Kaze ni Fukaretemo
(Keyakizaka46 fanfic)
Notes : Due to some issues and misunderstandings, I have rewrite some scenes in this fanfic. Also some scenes were adapted from TokuDare drama.~Part 1~Risa POVI reached for her hand then held her close to my body.
“I will protect you,” I told her.
But then she released herself from my embrace. She pinned me to the wall, then she came closer and closer until we’re only inches apart. She naughtily eyed my lips. She averted her eyes to met mine then back to my lips again. I was waiting for her to closed the distance between us but she let go off me and told me
“I’ll be fine...”
Then she disappeared. I called her again and again but she never came back.
“Risa...Risa...!”
I heard someone called my name.
“Risa! Risa, wake up!”
I woke up to find Dani’s worried face. Me and Dani were having a sleepover at my house. She was always so protective of me. She was kinda like my older sister.
“Did you have a nightmare again?” she asked.
She looked really worried so I tried to convince her that I’m fine.
“I’m fine. Don’t worry about me.”
I gave her a thin smile. She sighed.
“If you say so. Hurry up go to the bathroom then, school’s start in 20 minutes.”
“Haah..?? Why didn’t you wake me up sooner? Damn it!”
I rushed to the bathroom and getting ready to school.
“Wait, Risa your breakfast!” Dani called Risa.
I ate my mom's homemade sandwich while running towards our school.
~~~
Once we arrived, the school gate was almost closed. I was panting heavily. Then I saw Manaka walked towards us.
“You guys are late,” she said.
“This kid here gave me a hard time again,” told Dani.
Dani plucked my head. I grunted.
“I’m not a kid. And we should go to the class now, we’re late already.”
I took Manaka’s hand and led her to our classroom.
We sat on our usual seats. I sat right behind Manaka and Dani. But somehow my seatmate Aoi sat next to Berika.
(Hmm. I wonder if she changed her seating because of my cold attitude. *pft* Whatever, it’s not like I care about that. )Manaka turned her head toward me.
“Are you okay, Risa?” Manaka asked me worriedly.
“Don’t worry. I’m fine.” I tried to reassured her.
A few minutes later, our math teacher Shiraishi-san came into the classroom with a girl that looked so familiar to me. The girl who always appeared in my nightmares.
“Good morning, class.”
“Good morning, Shiraishi-san.”
“We have a transfer student today. Nagahama-san, please introduce yourself.”
The girl gave Shiraishi-san a slight nod and introduced herself to us.
“My name is Nagahama Neru. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu.” She bowed.
Her eyes met mine for a brief moment before she averted her vision. My feeling was mixed between anger, hatred and longing.
(She have disappeared for 16 months. Why is she coming back now?)“Please seat beside Watanabe-san.” Said Shiraishi-san.
(Nononono. This can’t be happening. Shit, she’s coming to my direction...!!!)I tried so hard not to looked at her direction. But to my surprise, she only sat beside me without saying a word. We kept silent the whole lessons.
When the lunch time bell rang, Manaka turned her head again. But she didn’t looked at me. Instead, she was smiling while looking at Neru.
“Neru-chan, wanna have lunch with me and my friends?” Manaka offered Neru.
“Un. Sure~” Neru smiled.
(What just happened??? Did Manaka just asked Neru to eat with us?)“Let’s go?” said Manaka.
Me, Manaka, Dani and Neru walked together to the canteen. Neru walked beside Manaka while I walked between Manaka and Dani.
~~~
Once we sat at our table, I was about to asked Manaka the question when she suddenly spoke.
“I know you guys wondering why I asked Neru to eat with us. Well, Neru is my step-sister.”
“What??? You never told me that you have a step-sister.”
I batted my eyes. Manaka stuttered.
“W-w-well, I might have forgotten. Hehe.”
She nervously put her hand behind her neck.
“Anyway uh...Neru, this is my girlfriend Risa. And that’s my friend Dani” Manaka introduced us to Neru.
(Hah. We already know each other. Well, I thought I knew her. But I'm not sure anymore.)
“Nice to meet you guys,” Neru smiled.
(Teck. I really hate that smile. Trying to look so innocent huh? But I know just how evil you are.)“U-un,” Dani gave her a slight nod.
I didn’t say anything. More like I don’t want to say anything.
“You know, Neru is a genius. She got a scholarship at a prestigious school in England... but somehow she choose to come back here in Japan. What a shame...,” said Manaka.
(Scholarship? She never told me about scholarship. Is that the reason why she left me?)“S-sou desu ka?” Dani awkwardly asked.
“Un. Also she was a very popular girl so I’m sure that she has dated handsome British guys. Right, Neru-chan?” Manaka teased Neru.
I glanced at Neru. Somehow I wanna know if this was true.
“That’s not true. I’ve never date anyone ever since...,” she paused.
“Tck. Seriously? Don’t tell me that you're still haven't over her?” asked Manaka.
“Saaa... She's kinda hard to forget...” Neru lightly answered.
Manaka was annoyed by Neru’s answer. But somehow I felt relieved by her answer. Our eyes met again. But she quickly averted her eyes.
(Neru...are you- no. I can’t do this to Manaka. We’ve been together for seven months. I don’t wanna hurt her...) ~~~
I sighed for the nth time. Her presence and this insufferable silence was killing me. Me and Neru were walking home together because apparently she lived in a house not so far from my house. And Dani told me not to wait for her because she had an urgent students council meeting. I grunted.
(That’s it. I just can’t take this silence anymore.)“Ne...why did you come back here again?” I asked Neru.
She was silent for a moment. The she answered in a cold tone.
“Hmm? I just wanna take what's mine back.”
Hearing her answer made me so mad at her.
(She want to make me hers again? After left me in the dark? Like hell I would let her!!!)"You've had your chances. I won't fall for you again!" I stated.
Then I ran away.
End of Risa POV“You'll be mine soon~” Neru murmured.
She smiled. She knew that Risa still love her. She promised herself to make Risa hers again.
~~~
The next day, Risa was trying hard to ignored her seatmate. Though it turned out to be a pretty hard task since she kept stealing glances at Neru every once and awhile. She grunted.
Neru was messing up with her mind far more than she thought.
Risa kept sighing all the time. The next lesson was sport. But she had no spirit at all. She glanced at Neru. Neru was talking animatedly to a certain short-haired cool girl.
(Since when they were ...? Tck. Whatever. I don’t care.)Their sport teacher, Takahiro-san gave them instructions. Today, they’re going to do a relay race. He divided them into three teams. There were 21 students in their class, so each teams have 7 members.
A team members : Risa (first runner), Yuuka, Manaka , Aoi, Berika, Nijika, and Habu.
B team members : Techi (first runner), Neru, Yuipon, Zuumin, Fuuchan Ozeki and Akanen.
C team members : Suzumon (first runner), Dani, Miichan, Shiichan, Uemu, Yone and Naako.
Somehow, Risa were really fired up. She ran with all her might. She didn’t want to lose to Techi. But despite Risa’s crazy running, A team were far behind the other teams because of Nijika and Berika’s slow running. B team won the race. Beside ozeki, B team members were good at running. Techi and Neru high fived each other.
Risa glared. She didn’t like that one bit. She kept on glaring at the two.
(What’s with those two? Acting like they’re so close at each other... so annoying!)Manaka saw her girlfriend’s dark expression so she decided to approached her.
“Are you okay, Risa?” asked Manaka.
“I’m fine!” Risa angrily answered.
Risa stormed off. Leaving her girlfriend confused and upset.
“What’s with her?” Manaka murmured.
~~~
Risa quickly changed her clothes to her normal seifuku. She took her bento then rushed to the her favorite tree. She wanted to be alone. She ate her bento slowly under the tree. Somehow her bento taste different today. She wondered if her mom forgot to put seasonings. Or is it because her bad mood? She sighed.
Once she was done eating, she got up and getting ready to came back to her class. But a certain droopy eyed girl stopped her in her track.
“What do you want, Nagahama?” Risa coldly asked Neru.
“To make you mine again. That’s the reason why I came back here, remember?”
Neru slowly walked towards Risa. Risa tried to walked away but Neru blocked her. Neru touched Risa’s cheek.
“I know you still love me...”
Risa slapped Neru’s hand.
“Don’t be kidding. I don't love you. I have Manaka now!”
“Heh... Do you like kissing her? You used to love kissing me, right?” Neru mocked Risa.
“Tck. Of course I like kissing her. Her kisses are waaay better than yours." Risa stated.
“Jaaa... Is that mean that you won't kiss me, then?" Neru innocently asked.
Neru bites her lip and closed her eyes.
Risa knew that if she kissed Neru, things will turned really bad. Bad she just couldn't resist Neru's pink kissable lips. Her heart started to beats really fast. She gulped.
(God, I really miss her. But I can’t give up. I...I don’t wanna hurt Manaka.)She wasn't on her right mind. She decided to followed her inner devil.
"Screw this-"
She kissed Neru passionately. She really missed that soft lips. She could feel Her lips hugging Neru's. She smiled into the kiss. Neru put her hands on Risa's neck, tried to deepens the kiss. Suddenly...
“What the hell?!”
Both of them were surprised by the sudden voice. Standing before them was none other than Harada Aoi, Risa's ex-seatmate.
To be continued Thanks for reading this fanfic and reply please
P.S. This fanfic was made by me from my friend's (Shafira) idea
We're apologise for the misunderstandingI will post the second part on 15-16th October