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My Guardian Angel (For your sake) | Churi&Airi - OS COMPLETED
« on: September 11, 2013, 08:58:49 AM »
So... This was a request and this is not an OS  :sweatdrop:

Supposedly this was a "Fluffy" story, but :err: it ended in tragic sad type ...  :nervous

A-anyways, I promise the ending will be a sweet one!! I swear!!  :on freeze:

So uh.... um... Enjoy?  :sweatdrop:

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Play this over and over again as you read the whole story


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We were walking together.

We were headed to the theater today for lessons since we had another stage tonight.

As we were laughing and talking I-I didn’t hear the Car coming towards me… All I heard was her shout…

“AKANE!!!”
….

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I wipe the tears that were forming on the corner my eyes.


I exhaled and plastered a small smile on my face.

I can tell they’re worried about me but right now, I have to act like I’m happy and fine…

E-even thou I’m Not.


It hurts a lot.


I’m lonely even thou the other members are always here besides me…



I still feel lonely… My chest feels heavy every single time



I think about her…


As I walked in the hallways, I can’t help but clutch my chest…


My heart feels so heavy, it hurts so much…

My vision became blurry…

My head was pounding; I wanted to cry so bad…


I can’t walk anymore…


I tilted to the left and began to fall,

I awaited the impact but



To my surprise I gently hit the wall and slid down to the floor.


I sobbed… Other members came to me and comforts me...



I cried, I cried harder than I ever did.



Nishishi hugged me tight and pat my back
She’s trying to sooth me.




“It’s ok Churi… shhh… it’s going to be ok…”


She said calmly.



How can it be ok? She’s not here…


I can’t take it anymore!


I cried harder… I hugged Nishishi as I cried on her chest.




The next day, I went to the hospital like I always did.


I brought fresh flowers. And a book.





“Harry potter and the sorcerer’s stone”





I walked in the hallways, patients and visitors scattered

Waiting and visiting.



I come upon a room; Room 174


I knocked on the door and I heard a voice.





“Come in”





The female voice said


I opened the door and said


“Good morning Mamarin”



I entered the room and closed the door behind me.



Mamarin always visited her after the incident.



And whenever I come and look after her, Mamarin with stand up and leave.


She knows I’ll be looking after her daughter.

Mamarin stood up and smiled at me.

She walked up to me and hugged me.

She said goodbye and left the room quietly.


I can tell she’s still greatly affected of the incident…


I mean, who isn’t?



I walked up to the chair that’s beside her bed


I changed the flowers that was on the vase and replaced them with a new batch.


After that I sat down and held her hand.

A Heart monitor was attached to her, Morphine, and oxygen…


It’s been 8 months since the accident…
Her hair has grown long and tangled.


Thou her face is as cute as ever…
But she has become a bit skinny…



She lies motionless in bed.





Unable to talk.







To move.








Or even wake up…













She’s in a coma.








I plastered a fake smile.


I creased her hand with my thumb
Gently.



I’ll always be here for her… I hope she can be beside me…

forever…

As I opened the book, I continued to read a previous chapter to her.


I know that she had already read this but it wouldn’t

hurt her if I read it to her, right?




I remember that she was the one telling the story to me;


her actions, expressions, the way she tells it…



I miss it so much.



In the next few quiet hours I’ll be the one looking after
her.






Its 6pm, time for me leave, I gave her a light kiss on the forehead
and whispered to her…




“Goodbye Airin, see you tomorrow…”





Then I left while her brother and mother came in.

My heart feels like it has been punctured by needles






I hate it when I leave the room… I hate to leave her alone;
But I have to.



As I walked on the streets of the busy city,

all I could think about was that accident…



I saw the same pedestrian walk,

the same place and street.



I crossed the street


But as I cross I saw an incoming car headed dead straight at me.


It was like that same day but this time…



She’s not here to save me





I froze in fear.






I closed my eyes but there was no impact no pain,

nothing at all.


All I felt was a brush of wind on my left side.

I opened my eyes and looked behind me…


The car crashed on the cement post.

I fell on my knees in fear, I trembled.


The car… I felt that it was just mere centimeters away from me…


Other pedestrian rushes on the scene and helps me as others call for an ambulance.






After that I went home and head straight to my room.
I’d care less to change my clothes.


I just went to bed and drifted off to sleep.


In my dreams, in this place…


I can actually be with her even if it’s just a mere illusion of my depression.




“Thanks for looking after me today churi”



Said by a female voice…


I turned around and saw her in a white silky gown


her hair is as long as what she has now.


I see nothing but white everywhere…


I smiled at her and hugged her.


This moment in my dream is the only moment I could feel her warmth.




“Hey, don’t cry now! I don’t like it when you cry!”





She playfully said with a hint of guilt.


My tears were overflowing.


“I-I know you miss me and you feel lonely but…”



She pushed me lightly and cupped my cheeks with her hands.

Using her thumbs she wiped away my tears.





“I promised didn’t I? I promised NEVER to leave you, right?”





I nodded.



“I just… Airin, I just feel so lonely… without you…”
I said.



“I’ll never leave you, and that’s a promise I intend to keep…”



Suddenly white feathers flutter and fly all around us



then…



I woke up.




 
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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #1 on: September 11, 2013, 09:34:26 AM »
then…

I woke up

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I kinda expected that but it's still sad...

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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #2 on: September 11, 2013, 10:18:32 AM »


I woke up…

with tears streaming down my cheeks.


Then, I noticed that I’m covered with a blanket…

I saw a tray of cookies and hot chocolate.
Mom must’ve dropped by…


I sat up and wiped the tears away.

My head was pounding.


I went to my study table and ate the snacks my mom made for me...

Then


I lay back down my bed and slept once more.



No more dreams occurred…




The next day I woke up 9 in the morning,
 I sat up and finally left my bed.



I went to the kitchen to find a feather,

a white feather…


I shrugged it off, it’s just a feather.

I prepared my breakfast for today.


Nothing unusual, same thing every day.

Yet… I wake up with a frown now days.


After preparing my meal of toast, cereal, milk and a ham and cheese sandwich


I feel empty.
Usually she would call at this time and great me a “Good morning” but…



No.



I haven’t gotten used to it.




The feeling of no calls in the morning,






no messages,







no knocks on the door…






No voice that would always make me happy…



After eating I fixed up the dishes,

washed them and placed them into their respective cabinets.


I went to the living room but I suddenly tripped and fall.

I fell near a table nearly missing


The corner that would have hit my head and my head seemed to land on a pillow…


I stood up and checked myself, nope, no damages here…


After an hour inside my place


I went out and I headed to the hospital yet again





As I was walking 3 men came to me and dragged me to an ally way…




I screamed. But they covered my mouth.


One was holding a knife the other 2 looked at me

with pure lustful intent…



I’m getting scared… Someone please… help me…



I thought.. me tears were rolling down…

they were gonna remove my top until..




“HEY!! YOU 3!! STOP RIGHT THERE!!”



A police spotted us.



“Shit...”



The man with the knife cursed and they ran away.


5 policemen chased the men while

the other one who spotted me


Comforted me. 

They asked me what happened

and I told them those men dragged me there
a-and tried to rape me.

I thanked them a lot and asked me where was I going.


I told them I was going to the hospital to visit a friend, they were kind enough to escort me there.



Upon arriving at the hospital, I thanked the policemen again and went inside the building.


Like the usual, Visitors… Patients… are there.


Some nurses and doctors were scrambling back and forth to save another man’s life…


I went into her room and greeted her mom and older brother.



I was then left alone, with her, in a cold room.




“Look Airin! I bought you the Gundam rankings!”





I told her with a cheerful face. Of course, she wouldn’t respond…


Then I told her what the book contained…


Usually she was the one who would talk about this over and over again…


Within the hours of my visit, I played her favorite Anisongs,



watched some anime DVDs with her even thou… you know.



 And goofed around in front of her, thinking she’s awake.

Imagining her smile, giggles and laughter…


As my remaining 1 hour sets in, I sat down on the chair and began to cry.





Who am I to fool myself?





I held her hand; my own hands begin to tremble.

I felt something warm behind me…



something was resting on my shoulders, pressing against my back,




and…and wrapping around my waist… 



It moved up and it was around my neck…



 It was warm… I then unconsciously placed my hand on my chest…


But I just continued to cry.




Please…





Don’t….




Cry….




Then I heard a voice behind me...



I looked back, but no one was there…and I said…



“But…I can’t take it anymore….”

 









« Last Edit: September 15, 2013, 10:48:25 AM by mayuyuXlyukirinlover13 »

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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #3 on: September 12, 2013, 04:43:57 PM »
Nhyaaa you'll make me die out of curiosity!

This is so cute and sad and heartbreaking ><

Churiii ;.;

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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #4 on: September 12, 2013, 10:08:50 PM »
 :cry: :cry:
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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #5 on: September 15, 2013, 03:18:27 PM »

[KOKORO MUSICBOX VER]


[Fairy Tail - Past story]

listen to either of these while reading this updtae  :)


30 minutes had passed…


I realized that I dozed off… My head was lying on the side of her bed


My arms became pillows for my head. My arms were wet from tears…
I guess… It was another delusion made by my mind…


I gotta stop doing that. It’s not good for me.




I’m hearing voices…





I’m becoming delusional….






Maybe it’s my depression that’s making me feel like this…





I noticed that her hand was on top of my head.
Resting there as if she was patting my head as I slept…



Maybe I placed her hand on top of my head before I dozed off



I never really remember what I did before I sleep



It’s always like that…



The room was still silent…




The only sound I hear was the beeping sound of the heart monitor…




I…I slowly and gently removed Airin’s hand and placed it back on her bed
I then removed myself from the bed and stood up. I fixed up my things




Before I leave… I looked the calendar…





It’s already November…






It’s been 8 months since the accident…





November was about to end…


I hope she wakes up before her birthday…






The last thing I wanna do is cry on a day where she’s supposed to
be happy, a day where she celebrates…





A day where she wouldn’t have to lay on the bed



Motionless…




Eyes closed…



The day where… Where she would be smiling…


Lively…



The day where I would never cry again….





After fixing my things up, I placed the bag of the stuff I brought on the chair







I approached her and kissed her forehead…
I whispered …









“Let this be not our last goodbye… Remember your promise to me… And remember that I’m always here for you…”








I moved away from her and left the room while carrying the bag…

Please don’t let this be our last goodbye…

…..



As I was walking home, I saw a bunch of Police cars surrounding a building…

I was going to take another route but someone grabbed me by the neck…


A gun was pointed at my head…I’ve been taken hostage…

The man drags me into the building….






“TRY AND SHOOT AND THIS GIRL DIES FIRST!!”







He yelled.



On his hold I struggled to break free…


I was grasping on his arm and pulling it away from my neck…

But he kept his hold firm…



As he tosses me inside the building,


One man grabbed me then pushed me on the floor with a group of innocent workers…


They’re using me as Hostage as well…




There are 6 armed men with masks and a bullet proof vest,

3 of them were holding Rifles the others were holding hand guns…


People cower in fear of losing their lives…



I saw one lifeless body lying in a pool of her own blood… in front of a counter…






I became afraid… I don’t wanna die… Not now…







I then heard gun shots…

it came from outside…




One of the men harshly pulled me and held me…

His arm was around my neck…


I was choking a little, I was coughing…


He points a Gun…


A loaded gun…


On my head…


We both went outside and he faced the police using me as a Human Shield


Or a bargaining chip to buy time…




“GO AHEAD!! I FUCKING DARE YOU ALL TO SHOOT!!”




He shouted…



I was struggling hopping to break free…






but no…





I can’t…




I’m in a life or death situation…




The policemen lowered their guns.


But 2 of them still pointed at the man behind me…
They…They’re gonna take chances…





I shouted







“P-PLEASE DON’T SHOOT!! PLEASE!!”






I pleaded…





But my plea didn’t reach them…


My eyes were tightly closed…


I heard gun shots, but not one got to me, I opened them and saw the man…



The man was in agony, the arm that was holding me was bleeding badly


I saw 3 shots on his arm and his hand…


He got shot on the arm that was holding me…


He finally let goes off me and one final gunshot was made,

it passed 6 cm away


From my face… my eyes were in shock, but I was lucky…


The bullet hit the man’s head… He fell down and died on the spot…



2 officers hurriedly came to my aid and quickly brought me to their custody


For safety measures…


After 3 hours I was finally sent home,


The men who had taken innocent people as hostage…

The Robbers…


Have been captured and sent to jail.


I was never that close to the door steps of death…


Thank God I’m still alive…


As I entered my home I went to my room and took out my pajamas.

I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower…

So much has happened to me…


And all I wanted to do was rest…



I exited the bathroom after 10 minutes… I wore the clothes then dried my hair…


After drying my hair I went to bed and slowly drifted off to sleep…


Somehow… The only thing I dreamt about was…

The fun memories we shared…

Nothing more…


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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #6 on: September 15, 2013, 04:37:44 PM »
Poor Churi ><

Only bad things are happening to her, but somehow she is getting out of those situations harmlessly. Airin such a good friend.

I wonder what promise was that Churi always talk about ><

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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #7 on: September 29, 2013, 03:52:19 AM »
This came out a little dull than usual, due to lack of depressing inspiration...
I'll go and watch more tragic things to keep this fic goin

for now, please bear with it  :sweatdrop:
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I found myself slowly falling down from the sky…

The clouds slowly going up as I fall down… My eyes were fixated on

What’s up there, there beyond the clouds….



Fragments of the incident flash before my eyes…
Like pictures in a photo album…



The clear blue skies became dark and heavy…
What seemed to be light became pitch black darkness…



I fell; I sunk onto the icy cold water…

As I sink into the bottomless ocean…

The water felt so… So heavy…
I feel like I was being….



Being squeezed….



The memories of the event… that fateful day…



She was… She was lying there… on my arms as her blood…



Flows out of her body…



Tears escape me… But were unseen within the watery depths

Of what seems to be my despair and loneliness….



I then see a hand extending out for me… I reached out and then…





I woke up gasping for air…

I sat up and held my chest.

I was panting….

I took deep breathes and checked what time it was…
6am.

I wiped the sweat off my face…



After waking up that early, I decided to check my schedule…


I went to my desk and opened a drawer; I took out a small pocket
Notebook containing schedules and set list for Team KII






“KII performance, 6pm, November 20”
“Practice will start on November 8th at 9.30am ”






I decided to take a bath.

I forgot… I have one more responsibility I have to carry….




I am Team KII’s Captain. That I should never neglect…

I need to keep up with everything; I can’t stay like this forever.





After taking a bath and wore my clothes

I packed up some stuff in my bag and left my place. I headed towards the theater.




Upon arriving, I saw the girls practicing already, and so I joined.
The sweat I’ve dripped, the energy I lost.





I’m pouring out everything in me
Just for a mere practice.




A Captain must keep going even if she’s hurt
A Captain must be strong and lead the team





I am the captain
I’ll be strong for my Team and for her.


I won’t


Let her down….




Every step and every movement,
I’m pouring my soul out in this week.





I want our stage performance to be just like it was
Even if she’s not here.




I’m still lost but KII has become my light of support.
Then, after the last 2 days of practice it was finally the 20th.




Lights flashed, crowds cheered, light sticks glowed
Smiles were shown.





I wish that you could see the fans’ smiles. But I have this feeling…
That you can see it…



Well then… Let me be your eyes if you are here…




I hope you can feel what my body feels.
I wish you could feel the intensity of the songs I’ve sung.




Someday you’ll wake up…Right?

But for now… I have to carry on without you…Right?




But if one day you disappear from my life…


I’ll follow you…



….



I’ve told you everything that had happen in the past few weeks

I didn’t want you to be left out in all the news.



I heard the doctors that your injuries were now,


Fully recovered and that once you wake up


We’ll just have to help you Eat and Walk.





It’s been weeks since my last accident, it finally died down.
I don’t even know why I get into accidents recently!




It’s crazy but I’ll tell you the whole thing
Once you wake up.

….



All of my worries have been temporarily erased
Thanks to all the KII Activity.




During MCs fans would ask me.






‘How’s Airin doing?’

‘When will she wake up?’



Or they would say.




‘Keep nursing Airin back to health Churi~!!’

‘Airin’s gonna be sooo Happy if she knew you were the one
Who was taking care of her!’

‘We miss Airin! We wish her to get better soon!’





Fans are worried you know?



Not just fans, everyone in SKE are worried…





I wake up to the sound of the alarm Clock.




I slowly opened my eyes. I turned my head to the left
And looked at the date on the calendar that’s hanging on the wall.




My eyes are blurry but I can see the date.





December 8th…





“Ugh…”




I groaned. I turned my head and face the ceiling…
I placed my crossed arms on top of my eyes.





It’s already the 8th of December…





It’s just a few more days… And she’s still there.



In a God damn coma.

I’m… I’m losing faith in hopes of her waking up…

I sobbed under the covers of my arms.

I haven’t cried in weeks…




“Airin… Airin… Airin…”




I murmured. It slowly became louder.




“Airin…Please…Just please… wake up!!!”





I shouted.



I can feel it again.



The weight of worries and doubt.


« Last Edit: September 29, 2013, 04:04:13 AM by mayuyuXlyukirinlover13 »

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Re: My Guardian Angel (For your sake)
« Reply #8 on: October 01, 2013, 05:39:03 PM »
Churi~ ;.; what do you mean if Airin don't wake up you will follow her?

Nhyaa this is so saaaaad TT.TT

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