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AKB48 Fanfics => AKB48 Fanfics => Topic started by: AAAice on June 21, 2011, 01:57:09 PM
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A's Note: Err, I may not update the other fic I did, cause it's soo dark and sad. :]] Well, the plot of this new one and the other one are the same, I only changed the MariHaru and MiiYuu situation. And yeah, I'm a bit confident on my writing technique now. Smack me on my butt of you want to :shakeit: BTW. This is a Kojiyuu fic.
I'm With You
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Mariko isn’t patient at this kind of hour. She’s been calling Miichan for like eternity but the snoring girl isn’t answering her phone.
‘Kuchibiru furezu. Kisu ga dekitara. Kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo---‘
Miichan was searching for her phone while her eyes are still close. All she wants to do right now is sleep. Yet, she jolted from the couch when she saw Mariko’s name appearing on the screen.
The moment Miichan clicked the answer button she can already hear Mariko’s wrath.
“Miichan where are you?!! I’ve been calling you for like two hours… asjddbasdjhadgydbjsakahk!!!” The rest cannot be understand on Miichan’s side.
‘Hell. She talks like a pig giving birth!’ Miichan thought to her self and puts the phone back to her ears.
“Stop shouting at me! Please!” She said back annoyed from the fact that she just opened her eyes from sleep and this is what she gets after.
“I am not shouting at you!!! You are the one who is shouting. I was just being respons--“
With that Miichan hangs up and smiled at her self for a job well done. At last, she can back to her snoring now.
Mariko on the other hand was left by having her mouth open and furiously called Miichan back. No answer.
Again and again. Mariko didn’t stop calling her annoying hungry beast until she became fed on up on the situation.
She doesn’t know what to do to Miichan for being a lazy irresponsible ass. Sure she notices Miichan is changing, she isn’t the lover she had from the past 7 months. They always have an argument, the smalls things becoming big. Mariko knew it is her fault to pressure Miichan a lot, but she can’t stand it whenever she doesn’t see Miichan for a day. Mariko feels empty without Miichan by her side.
Again, Mariko called her girlfriend’s phone. Luckily, Miichan answers.
“Err. What do you---“ She was interrupted by the beloved Mariko.
“Can you please stop being such a pain? I’m here at the café, you should be here two hours ago, the staff in here thinks I’m a loner waiting for nothing. Get down in here!”
Some of the café’s attention are in Mariko. They think she’s crazy by having an argument on the other end of the phone. All she can do is bow her head as an apologize.
This is embarrassing. I will kill Miichan for making her smexy model girlfriend trap in this cafe.
“Uh hello? You didn’t even told me what place is the café. You deserve it anyway for being stared at by people. Your voice are annoying!” Miichan spat back.
“Obviously at the same café we use to go. And why are you whining?! What’s your deal huh Miichan? I’m speaking calmly but you said I’m raising my voice.”
“Yes. Yes.” Miichan nodded while rubbing her forehead.
“And now you are in a bad mood?”
“Shut up ok? I know you set this date today, but I don’t like to be ordered around.” Miichan pressed the red button on her phone and fixed her self up so she can go to the café.
Whenever Miichan walks, she can hear Mariko’s voice like she is speaking through megaphone speaker for her to hurry up.
As she step inside the café, Mariko was already giving her a murderous stare, arms crossed and in Miichan’s eyes even Mariko’s hair looked so sharp and spiky. Annnddd, she right, she has megaphone speaker. The megaphone is Mariko’s mouth.
“Finally!!! I was worried sick of you when you weren’t answering your phone for the last two hours. Now, three hours. Why are you even sleeping when you knew we have this date set up?!” Mariko high-blooded said, nerves can be seen on her neck.
Miichan is embarrass on Mariko’s action here in the café. Can’t her itchy mouth wait until they are on private?
Miichan walked off the café. Leaving Mariko behind.
The tall idol paid her drink and went to catch up Miichan but her girlfriend was out of sight anymore. She scratched her scalp aggressively.
While looking for Miichan, Mariko saw No3b’s poster outside the HMV store. Beside the No3b’s poster was Minigeshi Minami’s poster version. Staring at the picture makes Mariko smile, an evil smile. Mariko ripped off the poster on the wall.
At glance, Mariko saw miichan’s figure going towards the shopping mall.
“Minami!!!” Mariko shouted. However, Miichan turned around at the familiar voice and ran inside the mall.
Having a game of Tag-it. Mariko finally reaches Miichan and roughly made her face her straight.
“Why do… you… always not… listen?” Mariko asked trying to catch her breathe from the heavy running. If only she knew this is happening, she shouldn’t have wore a heels.
“I do always listen. It’s you who think that I’m not because you talk non-stop. Please stop for a change and listen.” At this point, Miichan’s voice were serious.
As Mariko didn’t say anything, Miichan continued herself. “We always argue. Your spit are like fire that spreads on a small thing which makes it bigger that in the end it cannot be stop… even if it is nothing you argue with me.” Miichan looked at Mariko’s tired eyes.
“I’m not arguing. I’m just worried about you. Even so, will you even listen to me if I don’t speak?” Mariko can feel a lump on her throat is building. She must not cry now.
The two lovers are staring to each other. Breaking the silence, Mariko took a few step forward and grabbed Miichan’s collar with one hand.
“I don’t know where’s this relationship are going.” Mariko blurted out while tears started to flow on her eyes. It is painful to admit it but she want to straight things.
Miichan can see in Mariko’s eyes the pain and sadness, the tears rolling down her cheeks are also in pain. She also knew this relationship won’t go strong anymore. They always argue, she distance herself from Mariko, the coldness she give to her girlfriend. She knew she’s hurting Mariko.
She finally realize her love for Mariko before had vanished.
“Then this relationship should stop on its final destination now.” It hurts to say this to Mariko but Miichan made her decision to leave the other girl. It will only make her worry if this continues.
Mariko slowly unclenched her hands to Miichan’s collar. She wanted to shout to release the pain inside her. She disagree on Miichan’s decision, she wants to try her best not to argue anymore, she want to be with Miichan. She will miss Miichan’s soft hair, the flawless skin that Mariko always rubs her face to feel it, the smell of her little hungry beast, everything about her won’t be seen anymore, she won’t feel Miichan anymore and the food conversation Miichan always open up even though Mariko is slight annyed whenever Miichan keeps talking about food, yet it is cute to see an idol cares about food and never get fat. All of it will be miss.
Standing in here with you in the place we confess each other’s feelings we’ll be friends again. Tomorrow, we will wake up seperately. No more argument. You can have your freedom. Staring in your eyes while I’m crying my eyes out in tears, I am thanking you for everything you gave me.
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i'm crying right now :cry: ahuhu
nice one... there T_T
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isk..isk..isk... :cry:
this fic make me cry... :pleeease:
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yeah..u seem in agony tho..
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yeah..u seem in agony tho..
Ehh?? :mon dunno:
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Nothing , forget about that XD
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This is so depressing ><.
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Man this is sad...good plot but very sad moments. I hope they make up
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Nyaha00, Flean, TakahashiJ and Shirokuma - What?! I didn't expect the Chapter made you cry. I was listening to a happy song and I wrote a depressing/sad moment. EH?! That's new to me. :]] Thank you though.
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The aura between Miichan and Mariko in the dance studio seems to get the other members attention. Some are in Miichan’s side and some are in Mariko’s. Either way they want them to be friends again, just like before they started going out, the old playful bickering of Miichan and Mariko.
On the other hand, a certain squirrel was crying when she currently found out about the fresh break up of the two.
“Wahh… Huhu… Nyan Nyan, if you are planning on breaking up with me, please don’t do it. My face will be worst than Mariko. My heart won’t take the pain if you broke up with me. You might not see me because I am already dead from heartache.” Yuko sat on Haruna’s lap and buried her face on Haruna’s chest.
Haruna giggled as she thought Yuko is cute whenever she say this kind of things. The giggle stop as she realize Yuko was groping her chest while her face was rubbing it too.
“Yuko!!! We are not even going out!” She said while trying to take Yuko off her chest.
“Even so, I will break up with you once you put your face on my asset!” Haruna flicked Yuko’s ear.
Yuko cried even more and put her face again on Haruna’s chest. “Forgive me!”
“NO! GO AWAY!” Haruna stood up making the clinging squirrel fall on the hard floor.
“I love you Nyan Nyan. Don’t be mad.” Yuko called out as she sticks out her butt and starts rubbing her pain.
Most of the members snickered at Yuko, Making haruna blush a little bit. The tall girl went to the miserable looking Mariko.
“I’m well aware that you still haven’t forgotten her.” Haruna wants to slap herself from saying an obvious fact.
Stupid Haruna. Obviously, this is the first day of being single. She said to her mind.
Mariko didn’t look at Haruna, she shifted her self so Haruna won’t see her face.
“You are still keeping her in your heart, why are you making yourself suffer?” She knew this would make Mariko think. Mariko is suffering because of the break up.
“Don’t talk like you knew what it is like to be dumped by someone you love.” Mariko coldly said, wiping the little tears in her eyes.
“Mariko.”
“This needs some time. I have the right to dream until I realize the dream won’t come true when I woke up. Don’t wake me up Haruna. Not now.” Mariko sort of begged Haruna. Clenching to her broken heart wants her to continue her dream even though this will make her be miserable even more.
Haruna didn’t say anything but nodded to Mariko and bowed her head as an apologize. Instead, she went to the other side of the room where Takamina, Acchan, Miichan and the… pervert squirrel, talking to each other.
As soon as she’s only step away to the group, Haruna can’t help but giggle to the singing Yuko.
‘Wo-oh-oh, Wo-oh-oh, the love you give her is unforgettable.
Wo-oh-oh, Wo-oh-oh, her heart is screaming for a chance.
The one she loves doesn’t love her back.
The one you don’t love, still loves you.
Wo-oh-oh, I wonder if you still think about her.’
Yuko put her two hands where her heart locates and sighed dramatically. This made the little group laugh even more.
“Ah, Harunyan.” Miichan said when she saw Haruna giggling to her squirrel’s moment.
Haruna waved at the group yet before she sat down, the terror started again – Yuko once attacked again.
“I knew my Nyan Nyan will miss me! Sit, sit.” Yuko said as she patted Haruna’s head. Although Haruna has to lean a bit for Yuko to reach.
“Your lover here was singing a while ago.” Takamina said, still laughing from what had happened a minute ago.
Looking properly at Takamina, you can see that she’s struggling to take Acchan away from her as Acchan’s head are on Takamina’s shoulder and playing on the captain’s little finger.
“Honto? Lucky I was’t there to hear her voice.” Haruna lied. To be honest, she thinks the made up song is cute.
Yuko is a bit disappointed because the person she loves didn’t hear it. To change her mood, Yuko kissed Haruna in the lips.
“I will create a song for you too Nyan Nyan. I will try my best not to have an annoying voice when singing.” Yuko smiled, showing her dimples to Haruna.
Haruna was startled on the kiss and the sweet speech Yuko told her.
“Oh! I haven’t told you guys the meaning behind the song I made. It is, the one you love doesn’t love you back, the one you doesn’t love loves you.”
That made Haruna startled even more.
“DUH!” Takamina and Miichan said at the same time, Yuko started slapping their head for ruining her moment.
Acchan leans in to Haruna to whisper something. “That’s for you Kojima Haruna.”
“Same goes for you Maeda Atsuko.” Haruna whispered back.
Still have to work properly on Kojiyuu moments. xD
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this one still has a bit of sad moments but hey XD
it's kinda the kojiyuu part especially in Yuko's side :lol:
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KojiYuu so cute~! XD
Please update soon~ :D
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Hahaha. Yuko is so cute in here!
Thankyouuuuuuuuu for the update :)
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Haruna, Yuko, Atsuko and Takamina are walking on their way home, since Acchan and Haruna’s house are on the same route, the two pairs decided to walk together.
“I can’t cope seeing Mariko and Miichan not talking.” Atsuko said as she suddenly remembered the two girl’s situation. Atsuko is worried too.
Takamina nodded, “Yeah, it’s not AKB48 without having a friendly vibe on each members.”
The three girls nodded too. However, Yuko broke off from holding Haruna’s hand and said, “OH! I HAVE A PLAN!” Yuko smiled wickedly.
Atsuko and Haruna looked at each other as they smell trouble from Yuko’s plan even though the squirrel haven’t told her plans yet.
Takamina is the first one to answer back on Yuko’s play, “Eh?! You already had a plan? Spill.” She said and went to Yuko’s side excitedly.
“I was planning if tomorrow we can get all the members to dance in pairs before or after our dance rehearsal, I don’t know which is the best time. So then Mariko and Miichan can be pairs. Basically, we will all dance in a slow song, having each of our moments to our love ones.” Yuko wriggled her eyebrows to Takamina.
“Are you serious?!” Takamina and Haruna said at the same time.
Atsuko is already excited on Yuko’s plan as she can have her moment to the beloved Minami. She went to reach Yuko’s hands and started jumping up and down like a little kid who will get her new toy later.
“Oh Yuko, for once I’m in love with you!” Atsuko said while a little happy tears are appearing on her eyes. Yuko smiles widely, showing her dimples.
‘I will cling in to Nyan Nyan’s waist while we are dancing. I can also do a little skinship to her. Orrrr, I might also kiss her in the lips.’ Yuko also planned already what to do to Haruna.
‘I will get the chance to feel Takamina’s breathe. I can also rest my head on her shoulder and smell Takamina’s scent. I’m planning to stole a kiss as well.’ Atsuko squealed inside her. She just can’t wait till the dance come.
Takamina and Haruna face palmed on the two childish young adults.
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As the two pairs seperated their ways. Haruna and Yuko are finally at Haruna’s house.
The squirrel ran to the living room to look for a piece of paper and pen once she stepped inside Haruna’s house. When she finally found one, Yuko settled to Haruna’s couch and started jotting songs to play for the dance she planned.
“Ne-ne Nyan Nyan, help me to think some slow songs.” Yuko asked Haruna’s help as she is currently struggling to think of more songs.
Haruna shook her head in disbelief to think that Yuko is really serious about her plan.
“Nevermind, nevermind. I can ask Atsuko later.” Yuko said, not bothering to wait for Haruna’s response anymore.
“Nyan Nyan do you think this plan will help them to be friends again at least?” She asked as she started writing the itinerary for tomorrow’s event.
“We can’t easily make them friends again.” Haruna coldly said as she slumped down to the couch next to Yuko massaging her forehead from the headache she is getting.
“Ehh, don’t be negative.” Yuko made a sad face.
“I’m not. Just saying the fact.” This conversation right now isn’t helping her headache and it’s getting annoying for the fact that Yuko is excited on such a stupid kiddie plan.
“I don’t mind. As long as I can’t wait to see my plan go well, and soon Miichan and Mariko will be friends again. After that I’ll give you a---“ Yuko was interrupted from Haruna’s sudden outburst.
“For God’s sake Yuko! Your childish plan won’t make Mariko forget Miichan. I really want to tell you from the start that your plan is stupid!!! It won’t go any farther. It will make things worst for the two!!!” Haruna shouted as she got up from the couch.
The shout made Yuko scare from hearing her voice. No, Yuko is scared because Haruna mad at her and she knew it is her fault to make Haruna shout. The words from Haruna’s mouth pinned into Yuko’s ear. This is the first time her Nyan Nyan shouts at her like this. She’s only trying to help, right? She wants her two friends to have a good relationship again. Is it bad to hope that much?
The smile from Yuko’s lips had vanished. Yuko didn’t realize that tears started flowing. Not knowing what to say, she immediately ran away from Haruna’s house… leaving Haruna alone.
Haruna too is surprised on what she had done to Yuko, she didn’t realized the excited squirrel earlier left her house crying. After a second of dazing off, Haruna quickly ran outside her house hoping she’ll catch up Yuko and comfort her or even hug the small girl tightly.
Tears also flowing on Haruna’s cheeks. Her hopes on reaching Yuko’s little hand didn’t seem to come true. Yuko cannot be seen on her sight anymore.
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On the happy mood.
Takamina is thinking really hard on how to convince Mariko and Miichan to be a pair for tomorrow’s event. She knew that Miichan or Mariko will try to swap with anyone as they don’t want to be dancing together. Well, Mariko probably wants to dance with Miichan.
‘Captain has to think hard.’ Takamina said to herself while nodding.
Seeing Takamina looking serious and thinking hard as a responsible captain, Atsuko couldn’t help but giggle and produce a warm smile. What Atsuko wants to do right now is make her adorable Minami to relax. She gots up to her chair and opened her stereo and picked a slow song.
Takamina stopped on her thinking and curiously looked at Atsuko’s doing.
“As for the one who wants to dance with Takahashi Minami, it’s me.” Atsuko warmly smiled to Takamina and offer her hand.
The short girl’s cheeks looked red from blushing, she wants to cover her cheeks with both hands but she knew the other girl is waiting for her hand.
Without thinking, Takamina gave her hand to the waiting girl and smiled back.
Atsuko placed Takamina’s right hand on her shoulders while the left hand is holding the other. Seeing, Takamina looking uneasy and looking at the floor, Atsuko placed her index finger and thumb on Takamina’s chin and cupped it to look directly on her eyes.
Dancing for a little seconds together, Takamina remembers that she never dance to someone in a slow pace. Although she is known as one of the better dancer in AKB48, she really never dance with someone like this.
“I… I… never done… this… before. This… is my first… time.” Takamina said as she looked down on their feet, she doesn’t want Atsuko see her embarrassment.
Atsuko giggled and cupped her hands to Takamina’s cheek to make her look directly to the eyes. “I’m glad.” Is the only words she can say.
Sharing this moment with Takamina is unforgettable. She wants this moment to continue forever.
Looking at Atsuko’s eyes made Takamina really nervous and probably her eyes are off-center.
“Itai.”
Takamina gasped, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry Atsuko.” Takamina bowed her head as an apologize for stepping Atsuko’s foot.
Atsuko only touched the foot where Takamina stepped on. She don’t mind. Takamina can step on her feet any time. It’s adorable.
“It’s ok.” Atsuko giggled a little and grabbed Takamina’s hand to continue the dance.
Having lots of failure Takamina do. Takamina’s steps are getting better now. As soon as Atsuko realizes this, she made takamina turned around. Yet, Takamina lose her balance and quickly got a hold onto Atsuko’s shoulder.
The two girls are staring to each other while their nose are touching. They can only feel their breathes digging in to their skins, the song playing at the background won’t be hear anymore as the only thing the two can hear is their hearts making a lovely melody.
Placing her lips on Takamina, Atsuko knew Takamina’s lips is the only lips she wanted to share a passionate kiss with.
A's note: Wee, while writing this chapter I was crying a little bit. LOL. :]] Esp. on Kojiyuu's part. And I hope my Takacchan/Atsumina scene took your souls away from happiness. xD (I hope too much) Anyway, I'm too lazy to check if there is any error, so if you spot something just tell me. :] Hope you enjoy.
And for the three commented above; Thanks if you think the Kojiyuu little scenes are cute/sad/happy/yepeeyyy or something. :P Huhu I'm finally making my own Kojiyuu scenes.
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Good Job there Dude!!! XD Takacchan Scene is :wub:
Awww Poor Yuko :(
She runs fast o.o
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Thanks!
Haha I know right. I was :wub: too in Takacchan scene.
LOL Haruna is just too slow on running. :]] Jokes.
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Poor Yuko~~ :pleeease:
I love the Takacchan moment :luvluv1:
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First Marimii and now Kojiyuu T_T please don't make Takacchan fight
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A's note: Hello! I was staring at my computer screen asking myself what to do - and this happens. Only a quick work for this chapter, most of my plan for this chapter hasn't been written down so yeah. :] At least enjoy for now.
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“WOAH!!!!” Takamina freaked out when she saw Haruna running like a bull towards her and Atsuko.
“Is it me or you ran fast a moment ago?” Atsuko teased Haruna as the running girl finally got the two, panting hard.
“I… need… help.” Haruna said and grabbed the two girls hand and dragged them somewhere else.
Sitting in the chair at the café, Takamina and Atsuko is giving Haruna a curious stare. What’s her deal? Them two thought. Haruna staring at them, wriggling her fingers underneath the table asking herself if she wanted to share what she wanted to say.
“Err… calling Haruna’s soul to go back on Earth.” Atsuko leaned in to the table. They still have to fixed up Yuko’s plan.
Speaking of Yuko. She should be clinging to Haruna right now and talked about the plan with us. Thinking about the plan made Atsuko blushed a bit. Since, thinking what happened to her and Takamina last night, wants her to kiss Takamina again.
Haruna shook her head to get back to reality.
“I’msorryImessedYuko’splansoitmightnothappennow. SoI’maskingyoutoworkwithmeandcontinuetheplan.” Haruna lowered her head as she begs for cooperation.
“EHHH?!” Is the expression Takamina and Atsuko shared at the same time.
To Atsuko’s disappointment, she leans forward to the table and grabbed Haruna’s collar. She just ruined the plan.
“Sorry.” Haruna said honestly.
“Atsuko.” Takamina placed her hand on Atsuko’s back, it sent electrics to Atsuko and calmed her and said sorry to Haruna.
“What happened?” Takamina asked the lonely Haruna.
“I shouted at her in a very harsh way, saying that her plan is stupid and it will make worst to Miichan and Mariko. Then Yuko was crying when she left my house.” Haruna said with a teary eye. Thinking about what she did to the poor small girl she just wants to explode from sadness or the headache she had yesterday should’ve killed her.
Takamina had a sorry look while Atsuko’s mouth fell open, Haruna is so cruel to Yuko, them two thought.
“You didn’t even ran after her?” Atsuko asked.
“I did.”
(Flashback)
Tears are continuously flowing on my eyes when the moment I can’t see Yuko’s figure on the streets. I should have snapped back on Earth quickly earlier so I get the chance to catch up on Yuko. Sometimes, I hate myself whenever my brain is full of air.
Somehow, my headache is getting worst and my heart is beating fast and throbbing in pain, I don’t understand why.
I searched and searched in the streets hoping to see Yuko. I even told myself not to give up on looking. I also don’t understand why I must not give up.
“YUKO!!!” I shouted. No answer.
“Haruna you baka. Obviously she won’t response to your call if ever she’s around here somewhere.” Haruna said to herself as she is being an airhead again.
But that did not stop me from shouting Yuko’s name.
I regret saying those harsh things and that harsh tone I gave her. Why can’t I be nice to Yuko? I asked myself. I’ve never been nice to her I’m always cold, everytime I’m with her I always throw her away. I can’t even believe that she’s still on my side with all those coldness I show her. Gee, Yuko.
Yuko might be home by now so I guess it is better if I go back home as well. Though, I’m expecting once I step in front of my door, Yuko will first cling on me and greet me; “NYAN NYAN! OKAERI!!! I’m sorry if I went overboard and caused you trouble. I’m sorry if I left you here alone. I’m sorry if I cried and ran away. I’m sorry if my voice is annoying. I’m sorry Nyan Nyan. I don’t want to see you alone so I came back and apologize. I love you Nyan Nyan.”
With that I’m sure I have no idea what will I response, I might slap her on the forehead or push her away so she’s not clinging on me anymore. But I guess I will ki--- AH! I have to run fast now so I can get back home quick.
“Tadaima!” I greeted when I got home, waiting for a squirrel attacking me. Yet, nothing.
I went to the living room hoping she’s there surprising me. Nothing.
I dropped on my knees and checked on my phone if she sent me a message or she called me. Nothing. I decided to call on her phone.
‘In this wide world, my meeting you was a wonderful present I received from God.’
The moment I heard No3b’s Christmas Present song I knew Yuko left her phone here. She really love that song. I still remember when she told me everyday is a wonderful present she’s receiving from God that I am the Kojima Haruna inside the present. At least, remembering it made me smile a little.
I wonder if I don’t have headache that time – will I shout at her? After all my headache came from that scene in the dressing room earlier.
-Another flashback from Haruna’s flashback-
“Wh-what are y-you doing Mariko?” I nervously asked Mariko who cornered me on the wall.
“Don’t worry, no one will see us. Everybody went home now remember?” I can tell that Mariko’s voice were lonely.
Mariko put her right hand on my cheeks and started caressing it. Inching her face closer and closer to mine. I tried to get away from her, not because I’m nervous that someone might see us. I’m nervous because I don’t her to do this. She’s looking for someone to do what she want to Miichan – to kiss.
“Mariko, don’t do this. Don’t make me as your rebound.” I said struggling, her grip is too strong.
“Just one, Kojiharu.” She begged. I didn’t respond at all as she thought without saying anything is a ‘Yes’.
One kiss. I thought it was over but there is still another, then another, then another. I can see Mariko crying while kissing me. Why can't she let out what she wanted to say? Not by doing this.
I don’t know what to do, I can’t slap her because her other hand is pressing my hand on the wall. Not knowing to do, I stomped her on the feet and ran away.
I heard her shouted “I’M SORRY HARUNA!!!”
-End of Flashback on Haruna’s flashback-
The next thing I know, I passed out.
(End of Flashback)
HEHE! Goodnight people.
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DE JA VU!!!! :O
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OMG NYAN NAYAN& MARIKO-SAMA!!!!!! :shocked
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‘In this wide world, my meeting you was a wonderful present I received from God.’
I still remember when she told me everyday is a wonderful present she’s receiving from God that I am the Kojima Haruna inside the present. At least, remembering it made me smile a little.
This is so sweet~~ :luvluv1:
MARIKO!!!!! :shock:
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Nooo Yuko ;___;
Thanks for the update :)
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MARIKO-SAMA!!!!!!!! :cry:
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YUKO!!!!!! :cry:
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Yuko~!! Come back~!! :cry:
Thanks for the update~ :thumbsup
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Sorry guys if I mainly focuses on the Kojiyuu pair on my chapters(after all this fic is a Kojiyuu fic) but i'm trying to add some pairs (i.e. takacchan, marimii and others) in the future. and sorry if this chapter is not that good, i'm really lazy to write properly. :/
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Haruna didn’t expect to say the exact details to Takamina and Atsuko and she’s also relieve to say what really happen. She trust them two anyway.
“I really feel sorry for Mariko.” Takamina said as she rested her cheeks on her palm.
“I feel sorry for Mariko and… Yuko.” Atsuko said as she also rested her head on Takamina’s shoulder and give Haruna a glare at the ‘Yuko’ part as Haruna is the reason why the plan is messed up.
Haruna narrowed her eyes to Atsuko. “Can we please stop with this flashbacks? All I’m asking is to work with me and continue her plan.” She pleaded.
Atsuko clapped her hands and say “YEAH! WE ARE JUST WAITING FOR YOU! AND I DON’T REMEMBER ASKING YOU TO GIVE US THE DETAILS TO YOUR FLASHBACK! Right Minami~?”
Haruna was taken aback to what Atsuko had said while Takamina nodded to Atsuko.
After brainstorming on what to do and whatnots on Yuko’s plan the girls walked their way to the dance studio so they can prepare everything.
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Mariko is waiting on the hallway, waiting for someone. The unexpected thing she did yesterday to Haruna disgust her. How could I do such a disgusting thing to Haruna? Mariko asked herself. Am I that desperate? She then slapped her forehead a couple of times.
She stopped for a moment when she heard and saw Miichan skipping in the hallway taking a mouthful of cookies.
“Uhh, this is soooo DELICIOUS!” Miichan expressed what she’s feeling by chewing the cookies. It’s been a while since she eaten cookies.
Yet she stopped midway when she got close to Mariko, she lowered her eyes and walk properly on the hallway, feeling embarrass that Mariko saw her acting like that. Though Mariko had seen lots of pigging out Miichan moments.
Mariko smiles to see a happy Miichan. Yet, it break her that Miichan seems had moved on already.
Haruna, Takamina and Atsuko are walking on the hallway, seeing Haruna made Mariko to kill herself by thinking what she did yesterday at the dressing room but she has to talk to Haruna and apologize.
Haruna stopped on her track while Takamina grabbed Atsuko’s hand(it sent electrics to Atsuko’s body) so Mariko and Haruna can have a serious conversation.
“My Minami is making the first move.” She whispered right in to Takamina’s ear. Takamina held Atsuko’s hand tightly from shockness and ran as she drag Atsuko along with her.
Haruna tried to catch up on the two but Mariko got a hold on her hand when she passed by.
“Ha-haruna.”
The girl only looked at her.
“Heh, I’m desperate aren’t I? Doing disgusting action to you. Gomen ne Kojiharu.” Mariko hugged Haruna.
It took a while for Haruna to respond on Mariko. “I understand. You-you are only doing that because you… miss Miichan, right?” Haruna gently pulled away from Mariko’s hug and smiled back.
The other tall girl lowered her head. “I’m trying to wake up from my dream but I can’t. I must be really sleeping so well for not waking up.”
“Take your time. Don’t sleep for long, okay?” Haruna smiled and brushed her carressed the tall girl’s cheeks.
Mariko giggled. “Ehh. What’s with this drama I’ve been causing you. Anyway, let’s go?” She said as she pointed her thumb to the way where the dance studio located. Haruna only nodded.
Takamina and Atsuko had already prepared everything. Since the captain of AKB48 chosen not to be strict today she decided to cancel the rehearsal for later as they have been practicing 4 days straight now.
While Takamina finished setting up the songs in Atsuko’s iPod, the girl standing beside her placed her hand on Takamina’s and nodded as a sign to start the plan. Takamina then called Haruna but the tall girl is distracted, as Haruna is waiting for someone who isn’t in the studio yet to appear. All the members are in here, only 2 person in Team K haven’t arrived yet. Yuko and Sayaka.
“She’ll be here soon. She’s probably with Sayaka.” Takamina said to Haruna. Haruna nodded and got up on where she’s sitting and walked where Atsuko is.
As Takamina tapped the mic, the members set their attention to the three girls in front.
“Uhh since we have been practicing for four days straight, I decided to cancel the rehearsal today.” This made the girls cheers at the same time, some where saying ‘Ehhh’ while some are complaining on how they got up early for nothing.
“Wa-wa-wait!!!!” Takamina gestured her hand to make the girls keep quiet. “This doesn’t mean I’m letting you off. The three of us decided to have a relaxing sort of dance today.” Takamina doesn’t know what to say next so she gave the mic to Haruna.
“We will dance into a slow song… in pairs.” Haruna said while shifting her eyes on the door, really desperate to see Yuko enter the door.
The studio is buzzing as the members are chatting to each other about dancing in pairs. Most of the members are already in pairs but the real plan isn’t working – Miichan is furious about the dance and mariko is not bothered to do anything.
"Hey what the hell is this? Why did you suddenly cancelled the plan and start this slow dance thing?” Miichan complain to the girls.
Atsuko then lightly slap Miichan’s cheeks “Just go with the flow.”
“Yeah, oh look Mariko doesn’t have a partner so go, go.” Takamina pushed Miichan towards Mariko.
“WHAT?! Wait, did you plan all this?” Miichan asked as she stumbled.
“No! Why would we waste an effort to create a plan for someone like you? Besides I’m only being a nice captain so shut up and pair with Mariko. Or else, I won’t give you this.” Takamina reached into her pocket to get a coupon for a 1 week buffet eat-all-you-can in some restaurant and wriggled her body while showing the coupon to Miichan.
Takamina had already predicted that Miichan won’t be pairing with Mariko so she decided to get a coupon and will give it to Miichan for exchange. Miichan tried to snatch the coupon off Takamina’s hand but Atsuko is the first one to snatch it and slap Miichan cheeks and pointed to Mariko.
“Itai! What’s with you and your slappings?” Miichan said as she rubs the cheeks where Atsuko slapped.
In defeat Miichan agreed for the sake of the one week eat-all-you-can. Mariko on the other hand was looking all in panic when Miichan asked for her hand. At least the two will be dancing together and somehow they will be friends after.
Watching all the girls dancing, jealousy started to heat up on Haruna. This plan is not complete without the mastermind – Yuko.
‘I really did hurt her so much. Where are you my partner?’ Haruna sat in the corner, sadly watching the happy pairs dancing.
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A figure wearing an all-black clothes with a black mask that only covers the bottom half of the face was peeping through the dance studio.
“Are you serious?” Said the person behind the ninja-looking figure while laughing.
:shakeit:
Planning to change the title of this fic. -.-
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A figure wearing an all-black clothes with a black mask that only covers the bottom half of the face was peeping through the dance studio.
“Are you serious?” Said the person behind the ninja-looking figure while laughing.
Ninja???? :mon wtfmm: Yuko??? :hehehe:
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LOL Acchan slapped Miichan O_O
WHO?S the NINJA?!
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Acchan slapped Miichan... twice!!! :hiakhiakhiak:
ninja sayaka and ninja yuko??? :cool1:
MARIKO-SAMA!!!!! :on speedy:
she's still in pain...
thanks for the update!!!
:on crazygran:
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Who is that ninja?! XD
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Oh Acchan can be scaring sometimes lol poor Mariko T_T
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5
A figure wearing an all-black clothes with a black mask that only covers the half of its face is sneaking a look at the event going on in the dance studio.
“Are you serious?” Said the person behind the ninja-looking person while clutching her stomach from laughing really hard.
The ninja was surprised and turned around to look at the person with a look as if she just saw a ghost. “Ehhh, Sayaka why do you have to scare me like that?” The small ninja sighed from relief that it was only Sayaka.
Sayaka laughed even more when she saw the ninja’s shocked face. It was more funnier from the LOL faces she makes. “I’m not… haha… scaring you… I’m only haha… laughing at… haha you! You even have… Oshima… Yuko… is a… Ninja at your back!” Sayaka said while wiping the tears in her eyes.
“What’s with you Yuko? Seriously, Ninja?” Sayaka asked and somewhat regaining her normal self.
Yuko sighed again and remove the mask in her face and leaned her back against the wall, “It’s a new fashion trend. You should try it.” Yuko joked.
Looking at the small ninja, Sayaka noticed there is something bothering her teammate. “Tell me.” She said.
Yuko looked at the face mask and played with it for a second, “Nyan Nyan.” She looked at Sayaka with a sad squirrel look and jumped to the tall Sayaka to cling herself.
“There, there.” Sayaka said while patting the poor squirrel.
“I made her shout at me. She was really mad and I was scared to show up to her. I’m an awful immature person.” Yuko buried her face in to Sayaka’s neck, thinking what happened between her and Haruna yesterday made her cry even more.
Sayaka sighed knowing what makes Kojima get mad at Yuko is by doing a skinship, “What did you do to make her shout at you? Don’t tell me you did a skinship again.”
Yuko shooked her head and asked Sayaka to go somewhere private. When they got to the lounge of the building, Yuko told Sayaka in details from her plan to make Miichan and Mariko be friends again to what happened in Haruna’s house.
“Haruna was probably not in the mood to have a conversation regarding to the two. She’s tired so she needs a rest. Afterall, we just had our intense rehearsal yesterday.” Sayaka shrugged and look at the listening Yuko and continue, “A single apologize will do. I know Haruna is waiting for you. You are the only person who is always there by her side and the only person who only open the door in her heart. Apologize okay?”
It may not be the best words of wisdom she can give, but she hopes it will give Yuko a little thinking.
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After an hour of bickering as the person wants to lead the dance in a certain song, and the other person also want to lead the dance. The two girls went to the rooftop to have a momentous conversation.
Miichan was looking down while tracing invisible lines on the ground using her foot. Nervous to say something to the waiting Mariko.
Not being patient, Mariko walked off and say “Stop wasting my time Minegishi.” She coldly said.
Taking a few steps Mariko stopped on her track as Miichan wrapped her arms on Mariko’s waist. Tears are appearing on Miichan’s eyes, Mariko can feel the wet drops behind her as the tears are pressing in to her thin top.
“Sorry, I can’t find any guts to speak. I realize that I can’t live without you… and our arguments.” Miichan began sobbing really hard.
Mariko stood still, her tears are falling on the ground. She can’t live without Miichan too.
Without saying anything to Miichan. Miichan continued “I’ve never felt love this way. I can hear and feel you crying from the day we decided to separate our ways and the day after that, each seconds I can feel your pain.” Miichan tightly wrapped her arms in to Mariko.
Hearing that made Mariko cry hard too, the pain and sadness inside her seems to be disappearing, instead she turned her self to face Miichan and hug her. Still not saying anything.
“I know it’s only been two days that we broke up but… I can’t help it. My ears wants your argue, my eyes wants your annoyed eyes, my heart wants your heart, my world wants you. Minami Minegishi wants Mariko Shinoda.” Miichan closed her eyes and listened to Mariko’s fast heartbeat. It’s been a long time since she hadn’t heard this beat. The beat reminds her the day she and Mariko confessed to each other, as they hugged a lifetime.
After hugging and sobbing, Mariko slowly parted away from Miichan and wiped the girl’s teary eyes.
“I’ve been dreaming of this. I’ve been waiting for you.” Mariko smiled and pressed her lips to Miichan’s red lips.
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Miichan and Mariko decided to start all over again and after sharing a romantic moment they went downstairs to get their bags so they can go on date as a newly couple since Takamina let the members to go early so they can rest because tomorrow will be another intense practice.
Once Miichan grab the handle of the door in the dance studio she stopped from the conversation she’s hearing inside the room.
“What’s wrong?” Mariko asked as she was about to open the door but Miichan motioned her to keep quiet and pointed her lips towards the chattering inside.
She peeked a little to see who is the girls having a deep conversation; Takamina, Atsuko and Haruna.
“You know, Miichan and Mariko are back to their old routine earlier while dancing.” Atsuko then said. The two couple narrowed their eyes and leaned closer to the door.
“Sou sou, I saw them earlier escaping after the dance.” Takamina nodded.
“I’m glad the plan worked.” Haruna clasped her hands together.
Hearing what Haruna said, the two who are eavesdropping tilted their heads.
“Plan? Worked? For us?” Mariko whispered, Miichan then accidentally smacked her fist on the door as it startle the three girls inside.
“Hurry!” Miichan shrieked while motioning Mariko to run.
The two couple ran fast as they could.
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After hearing the loud knock on the door, Atsuko, Takamina and Haruna was too stunned to move, but Takamina recovered quickly and ran towards the door to see who it was.
As she opened the door without seeing anyone, she was sure she heard someone saying ‘Hurry!’ but she couldn’t recall whose voice it was because of the high-pitched the person made.
“Have you seen anyone?” Haruna asked as she ran beside Takamina while Atsuko followed Haruna.
Takamina shook her head, “Someone must’ve heard us talking. Damn those eavesdroppers.” Takamina kicked in the air.
“Ehh, I’m sure they heard faint words coming from us.” Atsuko hoped.
“I hope.” Takamina said and Haruna nodded in agreement to the two of them.
‘It better be Yuko.’ Haruna hoped too as she thinks Yuko might be looking after them, in fact that is her plan after all and just too shy to face her and the other two.
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Haruna was dozing off while walking, thinking about Yuko.
‘That girl should have at least show up. What is she thinking? Does she want me to apologize to her? Beg for forgiveness? This situation she’s putting me into is too much. Does my shouting really affects her that she won’t have any guts to show up her damn face?!'
“Err Haruna?” Mariko was trying to take Haruna’s soul back to Earth by saying her name lots of time.
‘Yuko should at least sent me a message or call me or pass me a message through one of the members.’ Haruna is still dozing and not realizing she stopped in the middle of the hallway.
“Idiot! That is not how you wake a person who has an air in the brain.” Miichan pushed Mariko aside and groped Haruna on the chest. Mariko’s eyes widen on Miichan’s doing somehow she wants to slap the airhead so she will woke up and punch Miichan after.
‘YUKO?! YUKO’S GROPING ME!!!! WAIT FOR MY SLAP!!!!’ She then snapped back to reality and slapped Miichan on the face – HARD!
“IIIITTTTAAAAIIIII!!!!” Miichan slumped on the floor, rubbing her cheeks and tears started to appear in her eyes.
“HAHAHA!” Mariko snickered before kneeling down to the crying Miichan and held her girlfriend’s cheeks but slapped it lightly, “That’s for groping Kojiharu’s chest.” She narrowed her eyes to Miichan and pouted angrily.
“OH MY GOD! MIICHAN I’M SORRY!!!” Haruna dropped on her knees and bowing her head a few times.
“WHAT’S WITH THE SLAPPING?!!?!?!?!?” Miichan dramatically cried as she recalls all the slaps she received this morning and wonders how many slaps she will receive again this afternoon.
“Sorry. Sorry. I thought it was Yuko.” Haruna bowed again.
“SO YOU’LL SLAP HER THAT HARD?!” Miichan angrily shouted from the fact Haruna is going overboard on being mean to Yuko, even she knew Haruna were always cold to Yuko but if Yuko is the one she slapped Miichan will probably get angry by slapping Yuko like that. The short girl sat back up and shoved Haruna harshly which it made Haruna stumble on her butt.
“Miichan.” Mariko is trying to calm Miichan but Miichan is ignoring her. Miichan stood up and grabbed Mariko’s hand and walked off, leaving the already crying Haruna behind.
THAT MUST'VE HURT HUH?
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:mon lovelaff:
yay MiiMarii back!!
THAT HURT ,Haruna-san u overdid it!! :mon runcry:
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Ow~ THAT HURT~ :shocked
Hurry Yuko~! you must go see Haruna~! XD
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TEASER
“I’m late. I’m late. I’m late. Takamidget will roll me on the floor and kill me afterwards.” Yuko was running as fast as she can so the other midget won’t kill her for being late.
Running endlessly, Yuko didn’t realize she bumped to someone.
“Woah.” The person she bumped in said.
“Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.” She apologized quickly and ran again.
As the running squirrel was already out of sight, the perosn tilted its head trying to recall who is the person and when the person remember who it was, the person quietly said; “Oshima… Yuko?”
HAHAHA SORRRRYYYYYY IM TOO LAZY SO THIS IS WHAT I HAVE FOR NOW. A VERY VERY SHORT UPDATE. CALL THIS A TEASER.
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OWHH~~ :mon dunno: WHO IS IT??
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A's note: I'm having writer's block now. -.-
6
Haruna had been fidgety since the time she got up from bed this morning. She decided to make the first move to Yuko and say sorry.
‘It’s my fault anyway.’ She thought.
She knew she shouldn’t be all anxious about this, but there is a part of her that makes her feel very nervous and pain are increasing in her heart.
“AHHH I’M NOT LATE!!!” The outburst from the door shocked the girls.
Yuko was looking for Takamina after she shouted. Her hair looked sweaty from the fact that she was running because Takamina will kill her for sure if she’s late. Today is also the day that Yuko appeared and she looked like she is back to her old self.
The girls inside the room sighed in relief to know it was only Yuko. Miichan and Mariko went to her and tapped Yuko’s forehead. The two already knew that it was Yuko’s plan to make them friends again… more than friends again. Mariko and Miichan called Haruna last night to apologize and Mariko opened up the conversation about they are the ones who overheard the conversation and Haruna told everything that it was Yuko’s plan.
Haruna wanted to faint as the person she’d been wanting to see was here. Yet, the other person didn’t give a single attention to Haruna.
Haruna stared at her phone as she saw Mariko’s new tweet.
‘Whatever happens, don’t let go of her hand.’
Mariko gave Haruna a wink when Haruna gazed at their spot.
‘I’m not letting go Yuko’s hand. I, Haruna Kojima is the only person in her heart. And… Yuko is the only person that holds my heart.’
Thinking a lot of things about Yuko. Haruna’s vision become blurry, the lump is blocking her throat, tears are falling down her eyes. She wanted to run away and curled herself on her bed as her heart was throbbing in pain.
A warm hand cupped her cheeks and wiped the tears away by brushing Yuko’s cheeks to Haruna.
“Stop… crying.” Yuko said as she is trying to be strong in front of Haruna.
Hearing the voice that she’s been wanting to hear made her sob even more. She can’t see Yuko’s image properly but she knew she will be safe now. Now that Yuko is with her.
Haruna burst into sobbing and pulled the small person to hug her tightly. Haruna’s fingers was digging into Yuko’s skin at her back.
“Ta-take… me so-somewhere… else.” Haruna said between the sobs.
Yuko will comfort her properly if they are alone. Haruna will confess what her heart was saying if they are alone. They will be together.
“Sorry.” Yuko pulled away. Looking at Yuko’s face, Haruna can see mixed emotions. Haruna is puzzled on Yuko’s sudden reaction.
“You are not… Yuko.” Haruna whimpered. Slow tears can be seen in her face and a heartbroken expression.
Yuko gave her a small smile and walked off the room.
“YUKO!” Haruna shouted ran towards the door but stopped as she bagan sobbing.
The girls went to Haruna and gave Haruna a hug. Most of them are crying as they can feel Haruna’s pain. But Haruna’s pain cannot be describe, the pain is shouting for Yuko. Only Yuko.
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The vibration under Yuko’s bed is waking her up.
“Hmm.” She reached for her phone and slowly opened her eyes.
As soon as her vision became normal from the brightness of the phone, she sat back up from her bed as the screen of the phone says “YOU ARE LATE KORIN! HURRY UP WE HAVE SPECIAL GUEST TODAY!”
Yuko gasped and jumped off her bed. But a pain in her head is slowing her from being in a hurry. Her puffy eyes can still be seen. She’s been crying all night until she fell asleep. Yuko made a wrong doing in front of Haruna as she should’ve be lovey-dovey to her. “I’m immature. I will change to a mature person for my Nyan Nyan.” She said infront of the mirror.
After taking a shower, Yuko made sure to wear a fake eye-glass today.
She then went her way to the studio.
Entering the studio, she saw 5 guys standing in front of the girls. Haruna and Sayaka was lined up while the other members are sitting on the floor, waiting for the event to happen.
“OH YOU!” Yuko said out loud and pointed to the guy. The people in the room looked at her while the guy smiled at her and made a peace sign.
It was the guy she bumped the yesterday.
Jealousy washed over Haruna, that Yuko is somewhat happy when she saw the guy.
Sensing that the visitors are waiting, Yuko bowed her head and sat next to Takamina and the others.
“I’ll kill you for being late later. I’ll put you in the tree nearby.” Takamina glared at her.
“Do you know him anyway?” Takamina asked and Yuko nodded.
“Yeah, I bumped in to him yesterday when I was running late.”
Takamina glared at her again, “What you were late yesterday?!” She whispered angrily to Yuko.
“Don’t ask me that. You are late too!” Yuko whispered back and nudged Takamina.
“Shut up! I was with them yesterday morning.” Takamina nudged back.
Yuko grinned evily, “Oh so you are a girl now huh? Hanging around with them by yourself. Does Acchan knows about this?” Yuko looked at Acchan whom Acchan laughed.
“What?! You are with them yesterday morning?! How dare you cheat on me like that! Five guys Takamina. Five guys!” Acchan pretended to be angry at Takamina.
Of course, Acchan knew about this. Takamina never hold a secret to her. The only secret Acchan didn’t know is Takamina’s heart.
Takamina buried her face on her knees as Yuko and Acchan are being a kid again.
Observing the guys, Yuko know that they are the famous number 1 boy band in Philippines called 5X. Lots of people in Philippines worships them, they have international supporters and even in Japan they are famous as they had released a song last January.
Takamina explained to Yuko why they are here in Japan. 5X are creating a new MV in each of their song as their new album songs contains of Japanese language and they will have concert too. Now, 5X is looking for a main girl to appear in their MV. The group will also shoot a new drama which the setting will be here in Japan. Aki-P and the 5X’s manager are close because they were really good friends in High School but the Manager went back to Philippines to continue college.
Haruna and Sayaka are the nominees because they are tall and have long hair, still the guys are taller than them but they say the chosen girl will be wearing a heels to balance their heights.
After they made Haruna and Sayaka freestyle on the song to be used in MV. They had a slight trouble on choosing Haruna and Sayaka. Haruna fits perfectly to the MV because of her image in No3b’s new PV while Sayaka fits the part because she looks more fierce than Haruna.
So then they had decided Haruna will be taking the role while Sayaka will be the main girl on their second MV.
Looking at the nervous Haruna, Yuko’s brain told her to support Nyan Nyan even though she knew she must not do anything to get Haruna’s attention. Standing up, Yuko loudly cheered; “Ganbatte Nyan Nyan!!!” She then danced weirdly.
The room burst into laughter. Haruna on the other hand, bit her lower lip to prevent from smiling widely and giggling. She’s happy to know Yuko is supporting her.
“Don’t worry she’s the one!” Julian said after he finished on his laughter. Seeing Yuko being supportive to Haruna made him want to hug the korisu.
‘Ahh she's so adorable.’ Julian thought while still smiling.
The highlights are starting in the next chapters. :] So stay with me xD
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7
“Weeee! Lezzcontinuethedance!!!” Yuko squealed in excitement while clinging at the back of Julian.
Julian and Yuko became friends fast yesterday as they share a lot of interest together.
Sayaka, Sae, Takamina and Yuko was early at the dance studio. Julian was early too because he wanted to create a new choreography for the next MV.
Seeing Julian dancing to the song, the four girls is keen to learn the dance. Since Julian needed to see how his choreo will look like he made the four girls dance with him.
“Ehh, Julian might need to finish his routine.” Sae said although she wanted to dance too. Sayaka and Takamina pretending to agree with Sae as they want to continue dancing as well.
Julian chuckled. “I’ve finished the routine anyway. So I’ll let you dance with me. Wait, wait, how about you guys teach me the routine for Beginner.”
“YOSHA!!!” Sae pumped her fist in the air and the group laughed.
Dancing to Beginner and River, the group finally sat their bottoms on the floor. Most of the girls are already in the studio only waiting for 10AM to strike so they can start rehearsing.
Entering the room Acchan ran over to the dancing group and started praising Takamina while Miichan and Mariko followed. Haruna on the other hand put her bag on the benches and went to the group and sat down next to Yuko.
“Ne Julian, who is your oshimen?” Miichan asked, the small group quietened.
“Yuko.” He smiled and looked at Yuko.
Yuko’s face lifted up and hugged Julian. “Thank you.” She then pulled away from the hug.
Julian then looked at Haruna, noticing the girl looking so jealous he then said, “So Haruna, let’s start doing your little routine.” He stood up and clicked the play button on the stereo.
While practicing, Haruna is struggling to keep up with the routine even though it is only a simple steps.
“It’s ok, you don’t have to pressure yourself.” Julian said and started dancing slowly.
Yuko stood up and went to the two. “ This is how you do it.” She then did the routine of Julian without a hint of struggle.
“I know that. Move aside.” Haruna pushed Yuko away as she thinks that Yuko wanted to be praised by Julian.
“Fine.” Yuko shrugged.
‘A Kojiyuu fight.’ Julian thought to himself and happy to see the real Tsundere Haruna.
“I don’t mean it that way Yuko.” Haruna change the tone of her voice in to a calm tone.
“I know.” Yuko fake smiled and sat back on the group.
‘I’m trying to take you away from Julian.’ Haruna said in her mind.
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At the end of the day, Haruna is planning to talk to Yuko before the Team A's performance starts but Yuko somehow got a plan already. She is waiting for Yuko to come out of the dressing room.
“Yuko?” Haruna called out when Yuko finally appeared.
Yuko looked at her smiling, “Yeah?”
“I-I… Can we… talk?” Haruna is stuttering on her words. Yuko then looked at her phone to see what time it is and then said, “Sorry. I have somewhere else to go to.”
Haruna’s face dropped by knowing Yuko rejected her offer.
‘Is this how painful to be rejected?’ She asked herself as she remembers all the rejections she did whenever Yuko was asking her to go somewhere or to do something with her.
Yuko took a few steps “Maybe next time?” She waved at the stiffen Haruna and walked off.
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“I don’t get you.” Julian said as he took a sip on his juice.
The small girl with him didn’t answer.
“Why would you reverse everything? Your attitude are like Haruna’s. Cold.” He pretended to shiver.
Yuko chuckled. “I’m making things complicated. I know I want to talk to her but everytime I open my mouth, cold words are coming out.” Yuko also pretends to shiver.
Julian slapped Yuko’s head lightly. “Baka! You did an old Yuko self yesterday saying ‘Ganbatte Nyan Nyan!’” Julian imitated Yuko’s voice at the last part.
“It’s because I want her to have the part.” Yuko sticked her tongue out.
“Haruna is jealous.” Julian said.
“Nehh, she knows she is the person I love the most.” Yuko proudly said and stopped on her track.
‘Nyan Nyan is jealous?’ She then smiled ear to ear.
“She is.” Julian said as she can tell Yuko is asking if Haruna is jealous and sat down on the bench nearby.
“How did you know?” Yuko sat next to him.
“I’m a guy.” Julian grinned evily. “She is jealous that her hentai Yuko might fall in love with a guy.” He then looked at the sky.
‘The big star next to the small star is scared that the small star might distance itself and leave the big star alone. Though, the bond between the stars is holding them close.’ He mouthed while still looking at the two close stars in the calm dark sky.
Julian took his phone out and captured a picture of the two stars.
Yuko chuckled, “Eh?! She must at least remember the rules of not having a boyfriend.”
Julian ‘Tsk’d’ by the fact Yuko is not being serious. He sighed and heard a whimpering sound.
“I LOVE HER!” She said out loud, lucky there is only a countable people at the park.
Julian smiled to his oshimen.
“She should know that! She’s the best present I had from God.” Yuko said as she is wiping the tears in her eyes.
‘Present’
The small girl suddenly became energetic which it made Julian jolt from his seat.
“PRESENT!” Yuko then grabbed Julian on the hand and dragged him in the streets.
“Present?” Is the only word he asked.
Searching endlessly in each stores, Yuko finally found a perfect present.
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In Team A’s dressing room. The girls are changing in to their casual clothes as the performance of Team A is successfully finished.
“Kojima-san?”
“Hai?” Haruna said and stood up on her seat.
“Someone asked me to pass this gift to you.” The staff then gave the gift in a medium sized box to Haruna.
“Who?” She asked. Why would a staff let someone give her a gift? The gifts should be pass straight to the managers right?
“The person didn’t say the name. Sorry.” The staff lowered her head and walked out the dressing room.
Haruna tilted her head. Is it okay to give this to me? The staff didn’t even know the name.
“Ehhhh. You should open it.” Miichan said as she is excited to see what is inside the box. Miichan stayed in Mariko's side throughout the day.
Mariko, Acchan and Takamina circled Haruna to see what’s in the box.
Haruna stared at the box for 5 seconds and opened the box.
A cute little bear with big ears.
A picture of two stars. A Big star and a small star shining.
“EH?!” Haruna loudly said while a pinkish color tinted on her cheeks. Feeling the fabric of the bear while staring at the picture made Haruna fell inlove.
The four girls surrounding her burst into laughter.
"It has big ears too!" Takamina joked.
"Harunyan's ears are still big though." Miichan chuckled earning a glare from Haruna.
"The picture is beautiful." Mariko said.
“Kawaii~!” Acchan blushed wishing that Takamina will give her a gift more cuter than this.
Outside Team A’s dressing room. The two figures high-fived quietly and happily left the place.
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Julian n Yuko making moves XD
Haruna it just started! :twothumbs
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True true. It just started.
A's Note: PLEASE BE HAPPY PEOPLE.
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(Flashback)
“YATTA!!!” Yuko shouted and hugged the two little bear with big ears, earning a giggle from Julian and the saleslady.
“Oi oi. Your scent.” Julian pointed at the bear.
Yuko sighed loudly as she remembers Haruna knows her scent. She then picked another two new bear and gave the bears to the saleslady and asked for a kawaii box.
When they left the store, Julian reach for his phone on his pocket. “Here, you should also give this.” He said and showed the picture he took earlier to Yuko.
“Wow! The two stars are shining brightly.” Yuko said as she is observing the picture properly.
“Right? Look!” Julian pointed at the sky where the two stars located.
“The big star is Haruna and the small one is you. Close.” Julian clasped his hand as to symbolized that the stars won’t be broken apart.
“Please take me a picture with the two stars.” Yuko reached into her pocket and give the phone to Julian.
“1…2…3!”
“Come on let’s have them printed.” Yuko said after looking at the picture.
Yuko glanced again at the sky ‘I wish Nyan Nyan is here so I will show her the stars.’
“Ne Julian, if you were a girl and you received this gift without knowing who it was from. What would you feel? Do you think it’s romantic?” Yuko asked as she put the picture of the two stars in the box.
“Hmm. I would say it is sweet. But if you told me who you are then I would call it as romantic... if I like you back.”
“Don’t worry, Haruna will be the luckiest girl to recieve all the gifts you’ll give.” Julian patted Yuko’s head and smile convincingly.
“I hope she’ll treasure all my presents.”
(End of Flashback)
Yuko squealed by herself in the middle of the dance floor, not noticing Haruna entered the room.
The two girls smiled.
“You look so happy.” Haruna said and flipped her phone and started looking at the picture of the bear and the picture she took from last night.
‘Of course I am! You took my gift a picture and posted it last night in your twitter.’
“I just had a great time last night, that’s all.” Yuko said. “You look happy too.” She then looked at Haruna from the mirror.
Haruna nodded. “I had a great time last night too.” Though Haruna is becoming uncomfortable on this conversation she is having with Yuko. Afterall they aren’t making up properly yet.
“Oh. Phone.” Yuko felt the vibration in her pocket as someone is calling her. She took her phone from her pocket and pressed the answer button.
“Juju? … Hai… I’ll be there now… Ok.” Yuko hurriedly grab her bag near Haruna and ran away.
“Juju?” Haruna said when Yuko left.
“Are they really that close? For Yuko to make a nickname for Julian?” Haruna leaned her back on the wall and pressed the tip of her phone on her forehead.
“Juju is his real nickname.” A two voice said. Haruna was surprised and suddenly kicked her feet in the air.
“Miichan! Mariko!” Haruna sighed.
“Acchan and Minami.” Acchan’s voice came from Mariko’s back.
“Moe, what’s with you guys being creepy and all that.” Haruna rolled her eyes.
“Hello, Haruna to Earth? We have dance rehearsal rememberrr?” Miichan said.
“Seriously, do we always have to be stuck here everyday in the dance studio?!” Haruna annoyingly said.
The four girls shrugged, not bothering to answer Haruna’s question.
Knock, knock.
“Finally someone is not being creepy.” Haruna stood up as the person who is knocking on the door peeked inside.
The three girls looked at the person with a slight interest as they saw a box in the staff’s hand while Haruna tilted her head again.
“Kojima-san?” Called the same staff who passed the gift to Haruna.
“Gift?” Haruna asked.
The staff nodded and gave the box to Haruna.
Miichan, Mariko, Atsuko and Takamina quickly went to Haruna’s side, waiting for the girl to open the box.
Looking at the same teddy bear with big ears, Haruna wondered why the person gave her the same object. Also thinking that the person thought she threw the gift away. She posted a picture in twitter, does the person didn’t know that?
“Who is this person?” Takamina said as she is amused to this person.
“Eeek, probably Harunyan’s big Wota fan.” Miichan said.
“Does this bear reminds you something?” Atsuko asked Haruna but Haruna only shook her head.
Haruna doesn’t really have a memory about this sort of bears.
Mariko is observing the bear. She knew there is something weird about this mysterious person that she cannot put a hand on. Pondering hard, Mariko feels this person is just nearby and that person is passing its gift to the same staff.
“MiiMii lets go. I have to buy something in the nearby store.” Mariko grabbed her girlfriend’s hand.
“We’ll go too.” Atsuko said while holding Takamina’s hand.
“You can’t leave Haruna alone.”
“No. It’s fine, you guys go. I’m a tired anyway.” Haruna said.
The more witness the better. Mariko smiled and left the room.
All she have to do now is find the staff.
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“They’re gone.” Whispered Julian who is somewhat peeping on the door across the studio.
Mariko, Miichan, Atsuko and Takamina left the room without Haruna.
“I’m scared.” Yuko gripped Julian’s shirt.
“Tss, since when Yuko? Since when you become scared to your Nyan Nyan?!” Julian removed the squirrel’s hands in his shirt.
“Since she shouted at me.” Yuko made a puppy look.
“That’s not what I meant! Hayaku! Go!” Julian pushed Yuko outside the door and closed it so Yuko won’t go back in.
“I’m going to be rejected.” Yuko whispered at the door while pounding it lightly
“I’ll take care of you.” Julian whispered back.
“I’ll be waiting for you here.” He whispered again.
“I’m having a heartache now.” Yuko whispered as she is clutching where her heart locates.
Without hearing Julian’s response, Yuko took a deep breathe and went in front of the dance studio.
Standing in front of the door. Yuko clenched her fist and release it after. She should be the old Yuko as possible.
Yuko hold the door handle and hesitatingly open it.
“Nyan Nyan?” Yuko called.
Haruna looked up to see the old familiar voice that she’s been wanting to hear. She stood up and expecting Yuko to run to her and cling.
Nothing happens. Instead Yuko walk towards Haruna.
Yuko looked at the bear in Haruna’s hand. “The bear safely got in to your arms.” She said while smiling weakly.
Haruna on the other hand is dumbfounded to know what Yuko is talking about. “Yo-you?” She said as she finally understood what Yuko meant.
The small girl nodded and become silent for a seconds, “The presents are from me.”
Haruna couldn’t believe what she is hearing. She wanted to hug the nervous Yuko but she can’t. How can Yuko put her in this kind of situation? She feels like she is being played again by Yuko.
Holding the bear tightly, tears started falling in Haruna’s eyes. Without knowing Haruna was shouting at Yuko.
“STOP PLAYING!”
Haruna was also using the bear to smash the crying Yuko.
“WHY ARE YOU LYING?!”
“DON’T LIE TO ME!!!”
Each words is somewhat a smash on Yuko’s heart. She felt numbed on the smashes Haruna is giving her as all the pain is swallong her whole.
“THIS BEAR IS FROM SOMEONE I LOVE!!!”
“STOP PLAYING! STOP PLAYING!!!! LEAVE!!!” Haruna opened the door and pushed Yuko away.
Yuko bounced on the wall and fell heavily on the ground. She can’t feel anything. Her muscles doesn’t respond at all. Tears descends faster in her eyes. Yuko wanted to die right now so she won’t feel the heavy heartache. She wanted to die so Haruna won’t also have pain and won’t be trap in this kind of messed up situation.
Haruna on the other hand leaned against the door and fell on the ground. She wanted to get away and cry until no more tears will appear. Haruna let out the pain in her heart by screaming Yuko's name out loud, but the screaming is not helping her at all.
'Why does Yuko have to love me? Why me?!'
If only her anger burst didn't let out first. Then Yuko was supposed to be in her arms right now, securely hugging Yuko.
Everything was too late now to return the time.
Huhu I need to listen to a fast song now. :[
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ore...oree... :cry:
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Poor Yuko~ :cry:
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Just realized I still haven't commented O_O
But I love your fic ^^ But OMG LATEST CHAP WAS SO SAD TT__TT
And btw, you update quite fast too... so keep going :grin:
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Yukooo~~ :pleeease:
update soon.... :bow:
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A's note: Ha! I finally finished writing this chapter. I was lazy, I was not in the mood, I was re-watching AKBINGO because I was bored until I forgotten to update, I was having a writer's block and I'm always thinking about my other fic. NOWWWW I've done 3 chapters. :]]]]] Sorry if this chapter will bore you. :[
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Haruna slowly opened her eyes, her vision was a blur as her eyes are swollen from crying all night.
She sat on the side her bed and saw the bear on the floor near her sidetable, she then grab the object.
Staring at the bear for a while. Haruna felt guilty for hitting Yuko and pushing her hard which made Yuko bounced to the wall and stumble to the ground.
The tall girl is very confuse on what is her real belief towards Yuko’s confession. She also needs to find out herself if it is real as she knew Yuko is good at playing Haruna’s feelings.
As to Haruna’s pride she then say “I’ll play your game.”
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Yuko woke up in her bed and looked on her surroundings and surprised that she doesn’t quite remember how she got home alive and what had happen yesterday. She looked at her sidetable to get her phone and saw a note from Julian.
“Eh? Julian went here… inside my room?” She asked herself. Also shocked that not a single guy went inside her room.
‘Good Morning! Look yourself in the mirror… Funny right? Your eyes are swollen.
Put cool tea bags in your eyes or take a shower (You need it!)
Eat breakfast too ok? Or something to eat so you won’t look so weak.
P.S Your eyes looks so funny when I stared at it last night! You look like a lost squirrel. :]]]]]]]] :shakeit:
- Jubby’
Yuko smiled to Julian’s note, also feeling embarrassed that he has to take care of her.
She got up on her bed and faced the mirror.
“Majisuka?!” Yuko loudly said and made face in front of the mirror and laughed. She really do look funny.
After taking a morning bath and fixing herself. Yuko called Julian if she can come to his photoshoot but Julian alarmed Yuko that Haruna will be having a photoshoot with them too. Hearing Haruna’s name, Yuko then clearly remember what happened between her and Haruna and how she got here in her room.
(Flashback)
The guy behind the close door wanted to stop the havoc coming from the dance studio. He can hear Yuko shouting ‘Stop.’ to Haruna. Julian doesn’t know what is going on in the room. He felt guilty to push Yuko towards Haruna.
‘Haruna really is insensitive.’
“STOP PLAYING! STOP PLAYING!!!! LEAVE!!!” A voice shouted coming from the outside. Haruna’s voice.
A thump on the wall made Julian’s heartbeat fast, he knew something had happened but he doesn’t want to get out as Haruna might be outside.
The hallway are silent for a minute. Julian then opened the door and saw Yuko laying on the floor, she was sobbing and her body is shaking. He hurriedly went to Yuko’s side and heard a loud scream coming from the studio.
“Yuko.” He was holding Yuko’s hand tightly so the shaking will stop.
“I’m sorry.” Julian whispered in Yuko’s ear.
Yuko isn’t responding to Julian as her muscles are too numb to move, she felt dead.
Julian placed his forehead to Yuko’s forehead and quietly said, “I’ll take care of you.”
He wiped away the tears using his thumb and carried Yuko over the threshold and safely went away as far as possible from the dance studio.
Each tears of Yuko made Julian’s heart in pain too. He doesn’t want to encounter a situation like this again.
(End of Flashback)
‘I’m not playing Nyan Nyan.’ She said and left the house.
Yuko went to the place where 5X’s photoshoot held. She took a quick glance from afar of their photoshoot and went away to search for the dressing room where Haruna has her belongings.
“I love you.” Yuko whispered.
Yuko sat on the chair as she was tired from walking and waited for 5 minutes so she can go and scram away.
To her surprise, the photoshoot of Haruna with the guys ended so early. In the dressing room, Yuko can hear Haruna talking to someone as it gets nearer and nearer to the room.
In panic, Yuko hid under the table before Haruna opened the door.
Underneath, Yuko saw Haruna’s flawless legs and she can’t take the hots that Haruna is wearing a 5-inch platform court heels. Only seeing those, Yuko’s body started heating up and she can feel that her cheeks are red.
‘Augh, I want to place my palm on her legs!’ Yuko imagining herself touching Haruna’s legs.
‘I want to put my face too so I can feel the softness!’
She then pinch herself as to control not to burst under the table and touch Haruna everywhere.
Haruna sat down on the chair where Yuko sat before. Haruna’s leg went underneath the table where Yuko is.
Yuko thanked herself for being so small, she then went to the little corner.
The pervert squirrel is dying in her place. She can see half of Haruna’s bottom part. Yuko can almost see what’s inside under Haruna’s dress. Too bad Haruna’s legs are crossed as to she that Yuko won’t see what color it is.
‘Uncross your legs!!!’ She shouted inside her.
Yuko is desperately want to touch Haruna everywhere.
Yuko can’t take it anymore so she sent Julian a message.
‘Reply to me if you received this. ASAP!’
‘I’m on my break for now. You in here already?’
‘I’m stuck here in Haruna’s dressing room… UNDER THE FREAKING DESK! SHE’S SITTING INFRONT OF THE DESK… I CAN SEE EVERYTHING!!!’
On Julian’s side…
“EH?!?!?!?!” He loudly said and earning most of the people’s attention to him and hurriedly went to the dressing room.
Julian knocked on the door first and opened the door after hearing ‘Hai?’ response from Haruna.
“Why don’t you eat first before you leave? There’s a buffet.” Julian offered.
The tall girl nodded and dumbly went to the buffet.
Julian turned his gaze on the table and squatted to see Yuko smiling ear to ear – more like a perverty grin, her index and thumb finger are pinching her nose as if she is stopping the invisible nosebleed. Julian laughed and touched Yuko’s forehead using his index finger
“Come on Haruna’s perverted squirrel. Let’s get you out of here.”
“I’m… dying…can’t…breathe…why…do…you have…to dress…her…like that? Her... dress... is backless... HAAAA!!!!!” Yuko said in between her grasp.
“You’re only being a pervert. Not our fault.”
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Haruna went home after she finishes the events in her schedule.
She sat on her bed and saw the bear(again) on top of her pillow. She was about to reach the bear, her phone suddenly started ringing. She took her bag and opens it but she notices there’s something pink inside. Haruna then grab her phone and the note.
“Hello?” Said the person on the other phone.
Haruna didn’t answer, instead she was staring at the note.
‘I Love You.’ Is the words written on the note.
“Haruna? Are you okay?”
“I… I have to hang up… gomen ne Takamina.” Haruna hangs her phone up. Leaving Takamina speechless on the other line.
‘I hate you.’ She said on her thoughts but deep inside her heart starts aching again. Not because of Yuko’s confession yesterday, it is because there’s something wrong when she said ‘I hate you.’
I TRIED!! I TRIED!! I'M NOT GOOD AT DOING FUNNY MOMENTS (Yuko's scene on the table).
I'M SHIPPING MY JULIAN AND YUKO NOW. NO MORE KOJIYUU FOR ME. LOL JK I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF FIRST BEFORE DOING THAT. :shakeit:
Is it me or this chapter looked so short?! -.-
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You really a pervert Yuko~!! XD
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Lol I really like Julian and Yuko's friendship :) but yeah, I'd be super mad if you shipped them xD
Thanks for the update! Looking forward to moar
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lol Yuko was in a great position ;)
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A's note: FINALLYYYYY!!!! I ran out of motivation. Sorry.
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The girls went to the table where the food is to have their breaktime as Shukan AKB finished recording the first segment.
Haruna sat herself on the chair and stares at the note she received the other day. She loves that person who gave her the note. Haruna decided to love the person no matter what happens, even if it is a Wota who loves her and even if it is… Yuko.
The tall girl brushed the written words on the note and smiled. Haruna is disappointed that it’s a computer writing not handwritten.
Without noticing, Yuko looked over Haruna’s shoulder. “I love you.” She softly said.
Haruna turned her head on the side where Yuko’s head at and almost kissed Yuko’s cheeks. “Huh?”
Yuko shook her head and pointed at the note, “I’m only reading what the note is saying.” She then pulled herself away from Haruna and left without hearing Haruna’s response.
The small girl went to the balcony and sat on the bench nearby. Staring at the sky for a while, Yuko’s lips formed into a smile.
(Flashback)
Yuko was sitting alone at the corner of the table. She’s staring at the note she’s holding, she can’t help but smile on the words written, wishing it was her who will really say the precious words to Haruna.
‘I’m still letting her know what I am feeling by giving this note.’ Yuko sighed.
The small girl looked across the table where Haruna is. The eyes of Haruna has a mixture of confusion and sadness but manages to smile while staring at the pink note.
‘Soon everything will be finish.’ Yuko sadly smiled. ‘Only a few days left.’
Yuko stood up and sneaked behind Haruna and notices Haruna’s bag was open on the floor. She then slowly put the note on the bag which it landed on top of her Nintendo DS.
She felt relieve that Haruna was busy staring to the note. Yuko quickly looked over Haruna’s shoulder.
“I love you.” She softly said to Haruna.
Haruna jumped a little and turned her head to Yuko as her lips almost touched Yuko’s cheeks.
“Huh?” She said. Yuko shook her head and pointed to the note.
“I’m only reading what the note is saying.” Yuko shrugged and left.
After close the door behind her, Yuko skipped her way to the balcony.
(End of Flashback)
Haruna on the other hand was about to get her Nintendo DS in her bag to kill some time but her make-up artist called her name to do a little retouching. After retouching she came back to the table and reached for her DS. She then saw a note just like yesterday saying ‘I love you.’
Haruna looked around the room if there is any suspicious person or Yuko, but Yuko isn’t in the room as she left earlier ago after talking to Haruna.
“Have you seen anyone went into my bag?” Haruna asked Kasai Tomomi who is seating across the table.
Kasai shook her head. “No. Why? Is something missing?” Kasai pouted sadly.
“Err. Nothing. Thanks.” Haruna said in a disappointed voice.
After recording Shukan AKB the girls went straight to the theater. Practicing the performance for tomorrow for four hours Takamina decided to give the girls a breaktime.
The tall girl was sitting on the top of the stage and took the note she recieves earlier on her bag.
On the other end of the room, Yuko saw Haruna staring at the note again and went infront of Haruna.
“The person really loves you huh?” Yuko asked. Hoping she’ll get at least a good answer.
Haruna looked down at Yuko and looked back at the paper in her hand. “Yes. I love this person so much.”
The hope of Yuko answered her clearly but she was hurt that Haruna decided to love the person without confirming who it was really from.
Yuko then nodded while smiled at the tall girl but behind her smile is sadness and went to the corner of the stage to get a rest.
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(Haruna’s Point Of View)
My alarm set woke me up so early as I have to go in AKB Theatre to wait for the person who keeps giving me notes and gifts for the past few days. I guess five days from now. So I decided to catch the person who makes my heart be in confusion and happiness.
I checked my phone to see if she messaged me or called me. My expectation failed again. It seems she will never give me morning greetings, good night greeting and sweet silly messages. All of this is my fault, if I didn’t shout at Yuko last time our relationship won’t be a mess.
I rose up on my bed and headed to the shower. After I showered, I fixed myself up and went my way to AKB Theatre.
The place is dull. A few countable people can only be seen. I hid myself on at the big poster board of AKB48.
30 minutes of waiting, I can only see Yuko happily walking towards the woman, the woman who gave me the presents from the past four days.
My heart started to pound fast, the back of my nape is starting to get hot and sweaty.
‘What’s going on?’ I asked myself. ‘Could it be really Yuko?’
‘Does her confession on the second day of receiving presents is really true?’
‘Did I rejected her again?’
Yuko reached for her bag and took a pink post-it note and gave it to the woman who seems to be looking happy.
I quietly crouched closer to them. “You still won’t give up eh?” The woman said to Yuko.
“I’ll do anything for Nyan Nyan even if it kills me.” Yuko responsed to the woman with a sad tone in her voice.
The next thing I knew, tears started falling down on my cheeks as it drops on my knees. The pounding in my heart are fast and in pain like it will kill me anytime not because of Yuko’s statement, it is because I’d put ourselves in to this situation and Yuko for playing with my feelings.
Why can’t she stop doing this little game she’s playing?
Does she want me to play along with her too?
Shall I?
If she decided to play with my feelings then I will play her feelings too.
I don’t know when this play end.
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Today is my sixth overall day of receiving all the gifts, and for letters it’s my fourth day.
I got a note from Yuko who still didn’t know that I found out about her secret. I received the note at the top of my phone when I left it on the table which someone probably put it in there on purpose.
Each letter this person giving me doesn’t fail to make me smile. Why can’t she just try and confess to me again? Is she really that scared? Hence, I am scared to.
My smile won’t be completed without seeing her. I keep looking around the room waiting for Yuko to appear but no sign of her figure.
“Who are you looking for?” Acchan asked and sat beside beside me.
I shook my head, “No one.”
Acchan also looked around the room examining each members and smiled afterwards. “You miss our perverted princess?”
Am I really that obvious?
“No. I’m actually glad she’s not here molesting me.” My conscience creeped up when I lied to Acchan.
“Don’t hide it. Besides, it’s been two weeks? Yuko haven’t been doing her skinship to you since the day she conf-” Acchan quickly closed her mouth and smiled as she removes her hand.
I sort didn’t hear the last part she says because I was still looking around the room for Yuko.
“You and Yuko should stop playing games.” Acchan put her right arm around my shoulder as I only nodded and place my head on Acchan’s head.
The next day is the same as yesterday. There is a letter but there is no Yuko.
Yuko should be here practicing with us as she and Acchan will be the center of our upcoming performance.
I don’t know what’s going on to Yuko as I don’t have any guts to sent her a message nor call her.
I called Takamina to ask if she knew any information about Yuko and since I feel safe around talking with Takmina.
“Hello?” She answered with a sleepy voice.
I hesitated for a moment to open up about Yuko. “DoyouknowhereYukoisrightnow?” I said in a fast way.
“Hmmm… she called me earlier and said she’s still filming and currently at break time. I don’t know for how long but if you want to call her then by all means go for it. I bet she’ll be happy to hear her Nyan Nyan’s voice.”
I blushed at the last part. “I hope so. Hey, what filming you saying?”
“Don’t you know?” Takamina paused a little while. “She’s filming her new dorama at the moment.”
I was speechless for the fact I didn’t know what is going on to Yuko. “I see. Hey I’m hanging up now. You take a sleep, good night Takamina.”
“Finally I can sleep. Good night too Kojima.”
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It’s been two days I don’t see Yuko. I’m hoping I can get a chance to see her today but my expectation failed again.
There is no letter and no Yuko. This is the first time I didn’t got anything from Yuko. She’s probably really busy on her filming. I only got some of her information by looking at her blog which Yuko seemed to stop putting pictures and random stuffs about her and Julian as most fans are wondering if they are going out or not. They are not right?
(End of Haruna’s perspective)
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After recording the set of Yuko’s new dorama. The busy girl went straight to the studio to practice the performance as she and Atsuko will be the center.
The moment she opened the door, all of the girls stopped on their practice and turned their gaze to the door where Yuko is at. An excited shrieked surrounded the room, most of the girls went towards Yuko giving her ‘I miss you’ and greetings.
Only one girl who looked so stunned and at the same time happy to see Yuko. She can’t really see Yuko as the girls are covering her small body.
Haruna didn’t know what to do so she went away the studio.
Yuko on the other hand was jumping up and down to the crowd as she haven’t seen the girl she wanted to see for four days from now.
“Since I’m too tall and can see what’s going on behind these girls. The one you looking for went outside.” Mariko whispered to Yuko’s ear and chuckled on her own joke.
Yuko gave a playfull shove and ducked her way on the crowd by Mariko’s help.
Searching around the building, Yuko finally saw Haruna on the balcony.
Yuko can’t help but smile to see Haruna’s hair dancing peacfully as the mild wind blowing her hair. The back of haruna look so calm but in front she is whimpering. Yuko heard the sobs of Haruna she then
Yuko leaned in front of Haruna and wrapped her arms around Haruna and rest her head on Haruna’s shoulder as to say she is safe and protected in Yuko’s arm.
“I love the person so much. It kills me not to have any letters coming from the person I love.” Haruna said. It’s killing her not to say the truth to Yuko but she decided to be strong and pretend.
Haruna’s sudden outburst, Yuko tightly hugged the girl.
Not saying anything, Yuko was also crying. She doesn’t want to show it to Haruna yet she can’t help but cry hard.
“I want to tell that I really missed the letters and gifts. I’m not Kojima Haruna without it. My smiles and happiness disappear whenever I waited for nothing.” Haruna whimpered hard.
Hugging Yuko somewhat made her happy. At least without the letters, she can have Yuko herself. Haruna needs Yuko at her side.
“I’m sure that person will give you a big present or big letters to make you happy again.” Yuko’s voice croaked.
Haruna hugged Yuko. This hug is the best present Yuko gave her so far with this little game. She doesn’t want this hug to end.
“I will wait.” Haruna whimper.
“I will wait until the end even if it kills me.” She then cried more. She doesn’t want to talk anymore as her breathe is becoming short from crying.
Yuko clenched the shirt of Haruna.
“I’m—“ Yuko was interrupted when her phone rings. She slid her hand on her pocket while still hugging Haruna and answered the phone.
“… Yes. I am going now.” Yuko said to the person.
Yuko parted from the hug. She cupped Haruna’s cheeks and stared her swollen face.
“I’m sure the person wants to give you everything. Mostly… the heart and life.” A tears fallen again on Yuko’s eyes.
For the last moment, Yuko brushed her cheeks against Haruna to wipe away Haruna’s tears.
“Yuko.” Haruna quietly said when Yuko left her alone on the balcony.
‘I want to give you my heart and life too.’
Guys, I tried to make the last scene to be sad but it's not sad for me at all. :[[
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wohohoho :inlove:
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Cute ^^ Kojiyuu stop playing and begin the serious thing lol
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Guys, I tried to make the last scene to be sad but it's not sad for me at all. :[[
for me, it's sad :cry:
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Be ready.
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It’s been two days now without a sign of Yuko and her ‘I Love You’ notes or any presents to give to Haruna. So far, Haruna hasn’t been receiving letters in four days since Yuko started filming her dorama.
Haruna herself is not used of not getting any letters or Yuko. All the worries and waiting, Haruna couldn’t concentrate on filming the Music Video for the 5X. The director is irritated on Haruna’s lack of effort.
“Let’s take a break for 30 minutes. I have to take action on this.” The director said to the staff and crew and to 5X.
“Ah Kojima Haruna-san? Can I talk to you for a minute please?” The director called out. Haruna then went to the director.
“Is there anything wrong or any particular that your professionalism isn’t working? Do you know how insulting it is to me? You are lucky these guys picked you as their main girl. You should at least co-operate.” The director angrily said. Haruna just nodded her head still not listening properly on what the man is saying.
The tall girl sighed and sat on her respective place next to Julian who is chewing his food.
“Don’t let all his words affect you.” He said to the dazing Haruna.
“Huh? Err… uh…” Haruna didn’t also listened to Julian.
Julian chuckled. Before he can open his mouth his assistant gave him his phone because someone is calling. He then smiled on the caller’s name in the screen.
“Yuko?” Haruna looked to Julian when she heard him say Yuko’s name.
“Yeah? Your on break time as well?... Well I am too.” He said with a sly smile.
Haruna couldn’t help but feel jealous over Julian that Yuko is calling him on her free time. She stood up and took a few step to give the two their private time as she cannot withstand the conversation of the two.
Julian suddenly hold on to Haruna’s hand. He stood up on his seat too and lead Haruna somewhere quiet while still talking to Yuko.
Haruna doesn’t understand why Julian wants her to be with him in the rooftop.
‘Is he making me jealous because he got to talk to Yuko while I’m not?’
After giggling for awhile Julian then stopped his conversation to Yuko and gave Haruna a wicked smile.
The two are leaning against the wall in silence.
“She’s been dying to do her skinship to you.” Julian chuckled lightly, remembering the day when Yuko had told him that her hands and body is itchy to touch Haruna’s assets.
Haruna bit her lower lip preventing from chuckling along. Yuko and her skinships. The tall girl really misses Yuko’s silly attitude.
“She can skinship me if she decided to stop doing this things she is creating.” Haruna slipped on her words. Haruna hope Julian won’t recognize what she said.
Julian looked at her after hearing it.
“So you knew?” He asked and smile.
Haruna nodded.
“I saw her giving the note to the staff.” Haruna mumbled.
“Tsk. What a reckless girl.”
“Does Yuko knew that I found out?” Haruna asked.
Julian shrugged. “I’m not sure. I haven’t been hanging out with her since she started filming.”
“Haruna. Why?” Julian looked at her with his serious expression.
Haruna’s face jerked up on his question. “Why?”
“Why are you playing along with Yuko?”
His questions stabbed Haruna.
Haruna knew her reasons are low. She doesn’t know what the real reasons are. She always thinks Yuko is playing with her feelings so she wanted to do the same.
“You two are hurting each other. Don’t you get scared if the relation between you two disappear?” Julian’s tone of voice is worried yet in a slight pain. He doesn’t want his Kojiyuu to end in this silly little game.
(Haruna’s Point Of View)
“I’m always scared. And… I don’t know what to do whenever I’m with her.” Tears are dripping on the floor as I started to cry. I can feel my make-up is starting to smudge as well.
“Yuko is… my first love. She’s always been a part of me.” I whimpered and feeling a little embarrass on my confession as it is my first time to let out what I feel about Yuko to a person.
“I should act warm to Yuko but if I do…” I can complete my sentence. Eventually, Yuko will soon get tired of me and replace me with someone else.
“She will soon replace you? And that is why you are being cold towards Yuko?” Julian said like he read what my mind is saying.
I nodded and started crying again. “I always thought I’d be ready and strong enough to confront her turns out I always give up and back down.”
“This feeling. All I know is I love Yuko. I am willing to give her everything.”
I felt something warm wrapped around me. A wet drips are falling on my head.
“I’m suppose not to hug you because you are my oshimen’s Nyan Nyan. But…” Julian said in his croaked voice as he is too crying a little.
“She told me on the phone earlier to look after you.”
I break down and cry again.
“Why can’t she say that to me?!” I buried my face on Julian’s chest and cried the whole free time we had.
(End of Haruna’s Point Of View)
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“Smile.” Haruna mumbled to herself as she happily received a new note from Yuko.
Yuko gave a new note to her saying ‘Smile’. She wanted Haruna to smile, it has been four days Haruna doesn’t got any letter from her so Yuko wanted Haruna to smile at least.
The busy girl went to the studio after finishing her set. It has been a long time now since she set her feet on this cold studio floor. Yuko also feel a little awkward around the girls so the whole three hours of practicing she kept quiet. Most girls are wondering why the lively and silly Yuko is not bringing up her mood to AKB48.
Throughout the practice, Haruna kept her gaze to Yuko in front of the mirror. Yuko looking so weak and tired and the smile on her face is not appearing which Haruna wanted to see Yuko’s dimples.
“Are you okay with this? You just came from your filming and here you are practicing.” Haruna worriedly said to Yuko.
Yuko looked up to Haruna. A little smile appeared on her face but behind those smile Haruna can see weakness.
“It’s nothing.” Yuko then drop her smile.
The small girl dumbly thought that the practice is over.
“Since practice is over. I am going home.” Yuko grabbed her bag and left the studio without saying her goodbye to the members.
Miichan went to Haruna. “Tsk. She didn’t even say goodbye to us. Damn her.” Miichan pouted angrily.
Mariko slapped her girlfriend’s head. “Give Yuko a break! She’s all worn out.”
“Even though practice is not yet over, I’ll let it slide this time.” Takamina said.
“It’s my very first time to see Yuko looking so weak.” Atsuko stated.
‘It’s my second time.’ Haruna said to herself, remembering the day she let out all her anger to Yuko when the time Yuko confess about the gifts.
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The next day Haruna saw Yuko making her way up to the stairs so she waited Yuko to reach her on the top.
“Here. That person gave me this. Smile. Looking at it will make you smile.” Haruna gave the letter to Yuko but Yuko didn’t want to take it.
“No. It’s okay.” Yuko declined.
“Take it so it will make you smile.” Haruna insisted.
Yuko then took the note from Haruna’s hand. Yuko doesn’t feel like playing her game at the moment. She wanted to confess now to Haruna.
“Nyan Nyan?” Yuko said. Tears are starting to fall on her eyes.
Looking at Yuko. Haruna’s eyes become wet as well.
“I’m tired of all this.” Yuko bashed the paper in her hand on the floor.
“You are not the only one who is tired… Yuko.” Haruna want to hug the other girl but she is still feeling furious towards Yuko.
Haruna thought Yuko is always the one who will decided whether to stop or not.
“I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU FIRST FAKED SMILE AT ME! YOU DID NOT CRY! THAT FAKE SMILE GAVE ME A HEARTACHE! AND NOW THIS? THIS LETTERS AND GIFTS?! WHY DON’T YOU TALK TO ME?! I LOVE YOU YUKO!!! I LOVE YOU!!!” Haruna let her anger to fire up again.
Yuko was taken aback and become stunned. Tears are falling quickly on her eyes. Her chest becoming tight as her breathings are now short. She clutched her shirt and went to hug Haruna. Haruna on the other hand was removing Yuko’s hand on hers but Yuko kept her hands on Haruna’s waist.
“YOU GOT MY HEART!!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW THAT YOU FOUND OUT I LOVE YOU?! ARE YOU HAPPY THAT YOU WON ON YOUR GAME?! HOW CAN YOU NOT BE SERIOUS YUKO?!”
“I AM SERIOUS NYAN NYAN!!!” Yuko shouted back and fighting herself not to lose on Haruna as she keep removing her on her waist.
“YOU ARE NOT!!! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I AM FEELING!!! YOU ARE SELFISH!!! LET GO!!! YUKO PLEASE BE SERIOUS!!!” Haruna took all her strength to remove Yuko’s grip on her waist. Yuko was still weak so she removed her arms around Haruna.
“YUKO!!!”
Waa guys. I'm not really sure if this is sad or not.
I'm finally at this situation. I'm happy.
I can finally continue this fic using my plot that I wanted to create a story to since last year. (YES LAST YEAR!)
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LOL. HARUNA SNAP.
Yuko fainted due to lack of rest .
-faints- . hahaha
Waiting for part 2 now. Otsukare !
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waa.... :ptam-cry: nice chapter~~ but what happen to YUKO!!!!!! :shock:
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geh taka j beat me there >_<
oh well, no it's not particularly sad but a hint yeh :yep:
Yuko don't work so hard :O
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i'm waiting for an update....! :D
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Noooo Yukoooo T_T
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11-2
Haruna snapped as she become furious towards Yuko’s silly game. Yuko had really hurt her now. She wants to stop her own game because she’s satisfied now? Is she always the one who will decided whether to stop or not? Because she already played at Haruna’s feelings?
Tears started to fall on Haruna’s eyes.
Haruna couldn’t help but shout at Yuko who is standing in the near edge of the stairs.
“I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU FIRST FAKED SMILE AT ME! YOU DID NOT CRY! THAT FAKE SMILE GAVE ME A HEARTACHE! AND NOW THIS? THIS LETTERS AND GIFTS?! WHY DON’T YOU TALK TO ME?! I LOVE YOU YUKO!!! I LOVE YOU!!!” Haruna let out some of the pain in her heart by shouting at Yuko who looked so scared again.
The memories from the day Haruna shouted at her is happening again. She made Haruna mad at her again. Yuko doesn’t want to happen what she started again.
The eyes of Yuko are already wet as her tears are dripping down her eyes. Haruna confess to her. Yuko should be happy but she can’t take Haruna’s words if she is furious at her. She doesn’t want Haruna to confess to her by shouting angrily. Yuko’s chest are becoming short, her breathings are suffocating her.
Yuko then wrapped her arms around Haruna and clutched the back of Haruna’s dress. Haruna is fighting to remove Yuko’s hands off her waist but Yuko kept her arms wrapped around.
“YOU GOT MY HEART!!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW THAT YOU FOUND OUT I LOVE YOU?! ARE YOU HAPPY THAT YOU WON ON YOUR GAME?! HOW CAN YOU NOT BE SERIOUS YUKO?!” Haruna’s throat is getting worst as the lump is getting bigger and bigger.
Haruna is still struggling to remove Yuko’s grip.
“I AM SERIOUS NYAN NYAN!!!” Yuko shouted back. Fighting herself not to lose her grip on Haruna.
“YOU ARE NOT!!! YOU ARE SELFISH!!! YUKO PLEASE BE SERIOUS!!!” Haruna took all of her strength to remove Yuko’s grip on her waist.
Yuko’s weakness made her unwrap her arms.
“YUKO!!!” Haruna shouted Yuko’s name.
Haruna was so scared. Seeing Yuko roll on the stairs made her heart burst into pieces. Yuko landed on the floor roughly and hitted her head on the wall. Blood are starting to mark on the floor.
Panic washed over Haruna. She ran down the stairs and aggressively shaking Yuko’s body.
“YUKO!!!”
“YUKO!!! I’M SORRY!!! YUKO!!!” Haruna kept shouting.
‘I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU!!!’
Yuko isn’t responding. Yet, her chest is still moving up and down.
To Haruna’s hysteria, she didn’t call anyone for help. She carry Yuko’s weak body over the threshold and made her way through the parking lot where Haruna car locates.
Haruna kept on whispering Yuko’s name, waiting for Yuko to respond. No words come from Yuko’s mouth.
Haruna pressed the open button on her car key and place Yuko on the passenger seat.
“Shit! Hurry up!” Haruna’s hand is really shaking as she cannot put the key properly to the key holder.
“Yuko… stay with me.” Haruna eyes are hurting her now as tears are continuously dripping off her eyes.
She was scared to lose Yuko. Why does it have to be the day when she confess her love to Yuko?
“I DON’T WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO YOU YUKO! I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU TO STAY WITH ME! DON’T LET GO NOW!!!” Haruna shouted inside the car.
Crying her eyes out, Haruna heard a soft weak whisper. Yuko was still a little conscious and whispered.
“Haruna Kojima… Yuko Oshima wants to be… with you… forever… Yuko O-Oshima will… give you her… heart… and life…I… love… you… Nyan… Nyan.”
Yuko’s weak voice broke Haruna’s heart. The throbbing seems to be destroying her whole self.
Haruna quickly looked at the back seat and hold Yuko’s hand.
“I want to be with you forever. My heart and my life belongs to you... I’m giving all of it to you.” Haruna cried. She then turn her gaze in to the road.
“PLEASE HELP!!!” Haruna bursted out for help when they finally arrived at the hospital. Carrying Yuko on her hands.
Haruna took the doctor’s hand when they had put Yuko on the stretcher.
“Please… help... please.” Haruna begged to the doctor. The doctor only nodded her head and hugged Haruna but Haruna quickly parted away and started running towards the stretcher.
“Yuko… Yuko.” She keep whispering Yuko’s name. Haruna is holding on to Yuko’s hand tightly.
“Yuko!” She shouted when some nurse stopped her from entering the E.R.
Haruna was being hysterical. Most of the people in the room was slightly sharing a tear with Haruna as if they can feel Haruna’s suffering. Some people recognize Haruna and started whispering on the people next to them.
Haruna finally dialled Takamina’s phone number as she failed to press the button properly due on her shaky nervous hand.
“Haruna?” Takamina said as soon as she answered her phone.
Haruna was sobbing on the other end.
“What happen Haruna? Why are you crying? Where are you?” Takamina’s pulse rate is increasing as she is sensing something horrible had happen to her friend.
Takamina’s tone of voice made the girls gather around her. She then pressed the speaker on.
“Yu…ko... hospi…tal.” Haruna said in between sob.
“What happen to Yuko?” Takamina was clutching her heart now as she started to cry as well.
The girls shared a glance to each other, feeling worried and anxious.
Haruna kept on crying on the other end.
“Which hospital are you in Haruna?” Mariko asked Haruna over the phone.
Takamina, Mariko, Atsuko, Miichan, Sayaka, Sae, Mayu and Itano went to the hospital where Haruna had told them as quickly as possible.
Sayaka was crying her eyes out, she is really worried on one of her close friend in AKB48. Sae, Takamina, Mariko and Itano was clutching their heart. Atsuko, Mayu and Miichan was crying along with Sayaka as they too are really worried about Yuko and Haruna.
“Haruna!” Miichan shouted the moment she saw Haruna hysterically crying on her seat.
“YUKO.” Haruna hugged Miichan.
The girls started to whimper. Seeing Haruna becoming hysterical made their heart broken. The only thing they wanted to know is the girl who had been sent inside the Emergency Room.
“What happen to Yuko?” Sayaka asked worriedly. She’s going back and forth to the emergency room door.
“It’s all my fault.” Haruna broke down and drop on her knees.
“Everyone. I’m so sorry.” She sobbed and bowed her head on the floor.
“Haruna!” Takamina cried and hugged her friend.
“Yuko… I accidentally… push her… on the… stairs.” Haruna whimpered.
“You what?!” Sayaka grabbed Haruna and made her stood up as she clutch Haruna’s shirt collar.
The girls is calming Sayaka.
“How could you?” Sayaka’s tears are dripping and unclench her hands to Haruna. Sayaka then punched the wall and started sobbing.
“I’m sorry.”
“Haruna!” A guy’s voice shouted.
“Julian!” Haruna went to hug Julian and nuzzled on his chest. Takamina called Julian’s phone and told that Yuko is in the hospital since they are close to each other.
After waiting for merely two hours, the doctor finally open the E.R door and went to Julian and the girls.
Haruna quickly grabbed the doctor’s shoulder.
“Yuko…” Haruna whimpered.
“The patient had suffered in to a major head injury and blood clot in her head. It is a miracle that she didn’t let go. However, she is in state of unconsciousness right now and she is still under observation. We will be transferring her in a special room after monitoring her.” The doctor bowed her head and went back inside the E.R.
The girls and Julian felt relieve on Yuko’s condition. Yet worried that their friend is still unconscious.
Haruna collapse on the floor and began sobbing again.
“Yuko didn’t let go.”
:bleed eyes: :cry:
I wasted lots of tissue. :[
Waa I really can't believe I'm using this plot now. I've been waiting lots of months to have a proper story using my favorite plot. :[[[[
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ahuhuh :cry: Yuko!!!!!!
she's still alive so glad :cry:
haruna whyyy :(
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This is so sad. :cry:
Why Haruna? :cry:
Glad that Yuko is okay, but please don't let her lose her memories (head injury again)..Please please please, that will be devastating. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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isk..isk.. isk... i was crying when i read this chap!!! :mon hanky:
YUKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :pleeease:
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I hope she didn't lose her memories too~! :cry:
Poor KojiYuu~ :cry:
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why so sad??
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Yuko...
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I hope it will be a happy end! Yuko!!!!! T_T
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A's note: Guys...
11-3
Haruna, Mariko, Miichan, Atsuko, Takamina, Sae, Sayaka, Tomochin and Julian waited for 3 hours for Yuko to transfer into the room that the doctor had assigned. Yuko’s father had been called by Yuko’s manager and now they are talking to the doctor. Waiting for Yuko to open her eyes, Haruna is becoming impatient. The girl is safe now but she is not satisfied yet to see Yuko lay an eye to Haruna. Yuko looking so frail is crashing Haruna’s heart.
“This is my karma for not telling Yuko how I really feel before. I am stupid for keeping my heart to myself.” Haruna place her head down on the side of Yuko’s bed. She tightly grip her hand to Yuko’s hand. Sayaka hugged Haruna with all the warm she can give, hushing the girl not to blame herself.
“I regret everything. I regret evrything. Maybe, I should hit my head on the wall too and be in the same condition as Yuko. I want to us to share our pain together.”
“Why does it have to happen when I told Yuko I love her? Does God really doesn’t want me to be with Yuko?! Doesn’t he want us to be together happily?!” She angrily said looking at the weak Yuko. The girls in the room isn’t responding to Haruna as they too are having a tears.
“With all those years of keeping my love… why… why now?!”
“Haruna.” Takamina hushed Haruna.
“I LOVE YOU YUKO!!! IS THAT WHAT GOD WANT TO HEAR AGAIN FROM ME?!” Haruna shouted, standing up on her seat as she pressed her forehead on the wall. Letting all the tears coming out in her eyes drip on the cold floor.
A sudden yelp had shocked the girls. Yuko was aggressively pressing her head as it is throbbing in pain. The pain in her head was killing all the bits inside her. Haruna quickly went on Yuko’s side, hugging Yuko to make her stop on gripping the head firmly. Mariko and Sayaka ran outside the room and called Yuko’s doctor.
“IT…. IT HURTS!!!!!!” Yuko shouted in pain. She was kicking and flailing her body from the pain in her head.
“HELP!!!” She screamed again. Tears are rolling down her eyes, begging someone to help her.
The girls are hysterically praying for Yuko to be okay. Haruna on the other hand was suffering on Yuko’s agony. Yuko kept screaming and gripping her head but soon stops when the doctor injected her to keep Yuko calm.
(Haruna’s Point Of View)
My heart become at ease when Yuko finally calmed down. I was shouting and crying along with her earlier, we are sharing the pain we have together but sadly she is shouting the ache in her head while I am screaming the half of the pain in my heart. I don’t know what to do when I saw Yuko screaming for help. I want to help her. I really want to. I can do what I can to help but all I can do is cry along. I am weak. I am worthless.
All the sadness inside of me washed away when the moment Yuko opened her eyes slowly, her eyes has so much confusion as she scans the room. I guess she was still adjusting her vision from the brightness of the room and the surroundings around her.
“Yuko.” I whispered, stroking her hair using my finger. Tears fall down on Yuko’s hospital gown. I leaned in closer but Yuko quickly parted away from me, earning a frown in her eyes.
She’s probably angry at me from what I did earlier. Yet, shouldn’t she be happy because I told her what I felt towards her? Yuko is Yuko, I know her. Even if I give her cold words she would still think I care about her. I want to ask her if she is mad at me or if her love for me drifted away. The moment I open my mouth to speak, Yuko made my heart and body sunk down.
“Who are you? Why… are you… crying?” Yuko set her eyes straight on me. She looked so serious on her question.
The room become quiet again. I can feel the girls melted down on the words Yuko said. The part of my heart keep telling me she is joking, she’s playing with me again.
“Yuko! Stop playing okay?! I thought you ended the game now?” I tried to fake a laugh but I ended up crying again. Yuko is a good actress, she can pretend whenever she likes.
“Yu…ko?” She repeated the name I told her.
“Excuse me.” The doctor said but I told her not to go near Yuko as I knew she is playing her antics to me again.
Little did I know I was shaking Yuko. Screaming at her to stop playing the damn game. Asking for her to stop. Yuko’s father and Julian was telling me to stop, to calm down and leave the observation to the doctor so we will now what is going on.
“WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! DON’T PRETEND YOU HAD FORGOTTEN ME!!!” I shouted right in front of her face. She gave me frighten expression on her face, an expression she showed me earlier and the day I shouted at her before.
“YUKO, YOU KNOW ME RIGHT? I AM KOJIMA HARUNA! YOUR NYAN NYAN! THE PERSON WHO HOLDS YOUR HEART! PLEASE. PLEASE STOP PLAYING OR PLEASE REMEMBER ME AT LEAST! YOU PROMISED ME EARLIER RIGHT? YOU PROMISED.” I tried to hug Yuko again but she started to scream again in pain.
“Help!” Yuko yelped, her head started to ache again. She is also trying to push me away from her. I kept on gripping on her shoulder.
“Haruna stop!” Sayaka loudly said and took me away from Yuko. She was crying really hard too. The girls is blocking me away from Yuko.
The doctor called out her nurses and started to take Yuko out of the room so they can examine Yuko’s current condition.
“YUKO! YOU TOLD ME OSHIMA YUKO WANTED TO BE WITH KOJIMA HARUNA FOREVER!!!” I shouted when they are taking her out of the room. I want to stay at Yuko’s side but they are trapping me here. They knew I care about Yuko, then why are they trying to pull me away from her?
“Yuuchan. Father is here. You are going to be alright… father is here. Stay with me. Father is here.” Yuko’s father shed a tear in his eyes while holding his daughters hand, he knew what is exactly going on now to Yuko.
Did Yuko really got an amnesia? Had she really forgotten me? Us? What about her love? Yuko should feel that I am the person she love. Her heart is still the same, it’s only the memories had vanished. Why does her heart needs to be affected? Why does she have to forgot the memories about me and our past? Why does she have to forgot about me?
“Why are you letting go now Yuko? Please… come back.”
:bleed eyes: :bleed eyes:
A's Note: Haha fine, you guessed right. Hey, having this kind of plot is exciting you do know that? This sort of plot is my number 1 favorite when writing a story. :pimp: I tried my best to make it sad as possible.
Yeah, let's just hope for the best to Kojiyuu.
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:cry: :cry:
amnesia nuuuuuu :banghead:
Yuko don't forget Y_Y
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you make me cry again~~~ :fainted:
Yuko!!!!!!!!!!!! :pleeease:
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aahhh yukooo don't forget your nyan nyan....! :cry:
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i guessed correctly, you have suceeded making me cry again :cry: .
this is sad, lost of memories, be it good or bad, it's still painful for Yuko and all others. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: .
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:cry: :cry: :cry:
YUKO!!!
Sad stories always make me wanna :banghead: but I can't stop reading anyway. LOL
Do continue!
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I love amnesia fics lol.
Excited for them to fall in love 4 real ^__^
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OMG~! YUKO~! :banghead: :cry:
Ganbatte Nyan Nyan~!! never give up~!! :cow:
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Yuko!!!!! T_T You have to remember your Nyan Nyan!!!!
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11 - 4
Haruna could not let all the tears inside her to show. She had enough on crying, throwing tantrums, wishing for Yuko to remember her, being hysterical on her current state and to Yuko’s condition. Everything. Haruna realizes all this character she is showing to the AKB members and all to the people who knew what had happened to Yuko is not helping to bring back Yuko’s memory at all.
In the end Haruna continued doing the opposite. She keeps begging Yuko to try and remember all the memories she has in her heart. Telling the girl not to forget Haruna. Crying until her eyes become all swollen. Skipping lessons, performances, shows, and all sorts of idol-world business. Everyday, she’s been staying at Yuko’s side. Haruna had explained and told how AKB48 created and how Yuko had fallen in love to Haruna at first glance(which Haruna got the stories from Yuko before), how Yuko always do her skinship to Haruna and most of, how Haruna regrets being cold, rejecting and every sort of things that broke Yuko’s heart. Everyday, Haruna kept saying how much she really love Oshima Yuko. Each Yuko’s answer ‘Sorry. I don’t love you.’ And ‘I really can’t remember you.’ crashed every pieces of Haruna’s heart and the whole life of Haruna.
Everyone gave their ‘Don’t give up Haruna! Yuko’s memories will soon be back.’ – ‘Ganbatte Nyan Nyan! Be strong!’ – ‘Yuko is tough!’ – ‘Yuko’s heart are on yours Kojiharu’ – ‘Kojiyuu are still together!’ is what most of the fans and AKB members had said to Haruna.
Kojiyuu? Together? Haruna hope so.
What broke Haruna’s heart more is the moment she learned Yuko is… graduating.
Akimoto Yasushi on News: The talk of Yuko’s state exploded around Japan. We knew there is a possibilities that her Amnesia is just temporary or worst, permanent. Our team reviewed all the information about Oshima Yuko’s situation and we decided… Oshima Yuko from Team K will graduate.
All the fans of Yuko and AKB48 here in Japan and the other countries had bashed Akimoto for making such a imbecile decision to make Yuko thrown out of AKB in just one snap. Also, how Yuko can graduate AKB48 if she has an amnesia? What if her memories came back and soon realizes that she is no longer an AKB member? The what if’s and hates kept increasing as they can’t still move on to the fact she will be soon evicted in AKB48.
Oshima Yuko. Graduating.
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For the first time Haruna attended AKBINGO set. Though everyone can see the pure misery and pain behind Haruna’s smile. Sometimes whenever she remember Yuko doing the same game of the segment made her burst into tears which the Director have to take Haruna out for awhile.
All the smiles, laughs and calm faces of AKB members are creating a pain inside them. They want to show their sadness to everyone like Haruna always do. Team K members are known as one of the energetic and cheerful team. Whenever they are in dressing rooms, practice, performance and after the show. They couldn’t help but share the sadness and pain inside them together. One of their beloved member will be gone soon.
After the recording AKBINGO, Haruna automatically went to the hospital where Yuko is at. Before opening the door in Yuko’s room, she heard Julian attempting to take Yuko’s memories back. She then pressed her ears to the door, clenching her hand to her chest and short tears started to form in her eyes again.
[Inside the room]
“I was right. The small star really distance herself from the big star.” Julian’s voice are in pain too.
After pulling the curtains away from the window to make a brightness inside the room, Julian sat at the end side of Yuko’s hospital bed.
“Small star? Distance to… big star?” Yuko narrowed her eyebrows, not having a big clue what the guy named Julian in front of her is saying.
Julian let out a small giggle and nodded to the girl he got close with from the past few weeks. Misery also washed inside him as he cannot believe Oshima Yuko – his oshimen will have an unfortunate incident. Why does it have to be amnesia? He kept asking to the person above.
He took his phone out from his pocket, finding the picture the day Yuko decided to pull off her presents to Haruna. The day he found two stars happily sharing a strong bond together. Julian show the picture to Yuko.
“The small star is Oshima Yuko. The big star is Kojima Haruna. Close.” Julian stick his hands together to show how close the two star is.
Yuko only nodded. Julian then clicked the next button, revealing a photo where Yuko has a big smile plastered her face next to the shining stars in the sky. The time after Yuko had bought her first bear with big ears present for Haruna.
“I look so happy in here” Yuko said and gave the phone back to Julian.
“It’s all because of Haruna.” Julian let out a warm smile.
[Outside the room]
Haruna is thankful to Julian who is always by their side. He is a guy with a kind heart that Haruna ever met as he is not the type of guy who flirts with girls or stealing away girls. Haruna felt very relieved that Yuko didn’t fall in love with him. She wouldn’t probably know if Yuko really fell in love. And if it happens, the pain she has now would probably be a gazillion hurt than this.
Haruna then slid the door open and went inside.
“Here comes my crying star.” Yuko joked by lowering her voice only for Julian to hear and show a small giggle but winced after as her head is starting to throb.
Julian rose up and went to Haruna to hug the new comer. “Hey.” He greeted.
Haruna greeted back too and went to Yukos side. Haruna then brushed away the little strand of fringe in Yuko’s forehead. She stare at Yuko for a second and pulled away after.
Sensing the difficult vibe between the two, Julian nodded and pretended someone called him over the phone. “Hello? Err yeah… I’m leaving now. See you in a bit.”
“Uhm Yuko, Haruna I’m leaving you guys for now. Goodbye. Take care aight?” Julian said his goodbye and went out the room after receiving Yuko and Haruna’s goodbye.
The awkwardness and silence around the room started again. This always happen every time Haruna show up to Yuko. Both don’t know what to say to each other.
Haruna couldn’t hold her tears again. All she want is to show a real smile to Yuko, but whenever she try it, tears always appear as if trying to say to Haruna that there is no point to show a smile to the girl she loves.
Looking at the same girl who keeps crying from the day she opened her eyes is challenging Yuko to exert herself to remembering anything but a blank memory keep appearing in her brain. She does not know Kojima Haruna at all.
“Don’t you get fed up on crying every single seconds?” Yuko asked.
Haruna shook her head. “All the tears shows on how many days, years I can wait for you to remember me.” Haruna whimpered, trying to wipe the tears away from her eyes but the tears is nonstop.
Yuko is feeling guilty to let a girl like Haruna suffer because of her current situation. Everyone kept saying to her that she – Yuko loves Haruna. She would always make an effort to make Haruna set her attention to Yuko. How Haruna’s gadgets are always her number one enemy. Nyan Nyan is the nickname Yuko give Haruna. Being called as Perverted Squirrel as she always do the famous Skinship she do to Haruna and yet ended up being slapped, punched, flicked in ear or forehead, receiving cold harsh words from the tall girl but that won’t still make her give up to make Haruna shot her a smile at least. Confessing everyday her love towards the girl but ended up taking her love as a joke. Always being rejected by Haruna. All those negatives still won’t stop Yuko to love Haruna. Giving all the love she can give to the girl she deeply love. Making haruna happy whatever it takes. The past Oshima Yuko only want Haruna to give her heart and to love her back will make Yuko the most happiest and lucky girl ever lived.
The small girl arise on her bed and kneel in front of Haruna so she can have the same height to the tall girl. Yuko stared at Haruna’s eyes. The eyes filled with pain, suffering, misery, all the sadness are seen in the girl’s eyes.
“Please close your eyes.” Yuko requested.
Haruna did what Yuko had told her by closing her eyes. She felt Yuko’s fingers pressed into her puffy eyes. Still closing her eyes, Yuko wiped all the tears away and blow the eyes afterwards. The moment Haruna could tell her tears are gone she opened her eyes and see Yuko flashing her a smile. Yuko then lay her back again on her bed.
Feeling the touch of Yuko again made all the pain inside Haruna decrease for awhile. She is been longing to feel the warmth in Yuko. Everything from Yuko. Happy memories. Haruna wants happy memories.
Calming to her crying, Haruna set her gaze outside the window. The sky is clear blue, the warm of the sun is hugging them inside the room, the natures are comforting Haruna.
“Do you want to go outside? For fresh air?” Haruna’s voice become rasp as she invited Yuko who is also gazing outside.
Yuko nodded. “Hai, for fresh air.” She smiled while still looking outside.
Yuko then got up from her bed but nearly fell over as her head ached a little again. Haruna quickly hold on to Yuko’s waist and supported her throughout the balcony as she is limping due to minor injury in her leg.
Breathing in all the fresh air made Yuko’s head be light. It feels like she is alive and does not want to come back in her room again as it always give her weird vibes. Yuko stretched her arms over her head and yawned a little.
“Fresh ai—“ Yuko coughed as her throat became dry from yawning a seconds ago.
“I-I’ll get you a water.” Haruna offer up and quickly went inside the hospital to get a water from one of the vendor machines.
Somehow, Yuko felt happy to have Haruna beside her. Now she sees why the past Yuko is willing to give her life for Haruna. However, a voice suddenly interrupted her thoughts.
“Oshima… Yuko?”
:bleed eyes: :bleed eyes: :bleed eyes:
My eyes. My eyes. Arr, I feel like re-reading this fic from the start. xD Again... I tried to make some scenes as sad as possible.
DAMN AKI-P IS TROLLING!!! :]] MAKING MY YUKO GRADUATE!!! :angry:
Err, yeah, so I don't want to proof read this chapter cause to be honest, I was crying when writing this. LOL So I don't want to get all emotional again. Tell me if there is any errors or something you spotted.
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:mon waterworks: argh SO SAPPY
YUKO!! :mon runcry:
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This is so emotional for me... :fainted:
However, a voice sudden;y interrupted her thoughts.
“Oshima… Yuko?”
Argh!!!!! Update soon!!!! :panic: :panic: I WANT TO KNOW WHO'S VOICE IS THAT!!
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poor kojiyuu :cry:
nooo..don't graduate, Yuko..
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por kojiharu...! :cry:
yuko can't graduate...! i wanna know what's next? :banghead:
please update soon...! :grin:
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WHAT?! graduate?! Please no!!! :cry:
Please update soon~ :yep:
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Noooooo Yuko can't just graduate like that, especially when she still can't remember anything!!! Goes GEKI on AKI-P!! :cool1:
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Nooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! Yuko!!!!!!!!! Don't graduate!!!!!!!
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Mini Interview:
A: Welcome to my I’m With You mini interview day! Here we are with our Main Characters. The Kojiyuu pair!!! Oshima Yuko and Kojima Haruna!
*Clap Clap Clap*
Yuko: Yatta! Yatta! I’m here~!!!
Haruna: Err. Good afternoon everyone!
A: I’m glad to have you both here. First of, how do you guys feel being left out on my fics?
Yuko: Hmm… I hate you for updating so late!
Haruna: Sou, sou.
A: I’m sorry.
Yuko: Butttttttt~ I have lots of free times therefore I’m always trying to regain my memories back.
Haruna: Your memories are not back yet!
Yuko: Durrrhhh!
A: Hai, hai, how about you Kojima-san?
Haruna: Huh? What about me?
Yuko: Baka! She’s asking how you feeling being behind!
Haruna: Is that so? Well, err… I miss skinship!
Yuko & A: EH?!
Yuko(whisper): Is that even appropriate A-san?
A(whisper): You know, what if Haruna is the one who fell on the stairs, you think her airheadness will disappear?
Yuko(whisper): Want me to try? As in right now? Look at her! Her inner soul are coming out her mouth!
A(whisper): It’s because she misses your skinship!
Yuko: Skinship?!
Haruna: Eh? Skinship?! Yuko?! You will skinship me?!
A: Oh no way! Not infront of the people!
Yuko: I don’t even know how to skinship you like the old Yuko do.
Haruna: Ah! I know! I’ll teach you! Come here Yuuchan~!
Yuko: NOOO~!
A: A-AT LEAST D-DO IT IN PRIVATE HA-HARUNA!!!
Haruna: Skinship! Skinship! Skinship! Ne~ A-san, let’s do a Skinship 101 instead of this interview. A private Skinship lesson just for Yuuchan~!
A: EEEEHHHHHH?!
Yuko: WAAAA NOOOOO!!! I’M STILL A VIRGIN!!!
A: Minna, I’m sorry, we have to stop airing our interview day for now.
Yuko(At the background): SAVE MEEEEE!!! NOOOOO HARUNA NOT THERE!!!!!!
Haruna: Let me unbutton it~!!!
A: YUKO!!! Gomen everyone. Se-see you o-on ne-next update!!! OH GOD MY NOSE!!!!
12
“Oshima… Yuko?” The voice forced Yuko’s body to turn around to see a tall and beautiful girl in a hospital gown smiling at her. Yuko assessed for a minute; the girl resemble Kojima Haruna’s features – tall, gorgeous, big breast, brunette, same length of hair and she has normal ears while Haruna has a big rounded ears.
Yuko struggle to recall again if this girl is someone she knew from the past or the girl doesn’t exist in her life before. Seeing the small girl competing with her blank memories, the girl chuckled quietly and take a few steps close to Yuko. The laugh of the girl is adorable which made a serene smile form in Yuko’s lips.
“I… I heard about your condition.” The girl looked at the other way as she is scared to stare at Yuko but set back her gaze to the small girl.
“Am I really that popular?’ Yuko let out a hesitant laugh while rubbing the back of her nape.
The eyes of Yuko widen from the instant warm of the girl’s hug. Her body seems to be waiting for this kind of embrace in a long time now. Yuko fit perfectly in the girl’s body, she can also feel the heartbeat of the girl. Yuko hugged back on the warm body pressing her yet the tall girl parted away.
“Sorry. That was a sudden call. I’m… Chiaki Takako. Yuko-san is my oshimen.” Chiaki Takako introduced herself and bowed her head for apology.
Disappointment rush over Yuko as she is hoping the hug lasted long. Who would hug a stranger in a long seconds anyway? “I… thank you? Ahh, I don’t know. What does old Yuko-san do if a certain fan told her that she is their oshimen?” Yuko looked up to the sky and pouted. Her question is so stupid she thought. Seriously, who would ask a person on what will be the past Yuko do if someone told her that? Yuko facepalmed herself. Hearing the other girl giggle, she lifted her face upwards to see Chiaki’s blissful face.
“Thank you is enough for me.” Chiaki smiled again. Those smile already marked on Yuko’s mind and eyes. Somehow, this girl she’s talking right now make her feel untroubled; no pain, sadness, worries. Unlike the other tall girl who kept on crying and begging to her. Speaking of, where’s Haruna anyway? The girl is taking so long.
“Thank you.” Yuko suddenly wrapped her arms around the girl’s waist. Her immediate action surprised her, feeling she haven’t done this for a very long period. Also for the fact this shows she has a feeling of fondness to this girl although it is her first time they got to now each other but she knew Chiaki will create a new memories to the new Yuko.
Sharing an embrace to the small girl, Chiaki then kiss the top of Yuko’s head. Sending tingles on their body. She never imagine Oshima Yuko from the popular idol group called AKB48 will be attached to her. Holding Yuko in her body brushed her illness away. A deep broken feeling suddenly went through her as she is scared that this girl will regain her memories back and will forget her. On this present time, she just want to treasure meeting Yuko for the rest of her life.
Looking up to the tall girl, Yuko thought Chiaki was crying but somehow a raindrop fell into her face. “Noo. Why does the sun have to disappear?” Yuko buried her face at the girl’s chest. ‘Ah, it’s soft.’ She widen her eyes but shrugged the feeling off. This is so not her personality to be a pervert. Though, the AKB48 members told her she is a pervert before, so Yuko then though maybe it is really her character to be a pervert. Yet, she doesn’t want to be a dirty-minded person towards Chiaki Takako. Respecting the girl? I think so.
“I guess we have to go back to our rooms now.” Chiaki broke their embrace and patted Yuko’s head. “Come on, I’ll take you to your room.” She snaked her arm around Yuko’s shoulder for a support. Yet, she was stopped by Yuko’s puppy eyes when the small girl looked up to her.
“C-can I stay at your room for awhile? My room suffocates me.” She puffed her cheeks for an additional cuteness overload to the tall girl. Seeing the girl pulling off an adorable antic to make her approve, she suddenly died from the winning cuteness of her oshimen.
“Hop.” Chiaki ordered to Yuko when she squated down. Yuko was confuse for a moment and an excitement begin to rise inside her as she knew what Chiaki meant – Piggy Backride. Dangling her arms around Chiaki’s neck and placing her both legs to the latter’s waist and making sure she won’t trouble Chiaki on her weight. The tall girl chuckled, “Don’t worry you’re a one-kilo to me.” She joked and tighten her grip on Yuko’s leg and stood up. “Up we go.” Chiaki pointed her finger at the direction of the door which made Yuko giggle.
A sweet scent with a mixture of a hospital smell. Yuko couldn’t help but nuzzle her face on Chiaki’s neck which the tall girl inhaled sharply as it tickles. “Ehh, your weak spot is your neck?” Yuko softly asked, only earning a nod to the girl. She smirked and bury her face again on Chiaki’s neck. The two girls burst into giggles until they reached Chiaki’s room.
“Yie.” Yuko flopped on the girl’s bed after having a piggy backride and scan the room. There are lots of cards, mini balloons, basket of fruits and biscuits and the room is bright and warm compare to her dull and gloomy room. Yuko reached her hand to get the card on Chiaki’s side table and read the words written.
‘Chichan~! I’m always praying to God for your recovery.
Get well soon!
I love you onee-chan!
P.S. Always smile to all the ikemen doctors!
P.P.S You’re going to be free soon! Other future patients are waiting to be in your bed so get the hell out already!
Love, Chichi.’
“That’s from Chia, my younger sister.” She smiled and gently remove the card from Yuko’s hand and place it back to the table.
Yuko was about to ask the girl why she is in the hospital but she halted as she doesn’t want to get upset on Chiaki’s answer. “When are you leaving?” She asked instead. The tall girl lay beside her and turn her head sideways to face Yuko with a smile. Yuko deepen her gaze in Chiaki’s smile to see an out of this world smile.
“Stop showing me a fake smile.” Yuko said turning her head the other way. She heard the girl beside her chuckle. “Ehh, don’t fret. You’re making yourself look more adorable.”
Chiaki burst into titter when Yuko showed her a weird expression by sticking her tongue out and a supernatural expression. Yuko then move in closer to Chiaki. The tall girl rested her palm on Yuko’s cheeks and carress it gently. “I’m leaving tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow?!” Yuko sat up straight, making her head throb in pain. “Itai.” She pressed her hands on her head but was stopped when Chiaki told her not to do that. “Well, my father told me that the doctor is letting me to leave two days time.” Yuko shows her big smile, revealing her two deep dimples in both cheeks. A shade of bright red appear in Chiaki’s cheeks.
“Eh? That fast? How about your injury? Your head? Are you sure?” Her questions troubles Yuko to response.
“You want me to stay in this hospital?” Yuko raised an eyebrow.
“Eh? No! I’m actually happy. I’ll visit you on those two days ok?”
Yuko flinched when when Chiaki patted her head. “You’re lying!.” Yuko pouted. “But I’m happy we will see each other again! We’ll spend our time together! Have fun, go play, go eat together, create a mem--”
The blare of sound outside the room coming from the speakers are calling for Oshima Yuko’s disappearance.
“Wow.” Chiaki exclaimed in amusement.
“Yabbe. I forgot about her.” Yuko facepalmed.
“Want me to take you to your room?”
“No, no. You don’t have to. Infact I can walk. See?” Yuko jumped off the bed and almost stumble if only she didn’t catch the chair to support her. “Itai.”
“Ehh, so stubborn. Here, let’s go.” Chiaki hold Yuko’s hand and led her to the door but Yuko removed her grip.
“Stay here okay? I thank you for having the guts to call my name earlier and also for becoming my…” Yuko looked on the floor and embraced the tall girl by not finishing her sentence.
“Bye, bye.” Yuko then limply walk her way outside with a big smile plastered on her face.
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Haruna lay her back on the wall outside Yuko’s room. Waiting for the small girl to appear as she disappear after she bought a water from the vendor machine. Haruna blame herself for leaving Yuko alone on the terrace. Although, she had searched Yuko around the hospital like a desperate person and found nothing. What if she went somewhere else and couldn’t remember her way back? What if her small and weak body had been drifted by the rain? What if someone snatched her while waiting for Haruna to come back? What if…
“Yuko!” Haruna called out in time when she saw Yuko supporting herself on the railing of the wall, walking limply. Haruna run towards the girl and carry her in a front position like a baby clinged in front her mother’s body.
Setting Yuko gently on her bed, Haruna roam her hands around Yuko’s body to see if there is any defect. Yet, Yuko removed Haruna’s away. “I’m not a robot.” She coolly said.
The tall girl enfolded Yuko into an embrace, she shed a tear as it drips down and kissed the top of Yuko’s head. She sobbed hardly, her body is melting, not knowing what she’ll do if the person she loves disappear. Losing the girl’s memories and distancing herself away from Haruna kills her already.
“Where have you been?! Don’t you know something might happen to you?!” Haruna angrily asked as she break loose on the embrace.
Yuko looked at Haruna who is wiping away the tears in her eyes. “I met a friend and she invited me in her room.” She said emotionless.
Haruna shoved the girl tightly on the chest. “So you didn’t wait for me before going with her?! What if she’s one of the bad guys?! She might do something bad to you! You don’t even know her! Don’t trust her so easily, Yuko!” Haruna didn’t realize the volume of her voice is getting louder.
The amnesia girl scoffed and glared at Haruna. “Watch your mouth. You don’t have the rights to talk to my friend like that. You are just a person who keeps visiting me. …” Yuko looked away as she cannot stand seeing Haruna’s face. “Get out of my room.” She quietly said.
“You are not my Chiaki.”
Heartbroken Haruna stayed outside the room of Yuko. Following Yuko’s request is the least she can do to prevent the situation not to make worst. It hurts to be rejected and be pushed away by someone she loves. Those negative things of Yuko are reflecting to Haruna’s past towards Yuko. From rejecting to hurting Yuko’s feelings. Still, the squirrel of hers are not giving up on her deep affection to Haruna. Six years of fighting the squirrel’s love to the cat. Haruna won’t give up even if it is more than six years.
For the girl Yuko mentioned earlier named Chiaki? She’ll just stay as a friend to Yuko. Their relationship won’t forward more than that.
Oshima Yuko’s heart are only for Haruna.
‘I’m the only one in Yuko’s heart.’
A's Note: Wee I have my off today! No rehearsals, no party. Just relaxing. :]] Sorry if I haven't updated this fic for a week? I guess. Anyway, I hope I can update this regularly. No emotional update! :]] :shakeit:
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I love the mini interview you added at the beginning :twothumbs
Oh NO, Haruna has competition, down worry your squirrel will remember :frustrated:
THanks for the update! :on lol:
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hahahaa... I like the mini interview~~~ :lol:
who's that Chiaki??? :?
poor Haruna... :cry: be strong!!!!! :banghead:
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:banghead: :banghead: sappy sappy
another competition oh pls nuuuuu :panic:
her chiako...it was suppose to be Haruna :cry:
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If this is test for Kojiharu, being neglected by Yuko this way. Let this test be over soon... (cross finger)... It's so pain... :banghead:
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Mini interview FTW!!!!!
Yuko!!! Don't replace Kojiharu by Chiaki!!!
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Don't fall in love with her~ Yuko~! :(
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Yes Nyan Nyan, don't give up!! :cry:
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how can a fanfic can be so sad like this :cry:
kojima-san :cry:
the mini interview is EPIC!
Yuko(At the background): SAVE MEEEEE!!! NOOOOO HARUNA NOT THERE!!!!!!
Haruna: Let me unbutton it~!!!
haruna is the pervert and yuko is the tsundere :lol:
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A's Note: There is no mini interview today guys! :]] Sorry, I'm in a hurry right now so yeah. Probably on the next update.
13
“You are not allowed to skip lesson today Haruna.” Miichan strictly said to Haruna whom said she is going to skip their dance lesson only to visit Yuko in the hospital. Miichan understood her friend but isn’t it a bit too much for Haruna to turn down her career(To Miichan’s perspective, yes) and beg someone who have no idea who is Haruna Kojima? Surely, Miichan is hurt too yet she’s patiently waiting to the old memory of her pimp buddy to come back.
Haruna shrug and prop her bag on her shoulder. “Try banging Mariko’s head on the wall until she lost her memories. Then tell me how you feel. Pain. Worry. All those shitty feelings. Let’s see how you can cope with that.” With that said, Haruna left the room and the girls who heard their conversation left with their mouth hanging open.
The tall girl is now in front of Oshima Yuko’s hospital room. The greeting of a never-seen-in-her-life girl facing her back to Haruna with that long brunette hair made Haruna stammered backwards. Heck, to Haruna’s view was somewhat she’s staring on her own back. Yuko and the girl rotate their heads towards Haruna. Not only her own back, even the face of the girl are similar to hers, the girl’s face are a little matured compare to Haruna. A long lost twin perhaps? I don’t think so.
Haruna’s heart began to beat in jealousy. The new damsel is probably Chiaki. Yuko’s new…
“Who are you?” Haruna coolly asked to the girl, stopping her thoughts. She drop her bag on the chair at the side of Yuko’s bed before placing herself at the verge of the hospital bed. Haruna could see the two share a glance to each other before the girl introduce herself.
“I’m Chiaki Takako. Yu-yuko-san’s hospital buddy.” Chiaki then bend her back into 90 degree downwards to show formality to the idol. Kojima Haruna. The woman Yuko loved.
“Oh.” Is the only word came out on Haruna’s mouth. She pecked Yuko’s forehead before continuing on her sentence. “Haruna Kojima. Yuko mentioned your name… once.” For once, Haruna has the urge to run away from these two, remembering what Yuko had told her that she isn’t her Chiaki broke Haruna’s heart. Yet, her vow on not giving up to her beloved Yuko halt her from running away.
‘Nyan Nyan should be strong.’ She nodded in her mind.
“E-excuse me, Yuko, Kojima-san but I have to leave now.” Chiaki broke the awkward aura roaming around them. She smiled at Yuko before giving Haruna a bow which Haruna bowed at Chiaki too.
“Nice to meet you Takako-san.” Haruna smiled.
“You’re leaving me without a goodbye hug?” Yuko sadly pouted and spread her arms wide as to invite the tall girl for a hug, of course the cuteness of Yuko wouldn’t be complete if her smile and dimples aren’t appearing in her already adorable face.
The smile melted Kojima Haruna and Takako Chiaki.
Chiaki let herself in Yuko’s inviting hug. “Goodbye Yuuchan. Eat, clean and sleep okay? Smile too.” She smiled and patted Yuko’s head before bowing her head to Haruna again and left the room.
Silence pooled around the room once more. To Haruna, she hated this silent treatment Yuko is presenting her, well to her, she isn’t used on a quite human squirrel whom in the past is always the loudmouth and couldn’t stand to have a silent and awkward surrounding. Also, she haven’t said sorry to Yuko on her rude mouth by saying negative opinion to Chiaki Takako.
“I’m sorry.” She said sincerely. Truthfully, Haruna is apologizing on what she had done.
Yuko opened her eyes and looked at Haruna who has a guilt in her brown eyes. “Sorry? What for?” She asked. To her, she couldn’t interpret why the tall damsel woman is apologizing. Did she done something faulty?
“Yesterday, for judging Chiaki with false opinions.”
“You are worried that time. I understand, no need to apologize.” Yuko shot Haruna a weak yet warm smile that soothed Haruna’s guilt away.
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A couple escaped the dance lesson to visit their friend in the hospital. Though, to them there is no point on going to the lesson as they already memorized the routine and they’ll make sure to smooth the routine in their future practice. Frankly, visiting Oshima Yuko isn’t in their plan today as they will visit the girl tomorrow because she is going to be discharge. Going their way inside the hospital, the short girl caught a glimpse of someone very familiar to her.
“Harunyan?” The short girl asked in the thin air. The tall girl with her followed the gaze of her girlfriend to the said name. Indeed it is Haruna… on their vision. Yet, the ‘Haruna’ they know are with a group of family, walking their way outside the building of the hospital.
“A relative?” The tall girl asked in amusement with a mixture of curiosity as her eyebrow are raised. Though there are something different to ‘Haruna’ “Idiot, Kojiharu has a different attire when she left the studio.” She smacked her partner on the head lightly.
“Oi.” The other girl hissed. “Anyway, Harunyan likes to change clothes and would you expect her to visit Yuko in sweatpants? Heh, who’s the idiot now? Baka~” The short girl pulled down her right cheek using her index finger and stuck out her tongue to the tall girl.
“Whatever, it’s probably Yuko’s relative and Kojipa is taking the responsibility to guide them out. Lets go.” The tall girl then grabbed her girlfriend’s arm and went to the room of Oshima Yuko.
Entering the room. The couple raised an eyebrow on the weird part to see Kojima Haruna in the room with Yuko. Isn’t she’s with a group of family just a moment ago? Are they missing something?
“Woah, Ha-harunyan.” The short girl blinked a few times to check if she is seeing the right person.
“Oh Miichan. Mariko. Wait, don’t tell me you two skipped the rehearsal too?” Haruna gave the two a ironic smile. The fact, Miichan is the one who told her not to skip lesson today but here they are now, standing in the door way.
“Yeah, I eventually hit my head on the wall and too bad I didn’t lost my memory.” Mariko joked, chuckling on her own gag.
Somehow the two newcomer girls had forgotten the weird little event from earlier. Instead, they let their self in and chatted to the two girls in the rest of their 25 minutes time of talking.
“So Yuko, Nyan Nyan here has an upcoming drama and her role is a mean girl and… there is a kissing scene with the lead guy.” Miichan showed Yuko a cunning smile, hoping there is a reaction to Yuko that she can use as an evidence that Yuko doesn’t really have an amnesia. Haruna and Mariko shot her a ‘You’re lying’ glare but Miichan only winked at them and ride along with her.
Miichan failed.
“I’m happy you have a big break and a heavy role to act to. Do your best.” Yuko smiled and place her fist in front of her chest as a sign of ‘You can do it!’ symbol.
The innocent answer of Yuko surprised the three girls. Failure to Miichan. Shocked Mariko. Wounded heart to Haruna. Despite the fact she is aware what answer Yuko will say but it really hit her hard. The old Yuko would throw a tantrum on the said news and will beg Haruna over and over again not to accept the kissing scene with the guy, and the worst is Yuko is going to curse the actor. The cute part is Yuko will confess her love and skinship Haruna to show Kojima Haruna is hers only and Oshima Yuko belong to Haruna. The heartbroken girl went outside the room and sat herself on one of the chairs in the corridor.
‘How can I do my best if you are the only one I want to kiss? Augh, there is no kissing scene anyway!’
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After Mariko and Miichan said their goodbye to Yuko two hours ago, Yuko set herself in for a sleep yet worried to the girl who walked out 3 hours ago.
Opening her eyes slowly, Yuko felt someone is holding her left hand. She then turn her gaze to the girl resting her head on the verge of Yuko’s bed, sleeping. Kojima Haruna. Distancing herself close to Haruna’s own face, a smile lingered on Yuko’s face to see an adorable mole in Haruna’s pink lips and wonder why she didn’t saw the mole before which probably because she is always looking in Haruna’s eyes full of sorrow and pain. Yuko giggle weakly on Haruna’s pouty lips while sleeping, wanting to touch the lips of Haruna.
A tingling feeling woke Haruna as someone is observing her while sleeping. She opened her sleepy eyes and saw Yuko staring at her. Waiting for Yuko to part away, Haruna instead hear the girl talk.
“Sorry. I know the old Yuko would go mad if she found out you’ll be kissing a guy but you love Yuko right? She’s the only one in your heart and deep inside me the old Yuko are locked somewhere, shouting to you not to kiss the guy. Not to forget about her.” Yuko placed her hand on top of Haruna’s head and smile tenderly. “I’m still here. Yuko is here.”
Teardrops escaped in Haruna’s eyes. Those words are enough for Haruna to hear from Yuko, her words gave her more strength and faith.
Haruna kissed Yuko with so much affection.
“I love you.” Haruna softly said.
‘Tomorrow, I’ll present you our memories.’
A's Note: Do I have something to note anyway? xD I have! Uff, I know I said I will regularly update this but I'm stuck on some other things. Nothing much in here except the last scenes. :]] I'm making Kojiharu in PAIN!!! >:]] This is a test for her for being cold to my Yuko. Joke. :)
Yukofan
-Because it is the Kojiyuu pair and everything is possible for the two to have a sad fic. xD
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isk isk :fainted:
yup Yuko still there,just be strong Haruna :cry:
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Ganbarre NyanNyan!!!
Don't Worry about that chiaki girl..........no matter how you too look alike, you two are different...You're the one Yuko loves!!!
Update soon
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awww, i was near tears by the end of reading that.
hopefully the old yuko does come back, at least for haruna ): sighh poor nyanyan... if not, hopefully this yuko will learn to love kojiharu, or maybe fall in love? this chiaki character is interesting lol. hmm, similarities to haruna and is fast becoming close friends with yuko... i disliked her at first but this chapter made like her as well. can't wait to see how everything turns out! update whenever you can.. i do prefer you update this one over the other fics tbh, just because it's mainly kojiyuu and i'm kojiyuu biased haha :kekeke:
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It's so sad~ :cry:
GANBATTE NYAN NYAN~!! :yep:
Please update soon~ :twothumbs
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Y U so angsty? ;__________________________________________; Yuko remember already ;___; Haruna is dying ;____; inside. ;___; Please update soon ;___; so many tears. xD
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ohmygawd :on speedy: why are you making my oshimen suffer :angry::frustrated:
KORISU!! go back to your true nature nao. please. haruna is in pain inside
please do update soon :cry:
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SOBBINGGGGGGGGG
Thanks for updating :)
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i second to that @crazywota :twothumbs miss author here is putting our nyan nyan in heartbreak
alice i cant wait for you to show them the next update :wahaha:
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Soooo I'm bored and I miss commenting (like what I always do on the other forum I go to before) on responses. xD
Nal
- Yerp what Yuko said, she's there so no need for Haruna to be sad of. As what you said, Haruna has to be strong all the way.
Blughise
- NUFF SAID!!! Definitely different to each other! Hay, if only old Yuko came back.
Apparently
- Ahh I should've wrote a little bit longer at the last scene to make you cry. :]] (How mean)
I would probably dislike Chiaki too at first impression for entering the Kojiyuu's relationship but as what have said for liking Chiaki then probably I am too, well because of her polite or nice or something attitude in this fic. And the good news is I might update this fic more often now since I sort of lost my motivation to write the 'Future Love' fic (just when things are getting tense). xD HOOOORRRAAAYYY for a Kojiyuu buddy!!! :shakeit: Truthfully, I didn't know you are a Kojiyuu fan, or I'm just too slow not to notice? xD
Renachii
- Saaad? Nooo. Joke, it is does sad if I am a reader of this fic. More than sad to me as I'm a big Kojiyuu wota. xD
Arisa03
- LOL sorrrryyyyy. Your comment looks cute. (Random) I guess it's the ;___; thing. This 'Haruna is dying ;____; inside' makes me want to do something to Haruna now. :twisted:
Crazywota and Godamnlian
-:]] Haaaaa!!!! Be in pain along with your oshimen - Kojima Haruna!!! :twisted: My little revenge for being Tsundere to my beloved Yuko. Joke. xD
I guess, Haruna have to be strong and be on Yuko's side no matter what. As what the title said "I'm With You."
Arakawa
- Lets sob together on the little corner. :P And yeah you're welcome. :]
Here's a little extra. :]]
Mini Interview:
A: Hello minna! Err our pilot episode was quite a trouble due to Kojima-san’s ac— Waaa!
Haruna: Minna, sadly to say but today’s episode won’t be A-san’s Interview Day. It’s~ SKINSHIP 101 DAY!!! Woo! Woo! Come on! Clap with me! Ne Yuuchan come sit here beside me not to A-chan.
Yuko: Nooo! There’s no SKINSHIP lesson today! A-san, do something!
A: Sorry Yuko, I won’t give you any help. Nyan Nyan here had propped everything in position.
Haruna: Hey! Who you calling Nyan Nyan?! Only one person can say that name to me.
A: Huhu, I’m just saying.
Haruna: First, Yuko, repeat after me. Nyan Nyan.
Yuko: Nyaaaa- cat cat! Neko neko! Kitten kitten! Nyaaaa-
Haruna: Nyan Nyan, Yuko, Nyan Nyan.
Yuko: Nyaaa~nnn Nyaaa~nnn.
Haruna: You sounded like a dying cat inside a microwave.
Yuko: Augh, get a move on already!
A: Yes please. You’re taking our recording long Harunyan.
Haruna: Fine. Ne~ Yuuchan look. *Flashes something in fronf ot Yuko
A and Yuko: WAAAAA!!!!
Yuko: Pull down that… that SHIRT HARUNA!!!
A: E-e-excu-cuse m-me. Err, tis-su-sue p-please? God my nose!
Haruna: Skinship no. 1. Yuuchan place your hands in here and squeeze it.
Yuko: Noooo~
Haruna: Ehh but Yuko always touch my breast right?
Yuko: I’m the new Yuko, not the old!
Haruna: You still have your perverted side inside you. Come on~ Grope~ Yuuchan grope! Yuuchan grope! Yuuchan grope! *Grabbed Yuko’s hand and place it on her asset
Yuko(Crying): A-san!!! Tasukete!!!
A: OH GOD, SHE’S… SHE’S… HARUNA STOP!!! CUT CUT CUT!!! DON’T PULL YOUR… YOUR…
Haruna: Hmmmmm Yuko~
A: Gomen everyone, this ski-skinship 101 day is stopping right now. P-please l-look forward on the next u-update.
A: YOUR SKIRT!!!!! KOJIMA-SAN!!!
Yuko: A-SAN STOP HER!!!
Haruna: Yo-your hands are perfect Yu-yukoooo~
LOL as I said I'm bored. :] Not much though haha. Haruna is troublesome ne?
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little revenge you say? it's not little revenge to me :smhid too much AA too much
watch me when i publish my kojiyuu fanfiction in here soon
i want to be your guest next time in skinship 101 to see naughty haruna
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LMAO hahahaha nice miniinterv :mon lmao:
I also haven't updated any of my fics :mon exhaust:
tho part of LI and TJ are ready except for chibi I still need to know collage :lol:
waiting patiently for ur update XD
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“Sorry. I know the old Yuko would go mad if she found out you’ll be kissing a guy but you love Yuko right? She’s the only one in your heart and deep inside me the old Yuko are locked somewhere, shouting to you not to kiss the guy. Not to forget about her.” Yuko placed her hand on top of Haruna’s head and smile tenderly. “I’m still here. Yuko is here.”
This para is just so sad but at the same time quite loving. :cry:
Haruna, be strong.
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hahaha...! the interviews are really funny..! :D
a perverted nyan nyan trying to teach yuko how to bba pervert..!! :shocked
I NEED AN UPDATE....! :banghead:
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Stay strong Haruna, Yuko is still there! just wait for her!!!!
YAY a mini interview too!!!!!!!!
I actually read your update a while ago on my phone and forgot to leave a comment, so I went to find a comp at work to leave one before I forget :lol:
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LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL :on lol:
haha, make all sad kojiyuu parts super long so i'm like crying waterfalls by then~
the interview, omg, haha nyan nyan too desperate for some yuko loving.
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Arisa03
- LOL sorrrryyyyy. Your comment looks cute. (Random) I guess it's the ;___; thing. This 'Haruna is dying ;____; inside' makes me want to do something to Haruna now. :twisted:
Noooo That's so mean of you! ;________________________; I always use ;___;, don't do something to her! ;__; my oshimen!! ;___; xDDDDD
And that was awesome. LOLOLOLOL. Oh Haruna, the hardest part here is that I can imagine her doing that. LOLOLOLOL xD
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T_T Yuko! You have to remember! I don't, hit your head on the wall until you remember! Lol
ROFL mini-interview, Kojiharu do thing in public
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Sorry for not commenting for quite a while now. ><
Your mini interview cracked me up! Funny! :on lol: :on lol:
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harunyan, please don't give up :cry:
Haruna: You still have your perverted side inside you. Come on~ Grope~ Yuuchan grope! Yuuchan grope! Yuuchan grope! *Grabbed Yuko’s hand and place it on her asset
Yuko(Crying): A-san!!! Tasukete!!!
A: OH GOD, SHE’S… SHE’S… HARUNA STOP!!! CUT CUT CUT!!! DON’T PULL YOUR… YOUR…
Haruna: Hmmmmm Yuko~
A: Gomen everyone, this ski-skinship 101 day is stopping right now. P-please l-look forward on the next u-update.
A: YOUR SKIRT!!!!! KOJIMA-SAN!!!
Yuko: A-SAN STOP HER!!!
Haruna: Yo-your hands are perfect Yu-yukoooo~
:mon bleed2: *nonstop nosebleeding* i love the pervert haruna..
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I hope you update soon! can't wait for the next update! btw i'm new here, i love your fic so much :inlove:
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“Yatta, it’s now all set. Even if her memory won’t come back after seeing all this, I want to let her know that I keep all our memories and her memories too.” Haruna said, she looked around into the room that filled with her precious gifts, letters, notes and every little object from Yuko.
Kojima Haruna woke up so early this morning to decorate her apartment for later to present it to Yuko whom will discharge later afternoon. Haruna wanted Yuko to see warm and happy surroundings as she had been staying in a dull white hospital room. After giving a final touch, Haruna went to get a shower. She clad herself into her casual simple yet sexy clothing and with one last look on her apartment filled with those happy memories she then transport to the hospital.
Arriving to Yuko’s room, Haruna found the Twin Towers, Mariko, Miichan, Atsuko, Takamina, Julian and Yuko’s father in the room. Haruna is bewildered that Takako Chiaki isn’t in the room. She’s supposed to be here in Yuko’s last day right? Haruna shrugged that question and greeted the people in the room, also to Yuko who she gave a peck in the cheeks.
“Yo Haruna!” Sae waved at the newcomer whilst the others greeted her too.
Takamina chuckled quietly and went to Haruna’s side before saying something to Haruna. “Wah, Yuko is only going to be release, why do you have bags under your eyes? Excited much?” Takamina nudge the girl’s arm.
“Of course she is. Scratch the eyebags and take a look on her attire.” Miichan butted in. The whole people inside the room paused and scrunitized Haruna from head to toe, making Haruna blush on the awkwardness they are giving her.
Sae claps her hands as if she just saw an amazing catwalk model that strut the brand-new design of a certain top-notch designer. Miichan, Julian, Sayaka and Takamina mirrored Sae by doing the same while Mariko and Atsuko facepalmed on the sillyness of their co-members. Yuko and her father only smiled.
“Brrrravo! Brrrravo! Marrrrvelous!” Sae said in English. Though it only bring up a giggles inside the room on her not-so-professional English.
“Kojima-san is beautiful even if she dress herself simple.” Yuko said as she crutch her way to Haruna and intertwine her fingers to Haruna’s which made the tall girl’s heart beats fast.
“Eh, Yuko? Does your Nyan Nyan love came back to life?” Miichan joked. Though, Mariko slapped her partner at the back of the head as she is killing the sweet moment. “Itai!!!” Miichan scowled and mumbled vague words to Mariko which earned a second slap at the head.
“Anyway, I’ll go talk to Yuko’s doctor and why don’t you guys wait for me at the lobby?” Oshima-san requested to the girls and left the room. The girls left after doing a little cleaning in the hospital room.
After having a small ‘Welcome Home’ party in the Oshima’s residence and giving Goodbye’s to Takamina and the others, Haruna finally got her chance to ask Yuko to come with her into her house to present a flashback to Yuko which the girl agreed.
The eyes of Oshima Yuko widen in amusement the moment she set her eyes inside the room of Kojima Haruna. On the other side of the room there is this photo album entitled as Kojiyuu Love, a two big bear with massive ears are rested peacefully on her pillow. Yuko saw a sticky notes glued on Haruna’s wall. The tall girl explained to Yuko that it’s the current gifts Yuko had given her before losing her memories, she also shown the picture of two stars close together. Giving stories to this and that, Haruna pulled down the curtain in the side of her bed which to other’s perspectives why did Haruna has a curtain on the wall when her window is on the other side of the wall.
Pulling down the curtain, there is a massive piece of wood that stuck on the wall.
“This is a gift you gave me on my 22nd birthday.” Haruna said.
[Flashback – Haruna’s 22nd Birthday]
When the birthday celebration of Kojima Haruna ended. Oshima Yuko asked the person she loves to come with her as she wants to present Haruna her birthday gift. The lovely Yuko took Haruna on her house and led her into the backyard, Haruna wonders why Yuko did not turned on the lights as they are in the middle of nigh time.
“Please sit down Nyan Nyan.” Yuko grabbed Haruna’s hand and carefully place Haruna down on the stool. “Ah, I forgot. Wait for me okay?” She said. Haruna nodded in the dark and could only hear the door closing as Yuko went back inside the room.
Soon, a blanket that smelt a fragrance of Yuko’s original smell, Haruna could tell the blanket covering her now is the favourite blanket of Yuko.
“Hai hai, this blanket will surely won’t make you catch a cold.” Yuko said as she is making sure the blanket is covering Haruna fully. “Wait for me again.”
Out of the darkness Haruna couldn’t fathom whether Yuko went inside or she’s just standing somewhere as to make fun of Haruna. Yet, that thought was gone when a giggle escaped into Haruna’s mouth. She could see that Yuko was carrying something big that Haruna can’t clearly see due to the darkness but can tell the object is bigger and taller than Yuko and was struggling to carry it.
Yuko chuckled on her embarrassment as it wasted a little time just by carrying the wood for Haruna. “I’m sorry about that.” She said, earning a giggle from Haruna again.
“It’s okay Yuuchan. By the way, are you not aware the lights are not turned on yet?” Haruna asked. Sitting here for 15 minutes, her vision was full of darkness as Yuko might’ve forgotten to open the lights.
“Your light will soon be open. It will brighten your heart and your twenty-second birthday and of course, it will brighten my Haruna Kojima too.”
Kojima Haruna’s heart melted due to happiness the moment she saw the wood was lit up. Not really the wood but the gun powder that sparked each letters as it created a one whole message that would keep Haruna’s heart beat filled with love. Tears tracked down her cheeks and the big stone forming in her throat is making sure she won’t speak up any words. She found herself lucky that only faint lights can now be seen on the now carved wood which Yuko won’t see her tears.
The lights had been turned on now yet it’s a little dim. Haruna looked once again to the message. Or she prefers to stare at those letters forever.
‘You are the person that I love in the whole wide world. In my heart, and i would never let that go. Happy Birthday Haruna Kojima. My Nyan Nyan. I love you.’
“I love you Nyan Nyan.”
Oshima Yuko’s sentence was far more special in Kojima Haruna’s ears and heart.
Not knowing what to say as she is stunned yet scared to say something back to the waiting Yuko. She just stood there, staring on the small dark figure. Yuko on the other hand is still smiling into the dark as she doesn’t want to let Haruna see Yuko’s sadness and rejection. To hide that feeling, Yuko instead embrace Haruna.
“I’ll give you another precious gift on Nyan Nyan’s twenty-third birthday.” Yuko croaked on her voice, tears are letting out her eyes.
A wet surface is now pressing against Haruna’s skin as she can predict Yuko is shedding a tear. Even if it hurts that enough to kill Haruna in pain, she still let her always scared-self swallow her.
One warm embrace from Haruna soothed Yuko.
“Thank you.”
To Kojima Haruna, this was the most beautiful gift she ever received from her 22nd years of existence. Oshima Yuko is her precious gift from God.
[End of Flashback]
A sobs are heard inside the room. The two girls are crying after Haruna telling her feelings and her precious flashback. Yuko hated herself for having an amnesia that positioned Haruna with so much sorrow and heart break. Why does it have to be her who loses the memories that left the girl old Yuko love. Oshima Yuko herself. Those memories filled with love… why does it have to disappear in her… heart? Why does the existence of Kojima Haruna been erased on her heart?
“Can I kiss you?” Oshima Yuko set her eyes straight into Kojima Haruna’s eyes.
A's Note: Damnit, how many bad vibes/heart break does Haruna will give me? From those kissing scenes with character Ren to see the picture of Haruna's current boyfriend. This thing I found - Haruna's Real Boyfriend (http://i56.tinypic.com/2w676v9.jpg) (click the red writing to view the picture) GRRRR. My Kojiyuu love is decreasing very very very slowly. Why does kissing scenes involve on Ikemen Desu Ne anyway? My friend told me there is no real kissing scene in the Original Version. -.- Drats!
SO HANDSOME RIGHT? :w00t: :pimp: :inlove: SAW THE PICTURE ON Tumblr (http://akbikemen.tumblr.com) :]]]]]
Sorry for not updating lately, because I’ve been so lazy and too busy cause im going back to Philippines tomorrow, so yeah. -.-
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FINALLY.. news from you!! :)
don't worry update when you're not busy! :cathappy:
hopefully soon.. :sweatdrop:
i love this fic! :thumbsup
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Its really sad :cry:
KojiYii
Yes the original, they only pretend to kiss...but on the Jap, they have a kissing scene !!!
Hey did you read yuko's blog...she posted a blog I think before that episode air.
she said something about like everyone's kiss KojiHaru lately and she's kiss deprive from her
anyways update soon
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LOL i was reading this on my phone while i was riding the bus and i kept smiling like a dork the entire way through xD
ahhh, i'm still sad for the couple, at least it seems like yuko's trying her best to make haruna happy and reignite that spark! hated that you ended it like that Ox didn't need to ask yuko! you should've just leaned in and surprised your nyan nyan! D:
haha, i haven't started watching ikemen desu ne yet, because i've watched the korean version before and lol idk, the guy that plays the lead singer isn't that ikemen for me LOL, i've only seen screen caps and such. that "boyfriend" of haruna's kinda looks like yuko though keke, it's the eyes i think haha. i'll just pretend it's yuko in danso lolol.
thanks for the update! enjoyed it despite not ending in that kiss lol!
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yeay~~~ finally you updated~~ XD
i don't know why but the flashback almost made me cry~~ :cry: :cry:
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wow is that yuko?! :drool: she looks hot! omg :inlove: . Yuko should try this look and style and make her nyan nyan :w00t: :drool: . hahaha
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jajaj good :F chapter...upload!! fast pleaaaaaaase
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I do not understand the whole 'Boyfriend' commotion. LOL. But Ikemen Desu ne. lol. Whatever they did to it. @_@. They original never had kiss scenes with Nana. Oh Japan.
And please update soon! that "Can I Kiss You?" line reminds me so much of Densen Uta. LOL
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I'm going to boycott that show even though Kojiharu is in that. :lol:
oh my , your flashback sure earn my tears, it's so sad. :cry:
agree with Arisa03, do remind me of Densen Uta where Kojiharu initiated ..
update soon.
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bee you forgot to put your second note && maybe I should try to give someone a gift like that present of yuko
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please don't make yuko's memory back soon..i really enjoy how haruna fight for her love..
please update :bow:
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Thanks for the update! :cow:
Go KOjima! don't give up! :cow:
Please update soon! :thumbsup
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Oh you cut at the best part! Kojiharu say yes!!!!
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A’s Note – OMG I was suppose to post this last night but when I was checking this for posting I eventually closed my eyes until I fell asleep. :[[ I was sketching Yuko too so I didn’t have much time. Gee. Anyway…
:shakeit: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKO OSHIMA – MY PERVERT SQUIRREL!!!! :shakeit:
Special Shot for Yuko’s Birthday
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The chatters of the entire member of AKB48, make-up artists had their serious expressions plastered on their faces as they are fixing individual girls make-ups, the stylists looks like their heads are about to explode because of the amount of costumes for each members to wear for the biggest concert to be held in Japan. AKB48’s massive concert.
One member of AKB48 has her mixed emotions, sometimes her bliss emotion changes into anxious. The AKB48’s perverted squirrel – Oshima Yuko kept typing on her mobile phone, creating an entry to her blog and in the end she’ll erase all the words she wrote due to her never satisfied feeling.
‘I should be happy right? Today’s one of the most awaiting concert of AKB48 and… the anniversary of my birth.’ Yuko said inside her, yet she squinted her eyes on her last words.
AKB48’s concert happened to be on the same date of Oshima Yuko’s birthday. October 17, 2011.
It is not about AKB48’s concert she is having problem with. It is to that one person who hasn’t greeted her yet. Yes, majority of girls already greeted her birthday wishes; present her wrapped gifts and whatnots but that person did not given Yuko at least a glance or a tiny single presence to the birthday girl. On Yuko’s positive side, maybe that person is busy on all preparations.
The birthday girl glanced at Kojima Haruna who is taking a picture with her co-member in No Sleeves - Minegishi Minami along with Matsui Jurina. Yuko escape a heavy sigh inside her and rested her forehead at the verge of the table full of personal bags.
A feather-like tap on a shoulder woke Yuko in her short slumber. She sat straight and looked swing her head on the side to see the person. Yokoyama Yui, smiling at her which Yuko sleepily smiled back.
“Team B finished their performance so it’s Not Yet’s. We’ll be up in ten minutes after No Sleeve’s finish their MC-ing.” Yui calmly said as she gestured her thumb on the door.
Yuko examined the room to find Sasshihara Rino, Kitahara Rei and the other female staffs cleaning and preparing other stuffs for the concert as most of AKB girls are watching backstage and sitting on the stage bleachers.
However, hearing the group unit of Haruna created a lonely droplet of liquid on her eyes, her chest tightens and sweats formed inside her costume. She wholly does not fathom why Haruna is ignoring her. Usually the girl would be the first one to greet or depending if Sae or Sayaka isn’t the first one to greet on her annual day. Yuko reminisced if she had done something so stupid or a pervert action towards Haruna to make her snub Yuko.
Yui took an available chair and sat down next to Yuko. She brushes her thumb to wipe the tears. “What’s going on?” She asked, gesturing Sashihara and Kitarei to accompany and comfort the happy-go-lucky member of Not Yet together.
“Come on Yuko! Why crying at this day, huh? Did some predator eat our most smexy perverted squirrel? Ne Yuuchan look.” Sasshi requested Yuko to look at her. When she does, Sasshi quickly performed her Wotagei moves which giggles were heard inside the room. Especially Yuko who is now showing her deep dimples.
“Oh we have another one gag for you.” Sasshi informed the three giggling girls. “Ladies and Not Yet, let me present, Unagihara Rei!!!” Sasshi shouted and laughed afterwards.
Kitahara Rei was surprised on the sudden call and to Sasshi’s ‘Unagihara’ but for Yuko she gave her best shot to open and close her mouth making herself look like a real unagi. Deep inside she thinks her gag is ludicrous yet her belief is opposite. Sasshihara Rino, Yokoyama Yui and Oshima Yuko burst into more giggles.
“The double hara!” Yui amusingly clapped while the two bowed.
“Thank you Yui-chan, Sasshi and Kitarei. Sorry if I cried and made you do such funny gags.” Yuko smiled yet she can’t erase the lone feeling inside her.
“Not Yet always look out for each other right?” Yui stated. The three nodded with positive sayings regarding to their friendship.
Suddenly, a staff opened the door and informed the girls, “Not Yet ready your costumes and everything then headat the backstage in one minute.” He went out when he received the girls’ response.
When walking along the hallway, Yuko saw the No Sleeves’ group are approaching to Not Yet. She peek her eyes to look at the beauty of her Princess – Kojima Haruna. It shocks Yuko that the tall cat-like girl did not even shift her eyes to her.
How can Oshima Yuko be focusing on the performance to be done in a few minutes if Kojima Haruna is torturing Yuko?
‘Happiness is still important. Sole is inside me right now but I’ll give all AKB48 and my fans a bliss.’ Yuko gave herself a positive fighting spirit. ‘I’ll pretend Nyan passionately kissed me on the lips as my birthday present.’ Yuko inwardly grin like the ol’ perverted man and nodded on her own fantasy imagination.
“Ehh Yuko?” Minegishi Minami snap a finger right in the face of perverted Yuko whom grinning by herself.
Yuko shook her head to get back on trance, realizing Miichan, Takamina and three members of Not Yet are staring at her weirdly. “W-wha~~~?”
“We said; Break a perv on stage.” Miichan and Takamina said in chorus.
“Perv your faces you people with No Sleeves!” Yuko stuck her tongue out to the two, earning a giggle from them.
All fans chanted a ‘Happy Birthday’ song to Yuko and shouted a ‘Happy Birthday’ to her. Yuko showed her cheery side to them even if she was sobbing inside because of the warmth given by all people standing in Tokyo Dome.
After giving her thanks and finishing the Not Yet’s performance, Yuko immediately separate herself to her group and went to the quiet balcony.
She was surprise to herself for not crying straight away; instead Yuko plumped down on the floor and rested her head on the wall, staring blankly at the big space.
“Hey, happy birthday. Again.” A gentle voice and soft giggle appears beside Yuko.
The small girl staring blankly turns her head to the person, a smile appear on her lonely face. “Nya---“ Yuko stopped when she saw the person is not the owner of the name she was going to say. “Acchan.” She said instead. Before she was about to gesture Maeda Atsuko to sit beside her, the number one girl squatted in front of Yuko.
“Are you okay my number two?” Maeda Atsuko asked while smiling fondly to Yuko.
“I’m okay my number one. Taking some air, is all.”
“No. Tell me.” Atsuko said, insisting Yuko to say what’s inside her. Afterall she and Yuko sometimes talk regarding to their problems. Mostly, the problems are their career work as they are busy with doramas and etcetera.
“It’s Haruna. My Nyan Nyan hasn’t given her birthday wishes to me yet.” Yuko’s voice is filled with lone on her current existence to Haruna.
“You know her. I know her. Everyone knows how tsundere, perhaps vague Haruna is.” Atsuko paused for a while as she fix Yuko’s fringe to its proper location. “I’m not good at giving advice like you, so I apologize in advance.”
Yuko giggled a little. “You don’t need to apologize.”
“Maybe you need to wait for her. Remember the time I cried in front of you because…” Atsuko fidgeted, feeling embarrassed to Yuko on the flashback.
“Because Takamina hasn’t greeted you at the time of your birthday yet.” Yuko continued Atsuko’s sentence. “She gave you her wishes at the time of 11.45P.M. You called me after she gave her wishes. Atsuko Maeda is at the tip of happiness. Probably more than the tip.”
The two giggled. “That’s so exaggerating.” Atsuko complained. “So wait for her. Be patient even if consumes you to death.” She stood up and extended her arm to hold Yuko’s hand for support to stand up.
“Who knows, perhaps, a big surprise awaits you.” Atsuko flashes her straight even teeth smile and a wink to Yuko.
‘I wish that big surprise will open its gift wrap right to my brown eyes.’ She sighed hopingly inside.
Panting, catching up breaths, bead of sweats, haggard and tired faces with mixture of happiness are seen on individual girls after performing a number of songs throughout the end, whole AKB48 girls showed their best to fulfil the enjoyment of their loyal fans. They cheered loudly for receiving a fearsome concert they had ever seen in all live performances in their whole lifetime existence here on Earth. A birthday special for Yuko which some girls began blabbering different topics, making a confusing topic yet somehow it’s improving to a one proper topic until one person speaks up. All AKB48 members zipped their chatterbox mouths.
Kojima Haruna began letting out each of her words while catching her normal breathing but even so, the tall lady do not mind her current state. Instead, she pasted her eyes first to the big amount of fans. Her heart began to pound rapidly and the sweat are increasing more and more as the reason why she is standing right now with a mic on hand to say a sentence made her very nervous.
To Yuko, her heart also began to race and her hands began to shake, not knowing the exact reason why her body is acting strangely. Also, why did the girls shut their blabbering box of mouth when the person she is being affectionate to spoke? She knew her question won’t find its answer if she don’t listen to the words to be said in a seconds.
“Uhmm… where should I start? Ehhm, I’m happy to be present here at the biggest concert AKB48 had ever held and gave my best to perform to you guys. I am really grateful for all these years, you guys are loyal to AKB48 and supporting us no matter what. I, Kojima Haruna is presenting you many, many thanks.” Haruna bowed her head in an angle of 90 degrees, earning loud voices of cheers from all Wotas.
‘Ahh soka, Nyan Nyan just gave her thanks to the audience, of course.’ Yuko disappointingly said inside. Though she is grateful to hear that from Haruna and Yuko wanted to thank all the people who came.
Now it is time. Kojima Haruna’s heart began to pound. She’s been waiting for this perfect time to shout out her real heart for the person who has always been there for her, making her happy whenever that person’s presence was around, the fatigue in her body quickly translate to a tranquil spirit whenever she hears and felt the touch of that person.
Everything about Yuko Oshima fills Haruna Kojima’s heart with love. Within Yuko, Haruna lose herself. Without the person that replete her whole self, Haruna finds herself wanting to be lost in the path of love.
Haruna stifled a giggle before continuing her sentence. “We are aware that today is October seventeen. AKB48’s concert and… Yuuchan’s birthday.” Haruna sense that she is blushing on her last two words.
Not setting her attention to Oshima Yuko swallowed her whole. Kojima Haruna really misses her Squirrel Princess.
Bit by bit, tears are attempting to escape on Oshima Yuko’s eyes. Her Kojima Haruna finally here, standing in front of many people saying Yuuchan’s birthday by reminding once more.
Haruna diverted her eyes to the audience to set her brown eyes on the other brown eyes of the short girl. “Yuko, happy birthday.”
An amused gasp was heard inside Tokyo Dome when they saw a slideshow clips running to the massive screen. A big smile plastered on each of AKB48 girls and to majority of the audiences while watching the slideshow. Haruna began to cry and so does Yuko whom the moment she turned her head to see the slideshow squatted down, sobbing.
“I want this to be one of your present from me. Starting from our childhood to present. Our Kojiyuu memories.” Haruna said in between sobs, carefully saying each word so it won’t fail whenever she is saying it between her weeping.
Most girls began to cry too on this special moment of speeches by Kojima Haruna. Yet, as she is the main person speaking set her mind and surroundings alone with Yuko only.
“Yuko should also receive lots of thank you from me. Thank you for being my Oshima Yuko. Thank you for your existence. Thank you for everything you do. Thank you for the love even if I am always cold to you, that still won’t make you give up. Thank you for not giving up. Thank you for loving me, Haruna Kojima.”
The tall girl squat down next to Yuko and grabbed the hand of Yuko while in a few seconds she received a hug from the person she hasn’t giving her attention throughout the day. Making the girl suffer (also making her suffer) as they did the concert without speaking to each other.
Yuko cannot understand what she is feeling right now but surely, surely attaching her body and tighten her short arms on Haruna’s waist make her feel she’s protected, not wanting to remove her arms to Haruna as she does not want to let the person she loves to disappear in her life again, Yuko can’t cope without Kojima Haruna in her life.
“N-nyan n-nyan.” Yuko croaked on her voice as the lump in her throat is dominant.
The liquids in Yuko’s eyes increasingly descended when she felt Haruna’s arms tighten on the petite figure of Yuko and the tears that formed in Haruna eyes fell on top of Yuko’s head too.
“Lastly, I thank you from the bottom of my heart because you are the person I deeply love.” Haruna softly parted her body against Yuko and offered her hand for Yuko to stand up.
Two sets of eyes sharing words of love. Two hearts having tachycardia, beating rapidly on each of their presence. Two person
A confession of love coming from Haruna’s heart froze the whole dome. Especially to Yuko who is crying with joy.
“I love you, Yuko Oshima.”
“Mou~ This is the cheesiest confession and birthday greeting I ever seen. You’re making me cry, my heart crashes into pieces because of this surprise.” Yuko finally said out loud for the very first time since the time Haruna confessed. Making the entire lovely aura topped by ludicrous aura.
Some AKB48 members smacked Yuko’s head, fans let out laughter and Haruna closed her eyes and bit her lower lip as Yuko not-taking-it-serious side is overcoming her again.
“Yuuchan!” Haruna scolded and sighed afterwards. “Gee.”
“I’m sorry Nyan Nyan.” Yuko pouted sadly and lowered her head.
Haruna couldn’t resist the cuteness of the small girl so she went to her and entwine hers and Yuko’s finger.
“I’m sorry.” The tone in Yuko’s voice is now in guilt. She is chastising herself mentally for letting her jester side to win again.
Haruna gasped her hand tightly to Yuko and looked at to her leniently, symbolizing the girl that she’s already forgiven.
“You deserve the world and you know I can’t give that to you. So now, I am giving Kojima Haruna’s world. My world.”
"I love you Haruna Kojima."
"I love you too Yuko Oshima."
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IDK what to say. I miss writing a Kojiyuu fanfic. I hope when I finish my entrance exam this 30th of Oct, I can be able to write again properly. I’m sorry for being Missing in Action. Review, parties, really dominate my time. Scratch that – I can’t wait to see Yuko’s dorama. >:] I have more SP for Yuko but I might post them this week since it's still in progress. And woah, this thread is on Page 3. :]]]] I see dust and spiders and dirts.
P.S - Yes I got the line from Densen Uta (The last update of I'm With You) because I was watching it that time so why not chnge my original lame line at the end to Densen Uta line. xDD I hope this week I might ost the other scene when Yuko said that. >:]
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so sweet...! :heart: :cry
so we have to wait! :angry: (just kidding)
it's fine! :twothumbs
update when you can please! :cow:
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wah!!! you update!!!! :w00t: :w00t: Imma got exam... I'll edit later... XD
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I love KojiYuu. :heart: :heart:
This is so sweet till I start sobbing with joy. :wub: :heart:
Write more , write more on KojiYuu.... :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
no rushing..
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OMG an update!! Thank you AAAice!! my KojiYuu :heart: :heart:
Please write more KojiYuu!! :heart: my Favorite couple :heart:
you made my day :) thank you
Update soon!! :bow:
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I saw this before my biology class started and it was driving me crazy not to just read it during the lecture.
But the wait was oh so sweeter. :B
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awww its good.. but-..yeah i have a "but" word.. the kiss!!! i miss the kiss... its could be perfect.. aww but its ok
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So cheesy but cute at the same time! Good job Kojiharu
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kojiyuu :heart:
finally, Haruna make the move :cow: i'm happy for Yuko :cow:
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This fic is so depressing. :( :( :( :(
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:bow; where is the last chapter!? Wanna read it! :love: :bleed eyes:
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The mini interview is really funny and sweet XD
Please make more!!! :inlove:
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Its been a year.. Butstill im waiting for the last chaper of im with you where yuko ask haruna if she can kiss her :inlove:
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I hope you upload soon
is a very good story
some scenes made me cry
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I'm still waiting for your update. :)
I hope you come back.
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ME TOO
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My kojiyuu heart :cry:
Yuko remember your nyannyan :(
I hope it will not be a sad ending
I can't stop crying
The kiss!!!! :D
Ooohhhh!!!!! Cliffhanger :banghead:
Update it please :bow: :bow: :bow: :bow: