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CHAPTER 5.1.It’s already two weeks, since in weekends I come here to Minami house. With each time what we spent together, it feels like I know her already so long. Already I know so much about her and she about me. I feels like we are in different world and time. Where are only me and her. Laughs and smiles. I won’t mind to spend the rest of my life like this, when she is around to me and so close. So close, that I can feel her breath on my cheek… feel her presence, her touch.. and my heart never stop racing faster and faster. She can change my world… my life.„…-ko….”I could watch her all day. About how funny and clumsy she is. Hers failing joks, where in the end I laughing about not the joke, but about her reaction how she is telling them.„..-suko..”With her I can forget about my problems. About my mom, who wants to control my life. With her I can be just different person. A happy person. I know, that she can change me. „…Atsuko..” And when she is calling me by my name, I want to jump on her.. hug her tight and give her plenty of kisses all around her face. „Hey, Atsuko!” Ah… even know in my mind I can hear her how she is calling my name. How can she make me so in love with her? It’s like a never ending dream..„ATSUKO!! Are you okay?” Her lips are so kissable.. The way how she is looking at me with those two eyes.. I think I could melt in there. They never won’t be enough for me.. and only for me.„AAH!” Did she just hit me?„Stop dreaming.” Why she did that?„Eh? What are you talking about?” I looked at her while pouting.„You were in your dream world.. again.” She looked at me with strange grin in her face.„I don’t know what are you talking about.” When she hit on my arm… its even hurt little bit.. how could she do that? Mou..„Don’t know? Hehe.. your hand what was on table were holding your head, while you are looking at me.. smiling and even biting in your lip. I even called your name five times.. but you were still smiling. In one moment I thought you would jump on me. So, for stopping you.. only way how to get back down to earth was to hit you.” ……O///O …. Thank God, that I didn’t jump on her.. then the explanation and denying would be… embarrassing.„No.. I am not. It’s only your imagination.” Ah.. my heart is racing so fast.. Please stop it.. Stupid heart.„Hehe… you are funny.. But I think we should continue our Project.” Ah.. that was soooo close. „By the way.. can you give me your school notes? I want to check something, if I had written right in class and maybe we can found some new idea.” „Yeah.. sure.” I gave her all my notes and books, what I had taken with me to her house just in case. „Thank you.” At first she started to look thru to all my notes. She looks so smart, when she reading something and trying to find something, or understand my handwriting.. I could watch her all day like this.„Atsuko..?” „Hmm.?” „You start to dreaming again, while watching at me. It really start to get creepy.” Shoot..„Oh.. hehe.. sorry..” What the heck I am doing.?!After 5 hours…..„I CAN’T ANYMORE!!! My brain soon will blow up from thinking about this Project.!” I don’t want to think about it, cuz I want to think only about Minami…. And sleep with her.. in one bed.. *smirk*…. Maybe I can, if I pretending to fall a sleep in her bed.. hehe.. need to try. „Hmm.. you complaining about how hurt your brain, but your face is telling something else. Atsuko, I think something is wrong with you.” Oh, Minami, you how no idea, how much wrong with me is.. and it’s only because of you. You are driving me insane with your presence.„I am just tired..” I stand up from my places, where we write our school Project and went to her bed. Lying down on my stomach, and my face in her pillow, I could smell and feel her presence. It’s so calming. „Oh!! It’s so good in here. I think I could sleep here too.” ..and my plan can start.„I think, for you it won’t be a problem.” She stand up from her sit too and joined to me in her large bed. But she lay down on her back. I think I am dreaming. After some while of silence.„..Atsuko?” She start to speak.„Hm?” „How come, in school we had never talked, but now in here… you are so talkative and it feel like we know each other so long.?” She speaking without looking at me. In her voice, I could hear, that something is bothering her.„Hmm.. what do you mean? Also you never had came to me and talk. Even for me looked like you only by yourself want to write it this Project.” I pretended to pout.„Oh, yeah.. sorry about that. Well, probably, because, I can’t aprroach you in school.” Her voice sounded so sad. My heart start hurt again.„Why not?” However I know the answer, but still, I want to hear it from her.„Amm.. I would just say, more like you already know, that I am nerd, but you opposite to me.. So, I don’t want to ruin your popularity.” Even this unswer hurt, cuz it’s also true and why I am scared from others.„O-oh..” „A-and there is…. someone.” Why she looks so nervous?„Someone?” My view was on her.„Yeah.. more like.. there is someone, who is in love with me.. well, I think, cuz there happened some… things.” I-is she talking about me?„What… things and who is this.. someone?” Oh my! But I want to know her feelings.„Well, different kind of things, and about this person… I don’t know anything, cuz these some ‘things’ happened when I was injured and unconscious. I think, this someone don’t want me to know the true.” Ah, Minami.. if you would know..„Maybe she is afraid from something?” Why she is looking at me like that? „What?”„I didn’t said, that this someone is a girl… and now sounds like you know something.” Her eyes looks so suspicious.„What? No, you said it.” Stupid head, stupid mouth.. Aaah!!!„No, I didn’t.” Think Atsuko, think.!!„Yes, you did.” Minami, don’t do that.!!!„You know something?” O///O „ Yes, you do. Tell me, what you know!!” Stop asking me this!!„I d-don’t know what are you talking a-about.” I think I just dig my grave..„If you don’t know, then why are you blushing and stuttering?” AAAH!!! I just ruined everything!!!„GIRLS, Come down! Dinner are ready!” OH MY GOD!! „YES, MOM!!” It was her mother.. And she just saved my life.. In one moment I thought my heart would stop to beating. „Okay, we better going, before my mom comes up.” She stand up from bed and started to walk away. „Atsuko, are you not coming?” She stopped in doors and looked at me.„Eh? Yeah.. I am coming..” I need to be more careful, cuz I almost screw up everything… It was too close.. My heart still can’t to calm down. I hope she would forget it after dinner.. And this time I can’t make my plan.. mast try to next time.. after dinner I better go home, while I don’t screw up it more.
In kitchen.I went to sit besides to Minami, who was already sitting in her places to the table and waiting her food. „Here you go, girls.” Minami mom gave us some food. Its looksvery delicious, like always. Her mom from first day is so nice to me. Somehow I am jealouse to Minami for having such a good and caring mother. I wish mine could be the same. „Thank you, mom.” Minami always gave her big smile, like thanking for what she gave. She looks so cute.„Thank you, Takash-”„Oh, just call me mom and welcome you girls. Good appetite.” Now I know from where Minami have so beautiful smile.„T-thank you…. Mom.” For me it was little bit strange to call her like that.. but somehow, I felt happy about it. While we eat our meal she went out from kitchen.MINAMIS MOM POVShe looks good and nice girl. Since them have this school Project, my Minami somehow start to smile more often. And she is happy, then I am too. I hope they could be good friends for long time. When I see how Atsuko looks at her, while Minami don’t look at her back, then I can see in her eyes like a sparkle. I don’t know why, but I have feeling, that she is this mysterious girl, who sent this note to my daughter. But I am not sure about it. I better don’t say nothing to Minami.I am little bit curious about, what my daughter think about it.. does she found something? Does she know the true? But I am worried about one thing. Is she stronger about her mother.? Atsuko, do your heart is much more stronger, not like was your mothers? Who you will choose to follow?END OF POVAfter finishing our dinner, we went back to her room. Also it was already time for me to go home. However I really want to stay here, but I need to go, cuz… she can still ask me about how I know about that ‘girl’.. yeah.. „Minami, I will go home.” I start to packing my things, books and notes. „Yeah, sure. Next week we will continue it. And don’t forget all your books, cuz you will need it.” After taking all my things I went down to stairs and put on my jacket. She followed me. „Thank you, Minami.” I gave her my smile, but inside I felt sad, cuz I need to go. „By the way, I can walk you home.” I really wish that, but not this time.„No, thank you. With me will be okay.” Going out from her house, I waved my hand to her and start to my slowly walk to home. „Just take care about yourself and bye.” She waved me back.„Bye..” Ah, Minami. How I wish, we could be together and each other arms. But this things still stay in my thoughs and dreams. Like always they had.Still in Takahashi house. MINAMI POV„Minami? Does Atsuko already went home?” Hers mom called her, while sitting in living room couch.„Yes, she did. But next week we will continue it.” she called her back, while going up to stairs and to her room.„Oh, okay.” She continue to sit in her place. Minami entered back in her room.„Ah, what a mess.” After writing their Project, in all room was a lot of paper sheets and some clothes. Slowly taking one by one, she found one of Atsuko book. While in one hand she had some clothes, what need to wash, she carried book to put in on the table. But she didn’t notice, that something dropped out from it on the floor. She didn’t noticed this white paper sheet, where one of corner were wrote ‘Bill of hospital’. While looking at her book, she put down her clothes on the floor. To the place, where also dropped this bill. „At least, this book we don’t need for our classes.” Putting down it on the table, she was ready to go sleep. In her sleep, she remembered this mysterious girl and thoughts who she really is. While in her thoughs, she didn’t know, that the answer what she is looking for is so close on the floor.END OF POV
New week. In school. Lunch time.
„Oi, Acchan! How are going your school Project?” Me and my friends were siting in cafeteria. While we are eating, Miichan asked me.„Hm? It’s good. Me and my partner already had done very much.” I answered her.„Speaking about partner.. Who really is your partner?” She asked me again.. in teasing mode.„No telling it.” I can’t tell them, coz.. well, you know..„Oh, come on! You know ours, so, tell me your.” This time it was Yuko, who asked me this.„Sorry girls, but no chances.” I can’t let them know.„You are mean, Acchan.” Yuko and Miichan pouted for negative answer from me.„Hehe.. I know. Okay, girls, I will little bit go to library.. I need to take some books.” I stand up from my place and start to walk away.„Okay, see you in class.” They answered me.While going thru the corridors, where also has some students, I was thinking about Minami. But, speaking about Minami, where is she?BAAM..!! *sound of steel*„Itaiiii!!!” From nowhere in front of me was Minami.. on the floor and looked like she is in pain. After realizing what just happened, I wanted to help her, but…„Get up, you migdet!!” It was them.. again.. Sato with his asshol friends. When I looked back at Minami, our eyes met. I didn’t know what to do or say.. I was frozen.„Ah…” She slowly tried to get up, but her arm was injured.„What the heck, midget? I think I already told you not to look at Maeda..” With angry voice and look he came closer to her like wanting to punch her. Looking back at Minami, she already waited for getting some punches from him. „You are-” When he was also close to her.. I don’t know what just happened, but my mouth just talked by it self.„Will you stop it!” He stopped his hand for grabbing her and looked at me. Confused. Like everyone, whose attentions was already to us.„What?” It was only sound from he.„Just stop it already. She is human to and already suffered too much from you and your so called ‘friends’. How would you feel, if everyone doing this things to you-” From no where, he grabbed my hand.„Atsuko? I think you lately had study too much and you don’t know what are you talking about.” His hold was tight.„Let go of me and stop calling me like that.” I tried to get free my hands, but his hold was too strong.„Why I wouldn’t to call my girlfriend in her name?” I looked at him with shocked look. „So, everyone, I want you to know, that me and Atsuko already dating..” He told it with big smile in his face. Everyone whispered something between them self. Some of them congregated us. When I looked at Minami, she looked… shocked, too. Minami.. I… I…At this moment I wanted to disappear from this place, from this world. But I couldn’t. I don’t want him, I don’t love him. I want Minami. I love her.SOMEONE POVThere is something wrong with Acchan. I have feeling, that she is hiding something from us. However, her smile is last few weeks are just growing, but something is still off. When she went to the library, not long after that, was heard sounds, like someones are fitting. Everyone went to look what is going on. When I was in corridor, I saw Acchan, Takahashi and Sato with his friends. Takahashi was on the floor in pain, Acchan near to her and she looked…. sad? Why she have this strange look in her eyes.. I could see that hers and Takahashi eyes met and it was strange. This look wasn’t hate or shame, but something other.. I couldn’t really tell what.When Sato told, that he and Acchan are dating, everyone was a shocked. Cuz even I think, he isn’t deserved her.. Acchan eyes showed pain, broken heart and sadness. When she looked at Takahashi, there was again this look.. like it have a meaning… like between those two are something. But speaking about that.. I remembered how Acchann carried Takahashi after that drinking party.. What you two really are hiding?END OF POVAfter what happened in school and Sato confession, nothing was anymore like the same. There was hatters and supporters for those relationship. In one heart was happiness and pride about what had done, in other heart was sadness and pain, but there was also this one heart, who felt sad and didn’t even know why? MINAMI POVWhen I heard, that Sato and Atsuko are dating, in me was this strange feeling. I couldn’t tell what kind of, cuz something like that I felt first time. Somehow it scared me, but in the same way, like something was missing. At least I had a chance to see and talk with Atsuko and stay in one room all day. We have still one last weekend, when we need to finish our school Project. And somehow I hope everything would be the same, when she was in here. I like her smile, what she is giving to me.. those two brown eyes, where I can see only me.. When she is in her dreamland while watching me, I always think, what she is thinking, what is in her mind.? Sometime I have strange and stupid imagionate, like this mysterious girl is her.„AAAH!! What the heck I am thinking?! It’s note even possible in million years. AaH! Stupid me!.” I was in kitchen, while searching for something to drink. Finnaly something getting I went back to my room. There was my mom, who, like always, were taking my unclean clothes for washing. When I entered in my room, she was holding something in her hand.„Minami, honey? Why in your room and more like on the floor is a hospital bill.?” She looked at me with question mark in face.„What? How I know. It’s must dropped some of Atsuko books. Don’t tell me, that you looked in?” I went closer to her.„Of course no.” She passed me this bill.„Then don’t, cuz it’s not our business. When she later come here, I will give it back.” Taking it, I put it on the table. „Okay, mom. I think I will read some manga. Can you go?” I look at her, and hoped, that she would leave me alone.„Okay, okay. You and your manga. Never to disturb.” And with that, she went out. At least, she understand, that I don’t want me to be disturbed by someone, when I am in my manga world.. yeah..” I still had time, until Atsuko comes. „Three hours.. but she still isn’t here. That is strange. She usually texts me, if she will be late or something need to do.” While sitting in my chair and reading my manga, I found myself to watching this hospital bill. I didn’t know why, but my inside mind all the time is telling me to look in it. There was more three hours. But no signes from her. Its start to get boring.
„Aaah.. where is she.?” Now doing nothing, but only watching thru the window.. my inside mind start to get unpatience.. it wants to open that bill. My eyes was on it. My hand started to move by itself.
„No one would know, that I watched in. Right?” White letter was in my hands. Somehow I still fighted with me to open it or not. In the end my inside mind and curiosity won. Opening it and slowly reading it.. „Hmm.. it’s the same hospital when I was.. Hehe.. even the same date.. So.. reason are…” „Minami, honey!!? Can you come little bit down?! I need your help.!” It was my mom from first floor.„OKAY!!” I called her back. Putting this bill on the table and lefting it open I run out from my room. Maybe later I will read it.. cuz my inside mind still don’t want to be calm. I could tell, that I have strange inside mind.. scary. END OF POVThe same time in Maeda house.Why I am even here? Right now I should be with Minami, not in home. But of course, there is my mom, who insisted me to stay home today, cuz there will be visitors. I don’t know why, but my inside mind telling, that these visitors aren’t not others but Sato family. Grrr.. never thought, that in this world be someone, whos I hate so much. But unfortunately, there is my mom, and I am hers daughter. With out her I am nothing, this is how she always tells me. And that’s why I am here.. in my dress and waiting them. I hope they won’t be long in here, cuz Minami is waiting me.. I even can’t send her text message, cuz I forgot my phone in my room, and my mom don’t let me to go after it. Pff.. DING DONG *the sound of door bell*And there they are.. Dinner time went peaceful, like usually. But I could felt, that he all the time was watching me with his stupid smile. Creepy. There was moments, when I wanted stab him with fork. His parents was so loud, when they spoke with mine. I think my ears after this dinner will hurt. Right now, I am not worried about what happens in here, but about things, what happens in Minami house. She probably will be angry or upset because I still haven’t give her a call. I hope, they won’t take it long in here.I excused myself and went to bathroom, what was near to outside doors. After refreshing my face and checking my make up I went out. I was only takes few steps outside when I felt a hand on mine. Turning around I saw him… but he didn’t smile.„Could you please let go my hand?” At first I asked him nicely.„Why are you avoiding me?” He looked straight in my eyes.„Let.Go. My.Hand.” The second time my voice wasn’t so nice anymore. Instead for letting it go.. he hold in more tighter and came closer to me. I takes few steps back, until behind me was a wall. „I won’t. You are mine.” Somehow in his eyes I could see a anger. Its started to scary me.„I am not yours. I never will be.” In my voice was hear a anger „And why didn’t you even told something this stupid in school about things like we are dating, if it’s not true at all?” He just laughed about it. He pressed his body against mine. He holds both my hands against the wall, what also was near to my head. „You are mine. If you want it or not. And right now, I want what is mine.” His words made me more scared. He started to kiss my neck. „Stop it.” I begged him. It felt so disgusting. He moved his lips to my ear.. my jaw.. cheek.. „No. You taste too good.” He whispered back in my ear. Kisses were so rough. In one moment he stopped and looked at my lips. From his look, I could tell, what he wants to do. His face start to get closer and closer to mine. I didn’t have enougth strenght to push him away. There also wasn’t no use to scream for help. „Don’t…” I don’t want to feel his lips against mine. I don’t want to feel his touches. I don’t want to feel his body against mine. I hate it all. Minami…....TBC...Next update - no idea! 
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