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Sorry for my grammar and all the mistake in this fic.
Pieces Of You
Chapter 7
From the Beginning
Part 2
Haruna POV
IV
The Disaster“Hey it’s Haruna.. I want to ask if Yuko try to calls you. Or is she with you??” I ask Sayaka in the other line, I call her even if it’s 2 am.I walk back and forth of my apartment and clutch the phone hard in my ear and wait for her to say something, “No she did not… there’s something wrong?” Sayaka ask me and I feel she’s worried too.“Actually she want to buy something earlier and she didn’t return yet.. I thought she go there or hoping she mention where is she now..” I ask her again hoping my guess is right.“No she did not, she said she will spend the whole day with you?? Did you try to call her?” I feel she stand up and hear her feet walking.“I try to call her many times but she didn’t pick up her phone.. I’m so worried” my voice start to break and start to cry.“Hey!! Calm down ok?? I will go there now, just stay there don’t go anywhere, we will find her, just wait for me, I will call Sae too, don’t worry.. Yuko will be fine maybe she bump someone she know and talk to her and didn’t notice the time, she’s fine ok??” I know Sayaka try to make me feel better but I feel something the moment Yuuchan leave in our apartment.
“Okay..” I whisper.“Just give me 15 minutes and I’ll be there..” she said and end the call.I try to calm myself like Sayaka said but every time I will look in my wall clock and saw that she’s gone for hours. I know something bad happen but I need to erase that thought, thinking she will gone from me it’s like killing me.My though interrupted because of the knock on my door, I run fast and open that, “Yuu…” I stop when I saw a policeman standing in front of my door.“Are you Kojima Haruna??” the policeman asks me.My heart beating faster like anytime soon it will explode, “Yes..” I whisper.“I’m here because I want to inform you that Oshima Yuko is found in the abandoned building earlier..” the police want to say more but when I hear what he said, I walk closer to him and hold his arms.“What??!!!” I say panicking, “What happen??” I try to catch my breath because my heart race like he never do before.“Just calm down first Kojima-san… there’s someone with you??”“I’m alone my friends going here anytime soon.. Please tell me what happen??” I try to calm myself.“She’s assaulted..” I try to open my mouth but thinking what happen to Yuuchan makes me cry hard, my eyes blurry with my tears, “Wha…” I take a deep breath, “How??” “We still investigating what happen, we found her naked in the abandoned building someone call us and report that,..” My knees feel weak, I almost fall but I feel someone hands in my arm supporting my body, “Are you ok Mam??” the policeman ask me so worried.“Where is she??” this time I didn’t notice my tears don’t stop from falling in my face.“She’s in the hospital right now and for now she’s fine but she need someone there..” I feel relieve a little, “Where is that hospital??”He give me the whole details I need and when Sayaka and Sae arrive at my apartment I go to the Hospital where Yuuchan confined.I walk faster in the hospital and don’t give attention to the people looking at me and watching someone crying desperately, I heard Sayaka calling my name. “Haruna stop!!” she holds my wrist to stop me.“Why you stopping me??” I hissed and turn around.But I can see a pity stare, “I know it’s hard for you and for us also, but calm yourself first when you face her..” “Something bad happen to Yuuchan what do you want me to react?? I want a justice whoever do this to her!!” I gritted my teeth and clutch my hands too tight. “We all want that.. but you need to be strong for her… she really need you now.”I look at the ceiling and for once I want to stop my tears but it betray me, “She proposed to me when we celebrate our anniversary..” i look at Sayaka face, “Why this is happening?” and ask her.I feel embrace and rub my back, “Shh.. this going to be fine..”‘No it’s not..’ ____________________________________________
The hardest part in my life is looking at the person I love the most, have lot of bruises and so helpless sleeping in the Hospital bed, I sit in the chair beside of her bed. And touch her face with my shaky hand and try not to wake her up. But I can’t stop my sob so I put my other hand in my mouth and cry hard while looking at my lap.“Nyan-nyan??” I heard my favorite voice calling my name.“Hey??” I said softly and wipes the tears in my face, “Did I wake you?” I gently touch her cheeks, “Did you feel hurt somewhere??” and look at her body hoping i can’t ease her pain. “I’m sorry..” I look at her face fast.“Hey?? Why you said that??” “I’m sorry because I’m not the right person for you now..” her words broke my heart.“Don’t say that.. There’s nothing can change my mind because I know you’re the only person right for me..” I cupped her face and kissed her forehead.“They raped me Nyan-nyan!!!” she said in between of her sob, “I can still remember their face the way they touch me, I feel disgust at myself and I can’t even look at your face anymore..”I pull back and gritted my teeth, I feel anger, I want to kill them, I clutch my fist until it turn white, “Nyan-nyan..” she touch my hands. I close my face at her and wants to give her a kiss but she pull her head and look away, “Yuuchan..” and she did not look at me. “I love you..” I said softly.“Leave me alone for now Haruna..” she said cold.My eyes wide when I hear she call me with that name, “Yuuchan..” I try to hold her hand but she pull that fast.“I said LEAVE!!!!” It startled me when she shout at me, “Don’t do this… please…”But her eyes look around and her body is shaking, she hold her head while her eyes is wide, “Yuuchan??” I try to calm her.“Don’t touch me!!!” and glare at me, “I said don’t touch me!!” I stand up and hug her even if she tried her best to push me.V
The PromiseI’m willing to sacrifice everything for the person I love, that’s the words keeps repeating in my head. That 1 year, is one of the hardest part of my life, I spend my time searching a cure for her until I discover a treatment for her. But she needs to forget about me, she needs to forget all the memories we have. Did I willing to sacrifice all of that? Yes I can help her but in the end I will lose her.“I can’t recognize you at all Haruna..” Mariko’s comment when we take our lunch together at the cafeteria of the Hospital we both working.“Me either..” I give her a force smile.“You need to eat, you’re so thin now..” she push the food I order in front of me.I sigh when I know I can’t win, so I take a bite of my food, “I read your research.. It’s brilliant..” she said again, “Are you sure about this?” I nod, “But you need to take a risk..” “I’m willing to give my own life just to save her Mariko..”“I still can’t believe this is happening..” she said and feel her sympathy “I always think this is only a nightmare and anytime soon I will wake up with this bad dream..”“But it’s not..” I look at Mariko’s eyes, “Yes it’s not and I live with this nightmare everyday.. I want to save her Mariko, I don’t care if in the end I’m going to lose her..”But the truth is, I’m not… I’m so afraid the day came that she can’t remember every single of me. I’m so afraid to look at her eyes and can’t see the love she always showed through her eyes. I’m so afraid to the promise I make. “Yuuchan??” I try to call her again hoping she will look at me even if just a seconds.But she only look outside and don’t give attention to the presence beside her, I look at my lap and my lips start to tremble.“Yuuchan…” I try again but this time I’m begging. “Tomorrow, you will be fine. Tomorrow, you won’t feel this anymore..” I said softly and touch her hand. “And I promise I will stay whatever happen and I won’t leave you, I promise..”When she wakes up after that treatment, the Yuuchan I know is back but the only thing I can do is watch her behind that two way mirror. The only chance I have is when I said I’m the one will give the medicine but I need to hide my face so I wear surgical mask.The first time I enter her room and the moment she looked at me, my body is shaking, I can’t hide my nervousness and the urge to hug her. “This is your medicine for today Oshima-san..” I give the medicine in front of her.She look frowning at my shaky hand, “Your nervous..” the first words I hear from her.“Huh??”“Your shaking..” she said again.“I’m..” I pause, ‘I can’t do this..’ I put the medicine in her lap, “I’m sorry I need to go..” I said and leave fast. For months the only things I do are cry and cry and call her name, searching her in my empty bed and always alone in the apartment we shared. All I can see is the picture hanging in the wall, losing her is also one of the hardest parts but missing the past is like killing me. VI
The Present.“If I need to do that twice I will do it.. I don’t regret anything Yuuchan..” i stand straight in front of her while she sit in the sofa listening with my story. “I don’t know if I will believe that or not it confusing me....” she whisper while hide her face with her palm..“You don’t need to… the important is your well.” I try to walk closer hoping she will allow me. I sit in front of her so I can face her. I cupped her face and look at her, “The important is we have another chance to live the life we want..” “But how can I possibly believe all of that if I can’t remember every single of you..” she said through my eyes.“You don’t need to remember all of that.. what important is we have each other today..” She didn’t say anything so I try again, “Yuuchan??” how I missed to call her pet name again.But she stand up and walk far away from me, “I can’t..”I stand and follow her, “Why you can’t?” “Even if I try harder to feel what I lost… I just can’t.”“Please don’t do this..” “I’m sorry Kojima-san..”“Please call me Nyan-nyan..” But she only shook her head, this time all the tired, the pain I endure burst out, I walk closer at her and hug her so tight, “Please love me again…”She hold my shoulder and push me, “No please…” I beg in her ear.“For me… your just part of the people I know…” she said cold.It froze me, I slowly let go and look down, she step back and turn around, “I know you sacrifice everything for me..” she said softly while her back face me, “But I’m sorry to say, I’m starting to have feelings with someone else..” she said for the last time and walk outside of my office.T
he most hardest part is losing her while the only thing you do is give what the best for her.TBC
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i need to two days to write this update
but im happy it turn out like this, hmm the real story is coming let see what going to happen the future chapter..
@buttsove48 - i always say that too, nyan-nyan belongs to our Yuko hahaha, im also laughing when i write that 10 babies hahaha i imagine that actually..
i thinki answer i answer your question here i hope i didnt disappoint you, you like me?? really?? i thought everyone hate me.. hahahaha kidding.
@Hipchan - banana-chan i win this time HAHAHAHA (evil laugh) even if i want to spoil my plot to you many times, im glad i didnt..
@Haruko - actually she go and sorry what happen to her... i hope you still love this chapter.
@midori lime - oh my gosh.. im speechless with this hahaha
yah she suffer so much but ahm just keep reading.. i have a plan for this fic
thank you for reading okay?? lets chat later hahahaha
je te manque ma cherieto my silent readers thank you so much
by the way , i need to say this i'm sorry if i offend someone with this chapter i know i use the rape topic here, at first i hesitate to use that, because im afraid i will offend someone because of that topic so again if i offend someone im so sorry... 
i give my apology
Topic: Pieces Of You - chapter 7 (KojiYuu) 01/29/17 (Read 7415 times)