I’m just an amateur writer. This is my first time writing a fanfic. So please bear with my work. Don't be too harsh on me,ya.. ^^
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OS#1 - I have always wanted youThere I sat, across the room from Jurina. I couldn't help but stare. I wanted her so bad. But Jurina was with her. Her, being my best friend, Kashiwagi Yuki. It was completely my fault, so I tell myself, no matter how much I would like to blame this all on her, but it didn't feel entirely right to do so. Jurina liked me too, or used to, until Yuki swooped in and snatched Jurina up for herself. I could always tell she liked her too. But not as much as I do. I've been in love with Jurina since the day we met. I know it's cheesy to say, but those things can be true. We became friends quickly, just friends. That was the problem. Up until the day Jurina declared her love for me during lunch in the cafeteria at our school, Majisuka High, it hasn't been the same between us ever since. I turned her down. I panicked. I didn't know what to do, so instead I ran off in the opposite direction, leaving Jurina at her knees with a bouquet of flowers-- humiliated. I regret that day more and more I think about it. But that was almost a year ago. Yuki and Jurina have been together for 4 months now. I couldn't believe it myself.
At least Jurina doesn't completely ignore me. I mean, she acknowledges my presence... most of the time. That's something... right? Right?
I hear Yuki's giggling, which is only painful and annoying for me. It also snaps me back to reality. A place I don't really want to be. Jurina and I made eye contact, almost for too long. Her eyes look longing.
I observe for another minute, and Jurina almost looks... annoyed. Not with me, but with Yuki. The way she always drapes herself all over Jurina, I can only imagine her pain and annoyance. I would feel the same way if I were in her shoes. I feel sorry for Jurina. I can surely say that if we were together, --ouch, that's hurts to think about-- but I would give her space. All living things need their own space. I know. It's the way my cat, Churi feels when I cuddle her a little too hard and a little too long. I now know when to back off. But Yuki isn't getting the message.
Jurina quickly stands up from her seat, leaving Yuki sitting there, with a confused expression on her face. I look away, trying not to look obvious. But out of the corner of my eye, I see her approaching. Me. Uh-oh. Or is it an uh-oh? She hasn't approached me in, I don't know how long. I'm not sure what to think, or what to do. But I can't sprint off in the other direction. Not again. I couldn't do that to Jurina.
"Hey, Rena." Her black round eyes and warm cat-like smile melt my heart.
"Oh, umm. Hey, Jurina." My cheeks felt warm, which could only mean I was blushing.
"How are you?" What is she doing? Starting up a conversation with me? Was she trying to piss off Yuki? Because I know for a fact she cannot stand Jurina talking to me unless she's there with her.
"I'm good, I guess..."
"Really, Rena, how have you been?" Could she tell how much I was suffering all along? And now she's taking this moment, when we're not even alone, to approach me about it?
"Who cares how I feel, what about you? I hurt you and humiliated you. I'm the one to be asking you."
"I care, Rena."
"Why? I'm a terrible person for what I did, and now I have suffer the consequences."
"You are not a terrible person, don't say that." Jurina assures me, placing her warm hand on my bare arm. It only sets off unforgotten emotions I've been trying to forget for months. She really isn't helping.
I hesitated. "Why are you being so nice to me?"
"Why do I have reason not to be?"
"Because of what I did--" Jurina cut me off before I could continue.
"Stop saying that! That was the past. I want you now, Rena. I never stopped wanting you!"
The room fell silent. Everyone stared. Jurina had said that much too loudly. I could only imagine the expression on Yuki's face now.
Jurina's expression wasn't much better. She had just realized what she said and how loud she had said it. Everyone in this room was in shock. Especially me.
Before I could find the words to say, Yuki was already stomping her way over to us.
Her hands were curled into fists. Her face red with anger. What was about to happen?
"Did you just SAY what I THINK you said?!" She demanded of Jurina. Jurina looked scared to answer, because her answer wasn't what she wanted it to be, and we could all bet on that.
"I.. umm. Listen, Yuki.." She cut her off.
"No! You are not doing this to me! Not to ME!" She yells. "Nobody does this to Kashiwagi Yuki." Now she's talking about herself in a third person. This is never good.
"Yuki... I've been meaning to talk to you about--"
"No!! I don't want to hear it! If you want to be with that bitch, then so be it! I. Am. Done."
She means with being humiliated. And what did she just call me? I thought we were best friends. Oh wait, we stopped being best friends when she stole the guy
I've had my eyes set on for two years. Not that she would care.
Before she let anyone speak another word, she storms out of the room, her face the colour of a red Ferrari.
There was an awkward silence in the room. No one knew what to say next.
"Well," I began, chuckling a little, "That was something."
"She is something..." Jurina laughed.
"So what now?" I asked hesitantly.
"This." She said, as she reached for my arms and pulled me in. Then she tenderly kissed my cherry glossed lips. I felt a tugging in my heart. The good kind of tugging, though. This time, it was good. Very good.
I have always wanted you
THE ENDNote : I am currently starting a new series called supernatural partner. Hope everyone will like it..
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