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Missin You ChrNo <3...five years later
« on: April 26, 2016, 05:53:49 PM »
2011. Five years ago. That morning April 26, I laid stunned in the LA hotel, from the triumph that was Berryz in Seattle, laid the mourning of my homie ChrNo.

She would have been so proud of the fan meetings and interviews we have done since then. What does it truly mean to be a fan? A fan can be all types: the casual, the hardcore, the ChrNo.

The one who draws (as seen in H!P threads and her blog which is still up:

sings the JPH!P National Anthem:

 posts punny jokes:

loves fanfics, and brings da whole fuckin community a big ass smile with her creation:  :hip smile:

This is what it means to be a HiPster. JPH!P Embodies just being YOSELF.

ChrNo had issues. Her suicide left us shocked to this very day. We carry on this JPH!P Flag for her and continue to represent fandom for her.

I had a classmate this semester who went through different stages of paranoia, had to take pills, the whole school fuckin depressed the hell outta him. He reached out and I tried to give him the best advice, to get away from the negativity and do what's happy. Was I doing enough? Was JPH!P enough for ChrNo to channel her creative talents - we being online it feels helpless...but just showing we were there. To have her during that tiny window, we are grateful. 
Speak out on experiences with Mental Health issues and it will help others deal:

Wear your ChrNo shirt proudly BUY your shirts and show your support for Mental Health and ChrNo's Legacy (available at - all proceeds go to Mental Health Charities ($3.10 per shirt) will go to Mental Health Awareness charities based in France and worldwide:

And through it all. Take this is another reminder: take the time to reach out to those who are a friend, a family member, a stranger on the street. Reach out. Because you never know what tomorrow brings. Life good or bad happens, enjoy the moment we have together right now. Don't waste a second of it or live your life wishing you coulda shoulda woulda. As two of my best bros deal with their loss of their father, we need to cherish those around us every single day.

I cherish the times I had talking to ChrNo online. Calling up Jabronisaur cuz I hadn't heard from him in a while. Clicking on marimari's links of pretty idols. Or going to the fair with Fushi in Finland. Shit I will never forget. This is why we pour a little liquor. JPH!P remembers.....

For those new in JPH!P, this is what ChrNo's meant to us: and a collection of past tributes:

Please share your memories about ChrNo so we can continue to relive the moments and show new HiPstaz what a wonderful girl she was!!!

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Re: Missin You ChrNo <3...five years later
« Reply #1 on: May 01, 2016, 10:35:35 AM »
I've had this page open for several days now, somehow I can't decide what to say, but I definitely still think of ChrNo and feel like I shouldn't exit from the page without at least saying that much.

LJ★  ~Rest in Peace marimari, Jabronisaur, ChrNo & Fushigidane

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Re: Missin You ChrNo <3...five years later
« Reply #2 on: May 10, 2016, 07:17:48 AM »
I still think of her too, I miss all the great times we had on IRC, she was the best.

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Re: Missin You ChrNo <3...five years later
« Reply #3 on: June 14, 2016, 11:52:35 AM »
It's been some time huh, but I also still think of her regularly.

She had been one of the best online buddies around that time and she took some part of my enthusiasm about Berryz and the whole H!P with her when she left. As she was an essential part of my H!P circle here with zigg and words but also Tama and shi.
Sometimes I wonder if I or we could have prevented this from happening.
At those years I didn't want to get too involved with people emotionally so I didn't dig into her private life too much although we had some long conversations via private messages scratching the surface.
But it was only after her departure that I learned about some details that make me wonder if I should have tried to talk to her more and like, offer myself as someone she can talk to as a neutral person more often. Maybe it was inevitable but nonetheless maybe I should have done my part and taken better care of someone so important. I don't know~

I won't forget her kindness, her drawings, the birthday drawings she did for me. All the joking and talking.
I will keep and protect the Buono Momochi photocard she sent me from that tshirt set.

I wish she would return to us.
ChrNo, I hope you are happy
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