@ichikawa: You're welcome, Ichikawa-san. Well, I'm also a W Matsui shipper, a RenAirin shipper, and a YukiRena shipper.
Long story short, I'm a Rena-biased.
So maybe I'll do more W Matsui in the future? Who knows?
If I can write one, then I'll do it. It just depends on my school schedule. hahaha.
@Pandah: Pan-chan! I hate my hectic schedule. Argh!
I can't even write as fast as I could like the last time!
Haha. But you know, for me... Jurina will always be a child at heart, no matter how much she tries to be mature.
And I seriously love how Rena was acting here!
I'd endure all her naggings, if it means having Rena-sama as my Mommy!
And you know... Just writing about how Airin here...
Makes me love her more!
Thank you so much, Pan-chan!
@sakura_drop: Thank you so much for the compliments, Sakura-san.
And to have Sakura-san comment is actually an honor!
BTW, I seemed to have read that you ship YukoRena?
Can you please write more about those two?
Pretty please?
A/N: And now onto the last part of I Just Fall In Love Again! It was hard to write...since there were...*ahem* some stuff I'm not really good at. But nevertheless, please do enjoy this update from me! And I really want to apologize for updating so late.
Too much stuff to deal with for this past few weeks.
Anyway, let's get onto the the update, shall we?
I Just Fall In Love Again Part ThreeThe ride on the way home was eerily quiet that the driver himself found it hard to breathe, or even make any sudden movements. There was this suffocating silence that surrounded the three of them, formed by the two girls who refused to make an effort in talking with each other.
They merely sat there next to each other at the back of the taxi, basking in the silence that they have decided to make by remaining quiet from the moment they entered it. Their eyes kept moving back and forth from the front view of the car, and then onto the windows beside them, never finding themselves locking with the other raven.
They were both afraid of facing the awkward moment they would have to go through once that happened, since there would be a slight chance of having tears forming in the other's eyes. The break-up they had a year ago was the reason for it, for they were in a similar situation before it had occured.
Just then, the driver made a conclusion in his mind to start breaking the ice in the cab, sensing that there would be no chance that one of the two would have the initiative to do so. He wanted to wait for the right moment to speak, and used the opportunity when he was making a left turn.
"S-so..." the driver started, looking at the two through his rear mirror. "You two are close?"
"Huh?" the two girls asked at the same time, diverting their gazes away from the glasses beside them and onto the one who finally broke the silence.
The old man scratched his white hair, giving a slightly awkward chuckle as he began to speak. "Well, you two are staying at the hotel-"
"Please don't misunderstand." Yukirin coldly interrupted, not liking the way the taxi driver was assuming things. "We just stay at the same hotel and work together."
"There's no way that we're close."
"I-I see..." the driver sweated as he replied, wiping them away with his black handkerchief.
A minute passed after the interruption made by Yukirin, and the driver tried once again. He opened his mouth to start commenting about how cold it was outside, but right before he could, the older of the two ravens managed to beat him to it.
"She and I are merely co-workers." she said, staring at him through the rear mirror that she had caught him using to look at them.
Adding, she said. "Nothing more, nothing less."
The older raven's cold and irritated tone made him instantly shut his mouth, preventing him from making another try at talking to them, since it might cause the atmosphere to reach a degree below zero once more.
"Mister," Rena spoke all of a sudden, looking at her phone as she did to look like she was looking at the time. "Can you please switch on the radio?"
She could sense from the man's awkward movements about how much he wanted to make the cold silence amongst them three disappear, knowing how hard it was to deal with it especially when you would most likely stay that way for another fifteen minutes or so.
"Uh...Sure thing." was what the old man could reply to her request.
Leaning away from his seat, he then pressed a button on the radio stereo and started playing a song that was currently being played by an anime station. The main reason why he chose that particular station was because he thought that if the the two girls heard it, they would slowly start loosening up and even sing along with it.
Fortunately for him, the song's energetic melody made the youngest of the three to form a smile, tapping her feet along with the rhythm of the song. It made him smile to himself, liking the way he has managed to lessen the icy feeling in the cab, and started enjoying the song himself.
The unfortunate thing was, even though he has been humming whilst Rena has been tapping her feet, a frown has formed on the face of a certain raven, showing the displeasure she was having from the music.
"They're making my headache worse." she thought to herself, sighing irritatingly as she massaged the temples of her forehead.
Her head was currently feeling like a drill and hammer was making this large hole into her brain. Add the energetic music to that, and she felt like a construction site was inside her head. The moving of the car was not making it any easier to keep her from getting dizzy, making things even harder.
"Please switch it off." she said with a slight hiss, crossing her arms as she looked out of the window to avoid making eye contact with either of the two. "I'm getting a huge headache from hearing such a childish song."
"No, that came out wrong." she said to herself mentally, digging her nails deep into her thighs.
Hearing the request from the frowing raven, the taxi driver couldn't help but do as he was told, much to Rena's dismay. The cold atmosphere has returned once again, and the younger raven can't help but wonder why in the world was Yukirin being so cold to them all of a sudden.
"What's your problem?" she asked through her teeth, nudging the older girl gently as she sent a smile to the driver.
The older raven ignored her question, and pushed her away whilst muttering. "You have your own space, so stay there."
Taken aback from the Yukirin's cold gesture towards her, Rena frowned and made her way closer to the older girl once more, not noticing the wincing she was currently trying hard to hide.
Nudging her even more, she asked once more. "Seriously, what's wrong with you?"
Receiving another push instead of an answer that she was expecting, she was shocked when she heard the older girl muttering under her breathe about how she was getting irritated at the very moment. She frowned and moved away, crossing her arms as she did.
"Can you please drive faster?" she asked the taxi driver, who was watching them through the rear mirror.
Not knowing how to respond, the driver gave a slight nod and pressed his foot on the accelerator a little bit more. He kept his eyes on the road in front of him, making sure not to let his eyes wander off and find themselves looking at the two quiet ravens once more, fearing that he would get caught by the older girl.
Meanwhile, the older raven slapped her forehead mentally, and dug her nails a little bit deeper into her thighs.
"Great job, Yuki." the older raven thought to herself.
"Why can't you do anything right?" she asked, hating herself for blurting out the wrong things.
Everything that she had said and done were not what she had planned. In fact, none of these was. She never planned on going home along with the younger raven, or even getting on the same cab as her. The only things she had planned was getting to the hotel that Akimoto reserved specially for the 48 members.
But no.
Instead of getting home, here she was in the same cab as her ex-girlfriend, acting and seeming like she wanted nothing to do with the younger raven, when in fact, she wanted to start a conversation and talk to her like nothing had happened between the two of them.
Yes, she wanted to do all of those stuff.But the reminder that she would receive from her mind, kept her from doing so. The memories and images of how that Furukawa girl and Rena interacted so freely on the screen kept on replaying over and over again.
Remembering how she would be unable to make any conversations between the two of them whenever the camera was rolling, or the fact that she had to pretend that she knew nothing about the things that Rena likes and dislikes, kept on playing vividly in her mind.
It has managed to stay there, etched into her mind even though a year has passed. Somehow, though they had broken up a year ago, the feelings that she had for the younger girl just wouldn't fade, and neither was the jealousy that would come up whenever she was close with anyone else that seems to have an ability in making her smile, which basically meant...
...Everyone, but her."Ugh..." she groaned under her breath, giving her head another session of massages as a painful throb was felt on it once more. "I hate this."
"Well, I'm sorry for being here then." Rena suddenly mumbled to her, misunderstanding into thinking that what the older girl had said was meant for her.
Yukirin's eyes widened in surprise and she stared at the younger raven, who was frowing to herself whilst mumbling to herself as she watched the places that passed them by. There was this guilty feeling in her chest, adding to Yukirin's dismay, but being unable to think of anything to say, she kept her mouth shut and leaned her throbbing head onto the slightly cool window glass.
It must have been fatigue that made her do so, yet she was thankful for it even though her body felt like a ton of bricks have fallen onto it, for she have managed to somehow fall alseep through the awkward atmosphere in the taxi.
Several Minutes LaterDreaming...There was that word encircling over and over again inside her head like before. She was aware of the fact that she has been thinking of it everytime she would close her eyes and have this dream, but no matter how many times she would try to check and see if all of these she was seeing was just an illusion, there would always be something that would make her change her mind.
Like her dreams from before, the room was as dark as ever and there weren't any sparkly things flying above her. Turning her head to her side, she would still see her ex-girlfriend there with her, holding her hands tightly yet making sure that she wasn't getting hurt.
"This can't be." she thought to herself as she admired the beauty of the girl beside her.
"I'm currently in a taxi with her.""You are, Yuki." the younger girl suddenly spoke, waking up all of a sudden to stare into her eyes with her lovely orbs. "All of these are real."
"See?"
Rena pointed out of the window beside the older girl, making her notice how everything outside seemed to be moving. Seeing that, Yukirin couldn't help but wonder how could she be in her hotel room, and yet still have people and things passing her by from the outside.
"Unless..." she turned to Rena, and found the girl smiling at her with that lovely gaze of hers.
"I must be going crazy."The realization of being possibly mad made her eyes widen in surprise as the word 'crazy' circled around non-stop inside her head, making her furrow her eyebrows together as she tried to figure out if she was dreaming by pinching herself as hard as she could.
When she didn't feel the pain that she was supposed to be having, she turned to the girl beside her, who was still smiling at her lovingly with those brown orbs. Sighing, she tucked in a strand of loose hair hanging in front of Rena's eyes, behind her ear with a small smile on her face.
"Since I can't do this in real life..." she trailed off, trying to compose herself to prevent tears from falling as she realized the painful truth. "...let me enjoy this, okay?"
Rena nodded at her and leaned in even closer, letting more of her raven hair fall foward and block her line of sight. Sensing what the younger girl wanted her to do, Yukirin smiled softly and tucked the rest of Rena's hair.
Once the girl's face was free from any strands of hair besides her bangs, she cupped the raven's face and brought their foreheads closer, letting their warm breaths mix with each other. Yukirin closed her eyes and took in the scent that she had been missing for the past months.
"Why can't you do this in real life, Yukirin?" Rena asked her, after a few minutes of comfortable silence between the two of them.
The older raven leaned away and looked deep into her eyes, giving her a sad look as she sighed to herself. Looking away, she bit her lower lip and lowered her head.
"I don't know." she confessed. "Every time I open my mouth, the wrong words come out."
A pregnant pause."Do you still love me?" Rena asked, breaking the silence that has formed once again.
Yukirin, however, kept her silence and stayed in the same position, afraid to utter any word even though she knew perfectly well that no one besides her would find out. Just then, Rena tilted her head up with her slender fingers and brought their foreheads together once more.
"Do you still love me?" the raven repeated her question.
The older girl remained her silence, looking away from the beautiful eyes that she loves. She had tensed up from the contact that they currently have, only to be surprised even further when Rena took Yukirin's hands into her own and started caressing her smooth pale skin with them.
"I still love you." Rena told her, making Yukirin clenched her hands and pull away.
Shocked, she stared at the older girl, who only looked at her seriously with tears trailing down her eyes slowly. "You're only saying that because I want you to."
"You're just a figment of my imagination." Yukirin said bitterly, looking away as she continued to speak. "Nothing more than an illusion."
"Is that what I really am to you?" the younger girl asked with hurt evident in her tone.
When the older raven refused to speak an answer, she sighed and leaned away to the other side of the car. She looked away from her, making the older girl turn as she tried to see what was the expression written on her ex-girlfriend's face.
"I'm sorry, Rena." she apologised softly.
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"I'm sorry, Rena."
The said girl's ears suddenly perked up at the voice of the sleeping girl, whom she was trying to wake up a while ago and now had an arm slung over her shoulders. Stopping for a while in walking, she looked at the sleeping face of the older 48 member.
"Are you awake?" she asked, tilting her head to the side to see for herself.
Receiving no answer, she sighed and started to walk once more towards the direction of the elavator. She smiled to herself and made a mental note to herself about taking care of the older girl once they have reached her room, which was just a few room away from her own.
It has been almost fifteen minutes since the two of them got off from the taxi. The driver offered to help her in carrying Yukirin back to her room, but Rena refused in the most polite manner and struggled to bring the sick and sleeping girl to her hotel room.
"You've lost weight, Yukirin." Rena said to the sleeping girl, grunting as she struggled to keep her standing up along with her as the elavator went up to their floor.
It was a good thing for her since she wasn't as athletic as Sae or Sayaka, who could carry the Team B captain with ease, especially when Yukirin has lost some weight. It was a bad thing though, that Yukirin has lost weight and been getting sick easily.
"We're here, Yukirin." she suddenly spoke, walking with a limp as she struggled to carry the older girl to the room on the other end of the hall.
Worried that they both might collapse any time if it took longer, the younger girl stood in front of the raven and wrapped her arms around her neck before taking small but quick steps towards the hotel room.
The sudden weight on her back caused her to grunt, making her realize that she really can't carry any heavy things no matter how much she tried to do it quickly. Fortunately for her, she was able to reach the room without getting any injuries on either of them.
The only thing now was for her to find where the older raven had placed the card key for her to open up the door. Pressing Yukirin up against the wall, she then started to rummage for the card key in the older girl's bag.
But after a several minutes of doing so, she sighed and looked at the older girl who still seemed to be comfortable sleeping despite the way she was at the moment. Biting her lower lip, she tilted her head and checked if she could somehow wake the girl up to ask her where the key was.
"She must be so tired." she mumbled to herself after figuring that Yukirin wouldn't wake up no matter how much she tried to call her by her name. "Maybe she put it inside her inside pocket?"
Nodding to herself that it might be the case, she pushed Yukirin even more against the wall and started patting the older girl's skirt to find out where the inside pocket was located, since their uniforms were different from each other.
"Rena?" someone suddenly spoke, making the said girl look to the direction where the voice had come from.
When she did, she saw her senpai, Oshima Yuko, holding the door open with her hand and staring at her with wide eyes. Realizing what kind of scene the older actress thought both of them were doing, she leaned away from Yukirin and started waving one of her hands frantically as she tried hard to explain the situation, still making sure that the older raven would fall to the ground.
"I-It's not what you think!" she cried frantically, watching the shocked expression change into a smirk.
Yuko merely raised a brow, laughing as she went back inside the room whilst shouting out loud enough for the younger actress to hear. "Good to know that you two are back together!"
"Mou, Yuko-san!"
Carrying the older raven on her back once more, she mumbled to herself. "That'll never happen because she doesn't even want to talk to me."
She let out a grunt and started walking towards her own hotel room, deciding not to let the sick girl stay out in the cold surrounding any longer. Besides, she can't find the key and she doesn't want anyone like Yuko to misunderstand the situation.
When she reached her room, she fished for the key inside her bag and entered. She quickly placed the sleeping girl on her bed as gently as she could, grunting and groaning as she tried to ignore the pain she was feeling on her back.
"There." she cried out breathlessly, once she was sure that the older raven was in a comfortable position.
Stretching her back, she groaned and walked to her bathroom to change into her sleeping clothes. Since all members were supposed to take a shower before leaving the practice room, she didn't have to bother about taking another one and headed straight for the bed.
However, the moment she did, she noticed that Yukirin was still in her working clothes. She sighed and bit her lower lip, scratching the back of her head as she debated with her inner self about changing the girl's clothes or just letting her stay that way.
"It must be uncomfortable..." she mumbled, making her way slowly to the sleeping girl. "...and there's no malicious thoughts."
"Alright!"
Running to her wardrobe, she started looking for any clothing that would fit the older and slightly bustier girl. She managed to find a white shirt and blue pajamas in the end, making her sigh in relief since she was starting to worry about what the older girl would wear.
"Now..." she trailed off, trying hard not to blush as she stared at the sleeping figure in front of her. "...how should I undress her?"
Tilting her head to the side, she let out a huge sigh and started tapping her chin with her finger, taking a few glances at the girl every second or two. Just then, she pumped her fist up into the air and let out a quiet cry.
"Yosh!"
With great determination, she sat on the bed and sat the older girl up, letting her head lean against Rena's shoulders as she tried to unbutton the buttons behind Yukirin's back. It was a good thing that most of their working clothes had zippers or buttons at the back, since the young raven knew that she would seriously die from major blood loss if it weren't.
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"We've reached my hotel room." the younger girl told her, lying her gently as she could on the soft bed.
Yukirin smiled at her, moving to the side to side to let the younger girl lie next to her, leaning and sitting up against the head board. Giving the smile that the older girl couldn't get tired of, Rena did what she wanted and laid next to her, entwining both of their hands together.
"I don't ever want this dream to stop." Yukirin murmured, tightening the hold that she had over Rena's hand.
The younger girl nodded her head and mumbled an agreement, before closing her eyes as Yukirin started running her fingers through the raven hair that she love so much. The older raven started to hum their favourite song, closing her eyes as she continued to comb the girl's hair with her hand.
A few seconds later..."Are you awake, Yukirin?" Rena suddenly asked, making the said girl's eyes flutter open.
She nodded her head, somehow suddenly unable to speak like how she was able to do so a few seconds ago, as well as move her head as much as before. However, what the older raven didn't know was that she has, in fact, woken up from the dream that she wanted to stay in.
There was so much similarity in her surroundings, which was the very reason why she was unable to differentiate if she was awake or still dreaming. The only different thing was how she was lying her head next to Rena's.
Rena had her arms wrapped around the older girl, softly tapping her shoulder with her left hand as she hummed the song that Yukirin thought she was singing in the dream. Her tight yet comfortable hug brought nothing but warmth to the sick and slightly cold raven, who took advantage of the chance to hug her even tigher.
"Am I still dreaming?" Yukirin asked herself, pondering as she tried to lift her eyelids open.
When she felt her muscles throb painfully, she sighed mentally.
"Guess not anymore.""Yukirin..." the younger girl started to speak, hugging her tightly as she continued. "...Please stay sick."
The raven peeked from the corner of her eyes and saw her biting her lower lip, waiting for the younger girl to continue on speaking. "I know that it's a selfish to ask you of that, but I know that I won't be able to do this if you weren't."
"..."Rena softly sobbed. "Please stay like this a little bit longer."
Yukirin's eyes widened in surprise as her mind took in what the younger girl had just told her, finding it a little bit hard to believe that Rena was wishing for the same thing she was. She had always thought that the younger raven didn't really care much about her ever since they broke up, but it seems that she was wrong.
"Rena..." Yukirin silently called the girl's name, wanting to speak up but afraid to do so, thinking that she would leave her once she find out that she was awake.
"How I wish that we can return to how we were before."Just then, she felt herself getting hugged even tighter. Rena now has completely wrapped her slender and thin arms around the older girl, hugging her so tightly as if she was afraid to let go and wake up to find that this was all a dream.
Though getting a bit uncomfortable with how she was unable to breath at such a close contact, Yukirin allowed herself to be hugged, also afraid that this would just be one of her dreams where Rena granted one of her wishes.
"My dream is coming true, Yukirin." Rena told her with a smile, which the older girl loved seeing over and over again.
Closing her eyes, Yukirin nuzzled her face into the younger girl's neck and took in the scent of Rena's shampoo.
"So is mine.""I'm wide awake, but I know that my dreams are coming true.""I miss you so much." the younger girl told her as she shivered from the breath that the raven let out to her sensitive neck.
"Me too.""Do you want to know something, Yukirin?"
The said girl peeked from the corner of her eyes, still remaining her silence for she knew that the younger raven only wanted to let out her true feelings. She waited for Rena to continue speaking, loosening the tight hug she had over the girl.
"I'm still in love with you." the girl confessed, closing her eyes as she kissed Yukirin at the top of her head.
The girl in her arms only tensed from the touched, blinking her eyes continuously as she discreetly pinched herself. When she felt the pain from the pinch, she winced and looked up at the girl again, this time with a happy expression on her face instead of keeping the pokerface to look like she was sleeping.
"Really?" she asked, blurting out the words that couldn't help but escape from her smiling mouth.
"Y-Yukirin?"
Rena looked at her with wide eyes, before leaning her face away when she realized the close distance she has with the older girl. Sitting up, she removed her arms from Yukirin and sat on the far end of the bed, letting her back face the raven.
Yukirin only stared at the younger girl's back with sad eyes, lying on her side as she allowed both of them to bask in the silence that has formed due to her mistake. She bit her lower lip and looked away from the sitting figure, trying hard to prevent herself from letting the tears fall down her face.
"Y-you were awake?" Rena asked, stuttering and showing just how much she was nervous at the moment.
Taking in a deep breath, she lied. "...I just woke up."
The tears finally broke the control she had over her eyes, staining her face with trails of hot and salty tears. She started to sniff, turning to face the other side in order to prevent the younger girl from seeing the pain she had received from the raven suddenly moving away from her.
"Are you crying, Yukirin?" Rena asked.
The older girl didn't reply and continued to wipe away the tears, that seemed to be flowing like a waterfall, from her face. Suddenly, she felt the space behind her sink in before a cold hand reached for her shoulders, which she moved away from in fear of feeling the painful ache that overcame her a moment ago.
"Yukirin-"
"I'm not crying." the older girl sniffed, still wiping the tears away. "I'm just having a runny nose."
"You liar."
Rena's voice caused her to stop moving and fidgeting away from the girl who kept on trying to turn her around, giving the younger raven a chance. Taking the opportunity, she sneaked a peek from the older girl's face, and saw the trails of tears as well as the slightly drenched part of the pillow.
"Yukirin..." she trailed off, not knowing what to do and say after seeing the girl in such a manner.
The older girl only bolted up from the bed and stared at her with red, puffy eyes as she cried. "Yes, I was lying!"
"I'm really crying because I don't like this situation at all!"
"I-I'm sorry." Rena stuttered, shocked by the girl's sudden outburst at her. "I didn't mean to go over your space."
"I hate you." she suddenly said, shocking the younger girl even further as she watched Yukirin with her head hung low.
Rena slowly started to reach her hand out towards Yukirin, wanting to tilt her chin up and pulled her into a hug to prevent her from feeling any more pain. But just then, she remembered the three words that the older girl had just spoken to her, causing her to stop midway.
"I-I'm sorry." she apologized, retracting her hand slowly.
The older girl suddenly snapped her head up and stared at her with a pitiful expression on her face, making Rena instantly regret about hesitating and not hugging her.
"I hate you so much, Rena." Yukirin told her, sending painful stabs to the younger girl.
Rena bit her lower lip as she continued to listen to the older girl's words."I hate you so much for making me fall in love with you."
"And I hate you so much for making me fall for you over and over again even after breaking up with me!" the older girl cried, covering her face with her hands as she started to sob harder. "Just one touch from you, and I start to melt! It always happen every time!"
Looking up from her water-filled hands, she cried. "Then I find myself falling for you again!"
Tears started to drip even faster from her eyes as she let out all the pain and bottled feelings she was having for the past several months, not noticing that the younger girl was staring at her on the same spot without any movement.
She wanted to grab the crying girl and hug her in order to stop all of her tears, but she couldn't help but fear about getting pushed away and feeling the pain that she has been trying hard to hide all this time even though she felt like dying right on the spot.
"I can't help..." Yukirin sobbed, wiping her tears away as she started to have hiccups. "...but fall for you."
"And it hurts me so much."
The fear instantly disappeared, making Rena wrap her arms around the older girl and pulling her into a tight hug. The yearning to make her tears stop from falling grew more than the fear that she had over feeling the pain, surprising her when she had realized what she had done.
Fortunately for her, the older girl didn't seem to mind and even hugged her tightly, sobbing with her face buried against the raven's neck. She continued to cry out her feelings without speaking any word for some time, enjoying the light feeling in her chest as she basked in Rena's warmth.
The two of them probably spent an hour in that position, not wanting to part away from each other's embrace as they tried to take in their fill. The younger of the two kept on stroking the raven's hair, a gesture that only she knew would calm Yukirin down.
Yukirin, on the other hand, had her eyes closed as she felt herself being rocked. Her eyes have grown extremely tired from all the crying she had done a while ago. The trail of tears she had on her face had dried off, and no longer was her face pale and white like before.
The fever she had also seemed to have disappeared, along with the pain she had been keeping and bottling up inside, relieving her from all the problems and worries that she would have whenever she was around the younger girl.
And now, with how she was being hummed and rocked so lovingly, she couldn't help but feel a bit sleepy. The fatigue from the stressing she had been doing, as well as from the over-working, has now caught up with her, making things a little bit hard for her since all she wanted was to enjoy the hug she was receiving at the moment.
"Rena..." she spoke, breaking the comfortable silence that had formed in between the two of them.
The younger raven hummed in question, continuing on with the minstration she was doing. "Hmm?"
"Did you mean what you said?"
Rena stopped and leaned away, staring straight into the older girl's brown orbs, showing her nothing but the vulnerability she had at the very moment. Her blank expression seemed to have made Yukirin misunderstand, which made the older raven bite her lower lip as she tried to think of anything to say to prevent the awkward atmosphere from the taxi come back once more.
"Yes." Rena suddenly replied, surprising her with a tight hug.
The younger girl then gave a long kiss on her forehead, which led to Yukirin closing her eyes once more as the desire to feel the fluttering butterflies even more, grew. It was because feelings tend to be felt more when one's eyes were shut.
Unware yet sensing Rena leaning her face closer to hers, she kept her eyes closed and breathed in slowly. A few more seconds passed, and Yukirin felt the younger girl's soft lips leave her slightly sweaty forehead, making her chest ache a bit as her butterflies ceased their fluttering.
But just then, she felt Rena's lips kiss both of her closed eyes. The younger girl then gave a quick peck on both sides of her cheeks, before tilting Yukirin's chin up to place her soft lips on hers. Wanting to feel Rena's lips on hers even more, she leaned in closer and wrapped her arms around the younger girl's neck.
The long and sensual kiss soon turned into a battle of dominance once Rena moved her head to the side. Yukirin licked the younger girl's lips, making her open her mouth as she let out a moan, which the raven used as an opportunity to let her tongue enter Rena's mouth.
The younger girl let out another moan as she felt her insides melt from Yukirin's experienced kissing, which turned her whole body to jelly. She fell down onto the bed and started returning the older girl's kisses as passionately and vigorly as she could, not wanting to be defeated as she herself, wanted to make Yukirin moan.
Her wish was granted soon enough the moment she was able to manage on sucking on the older girl's tongue, when Yukirin stopped in attacking her mouth in order to take in some air. That caused the older girl to lose her limbs' ability in keeping her up on the bed, making her fall onto Rena slowly as she panted heavily.
"That's unfair." she panted, breathing into Rena's ear.
The younger girl shivered from the warm air that was breathed to her sensitive ears, which was not left unnoticed by Yukirin. Smiling to herself, she doved in at the younger gir's ears and nibbled at them, making Rena squirm from underneath as she tried to keep herself from moaning.
"You're the one who's unfair." The younger girl pouted, before pulling Yukirin into another round of hot kiss.
This was turned into another battle for dominance, which Yukirin successfully turned into her win the moment a plan formed in her mind. Stopping the kiss, she smirked when she heard Rena let out a dissatisfied whimper, which soon turned into a sensual gasp once Yukirin dove at her sensitive neck and started nibbling.
She started writhing underneath the older girl, gasping every once in a while whenever Yukirin would mark her. Her heartbeat was pounding hard against her ears, and her red was as red as a tomato. She was feeling so damn good, that she was unable to form any coherent thoughts nor any plans to make the older girl writh like her.
All she could feel was the nibbling on her neck, as well as the roaming of Yukirin's hands all over her body. Just then, the nibbling stopped and Rena looked at the beautiful raven that was staring at her with dilated pupils.
"Rena..." Yukirin panted out her name, making the said girl melt from under her as she felt electricity run through her body just from hearing her name called out so sensually.
"...I've missed you so much."
Rena smiled at her and tucked in a strand of hair behind the shell of her ear, whispering to her even though no one was there with them to hear it. "Me too."
"I've missed doing this," Yukirin said, closing her eyes as she leaned her face against the younger girl's carressing warm hand.
Rena leaned on her elbow and gave a long kiss to the older girl's red lips, before letting herself fall back down to the bed. When Yukirin opened her eyes, she blushed and breathed in as slowly as she could, unable to take in the sight of Rena, lying down beneath her with her hair sprawled out so sexily, without having the desire to kiss her and do something more.
"Yukirin." the younger girl suddenly spoke, noticing the hesitation and tense body of the said girl. "Do you still love me?"
Yukirin's eyes widened and she leaned back, before kneeling as she stared at the girl lying in front of her, looking so vulnerable and irresistable. Seeing the older girl pull away, Rena sat up and reached out her hand to touch Yukirin, which was gently pushed away.
"What's wrong?" Rena asked, sounding hurt as she retracted her hand back to her side.
Yukirin looked down on the bed, and whispered. "I must be dreaming."
"What?"
"This..." Yukirin's voice trailed off as she looked at both of them with sad and tearful eyes. "...it must be a dream."
"It's just an illusion."
"Yukirin, I don't get what you're saying." Rena told her, feeling hurt as the seconds passed.
The older girl bit her lower lip and sat on the far side of the bed, as if afraid to even have Rena near her. "I..." she said.
"...I'm just dreaming, aren't I?"
"I can't be here with you in your hotel room. I can't be kissing you passionately like before, making you writhe and moan because I make you feel good." she started to sob. "And you definitely still can't have the same feelings as me."
"Why...do you say all of that?" Rena asked her, her voice cracking as she tried to hide the pain away in order to find out the reason why. "Why can't you believe this?"
"Because I've been dreaming of this every single night!" Yukirin cried at her, finally breaking down once more.
"I've been dreaming of having you in my arms, underneath me with my lips on yours! I've been yearning to have you hug me and comfort me like before! I've been-"
"This is real!" Rena cried at her, moving towards her as she cupped the older girl's face with both of her hands.
She leaned her forehead on Yukirin's, and whispered. "This isn't an illusion, and you're definitely awake."
"Yukirin," she started. "Everything that's happening right now is real."
"What I said before about still loving you, is true. My feelings never changed, even after you told me that you wanted to have some space between us."
"Rena..."
"Yukirin, if you think that you're dreaming, then so am I." the younger raven said, sobbing as well.
"Every day and night, all I think of is you. Nothing else, but you. I see you in my dreams, and in my surroundings. I even mistake the other members for you, always calling your name instead of theirs."
"Y-you do?" Yukirin asked, dumbfounded because she had never heard of such thing from the others.
The younger raven only nodded, looking away as she bit her lower lip. "I asked them not to tell you, since you're together with Miyazawa-san."
"Sae?!" Yukirin cried, flabbergasted at the ridiculous thought that the younger girl had. "Why would you think that?"
"She likes you and you like her, don't you?" Rena asked her, not noticing the look of disbelief the older girl had on her face. "I heard your talk with her, before we broke up."
"Rena... I didn't mean it that way." Yukirin told her; no longer were there tears dripping from her eyes. "She was comforting me, and we just talked."
"We were never together, not even now."
"Then why did you break up with me in the first place?" Rena asked her, staring at her as she cried.
Yukirin watched the younger girl break down in front of her, mumbling about how much pain she had to go through as she tried to pretend how she wasn't hurting that much, and how she was trying not to ask Sae the reason why she had to confess to Yukirin even though they were together.
"I'm sorry, Rena." Yukirin apologized, hugging her as she tried to take her eyes off the vulnerable and crying girl. "I-I wasn't thinking straight when I told you that."
"I thought that we were losing the feelings we have, and that we both need a break from each other." the older raven started sob again. "I never thought that I'd be suffering even though I was the one who asked for it."
"I'm so sorry." she apologized once more, hugging Rena even tighter.
The younger girl only sobbed harder, wrapping her arms around Yukirin's waist. Her hot and salty tears were coming down even faster than before, wetting the shirt that the older girl was wearing. Yukirin, however, was trying her best in soothing Rena to even bother about something so trivial.
"Rena, I'm so sorry." she rubbed the younger girl's back as she started to rock her like how she was rocked a while ago. "It was a mistake, and I never really wanted to hurt you."
"I'm really sorry for everything I've done to you." she continued, stopping herself from crying as she tried to stop her chest from aching because of the heart-breaking sobs that she could hear from the younger girl. "Please forgive me."
Rena only cried harder, making things harder for the older girl since she wasn't good in comforting others. She had never once been able to make a crying person stop and instead made them cry harder when she accidentally blurted out some blunt things, which was like the situation she was currently in at the moment.
Just then, an idea entered her mind and made her eyes widen. It might not be a good thing or a good timing to do it, with how the things were, but seeing how she was incapable of doing anything to make Rena stop her heart-breaking sobs, there wasn't any other way.
"Yukir-"
Rena's eyes suddenly widened in surprise, completely taken aback from the action that the older girl was doing. She was about to tell the older raven that she has forgiven her but was unable to stop her crying and sobbing, when Yukirin suddenly tilted her chin up and caught her lips with her own.
She tried to lean away since she wanted to have a serious conversation between the two of them, but with how Yukirin was kissing her so passionately, and how she was slowly losing the determination to get her motive, she gave in and closed her eyes.
Her hands reached up to the back of Yukirin's neck, making her lose her balance and fall back onto the bed. The older girl left her lips and started kissing away the tears that kept on falling from Rena's eyes, wanting to take away the pain with any possible ways she could think of at the very moment.
Fortunately for her, her plan worked and the sobbing made by the younger girl stopped almost instantly. The two of them were now locked in a hot kiss, letting out stiffled moans as they nibbled and bit on each other's lips.
Yukirin slowly started to let her hands roam on the body of the younger girl who laid under her, making Rena stop the kiss as she let out a slight chuckle from the ticklish sensation that she was feeling. The older girl only smiled into the kiss, before leaning away and staring at her as a trail of saliva formed in between the two.
"Yukirin..." Rena breathed out, smiling as she touched the girl's face. "...We're not dreaming, are we?"
Giving a smile which instantly turned into a smirk, she replied. "There's only one way to find out."
And with that, she dove at Rena's lips once more and started another session of kisses. She started to let her hands roam on the younger girl's body once more, before pulling the shirt up to Rena's neck, wanting to feel more of their skin together.
Sensing what the older girl wanted, Rena complied and lifted her body with the help of Yukirin, allowing the shirt to be removed. The kiss had to be broken in order to take off the shirt, but almost as soon as the annoyance was removed, their lips found each other again.
Yukirin's hands instantly went to the younger girl's chest, groping the two orbs through the soft fabric that was in the color of beige. It wasn't long until the younger girl's bra was taken off and thrown off to some place in the room, forgotten.
"Now..." Yukirin said as she stared at Rena's eyes, with lust evident in her dilated eyes. "...let's see if we're dreaming."
Without wasting any more time, she attacked the younger girl's lips before slowly moving down to her chest, leaving butterfly kisses along the way. A gasp instantly left Rena's mouth the moment the older girl's hot lips took in one of the buds, making Yukirin smile as she took a peek from the corner of her eyes.
She let her mouth devour the entire bud, as well as the areola, making the girl underneath her squirm as she tried to prevent herself from letting out any indecent sounds, which Yukirin took as a challenge.
Giving the bud a gentle bite, she then sucked and started making popping sounds, pulling and nibbling on it. She gave some attention to the other awaiting bud from the other side, letting her teeth graze a bit on it, which made Rena finally break her control over her mouth and let out a moan.
Satisfied, Yukirin started to switch back and forth between the two for some time, before letting her lips leave more butterfly kisses on the girl's pale stomach, heading towards her real destination where she was sure to receive more moaning and even whimpering from Rena's mouth.
"Yukirin." the younger girl whined. "Your clothes are still on."
The older girl smiled at her and nodded her head, taking off her shirt and bra without any moment of hesitation. Soon, her hands returned to their adventurous trip and started pulling Rena's pajama off. Once she managed to, her mouth instantly found themselves leaving marks on the younger girl's hip bone, making Rena let out a hiss as she tried to keep her hip down.
"Rena," Yukirin spoke huskily, stopping the younger girl's hands that attempted to push her off to allow Rena to get on top of her. "I'm in charge now, so let me do what I want."
"But-" the raven tried to speak, only to be silence by Yukirin's kiss.
Staring intently, the older raven asked. "I want to do this, please?"
"O-okay..." Rena nodded, blushing hard whilst looking away since her body felt like melting from the intense stare that Yukirin was giving to her. "P-please be gentle."
"No promises." Yukirin replied huskily, before ripping off the girl's last remaining undergarment.
Pinning the younger girl's hands down, she kissed her aggresively and then started to make a trail of hickeys from her lips to her hip bone, making Rena inhale sharply. She squirmed underneath the girl's strong hold, which soon loosen the moment she reached the place she was most eager to start playing with.
Rena whimpered against the older girl's warm touch, writhing the moment she felt Yukirin's lips nearing her damp center. She started to breath faster, clutching hard onto the bed sheets once the older girl's lips attached themselves to Rena' flower, sucking and nibbling.
The Next Day"Magic..." Rena breathed out.
The older girl who stroked her hair continuously, whom she had her head lying upon on, opened her eyes and stared at her with a curious gaze on her face. "Hmm?"
"It must be magic." Rena told her with a smile, before nuzzling her face into the older raven's neck and inhaling her sweet scent.
Yukirin smiled and tilted her chin up, stopping the stroking of her hand on the younger girl's ravan hair. "Why do you say so?"
"The way I hold you," Rena stopped for a while just to hug her even tighter, before contiuing on. "The night just seems to fly."
"Just staying here like this is enough for me."
The older of the two smiled even more and kissed her on the top of her head, murmuring loud enough for her to hear. "Do you know what, Rena?"
"What?"
"Whenever I look into your eyes, all I see is heaven." she said whilst staring intently into the younger girl's eyes, before catching her lips and giving a long passionate kiss.
The two of them leaned in even closer, hugging each other tighter as they tried to get closer although there wasn't any more space in between the two for them to fill in. Then, after a few seconds, even though it wasn't want they wanted, they parted their lips from each other to take in the much needed air.
They stared intently at each other, thinking to themselves of the same thing; how they couldn't help themselves every single time.
Just one touch, one look, and one word...Smiling at each other, they thought to each other...
"I just fall in love again."~THE END~A/N: Hooray~! I've finally finished writing this part! Well...lllorz. I'm so sorry that it took longer than expected. Just had a lot of stuff going on, especially with how the field trip is around the corner! YAY~! Field trip!!! \(^O^)/
*coughs* And now...I shall announce what couple I have chosen to write about for the OMD fic, aka Oh My Dolly!.
Drumroll please~ *drums*
THE ATSUMINA COUPLE!!!YAY~! So now I plan on trying to write a fic about those two, since I fell in love with them after reading a few (lots
) Atsumina here and there. ANYWAYS~! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING![/i] Byebye~!