’t say anything. There is still more to this story. “But I don’t think I should.” For a moment it looked like Yossui was going to cry. “Last night the fight was really bad. She won’t talk to me today.”
“So?”
“Huh?”
“I’m just having trouble understanding. You love Rika right?”
“Yea, I guess.”
You guess? Oh boy…Mikis got you bad. “You should tell her you know.”
“Huh? Who?”
“Miki,” I paused. “You should tell her.”
Yoshizawa got very silent and almost stone stiff. It was like she was finally starting to understand what I was saying. I can understand that though, I can have a strange way of explaining myself. Personally, I think it’s overall more effective.
She stood up and began to walk away.
But then she stopped and turned with a mischievous look in her eye. She winked, “So should you,” before turning back away from me and walking down the hallway.
My eyes opened wide in surprise and I turned a nice shade of red once again.
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Normally because I missed monday I would post on the weekend
But I'm feeling a little under the weather so I don't think I will
Keep on reading everyone! =]
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eri, just lovely all the time :hee:
yossy, you have to tell miki about your... feelings? don't know xD :kekeke:
waiting next chapter like always :shy2:
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:wub: you gotta love eri! lol
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I read it. From the start. No. Why is this happening to Rika and Aya? The poor girls.. :( You're a Yomiki fan aren't you? Yea, it seems like it...
Darn I knew i shouldn't have read this. But I got hooked. and now I feel terrible. Ishiyoshi and GAM are falling apart.. naww.. :cry:
Saw the trailer by the way. It was great! Huh? I'm confused..
Anyway I'll be watching your fic closely. Very closely.
Wow, i think i've gone crazy i should go to sleep more. :doh:
I'll be watching.. :yep:
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Yeah, Eri should follow her own advice. :D
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please i need a new chapter *addict* :pleeease:
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Happy monday all! I guess I should tell you I might not post one on thursday because its May Day! And I'm going to celebrate haha
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Chapter Twenty-two: Yoshizawa Hitomi
I stood outside her…no wait, our apartment for a good twenty minutes. I just can’t bring myself to go inside. These last few weeks I’ve slept out on the couch. Yes it was on my own accord, but these last few days…
These last few days Rika has barley said more than a couple of sentences to me. Completely ignoring me when we were at the same place at work, then at home she might ask how my day is and then proceed to act as if I’m not there.
Part of me really wants to be angry at her for all of this. She’s just being to paranoid about Miki and I. At the same time I can’t help but feel guilty. I know I haven’t been coming home and I know I’ve also been avoiding her a bit. But…she has to know I love her.
Then again what Eri said the other day hasn’t left my mind since. I love Rika, I know I do. But I also can’t help feeling something towards Miki. I’ve tried convincing myself that I’m just bored from being in the same relationship for so long and it will go away.
I doubt that will happen considering it has been two years since Miki joined and I still can’t get her out of my head.
I’m happy with Rika and I could probably live the rest of my life with her being completely content if I could just let Miki go and have it be as we we’re before. But now it just feels like there is something constantly missing; like I should be in love more.
Stop it Yoshizawa you’re acting ridiculous. You love Rika and she loves you. Not many people can be so lucky to have someone that loves them as Rika does.
I’m a lucky person. I gently smiled to myself as I opened the front door and stepped inside. The TV was blaring and I set down my shoes at the side of the door looking around. Where was Rika?
After a moment my question was answered when she popped up from behind the kitchen counter. “Oh Hitomi-chan…” she said hesitantly as she began to clean the counter with a rag. She looked awful, like she hadn’t been sleeping lately. Weird why was this the first time I’ve noticed…my thoughts were interrupted when she spoke again, “What are you doing here?”
“Huh? I do live here,” or do you really not want me here anymore.
She sighed and stopped cleaning looking up at me in all seriousness, “That’s not what I meant.” Rika then threw the rag into the sink and walked passed me to the couch where she sat down and proceeded to watch TV. What was this a guessing game? What is Rika talking about this time show!
“Well, then could you elaborate on what you did mean?” I asked sitting down on the couch next to her, but not too close. I wasn’t sure how close Rika would let me be. She seemed pretty upset.
“It’s just the first time you’ve been home at a decent hour in weeks. It’s surprising.”
“And that means?”
She cut me off a little, “It doesn’t really mean anything.”
“Liar.”
“Yea and? At least I don’t lie about my feelings.” There was a slight bit of agitation in her voice, but it was still calm. Almost like this was something she was used to by now.
“What are you talking about this time?” Stop being so confusing Rika and just talk to me already! I was actually starting to get frustrated at her.
She stood up and manually turned off the TV. “I just don’t understand what you want Hitomi.” She bit her bottom lip and looked down at the floor hugging her arms close to her chest. She looked so defenseless. “You tell me you love me, but I can’t be sure you mean it anymore.”
I stood up and embraced her in my arms. “But I do love you Rika. Why can’t you believe me?”
She sniffled slightly and looked up at me her eyes filled with tears. “Because you don’t show it anymore.”
What? I guess she could tell from my puzzled expression that I didn’t understand. She pulled away from me and walked over to the window. “We don’t go out anymore and you’re never even home.” She sniffled again shaking slightly like this was all something she couldn’t bear to say. “You don’t even sleep in the same bed with me anymore. It’s like we’re a married couple and we can’t even be married if we wanted to!”
I stood there having absolutely no idea what I should do. I want to comfort you Rika, I really do. But I’m so confused. I love you. I don’t believe it possible to care for someone more than I do at this moment. Yet my heart keeps telling me there should be more.
“It’s all since she came into the picture…” I heard Rika say from her same position of standing at the window.
“Rika,” I walked over and hugged her from behind. Maybe this can all go away if I just keep holding her. I want to make it go away... “I’m sorry.”
She seemed content with my apology for a moment before suddenly pulling away from me like it pained her for me to touch her. “Stop lying to me,” she stated fiercely. “You’re no good at it.”
“Rika I love you and I’m sorry for hurting you. What more can I say to make this better?” I want us to be okay. I wish with every fiber in my being that we can go back to what it was like when we we’re so happy.
She wouldn’t look at me. Her eyes darted everywhere around me avoiding my gaze. But when our eyes finally locked her look was so pleading and sincere. “Just tell me we can work this out.”
With that look, I could tell if I lied to her again it would break her more than the truth. All she wanted was to be with me completely and I don’t think I know how to do that yet. I sighed having finally made up my decision.
“I can’t do this right now Rika. It’s complicated.”
She smiled lightly almost relieved at my answer. But at the same time I could see her starting to cry. “What are you saying?”
“I don’t know,” I replied honestly.
“Then why don’t you figure that out.” She turned away from me once again and stared out the window.
“I’m sorry Rika,” I mumbled as I went over and slipped on my shoes. I opened the front door grabbing my stuff with my other hand and glanced back one more time at Rika. She was still standing there staring out into nothing.
I guess this was it. It’s a good thing I had to keep my apartment when I moved in here so UFA didn’t suspect anything weird.
“I’ll come by later when you’re not here to pack up my stuff,” I said assuming she wanted to be left alone right now. Hell I even wanted time to cry. I just might have lost my one love, forever.
I need to talk to Maki. But as I set out to go hail a cab, I found myself dialing a different number than hers on my cell phone.
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No Yossie don't go!! :pleeease:
Poor Rika-chan poor Yossie. I wonder if they'll ever work out their problems or will Yossie and Miki end up together. We know that's the person who Yossie went to call.
Once again great job! Can't wait for the next chapter.
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Man... Yossy is so lost, I really feel bad for Rika, and I don't know, but I think in the next chapter, I'll feel bad for Aya :cry:
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:pleeease: :mon cry: :gmon tears: :pen_cry: :mon runcry: i gotta stop watching and reading love stories, but hery are soo good!!! *note to self dont' watch last friends and then read heart breaking chapter*
very good work btw the way!!! :) poor Rika...
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OMG that was sad :pleeease: i like how you write :hee:
what number could yossy dial?? :hiakhiakhiak:
yossy, you might decide soon :bigdeal:
PLEAAAAAAAAASE!! update when you can do it :luvluv1:
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Noo.. Yossie! Rika stop her! This is becoming more and more complicated. Why can't Yossie just decide? If she loves Rika she wouldn't be hanging out with Miki all the time. She should understand Rika more than anyone. She's in a huge stage of denial.
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Sorry its so late in the evening guys! But at least I got it done lol
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Chapter twenty-three: Fujimoto Miki
I basically threw my money at the Taxi driver as I exited running towards the apartment building. When I approached the elevators I noticed none of them were near the first floor and I had to get all the way to the fifth. I hastily pushed the button and taped my foot impatiently. They weren’t getting down here fast enough.
“Screw it!” and I sprinted to the stairs. Climbing five stories should be no problem for a Gatas member. Now I’m especially grateful for all that training.
I almost passed the fifth floor I was moving so quickly and then I got a strange look from an old lady as I ran down the hallways looking for the right room. After finally finding it I stood there for a moment to calm myself because I'm sure I looked red and out of breath. She doesn’t need to know that I was this worried about her. But god, did she sound urgent on the phone.
What in the world could cause Yoshizawa to be so upset? I mean she’s one of the strongest people I know!
I knocked on the door. After a minute of no one answering I began to get very confused. She did say she was at her apartment right? Or maybe she meant she was still at Rikas…I’d heard a rumor they’d moved in together. I almost turned around to head that way but then I heard a very small voice, “Come in.”
Was that…Yoshizawa? She sounded so different. Almost like she was crying.
No it can’t be that bad. She’s too strong, too tough, too…I opened the door and saw before me a sight I didn’t expect nor ever want to see.
There was Yossui sitting on her couch with her head hanging down. Her hair was shielding her eyes like a curtain but as she looked up at me I noticed the lines across her cheeks and the redness in her eyes. Oh my god she was crying…or at least had been.
It seemed that immediately after she saw me she glanced away so I couldn’t see her face. She rubbed her eyes with her sleeve and shook her head trying to compose herself. Then she turned back around and smiled like there was nothing the matter.
Like I’m going to believe that; she even called me so we could talk about this. She can be so ridiculous sometimes always trying to hide how much of a sensitive person she really is. I guess that’s why I’m having a hard time believing anything could upset her this much.
“Yossui?” I tentatively said as I walked inside and slipped my shoes off. I jumped lightly when I heard the door swing shut behind me because I was so focused on the broken person in front of me I forgot that doors do make noise when they shut.
She got up shakily and tried to smile, “Hey Miki. I’m glad you could come by. I…” she paused and began to fiddle with her hands not sure of how to go about this all. “I hope you weren’t doing anything. But I really needed to talk to someone.”
“No I didn’t have anything planned for tonight so I rushed right over. What’s the matter Yossui?”
Yossui was shaking slightly as she stood there playing with her hands. Her eyes slowly drooped to look at the floor. “I screwed up.”
I laughed a little and took a few steps towards her. “Everyone screws up sometimes. You can’t be expected to be perfect all the time.”
She shook her head almost violently. “No! You don’t get it.” What the hell? She seemed almost angry at me. Yossui never gets angry, never. It’s just not her thing.
“Then help me to understand,” I want to help you. I don’t know how much longer I can stand her and watch you this upset.
She sniffled a little and stiffened her hands at her side. “I think I screwed up to a point where I don’t know if it can be helped. I don’t think it can be fixed.” I stood in silence for a while not sure what to say. Come on Yossui, tell me a little more. It was then that she looked up and met my eyes. “Rika and I broke up.”
Now, I stood in stunned silence and the world around us both seemed to silence. They broke up? They really did? Part of me wanted to jump for joy because I hated that girl. But at the same time a break up is a break up. It’s killer even if it’s something you wanted. Well, not that I would really know; but I’ve watched enough movies to inference from them.
“And I know it’s my fault,” she continued. “I just didn’t know what to do anymore!” She started to sniffle a little again. “I love her. I really really do Miki. I love Rika. But part of me just-“ I cut off her rambling by rushing over to her and hugging her tightly. It was all I could think of to do right now. She was babbling about unimportant things when she really just needed to let it out.
She stood rigged for a second in shock but soon recovered and returned my embrace. With every breath she took her body would shake and I could start to feel my shoulder becoming moist from her tears. I pulled her to me as tight as I possible could and didn’t speak. There was nothing that I could think to say. Yossui just needed to let herself cry.
We stood there for I don’t know how long. A minute or an hour. It was wonderful to have her in my arms and seemed very short. Then at the same time, a part of me in the back of my mind was saying me it was too long to be in suck an intimate position.
Hump, intimate my ass. This is what you’re supposed to do when one of your best friends has gone through what Yoshizawa has. There’s really nothing else logically to do, I think.
I noticed her breathing was getting steadier and the shaking was less often. She must be calming down and so I let go with one arm and used my other, still wrapped around her shoulder, to lead her back over to the couch. We sat down and she was still clinging to me with both arms.
I heard her shutter and then she suddenly buried her face into my shoulder and began to cry once again. Automatically I started to soothingly rub her back and continued to let her cry it all out.
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“Miki?”
“Yea?” I answered as she started to pull away from me, her face streaked with tears but she was finally done crying after three hours.
“Thanks for coming over so quick.” She looked away and at the floor. “I don’t know what I would have done really…”
I smiled and tentatively pulled her into a hug once again. She seemed so vulnerable and I just wanted to be able to protect her. “Any time my friend.”
We both stiffened as I spoke those words. I’m not really sure why but it just seemed like an awkward thing to say. Too bad I hadn’t realized that until after I said it. But then again I'm not really one to think before I sat things.
I looked down at Yossui who was leaning against me in an almost child-like position. She could be so cute when she wanted to instead of that player tom-boy she showed off more.
“Are you going to be okay?” I asked as I began to run my fingers through her hair in a very motherly way that I almost surprised myself.
She just nodded into my shoulder. After a while I thought she might have fallen asleep on me, but then she suddenly stirred and looked up at me with a mixed expression in her eyes.
She was in pain and yet underneath all of that I could see a hint of wanting, of desire. It scared me and at the same time exited me for a reason I cannot explain.
Then she did something I can honestly say I did not expect.
She reached up and placed a warm hand on my cheek and began to move her face towards mine. Without thinking I began to complete the motion but as our lips were a mere centimeter apart and I could feel her breath going out of her mouth and some of it seeping into mine I stopped and pulled back. I can’t do this, not now.
She seemed surprised and pulled back as well, sitting up on the couch. “Whats wrong?’
“Aya…” I said very quietly.
She bit her bottom lip and scooted a little away from me with her cheeks turning a little pinkish from embarrassment. But in her eyes she couldn’t hind the confusion.
“I’m sorry Miki.”
I didn’t speak as I stood up and walked over to the door. I know she’s still vulnerable and needs me here to comfort her. But I’m afraid if I stay I’m going to do something I regret; and worse something that will hurt Aya. I just can’t do this to her.
I slipped on my shoes and without taking another look back at Yossui I walked out her door shutting it tight behind me.
I think that’s when I finally became aware of one: how late it actually was and two: the fact that my phone has been constantly vibrating since about two and a half hours ago. I pulled it out of my pocket and flipped it open. I had about twelve missed calls.
As I walked over to the elevators I dared a look back at her door. “No, I’m sorry.”
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Miki is so sweet! She ran just to get to Yossie! She really is a true 'friend'.. well, not really on terms of 'friend' from what I read.. Yossie sure is lucky although a part of me feels sorry for her and another part is really mad for Rika.. I was kinda relief that Miki didn't kiss Yossie because it could be spur of the moment or something.. She remembered Ayaya after all.. but it seems that it's just not to hurt Aya and not really because she loves her more than Yossie, even though she hasn't admitted it yet. About Miki's phone vibrating, didn't she feel it or did she just thought it was a natural thing for something to vibrate on her pocket? XD
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noooo miki!! :gyaaah:
yossy have desires for miki, that's... :luvluv1:
but miki go away :fainted: nooo~~
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:w00t: another chapter!! whoot whoot!!
Miki!! come back!! :cry:
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Yossi...:cry:
Looks like she's finally realizing what she's feeling about Miki...but...what about Aya? :cry: :cry: :cry:
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It was nice that Miki visited Yossie as soon as she asked, even if she still got a lot of calls XD
Still, she almost accepted the kiss Yossie tried to give her... There's something there, and Miki needs to figure it out soon :yep:
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Yay Maki!
Remember guys I might not post tomorrow because of may day =]
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Chapter twenty-four: Goto Maki
Ah finally, time for a nice night at home with dinner and no stress. It’s been my first night home early in a while. Stupid works making me stay too late.
Ah~ what am I saying I love my job.
I grabbed my plate of food and set it down on the table. I was about to start eating when I remembered I need chopsticks. Duh don’t want to be a Neanderthal and eat with my hands.
After grabbing some chopsticks from my kitchen door; then I went over and sat down at the table. I had a bit halfway in my mouth when I thought I heard a soft knock at my door. I peered over at the door with food hanging out of my mouth slightly. It was really soft so it might not have been my door.
I shrugged whatever I just want to eat my food. I slurped up the rest of that bite and before I could even reach down for my second there was an even louder knock. Okay that was defiantly my door. Who could be coming over here unannounced? I wasn’t expecting anyone…
Sighing and pushing myself away from the table I sluggishly walked over to the door. On my way there they knocked again. Gosh people can be so impatient.
I swung open the door and said a little too rudely, “what?” Well I guess I was a little peeved, this was supposed to be a relaxing night. I regretted my statement when I saw an obviously upset Yoshizawa Hitomi at the door. She didn’t say anything as she walked into my apartment with a slightly dazed look on her face.
I shut the door behind her and watched as she silently stood there just kind of looking around my apartment like she was lost or something. But at the same time she looked very upset, something I’ve only seen on Yoshizawa’s face the day I graduate. I laughed a little inwardly. That had been a strange day but it all worked out okay.
Now if only I could make whatever had upset her this time work out okay. Then life would be grand and we could go get a nice dinner together. Aww I haven’t gone out to dinner with Yocchan in a really long time! Okay wait, day dreaming time is over.
“Hey Ma-“ I cut her off with by quickly grabbing her into a hug. She was used to me randomly grabbing her (although this wasn’t necessarily random but it was sudden) and so she automatically wrapped her arms around me returning the hug.
I felt her shaking a little in my arms like she was releasing a lot of stress with every breath she took. Man Yocchan must have had a really rough day. Yet she didn’t cry. After a while though I felt her legs starting to give out as she released more of her tension and was practically leaning on me by now.
“Aww! Yocchan you fatty! You’re going to topple us over…I can’t hold you~” I decided she had calmed down enough that we could start to joke around a little.
She started shaking again and I reconsidered whether that was the right move. Then she backed away from me a little, although she was still holding onto me but I could now see her face, and I discovered she was shaking from laughing not crying. “Gocchin you always know how to cheer me up.” She smiled brightly. Theres that Yocchan I love so dearly.
I grabbed her shoulders and pushed her completely off of me. “Jeez, you we’re about to squish me. Lose some weight.” I winked at her playfully.
To which she pouted, “Don’t be mean Maki.” She turned around and crossed her arms pretending like she was angry.
I walked up behind her and began to tickle her all around her tummy. Then we really did fall to the ground wrestling for tickle control. She won of course and the game ended with me crying uncle as she tickled me mercilessly.
We both sat up laughing, “You always win those.”
“I can’t help it if you’re so weak,” she replied smugly.
I frowned inwardly: Man we’re having such a great time. But…I know Yocchan came here to talk about something and I should probably ask her about it or else she’ll just avoid it and I will never find out.
“Soo Yocchan~”
“Soo Maki~” she mimicked.
“Whats uuppp~?”
“Not muucchh~”
“Why are we talking like thhiiisss~?”
“I dunnnoooo~”
I hung my head in slight annoyance before looking back up at her with all seriousness on my face this time. “No really whats up? Something must have happened for you to come all the way over here.”
She looked away and stood up. “What I’m not allowed to just come visit my best friend whenever I care? Find I won’t come over anymore.”
I rolled my eyes and stood up. “Oh come on Yocchan. Out with it already.”
She wasn’t looking at me. So I jumped in front of her and starred straight at her face just daring her to look at me. She turned away again but I could see a slight smile on her face as she tried not to laugh. I jumped to the side so I was in front of her again. Finally she sighed, “Oh stop it!” She said shoving me aside a little.
I laughed, “Only if you tell me what’s really up.”
“You know how me and Rika are dating?”
“Yea.”
“We’re kind of not anymore…”
I looked at her puzzled for a moment, “What?”
“Exactly what I said. Rika and I broke up.”
“Oh Yocchan!” I walked over and hugged her again. “I really didn’t think it would be something so bad. I’m so so so soooo sorry!”
Then she…she started laughing at me. “Hey woah wait! What the hell?”
She laughed for another minute and then attempted to compose herself. “I’m sorry Maki. I guess I just can’t really cry anymore so there’s nothing else to do but laugh.”
That makes a certain amount of sense. But wait, “how long we’re you all alone and upset before you came over to me? I hope you didn’t wait to long…I would have come to your house in a heart beat.”
She bit her lip and looked down at the floor. “Well that’s kind of the problem.”
“Huh?” Now I was very confused.
“Well first I called Miki and had her come over. I don’t know why I did it really. I was going to call you first but something compelled me to call her and-“ She was babbling so I cut her off.
“So whats the problem if you called Miki first?”
“I did something I shouldn’t have.”
I looked at her confused once again. “Something you shouldn’t have?” Then my joking side came back, “What did you to kiss her or something? You can be such a player.” I laughed lightly at Yocchan just looked down at the floor. “Oh my god, you did kiss her-“
“No!” she cut me off. “Just…”
“Did she try to kiss you?” I questioned. I knew Miki liked to grope people and stuff. But to go after Yoshizawa right after a break up would be quiet low of her.
“No, not that either.”
“Then what?”
“Well, we established that I didn’t kiss her and she didn’t try to kiss me...I tried to kiss her in all truth.”
My jaw hit the floor. Yocchan would do that right after a break up? Well she must have a good reason for it… “Really?”
“Yea, I don’t really know what possessed me to do it really. I just leaned in without really thinking about it.”
“What did she do?”
“Before we kissed she just kind of pulled away and left without really saying anything.”
“Well then what’s the problem?”
“Hmm?”
“What’s the problem?” She looked at me completely puzzled. “Well you guys didn’t kiss so I don’t see the problem. Yea it might be a little awkward between you two for a little while but I honestly see no real problem.”
She didn’t seem convinced and I had a hunch she wasn’t really telling me the entire story but I let it slide. “I guess you’re right.” There’s that Yocchan smile. “I’m glad I came to talk to you.”
“Yep I’m good for that kind of stuff.” I turned around and noticed my food still sitting on the table. “Well, since you’re here why not join me for dinner?”
“Sure,” she seemed much happier now. But there was defiantly an underlying sadness still there.
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I had a bit halfway in my mouth when I thought I heard a soft knock at my door. I peered over at the door with food hanging out of my mouth slightly.
...
“Soo Yocchan~”
“Soo Maki~” she mimicked.
“Whats uuppp~?”
“Not muucchh~”
“Why are we talking like thhiiisss~?”
“I dunnnoooo~”
Cute moments. :oops:
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Maki to the rescue!!! :cow:
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Maki is just what Yossie needed! :)
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maki we love you!! XD
poor yossy... i want a chapter from miki!! again!! but this time with aya :ding:
i want to see what's going on
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I know what's going to happen!!!!
Miki will be hitting her head with the wall while screaming "Why I was so stupid to reject a kiss from Yossy?" :banghead:
Joking XD
Well, it seems that Miki has more control over her feeling than Yossy because even when she really wanted to accept and return the kiss to Yossy, (because I know she wanted, this line told me But I’m afraid if I stay I’m going to do something I regret
) she still cares a lot about Aya feelings...
Waiting for the next chapter :)
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So I'm just letting you all know that between finals and work (which has gotten extra busy lately) I won't be updating every week day. But I'M STILL GOING TO TRY TO! lol
but because I know I won't be able to, if I have time, on the weekends I'm also going to try and post chapters to make up for it.
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Chapter Twenty-five: Fujimoto Miki
I decided to walk home, even thought it was three miles from Yoshizawas apartment to my own. I just needed some time to clear my head. I pondered over and over why she even did that. I mean, she was just crying over a break up and then decided to make a move on me.
I convinced myself she was probably just so upset that she wasn’t thinking properly as I arrived at my apartment. For some reason though, that thought didn’t make me happier about it. A part of me was still mentally kicking myself in the head for not kissing her, I wanted to.
But…I opened my front door and was surprised to see Aya sitting at my kitchen table staring out the window. “Aya?”
She glanced up at me; she wasn’t smiling in her usual way when she saw me. Normally she would smile brightly, run over and give me a hug every time she saw me. But she just sat there, staring at me, with the blankest expression on her face. To be honest it mildly scared me. It was almost angry looking because it was so un-Ayaya.
“Oh hi Miki.” Miki? She barley ever calls me that anymore! It’s always Mikitty or Tan, but never my actually name. I paused at how weird the conversation in my head was. I was stressing because someone was calling me by my actually name. Wow I’m a little paranoid aren’t I? haha…
“How’d you get in here?” I asked talking off my shoes and walking over next to her. She glanced away from me as I approached.
“You gave me a key last week remember?”
I scratched the back of my head embarrassed, “Oh yea.”
“Also,” she paused and looked over at me with a pissed off look on her face. Pissed of Ayaya: one, very rare and two, you don’t ever want to be on the receiving end of what she says when pissed off. Did that once, not going to again…or well I’m hoping not. “We were supposed to go out tonight, remember?” She said the last word very sternly, like I was a five year old child being punished by her mother.
I took a step back with one foot surprised that Aya was being so harsh with me. It was just a dinner date…that I forgot immediately when Yossui called. Damnit I knew there was something I was supposed to do tonight. Why couldn’t I have remembered earlier?
“Why don’t you answer anymore when I call?” She started to bring up the things that have apparently been bothering her for a while. I guess she decided tonight was not a time for dinner, but a talk. Gosh I hate having ‘talks’ with people. They rarely turn out very good. I reached down and touched the phone in my pocket; the date must have been why she called so many times. I didn’t think it would be something like this; she usually calls me a million times a night anyways. It’s really not that unusual.
But she’s right, I don’t answer really anymore. Well, it’s not really my fault. I’m always out with Yossui and occasionally someone else just hanging out. It would be rude to answer and go talk to my girlfriend. I know I get peeved sometimes when Yossui answered her phone. Eventually Rika stopped calling though; that was probably my fault now that I think about it.
I shrugged, “I dunno. I’m just always busy I guess.”
“Busy with what?” It seems like Aya can’t stay mad at me for that long because her voice had dropped down in volume a little and didn’t sound angry anymore. It was more of a desperate feeling than anything. My heart sunk down to my stomach and I wanted so much for her to be happy little Ayaya again. I want this to all be okay. I love her.
“Just hanging out with Yossui.” Even if our relationship is getting bad I have to give myself a point for never lying to her. I always felt that honesty is something that will keep a relationship in tact.
She seemed to get even sadder when I told her that. Maybe it was time to start lying. “Oh…” she mumbled.
“Well, it’s not always Yossui. A lot of the time it someone else.” Okay so it’s half a lie. Only some of the time is it anyone else.
“Where were you earlier?”
I didn’t break my gaze with her, but my mind was having serious conflicts. If I tell her who it really was she might get extra upset. I did forget about a date to go out with her. But on the other hand it was to comfort someone. I couldn’t have just left Yossui by herself.
She looked at me waiting for an answer. “Nowhere.” I cringed inwardly and felt our relationship deteriorating slightly.
Aya looked away from me and I could see tears in her eyes. Oh how easily she cries, it’s always been something I’ve found extraordinarily cute. Just not now. Don’t cry over me Aya. I’m not going anywhere. I couldn’t leave you.
I knelt down a little and took the younger girl up in my arms. She automatically wrapped her arms around me and cried into my shoulder. I gently moved and picked her up slightly so now I was the one sitting in the chair and she was clinging to me like a little baby koala in my lap.
I sat there and for the second time tonight let someone cry out there feelings into my shoulder. “Miki?” I heard her whisper and I suddenly felt dejavue and she pulled away from me and took my face into her hand.
But she didn’t do what Yossui had done just a couple hours earlier. She looked me straight in the eyes and spoke very softly and as she said each word she almost seemed like it pained her to speak her mind. “If you don’t want to be with me anymore...I could grow to understand. Sure it will hurt for quiet a while," she shrugged trying to laugh it off. "But I don’t want you if you want someone else…”
I sat in silence for a while as I watched tears start to slowly fall from Ayas face once again. She continued, “If you…if you love her more…I’ll understand. I love you Miki…unconditionally and I want you to be happy…Even if that means,” she sniffled and began to cry again leaning into my shoulder. She hiccuped a couple of time trying to speak again.
I gently rubbed her back, “Even if that means what Aya?” I asked as gently as I could. I was starting to feel myself tear up as well. I hate seeing the girl I love hurting so much because she wants me to be happy. It just isn’t fair to her.
She slowly sat back up tears still streaming down her face. “Even if that means I lose you.” She smiled and I could tell she meant it. I could also see the pleading look in her eyes begging me to stay.
I thought of Yossui and how much I loved being around her. How complete it felt to be laughing with her. How much I truly cared for my friend. But at the same time I thought of Aya and how much I loved her. How I knew that if I let her go, I might break her. I won’t do that. I can’t do that.
I pulled her as tight as I could into my body. “I won’t leave you Aya. I love you,” I stated firmly. She tried to pull away a little as she started crying again; but I held my grip on her firm. I am not going to let her go. She needs me and I need her. I’m not leaving.
Then I finally heard her whisper, “I love you Mikitty.”
I smiled…Mikitty. That’s what I love to hear.
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:cry: Aya! im speechless, Aya REALLY love miki! :cry: and don't worry bout the finals (good luck on them) and work, we're not going to rush you. :)
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So the next chapters are going to seem pretty filler-ish
But I'm really big on establishing things over periods of time so I call them necessary lol
Anyways, after this chapter they are going to get less frequent because of finals
I might even (just until school is over) start writing a second fic thats really wacky and a lot less serious just so I have something to relax writing lol but I won't stop with this one
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Chapter twenty-six: Yoshizawa Hitomi
I panted slightly as I ran over to the side bench grabbing at my orange Gatas water bottle. Futsal practice is probably my two favorite part of my work week. Well unless we have games, because then those are even more fun. Its nice to be able to play sports while still being a singing idol. I love my job.
As I gulped down the water I noticed Miki out of the corner of my eye laughing with Tsuji and Konno. I set down my water bottle and was starting to walk over to the three of them when the coach clapped and summoned us all over to him.
I stood in a circle with the rest of my teammates with Koregana to my left and Konno to my right. The coach began to tell us about how much we’ve improved in this practice and what we need to work on next time: the usual stuff.
I glanced over to the opposite side of the circle and caught Mikis eye for a moment. She stared at me before quickly looking away and at the coach.
That was weird. Now that I think about it Miki has kind of been avoiding me all practice. I bit my lower lip; it was probably because of what happened when Rika and I broke up. But that was over a month ago and she was still avoiding me. Maybe I’m just thinking about all this too much.
Although, I do feel bad because I heard that she was still with Aya. I shook my head a little trying to clear my mind. As I took a deep breath in I noticed, once again, Miki out of the corner of my eye but she was staring at me. I looked up at her and again she looked away.
Suddenly I heard myself being addressed by the coach and I knew it was for the end of practice cheer. I put one of my hands in the center and everyone else followed suit. “Good job today everyone,” I said cheerfully. “Ok, one two three…”
We all raised our hands in the air at the same time yelling “GATAS!”
Everyone began dispersing over to various areas of the room to get there bag. I walked over to the bench and picked up my water bottle and slung my bag over my shoulder.
As I headed towards the locker room I looked around looking for Miki in particular. It’s sometimes nice being one of the taller members. Ah ha there she is.
Miki was walking alone with her bag in hand about three yards behind me. I slowed my steps until we were walking side my side. “Hey.”
She jumped a little, I guess she hadn’t noticed I’d found my way next to her. She seemed to hesitate a little, “Hey.” She looked straight ahead avoiding my gaze.
I paused not really sure what to say. “So how have you been lately? We don’t talk as much as we used to.” I laughed a little to hide my sadness. We haven’t even gone out once in a month. The only time we’ve really been in contact is at work and then we only talk when the cameras are rolling and it’s scripted.
“I’ve been fine.” She said quickly and then nothing more.
We walked through the locker room doors and she sped up her pace heading straight for the shower. I guess she doesn’t want to talk to me yet. I bowed my head slightly annoyed. Maki said it would be awkward between Miki and I for a while…but I didn’t think it would be a whole month.
I sighed and walked over to my locker, setting down my bag and grabbing a change of clothes out of it. I threw my shoes and socks into my bag before heading over to the showers.
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Damnit. That was quiet possibly the most awkward shower ever. For some reason I kept finding my eyes wandering over to stare at Miki. Then when I wasn’t looking it felt like she was then staring at me.
I guess she felt how awkward the air was as well because she took an abnormally quick shower and then when I was done I couldn’t find her anywhere in the locker room. I asked Koregana about it and she claimed Miki had already left to go home.
I threw on some jeans and an old tour T-shirt before using my towel to begin drying off my hair. I heard a locker slam behind me and turned to see Rika beginning to leave the room. I’m not really sure what compelled me to do this…but I guess I still did miss her.
“Hey Rika!” I yelled picking up my bag and jogging over to her. We walked out of the locker room and into the UFA hallways. “What’s up?”
She was just as startled as Miki when she realized who had called her name. Jeez this sucks having two girls, both of which I kind of have a thing for, being awkward around you. Well I thought it would be awkward, but Rika smiled brightly at me. “Hey Hitomi. How have you been?” She asked politely.
“I’ve been pretty good,” I half lied. Sure things in general was good, but this whole miki avoiding talking to me thing had kind of got me down. “What about you?”
“I’ve been good. Been really busy with Biyuuden stuff since I left Morning Musume.” She seemed genuinely happy and I couldn’t help but have this also put a damper on my overall mood. I know it was me who broke up with her and all but I still missed her and she seemed so much her normal self it made me think did she even really still care about me? She interrupted my thoughts, “So how is everyone in Morning Musume doing anyways?”
“Oh everyone’s doing good. Especially now since we don’t have to listen to your lame stories anymore,” I joked.
She pouted and shoved me lightly towards the wall. “Oh come on those stories were funny! Admit it you just miss them.”
We talked the whole way through the building until we parted ways at the entrance. Rika was taking the subway home and I had to go hail a cab. “I’ll talk to you later Hitomi,” she said before pulling me into a hug.
It surprised me a little but I hugged her back. We stood there for I think a whole minute until she finally let me go. I thought for a second it looked like she was crying. Then before I could say anything else she turned away from me and walked down the street.
I felt kind of bad after that little moment but overall the conversation with Rika had brightened my mood.
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Oh man, Miki has to avoid Yossie or else she wouldn't know what to do and end up breaking Aya's heart. But Yossie doesn't know that though.. It's a mutual thing! I can't believe it.. or don't believe it.. I'm pretty sure Rika wasn't over Yossie at all and she's just pulling a brave front in front of Yossie. I wonder how she really feels now, and Aya.. :(
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Short and mildly pointless chapter...yet at the same time necessary
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Chapter twenty-seven: Matsuura Aya
“You’re just too cute like this.”
I smiled up at Tan as she ran her hand along the collar of my Prince Franz costume backstage of dress rehearsal. The dressing room was empty besides me sitting in a chair and Miki standing above me in her wonderfully sexy Witch outfit.
She smiled wickedly, “It’s just too bad I didn’t get to be Sapphire. There could have been some very interesting moments on stage.” Miki raised an eyebrow and sat down strattling me. She was leaning in slowly and then…
I saw Tan get hit on the head with an air bourn shoe. “Jeez you two get a room.” Yoshizawa entered in her Prime Minister costume laughing at us.
Miki smirked at her, “But Yossui this is a ro-“
“A private room,” she cut her off.
I saw Miki pout and walk over to pick up Yossuis shoe that had hit her on the head. She looked at it for a second in her hand before smiling mischievously.
Yossui took note of this and hesitantly said, “Uhmm Miki…can I have my shoe back?”
Miki shook her head, “Nope.” And then sprinted out the room. Yossui didn’t move for a moment…and the followed yelling after her.
This left me now alone in the dressing room. I sighed and spun around in my chair so I was now facing the mirror. Staring at myself I thought back to how the last few months have been. Then that night when I thought I was surly going to lose Tan came flashing back through my head.
“I won’t leave you Aya. I love you.”
“I love you Mikitty.”
We sat there for the longest time with Tan just holding me. I gulped slightly as I made one final request of her, “Could you…not talk to Yoshizawa for a little while?”
She paused mildly confused by the request. Then she smiled down at me, “If that will help Aya. I will.” She continued smiling but I could see the sadness in her eyes
I mentally slapped myself, I know it was selfish. But I didn’t know what else to do. I had given her the option to leave me and she had refused. I couldn’t deal with her going out all the time with Yoshizawa. I feel so horrible now.
For two months I watched my Tan get sadder day by day. I knew it was because of what I’d asked of her. Finally even though I didn’t mean it I told her I didn’t care if she started to go out with Yossui again. I love Tan and want to see her happy. But that same pattern as before has started again. She doesn’t seem to answer her phone anymore and it’s like we never get to see each other. Whenever she has time off she goes to see Yossui. I had hoped this musical would bring us closer together.
But whenever we start to hang out either Tan will say she has to go meet Yossui to do something or Yossui will come barging in like she just had.
I noticed Miki walk back into the room and turned back around to face her. Soon after Yoshizawa walked in holding her now soaking wet shoe. “What did you do Tan?” I asked laughing as Yossui started to dump the water out of it.
“She put it in the toilet,” Yossui answered glaring over at Miki. But it was obvious that she was completely amused by the entire situation.
I laughed, “Tan you can be so random.”
Miki just smiled and crossed her arms in front of her chest very pleased with herself. Our eyes locked for a moment as we smiled at each other before she suddenly looked away and over at Yoshizawa.
I watched them smile at each other before Yoshizawa suggested they go get something to eat and they left. Leaving me alone…
Again.
Tan didn’t even look back.
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Woa! An update?! I just went to check here at school.. :sweatdrop:
Aya must really be hurting, she shouldn't continue this. I think it'd be better if they actually break up if Miki continues to notice Yossie over her. Tis sucks.. :(
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Poor Aya!
Even though I think Aya/Miki are the greatest couple ever I don't know if it's even worth it at this point. Miki keeps hurting Aya yet she's completely oblivious to what she's doing. I wish Aya could just be happy.
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i only wish that miki and yossy would be happy :kekeke:
i feel that i'm alone about my yomiki love xDDD all the people loves gam and ishiyoshi? :farofflook:
jejjeje great update! i remember the scene yomiki in ribon no kishi :shy2:
i really like this fanfic ^^
waiting next chapter! :k-thrilled:
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wah! i missed chapter 26!! but im caught up!! hating all this end of the school project :(
anyways....poor Aya i really want her and Miki to be together but as CrypticShadow8 stated it looks like it won't happen..... :cry:
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poor Ayaya :( Miki and Yossy just need to make up their minds. Especially Miki, at least Yossy isn't with Rika anymore (but I miss them! :cry:)
Anyway, doing good! Definitely keeping me intrigued!
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A slight break from the YossuiRikaMikiAyaMess! lol
and btw for those of you who havn't noticed: I put up a poll because I'm curious as to where you all think the YossuiRikaMikiAyaMess is going to end up in the end
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Chapter twenty-eight: Tanaka Reina
I stretched as I flopped backwards on a couch backstage after a great show. Everyone did extra good with today’s performance of Ribon no Kishi. Seriously, I’ve seen the show a million times and I thought it was spectacular.
Humming the opening song I closed my eyes and felt my whole body relax and morph into the shape of the couch as I let myself sink into it. I heard a couple of people walk into the room but I didn’t care.
Or well until I heard “The Miracles” voice.
“Reina!” she squealed and I reluctantly opened my eyes. Koharu was standing right above me looking down with the most aggravating cheerful smile I’ve ever seen. Yoshizawa and Eri were also in the room, but they were on the other side changing out of there costumes.
I caught myself starring at Eri for probably a lot longer than I should have and so I reverted back to staring at the “miracle” in front of me. “Hello Koharu,” I said with a bored tone.
She sat down next to me and slightly bounced herself on the couch. “Today was fun!” she was practically giddy with excitement. I don’t understand how she can have so much energy after a performance.
“Yea, it was.” I used the same bored tone as I tried to think of anything to get this child away from me.
I turned back to starring over at Yoshizawa and Eri who were now both done changing and just standing there chatting. Maybe I could escape if I went over and talked to them. When I started to get up I felt Koharu latch onto my arm. I had the slight impulse to punch her, but that probably wouldn’t make my manager happy.
I sighed and resided to my fate of listening to Koharu go on and on about who knows what. I really wasn’t listening to her mindless drawl.
Yoshizawa must have noticed my predicament for she suddenly walked over and pat Koharu on the head. “Hey Kiddo,” she said smiling. I held back a laugh because I knew she hated Koharu just about as much as I did.
“Mom!” She yelled and jumped up, now latching onto Yoshizawa who struggled to keep a smile on her face.
“Let’s go get some ice cream.” Koharu latched on to Yoshizawa.
“Yay ice cream~” she off-key sang as she pulled Yoshizawa out of the room.
I felt relief and gratitude come over me as I watched them leave the room. Then something stuck me as odd when Yoshizawa winked over in Eris direction. After they left I looked over at Eri who smiled shyly at me for a moment before looking away blushing.
Why was she blushing? Then I felt my own cheeks heating. Why am I blushing?!
Oh wait, yea I love that girl. Shit I hate how chicken shit I am about something as simple as a confession. But I mean, its Eri…she wouldn’t ever feel the same. Besides that could completely complicate our work life.
I bit my bottom lip and then felt that familiar ‘someone is watching me’ feeling and glanced up quickly to find Eri staring at me again. Our eyes met and I looked away but she kept staring at me.
Out of habit I said, “What you staring at?”
Eri stifled a laugh by covering her mouth with her hand. “Reina you can be such a Yankii,” she said smiling brightly. Well at least she wasn’t acting all shy…wait.
“I ain’t no Yankii!” I couldn’t help it, my accent came out.
Eri couldn’t hold it in any longer and doubled over laughing at me. I blushed and got up from my seat going over to my dresser and picking up my bag; now annoyed that I had not only been rude to the girl I’m infatuated with, but it made her laugh at me.
“I’ll talk to you tomorrow,” I mumbled as I began to exit the room.
I heard Eri trying to control her giggles, “No…Reina.” She couldn’t stop laughing but I stopped my journey out of the room either way. She continued to giggle but I managed to make out what she said, “It was cute.”
My cheeks flushed once again as I looked down at the floor.
She finally stopped giggling and looked over at me. “You’re yankii-ness is really cute.” Eri smiled and then realized what she had said and also blushed looking down at the floor.
We stood there in slight awkward silence for about a minute before I worked up my nerve. I’m going to tell her. Even if she doesn’t love me back its better than always making things to awkward for us to have a normal conversation.
I looked up at her, at the same time she also looked up. I was about to speak but she beat me to it, “Reina I…” She stopped looking back down at the floor. Then suddenly she practically yelled at me. “Reina I love you!” Eri then got very wide eyed, blushed profusely and looked back down at the floor twiddling her thumbs. “Uh…”
I couldn’t help it, now it was my turn to laugh. When I finally controlled myself and was able to look back up at Eri she was frowning and looking away from me.
I ran over and wrapped my arms around her waist. “You mean it?” I asked still giggling slightly.
She seemed caught off guard at me suddenly latching onto her as she stiffened immediately. The redness in her cheeks didn’t fade as she nodded.
I smirked, I’ve been waiting to do this for a long time, and leaned in pressing my lips to hers. There was no hesitation as Eri moved her hand up behind my head leaning in deepening the kiss.
We broke apart after a while and I was stunned. My entire brain had turned to complete mush and I couldn’t exactly see properly.
“Wow,” I breathed out.
She giggled, “What?” She said rather seductively. It was a nice change from a shy Eri, who knew she could be so seductive.
“I just didn’t think our first kiss would be so…wow.” Man I’m so lame if that’s all I can say.
“Actually…” she scratched the back of her head. “Do you remember that night when you got really wasted?”
I eyed her suspiciously, “Yeaaaaa…”
“Well…”
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As much as I enjoy the drama of that whole mess, it's nice to see some cute flirting with others! The whole Koharu thing made me XD! I think that's how I feel about her, like how does she have so much energy?! But it's one thing that I like about her at the same time. Awwww, Eri so shy! :wub: But OMG! Did she take advantage of Reina?! :twisted:
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woooooooo
TanaKamei loveee :luvluv2:
nice chapter ^^
“I ain’t no Yankii!”... yeeah surely :sweat: muajajja
Eri is so seductive :nya: ... Reina= :mon blood:
Eri= :gmon bang: and then :mon sweat:
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TanaKamei love is sooo cute~ :w00t:
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:cow: YEA!!!!! TanaKamei love!!! lol i've been :wub: :wub: fav. chapter by far!!! :)
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So hey I'm not going to post tomorrow most likely because I'll be studying my ass off for my AP Euro test xD
But here is another chapter for now =]
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Chapter twenty-nine: Matsuura Aya
I threw my script down on Rikas living room table. “Rikaaa,” I whined. “Why did management tell us we have to go over our parts in the play again?”
Rika walked back over to me from her kitchen holding two glasses of water. “Because they think it will benefit us if we compare how we play the role of Franz.”
“Then why isn’t Nacchi here?”
“She was busy.”
I sighed and leaned back against the couch. “I’m so tired of this. We’ve read through the script a hundred times.”
“We can stop if you want,” she laughed. “It’s not like they have hidden security cameras in my apartment to make sure we keep working.” I glanced around the room faking suspicion, to which she laughed again. “I think this was good though. We don’t hang out enough as it is.”
“That’s true,” I said nodding.
“Besides what were you going to do tonight anyways?”
“Well originally I was going to go out with Miki but she decided to go out with Yoss-“ I stopped in my tracks. “She was supposed to go out with a friend.” I wasn’t sure how Rika still felt after they had broken up, so best to not just mention Yossui.
Rika was starring down at her lap with a sad expression on her face. She suddenly looked up at me and faked a smile, “its okay for you to mention her. I’m doing better now.” She smiled trying to reassure me. I didn’t say anything after a while because I was afraid I had completely ruined the night. “So Miki is out with Hitomi tonight?” She asked trying to play off that it was no big deal.
“Yea…” I replied rather hesitantly. “They're hanging out a lot again.”
Rika seemed to be lost in her own thoughts as she starred around the room. I bet she really missed Yoshizawa. I really don’t know what I would do without Tan. Even though things are still a little rocky and her always going out with Yossui bothers me…I still can’t just let her go. If she had accepted to leave me...
“So how are you and Miki doing anyways?” Rika suddenly asked prying me away from my thoughts.
“We’re doing really good,” I automatically said. I replied with that to everyone now. I could say things are a little awkward, but I don’t want others to worry about me. It’s not there place to meddle in my life either way.
Rika smiled and took a sip of her water. “Well that’s good to here. You guys look really good together.”
I smiled, “thank you.”
As we sat in an awkward silence I started to stare around the room. Rikas apartment was very cute yet at the same time not overly so. It had a warm feeling to it.
I looked over at Rika and noticed her playing with a pendent she was wearing. Strange that looks a lot like the one Tan has. I giggled silently to myself; as much as they seem to hate each other they must have really similar taste to buy pendants almost exactly the same. Although, it could be different. I can’t tell because Rika is holding it so close to herself.
My mind began to wander again to Miki. She has been trying a lot harder to be around more. Miki will still go out with Yoshizawa a lot and such, but I can sincerely tell that she’s trying. That’s all I can ask for right? She only went out with Yoshizawa today because I had to go over the play with Rika.
Even though she’s trying, I think…”Sometimes…”
Rika looked over at me puzzled. “Sometimes what?”
“Sometimes it feels like Tan isn’t really there.”
Rika didn’t say anything and that’s when I realized I had accidentally blurted those words aloud. I hate it when I say my thoughts.
I looked away from Rika because she was staring at me with the saddest expression I’ve ever seen. “That’s how it was with Hitomi. She would be there for me. But in reality she never really was.”
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have brought that up.”
Rika smiled, “No don’t apologize. I’m the one who said something I shouldn’t have. I make it seem like its going to be over because of that feeling you get. When really,” she paused. “Aya if you keep trusting Miki and don’t let your suspicion get in the way…I really hope you two stay together.”
I nodded and looked down at the floor.
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Btw I find how the poll is going very interesting...
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ahh... my 1st post here... I wanted to post here since I love your fic so much :lol:
Pleaseee... whatever you do with yossi/rika/miki please make Aya happy in the end.. :cry:
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aw.. is rika and aya gonna get together?? they finally talk and they're in the same situation.. Rika's already broken and i think it won't be long until Aya is too.. but thats what i don't want to happen. :cry:
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wow..
TANAKAMEI really cute..XD
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So I think that was the longest I have ever gone without doing an update...
But I've been bust (sorry guys if you don't want to read this go straight to the story but I'm going to rant about my life a little)
So Friday AP Exam
then yesterday and today I off and on watched the Jdorama 1 Liter of Tears
and OMG THAT IS SUCH A SAD SERIES
I cried at least twice per episode and there are 11 episodes
thats at least 22 times I bawled while watching it xD
I also watched the last two episodes with a friend (After watching Sukeban Deka with the lovely Aya Matsuura)
and she was crying just as hard
I recommend it to like anyone
SOOOO GOOD
and SOOO SAD
Anyways...onto the story
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Chapter thirty: Fujimoto Miki
I stood outside the studio starring at the sky as I waited for Aya to finish her scene. It was just about the last day of shooting for Sukeban Deka. The day before it had been announced that we were going to be in a special unit to make a song just for the movie. I know Aya was really excited to get to spend some more time with me. So I decided to come and pick her up from her movie work so we could go over to the other studio so we could record the song.
"Fujimoto-san," I heard an unfamiliar voice yell at me.
I turned around in the direction of the noise to see some boy running over to me. I thought about turning around and walking away because he could have been a crazy fan...but I figured that since he was in a Sukeban Deka Staff t-shirt it would be okay.
He stopped a couple feet short of where I was and slightly blushed like he was embarrassed to speak to me. Well I am Fujimoto Miki. "Fujimoto-san, you shouldn't wait outside for miss Matsuura. Why don't you come inside to watch as she finishes up? We're shooting the last fight scene, it should be okay." He smile and wouldn't look me in the eye. How I love my power over some men.
"Oh, thank you." I bowed and followed him inside the studio. It looked like an old warehouse. I spotted Ayaya standing up to some wacko in white with a sword. How amusing.
I had to stifle my laughter as I watched the scene go on. This is so ridiculous. Aya couldn't hurt anyone if she tried. She was too gentle of a soul.
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After the shooting had wrapped up I ran up to Aya and finally burst out laughing. She looked puzzled for a short moment before frowning. "Was my acting really that bad?"
I tried to stifle my laughter but I couldn't. So I just shook my head as I continued to try and stop my laughing. "It's just..." Damnit I need to control myself. "It's just that...you're nothing like your character in real life."
Aya looked at me smiling a little. "Well I guess that could be a compliment. I guess that could be seen as a compliment."
"Not really," and she frowned again. "Well, uhhh..." uhmm. "You know what I meant." She just kept standing there still frowning. She looked slightly amused though as I struggled to make amends for my big mouth. "It's like...uhmm." I looked around the room and then at Aya again. That was defiantly a smirk because she had the upper hand. Yet I was still trying, "You see...uhhhh" oh I give up. "Why don't we go to the studio now?" and I held out my hand for her.
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After the shooting was over we both walked out exhausted. "That took forever," I heard Aya whine beside me. "I'm so tired. They over work me." And even with that statement she smiled.
"Yea, but you love working. So don't complain." I smirked over at her.
Aya blushed, "I'll see you tomorrow Mikitty." She began to walk away and slightly glanced back at me like she was expecting something. But then she just turned back around and quickened her pace away from me.
oh right she probably...I grabbed her hand and pulled her into me pressing my lips to hers. Her blush got even deeper as I let her go. I love seeing her so embarrassed. But no one was really around, so its okay. "Uhmm, goodnight."
"Night," I said waving as she walked away. I really think its those little things that keep our relationship alive, as hard as its been lately between us.
I turned in the opposite direction and was surprised to see Goto Maki wave over to me as she exited the building. "Hey Miki!" She yelled walking over to me.
"What's up?"
"Just finished with a new song, you?"
"Same."
She smiled and then paused before suggesting, "Want to share a cab?"
I was a little surprised by her request. We honestly don't talk that much. But I guess it was practical because we both live in the same direction. "Sure."
Maki stuck out her hand to the street and after about thirty seconds a cab stopped and we both climbed inside while trying to not look the guy in the eye in case he recognized us.
After a few minutes of silence Maki turned to me. "So hows life?"
"What are you getting at?" she was obviously curious about something. As good as an actor she was on screen...she could be pretty obvious when just casually talking to me.
"Are you and Aya doing okay?"
"Thats a weird question to just casually ask."
"Not really." huh?
"I don't understand."
Maki sighed and looked me straight in the eye. "It's just from what I observe you guys seem pretty off and on...then there's Yocchan."
"What about Yossui?" I asked I think too quickly because she looked at me odd. "I mean, whats up with Yossui? Why do you bring her up."
She looked a little unsure, "Well it just sometimes seems like you two are...well you know."
"No I don't know. What are you getting it?"
"It just seems like you two will act like...like a couple."
I laughed, "You're kidding me right?" Unlike her I'm a better actress off screen than on. "Yossui and I are just friends."
"Oh," she shrugged and looked out the window. "I guess I was wrong."
I punched her playfully in the arm, "What nervous that I'm going to steal your Yocchan away from you?"
She started laughing, "My Yocchan?" Don't make fun of me. You two will seem couple-y as well! "You can be so ridiculous Miki." Speak for yourself jeez...
"Have you been wanting to ask me this for a while?" I asked believing that she had.
She shrugged again. "Kind of. It's only more recently that Yocchan has been mention-" She stopped abruptly like she had said too much. Lucky for her the cab driver stopped not five seconds after that at her apartment. "Never mind, good night Miki," and she quickly jumped out of the car.
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So, I'm going to put another chapter up in like a little less than an hour.
I skipped a couple original filler chapters I had
because I realized that the reason I wasn't writing was because it was boring even me xD
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Chapter thirty-one: Goto Maki
I ducked my head slightly as I tried to blend in the crowded Tokyo city streets. Pushing my sunglasses down a little, while at the same time lowering my hat, I scanned the crowd. Ah ha there she is, my favorite tom-boy.
She hadn’t seen me yet so I snuck up behind her and tapped the taller girl on the shoulder. She didn’t jump in surprise like a normal person would have, but just turned around and glared at me.
“No, I’m sorry, but I will not give you an auto-“ she stopped mid sentence. “Oh! Gocchin!” Now she was surprised.
“Haha jeez Yocchan. Did you think I was some crazy fan?”
“Well, it was hard to recognize you at first.” She shrugged lightly as we linked our arms together and began walking down the street.
I playfully frowned at her, “I can’t believe you wouldn’t know your best friend when you saw her.” She slowly rolled her eyes looking straight ahead as we weaved around people to the restaurant.
Once we arrived and got seated I took off my hat and glasses hoping no one would bother us while we were eating. Besides it was kind of dark inside.
Yocchan looked up from her menu and smiled at me silly. “What?”
She shrugged, “Nothing. I just missed you~”
“I know, a whole two months without seeing me and your world must have been crushed.” She laughed and glanced back down at her menu. “So, what do you recommend seeing as you’ve been here and I haven’t?”
She had that cute thinking look on her face as she stared seriously down at her menu. I suppressed my giggles. “How about I just order for you?”
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An hour or so later we both sat there with our jeans practically bursting at there seams. Yocchan looked over at me laughing, “Who knew idols could eat three full meals and dessert by themselves?”
“Good thing we do an excessive amount of dancing.”
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We decided to cut through the park to Yocchans place, I was staying there tonight to save the hassle of getting a cab. She lived nearby anyways.
As we walked I noticed all the various couples walking hand in hand and sitting under the trees cuddling together. That’s so cute.
I glanced over at Yoshizawa who seemed to have a solemn expression on her face as she also watched the couples. I grabbed her hand and swung it playfully between us. She smiled lightly at me, before frowning once again. “Whats up?” I asked.
“Nothing.”
Okay Maki, thing up something to talk about. “So how’s your love life?” Wait, damn. Wrong question! I mentally smacked my head against a concrete wall.
Yocchan stiffened slightly, but began talking anyways. “Non-existent.”
“Oh,” what else can we talk about? We kept walking and passed many more people. It now seemed awkward for some reason. Yoshizawa was being very quiet. Then we passed a couple I knew. It was Miki and Aya, but luckily Yocchan didn’t notice. They were sitting together, although it kind of seemed like Miki wasn’t paying much attention to Aya…they seemed to be awkward even though I was kind of far away and couldn’t hear there conversation. I looked back over at Yocchan.
“I’m sorry.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
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So I would like it to be noted that I think Yoshizawas graduation was announced before they went to Hawaii in 2007. Well in my story…it isn’t yet.
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Chapter thirty-two: Ishikawa Rika
Just take it step by step, I can do this. I reached my hand inside my pocket to make sure the envelope was still there. I know, it’s completely cowardly. But I don’t know what else I could possibly do. I…I miss her way to much.
I knocked on Yoshizawa Hitomis door for the first time in two years.
I waited for a moment and almost thought she wasn’t home when the door suddenly swung open. “Hey there,” she smiled brightly. "Sorry I didn’t really hear the door because my music was up so loud." And that it was, I could hear…was that Morning Musume, your own band Hitomi?....blasting from her bedroom.
I smiled back at her, “It’s cool.”
We stood in her door frame for a minute or so. Hitomi was smiling at me and in a very calm manner. “Uhmm, can I come in?” I asked tired of the slightly awkwardness that apparently only I was feeling.
“Oh!” she blushed slightly. “Yea, of course you can.” She held open the door and put out her arm out welcoming me into her home.
It hadn’t changed all that much from before she had been living with me. It was still pretty plain and very clean. Well, everything but it seemed her bedroom. I peered inside the slightly open door to see clothes and such scattered everywhere with a suitcase on her bed.
She hurriedly went inside her room and turned off the loud music. “Sorry about the mess. Morning Musume is going on a trip to Hawaii tomorrow and I procrastinated in packing.”
I stepped inside her bedroom be careful not to step on anything. “Yea, I heard. You should have fun.”
Sitting down next to her suitcase I played with my hands a little bit. “So what do I owe this pleasant visit to?” Hitomi suddenly asked me.
I shrugged, “Nothing really.”
She smiled at me and began to pack once again. “So, how has life been in general?”
“It’s been good,” I couldn’t help but feel awkward. She was treating my visit like it was no big deal, something I did everyday or something. Yet I couldn’t help but feel nervous and weird. It was so strange to be back in her apartment as just her friend. All because I was just…ugh I have to focus on right now. “Do you want some help?”
“Hmm?”
“With packing? I can help if you need it to go quicker. Besides your room is a complete mess.”
She shook her head, “Nah you don’t have to. I don’t want to trouble you with this. Besides I’m almost done packing and I can just clean once I get home.”
I stood up and she accidentally brushed against my arm as she passed by to the other side of the room to retrieve a purple shirt. I couldn’t help but fell a slight bit of pleasure and pain even though it was a completely inadvertent touch. “You can’t leave your room like this for that whole time.”
I began to go around and pick up her clothes. Hanging up and folding the clean ones, while creating a pile in the corner for the dirty. As I picked up another article of clothing she reached and grabbed it from me. “Rika-chan, I told you that you don’t have to help.” She smiled and walked over to her closet and started to hang it up herself. I rushed over to her and grabbed it back, finishing hanging it up.
“And I know you wouldn’t have cleaned it if I hadn’t started first.”
She blushed again, “you’re probably right.”
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Hitomi ended up inviting me to stay and eat dinner. It was really pleasant sitting and talking with her over a meal of beef curry. But, I still just couldn’t help that with every smile she gave me and every time she would say something even remotely playful my heart would hurt to a point where I thought I would start crying right here as we ate. I kept it in though. I don’t want to let her see how much I needed her. Not yet.
I stood up and took my plate over to the sink and washed it off. I walked over to the door and stretched a little. “Well, I guess I will see you when you get back.”
She got up and put her own plate away before leaning against the kitchen counter facing me. “Yea, hopefully we can spend more time than we have been together.”
I nodded and then remembered the envelope in my pocket. “Uhmm Hitomi?”
I began to pull it out of my pocket, “Yea?”
“I…” Sighing I pulled my hand out of my pocket leaving the envelope there.
“You…what?”
“I just…” It couldn’t be helped, it came out on its own accord. “I really miss you.”
Yoshizawa frowned slightly and looked away.
“I mean…” Nevermind. “Can I use your bathroom?” I guess I will have to go with the note.
She started laughing, “You can be so random. Sure, you know where it is.”
I nodded and went into her room closing the door behind me. I walked over to her bed and unzipped her suit case. I moved aside a couple of things before slipping the envelope out of my pocket. Then I couldn’t help it as a lone tear traveled down my cheek and off my chin landing on the plain white surface.
After tucking the envelope securely under her clothes I zipped the suitcase up again and went over to the bathroom, flushed the toilet and then walked out back to where Hitomi was waiting watching television.
“So, I’m going to go now.”
Hitomi stood up turning off the tv. “Oh,” and she walked over to her front door opening it up. “I’ll wait with you down there for a cab.”
“Oh no, its okay.”
She smiled brightly, “I’m going to do it either way, so stop protesting.”
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frowns at lack of comments
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I love 1 Litre of Tears! BEST dorama ever!
Anyway, 2 chapters!
I feel bad for Maki for some reason. Maybe because I think she has feelings for Yossy....or she's just a really concerned friend. And I feel bad for Aya too. It must be so painful to watch Miki fall in love with Yossy. She knows what's going on and Miki is trying to deny it.
I just hope that by the end, everyone is happy.
edit: 3 chapters!!!
Rika-chan...... :cry:
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whay can't it just be ishiyoshi and gam? :cry: :cry: :cry:
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^lol, why can't it be charmikitty? that's what i've been longing for.. XD
anywayz.. 3 continuous chapters wow!
all i can say is there's nothing really happening to Rika.. and Aya's being neglected.. Good thing Maki's around but hey.. She should do something and get all of them together and sort it out.. gaah.. such a love square... :angry:
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Haha wow it wasn't three continuous actually...just two
I posted chapter thirty like on sunday night xD
Anyways, this story should be wrapping up pretty soon
Maybe another week and a half? since I cut a couple chapters there is only like 7 or 8 more
and the last four or so are very conclusion-like
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Chapter thirty-three: Fujimoto Miki
knock knock knock
"Who could that be?" I pondered to myself as I walked to my front door almost tripping over my suitcase I had placed by it the night before.
I looked through the peep hole to see Aya standing there with a solemn expression, actually it was almost pissed off, on her face. Why is she even here? Wait, why do I not want her here?
Putting on a smile I opened the door, "Hey!"
She quickly put up a smile as well to cover her sad expression I had seen moments before. "Hey Miki."
Again with the Miki stuff? That has been becoming more and more frequent. I really liked being called Tan... "Come on in," I said holding open the door for her. Aya seemed to hesitate before coming inside.
We both walked over to my couch and sat down.
This is...awkward...
"So, whats up?" I asked breaking our silence.
Aya jerked a little like she was coming out of deep thought and smiled fake over at me. Something is really wrong. "I just wanted to see you before you left."
"Oh well..." I looked around the room a little, "Want to watch a movie or something?"
"No."
Okay...then what do you want to do Aya? Jeez you need to talk to me about whatever the hell is bothering you before I find a gun and shoot myself in the head. "We can just sit here and talk then if you want?"
"You've been avoiding me."
"What? No I haven't." Kinda...
"Yes you have. Ever since you found out Morning Musume was going to Hawaii you have been avoiding me. I cant figure out why..." I felt my heart sink into my stomach. "What did I do wrong?" Now a sharp pain. She was blaming herself.
I looked down at the floor. It is true that since I knew I was going out of the country I had been making more and more excuses to not see Aya. Plus I avoided her completely at work unless it was GAM stuff, in which it would have been impossible to avoid her. I guess, I don't really know why I was doing it myself.
No, wait I do. I'm scared. damn it do I hate being scared. Our relationship has been hanging by a string for pretty much the past year or so. I cant help it, something is just not right. I love Aya...I looked up and over at her...I really do. But I love someone else more. Id come to terms with that in my mind, but isnt loving Aya enough?
I closed my eyes sighing. I'm in love with two girls, one of which I dont even know if she loves me, so shouldn't I stay with the safe bet? Yet I'm pushing her away, little by little...I'm losing my Ayaya.
"Miki?" Aya spoke softly.
I opened my eyes but didn't really look at her, "yea?"
"What did I do?"
"Nothing."
"Then why are you avoiding me."
"Because...I just am."
All of the sudden Aya just started to cry. I watched her sit there and sob for a full minute before finally reaching over and wrapping her in my arms. "Don't leave me," she said almost pleadingly.
I looked down at the crying girl in my arms puzzled. "Who said I was going to leave you?"
"You did."
What? "When?"
"Just now...I could see it."
I glanced over at the carpet so I wouldn't see Ayas tears anymore. "I think we should take a break."
"No," she almost yelled at me. "You going away is too much already. Its going to hurt us already, I cant lose you Miki."
"Thats why I was avoiding you," I was a little angry at her for an unknown reason. So the truth just comes out. "I don't know if our relationship can last over this trip. Its best just to take a break."
She pulled away from me and stood up. "Yea a break is always the good thing. People rarely get back together after those and half the time it doesn't last for another week when they do!" She wasn't crying anymore.
"Then maybe we should just break up!" I yelled at her. I cant stand it when people yell at me, I will yell back. I glared at Aya, she was being ridiculous. She brought up the whole thing, in a way, anyways. There was fire in my eyes as I stood there furious at Aya.
But then I couldn't help but feel a little bad as her anger dropped, actually her entire body dropped to the floor as she started to sob repeating over and over, "Miki I love you."
I knelt down next to her and made her look me in the eye. "I love you too Aya."
"Then why?"
"Because I just..." I stopped and got up going over to the door and opening it. "You should leave."
I cringed as she stood up and looked at me wide eye in shock. I was being so cruel to her, yet in my heart it kept telling me this was what needed to be done. I'm sorry Aya. I am so so sorry. Aya walked over and slipped on her shoes silently. "Are we really done Tan?"
I just nodded as I closed the door.
Ill tell her. Ill do it.
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ahhh! im fell behind!! wow u write fast!! lol
poor Aya.... :cry: i wonder what the trip will bring for Miki???
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:mon waterworks:
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4 chapters :ding:
miki you do it!! :kekeke: i'm happy now xD
what will happen in hawaii? :luvluv1:
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WHAT???????????
ayaaaaaa.......:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
stupid miki!!!!!!!
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Haha I always love Yukaris comments
Always the opposite of everyone else xD
anyways short chapter
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Chapter thirty-four: Tanaka Reina
I stared over at Eri smiling who was leaning over the back of her seat to talk to Sayu, Gaki and Ai. She looked at me and returned my smile before going back to the conversation. Sighing I turned around to look out the window of the airplane. We’ve only been in the air for an hour and I’m already bored.
It was a weird plane too…There was only five rows each with three seats. Haha…I guess if we had flown on a commercial plane that could have caused a commotion. I sat up a little and looked around the plane.
In the front was Fujimoto and Yoshizawa. Originally Yossui has been sitting up there with Koharu…I cringed at how painful that would have been…but Miki convinced her to switch with her. So now it was Koharu and Mitsui in the second row. Then it was Eri and myself, followed by Sayu, Gaki and Ai in the fourth row. A couple of body guards were in the last one.
I suddenly felt someone tap me on my head kind of hard. “Hey!” I almost shouted up at the person. But when I looked up I saw Eri giggling down at me.
“Don’t be such a grump Reina.” She patted me on my head, “Come talk with us.”
I couldn’t help but smile, she was too cute. I unbuckled my seat belt and joined them in talking about whether Miki or Yuko was scarier when angry.
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I yawned and stretched slightly as I opened my eyes. I guess at some point I must have fallen asleep. The entire airplane was dark, it seemed everyone had gone to sleep. Then I felt something odd up my shirt.
Quickly I looked over at Eri to see she had fallen asleep with both her hands slightly up my shirt and her face buried in my shoulder. I smirked, for her original shy appearance she was very sneaky.
I leaned back in my chair and just watched her for a while. She was so cute when sleeping. I heard a loud snore come from Koharu and Eri stirred a little. Stupid Koharu, interrupting my Eris sleep. I should go over and just…
My thoughts were interrupted when I felt Eri tug on the sleeve of my shirt pulling me down towards her a little. Whispering in my ear she said very slowly, “Want to join the mile high club?”
I tensed up and looked down at her with my face completely red. I mouthed, ‘are you serious?’ To which she just smirked and nodded, now completely awake. Another loud snore came from Koharu. “What if they hear us?” I whispered.
“If they can sleep through that,” Eri pointed with her thumb over where Koharu was. “They can sleep through anything.”
I bit my bottom lip, “okay.”
Eri smiled brightly like a little kid about to have her biggest wish granted and she unbuckled my seat belt for me and grabbed my hand pulling us out into the hallway. We passed Koharu and Mitsui. Mitsui looked like she was trying to sit as far away from “the miracle” as possible.
Then when we passed Miki and Yossuis seats I tripped over something. Well actually someone. Mikis feet had been extended into the aisle a little. I almost panicked when I saw her eyes open slightly, angry about probably who had woken her up. But then I watched as a slow smirk spread across her lips as she watched Eri pull me into the bathroom.
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:lol: yay tanakame just what i needed to get over the sadness from miki and aya...
I voted that this was going to end in a gam and ishiyoshi because before you had mentioned that the title was a giveaway or something like that :gmon blonde: i don't quite remember.... but i figured though miki likes yossie and yossie likes miki they would settle for rika/aya... which would suck even though im not really a yomiki fan its just aya n rika deserve more than just being a secondary choice and yossie/miki if they like each other should be together :pig madder: ....
i dunno I'm rambling... whatever but i love the story i love this chapter especially how Eri suggested they join the mile high club AWESOMENESS :k-great:
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Haha I always love Yukaris comments
Always the opposite of everyone else xD
... i love your fanfic and... YOMIKI!!! :on lol:
nice chapter!! Tanakamei is great!! :nya: they are cute... and reina is so yankee OMG XD i died when she want to slap koharu... cool :mon nyah:
Reina= :mon wind:
Kamei= :mon nap:
Reina= :mon pissed:
Kamei= :mon psst: :mon misch:
Reina= :mon innocent:
Two= :mon lurk: and then...
Yukari imagination: :mon mischief: :mon crazyinlove:
that's my comment... my english sucks ò.o so i use the icons maujajaj xD
i demand a new chapter! XDDDDDDDDDD
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CH. 33:
Aww, Ayaya.... :( But I'm kinda happy Miki just ripped off the bandaid, you know? It's not fair to string people along or be strung along.
CH. 34:
BEST THING EVER!!!!
Mmm, Eri and Reina! In the plane.... :drool: I can't wait to hear what Miki has to say about it!
And the "don't be a grump" thing made me :lol:
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lol i can imagine Miki's face.. XD
what's going in her mind when she saw TanaKamei go in the bathroom.. --> :shakeit: :drool:
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Pretty short chapter...
Over the weekend I'm going to try and update my other story "one minute" so people can finally realize what its about (no one has guess right at all yet haha...)
But I really am tempted to just put up a lot of this story
Or I may decide to make you all suffer xD
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Chapter thirty-five: Yoshizawa Hitomi
Glancing over to the other side of the room I spotted Miki sitting alone, while all the other members were chatting amongst themselves as they waited for there turn. I guess I must have been a little distracted because the photographer soon yelled at me to face the camera.
After a couple more minutes of pose, click, new pose, click…over and over again, my turn was finally over. I stretched and began to walk over to Miki, but she brushed past me in a hurry for her turn. Sighing I went over to Risa and Ai who were chatting about how much fun the whole trip had been. Yea, it had been fun. The whole competition and everything. Too bad today was the last day…
I slowly lost my attention as I looked over at Miki. She was so pretty with every pose she did. Yet, she seemed to be having a hard time concentrating. She kept getting lost into thought and the photographer kept yelling at her. Finally he sighed and told her they were done for now. He would call her back later when she was more awake.
I wonder what could be bothering her. I walked over and slung my arm around her shoulders. Our close contact made even me redden, but I controlled it. “What’s up Miki? You seem very spacey today. I could have mistaken you for Eri.”
She laughed a little at my joke, but wouldn’t really look at me. “It’s nothing really.”
”Oh yea because-“
She suddenly cut me off with a sparkle in her eye, “But speaking of Eri.” She grinned mischievously at me. “Do you know what they did on the plane while we were asleep? Well, while all of you were anyways.”
I shook my head, what the hell could they have done on the plane? Miki stood on her tippy toes and whispered into my ear. Oh my, was that just too much information. “You saw them?!”
“Well of course I didn't See It!” She laughed, “But I did seem them BOTH go into the bathroom together.”
“That doesn’t mean anything.”
“Of course it does! Eri looked like she was being all mischievous and Reina was sooo red she could have led Santa’s sleigh instead of Rudolph if she had wanted.”
I laughed and looked over at the two in question. To me that just didn’t seem possible. Okay maybe Reina, but Eri was way to shy to do something like that. “You’re lying.”
“Believe what you like.” Miki then fell silent as she looked around the room. “Hey Yocchan?” She said quietly looking down at her feet.
“Yea? Whats up?”
“I…” she paused and then smiled up at me. “you know, its nothing. Never mind.”
“what are you sure?”
She smiled, “positive.” With that she pulled away from me and walked over to where Tanaka and Eri were and I think she began to tease them about…uhhh that…
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I opened up my hotel room door and walked inside slipping off my shoes. Man work can be so tiring.
I walked over to my suitcase and began to riffle through it. For as much as I had packed I didn’t really use a lot of it. Hell, I should have expected that. The company always has our clothes for us.
Then something struck me as odd; there was a white envelope under a pile of clothes. “What could this be?”
I pulled it out and ripped the top open. Something small fell out of it. When I reached down to pick it up, I knew whatever this is was from Rika.
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HAHAHA! Miki told Yossy about Tanakame!!! :lol: :lol: :lol: And she didn't believe it! Oh, but they are bad girls like that!
OHHHHH! And she found Rika's letter!!!!
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noo~~ she found the letter!! :frustrated:
MIKI HURRY UP!!! the "nevermind" are not allowed :OMG:
i need a update :tantrum:
and... miki told yossy about reina and eri... XD that was funny!
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How do you know is a letter? :?
I was thinking that maybe is the necklace that Yossy gave her for their aniversary :O
Anyways...Noooooooo!!! :( I want Yomiki :heart: C'mon Miki! Don't be slow and make your move :angry: You still has a chance in the night :twisted:
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Well, so I feel like I write to much as I see that all three of my fic topics are currently at the top... xD
But I just wrote this and can't help but post it! New chapter
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Chapter thirty-six: Fujimoto Miki
Shit do I really need to get my act together. It took another two hours after everyone else had finished for me to be able to even look at the camera straight to get some good pictures. I guess my mind is just somewhere else.
Oh yea, its thinking about how the hell am I going to confess to Yossui that she has been my eye candy and love for the past like four years! It’s the last night here and I don’t know if I will be able to do it when we get back to Japan. Just the thought of my poor Aya being near us when I tell Yossui I love her breaks my heart, even though I know it’s the right thing.
Hell, I don’t even know if Yossui loves me. I stopped in the middle of the hallway that was on the way to Yossuis hotel room and just stared at the floor. What if she really doesn’t love me? What will I do after that?
I shook my head trying to clear my thoughts. Thinking about this will just make me want to tell her less. But I love her…she needs to know.
With newly gained determination I started down the hallway again. It was a little past eleven at night and most people were asleep. Wait, what if Yossui is? Either way I have to try. Maybe I can wake her up and tell her? That could be potentially cute.
Aww I can see it now. A yawning little Yocchan, rubbing her eyes as she sat up and looked at me oddly. “So cute,” I said as I made my way to her door. Oh wait, people lock there doors don’t they? But when I twisted the handle it was not only unlock, but when I opened the door completely the lights were still on.
“Yossui?” I looked around and she was lying on her bed, still in work clothes. Awww, she must have been so exhausted she just fell asleep without even changing. No idea why but that strikes me as a very Yoshizawa thing to do.
As I got nearer to my sleeping beauty, I noticed that the area around her closed eyes seemed a little red. Like allergies or maybe she was crying before she went to bed? Aw damn it, sad thoughts of her crying. Although it would be cute to see, I also can’t stand the thought of her being sad. It just breaks my heart.
I knelt down next to the bed and peared over her. Her hair was slightly ruffled and she seemed so peaceful in sleep. Smiling I began to reach for her shoulder to lightly wake her up. I’m going to do it. I can’t believe it…but I’m going to- wait. Whats that?
In Yossuis right hand was a white envelope and next to her hand was…our friendship pendant! Maybe that meant she was thinking of me! I almost squealed at the thought. I know, me squealing…I even find it a shock myself.
But what’s with the letter? Haha maybe she was going to give that to me. Well, she won’t mind if I…slowly I pulled it out of her hand along with the pendant. Holding the pendant in my left hand and after extracting it from the envelope, the letter in my right I began to read.
Hitomi-chan
Forgive me for being so cowardly that I cannot say this to you in person. It’s taken me so many drafts already to finally know what I want to say. Well no, I know what I want to say (I’ve always known) but how to put it in to words.
From the moment I met you I knew we would be good friends. Not long after I knew that I wanted to be more. My wish was granted for many wonderful years that we spent together.
Then one day my stupid jealousy took over and I ruined something beautiful and pure. My unjust suspicion hurt both you and I. Truly, I am sorry from the deepest reaches of my heart. I made a mistake a wish to fix it if it is not too late to do so.
Since that day when you were no longer mine I haven’t felt whole once. No matter how many people I surround myself with I always feel empty. No matter how many times I try to separate myself from you I find my mind thinking about you constantly. I hurt at the most random moments without you. Without knowing you are going to be waiting for me at home I have no motivation to do anything to my fullest capabilities. Your touch elates me and burns my skin at the same time.
I am sorry for being so jealous. I just want you back and to know you love me if you still do. Please if you feel the same let me know.
And even if you don’t just talk to me more sometimes. Maybe I will learn to get over you eventually…
I love you, I need you
Your Charmy! Ishikawa Rika
My heart shattered a little more with every word. Yossui had given Rika…OUR friendship pendant.
I let it and the letter drop from my hand and land on the floor with a soft thump. I could feel the tears beginning to form as I glanced around the room almost in a panic.
How could I have been so stupid!? Yossui and Rika had always been happy together. It was just a matter of time before they got back together. Even after they broke up they could go out and laugh and have a good time. I never understood how you could do that with an ex until now.
Rika still loves Yossui. And its now apparent that I was never, and never will be, more important to her than Rika. The pendant is proof of that. I stood for probably a half hour just letting my eyes wander around the room in shock. I had been so naïve…so stupid. I wanted to punch myself in the face.
I have to get out of here.
Quickly I gathered the letter and pendant back up and set them near Yossuis hand so she would just think she dropped them. Turning to leave, something stopped me.
Perhaps it was how beautiful and tranquil she looked as she slept. Or maybe its because I knew I could never have her when she was conscious. But I turned back and planted a very light kiss on Yossuis lips.
When I pulled away the tears began to stream down my face. She stirred a little and I quickly exited the room, slamming the door a little as I left.
As I cried walking down the hallway, I reached up and touched my lips with my hand. It’s official, the kiss proved it.
I love Yoshizawa Hitomi.
But I now know, that will forever be our first and last kiss. There is nothing more I can do. “Too late…” I whispered to myself.
I couldn’t even make it past the first step into my hotel room before collapsing into a heap, sobbing my heart out. Why couldn’t I have stayed with the safe bet? It would have hurt so much less.
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and yes, I understand that the letter is...complete cheese
I havn't even reread it since I wrote it back when I was on chapter twenty or so
and I probably wont read it again
because I don't particularly care for it...and still find it necessary.
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nooooooooo~~ heyyouhiya you are so mean :gyaaah:
it almost makes me cry :farofflook:
"It’s official, the kiss proved it.
I love Yoshizawa Hitomi."
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~ poor miki!!!!! :OMG:
(yeah i see that you were conected and i wait for you to update, it's a vice) :luvluv1:
now... I WANT THE NEXT CHAPTER!! :pleeease:
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Yossy! Wake up!!! :mon headbang:
You have to tell Miki you love her too!!! I know you do :mon whine:
This was so sad! :mon hanky:
yeah... I want the next chapter too
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yossy! come back to japan and tell rika you still like her!!!! :cry:
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omg!! im getting so busy!!
love the Reina/Eri chapter!! my fav. couple there! :cow:
:cry:Dang i feel sorrie but Miki but yet for Rika! ahhhh just follow ur hearts!! and yossi wake up!! :banghead: omg cannot wait till the next one, i am going to on the look out and read the next chapter no matter how busy i am!! :w00t:
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So originally these chapters were three long ones...I even had them written up xD
But a part of me was going: Noooo make them short! It will sound better
and I believe that it does
so here is chapter thirty-seven in three parts
Just one more chapter too go after this- that is very epilogue-like
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Chapter thirty-seven: Yoshizawa Hitomi
I opened my eyes as I heard the slamming of a door somewhere. It sounded really close; but that is nothing to concern myself with.
I just had one of the best dreams of my life. There was Miki and…my own thoughts trailed off as I looked over and noticed the letter and pendant. I bit my bottom lip as I sat up and stared at the two items.
I guess a part of me never stopped loving Rika. But it always feels like there is something in the way. No just someone…
I know now what needs to be done.
“Dreams are stupid.”
Thirty-seven (part two): Ishikawa Rika
I was so excited when I opened my door and there stood my Hitomi-chan with flowers and my pendant. She was smiling and had that twinkle in her eye from all those years ago.
Then the words I never thought I would get to here: “I think I know what can help our relationship. We just need to see each other more.” She gulped and bit her lip. “I just talked to Tsunku about it. I’m going to leave Morning Musume at the end of this concert.”
Happily ever after you know?
“I’ll graduate for you.”
Thirty-seven (final part): Matsuura Aya
“I’m sorry,” Miki looked down at the floor as they both stood in an empty hallway after a quick GAM shoot.
I couldn’t help it, I smiled. Maybe we truly did just need a break. I should have trusted Mikitty more. “No need,” and I leaned in and kissed her. “I love you Mikitty.”
She smiled, it’s been a long time since I’ve called her that. “I love you two,” she paused. “Ayaya.”
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Aw.. I'm so happy that they're getting back together.. oh, I can't believe I'm saying this... but somehow it feels wrong.. :shocked:
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OMG TanaKame..<3
NOo..
:cry: miki...
yossei.. :angry:
XD
cant wait..
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You update fast!!!!!!! :lol: But I'm glad because I cannot get enough of this story! I'm happy they're back together. I mean, I feel sorry for Miki because she liked Yossy but it's so romantic that Yossy's gonna graduate for Rika!! :shy2: And it's great that Aya and Miki are back together too. But Miki seems hesitant somehow..... :(
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huh? was that the ending??
seriously?
ummmmm... that doesn't feel right.....
i wanna now how yossi will react if miki tell her she loves her..... :(
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i don't like it :angry1:
yossy you're such a silly :frustrated:
if only she had wake up a few seconds before :gyaaah:
my yomiki heart is broken now :farofflook:
but the hope is the last thing that die :ding:
waiting next chapter!!
(PD: rika you could deliver mikitty's pendant) :mon uggh:
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Was there a purpose to you saying "I love you two" instead of "I love you too." You know as if Miki was saying I love the two of you. So sad. Even though the couples I had wanted together ended up together it doesn't seem right anymore. *sigh* Obviously Yossie and Miki were meant for each other yet things just didn't work out.
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Somehow I had this feeling that this was going to end like this and these are the times when I hate be right :banghead:
What the hell?!!! Yossy and Miki love each other... this is wrong :scolding: :mon headbang: They don't even said "I love you Miki" "I love you Yossy" :mon mad:
They're only going for the easy or safe way :mon impatient: This is not fair for Rika and so much less fair for Aya-chan, because the desicion to brake was made by Miki, and with Rika and Yossy, both agreed
I'm feel so sad, I wanted, and I still want, Yossy and Miki end together and be happy :mon whine:
anyways, waiting for the last chapter :mon exhaust:
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Like everyone else said, it doesn't feel right :cry: I think Yossy still does have feelings for Rika, maybe as strong as those for Miki, but its totally not far on Aya, she's just sloppy seconds and doesn't even know it :shocked:
Can I please make a request that you post the full version of the last three chapters maybe when its finished as like deleted scenes on the bonus DVD please, if you still have them of course... I'm a nosey person and like to know everything so I would love to see the part you cut out! :mon pray2:
Hopefully if at least 3 other people agree with me, you'll oblige ;) :mon kissy:
I do think it works really well the way u did it though! :mon thumb:
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Yea guys its not supposed to feel right
But yes thats the ending basically (besides what I am putting up right now...)
*bows head* I'm sorry its so sad
Personally I've been thinking for a while about making a almost sequel later and having it be happy (but idk if I will because this was the ending...but if enough people want me to I'll consider it xD)
crypticshadow8 hit the nail on the head there with that spelling choice. =]
and lollipopgirl I'll think about putting it up. But basically they were just like longer versions with mindless dribble to make the scene longer
anyways...then epilogue-like final chapter
and to clarify its from Mikis pov basically talking directly to Yossui. Although Yossui will never hear her of course.
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Chapter thirty-eight: Fujimoto Miki
Even though it’s the thing that broke us, I still wear my pendant. I can help it. I feel naked if I don’t have it on.
Aya used to ask me about it, but I would just change the subject and eventually she left it alone. She probably just didn’t want to really know since I avoided it too much. It’s still not good to bring you up in conversation even though we don’t see each other all that often…since you left.
It’s probably better that way now that I think about it. My heart just aches when I’m even just thinking about it. Hell, its hurting a lot right now even though I know you will never hear my thoughts of you.
In all honesty though, I’m happy with Aya. She’s a nice girl and I love her. She’s safe.
She soon got tired of my weird schedule as a Musume, so she asked me to leave. Aya wanted us to be able to do more GAM things together. Too bad Tsunku wouldn’t hear of it. He said that losing you was already a big blow. They couldn’t lose me too.
Aya wasn’t satisfied. She came up with probably the dumbest way to get me out.
But it worked, I was out of Morning Musume. Too bad it backfired and I wasn’t in GAM anymore either. She was completely upset. Although, I can’t say I was angry about it. Its been nice not having to worry about working. I do miss it though.
Oh well, she was happy that she now got to see me whenever she was off. So I guess that means I was happy. Right?
I don’t regret leaving Morning Musume. It wasn’t so much fun with you gone.
You know it’s been almost a year since you left?
At least you’re still working. I’m watching you now in your first Ongaku Gatas concert. You look so free and happy on stage.
Did you just catch my eye? I think you did…now you have a slightly puzzled look upon your face. Shit, I don’t want to be noticed. I quickly dove behind some fans to avoid eye contact again.
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Why am I heading backstage after the concert? I’m just going to hurt all over again when I see you.
I sighed running my hand through my hair. Just say hi, that’s it.
Soon I located your dressing room but no one was there. Entering I looked around at the various costumes. I stood and just smiled up at the ceiling, glad to be even breathing your air once again.
Then I heard footsteps and I was compelled to dive behind the costume rack. You and Rika entered acting all lovey-dovey. I think I’m going to be sick.
I watched as she messed with your hair, and then you started to undress her for her. I couldn’t watch. You were just too happy…with her.
After a moment I heard my name. You had both finished changing and were now just idly talking. “Did you see Miki in the audience?”
“No why?”
“I could have sworn I saw her…”
“If she were in the audience she would have come back here to say hello.” Rikas tone was almost hateful as she spoke of me. I wanted to jump out and be like IM HERE BITCH! But I restrained myself, for your sake.
She kissed you lightly on the cheek before exiting the room. Leaving us unknowingly alone.
You looked down at your feet, “Yea I guess so…oh well…” You sighed and finished packing up your bag.
I began to tear up, I don’t really know why. Do you really miss me that much Yossui?
Suddenly you spoke, but to no one in particular. “I love you Kuwagata.” And you left the room.
Slowly I came out from my hiding place and watched the spot where you had been standing moments before.
“I love you too Kabutomushi.”
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Suddenly you spoke, but to no one in particular. “I love you Kuwagata.” And you left the room.
Slowly I came out from my hiding place and watched the spot where you had been standing moments before.
“I love you too Kabutomushi.”
Aww.. That's so sweet.. I'm happy that it turned out Ishiyoshi but... Aw. migosh.. I can't stop saying 'Aw' :sweatdrop:
It's kindof a happy ending either way right? Aw.. :cry:
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ahh...... i like the epilogue!
well...it's not the happiest ending but I guess they can be happy with their own choice.. :)
they're just not meant to be together it seems....
but I WOULD :heart: :heart: :heart: A SEQUEL!!!!! XD
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Well this has been a fun ride but it's sad to see it end.
I still love this story even if it ended so happily sad. If you write a sequel I'll be sure to read it!
*goes back to reread entire story*
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It's been nice reading the story and I think it's just proper to comment in here than on YouTube nee. I like the ending, It’s like they are soul mates but can never be lovers. It doesn’t feel right but at least Miki now knows Yossie’s real feelings, a good start for a sequel :grin:
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:cry: :cry: :cry:
Poor MIKI!!!! But I'm glad she still has Aya and that Yossy has Rika. The ending is sooo sweet!! I think I have diabetes now. :lol: This is a great fic and I look forward to more from you soon!!! 8)
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This was a good story :cry: now I remember you said this was going to be an angs so, yeah, that's a good end
anyways... Kuwagata :pleeease: Kabutomushi :pleeease:
It's been nice reading the story and I think it's just proper to comment in here than on YouTube nee. I like the ending, It’s like they are soul mates but can never be lovers. It doesn’t feel right but at least Miki now knows Yossie’s real feelings, a good start for a sequel :grin:
I totally support kRisZ in this, :cow: a sequel! a sequel :k-thrilled:
:cry: :cry: :cry:
Poor MIKI!!!! But I'm glad she still has Aya and that Yossy has Rika. The ending is sooo sweet!! I think I have diabetes now. :lol: This is a great fic and I look forward to more from you soon!!! 8)
:mon spit: :mon lmao: :pig laugh:
now I have to clean my screen -_-'
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The ending really sucks because the two main characters don't end up together like everyone hopes/wants them to. However, it's good/done well in that it's quite realistic. There are many times (both in terms of relationships and just other things in general) when people end up "settling" for things. They have dreams that they never pursue or achieve because they're too scared to take the risk. Yossi and Miki each knew that they loved the other, but there was too much keeping them from taking that fateful step. Fear of rejection, fear of hurting themselves, fear of hurting the others that they already loved (Rika and Aya), and in the end, neither Yossi and Miki could bring themselves to stick their proverbial necks out for "what could be".
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:cry: that little bit in the ending really made me cry!!! :cry:
it was a VERY good story i really enjoyed it!!! i hope u write more in the future!!
will be on the look out :D
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finally mi pc let me post :scolding:
well, about the final... i think that's a correct final, but like my rabu rabu yomiki heart says: I DON'T LIKE IT!!! :tantrum: I WANT A SEQUEL!!
that's what my head says...
you almost make me cry in the last part, it's so sad :pleeease: i'm going to die
i will miss this fanfic :farofflook: so... i insist, i want a sequel with more yomiki!!
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I was listening to KAT-TUN's Precious One while reading the final chapter and geez, I feel like crying. Actually I just started reading this yesterday and it was quite addicting, I must admit :P . Like JFC said, this is a realistic ending but it is really sad. I hope that there will be a sequel and maybe it will be a happy ending? ;) Love the way IshiYoshi and GAM develop...the splitting of GAM was kinda abrupt though...One of the best fanfic I read in a while, keep on writing! :oops:
*Continue the call for sequel* :bingo:
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ahhhh YoMiki... :wub: :drool:
but sad.... :cry:
love that part where they said "i love you" but not to each other... *teary eyed*
gah... *grabbing a pencil...* this one deserves a YoMiki fan art... :P
i hope i'm not busy... hehehehehe :sweatdrop:
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So I probably will write a sequel now that so many people want me to =] but...not for a while cuz I want to focus on my other fic (which you should all check out)
JFC I thank you very much because that is exactly what I wanted people to think about this story
gah... *grabbing a pencil...* this one deserves a YoMiki fan art... :P
i hope i'm not busy... hehehehehe :sweatdrop:
! A fanart for my story :D
That would be awesome...
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:hip burp:
^lovesick.
That's how you left me.....
:hip depress: my heart in pain :mon waterworks: my tears.... neverending.
It was about two or three days ago that I decided to read this fic..
After watching the trailer which I fell in love with I decided I was going to read this rather than do my homework or study for my test or -ultimately- sleep..
But as I started reading the feelings of sadness mixed with happiness turned into despair and depression as the chapters went on and the two starcrossed lovers had yet to achieve their nirvana.
I am typing this while my heart is continuing to break and as I sob I try to hold onto the hope that one day... maybe even tomorow .... this fic will continue and Miki will get her Yossui because that is the only thing keeping me from reaching a state of catatonia and uttering only small phrases such as 'why?' and 'no'.
I loved it.
I love every minute of it.
I love the characters, the setting, the everything! That's why I am so crushed to see that they don't end up together.
Miki is ever so accomodating to Aya by sacrificing her own happiness for so long to keep her as happy as possible and yet when she does breakaway and do what must be done so not only she but Aya as well can progress then she gets mislead to believe that she is not wanted and leaves and becomes Aya's bitch again -pardon my french but that's pretty much what she is. Aya says jump and she does it! She definitely trained her better than Rika did.....
And Yoshi... why was she crying? Was it because she realised that she was gonna have to get back with Rika or something? I think it was because she really regretted hurting her but she couldn't do anything about it.
I really hope that Yoshi would keep the necklace after all. I hoped that even if they didn't get back together in the 37th chapter then maybe they could've in the 38th.
Actually I had a baaad feeling from the second I saw the title. I thought "settling.. but for what?"
well now I know.
BTW I noticed some typos that cracked me up. Mainly because it was a really sad point that I looked at the next word and saw something that made no sense and it kinda lightened the mood a bit so I might've laughed through my tears a bit.
ok this is me....
Yoshi and Rika get together : :mon lovelaff:
Miki and Aya get together : :gmon heartu: :gmon twirl:
then Miki and Yoshi bond : :gmon cny: :gmon sing: :gmon shy: :gmon sweet:
then Yoshi and Rika have their anniversary and Yoshi gives her the necklace : :gmon getout: :gmon tears: :gmon no: oooooooooooooooooooo
then Yoshi and RIka do IT: And I said NO DON'T DO IT YOU'RE MAKING A HUGE MISTAKE!
then Miki and Aya have their date : :gmon getout: :gmon tears: :gmon no: oooooooooooooooooooo
then Miki and Aya do it : NO DON'T DO IT YOU'RE MAKING A HUGE MISTAKE! JUST CAUSE THEY DID IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO!
Miki realises she loves Yoshi : :mon santa2: :mon santa3: :gmon bang: :gmon heartu: :gmon hot: :gmon love2:
then Miki realises she loves both people : :gmon shy: :gmon ringu: (contrast)
Yoshi realises she loves Miki : :mon santa2: :mon santa3: :gmon bang: :gmon heartu: :gmon hot: :gmon love2:
then realising the whole thing just got a helluvalot more complex : :gmon ringu: :gmon tears: :mon wtf: :mon headbang: :mon runcry: :mon mad: :mon ghost: :mon cheek: :mon surr: :mon prayer: :mon ill: :mon POd: :mon hanky: :mon scare: :mon annoy: :mon huh: :mon lol: :mon ref:
what next? hmm... who was the first to distance? oh right I remember now!
Yoshi and Rika break up : :mon freeze: :mon waterworks: but also a sense of :onioncheer: :onioncheer: :onioncheer: :farofflook: finally she's free!
Yoshi and Miki are about to kiss : :ding: :tama-laff: :tama-yeeaah: :tama-heart: :tama-music: :tama-apeshit: :tama-lotsaluv: :tama-excite: :tama-excite: :banana: :leek: :tama-bigheart: :tama-slide: :sheep love: :bouncy boobs: :bounceblob: :lock: :rockon: :bow: :bow: :bow: :hump:
Miki pulls away : :grr: :depressed: :shock: :scared: :imdead: :on_plug: :on_puddle: :on_hot: :dizzy: :OMG: :badluck: :cool2: :hip cry: :hip depress: :gyaaah: :err: :fainted: :frustrated: :angry1: :badluck: :poke: :computer: :mon annoy: :fuckyou: :bangchair: :punchballs: :knee: :kickass: :mon freeze: :mon ref: :mon :mon emo: :mon zoom: :mon blood: :mon barf: :mon whine: :mon whine: :mon whine: :mon whine:
anyway, Miki gets back and chooses to stay with the safe thing Aya : :mon nwei: :mon waterworks: :mon runcry: :mon runcry: :mon runcry: :mon runcry: :mon runcry:
then having to stay away from Yoshi : :mon ghost: :mon mad: At least Yoshi tried for them. She tore Rika's heart because she knew something was missing, but Miki was both too weak to be able to do that to Aya and at the same time so selfless as to give Aya herself when she knew that wasn't what she wanted... what she needed. I really think that Miki has some really low self esteem which is why time after time she has asumed that Yoshi loves Rika and doesn't love her even though she went so far as to say it in the end!
let's skip a bit...
Miki breaking up with Aya was sad but it needed to be done.. I think that Aya really needed to learn to be away from her. She needs to be able to be hher own self and not rely on Miki so much. I mean she didn't even make any other friends. She needs to be more independent and with Miki loving her so much and babying her she doesn't feel she needs anyone else. Ergo in the subsequent years Miki has bonded slightly with some of the other girls but Aya has not made any other friends. I remember some point where Miki said the only one she hated was Rika and that she could sort of stand the others. Granted this was before Koharu joined XD
I love you heyyouhiya... and I don't think this story ending here is what either of us wants. I know you, I know you wont let an innocent pair of soulmates not be with eachother! I know it! It must be true.
I love the whole complete-incomplete thing you have going and how they both needed to be with someone to realise they are what makes eachother complete. It's not like other fics where they are just drawn to eachother instantly and they get together slloooooowwwwllyyyyy. They are with other people and they realise that something has always been missing and slowly come to terms with the fact that they are in love with eachother. But sadly they also know that they are unavailable but they think the other doesn't reciprocate their love so it is really sad to see this endless cycle of kataomoi coming from four different people.........
Then there's Eri and Reina. I'm glad they finally got together but with the title being "Settling" I have a really bad feeling this whole passionate love is going to go down in flames.... I don't think Reina will be falling out of love soon... neither will Eri.. so maybe it will be some misunderstanding... God I hope not!
I thought their stories would intertwine more though..... I thought there'd be more comraderry between them but I guess I was wrong... oh well.
I am glad at least one good couple exists in this fic.. can't wait for TakaGaki in the sequel though XD
Although I felt a bit happy for Aya cause she must've been going through hell while the trip was on and that I still think that scene needed something more... at least tell us what Aya looked like... like if she looked like she'd been crying still or if she was a mess etc. cause I kinda imagined her with a harsh look while Miki begged for forgiveness on her knees (virtually... not exactly that way but it seemed that Aya was doing her a favour! Bah! of all the nerve.....)
and Rika I felt really sorry for when I read that stuff in her letter and her POV when she gave her the letter but I still felt really depressed and sad when they got back together...... If there was only a way to make it stop hurting... sory, talkin about my heart again...
I really really love the ending. Its sweeetness and nostalgia tore a new hole in my heart to the point where it now permanently gushes blood and other kinds of cells from my frame from the hole in my chest so now I am just... a bit blood fountain and am in serious pain ... and in dire need of some medical attention.. but how can you mend a broken heart? well.. you know! But will you? *puppy eyes*
She kissed you lightly on the cheek before exiting the room. Leaving us unknowingly alone.
You looked down at your feet, “Yea I guess so…oh well…” You sighed and finished packing up your bag.
I began to tear up, I don’t really know why. Do you really miss me that much Yossui?
Suddenly you spoke, but to no one in particular. “I love you Kuwagata.” And you left the room.
Slowly I came out from my hiding place and watched the spot where you had been standing moments before.
“I love you too Kabutomushi.”
and that's when I started crying again as my heart slowed down from its state of doki-doki and reverted to its state of heart-breaky.
Kuwagata............ Kabutomushi............ :mon runcry:
now if you'll excuse me I have to cry myself to sleep.
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A wonderful story :mon inluv:
me reading the story = :onioncheer: :farofflook: :luvluv1: :OMG: :badluck: :hee: :frustrated: :scolding: :wriggly: :nya:
me as the story end = :pleeease: :gyaaah: :stoned: :fainted:
Thanks for the work :kneelbow:
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saw this on h!o, can't wait for the update :D
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i hoped for a yomiki ending :cry:. :lol:
Nice, GJ, i love it :wub: