OOPS FELL ASLEEP IN THE PROCESS OF UPDATING =p, continuing from where I left.....
Sorry for the long wait everyone, I know it's been a long time since I've updated anything. Been having a hard time getting back into writing so instead of going straight for the heavy works that I have floating out there I decided to do a couple practice runs to get myself back into it first.
Here is a couple of random scribbles that sparked from my randomness. I decided to post two short back to back SaeYuki OS.
As usual somehow I always end up doing this late at night after being sleep deprived and is hanging only because I overdose on coffee.
Actually I think I'm starting to hallucinate, only got 6 hours of sleep in the last 36hours...
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Special thanks to the brave AFLynx that volunteered to check my writing for errors and did a bit of cleaning up
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*Note that both short OS are NOT related, the only similarity is they are both SaeYuki 
I wish... (SaeYuki)
*Sae's POV*
I don't want it to be just a show. I wish love can be this perfect just like our acting for this stage. No I don't want it to end either. Let love be like a game that I can play on forever.
We all have a past - those days when a kiss goodbye was there is to it but no matter how many times you failed, you always long for that feeling of love and to be loved again. It’s just like a game that we don't want to give up on until we beat the boss.
"Sae, Sae! Are you okay? You missed your cue." Yuki pointed out as she glanced over her script for Infinity.
"Ah, sorry Yukirin, I was trying to remember my lines and I kind of zoned out for a bit." I replied, embarrassed for being distracted when everyone is working hard for their performance.
"It's okay, let's start again," you said with that encouraging smile that almost melted away the strength that is holding me up.
"Maria! That day, in the roaring of thunders you and me were torn away from each other," I started reading out my lines as I moved from behind Yukirin.
"Ruka!" I watch her step forward and shouted out to the sky as planned.
With steady steps I moved until I was directly behind her, so close that I can smell the blossom fragrance from her hair, her height just perfect for my arms to circle around her thin waist.
"NO! NO! NO! Sae you are supposed to wrap your cape around Maria and encircle your arms around the neck not the waist!" one of our instructors belt out as I once again made another mistake when my arms moved on their own. I stepped back for a couple of steps and started again this time acting out the scene correctly.
"Why? You've been searching for me for 250 years?" Yukirin started her lines once again.
"Maria, Because I love you!" It took all my effort and concentration to speak out my next lines as my body is mesmerized by the way her back leans against me, the feeling of heat through the thin fabric of our t-shirts.
"But... we belong to different worlds," she continued while breaking out of my embrace. I swear I saw the same longing emotions in her eyes when we separated.
"After tonight, something will change."
"Okay! Good! Let's take a break here before we continue with the next scene. Sae, please be more familiar with your script."
"Sorry, I will correct my mistakes. Please continue to lead us." I said with a 90 degree bow to show my sincerity.
We all worked hard together to put together this act of Infinity. For what seem like a long time we will always be together practicing our lines, our actions, our emotions. Each touch sparks a new flame in my heart where my love burns bright for you - I wish this wasn't only a performance. I wish for us to break this distance that is keeping us apart, the delicate gestures we share I don't want to believe it all fake. Those hugs we shared feels perfect, I don't know if I could continue knowing I can never feel your warmth, your touches, your lips.
We continue to practice our scenes alone, working to perfect every detail for our first stage together, a memory that we both cherished.
"Why? You've been searching for me?" Yukirin suddenly turned to ask me when we were alone in the theatre working on our lines. I paused for a second waiting for her to finish her line but it never came. I looked into her eyes and finally, I understand.
"Yukirin, it's because I love you," I said while I closed our distance, allowing my arms to subconsciously wrap themselves around her waist.
"Sae, I..." I didn't let her finish, as I closed my lips around hers. I don't need words, your actions has told me enough. I tighten my arms to draw you closer feeling you push yourself against me while we share our love through a kiss in the middle of the stage, a place we called home, a place only for us, a theatre named AKB48.
I don't want this to be just a dream…
This isn't only a show…
This is SaeYuki of Infinity.
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*NOTE - This 2nd OS is not related to the one above, it is a separate story. ~~~~~~~~
I Should Have... (SaeYuki)
*Yuki's POV*
I know, I should have...
I shouldn't have expected anything from you, my heart should've died but why can't I let go. I shouldn't have stayed only to be broken once again.
I watched you from afar. I saw you with her but you pretended not to notice, ignoring my feelings when I asked you for an answer, exploring the depth with questions. Who was it that you held last night? Of course I never had the strength to ask you directly because I was afraid of what you would say, but I know, I already knew, I should've...
But I continue to hope for a change. Hoping you would change.
You two met at a cafe, the same cafe that we used to spend our Saturday afternoons together. It only took one moment and already I lost you forever. I was running late that rainy afternoon, I ran all the way from the bus stop to the café, hoping that you won't have to wait any longer…
But I was too late, I was already replaced.
That smile that you gave her, all those small gestures and the way you played with her hair... I watched from afar as the sky continues to cry for me.
Every night I laid in the dark, trying to forget this loneliness, hoping the pain would go away. I sat on the balcony looking at sky ignoring the dust that covers your spot beside me.
Those nights I hid behind the doors crying as I listen to the words you exchanged with her, those words of promises that should have been mine.
Why?
"I believe it was faith that brought us together, my princess," Sae spoke softly to the girl lying with her, "I'm willing to bet my life just to be with you."
"Chiyuu~ Do you really mean it?" I heard her ask, as I continue to shed the last of my tears.
"I'm already intoxicated by your beauty, addicted to your smell and captivated by your taste,"
*giggles* "Stop that tickles, Sae! Not n...." The room was once without words with only the sound of shuffling of the sheets. Both occupants ignorant of the silently sobbing owner of the house.
I shouldn't have expected anything from you, I should've left. I shouldn't have stayed to live in this tormenting cage that I left myself trapped in.
I expected for you to change after all these years… I hope you would grow out of your habits but it was all a wait for nothing…
Only a painful wait for a future that never existed.
I should have...
It only took a moment for me to love you, but it took me a lifetime to forget. Will you still remember me after this?
Sae...
Will you?
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"YUKI! YUKIRIN! TOMOMI, CALL THE AMBULANCE! YUKI! NO!"
I finally felt your strong arms around me, I can't remember the last time you held me.
It's been too long.
"Sae, I'm cold," I spoke weakly as I felt my energy slowly drain away.
My life flashed through my mind like a film.
"Yuki, stay awake... open your eyes,"
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