"BELONG"
chapter 1
~Love is a cruelity~
I love you. You love… not me.
From here, I could make one statement about what you call it “LOVE”…
‘Love.. is.. a cruelty’
Even I’ve said that, I still couldn’t put ‘love’ in the fault/wrong side… huh ? why ? its because ‘love is never be a wrong’…Yea !! he’s never be in wrong !! never !!.…even he’s already make an innoecent people got suffer… Even he’s already hurting other people… even he’s already make me in hard-sick-suffer.. love still cant be blamed.. love still cant be judged…love still never wrong. That’s why ‘love is a cruelty’.
But, in the other side… if you already trapped in ‘love’, there is a moment.. even you’ve fallen into ground.. even you’ve being hurted.. even you’ve already suffering.. even you’ve feels like dying. You’ll still stood up again and say “I didn’t give up yet, and I’ll get what I want about you”. And that’s what I could say was happened to me right now. I already got hurted, but still… I couldn’t stop.. I couldn’t stop for loving you.
That’s ?.. I’ve learn it from you. I’ve learned all of those sick-stupid thing since your last confession yesterday. I’ve learned enough since that day.
Its me. Kashiwagi yuki. and I’ll get what I want and no one can stop me.
-------------------------------
Its been 3 days since your last statement. And surely.. since that day.. I’ve been avoiding this world. Completely. Deciding to take the days-off was only my choice that I’ve already took. And it cant helped, I thought it was the most safe decissions for now. I’ve known better for this..
It was my first thought that I could fold my sickness with avoiding you, but no..nope. I still couldn’t belive it that even I’ve already took 3 days-off, I was still preoccupied with your presence. My mind is still going on you. Ratherly it was more more more stronger than before. This feeling have really grows more bigger than I ever thought.
Flashback.
“lie..”
Yuki was shocked. She didn’t know how to respond at this situation. And she choose to denie it.
“ah !! nice prank mayu !!” suddenly yuki burst into laughter, “you know.. you not need to be going this far you know !? you really makes my heart stopped.. !!”
yuki said in the midle of her laugh.
But the reality is always cruel. Mayu was just silenced while looking to yuki. she know that yuki couldn’t accept this situation. But she couldn’t hide in the lie.
“mayu.. say something mayu.. why you just silent ?” yuki said when she stopped from her laugh.
“its lie ..isnt it ?” she said again, somehow her voice was tremble, her hand was shaking like crazy.
“mayu..? say something mayu.. ? please.. “ yuki said in agony, her eyes become teary.
“I should hope that you trust in this reality yuki..” and with that, mayu was stand up and walked away from yuki. leaving her in the terrible condition.
“lie… its must a lie..” yuki mumbling something.. “I know you lied , mayu..” she was talking to herself still not realizing that mayu was already leave the scene.
“mayu… mayu… mayu.. mayu.. mayu..” its just a moment after yuki realized that mayu has gone.
“mayu ?.. where is mayu ? Mayu !!!??” yuki shouted like crazy. She’s not cleared her mind that she was still in the crowd place. Everyone in that place was looked
at her, wondering what going on with her. and that drives yuki into an more crazy state.
“MAAAYYYUUU ..!!!??”
And that was the last shout from yuki before she collapsed.
Flashback end.
It was in the one of the most expensive apartement in this city.
In the corner of the room. Hiding in the shadow. There is girl. She was sitting silently in there. Not really aware with her surroundings. Her eyes was swollen, indicating that she was really cried so hard in the past day. but aside from her terrible condition, there is still a beauty which was hidened in the sad face of her. Still cunning like always. The beauty of the ice. The beauty of snow. The beauty of.. yuki.
“Yuki open the door !!!” there is sounded a shout from the outside of the room, it was sidened with the sound of the door that being kicked.
“its have been three days that she trailed herself in this condition takamina-san.” A man has voiced out to talking with the short girl beside him, it was cleared that this man was the manager of the girl who was shut her life in this room.
“I didn’t know what to do…” the man said again in a worried tone.
“Yuki !! I said open the door !!” it was the other shout from the other girl in that scene. People may mistaken the shout from a man when they hear that sound, but truthfully it was the shout from a girl.
It was the short haired girl who’s in her angry condition was shouting like crazy and try to broke the door with kicking on them.
“Sae.. calm down !!” the short girl that not mistakenly was takahashi minami, shouted to the short-haired girl.
“ck.. I don’t have to calm when my bestfriend in the condition like this takamina !!!” the short haired girl reclaimed a protest.
“you’ll make other problem if you cant stay calm down, sae ! I said calm down !!” takamina said in the angry tone, but it was so great that actually could bring the short haired girl become the silent one.
After the condition was being handled with takamina, she began to start the conversation.
“manager-san.. did you know what happen to her ?”
“if I know… then I shouldn’t calling you takahashi-san.” The manager said with a smirk.
Takamina was silent for a while.
“are you know.. what happen to her before she began acting like this.” takamina asked again, trying to found what happen, and what the reason behind all of this mess.
“I don’t really know.. takahashi-san, she was really in a good condition before.. really it never popped in my mind that she would gone crazy like this.” the manager try to explain.
“Oii !! don’t call my friend a crazy !!” sae suddenly interupted.
“jeez.. sae ! can you shut your mouth and let him explain what actually happen In here !?” takamina shout again to sae.
“but he said yuki was crazy !! and I don’t eat that takamina !!” sae more angried again, she’s already clenched her fist, ready to punch the stupid manager.
“Sae if you not calm down now !! I’ll call sayaka to shut your mouth !!” takamina said threatening the short-haired-tempered girl. And somehow it was worked.
“so what information that you have in there manager-san ?” takamina begin to asked the manager again when she already handled the situation.
“s-she was in good condition takamina-san.. nothings wrong..” the manager said in shaked voice, he’s didn’t ever know that the top idol could be so scary in this state.
“ah !..” and it was some moment when the manager realized something. “there is one.. takamina-san.. etoo.. she was a bit sad when watanabe mayu-san was sick, but she’s already get on her mood again when she knew that watanabe-san was healed and take a comeback.. and she’s really happy that time.” The manager said continuing his explaination.
“ah.. mayuyu, why its not come into my mind !?”, takamina reclaimed something. “then manager-san, are mayu have known about yuki’s condition ? is it she have come to check on her ?” takamina asked again to the manager.
“I don’t really know about that takamina-san..”
Takamina was silent for a while, thinking of something until she make a statement, “I see.. it’s a bit rare if mayu not know about yuki’s condition.. she was the closest one to yuki..”
“so.. what are you going to do takamina-san ?” the manager asked.
“hemm.. I will take care of this manager-san.. you can go home now.” Takamina said while ordered to the manager to leaving the scene, and after the manager has already gone she’s began to check her phone, trying to call someone.
“are mayu was the reason on the all of this mess.. ?” sae began to asked.
“I’m not really sure sae… but it could possible if we try to check it.”
The phone was already connected.
“ah.. moshi-moshi ? it me, takamina… mayu, where are you ?”
And then there is takamina who’s already walked away from the scene, eaten by her talk with the cyborg girl. Leaving the short-haired girl standing alone in front of the door. Sae was not really sure about it… but she began to think that it was starting from mayu. She has known that yuki was really liked about mayu. And there no mistake that the reason wich could bring yuki into a condition like this is… if yuki was really being hurted by mayu. But she need to to make a sure about it…. she really need to make sure about this mess.
Sae was trying to call her best friend again, “ yuki.. did you hear me ? are you being allright in there.. I’m sory yuki.. I’m sorry that in this stupid moment I really couldn’t help you.. I’m sorry”. Sae began to cry while landed her head in front of the door.
Takamina was finished her things and founded that sae was already cried in silent. She walked closely to sae.
“she allright, sae.. yuki was strong..” takamina said then began to tapped sae head. It was not surprising that the genking was cried in the takamina’s shoulder. There is no one to be better than takamina who’s known this thing about sae. Aside from the strong impression that she acted in the outside. Sae was really a caring and lovely girl. That was takamina had learn about the short haired girl on this day.
--------------------------------------------
In the other side..
Tokyo in the rain. It was really a bad day for someone who wanted to going out. They should know that they shouldn’t take a mess with a weather like this. a
heavy rain. A thunder. A strong wind. That’s completely a pack of horror things when it was happening like this day.
But hiding in the horrorable weather like this. in the one of the corner graveyard of this city. There is beautiful woman standing in front of the one of the grave in there. She’s really beautiful. Even someone who saw her would say that she was a goddes for real.
“onee-chan.. I know that I should take an revenge for your dead.. but she really loves you.. ”
She’s began to talk, but still there is no one in there. She’s talking with the grave.
“but you did love her too, right ?.. “
She started crying..
“I know.. there is no one who could hurt you, nee-chan.. I’ll take the part on revenging your dead… I promise.. I’ll make her suffer for you”
Topic: Belong ~Prolouge~ "Complicated Mayuki" Chapter 1 (Read 2215 times)