Forever
I grabbed my notes and putted it inside my bag, today is going to be my biggest day. Well, maybe? But Tohto TV just called me and their going to let me audition for their new drama. Ah I need to memorize some lines though.
When I saw Riku going out from our room I quickly held the door knob. "Where are you going, Yuuchan?" He asked me, I turned around to give him a you-don't-care-about-it look. But, I was the one who got surprised. He was shirtless, he was only wearing his boxer. He smirked and I dragged my feet to walk towards him. He seated on the couch and he smiled at me. "Yuuchan?" He called my
old nickname. "Yuko."
"Of course I'm going to school. What else?" I said as I looked down at his abs. I gulped and I don't know what to say. I guess he got me twisted again. "So, you're talking to me now. Who's the new girl?" I asked him and he smirked again. He patted his legs telling me to sit there. "No way Josè."
He scoffed and he laughed. "Who's José?" He asked me and I punched his left arm, after hitting his muscular arm, he held right arm and he pulled me. I landed on his body, he rested his chin on my shoulder.
I sighed. "Riku, I need to go to my class." I excused myself and he laughed.
"Lame excuses Yuuchan." He said as he sniffed my neck. "You know, I'm really glad that you're cute." He added and I couldn't help but to blush. Beads of sweat have formed on my face as I pace my breath. "You're my roommate for almost 4 years. We're going to graduate, when are you going to answer me?" He asked me and I gulped. "I love you Yuko."
But you played with my feelings."I answered you, once. But you were only persuaded because you lose to a fucking bet." Tears are starting to form on my eyes.
Yuko, you can't cry. Not here, not now. "You only played with my feelings Riku. You told me that you will take care of me but, for fucksakes after saying
yes, you told me,
"I'm sorry but, it was just a bet. I started to hit his arms and I felt his arms on my waist.
"LET ME GO RIKU! LET ME GO HOW YOU HURTED ME SO BAD! DO YOU EVEN THINK THAT IT'S EASY LIVING WITH SOMEONE WHO BROKE YOUR HEART BECAUSE HE LOST TO A FREAKING BET?!" I finally said it, my heart is pumping. I can feel my heart shouting for more.
"But why didn't you moved out?" He asked me, his voice is getting weak. I gritted my teeth because the anger that's been buried here in my heart is still here. But at the same time, I still love him. "I was just being honest that time Yuuchan!"
Yuuchan, my old nickname. "Please Yuko, don't make this hard for the both us." I felt a tear on my shoulders, his breath that's making my back sweaty.
"Why didn't I moved out, you wanna know the answer?" I asked him as I rotated my body to face him. I saw his eyes, that's mixed with loneliness, emptiness, sadness, and anger. "After weeks of that incident, I couldn't move on. But seeing you not focused with your class, I couldn't leave you, because I still love you." I said as I can feel his breath on my face, it only took me a second or two, and I claimed his lips. He caressed my face as I rested my arms on his neck. He pulled me closer, he bitted my lips asking for an entrance and I welcomed his tongue, our tongues fought and danced at the same time, I'm losing to Riku. I gently pushed him and I blushed. We both needed for air, but I pulled him again, this time I gently kissed him. He answered my kiss in a torrid way, we just proceeded with the flow. We both stopped and panted as well. I rested my head on his chest, realizing that this was our first real kiss. Well the first time we kissed he's drunk and we accidentally kissed.
"Yuko, can you hear my heart? It's screaming your name." He said as he kissed my forehead. "But this time, please trust me, that the heaviness in my heart from when I say those words to you, is an indication that loving you will never be something I take lightly." He touched my butt and he smiled. He kissed me again, I felt his hands travelling around my waist, he licked my neck he and he sucked it. I moaned his name out loud, I gently held his face and pinched his cheeks. "How about skipping class and let's just go to the mall. Just the two of us." I refused his offer and he smirked. He held my back and my legs, he carried my body on our way to our room. "Or we can just do something." He added afterwards and he winked at me. I lightly slapped his face.
"Mouuu~ Riku. Just because I kissed you, that doesn't mean that you own me again."
"I'm willing to do anything Oshima Yuko." He said as he landed me on our bed. He rested his body beside me. "We could just rest you know." He sighed with a disappointed look on his face.
"Ne, Rikunyan." I got shocked when I called him that nickname again. "Gomen ne, I will never ca-"
"It's fine. In fact, I already missed your voice that's been calling me that kind of nickname since forever."
"I'm still into you." I mumbled and he sighed. Luckily he didn't heard me saying that. He started brushing my hair and hummed a song, from what I've remembered this used to be our song. "3 seconds." I looked at him and he smiled at me. "Can you sing that song for me?"
"I look at you for just 3 seconds,
And I seem to fall for you
You're love
Is my pleasure." Our favorite line.
"But Riku, I was the one who seem to fall for you."
"I can wait forever Yuko, I can make you say yes."
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Flashback
"Yuko, will you be my girlfriend?" I asked her, my heart is pounding out so loud, I don't know what to. Should I come clean to Yuko? What happens if I will tell her about the betting incident? Is she going to hate me? Thoughts are starting to drive on my mind, the splashes of the water returned me from my airheaded world.
"Yes Rikunyan." She answered while tears are starting to drop on her face. She smiled and she pounced at me, I took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry Yuko but, it was just a bet." I said and I looked at her straight into the eyes. I my heart started to fall into pieces. She slapped me and she ran away. Mario and Kai saw the whole thing. "There, are you happy now?!" I asked them, they dumbly looked down on their own feet. I stormed off and went to my car, I searched, called, reported the police about Yuko. But, no sign of her. I'm such an asshole!
Weeks later, I saw Yuko arranging her things. She went back to her home after breaking her heart. "Yuuchan." I called her. She bumped my arm and pretended that I don't exist. I have no choice but to let her cool down her mind.
Weeks later after avoiding Yuko, I went home to our dorm, drunk. I grabbed my keys from my pockets, but Yuko got home as well. She was carrying a paperbag. "Acchan called me, she told me that you're drunk." I saw a paper bag maybe she will eat with somebody. I clenched my fist and she sighed. "Here." She handed me the paper bag. She grabbed her keys from her bag and opened our dorm. "You go first." She mumbled and I obeyed her command. I went inside to our dorm and rested on a chair. Yuko closed the door and grabbed the paper bag from my hands. She went to the kitchen and I can smell something, I stood up and peeked at her. She was cooking, I can smell the beautiful aroma of the ramen. She looked at me and I looked at her, straight into the eye. She smirked, she handed me a cup of coffee. "It'll make you lose your hangover. Trust me." I grabbed the mug from her and took a light sip of it.
"Arigatou." I mumbled she just nodded.
"Go to the living room. I'm going to serve this." She commanded me again, I don't know why my heart is pounding. Does this mean I'm inlove with Yuko? But, I thought I my job is to play with her feelings? I shook my head lightly and made myself comfortable. Yuko served the ramen and she handed me the chopsticks. "What? You want me to feed you like a little baby?" She asked me, I was about to answer her question but I sneezed. "Fine, just for tonight. You're drunk and I haven't moved on but I will do anything because I love you Riku." She mumbled, I'm not sure about what she said. I opened my mouth and slurped the noodles. I looked at Yuko with my cheeky smile.
"I will take care of myself. Thanks, Yuuchan." I said as I kissed her forehead. Ever since I met this girl I can't get her out of my head. Maybe because I couldn't release my one-sided love, well I released it alright. But I told her about the betting incident. If only I can take back the time. Yuko turned on the television and she turned on my PS4.
"I will play Just Dance." She mumbled and I just nodded, I bitted my lips and smirked. I finished my ramen and putted the bowl in the sink. I went in to our room to change my clothes, I saw Yuko sweating because of the dance choreography. I hope she will forgive if I'm going to do this but, I will just pretend that I'm still drunk. I rested my body on our bed. After 20 minutes, the music is finally gone. I saw Yuko coming in our room panting because of the game.
"Yuko." I called her name and she looked at me. I patted the other side of the bed. Before going to the bed she rolled her eyes. I rolled my eyes as well.
"What do you want Kojima?" She asked me.
"You." I said as I kissed her lips as gently as I can, at first she was resisting my kiss, not until I found the hidden spots of her body. She rested her arms around my neck, I caressed her face and I removed the ponytail from her hair. My body is now on the top of Yuko's body, I kissed her cheeks as I started to kiss her neck. The way she moans, the way my satisfaction needs more. I stopped and I just sighed. I pretended that I was sleeping.
"Good thing you stopped Riku." She sighed. "You look so handsome while sleeping." She mumbled, Yuko kissed my head, my cheeks and my lips. She hugged my body like she's claiming that I'm only for her. My lips curved into a smile. She went downhill, she arranged my position, she gently pushed me and stood up from the bed. Yuko pulled the blanket from the bed to cover me. She went outside from our room and mumbled. "Good night Rikunyan. Sweet dreams, I love you. So much." She closed the door and I opened my eyes.
YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE RIKU! My egoistic side screamed at me.
No Riku, you love Yuko! My conscious told me.
I love Yuko.End of Flashback
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When I woke up, I saw Riku's sleeping face, again. I was about to go to the bathroom because I need to practice for my audition, but I felt Riku's arms on my body. "Riku, I need to fix myself." I said as I pinched his cheeks to wake him up.
"Where are you going?" The tall guy asked me as he nuzzled on my neck.
"I'm going to Tohto TV." I said as I forced myself to get out from his arm.
"Now?" His arms loosened up a little bit causing me to escape from his arms.
I arranged my hair and pinched my cheeks with a little force. "Yup, I'm going to audition." I said with a smile on my face. "You idiot, I am not able to memorize my lines because of you. Baka." I said and he just smiled.
He opened his eyes and he bitted his lips. Which is really sexy. "Want me to drive you there?" He asked me and I refused it. 'Cause I don't want people to know this thing between me and Riku.
"I'm really sorry if I cursed you earlier." I said then I tilted my head down. He got up from the bed and he looks like a total idiot and he chuckled.
I felt his lips on my head, I felt his arms on my waist. "It's okay. I'm a jerk. I should've told you my real feelings. That's a lesson for me, Yuko."
He called me using my name, he's always serious every time he will call me using my name. "Then you're my inspiration right now, Kojima Riku. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be the happiest person alive." I said and I reached for his face. "I love you." I whispered and I saw the way his face blushed.
"I know." He sighed and I pouted. "I love you too, I love you very much." He said as I smiled again, he pulled my right hands and he kissed it. "Let me take it to top, ne?" He said, but I'm confused though.
"...okay..." I mumbled.
"Oshima Yuko, I know that I'm a jerk for playing with your feelings..." He coughed. "But I would like to ask you.....will you be my girlfriend? 'Cause I love you very much. This is not a bet, this is not dare. This is a pure confession coming out from my mouth that's inspired by my heart because of y-mmmphht"
He wasn't able to finish his declare because I kissed his lips, it was full of passion with a mix of love and tenderness. As he answered my kiss, our bodies gently rested on the bed as I felt his masculine body on the top of my poor innocent small body. I can feel that my heart is flustering. I folded my arms on his neck, his hands started to find my hidden spots as I accidentally moaned, he smirked. He inserted his hands inside my loose shirt, and his hands roamed around to tease me. Our tongues danced with the beat of our heart. We broke off from our kiss and we panted, trying to catch our breath he smiled at me. "I have to go, Rikunyan." I said as I gently stood up from the bed, but his long arms caught my waist. So I ended up laying on the top of him, I felt his six pack abs close to my tummy. As our foreheads and nose touched, I observed his innocent eyes.
"You're going to be a great actress, Yuuchan. I'm going to call Tohto TV just for you."
"Shut up." I said as my cheeks fluttered because of his heartwarming words.
"Are you blushing?"
"I'm not."
"Yes you are."
"I'm not."
"Yes~ are~ you~"
"If you're not going to stop I'm going to do something that you'll regret."
He smirked. "Try me then." He said as he bitted his lips and followed with a wink.
I rolled my eyes and I just pouted, as I saw him smiling I left a peck on his lips.
"Mmmhm~ Yuuchan's lips are so adorable and so soft~"
"Idiot."
"Love youuuuuu~"
You may be the most annoying guy, you broke my heart, but yet I still love you.
"I know and I love you too." I said as I nuzzled on his neck.
I intentionally forgot the audition, but I felt his gentle arms on my back. I feel safe every time I'm with him, I feel so easy every time he's there right by my side. I'm trying so hard not to let it show that he got me feeling like I'm the happiest person alive, but I can't stop myself. He's serious about our relationship.
Riku is not that kind of guy, he will do anything even if it will risk something that's valuable for him.
"You build me up, Yuko."
"You make me strong, Riku."
"I love you." The two of us said at the same time. We laughed and we always stole a peck from each other.
I wish this will last forever.
'Cause I believe that my dearest Kojima Riku will be my forever and ever. People told me that forever doesn't exist, but Riku and I will try to prove those people that forever does exist.
END.