Hey ! I'm a new writer here ! Yoroshiku~
After reading 48G fic for years (first Atsuyuu fic, then Kojiyuu and Atsumina fic and now Sayamilky fic), I decided to post my fic 'Pride' here. I'm not confident at all so be nice with me please. :deco:
'Pride' is a Sayamilky fic and i don't know if it is good enough but I want to try since there's no that much Sayamilky fic... :doh:
Also I'm not good with english since my native is french and there must be lot of mistake in the english translation of my fic. That's why for those who want to read it in french (better version since I'm good with it), I'll post 'Pride' French version on a other site. :pen_whirl: :tama-excite: :tama-excite:
If you Can read french I recommand you this version.
Here this Is the link for French ver : https://my.w.tt/wCRvSydgFZ
The french ver is already finished but I have to translate all the chapters :sweatdrop: :sweatdrop: Each chapters in both version will be posted in the same time.
That's all ! Thanks for reading my fic and I hope you will enjoy it !
Please feel free to let a com !
Then, Here's a summary
PRIDE (Sayamilky)
CHAPTER 1 : http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=45560.msg1430404#msg1430404
CHAPTER 2 : http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=45560.msg1430523#msg1430523
CHAPTER 3 : http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=45560.msg1430986#msg1430986
CHAPTER 4 : http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=45560.msg1431288#msg1431288
CHAPTER 5 : http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=45560.msg1432161#msg1432161
OS #1 (Sayamilky) http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=45560.msg1430640#msg1430640
@Haruko : Hehe~ I though of making Aayan Sayanee's sister but it would be weird if two sisters have almost the same name. And since Yuuka sometimes looks like young Sayanee (at her debuts), i choose her. (And with that I succeed in including my fav Keyaki girl tehe)
I'm glad you enjoyed this chapter !
There's lot of things that happened in this chapter! But that also mean, this fic will end soon. In fact the next chapter will be the last ! I'll try to upload it soon. :sweatdrop:
So now, enjoy the 4th capter ! :twothumbs
PRIDE: CHAPTER 4
Fake Reality
Miyuki’s scream pierce Sayaka’s heart and the shord haired girls react, this time, really quickly.
‘’BASTARD !!’’
She rush to the man, grapping the knife she was hiding in her sleeve. When she’s close to him, she tries to stab him at the face but he dodge easily. Then, she try again and again until she finally success to hurt him at the face. Her wist bump his face and he fall on the cold ground. Sayaka feels that she’s finally taking the advantage so she grip her knife and is about to give him the last attack. A this moment, a shot can be heard and a horrible pain pierce Sayaka’s arm forcing her to release the knife. She fall on the ground, contening a scream and turns to see where the shot comes from. At the entrepot entrance, a group of 5 men with knifes and a gun pointing in Sayaka’s direction.
The kidnapper stand up again and laugh.
‘’Look little girl, this is my friends. Like me, they were guinea pigs and like me they hate the Yamamoto family. They want to take a revenge and they’re really strong.’’
The man takes Sayaka’s knife and play with it.
‘’I’ll let them play a little with you. I wonder how many time you can resist.’’
And he laugh a new time while the 5 men come close to Sayaka. The guitarist stand up as she can even if her injured arm hurt her a lot. Her eyes meet her sister’s one, who’s face is still against the ground. The teenager cry in silence while she’s still on the ground, powerless.
I don’t have the choice, I have to fight for Yuuka. And Miyuki. Sayaka rassemble the courage she needs to face the armed men. Fortunately, most of them have ‘only’ knife. Only one have a gun. The 5 men attack at the same time, using their knife while Sayaka try to dodge every attack. But it can’t last forever. Soon, Sayaka start to recieve more and more punches and doesn’t have the strength to dodge them anymore. Quickly, she fall on the ground, unable to make any move.
I’m sorry, she thinks as she see Miyuki crying. I couldn’t protect you two. I’m still powerless. Exactly like at this time…
The Kidnapper orders to the 5 men to release her while he’s still playing with her knife. This is when Sayaka regrets she hasn’t call the police.
‘’It’s so kind of you to take a knife here. I wonder what expression I’ll see in your face if you see your little sister die with the arm you take. Will you be hurt ? Will you feel remorse ? Guilty ?’’
He’s now close to Yuuka and still playing with the knife. He squat in front of the terrified teenager.
‘’You’re a Yamamoto too after all. You have to suffer too.’’
Then, he push Sayaka’s knife in her sister’s stomach. Yuuka screams in pain and her face takes a horrible expression. Sayaka doesn’t even have the strength to yell or beg the men to stop. She can only cry bitter tears of powerlessness. She can’t even close her eyes to not see it.
The entrepot door opens in a big noise, surprising everybody. The kidnapper stand up with a suspicious look. Sayaka can hear someone’s walk. Only one person. But she doesn’t have the strength to turn to see who is it. She just hopes it’s not a bad person.
The man laugh when he finally recognize who is it.
‘’Look who we have here. Yokoyama’s clan heir in person ! So Yokoyama’s clan doesn’t like when we hunt their prey ? That’s it Yokoyama Yui ?’’
Sayaka freeze. How can Yui be here ? Why is she even here ? And again this Yokoyama clan. If the man is right, they are her parents assassin. And Yui would be related to them ? She would be their heir ? No, that’s just impossible. This man is crazy. Nothing he says is the reality. So why Yui doesn’t deny him ?
‘’Yokoyama’s clan has nothing to do with it.’’ The newcomer says and it’s really Yui’s voice. ‘’those people are under my protection and you will regret you have hurt them.’’
‘’Hahaha, really ? It’s what we’ll see Yokoyama. You five, kill her.’’
The five men surround Yui while she finally can be seen by Sayaka. She wears a long red kimono wich cover only one shoulder. In her right arm, there is a kataa and in her left shoulder a majestic dragon is tatooed, symbol of a Yakusa boss. It’s the first time Sayaka see Yui’s tatoo. So Yui really is a Yakuza. Is really her clan who killed her parents ? Isn’t the man as crazy as he looks like ? Words Yui says to Sayaka before the battle start aren’t reassuring :
‘’After this, we’ll have to talk Sayaka.’’
Yui has always looked like a sweet and weak person to Sayaka’s eyes. Never she see her been angry or fight against someone. But reality is very different than what Sayaka believed anyway. Yui is really able to get mad and her madness is really scary. And Yui isn’t weak. She’s way stronger than Sayaka. In a 1 vs 5 battle where Sayaka only last 5 minutes, Yui has no problem to take the advantage. 2 men are already defeated and the 3rd one let go his knife and gun. Yui’s fight is beautiful, elegant and as her face shows : serious.
While following Yui’s fight, Sayaka see her sister. Her respiration is difficult and she keeps loose lot of blood. By her side, her kidnapper is still here, following the battle too. Sayaka does’nt want to see her sister die. She doesn’t want to be that powerless one more time. So she use her last energy to reach her sister. After stand up with lot of difficulties, she walk to her sister. But the man see her and after a moment of reflection, he repulse her with his foot.
‘’Don’t come close !’’
But Sayaka stand up again and try to come close again. But everytime the man reject her. Yui has now only one enemy left. When she see the talk between Sayaka and the man, she ends her fight quickly. She runs to the man and puch her katana in his stomach, ending his life.
Sayaka can finally reah Yuuka. She’s still alive but lost lot of blood. Her lips are dry and her skin more white as ever. Sayanee release her and take her in her arms trying to stop the haemorrhage. She keeps repeating ‘i’m sorry’ while she rock her sister. She doesn’t want to loose her but she can’t do anything. One more time, she’s useless, she thinks while her tears roll on her cheeks.
During this time, Yui verify Miyuki. She released her and treat her injury as best as she can. She takes her phone now and call someone. At first, Miyuki though she’s calling an ambulance but when Yui speaks to the person, she understand this is one of her man. Whe Yui finished her call, she speaks to the others :
‘’Men who are under my orders will come to clean this place and treat you. You’ll have to take few days off.’’ Yui’s tone is fromal but soon it become more reassuring. ‘’Don’t worry, everything is finished now. I’m taking care of the rest. I’m sorry for coming this late… I have some explications to give you but it’s better to wait you’re in better condition first.’’
After this, everything is like Yui said. Men come and take care of the 3 girls. They are treated during few days before Sayaka and Miyuki come back home. Yuuka’s state is worse and she’s transfered to an hospital. Everyday, Sayaka visits her. She didn’t come back to school, in contrary to Miyuki. When she come back home after school, Miyuki cooks for both of them but Sayaka refuse to eat correctly and to speak to her. She locks herself in her room and refuse anybody to come in. So Miyuki have to sleep on the sofa. But Milky doesn’t care, she knows it’s a hard time to Sayaka and that the short haired girl needs some time. She only obligate Sayaka to eat a little bit to keep her in ‘good health’ even if it’s hard to says Sayaka is in good health.
In the other hand, Yui disappeared. One day, she encounter Miyuki and tell her she’ll come back when she finished what she have to do. At shcool, a large number of rumors are spreading since the president and the vice-president of the student’s council are absent but none of them are even close to the reality. Lot of students had also questionning about it to Miyuki but she just pretends to know nothing.
One more time, Miyuki had buy some food before coming home and one more time she found Sayaka locked in her room, refusing to go outside.
‘’Sayaka, eat a little I made ramens.’’
‘’Don’t want.’’
‘’Come on ! You have to eat ! If not, you’ll die.’’
‘’Then I’ll die. It might be better like that.’’
As usual, if she tries harder, Miyuki will succeed to make Sayaka eat a little. But this time, Miyuki doesn’t insist more. She tired and her injury still hurt her. She sit down her back against the door Sayaka refuse to unlock, the ramen bowl getting colder at her side.
‘’I don’t want you to die Sayaka.’’ She says softly.
There’s no answer but she makes sure to speak loudly enough for Sayaka to hear her.
‘’You know.’’ Continue Miyuki. ‘’At first I didn’t though we could even be friends. However you became the most important person in my eyes. I wanted to die, there was no more reason for me to be live in this world. But you gave me one. Now, I want to be the one who help you as you were the one who helped me. But I’m not as amazing as you and I don’t know what to do. If I’ll say ‘Don’t die’, will you stay alive ? If I’ll say you ‘Don’t live me alone’, will you stay with me ? I…’’
Tears blur her vision and doesn’t let her finish her sentence. She wipe them quickly, she doesn’t want Sayaka knows she’s crying. She has to be strong for Sayaka. On the other side of the door she can hear some snifiing.
‘’I don’t care to be injuried but I feel terribly guilty for putting you in danger.’’ Miyuki continue. ‘’I stayed powerless and couln’t do anything. I could just see you suffer. But you feel the same, right ? That’s why you’re locked in this room. Because you can’t face others.’’
She still hear Sayaka cry on the other side and haven’t any answer from her room-mate. She sigh and stand up :
‘’I let your ramens here, okay ? Eat it if you’re hungry. I’m going to watch the TV a little.’’
Miyuki gives a sad look to the closed door.
‘’Don’t die please.’’ She mumurs without Sayaka can hear her. ‘’I love you.’’
Around one hour later, Miyuki’s still watching the TV. Her eyes are red because of tears but the idiot and absolutly japanese emission she’s watching succeed in calming her. She’s not really listening but the video is enough to make her smile. Then, Miyuki hears the room’s door sound but she doesn’t dare to give it a look. She doesn’t want Sayaka see she was crying. The guitarist entered the room with the ramen bowl still full in her hand. Miyuki is a little disappointed she hasn’t eat it but Sayaka put it in the micro-wave. When it’s hot, she comes in the sofa next to Miyuki. The sweet girl gives a look to Sayaka who’s watching with lot of attention the TV screen. She really looks bad, she has bigs undereye bags under her red eyes because of all the crying. She eat slowly the ramen cup without saying anything. When she’s done, she put the bowl on the table in front of her and keep her concentration on the TV. Or it was what Miyuki believed until Sayaka mumurs to her :
‘’I love you too.’’
At first, Miyuki isn’t sure she has heard it well so she stares to Sayaka looking for the slightest hint in her face. At the end, it her blushing cheeks which betray her while she prentends to be really interested by the TV show. Miyuki comes closer to Sayaka, with a little smile on her lips.
‘’Excuse me ?’’ she asks with an innocent look. ‘’I couldn’t hear…’’
‘’It’s nothing’’ answers Sayaka with a cold tone while her cheeks bush even more.
‘’I want you to say it~’’
‘’IsaidIloveyou.’’ Repeats Sayaka quickly.
‘’Mou~ You speak to fast.’’ Miyuki tease her.
‘’I LOVE YOU !’’
Miyuki wasn’t exected Sayaka to say it this loudy. She wasn’t expected the black heaired girl to give her such a intense look. It’s now Miyuki’s turn to blush really hard. But she recovers quickly. After all, she’s Watanabe Miyuki, the girl with the most experience in the whole high school when it comes to love relashionships. She can’t be this much affected by a simple ‘I love you’ she had already heard so much times before. But it’s not a simple ‘I love you’. It’s Sayaka’s one. The one Miyuki never though she can’t hear, the one she gives up on ever recieve it.
To cut her though, Miyuki leans toward Sayaka and captures her lips. But Sayaka doesn’t give her kiss back and she retreats disappointed. Didn’t Sayaka says she love her ? Why doesn’t she answers to her kiss.
Her though a cut quickly as Sayaka’s lips touch hers one more time. But this time it’s not Miyuki who initiates it. Sayaka’s lips are rough and her kissi s clumsy but for Miyuki it’s the best kiss she ever had.
This time, Miyuki doesn’t sleep on the sofa but in Sayaka’s bed, in Sayaka’s arms. And for the first time since the incident, the two room mates sleep without a nightmare.
The next day, Sayaka comes back to school. She’s still in bad condition and had lost lot of weight. She can’t concentrates in class too and teachers always tell her to listen. All day she also have to face all the questions of her comrades but she avoids it and run away everytime she can. All day, she didn’t speak to Miyuki and the girl couldn’t help but worry about their relationship. Is Sayaka regreting ? Even if she knows she’s not the main preocupation of the guitarist, for the moment she just can’t stop herself to think Sayaka has in reality no feelings for her. Fortunately, she’s reassured when on the way back home, Sayaka kisses her suddenly.
Few days after, Yuuka can finally quit the hospital and go back living in Sayaka’s house. The eldest Yamamoto had finally called her grand parents to tell then Yuuka is with her and will stay for few time. She doesn’t tell them about the man and the 5 others. She had no news of Yui but life slowly come back to normal and the three teenagers recover step by step of their physical and moral injuries. Yuuka lost her vitality, she spends the whole day in the appartment doing nothing. Sometimes she can be find lying down on the sofa only staring at the ceiling for hours. She also speaks a lot to her parents who’s pictures are on the little altar in their memory. The only times she recover her energy is when she teases Sayaka and Miyuki about the two going out together.
-------TO BE CONTINUED-------
Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter ! Don't hesitate to let a comment, it's really cheering me up to continue this fanfic :bow:
I didn't realise it before, but this chapter is so short, sorry !