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To my senpai: this is the answer for your question ...
I was jogging past the basketball field at boarding school. I saw my classmates, Akimoto Sayaka, playing basketball alone. I approached her.
"Hi, Sayaka, let's play together."
Sayaka smiled and threw the ball at me. We played for a long time. She's a great player.
"Hey, do you often play basketball?" I asked her when we break.
"Un, I joined a basketball club. Want to join?" She offered.
"Of course, you played great."
"So, how do I join?" I enthusiastically.
"Fill in the registration form and give it to the manager club."
"Hmm ... anyway, who the captain of the basketball team at this school?" I'm curious.
She chuckled. "I am."
"Really???" My eyes widened.
“Un.” She got up from her seat. "I had to get back to my room.”
"Un, ok, see you.”
Hhh … seems I also have to get back to my room.
While walking to my room, I met Acchan, she is neat and ready to go.
"Acchan? You really Acchan? Since when you can wake up in the morning, huh?" I pinched her cheek.
"I want to have breakfast with Minami."
"Heee ... attack in the morning, huh?"
"Of course, before Tomochin ahead of me." She got rid of my hand and go.
Should I also get ready. I also have to meet nyannyan before Mariko-senpai approaching nyannyan. Acchan said, Mariko-senpai very close to nyannyan. Many people say that they've been together. They say, Mariko-senpai and nyannyan very suitable. But I'm sure that they have not been dating before I see and hear it from nyannyan.
When in the cafeteria, I saw Acchan sitting with Takamina and Tomochin. It looks like there being intense competition. I feel a little sorry for Takamina.
In the other corner, I saw Mariko-senpai sat together with nyannyan. They're talking about things like that seriously.
I approached them. "Nyannyan, may I sit here?" I pointed to the empty seat next to nyannyan.
"Can not you see I'm talking with Haruna!" Mariko yelled.
"I just wanted to sit with nyannyan, get a problem with that, huh?"
Nyannyan holding Mariko-senpai’s hand to calm down her.
"Yuko, go." Nyannyan told me to go.
"But I want to sit here with nyannyan." I pouted.
"Why do you always disturb Haruna?" Mariko stood up from her seat.
"I disturb Haruna, why are you angry? She did not feel disturbed.” I raised my eyebrow and smirked.
"Please, go away Yuko. Do not bother me now." Haruna begged me.
"But I want to sit with you." I pouted.
Haruna and Mariko sat back down. I still stand beside them. Then someone tapped me on the shoulder.
"Yuko!" A girl smiles at me.
I frowned, trying to remember who she is. "Ah, Sayanee!" I hugged her. "You look different, I hardly to know you."
"Haha ... I grow well, not like you." She was mocking me.
"Tsk ... this is destiny." I smiled
"I thought you had forgotten me."
"How could I forget my friend." I hit her chest slowly. "I do not see you from my first day entry in this school."
"I take leave of one month, this my first day come back again at this school."
"Ooohh ... Hey, did you know ..."
"Shut up!" Mariko shouted at us. "Can not you speak in other places?" Mariko glaring at me.
"Hey, what's your problem? It's cafetaria, public places, if you're distracted, you can go from this place!" Sayanee yelled back to Mariko. Mariko stood up from her seat and pushing Sayanee’s shoulder.
I feel bad for nyannyan, I pulled Sayanee retreat. "Stop Sayanee, let's get out of here." I pulled her arm.
"No, I want to finish it here. She thought who she is, dared to shout at me!"
Suddenly Mariko throwing punches towards Sayanee, but Sayanee quickly to avoid it, and finally, I was hit by Mariko. I fell on the floor.
"You bastard, how dare you hit my friend!" Sayanee reply to blow Mariko.
Sudden cafeteria become crowded. They gathered to watch us who were arguing.
Nyannyan pounded the table and stood up. "Yuko, get out of here! You are the cause of this problem! Go and never bother me again! I do not want to see you again!" Nyannyan approached. "Get out of here!" Nyannyan push me away.
"Sorry." I bowed at Mariko and nyannyan. I pulled away Sayanee from them.
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I sat outside the cafeteria with Sayanee and Acchan.
"Still hurt?" Sayane feel guilty to me.
"My cheeks are not hurt, but my heart is hurt." I pouted.
"Yuko, we need to talk privately." Acchan pulled my arm. "Sorry Sayanee, I have to bring Yuko go.” Sayanee nodded.
When we reached the place deserted, Acchan leaned my body against the wall.
"Yuko listen to me, look for someone who can appreciate your feelings, someone who can appreciate your love, I do not want to see you hurt anymore. Do not get blinded by love. Do you want to spend your time just to chase love someone who probably will never love you back or even hurt you. Do not hurt yourself, Yuko. Maybe Haruna is not the best for you. Somewhere out there, there is still much better than Haruna. You should know that." Acchan a little mad at me. I know she always worry about me.
Two years ago I was relationship with Milky, Watanabe Miyuki. She was my friend from my old school in America. Her parents also have a business in there. I love her so much. But she had an affair behind me. I was heartbroken at the time. I do not believe she cheated me. It's hurt, and the stupid thing give me idea to suicide. I tried to jump from the roof of my apartment. But suddenly I hear someone calling me. A little girl’s voice. I opened my eyes. The voice is really familiar for me, but I do not remember whose voice it was. I took a step back from where I stood. I feel very nostalgic with the little girl voice. I felt very calm and comfortable. My pain suddenly disappeared. I slapped my cheek with my own hands. What was I thinking? How stupid to me if I have to die just because Milky, which has been betrayed. The door behind me suddenly open. Acchan ran to me and hugged me. I wonder, where did she know I'm here. Last night I sent a message with Acchan. I told her that I wanted to die. I do not think that Acchan will catch up here. She flew from Japan to America just to make sure I was okay. She was still in junior high at the time. She flew from Japan to America alone.
Since childhood we are used together. Our house next door. Acchan mother is the younger brother of my mother. When my parents decided to move to America, it is very hard for me, I'm not accustomed far from Acchan. Similarly Acchan. We have an inner contact such as siblings. Acchan hugged me and cry, “Please, don’t do that, Yuko. I do not want to lose you.” She tightened her arms. I nodded and hugged her back.
Since I live in America, I felt very lonely. My parents are always busy working, I was always alone in the apartment. The only close friends here is Milky, as well as my girlfriend. That’s why when Milky affair behind me, I feel very desperate. How stupid I was.
Acchan took a week off from school to accompany me. She is very worrying. She gave me lots of advice and motivated. She did a variety of ways to cheer me up. I was lucky to have her on my side.
Slowly, I began to forget Milky. I live my days like it never happened in my life. Acchan said to me, to treat pain because of love is to fall in love again. I want to fall in love again, of course with other people. With people who really I love and she or he really loves me. I do not want to do anything stupid like that again.
Two years later, I really miss Japan and also my friends. I decided to go back to Japan and continue school there. At first they did not let me. Then I asked for help Acchan to persuade my parents. Because my parents believed strongly in Acchan, they finally let me go back to Japan. Acchan told that she also lived in boarding school. Once a week she went home. My parents called Acchan’s mother, they entrusted me to her.
End of flasback ...
"But I love nyannyan."
"Hhh ..." Acchan folded her hands on her chest. "Then get ready for the next pain. You just like a fool doing this continues."
"But you also chasing Takamina." I defended myself.
"Yes, but I did not spit my love. I do not want to look stupid and finally I was not taken seriously by Minami."
"What should I do?" I sat on the floor.
"Find someone else who is more able to appreciate, appreciate you for being next to her. Sorry Yuko, but I really do not want you to hurt again."
"I know, thank you." I smiled a little.
Acchan sitting next to me. "Minami and Haruna are two different people. I was a little aggressive because Minami is a person who is not sensitive about love, about her feeling, but she could respect me who was at her side. While Haruna ... hhh." Acchan not continue her words. "We also do not know, whether Haruna date with Mariko or not."
I sighed. "I love Haruna. The taste is different than when I love Milky."
"People who love you are the person who can appreciate you being on her side. Haruna did not want to see you again."
"You do not need to repeat it, Acchan. I can still remember it clearly." I smiled bitterly.
"Stay away from Haruna."
"That's not possible. I will fight for her love."
"What if Haruna love Mariko?"
"If Haruna love Mariko, I will resign, I would do anything for nyannyan’s happiness, even if it hurts."
"Yes, maybe I was stupid." I chuckled.
"Hhh ... stay away from Haruna. If Haruna looking for you, you can still look forward to it, but if she does not looking for you, look for another. Ok?"
“I can not help myself when I saw nyannyan.”
Acchan hit my head. “You must try!”
Acchan true, I have to change or nyannyan never assume I'm serious. But I have to start from where? Nyannyan do not want to see me again, I'm just a girl who was not important to her, and Mariko ... Is she really going out with nyannyan? She looks very unhappy when I approached nyannyan.
Hhh ... nyannyan ... I will try to change for you. I'll start from the beginning .
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I stood on the field bring my guitar. I'm facing the Rena class. Then I shouted from below, hope Rena will come out.
"Rena-chan!" I shouted repeatedly. Many students were watching me and began to whisper.
Until finally Rena out and saw mer from the second floor.
I play my guitar and sing for her.Maybe this fate is already waiting
I am not able to avoid you
Although a thousand stars leave me
And the sun do not shine
I would not be able to release you
Try for a moment to express everything that has happened
Oh love …
Look at me here still look at you
Although sore kept you hurt me
I still hope you
It may be true if I do not mean
And you too mean
Although the thick moon, embezzled me
And the rainbow not glowing
Your face is too wonderful to me hate
And I kept love
You continue to forget me
Oh love …
Look at me here still look at you
Although sore kept you hurt me
I still hope you
Rena looked at as not believing. She began to look agitated when her friends whispering and looking at her.
Rena went, she did not appear, apparently she down from the stairs toward me. I smiled. I think she would be over and then hugged me, realizing that I really love her.
But ... she pulled me into a deserted place.
"You think, what are you doing? You want to embarrass me, huh? Make everyone think that I have hurt you?" Rena holds her forehead. "Jurina, please, stop all the stupid attitude. You'll only hurt yourself. I can not love you. I ... I ... I love Airin. Sorry."
I like being struck by lightning in the daytime. Rena loves Airin. Not possible.
"I love you Rena." I keep saying it, though Rena had told me she loved Airin.
Airin suddenly came out of nowhere. "Rena ... What happened? She looked at me. "Oh, Jurina." She nodded her head and then turn towards Rena. She kissed Rena in front of my eyes.
“Let's get out of here Rena.” She took Rena’s hand and walked off.
I still can not believe what I just saw. Airin kissed Rena. Have they been dating? Rena ... should I give up from now? My legs felt so weak, I could not stand up, my hands shaking and tears dripped so profusely. I hope this is just a nightmare. But no, this is real. I was hurt. Very hurt.
"Jurina ..." Churi squatting beside me and put her hand on my shoulder.
"Chu-Churi ... Rena ... Rena ..." I hugged her tightly.
"I know." She rubbed my back.
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