Well, we'll see what happens with JunRei and TanaKame... but we'll have to wait a little more
CHAPTER 14I still can’t believe what happened about ten hours ago. I’m sitting on her sofa, waiting for her to come… I’ve called her about fifty times, and obviously she hasn’t answered. I wanted to call the other members, but it isn’t a good idea since they would start to make questions.
In fact, the only one that I could really call is Gaki. But if I tell her what I’ve done with Jun, she’ll think that I’m the worst person in the world… And that isn’t really far from what I am…
After all, it’s true that I’ve used JunJun… She loves me, and I’ve failed her.
Before of this I felt hurt, and now I feel both hurt and guilty. I thought that the things were starting to change… I was accepting that Eri has gone, and the things were getting better… but now…
Suddenly I hear someone opening the door…
“Jun! Where were you?! I was worried about you!” I yell at her, and she gives me a surprised look.
“Woah, you’re really stubborn, aren’t you?” Is she drunk? If she isn’t, at least she’s tipsy…
“JunJun?! Have you been drinking?!”
“Bah, who cares? By the way, what the hell are you doing in my apartment?!” Well, at least she won’t be so upset while she’s drunk…
“I was waiting for you! Isn’t it obvious?! You’ve been out for at least ten hours and a half! I was worr…”
“Don’t say it…” She hisses, cutting me off.
“…” I look at her frozen, she has just say that so sternly that I’m even scared of her… “What?”
“Stop, Reina.” She says as she returns to her normal calm tone of voice. “I don’t want to hear how much you were worried, or how much do you care for me. Just go home. I don’t want company and you’re the last person that I want to see. So just go away.” And she walks calmly towards her bedroom and locks the door behind her.
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Five days have passed and JunJun is just avoiding me. She comes to the rehearsals, talks a little with the rest of the members and doesn’t even dare to look at me…
I know that this is what I deserve, but I love Jun, and I don’t want her to hate me so much… And I don’t know how to resolve this. How I’m to suppose to fix this if she doesn’t want even to look at me?
“Tanakacchi, morning!”
“Hi, Gaki.” I say clearly affected because of this.
“Hmmm, I thought that you felt better since I talked with you.” She says worried.
“And I feel better. It’s just another little problem…”
“Little? It doesn’t seem so little… You look really unhappy about something…”
“I’m fine Risa.” She looks down to the floor, trying to not look at me in the eyes.
“Reina, I thought that you accepted that you can trust in me. So please tell me what is it.” It’s true… but if I tell her the truth god knows what she’ll think of me…
“Well I…” I have to be sincere with her… “I had and argument with JunJun.” But I can’t say the complete truth…
“Oh, so that’s why you were so distant with each other…”
“Well, yeah…” I murmur under my breath.
“But about what did you argue? It’s hard to believe that you two argued…”
“Believe me. You don’t want to know it…” I say and make my attempt to go away, but she won’t let me escape so easily…
“C’mon, I’m the subleader!” She says proudly. “ I can help you two to fix whatever is it!” No, you can’t…
“Risa, I know you want to help. But this can’t be fixed and…”
“Oh, it can’t be so bad. I’m sure that you argued about something trivial.” She says cheerfully.
“No, Risa, it wasn’t something trivial…” I can’t say it…
“Oh, c’mon tell me what is it!” She says poking me playfully on the shoulder. “What is it?! What is it?!” But I can’t keep it for myself anymore…
“I slept with JunJun…” And she looks at me wide eyed...
“Oh, fuck…”
Topic: Broken Promises (TanaKame Fanfic) EPILOGUE (Read 62676 times)