Somehow it seemed weird for me to come back here and realized the last one was interesting
Movie Night“Miya, I am cold tonight, can you get me a blanket from the other room.” The dark-haired girl asked while she is sprawled on the floor waiting for her friend to come back.
Miya thought to herself that she is too cute to get mad at but maybe she would try to scare the younger girl when she had the chance.
She walked over to the room where the big blanket was and she found an open diary with her writing inside.
Dear self,
I am falling in love and I cannot say it to her now because I fear the the ending if it doesn't end well or if she moves away from me. I want to say we have a great friendly relationship with each other but I do not know how she feels about moving to a intimate relationship.I skipped a few lines to the end.
Tonight I want to ask her about us and I hoped that she doesn't say no.I put the diary down and grabbed the blanket slowly hearing the creaking noise from under my feet, I began to think about all the times we were together in the group. I wanted to have her as my girlfriend but I felt that she would need to mature a bit to understand my true feelings. Reading the diary confirmed my feelings for her but now I feel more afraid that she might have a jerk reaction and it might cause a rift in our current relationship.
I was getting nervous with every step into the room where she was lying on her stomach and just staring at her body, I felt the panic in me. Looking at the empty bathroom, I ran in with the blanket still in hand, and began to contemplate my choices.
Miya calm down, it is just Rii-chan, she is a good person
Rii-chan will understand
I like her but to love her is hard
Not hard but just to move up a level in commitment
Damn Miya baka baka baka
I just have to follow up “Miya, where are you? I am getting cold.” Hearing her voice scared me in my own world.
I just have to do it
1, 2, 3
Go Miya, get Rii-chan good.I walk out of the bathroom and see her still on the floor watching the tube with her hair in pigtails. I thought about her charm point of still being cute to other people despite her stern face and soft-spoken attitude.
I walked with the blanket close to my chest and I was ready to pounce on her but she turned around before I could have the chance.
“Miya, you weren't going to play your game again about surprising me again.” Rii-chan in her tank top and shorts.
“Ah, no, I just wanted to put it on top of you.” I responded
Smooth move Miya. I shook my head.
I laid the blanket on top of her body and she held onto my ankle with her eyes I could sense her looking up to gain my attention.
“Miya, I wanted to ask you a question.” I froze and my mouth couldn't move with my brain processes.
“What is it?” I just said the first thing that came into my mind but it came out slower than expected.
“I was wondering about the movie you got for us tonight, is it scary? I like scary music but I tend to scream at the good parts.” She was toying with me right now.
Damn Rii-chan just say it.“Nah, I thought it had a lot of suspense and some romantic scenes you would like.” Rii-chan had a surprised look to her face.
“Um, I like it but with another girl, it seems awkward.” She laughed nervously.
I hit her nerve and got her to break off the truth, YES!“Just think about it as friends going to watch a movie, not as a couple.” I quickly explained to her.
“True, let's do that.” She smiled at me before popping the DVD in.
I slipped next to her and we watched the start of the DVD, she was trying to adjust to where I was sitting, and I giggled at her trying to avoid body contact.
She had dragged the blanket away from me and I grabbed it back forcing her to be inches away from my body.
I decided to play my game first with playing with her hand, I placed my hand on top of hers, she pulled it back, and put her back toward me.
Rii-chan I love you but you have to show some love back.I watched the movie and when it came to the scary part I would leave myself open for her to fall into arms. I was anticipating for the moment and when it came she turned into me and her hands were placed perfectly right above my chest.
“Miya, I am sorry, I didn't mean to...” She turned away.
“What you didn't mean to do, Rii-chan?” I asked.
“Um, touching your body, you don't like that right?” Rii-chan was ready to slip out but I grabbed her hand.
“Well maybe when I am not naked but like this it is fine, I mean you hugged people so you had body contact with older men and why does it matter with me?” I turned off the movie.
“Well you are my friend and we shouldn't be this close.” Rii-chan started to walk away but I commanded to her stop.
“Why?” I walked towards her.
“Because, we are group members and what if Captain sees this, she will tell us off.” Rii-chan walking backwards toward the wall.
“Captain has been with Maasa for so long and she hasn't cared for anybody else hooking up within the group.” I explained to her with my face inches away from hers.
“I need to go to the bathroom.” She escaped to the empty room and I stood there with my ears to the door.
I heard her panicking through the thick door, she started to yell and scream out her feelings. She was in the middle of an emotional breakdown.
Her voice was asking for help but I wanted to see her true emotions before I could act upon it. I knocked on the door and she opened it for me.
“Miya, I want to ask you a question and please be honest about it.” Rii was crying and I hugged her frail body.
“Go ahead, I am listening.”
“Do you love me as a friend or a girlfriend?” I knew she was going ask it but I had no prepared answer.
“Well, ever since we have been part of the group, you were the youngest correct?” She nods.
“You were your own person before you grasped the group concept, right?” She nods again.
“However, I was there to cheer you up every time you missed your family, right?” She looks up and pecks me on the cheek.
“Well, do you think that we have been friends for so long that I would throw it all away for a more intimate relationship?” She pushed me off and she began to think.
“Well, I wanted a special relationship with a person but not with my best friend, do not get me wrong, I love you a certain way but I did not want it to become one way with us.” I was surprised yet understanding.
Before I could utter a sound, she had my lips onto mines and the sweet taste of the gloss caught me by surprise.
“Strawberry?” I asked.
“Yeah, I actually knew what you were doing because you read my diary before coming into the room.” She knew that I did that, How did she knew? I began to ponder.
“Silly you, I knew it because you would always ask if I was alright.” I just shook my head.
“Rii, let's go back and watch the movie.” As we slipped under the blanket, I felt her hand on my lap.
I just had the thought of her head being on my shoulder and I could imagine her cute face sleeping on there. Although before I could utter another word, she was down for the count.
I lay her down on the couch and she had a cute snore that I couldn't help but love it. I put her head on my lap and caressed her hair.
The song popped up on the DVD and I began to whistle to the familiar sound.
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me