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The Hello! Project Fanfics => H!P Fanfics => Library => Topic started by: Treykun on November 14, 2009, 03:49:17 PM
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Well, since I don't have nothing better to do, I'll start to post here some fanfics. But please, don't be cruel with me, my english is pretty bad, I'm spanish :nervous
I'll start with a TanaKame story, gotta love the classics XD
CHAPTER 1
"What the hell are you saying?!" I scream to her.
I hate her, or at least I want to. I can't believe that she's saying this to me. This cannot be. Please, please, tell me that this is just a nightmare, tell me that I'm going to wake up in a few minutes, tell me that you're kidding!
"Reina listen..."
"NO! I won't listen to you." I interrupt. "I won't listen to you never again! Don't talk to me! I... I hate you!" I runaway from her, I just want to cry... I just want to be alone.
I go back home, thinking about all the things that she said. She said that she loved me, that she'd never hurt me, that nothing would break us apart, that we'd be always together... She promised me all that, and now she... I sit in a corner of my room, and I start to remember how it all started, the tears don't stop falling. I can't live with this... is this the end of us? No!, I refuse to lose her, but, however, I can't do anything...
We have a perfomance tomorrow, but I can't go... I can't face her. What I'm going to do? I want to be with her, forever, but... I can't think...
I'm crying so hard... the memories start to appear in front of my eyes, and I start to sob even harder.
Six months ago:
"Reina!!, stop fooling around!!" She says.
"Haha, like I'd listen to you!"
"Oh yeah? Come here!!" She starts to run after me, and catches me in a few seconds. I have to admit that she's fast. Then she throws me into the sofa, and starts to tickle me.
"Ok, ok, you win!! But stop it, please!!" I giggle. She smiles at me and leans down to kiss me. But we get caught in the act...
"Hey, you lovebirds!" She says in a fake stern accent. "You should be at dance practice! And you're here, making out!" She teases.
"Come on, Gaki. You're always doing the same with Ai-chan!" My girl returns the tease, and I laugh, as Gaki blushes.
"Ok, if you want to stay here, I'll let you. But lock the door, what would happen if Tsunku enters here? What he'd say if he see you two here doing dirty things huh?" She laughs.
"Well, we'll stay, and you get out!" I yell.
"Yes, yes... I won't steal your precious time with your turtle..." She teases again and leaves the room.
When the subleader closes the door, she jumps out of the sofa and locks the door. Then she turns and gazes me with a seductive look. I feel really excited at this point, and I can't help but jump and clung into her neck...
I wake up, I'm still standing at this corner, I guess that I was exhausted after cry all the night.
I don't know what I'm going to do... I don't know even if I'm going to go to our concert...
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What's this? A Tanakame fic? Yay! XD
Oh dear someone got her heart broken and it's only the first chapter :cry: Wonder what happen...
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TanaKame rocks my world
I don't discriminate, I like great pairings, and keep up the good work
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Is this your take on what Reina said about not wanting to go to the first concert of the nine smile tour?
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^I was going to say the exact same thing. :lol: Hmm, interesting...I wonder what happened.
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I see, well the next chapter will clarify some things, but it will mess up another ones :twisted:
@badsaints: Nice to see you here, I'm a fan of yours XD I loooove Solus
@kurosawa87: Ya, TanaKame :heart:
@rndmnwierd & DO Me DO Me: Nope, not at all. In fact this story is set some months after Koharu's graduation. I knew that someone was going to ask that hahaha.
Thanks everyone for read this...
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CHAPTER 2
I decided to not go to the concert, so here I am, locked in my room. I told my mother that I wasn’t going because I didn’t feel well. I would like to tell her the truth, but I can’t. She has never known that between Eri and me there was much more than just a friendship. If I could tell her… I’d like to have someone to talk about this, I really need support. But the only ones that know about this are Gaki, whom is probably on Eri’s side, Sayu, who had never support this relationship since she likes the turtle, and Ai… well, maybe Ai will been able to help me, but Gaki will convince her to stay at Eri’s side too…
Why the things had to turn this way? Everything was perfect, I had the best girlfriend in the world, I was happy, she loved me, I was madly in love with her… Wait a second, “I was”? No, I wasn’t, I am madly in love with her…
Suddenly, I hear my mobile phone ringing, and I know who’s calling, since I’ve got a special tune just for when she calls me. It’s an e-mail. Should I read it? Bah!, what the hell, of course I’ll read it.
“Ren-chan, I’m sorry.”
What?! That’s all?! After what happened yesterday this is the only thing that she has to say?! “I’m sorry” how trivial… I can’t believe this, she hurts me and I’m here all depressed, and she can just say that after…
“W-what?”
“Ren, I’m moving to Korea… I’m leaving the group…”
“…” I stay there immobilized, I can’t even say a single word.
“I don’t know when I’ll come back”
“…” Nothing, I can’t say nothing.
“Reina, are you ok? I know that you don’t want this, me neither, but… but I don’t have another option…”
“…” I’m still in a shock state.
“Reina, I love you… and you know that, but I can’t stay here with you…”
“…” I feel like hit by a train.
“Reina? Babe? Please, talk to me…”
“…” She cups my cheek and starts to look at me worried. She knows that I’m shocked, but it’s more than just that. How can she be doing this to me? How can she be so selfish? If she leaves Japan… she’s leaving me…
“Reina, I know that you’re hurt but I…”
“What the hell are you saying?!” I scream to her.
“Reina listen…”
“NO! I won't listen to you." I interrupt. "I won't listen to you never again! Don't talk to me! I... I hate you!"
Now that I’m thinking about it, why is she leaving? She hasn’t even told me why… And I… I start to cry again…
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“Reina? Reina, wake up!” My mom says softly to me.
“What is it mom?” I say angrily, I hate to be woken up, I prefer to wake up by myself.
“Nothing, I’ve come to see if you’re feeling better… You shouldn’t sleep much right now, if you do, then in the night you won’t rest well…”
I see, she’s as maternal as always. Well, I don’t mind, after all, I want some company.
“Well, I’m feeling a little bit better if that’s want you want to know…”
“Reina, dear, were you crying?” She interrupts when she sees my soaked pillow.
Well, yes, but I’ll deny it since I know that you’d start to bomb me with your questions…
“No, maybe I had a nightmare or something like that.” I say. How I hate to lie… but I can’t say the truth. But not because I don’t want to tell her that I was dating Eri, just because I won’t admit that I’m crying all hurt because someone has broken my heart. I’m too prideful to say that…
“Oh, ok. Well, if you need something just call me dear.” She says as she plants a kiss on my forehead.
Well, I guess that I’ll go to the rehearsal tomorrow. I know that if I stay here, my mom would start to suspect… The main thing now is… what will I say to her?
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Eri better have a good reason for leaving Reina behind :angry: Which I don't doubt she would have, but heartbroken Reina :cry: Separated TanaKame :cry:
But yay for a new TanaKame fic to follow~ Wonder what happened to Eri....
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Korea? Why Korea?
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Yay~!!! TANAKAME TANAKAME!!
But..... eh?.. Korea? Is Tsunku sending her over for some... odd reason.. against her will or something?
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I'm wondering why Korea too :? Eri doesn't seem like she wanted to leave MM and especially Reina...Too many questions right now. And poor Reina doesn't seem like she has anyone who she can share her pain with :(
@badsaints: Nice to see you here, I'm a fan of yours XD I loooove Solus
Aww thank you *blushing* So glad you like it :oops: (speaking of which, I was busy reading up all the fics that I kinda forgot to update my own story XD Thanks for reminding)
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Well that was my first reaction and now I wonder what will she say
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ohhhh~ I would have thought Eri is having an affair with Gaki-san (cause she is leaving to Korea) if not for the title TanaKame..
Haha~ or can there be a twist? XD
:mon bat: *poof*
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Well, hmmm about the "why Korea?" thing... you'll have to wait a lot to understand it XD
This chapter will answer some questions... but it will leave another ones :twisted:
CHAPTER 3
I woke up really early, so I’m in the dance room, all alone. I will try hard to not cry, at least not in front of her. I don’t want her to see hurt I am… Suddenly I feel someone behind me.
“Hi, Tanaka-san!” She says in her standard cheerful tone.
“Oh, hi Lin. What are you doing here so early?”
“I thought that it was a good idea to practice a little more the dance… Since Kusumi-san graduated, I’ve got more protagonism in the group so… I’ll be better improving…” So that’s why she seemed so worried about the dance. “And what about you? Why are you here so early?”
“Humm, well, because…” Come on Reina think faster! “Because, I couldn’t sleep, and I was bored at home.” Well, in fact it's true... my mom was right.
“I see… Well, I’ll go to change my clothes. I’ll be back in a minute!” She says as she leads towards the door.
We never told anyone about our relationship to avoid problems. Gaki, Sayu and Ai knew about it because they caught us kissing… I felt guilty in some ways, but Ai told us that we shouldn’t say it since if someone of the UFA founds out, we’re dead.
Ai-chan and Gaki-san never told anything of their relationship either. They started to date about eight months ago, just two months after Eri and me. They told it just to us… I hope that they have better luck than me.
“I’ve come back!... Tanaka-san? You ok? You are crying…” Damn, it’s true, I was so lost in thought that I didn’t even realized it.
“Oh, yes, I’m fine… Emmm, I’ll go to the bathroom, give me a sec…” And I rush to the door.
But as I’m running I see through a door’s window to Eri and Gaki talking peacefully inside a room. I don’t really want to know what they’re talking about, but maybe this will answer some of the questions that need to be answered… So here I am, eavesdropping them…
“Risa, you have to give this to her when the right time comes…” Eri whispers sternly. She’s really serious, and Gaki has pain written all over her face.
“Eririn… you really want to go? Is this what you really want?” Eri smiles at her, and I feel my body trembling with jealousy. I hate when she looks at her like that…
“How many times I’ve got to say that I don’t really have another option? Of course I don’t want this, but well, I believe that a time in Korea is not going to be that bad, haha.” And she starts to giggle.
“Eri, please, this is serious, don’t start to laugh…”
“And what do you want me to do Risa?” Suddenly she’s angry, but wait… is she starting to cry? “If I don’t laugh, I’ll cry… I want to stay here… but I can’t!” And she breaks down and starts to cry hysterically. I want to go and hug her… but I won’t do it, after all, she’s the one that is leaving me, I’m the one that she should be hugging. But just see her like this, hurts me even more, and I start to cry again…
“Damn! Kamei!” Has Risa just say “damn”? “You can stay! Don’t say that you can’t! You’re going because you don’t want to face the problems, and that’s all!” She yells as she starts to cry too.
I can’t hear anymore, I’m crying too hard again and they’d hear me, so I run to the bathroom...
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Everyone is in the dance room, except Eri, I wonder where the hell she is…
“Hi girls…” There he is, with his stupid face.
“Hi Tsunku-san.” The others respond politely. And suddenly Eri enters in the room too…
“Oh, there you are Kamei. Come here.” She looks happy right now, and an hour ago she was crying like mad… She’s a good actress. “Well girls, I guess that you all have heard a rumour about Kamei-san leaving the group…”
“Yes.” And everyone starts to look sad…
“Well, I have to say that it’s true. Eri is leaving Japan to start to work at a Korean agency as a solo singer…”
What?! I don’t believe this! I’m sure that he’s inventing all this!
“Yes, that’s it.” She says in a fake cheerful tone, I know her to well… But damn, if she wants to be a solo singer she can be it at Japan, maybe not at Hello! Project, but yes inside the country…
This is all too weird… I have to leave the room, or I’ll start to cry in a few seconds. I leave while the other girls are hugging and saying their goodbyes to Eri. But as I rush my way to the bathroom again, a voice calls me…
“Ren…”
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Wow you sure update fast XD
Damn this is so sad, especially for Reina :cry: What is Eri running away from that she has to go to Korea? Don't tell me they got found out by Tsunku? :shocked But still, why the need to go Korea?
And oh I saw the mention of Takagaki in there :D
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:cry: Poor Reina.
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Wow that was quite painful :(
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Well, I guess that I can update fast since I've got this fic almost complete... I just have to translate it from the spanish XD
CHAPTER 4
“Ren…” I quickly wipe away my tears and I turn around.
“What?” I say with my coldest voice.
“We need to talk.” She says sternly.
“Oh, really?” I exclaim sarcastically. “I think that we don’t have to talk about anything.”
“I know that you don’t think so. And I’m pretty sure that you are aware about the fact that we really need to talk…”
“Well, I said that I won’t talk to you, and I also said that I didn’t want you to talk to me.” I say, even more coldly.
“I can understand that you don’t want to talk, but you have to admit that you need it.”
“And why are you so sure?”
“Because you were crying…” I can feel that she’s worried about me… but if she’s so worried, she shouldn’t go to Korea.
“Of course I’m crying!” I yell at her, as my tears come back. “You’re leaving Japan, and you seem to be all glad and happy. What about me?! What about my feelings?!”
“Reina, calm down, they’re gonna hear us. Come here.” She whispers as she drags me into the same room where she was with Gaki before.
She closes the door behind us, and gently embraces me all of sudden. I’m about to push her away… but I can’t… I can’t deny my feelings for her, I really need her to hold me…
“Reina... tell me, what do you want me to do?” She whispers.
“What’s up with this question?! Isn’t it more than obvious?! I want you to stay with me you fool!” I say as I clung into her.
“But I can’t do that…” That’s it. I can’t take it anymore, I push her away and lead to the door. “Reina, stay here… please…”
“No! Eri! I won’t stay here with you! For what?! After all, you’re leaving in just a few weeks don’t you?!” I say with my face covered in tears.
“In fact I’m leaving tomorrow…”
“…” Does… does this means that… she told me that she was leaving two days before do it? But… I’m sure that she knew this with anticipation! Why the hell didn’t she tell me anything?!
“Reina, I know this is too sudden… but you have to understand…”
“Since when did you knew this Eri?” I interrupt her with a stern tone.
“What?”
“Since… since when did you knew this?” She doesn’t know what to respond, this proves that she has hidden this to me.
“Well… I knew that I was leaving since… well…” She’s nervous, and scared somehow… her voice is trembling.
“Since when?!” I repeat losing my patience. My stern tone grows even bigger.
“Since… about… two months ago…”
Since two months ago. This is just… amazing. She knew this, this was all planned, this isn’t an evil plan of Tsunku or something like that. This is her will… what she really wants, and she can’t deny it. She had two long months to tell me, or to try to stay here… And here she is, looking at me while I’m lost in thought.
“Reina…” She leans down to kiss me, but I push her again.
“Don’t you dare to touch me…” I hiss.
“But, Reina I lov…” She’s not able to end the sentence since I slap her with all my strength .
“Don’t say it, I don’t want to hear it. I have enough. Goodbye, I hope you have fun in Korea.” I say again with a cold tone.
“I’ll say it to you again, I love you. I don’t care how many times you want to slap me…” She’s not able to finish the sentence since I slap her again, this time even harder.
“Goodbye, Eri. I’m going home” I say as I go towards the door, but she takes me by the hand.
“Reina, this will probably the last time that I’ll been in able to see you in a long time…” She says crying. I don’t care how much she cries, after all, I’m crying too, and probably more than her. “I don’t want this to end this way…”
“I don’t care.” I say as I let go of her hand. While I’m opening the door I hear her whispering her last words to me.
“Forgive me.”
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that's pretty deep of a cut, good job on the chapter
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:fainted: :fainted: :fainted:
Hope Gaki-san slap some sense into Eri as well ~
:mon bat: *poof*
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You should just let go of your pride Reina and let Eri hold on to you :mon cute:
I really like this one!! :twothumbs
Keep those chapters coming! :strawberry:
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:cry: Do I have to repeat my last comment and add a 'Poor Eri' in as well?
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Gawd... as much as I love TanaKame and all.. i think someone should just go slap Reina!! Why wouldn't she just let Eri explain?!
POOR ERI!!!
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Yes, I know, "Poor Eri" :cry:
But I'm not really sure about if I should be the one who sympathizes with her XD
CHAPTER 5
Two days has passed since our little argument in that room, and I don’t know anything about Eri. I thought that once she would be in Korea all alone, she would call. But I was wrong. I was wrong with her in all the ways… She has never loved me, and I’m pretty sure of it.
If she loves me, she would have stayed here, with me.
Well, and about me, I’ve spent these two days in bed. But tomorrow I’ll go work. After all, she has broken my heart, I have to go on with my life, even if I have to do it by myself.
I feel so alone right now… I’ve never felt so lonely in all my lifetime. In the past ten months, I did everything with Eri. I was always depending on her… I trusted her blindly but now…
I’m too confused, I still don’t understand any of this. First she tells me that she’s leaving to Korea, then Tsunku says that she goes there to be a solo singer, after that she tells me that she knew all this since two months ago…
I know that this all has an explanation… but which one? I don’t believe that she has left to be a solo singer, she wouldn’t leave me for that… or would she? I’m not sure of her true feelings for me right now… She made a lot of promises… but now they’re all broken.
Broken promises… they’re just that, and nothing else.
Well, even without knowing what she feels for me, I love her. But right now I want to hate her. If I could hate her I’d be happier… I’m suffering too much… I spent day and night just crying… But I can’t hate her. I told her that I did, but I was lying myself… I also was too hard with her that day, I slapped her twice, and I left her behind, but I don’t regret it. Let’s admit it… she deserved it…
I don’t know what to do… I can’t think right now. And I would like to find a solution for all this… but I have to be realistic, there’s no solution to this…
Four months ago:
“Hey, what are you doing?”
“Nothing. I was just thinking…” About how much I hate this job…
“About what?”
“About things.” …But I won’t tell her that.
“That isn’t an answer, Ren.”
“Of course it is.”
“No, it isn’t.” She's making me loose my patience.
“Yes, it is.”
“Oh, come on. Tell your girlfriend what’s bothering you.” And she winks at me.
“Ehhh?! Since when you’re the one that can wink?!” That’s my thing.
“Oh, excuse me. I didn’t know that you were the owner of the winks’ monopoly in Morning Musume.” She laughs, and that annoys me…
“Very funny, Kamei…”
“Oh, come on. You have to admit that it’s funny…” And she starts to wipe her teary eyes from laughing so hard.
“It wasn’t that funny. Besides, you’re always making fun of me…” I try to sound annoyed, but I’m not, in fact I’m smiling.
“Yeah, yeah, but I do it because I love you. Anyways, you’re changing the subject! Come on, what happened?”
“I’m not going to tell you, however, this hasn’t got a solution.”
“Huh? Ren, everything has got a solution…” She’s a bit doubtful, but seems like she is sure about what she says.
“And why are you so sure?” My dear turtle, you can’t ask this question, can you?
“When the things go bad, they’ll change eventually, even if they seem to be going worst and worst. There’s always a solution… but you have to find it.”
When the things go bad, they’ll change eventually, even if they seem to be going worst and worst. There’s always a solution, but you have to find it.
These words had been in my heart since the day she pronounced them. She really touched my soul that day.
But are these words true? Was she truly right? I can be realistic and think that she was wrong, but I can also be a dreamer and think that she was right.
If I think that she was right… perhaps I’ll find a solution. But is there really one?
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Reina is still angry that she left, there are still some issues until the next chapter keep it up
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I'm another one a bit frustrated with how Reina is handling the situation. I mean, she's not even giving Eri a chance to explain herself, and all she's doing is sulking and getting all worked up. She's clearly upset Eri's leaving all of a sudden, and I guess the news that Eri had known about this for much longer didn't help, but at least let the girl explain herself before slapping her and what not :smhid Why do I get the feeling that something is terribly wrong with Eri that Reina is going to regret her actions very soon and want to smack herself in the head for having been so dim....
Ah, I'll just wait till the next chapter :lol:
(But yeah, bad Reina :smhid)
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Sadness abounds.
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Arg, poor Reina. :|
Definetly look forward to the next chapter.
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Wow, I feel like I'm causing everyone a trauma :twisted:
CHAPTER 6
I haven’t decided what I want to be yet.
Dreamer or realistic
Just a few days ago I would have asked this to Eri, but now I guess that I have to think it by myself.
I would love to be a dreamer, that way I would have hope enough to think that she will come back soon, or to think that this situation will change. But my common sense always says that I should forget about her existence.
But to forget her is impossible for me…
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“Ah, Tanakacchi, morning!” Wow, her best friend will be kilometres away for a long time, and she’s so cheerful?
“Good morning…” I say trying to hide my sadness.
“How are you? You haven’t come to the rehearsals for two days…” She says observing me.
“I’m fine Risa, thanks…”
“You don’t have to hide how you really feel to me, Reina.”
“What do you mean?”
“Come on. We both know why you weren’t here these two last days…”
“Well, I can say the same, don’t you think? Why do you act so cheerful? When we all know that you’re all sad in the reality…” I say coldly.
“I have to continue…” She says sternly as that annoying tone disappears. “And you too, Reina, you have to continue without her…”
She stares at me for over a minute while we’re in silence, but Ai calls her and she leaves. I watch them briefly. Ai says something to her and Risa starts to giggle and gives Ai a quick peck. I feel even more alone right now… When I was sad Eri was always there for me.
Wait a minute, Gaki has just told me that I should forget about Eririn and continue my life without her… How ironic, I’d never thought that Risa would be the one saying this. Well, this is one point to the realism.
However, I watch these two talking the other day…
“Eririn… you really want to go? Is this what you really want?”
“How many times I’ve got to say that I don’t really have another option? Of course I don’t want this, but well, I believe that a time in Korea is not going to be that bad, haha.”
“Eri, please, this is serious, don’t start to laugh…”
“And what do you want me to do Risa? If I don’t laugh, I’ll cry… I want to stay here… but I can’t!”
“Damn! Kamei! You can stay! Don’t say that you can’t! You’re going because you don’t want to face the problems, and that’s all!”
Risa… she knows why she has left. But of course she won’t tell me the real reason…
These two are always so confident in each other… If Eri hasn’t told me why she was leaving, she probably said Risa to keep in silence. And Gaki has got a lot of qualities, one of them is her loyalty to Kamei…
“Tanaka.”
“Oh, hi Tsunku-san.” What is he doing in the dance room? He’s always in his office trying to pretend that he is busy… but we all now that he is doing nothing.
“I have to talk with you.” He seems really pissed off. “And it’s serious.”
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Interesting I wonder what Tsunku is going to talk about with Reina.
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^Ditto.
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den den deeeeeeeeennn *atempted to play dramatic BGM*
Oh nuooo...Did he find out about their relationship? That's why Kame's been sent away hasn't she?
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I know everyone is on Eri's side and commenting how Reina should be giving Eri a chance to explain. But I'm gonna go against the flow here and support Reina instead.
Think of how Reina must have felt when her gf hid something so major for 2 MONTHS and someone else knew the reason but not her. She's kept in the dark for so long that you can't blame her for feeling betrayed. It's only right she blew up like that at Eri :(
But yes, poor Eri. She must have a strong reason for doing what she did and hopefully the reason is strong enough to appease Reina :cry:
I can't wait for the next chap!
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Well, at least there's one person on Reina's side XD
That's relieving...
CHAPTER 7
“I have to talk with you. And it’s serious.”
“Oh, is it urgent?”
“Well, I wanted to say this to you sooner, but since you haven’t been here these days…” He’s really angry, isn’t he? Well, I don’t really care.
“If it is so urgent you can tell me now what is it.” I’m in a bad mood today, but since he’s the boss I will have to try to not explode… but that will be hard.
“No, you have to do the dance practice right now, you’ve been failing a lot of classes. But come to my office after that.”
“All right, I’ll go later.”
“Good. Goodbye then.” He turns around and leaves the room.
I wonder what is so urgent.
The things seem to get more and more weird. And something says to me that he wants to talk about Eri… Wait, he might know something about our relationship, mightn’t he?
No, I don’t think so, we always had too much careful with that.
Five months ago:
“Ren! Get off of me! Someone can enter in the room!” She squeals.
“Oh, come on Eririn. No one is going to enter here!” I say in a low voice as I silence her with my own lips…
“Aha! I caught you!” Yes and with your perfect timing… as always.
“Damn! Just shut up and go away from here!” I yell at her.
“Oh, Reina, you are so cute sitting like that on Kame’s lap.”
“Sayu! Shut up!” My girlfriend says as she removes me from her lap… I’m going to kill that bunny.
“But, she’s indeed cute. Of course I’d look much more cuter sitting on you like that…” And she winks at Eri.
“Stop flirting with my girlfriend, you idiot!” I scream.
“Awe, the little kitty is jealous!” And she burst into laughing.
“I’m not jealous of you!” Me jealous of her? Yeah, sure.
“Of course you are!” She’d love to steal my Eri…
“No, I’m not!”
“Yes.”
“No.”
“I say yes!”
“And I say no!”
“Oh come on, you’re like little children. Sayu, shut up! And Reina, admit that you’re jealous!”
“Ehhh?!”
“Haha, well, I have to leave. See you later guys.” Phew, finally…
“Well, let’s continue!”
“Reina…”
“Shut up…” But she breaks apart from my lips all of sudden and pushes me making me fall to the floor…
“What the fuck?! Kam…” Someone opens the door…
“Oh, Kamei-chan I was looking for you… Eh? Tanaka, what are you doing in the flo...” Wow, I didn’t know that she has such a good hearing sense.
“You were looking for me?” I also didn’t know that she cans change the subject so easily.
“Oh, yes. I wanted to give you these lyrics…”
“Ah, thank you Tsunku-san.” Awww, I love when she acts so sweet.
“Well, don’t be late for the rehearsal. Goodbye.” And when he closes the door, she helps me to get up again.
“Sorry…”
“Ok, forgiven. But next time just tell me that someone is coming! Ok?”
“Yeah, yeah… Next time I’ll treat you less rough haha.” She laughs as she lies down on the couch…
“Ok, but you have to finish what you started.” I say as I lie on top of her…
“Ehhhh?! You are the one who started.” She screams as I put my lips closer to hers…
“Yeah, whatever…”
That was the closest time that we almost get caught by him… I don’t think that he suspects anything. But if Eri’s travel to Korea is related with him I swear he’s going to regret it. Well, for now, I’ll start with today’s lesson.
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The lesson went smoothly… after what happened with Gaki-san earlier, I thought that she would say something to me… but she didn’t say anything. I’ll have to talk with her about Eri in a while, now I have to talk with Tsunku… But when I open his office’s door I see something that I wasn’t expecting…
What the hell is doing the whole UFA here?!
“Oh, hello, Tanaka. We were waiting for you.”
This cannot mean anything good… This is bad, really bad…
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UFA? very interesting :strokes chin:
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Cliffhangers! :P
What the hell is doing the whole UFA here?!
I just imagined this guy as a black silhouette with UFA printed on his face.
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Oh oh! This doesn't sound good. What are these guys up to?
What the hell is doing the whole UFA here?!
I just imagined this guy as a black silhouette with UFA printed on his face.
Kinda like Men In Black kinda style yeah XD
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What the hell is doing the whole UFA here?!
I just imagined this guy as a black silhouette with UFA printed on his face.
Kinda like Men In Black kinda style yeah XD
What the...?? hahaha :rofl:
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CHAPTER 8
“Oh, hello, Tanaka. We were waiting for you.”
“Oh… this… Good morning.” Ok, this cannot mean anything good. If he wants to talk with me about something trivial, he wouldn’t bring here the whole UFA…
“Well, I’m sure that you want to know about we wanted to talk with you already, so I won’t make you wait. It’s about Kamei.”
Don’t continue… So they really know about us? In that case, I know that I’m out of here, but I don’t care… Loose this job because of Eri really worth it. Even after what she has done…
“Yes, Tanaka-san.” A guy from the agency continues. “Kamei’s sudden leave is going to make these times even worst.” What does he means with that?
“I don’t get it.” I admit reluctantly.
“Tanaka, he means that the Hello! Project isn’t in its best moment. And now with this…” Tsunku says.
“Well, I know that the things aren’t going really well, but there had been worst moments, and…” Someone knocks the door.
“Sorry for being late.” Phew... Well, if she’s here, this means that they don’t know anything about our relationship, or at least they’re not going to talk about it…
“Ah, Takahashi, come in.” The talkative guy says.
“We were talking with Tanaka about the decadence of the Hello! Project.” Tsunku mumbles.
“Decadence? Well, this isn’t going that bad…”
“Yes, that’s what Tanaka was saying until you knocked the door. But we don’t mean that we’ve got a decadence now, we mean that a enormous one is coming.” Another guy from the UFA says dramatically.
“And why’s that?” Ai-chan murmurs.
“Well, because Kamei’s sudden news are going to make a huge damage…”
“Yes, that’s obvious, I know that. But I don’t know why Reina and me are both here…” Takahashi mumbles doubtfully, the news had obviously affected her…
“Well, I called you because you’re the leader. And I called Tanaka because she’s going to take all Kamei’s lyrics from now on.”
To take Eri’s lyrics?! Wait a minute… this means that…
She isn’t going to come back…
“But, Tsunku-san, Eri will have the same lyrics that she had up until now, I mean, when she’ll come back, right?” Ai-chan says in a low tone, making me return to the reality.
“Oh, Takahashi, I thought that you all know that she is not going to come back.”
“What?” She’s stunned, but I feel like I’m going to faint at any moment…
I knew that she was going to be in Korea for a long time… but I thought that with “a long time” she meant a few months…
I have lost the little hope that I had… How long will she be there? A year? More than just a year? Is she going to come back someday?
“Tanaka, are you feeling good? You’re too pale…” Another guy from the UFA says, as everyone starts to look at me.
“Oh… humm… Yes, I’m fine. That was all?”
“Sure, I just wanted to say that. You both can go now.”
“Ok…” Ai says as she opens the door for us to leave. When she closes it behind us, she starts to look at me like if she had seen a ghost. “Reina, I know that this is very hard for you and…”
“No… I’m fine…” I lie.
“Reina…”
“I’m fine really.” But as I feel how the tears start to fall like they have done about a million times these last days, I take my bag and rush to the door.
“Reina, where are you going?!” She yells.
“I’m going home. I have things to do.” I say wiping my tears away.
“Reina…”
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ohhhh~ what is going on?
I thought Tsunku found out about them and wanted them apart...But from how the company is and knowing that losing Kamei is a huge damage they wouldn't make Kamei leave...SO she left on free-will???
Or did i got lost somewhere? :on chew:
:mon bat:
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Why, Eri? Why did you leave your Reina?
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Kamei not ever coming back :(
But Reina getting her lines :scratched head:
well since it is a fic I go with it :thumbup
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“Hi girls…” There he is, with his stupid face.
Great!!! XD :lol: :lol:
I like this fic a lot but i wish Tanakamei can get back together! :heart:
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^welcome xmacookiex you should introduce yourself in the intro thread
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Thanks everyone for the comments. By the way, amEthystx, nope, you didn't got lost, she left on free-will :(
Well, let's continue...
CHAPTER 9
She’s not going to come back…
I guess that I have to assume it. However, I have something to do right now. This isn’t going to change anything, but still, it might help me to understand this…
“Yes?”
“Gaki, it’s Reina.”
“Oh, hi Reina. I thought that you were angry at me…”
“Well, in fact I am.” I have to be sincere… “Can you come to my place?”
“Sure, when?”
“As soon as you can…”
“Ok, I’ll be there in ten minutes. See you.”
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When nine minutes pass, someone knocks the door… As punctual as always, huh?
“Hi.”
“Hi, Reina. What was so important?”
“Let’s go to my room. My brother could hear us.”
When we enter in my room, I sit in my bed while Gaki stands up right in front of me.
“You look a little sad…”
“How I should feel?” I state.
“Well, yeah. More and more sad news to hear.” She replies.
“So, Ai-chan has already told you, right?” I know that she hasn’t… but you wouldn’t dare to lie now.
“Well, in fact…”
“In fact you knew this before anyone.” I cut her off.
“…” She doesn’t say a single thing, but she nods.
“But, why?”
“Why what?” She whispers doubtful.
“Why… Why did she told this to you, and not to me…”
“Reina…”
“Why didn’t she told me that she was leaving, why didn’t she told me that she wasn’t going to come back… why didn’t she told me anything, Risa?” I say softly.
“I don’t know, Reina…” She lies.
“Yes! You do know, Risa! Don’t lie.” I exclaim. “You know everything, you’ve got all the answers that I need to know… but you won’t say anything to me since Kamei told you that you shouldn’t say anything of this!” I yell.
“…” She looks at the floor with a guilty look on her face, but that won’t stop me.
“Am I wrong?” I ask.
“…” No replies, huh?
“Risa, am I wrong?” I say as my tone grows bigger.
“…” Still no answer.
“Risa! Answer!” I yell, shaking her by the shoulders.
“No! Reina, no! You aren’t wrong, and you know that!”
“That’s all what I needed to hear…” I murmur.
“Reina, we love you. You need to understand that this isn’t sane.” She says, clearly worried about me.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that you should give up on Eri. We don’t know when she’s going to come back, we don’t know what she’s doing right now… we don’t know anything of her since she went to Korea…” She replies sadly. “But I know this is hurting you, and a lot. You don’t deserve this…”
“Gaki-san…” I whisper as I start to cry again. But this time I’m not alone, when she notices my tears she holds me, and starts to cry too.
“Shhh, it’s ok. I’m here for you.”
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At least Risa has some optimism :)
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How long has it been since Eri left? Not long enough for Reina to have 'gotten over it' yet? Well, at least Risa is with her now.
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Why did Eri leave for Korea? Why was Risa so eager that Reina should give up on Eri? :huhuh
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Hmmmmm..........why won't Risa say anything? Is she hiding something? She did have a guilty look when "interrogated" by Reina...
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Cuantas preguntas... XD
Oh, rndmnwierd, it has been just a few days.
I can't resolve more questions, since I can't reveal anything so... :twisted:
CHAPTER 10
I woke up late, but it isn’t important since I don’t have to work today. And however, I haven't gone to the rehearsals for the last three days…
I remember clearly what happened the other day, Gaki-san held me until I fell asleep, and she admitted that she knows why Kamei has left me. But I won’t ask anymore questions to her, she’s fed up with this as much as I am.
And besides, I don’t really want to know why she has gone. The more that I know about this, I get more and more hurt. So maybe it isn’t a good idea to continue investigating about Kamei’s sudden decision.
All of this is helping me to make my own decision.
I’ll try to forget Kamei. After all, if Risa, who is her best friend, is saying it’s the best for me, I guess that it’s true. I’ll trust Gaki, she doesn’t have motives to lie to me…
I walk towards the kitchen lost in thought, when someone takes me by the wrist.
“Reina.” Oh, it’s her.
“What, mom?”
“I want to talk with you…” Well, I’m not surprised. Lately I’ve been noticing that everybody wants to talk with me…
“Ok. What is it?”
“Well, I realised that lately you’ve been acting really strange.” It wasn’t really hard to guess.
“Erm…”
“I thought that this was something related to Eri-chan…”
“Well… yes…” She’s my mother… she knows me too well…
“I understand that you’re upset, you were close friends. Remember that you can tell me anything.” And she worries a lot about me.
“Yes, mom. Thanks.” I say as my smile comes back to my face for the first time in some days, and I kiss her cheek.
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My mobile phone starts to ring, saving me of the boredom which is be in my room alone….
“Hey, Reina-chan, what were you doing these days, huh? I called you about a million of times and you didn’t answer.”
“Oh, I've been at home all the time… I was ill.”
“Really? I don't believe that...”
“Yes, why I would lie to you?” Why she’s talking at me like that? This excuse isn’t that bad…
“I don’t know why you would lie… but you’re doing it?” How does she know that I’m lying? Ok, this is weird…
“Jun, I’m not lying at you. I’ve spent these days at bed, trying to rest.”
“Oh, I believe that. But I don’t believe that you were ill.”
“Excuse me?” I exclaim confused.
“Come on, Reina-chan. I’ve asked you to see how you’re feeling since Tsunku said that Kamei wasn’t going to come back in a really long time.” Does she know that we were together or something?
“Well, I feel like the rest of us. But why I should feel other way?”
“Oh, please, do you think that I’m that stupid?” She’s angry…
“What?!”
“Reina, I know that you and Kamei-san were dating. So I thought that you were all broken inside.” But how?...
“How did you know that we were dating?!” I’m really surprised. Were we so obvious?
“It wasn’t so hard to guess… Besides, you rejected me once and you didn’t tell why.” True… she didn’t talk to me for two weeks after that. I felt sorry for her, but I belonged to Eri…
“I see…”
“Well, we’re changing the subject. So how are you feeling?”
“I’m fine…” But she interrupts me.
“You don’t have to lie to me. We’re close friends, or at least I thought so…” She says sadly.
“You thought so?”
“Yes, friends should tell everything to each other…” Oh she’s sad because we didn’t tell her.
“But Jun, you have to understand that we couldn’t tell it. You know this kind of things can destroy our careers…”
“I can keep a secret you know?” And again she’s angry…
“I’m sorry, we should have told you.”
“Ok, you’re forgiven. But I still wonder how you’re really feeling.” I can understand that she’s curious…
“Well, I could feel better. But I guess I’m adapting to this…”
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The Jun/Reina conversation was very interesting, I guess the members might be concerned
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Reina should just take it slow for now and realize how many people are worried about her.
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yeeep... the theory is true, Tanakame never can be together xD .w. But that fact is sad :(,
I don't want that Reina give up on Eri ( well, it's a little selfish that petition ).
And I'm on Reina's side too, I can understand how Reina feels :smhid.
But there are moments on I don't know if I wanna slap to Eri or Reina xDD.
I want Tanakame *Cry*. I hope Eri comes back to Japan.
Your Fic have much drama ... and I love it *^*.
ps: Puedo entender el problema del Inglés, soy de Chile y también tengo dificultades algunas veces xD
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Jun is now in the picture and Jun likes Reina :O :O :O Will Jun help Reina to forget Eri? *The Tanakame in me protesting lol*
But then again, someone has to be there for Reina :cry:
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Jun/Reina is fresh... ~ Jun have always referred Reina to be someone that is like a girlfriend to her.. XD
Don't tell me Eri have a planned marriage in Japan that she is trying to avoid -> already making wild guesses.. XD
Cheers
:mon bat:
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:thumbup :thumbup :thumbup
KEEP EM COMMING!! I love this fic!
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wait a sec *confused* ... how did junjun suddenly become so close with Reina? Didn't she JUST join the group?
OMG... this isn't gonna lead to ...
JunReina ... is it? :shocked
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how did junjun suddenly become so close with Reina? Didn't she JUST join the group?
Nope, this fic is set after Koha's graduation XD
Don't tell me Eri have a planned marriage in Japan that she is trying to avoid -> already making wild guesses.. XD
:rofl:
@Michi.Pinku:Si no es que sea difícil... pero el inglés nos pierde a los hispanoablantes xD
Thanks everyone for the comments! Let's see what happens now... :twisted:
CHAPTER 11
“Well, I could feel better. But I guess I’m adapting to this…” Is that really true? Well, the time heals everything… Though I’ve got the feeling that I’m going to take a lot of time…
“You know… We shouldn’t be talking about this in the phone… Do you want to go for a walk?”
“Sure.” I wonder why she’s so curious…
“Ok, I’ll be in the park. See you.”
“Ok.” I guess that a walk with her will be fun.
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“So… You’re starting to accept that she’s gone?” I feel relieved now, at least I know that I can talk with JunJun and with Risa.
“Yeah, I have to…”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that if I don’t accept it, it will be worst. I have to go on without her, don’t you think?” I ask at her, while she opens her apartment’s door.
“Yes, I think so. But I thought that you wouldn’t accept it.” Well, I haven’t accepted it fully…
“Why?” I question as I sit on her sofa.
“Cause you were too attached to Eri.” She replies and sits next to me.
“Well, maybe you’re right…”
“Maybe?” She asks giving me a suggestive look.
“Ok, you’re right.” I admit.
“It’s normal that you were so attached to each other. You entered in the same generation, have been friends for a lot of time…”
“Yes, but even with all the reasons from whose we were so attached, she has gone.” I cut her off, with a deep tone.
“Don’t be so hard on her, Reina.”
“You think that I’m being hard?” I ask surprised.
“Yes, you are.” Wasn’t she on my side?
“Well, let’s see. She tells me that she’s going to Korea, and she didn’t tell me that she knew it from two months ago, but of course she told Gaki. And the main thing is that she didn’t tell me how long was she going to be outside the country, and then I get told that she’s going to be outside for a really long time. In fact I don’t know even if she’s going to come back. And she hasn’t even dare to call me…”
“Wait a second.” She cuts me off. “She knew this for two months? And Gaki-san knew this before you?”
“Yes…” I say sadly.
“My god, Reina… This is worst than I thought…”
“Yes, well. But at least now I’ve got people to talk.” I whisper smiling weakly to her.
“What do you mean with “now”?” She asks sceptically.
“I thought that I was all alone… But Gaki has prove me that I can count on her, even knowing that she knows things about Eri that I should know too. And I also can count on you, now that I know that you knew everything of this…” I say as a single tear runs down my cheek.
“Reina, I thought that you knew that you can always count on me. Always, you hear that?” She says sternly as she puts an arm over my shoulders, and with her other hand cups my cheek. “Reina, you mean a lot to me… and I… I…”
“You what, Jun?” I ask.
“I love you, Reina.”
Is she serious? I thought that she stopped loving me when I rejected her. That day she told me that she hated me, that she didn’t want to talk to me anymore…
Wait, she told me the same things that I said to Eri… And I haven’t stopped loving her. So this means that probably she has been in love with me all this time. She must be as hurt because of me as I am because of Eri…
And suddenly she kisses me, softly. I’m about to push her away, but I can’t, so I start to return the kiss. It’s strange… she’s being so gentle…
When we break apart to breath she looks at me deeply… And kisses me again, but this time she drags me with her towards the bedroom, without breaking the kiss. But once we’re next to her bed, I start to doubt…
“Jun…” I don’t know if I really want to do this. It feels like I’m cheating on Eri, even if she isn’t with me anymore.
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Jun makes a move and she ....... hits the crossbar?
Jun/Reina :thumbup
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Oh man! :doh: It's like pausing a movie just before the really good part and then not coming back to it for a day.
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AHHH!!! :panic:
Part of me wants them to keep going, but if that happens then I'd feel like I'd lose a little respect for Reina :on cloudeye:
And I don't want that :cry:
It's too soon for her to move on, but yet, she feels so alone and I want Jun Jun to make her feel better.... :ph43r:
:imdead:
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That was um, quick, Reina? Is this her way of coping with what's going around with Eri and all? This JunRei development is making me a bit uncomfortable. Probably doesn't help that TanaKame is at the top of my shipper priority and JunRei.......is not. Come on, Eri, I think an explanation is long overdue as to what's up with your sudden leave to Korea of all places. And come back and claim back what is rightfully yours ;)
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Reina, NO! :shocked Big mistake! :angry: I think :D
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holy sh*t :shocked ... Jun/Reina :shocked
Nooo!!! :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: Why!? :cry: I know that Eri left Reina :( ... but ... No! Reina you can't do that! :cry:...
I want TanaKame moments. :fainted:
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Come on, you guys! Don't be so hard on Reina! She's so broken hearted... :cry: ... XD
CHAPTER 12
“Jun…” I don’t know if I really want to do this. It feels like I’m cheating on Eri, even if she isn’t with me anymore.
But I can’t control myself right now…
Suddenly, she breaks off of my lips and starts to kiss my neck and my jaw line, while her hands are wandering in my back trough my shirt. But the fabric seems to annoy her, so she quickly grabs and pulls it over my head.
This is happening so fast…
She pushes me, making me fall onto the bed, to straddle my hips. Are we really going to do this? If we do it, I’ll feel guilty later, but if we don’t, I’m going to regret it… I have to take a decision fast.
But I’m not able to think about anything since she hits my weak spot by kissing my stomach, and she earns a loud moan from me…
After she’s done with kissing every inch of my face, she removes my skirt. I feel like I’m going to burst at any moment, and I also feel bad for doing this… but to be sincere, I have to admit that I’m enjoying this as much as JunJun is.
And before I know it, I'm naked…
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When I wake up, I realise what happened yesterday… since I’m cuddled up in Jun’s arms.
I’m laid down on top of her, while my head is placed on her chest, my left arm around her waist and my right hand and her left hand are lacing fingers. Obviously, I’m completely naked.
Yesterday’s acts start to pass in front of my eyes… And I feel more than just guilty. This shouldn’t have happened, but I don’t really regret it… I can’t say that this was a total mistake since I really enjoyed it, but I can’t say that it wasn’t since it’s not ok to do this with a close friend…
But this hasn’t got a solution… I’ve done this with JunJun and all the fault is mine.
I knew that Jun loved me, but I thought that it was a friendship like love. I never imagined that she could still love me after what happened that day….
Seven months ago:
“R-Reina…”
“Oh, hi Jun.” I say wondering why she’s so nervous.
“I need to say something to you…”
“What is it?”
“Erm… I… I don’t know how to say this to you…” She’s trembling. But, why?
“Jun, you ok? You’re really pale and you’re trembling…”
“Reina!” She cuts me off. “I love you…” Oh, no… she can’t be serious…
But I start to think that maybe she’s indeed serious when she leans down and kisses me.
“Jun!” I yell as I push her away.
“…” She stares at me deeply, in silence.
“Sorry, but I don’t feel the same for you.” It’s not that I don’t love her, but I love her in another way. And besides, I’m in love with Eri and I’m dating her…
“…” She stares at me like if I have just punched her in the face.
“Jun… I…”
“Don’t continue! I hate you! Don’t dare to talk to me never again!” She yells at me with teary eyes, and runs away…
Yes, as I thought before, she told me that day exactly the same what I said to Eri… I wonder how she has kept her true feelings for me all this months…
I look at her, and she’s still sound asleep. What are we going to do now? What does this means? She loves me, and I love her too. I love her a lot, maybe more than just a really close friend… In fact, of all my friends, she’s the dearest for me by far… But one thing is clear, I love her less than I love Eri…
Oh, damn! Eri! I didn’t even think about how she would feel if she’d know what I have done… What she would say of this?!
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Hmm getting close to perv, got to watch out for Yuuyami will get to you on that, well lustful relationship between them
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:shocked :shocked :shocked
REINA!! You actually went through with it!
:imdead:
Technically, you're still with Eri and that makes me angry at you! :smhid
But with the way you were feeling I could understand how you just wanted to be with someone :roll:
But that doesn't mean fall in love with Jun and forget about Eri!!!
AHH!! Come back right now Eri and be with Reina!!
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I don't know what Eri would say, but I know what to say to Eri. "Your loss, biotch."
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Eri gonna say "Reina you did WHAT with JUNJUN?! Ahhh that's hot :inlove:" :lol:
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And before I know it, I'm naked…
:drool:
Obviously, I’m completely naked.
:mon blood:
What she would say of this?!
Hmmm, I wonder what
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Well, who knows what Eri will say... :P
CHAPTER 13
Oh, damn! What if Eri comes back?! What will I say to her?! How I could do this?! In what was I thinking ab…
“Good morning…” JunJun says softly, with her eyes still closed. She’s obviously half-asleep.
“Morning…” I whisper looking at her, as she plants a kiss on my forehead.
“What’s up with that face, huh?” She says lifting my head to look at me better.
“Nothing…” I say trying to hide my half-guilty and half-worried expression.
“Nothing?” She cuts me off. “If it’s nothing then, why do you have that pain expression written all over your face?”
“…” What I’m going to say to her? If I say to her that I’m thinking that I’ve betrayed Eri, she’ll get mad…
“In what are you thinking Reina?” She says sternly.
“In nothing…”
“Well, I’ll change my question then. In what person are you thinking?” She murmurs, piercing me with her gaze.
She knows in who I was thinking. And this couldn’t be worst…
“In no one…”
“This is just… great…” And suddenly, she pusses me off of her arms, jumps out of the bed, and starts to dress up quickly.
I look at her frozen, but I react when I see that she’s leading towards the bedroom’s door.
“Jun! What are you doing?!” I yell as I sit up, covering myself up with her sheets.
“What I’m doing? What I’m doing?! What I’m doing?! Reina?!” She says as her tone grows bigger and bigger. “What the hell is wrong with you?!”
“What do you mean?!” I know perfectly what she means…
“What do I mean?! Damn, Reina! You’re impossible!” She yells. “Bah, I don’t care. I’m going out of here.”
“But, Jun! Why?” I know that she’s really upset with me… But I don’t want her to go away.
“Why?! Simple, I’m not going to stay here, watching how you regret everything that happened yesterday because of Eri!” She says sadly. How can I be like this… She’s hurt and it’s all my fault.
“Jun…” I whisper trying to calm her.
“Jun, what?”
“Jun, I’m sorry…” I say, with my voice trembling.
“You’re sorry?! That’s all you can say after hurt and use me?!” Is that what I’ve done? Have I used her? If that’s what she feels… then it’s true…
“Jun, it’s not that I don’t love you, nor that I regret what happened yesterday. It’s just…”
“What is it?!” She cuts me off again.
“It’s just that… that this is like cheating on her…” She looks at me completely socked.
“Cheating?! Reina, this isn’t cheating!” She’s yelling so loud that I can feel my whole body trembling. “She has left you! You hear that? She has left you! Damn, Reina, wake up already! She doesn’t deserve you!”
“…” She’s right…
“Come on, Reina! You don’t know how hurt I was when I had to see you giggling with her, or when I had to see you two holding hands, or when I had to see how you looked at her! I wanted you to look at me like that! With all that things I had enough, I don’t need more of this attachment that you have to Eri!” She says really sternly. “And for the first time in my life I thought that you loved me. But I was wrong…”
“…” I’m without words… She is being so hard on me... but I know I deserve it, I’ve just hurt her even more than she was before of this.
“She doesn’t deserve you. The only thing that she’s doing for you is hurt you… And you can’t see that. And here I am, supporting and taking care of you, and you don’t even look at me.” She says avoiding my gaze.
“…” This is too much, I feel how my tears start to fall again.
“And you know what…” She whispers opening her bedroom’s door. “Even after all the times that you have made me suffer… and even knowing how much you’re always hurting me…” And just before slamming the door behind her, she says it. “… I still love you.”
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Oh god, that was revealing to me, it was actually serious from Jun
Hmm good job
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Woah I missed so much!
Honestly I felt it is too early for Reina to go into another relationship with Jun when she clearly still had some feelings for Eri. No doubt Jun do love her but Reina's "love" for Jun might come from wanting to rebound from the previous relationship, which is why Reina felt guilty for the night she spent with Jun :P
But if Jun do persevere and stay by Reina's side, who knows what might happen... :wub:
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Jun you can't blame Reina for being guilty
and Reina, was it good? XD
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So Jun and Reina's relationship is kinda like a parallel to Eri and Reina's relationship. In a sense?
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Well, we'll see what happens with JunRei and TanaKame... but we'll have to wait a little more XD
CHAPTER 14
I still can’t believe what happened about ten hours ago. I’m sitting on her sofa, waiting for her to come… I’ve called her about fifty times, and obviously she hasn’t answered. I wanted to call the other members, but it isn’t a good idea since they would start to make questions.
In fact, the only one that I could really call is Gaki. But if I tell her what I’ve done with Jun, she’ll think that I’m the worst person in the world… And that isn’t really far from what I am…
After all, it’s true that I’ve used JunJun… She loves me, and I’ve failed her.
Before of this I felt hurt, and now I feel both hurt and guilty. I thought that the things were starting to change… I was accepting that Eri has gone, and the things were getting better… but now…
Suddenly I hear someone opening the door…
“Jun! Where were you?! I was worried about you!” I yell at her, and she gives me a surprised look.
“Woah, you’re really stubborn, aren’t you?” Is she drunk? If she isn’t, at least she’s tipsy…
“JunJun?! Have you been drinking?!”
“Bah, who cares? By the way, what the hell are you doing in my apartment?!” Well, at least she won’t be so upset while she’s drunk…
“I was waiting for you! Isn’t it obvious?! You’ve been out for at least ten hours and a half! I was worr…”
“Don’t say it…” She hisses, cutting me off.
“…” I look at her frozen, she has just say that so sternly that I’m even scared of her… “What?”
“Stop, Reina.” She says as she returns to her normal calm tone of voice. “I don’t want to hear how much you were worried, or how much do you care for me. Just go home. I don’t want company and you’re the last person that I want to see. So just go away.” And she walks calmly towards her bedroom and locks the door behind her.
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Five days have passed and JunJun is just avoiding me. She comes to the rehearsals, talks a little with the rest of the members and doesn’t even dare to look at me…
I know that this is what I deserve, but I love Jun, and I don’t want her to hate me so much… And I don’t know how to resolve this. How I’m to suppose to fix this if she doesn’t want even to look at me?
“Tanakacchi, morning!”
“Hi, Gaki.” I say clearly affected because of this.
“Hmmm, I thought that you felt better since I talked with you.” She says worried.
“And I feel better. It’s just another little problem…”
“Little? It doesn’t seem so little… You look really unhappy about something…”
“I’m fine Risa.” She looks down to the floor, trying to not look at me in the eyes.
“Reina, I thought that you accepted that you can trust in me. So please tell me what is it.” It’s true… but if I tell her the truth god knows what she’ll think of me…
“Well I…” I have to be sincere with her… “I had and argument with JunJun.” But I can’t say the complete truth…
“Oh, so that’s why you were so distant with each other…”
“Well, yeah…” I murmur under my breath.
“But about what did you argue? It’s hard to believe that you two argued…”
“Believe me. You don’t want to know it…” I say and make my attempt to go away, but she won’t let me escape so easily…
“C’mon, I’m the subleader!” She says proudly. “ I can help you two to fix whatever is it!” No, you can’t…
“Risa, I know you want to help. But this can’t be fixed and…”
“Oh, it can’t be so bad. I’m sure that you argued about something trivial.” She says cheerfully.
“No, Risa, it wasn’t something trivial…” I can’t say it…
“Oh, c’mon tell me what is it!” She says poking me playfully on the shoulder. “What is it?! What is it?!” But I can’t keep it for myself anymore…
“I slept with JunJun…” And she looks at me wide eyed...
“Oh, fuck…”
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Dun dun dun
cliffhanger alert :lol:
Keep up the work
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Oh Jun is really upset isn't she? And Reina has realised that she love Jun?
The last line is so :lol: So unlike Risa to say it XD
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I'm sure that wasn't what Risa was expecting. :lol:
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“I slept with JunJun…” And she looks at me wide eyed...
“Oh, fuck…”
Posted on: November 26, 2009, 08:54:11 PM
XD
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Put yourselves in Risa's situation! You'd react in the same way! XD
CHAPTER 15
“Oh, fuck…” She looks at me stunned, I guess that it’s a normal reaction…
“…” I feel relieved now that I’ve said it, but I can’t say anything else…
“Erm…” She says trying to break the silence. “You mean what I’m thinking with “I slept with JunJun”?” Woah, what a genius she is… Can this means more than one thing?!
“Well, it depends on what you’re thinking…” I state.
“It can be that you slept with JunJun because you were talking like friends all the night, or that you were bored so you went to spent the night at Jun’s apartment, or… or that… that maybe you two spent a wild night…”
“The third guess…” I cut her off.
“Oh my god…” She says dramatically, massaging her temples.
“Risa, you can’t imagine how I feel and…”
“Reina! Of course I can’t imagine it! You’ve been passing a night of lust with…”
“Risa! Damn! Don’t be so loud!” I say putting a hand on her mouth.
“Yeah, you’re right. We can’t be talking of this here… Come to my place after the rehearsal. My mom isn’t going to be at home…”
“Risa, I don’t want to talk about this…” I feel enough bad right now…
“I don’t care if you want to or not. But we’re going to have a serious talk. I’ll see you later.” And she leads towards the dance room.
Well, the last thing that I want to have right now is have the subleader vs. kouhai lecture. But maybe she’ll help me to fix the things with Jun… And I really want to fix this, I love Jun a lot, and this is too painful…
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“Ok, sit down and listen.”
“…” I nod as I sit on her bed.
“Let’s see, Tanaka, first of all… in what the hell were you thinking?” Oh, Niigaki, so it's true that you’re a genius… Isn’t it obvious?!
“…”
“Oh, you’re not going to reply?”
“It’s not that! It’s just that I know what you’re going to say…”
“Oh, really?” She cuts me off.
“Yes.” I state and she gives a suspicious look.
“Well, prove it.”
“You’re going to say that I should be more responsible, that I should think more that once before doing this kind of things…” She nods… “And that I’m a detestable person…” I say looking at the floor, lost in my own guilty thoughts…
“Oh, no, Reina…” She says as she sits next to me. “Reina, you aren’t detestable, nothing at all. In fact I understand why you have done that…”
“I don’t think so…” I say with a doubtful tone. “After all… I don’t know why I have done it so…”
“It’s simple.” She states.
“Well, seems that I can’t see through the evidence…” I say and she giggles.
“No, you can’t. It was just that you felt alone…” Well, I could see that.
“Maybe the evidence it’s not my speciality, but I know that…”
“It’s obvious that you know that. But to feel alone doesn’t give you credit to be doing that kind of things with friends…”
“Gaki! If you’re going to give me a lecture, at least tell me something that I don’t know!” I yell and she laughs.
“Ok, ok… Have you planned something to fix the things with JunJun?” Isn’t it obvious too?
“No…”
“Well, you have to talk with her…” She cuts me off again.
“I know that too, but she avoids me…”
“Of course she avoids you. She’s madly in love with you… and after this…”
“I know…” Hey, wait a minute… “How did you know that?”
“Know what?” She asks.
“Know that… that she was in love with me…” I mutter letting my self fall onto the bed.
“Well, it was obvious.”
“Then, I was really blind…” I admit reluctantly.
“Yeah, you were… Bah, whatever, you have to talk with her, even if she doesn’t want to.” Yeah…
“Yes, but I don’t know how I’m going to do it…”
“You just have to lock her with you in a room… But don’t do anything more than talk! Ok?!” What the hell…?!
“Very funny indeed, Niigaki…”
“Yeah, yeah…” She giggles. “Well, that’s all that I wanted to talk about. I’ll set you free now…”
“Risa…” I cut her off.
“Yes?” I don’t know how I’m going to say this…
“I’m glad that you are supporting me to fix things with Jun… but…”
“But what?”
“But what about Eri? I said to Jun that this was like cheating, and that’s why we argued… What would she say of this?” She looks at me lost in a doubtful feeling… It’s obvious that she hasn’t even thought about Eri…
“Oh, Kame…” She gazes at the floor… “I don’t know how to answer that… I know that I said that I wanted you to forget about her… but…”
“…” I want to hear what she has to say…
“But this isn’t a good way to forget about her…”
“…” Yeah, this isn’t even a way to forget about anything…
“But technically, JunJun is right… this isn’t cheating…” She looks distant, and has an enormous look of pain in her gaze… But why? “So you don’t have to be so worried about her… It’s about time the fact that you’ll go on and… and I’m sure that she’s aware of that.” I can’t believe that she, who is her best friend, is saying this... At least she's saying it in a tone of weird pain…
“Thanks, Risa.” I say as I sit up again and kiss her cheek.
“Yeah, yeah…” She giggles as her smile returns. “Now go and look for JunJun.”
“Ok.” I say as I stand up and go towards to her bedroom’s door. But before I lock it behind me, she reminds me something with her worried expression again.
“And Reina… Don’t forget to go on with your life…”
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Eri ain't dying, right.?.
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Eri ain't dying, right.?.
I'm getting the same vibe :(
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^same here or that she moved on to something better :(
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Maybe it's all a dream that is being had by someone really off the wall. Like someone who hasn't really appeared yet. :P
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Woah, your conclusions are soooo dramatic hahaha XD
Who knows what will happen...
CHAPTER 16
Come on Reina, this isn’t so hard! It’s just Jun... But she has never been so angry at me so I don’t know how she will react when I’ll talk to her… Bah, I don’t care. I just want to fix the things with her… Probably she’d love to punch me in the face at this moment, but she won’t do that in front of the rest of the members… or will she? Well, I have to talk with her anyways, so it’s better to talk with her now…
“Jun…” I say softly.
She looks behind her, but when she sees me she just turn around again and goes on with whatever she doing, not paying attention to me…
“Jun… please…” But she doesn’t even turn around this time.
Ok, I promised Gaki that I’d talk with her, and not only to Gaki. I promised myself that I’d fix this. So I’m going to fix this even if I have to do something drastic…
“Hey!” I yell, making the rest of the members look at us. “Mind your own business!” I yell, obviously, this time at them, and they stop looking at us… but Jun is looking at me wide eyed. “And you’re coming with me!”
I take JunJun by the wrist and drag her with me to the bathroom. Of course she’s socked with the way I’ve just reacted… If she wasn’t shocked she wouldn’t let me locked her with me in here. I followed Gaki’s advice.
“Jun…” I say coming back to my normal voice as I close the door. “Listen to me…”
“There’s no way in hell I’m going to talk with you!” She yells cutting me of, seems like she has just wake up from the sock state.
“But, JunJun…!”
“Shut up!” She commands and goes towards the door. Ok I have lost the little patience that I was collecting…
“No! You, shut up!” I yell at her again. “You’re going to listen to me, even if you don’t want to!” She gazes at me with a suggestive look, but that isn’t going to intimidate me.
“…” She doesn’t say anything, she just leans her back in a wall and observes me with attention.
“Well, I suppose this means that you’re listening… In that case, thanks…”
“…” She just nods.
“Well, first of all, I want to say to you that I’m awfully sorry…”
“How trivial…” She mutters under her breath… She isn’t going to make the thing that easy for me…
“Yes, I know it’s trivial. But it’s true Jun. I’m really sorry…”
“But for who are you sorry?” She exposes.
“What do you mean…?”
“Oh, you know it perfectly, Reina.” She cuts me off again.
“…” I look at her. Now I’m the one in silence… It’s this true? Maybe I feel sorry because…
“Well, answer! You feel sorry and guilty for hurt me or for betrayed Kamei-san?” She states clearly.
“…” I don’t know what to response… I haven’t even thought about it…
“Great, so you have drag me in here, and you can’t even respond that…” And she looks at me.
“…” It’s true… How the hell I’m going to say that I’m sorry if I don't even know about what I’m sorry?! And if it’s about Eri… now what?
“Can you see it now, Reina?”
“See… see what?”
“See why I’m so angry and upset with you?”
“…” I’m lost. That’s obvious, isn’t it?
“I’m not angry at you because of what we did the other night…”
“…” So…
“I’m angry at you because you don’t even know about what you’re sorry, Reina.” She says with a look of pain. “You say that you’re sorry because you didn’t want to hurt me… but I’m not really sure of that.”
“But… I didn’t want to hurt you… I’m sure of that…”
“Oh, I know. I know that you aren’t that bad. I mean that probably you feel more sorry for Eri than for me… That’s what it pisses me off the most…”
“Oh… I see…”
“But I have realised that I can’t blame you. So don’t worry, you’re forgiven.”
“What?!” Is she serious?!
“I say that I forgive you. It’s normal how you feel, you’re confused.” Wait a second…
“But aren’t you angry because of… you know… that night…”
“Well, I should be. You didn’t stop me. But I was the one that gave the first step so I’m responsible…” She says smiling at me.
“Thanks, Jun.” I say, giving her a bear hug.
“Reina.” She says looking at me.
“Yes?”
“About Eri… You shouldn’t start to accept that she’s gone…”
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Yankii Power rules!!! :cow:
Glad that Jun has forgiven Reina but why the last line? Don't Jun want Reina for herself? Gah too many questions right now :O
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Too many questions yet to be answered lol
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“About Eri… You shouldn’t start to accept that she’s gone…”
:doh: Mixed signals much?
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Wait! What?! :dunno:
She "shouldn't" start to accept that she's gone??????????
WHAT!!??
Jun knows something... :grr:
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“About Eri… You shouldn’t start to accept that she’s gone…”
WTF??? :shocked
Why Junjun would say that? :? :?
I though that Jun wanted Reina for herself too. :banghead:
She knows something! No?
Well, anyway, I want that Reina doesn't give up on Eri. :(
Chapter please!!
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My comment is the same as the above comments :? Was that a typo or something :huhuh but I highly doubt it's a typo :shocked
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C15
I get the same feeling too. That Eri is gonna die or something :cry:
C16
What...the??? Don't tell me everyone knows about what's wrong with Eri except Reina? Boy, she's gonna be one mad kitty when she finds out :angry:
Okay, I have to confess, I've been a lurker all this time. BUT I CAN EXPLAIN!! I'm usually not into TanaKamei so I didn't read this *hides* yes, I'm sorry :bow:
But for some reason I clicked on this thread just days ago and OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, I'M HOOKED!!!!!!!!!!! I :heart: :heart: :heart: this fic sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
My heart goes out to Eri cuz I know she feels terrible leaving like this :cry: :cry: :cry:
And Reina! Gosh, can she at least give the turtle a chance to explain? :bleed eyes: When I read that whole part about their conflict my eyes practically bled. I'm not exaggerating here :P
I can't believe 07 went ahead and did that with JJ though. She's so gonna regret it when she knows about the real reason Eri left her. I can feel my tears starting to form already :cry:
Lastly, you are a darn good writer. After you finish this fic, please write more okay? Hammy is a fan. Not airconditioner, but a uchiwa XD
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Ok, replies first:
@badsaints: Come on, Jun isn't that bad... or is she?? :twisted:
@kurosawa87: Yeah lol, I love confusing people XD
@rndmnwierd: See, all I do is confusing...
@Swtme03: Maybe, maybe... I won't reveal anything :kekeke:
@Michi.Pinku: Why everyone thinks that Jun is bad?? :cry:
@kRisZ: :rofl: No! lol, it isn't a typo XD
@lil_hamz: You made me blush!! XD Well, in fact I started to write a new fic some days ago... I think I'll start to post it when I finish this one... and that's going to be soon (sí gente, sí, just a few more chapters and I'll finish this...) But, before of that, I have to do my biochemistry exam... :sweatdrop:
I'll leave here the new chapter. And yes, it ends with a cliffhanger XD
CHAPTER 17
“About Eri… You shouldn’t start to accept that she’s gone…”
“Ehhh?!” What does she means with this now?! I still remember what she said just a few days ago…
She has left you! You hear that? She has left you! Damn, Reina, wake up already! She doesn’t deserve you!
“I know, I know. At first I thought that the best that you could do was to forget about her, but…” She looks into my eyes… “But I’ve realised that you really need her…”
“What do you mean, Jun?” I say doubtfully.
“I mean that if I were you, I wouldn’t give up on her so easily…” She says sadly.
“But, Risa…”
“Risa? This isn’t about Niigaki-san…” She exposes.
“I know that. But she said that I should forget all about her… She said that I should go on without her…”
“Niigaki said that?!” She says stunned.
“Yes, hard to believe, isn’t it?”
“Of course it is… But I wonder why she’s acting like that… Remember that you also told me that she knew all the Eri’s situation before you knew anything…” True…
“Yes… It’s really weird…”
“Damn, it is…”
“Well, so what do you suggest? I haven’t even talk with her since she left…”
“Call her then.” Ehhh?! No freaking way!
“No, no, no, I’m not going to call her.” After all, I still have got dignity.
“Oh, come on, Reina!”
“I said no!” There’s no way I’m going to do that.
“Reina, you know that you love her…”
“Yes, Jun, it isn’t hard to guess. We all know that. But I’m not going to call her, it’s decided.” I state.
“Why did you have to be such a prideful person?” She says all dramatically.
“I’m just the way I am. And I’m not going to do that. If she wanted to talk with me she should have phoned earlier… And she can always call now…”
“But Reina, I don’t think she’d call after what happened…” She cuts me off.
“Oh, so you mean that I should be the one calling her after “what happened”? Remember that nothing wouldn’t happened if she wouldn’t left the country…” I state.
“Well, I see that you have your reasons to not call her, but still…”
“But still what?”
“But still seems like you want to talk with her…” It wasn’t hard to guess.
“I never said that I didn’t want to talk with her. I’m saying that I’m not going to call her. Come on, call me “prideful” again, but that isn’t going to change my opinion.” I say sternly.
“Ok, I give up. But I’m still thinking that you should try to talk with her…”
“Yes, yes. But for what I should do that?” I ask sceptically.
“Well, to tell her how you feel…”
“She knows how I feel, Jun.” I cut her off. “And even knowing it she has left…”
“Come on, Reina! With that attitude you’re not going to make Eri return!” She yells, trying to change my opinion.
“Of course I’m not going to make Eri return. Eri isn’t going to come back, at least in a long time…”
“Oh, please, there has to be something that could make her come back!” Perhaps…
“Oh, you think so? But then, what’s that something?” I ask.
“Well, if there’s a thing in the world that can make her return… then… that’s you…” She says lost in thought, and I laugh lightly.
“Of course, Jun.” I say sarcastically. “But I have tried to make her stay here… and look at the result…”
“But there has to be a possibility… She has got family and friends here, I’m sure she’ll come back eventually…”
“Yeah, she’ll come back. I don’t think that she’ll stay in Korea for the eternity… The thing is when she’ll come back… That could take years…” I say sadly.
“But… if she doesn’t return to Japan…” She says slowly.
“What?”
“Then… You can always go to Korea…”
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Good job Jun for supporting Reina despite what has happened lol
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Yes! Go to Korea!!! Go go go! Go box go!
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Oh sorry, I never wanted to say that Jun was a bad person :doh:, I don't know ... :sweatdrop:
I only thought that she wanted to Reina for herself, but I realized that I was wrong, :smhid
Jun loves Reina and she only wants the her happines even if it hurt her .
I'm glad about that Jun supports to Reina and the idea about go to Korea ... it's so freaking Awesome !
:banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana:
:onioncheer: GO TO KOREA REINA AND GET YOUR GIRL COME BACK!!!! :onioncheer:
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“Then… You can always go to Korea…”
:w00t: Buy a ticket already and bring home the love of your life
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But nobody outside the circle knows the Tanakame relationship right? If Reina was to just dump everything and go after Eri, won't it create some suspicion? *Badsaints being a wet blanket here* :on_pick:
But yes, go to Korea Reina. Who cares about the bureaucrat prudes in black :temper:
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I see... so everyone wants Reina to go to Korea... :glasses:
CHAPTER 18
“Then… You can always go to Korea…” She says, and I burst out into laughing.
“Have you lost your mind?!” I yell with teary eyes from laughing so hard.
“I don’t see where the funny point is, Reina.” She says sternly. “I’m totally serious.”
“Oh, come on, you gotta be kidding!”
“But why should I be kidding?” She exposes.
“Oh, this has to be a joke.” I say recovering myself from laughing. “What do you want me to do? Take the first flight to Korea, and then step in Eri’s new agency to take her with me?”
“Yes.” She states, and I start to laugh again.
“And doesn’t that sounds like a stupid joke?!” I yell, laughing out loud.
“Maybe it sounds like a stupid joke now… But think about it.”
“There’s nothing to think about!” I say.
“Yes, there is. If Eri’s not going to come back to you, then, you go and come back to Eri.” I look at her stunned… How can she be so serious about this?
“Jun… Are you really serious?” I ask, and she nods.
“Yes… If you go there, she’ll probably realize about how much does she means to you, and maybe she’ll come back with you to Japan…”
“Oh, yes.” I say sarcastically. “So, for you, the life is a fairy tale! And then what? We come back to Japan and buy a pink castle?”
“Oh, come on, Reina, don’t joke about this. I’m saying that you should go to take her with you…”
“She wouldn’t come back with me! If she wants to stay here, she would do it!” I yell. “So stop saying stupid things…”
“Well if she doesn’t want to come back to Japan, you can stay in Korea with her.” Oh… my… god! This is worst than I thought… She’s totally crazy…
“Jun? Have you hit your head or something?” I say.
“No, Reina, no.” She says losing her patience with me. “I haven’t hit my head! I’m serious about this… How many times I’ve got to repeat it?”
“I don’t know. I can’t believe that you’re serious about this.” Come on, this is surrealistic…
“Well, Reina believe it.” Ok, so she’s serious…
“Ok, let’s say that I believe that you’re serious. What do you think that I should do in Korea?” I expose.
“Reina! Think! Sometimes it looks like you have no brain. “ Hey, what the hell?!. “If you go there, maybe you could wake up Eri and make her return here. Or at least you could talk with her… since you’re so stubborn about the fact that you don’t want to call her…” Well, I could talk with her… but this is ridiculous…
“Yes Jun, I could do that… but this has no sense! I can’t go to Korea to say to Eri all the things that I need to say to her!”
“Yes, you can!” Well, seems like both of us are stubborn…
“No, I can’t!” If I go… bah, I can’t go.
“Reina! Damn!” She exclaims dramatically.
“Jun! When I say no, I mean no!” I yell. I can’t do such a stupid thing like that.
“…” She looks at the floor, avoiding my gaze. She’s lost in thought… it’s weird, JunJun isn’t that type of person which thinks a lot…
“Jun, what’s wrong?”
“I can’t believe this!” She yells.
“You can’t believe what?”
“How you’re acting! Where’s that Reina that loves herself so much, and that could do anything for get what she wants?!”
“What do you mean?! I’m the same person that I’ve been always and…”
“No, you aren’t!” She yells. “You’ve been changing since Eri left!”
“That’s not true!” I yell louder than her.
“Yes, it is! And you know it! But the prideful Reina can’t accept it!”
Is that really true? Have I changed? Well, if it’s true that would explain a lot of things…
“You really think that I have change?”
“Yes. The real Reina wouldn’t let Eri go so easily.” She states.
“And what should I do?” I ask… I’m realizing what Jun is saying it’s true…
“I don’t know what you should do, but I can tell you what I think that you should do…” She says sceptically. “If I were you I’d make Eri return, or I’d stay with her. I mean that you should fight for her…”
“…” I look at her, she’s going to say something important…
“You should fight for her… because she’d do the same for you…” She says smiling at me, and that wakes me up...
Oh god... it’s true… how blind I’ve been these past days… I have to make Eri return… It won’t be easy, but at least I have to try it.
“Thanks, Jun!” I say leading towards the door. But I stop in my tracks... I’ve noticed something strange in this conversation… “Wait, hey Jun, why are you doing this? Why do you want me to get Eri back? You said that you loved me…” She grins when I say the last sentence.
“You have just answered yourself… I love you, and I want to see you happy. And I know that you’re only happy when you’re with her… It’s my own little sacrifice…” She says smiling weakly.
“Thanks, Jun, you’re the best!” I say and give her a quick peck on the lips.
“Yes, yes, I know!” She says blushing lightly. “Now let go of that prideful image of yours and think something to get back that lucky turtle!”
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Go Reina Go
Thank you Jun
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It's no surprise she's reluctant to go, after all, to be burned so suddenly and thoroughly like that, she'd be too afraid to do it again. I'm glad she changed her mind in the end, though. Next stop, Korea! :mon beam:
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JUNJUN FTW ~~~~~ :heart:
Yeep, Definitly Jun only wants Reina's happiness, I can understand her feelings.
So Reina don't kill in vain Jun's sacrifice.
GO TO KOREA!!! :scolding: :scolding: :scolding:
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I'm new reader ^^!
I'm not a very crazy fan of TanaKame but I always support this couple. They're awesome together. I like this fic very much :D
You're such a good writer, keep up your good work :P
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Jun is yay! :banana: :rockon: :banana:
Koreans and Japanese Turtle, stay put and wait for the arrival of the Kitten :cow:
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oHhhhH~ looks like i missed out alot.. i even missed the chance to scream
GO TO KOREA!
hmmmm...korean speaking Eri would be interesting but..... XD
Go get the lucky turtle back already! =]
:mon bat:
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:on woohoo: :on woohoo: :on woohoo:
IKE IKE GO GO!! REINA GO GO!!
:on woohoo: :on woohoo: :on woohoo:
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Ok, thanks to everyone for the comments! I have to say that I don't know how many chapters I'll do for this fic, but I'll finish soon...
CHAPTER 19
Think, Reina, think! Jun is right… I should do something!… But what can I do?
I don’t really want to call her… but if I don’t do it, I’m going to regret it… And about the “go to Korea” thing… Jun has to admit that it’s a stupid idea… But I might reconsider it…
God! In what the hell am I thinking?! I can’t go to Korea! Nor call her! Jun is turning me into a total dreamer…
Think Reina! Damn!
And as I punch the wall, someone enters in the kitchen… perfect timing…
“Erm, Reina, dear, you shouldn’t liberate yourself of your rage by hitting the walls…” She says worried, and wide eyed…
“Oh, yes. Sorry mum…” I mutter.
“Umm… Reina…”
“Yes?” Don’t tell me… she wants to know what’s wrong with me.
“Why have you been so weird lately? I said that you can tell me anything…” True… and I’m glad to know it… but still…
“Well, you know, too much stress at work…”
“Don’t lie to me, Reina.” She says sternly. I’d like to say the truth, but I don’t really think I’ll be able to do it.
“I’m fine.” I say avoiding her gaze, and she lets out a sigh.
“Well, ok. I hope soon you’ll be better…”
“…” I hope that too…
“By the way, I’m going to buy some things with your brother… We’ll be outside about two hours…”
“Ok.” I say simply.
“And Reina...” She whispers while heading towards the door. “… Don’t punch the walls anymore, ok?”
“Ok, mum.” I say and wink at her, pretending that I’m the same as always.
But Jun’s right. I’ve changed…
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I’m laid on the bed… Looking up… And I’m bored to death.
I just can’t stop about what JunJun said…
You should fight for her… because she’d do the same for you…
But I can’t fight in this situation. I just can’t.
I’d like to go to Korea… but that would be stupid… And I’d like to call her… and that would be stupid too…
Ahhh! My brain is a total mess… I can’t think clearly…
I change my position and see my mobile, on the little table which is next to me…
Should I do it? Should I, at least, call her?
Where’s that Reina that loves herself so much, and that could do anything for get what she wants?!
It’s true… Where’s that part of myself?! Just a few weeks ago, before Eri left, I could do anything… and now… I can’t.
And what I want now is to talk with her…
Reina! Wake up dammit! Call her already! Jun said it that I should let go my prideful side, and she’s right.
I don’t know where I found the strength enough to do this… But, before I even realize what I’m doing, I’m calling her…
But there’s no response.
I call her again, and there isn’t response again.
And the next time… no response.
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After been calling her for at least half an hour, I give up.
This is weird… Eri always answers her phone… and more when the one who is calling is me…
Maybe she’s busy… or maybe she doesn’t want to talk with me after what happened…
Probably it’s about the second guess… Won’t she talk to me never again?
Bah, I’m making conclusions without knowing what really happened…
But maybe she won’t answer to me… And…
…I have to know why she has left…
That’s it! I give up…
It’s decided…
I’m going to Korea…
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FINALLLY!!!! SHE'S GOING TO KOREA!!!!!!!!!! :cow: :cow: :cow:
to meet tohoshinki.. :grin:
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GO REINA GO :onioncheer: :onioncheer:
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:mon kungfu: :mon firecrack: Go get Eri back!
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I’d like to go to Korea… but that would be stupid… And I’d like to call her… and that would be stupid too…
Reina, that ain't stupid
Hurry, buy a ticket now before you change your mind :grin:
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Wouldn't it be funny if Reina fly to Korea and goes crazy for a certain member of a certain boyband instead (stop being a moron Badsaints! XD).
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to meet tohoshinki.. :grin:
Wouldn't it be funny if Reina fly to Korea and goes crazy for a certain member of a certain boyband instead (stop being a moron Badsaints! XD).
:rofl:
Woah, lol. Oh please, we all know Reina wouldn't do that! XD
CHAPTER 20
I’m going to Korea…
I can’t live with this. I know it’s a stupid resolution, but I have to do it… I’m going to take Eri back even if it’s the last thing that I’ll do in my life!
I jump out of the bed abruptly, and suddenly my mobile rings…
“Reina! Have you thought about it?!” She yells.
“Good morning to you too.” I say annoyed because of her greeting. “And yes, I have been reconsidering this…”
“Reconsidering? And?!”
“And…”
“And? And?!” She shouts impatiently.
“And I decided that I’m going to Korea…” I admit reluctantly… After all, I hate to accept it when I’m wrong about something…
“Yes! That’s my Reina!” She yells one more time.
“Jun! Don’t yell, damn!” I cry.
“Ok, ok, sorry… It’s just I’m so glad that you have finally woken up…” She says happily. “Well, what are you waiting for?”
“Eh?”
“I mean, why aren’t you in a flight to Korea?” So fast Jun…
“Well, first, I have to know where Eri is, I have to make a plan and… erm, well...” I say thinking of what I’m going to do with…
“Erm, well? What do you mean?” She asks confused.
“Erm… What I’m going to say to my mother?” I simply reply.
“…” She keeps in silence… I guess that she’s thinking.
“Jun?”
“Erm… That’s a good point.” She says lost in thought.
“Damn it is.” I agree.
“What if I help you with her?” Well, but how…?
“In what are you thinking, genius?” I ask, and hear someone talking to her. I think it's Lin...
“I’ll think about it later, now I’ve got to go. You know, duty calls…” She says laughing.
“Yes, everyone seems to need you.” I say sarcastically.
“Yeah, well I’ll call you later. Think about something too, ok?”
“Ok, I’ll think!” I say as my cheerful mode comes back.
“Ok, see you!”
Erm, let’ see… In what should I think about?
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My mother hasn’t come back yet. So I’m still thinking about what I’m going to say to her… I’m starting to think that maybe the best for all it’s to say the truth… I mean, to say that I want to go there to take Eri back.
But maybe it isn’t a good idea… I wonder what Jun’d think about to say that... Probably she’ll thi…
Someone knocks the door…
“Tanakacchi?” What is she doing here?
I rush to open the door, and greet her.
“Hi, Gaki.”
“Hi.” She says smiling as she enters in the apartment.
“What brings you here?” I’m confused, I don’t remember if I’ve made plans with her for today…
“Ah, nothing. I was bored. You wanna go out? Cinema or something?” Well, it would be good to get distracted for a while… And I’ll try to tell her what I’m going to do with Eri… I know that she won’t let me go to Korea, but I don’t care.
“Ok, I’ll dress up. Wait a minute.” I say smiling as well, and leading towards my room.
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When I’m ready, I go to the corridor and see Gaki talking on her mobile…
“Who is it?” I ask.
“Oh, I’m going outside to talk a little moment, I’ve got a call. Wait here, I’ll come back in a second.” She says distracted, looking at the floor.
“Ok.” I say confused, and she leads towards the door… I wonder how I’m going to tell her that I want to go to Korea…
When she closes the door behind her, my mobile starts to ring…
“What’s up, Jun?”
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Gaki is hiding something :(
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Maybe it was Eri, making sure Reina's good through Risa.
Eri: Please check up on her Gaki-han, distract her, make her have some fun while I'm here all alone and dying. :D
*Gaki-han goes to Reina's apartment*
Eri: Is she still alive? XD
Peace :k-thrilled:
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I don't know why Reina thinks it's so funny if she went to Korea after Eri. I mean, it should have been the first thing she did instead of jumping into bed with a certain panda
C19
Hmmm, don't tell me something happened to Eri that's why she didn't pick up Reina's calls. To test that out, Reina should get Risa to call Eri then snatch the phone over :D
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@Badsaints: Oh Badsaints, you really ruined the moment with that Reina joke XD Plus. I can't keep the goofy grin off my face now :lol:
@kRisZ: NOT YOU TOO?!?!? This is supposed to be serious and sad guys, so stop making me laugh :D
I bet that phone call is from Eri!!! *jumps up and down* Is she gonna tell Risa to help her fulfill her dying wish? Or to get her to send to Korea boxes of Umeboshi and the other snack she has been into lately :P AHHHHHHHH, look what you gals did to me? :grin:
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Eri: Please check up on her Gaki-han, distract her, make her have some fun while I'm here all alone and dying. :D
*Gaki-han goes to Reina's apartment*
Eri: Is she still alive? XD
Gaki: I think so. Hold on a sec *peeks inside again to confirm* Yup she's still alive.
Eri: Good. Take her out for a walk, won't you?
Gaki: Okay (thinking: hmm...how do you take a kitty out for a walk?)
Eri: Oh don't forget to fedex me the umeboshi. I'm dying here without my snacks.
Gaki: ...
Hmm I really have to stop being a moron. Sorry Treykun!
As requested by our dear Hammy, I shall observe the solemnity and give a proper comment :lol: Okay now Reina has to overcome a major obstacle, ie her momma, and try to find out what the brat, er Gaki, is hiding from her :D Update soon Author-san!
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Lol @ baddie and kRisZ.
I wonder who Gaki was talking to?
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*reads previous comments* :on lol:
Sumimasen Author-san :kneelbow:
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oHhhh~~ I'm going with Eri on the phone as well :P
Wondering what Jun is calling Reina for~
I know i shouldn't.... but i keep having this feeling as if Gaki-san and Eri is like having an affair~ LOL~
Gaki-san telling Reina to move on while she hides Eri in Korea~ [OK~ now i'm turning into a moron too XD]
*Speaking Korean*
Eri: How is the plan going on?
Gaki: Great.. She even slept with a giant panda
Eri: ..........Did she get squashed?
Gaki:..........No
Eri: Anyway Take her out for a walk, won't you?
*Gaki placed kitty Reina in handbag*
Sorry~ cannot help but join in the fun too~
:on chew: Don't bite me~!
:mon bat:
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Eri: Please check up on her Gaki-han, distract her, make her have some fun while I'm here all alone and dying. :D
*Gaki-han goes to Reina's apartment*
Eri: Is she still alive? XD
Gaki: I think so. Hold on a sec *peeks inside again to confirm* Yup she's still alive.
Eri: Good. Take her out for a walk, won't you?
Gaki: Okay (thinking: hmm...how do you take a kitty out for a walk?)
Eri: Oh don't forget to fedex me the umeboshi. I'm dying here without my snacks.
Gaki: ...
*Speaking Korean*
Eri: How is the plan going on?
Gaki: Great.. She even slept with a giant panda
Eri: ..........Did she got squashed?
Gaki:..........No
Eri: Anyway Take her out for a walk, won't you?
*Gaki placed kitty Reina in handbag*
:rofl: lol, I laughed so hard reading this XD You can do an alterative ending! :lol:
Hmm I really have to stop being a moron. Sorry Treykun!
Sumimasen Author-san :kneelbow:
Sorry~ cannot help but join in the fun too~
Nah, don't worry, I love that kind of comments. They've made my day XD
So, as lil_hamz says, this suppose to be serious and sad (Yeah, right XD), so I'll post the next chapter in a minute.
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Well, I usually update daily, but since this is the last week of final exams, I'll disappear until the friday... and probably someone will want to kill me for that, after reading this chapter But at least this chapter is longer than the others...
So here it is:
CHAPTER 21
“What’s up, Jun?”
“Nothing new. What are you doing? And moreover, what are you going to do?” She asks sceptically.
“I don’t know what I’m going to do yet… I don’t know what to tell her… And right now I’m going out with Gaki.”
“With Gaki?!” She yells.
“Yeah, but why do you have to yell?!” I ask annoyed one more time.
“I don’t know…” She says and starts giggling. “Are you going to tell her about your plan?”
“Yes, well…”
“You know that she’s going to say to you that you shouldn’t go, right?” She cuts me off.
“Yeah, I know… But I want to say this to her, she said to me that I can trust in her.” I say with my most sincere voice.
“I know… I mean, that I know that you can trust in her. But don’t let her change your mind! I’ve passed a bad time trying to make you realise that you have to get Eri back…” She says starting to panic.
“Ya, I know. But don’t worry… I won’t listen to her if she tells me to not do it.” I reply.
“Phew, it’s relieving to hear that… But remember what you have just said, huh?”
“Yeah, yeah, don’t worry.” I sigh. “How many times do I have to repeat it, Jun?”
“Don’t know. Hey, by the way, where’s Gaki? You’re not talking about this with me in front of her, right?” She asks.
“Of course not! She has gone for a moment, she had a call.” I reply.
“Eh? A call? And why she had to go outside to talk?” Good point…
“I don’t know. It seemed important…”
“Important like Kamei-san?” Another good point…
“What do you mean? I didn’t even think of that.” I answer.
“Maybe it was Eri…” Perhaps…
“Nah, I don’t think so. I called her earlier.”
“Ehhh?! You called her?! When was that?!” She yells surprised.
“Before you called the first time today…” I answer.
“And why didn’t you tell me?!” Good question…
“Bah, she didn’t answer, so I don’t see big deal.”
“I see… But it’s weird, she always run to answer her calls… and runs even more if you’re who is calling.” Yeah, indeed…
“Yeah, that’s what I thought. But I guess she was busy… Or maybe she didn’t want to talk with me…” I say sadly.
“Oh, come on, don’t be like that. I’m sure that if she couldn’t answer, it’s probably something huge… But well, why are we always changing the subject? Whatever, I’ve been thinking about your mother.” She says.
“Oh, and what do you think I should do?”
“I think you should say the truth…” Interesting…
“I’ve been thinking in that too… and I guess that it’s the best that I can do…”
“Yes… I think your mother won’t stop you. After all, she’s your mother, she won’t do anything that can hurt you.” I guess that it’s true.
“True… Well, for now I’ll think about how I’m going to tell Gaki… I guess that this is my chance to tell her…” I hear a murmur in the background…
“Ok, I feel more relaxed now…” Another murmur… I think it’s Lin again. “I have to go, I‘ll call you later to see if you have fixed it. See you!”
“Bye…”
Bah, I guess that there’s nothing to talk with Gaki. I’ll say to her I’m going to Korea, she’ll say that I can’t, we’ll argue… And we’ll have to see what happens next…
I can’t wait to talk with Eri…
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Where the hell is she?! She said that she was going outside for a moment and at least half an hour has passed! And my mother hasn’t come back yet…
I’m starting to get impatient… I want to say to them what I’m going to do…
Whatever, I’m going to search for her.
I stand up, take my boots and open the door. But once I step one foot outside of the apartment, I see Gaki leading her head on the corridor’s wall… I can just see her back, so I approach to her…
She’s sobbing and muttering something. Oh my god, she’s crying so hard… The floor is totally soaked from her tears… But why is she crying?
I approach to her a little more… She doesn’t notice me, but I can hear clearly what she’s muttering…
“Eri… N-no…”
I stay there paralyzed.
Has she just say “Eri”? W-what this means? What has happened?
“Why…” Why what? I’m starting to panic…
“Risa, what…”
She turns around and quickly wipes away her tears.
“Reina…”
“What has happened?” I ask… I’m scared, this is something related to Eri…
“…” She keeps in silence…
“Risa…”
“…”
I look at her, what if something has happened to her? I’m tired of all the secrets that they’ve got…
I observe her… She doesn’t even dare to look at me… Why they just can’t stop hiding things to me? Something huge has happened… and she doesn’t tell me… This is the last thing I expected from Risa since she told me that I could trust in her…
I start to cry too… I cannot believe they’re doing this to me… again…
“You know what? I’m tired of your stupid secrets. Goodbye.” I say, leading towards the door. “And you know? I was going to go to Korea, to be with Eri, but I’m stating to regret it…”
“Reina… You can’t go to Korea…” She says…
“I knew you were going to say that!” I yell, slamming the door and leaving her outside.
“Reina! Listen!” She yells knocking the door. She seems to be less affected, but it’s obvious that she’s hiding something since her voice is trembling.
“What?!”
“Yes, I wouldn’t let you go to Korea. I would never let you do such a stupid thing! But…” She starts to cry again.
“But what?!” I yell from the other side of the door.
“But… But maybe I’d let you in other situation… Now there’s no way you can go…”
“And why’s that?!” I ask sceptically.
“…” No response…
“Risa! If you want to say something just say it! I’m listening!” I yell at the top of my lungs. “But of course you won’t say anything! I don’t know even how many times we’ve got this conversation… And you never say a single thing!”
“…” No response…
“See… That’s the only thing you do, keep in silent, though you know perfectly how much this affects me…” I say starting to sob again.
“…” No response…
“You won’t answer to me, will you? That’s it… I’m leaving…” She said I can trust in her… I guess that I can’t…
“No! Reina, wait!” She yells desperately. “I know that we’ve been hiding things to you but…”
“But?!” I yell. “Is there always a “but” with you two?! Why do you use that word as an excuse?!”
“I don’t know… I know this hasn’t got an excuse…” She makes a long pause… “It’s just… We’ve been hiding things… a lot of things, and I admit it… And we did that to protect you…” Eh?
“To protect me? From what?” I ask suggestive.
“That call…” So JunJun was right…
“From who was it? From Eri?”
“No, it wasn’t from Eri…” So…
“And if it wasn’t from Eri… Why are you talking about that call?” I ask losing my patience.
“…” I thought she was ready to talk right now…
“Risa...”
“It was from the hospital…”
“…” Now I’m the one who is silent.
I feel my tears starting to fall again… Has something really happened to her?
I open the door abruptly, to face Risa…
“It’s Eri… She’s dead.”
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I KNEW IT!!!
:fainted: :fainted: :fainted: :fainted: :fainted: :fainted: :fainted: :fainted:
So... the story continues.............
*Speaking Korean*
Eri: Tell her i'm dead
Gaki: ....... do we have to be this extreme?
Eri: Tell her in a nice way will you~? *In a very sweet pleasing voice*
Gaki:..............
*Takes Reina out of handbag*
Gaki: Reina....... You know Eri.......................SHE'S DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DIE A PAIN AND HORRIBLE DEATH!!!
Anyway~ good luck for your exams!! :D
:mon bat:
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:scared: :mon freeze: :imdead:
*grabs an oxygen mask* :frustrated: OMG :tantrum: OMG :mon whine:
Wait until your exam is over because you are so dead :mon annoy: and Good luck, may Eri's spirit guide you all throughout your finals and may she whisper the answers :grin:
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“It’s Eri… She’s dead.”
Oh Eri's dead already :on drink:
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EHHHH ERI'S DEAD ALREADY?!?! :on spit: Did she choke on the umeboshi? Knew should have told Risa not to send too many snacks over to Korea
Wait until your exam is over because you are so dead
That's right young man. You better come back after your exams :scolding: Or Eri's spirit will haunt your sleep (frankly that's not really a bad thing :on gay:)
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“It’s Eri… She’s dead.”
:cool2: :stoned: :stunned:
Whut? :err: Whut? :badluck: Wutwutwut?
:OMG: :frustrated: :gyaaah: :pleeease: :scared: :fainted: :imdead:
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EH?! ... and here I was thinking Reina would go over to Korea then find out Eri's either dying or dead...
WHY'D YOU KILL ERIIIII!!!!!!!
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:( i guess i should have saw this coming, well i want to see how this story will end
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ERI!! NOOOOO!!! :pleeease:
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So... the story continues.............
*Speaking Korean*
Eri: Tell her i'm dead
Gaki: ....... do we have to be this extreme?
Eri: Tell her in a nice way will you~? *In a very sweet pleasing voice*
Gaki:..............
*Takes Reina out of handbag*
Gaki: Reina....... You know Eri.......................SHE'S DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DIE A PAIN AND HORRIBLE DEATH!!!
Reina: Froze :mon freeze:
Risa:Upon seeing the kitten’s poor reaction *Does her trademark smile* "Was it convincing?" :mon lol:
Reina: Dumbfounded :stunned:
Risa: Does the Usa-chan pisu pose :k-thrilled:
Reina: “Wait here” :on speedy:
Risa: Nods :yep:
Reina: Runs and goes to rndmnwierd’s Black and Blue, borrows Sayu’s machete and runs back, stares at Risa twisted-ly :shifty:
TBC YTTC Your Turn To Continue :D until author-san's in :D if anyone wants, that is XD
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What the hell? :shocked... Is Eri dead? :shocked OH F*ck!!!!!!... :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG: :OMG:
WHY?!!! Why the hell Eri dies in every fic? :cry: :cry:
Well, I hope that only be a Reina's nightmare . :bow:
ps: por favor que resucite Eri, por favor que resucite Eri, por favor que Eri resucite
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*Speaking Korean*
Gaki: ERI! HELPP!!!! THAT CRAZY WOMAN IS CHASING ME WITH A MACHETE!!!
Eri: What is a machete?
Gaki: YOU KNOW!! Those knife they use to chop a BIG BIG WATERMELON into 2?
Eri: OHHH! Gaki-san! Ganbatte!! Ganbatte! :onioncheer:
Gaki: that is soooo helpful ARHHH!! SHE FREAKING ALMOST SLASH ME! SHE IS FOR REAL!
Eri: You know.. you can do what you do to her the other time....when she was after me...in amEthysx's Esmerelda
Gaki: RIGHT! *snapped her fingers*
The next sound was a LOUD bang
After a moment of silent... It was followed by a LOUD LOUD sliding sound
Gaki smirked
amEthystx: Gaki-san...don't be too happy~ LOOK UP!
*Falling machete!*
YTTC~ :P
:mon bat:
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Please tell me Reina is just having one of those 'moments' and this isn't real?? No, I'm convinced it's not real. Eri, come out of your hiding spot already!!!!!!!
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WHAT?!?!?!?!
Eri's dead?!?!?!? Already? :P This can't be true right? I mean, I mean...we need Tanakamei to live happily ever after. Where's the fairytale ending??? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *bawls* :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
I can't believe Eri died without anyone by her side. That's so pitiful and lonely!!!
Seems like a lot of people are on your tale author-san. And I'm gonna be one of them too :grin:
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Risa: “Oh-ohw” :shock:
But before THE machete landed on her trademarked brows, she snapped her fingers for the second time and there, THE so called machete evaporated into glittery silver particles and said particles dances like stars whilst being pulled by gravity in a very very very slow motion.
Reina: “Oh” :gmon blonde: uttered Reina while her jaw dropped on the floor
After regaining her composure while rubbing her reddened temple courtesy of the impact, she clenched her teeth in annoyance and displaying her newly reborn fangs on the process, thanks to someone’s c*m and blood of Estrea’s Gegenschein, they’re now in working condition.
Risa: “Yippey” :gmon twirl:
She dances while waiting for the particles to land, but before she realized it, because of the gust of wind, almost all landed on her eyes.
Risa: “ITAI YO, BAKA” :dizzy: (she really said that, from one of the concerts fan mic recording)
Reina: “My turn. I’m so going to umm... *remembers amEthystx's shared vid* I'm so going to make you ‘rape me in my thighs’” Muahahaha :mon evil:
YTTC :grin:
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I've survived my exams!! :farofflook:
Wait until your exam is over because you are so dead
That's right young man. You better come back after your exams :scolding: Or Eri's spirit will haunt your sleep
Well, seems like I wasn't going to survive anyways... :imdead:
YTTC!!!! XD
:rofl:
Loved it! The rape me in my thighs part cracked me up :on lol:
Ok, replies...
@amEthystx: It was obvious, right?? But the life continues... :cry:
@kRisZ: Yeah, she did... but however, the teachers in my university just love to don't let us pass our exams, so... :smoke:
@badsaints: Of course it isn't a bad thing!! :lol: I'd be the happiest guy in the world if she does that XD
@rndm: Shock!! Ok, I have to control myself... I'm going to kill someone with this...
@stefy: I know, I'm bad... I killed Eri! I beg you pardon... :cry:
@kurosawa: Who knows... Maybe this will have a happy ending...
@Swtme: I see, another shock...
@Michi.Pinku: Good question... I wonder why Eri dies always too... :mon sweat: Resucitarla? Madre mía, eso sí que sería un shock XD
@aussie: Woah, what kind of "moments"? :lol:
@Hammy: Hey, maybe there's a fairytale ending!! Oh, you're going to join them too?? Cool, this YTTC thing is getting more and more interesting XD
Well, I'll post the chapter 22 now, and I'll finish this fic soon... Now I'm on holidays so...
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CHAPTER 22
“It’s Eri… She’s dead.”
“…” …
“R-Reina?”
“…” …
“Reina?”
“…” Have I… heard right?
“Reina…”
“Risa… Have you just say…”
“Yes.”
I feel how the world squashes me… and I just start to cry hysterically…
“Reina!”
“…”
“Reina…”
“…”
Is she really dead? Or is it a horrible joke…
“Reina… please…”
“Risa…” I sob. “Is this really true?”
“Yes…” She says looking at the ground as she also starts to cry.
Is this what they’ve been hiding? But how…?
“How could you been hiding this to me?!” I yell as I run towards my bedroom, locking me inside.
“Reina! Open the door!” She demands.
I sit in a corner and hug my knees… and I cry more and more…
When Eri left, I thought I will never be as hurt as I was that day… but I guess I was wrong…
They’ve hiding this to me…
This…
How could they?
I don’t know… Now I can’t think about anything… I just want to cry…
“Why Risa…?” I sob. “Why have you been hiding this…? Why were you always pushing me away…?”
“It was the best that we could do…”
“…” I don’t understand that…
“Reina… do you remember when you and Ai were jealous of Eri and me?” She asks with a guilty tone of voice.
And the memories start bombing me…
Three months ago:
“Hmpf…”
“What is it Ai-chan?” I ask.
“Look at Risa, it’s like she’s flirting with her…” She says annoyed.
“With who? Awe, is the leader jealous?”
“Oh yes, and what about you? Look with who she’s flirting…” She says in a teasing mode.
“Oh fuck…” I exclaim as I see Gaki playing a stupid game with Eri… And Ai’s right… she’s being too amorous with her…
“See…”
“Tell your girlfriend that she should control herself!” I say as Risa embraces Eri from behind.
“I can ask you the same, Tanaka!”
And we start to argue, but soon they interrupt us…
“Hey you two, what are you talking about?”
“About our things…” Ai replies to Risa.
“I see…” Gaki says giving her girlfriend an amused look. “Well, sorry Tanakacchi, but I have to take Ai with me to do the leader and subleader business. See you later, girls!”
When they’re gone, Eri starts to laugh as she puts her arms around my waist, pulling me closer to her.
“Awww, is my kitty jealous?”
“Should I be?!” I ask sceptically, looking at her wide eyed.
“Hey, I didn’t mean that!” She laughs. “C’mon! We were just playing…!”
“Wait a minute! I never said I was jealous…” I cut her off.
“Sure, you weren’t…” She says sarcastically.
“Ok, I was… just a little. But I’ve got the right to be! You’re always doing your stuff or your radio program, and you always leave me away…”
“Hey, that’s not true!” She exclaims. “We don’t do that…”
“Yes, you do!” I state firmly, and she looks at me with a pensive gaze…
“Ok, ok… From now on… I promise I won’t leave you away anymore!”
“Really?”
“Really, really…”
… Of course I remember that day.
“Yes…” I sob one more time… “That day she promised she wouldn’t leave me away again…”
“And she lied, Reina…” She says sadly.
“Yes…” I say trying to wipe my tears… but it’s futile since I can’t stop crying… “But it’s hard to believe you’re the one saying that…”
“I’m saying it because I have to…”
“…” I’m listening to her… But I just can think on Eri…
Why she has gone…?
“Reina… I… I don’t know how to say this to you…” She mutters.
“…”
“Eri wanted to say this to you...”
“…”
“But I didn’t let her…”
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Hmm what was Eri suppose to say :?
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Yeee~~~y!!!
Right now, I wanna slap Risa :D
sadas XD No it's only a joke!
I guess that it's not a nightmare after all. :cry:
Poor Kame, she's dead again.
Supongo que Eri es algo matable XD ~~ por un raro motivo siempre termina muerta.
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What?! What did Eri want to say!? Damn you and your cliffhangers!!! :bleed eyes:
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Noooooooo! Don't leave us with cliffhangers, you ebil author! Now I can't sleep thinking what's going to happen
*Badsaints pulling out her eyebrows Sayumi-style from all the stress*
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“Eri wanted to say this to you...”
“…”
“But I didn’t let her…”
:shocked
Wait until your exam is over because you are so dead
That's right young man. You better come back after your exams :scolding: Or Eri's spirit will haunt your sleep
Well, seems like I wasn't going to survive anyways... :imdead:
That was the original plan, but after this YTTC thing, it’s like ‘will he be the dead man or us?’ kind of thing :grin:
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:cool2:
....Gaki-san you better tell Reina everything :scolding:
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OKay, I'm sure Reina's gonna jump at Risa and box the crap out of her. Cuz Risa didn't let Eri tell Reina. WHY?!!?!? WHY damnit!! Don't leave us with a cliffhanger!! Come back now!! *shakes fit* :P
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@kurosawa: Now you'll see... XD
@Michi.Pinku: "Again", yeah XD Sí... pobre chica... será que con el aspecto de inocente que da, la gente la ve como un blanco fácil XD
@rndm: :lol: Seriously, I have to stop with the cliffhangers... They're going to cause me a huge problem XD
@badsaints: Hey, I'm not evil!! Well, maybe just a little :P *Badsaints pulling out her eyebrows Sayumi-style from all the stress*
:rofl: I didn't remember that XD
@kRisZ: I see... SO THIS IS THE WAR!!!! XD Nah... In fact I'll die anytime soon because of the cold... The hypothermia will kill me before you can do anything to me! :on freeza:
@Swtme: Relax! Gaki-san won't tell Reina anything since the yankii will kill her... Well, that would be interesting... but I won't kill another character since someone is really going to kill me if I continue like this... XD
@Hammy: *Imaging Reina vs Risa fight* :on bleed: Ummm, I'll reconsider a fight between them... XD
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CHAPTER 23
“Eri wanted to say this to you...”
“…”
“But I didn’t let her…” What does this means…?
“You mean…” I choke sobbing. “She wanted to say this to me… I mean that she was going to die… And you didn’t let her?”
“Yes…” She replies.
Eri…
She wanted to say that she was going to die… And Risa didn’t let her…?
“Reina, we love you. You need to understand that this isn’t sane.” She says, clearly worried about me.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that you should give up on Eri. We don’t know when she’s going to come back, we don’t know what she’s doing right now… we don’t know anything of her since she went to Korea…” She replies sadly. “But I know this is hurting you, and a lot. You don’t deserve this…”
“Reina… I’m sorry.” She says softly.
“Risa!” I yell, crying even harder. “Why did you do that…?! How could you do this to me…?!”
“I’m sorry…” She whispers. “I just want you to not blame Eri… After all, this is my fault… I convinced her to not say a single thing to you…” And joins me, starting to cry again. “I’m so sorry, Reina…”
“…” I just want to cry… Why’d Risa do this… I don’t understand a single thing…
“Reina, listen… I know that you can’t forgive me so easily… but I’m totally serious when I say I’m sorry…”
“Risa…” I cut her off.
“Um… yes?”
“Why?” I say as my voice trembles.
“Why? Why… what…?”
“Why did she have to die…?” I ask.
“I don’t know… I’m sorry, Reina… I don’t really know anything…” She replies frustrated.
“…” I’m mute again… I just can sob…
“Reina… I know this hurts… That’s why I wanted you to forget everything about Eri…” She takes a long pause. “We thought this way it would be less painful…”
“We?”
“Yes, Eri thought that too…” She says sadly. “But our plan has obviously failed…”
“Yeah…” I sob one more time. “How did you think that this wouldn’t be painful…?”
“…” She just sighs. “I don’t know… I guess we thought that if you were angry at Eri, you wouldn’t be that hurt…”
“Even if I was angry at her, I love her in the same way…” I cut her off.
“I’m sorry, Reina…”
“But, why… Why didn’t she even say goodbye to me?” I ask doubtfully, as I bury my face in my hands.
“She didn’t say it in person… but…” She says crying.
“…” Suddenly she passes me a letter from the corridor, throwing it under the door.
“But she gave this to me… The day before she left…”
“Risa, you have to give this to her when the right time comes…” Eri whispers sternly. She’s really serious, and Gaki has pain written all over her face.
“Eririn… you really want to go? Is this what you really want?”
“Risa…” I say and start to cry more and more again.
“I have no answers Reina… But this might have some…”
I take the letter and open the envelope… but now I notice something important…
“Risa… Why did you let her die alone…?” I sob, as my trembling voice starts to appear again.
“It was her choice…” She replies sadly.
I look at the letter one more time… Now, I don’t even know if I want to read it…
I know this letter will explain Eri’s behaviour… But maybe there are things that I don’t really want to know…
All I wanted was to make Eri come back… But now she has gone… and nothing will change that…
This letter won’t give me back my lost girlfriend…
“I don’t know if I want to read it…” I say, almost whispering.
“I understand that… But remember that this can be your only way to understand why Eri left…”
True…
I don’t think about it anymore… I’ll read it…
Reina…
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Cliffhanger XD
I wonder what is in the letter and Risa held a lot back from Reina
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:fainted: :fainted:
ERI~ :pleeease:
Risa isn't doing a good job but can't really blame her though..She have a tough time too... If you are hiding something.. Hide it to the very end..If not it will only cause more pain~ :smoke: (Why do i sound like an old man now?)
Soooo Anyway...back to the story~
*Reina ran after Risa, attempting to rape her in her thighs*
Gaki: ERI!! HELP!!!!!
Eri: remember the letter?
*Gaki emergency brakes*
Gaki: It's from Eri
Reina: It's in Korean...Read it for me
*Reads....*
Reina
I'm sorry i have to be gone... I know... I CHEATED ON YOU WITH RISA
Reina: YOU ARE SO DEAD....
Gaki: ERI! What the HELL you wrote that for!?
Eri: You need to cut down some weight... Enjoy!.
:mon bat:
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:grr:
:frustrated:
:tantrum:
:dizzy:
:imdead:
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If I was Reina, I’d probably die because of guilt, I slept with someone while the love of my life was there alone and dying.
Not telling Reina about Eri dying was kinda unacceptable for me, Reina’s the girlfriend, she has all the right to know and be with her until the end. At least they can say their proper goodbyes and share the last days left together.
*waits for the letter*
Reina: *Grabs Risa while she’s distracted*
Risa: *Reaction queen mode* “ENJOY!?! She’s raping my thighs only!”
Short :D can't think of any thing to add atm, headache
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“Even if I was angry at her, I love her in the same way…”
That's so true. I agree with Hammy here. If I was Reina, I'll beat the crap out of Gaki for being an idiot :on kimbo:
@kRisZ: Nah... In fact I'll die anytime soon because of the cold... The hypothermia will kill me before you can do anything to me! :on freeza:
Damn... Where I am, it's so freaking hot that I'm totally barbequed (we don't have winter here) :on_hot: I'll do anything for some coolness, though no snow for me, thank you :P
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Well, this is less of a cliffhanger, but still! Yo! Grr!
@rndm: Seriously, I have to stop with the cliffhangers... They're going to cause me a huge problem
But you laugh! You laugh! *dramatic scream**dramatic prairie dog...*
Lol @ Baby Sticky. The YTTC thing is hilarious.
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@kurosawa: It isn't a cliffhanger, damnit!! Or maybe it is... XD I swear I'm trying hard to stop doing that... but I just can't! :nervous
@amEthystx: XD Yeah, you just sounded like my father :lol:
I'm sorry i have to be gone... I know... I CHEATED ON YOU WITH RISA
Lol, are you still thinking Eri's got an affair with Gaki?? XD
@Swtme: I see... Well, I guess I always earn that kind of reactions from the people... XD I wonder why... lol
@kRisZ: Only raping her in the thighs?!?!?!?! Interesting...
@badsaints: ... I won't probably make Reina beat the crap out of her (though I want to, lol)... But, what about a YTTC scene?? XD
I'll do anything for some coolness
That's funny, because I'll do anything for higher temperatures... XD
@rndm: Less???? This isn't a cliffhanger!! XD And I laugh because I spend all the day laughing! It's a habit, damnit! :lol:
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This chapter doesn't end with a cliffhanger! Or at least I think so... :sweatdrop:
CHAPTER 24
Reina,
I just write this because I want to explain…
“Reina…” Risa whispers, distracting me from read the letter. “Do you think… do you think that Eri chose the right way? I mean, when she decided to left…”
“The right way of what?” I ask looking at the floor, as I listen to her from the other side of the door.
“The right way to face this…” She says in a sad voice.
“…” What kind of question is this? Of course not! She should have told this to me…
“I assume that your silence means “no”.” She states.
“Yeah…” I say softly. “I’ll never understand why she didn’t tell me this…”
I feel how my tears start to fall again… I just can’t stop crying…
I look at the letter briefly… It’s strange how she kept all this as a secret… And now she left a letter which will explain everything? I don’t know… She had to say this in person…
Why didn’t she let me take care of her? Why didn’t she let me say goodbye to her? And moreover, why did she have to go?
This doesn’t make sense at all…
“Are you still there…?”
“…” I start to sob loud enough… and she hears me…
“You have to stop crying Reina…” She says. “She has gone… yes… But I have already told you… You have to continue with your life… even if she isn’t a part of it… You have to forget her…”
“Risa!” I cut her off. “How can you say something so horrible…? I can’t forget her…! She will be always a part of my li…”
“Don’t say that…” She cuts me off this time.
How can she be so selfish? I can’t believe she’s making me that kind of petition again… I can’t believe it… And she even dares to say to me I shouldn’t say that Eri will be always remembered for me…?
“Risa! Don’t you understand this?!” I yell angrily. “Can’t you see how much I love Eri?! I can’t continue without her…”
“Yes, Reina, you can…”
“No! I refuse to forget her!” I scream. “Can’t you see it?! I won’t forget her! You can't say that to me!”
Now I’m truly angry… I just can’t understand in what is Risa thinking…
“Sorry…” She excuses herself. “It’s for your own good…”
“Risa you have already told me that… Like a thousand times…” I yell with my eyes full of tears. “We’ve had this conversation before…”
“I know that… but I know that Eri wanted you to forget her…” She says in a low voice.
“Yes! I know what she wanted!” I say. “And I know you don’t understand how I feel… Tell me one thing Risa…” I say taking a long pause.
“What is it?” She asks.
“…” How should I make her realise that this is really hard for me… so painfully hard…
“Reina…?”
“Tell me… Tell me how would you feel if you were in my situation…” I say.
“Eh?”
“I mean how would you feel if you were… if you were me and Ai was Eri…” I take a long pause again… “How’d you feel if you lost the love of your life?”
“…” She doesn’t respond.
Can she get it now? Can she see how much I’m suffering because of this? Can she understand this?
I hear her crying… I guess she has understood it now…
I peek at the letter again… But before I even read it, my eyes look at the last phrases of it…
I hope you understand this now… I had to protect you of myself… and I didn’t know how to do that…
I know this can’t be fixed with a simple letter, and, in fact, I’m not trying to fix it… What I want to say with this letter is that I love you and that I’ll be always with you…
Don’t forget that, never…
I smile to myself, trying to content my tears… but I just can’t.
I don’t need to read the whole letter to know what Eri means… So I just read that last words, the ones that I need to know, and I tear the letter away...
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Oh man~~~
The letter was not out finish~ but the broken pieces of information Reina had read off made it more devastating.... :fainted:
SIGHS~ so how is life going to go on for Reina?
In case you are wondering where kRisZ got the raping in thigh thing~ LOL~
Touch my body ( tuts my barreh ) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74RJ4QJfKXY#)
After watching this, my YTTC will make more sense to you~ =X
Eri: How did she even caught up with you? Reina is really..... SLOW
Risa: ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO THE IMPORTANT POINT?!
Eri: Curiosity kills the cat
Risa: RIGHT! REINA! LOOK THERE! *pointing behind Reina* There is a camel up the hill!
Reina: WHERE!?
*Risa sneaked away*
Reina: HEY YOU!
*Risa got on cab*
Risa: And will you GONG LI with me! BYE!!
:mon bat:
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Well it wasn't a cliffhanger but just a lot more concerns and I should wait for the end lol
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@Amethyst: OMG that video. XD
As for the story...POOR REINA! POOR ERI! POOR EVERYONE! :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Wow Gaki really got it back from Reina. She couldn't imagine this happening to her and Ai, and finally really understand what Reina is going through :P
But, what about a YTTC scene??
How about I make an omake for you?
Reina opened her heavy eyes, her eyes sore from the crying. She didn't remember when she fell asleep, wondering if Gaki is still there behind the door. Rubbing her tired eyes, she saw a pale white figure staring at her...
Reina: Eri?
Eri: Reina, I missed you...
Reina: But...but you're dead! Did you come back for me?
Eri: I'm here to collect the 10,000yen you owed me
Reina: Huh?
Eri: Didn't you read the letter?
Reina: No I tore it into pieces
Eri: You what?! Do you know how long it took me to write that letter. Okay that's it! I'm gonna haunt you!
Reina: Noooooooooo....
The stillness of the night was pierced by the scream of a young girl. Yet, the world carries on as slumber envelope them with a lullaby
Okay so not funny XD (sigh really need to get more sleep to stay sane)
Edit: What do you know? New page is mine!
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She destroyed the letter :shocked But at least it looked like all the questions ended there.
Staaato
Reina’s now fuming
Reina: &%*^@$% :angry:
After she uttered some curses a blinding lightning struck and a deafening thunder followed. A round-like mist formed afterward. It cracked and a wiggling bike riding raven haired girl emerged.
Raven haired girl: UWAH! Grandpa! :panic:
Reina: By reflex, runs to the side of the road :mon rush:
Raven haired girl: Brake! :frustrated:
Reina: ... :mon freeze:
Raven haired girl: Where the hell am I? :mon fierce:
Reina: ... :mon freeze:
Raven haired girl: This ain’t writerjunkie’s The Gatekeeper?! :mon annoy:
Reina: ..? :mon huh:
After collecting her self from being so flabbergasted an idea struck :w00t:
Reina: Can I borrow your bike :mon heh:
Raven haired girl: ..?! :stoned:
YTTC XD
EDIT
Reina opened her heavy eyes, her eyes sore from the crying. She didn't remember when she fell asleep, wondering if Gaki is still there behind the door. Rubbing her tired eyes, she saw a pale white figure staring at her...
Reina: Eri?
Eri: Reina, I missed you...
Reina: But...but you're dead! Did you come back for me?
Eri: I'm here to collect the 10,000yen you owed me
Reina: Huh?
Eri: Didn't you read the letter?
Reina: No I tore it into pieces
Eri: You what?! Do you know how long it took me to write that letter. Okay that's it! I'm gonna haunt you!
Reina: Noooooooooo....
The stillness of the night was pierced by the scream of a young girl. Yet, the world carries on as slumber envelope them with a lullaby
Risa: Reina?
Reina: Nooooo
Risa: REINA?!
Reina: :mon duh:
Risa: Are you okay?
Reina: Yeah, Eri appeared in my dream
Risa: What? What did she do?
Reina: She told me she's here to collect 10,000 yen from me
Risa: THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL YOU! :angry:
:D
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NUUUUuuuuu~~~~!!!!! REINA WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!?!?! THe answer's in the letter!!! WHY!?!?! :mon cry:
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This chapter made me kinda sad and then I read the YTTC and cracked up. Really, poor Reina and Risa finally understands, but omg that little aside is funny.
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Sorry, but I can't avoid it... XD
Reina: Can I borrow your bike :mon heh:
Raven haired girl: ..?! :stoned:
*Reina expects for an answer*
Raven haired girl: No, you can’t…?!
Reina: That’s too bad…
*Reina pushes the raven haired girl out of the bike*
Raven haired girl: WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?! Damn you, you yankii!!
Reina: Sorry, it’s a vital situation. Bye bye…
Raven haired girl: Come back here!!!
*Reina follows the cab*
Reina: Damn you, Niigaki!! I will hunt chu down!!
YTTC XD
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Continue from Treykun
*Reina follows the cab*
Reina: Damn you, Niigaki!! I will hunt chu down!! <- ADD the *i will hunt CHU down* hand sign!
*Cab driver started singing*
Driver: Oyee oyEe oYee oyeE.....a a a a a.....ohyEe ohyEe ohyEe oyEe oyEe...a A a A.....hooOOooOOoo hoo hoo..... BABEH......oooOOOoooooOOoo oo oo tuts my....... aaaAAaaaaAAAaaa aah aah uhaughh come on and give me water dessERt!
*Risa jumps off the cab*
Risa: MY EARS! Arrrhhh! REINA! REINA! PLEASE... PLEASE kill me!
:mon bat:
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@amEthystx: I've seen that video like a million times, and I'm still cracking up when I see it XD
Eri: Curiosity kills the cat
Risa: RIGHT! REINA! LOOK THERE! *pointing behind Reina* There is a camel up the hill!
:rofl:
@kurosawa: Yes!!!!!!! It isn't a cliffhanger! That means I'm improving XD Well, you won't have to wait a lot until the end comes... Because it's already coming... :twisted:
@Hotaru: Yeah, poor everyone... I just can't make a happy story... :sweatdrop:
@badsaints:
Eri: I'm here to collect the 10,000yen you owed me
Reina: Huh?
XD Good point, lol.
@kRisZ: Yes, all questions end here. After all, this fic is going to end in a minute...
Reina: She told me she's here to collect 10,000 yen from me
Risa: THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL YOU!
Wow, so that was it!!
@cogi_yoshi: Too late... XD
@rndm: Yeah, it's good to have that "little aside", since if I keep doing this kind of stories someone will die because of the sadness :twisted:
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Hmmmm... how can I say this...
...
...
... LAST CHAPTER!!!!!!!
But, there will be an epilogue XD Because I know if I leave the story like this, someone is going to be angry... XD
CHAPTER 25
I look at the ripped letter that I’ve got in my hands…
And I’m smiling for the first time in so many hours… It’s funny…
I love you and I’ll be always with you…
Don’t forget that, never…
That’s all I want to know… I don’t need to know in what the hell she was thinking when she decided to go to Korea, nor in what she was thinking when she decided to not say a single thing to me… That doesn’t matter now…
I know I’ve doubted a lot of her feelings to me lately… But she loved me… I believe her…
I finally stand up from the corner of my room, and slowly open the door to face the crying Risa…
“W-What was that noise?” She says looking at my right hand stunned. “Is that… Is that the letter? But… Have you read it?”
“No…” I say simply.
“Eh?!” She exclaims looking at me wide eyed. “But wasn’t this what you wanted?! An explanation?!”
“Yeah, that’s what I wanted… At least I thought so…” I say whispering, with tears in my eyes, but with also a smile. “But I guess what I really wanted, was to know what were Eri’s feelings… and that’s all.”
“What do you mean…?” She says observing me. “Have you read it then…?”
“No…” I cut her off. “I’ve read just what I needed to read… And that’s enough…”
“Enough?” She asks.
“Enough to feel relieved…” I whisper.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean… I mean that these past days… I’ve been wondering if Eri really loved me…” I sob. “I felt alone… But now I don’t doubt of her feelings…”
“That’s good to hear…” She whispers, trying to smile.
It’s obviously that she’s as affected as me… I can’t blame her for hiding things… I have suffered a lot, but she has been suffering too, and besides, I’ve worried her. After all, she’s a good friend…
She has been loyal to Eri, and has been taking care of me…
I start to cry a lot again, and she hugs me, trying to calm me. But I can’t calm myself at this moment…
I wonder what’s going to happen now…
I’ve lost my girlfriend, Risa has lost her best friend, Morning Musume has lost a member… Everyone has lost someone… And I guess everyone is going to suffer… But of course, the one who is going to suffer the most… is obviously me.
I guess this is going to be like this forever… Eri will appear everyday on mind, and I’ll get sad, and I’ll cry and be depressed…
I won’t say I’ll recover myself from this… A lot of people say that when it comes to these kinds of situations… But I won’t say it since I know this is going to be really hard… I wonder if I will be even able to love someone in this way again…
I don’t think so…
But for now I guess the best we can do is go on… as Risa said… but without forgetting Eri… Risa also said I had to forget her, but I won’t do it either… She will be always here…
I know Eri wanted me to forget her though…
But no, I refuse to do that.
“Reina…” Risa says as she brushes my hair with her fingers, waking me up from my thoughts.
“…”
“In what are you thinking…?” Puff…
“In everything…” I reply. I know she understands what I mean…
“I see…” She whispers. “But remember we have to face this… and continue…”
I don’t know even where I’m going to find the strength to go on…
“Risa…” I sob, as I bury my face on her neck. “Do you really think we’ll be able to face this…?”
“I don’t know…” She replies. “But we have to try it…”
“But will we be even able to try it…?” I mutter.
“…” She wipes away my tears and looks at me. “I can only make guesses… I’m not really sure…”
“…” I nod. I understand what she’s saying.
“We can only wonder…”
Yes, we can only wonder now… nothing is clear…
Well, for me, one thing is clear…
I love you, Eri. And I’ll never forget that.
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A good ending, Reina finally stop thinking selfishly and thought of the big picture.
Good Job
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:cry: Reina!
But I do like this ending. It's just, like, so real. I mean, she feels pain and she's realistic about it, but she finally realizes what she knew in her heart all along. She loves Eri and Eri loved her.
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:shocked It ended :cry: One question solved, one to go - what her future holds but Risa is there so no worries :D
Good ending :yep:
The funny thing, while I was reading I was thinking that the last scene was Reina dreaming about Eri WTH XD XD XD
Thank you :kneelbow:
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:fainted: :fainted: :fainted: :fainted:
SO she is really dead... !!! *Refuses to accept the truth*
Maybe make Eri come back as an guardian angel to Reina :P
Waiting for the continuation~ XD
:mon bat:
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*in denial* I can't believe it's actually the last chapter :P
This is a good ending since not everything will end with a happy ending. Sometimes, that's just the way life goes :)
But still, I want Reina to be happy :( An epilogue, you say :w00t: Maybe Reina finds some consolence from Sayumi who is also mourning for her best friend a.k.a. crush XD And then we have the hot pairing TanaShige (yummy!) and you can start the 2nd season :w00t: Just saying.... :lol:
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@kurosawa: Thanks, I guess Reina had to wake up someday... XD
@rndm: Great, you catched what I wanted to transmite XD
@kRisZ:
The funny thing, while I was reading I was thinking that the last scene was Reina dreaming about Eri
WTF?! :lol:
@amEthystx: To make Eri come back as a guardian angel...? That sounds kinda... erm... creepy?! That would be like resuscitate her... XD You should do a YTTC about that, lol
@badsaints:
Maybe Reina finds some consolence from Sayumi who is also mourning for her best friend a.k.a. crush XD And then we have the hot pairing TanaShige
I agree, hot pairing XD But I'm way too lazy to do a second season... But who knows... Maybe someday... :twisted:
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So... This ends here...
But the people have been so concentrated in Reina, Eri and Gaki *and well, badsaints has also been thinking about Sayumi, lol*, that you've forgot someone... :twisted:
EPILOGUE
Today…
Today it’s been a year since Eri left this world…
A whole year has passed…
And here I am, looking at a picture… We’re in the old dance room, holding hands, and with the brightest smiles written all over our faces… I love this picture. I spent a little time looking at it everyday…
I miss her so much…
But well, I knew this was going to be hard… but not only for me… This has been hard for everyone. But, at last, the things seem to start to get normal again. These have been complicated months, but everyone starts to get used to their routines…
We don’t forget Eri, though.
We usually talk about her, or mention her… It’s our way to keep her alive… At first it was painful to pronounce her name… but the time has healed that little rejection to mention her…
However, I’m the one that is trying hard the most to accept this… The others went through it with more strength, but I just couldn’t. Well, I guess that maybe someday I will be able to come back to a normal life, without thinking about what happened all the time…
At least, Gaki has been there for me everyday, taking care of me, as always. She has passed a hard time too, but she seems to start getting used to this... Well, Ai-chan is with her, and she always has a smile ready to show for her, and gives Risa all her support… Just like Eri did…
Just like Eri did…
Even talk about her in a past tense is weird…
Well, who knows, maybe the things will start to change for me too… but they probably won’t… And, in fact, I prefer to continue like this… remembering Eri, and looking at this picture…
This is the less that I can do for her, right? I mean, to try to not forget her… and love her...
“Reina! What are you doing?! We’re going to be late!”
She enters in this room abruptly, and looks at me worried...
“Are you ok?” She says as she approaches me, closing the door behind her. “You seem to be ill, or something like that…”
“I’m fine, you don’t have to worry…” I say, smiling to her.
“You sure?” She asks, peeking at the picture that I’ve got in the hands.
“Yeah…”
“Oh… Today… Today it’s been a year since…” She mutters, when she finally notices who is the girl standing next to me. “Since that day… A whole year…”
She’s the only one who is still afraid of mention what happened… But I guess it’s because she doesn’t want to talk about something that might hurt me…
She has also been there for me all these months… Well, in fact, she has been there for me always…
“Yes…” I say looking at her. “I guess that the time has to pass…”
“Of course… But are you really sure that you’re ok?” She asks worriedly. “If you aren’t feeling well, you can skip the rehearsals. I’ll stay here with you if you want.”
As always… She’s with me…
“No, let’s go to the rehearsals.” I say doubtful. “We have to go.”
“…” She looks at me, and nods.
She turns around and leads towards the door, but I take her by the hand… I'm afraid of what could she do… I mean, will she leave me as Eri did...?
“Jun… You…” I mutter, trying to find the words. “You… you aren’t going anywhere… right?” I finally ask fearful.
She looks at me, and pulls me into a hug.
“No, Reina… I’m not going anywhere…” She whispers kissing my forehead. “I’m not going anywhere… I’ll stay with you, I promise.”
Funny…
Another promise…
I wonder if this one will end up broken…
THE END~~~
Well, talking about the story... I know this ending isn't going to like to everyone, since some people wants TanaKame, others want more TakaGaki, others want GakiKame, others don't want a dead Eri, there's a lot of people who hate JunRei... I guess the list that I've got is huge XD
But well, I hope everyone have understood the meaning of the story but I know it's hard, since my English isn't the best... lol, and I also hope you liked it. And, of course, thanks for reading it.
Now I'll dissapear, but I'll come back soon... probably tomorrow XD :
:mon bat: <------- blame amEthystx XD
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lmao nice ending good job on the whole fic
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Oops, we forgot about Junx2! You know the Epilogue leaves this story very open ended, you could possibly have a sequel, but maybe a much happier one.
Or you could just say, 'The world blew up, the end.'
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Omg! I'm crying :k-sad:... I've been very sensitive these days. XD
Well, This fic is sad ... but I really loved and the ending is great ...
I guess that it's the first time that I like Junrei XD ...
Well done Treykun ;)
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I wonder if this one will end up broken…
We can only wonder. Nice :yep:
Well, talking about the story... I know this ending isn't going to like to everyone, since some people wants TanaKame, others want more TakaGaki, others want GakiKame, others don't want a dead Eri, there's a lot of people who hate JunRei... I guess the list that I've got is huge
Damn this one cracked me up :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:
Now I'll dissapear, but I'll come back soon... probably tomorrow :
We'll be waiting with a welcoming chainsaw, well a Miniature one, for noise purposes and no chains XD so no worries XD
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:mon bat:<------- blame amEthystx XD
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wait! why me? *mighty pout* :mon tantrum2:
Readers will start throwing banana skins at me! LOL
:mon bat:
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there's a lot of people who hate JunRei
:hands up: Normally I don't like JunRei pairings but if Reina is happy at the end of it....oh well :cow:
*and well, badsaints has also been thinking about Sayumi, lol*
But what about Sayumi?????? :banghead:
Edit: New page is mine (again :P)
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What happened to the fist fight? :P And gosh, did you HAVE to end the chapter with such a cliffhanger? Thankfully I was late in reading so I didn't have to endure the agony of not knowing :D
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If I were Reina I'll tell Risa to shut up so I can read the letter in peace. :lol: And wow, the bean really got it back in her face. I mean that's so true. She wouldn't have wanted to not know if Ai was in Eri's shoes. Either way, it's painful :cry:
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I still don't know how Reina could have lived without knowing the reasons behind Eri's decisions. I wouldn't have been able to do it. But I guess everyone's different and as long as she's happy..
Epilogue
Am I alone in my mission to promote TanaShige? :P I was hoping it would be Sayu with Reina at the end. But it turned out to be Jun? :O
Now that this fic is over I'm depressed. Cuz it means one less awesome fic to chase after. Start a new story? *hopeful*
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EHHH!?!?! WHat ?!?! It's already finished??? :sweatdrop:
So Eri's really dead here... And I really thought that she just want Gaki-san to say that she's dead.. :mon sweat:
At least Reina (somehow) moved on.. and she had Jun with her... at least Reina's happy in the end. :mon determined:
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Im pretty pissed right now.... I'll admit.. and i think i cried more than Reina! :nervous But good story. :)