Writing Meme – KumiRena
Theme: Want/Desire
OTP: KumiRena
NOTE: I'm going to begin putting the OTP in the subject now since I didn't get a reply. And this was almost 3 pages long~
For the first time in Yagami Kumi’s life, it didn’t hit her that her life could be ending in any passing second of her life until now. One hand in the page she had on her right side, she gripped the paper in her hand and pulled it out to look at the once straightened paper. Her eyes skimmed on the inked letters again.
Although it was already processed into her mind, her heart had yet to face the reality of it. A painful cough came out of her mouth. She leaned against the wall for a small break.
Maybe it was a good thing that her heart wasn’t accepting the fact right now. At least she could pretend to lead a plain normal life for the time being. This wasn’t a thorn on her back at all. And whatever happened would happen. If she died, she would die. It wasn’t like she had the money to do anything about it.
Quickly she crumpled the paper into a ball and stuffed it back into her bag. Upon entering, she was met with her co-worker, best friend, and co-owner of the café who was struggling to pull the shirt down to fit her head.
Kumi looked at her oddly before asking, “Um… Rena… do you need help?”
“Yes, please!”
Kumi unzipped the first few centimeters of the upper uniform at the back so it would be easier. Then easily, she pulled the shirt down to fit with Rena’s body and zipped it back up, “There you go!”
Rena thanked Kumi and hugged her. She pulled her pants to fit a belt onto her hips, “Should I be Ren today or Rena?”
“Whatever you want, but you’re already kind of dressed as Ren,” Kumi said. “I don’t feel like dressing up today so I’m going to be myself.”
“Yeah, it’d be pretty bothersome to change into the other after you helped me with this one,” Rena said, deciding quickly and pulled a dark-haired wig from one of the other smaller lockers with her name on it. She tied her hair up and put on a wig cap before fitting the black wig onto her head and fixed the hair strands to try a more natural look, “So how was class today? Did it suck?”
Kumi nodded before realizing that Rena wasn’t exactly looking at her. She then answered her vocally. She coughed again, sounding a bit better but feeling a bit worse on her part. She hammered lightly at her chest to relieve it, which harbored a look from Rena.
Rena walked to Kumi and placed a hand on her shoulder, “Hey, you okay, Kuumin?”
“Girls would die to hear you say that to them with that look,” Kumi chuckled, putting on the last of her outfit which turned out to be a maid outfit. “But yes, I’m okay. I stayed up all night last night to finish a paper and didn’t feel well this morning when I woke up.”
The older girl raised an eyebrow, “You should’ve called. I would’ve let you let stay home today.”
“I don’t want privilege,” Kumi said, patting the other girl’s arm and sitting down at the makeup area to fix her hair.
Rena shrugged and headed for the door before Kumi called out to her.
“Hey Rena?” Kumi said while she turned to the door where Rena was about to exit from. Her eyes spoke of pure curiosity and a tiny spark of hope. “Say the world ended was ending soon, and you along with it. What would you do?”
“I’d probably take a day off from work to finish my ever-so-long bucket list,” Rena said. “Whatever I liked, really.”
“What if you just died? What would you want us to do? Then me, what would you do?”
“When the time comes, I guess we’ll figure it out,” Rena said, but she squinted at the last question. “Why are you asking these questions? Is there something wrong?”
Kumi smiled and shook her head, “No, it’s just for a statistic I’m doing for psychology.”
Just as Rena finally left, Kumi left out another horrible cough that nearly ripped out of her chest.
Many days later, Kumi wasn’t aware with what happened. She woke up, but she couldn’t hear anything. Her eyes met with brightness and she squinted at it.
It hurt, she realized. Her eyes watered, it really fucking hurt.
Her chest was in pain and her eyes were struggling to meet with the brightness that was poisoning her eyes. Her throat was unpleasantly dry and it almost hurt to move. Soon, sounds of soft beeping crept up onto her.
‘Ah… is this the hospital?’
Starting with her feet, she moved her toes, checking with her eyes closed as she counted. Then as she moved her fingers, she felt the warmth of a hand on her left.
“Kumi,” said the owner of the hand. “You’re so stupid. How could you not tell anyone you were sick?”
Finally, her eyes were adapting to the brightness but she didn’t dare look at the person on her left. Her tears were beginning to flow out of the sockets of her eyes. Despite her raspy and pain invoking throat, she replied, “I’m sorry, Rena.”
She knew Rena was crying, or has been crying. The broken voice of the other told her everything. Rena began to load off about how everyone felt when they heard about her collapsing in school, how stupid she was for not saying anything, how hurt she felt for not being told, how much panic had risen in the others when it happened and so on.
Kumi felt every emotion in the words that Rena spoke: pain, hurt, and sorrow from her state, and happiness from the fact that she was awake and alive. Kumi really wanted to cover eyes as she cried but figured the needle on her right would hurt if she moved.
“I’m sorry,” Kumi said in a quiet voice. “I’m so so sorry.”
With this, it occurred to her that she wanted to live. She wanted to live more than what she didn’t sign for. She cursed the gods, but knew that this must have been to atone for her past life’s sins.
Still… she really wanted to continue to live.