So.. since right now the words are swimming in my head, here is Chapter 3
*edited: proof-read and beta-ed by love-wars-elizabeth
I walked to my hospital room door again… and stopped myself… again. Sigh….at this point, I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve done this since sometime yesterday. Since Dance told me about you being hospitalized too. Speaking of Dance, she came by again, as she said she would. Dance said Geki had beat Gakuran, who was now in a worse condition than the Kabuki Sisters. Dance was so afraid of Geki that she stuttered and stumbled with her words whenever she talked about Geki. Remembering how scared she was makes me smile. I hope Geki won’t overdo it. It’ll be bad if she gets sent to the reform school again. An angry Yuko-san is something no one should have to deal with.
Yuko-san and Sado-san were really mad at her when Geki told us what she had done. Tough I personally agreed with Geki`s action. That guy really needs to get his lesson. And who can teach him better than Geki? He needed to know it was never a good idea to messing around with Rappapa`s Queen and leave her for another women when she needed him the most. What’s funny is that, Black was angrier than our leader. Black dragged Geki outside the Rappapa Room to talk alone. It left us stunned.
If anyone else outside of us Queens had dragged her out of there, the only thing that would have been left of them was their name. But it still surprised us to see Geki let another drag her like that. Oh, and by ‘us’, I mean myself, Torigoya, Sado-san and Yuko-san. Our underlings were not around at that time. Lucky for Geki they weren’t, because if they had been, and saw her then..
That moment always make me laugh whenever I remember that. Especially Geki`s face when they got back to Rappapa room after a few minutes. She was stunned. Her face was expressionless, but really, I mean really, red. And Black had this smirk on her, usually expressionless, face. I really don’t wanna know how Black did that. But, I’m thankful to her for giving us some good moment to memories. If Dance saw that, she won’t be afraid of Geki as much as she is now. During her short sane moments, Geki is actually a good friend.
Despite what others may think, we, as in the Shitennou and our leader, are actually your everyday high school girls. Sure, we’re yankee, we’re strong, we love to fight. But we also have a good bond as friends. At first, our only simularities are the fact that we’re strong and we love to fight. But, with Yuko-san’s guidance, we were able to befriend each other. We might not tell each other all of our feelings and problems, but trust has never been an issue with us. Sure, I’m not as close to them as close as I was to her, but I know they trust me as I do them. That bond is basically what lead us to the top of Majijo.
“Oy, Kabuki Sister, I’ll visit you again later.” Daruma’s voice shook me out of my thought. I frown. Why does she have to yell like that in hospital? As if she trying to reminds me of her presence only three room away from mine. And shortly I can hear some nurse scolds her for being loud.
“Sigh… Do I have to visit her too?” I ask myself.
Should I visit her or not? This question has been running in my head since yesterday. And I had to argue with myself constantly because of it. It always started like this: I’ll be gathering my courage to go visit her, and considering how much I miss her, I would start to walk to her room. Then my insecurities strike me down. I was afraid, you know. Afraid for my reputation; afraid my pride would be stomped on again. And most of all, I was afraid to see her reaction. Yes, I, Shibuya, one of the Queen of Rappapa, the strongest gank in Majijo, afraid to Ookabuki. To her reaction actually. Laugh all you want at that.
Since when I was become a chicken like this? I had promised myself to not be a coward anymore. I frown at my own self.
“Stop being a cowards, just go see her.” I told myself. “No one from school will know.”
There’s her sister, but I think I can handle her and shut her mouth. Even if Dance seems to know, she won’t betray me. And more importantly, Yuko-san herself told me to not run from my feeling. I never told her, but she still knew.
During one of our rare alone moment in the Rappapa Club Room a few months back, Yuko-san asked to me, “What will you do about one of the Kabuki Sisters? How much longer will you keep your feelings inside?”
I was shocked. All I can do just turn to look at her and gaped liked a fish. When I asked her how she knew about this, Yuko-san gave me her trade-mark squirrel look-alike smile and said, “You’re one of my Queens, of course I know.” When she saw the horror in my face, she quickly added, “Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone about this. Not even Sado. You covered it up pretty nicely, in fact. I don’t think the others know. But, you have to be careful, especially when Dance is around you.”
“You can’t keep you feelings locked up forever. It’ll blow you up in your face sooner or later.” Yuko-san said while she locked her eyes with me. “It’ll be bad for our reputation. Perhaps even though you finally confront her on it, the two of you still have to act as if nothing happened in front of everyone. For the sake of our reputation.”
Yuko-san cut our eye-contact and turned around to the window to watch the view of Majijo below. “I don’t know what happened between the two of you or if you even have history with her. All I know is, right now one of my Queens suffering from it. And I don’t like it.”
“As you said, Yuko-san, it’s for the sake of Rappapa’s reputation. I can’t tarnish it just because of my selfish need.” I said to her.
“Baka!!” Yuko-san yelled at me, which made me jump a little. “There is only a few months left to graduation. Do you want to let things slide away like that?!”
Yuko-san turned around and bore her gaze into mine again. “When I said reputation… What I meant is that you should be careful and watch how you act in front of others. Not that I’m telling you to never tell her. I know she won’t tell other students about it. She is Ookabuki, after all. One of the lone wolf yankees.” She smirked at me. “Now tell me something since I’m really curious here. Why her of all people? I know she’s hot and all, but why her? I didn’t even know you were into girls before I realized…well, realized about you liking her and all.”
Somehow hearing someone else say she’s hot irked me (even though she is. Hot, I mean). “Should I tell that to Torigoya? I’m sure she will be ‘happy’ to hear your opinion about Ookabuki.” I couldn’t stop myself from teasing her back. When she glared at me, though, I said, “I won’t tell her. Since she’ll ask why we were even talking about Ookabuki." I smirked back. “She’s my childhood friend. I don’t think she remembersme, though. But, why her indeed…”
Yuko-san gave me her smile and said, “You have to tell her. Maybe she also likes you. Maybe she also thinks you have forgotten her. Don’t waste any more time. Life is short, you know. You can die before you know it. Get ill, or something. Talk to her.” She patted my shoulder. “I didn’t pick a chicken to be one of my Queens.” She said with a smirk.
Yuko-san was right. Life is too short. Yuko-san’s hospitalized because of her illness now. And I’m not a chicken. I have to talk to her. And the timing’s perfect too, since both of us are not in school. I get off from my bed, grab my jacket (my white trainer jacket, not my Rappapa jacket) and headed to her room.
I knock the door twice. I hear a soft “come in”. And come face to face with…
@ sieka: Geki is crazy... but I like her character. Majisuka won't be as awesome as it is without her. Like most Rappapa, Shibuya is actually good at hiding her stuff. Dance just know her really well. As for the others reaction, well, I don't know yet. We'll se about that.
@sakura_drop_: doing house chore? er... i have to clean up my room too *just remembered it*
Ah, well, i write the next chapter first LOL. I'm living on my own after all. No one will see the mess
@XxRoByNxX78: yes, Dance is not just an underling, I can say she's a friend of Shibuya. Even though they wont admit it. LOL
Thanks for reading, guys.
Got the title. Thanks for your suggestion guys.