I'm happy to see that the ending was satisfactory! I thought it was a good way to just voice Gaki-san's feelings while leaving the rest to the imagination. Also happy to see that I have fans!
@heyyouhiya - Ok, I'll start changing the title. Thanks!
@Lolli - I like to think that Risa just doesn't really notice. Like it's super obvious to everyone else but she just sees Ai as a friend. But inside, she wants more. But she's afraid of rejection so she kinda ignores it and tells herself it's wrong to like your friend that way. So in a way, she's blinding herself towards Ai's feelings. If you can understand what I'm trying to say, that's what I think.
New story!!! This one's not really sad. It's more......rough.
You'll get it when you read it. I have no idea what I was thinking when I wrote this though......
I hope it's not too inappropriate....
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The Fire in Your Eyes: Part 1/2We’d been hanging out a lot lately, Ai-chan and I. I mean, we are friends after all. Not really close but we had something.
That night changed everything.
She came over at 9, right on time. We planned to watch a new movie I got. She had dance but I told her I’d wait.
But she was mad.
Like furious. I heard stories about Ai getting all bitchy since becoming leader but I never imagined this.
I opened my door and she kicked her shoes off violently. I was stunned. I was about to make a comment about her behavior when she walked up to me….and kissed me. Very well, by the way. I was even more stunned. She slipped her tongue into my mouth and massaged mine. As gently as it started, it became rather fierce. She shoved me against the wall. My shoulders hit the wall painfully. I was about to push her off when I felt her fingers tickle my waistline.
There was definitely something wrong here. Ai-chan was the pure one. The angel. She would never have sex, let alone with me of all people. I was worried. As an older woman, I wanted to stop her before she did something she’d regret. I’d have to ignore my own desires and do what’s best.
Yeah, I know. Who are you and what have you done with Miki-sama, right? But I was serious. As hot as Ai-chan is and as bad as I want her, I would only take her when she was sane. I’d never have to worry about it because she’d never do it.
Anyway, somehow we ended up on my bed. I was thinking of a way to get her off of me without hurting her. Meanwhile, Little Miss Angel was sitting on my hips. I looked into her eyes and what I saw frightened me. There was rage. Not a single sign of the girl I know. She looked like an animal, ready to feast. I suddenly felt really naked, even though I was fully clothed. She licked her lips and devoured me.
About 5 minutes later, I laid naked with Ai-chan over me. She was rubbing her body on mine roughly. Running her hands over every inch of me. Sometimes it felt good and sometimes it was painful. Her nails scraped over my back and I arched away. She used her other hand to shove me back onto the bed. I obeyed. She put her lips next to my ear and blew lightly. A shiver ran down my back. She nibbled my ear. I let out a moan and quickly clamped my lips shut. She whispered, “You are mine”. Her small hands seemed to cover my entire body all at once. She moved so fast that I felt it but it was gone, just like that.
I tried to speak up countless times. But each time I was punished with a shove or a slap. I couldn’t risk having any marks. I complied rather hesitantly. She was using me. For her own needs and selfish desires. As embarrassing, shocking and unbelievable as it was, I was even more mystified at my feelings about it.
I was enjoying it.
The thought simply made me feel like a pervert who loved kinky stuff. I admit, I like it wild but I thought that was fairly normal. But this was a totally different experience. The feelings of pain and pleasure melted together so fluidly that it felt completely normal. Ai-chan would bite my skin or pinch my flesh and immediately suck all the pain away, leaving me with the simple feeling of her lips.
I don’t even know how much later is was that we both broke. First me, and then her. She shut down my nervous system. The last straw was a tender kiss on my sensitive ear. I felt a shiver and I was done for. She finished with her lips gripping my left shoulder. I was collapsed on the bed and she settled on my chest. Cautiously, I put my arms around her and held her.
When I awoke, she was gone. It was as if none of last night had ever happened. I became a bit scared that I had a weird dream about Ai-chan. I got up shakily and walked into the bathroom. I was still naked and covered in a film of sweat. I gave myself a once-over in the mirror. And I nearly overlooked the proof of last night.
Right on my left shoulder was a red mark. About the size of a 1 yen coin.
Despite the weird feelings, I smiled.
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