I r.a.r.e.l.y. dream of H!P girls, even during my prime H!P fandom times I'd have a dream like every few months and they only played small parts in a bigger dream, but last night I had probably the first exclusively H!P dream and to top it off: about MIKI!!!!!
I was in a building that looked exactly like the community hall of my hometown only that this was Japan. I was there with three other girls. We were sitting in the first row right in front of the stage and were waiting for something. To my left sat "the biggest Miki fangirl of JPH!P, who got her letter read on DMN and has been to several of her concerts before" (now who could that be?
), next to her sat a girl I didn't know, for a while I thought she looked like Ogawa, next to her sat a girl who looked like Ami from SM Live Action.
Suddenly out of nowhere Miki was there in front of us, she wore a dark gray suit with a skirt and white blouse underneath, she looked like the hottest OL.
I don't know where she came from. She didn't even go on stage but stayed there on audience level like 3 meters in front of us. Without further introduction music started and she started singing her new song.
The song sounded not like enka at all, more like Namie Amuro xD And I thought "wow, she finally fulfilled her dream of becoming like Namie"
She was kind of dancing along to her tune, but it looked more awkward and funny, like she was too lazy to even move her feet.
Then she looked at the biggest Miki fangirl *cough*Fenrir*cough* and smiled at her like she was recognising her. In the middle of the song Miki came over and hugged her and I was like O_O and reached out my hand to touch one hairstrand that had fallen on her arm all the while thinking "please don't notice, I'll look like a pervert", but she did notice, because I still held the strand when she pulled away from Fen xD
Then she walked around the rows of seats and I turned in my seat to follow her with my eyes. The audience was completely mixed, male, female, from 14-60 years, just how it should be. But they looked straight forward like robots.
When she was back to the front I thought "you must have noticed the gaijin sitting next to your NO1 fangirl, please I came all this way, I want a hug, too" and like she read my mind she came over and ... touched my right hand, she didn't smile, but it wasn't a death glare either, a strange mixture
Then she went over to "Ami" and did the same.
The song was coming to an end and Miki made a gesture at Fen and she and the unknown girl next to her went forward to her and she signed some stuff for them.
Ami and I were looking at each other clueless and I said "do you think she ment us as well? but we haven't brought anything to sign"
Then Ami jumped up, pointed to the front and exclaimed "Promo CD!"
I looked to the stage and there was a long table with goods (how did they put up all that in a mere few seconds?
) Photobooks, DVD's I had never seen before and a staple CD's with a big sign stating "Promo CD 500 Yen" Ami was already there buying one, so was the rest of the audience.
But I didn't have any japanese money with me!!!! DUH!
I saw Miki, Fen and Ami disappear behind the stage, I wanted to get up and follow them but I was clued to my chair. I wanted to shout "please, think of me and let her sign somehting for me!" but that didn't work either.
Suddenly there came a voice over the speakers saying something like: this song was by Leona Lewis.
I looked around but no one else seemed to have noticed. I was completely bewildered, this was Miki's song, I had heard her voice, how could it be by Leona Lewis? Maybe she wrote it for her?
I started wandering around the venue a bit then went outside to wait for my "friends"
Then I woke up! My right hand was so hard cramped into a fist that it hurt! And my heart was beating really hard in my chest, like I just had a nightmare. This dream was so intense and detailed, phew.
By the way the song Miki sang was this one:
I was sleeping next to the radio