ToDie
Inspired by
MV Praying with The Tear - Dome TheStar 8I suggest you to look at those video and listen to this songs
Watanabe Mayu - Itsu Demo Soba Ni Ite Ageru Kashiwagi Yuki - Birthday Wedding*sorry if there are typos, grammar mistakes etc
Titititititit..
"All right, ready. In the count of three, one two three! "
Tiitititititititit ..
"Again!, Come Mayu-san ..."
"Please raise the voltage!"
"One two three"
Tittttt ..........
Yuki was surprised to see that Mayu’s body repeatedly forged by pacemakers. Her lips incessantly budging, hold the words she wanted to say. The dripping sweat kept pouring from her forehead. Those action figures in her now grasp smash into the ground. Mayu trying to take parts of the figure that have been scattered. But unfortunately she couldn’t even reach it.
Mayu repeatedly looked at her hands that seem transparent. Her eyes rounded, narrowed her pupils tried to focus to the object of what she saw. She didn’t believe she could see herself lying in bed with a lot of hose that surrounds her. Occasionally she glanced into the mirror in front of her to make sure that someone who is her own self lying in bed.
Now, she looked at Yuki who was fighting back the tears in her eyes as not falling down her cheeks. Mayu wonder why Yuki looks as dreadful as it, this is the first time Mayu see Yuki cry.
"K-Kowaii!" Said Mayu with the teardrop who started poking out in her eyes corner.
"Why are you crying Yukirin? Stop it! I don’t like it!" Mayu snapped as she tried to push Yuki’s body. Eventually she instead falls pushed by an energy reflection. The tears flowed freely, flowed over her face. She was banging the ground with her strong hands clenched.
"Why I must die like this? As I live I'm not afraid to die, why…when do I die I feel sad? Why to touch someone I love is just very difficult. What should I do?" Mayu desperate, she felt such deep sadness because she has realized the fact she will leave Yuki forever.
"Yuki! Why do you have to cry! Death is the destiny! Everyone would be dead. I'm sure you already know if I'm going to die." Shouted Mayu but Yuki didn’t listen.
"Even if I met you in the next life. I wouldn’t want to give up my life in a crybaby girl like you. Please stop crying!" Mayu was no longer hold any load that is in her heart. Seeing someone who was she loved crying is a terrible. She better scraping the blade over her body rather than having to look at this.
The white light lit so brightly in front of her, everything that is around Mayu now just like a glow that spread to form a dazzling gradation. She immediately stood up from her position before, and wiped her tears with both hands. Many times she looked around but she found was a white light.
"Whether it is time?" She asked trying to get an answer.
"All right. I'll go." Said Mayu, with footsteps walked towards the light source. Inversely proportional to the will of her heart that longed to return to her hospital room to hug Yuki.
"I was born to die. My parents didn’t even want me. I really hate them, but now I realize. They throw me because they don’t want to feel lost me after I die. What I get in my life is just a feeling of happiness can love Kashiwagi Yuki. But if you allow me to return briefly to earth, I promise I will wipe away her tears. I don’t want to live as sadness in someone's life." Mayu said that accompany every inch of her footsteps.
Until finally she stopped at the end of the light source, she found a white door which she regarded as the entrance to the new world. Slowly she put her hand on the door handle which was wrapped in gold.
"Even if you offered me a happy life in the next life. I prefer to repeat this story, as long as you let me go back to just wipe her tears." Mayu slowly closed her eyes and opened the door.
***"Mayu was dead. Brace yourself, Kashiwagi-san!" The doctor said as he patted Yuki who has been frozen stiff.
Yuki didn’t respond to anything said by the doctor. She just kept staring at lifeless Mayu. Without the slightest bold to approach Mayu’s body. The nurse has begun to raise the white blanket to cover Mayu’s face, but her hand gestures stopped because of a grip. The nurse shook her hand, her sweat repeatedly poking out of her forehead. Yuki could only round her eyes staring at the nurse.
Mayu lowered back the blanket that has on her forehead. She glanced at the people who are around her while still holding the nurse’s hand. The doctor, Yuki, and the nurse just gaped at Mayu who are suddenly back with a playful smile that she often did to everyone. Mayu directly take a sitting position, because no longer hoses are blocking her movement.
"Hmm! Ano.. Aika-san? Why are you so scared? I was just kidding. Geezz.. is this pretty face already looks like a ghost?" Mayu said playful while slowly releasing its grip in the nurse’s hand.
"Ehm! Yokoyama-sensei... What I was so pretty that make you never let go of your eyes away from me? I was just posing as a weasel who pretended to be dead!" Joked Mayu.
"Arghh! And this one, you too late to see me. You just still destroy my favorite action figures! Quickly returned to the store, and buy me a myriad action figures!" Mayu commanded Yuki who still dumbfounded in her place.
“M-Mayu..”
Having managed to convince herself that this is not a fantasy or a dream. Yuki immediately ran and embraced warmly Mayu’s body.
“M-Mayuyu.” Yuki whispered.
Yuki tightened her arms as if nothing would ever take off her arms for long periods of time. Mayu replied, she put her hands on Yuki’s back then patted it gently.
“How dare you make me crazy worried Mayu..”
“It’s Okay Yuki, I’m here..”
Seeing this scene the doctor and the nurses immediately left the room. Although in their mind is still full of question marks in the scene that they had experienced. They could only call it a 'miracle'.
***Yuki began stroking Mayu’s hair who is tangled because she has not had time to comb it.
"Where were you, so haven’t had time to comb your hair? Your bangs look messy." Yuki whispered to Mayu’s ear.
"Erghh! You’re so annoying." Mayu pushed Yuki’s body slowly from her arms.
Mayu soon opened a drawer that was next to her and took a pink comb. Yuki immediately grabbed it and comb gently Mayu’s hair.
"Auch! Itaii! slowly black!" yelled Mayu.
"Haii,. you still call me black instead of Yukirin?" said Yuki beamed. As if a face filled with anxiety a few minutes ago is now turns to face the happiest person in this world.
"Lets just say so!" Mayu replied as she ruffled Yuki’s hair.
"Ahh, why are you late to visit me?"
"Because my stepmother sent me back to the matchmaking event."
Mayu soon turned to Yuki, she seemed to want to eat her alive.Yeah, Yuki is too honest to Mayu which sometimes makes Mayu become uncomfortable. Mayu’s eye gaze narrowed as a tiger that will ensnare his prey.
"Eh,..Why? Are you jealous huh?" asked Yuki while lightly pinching Mayu’s nose.
"Is not I told you to call her mother? No need to put step-mother! Moreover, wasn’t Miyazawa Sae handsome enough? Why did your mother find a mate for you again?"
"Because I refused." Yuki said as she laid back the comb in a desk drawer.
"Why? He is a handsome man and kind. He even visits me and brought my favorite anime." Chirped Mayu.
"Because he is not Mayuyu.."
After saying that Yuki kissed her lips gently. Mayu were shocked immediately closed her eyes.
***Mayu and Yuki sat on a chair in the hospital across the pond fish. Yuki occasionally take the gravel is in Mayu’s hand then thrown into the pond, causing the sounds of splashing water. Their gaze occasionally interlocked and ends with a small smile.
"If the nurse knew, she would scold us." Said Mayu who still wore the patience uniform.
"This is all wrong the hospital that don’t sell a fish food!"
"Shhh! I'm bored, what if we take a walk out?" asked Mayu wink on Yuki.
"No, should not be, you are the patient."
"Huftt, while in high school there was even a vague punishment that prohibits students to escape from the school hours. And we broke it, but why now in here you don’t dare?" Mayu replied as she stood up to leave Yuki.
Mayu stepped closer to the walls of the hospital which are not so high, while Yuki reluctantly continued to follow Mayu from behind. Arriving in front of the wall Mayu lay the bricks to support her body to be able to pass through the wall.
"Hahaha shorty..! How can you not be able to go beyond this short wall?" Sneered Yuki as she chuckled.
"Shhhh." Mayu grin looked at Yuki.
By force of Mayu, Yuki finally willing to bend her body in order to Mayu could rise above her shoulder to cross the line of the wall. Occasionally she winced in pain and Mayu could only chuckle.
Now Mayu had managed to get out of the hospital, but Yuki is still in the hospital. They both are separated by a white wall, it is not too high. But somehow this makes Mayu’s heart restless. She couldn’t see the figure of Yuki again, she repeatedly calling Yuki’s name but Yuki never responded. Mayu repeatedly tried to climb over the wall in front of her but didn’t succeed, the wall was higher than her height. She fell while climbing the wall.
"Auchh .ittai.." she shrieked in pain.
"Mayuyu! Are you okay?" Asked Yuki panic when she looked Mayu fallen.
"W-Why?" Mayu began to cry like a little girl after slip.
"Why? Why are you so long?" whined Mayu while banging Yuki’s shoulders and gritted her feet to the ground.
"Auww..aww. ittai.,Mayu stop it. I had caught the guard, and he told me to used the front gate. I was forced to walk rotate. Are you really worried about it?" Yuki's facial expressions seemed mocking at Mayu who caught very worried.
"No,.. well, now you'd better carry me to the car. My feet hurt after falling earlier." Said Mayu embarrassed.
With bridal style, Yuki carried me. From here, she looks very pretty, how can a sickly girl like me has a girlfriend like her? Really lucky, but unfortunately why my luck runs so short. Yuki…she glanced at me and carve a cheery smile. I love her smile.Yuki put Mayu sitting beside the driver's seat. She holds Mayu’s ankle and slowly rotate it. While Mayu did was grimacing in pain as she grabbed Yuki’s hair. In this way, they break even both winced in pain haha.
"Where are we going?" Asked Yuki while driving.
"Lets visit Yuko-chan. We couldn’t walk around with this hospital uniform, Yuki."
***They stopped at Yuko’s boutique. The staff was surprised to see Mayu who came back after a long time she was reportedly in a coma in the hospital.
“Oh My Godness..Shiriri-chan! You're still alive!” Shouted Yuko while running and hugged Mayu.
“Erhh Oshiriko-chan.. how can I die if there are a lot of sexy oshiri here.” Said Mayu with a wink.
“Lets grab Yuki’s butt!!” smirked Yuko.
pletakkYuki immediately smacked their heads.
“Auchh ittai..” Both of them groaned in pain.
“Please stop both of you. Mayu, I will burn all your action figure collection if you keep touching people butt, and Yuko-san I'm sure Kojima-san didn’t know that you secretly record Acchan bathing.”
“Eehh Yuko-chan you’re rock !!” mumbled Mayu.
“Shhtt…gomen Yuki .. Please don’t tell Nyan-nyan about this.” Begged Yuko in tears.
“Well if you can keep your behave Yuko-san. Now I need clothes for Mayu.” Yuki said impatiently.
“As you wish Kashiwagi-sama, leave it to me.” Yuko immediately dragged Mayu enters the changing room.
3 minutes later..Yuko out of the changing room.
“Mayu-chan, come out.” said Yuko.
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Whoaa kawaii,,,.. but eh..
“Ano Yuko-san it’s SEIFUKU..?? Maji de.. She even not a highschool student. Is she AKB wannabe or something..huh..” Yuki sighed and immediately shooked her head.
Mayu pouted then back into the changing room.
Moments later“I'm sure you'll like this Kashiwagi-sama." Said Yuko with a mischievous smile
Then Mayu came out and winked on Yuki.
“Yukirin..” whispered Mayu naugthy.
Ehhhhhh
Yuki got nosebleed “You're crazy Squirelll! What have you done to Mayu!" Yelled Yuki poised to throw a hanger that is in her grasp on Yuko.
“Hahaha..just kidding Yuki-chan, don’t be so serious kekeke.” Teased Yuko pulling Mayu back to the changing room.
Yuki just facepalmed herself.
And finally , Mayu came out.
“How was it?” Mayu smiled shyly.
“…”
“Yuki..?”
“Ehh, that’s good..”
“Just ‘good’ huh?” Mayu pouted.
“It’s perfect Mayu..” Yuki blushed.
***********
They arrived at a beach with quiet visitors. They held hands and walked to the shoreline. They stood amid the pounding of the waves without the slightest release their grip. They closed their eyes to enjoy the wind blows barrage came to them and the crackle of small waves that constantly invade their feet.
"Please stop this time Kami-sama…, together with her as this is the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced in this world after the death of my parents. I don’t want to lose the people I love again. Stay..please stay with me like this forever ..Mayu." Yuki muttered to her own self while tightening her grip on Mayu’s palm.
"Yuki…If I go later, I hope you will forget all your sadness and replace it with memories that we make today." Mayu whispered, glancing over Yuki who still closed her eyes.
"Oii! Yukirin!" Mayu shake Yuki’s body and made Yuki opened her eyes.
"Ehh? How can we get here?"Asked Yuki, after realizing she and Mayu had reached the end of the beach close to the cliff.
"Waves that carry us, hmm.. turns very quiet here." Mayu replied.
"That's good then." Yuki gazed mischievous grin.
Mayu kicked her legs and made Yuki fall in small waves on beaches. Mayu laugh at Yuki, who is known to have poor balance. Yuki looked at Mayu upset. She soon rose from her fall position, her jeans soaking wet under water.
"Turn around!" Yuki command on Mayu.
"Eh..Nande?" Asked Mayu while trying to stop the laughter and immediately obey Yuki to turn around.
"Do it Mayu!" Yuki stared deep Mayu as if something wrong. Mayu immediately stopped her laugh and trying to guess the contents of Yuki’s mind. Yuki approached Mayu and whispered to her.
"Whether today you are in period?" Asked Yuki who make Mayu desperate want to see the back side of her dress.
"Hahh? ?No,I’m not, so what? " Mayu tried to twist her body to the back to find out what had happened so that Yuki can ask like that.
"Well! That's good then ... "Yuki smirked at Mayu and immediately sprayed her with salt water beaches. Mayu can’t complain when her face repeatedly approached by salty water that occasionally go to her lips.
****Yuki and Mayu lay their bodies in a stretch of white sandy beach. Yuki embraced Mayu. They stared at the sky flooded with sparkling stars of the night.
"Sugoii...beautiful.. ne Yukirin why are so many stars tonight? "Asked Mayu curious like a little kid.
"I do not know, it would be something good for sure." Yuki replied while tightened her hug.
Their heads facing each other, their eyes meet to form an imaginary line straight. There are many words they want to say, but they do not know where to start.
"Yuki.., do you remember the first time we met?
“You're like sadako, which is always alone. Not dare make friends with anyone, ahhh mechaa kowaii! You're not my type at all!" Mayu said.
"Hey..You also are not my type. A spoiled girl who always bothered me in my spare time! Chatty girl! " Yuki replied to Mayu that is now attempting to grasp Yuki's hand.
"Hey, I’m Mayu. What's your name?"
"…..." The taller girl was just silent. Didn’t dare to look at the twintail little girl in front of her.
“So your name is Yuki, right?”
The taller girl stared at her in confusion. She has not even answer her question.
“I've been told by Keiko-san hehehe, and hey you know what.. we will be roommates!” Said the twintail girl happy.
Yuki just put a flat face.
Her life changed when her parents died. She had to live in an orphanage. Her so called friends left her one by one, yeah because Yuki is no longer a rich girl. That's why she hated friendship. And on that day she met with the annoying little girl who always follow her.
“Hey, Yuki-chan want to play dolls?”
“….” Yuki just walk away.
“Yuki-chan lets watch this anime, this is really good, I’m sure you will like this.”
“…” Again, Yuki was silent. Not heeding her.
“Today the weather is good, come follow me, I'll show you something Yuki-chan.”
Because bored, Yuki finally followed her. They arrived on a hill not far from the orphanage. There is a tree house and swing there. The view from there is beautiful.
“Hoahh..” Mayu breathe freely. “This is my favorite place, when I'm sad this place makes me calm,..”
Yuki looked amazed scenery around her. Mayu is true, this place is very beautiful and peaceful.
“Why are you still following me when I just kept avoiding you.” Yuki finally spoke.
“Whoa.. this is the first time you talked back!” Mayu jumped happy.
“Just answer my question.”
“Hmm I want to be your friend..”
“I don’t need friends.”
“You’re lying.” Mayu stared Yuki’s eyes.
“Only fools who believe in friendship.” Said Yuki coldly.
“Yuki, do not waste your time just to lament the past.”
“You do not know anything about me. ”
“I know you Yuki!. You're just afraid of being betrayed. That's why you're being like this. Yuki, I sincerely want to be friends with you.”
“Do not pretend to care about me!” Yuki eventually ran away. Yuki scared. She is not ready to open her heart.
“Yuki!..” shouted Mayu. “Please don’t run..” Mayu pursued Yuki.
But Yuki kept running until she heard something from behind.
Brakkkkkk
Mayu fell to the ground.
Yuki stopped, she panicked when she saw Mayu fall. She immadietely approached Mayu.
“Are you okay?” said Yuki worry.
Mayu panting, she holds her chest. She was in geat pain.
“I-m..I’m.. ok-ay..” have not had time to finish her sentence, Mayu fainted.
“Mayu!!!” Yuki soon carrying Mayu. For the first time, Yuki was worried on Mayu. Yuki never feeling like this since her parents died, but why now she became very afraid if something bad happened to this girl. She did not even make friends with her.
“Please hang on, Mayu. " without realizing Yuki tears dripped.
“Keiko-san..Keiko-san!! ” Yuki yelled as she had arrived at the orphanage. Then Mayu finally rushed to the hospital.
*
Mayu opened her eyes. She was shocked when she saw Yuki asleep while holding her hand.
“Y-Yuki-chan..”
“Ergh…” Yuki woke up. “Why do not you tell me about your illness? You make me worry like hell.” Said Yuki.
“Ehmm..” Mayu just silent, seeing Yuki hand still holding her hand. Yuki who just realized immediately release her grip, she felt ashamed.
“Please do not run away from me again Yuki-chan, because I can not catch you.” Mayu pleaded. There is a feeling of sadness in her words.
“I will not leave you again,..” Yuki promised.
Mayu smiling happily. A smile that made Yuki’s heart be warmed. Since that day Yuki realized that there are someone was precious to her. And that person is
Mayu. She wants to protect her , because her smile is so precious.
**
"Heii, I'm not fussy. But in the end you're screaming in the middle of the park if you're going to marry me when I grow up!"
"Erghg..It's because the little Yuki’s mind is ‘baka’, but you also coquettish. While in junior high school what makes you so attractive that makes Jurina kiss your cheek! It’s disgusting." Yuki muttered.
"Of course, because I'm pretty and cute! And you, why did you change your image into a black-hearted girl who never reply to all my email?"
"Black-hearted? Jeez. I’m busy you know. That’s why I got the first rank in the school, while you?" Yuki mocked.
"Yeayaya! I know! Just stop this. I was a stupid-unattractive-spoiled-fussy girl but in the end you also fascinated at me!" Sneered Mayu while she stuck out her tongue.
Yuki..you can’t win over Mayu kekeke ….
Things became silent. They stared at each other for a long time as if the object they see is a rare item that can only be seen once in a lifetime.
"Mayu, allow me to ask you something?"
"Hmmmm?"
"Why are you suddenly become as healthy as this? Honestly this question from this morning I wanted to ask you but I'm afraid to hurt your feelings. "
"Hmm .. I do not know." Mayu said.
"Are we going through the day tomorrow we like this? You're not going to lie again right with those complicated hoses ? " asked Yuki began to worry.
Mayu only responds with a smile. Leaving Yuki’s own frantic search for answers.
"Yuki-chan, can we get back to the hospital?" said Mayu while taking a sitting position.
"What's up? Did you feel any pain in your chest? " Yuki immediately got up.
"No. ~~ I just missed Aika-san and Yoko-sensei hehehe. "
"Hya! You've coma for a week and did not see me. Now why do you even miss them? " Yuki pouted.
“So you're jealous huh keke ... I'm just little tired Yuki."
"Come." Yuki kneel down so Mayu could climb onto her back.
Then Yuki walked slowly while piggyback Mayu.
“Yukirin....”
“Hmm nani?”
“Arigatou ne..” whispered Mayu.
“As long as you happy, Yuki will do anything for Mayuyu.” Answered Yuki.
Yuki always spoiling Mayu. From child, because Mayu’s heart is weak, Yuki always protect Mayu. Since her condition is getting worse, so Mayu no longer continue in high school. Every day she always visits Mayu in the hospital. She told Mayu everything that happens in the school. She even brought all Mayu’s favorite stuff. She is willing to bother around Tokyo only to find Mio K-ON signed limited edition action figure for Mayu. Yeah, she will do anything to make Mayu smile.
****They went to the hospital. Yuki was concentrating on driving while Mayu closed her eyes. Looks like she fell asleep from exhaustion walk around all day. Finally they reached the hospital. Yuki released Mayu’s safety belt and pecked on Mayu’s cheek. Usually this way Mayu will soon wake up. But why now this technique does not work? Yuki patted Mayu’s shoulder . She is still not wake up. Then Yuki won Mayu's face with both hands, and pat her cheek but again, still no response from Mayu. Of course became Yuki panicked
"Heii Mayu, are you prank me again like this morning?? Please stop it, this is not funny! " said Yuki crying.
Yuki immediately carrying Mayu to inside hospital. Then Mayu was rushed to the emergency room.
“Mayu…Mayuyu..”
The slightest tear dripping from her eyes. She was too afraid that if this is true. When she was with Mayu, she hoped that moment was not a mere dream. But now she hopes this is just a dream that later will end when she opened her eyes later.
*****I stood at the top of the hill. The hill is familiar to me. There is a hill near the orphanage where Yuki and I usually play around there. From here I can see the sky with loose. I stepped my foot to the tree house in this hill.
Mayu ...
I saw Yuki. She stood back to me, standing on the edge of the hill. Yuki looked at the empty expanse of the mountain in front of her. I tried to approach her but her figure suddenly blown away by the wind.
No!..Yuki ... please do not leave me.
Yuki…
Why?****The girl was asleep. Like a sleeping beauty, her face looks peaceful. Wonder what is in her dream at that time. The room was silent, only the sound of clinking medical devices. A nurse came in with a bouquet of lilies. She looked at the girl who was lying on a hospital bed.
"Mayu-san, when you will wake up..." She whispered softly. There is a sense of sadness that is implicit in her words.
"Ergh .."
"Mayu-san?"
Slowly The girl opened her eyes. The nurse ran outside to call the doctor.
"I'm still alive .." Mayu mumbled softly. Implied happiness etched on her face.
"Mayu-san, how do you feel? Is there something pains? " Mayu shook her head slowly.
"Thank God your operation running smoothly." Said Yokoyama-sensei, smiling with relief.
"Sensei, where is Yuki? Why did she not visit me? "Asked Mayu wonder. She tried to get up, she wants to meet with Yuki, but her movement was stopped, she was still too weak.
"Do not move too much, Mayu-san. You've just conscious after a coma for seven days. Your body is still in need of adaptation. "The doctor said, stroking Mayu’s head gently.
"But Sensei, I want to meet with Yuki .."
"Unfortunately Kashiwagi-san will not come Mayu-san." Yokoyama-sensei sighed sadly. "Today is the day of her wedding." Added the doctor.
"Ehh? Wedding? Uso daro? "Mayu shocked. "W-With whom ? May I visit her wedding? Mayu asked streak. The smile on her face had disappeared, replaced by a sense of disappointment that is intolerable.
"Well I'll take you there."
***They arrived at a church. Mayu remember this place. When still a child, Yuki promised to marry her in here. The church is located not far from the orphanage they used to be.
"You're married with someone else at this church ... How dare you Yuki.." Mayu muttered to herself.
Mayu exit out of the car. She stepped slowly entered the church yard. Strange. Yeah, the feeling was that currently plaguing Mayu’s mind. The atmosphere in here is too quiet for a wedding. Then she opened the door of the church slowly.
Empty.
No one there. There is only a cake and a letter on the table near the pulpit. What happened?
Mayu looked at the doctor with a puzzled. But the doctor is only signaled Mayu to go to the pulpit. She slowly walked up toward the pulpit. Mayu saw that cake.
'Happy 21st Birthday Mayuyu'
Deg ..
Ehh ....
Mayu realized if today is her birthday.
'Whether she was prank me?' Thought Mayu confused.
She took the envelope that is near the cake was. Then she opened the envelope slowly.
Wedding Ceremony
Kashiwagi Yuki
and
Watanabe Mayu
Place: In heaven
Time: I do not know, there is no clock here
What the hell is this???
The tears trickled on Mayu’s face. Her feeling frantic.
"Yuki baka!! Baka!! Baka!!!" She kept saying, her chest thightness.
"Mayuyu..." Mayu turned her gaze toward the LCD screen on the back of the pulpit.
"Yuki .."
"Mayuyu, .. happy birthday! How about a gift from me? Do you like it?""Yuki stupid !! How can I feel happy while you die?!!
"Take good care of my heart! beware if you ruined it! I'm too long to have high-quality heart, I do not need it anymore. It is better for you. And my step-parents, Ehm I mean my parents were also for you. I don’t like those filled with rules, you said you wanted to have parents, right? “No Yuki, you’re wrong..stupid!.. All I need is you!!”
“Hey! Why are you still crying? Is those gift less? Well then, you are also allowed to play with that pervert squirrel again, as long as you happy.. You're also free to watch anime until late at night, and don’t worry, I’m not going to scold you anymore.”“Bakarin…” Mayu sobbed.
"Ehh..Why are you still crying? Okey,you may also use my savings to buy your favorite limited edition action figures. Now you're free to eat kaarage, jellybean, candy and sweet things, I'm not going to force you to eat vegetables again.”
“Oii! Why your crying deepened? Shut up! You crybaby! Didn’t yesterday we had fun?”Why Yuki???
“I was too scared if you die and leave me. So just let me go. I will continue to wait for you even if it is in heaven full of handsome angel. I hope we can meet again later in life that further and has a story with a happy ending."
“Have you read the invitation?”
“Yeah I hope you come to our wedding, that little Yuki had promised to marry you when you're an adult. And now I'm going to keep my promise.”
“I love you, Mrs. Kashiwagi Mayu.."Mayu could no longer support herself. She fell, sat on the floor. Everything is frozen. Her beautiful eyes seemed to dry up because no longer able to issue swift tears. The video has been finished,turning blank.
Yuki, Kashiwagi Yuki has gone forever.
"W-Where her ashes scattered?" Asked Mayu riled.
******I immediately ran to the top of the hill just yesterday I visited in my dreams. Occasionally I stopped because I was unable to endure that welled up in my heart. Breathing also seemed very hard, my legs buckled but I kept trying to reach the top of the hill. Does it taste like you experienced so far, Yuki? frantic, you feel guilty, and you're not willing? Yuki forgive me! I do not know if this is what you feel. I'm too selfish, I take it easy to sleep in bed while you heart race like this.
If you go, then what about me Yuki?Finally Mayu up on this hill, this is the place Yuki ashes scattered. She shouted loudly calling Yuki from the top of the hill.
"Yuki!" Cried Mayu with the remnants of power she has.
"You called me, Mayuyu." Imaginary figure of Yuki standing in front of Mayu.
Mayu looked deep into the eyes of a woman she loved it. She did not dare to approach or try to reach someone who is in front of her. She was afraid when she did it, it will change the figure disappeared into ash granules.
"You say death is destiny, right? Then why are you crying Mayuyu.""I did promise to wipe your tears, but not the way it should kill you, Yuki!" Mayu tone unstable because too afraid if the figure in front of her will disappear.
"You don’t kill me, I'm happy to wait for you in heaven. So you quickly resolve your problem in this world. " The shadow was gone, the figure was lost in the wind.
“Yuki…”
Your letter still there at its old place
Our pictures are placed near here
I don't want those thing
All I want is you , tell me what should I do
Just one time I want to hear your voice.
Always missing you , I don't know where are you now .
Pray with the tear every day , hope that you will hear my blessing.
Waiting for all my life , waiting for you to back to me.
Tokyo, 15 July 2048A beautiful woman with black hair standing on a hill as she stretched out her hand, trying to enjoy the breeze. After a day job as an idol was completed, she always found time to enjoy the view from the top of this hill. She was sitting on a tree house, staring at stars.
A handsome blond-haired man with a posture that is not too high, accidentally also came to the hill. Realizing there was someone who came to the hill first, so he decided to go back. But his pace stalled because of a woman's call.
"Hei, if you're trying to go up to the hill, should not you stop first to release your tiredness?" Cried the woman from a tree house.
The man turned, then he climbed the tree house and sat beside the woman. He was smiling at her then he offered her a pack of jellybean. The woman immediately opened and put it into her mouth.
"I do not think a man like you like jellybean." The woman chuckled. "Are you waiting for someone?" She added.
"Hmm, I have no idea. As if I like waiting for someone when climbing this hill." Replied the handsome man.
"When I have finished my work, I also always come here, it feels like there is something waiting for me here. And I should immediately see it. How strange isn’t it?"
They laughed together, as if they have known for a long time. Though this is the first time they met.
"What is your name?" As he held out his hand
"Yuki, Watanabe Yuki-desu." while replying to the man's handshake.
"I’m Kashiwagi Yuma. Nice to meet you "
I wish to deal my time all my life
For just one second to see you
Just one chance I want to hear your voice
Always missing you , I don't know where are you now
Pray with the tear every day , hope that you will hear my blessing
Waiting for all my life , still wait for you to back to me
*I will be very busy until the next five weeks... so I can not update my fics soon.. gomen ne