♥~Takamini fanfics~♥ "I'm crying"- Ch5 (KojiYuuMariMiiMina) 02.13

[chibi-midgetlove]

I'm just going to post a contents page, so that people can find the chapters more easier, when I start posting more

Contents- "I'm crying"
-Prologue
-Chapter 1
-Chapter 2
-Chapter 3
-Chapter 4

[chibi-midgetlove]

I'm back from holidays
And I was looking at our Christmas tree and I just thought of writing now 
I still haven't made the official pairings for this story yet so I'll just think about it while writing

I hope you guys like it <3

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Prologue
Yuko POV
The winter sky seems so beautiful. The stars shine brighter than anything. The smell of the fireplace for the houses nearby this gigantic Christmas tree.
Everything makes Christmas seem beautiful.

Ring Ring
It seems that the call is from the person I've been waiting for, for a long time.
'Haruna! I've been waiting for you for a long time where are you!?'
"Yuuchan... I want to break up."
An arrow strikes through my heart.
Once.
Wait...I don't think I heard right........................
'Haruna, what did you say?'
I forget to breathe...
"Yucchan, I like someone else..."
I can hear Haruna's voice starting to shake..
I don't want to hear anymore.. I just want to cut the phone off now...
The second arrow strikes though my heart.
Twice.
"I'm really sorry... But... it seems that I like Marichan..."
I thought so... Marichan, right..
Haruna always had this spark.
But that spark seemed to shine brightest when she was around Marichan.
I was always aware of that and even jealous, but I never thought things would turn like this..
"I know that if I told you I would definitely hurt you but you're still an irreplaceable important friend so I don't want to tell you before I really break your heart."
The final arrow strikes through my heart.
Thrice.
What do you mean, Haruna? "Before you really break my heart?" you say?
My heart is really broken, you just shot the final arrow...
"I'm sorry Yuuchan. I know I can never make up for this. But please remember your still a very important best friend so please take care of yourself... Bye..."
Beep Beep

My throat is now dry I don't think I can even talk.
'Haha...' I'm laughing right now..
'Hahahhahahaha!'
I laugh even louder, now everyone is looking at me.. But I don't care and I keep laughing
Everyone here by this Christmas tree must think I'm going mental.
People always say that when you laugh it's good for your mental status but it doesn't seem to be helping me...
I fall to the ground as I bury my face into my hands.

'Ha...'
I can't laugh anymore...
Santa, why did you give me this Christmas present?
You know I was expecting to be happy, cheerful and warm with Haruna...

The Christmas I've always loved since I was a child...
I look up but now I can't even see the stars that were shining so brightly, nor the winter sky...
It's the worst Christmas I've ever had...



I feel a teardrop tickle down my cheek.
I'm crying
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I know this is such a sad prologue but I promise (?) that I'll try to make it happy
I hope you guys liked it (even though its so sad )

I totally forgot but Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates it and doesn't 

[Tam_atsu]

So sad 
Please make this kojiyuu with happy ending pleasee!! 

[chuppachup]

what a sad Prologue

what a sad story for yuuchan

and i want to know the reason why haruna did that...
so please update soon

[haruhi16]

What a heart-breaking christmas present.

[Tam_atsu]

Update pleasee 

[chibi-midgetlove]

@Tam_atsu Hehe... Because you asked me to update, here's your update
@chuppachup I feel so sorry for Yuuchan as well but I'm pretty sure she's going to be one of the happy <3
@haruhi16 Don't worry I'm pretty sure Yuuchan had a better present then this

I just thought of this plot and I know that people are going to hate me for this

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Chapter 1
Haruna POV
-At the hospital
"Haruna, are you sure that was OK for you?" Mariko asks as she hands me a handkerchief.
My make-up is all smudged and I try to wipe it off but it just smudges more.
'Marichan... Marichan...'
'What should I do...?' My hand is shaking.
"Haruna... I don't know if you did the right thing but.... I just wanted to let you know that I'll be by your side... Even if you...." Marichan stops.
I know Marichan is finding it hard to let the few words that I know is going to be said.




".... "

"... Even if you don't love me." Marichan manages to say.
Marichan holds me in her embrace. I  can feel her shaking as well.
"Haruna, I never told you but I like you. I know that you like Yuko still so I know you can't respond to my feelings. I don't need a response. But... Please just be happy." Marichan smiles.
Her embrace is turning tighter as I feel a drip of tear on my shirt.
I never knew that... Marichan had feelings for me?
But like she knows, I can't return those feelings.

'Sorry... I'm sorry Marichan" I whisper to her as she cries more on my shoulder.




Ne, Yuuchan, I know its impossible now but I just wanted to say...

I still love you.
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My stories sounds complicated
I don't think people understand it but I'll describe it properly next chapter.
Sorry for the really short chapters

[Tam_atsu]

Surely this will be a kojiyuu!!!!
...... Please make it kojiyuu hehe 
Why are they at the hospital??? 
Why did nyan nyan decided to break up with yuko if she still love yuko?? 
So many questions! Haha!
Thanks for the update!!! 

[freakymonday]

Ha!! That's more I like it!!!!! Love this.

[chibi-midgetlove]

＠Tam_atsu Your question will probably be answered after the next chapter
＠freakymonday Thank you, I'm glad you like it

I'm having trouble with this fic because I seem to have all these ideas but then if I use them I'm not sure if I can continue the story properly..
But this chapter I don't seem to have any problems (not that I can think of) so I'll just write this one right now


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Chapter 2
Yuko POV
-At the Christmas tree
All these couples seem to be so happy as they hold hands with each other as they smile.
But there are even people that aren't smiling. But for some reason, they all seem to be happy from my perspective...

I've been crouching on the cold, wet floor for 15 minutes already.
It feels so cold, my teeth are chattering and my whole body feels freezing and it shakes.
But I still stay crouching on the floor because I just feel that even if I freeze to death it doesn't matter anymore.

Now that even if I die or not- no one would care.
"Haha..." Maybe just dying here would be much easier than living.

I don't know whats wrong with me I used to be so positive.
I guess its all because there's no point in living now...




"Excuse me, are you alright?" I here a sweet voice nearby call out to me, very gently.

I lift my face up that was buried in my hands and I turn it over to look at the person that had been calling me.
I see a small girl wearing ribbons around my age and height- bending over.
These two large sparkling eyes look right through me.

"Your face seems so pale... You've been on the floor for 30 minutes now... Hmm... Lets see.. Wear this!!" You say to me as you take off your warm looking coat as you put it on me. You seem to be the energetic type.

"And... Have this!!" You say to me as you put your hot but not too hot- hot chocolate cup against my cheek gently.
"Hehe," you laugh as you squint your eyes- smile and show your two deep dimples, while tilting your head to the side.

"Thank you" I manage to say as I smile very softly.
I'm not sure how I can smile after I had been dumped but it seems that this person has this sparkling aura, that makes you feels safe and happy.

"Your welcome~ My name is Takahashi Minami. What is your name?" Minami asks.

"My name is Oshima Yuko... " I say.

"Well Oshima-san... I think you should care about yourself more because I'm sure there are people that does care abo-"
"No one does!" I scream.
I can see that Minami seems surprised.
“I’m sure there is. There are you parents, your relatives and your friends…” Minami softens her voice and smiles sweetly.
My friends…
Then I remember Haruna’s words…
"I'm sorry Yuuchan. I know I can never make up for this. But please remember you’re still a very important best friend so please take care of yourself... Bye..."
Minami’s right I do have people that care about me.
Haruna said that she wants me to take care of myself. Even if she doesn’t love me, I have to take care of myself- or I would make Haruna sad…
“Whatt!? Oshima-san… Are you alright, I didn’t mean to make you cry…” Minami apologises as I start to weep again.
“No… It’s not your fault. I’m going to go home now. Thank you so much again… Please take this as a small token of appreciation” I say as I hand her this moon-shaped necklace which had this beautiful diamond in the middle. That necklace was actually something I had planned on giving to Haruna… But it seems that it’s no use if I give it to her…
‘No-no-no~!!! I can’t take this. It seems s-‘
“Please take it! I don’t want to see that necklace ever again… I was planning to throw it away but I think it’s such a waste!” I shout as I shove it at her, along with her coat and run away of embarrassment to my actions.
“Thank you” I say quietly as I run.
Yes, thank you Minami… I doubt that I would ever see you again but thank you so much. Your warmth and kindness made me want to try again with love even if the road is bumpy and there seems to be no light.

I run back home as I huff and puff as all I can think of is Haruna.

Haruna, Haruna, Haruna!
Why did you do this to me?

I should feel angry and betrayed but I can't seem to feel that way…





Haruna, I still love you.
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Thank you for reading and if possible please give me some feedback on which direction this fic should go~

[freakymonday]

Its good.. they should just get back together~~~~

[arrow27]

Woah awesome fic Poor Yuko and poor Haruna! Minami was so sweet though!!! *___*
Thanks for the update! I look forward to the  next

[Rachel431]

Ah so sad   I weirdly want yuko and minami to give it a try hehe

[chibi-midgetlove]

@freakymonday Hehe... I don't know if Kojiyuu will definitely go back together though
@arrow27 Poor everyone Thank you arrow-san~  <3
@Racheal431 Tehe, Takayuu shipper? That might happen though

Thank you for all the feedback~ <3
I now kinda know how I want to head this story

Well I hope you like the next chapter~

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Chapter 3
Mariko POV
Haruna, Mariko and Yuko- we were always known as the 3 best friends since primary school.
I always had an unrequited love towards Haruna and I still do.
Yesterday, Christmas was the day my life, Haruna's life and Yuko's life changed the most.
I never expected something like "that" to happen...

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- Flashback
Ring, Ring
"Hello, Marichan? This is Haruna... Can you come to the hospital right now...?"
....!!! What Haruna is at the hospital...!?
"Haruna!! Daijoubu!? I'll come right away!" I say...
Beep, beep...

-At the hospital
"Haruna!!" I shout as I see her holding a tissue in her hand wiping her eyes.
"Marichan..." Haruna says very quietly as if she's whispering to someone.
"Marichan..."
"Marichan......"
"Marichan!" Haruna keeps repeating and chanting my name over and over again.
"Yes Haruna! Whats wrong!?" I literally shout. I don't normally shout but right now I can't control myself...
"Yuuchan and I..." Haruna continues as her voice starts shaking.


"..."
The whole world seems to be only Haruna and I in this dark room with a long pause.


"I had a check-up today... And..."
Haruna seems like she is about to throw up... So I run to her and hug her to comfort her.


"..."


"It seems like... Yuuchan and I are long- lost sisters..."
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Yes... This is the whole reason to why Haruna asked to break up with Yuko.
I asked Haruna if she was going to tell Yuko about this but she said that she would keep it a secret that only we know of and no-one else.
Haruna explained that her little sister the one that was born on the same day as Yuko wasn't actually her real sister and Yuko was and somehow the babies accidently got swapped...


"Marichan~!" Haruna calls out energetically as she comes out of her house wearing her school uniform.
I know that Haruna called out energetically so that she can try and over come everything....

But in my eyes, all I see is the Haruna that has eyes that are darkly swollen as if she had been crying her eyes out the whole night...

"Hehe.." Haruna giggles...

"Haha... Marichan, why do you seem so sad?"


Haruna...
That's because I can see tears inside your heartless eyes.

You're crying...

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I feel so sorry for everyone now (even though I wrote it)

[lovemariharu]

Reading at the title.. So complicated..

Kojiharu~Yuko.. but then.. Mariko~Haruna? then.. Takamina~Yuko..

Hm.. Does this mean Mariko ends up with Haruna, while Takamina and Yuko?
Mariko got no other pairing besides Haruna O: O: so does Takamina..

If it is, then I'm going to be SUPER excited..
Well, you know what I mean..

[korin48]

Yuko and Haruna are long lost sisters, huh? 
If Yuko learns this, she probably wont accept it... 
Please update soon! 

[Tam_atsu]

This should be a kojiyuu!!! 
Update soon 

[haruhi16]

Ehh? Long lost sister? That is impossible!
I feel sad for the both of them though

[chibi-midgetlove]

@lovemariharu Hehe, it might be what you think, it might not 
@correnereyes Hmm... But Yuuchan has a really open heart, she might accept it still
@Tam_atsu I don't know, maybe it will be~~ 
@haruhi16 Yeah, I feel sorry for them too... But its not for real so don't worry

Even though I said some comments above I've pretty much chosen the pairings already~
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Yuko POV
Chapter 4
"Good bye, Yuuchan..."
'Haruna, why? I love you!!!!'
"I'm sorry... I have no choice..."
'Wait... Haruna....'
"I loved you, Yuuchan..."
'Haruna..? Haruna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
"HARUNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I shout as I wake up and find myself on my bed.
What? A dream? Was last night a dream as well?

I look at the alarm clock and find the date 26th of December...
Haha... I find myself an idiot, how can I possibly have hope to think that it was a dream.

I remember last night I stayed up until a long time sending a message to Haruna, so I check my phone.
Inbox (0)
*sigh* I guess she didn't reply...
Anyway, I must have fallen asleep without realising last night...

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-At school
I run to my classroom quickly so that I wont have to see Haruna.
I can't see her right now....
Not with the dark clouds around my eyes and my reds cheeks that indicate that I was crying all night...
And more importantly I don't know how to act, or what to say to her...

Ne, Haruna... What can I do?


"YUKO~~~!!!!" I see my Gachapin friend run up to me with her arms wide open and a big smile on her face.
"Yuko!? What's wrong Yuko!?" I can see Miichan looking surprised at me because I'm not smiling unlike my usual self where I always seem to be having a sincere perverted smile.
'Miichan... I got dumped by Haruna, haha...' I manage to laugh it off.
Miichan doesn't say anything for a few seconds as she examines me.
"Yuko..." She finally says.
"I won't ask you anything. I'll just lend you my shoulder for now..." Miichan says as she pulls me into a big hug.

I bury my face into her shoulder and cry loudly.
Miichan...
I really like those parts about how much you care about your friends.
Thank you.



"Alright girls! Class is starting. Please get to you're seats now!"
Miichan and I quickly move back to our seats as we are afraid of getting in trouble by Mrs Hiller.
Mrs Hiller is well known for being really nice when people listen to her- so everyone tries to keep her happy.

"Thank you girls," Mrs Hiller smiles.
"I have a pleasant announcement to make today."
Miichan and I quickly exchange glances over at each other.

"I will like to introduce a new family member to our big family." Mrs Hiller seems to be very excited for some reason.





*squeak* The door creaks open.



WHAT!? I can't believe my eyes...
The class guys all seem to be drooling over the table.

"Hello, my name is Takahashi Minami. Please take care of me."

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Yes, Takamina is back~

[cisda83]

Yeah... takamina is back....

Well the story is full of heart breaking scene for Yuko...

The story is getting interesting... Thank you

Hope to see your next soon