LOL..I find it interesting to read this story again...
I actually totally forgot how it end..so..yeah...I will update with u later too..huhu..
gonna read it later too..wow...interesting...lol..impress by my own story... HOPE U ENJOY IT!!!
4TH PART of this title..its quite long..without I realize it..its 8 page in total..in microsoft word..huhu..^,^
“Areum..u need to go on stage too…” the staff of the event said to Areum that currently have some make up applied by their stylish for the group performance.
“Why??” ask areum that quite surprise with a sudden plan change. She doesn’t knew that she need to be on stage early.
“Change of plan…hmm, sorry..but ready OK?? U can join Jiyeon and Dani..they currently on stage.” The staff giving some sign to other member group to joining Jiyeon and Dani along with areum.
“Alrite..” areum controlling her expression. She need to finish it properly. The make up can’t be ruin especially when they need to finish it quickly.After a few minute…
“Areum..u doesn’t want to go??” ask q-ri that already done her make up. She done her make up by herself as they are lot of member. Q-ri a bit worried when she see that areum doesn’t move from her spot at all even though she need to joining Jiyeon and dani.
“Afraid??” ask q-ri again. She understand that situation as she also one of a new member long time ago. The moment she need to introduce herself to the fans as a new member is the most frightening moment for her. She need to make the fans accept her as that the main mission for the introduction.
Areum just nodding weakly as the answer for q-ri question. Then, a sudden nervousness bothered her. Its not because of her worried or afraid feeling anymore. It’s the sudden movement by q-ri that make her heart beating fast.
“Hurry…hurry…” q-ri said it while held areum hand properly and walk through a crowd in the backstage. Areum just following her unni step from the back. She can’t think properly as it is one of the precious moment for her. She doesn’t know that q-ri unni is like ‘this’.
“Easy…” whispered areum to herself. She can’t believe the fact that q-ri currently holding her hand.
“Wait..before we go on stage..” q-ri suddenly stop and looking straight into areum eyes. Areum quite surprise, she can’t avoiding that stare.
“Lets hug..” q-ri suddenly hugging areum that stand still in front of her. A warm feeling that came from q-ri make areum calm. Her mind goes blank as she can feel and hear q-ri heartbeat that beating fast like her.
“Our heart..beating as one..” areum whispered to herself. She kept it by herself but q-ri heard it. Q-ri just smiling widely as they going on stage together, joining Jiyeon and Dani. Areum awkwardly follow from behind.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………At the same time…
“Sorry…sorry…I’m late..” eunjung said as she arrived at the dress aka make up room. They are only a few staff and a member in that room.
“Unni..where the others??” ask eunjung to Boram that waiting for Soyeon that need to pick up eunjung. Eunjung scanning the room as she quite curious bout the other member especially the one that she didn’t meet yesterday aka Hyomin and the one that she run away, Jiyeon.
“They all on stage…except hyomin..she having some headache..and..”
“Where is she???” eunjung quickly cutting Boram words when she heard hyomin sick. Boram look at Soyeon that stand beside Eunjung. She really doesn’t want to bother others matter as she also responsible to protecting hyomin.
“I dunno..” answered Boram calmly while giving some sign to Soyeon. She want to going out from there before eunjung asking more.
“Unni..what happened here?? I doesn’t know that they need to go on stage early..” Soyeon pretending as if she doesn’t know the situation that happened while she’s absent even though she knew the truth.
“Lets meet the staff..” Soyeon held Boram hand and going out from that room. Eunjung is left alone there. She doesn’t even think that they leave her because of the awkwardness and uneasy feeling. She can’t realize the fact that they avoiding her. She just continue what she need to done with uneasy feeling. She absolutely worried about hyomin.
“U really something..” said Boram while wearing a wide smile. She’s proud of Soyeon that can handle the situation like an expert. She love to see Soyeon that understand every single things that she done.
“U too..unni..” Soyeon still holding tightly Boram hand as she walking to somewhere near the stage, leading in front to the place where there are no one except both of them. After arriving, Soyeon put her hand at Boram forehead. She still worried about Boram that currently weak because of the high fever that she have last time.
“Are u eating ur medicine properly??” ask Soyeon concern about her one only love.
“yup..” Boram nodding excitingly while putting a cute face on herself to showing her confident in front of Soyeon.
“Good girl..” Soyeon pinch weakly Boram cheek and kiss it afterward.
“Hope u heal fast..” add soyeon while patting Boram head. She then want to walk away from that place as she heard someone calling her name BUT she stand still and keep quiet in front of Boram that blushing as the result of Soyeon action before.
“I really can’t leave u this early unni…” Soyeon wearing a sad face while staring into Boram eyes. She really meant it because there is only a little time that she spent with Boram recently.
“It's alrite..later k…” Boram trying to calm Soyeon. She can felt the honesty in Soyeon words and the love that Soyeon give. Its more than enough for her.
“I knew..I understand..” Boram hug Soyeon to calm her down.
“I love u..” Boram whispered as she caress Soyeon face. Soyeon that understand all the hint that Boram give replied the words that make Boram heart melt again.
“I love u too..” Soyeon walking out from there and searching for the person that called her before while Boram sitting near the stage watching the member that perform on the stage.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………….At the dress room…
after 30 minutes of eunjung arrival…
Hyomin that just back from taking some fresh air outside still doesn’t realize about the absent of Boram and the existence of eunjung. After coming in, she sit weakly in her own place.
“Unni…did u have something that can make me feel better…”ask Hyomin that clueless about the situation. She put her head on the table, waiting for the answer BUT there are no answer. A silent situation that make her head more dizzy than before.
“Unni..” again hyomin calling Boram. After a while, she look back and found out that no other member there except a person that she really don’t want to meet right now BUT she still giving out a small smile. She sit properly and doing her own thing. The awkwardness and silent make the staff that sitting there uneasy.
“Hyomin..Eunjung..lets go now..” soyeon calling their name from outside. She currently with everyone else waiting for only eunjung and hyomin that still in dress room. Both eunjung and hyomin felt relieve as they can’t stand the awkwardness that grown bigger by time in that room.
Jiyeon smile awkwardly as she see eunjung while hyomin still smiling widely as usual. She trying to be as natural as possible in front of others. They continue their acivities for that day without having any problem except the awkwardness for certain person.
“Alrite…I guess we can end this meeting..” said Soyeon wrapping out the meeting for the upcoming showcase.
“BUT don’t forget to enjoy this performance OK??” add Soyeon again to ensure that the member doesn’t forget their real reason of performing. She quite sure all the member already at their limit when they having lot of performance and showcase from one day to another BUT she also confident that all of them can make it success as there are fans supporting them from the back.
“OK..” all member answered soyeon’s question at the same time. Their voice became one. They really fired up as the ticket for the next showcase sold out quite fast. They excitingly practice their dancing step and memorizing their own line.
While everyone busy practicing, Jiyeon keep glancing at a person that practicing alone in a corner of the practice room. She can’t stand still and waiting for the answer like someone that doesn’t realize bout the truth. She need the answer for the question that bothered her mind recently. Thus, after taking a deep breath, she walking straight to that one person.
“Unni..we need to talk..” ask Jiyeon after she met the eyes of the person she want to talk to. Eunjung that startled by Jiyeon appearance that too sudden stop practicing and walk out from the practice room. She want to run away like before BUT Jiyeon run after her and stop her with a strong statement that make her heart beat fast than usual. A feeling of fall in Jiyeon trap make her mind goes blank.
“Do u have someone that u love??” ask Jiyeon at first after seeing that eunjung try to run away from her.
“IS IT ME??” added Jiyeon while grab eunjung hand, trying to stop her. Eunjung felt that everything could end there. She afraid that her relationship with the person that she longing and love for will worsen and end at that time and place. She kept her mouth shut as she afraid what she think become reality.
“Unni..plz be honest with me..” Jiyeon caress eunjung face and look straight to eunjung eyes. Her eyes really show her determination. Determination to get an answer for the question that playing in her mind repeatedly.
Eunjung felt confuse as she doesn’t knew the result of the action that she gonna do. The result of the answer that she gonna give to Jiyeon. A silent became the witness of the very tense atmosphere that been built between them by time.
“hmm..if I said yes..” at last, at last eunjung voice out what she might think as that what she felt all this time.
“huh..really??” jiyeon quite surprise by the answer than eunjung give. She can’t believe it at all, its like a dream that she can’t touch or dream at all before. There are always a very concrete reason behind her reaction. She can’t accept it at all. The statement that eunjung made.
“really…” eunjung add again as she staring deep in jiyeon eyes. She felt that way all time.
“Are u sure..are u sure unni???” ask Jiyeon again, hoping that eunjung think properly and reconsider what she said. Eunjung just nodding as jiyeon kept asking the same question again and again.
After some time, Jiyeon give up on Eunjung that kept believe what she think is true. She really want eunjung to think properly the time when they are all together. She pinch eunjung cheek as a result of her unsatisfying feeling.
“Huh..what’s this for..” eunjung caress her cheek that redden as the result of Jiyeon action.
“Are u awake??” ask Jiyeon without hiding her attention.
“Unni…I guess u need to think properly before u confessing like this..” add Jiyeon again. She did knew about her unni that clueless. She also knew that eunjung can’t pick up any hint even though there are lot of hint been given to her BUT it really make her heart hurt this time.
“What do u mean??” ask Eunjung that became confuse with Jiyeon action that unexpectedly serious than normal.
“I mean..u don’t love me unni…don’t said it, that words..hmm.. if u don’t love me..” Jiyeon voice trembling as she said that. She became sad as she remembered all the moment that she spent with eunjung. There are lot of happy memory in the surface BUT inside it, its differ, absolutely differ.
Eunjung just kept quiet as she trying to pick up what Jiyeon said. As she trying to thinking it, she see a certain person pass through them without looking at them at all. She suddenly felt nervous like she’s been caught doing something wrong with Jiyeon.
“Unni..I’ll joining practice first..” Jiyeon leaving eunjung that still struggling in finding a right words to explaining what she felt.
“Why I’m too slow!!!” Eunjung hit weakly her head repeatedly as she felt quite angry with her own self. She’s quite worried that she hurt a lot of people around her while she’s been this clueless. Even though she can’t find the right answer yet, she still join the others practicing for the next showcase.
Her action have been seen by that certain person. That person just sighed as she see what eunjung done.
“Am I fall for a wrong person..” that person said to herself. She also questioning herself about that. The reason why she fall in love to eunjung. It still confusing and complicated for her that think eunjung clueless self are her charm.
“Love sure is blind..” she trying to cheer up herself with that words and started to singing a song that she like while dancing happily. Everyone suddenly joining her and dance together with her. They really love to play around sometimes to make their practice time fun and interesting.
Eunjung that look at the situation felt calm as she see that certain person smiling brightly. She felt her problem and her confusion faded away as she see that person smiling.
“I want to dance too!!!” eunjung run excitingly to the member that playing around happily. Jiyeon that realize bout it also smile as she confirming what she taught is right.
“Really..its the truth…” her mind calm down as she realize what is mean by love while watching her unni.
xxxxxxAt some restaurant near to t-ara workplace.
“Unni…buy me the things before…” dani make a cute face while asking a favor to her fav unni, Jiyeon. Jiyeon just sit calmly beside dani while watching areum ordering some food for them.
“Are u gonna eat alone with areum if I’m not coincidently meeting both of u at the shop before??” ask Jiyeon curious bout it. She’s ignoring dani that kept asking for the things that she like at the shop before.
“YUP!! But unni..plz…plz…” dani answered it short and continue what she done before. Jiyeon just pretending that she doesn’t heard any and stand up suddenly when she look areum’s going to the counter to pay for the food that she ordered.
“Wait..areum!!” Jiyeon walk to the counter and giving a sign to areum to sit first. She want to settled the bill.
“But…”areum trying to decline Jiyeon offer.
“Hmm..nope..I pay..u sit..” Jiyeon doesn’t want to hear any excuse from areum. Areum just nodding as she look back to Dani that sit and looking at them. She walk to the table and sit in front of dani.
“Unni…u not pay the bill?? Again??” dani tease her unni that failed for a second time to treat her some food.
“I guess I have lot of luck…” areum smiling as she said it. It’s the truth as everytime she tried to pay, there are someone else that gonna pay in her place BUT she also realize that this time, it can’t be considered as luck.
“hmm..hoping that I was lucky like u..” dani make a sad face as she can’t win against areum and can’t receive what she want.
“U also a lucky girl…” areum stand and patting dani head. She laugh as she seen dani reaction that trying to done a same thing to her but failed. A sudden unsettled feeling have been felt by areum as she heard the sound of footstep that coming close to their table.
“U win..u win..” areum suddenly stop playing and letting dani win in that small and sweet argument. Jiyeon that just coming after paying the bills felt uneasy as she see areum and dani moment while she gone for a while.
“Dani..do u really meant what u said before??” ask Jiyeon suddenly bring the topic that dani ask repeatedly before. Dani that heard it nodding and wearing a very cute face just for Jiyeon.
“Alrite..lets go there after we eat..” add Jiyeon after seeing her maknae face. She really can’t decline dani request especially after the things that she done sway her heart.
Dani very happy with that and hug Jiyeon tightly before she show off what she achieve and receive to areum.
“I got it!!! lucky..lucky!!”
Areum just smiling as she see dani reaction that she find very cute and charming.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………..At the same time,
at some shopping complex..
“U really buying a lot..” said q-ri to hyomin. Both of them always hanging out together as they have the same interest that is shopping. They changing their opinion while having a great time searching the best among the best item. Its not about brand but the feeling while using it.
“U too unni..” hyomin replied shortly.
“Lets rest first..” add hyomin that see an empty rest chair near them. Q-ri just following as she also have the same thought.
A song called ‘day and night’ that involving one of their member is playing in that big shopping complex.
“Areum..” q-ri suddenly whispered to herself. Hyomin that sit beside her just nodding. She suddenly remembered the set of face that areum done for her and grinning alone.
“She’s cute..that set of face expression really priceless” hyomin suddenly voice out what she think while smiling widely. Her mood really turn good every time she remember that face.
“Set of face expression??” ask q-ri that curious of the things that hyomin said.
“Yup..a set of face that she doesn’t show to everyone yet except me…I guess..” said Hyomin while watching a shop in front of her. She doesn’t think it that deep and serious but that differ for q-ri that heard it.
“she doesn’t show anyone?? Except u??” q-ri want a confirmation for what she heard. She felt a bit uneasy. Her heart felt stuffed as if something bothering her. She tried to be calm and not to be notice by Hyomin that quite sharp in this kind of thing.
“Alrite..lets listing and think it properly..” said eunjung that currently alone in her room. She writing what she think properly.
“What title should I give??” ask eunjung to herself. She want to make thing interesting as she doesn’t want to be bored while thinking it and solve it half hearted.Titled???
1. I love or like her??? jiyeon…
2. Why I like her??? and why she said I’m not???
3. Why she felt sad as she remembered our memory???
4. Why she ask me to reconsider it??
5. Why I’m hurt all this time?? because of her??
6. Why I can’t answer her confidently??
7. Why I run away from her??
“hmm..is this all??” ask eunjung again trying to figure out the problem that she need to solve.
“I guess..this is it from now..”said eunjung again to comforting her own mind and self.
“Lets review it..one by one” eunjung look at the list that she made seriously.
xxxxxxA few days later…
“Unni…did q-ri unni have some problem??” ask areum that can’t keep her eyes off from q-ri that sit quietly in the group of member that apparently chatting and laughing together. The uncomfortable yet worrisome feeling make her heart felt stuffed when looking at that unni.
“I dun think so…she’s always like that…” eunjung answered it after take a glance to q-ri unni that might day dreaming in her opinion.
“hmm..am I wrong??” ask areum to herself. She’s quite sensitive with her surrounding as she can actually knew if the person around her have a problem or not just by looking at them. She like to watch others whenever she have a free time.TO BE CONTINUE…..
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