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AKB48 Fanfics => AKB48 Fanfics => Topic started by: chocholate on July 14, 2014, 06:27:44 AM

Title: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: chocholate on July 14, 2014, 06:27:44 AM
well, hello .-.

it's a oneshot fanfic, a long one i think, since it's the longest os i ever made  :hee:

sorry for bad grammars or anything that wrong in this fic :bow:
i dont know what to say anymore, well, douzo!


“W-Wait, a little more… We finally here!” the taller girl said while the shorter girl still trying to reach the top of the hill.

“Yuki-chan, wait a second, I’m tired.” The shorter girl said while she trying to took a breath. No wonder why she’s doing that, the taller girl seems really excited to reach the top of the hill on this winter and that’s make her doesn’t want to stop until they reach the top. The shorter girl never know the reason why the taller girl really want to go here.

“Anyway, Yuki-chan, you never told me why you really wanted to going here. What is the reason actually?” the shorter girl said to the taller girl. The taller girl smiled,

“I don’t know too. Like I said to you before, just the adults that need a reason about what we do.” The taller girl said then again, smiled to the shorter girl. That smiled, maybe was the most beautiful smile that the shorter girl had ever seen.

“Eh, wait a second, Mayu-chan, you’re not bring your gloves, aren’t you?” the taller girl suddenly moved from her place then went to the shorter girl side. She took of one of her gloves and hold the shorter girl hands.

“I-I lost it on the bus, hehe. It’s okay, Yuki-chan. I’m fine.” The shorter girl said while the taller girl still trying to make the shorter girl hand a little bit warm. But of course, on this cold place, hard to make ourself warmer if we’re not using a proper stuff.

“Here, take my gloves, your hands shaking, and it’s really cold you know. You need it.” The taller girl gave the shorter girl her gloves. The shorter girl actually a bit refusing it but in the end she took it.

“A-Arigatou, Yuki-chan..” the shorter girl said while faced the ground, hiding her blushed cheeks. But then, the taller girl hat was blown off by gust of wind.

The shorter girl ran to catch the hat, followed by the taller girl behind. While laughing, they chase the hat with joyful. But when the shorter girl catch the hat, the taller girl suddenly slipped and fell to the shorter girl right after the shorter girl turn around.

“Yuki-chan I got… eh?!” the shorter girl immediately blushed when she saw that the gap between their face just a few centimeters away. She can feel the warmth of the taller’s breath. To hide her blush, she took the taller’s girl hat and put it to the taller’s head.

The taller girl stood after awake from her dreamland because the shorter girl put her hat to her head. Both of them still blushed, hiding each other face with their hand. But when they realized that the sun began to sink, they forget what just happened and looked at the sky that began redder, dying the hill.

“Mayu-chan, can I be honest to you?” the taller girl faced the shorter girl,

“I love you..”


“Watanabe-san?” Mayu woke up from her imagination. That was 2 years ago, when her bestfriend who now has become her girlfriend, Yuki, suddenly confess to her.

“Ah, h-hai!” the entire class that looking at her returned to their respective positions. Mayu just can sighed for herself. ‘not again…’  she thought.

“Please focus to our lesson even if you’re the smartest student in our school. Okay class, lets…”


“Yeeahh!!!” all the student in the class scrambled out, leaving Mayu and their teacher, Shinoda-sensei in the class. Mayu still sat there, not even pack her stuff. She just sat there, on the back seat, near the window, looking out from it. That’s the usual routine for her after the school ended.

“Still doing the same, huh, Mayu-chan?”

“Do I ever told you that the garden really looks beautiful from here, Nee-chan?” that was the same sentence that Yuki always said to Mayu 2 years ago.

Yes, they’re siblings. Mariko’s mom married with Mayu’s dad 10 years ago, when Mayu still a 5 years old girl, and Mariko 12 years old. But they wanted to hide their relationship, so that’s why Mariko still use ‘Shinoda’ for herself.

“She’ll come back here. Don’t worry.” Mariko said while tapped her sister shoulder.

“But it’s already 2 years after she’s going back to her hometown. 2 years is a long time you know.” Mayu said while pouted.

2 years ago, Yuki must go back to her hometown because her dad already finish his job here, in Tokyo. That time, their relationship just begun. It’s hard for Yuki to make Mayu believe to her, Mayu is a stubborn child. But at last, Mayu can believe her.


“Yuki-chan.. You can stay at my house. You don’t need to go.” Mayu said to Yuki while shaking Yuki’s body.

“Mayu-chan, I told you I can’t. I ‘must’ go.”

“But I don’t want you to go..” Mayu pouted, seeing her girlfriend acted like that, Yuki just smiled and look to her girlfriend then kissed her gently.

“Wait for me, okay?” Yuki said as the dumbfounded girl just keep silent, trying to proccess what just happened.

“Every year, at our anniversary, please always came to that hill when the sunset will come, although I will not be there, I hope you will keep coming.”

“I’ll try..”

“Don’t be late, okay?”


“Promise me?”


Flasback end

“But you two still contact each other, right? You always mail her all the time, sometimes she will call you. It’s better than lost contact.” Mariko said

“But it still better if she’s here…” Mayu put her head to the desk.

“Don’t worry, she’ll come.”

“Eh, what do you mean?”

“Nothing, just pack your stuff now and go somewhere you need to, today is your anniversary with her, right?” Mariko pat Mayu’s head and exited the room, left the dumbfounded Mayu alone.

Mayu trying to get what her older sister talking about. And then she reliezed, “I must go to that hill!” then she put on her jacket and her gloves, it’s the same gloves that Yuki gave to her 2 years ago.

The sky become redder, and she’s still running, running and running, until her lungs has reaches it’s limit. Then she stop at the bus stop, waiting for the bus, “Ugh, where’s the bus?!” she growled. But then the bus came, she immediatelly got in.

“Don’t be late, okay?”

That words keep repeating in Mayu’s mind. ‘just a little more, I’ll be there.’

“Huh… Huh… Huh…”

On the other side, a girl with raven hair panting like Mayu, her hair covered her face that become red because of the weather.

“Hey, looks like we’re almost late, huh?”

Mayu ran to that grl that actually her girlfriend, Yuki. She throw her arms to Yuki and hug her tightly, crying in her arms.

“Mayu,where’s you’re cute twin tail?” Yuki asked whe chuckled, seeing her girlfriend with loosen hair is new to her.

“I’m growing up, Yuki.” Mayu said to her.

“Ah, so my cute little girl is growing up now~” Yuki said.

“I’m your girlfriend, not your child.” Mayu said. Yuki really caring about her, so Mayu often called her ‘oka-san’ back there. Then, they both laughing together.

Yuki tried to pulled of the hug, but Mayu suddenly hold her waist.

“No, let me hug you. I miss you’re warm hug, please stay a little bit longer.”

Yuki just smiled seeing her girlfriend acted like that. Mayu is a cold girl who rarely showed her own self to others. So she thought a little bit longer is okay for her, since it’s their first meeting after 2 years live apart.

“You shocked me, tell me if you want to go here again.” Mayu said to Yuki. But Yuki just remain silent.



“Hey, don’t tell me that you’re never go back here.” Mayu released her hug, Yuki looks a little bit surprised but she let her beloved girlfriend do that. Yuki keep faced the ground. She can’t faced Mayu, with her teary eyes.

Mayu realized that there’s something flows on her girlfriend cheeks. So she hold Yuki’s chin and make Yuki faced her. Yuki’s eyes become red because crying. Mayu gently wipe Yuki’s tears with her thumbs.

“I’m sorry.” Yuki said while wiped her eyes, but then Mayu kissed her gently. Yuki reply her kiss and they keep that for a minutes. Then they attach their forheads together. Mayu put Yuki’s hair behind her ears and then she smiled.

“If you can’t go here, I’ll go there for you.” Mayu said, holding Yuki’s hands.

“But, Mayu, it’s better for you to just stay here. I-I’ll…”


Yuki released Mayu’s hand, “I-I must go now.” So then she’s running with full power. She doesn’t want Mayu to know about this. She wanted Mayu to be happy, without her.


Mayu already arrived at her home. But she still put that questioning face, ‘Is there something that Yuki keep hide from me?’ she thought. But suddenly she bumped to her big sister.

“Hey, watch out your step. Ah, how was it?” Mariko said then walked to the couch, sit there, and turn on the tv.

“Hey, you know it! You know she’s coming here… Why are you not telling me about it?” Mayu said while pouted,

“She tell me to do it, so I do just like what she said to me. So how was it? Is she propose to you or what?” Mariko said

“It seems like she’s hiding something from me. She doesn’t want me to go visit her in Tokyo.” Mayu said then doing the same thing as Mariko; but of course she doesn’t turn on the tv, that thing already on.

Mariko seems not surprised from her sister words, she just smiled and pat her sister head.

“She will tell you, soon or not.” Mariko said.

“I hope so.”


A Couple Months Later,

Graduation Day

“Congratulation, senpai.” Said a kouhai who’s just finish put a graduation flower to Mayu.

“Thank you.” Mayu said.

The graduation day came. It’s an important day for a highschooler like Mayu, but not for her. The thing that’s really important for her just to meet Yuki soon. Since that day, Yuki never contact Mayu anymore. Even Mayu’s mail never get replied. It just made Mayu think that Yuki already had a new boyfriend or girlfriend.

“It’s your graduation day, put your smile on. You’ve look down lately. Is there something happen between you and Yuki?” mariko said while driving car. Yes, they already finished the graduation.

“It’s nothing.” Mayu replied shortly.

“There’s something, come on, tell me.” Mariko said.

Mayu looked to Mariko, then she sighed, “Yuki keep away from me. I send her a mail or more, but she never replied it. I called her, but she’s never pick it up. It’s bothering me!  I mean, is she tired of me already?”

“She’s there not just because her father job here is finish.” Mariko said then faced Mayu.

“What do you mean?”

“I think I must tell it to you, right? She has some disease that made her can’t live longer. And, she doesn’t want you to know it. She’s afraid you will sad because of it.”

Then Mayu realized something. That day, Yuki’s body was actually looked more skinnier and paler than her old body.

“Baka Yuki.”

She’s trying not to cry. Holding back her tears that actually can’t be hold anymore. But, that’s fail. How can she’s not cry? Her girlfriend who’s just came back to her for 2 years had a disease, and will die soon. And she never told to Mayu about it. And now, she’s aviod her. How can she’s not cry?

Mariko stop the car, then looking to Mayu.

“She told me to keep it as a secret. But now her condition make her can’t go anywhere, that’s a lucky one that she can came here for you a couple months ago. You must go there, I’ll accompany you there tomorrow.” Mariko said while stroking her little sister hair gently. ‘Yuki loves you a lot, Mayu.’


The next day,

Mayu still stood there, in front of the door of a room, at a hospital in Tokyo. She really want to opened it, but she afraid maybe Yuki will told her to just go away. She’s afraid she can’t seeing her lover, on her condition right now. Her hand still hold a bouquet of flower that she brought with Mariko on her way to the hospital. It’s Yuki’s favorite flower, pink rose.

“You don’t want to come in, Mayu?” Mariko asked Mayu. Mariko now with her girlfriend, Haruna, sit on the chair beside the door. Well, she doesn’t want to disturbed their private time together, so they wait there.

“A-Ah. Hai.” Mayu said then she knocked the door.

“Just came in.” Someone inside the room said with a low voice. Then Mayu came in to that room. Seeing Yuki on the bed, with the IV attached to her hand.

“Mayu? How can you…”

“Mariko Nee-chan told me about it.” Mayu said then put the bouquet of flower that she bought to the desk beside the bed, and took a chair then sit there.

“You should tell me about this. We can do it together.” Mayu said while holding Yuki’s hand. Her eyes become really heavy. Tears starts flowing down to her cheeks. But she tried to keep smile.

Yuki wipe Mayu’s tears, then she patting her girlfriend head.

“I’m sorry. I know I’m stupid. I should told you about it 2 years ago.” Yuki said then hugging her tightly.

Since that, Mayu will always be there for Yuki. Even she’s often sleep there. And now Yuki become better than one month ago when she’s coma.

Mayu was having a chitchat with Yuki. Yuki felt a little bothered looking at Mayu who is really busy with her pocket. So she’s asking it to Mayu.

“Mayu, is there something bothering you on your pocket?” Yuki asked Mayu while trying to reach Mayu’s pocket. But Mayu still keep it away from Yuki.

“N-No, nothing bothered me, I’m fine.” Mayu said while smiled, but Yuki know there’s something Mayu hide from her.

Yuki keep trying to get ‘something’ on Mayu’s pocket, but eventually Mayu take it out. It’s a red box, with a ring inside of it. It just a simple ring, simple but looks beautiful.

“Yuki, let’s get married.” Mayu said to Yuki while smiled. Yuki can’t believe what she saw today. Her hand keep covered her mouth, her tears continued flowing down.

“We’ve been together for almost 3 years, and my feelings for you keep grow bigger and bigger. I don’t care who you are, I don’t care what people said to me, I don’t care if your sickness can’t be recover. All I want is you, and we will be together until the death separating us. So, Yuki, will you marry me?” Mayu said.

“Un…” Mayu put the ring to Yuki’s ring finger, and so, they kissed.

A week after Mayu’s proposal, they held a wedding at a church near the hospital, a small wedding with just friends and family as their guest. Mayu was the groom and Yuki is the bride.

“Watanabe Mayu, will you have Kashiwagi Yuki, to be your wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish as long as you both shall live?”

“I do.”

“Kashiwagi Yuki, will you have Watanabe Mayu, to be your wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish as long as you both shall live?”

“I do.”

So then the closing prayer readed,

“You may now kiss your bride.”


Soon after the wedding held, they rushed back to the hospital because Yuki’s illness suddenly coming.

“I’m sorry, it’s just happen suddenly.” Yuki said while smiled to Mayu.

“You don’t need to be sorry, there’s nothing wrong, we’ve married, that’s it. Don’t worried about me and others, worried about yourself first.” Mayu said to her bride while gently hold her hand.

“Thank you.” Yuki said while holding back Mayu’s hand, “Anytime.”

“Hey, do I’ve already told you that you look handsome with that white suit?” Yuki said while chuckled,

Mayu replied her, “You looks beautiful too with that white long dress, like an angel.”

“Mayu?” Yuki called Mayu,

“Hmm?” Mayu said then looking to Yuki, seeing Yuki smiled softly, even with that IV on her hand, and a breathing aids on her nose.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”


It’s been one year since Mayu and Yuki wedding. Now Mayu was working as an IT programmer in a company in Tokyo. Sometimes, Yuki can back to her home that she bought with Mayu, but sometimes she must back to the hospital.

“Yuki, do you think that we need a child?” Mayu bluntly asked Yuki. Yuki’s pale cheeks become red because of it, and Mayu chuckled,

“No, that’s not what I mean, well we’ve do it but that’s not it, do you think we should adopt a child? This house feels empty without some laugh of a child, and I really wanted to heard they running all over this house, I want to felt how to be a mother.” Mayu said while smiled,

“Mother? You’re the ‘father’ here, Mayu.” Yuki said while laughing, “Well, even if I’m the groom back there, but I’m still a woman.” Mayu said while pouted.

“Hai~ hai~. You’re right, maybe we need a child, let’s go to the orphanage tomorrow.” Yuki said.

Today they’re going to the orphanage that located a few blocks from their house. Not a big one thought, but maybe they’ll find what they wanted.

“Watanabe-san, please come here.”

They’re going to a room, it’s a playroom, since it’s still morning, all the kids will playing here.

Yuki found a kid that draw her attention, that was a girl, maybe around 4-5 years old. That girl just playing alone with her toys. She seemed don’t like to associate with her friends.

“Ne, Mayu, the one over there really looks like you when you’re still on elementary school.” Yuki said while pointing at the girl on the corner, and then she chuckled.

“Eh, really?” Mayu said,

“Yeah, I think she will suits our family.” Yuki said then smiled.

“Okay then. Ano, we want the girl over there.”

 So then the head of the orphanage called her, that girl stood up and approach them,

“Sakura, introduce yourself to them.”

“Ano, Sakura desu. I’m 4 years old.” That girl named Sakura said then bowed to them.

Yuki and Mayu both smiled while seeing their new adopted child, a 4 years old girl named Sakura. Her hair unraveled down to her shoulders. Yuki approached her and then patting Sakura’s head. Then, Sakura faced her.

“We will be your parents now. Don’t be ashamed to say what do you want, okay?” Yuki said to Sakura, she just replied her with a smiled.

“Okay, Sakura, let’s prepare your clothes now, Watanabe-san, please wait.”


Sakura is a quiet and shy girl. She’s rarely talked to others, that’s made she doesn’t had a friend in the orphanage. But deep inside, she’s a cheerful girl and wanted to befriend with others, she just can’t showed it. As yuki said, her personality really looks like Mayu’s.

Back home, Yuki and Mayu accompany Sakura right to her room. It’s quite big room, with a small bed, a desk, a cupboard, and a dressing table.

“It will be your new room, keep it well, okay?” Yuki said while stroking Sakura’s hair, “Un.”

“Okay then, let’s decorate it~~”

They starts decorating Sakura’s new room. They paint it with pink, a warm pink, just like Sakura’s loved. Well sometimes Mayu will played with Sakura and Yuki just looked at them while smiling. Sakura who’s actually a shy girl some hours ago, now become a cheerful girl.

“Mayu, don’t just played around with Sakura-chan, I thought you’re the one who told us to decorate her room.” Yuki said while sighed, looking at her wife running all over the room with her new adopt child. ‘They get along really fast…’ she thought, then she smiled.

“Hai~ Hai~, come on Sakura-chan, let’s help your Mama.” Mayu said then she carried Sakura on her back. “Nah, let’s paint the wall, paint it here.” She pick a brush and gave it to Sakura. The little girl starts painting, but unfortunately, it brushed to Mayu.

“Ehh, paint the walls, not me.”  Mayu said, “Gomen, Papa..” Sakura-chan said while laughing.

“Sakura-chan, call me Mama instead of that~. It’s embarassing.” Mayu said

“But Mama Yuki told me to called Mama Mayu Papa.” Sakura said


“I told you, you’re the ‘husband’ here instead of me, even on our wedding, your the groom.” Yuki said while chuckled. Mayu just sighed.

“Okay okay, you can call me whatever Yuki said.” Mayu said then she drop Sakura down.

Sakura smiled then she kissed Mayu’s cheek, “yey! I love you Papa~” she said to Mayu then she running to Yuki, “ I love you too Mama~” she kissed Yuki’s cheek then hug her.

“I love you too Sakura-chan, then let’s continued our job here. I’ll go to cook lunch for us, okay?” Yuki said, Sakura replied her with a smiled.

Mayu approach to Yuki then kissed her cheek, “Okay, but don’t make your body too tired, you remember what doctor said to you, right?”

“Haii~, don’t do much activity, keep take a rest. I’ll keep remember it.”

So then Yuki going to the downstairs, cooking for them. Mayu and Sakura continued the decorate. Soon after they finished it, they sit on the bed.

“Papa?” Sakura called Mayu, “Yeah?” Mayu replied Sakura then smiled.

“Mama looks a little bit paler than us, is mama sick?”

Mayu looks a little confused about what will she said, but then she sighed and smiled. The little girl looks really curios about her ‘Mama’, she still looking straight to Mayu.

Mayu stroked her little girl hair and replied, “Well, she has an illness. Back then, your Mama always hospitalized. But yeah, even when she’s really sick, she always cared for everyone else. A stubborn girl. She suffered so much because of her illness. And I can’t do nothing about it, all I can do is to cheer her up while she’s fighting against her illness. I thought, why I must crying all day, but Yuki always smiling even know she’s between life and death.”

“So, keep smiling in front of her, okay?” Mayu said. Sakura replied her with a smile and said, “Un! I will always smiled in front of Mama!”

“Mayu, Sakura-chan, the lunch is ready~” Yuki shouted from the downstair. Mayu and Sakura immediately running to the downstair. Yuki shouted them ‘again’ to stop running, but they still running until arrived at the dining room and sit down to the chair.

“Hmm, Yuki, it smells good~~” Mayu said

Yuki chuckled and said, “It’s good to heard,then, let’s eat. Itadakimasu!”



2 years later~

“Papa! Let’s visit Mama in the hospital!!” a little girl said t while running to her ‘Papa’, the woman that just called ‘Papa’ by the little girl just smiled. Well, the little girl is Sakura and obviously, the woman that she called ‘Papa’ is Mayu. She’s 6 years old now and she had just returned from kindergarten.

“Sure, but let’s buy a bouquet of flower for Mama.”


Soon after they bought the flower, they headed to the hosptal. Yuki’s condition become worst from about 4 months ago. So since that day, Sakura will always be there while Mayu will go there on the lunch break. Sometimes, Mayu will bring her work to the hospital. Since the one that she need is just her laptop, she doesn’t have to thinked about her stuff. And sometimes Mayu will took a day off and being in the hospital to take care of Yuki. But, as we know, Yuki is a stubborn woman. She told Mayu to just took a day off when she needed, and Mayu can’t do anything. She just said “Hai~~” to Yuki. Because if not, Yuki will keep blabberig that.

“Mama~” Sakura said while running to Yuki. She climbed the chair and throw her arms to Yuki.

”Sakura, what did I told you in the car just now?” Mayu said to Sakura while put the flower to the vase.

Sakura pouted, “Don’t running and don’t climbed the chair just because I want to hug Mama.”

“Mayu, just let her be, she’s just a kid.” Yuki said to Mayu. “But Yuki…”


“Okay-okay, I got it.” Mayu took a chair then sit beside Yuki. She took 3 boxes of bento then gave 2 of them to Yuki and Sakura

“Let’s eat. You haven’t eat you lunch right? I’ve made it before I pick Sakura on her kindergarten.”Mayu said.

“I haven’t eat my lunch. It’s rare to see you become like this. Usually you just go buy food on your favorite restaurant.” Yuki said.

Somehow Yuki’s words made Mayu blushed.,”Mou, just eat already. And even I really like the karaage, there’s nothing in ths world to compare with your cooking.” Mayu tried to hide her red cheeks, but Yuki can see her face, even Sakura can see it.

“Papa’s face looks so funny, it’s red.” Sakura said while laughing.

“Okay-okay, let’s eat. Itadakimasuu.”

“Mayu, it’s really good!” Yuki said. Mayu replied her, “Seriously?”

“Un! But I love Mama’s cooking the most.” Sakura said, “I know you will say that.” They laughed together.

They continued to eating, after that, Mayu took a sit on the couch and watch the tv. On the other side, Sakura was studying with Yuki as her teacher.

“Mayu, you’re not go back to your office?” Yuki asked Mayu.

“Nope, the company gave me a day off.” Mayu said.

“I see. So, Sakura-chan, let’s start. What is it?” Yuki said while her finger pointing at a picture in Sakura’s book.

“It’s the tomato! The color of it just like Papa’s blushing face!” Sakura replied her. then Yuki smiled, “Right, now how to spell it.” She asked Sakura again.

“It’s T-O-M-A-T-O!” Sakura said.

“That’s great Sakura-chan. let’s continue it tomorrow, okay?” Yuki said then looked at the couch. She find that her beloved wife was sleeping there. She smiled and then look back to Sakura.

“How’s home without Mama?”

“Really boring. Papa really busy with her work. Sometimes papa can stay all-night long to finish her work. I really miss when Mama at home.” Sakura said. ‘She’s forced herself to become really busy, that’s her way to forget things.’ Yuki thought.

“I think Papa doesn’t sleep last night. When I woke up, Papa still in front of her pc.” Added Sakura.

“I see. Papa is a hardworking, right” Yuki said, “Un. But Papa too forcing herself. I don’t want Papa sick like Mama.” Sakura said.

“So let’s make a promise. When Mama is not at home, you must take care of Papa, okay? She’s really careless about herself.” Yuki said to Sakura. Then Sakura replied her, “I will!” She added smile while saying it.

The night comes, Sakura already slept on the couch. Yes, Mayu and Sakura decided to slept at the hospital to accompany Yuki. Mayu, somehow can’t sleep, just like the previous day. So she opened her laptop and just continued her works even know she has a day off.

Yuki suddenly awake when heard Mayu’s voice. She looked at Mayu and sighed.

“Mayu?” Yuki called her.

Mayu immediately look at Yuki and replied her, “Yes?”

“Come here, let’s talk.” Mayu approach Yuki and took a sit.

“Can’t sleep?” Yuki asked Mayu. She just nodded, “Yeah.”

“But Yuki, you should sleep too. Your condition…”

Yuki cut her words, “I can’t sleep while my wife overworking herself like this.” Yuki smiled then took Mayu’s hand, “Is there something bothering you?” Mayu looks confused how to tell Yuki about it.

“I-I don’t know, I’m afraid…” Mayu said while put her head to the bed. Yuki stroked her hair gently. “Afraid of what?”

“I, Yuki… Since the doctor said that your condition become worst, I-I don’t know what to do anymore. If you’re not here anymore, what should I do? I’m afraid of losing you, your beautiful smile, your beautiful voice, your tender heart, your gentle and warm hug, your sweet kiss, I’m afraid losing everything about you. I-I can’t hold it anymore. Everytime, when you’re not at home, all I can think is you. It’s hard Yuki, I don’t want you to die…” Mayu’s tears start to flowing down. Just like she said, she can’t hold it anymore. She can’t hold all the pains that she feel for these years because afraid of losing the one she loved the most.


“I’ll go crazy without you, Yuki. I prefer die, if I must be seperated with you.” Mayu raised her head, facing Yuki with her red and teary eyes. Yuki eyes become teary when she heard and seeing Mayu suffered because of her.

“You can’t die, Sakura always needed you. She can’t be alone again.” Yuki said while wiped Mayu’s tears with her thumb. “She need you too, Yuki. She need two of us!” Mayu suddenly shouted, but then she realized that she’s shouting to Yuki, “I’m sorry…”

“I’m sorry, Mayu. I’m sorry, to make you worried about me. But, I can’t do anything. The fate already be writen, and all I can is just following the path that God already make for me. I’m happy that your the one god choose to be with me, until this time. You always be my courage in fighting against this illness. So, for me, and for Sakura, please, keep alive.”

“I’ll try..”

Again, Yuki stroked Mayu’s hair gently. And then kissed Mayu’s forhead,

“Let’s sleep, you must be tiring.” Yuki said, Mayu just nodded.

“Ano, Yuki?” , “Hmm?”, “Can you sing for me? I miss your beautiful voice when I can’t sleep.”

“Sure, let me sing for you.” Yuki said and then she’s singing,

me wo sotto tojireba ukande kuru
yasashii anata no egao
konna ni itoshii no ni
te ni todokanai
sono kyori ga setsunakute…
I close my eyes softly and drift away in my thoughts
even though your gentle smile
is very dear to me
I can’t reach it with my hands
this distance is painful…

GURASU no naka no SOODA sui wo hora
kaki mazete
chiisana awa wo nigazu you ni
kono mune no katasumi ni tokekonda
omoide no hitotsu hitotsu wo nigashitai
I stir
the fizzy water in the glass
just like I let the little bubbles escape
I want to set free one by one
the feelings that dissolved in the corner of my heart

jikan no suna ga sarasara ochite
hi ga kurete hitokage sukunai kono basho
ano koro ni yoku kita
kouen no KAFE TERASU
tada soba ni iru dake de shiawase de…
the sands of time fall smoothly
in this place where not a single shade can be seen when darkness falls
back then we went often
to the terrace cafe
just by being with you I was happy…

anata ga inai sono genjitsu ni
tomadotta jibun ga GARASU ni utsuru
mou dareka no koto wo koko made wa aisenai
kokoro wa utsuita mama
the reality that you aren’t here anymore
my puzzled self is reflected in the glass
I can’t love anyone else
with my heart still looking down
I remain silent

Soon after that, they both fall asleep.


The next day, suddenly Yuki’s condition become worst and she’s on the operation now. Mariko and all of their family coming to see what happen. It’s been 1 hour since the operation began, but there’s no information about what’s going on inside the room.

Mayu can’t stop crying, same like Sakura. Then, the doctor came out.

“I’m sorry, we’ve doing our best.”

The words just make Mayu’s heart ache. She just spend her night with Yuki, and now, she’s gone. Mariko approached Mayu then comforting her, while Sakura with Haruna.

“We got this from her pocket, it’s written ‘For Mayu’.” The doctor said then take out a piece of letter from his pocket. Mayu took it from the doctor and hold it tightly.

“So, excuse me.” The doctor leave them.


“Mayu, the funeral ceremony almost finished, you should give her your last tribute.” Mariko said to her little sister while Mayu was looking to the outside from window.

“Un.” Mayu said. She was holding the letter that the doctor took from Yuki’s pocket. She didn’t read it, she’s afraid that she can’t hold it anymore when she read the letter.

Mayu came down to the downstairs and gave Yuki her last tribute. She can see Sakura still crying in Haruna’s arms.

‘Yuki, thank you for your time with me. Thank you for being the best wife I ever had. Thank you for always worriying me, even in your last night. I love you, and always. I hope god give you the best place in heaven.’

Mayu finished her last tribute, and then approached her little girl, giving her a little pat and then hug her.

“Don’t cry again, okay? Mama will sad when she find that you’re crying.” Mayu said to Sakura.

“But *hiks* Mama…”

“She’s fine up there, she always with us.” Mayu said while stroking Sakura’s hair.

“I miss Mama already…”

“I miss her too, Sakura…”


4 years have passed since the death of Yuki. Sakura already become a smart girl, just like Yuki said. She become the smartest among all of her friends. And Mayu already quit from her job. That time, she’s really depressed because of losing Yuki. All things that she do just locked herself from everyone. Her big sister, Mariko and her ‘soon to be wife’ Haruna decided to lived with Mayu, and to take care Sakura for a while. But then, when Mayu decided to opened and read the letter that Yuki gave to her, she realized, she must keep living on, to be a great father to Sakura, to keep the family that Yuki and her build,just like Yuki wanted.

Now she become a writer. She make a book from her story with Yuki. About how she meet her, how she patiently being on Yuki side, being her courage. Yuki, even know she’s no longer here, she gave Mayu strength, to continued living, to keep moving forward, for herself, Sakura, and Yuki.The book now become one of best seller in Japan.

It was night when Mayu wondering about Yuki today, she always at her backyard when she felt she wanted to be alone.

‘I still can’t reach you, Yuki.’ Mayu thought as she raised her hand to the sky while she was lie down on the pasture in her backyard. ‘I miss you, Yuki.’ she thought again as her hand took the letter from her pocket.

She change her position to sit, then she look at the letter, and opened it.

Dear Mayu,

Mayu, when you read it, maybe I already died. Since you can call this letter as a Will from me to you.

That night, I had a dream, that dream told me, that I will die soon, so when I woke up, I made this letter for you.

I know you’re a girl that thinked to much. But please, don’t thinking to much about me. Keep living on, and take care of Sakura. When I choose Sakura to be our adopted child, I know she will happy to be with you, with us. So I choose her to be with you, to replacing me, to take care of her careless Papa.

Don’t coming to my side too fast, Sakura still needed you. Don’t worry about me, I’m happy. I’ll waiting for you, patiently.

And Mayu, keep smiling for me, okay?

I love you now, tomorrow, and forever.


Her eyes become teary, but a happy tears. She wiped it fast since she doesn’t want Sakura to see it.

“Papa, we don’t make diner?” Sakura shouted from the house. Mayu stood up then replied her , “Okay, wait a second!”

She looked the night sky then smiled,

“Please wait for me a little longer, Yuki.”
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chotei_sha on July 14, 2014, 12:58:08 PM
UGH I WANT TO CRY NOW. This story is so bitter sweet but I love it still  :heart: please keep writing more mayuki!! Thankuu!!  :cathappy:
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: Siren on July 14, 2014, 01:09:04 PM
That was epic  :wub:  :inlove:

I love it very eventhough its sad and I cried  :cry:  :cry:

But its a touching story, THANKS  :twothumbs  :D
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chocholate on July 14, 2014, 03:06:00 PM
Replies :

A-Ah, i don't think that it will touching you actually..

chotei_sha : thank you very much for read it !! if i had another vacation day, i'll write another, i think, but now i'm still working for my long fic, once again thankyou!
Siren : ahaha, thankyou for read it!! i never thought that you will cry while read it .-. thankyou!!

thanks for reading it! 
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: MaYukiIsLife on July 14, 2014, 06:12:24 PM
I have two things to say:

Why did it have to end this way!?

Thanks for commenting and thanking my Fanfics :)
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: alexsher99 on July 14, 2014, 06:29:25 PM
 :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:  The feels man! The feels!

This is so sad!  :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:  It's a long os (in a good way)

The background story and the overall is awesome! Good job chocholate-san!  :twothumbs

(Crawls on the corner and proceeds to cry) YUKI!!!!  :cry:
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: mikaellitsa on July 14, 2014, 06:52:02 PM
im having felling trip now  :cry:
i loves ur story   :cry:
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chocholate on July 14, 2014, 07:09:27 PM
Another Replies :

MayukiIsLife : gomenasai!! thankyou for reading it!! your one of my favorite writer actually,  :shy2:
alexsher99 : thank you so much! sorry for the sad ending.. :bow:
mikaellitsa : thankyou for liking my fic!!

sorry for making yuki die in this fic  :kneelbow:

i'm going again~
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: MaYukiIsLife on July 14, 2014, 07:38:52 PM
Another Replies :

MayukiIsLife : gomenasai!! thankyou for reading it!! your one of my favorite writer actually,  :shy2:

Thanks for reading~ <3 I have two new fanfics~
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chocholate on July 15, 2014, 01:15:16 AM

Thanks for reading~ <3 I have two new fanfics~

Aaahh, i'll read it~~
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: Kirozoro on July 15, 2014, 03:37:37 AM
Love your story

It so sad that made me cry whike reading it
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: sastio13 on July 15, 2014, 05:02:24 AM
i touched with the story...  :cry:
live your life mayu, yuki waiting for you patiently there and you have sakura to take care

but i also smiling when i read your story chocolate,
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chocholate on July 15, 2014, 01:45:53 PM
And, Another replies :

kirozoro : thank you very much! thanks for liking this fic!
sastio13 : she will~~
               YEY! YOU'RE RIGHT!
               and the project~~ don't forget about it~~

*dissapear again  :mon rush:
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: Seira10048 on July 27, 2014, 09:25:18 PM
Urgh... I need tissue right now. It's so sad that Yuki must leave Mayu so fast. But I'm glad because Sakura is there to take care of her papa.

Thank you for this wonderful fic Chocolate-san :)
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chocholate on July 28, 2014, 04:13:47 AM
seira10048: thank you for read this fanfic!
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: Kairi65 on July 28, 2014, 10:46:47 AM
Ugh, such a beautifu story..sobs

Yukirin us so thoughtful

You're awesome! :deco:
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: chocholate on July 28, 2014, 12:01:27 PM
kairi65 : yeah, she's great!  :mon waterworks:
             thank you so much for reading this!!
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: fath107 on July 28, 2014, 08:59:37 PM
Yuki  :cry: you're the best mama!

Papa mayu! Hahaha  :lol:

Nice~ ( ‘-^ )b
please make more 1 shot ヽ(´▽`)/
Title: Mayuki OS~ (Again)|| Did I Love You, Again?
Post by: chocholate on August 19, 2014, 05:25:22 AM
fath107 : thank you! well, you can read this~~

hello minna!
i'm back with this new OS, and again, it's mayuki~~
ahh i love them so much~

well, some of the part of this story was my love story, thehehehe~  :nervous
sorry if there's any wrong grammars or typing, i'm not that good with english
no need to add more chitchat, douzo!


Do you ever feel, suddenly fall in love with your ex again?

For me, it’s yes.


It’s start from her sudden confession to me, on mail.That time, I was on my first year of high school and her third year. Uh, I know, that’s not a greatest confession I ever saw in my life. So I think that I need some time to think about it, and she said yes. She’s not a popular girl in school, just an ordinary girl, but somehow I find that she’s really cute. What can I say? She attracted my attention. Her beauty appearance and her kind personality slowly made me fall for her, so 1 week after her conffesion, I said yes, and we become a couple.

We never had a time just for a date. She always busy with school and her part-time job, while me, never mind, I always busy with anime and manga. We both think that a relationship without need a date is doesn’t matter. But, we rarely talked each other at school. Whenever we saw each other we just looked at each other, and smiled. As simple as that. She’s doesn’t like to emailing each other. So we just mailing for 2 or 3 times a week. This relationship is weird, right? Even know how much I wanted to hear her sweet voice calling my name, or reading her mail saying ‘I love you’, I can’t.

I’m thinking to broke up with her, but just thinking of that make me wanna cry. I can’t do that, I love her, and she’s an important person for me. I know she never told me she loved me, I know she never properly talked to me, I know she is just an ordinary girl that I can replace with another boy/girl in this world, but I love her so much that make me never want to be alone without her. It’s stupid. Maybe she never cared about me, but why I must feel all this because of her? I’m broken inside because of her, but I still persistent to be on her side. I’m thinking, are we ‘really’ a couple? Or this thing is just a title for us? I think, the words ‘you’re mine and I’m only yours’ is just a dream for us. These thing never happened. We could say that.

“I’m sorry, let’s just be friends.”

And then, my biggest fear comes.

After 1 year and 7 months, we broke up. Just, what the heck is you’re relationship mean, right? Maybe that’s what you all trying to say right now. I don't know either. These whole thing made me confuse. We never had a date, kissing, hugging, holding hands, and even we never talked properly. Like, man, this is not a relationship. We looks like strangers each other. You just know my name, my face, and some things about me. Same to me, maybe I really just know your name, your face, and some of usual things about you. We can talk happily with our friends, but why we can’t talk to each other like a couple? These whole things really confusing.

I tell you that I’m fine. Like, “Okay then, let’s break up, just like what you say. I’m okay.” But I’m hurt, deep inside, I never want us to break up. Even that made me crying the whole day. I know I don't have to crying about it, we never being like the real couple, so it’s not a problem. But for me, it’s make me wanna die right now. I have a big feeling for her, but I can’t tell it to her. I have love, but I don't have courage. This thing is sucks. I don't know how many times I beefing about it, but it’s really heat me up!

Some months after our break up, I tried to move on to find her replacement. And I dated a girl at the same grade as me. We make a great relationship. She’s a kind person, always caring, but sometimes act childish. That time, finally I can removed her from my head and start moving on with her. But suddenly, she’s contact me back, right after I think I’ve removed her from all of my memories.

That time I finally realized, I’ve removed her from my head, but my heart saying that I can’t. Deep inside, my heart still feel the same for her.

Thinking not to break her heart, we broke up, because of stupid me who can’t forget her ex. She’s a good girl, but somehow I can’t be with her. My heart told me the different things. But we still became friends after that. A ‘great’ friends. So back to my ‘I can’t forget about’ ex. She’s with rare became really sweet to me. She keep send me mail for a month, every week. She’s really not a girl who loved to mail someone, and we’ve broke up. So I tought that just a friendly mail. But you know, since her graduation, I really miss her. This sound stupid, but I really wanted to see her face again.

And then, we lost contact again. She’s really came into my life and going away just as she liked. Leaving me who suffered because of her. At least, if she doesn’t had any feelings for me at all, just go away from me, never contact me again. But all the things she does to me just make me suffer. I know can’t have her, so the one I think is just for her is just, please leave me for the rest of my life.

Until someday, my school make a reunion for all generation, the oldest until her generation. So of course, she’ll be there. And again, even know deep inside I really want to see her again, I think it’s better to just not seeing each other. For me and her, for the best of our sake.

That day came, our school became really crowd, full of our senpai, even know it’s rainy. Of course I tried my best to keep my self far from the crowd. It’s for me, and for her. We can’t face each other again.

But like they said in the film, I can’t hide forever. I must attend the ceremony. So there I am, sit in the crowd of the kouhais. And she’s sit between the senpais. She looks really happy with Rena-senpai, her friend from her high school day. Maybe she’s still contact her, and befriend with her, I don't know. And then, the ceremony closed. I try my best to quickly  exited the room.But unfortunately, right after I stood up, her eyes and mine look in to each other. Shit. I immediately running towards the exit door, and she followed me behind. The heck, just go away! I keep running until I reach my limit. And she’s keep following me, soaking in this heavy rain.

She took my hand, make me stop running. I tossed away your hand and then you took it back. My eyes red because crying while running just now. She pulled me for a hug, I tried to let go off her hands from me but she just stengthen her hold.

“I’m sorry, it’s all stupid. I’m sorry.”

That’s all she said for me. She keep saying sorry while I just crying in her arms. She’s keep saying it over and over until I stop cying. I pulled of from our hug and then,


I slapped her,

“Stop being nice in front of me! Stop this stupid thing! You easily coming in to my life, and then just go away at your pleasure. You make me feeling this over and over, Yuki! Just stop it already, I’m tired of all this bullshit.”

My knee weakening and I fall. I start crying again. She does the same thing I do, sitting under the rain. I saw her tears start falling down. She’s crying too,

“I know it’s my fault. I’m really sorry. It just, I think that’s the best for us. And maybe, our feeling to each other just ‘in a moment’. We never talk properly like a couple. And...”

I ran away from her, again. I’m tired. She’s always playing with me. She doesn’t need to be here, talking to me, chased me, she doesn’t need to do this. She can just leaving me alone in the rain, and then go to her friend. As simple as that. But why she’s really want to be with me? What is she want?  I...

“Mayu, watch out!!”



Holy shit. Am I die now? Guh, it’s hurt!! I think a car smashed me just now. My eyes blured, is there somebody? The driver of the car that hit me exited his car and then running to me. Yuki? Is she cry right now? My eyes can’t see anything clearly right now. Uh, I think my body already crashed right now. Yuki, is she telling me something? I can’t see her, and I heard some murmur, but it’s not clear,,

“Don’t leave me...”

And then, I fainted, I think.


White, it’s all white. Am I in heaven now? Or, is it hell? No way, I do many good things on earth, umm, maybe not that much.


This voice, I know it, but, if it’s true, no-no, it can’t be...


I turned around and seeing my mom there, no way. Mom already died when I was 10 years old. So, if she’s here, Am I already in heaven?

“Come here, let’s talk.”

I approached her, and then hug her. This warm hug, the same warm like Yuki’s warm. Uh, forget it, maybe she’s happy right now because I’m die.

“Am I die right now, Mom?”

“No, not yet, you’re just in coma right now.”

“I see...”

“Ah, I want to show you something.”

She doing something and then I think we came to a place, is it my room? I can see me in there, with Yuki beside me. She’s crying a lot, and keep saying “I’m sorry.” Although all she know is I’m in coma right now and I can’t heard anything that she’s keep trying to say to me. No, don’t cry, Yuki, you hate me, right? Just let me be alone, like the old of you.

“That girl, is her name Yuki?”

“How did you know?”

“I’m watching you from up there, Mayu-chan. It seems like you’re really in love with her, and she’s kinda don’t know what to do with you two relationship. She keep trying to do something for you. She bought you flowers, but she can’t gave it to you directly. So she put it in your locker. Then you think that flowers was not for you, you think the flowers sender put it in wrong locker. She do overtime-work in the cafe that she’s working at so she can save the money to give you something, but then she decided to break with you, right when she want to give you the necklace that she bought from her overtime-working.”

Did she do that, just for me? And I stupidly never thinking that she’s doing all of that things for me? If you said it before, Yuki. We’re not gonna be like this. You’re mine, and I’m yours. But maybe, it’s too late.

“Fortunately it’s never too late for fixing it, you can choose, being with me here, or with her. But if you choose to keep living on earth, promise to me to take care of that tsundere, and, you two look good being together.”

I smiled after hearing what Mom said to me. Then, I replied her,

“Give me another chance, mom, I want to live.”

And then, all I see was black.


I opened my eyes. It’s all white again, but I heard sniffing, am I in my room? Yuki, is she still  crying? But then she look at me with her teary eyes and then hug me thightly. Urgh, my body still hurt as hell! Her hug really thight, I’ll die because of this.

“Y-Yuki, it’s... Hurt.”

“A-Ah, I’m sorry.”

She wiped her eyes, sniffing and then look at me,

“I thought you’ll die, and I...”

I kissed her gently, uh, my lips injured. But, I don't care anymore. This time, I’m not run away from her, from her love, I don't want to losing it again, losing her again, from my side.

We parted, and she’s opened her eyes. That orbs, the most beautiful orbs I ever saw in my life.

“I even never said that I love you and... I don't know what to do anymore, cause... cause you’re the reason why I life, now, and forever.”

She continued her words that I cut with my kiss to her. I caressed my thumb to her cheek, and she’s holding my hand that caressed her cheek while smile. Yuki, I never know that your smiles really beautiful. Why am I took a long time to realized it? S-She’s really beautiful. Her eyes, her nose, her lips... But, maybe I could say that her nose is kind of cute.



“Do you mind, if I ask you, eto...”

“About what?”

She hold my hand,

“Would you be my girlfriend, again?”

“I’d love to.”

4 years later

“Hey, congratulation! Time flew so fast! But I always know that you two will ended up together.”

“Thank you, thank you so much.”

It’s been 4 years after our start over. And yeah, we’re really start over this relationship. She’s more open-ended to me, and we start talking to each other much. And since 1 year ago, we’ve been lived together at my apartement. She’s actually a fun person, but sometimes she’s really shy. Actually, I found it cute when she’s acting shy like that. Her face became red and that’s looks really cute~

Today, the most important day for us, our wedding day. W-Well, I’m the one who purpose to her. I’m really happy that she said yes and, I can’t say anything about this but I’m really happy! And, since I’m the ‘man’ in this relationship, Rena, Yuki’s friend, and Jurina, my friend and... my ex, told me to wearing a suit. E-eto, actually I don’t like that idea, but I don't like to used a dress. And obviously Yuki can’t wear a suit. She’s really beautiful with a dress, and of course I don't want to waste it! Well, when can I see her beauty appearance with a wedding dress except in this wedding?

For Yuki, she’s wear a white dress. And you know what, I told you about this a couple times already but I can’t stop saying that she’s really beautiful! When she came to the altar, I can’t stop looking at her and that’s make me nervous. Uwahh~~

And for Jurina, my ‘ex’, she’s with Yuki’s friend now. Yeah, the one that told me to wear a suit for my wedding, Rena. I never know that actually they know each other for a long time, and actually Jurina had a feeling for Rena, and Rena feel the same too.

Jurina waved her hand then running to me while Rena followed her behind. I believe she will jump to me and then...

“Ugh! What the... I almost fall just now!”

“Let her be, Mayu. She want to congrats you, right Jurina?”

“Yeah, even your wife know it!”

Jurina pouted while looked at another side. Fortunately there’s Rena here, to save me from the crazy puppy that always clingy to everyone.

“Hey, come on. You can’t be like that on their wedding.”

With just that word, Jurina stop pouting and then hugging Rena. Well, it looks like Rena really like it. I’m really confuse when seeing Jurina around Rena. She will do whatever Rena said to her and happily do it, tought it’s not all of them, but she will do it. I’m always thinking, is Rena had ‘that’ power to do it so Jurina always obey her? I don’t know. And this couple really looks like an old couple that already married for 40 years. Just look at them, hugging and kissing everywhere, especially because Jurina is a ‘hardcore’ kissing monster. Share sweetness all over the place. Or sometimes they look like sisters. Rena really caring about Jurina like a big sister, while Jurina is a spoiled kid like a little sister. Just, I don't know what actually they are.


What a tiring day. It’s a memorable one, but really tiring. I must greet all of the guest, wearing my danso outfit. Actually that’s not really a problem, but yeah, it’s tiring.

After the wedding finished, me and Yuki immediately going home with my car. Yeah, going home. I’ve told you that we’re already living together, right? I’m really tired so when we arrived, I immediately rushed to our room then lie down on the bed. I even not changing my suit, yet. And Yuki, of course she’s already changed and took a bath, that one is heavy, and hot, and looks good on her. Huh, now I’m talking about that again.

“Mayu? You’re not gonna take a bath?”

Yuki asked me while she’s drying her hair,

“Later, okay? I’m tired. I want to sleep now~”

She put the towel to a desk than approach me. She pulled me so I’m sitting now then kissed my cheek.

“Don’t be like that, come on, now time to bath~”

I lazily walked to the bathroom, take a bath and then put on my clothes.

“Come on let me dry your hair.”

She reach her hand to my hand, pulled me down to sit in front of her slowly. Then, she dried my hair slowly with the towel that just a minute ago was on my hair. I enjoyed it, really. It make me felt sleepy.

“it’s all done.”

I put my head to her shoulders, her way to dried my hair really made me sleepy. She caressing my hair gently, if it continued like this, I’ll sleep soon, I believe it.

“It’s a tiring day, ne?”
“Yeah, and your way to caress my hair make me feel sleepy, you know.”

She chuckled,

“Really? You must sleep now, we still had a big day tomorrow.”
“But now I want to talk with you more~”
“Ahh, so now the great cyborg Mayu already affected by clingy kissing monster Jurina. You’ve become really clingy to me these past few months, Mayu.”

We both laughed. She laid down to the bed with me on top of her. I slide down my body so I can heard her heart beats. It’s sounds like a melody in my ears, such a beautiful melody.

I lift up my head to see her face. She’s turning her face to the right side, pouting like a kid. She’s cute when doing that.

“Why are you pouting? It’s not like you.”

I sit beside her and then pinched her cheeks, and then she’s turning her head to see my face and then smiled,

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

I can’t say anything again about this. But I believe, from this day, until tomorrow, and forever, we’ll be together forever, until the death separated us.
Title: Re: The Snow Falls [Mayuki OS]~
Post by: MYJR on August 19, 2014, 06:21:46 AM
The 1st os  :pleeease: :gyaaah: Yuki died :fainted:

The 2nd os Mayu accident :frustrated: :on blackhole:
glad that she just coma and she finally married with her ex Yuki :on woohoo:
yeah...happy ending for MaYuki :farofflook:

thanks for the os chocholate-san :kneelbow:
Title: Re: Mayuki OS~ (Again)|| Did I Love You, Again?
Post by: Siren on August 19, 2014, 09:26:56 AM
Yokatta, Mayu and Yuki is back together forever  :on gay:

Wmatsui moments are in here too  :wahaha:

Thanks for the sweet OS, see ya soon  :tama-bye:
Title: Re: Mayuki OS~ (Again)|| Did I Love You, Again?
Post by: sastio13 on August 25, 2014, 02:13:32 PM
your own love story, eh?  :grin:
mayuki! and there's lil' bit wmatsui! XD
and "the great cyborg Mayu already
affected by clingy kissing monster Jurina"
thanks for your story  :twothumbs
Title: WMatsui || When Love Starts Attack
Post by: chocholate on September 09, 2014, 04:32:12 AM
MaYuki x JuRena : hehe, I really like to make someone die actually, but I want a happy ending here~
                            Thank's for reading my fic!  :shy2:
Siren : thank you for reading~ i hope you will like this one  :hee:
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hello everyone~ i'm back!
it's been a long time since my last update to this forum, kinda busy here, hehe
this one is a wmatsui fic, hope you all like it

sorry for wrong grammars and typing,,



I’ve once ever feel about being in love, and be loved. But I thought, maybe that will the first and the last. Because, I’ve surrender about it.  I hate being hurt. And now, I’m definitely will never and ever, fall in love with someone else, again.


“Ehh, do you heard about Sukita-senpai has a new girlfriend?”
“Ahh, that girl must be lucky!”
“Yeah, I wonder how it feels being Sukita-senpai girlfriend~”

Another day in school. I hate being here. Just look at everywhere, I’m surrounding by many people. They’re laughing, smiling, gossiping, and exchanging joke together. It’s like a one complete society. And me? I’m the one who will just talk when it needs. The one that will just sit on my seat, reading a books or maybe doing nothing. I’m an unsocial person.

“Ah, Rena-chan, ohayou!”


There, there she is. The girl that many people said was my twin, but we had a very different personality. She’s a princess, always smiling, being like a ‘hime-sama’ everywhere she goes. Well, her parents was one of the family that own this school, the Matsui family. And me? A quiet person, you may see me like a ghost in this class. No one ever cared about my appearence.

But not for her.

“Ohayou, Jun-kun”

“I’ve told you to stop calling me that. It’s annoying.”

“But if I call you ‘Matsui-kun’, that will be kinda funny. I’m a Matsui too, you know that, right?”


I fixed my eyeglasses,

That girl. She always make me being class attention. I don't understand why she always calling me like that even if I act like this. She’s annoying me too much. And look, that make the entire class say that I act like this on purpose to gain her attention.

“Look, he do it again. Huh, how can he keep doing that thing.”
“Maybe he think that he’s the one who can be with her.”

See? She make people think I had some feeling for her! Like, how can that happen? I’ve swear to my self to never and ever fall in love again. I can’t make another mistake happen, like that time.


“Do you ever think about me?”

“Ha, who cares about you? Just go away.”

“B-But, I love you.”

“Sorry, I never love you.”

Flashback End

“Oi, sensei already come.”

“Ah, okay.”

How can I keep remember that day?! This is ruined me.


I hate rain. Ugh, why it’s still pouring down?! It’s been rain since 8 AM and now it’s still pouring down. I’m stuck in here now, in this place called ‘school’. But actually it’s kinda comforting me. It’s look like I’m alone in here. Huh, I don't care. As long as there’s nobody will disturb my ‘comfort’ state. But, how long I will be here?

“Jun-kun? You’re still here?”

That voice, and that style to call my name. There’s just one human in this world calling me like that except my mom. Ha! I know it! It’s ‘the annoying but looks like a hime-sama’ Matsui Rena. I’ve remember it well since she always greet me in the morning like that. Hmm, maybe not just in the morning, everytime she meets me, she’ll call me like that. So annoying, right?

Ara, she’s still here too? This is rare. A hime-sama usually always go home as soon as the bell rings. Or maybe her club had something to do, no, no, the last club already go home.

“I thought, I’m the one who left here.”

“I think the same to.”

She took a sit beside me. So, she’s actually waiting for the rain stop too,huh? What a concidience. Hmm, she’s kinda more quiet than usual. How can I say this, but, she’s more... Gloomy, I think?

“Ano, Jun-kun, actually, I always want to be like you.”


“I want to be like myself. Doing something that I like even when people around me never like that. I want to do that. And then, when I saw you easily can do that, I feel jealous.”

A Rena-sama who’s one of the school princess jealous to me? Whoa, this is new. I thought she just really like to tease me.

“My status made me must keep being a talkactive person. But actually I’m a little bit shy to others, especially boys. I just doing the things that my parents say to me, and I don't want to make people talking many things about...”

“Do anything that you like. Don't think about what will others said to you, you are yourself. If you keep doing this, maybe it will be the reason why people keep talking about you.”

I suddenly cut her words. It just, she’s too much thinking about her parents and people. At least sometimes she must think about herself too. She need to think about herself more. If she just thinking about people, she’ll never be able to experience the thing that she like.


“I said do anything  that you like.”

“A-Ah, I don't know if I could...”

“You can do that, of course you can.”

She keep silent after hearing my words. Uh, what just I said to her? I tried to hide my expression while fixing me eyeglasses. Stupid me. Fortunately the rain already stopped, we must go home as soon as possible.

“Ano, Jun-kun,eto... since you’re never like it when I call you that, I just want to ask you, is it okay that I call you Jun-kun?”

“Well, you’re true when you said that it’s weird to call me Matsui when yours was Matsui too. Maybe it’s fine.”

“Yokatta, I’m afraid that you will angry when I call you Jun-kun. So, you can call me Rena if you want to. I don’t force you to call me that.”

She stood up,

“See you tomorrow, Jun-kun.”

She’s going with her bicycle, huh? I thought somebody will pick her up with a car or something else, she’s really a simple hime-sama, ne? Just like the others said about her. So that’s why she’s waiting for the rain stop. Hmm, maybe I must go home too, it’s almost dusk.


Bored, another boring day at school. My days in school always feel boring. Even walking to the gate feel boring. Just like what I told. But when I start walking at the corridor, many people gathering in front of my class. Hmm, is something happen? The girls starts gossiping about what just happen. But unfortunately I can’t hear that. Huh, I hope this wont take a long time.

“Rena-san, please accept me!”

“Ano... I’m sorry, I...”

Ah, so there’s a guy trying to confess to Rena. But somehow Rena looks really scared to him. Her skin looks so pale while her expression, I don't know how to say this but she’s looks really frightened. When that guy start to holding her hand, her expression immediately changed. She looks want to cry right now. Uh, I don't like when girls start crying. I start walking in the crowd and took her,

“Sorry, but you’re scared her. And I need her now, so excuse me.”

“Who are you? Hey, we’re not finish yet!”

I brought her to a quiet place so she can calm herself down. She really need to calm down right now. After we arrived to that place, she immediately weakening her legs and burst in to tears.

“You don’t need to cry.”

“But *sniff*, I-I don't know how to thank you *sniff*”

“You don't need to thank me. Just stop crying.”

But, she’s not stop crying. So I tried to calm her with wiped her tears then hug her.  Her tears soaking through my uniform.

I’m not a guy that can calmed a girl and doing that sweet things. I don't know what to do. This is the first time I’m doing this.

“O-Once again, t-thank you.”

She’s finally calmed down. Finally.


“D-Did it’s fine if I being like this to you? I-I mean, you’re never like it when I’m being close to you and I’m afraid that it will disturb you.”

“No problem at all, just calm yourself first.”


I don't know why but since then, Rena became more close to me. Well, she’s not that bothersome. Sometimes I’ll ask her about the lesson on the class, especially math. That thing always freaking me out. And fortunately, one of the smartest people on the highschool – Rena conveniently want to teach me about that.

We’re on our way to our home; actually our home just a few blocks away each other. As always, there’s no one want to starts the conversation. So we just walked quietly even with this awkward atmosphere surrounding us.

“A-Ah, we’re here, Jun-kun. Thank you for accompany me today.”

“Yeah, as always, no problem at all. See you next week.”

I start walked again,


Suddenly she start calling me again. Hm, is there’s something wrong?

“A-Ano, this weekend, would you go to the summer festival with me? I-It just if you don't have anything to do and you want to.”

Summer festival? Ahh, I don't realized that it’s summer already and the summer festival already held. Can I go?

“I think I don't have any important thing to do this weekend, maybe I can go there with you.”

“Really? I’ll meet you there at 7 PM, okay? See you tomorrow!”


I hate this. I hate being here. And I hate wearing this outfit. How can my mom force me to wearing this today.


“Can you go to aunty home tonight? She kinda need you tonight.”

My mom said to me while she’s prepairing lunch for me and my dad. I myself was watching tv in the living room. Hmm, going to aunty home? Ah, today I’ll go to the summer festival with Rena.

“I had something to do tonight.”

“Eh? With whom? Ah, today was the first day of the Summer Festival, ne?”

“You don't need to know it.”

My mom start chuckled when hearing my answer. She walked my direction,

“What a great time to test that Yukata that you never wear before, Jun-kun.”

“Wh... What? Now way!”

“Come on,  just this once, okay?”

Flashback End

Huh, I hate using this Yukata. It makes me being the center of attention.


“R-Rena? Y-You...”

I-I’m stunned. Her yellow Yukata with that flower design really suits her, while her way to tied her hair made it perfectly looks beautiful. Somehow it describe her personality.

“J-Jun-kun? Anything wrong?”

“N-Nope, I’m fine.”

My face getting hotter when her face became really close to mine. I tried to hide my flushed face with advoiding to see her face.  How can I advoiding her beautiful face?! E-Eh, what just I said... This is not me. I can’t being like this. Come on, Jun!! Be just like yourself!

“Hmm, you’re not wearing your glasses today...”

“I-I’m using my softlens right now.”

“Souka. Let’s go then,,”

We really enjoyed our night together. Ahh, It’s been a while since I had fun like this. I can’t ever think that she’s actually this fun and cute! I never expected this!

“Today was a fun day, Jun-kun.”

We were sitting on the grass beside a river across the place that the festival held. We’re really had fun and we’re really tired because of this.  So we tried to search for sit and watching the sky. And, we found this place.

“Yeah, I feel the same too.”

We silently watch the sky. No one tried to start for a conversation. But then she’s going to somewhere buying a cotton candy.


A guy that maybe in the same age of me suddenly appear. Who is him? Ah! He’s the guy that confess to her a few weeks ago! What is he doing in here? Trying to stalk her?!

“E-Eto I don’t want to stalk her, it just we’ve accidentally meet here. Don’t worry, I don't have any bad thing to do.”

He start to sit beside me,

“I’m Airi, Furukawa Airi. And you...”

“Matsui Jun.”

“Ah! The one that people said Rena-san twin. It’s really nice to meet you.”

“Tch, anything you said.”

“Haha, you’re funny.”

Huh? It’s new that people laughing because of my act. He’s... Weird?

“You kinda close to Rena-san, I envy you.”

“Like I said, anything you said.”

“You know, stop trying to hide. You have a chance, so do it. Unless you want to feel broken for a long time and then make a mask for yourself. Again, you can’t make a same mistake twice. Do it. You don't want to feel that pain again right?”

“What do you mean?”

“You know it soon or later. I’ve to leave now,  Ja ne!”

He suddenly just go away then at the same time Rena came back bringing a cotton candy on her hand. Ehh, just one?!

“I’m back~”

“You just bought that for yourself?!”

“Of course! You don’t said that you want it too.”

“I never told you that I don’t want it.”

“Mou~ okay then, let’s share it together!”

She tossed the cotton candy to me while giving me ‘maybe’ her best smile that I never seen before. That smile maybe the brightest smile I ever seen from her.

“Come on, it taste good!”

“Nope, I’m fine. Just eat it by yourself.”

“Okay then~”

We surrounded with silent while Rena was ate up her cotton candy. Then, we just sit silently while watching up the sky that was really beautiful today. The moon looks great with stars shine brightly. I never thought the night sky will be this beautiful.

“I think I’m in love right now.”

Rena said bluntly while looking at the sky. I keep silent.

“A-Ano, Jun-kun, did you ever fall in love before?”

“Once, and I’ll never fall for that again.”

She keep silent for a while,


Then, I continued my word,

“Stop when you can. You can’t stop it when you’ve fall to deep. So maybe now is the best time to stop.”

“But unfortunately, I think I’ve fall to deep, to you.”

She whispered the last 3 words that she said just now while chuckled softly. I immediately look to her after hearing her... confession. D-Did she in love with me? W-Wait, is she cry? I raised my hand to put her hair back to her ears, but then, she advoid my touch.

“A-Ano, I think I must go now.”

She stood up then running back to the crowded. Did I do a wrong stuff? I’m being honest about my self, right? Am I said the truth to her?

“Do it. You don't want to feel that pain again right?”

I thought about what just Airi said to me before Rena came here just now. Uh! All these things confused me!


I start running to chased Rena. In this crowd place, how can I find her easily?! Okay, just use my instinct. She cant being here, the quiet place with just a little people being there. Ah, that park! She may be there. Huh, finally, she’s really here.

“Huh... You don’t need to running here. I’m searching for you to entire festival.”

There just heard the sniff from Rena,

 “Stop crying.”

I crouched in front of her, put her bangs to her ear and wiped her tears. I hug her thightly while Rena was cying in my arms. I don't know what is this, I just don't want to see her tears flowing down to her cheeks, it hurts me. It hurts when seeing her crying like that, and it more hurt when knowing that she’s crying because of me. I-I don't know. Is it the ‘real’ love that everyone told me about?

“I can’t hold it anymore. Y-You’re really nice to me. And then, I was fall in love with you. It just happened to fast. I never thought that it was love. But somehow, you make me understand that it was love all this time. I tried to believed in it. I-I’m sorry, Jun-kun, for making you worried about me.”

She break our hug and then wiped her tears. She put a forced smile on her face, trying to hide her true feeling right now. Her eyes, it tells the truth.

I pulled her for a kiss. It was a quick kiss thought. W-Well, I stole it from her. Then I saw that her face was a red as a tomato. I chuckled softly,

“Why are you laughing? Y-You stole a kiss!”

“Well, just look at your face right now. You’ll know it.”

She pouted when hearing my words. But then she facing the ground,

“T-That kiss, what was that mean?”

“Would you be my girlfriend?”

Her face keep looking to the ground. But then I saw tears start flowing to her red cheeks,

“Ehh, why are you crying?”

“I’m too happy because of this...”

I chuckled while she’s pouting when heard that I was laughing at her. Such a kid,

“So, your answer?”

She hit my shoulder,

“Of course it’s yes, you baka.”


well, the ending kinda hanging,, sorry if it's not that good,,
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack
Post by: Siren on September 09, 2014, 09:21:20 AM
Aww, don't worry its a sweet ending  :love:

Yeah nice job there Jun  :w00t:

Thanks for the Wmatsui OS heheh  :lol:

See ya soon  :peace:
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack
Post by: Kirozoro on September 09, 2014, 10:09:29 PM
Omg ur OSs is so gooood!!!!!

Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack || Replies and Poll!
Post by: chocholate on September 30, 2014, 02:58:31 AM
Siren : Thank you very much!
Kirozoro : Thank you~


hello all, long time no update in here, i'm sorry~~
i thought about making a new os here, but unfortunately i dont know what pairing,,

so i make a poll, please vote it!
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack || Replies and Poll!
Post by: MYJR on September 30, 2014, 06:07:16 AM
why there is no crack pairing option? :cry:

well.... I'll just read whatever you make~ chocholate-san :cathappy:
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack || Replies and Poll!
Post by: MaYukiIsLife on September 30, 2014, 08:01:43 AM
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack || Replies and Poll!
Post by: chocholate on September 30, 2014, 12:28:48 PM
Just a replies~
MaYuki x JuRena : I'm sorry  :nervous
                                  I just make a usual pairing that I often see, you can say it to me if you want another pairing   :D
MaYukiIsLife : I'm right heree~

I'll dissapear again :on gay:
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack || Replies and Poll!
Post by: MYJR on September 30, 2014, 12:43:11 PM
I just make a usual pairing that I often see, you can say it to me if you want another pairing   :D
Hmm... you take request? :mon huh2:

maybe I'll say it after you done your new os~ :cathappy:
Title: Re: WMatsui OS!|| When Love Starts Attack || Replies and Poll!
Post by: chocholate on October 01, 2014, 07:16:42 AM
I just make a usual pairing that I often see, you can say it to me if you want another pairing   :D
Hmm... you take request? :mon huh2:

maybe I'll say it after you done your new os~ :cathappy:
with my pleasure~~  :hee:
Title: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: chocholate on October 26, 2014, 01:37:50 PM
it's been a long time after my last update .-.
I'm really busy in this month and for the next month, so maybe I can't update like usual :err:
But, for my apologize, I've make a Mayuki fic~  :wigglypanda:

Ahh~~ I really love this pairing!

Anyway, sorry if there's any wrong grammars and typing,


“I wasn’t do it purposely!”

“Well, thank you then, but now look at my sketch book! Argh, you ruined it!”

“You should thank me because I’ve saved you from that stupid car!”


This morning Yuki is in a rushed state. she woke up late and her bike is in the workshop because she slipped and smash against a wall a few days ago. Somehow in these few days she got a bad luck and it drive her crazy just to think about it. The wind is a little bit strong today, ‘curse that stupid wheater forcaster. I can’t trust her again.’ Thought Yuki while keep walking. Suddenly, she saw (maybe) a girl with a hoodie walking in the middle of crowd but all of sudden that girl cross the road while on the other side a car is drove with a high speed.

“Oi, watch out!”

She pushed that girl from the road then the girl fall down. Unfortunately, now that girl is mad with her because Yuki help her.


“Now what can I do with my assignment?!”

“I don't know! It’s your fault, you’re the one who careless! If I wasn’t help you back there, so you’ll die and can’t collect that assignment!”

The girl in front of Yuki sighed, it looks like she don't know what should she do for the assignment that she must collect to her sensei in 1 week. But then, she look again to Yuki and realized something.

“You’re from... Akihabara High School?”

“Yeah, why?”

“Can you be my model for 1 week, please!”

Yuki stunned. She don't know what should she said to that girl. Yuki herself is true about that wasn’t her fault. But seeing the girl in front of her begging that she become her model in a week, she feel pity to her.

“I really don't have anything to be my model right now, and the sketch must be finished in 1 week. Your school is near mine so maybe you can help me with this thing. But I can’t force you too, sorry.”

Again, she showed her that pout and puppy eyes again. Definetely Yuki will fall for that pout of hers.

“Okay, I’ll help you with that stupid assignment of yours.”


Today Yuki must go to a park near her school. Since yesterday when she agree to help that girl, the little brat always called her every hour in the evening until night. So she’s doing this heavy heart just because the girl always disturbing her day.

“Tch, where’s that brat?”

Right after Yuki said that, she saw a girl with a gray hoodie covering her body and her face sitting under the tree. Well, it looks like that girl is sleeping. The weather right now is a good one too. When Yuki take a look closer to the girl, she find out that the girl is Mayu.


She still sleeping soundly.

“Guh, It can’t be helped, maybe I can wait for her in a couple minutes more.”

A half an hour later

“Uhh, is it already dark?”

Mayu just awake from her long and deep sleep. She didn’t realized that the sun began to sink and the girl who wait for her to wake up already sleeping. Mayu looked to her left. There, she saw Yuki; sleeping quietly while her hand holding a book. It seems like she’s fall asleep when reading that book while wait Mayu to wake up.

“She’s really calm when sleeping, huh? Just look at her when she’s awake, you can’t believe that this is her.”

Mayu took her sketch book then draw Yuki while smiling to herself. ‘I never regret that I choose you for my assigment, Yuki.’ Mayu thought.
Right after Mayu finished her draw, Yuki awake.

“E-Eh, it’s already dark?!”

“I don't want to disturb you, so I just wait until you awake.”

“Ahh, I must go home right now!”

“Okay then, wanna ride?”


“I’m asking if you want a ride to your house, I always bring a bicycle.”

Yuki thinking for a seconds, ‘S-So she will give me ride to my house? Is it alright? I mean... She looks really tiny and well, maybe she’s a middleschooler. And then, how if she’s one of a yakuza who stole a girl?!’

“Don’t be afraid. I can do it. Just believe me, and I’m not that bad girl in your mind right now.”

Something snapped in Yuki’s head,

“Ah! I’ll ride it and you sit behind!”

“E-Eh? No, no...”

“C’mon!! Where do you put your bike? Ah, is it this? Okay come on!”

Yuki took the bike and sit on the front, while Mayu just followed what Yuki said and sit on the back.

“Yosshaaa! Here we go~”

Yuki start to pedal the bike with full power while Mayu who doesnt know that Yuki will start pedaling the bike almost fall down then she hit yuki’s back.

“Oi! Calm down, you almost make me fal!”

“Ah, Really? Sorry, it’s been a long time since I playing with someone.”

Yuki start to slowing her paddle.

“Eh? You don't have any friends at your school?”

“Yeah, you can said that. I’m not that sociable person.”

“So I’m your first friend after a long time, ne?”


Mayu just keep silent hearing Yuki response. Same as Mayu, Yuki herself did the same too. They just enjoyed it in the cold of night. Even know the weather is cold, they both fell warm as Mayu hugging Yuki from behind. Yuki slightly blushed knowing that Mayu hugging her. She being this close to people except her own family. And then, she just know Mayu for a couple days, even their first meeting not that good.

“We just be friend for a week, huh?”

That one thing is the only one that Yuki and Mayu keep thinking. They just be friend in a week, just because of Mayu’s assigment. But for now, they just forget it and let the things move forward.


“Oi, I’m your model and I can’t see your sketch. I just want to see it for once~”

“No way! No, no , and no. It’s still undone and it’s reaalllyy bad. Maybe you will throw it just after see the sketch.”

“I’m not that kind of people. Just show me it this once, pleassee~~”


“Huh, anything you said. I’ll definitely look your sketch.”

It’s already 3 days before the assigment be collect to Mayu’s sensei. Yuki already know a little more things about Mayu. She’s a highschooler in the prestigious school near hers. She’s at her first year of highschool while Yuki is at her second year. And she’s a hardcore otaku, don't like when someone touch her bangs, and don't like vegetables.

Yuki really want to see the sketch, but Mayu refused. Well, what Mayu said is the sketch is undone, really bad that make Yuki will throw the sketchbook just after she saw it.

But it just to make Yuki don't want to see the sketch.

Actually, the sketch is already done, even Mayu already has many sketch of Yuki on her sketchbook. And the result is not bad, it’s really beautiful. Mayu is one of students that has the best score at art class and of course her sketch is beautiful.

“the sun begin to sink, I must go home now. Wanna go along with me?”

“No, fine. I want to finish something here.”

“Okay then, Jaa~”

After Yuki begin to pedaling her bike to outside of the park, Mayu opened her sketchbook.

“Huh, if only I had that strenght...”

Mayu thought while her hand keep searching for the page that she want to see. There, it the first sketch that Mayu make, the sleeping Yuki. There is a sentence at the bottom of the sketch.

“Even from the first time I saw you as a friend, I know I already fall in love to you. But I keep it to myself. As my love to you just increase day by day, I start to realize, that we just be friend in one week, and I just feel that it just a second for me. It’s stupid and sound cheesy, but I think I love you.”

It just if I had the strenght...


It’s the day that Mayu collect her assigment to her sensei. And of course it got a best score from all of student, as expected from her.
But until now, Yuki still don't know what did Mayu make for her assignment. What make Mayu don't want to show her sketch to Yuki? Is it that bad?  Or maybe Yuki is not that good to be her model? Yuki has no idea why Mayu keep insisted to not showing it to Yuki.

Today, they make a promise to come to the park where they always doing Mayu’s assignment. Mayu said it to say goodbye to each other.

“Ah, you’re come, I thought you wont come.”

“What a good greeting from you Mayu, and hello too.”

They both laughed,

“So, it just to say goodbye to each other, ne?”


Mayu answered Yuki’s question while Yuki sat beside Mayu.

“Time flew really fast, I’m not realize that it’s already a week.”

“I’m not realize it too. I think I will miss your big reaction, Yuki.”

“But, Mayu, do we really need to stop seeing each other? I mean, we can keep being friend, right? There’s nothing wrong with it.”

“I don’t know. Maybe we need that.”

Mayu said that while looking down to the ground. Thought, she’s the one who need to stop seeing Yuki.

“What wrong about being friend with me?”


“Then why we must stop seeing each other?”

“I-I... I must go.”

“Oi, Mayu!”

Mayu running to her bike then start to pedaling her bike. She don't care anymore, she just need to go away from Yuki. She can’t hold it anymore. She wiped her shedding tears while keep pedaling her bike.

I must stop seeing Yuki.

Meanwhile with Yuki, she still left dumbfouned. She can’t understand what was happed between her and Mayu. It just happen in a second and, she’s gone. She can’t see Mayu again. She start to calling Mayu,

“Sorry, I may in busy right now~ please leave a message!”

She close the call. But then she realized that Mayu had left her sketch book at the park. The book that she really want to see.

She opened the book and found the first page is her sketch. The second, third, fourth, and the next is still same. It’s all about her. And it’s not like what Mayu said, it’s really beautiful. Until the last page, she realized something.

Mayu being like that because it hurt her.

Mayu love her.

Then, a paper fall from the sketchbook.

It’s an angel from her back. Her black long hair hang loosely. Her white wings opened widely. Her right hand holding an archer’s bow and an arrow, while her face looking at the back.

It’s her face. It’s Yuki’s face.

Then, she look at the back of the paper.

“All I can see is just her back. Her beautiful back. Even if I keep trying to get her, I still can’t reach her. Her arrow keep reaching my heart, it hurts, but I never prevent it to shoot my heart.

If just I had that strenght to say that...

I love you, Yuki.”

Yuki call Mayu again, but the respond is still the same one. But now, Yuki leave a message.

“Mayu, is your love for me is true?”


A few months after that day, Mayu and Yuki stop to contact each other. Yuki always call Mayu, but Mayu always reject her call. From the bottom of her heart, Mayu want to meet yuki again, but she can’t.

Until this time,

Mayu was sitting on a chair at the cafe near her school. She just don't have something to do and decided to just spend her time in the cafe.
But then, she think she found someone who looks really familiar to her. As the girl begin to nearing her, she realized the girl who’s pedaling the bike slowly is Yuki. Unfortunately, Yuki is seeing her too. Yuki start to pedal the bike faster.

“Mayu? It’s good to see you again!”

“A-Uh.. I must go now.”

Yuki hold her hand,

“No, you must explain all of these to me, clearly.”

“B-But, I...”

“It just, I really miss you, Mayu.”

Seeing Yuki looked hurt, Mayu can’t say no. Until now, her feeling still the same like the last time they meet.

Mayu took a sit back to her seat and Yuki sit in front of her. They keep silent until Yuki start to talk,

“The words on your sketch book. Is it true?”

Mayu keep silent, her face just looking to the ground.

“Your love to me, is it true?”

Somehow Mayu’s eyes become teary and she can’t hold it anymore. All the pains that she had keep it by herself, she can’t hold it anymore.

“Yeah, It’s *hiks* it’s all true. I really love you, and I can’t hold it back anymore. I’m so stupid to keep it by myself. I’m such a coward. A coward like me doesn’t worth for you.”

“But... How if I said, I love you too, even with that short one week time, do you believe it?”


“I said, I love you too.”

“Do you?”

“From the bottom of my heart, yes I do.”

Mayu’s brain still prossesing all of the things that happen right now. Then she realized, from all this time. All that she need is just that strenght.

“So if you said that, would you be my girlfriend, Mayu?”

Mayu stop crying, wiped her tears and looked at Yuki while smiled,

“Always, Yuki. I always want to be your girlfriend all this time.”


How is it? Please comment!
Title: Re: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: gek geki on October 26, 2014, 03:10:33 PM

It is

What make yuki fall in live with mayu?
Title: Re: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: Kairi65 on October 26, 2014, 04:54:38 PM
its been a while since i read it a fic from you..

finally able to catch up and i love all the fic!

but there's one question remains...

in your previous wmatsui fic, what is airi's character? for some reason, his words when he advise jun is quite...something for a side-character who had been rejected..
Title: Re: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: Kirozoro on October 27, 2014, 01:14:35 AM
So cute~~~
Title: Re: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: chocholate on October 27, 2014, 07:28:52 AM
gek geki : ah, i'll make a yuki POV if the story is kinda, well... hard to understand  :nervous
               i'm sorry!
Kairi65  : he's, a playboy with a kind heart~
Kirozoro : thank you very much!
Title: Re: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: Siren on October 27, 2014, 10:37:17 AM
Welcome back  :mon thumb:

As usual great os and the ending is great too  :mon dance:

Hope u write another WMatsui os soon  :mon fan:

See ya soon, Ja ne~  :mon bye:
Title: Re: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Keep polling guys!
Post by: MYJR on October 27, 2014, 03:04:14 PM
So sweet :deco:
but why I cry :mon waterworks:
Title: Always || Mayuki OS~ || Poll result!!
Post by: chocholate on October 30, 2014, 11:28:06 AM
Siren : thank you for ready my fic!!
MYJR : thank you!!

Hello all~ the poll is closed today, and the result is....


I hope I can write it soon , please wait for it ~
Title: By My Side || Wmatsui OS (Based on poll result~)
Post by: chocholate on November 09, 2014, 03:36:57 PM
Hello all~~

I'm relieved that the os didn't took a reaallyy long time  :nervous
since I hold another 2 long fic and another os on my laptop right now, and the homework, and... preparing for UN *indonesian people will know it  :on lol:
I'm reallly busy and I thought I can't made it,

but I made it!! :farofflook:

so here it is!
please forgive me for any grammars and typing that wrong and if the story isn't that good.
well, here it is, douzo~~


Winter has arrived. Snow starts to fall down; pouring earth slowly. But even in this kind of weather,a little girl still sitting down on the bench at the park. Her face become redder because of the cold weather.

But then, a girl with boyish appearance approaching her,

“Rena-chan, wanna build a snow man?”

The little girl that the boyish girl just called ‘Rena-chan’ raised her head to see the boyish girl face. The boyish girl showed her best smile to her.

“Come on, let’s become friends to the snow!”

The boyish girl took Rena’s hand then pulled her to the snowfield at the park.

“A-Ano, Jurina-chan, I-I’m sorry. I-I don’t know if it’s alright...”

“Of course it’s alright! We’re friends right?”


“Rena! It’s time to get up!”

Ugh, is it morning? I try to search for my glasses. Ha! Found it! Then I strech my body for a while and walking to the window. So it’s already winter, huh? So that’s maybe the reason I got that dream again. Every first day of winter, I’ll get that dream. That dream when for the first time someone, or who I called Jurina,  being my first best friend.

She’s a smart, pretty, and cheerful girl. So of course, many people will love to hang out and befriend with her. And me? A clumsy and quiet person who doesn’t had any friend. It’s kinda weird to know that a girl like her want to befriend with a girl like me. She always said, ‘we never need a reason to befriend with someone!’ and so, that make her the first and last friend  I ever had in my life.

But since we go to the middle school. We kinda not get along really well. She choosed a different school with me. Well, I forgot to say that she’s a rich girl. So she goes to an elite school while me, of course I’ll choose a normal school. Since that time, I can’t contact her anymore.

And now, I’ve already in high school, a ‘normal’ high school. I know you all will never expected me in a prestigious school. It just a normal high school. Futhermore, I don't like to be in a famous one. I’m not that smart and rich, so a normal high school is enough for me. Then, being away from Jurina is kinda good too. I can escape from the reality. That I had something for her.

I love her.

I’m not really sure when is the first time that I realized, that I love her. It’s been a long time since we’ve become friend. Even know my feeling for her was just a kids feeling. I know it’s real. Even if we’re just a 6th grade on a primary school, I’m sure it’s true. This feeling, from that time until now, it’s still stayed in my heart.

“Rena? Are you already awake?”

“I’ll go to downstair in a couple minutes mom!”

I start prepare my self for going to school.  Huh, another same day. Wake up, took a bath, prepare my self to go to school. But maybe, the different right now just that the snow already fall down.

“Do you still remember me, Jurina?”


“I heard that our class will have a new student! I heard she’s really beautiful and she’s from a rich family! It’s really rare to see someone from a rich family want to be in to normal school.”

“and then, it’s really rare to see there’s a new student in the middle of semester like this, ne?”

The girl in the class keep gossiping about that new student. Well, it’s true that it’s rare to see there’s a new student in the middle of semester. So maybe this girl is from an important family.

“Class, please sit to your own seat. We had a new classmate now.”

Sensei come in to the class. Ah, so it’s true ne,,

“You can come in now.”

So then the new girl entered the class. Eh, wait,, is it true? Or maybe my sight become worse than before?

“Please introduce yourself.”

“Matsui Jurina desu, yoroshiku onegaishimasu ne!”

Matsui... Jurina?

“Uwah! She’s the daughter of that Matsui Corp. owner!”

“Is it true?! I never know that she’s ‘that’ beautiful!”

“Silent please, Matsui-san, you can sit over there, beside the window and Matsui Rena-san. Class, I’m sorry I must go back to the office, maybe I’ll be back in a few minutes.”

I-I can’t believe it!! She’s here! She’s really beautiful... W-Well, she looks like a boy when she was at elementary school, so it’s surprised me to see her became this beautiful. Her short boyish hair became this long.

“Matsui Rena? Rena-chan? Ehh, it’s really you! I never know that you’re in this school!”

Jurina suddenly running towards my direction then hug me thightly. E-Eh, s-she remember me? I-I thought it just me who keep remember about her. I-I’m... how to say it ehh,  I’m really happy!!

“Psstt, is she had some relationship with her?”
“Maybe? She has a same surname with Matsui overthere.”

N-No, people keep talking about me and Jurina. W-What should I do?

“J-Jurina, w-why are you choose this school instead of that prestigious school? I-I thought you always f-following your parents.”

“It’s because of you of course! You always said that you don't want to be on a famous school, and that make me curious about a normal school. But I never know that you’re in this school too! I’m really happy!! You don't know that these 3 years I’ve been waiting for you on that park.”

E-Eh, but I never saw her whenever I passed that park.

“E-Eto, J-Jurina, our classmate keep looking at us right now. C-Can you release y-your arms from m-me?”

“Yada~ I really miss you!! Why are you never going to that park again at these past 3 years? You know that I love you, right?”

Uwah?! A sudden confession?!!

“Are they a couple? I never know that the daughter of Matsui Co. owner is liking a girl like her.”

“Maybe that Matsui just want to take her money and then dumped her.”

Yabai, they start gossiping again. I-I’ve already familiar with these kind of thing like gossip or bullying. But for Jurina, she can’t get that bad gossip, she’s the successor of Matsui Co. If her father know about it, who knows right? Maybe her father will force her to go back to her old ‘famous’ school or even studying abroad.

“Stop it.”

Suddenly Jurina stood up,

“Stop saying bad things about Rena-chan, she’s my friend and I trust her. She never doing bad things to me. Instead she always show me many good things to learn.”

J-Jurina, you make it worse!!

“That Matsui already brainwashed her, I think.”



The class ended, so now is the break time.

And Jurina can’t stop being near me.

I start walking to the park bringing my bento while Jurina still following right behind me. As usual, I sat on a bench near the tree in the middle of the park.

“Rena-chan, why don't you eating inside the class like the other? It’s really cold at outside you know. The snow already fall down.”

“Well, the class was always,... I don't know, I just don't like it. So I prefer to being in here compared to class.”

She nooded softly then following me; sitting on the bench.

“Well, this park looks alike the park that when we first become a friend, right? Ahh, you like being here because of it~”

God, I’m busted.

I keep silent

“Rena-chan, how about we’re going to that park today?  It’s been a long time since we go there together, ne? I miss playing there!”

Ahh, so she miss that time too. I thought I’m just the one who still remember that.

“Okay then.”


Huh~ finally, time to go back to home! I opened the shoes rack door and find a letter above my shoes.

“Stop being clingy to Jurina. Do you think you’re that great, huh? You just be a burden for her. Just go back to your self, Jurina never needs you. Do it if you want you and Jurina safe.”

That’s what written on that paper.

Well, maybe it’s true. From elementary, I just become a burden for her. I always got bullied and she always help me. I always alone and she’s the one who want to befriend with me. She always give her time for me, and what can I do is just standing there, watching her. Even I can’t say anything to her.

That writer who make this letter is true. I should go away from Jurina. At least, I still can see her from behind. Even if it just her back, even if I can’t see her face.

“Rena? Why are you still here? Is there something?”

I hide the letter and start put on my shoes.

“I... Nothing, a-ano, I think I can’t go to that park right now. I just remember that I must doing something right now.”

“Okay then, do you want me to accompany...”

“No, I appreciate your kindness, but I’m fine. I must go now.”

“Huh, okay then, take care on your way Rena-chan.”

And since that day, I always avoid her.

Everytime I saw her when walking to school or even at school, I took a different way or  turn back. Everytime she invite me to go to park, ,I said that I’m busy or have another work to do. Everytime she tried to talk to me, I will make an excuse to avoid her. But she keep clingy to me.

Being like this, even thought it’s for my sake and hers, it still hurts.

I’m on my way to go to my locker. As always, it’s already quiet;since I always go home after everyone already go to their home. It’s always...

“Oi, Matsui.”

Eh, somebody calling me? It’s rare...


I turn my back to see who’s calling me. There’s 2 girls, both of them has a long hair and tall figure. Who are they?

“How stupid, just look at you, I can’t believe that Jurina-san wants to befriend with you. You’re just a normal girl. There’s nothing special on you. Do you brainwashed Jurina-san? I think that’s true.”

“Yeah, you’re nothing when compared to us.”


“I still confused, where she got that power to brainwashed someone, selling her body?”

No, no,...

“Stop it.”


“you both talk like you know everything about me and her. Now listen to me, she never brainwashed me, she never doing something stupid like what you both doing right now, she even higher than you. And the last one, she never sell her body to me! How awful, maybe it’s you both who do that.”


“Now go, I don't want to see your face, again.”

They both immediately leave me with Jurina. T-That’s... I’ve had always being bullied from elementary, but that one is the first time I got bullied bluntly. And that’s, scared me. I tried to hold back my tears, but slowly it starts to flow down to my cheeks. Jurina immediately running to me.

“Hey, are you okay?”

I don't replied her words, I just keep crying.

“Stop crying, okay? It’s already fine now. They’re never disturb you again. And if they keep doing it, I’ll be there for you. Everything will be fine.”

“I’m sorry Jurina. *hiks* I always being a burden to you. If just *hiks* I had that strenght, to protect my self, I don't need to bring you into a mess like this. *hiks* I’m really sorry.”

I keep repeating ‘sorry’ to her, even know that she already said that it’s fine. I just need to keep repeating that words. I’ve made her always worrying about me. Even she worrying about me more than her own self. I’m such a bad friend.

out of the blue, Jurina suddenly peck me right on my lips. M-My first kiss...

Jurina stole my first kiss?!!

“Hehe, now stop crying, okay?”

She starts to caress my hair. Like the old days, her way to calm me down always same. Telling me everything will be fine, and starts caressing my hair. This is make me feel, nostalgic. Remembering the old days. When she will always being my hero, even until now.

It made me realize, I really miss her. I miss her so much.

“When you have nothing to do, let’s go to that park ,okay?”

While keep sniff, I nodded softly to her. She showed her wide smile to me.

“Now, let’s go home~”


Today, I and Jurina are going to the park. Well, she insisted me to go there, so I just following her. And, actually I’m enjoying it. Walking with her, side by side, while arms brushing every second. And then, her cheerful personality make it’s never being bored to walking with her.
Now, we arrive at the park.

“Ah~ I miss the time when we always playing in there. And, just look at it, it’s still look like 6 years ago!”

Jurina excitedly running all over the park while her wide smile never left her face. I just silently watching her from afar. It just, I really love to watch her like this. I know we’re just friends, and when she said love to me, it just a friendly love. It’s love as a friend, love as a best friend. I know I can’t have her as my girlfriend. So the last thing I could do is, always make her happy, while looking at her from afar like this.

“Rena-chan? Is everything okay? You seems always spacing out everytime we’re together.”

But, actually I never ask her about that words. She never talk to me about that either. Maybe, just maybe...

No, I’m just imagining things. She just love me as a friend. That’s it, she just love me as a friend.


But ask her about it will not be a problem, right? I’m just, curious.


“Ah-Eh, Jurina?”

I snapped from my thoughts and realized that Jurina’s face is just a few centimeters away from mine. Uwah... Even I can feel her breath right on my lips. I know my face will looks really weird now.

“Mou, you’ve been ignoring me for... I don't know, 10 minutes?”

We sit with that position about a seconds, without talking with each other, just looking at each other. When seeing her from close like this, she looked more beautiful. Really, really beautiful. then suddenly Jurina took of my glasses and put it beside me.

“You should wear an contact lense, you look really beautiful without that glasses.”

She’s.. She’s praising me?

“I-I mean, I-It’s not like you’re not beautiful with that glasses. I-I mean, y-you always look b-beautiful with everything y-you wear.”


Uwahh, I believe my face is just as red as a red tomato. She’s really praising me!

She immediately stood up while... fixing her hair? I think there’s nothing wrong with her hair. As always, it’s look really soft. Ahh, now I have this feeling that really want to touch her hair, and stroke it gently. Come on, Rena! Don't imagining things to much!

But then, that question appear again in my head. About that love words from her. Asking about it never be a problem, right?

“J-Jurina, ano...”


“Y-You often said that y-you love me, w-what love is it?”

“I-Of course it’s because we’re friend! Friends must love each other, right Rena?”

Right, it’s because we’re friend. There’s nothing more between us. This is stupid. I shouldn’t being like this.  Of course it’s because we’re friend! She will never love someone like me, right? She’s rich, kind, smart, cheerful, and beautiful girl. Even thought there’s nothing perfect in this world, I think she’s the only one that perfect in this world. And me? I’m just an ordinary girl, with an ordinary skills, and common life. I’m just dreaming things.

“Rena, hey, you’re spacing out again.”

“S-Sorry, I must go now. I just remember that I need to cook for dinner.”


I just run away without waiting her answer. I run as fast as I can. My tears starts to flowing down to my cheeks. It’s awful, when you hoped for something that you already know I can’t be happen. You know you’ll be hurt, but you just pretend that it’s alright and keep that feeling for a long time. It’s sounds really stupid, right? But somehow, until now, I keep do that.

I reach my house. I took out the keys, open the door, get in, and close it. After I locked it, I put my forehead to the door. Crying silently at it, as if the door is someone that I really want to hug right now. Maybe right now and until tomorrow ends, I can’t face Jurina again. I’ve lost my courage right after running to come to here.

“Rena-chan, what’s wrong?” Mom approached me with her worried face, no, I don't want to make someone worried about me again.

“It’s *hiks* It’s nothing, mom. I’m fine.” I tried to forced a smile, but I think I failed. Mom just looked more worried.

“Come on, tell me about it. There’s nothing that a mother can’t do to their kids.”

So I tell everything to mom. I really mean ‘everything’ in here. From my love to Jurina since kids and until now, about how she’s become my classmate again, about how she always be there for me everytime, about how I think that maybe she will love me to. And she’s hearing me silently while hugging me and stroking my hair gently. When she hearing my stories about Jurina, she sometimes chuckling and I keep pouted whenever she’s chuckling.

Actually I’m a little afraid to tell about my love stories to mom. Since I and Jurina are both girls. Maybe she can’t accept it, and like at the films, she’ll kick me out from house. But, I believe at mom, I believe that she’ll never do that things to me.

“Mouu, it’s not funny mom.”

“You don't need to be perfect to loving someone. If he/she really love you. They’ll accept you whoever you are, what ever your job is, or what kind of person you are.”

“And when you love someone, no matter how rich they are, how smart they are, what gender they have, it’s never be a problem. As long as you love him/her deeply from the bottom of your heart.”

“I happy that it’s Jurina. Even if you both girls, it’s not a problem. Since kids, she always tried to protect you. Even it’s not rare to find that if she’s carry you on her back when walking to house because you’re fall to the ground and your knee is bleeding or sometimes you’re too scared to even walking.”

Mom said while chuckling. She pulled off our hug then patted me gently.

“Don’t hold it all by yourself, okay? I’m always here, and Jurina always there for you.”


Even if mom said that I musn’t hold it all by myself, I really can’t tell it to Jurina. I really lost my courage since the last time I talked to her. Since that day, I start to avoiding her again. At the morning, I choosed to be silent all the time, and well, other ‘so called’ classmates always tried to talk to Jurina, so it’s really helped me. At break, I choose to be at the rooftop since Jurina never know that place. And when the school over, I immediately took my bike and start pedaling as fast as I can so she can’t followed me.

But one day, she start to know the rooftop and found me being at there.

“Found you.”

I heard her voice while I turned back to see her face. It’s been a long time since last time I really look to her face clearly. As always, she looked really beautiful. While the wind keep blowing, she keep walking approaching me.

“Why you avoiding me again, Rena?”

“I’m not avoiding you, I just...”

I looked to the ground. I can’t faced her. I’m too ashamed to face her.

“Just what? Rena you start to not pay attention to me, you’re never look at my face and just ignore my words. That time I just think ‘is your book really interesting that made you ignoring me?’ but then, you start to going anywhere that I don't know where it is and when school over you rushed to go back to your house.”

I just keep silent

“Since middle school I always want to be in the same school as you, but my parents always make me being in the school that they choosed. I’m give up. But then suddenly my mom said that I can choose my school for high school if I don't like being there. So here I am now, I never know that you will be here too. I’m really happy that make me can’t stop smiling.”

“Time flews, we become like the old days. But then that time, you ask me about the word ‘love’ that I always said to you. I’m afraid if I tell you that, you’ll avoiding me like this. I’m afraid that you’ll never want me to be your best friend again. You’ll think that I’m disgusting to love a girl.”

Wait. S-She love a girl?

“ ‘I love you, Rena! I love you not as bestfriend. I love you deeply from my heart as a girl who catch my heart.’ I want to tell you that. But my brain hold me to said that and my mouth just said like what my brain prosessed. Then you run away like that and I can’t forgive my self to tell you lies. Since kids, you’re the one that I love. You’re the one who I always want to protect until the end of my life. I always want to be your guardian, to protect you from everything. You just like my angel, Rena.”

She touched my chin and then lifted my head. She connect our foreheads together and put her hands to my waist.

“Please, don’t go away again. I-I don't know what to do anymore if you’re not by my side.”

She peck my lips,

“Stay on my side.”

I pulled her for a kiss. At first she’s not reply it but then she reply it with passion, and lust. It turned to be a long passionated kiss. Both of us want to dominated the kiss. But then, because the lack of oxygen, we pulled off.

“That’s, the same words I always want to tell you.”

“I love you too, Jurina.”

She suddenly hold my shoulders,

“So we’re official now?”

“Of course, you silly.”

“Yatta!!! I love you Rena!”

“Hmm, hmm...”

She pulled me for a hug, then we’relook into each other eyes. She hold my cheek and pulled me for another kiss. It’s not like the same kiss we shared just a few minutes ago. It just a sweet kiss with our love poured into it.

“I’ll be here for you, for eternity. I’ll protect you no matter what happen.”

“Then I’ll be here to give you courage, to always being your strenght.”

This time, I’ll be brave. I might not have that power to protect her too. But I’ll be her strenght, I’ll be her happiness. For the rest of my life.


i'll be working for different and unknown now  :mon study:
Title: Re: By My Side || Wmatsui OS (Based on poll result~)
Post by: Siren on November 10, 2014, 09:41:31 AM
Wah an update,  :ding:

Yay WMatsui banzai  :mon lol:

Jurina so brave and protected Rena well  :mon determined:

Thats was a nice ending  :mon cry:

Hope u update a OS soon  :sweat:
Title: Re: By My Side || Wmatsui OS (Based on poll result~)
Post by: Kirozoro on November 11, 2014, 04:02:43 AM
Wmatsui they so cute


So happy that they become couple
Title: Re: By My Side || Wmatsui OS (Based on poll result~)
Post by: chocholate on November 11, 2014, 11:29:19 AM
Siren : thank you for reading my fic~~
            I'll post another OS after i finished the next chapter of my long fic :3
Kirozoro : thank you for reading it ~~
                  Just say that I'm in mood to make a happy ending :D

Comments are appreciate!!
Title: Mine || Furuyanagi OS ~
Post by: chocholate on December 10, 2014, 02:43:43 PM
hello again!

my first furuyanagi fanfic, i hope you all like it  :wigglypanda:

i lost all of my passion to write this after hearing takamina's announcement.
it's hard, but she can't be in akb forever for the rest of her life  :mon cry:


well, sorry if there's any wrong grammars, typing, or the story is hard to understand, or about anything that wrong in this fic, my english is not that good  :nervous


“Oi, Airi, stop daydreaming in the middle of walk. You can hit something or someo...”
“I’ve told you!”

Urgh, what the heck?! I should be with Rena-chan in my fantasy land right now!


Glasses, long hair, a great boobs, and, ah! That green tie, the girl who just now bump against me; or it was me who bump against her is a first year. Wait, did I ever saw her somewhere? I think I’ve saw her, but where? Or it just my imagination?

“Oi, what the heck is wrong with you both? Stop looking at each other. Gzz, I look like the third person in your date or whatever. Oi! I’m talking here! And Airi, stop looking at her boobs!”

The girl in front of me blushed when hearing Sae’s words. Wh-What the heck?! You just ruined it! If he didn’t said that just now, I know I can see that boobs of her longer. But now, even I can’t saw her face.

“What the heck, Sae! I’m not looking at her boobs!”

“Then what did you do just now? Daydreaming about her boobs?”

“Now that’s true.”

Sae just facepalm herself while I just grinning. That girl keep lowering her face while maybe... blushing? Or is she has a fever or what? Her face really red. It’s really fun to teasing someone, and a kouhai. But seriously, did I ever saw her somewhere? Hmm, she’s... Ahh! She’s my kouhai at middle school! What is her name, Aka... Aka... Gzz, what is her name?!

Suddenly she just bow and then walk again,

“Wait! Aka... Aka... Aka-chan!”

She suddenly turn back,

“I’m not a baby Airi-senpai! Stop calling me that!! It’s Akane!!”

She puffed her cheeks and look at me again.

“I thought you already forgot about me, Airi-senpai.”

“Well, I almost forget about you though.”

Sae just kinda give us that weird face and then turn back,

“I really don't know about you both, so just go on, I’ll go somewhere else.”

So then, Sae left us together to go somewhere. Maybe he’s gonna flirting with his girls again. I really confused how can a stupid flirty boy like him can attract many girls. Well, many girls said that he’s charming and really handsome. He also votes by the girls in this school as the most charming boy at school. He maybe had some spell on him. Gzz, what a playboy.

“You never changed, Airi-senpai.” She said while fixing her glasses.

“You too, Akane. And, hey, no need to be too formal in front of me. Just call me Airi.”

“I-Is it alright? I-I mean, you’re my senpai, so it’s a little bit impolite to call you just with your first name.”

“No, no, it’s alright. We know each other for a long time, right? Try to call me like that.”

“O-Okay then, you can call me Churi if you want. E-Eto, I-I must go to the library now.”

I hold her hand,


“E-Etto, I’m helping Oshima-sensei in the library.”

“Okay then, see you next time!”


What a polite girl, ne? I thought while keep looking at Akane who’s now running to the library. I rarely got a polite friend. Just look at Sae, you will know how’s my other friend looks like. So yeah, she’s one of a kind. Even our meeting is not that romantic or what. She found me having a hard time when doing my assignment at the library back there in middle school and help me to do that. Even know she’s a kouhai, I really don't have any idea why she can solve a math problem in my homework. Having a polite, smart, and diligent friends sometimes really helpful.

Meanwhile with Akane

“Yabai, I can’t hold it.”

I put my hand to my chest. God, it keeps beating faster and faster. W-What should I do? I-It’s impossible for me! Airi-senpai is a really popular student here. And I’m just a normal girl. I-I, I’m not too good for him. And, I heard that he really likes Rena-senpai from 2-A. As everyone said, she’s perfect. I’m not that good to be compared to her.

Being with Airi-senpai is just a dream for me.


“Ahh, so she’s your kouhai at middle school?”

“Something like that.”

I said to Sae while reaching my drink at the cafetaria table. He nooded calmly while drinking his juice.

“So what about Rena?”

“Rena? What do you mean?”

“It’s look like you both really close to each other. Maybe you’re tired of Rena and start going out with that kouhai.”

Rena. She’s the school princess. Really beautiful, kind, cute, and on the other hand, she’s kinda sexy.  She’s one of a kind. She’s perfect! And her family and mine really close to each other. Especially because my father and hers had a project together.

“My heart just belong to Rena.”

I said while put my hand to my chest and put a serious face,

“We’ll see soon~”

Sae said with playfully. Of course my heart is just belong to Rena! She’s the first girl that I love for real. Well, you know me, right? I usually just playing with girls. I admit it. It’s the first time I’m being serious about the girl I love.

“Hm, Airi, what time is it?”

“Eto, it’s almost 3.15 pm, have something to do?”

“Well, I will go to a date with Sayaka-chan... Wait, 3.15?”


“Yabai! I’m late!! I must go now, see you tomorrow!”

He rushed to pack his stuff and then exited our class. Sayaka is his girlfriend. They’ve been together for one year now. I’m really grateful that Sayaka already understand that Sae is a flirty boy and he’s not really serious when flirting with girls. Hmm, I really can’t understand his heart and brain. Honestly, he’s a good looking, popular, and great at everything. But he choosed to be with Sayaka who’s the girls basketball captain and she looks like not Sae’s type. Well, it’s not like I don't like it. Sayaka is a kind girl. But one thing that I still confused is, when Sae told me that he like Sayaka back there when we’re still at our first year in highschool.

“It’s a love at first sight, hehe. And hey, we never choosed the one that we’ll love. It just came and being bigger and bigger. It’s love who come to us, not we who come to love.”

Until now, I still not understand his words. What the heck is the word that he tried to say to me?  Is it means that Rena is not the one who I loved the most? Is it means that there’s someone who I really love in this world but not Rena?

“Ah, Airi-senpai? What are you doing here?”

Eh? I think I heard someone calling me from behind. I turn around to see who’s that.

“Eh, Churi? Why are you here?”

“It should be me who shocked to see you right now.”

Akane laughed softly. She fixed her glasses and then looked at me again.

“I’m part of Student Council. Kaichou told me to check is everyone already back to their home. So, what are you doing right now?”

As expected from a diligent girl like her. I know she will join many club from now on.

“Well, I was with my friend just now. But he suddenly rushed to go to his date, I want to pack my things just now. But seeing you now, I think I’ll just wait for you and maybe, we can walk together?”

I said while smiled to her. It’s look like she’s blushing or having a sudden fever now. Again, she fixed her glasses while her head facing the ground. Is she like to fixing her glasses or what?

“E-Eh? I-Is it okay? I-I mean, maybe you’ll wait for a hour if you really want to.”

“It’s okay! And then, I’m kinda don't have anything to do though.”

A hour later

“I should just go home instead waiting for her.” I mumbled to myself. She really meant what she said. I really waited her for a hour -,-

“Ah, Sorry for making you waiting.”

 Akane suddenly appear then bowed to me,

“It’s alright. Ehh, you don't need to bowed to me.”

I said while strached my head that was actually not itchy at all. Uhh, how can I said it... I think all of her attitude made me felt reaaallyy embarrassed. She’s too pure and innocent. Usually girls is just running to me and hugging, kissing all over my face, and sometimes, err... kinda pulling me everywhere. But when it comes to Akane, she took a distance with me, even she becomes really red when I hold her hand or even if I just said a flirty word to her. It’s new for me. And that really make me feel embarassed because my own act.

So now, we’re on our way to our house. I don't know that actually our home is near to each other. My house is just a few house from hers. I should know it from a long time ago.

“Ah, we’re here, Airi-senpai. Thank you for waiting for me and accompanying me to my house. Once again, thank you.” She said while bowed to me

“I-It’s okay, and I’ve tell you to call me Airi, right? You don’t need to be too formal.”

“I-I’m sorry, A-Airi-san.”

“Just drop the honorific. We’re already close to each other. And stop saying sorry to me.”

“I’m s...”

“Now you start it again.”

“Ah, hehe.”

She laughed softly then keep her smile plastered on her face. She smiled! She smiled! Whoa, I never thought that her smile will be this cute. She always being serious. And it’s my first time saw her smiling like this.

“I should enter my house now. Do you want to come over?”

“Ah, no, maybe next time.”

“Okay then,...”

She entered her house, but then I called her.



“You should smile more. Your smile, it’s beautiful.”

She start to blushing again, hehehe, I love to teasing her.

“So now, Ja ne!”

After that, she entered her house and I start to walk to my house.

Even if she’s not a funny person, I think, I start to like being near her.


Time goes on, we become much closer than the first time we meet. She not shuttering that much again. And I really grateful that I’ve know Akane for some reason. She’s a good listener, she keep listening to my stories. Even I’ve told her about how I love Rena from the bottom of my heart even if we’re not that close. And the other reason is, she’s really smart! So sometimes we will spend time in the library so then she’ll teach me. It’s look weird actually, it should be me who’s her senpai to teach her, not her who teach me. She’s a kouhai afterall. But, if she can do it, it should be alright, right?

Today, as usual, we’re still in the library, trying to find a good book to read. Yeah, somehow now I became a very diligent person after I know her.

“Ano, Airi,  d-do you think that Rena-senpai is now r-really close to somebody r-right now?”

“Ahh, I think so...”

I put down the book that I took to the desk. Akane still looking for a book, I think.

“Seeing that, should you just go to find another?”

“Of course no! There’s no reason for me to do that!”

I start to yelling to her. But then I realized it and then I tone down my voice.

“Until somebody got her, I’ll keep find a way to tell my feelings to her.”

Then, akane turned her body and faced me, but her face, she keep lowering her head.

“If that so, shouldn’t you do it now? If you don't want to lost her, you must fight for your love, you can’t give up. You’re the man, right?”

Right, she’s right. I’m the man. I just tried to cover it. It’s the time!

“Churi, you’re jenius! I’ll be back later!”

I hold her hand then throw my arms to her, hugged her tightly. After that, I start rushing to Rena’s class.


“Stupid me, Akane you’re stupid!”

I keep repeat that words and crying out my feelings.

I’m such a coward.

I keep telling him to fight for his love to Rena-senpai, but I myself just give up about it and just let him go away.

Shouldn’t I do the same?

Fight for my love and keep doing it?

“Akane-chan, love is never about having each other. But being there every time the one you love need you, and being their happiness in their sadness, being their light in their darkness, that’s love is.”

What should I do now, mom? You said that love never about having each other. Being their light. But somehow, I feel it’s really hurts. Did I do the wrong thing?

But, why It’s hurts?


Where’s her class? 2-c... 2-b, ah here it is! Fortunately she’s outside the class right now. I don't need to call her.


I rushed to her way and immediatelly held her hand.


“Rena-san, please accept me!”

I said. However, it seems like Rena is shocked to when heared my words.

“Ano... I’m sorry, I...”

Out of blue, a guy took Rena’s hand then pulled her to him. He fixed his eyeglasses and said,

“Sorry, but you’re scared her. And I need her now, so excuse me.”

W-What?! In the middle of my confession?! That guy is just runaway from the crowd place and brought Rena with him.

“Who are you? Hey, we’re not finish yet!”

That guy who took Rena’s hand keep running to somewhere. At least, I’ve told my feelings to her.


The school already over. And well, because of that confession, people start to keep calling me and anything else that annoy me. Huh, I should do it somewhere else.

 “Whoa, Airi, I don't know you can be that blunt about your feelings.”

Today, I walked home with Sae. Usually, I’ll go with Akane, but I’m not seeing her since our last meeting at library. I’ve searched for her at the library. However, Oshima-sensei told me that maybe she’s in the student council room since she’s part of them. But, maybe she’s just want to be alone for this time. I don't want to disturb her.

“Someone told me to fight for my love. And it’s not a problem, right?”



He chuckled then put his hand around my shoulders.

“You should care more about people around you.”

“Hm, what do you mean?”

“Nothing, let’s go.”


It’s been a while since that confession day. I really can’t understand what happened between me and Akane. It just, after a long time being really close to her, when we’re not that close anymore, I felt... Lonely. And somehow, I think there’s something important missing in my life. I don't know. I never felt like this before. This is the first time I know about this feeling.

Today, I keep doing my routine to go to the library. Being here is make me feel calm, just like what Akane said about this place.

“I always like being here, It’s calm me down. I don’t really like being surrounded by people or being at a crowd place. And everytime there’s something annoy me, I’ll go here, find a book that express my feeling, or just sitting here and think about many things. It’s maybe sounds a little bit silly things to do, but I love it.”

Yeah, the more I think about what she said to me, the more I think that I starts to being like her. But she’s right, being outside there sometimes really annoying. I can’t do anything when girls start to surrounding me. And now, I felt bored about them. Everything become different after I knew her. It’s far from my oldself.

“Churi, do you...”

God, I start to do it again. When can I stop calling her name?! Guh, I’m depressed! What’s wrong with me?! Come on Airi, she’s not here! I can’t understand it anymore!

I exited the library and start running to wherever I arrived. There’s just one thing that I still thought until now, I really want to meet her right now!! On my way, I saw Sae was talking with Sayaka.

“Oi, Airi, what’s up?”

“The feeling when you really want to meet someone right at that time, when you think you’ll die just because you miss that someone’s voice, when you almost crazy because keep calling that someone’s name even when that someone was not there. What is it?”


“Dammit, just tell me already!”


I rushed to the student council room. “Maybe she’s there”  I thought. When I arrived at there, Yuki, student council secretary immediately greet me.

“Airi-san? It’s been a while~ What can I do for you?”

“Do you see Churi?”

“Oh, her? She’s just go home a few minutes ago.”

“Thank you!”

I run again, and keep running. I don't care about my bags, maybe Sae will brought it back and send it to my house of if he doesn’t, just let it be there. I don't care anymore. It’s deppressed me too much. Somehow, I really want to meet her. I really want to heard her voice, and saw her beautiful smile. That beautiful smile of her.


Oh, no, I think I’ve bump against someone. I turned back to say sorry to that someone. It turns to be an old woman who brought some stuff at her hands.

“I-I’m sorry, I’m in hurry and I don't see at surrounding. I’m really sorry.”

I bowed to that old woman. She smiled to me.

“It’s okay, young boy. I’m really fine.”

She keep that smile at her face. Uhh, I think she looks like someone.

“Ano, if it’s okay, I would like to bring your stuff to your house to express my sorry to you.”

“Well, actually I feel a little bit tired bringing these stuff. But don't you said that you’re in hurry, is it okay?”

“It’s okay, it’s not a really important things, so... it’s really okay. Let me help you bring your stuff.”

I took the things at her hand and she keep smiled. Even if I’m a playboy or whatever it is, I still have my respect to older people. So we keep walking to her house. I really want to meet Akane right now, but to show my respect to her, I think leaving my selfish desire is not a problem.

“We’re here, young boy.”

We’re stood right in front of a house that I really know.
It’s Takayanagi Residence.

“Come in, don't be shy.”


The old woman told me while keep smiled. I followed her to go to inside.

“Ah, grandma, tada – eh?! A-Airi s-s-san?!”

“Well, hello.”

“So you both already know each other~ This young boy helped me bring that stuff. Ah,you can put the stuff in the kitchen, Akane-chan will bring you there.”


“Akane-chan, can you help him? I think I forgot to watering the flower at backyard.”

“O-Okay, grandma.”

She brought me to the kitchen. We don't talk about anything. It just a calm silent. Since she’s not an active girl, and usually it was me who talk first. But I don't have anything to said to her. I just, suddenly forgot about what I want to say to her after suddenly seeing her face and knowing that the one I helped is her grand mother.

“A-Ano, do yo lived here just with your grandmother?”

“I’m the only child, my father lived at Chiba, and my mother died a couple years ago, so I just lived with grandma here.”

She said while put down one of the stuff.

“I-I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. I’ve already used to it.”

She said while gave me a weak smile. I know she missed her. I can looked that in her eyes. Like what everyone said, people’s eyes tell everything. She never told people about everything she felt, but I can read it in her eyes.

“So, can I put it here?”


I put down the stuff right beside the stuff that she hold just now. We walked back to the living room. She asked me if I want a drink or not, but I think I heard it more like she forced me to drink something as her way to say thanks to me. So I said yes.

“Here you are, Airi-san.”

“Thank you, and hey, I’ve told you to stop calling me with honorifics, right?”

“I-I’m sorry.”

“You should call me Airi like you used to.”

I pat her head and then she blushed. Hehe~ she’s really cute when she’s blushed.

After that, maybe we both don't know what to said so we just keep silent until I remember that I really want to meet her just now before I bump to her grandmother. The only thing that I want is just to meet her, heard her voice, and saw that beautiful smile of hers. So I think seeing her right now is enough.

Since it’s already late afternoon, I think I must go back to my house right now. I said goodbye to Churi’s grandmother and then Churi led me to the door. Then I just remembered something.

“Churi, do you have any appointment to do this weekend?”

“Eh? I-I don't have any, I thought.”

“Then can you go to the Summer Festival with me, just both of us?”

She suddenly blushed hearing what I said.

“I-I... m-maybe?”

“Okay then! I’ll meet you right at the cafe near the festival held at 8, don't forget to use your yukata!”

Hehe, it’s always fun to teasing her.


So here I am, waiting for Akane in front of the cafe near the festival. I’m not wearing a yukata today, so I just used my usual outfit.

From afar, I can see someone familiar wearing a pink yukata with Sakura as the motif. Is that akane? She doesn’t wear her glasses today so I don’t really sure if it’s her or not. But then I realized it’s really her.Whoah, I think she will take what I said as a joke. But, it’s not a problem, I think. W-Well, she looks really beautiful, and cute as well.


“Mou, Airi, stop looking at me like that.”

“You’re not using your glasses today, it’s a rare time~”

“Grandma said that I should wearing a contact lens when wearing a yukata, so, I’m not using it right now. Do I look weird?”

“No, you look beautiful.”

“T-Thank you.”

“So...  Shall we go now?”

I gave her my hand so she can hold to my hand since it’s really crowd at the festival and we’ll not separated. I think she’s a little bit hesistated to took my hand, but the at last she took it.

We had a fun time at festival. We played many games and bought many foods and drinks. And now, we’re still waiting for the fireworks.

“Ano, Airi, I want to buy something again. You can go first.”

“Hmm, okay,  I’ll wait for you at that park, okay? We can see clearly the fireworks from there.”

“Okay. See you there!”

So then, I went to the park. On my way, I saw Rena was happily chatting with a guy that pulled her when I confessed my feelings to her. Well, she looks really happy with him. And I don't really care about it anymore. I think, Rena is not the one that I love deeply. And I’m happy that she found the good person for her. As well as me.

Then, Rena walked back to the festival. Maybe she want to bought something. I decided to talked to that guy. But I think he’s kinda suspect me being Rena’s stalker since he looked at me with that kind of eyes.

“E-Eto I don’t want to stalk her, it just we’ve accidentally meet here. Don’t worry, I don't have any bad thing to do.”

I start to sit beside him, trying to be look like we’ve know each other well. Hehe.

“I’m Airi, Furukawa Airi. And you...”

“Matsui Jun.”

“Ah! The one that people said Rena-san twin. It’s really nice to meet you.”

“Tch, anything you said.”

“Haha, you’re funny.”

I said. Now I know why he becomes really close to Rena. She’s once tell me that there’s a guy in her class attract her because of his attitude to her.  And then, I can tell that he liked Rena, from his way when he looked and talked to her. But this guy, maybe he’s once felt hurts because of love, so then he tried to go away from it and fooling his ownself.

“You kinda close to Rena-san, I envy you.”

“Like I said, anything you said.”

“You know, stop trying to hide. You have a chance, so do it. Unless you want to feel broken for a long time and then make a mask for yourself. Again, you can’t make a same mistake twice. Do it. You don't want to feel that pain again right?”

“What do you mean?”

There, I know I’m right. Unfortunately, I can see Rena was walked to here while brought a cotton candy in her hand. I don't want to disturb their private time, so I think I must go now.

“You know it soon or later. I’ve to leave now,  Ja ne!”

I realized that maybe I’ve made Akane waiting for me at the park. So I quicken my pace so I wouldn’t make her wait for me. And I don't want to be late to see the fireworks. I’ve think about I’ll tell her my feelings right when the fireworks ended.

Yeah, I believe she’s the person. She’s the one I love deeply in my heart. I know it. Just like what Sae said to me.

“It’s love who come to us, not we who come to love.”

I just realized it when Akane somehow advoiding me for a week. I denied my feelings for her, but actually before I realized it, my love for her is already grow bigger and bigger.

“Ah, over here!”

I saw Akane waved her hand towards me.

“Sorry, I just met with my friends on my way.”

“It’s okay. The fireworks is almost started.”

After that, the fireworks starts to filled the sky. We both just focus watching it until it ends. It just too beautiful to be missed. Just like her smile.

Now, it’s the time.



“Can you give me a chance?”

“To what?”

 I hold her hand then I faced her,

“Can you give me a chance to be your boyfriend?”

She immediately blushed after hearing my words. Her blushing face, it’s cute.

“I know that I’ve told you about my feelings for Rena. But, after you start to advoiding me lately, I start to realized that I love you more that anything else. I love your smile, I love your voice, I love everything about you.”

“S-Stop it.”

“I can’t stop! These things already deppressed me! My worlds suddenly changed when you’re not by my side. I-I really love you, I-I need you more...”

She suddenly kissed my cheeks. W-Whoah, i-is she just kissed me? Right on the cheek?!

“If you can’t stop, how can I say that I love you too?”


“D-Don't make me said that twice.”

She start to looked at everywhere except my face, advoiding eye contact with me.

“I-Is that a yes?”

Then she nodded softly. I throw my arms to her and start to hugged her thightly. Then I faced her again,

“Next time, you can kiss me right on my lips.”

She hit me on my chest while I just laughing.

And again, It’s really fun to teased her.
Title: Re: Mine || Furuyanagi OS ~
Post by: Haruko on December 11, 2014, 07:14:33 AM
awww furuyanagi
Title: Re: Mine || Furuyanagi OS ~
Post by: chocholate on December 11, 2014, 02:16:36 PM
awww furuyanagi

Thank you for reading my fic :3
Title: Tell Me | WMatsui OS
Post by: chocholate on March 23, 2015, 05:04:19 PM
i'm back with another os!

well, actually i've got the idea for this one since last year, but i just finished it a couple days ago  :nervous
thank you for your help about the poster, resha! *actually she doesn't had any account here, but, well, just want to thank her again  :nervous

i'm sorry if there's any mistakes in this fic, i'm not really good in english
i hope you all like it,



Two little girl was hid behind a tree. One has a shoulder-length black hair and smile appeared on her face; while another one has a long black hair while her face just faced the ground.

“Keep it as a secret okay!”

“O-Okay, b-but is it alright to tell me your secret, Jurina-sama?”

“Rena-chan, stop calling me too formal like that. We’re friend, there’s no need to be formal in front of me. And then, of course it fine~ but you must keep it as secret!”

“O-Okay then,”

The shoulder-length haired girl brought her face near one of the long haired girl ear,

“I love you, Rena-chan.”


“Rena! Bring these things to young master room!”


Rena rushed to the kitchen where her mom shout her. For her entire life, she devoted her life for the other Matsui Family. From child, she already become the young master assistant, friend, and maybe the only person that know anything about the young master, except young master’s parents.

But, there’s another one thing about Rena that everyone don't know;

she love the young master.

She never know when is the exact time when she realized that she had that feeling for the young master; Matsui Jurina. But she know, even before 5 years ago, when Jurina said something that shocked her, she already had that feeling.

Jurina once said one thing that maybe the greatest word she ever heard in her life,

“I love you, Rena-chan.”

That word, just simple words. But for Rena, it has many meanings behind that. Even know that maybe it just a friendly love from an 11 years old girl, Rena never cared about it. The most important thing is, she love Jurina, even if the other girl never had an interest to her, it doesn’t matter.

Jurina is an important person in her life. She’s her first bestfriend, the one that know perfectly about her, the one that took her first kiss,

The one that she love deeply.

“Jurina, are you in there?”

“Un, just open the door, I’m not locking it.”

Rena entered Jurina’s room. It’s neat and tidy. Well, of course it is, Jurina is an oujosama. Even if  her true self never like a ‘real’ princess, she’s the opposite of it. She’s cheerful, reckless, and childlish. Her parents always tell her to keep her room clean so she wouldn’t bother Rena to clean her room. But even if Jurina already clean her room, Rena will always offer her to just do whatever she liked and let her clean Jurina’s room.

“Ano, my mom told me to bring these cookies to you.”

“Ah, okay, just put it here.”

Rena put down the tray then approached Jurina,

“Have a problem with your homework?”

As usual, when Jurina can’t do her homework, Rena will be always there to teach her. Rena always be the great friend for Jurina.

“Ah, yeah, a little bit. Do you still remember this?”

“Let me see. I think the way is you must multiply it with this, then move it here, and last divided it. Now you get the answer.”

“Ah, thank you Rena.”

Jurina continued her homework while Rena keep watch her. It just in case Jurina will asked her again. It’s already become Rena’s habit to be Jurina’s private teacher. Since she’s one of the smartest person in their school. Yup, they both is in the same school. It’s a prestigious high school. And of course, Rena doesn’t want to bother the Matsui Family to paid for her school, so she took a scholarship test and she made it. And now, she’s on her last year in high school, while Jurina was just start her first year in high school.


All these day, Rena have thinking about going abroad to study for her college. A prestigious college in U.K already sent her a letter that she got a scholarship in there. Rena was a little bit hesistated to take the offer. She doesn’t want to leave Japan. There’s so many things that she doesn’t want to left. Her parents, the Matsui Family, and of course, Jurina; the one that she loved.

But since a few days ago, Jurina was always advoid Rena. She doesn’t know why, since she thought that she never did anything wrong. And she’ve said sorry to her if she made a mistake to her but Jurina keep being cold and avoid her all the times. At school, and even at house. So she thought maybe Jurina wants to be a little mature person, or maybe she just want to learn to do everything by herself. Rena understand it, but when she asked her about it Jurina just gave her cold shoulder.

So Rena thought that maybe it’s not really a problem to leave Jurina. She already said about her choice to her parents, and they said it’s okay. And today, she decided to talk about it to the Matsui Family.

“Ano, Matsui-sama, t-there’s something that I want to say to you. I-It’s all about the letter.”

Matsui-sama; Jurina’s father took a sip of his coffee and then looked again to Rena.

“Ah, it’s from that college from U.K, right? So, do you already make a decision?”

“I-I think, I’ll took the offer.”

“Ahh, it’s great~ you should do whatever you like in your youth, Rena-chan.”

Rena nooded her head softly,

“You shouldn’t worried about Jurina-chan too much. She can take care of herself.”

Jurina’s mother approached her and then pat her head,

“It’s okay, just think about yourself, ne?”



Today was Rena’s graduation day. The last day of her high school day. Actually Rena never cared about the things like that, her life will go on like usual. Except that she will go to U.K to study overseas. Except that she will never hear her mother voice calling her to wake up, her father pat when she did a great things, and look at Jurina’s smile when she’s happy.


She wondered how is she doing now? Jurina, somehow she’s being really far away from Rena. She ignored Rena,  never respond to her words, and even went to school early so she wouldn’t go with Rena. It’s not really a matter with Rena, but at least, she want to know her reason why she would do that to her.

The Jurina that she know will never ignored people or advoided them. She will aproached people and make friends with them. But now, it just seems like... It’s not Jurina. She just someone in a figure of Jurina. Someone that Rena doesn’t know.

After doing many things at school, Rena immediately go back to her house; Matsui’s Family house because tomorrow she will go to U.K in the morning. Jurina’s father already helped her to find a mansion for her, and for the payment too. The owner of the mansion is one of Jurina’s father old friend, so he thinks that it’s okay if he’s the one who paid it. He said it because he can paid it whenever he wants since the owner of the mansion is his old friend. It’s a silly reason from him, but Rena knew that it just a joke and he just want to made her believe that it’s really okay. So Rena took the offer.

In front of the house gate, Rena can saw Jurina stood unpatiently while keep looked at her phone a couple times. Deep inside, Rena really want to greet Jurina, but she believe that Jurina will just ignored her. She know that Jurina doesn’t want to talk to her this time. So she just walk passed Jurina without greet her or even looked at her.

“Rena, Hey – W-Wait!” Jurina’s hand immediately took Rena’s arm to hold her after saw Rena walk passed her. Rena was shocked and stuned after heard Jurina’s voice after a long time she ignored her.

“Y-You’re really going to U.K?” Jurina said with a small voice while her face looking to the ground. Rena turned her back then replied Jurina,

“Yeah, I’m going tomorrow, sorry for not telling you this.” Jurina thighted her grip on Rena’s arm. Somehow, as her face still faced the ground, behind her long bangs, her tears starts to flow on her reddened cheeks. She cried silently with Rena keep looking at her. Her hair covered her face so Rena can’t looked to her face clearly.

“I-It’s okay, it was me, I-I’m sorry – “

“No, It’s all good, I-I must go now.”

Rena easing away Jurina’s hand from her arm and starts to walked to the front door. Honestly, she really want to talked more to Jurina, asked her why she ignored her these few months. However, after saw Jurina’s tears flowed, she hold back her words and decided to just leave her. It’s not that she don’t want to calmed her like usual; she just doesn’t want to saw Jurina crying in front of her; just before the day when she will leave Jurina.

Jurina doesn’t want her to leave her.

Jurina never want to be separated with her.


After a couple minutes crying alone in front of her house gate, Jurina wiped all of her tears and start to walk to her house. She opened the door and immediately went to her room. She ignored everybody that greet her. Her maid, her personal driver, Rena’s parents, and even her mother. She can’t think clearly and she doesn’t want to burst in to tears in front of everyone.

She walked through Rena’s room. Yup, their rooms are beside each other. It’s hard for her to think that Rena will leave her soon, and these few months she always ignored Rena and gave her cold shoulder just because a stupid childlish reason. And fortunately, her mother opened her eyes to stop being like that.


“Jurina, you’re being so cold toward Rena-chan lately, is there anything wrong?”

“Nothing, mom.”

“You shouldn’t do it to her. She’s worry about you, you know?”
“I-I know, it just... I want to convince about this feelings. I-I don't want to destroy our friendship just because I’m being selfish.”

“Loving someone is not a selfish thing, Jurina. If you love someone, then just do it. It’s not a problem if the person you loved is not loving you back. At least you’ve tried. And the offer to took a college in U.K, she has decided to took it.”

F. End

Her mother already know about the things between Jurina and Rena. She is Jurina’s number one adviser. And fortunately, she support Jurina to confess her feelings to Rena. But it just Jurina is too stuborn to do it.

She shouldn’t do it at first. She must keep become the cheerful Jurina for Rena. She realized she doesn’t want to be a selfish person, but her way to not to be like that is just so selfish. She just think about herself, she is not thinking about what Rena will feel after she become like that.

It’s painful more to Rena than to her. She wanted to say sorry to Rena, but her ‘sorry’ will never repay her fault to Rena.

“I’m really sorry, Rena.”


This morning is the last time of Rena be in Japan. In just a few minutes, she will take off to go to U.K. Everyone want to bid of farewell to her. Everybody in the Matsui Family house, except one person; Jurina.

Jurina decided to just be in her room for the rest of the day and pretend to be sick so she can be in her room all day long. It just, looking at Rena’s face will just make her want to stop Rena to go there. And of course she can’t. It’s Rena’s choice so she can’t make her stop all of her dreams just because of her.

As she walked back to her room, she walked through Rena’s room. Since the way to her room is just that, she can’t stop to walked through Rena’s room. Thinking that maybe Rena already took every things on her room, Jurina took a step to the door and opened it slowly.

So Rena doesn’t bring all of her things. Jurina thought while keep walked to the entire room. It’s almost look same like the last time she went there, nothing different particular. But then, her eyes locked on a small picture frame on Rena’s study desk. There’s a short haired girl with her wide smile and her right hand made a ‘peace’ sign and another girl with a long hair and a glasses smiled softly.

Jurina smiled while keep looking to the picture inside the frame. If just people don’t need to grown up and become a child forever, then she doesn’t need to think about love at all. She believed that it will be not this complicated.

But suddenly, she realized that there’s a piece of paper under where the picture frame placed. It writed ‘To Jurina’ on the front of the paper. She took the paper and read it carefully,

Dear Jurina,

Hey, it’s been a long time since we’ve talk to each other, right? You’ve been advoided me for, I don't know, a month? It’s really annoyed me, but I know you had a reason to did that. I understand that you don’t want to talk about it to me. If it was my fault, I’m really sorry. I don't know what is it, but I’m really sorry to make you angry or pissed.

Now, I believe you’ve sneaked to my room and then took the picture frame of us when we just a little kid back there. It’s really nostalgic, right? Seeing your smile there, it always calm me down when I’m mad. And I just want to say that, you can say your problem to me anytime and anywhere. Just depend on me. Don’t just keep it by yourself, okay? I’m your ‘best’ best friend, right? And, it’s bad for your health, you know.

And, one more. I will not help you again, so you must do everything by yourself now. It’s not like I don't want to do it, but how can I help you when I’m already at U.K? but you can call me or mail me just when you miss me, it just if you reaaallyy miss me.

I’m kidding~. You can do it everytime you want to talk to me. If you don't know how to solve your homework, or when you can’t sleep, or even when you’re frustate because something silly. Just like usual days.

Don’t forget about me, ne?



“You’re so silly, Rena-chan. How can I forget about you.” Jurina’s tears for the nth time flow down to her cheeks. That letter, it made her felt guilty more. She believe that even right now, Rena would still think about her.

If just she’s not like a coward, she will not hurt her more. Rena has been thinking about her alot all these time. Everything that she did until now, is always for the sake of Jurina. Rena always think about Jurina more that anything else, but she always think about her selfish wish.


1 year later,

Today, Rena doesn’t have any class, or even part time job. It just a day to relaxed on her mansion. Even if she can’t relaxed at all. Since the time she leaved Japan, she can’t stop to thinking about Jurina. Being here doesn’t make she forget about her, but it just made her remember about Jurina more than what she thought.

When she’s eating, take a bath, studying, before sleep and after awake, she can’t stop thinking about that girl named Matsui Jurina. She just realized that the thing that people usually said is true. Love is really stupid and crazy, but even when you know it, you don't want to stop. Even when she’s really hurts because loving Jurina, she never want to stop loving her.  When she really want to stop, but she can’t. Deep inside her heart, this feeling can’t stop to grow more and more.

While lied down on her bed, Rena opened her phone.

“Still no message or call from Jurina.” Rena mumbled to herself. All this time, she always waited for the time when Jurina finally called her. But that call never comes. Or maybe, Jurina not read the letter she made a year ago?

“Uhh, I know I shouldn’t just put it on my study desk. I should just gave it to her.” Again, Rena grumbled while her hands start to messing up her hair like she’s been in a mental hospital or something like that.
Should she just go back to Japan on the next holiday to said what she want to say to Jurina a year ago? Well, it’s not like she just want to go back to Japan just because of Jurina; well, maybe yes. But she also miss her parents, the Matsui Family, the maids, the drivers, and everyone on that house.

Yeah, maybe she need...


Eh? She thought that there’s no one would visit her... ah, maybe it’s Yamada-san – the mansion owner – she thought again. She rushed to the door and then opened it. But then, the world feels like stopped for a while after she saw the one who stand in front of her mansion door.

It was Jurina.

Jurina looked really different from her last time saw her. She let her hair grow longer, and she curled the tip of her hair. Jurina looked so, mature right now.

After for a long time facing each other face. Jurina seems to be blushed suddenly. She immediately faced the ground after realized that she took a long time to look at Rena’s face. And for Rena, just like Jurina, her face blushed and they both really looked like a red tomato.

“A-Ah, please come in.” Rena invited Jurina to entered her mansion, Jurina just followed what Rena said. After closing the door and put Jurina’s suitcase near the sofa on living room, Rena go back to the front door, but it turn out that Jurina still stood right where she stood before Rena went before,

“I-I, t-there’s something I want to tell you, a-and fortunately you’re here right now. I thought you were on your class or maybe you’re going to your workplace.” Jurina said while shuttering a little bit,

“I – Wait, why are you here? Isn’t tomorrow is the first day to go back to school in Japan? You’re not run from house or something like that, right?” Rena said then she shook Jurina’s shoulder with both of her hands.

“No!” Jurina immediately faced Rena. Her eyes looked really red. Again, she cried. Rena released her hand from Jurina’s shoulders. “It’s because I want to see you so much then I decided to go here.”

“I – after you go away, I-I start to study harder, being a good girl, so I can get an exceleration then I can go here, to see you again. So I can keep being beside you, no matter how hard it is. I just, don't want to lose you again. It’s really hard when you’re not there, Rena. It’s really hurts, when everytime I walked passed your room. It feels so empty when you’re not there.”

“I know I’ve become really selfish back there. Instead of made you happy, I just made it worst. I wan’t to say sorry to you everytime I looked at you, but my apologize for you is worthless than everything you’ve done to me. I keep advoid you even know these feelings, even I know that it’s true, and I can’t hide it anymore. I even don’t have any courage to faced you. All these things – I don't know, Rena! I don't understand it at all! I don't want to just said that it’s something that people usually said about. If it’s not, I-I don't want to hurt you anymore. Y-Your pain because of me, i-it’s enough already.”

Rena wiped Jurina’s tears,

“Then, instead of keep it all by yourself,..” Rena hugged her tightly, “You should just say it to me. It’s okay for me to be hurt, I don't want you hurt either. You’re an important person for me, Jurina. I’ve told you to just tell me everything that bother you, everything, I don't care if it will hurt me or make me happy, everything is fine as long as you’re happy.”

“Rena, I’m so sorry...”

Jurina keep repeated that words as she cried harder. She keep say sorry to Rena, while Rena herself just can say “I’m fine.” or “It’s okay.”

“I know I’ve already become a selfish person, but, R-Rena, this is will be my last selfish wish to you. I’ll not bother you again, but please, let me get my wish.”

“Please let me love you. E-Even if it’s disgusting for a girl to love a girl, but please, let me love you. Just this one, it’s my last thing I want you to let me do it. After it, I’ll go where I can leave you in peaceful for the rest of my life. I promise.”

Jurina released the hug and wiped all her tears. Then she raised her hands to Rena’s cheek, she wiped Rena’s tears away and smiled softly. She took back her suitcase then walked towards the front door,

“You can’t, Jurina. You definitely can’t do it to me.”

Jurina stopped her foot,

“There’s no way you can leave me like that! Why can you become this selfish and stupid?! You weren’t asked about what I feel about you, and, and you just want to go away like that?!”

“I-I wasn’t...”

“And how can you said that I will live in peacefulness if you’re not by my side? Being here, without you near me, I-I can’t stop thinking about you. You don’t know how desperate I am waiting for your call or mail every second in my life. And now, you said that you will go away from me, forever? I prefer die right now than to be seperated with you for the rest of my life.”

Rena approached Jurina slowly and then raised her hand to caressed Jurina’s cheek,

“R-Rena, stop it. I-It will become harder for me to leave you, i-if you’re keep doing this.”

“Then just don’t go! I’ve told you to don’t go!”

“If you keep persistent to be by my side, y-you will hurts again. I-I, i-it’s too hard to hold my feelings for you. Since we were child, I’ve know that there’s something I felt about you. Something... special. B-But then, I realized... I-I love you, and it’s make me confused, is it like what love is like? Or is it just a sister love? If just – “

Rena suddenly sealed Jurina’s lips with hers. There’s nothing to say anymore. If she’s replied her kiss, then Jurina have that feelings to her, but if Jurina doesn’t replied it or pushed her away, then what she felt now is just a sisterly love.

‘Jurina, you love me, right? So please, kiss me.’

Not long after that, Jurina kissed her. It’s a pure kiss. Not passionate, they just put all of their love in that one kiss.

“Sisters wouldn’t do what we just done, Jurina.”

“Then all these time, I really love you. I’m sorry Rena, if just I’m not doubting my feelings towards you...”

“No, don’t say sorry. It’s fine, love takes time, and I don't care if I must wait for you for my entire life.”

Jurina wiped Rena’s tears. She smiled softly then took Rena’s hand,

“Ne, Rena-chan, can we go to your room now?”

Rena immediately blushed after hearing what just Jurina said to her. She can’t stop her pervert thought about Jurina’s demand. While Jurina on the other side grinned then laughed after looked at Rena’s face.

“R-Right now?”

“I mean I don’t know where to stay right now, so maybe I can put my luggage to your room.”

“Mou, you can just said that to me.”

“Hehehe, but we can do it later, don’t worry, I’m all yours.”

Jurina entered Rena’s mansion then winked to Rena at her last word.


Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: Raizel on March 24, 2015, 02:27:09 AM
Wohoo.. :on woohoo: another fanfic about WMatsui..
Jurina can't honest to herself,  :banghead: :banghead: poor Rena to wait so long.. :smhid
Thanks for your fic chocolate-san.. :bow:
Always love it, especially when it's about Wmatsui..  :deco:
Waiting for another epic fic in the future..  :cool1:
Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: Siren on March 24, 2015, 10:40:53 AM
Woah ur back with a OS chocolate-san~  :w00t:

Love ur fic  :wub: Its cute the WMatsui  :lol:

Jurina is sometimes dense  :smhid but she always has Rena that understand her  :roll:

Waiting for another great fic from yah  XD
Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: Kirozoro on March 24, 2015, 01:12:52 PM
Wahhhh it so touched

The Wmatsui is finally together after 1 years separate  :wub:

Thank u for the OS
Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: chocholate on April 07, 2015, 10:55:47 AM
just some replies after a long time  XD

Raizel : Thank you too raizel-san!! please wait for another fic~~
Siren : Thank you for loving my fic :3 please waitt  :cathappy:
Kirozoro : Thank you too :3
Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: Haruko on April 08, 2015, 03:39:28 AM
Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: yocelin17 on February 16, 2016, 04:52:55 PM
These are very cute, i love all of your fanfic.  :cathappy:
Title: Re: Tell Me | WMatsui OS (Update)
Post by: saeyukifan on February 18, 2016, 04:33:53 AM
Chocolate-san, i just read all of your OS in this post.
They are just wonderful.
I nearly cried in the first Mayuki fic. And the second was beautiful too..
Not forgetting the wmatsui and furuyanagi.
I love the plot.
Thanks for writing.
I'll be waiting for your next OS~ :D